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yourbodymyarchive · 7 months

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i actually really like the jonelias dynamic that i have made up in my mind where it has the potential to turn into such a twisted and wicked relationship where its only driving force is desire. fucked up desire, but desire nonetheless. elias sculpted jon into exactly what he wanted, a god to be worshipped and heralded as the most important being in the universe. he made him into that. and jon will rest his head on elias's thigh and feel love coursing through them. is it for each other? they can't say. but it feels good.

if the cards had fallen a different way, i don't know. maybe jon wouldn't have resisted so much. maybe he would grow to enjoy it. another one of my made up desires: a jon sims who is just utterly accepting of the monstrosity that made him "other" in the eyes of his friends. he doesn't care. he'll take from people whatever he wants. he'll enjoy the act of feeding. which also goes hand in hand with the kind of pseudo cannibalism that tma had going on when jon was feeding on people's statements. the dangers of consumption. consuming another person and their fear. scarring them for the rest of their life. is it really so bad to feed and be healthy? jon didn't want to stop, not really. he felt bad, sure. but. it feels bad at first and then it doesn't. maybe, he only needed one more person to take the leap into a never-ending hunger. i wanted to see that.

so much potential here! jonelias on their knees for each other. jon is kneeling so that he can be praised, worshipped, loved for his monstrosity, not despite. elias is kneeling because jon is the closest thing he will ever get to god and he is beautiful and one day, he'll bring the beauty in fear out of the dark and everyone will see.

#tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #jonelias #ramblings of an eye worshipper #i really do have a soft spot for dynamics like these because theyre such a good commentary on the complexities of desire and hunger #along with praise and loving people that hurt you and will keep on hurting you but worst of all they Love you too.#uhh hannigram anyone?#lola sebastian's video on cannibalism kinda changed me too #like ive always loved the concept in media #but so many different things can be a metaphor for cannibalism when you think about it #and there are so many layers to the concept #there is a deep desire to fill yourself with others #to keep them with you #to double back on jonelias i think it would be great if there were more fucked up relationships in podcasts #just listening in horror #well that was tma actually #more horror ig #anyway #thats all i have to say about that

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hinamie · 16 days

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I'll rip in hands and teeth and take a bite

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #ryomen sukuna #yuuji #sukuna #sukuita #fanart #jjk fanart #gore tw/#body horror tw/#blood tw/#YUUJIIII BABY BOYYYY BABYYYYYY #hes hungry :/#sukuna seems 2 be having fun gdjhfgsdf . boys when theyre bored.#so happy i wrangled this pose in2 something im happy with i almost abandoned the idea entirely #sometimes front facing is the answer.....who knew :'>#also #can anyone tell me. how far up yuujis fun arms go i had no idea so i just stopped them at the elbow #if im wrong that will b not swaggy :(#listening 2 sena's cover of butchers vanity on repeat btw VIBES #cannibalism motifs my beloved uwu #in other news this is the least amount of shading ive done in a very long time #and its been even longer since i pulled out th white lineart #but overall i like this piece so much yuuji is so cute and it doesnt make sense 2 me at all #edit changed the colour to make it more obvious whats sukunas legs vs whats yuujis back

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dreamaboutwhathappens · 1 month

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i love the…. almost horror aspects of this album. all the references to ghosts and death…. and sonically, the unexpected shrieking in WAOLOM and the banging and screaming during “old habits die screaming” and even the way the tension subtly builds across the sixteen tracks and by the end you’re so stressed and shaken it’s like! losing your sense of self and feeling like you’ve become a monster is horror. and i’m sooooo glad she leaned into it

#the first time i listened to the album i was so SPOOKED by the end. and it was AWESOME #the first five songs i was like okay word heartbreak album! and then WAOLOM came on and i was like HOLY SHIT??????#and everything got INSANE from tbere #and just kept building and building!!!!!!!!#literally just like a horror movie. it was fucking fantastic #ttpd #random thoughts with grace

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anatomical-puppet · 8 months

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i need people to understand the difference between gore and body horror or i’m gonna start ripping bricks out of walls

#saw is not fucking body horror!!! is anybody listening to me!!!!!!#just because you can see someone’s insides does not make it body horror. please.#horror #puppet rambles

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woof-squiggles · 5 months

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nitten adoption day!

(psst, you can fill out an adoption form here)

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roadkill-creatures · 8 months

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Stella Octangula

#oh no I’ve been listening to miracle musical again #fatal error really got me thinking #doctor i cant tell if im not me #geno sans #sans #fatal error #utmv #undertale au #tags to be added #idk how to tag the gore? here so just ask #body horror

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loktauri · 2 months

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Tma au where nothing is wrong ever and Jon gets to pet as many cats as he likes

#tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #tim stoker #sasha james #its just an office comedy at this point #idk the horrors are still there but now it's the horrors of genuinely needing a masters for archival sciences #BE SO FR what the hells is the point of a masters #listen this is my gripe about the educational ladder you have to climb in order to even think about going to library sciences #and getting some sort of guaranteed work off it #oh martin got through alright by lying but he got real lucky with this boss being a literal cult leader #but nooooo I have to finish my bachelors and get another 30k or so in debt BAR student finance #as if med school isnt already a scam!!!#and furthermore--#oh old art tag

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brother-emperors · 11 months

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DO NOT BE AFRAID

this is combining Ovid's Heroides and the Excidium Troie because I can't stop thinking of Hermes telling him not to be afraid. what the fuck!! Ares is wearing the crown that Paris gave him.

I have. thoughts. about Paris. he's almost got this Troilos parallel in my mind, that the event that defines him in detail exists in a lost narrative that we don't have (the Cypria), but everyone else knew. the event that defines Troilos is his death (murdered, butchered by Achilles, the violence of which haunts everything after. Achilles, child killer, you can't escape that!), and the event that defines Paris is the Judgement. what's a lost text but a kind of grave!!

idk I don't think that Paris before the Judgement would recognize himself after bc when you become god touched, it rearranges your guts. you become transformed in the worst way possible! how could you recognize yourself! but I also think that all the Parises after the Judgement would recognize each other because that event is so locked into the trauma of war and the scar it leaves on the land, it's like a scar on the narrative too. it exists like this forever, over and over again, so you exist like that forever too. Troy collects grief and despairs.

Troy as trauma: Reflections on intergenerational transmission and the locus of trauma, Andromache Karanika

and Paris is like. a miserable little god/corpse-puppet or something, like a match for the gods to throw onto gasoline.

The Excidium Troie + Ovid's Heroides:

Excidium Troie, trans. Muhammad Syarif Fadhlurrahman

Ovid, Heroides 16 (trans. Harold Isbell)

a collection of things regarding Paris that made me go 😬 but under a cut bc this is getting. very long.

The Divine Twins in Early Greek Poetry, Corolla Torontonensis

Iliad 24 and the Judgement of Paris, C.J. Mackie

Elegy and Epic and the Recognition of Paris: Ovid "Heroides" 16, Elizabeth Forbis Mazurek

Ennian Influence in "Heroides" 16 and 17, Howard Jacobson

Paris/Alexandros in the "Iliad", I. J. F. de Jong

#long post #paris of troy #komiks tag #like. DISTANTLY. its #the iliad #drawing tag #listen i know it's fun to dunk on paris. but im a chronic killjoy. i know its cringe. mea culpa etc #i would love. I WOULD LOVE. to draw a comic and not have the commentary notes be longer than the comic itself #unfortunately i like to read and i cannot stop talking about things that i read. so this will not be changing.#ngl i keep hearing the last line 'my brother says you are a just judge' as 'and brutus says he is an honorable man' and that's smth for sur #god i wish this was shorter but then i remember it could've been longer bc i started drawing this while watching #some excellent korean horror but then i looked at myself in the mirror and said 'no. get your shit together.'#but that show is what sparked this. the themes. god i love shows. a round of applause for tv shows.#in a different world theres a version of me that didn't exercise self restraint and there's 30 screen caps from a horror show here too #it’s all greek to me

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kringle-c · 6 months

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true loves first kiss

#bg3 #bg3 fanart #dark urge #bg3 slayer #durgestarion #giving “saturn eating his child”#no im not okay #the cosmic horror of being loved #astarion #baldur's gate 3 #listen ive been reading a lot of hannibal fics lately lets just say that

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oso-nan · 17 days

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am has altered me for his own peace of mind, i suppose. he doesn't want me to run at full speed into a computer bank and smash my skull. or hold my breath till i faint. or cut my throat on a rusted sheet of metal.

#oso art #body horror cw #i have no mouth and i must scream #ihnmaims #ted ihnmaims #BACKGROUND LOOKS LIKE DOOKIE SORRY LOL I TRIED #looks way better up close but i didnt wanna have him just staring up at nothing.. blurred bg bc its like hes lowkey losing his vision like #ur seing what ted is seeeing rn #git it #i sound stupid as fuk actually dont listen to me

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naggingatlas · 9 months

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a bad dream about glitchhunting

#noelle holiday #snowgrave #weird route #deltarune #dont think its that scary but just in case #scopophobia #body horror #yaurt #thanks to grosezero for the dithering editttt <3<3<3 #i actually had one. a dr dream about glitchhunting i woke up almost screaming yesterday #this isnt what i saw in there i just wanted to show carnes by ghostie to my bestie and thought id draw smthn alongside it <3 #its a good song go listen to it almost made it into the caption. direct and only inspo for this

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nobody-nexus · 3 days

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Hey remember when I said not to expect a lot of art from me?

Well-

I had this in my head for like.... 5-6 days??? And I said "FUCK IT" and made it all in ONE DAY because why the fuck not? I NEEDED this out of my head SO BADLY in order to properly work on Dance Rush

Casino Mafia AU made by @sywene-06

Carnival AU made by @sm-baby

Horror Circus AU made by @ark-fork

Corruption AU made by @rabid-mercenary16

Freakshow AU made by @hootbon

Fight Club AU made by @burrotello

Digital Hallucinations originally made by OR3O

This cover I used for the animatic was made by Pastel on Youtube, here's the link to the full cover here

Please give love and support to everyone who was mentioned! They all worked hard on these AUs and this cover and I ask that you give them the attention they ALL deserve!

These are some of my favorite AUs, some I do truly need to draw more often, and I hope that they all enjoy this as much as you do ^^

Anyway back to my little cave I go. Next time I post will probably be about Dance Rush. For now, I'll be off ^^

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snallygayster · 1 year

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obsessed with the playable fake peppino mod so i made some rank screen mockups for fun

#pizza tower #fake peppino #my art #tw body horror #listen fake peppino is everything to me.#my favourite creature.#im not affiliated with the mod btw this is just for fun #i wanted to emulate the art style yknow #pizza tower spoilers

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humming-fly · 2 months

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Happy to report I have finally started listening to Malevolent and to no one's surprise I am already obsessed (I'm almost done with s2 atm please don't send me spoilers yet sdlkfj)

I'll skip over my usual formality of having one normal art post before diving into shitposts let's not waste anyone's time here

#to no one's surprise the body-sharing eldrich horror buddy comedy is right up my alley #this one's been on my 'to listen' list for a long while but the stars finally aligned to make it happen #okay time to figure out how to tag this uhhh #malevolent #malevolent podcast #arthur lester #john doe #i will probably change how i draw arthur a Lot as this goes on lol but enjoy these early drafts #unlike him I had a good idea how I wanted to draw john from the get-go #though the scrawling chaotic scribbles are actually a bit tedious to do in cleaner art #the pencil comic at the end is about the easiest way to do it he's just a bit more formless there #which is only really confusing when I also want to draw the hand like in the first shitpost #if i draw anything for s2 i'll update him a wee bit though probably pretty easy to guess what #i'll be playin with it i'm sure #idfk what tags people use for these i'm not allowed to search the tag till i'm caught up #so for now these'll work!#shorthand i'll probs just use #mp #pretty sure i haven't used that before #probably #my art #doodles #comic

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frog-girlfriend · 7 months

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cleo so far this series

#trafficblr #life series #life series smp #secret life #secret life smp #secret life spoilers #zombiecleo #ethoslab #bdoubleo100 #*comes crawling back with a meme*#LISTEN #there’s nothing to listen to idk there’s just a new life series to distract me from the horrors™️#ik it’s only ep 1 but i already adore this series it’s so good and everyone’s perspectives are so funny #hopefully this hasn’t been done yet but it’s all i could think about after cleo’s ep #bdubs immediately knowing who they were referring to and then the cleo etho team up !!!#i’m excited to see who else teams up #i actually really want jimmy and scar to team up and prove everyone wrong (or right)#also bigb was just so funny lying about his task for NO REASON once he was done #ANYWAYS yeah that is all pls go watch secret life for good times and then scream with me about it :)

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smultronviol · 1 month

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Ppl going "waaahh unpopular opinion but Alice is kind of annoying and obnoxious and I don't think I'd like be her friend irl" is so funny to me bc like.

God forbid a cast of characters be multifaceted and have actual flaws and unpleasant aspects other than "grr angsty hero" and "whoops i'm so clumsy". Sometimes character dynamics and arcs need to be prioritized above "who would i personally be niceys with irl"

2. bro just WAIT until you hear about season 1 jon lol

#the magnus protocol #tmagp #season 1 jon was obnoxious and sometimes a straight up ASSHOLE and you were supposed to find him kinda grating!!!#yes alice IS a bit annoying and too much sometimes (esp in the first episodes) and i love that <3 #like. its p obvious that she uses the over the top-thing as a shield (to push ppl away/as a defense mechanism/to avoid being vulnerable)#we see her drop the act sometimes w ppl like teddy and sam who she actually feels comfortable around (and who know and understand her)#but like. she's stuck in a job she hates and is kind of afraid of (she KNOWS smth abt the horrors and is keeping her head down to survive)#(shes obviously afraid of sam going to far bc she KNOWS its dangerous)#so yes her act gets too much sometimes and yes sometimes she crosses the line into straight up mean (esp against gwen)#(but their dynamic is a whole other can of worms)#but like. i'm pretty sure its supposed to be seen that way. the audience isnt supposed to just find her kooky funny #the facade is supposed to be dismantled by the viewer etc etc #kind of like SEASON 1 JON the obnoxious bastard!!!!!!!#like. if you ever think alice is too mean towards gwen pls listen to s1 jon again and how he speaks abt martin??#from a position as his boss no less? ngl i wanted to throttle him sometimes #you kinda forget abt it in the later seasons and if you only engage w fandom content. but like. go back and listen to the shit #he actually says. jesus christ man. i remember kinda hating him in the beginning #and to be clear i love jon! i think hes a great character!#and like. its almost as if his early season personality and facade was an important setup for his character development #and relationships with the other characters???#but anyway 'alice is kind of annoying' is not an unpopular opinion its literally the FUCKING POINT #and both her and jon are my sweet baby angels <3 #alice dyer #jon sims #(and obviouslyyy you're still allowed to dislike a character ppl can have their own opinions etc etc etc. i just personally find it funny)

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