Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.1924
“Another Off The List: Another On"
The hard part about having too much to do
Is writing down a list
The hardest part about writing down a list
Is that it is one more thing to do
On the newly formed list
Of things to do
Now there is one more thing to do
DONE
There is one less thing to do now
On the long list of many things to do
They are good things
Careful, loving things
Groceries, Dishes, Laundry, Sleep
Taxes, Writing, Eating, Sleep
Finding rest at end of day
Finding words, to her, to say
Getting out with strangers dare
Knowing that the world doesn’t play fair
There is so much left yet to do
I wonder what comes next
I wonder if you wonder too
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DETAILS / MANNER OF SPEECH / JANUS
COMPLEXITY
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janus has an expansive vocabulary, but the complexity of his speech varies wildly depending on external circumstances and his mood.
PROFANITY
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( BOLD ALL THAT APPLY ) : arse. ass. asshole. bastard. bitch. bloody. bugger. bollocks. chicken shit. crap. cunt. dick. frick. fuck. horseshit. motherfucker. piss. prick. screw. shit. shitass. son of a bitch. son of a whore. twat. wanker.
( GIVEN PROPER RELIGIOUS CONTEXT ) : christ on a bike. christ on a cracker. damn. goddamn. godsdamn. (bloody) hell. holy shit. jesus. jesus christ. jesus h. christ. jesus, mary and joseph. sweet jesus.
as a rule, janus doesn’t swear, and his insults tend to be subtler or back-handed, preferring to rely on sarcasm. he’s quite creative with them, and they’re often made of old idioms and phrases that might not even belong to earth.
THIS OR THAT?
contractions or enunciation ? straightforward or cryptic ? jargon or toned ? complexity or simplicity ? finding the right word or using the first word that comes to mind ? masculinity, neutrality, or femininity ? formalities or abrasiveness ? insult or injury ? praise or equivocation ? frankness or lies ? excessive or minimal hand gestures ? name-calling or magnanimity ? friendly or blunt nicknames ?
IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
do people have a hard time understanding or hearing your character ?
almost always / frequently / sometimes / rarely / never
does your character’s point come across easily when they speak ?
almost always / frequently / sometimes / rarely / never
would your character initiate conversations ?
almost always / frequently / sometimes / rarely / never
would your character be the one to end conversations ?
almost always / frequently / sometimes / rarely / never
would your character use ‘whom’ in a sentence ?
yes / no / only ironically
your character wants to make a counterpoint. what word do they use ?
but / though / although / however / perhaps / mayhaps
how would your character pick up the phone ?
hello / hey / hi / yellow / yo / yeah / [name] / what’s up / who is this / what do you want / can i help you?
how does your character end conversations ?
walk away / ask if that’s everything / say that that’s everything / give a proper goodbye / tell their company they’re done here / remain quiet / they don’t
how does your character address others ?
titles / first names / surnames / full names / nicknames
what social class would others assume your character belongs to, hearing them speak ?
upper / middle / lower
in what ways does the way your character speak stand out to others ?
accent / vocabulary / tone / level / politeness / brusqueness / it doesn’t
again, much of janus’ speech is ruled by current needs (making an active effort to be understood when he needs to be understood, for example) but when there’s no need for anything in particular, whim is what drives it. so, it’s quite malleable when it comes to vocab, structure, honesty and clarity or even his accent, which is far from fixed.
accent-wise, usually you can expect very vague north american one (more canadian than american, though you need to listen closely), or a not-at-all-marked estuary accent, or even a french-speaking-english one. this usually depends on which of his human identities he’s impersonating.
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The seventh series of Game of Thrones opens open Sunday July 16th (2017). In the US it will be screened on the HBO cable channel. Sky will show it for UK viewers on Sky Atlantic. It will also be available on Sky's NOWTV, the best option for watching it on the go or without a traditional TV connection - it's accessible through a browser.
Picture:”The Dark Hedges”, N. Ireland. By the writer.
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Game of Thrones country
We were on a quest to a spooky place, deep in the countryside. Night was closing in. Malign forces were messing with our satnav. Or were we just out of signal?
The clammy Northern Ireland mist did not help. Now, what did she say? First on the left, and turn right? Or right, then first left?
A little bewildered huddle of true devotees, caught in our headlights, was the give-away. They stood at the entrance to the ancient tunnel of entangling beech trees. This is the Dark Hedges. one of the prime stops on the Game of Thrones circuit.
I would love to have been in the car with the HBO location scouts when they first set eyes on this eerie and magical spot. Today millions who will never come here, and the thousands who do, will know it as the King's Road, where Arya is captured in Season 2, episode 1. Everybody else need only marvel at it as a famous landmark, planted 300 years by the Stuart family to mark the entrance to Gracehill House.
The Dark Hedges was the appropriate place to end the first day of our Game of Thrones-themed Northern Ireland tour. We began in Belfast, 60 miles to the south, where they film interior sequences for the series in one of Europe’s largest film studios. It stands next to the Titanic Belfast, opened in 2012 as the province’s first big 21st Century tourist attraction, to commemorate the city’s great ship building history, and the ill-fatted vessel built here.
Game of Thrones is an international TV phenomenon, and it has the budget to film at strange and wonderful locations anywhere it pleases. It has found them in Iceland, in Croatia, in Spain. But it is the castles, woods, lakes, forests, mountains and moorlands scattered across the four corners of the six counties, that keep drawing the production team back to Northern Ireland.
This is the travel phenomenon of our times. Only New Zealand, promoting the locations where Lord of the Rings was made, can boast as much film-generated tourism.
Let me confess. I have never seen a single episode, or read a word of George R.R. Martin's fantasy novels on which the series is based. And I don't think it matters a jot. So even if you know nothing of Sansa and Littlefinger, of Jorah and Tyrion, and can’t tell the Sept of Baelor from the Frostfangs, follow the tourist board’s copious directions to Game of Thrones locations, and you will still take in a powerful mixture of landscape, little ports, wide sandy beaches, and ancient buildings, just as they are, free of fantasy.
Driving north out of Belfast, our first destination had been Glenarm. This is one of the string of drowsy little ports on the east and north coasts, sheltering under the Antrim Hills. On our visit all was still, save for a single seal patrolling the little harbour. The beautiful 18th Century walled garden in the grounds of Glenarm Castle was a bonus. They gave us the famous Northern Ireland warm welcome in Steensons Jewellers, where they make the brooches for the series.
Just to the north is Cushendun. This pretty village was once the terminus for the shortest ferry crossing from Scotland (14 miles). Today much of it is in the care of the National Trust. It was designed by architect Clough Williams-Ellis in 1912. He has his own link to TV fantasy, as the creator of Portmerion in N Wales, the setting for the perplexing series The Prisoner.
On the north-facing coast, Game of Thrones filmed on the immense empty beaches. Portstewart Strand and Murlough Bay are wide and golden, but Downhill, an endless sweep of sand stretching all the way to the Foyle Estuary is the leading lady - it is Dragonstone in the series. There is space for an army of fans. even in high summer.
Nowhere is far away in N. Ireland. A drive of a few hours drive took us to the deep south west, to County Fermanagh. Game of Thrones came filming in Pollnagollum Cave, recently designated as part of the UNESCO Marble Arch Caves Global Geopark. We skipped the subterranean darkness and played our alternative Game of Stones, tracking down the C6th (two-faced) Janus stone in a quiet churchyard on Boa Island. Our most spectacular find was the C12th round tower on Devenish Island at Enniskillen.
Best of all were the mighty views from the hills above Lough Erne, which is as wide and beautiful as any water in the Lake District but so little known. Sheltered among the mountains, it was the ideal safe base during the war for the RAF Catalina flying boats that protected the Atlantic convoys. It was an ideal location, too, for the G8 world leaders, who met at the secluded Lough Erne Resort.
On our last day we drove back the east coast, to the quiet countryside 30 miles south of Belfast, around the foothills of the Mourne Mountains. There are enough Games locations here to detain and please the most besotted fan, as well as the uninitiated non-watcher. Tollymore Forest Park, for example, performs that dual purpose. It could be the Haunted Forest, home of the dreaded White Walker; or just a wonderful place where you find some of the finest decorative trees on the island, on the foothills of the Mournes.
Further north, on the banks of Strangford Lough, is Castle Ward, one of many fine National Trust stately homes in the province. It struck touristic gold when it was chosen as the setting for Winterfell in the series.
Inch Abbey is not far away. Magnificent and empty among the intense green hills below Belfast, it was our last stop. They filmed Rob Stark’s camp here. But, for once, fact trumps fiction. The abbey had a role in the real life Game of Thrones. Who reduced it to a ruin? Our very own Henry VIII.
www.discovernorthernireland.com/
Game of Thrones locations
Gareth travelled to Northern Ireland on Stena Line from Cairnryan to Belfast.
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.24.24
“Morning Glories"
Change of schedules; habits
Rituals – within rituals
I look to the bed like a distant forlorn lover
The wick burnt low of love
Why am I not in that embrace
What keeps me but myself
From that doorway to tomorrow
Am I afraid of the days to come?
That I will prolong, even the moon
Stop the inconstant moon in the sky
Break a habit of waiting
For a reason to rest
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.17.24
“Unforgiving Hours"
So much of the year has gone by
Faster as if it could fly
As it zooms by and bye
No matter how hard that I try
To hold on
Every bit of it fleeting and gone
I’d lasso and catch the sun
Were it not so swiftly nor brightly shone
In the sky overhead
When I’m laying in bed
Whether I follow, or led
The time keeps on racing instead
Of taking its time
What crime
To surpass the day’s own prime
Without even a whisper from the wind chime
Tinkling in tandem with twinkly stars above
What esper of vesper can be overhead, dove?
So quickly to seasons of love
And onward to some distant place others will shove
Like the days marching on, and over any in their way
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.9.24
“True Love's Full Draw"
I need to stop falling in love
Let me stride towards you with confidence
And fear
But onwards towards you with intention
Building each red-string wrap of love
Sorrow may come with soldier– marched in
Rows upon phalanxes lines
So too does arrow fly loose like arrows
Pointed, not indirect in their direction
Struck and springing blushed affection
Love is not a stairwell down, nor wire tripped
Not a pothole or puddle or slippery slope
Love is an archer
Strong armed and sturdy
Loose the slings and arrows of misfortune
For amidst their adversity is the labor of love
Hammered with steel and sickled with harvest
Make each reaction, to ever action let me succumb
Greater and greater into that adoration, affectation
That we call love
I will make my love intentional,
Multi-dimensional
So that when soldiers of sorrow
Sweep across my heart
My aim will be steadfast and true
Able to beat back the blue days
A few days of silence for an evening of laughter
Is all that I am after with someone sought after
When the battle is over and clear sky approaches
If the love was worth fighting for it shall endure
A greater ascension
Renewed with intention
Will defy even gravity’s pace
As the heart, will surely race
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.8.24
"Isle of Dawn"
Leave this city of ruin
On wings and boats of light
Pluck a star from the evening
And let it steer you right
Now all the mountains are worn
Wearied to pebble and sand
Is this the bright future imagined?
Is this what our elders had planned?
Here, this is not a place we can thrive in
Survive in, or grow
With this star, fallen –crestfallen–
Through the darkness, will show
This is an isle, worth all ire, of dawn
Cresting: horizons, opportunity, hope
Will these stars take us, far from our home
Or will they lead us to green to snow?
Towards heaven and ruin, we surely go
How far from home will dreams shift and stray
Perhaps safe and home, is where we should stay
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.6.24
"Retie or Retire these Severed Strings?"
Have I been a dutiful son?
Was I a beautiful one?
A font of joy and blood
Forty days and nights, it flood
Stigmata, stick-man hanging by a thread
Echoing the words, bounced around in my head
As I lay
Dying some distant May
Did I perform my filial duty
Had I lived with grace and beauty
Should I bother to heed such bloodied roles?
The world a stage, a battle with many foes
How much blood to bleed for apologies
What’s left of me, after all of these…
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.3.24
“Resolute That The World Must Grow Kinder”
Every year I am asked to change
To be better
But I have been kind for countless years
Why must I be the one to make the stars rearrange?
It is not my year for resolution
The world and those about
Are overdue for kindness, they live without
There is no grand and violent revolution
How silly and little we seem celebrating
Once more around the track we revolve
Refusing, recycling, and re-using to evolve
Happy birthday Gaia, Earth, towards tomorrow accelerating
I am not
Going to use my time and slipping sand
Fueling fire, crooks, and stealing books with guarded hand
My deeds may never change the world, as a cosmonaut
Why not? Make a change worth counting
Loose as it may be in my pocket
Kept tight ‘round my nape in a locket
Is an obstacle of the self, worth surmounting
Why must wishes be for anything other than mundane?
There is magic and wonder in the worlds kindness, that will remain
Birthday wishes, each year I always give my best
It is time for kindness to be learned and earned by all the rest
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.20.24
“Paper Trails"
The Law only ever serves The Capitol
And the Law only ever serves The Capital
I learned as a child in the Alphabet Song
A before O, but somehow this seems wrong
They say in triplicate, in houses two and branches three
Balance the blind scales and ruling might, oh, Land of Free
Where the Price is (not) Right, but there’s one for everything
How many servants to the public Left, or Right wing?
Once a child would look for songs and be sued
Tallying the cell-days they’ve accrued
Only for Brokers and Investors to whine
That the world isn’t fair, “What’s mine is mine and yours is mine!”
What use is a system with one singular pursuit
With Constituents begging to not be refute
Businesses demanding for the use of our history
Tailor-made adverts, machine-learned; no mystery
The Capitol follows The Capital
No matter how costly the flaw
The Capital cares not for The Law
In the future that they have foresaw
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.28.24
"LOVELESS"
Soldier on dreamer, the sky, you will see someday
A single cloud to rest beneath, for you are beloved
Blue skies hold only joy, in the coming dawn-winged dove
Fallen, like city tiles or angels, Where now will you fly away?
Fluttering wings of day and night, above the dreamer walking
Whose fate is held in promised burdened hands
Monsters are roaming in man and beast, in cities and fields across the land
Is there a hero beloved by one? Someone? Anyone? Even in the making
Head up, dreamer, pride may be the fall, as was for so many wingéd
From the rivers to the streams
Restless is the wanderer who nightly dreams
Such godly gifts are these to carry ahead
Tomorrow’s dreams may shatter the soul,
Pluck pride like stripped wings
Over these sorrows, whose voice sings?
Clouds weep and wail, for flowers’ joyous toll
The waves of heart and mind flux and flow
In salvation or slumber, corrupted by journey’s end
The tortures endured, saved by tormenting nightmares by a friend
Broken winged are we, hold fast together we might fly, and go
When dreams are loosed like arrows from divine bows
Divining and dividing fates
Will honor or dreams or love be what awaits?
When old friends become old foes
Surely in silence the wind will leave ripples on the water
With lofty dreams, ambitions, hope, and other terrible passions
Worn to hide our truthful eyes, in plainest fashions
Bring to life such desires, barren from slaughter
As the wings surely fly
So the quiet silver dew whispers of morning
Dreamer, oh, Soldier, nothing shall cease the sun, you, from returning
Plead, do not make of thou this sacrifice, to spare us pained goodbye
The storm will end with tufted clouds and blue shining in the eyes
A hope --nay-- promise fluttered with fallen feathers, a loved sunrise
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.16.24
“Beat Upon My Breast"
Devour me oh, love of life pursued
When longing life to have and use
When sword is sold for metal made to wed
Like shackles that will bind me to my bed
Should such a maw as love consume
Let it be -ated and the life resume
What sweet succored, suckered pain
Do we depose to seek love plain
Blind fools we are, oh lovers, we
With visions true, eyes do oft flee
With lovers hand and killers word
No pleading bargains shall be heard
Oh, night, beneath thy chaliced moon
Grant gentle love so great to bring to ruin
With tooth and nail and bone and blood and life
From lovers anguish cease such aching strife
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.26.24
"Burgeoned-Burgundy Moon"
Quiet beasts of the night
Prowlers of the Hunter Moon
Garbed in your furs and your blacks and your whites
Stripes streaked with scarlet, with crimson blood rites
Who sang the songs to name you with such fear
Scholared madmen, pursuant of acclaim?
Ignorant to the spectered shadow in the mirror
Wipe their face, perplexed with trails of blood; How queer
Victims of the city’s streets strewn red
Pounding, pleading at the doors, party goers echo cheers, jeers
Overhead the moon hangs low like the stalker’s head
To what dark delights shall these roads lead
Blood, through the streets, the streams, like veins
Beaten from the heart of the city
Badum-badum, daylight’s rise, who remains?
Predator-prey, pray with those hands, bloodstains
Gentle prowlers, howlers to the moon
The street-beast-bloodied city’s yours
With toothy maw and snarling grin, crackle and croon
This dream has rotted from within - the dreamer waketh soon
Beneath the hunter moon who else but hunters hunt
For if the beastly-ghastly dream persists
Who else but hunters is there to confront?
When rash and bloody deeds are done and dripping from their teeth
Hunters-Beasts — Exalt. Exeunt!
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.21.24
“Rainspotting"
Out past the grocery market
Middle of the field
Hoping for a lightning bolt – Zeus!
Or is the rain alone the domain of Poseidon?
Give me a mystery with less hesitation
Not even the hostess can seat me
Let alone greet me
As they too are snobbily assessing the skies
Give us a sprinkle or misting
Something off of the menu couture
A hale winter storm
Full of sleet or of hail
With the wind roaring loud as it wails
Out of reach of my car
My umbrella too far
As the rain, spotted rain!
Crashes down
Not one single bolt
Not a sizzle nor crack
Seems to bless me
On this chilly threshold
Precipice to precipitation
One so highly anticipated
Galloping, galloping, I can’t err
No mistake to be made in the rain
It is plain that it's over too soon
With a lion-dubbed roar
With dinner and din
Not a mist or a sprinkle or drizzle
Just shy of deluge
Not to greatly misuse
As slowly it came
How quickly it left
Like a lover
Or waiter – night’s end
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.12.24
“Midwest Madness"
Not every day will be noteworthy
Not every day will bring joy
Not every day will have success
Not every day will see sun
Not every day will be entered in to a journal
Not every day will you remember–
–how happy you are to have one
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Janus Estuaries Vol. 3, 1.29.24
“Silly Semi-Decade Facade”
Banana lamma-o-Rama ding dong
Carol let's will sing-song along
Fumbling, thumbing the ring wrong
Sized by eye
Seismic lie
Admit the truth, will or won't i
If it fit and you had worn
Checkbook too, and heart torn
Coat check receipt, please, I'm leaving forlorn
Hair; shorn short of opportunity, oh, lover
Failing to eat, to meet expectations, so mother
Mary, full of grace, for some other
From shore to shining sea
Over amber grass to ambergris
You've mined my heart, leave the body be
Coordinates uncoordinated, mediated not meditated
Seeking consul or counselor, get myself medicated
Wishing I would, wishing you won't, actions made are predicated
Diamond in the rough
Uncut, just as tough
Ask the same, tone and pressure equals love
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