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haarlep/durge is one of those things that broke my brain a bit but i really think they’d very specifically enjoy being the lover of not just a bhaalspawn, but The bhaalspawn. the most to ever do it. someone whose needs are so hyper-specific that no one else could understand or even cater to those needs. haarlep can almost certainly take being seriously injured, but they could also cool their body temp down, shapeshift into something that the dark urge can take their much darker instincts out on in a safe way.
haarlep, pointing happily: you see that murderous god-child who is at any time tempted to drench the world in blood and kill everything in it? well. i call them kitten
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for my red dead verse i've decided rod indeed does have a donkey named stud ! he's a red standard donkey and has a very prominent donkey's cross. stud, however, is quite stubborn and causes rod to go on tirades, such as ..
" today's sermon is about obedience. as christians, we're supposed to obey the lord and His commands. something similar can be said for animals. and their owners. just like we obey God, so must ANIMALS obey their OWNERS instead of standing around and EATING MY LUNCH!!!!!!!!!!! .....or anything else like that. "
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this train of thought started w astarion but stands for any other vampires characters in camp. nita will frequently try to kill any vampire in camp! it would take her a long, long moment to warm up to anything that can kill her with a Long Fucking Sip. i think given the right dynamic she might, eventually, let a vampire drink from her but she would keep a blade to their chest the whole time so if they don't pull back she can Fucking Destroy Them
#ooc.#hc.#also there is something so cool to me abt a vampire getting a long drink w a blade at their chest#just the understanding tht both parties Just Might Kill each other but think that maybe They Wont Have To
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rey is absolutely audhd, or on the spectrum. she has a lot of the traits that women/girls have when they've grown up masking for their entire lives bc they were overlooked or not diagnosed.
masking. absolutely. around people, rey is always masking, esp. in the resistance when she's introduced to people she doesn't know. her life prior (on jakku) was constant masking until she was in her home and by herself. rey also realizes she doesn't have much of an identity following tros.
sensory issues. this really gets worse when she gains force abilities bc it never turns off ( in prequels era where she always has them it's more of a constant thing that she deals with to the point of breaking down ). doesn't have sensory issues with food bc of how she grew up HUNGRY and will eat anything put in front of her.
HIGH EMPATHY to the point of being emotionally overwhelmed. she can have a deep understanding of other peoples emotions except for her own, which she struggles with and typically doesn't realize how she's feeling until her body is reacting ( meltdown, crying, that feeling in your throat when you feel like you have to cry ... ) she also feels other peoples physical pain as if it were her own.
mimicking or imitating other people in social situations, esp. when she's unsure about what to do.
BURNOUT. she's always exhausted and doesn't realize it until after tros. post order 66 au she's quite literally experiencing burnout and high masking at the same time due to never being able to stop. she's always moving forward and pushing herself.
special interest + info dumping !! esp. mechanics of things, spaceships, droids. she was literally sneaking onto ships on jakku just to read the manuals. also, she loves mechanics and droids because they're easier to understand. they have a manual, it's very black and white and straightforward. she would've been considered gifted in a modern setting but likely would've hit burnout in high school / college.
other misc things : terrible time blindness, random bursts of energy, social cues are lost on her, prefers routine but also makes impulsive decisions but also hates when those impulsive decisions are cancelled, not an organized person but there is an order to her chaos, gender dysphoria.
#i think she leans more towards being autistic w/ some adhd traits than a combo of the two#just randomly wanted to write abt this bc im finally watching tbb#there is MORE but this is off the top of my head#to be tagged.#hc.
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thinking about how Percy's surface distaste of magic comes from a place of ' I can't do that :| ' / minor jealousy.
Thinking about percy's jealousy over innate magic users being a major factor in him taking warlock abilities from orthax.
#ooc.#tbd.#its way more complicated than that#because a lot of his moments of distaste in magic are earlier campaign & hes actually thankful for the ways in which his allies can use it#but theres still like that petty sentiment of why cant i cast fireball dammit#more on this when i get home to a computer#mobile#hc.#edit: also want to point out that i talk about percy building his pepperbox to even the playing field#but i definitely think he wonders often if he would have had to if he was a magic user on a larger scale
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LIST 5 SONGS THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE.
trouble's braids, tom waits
nature boy, nat king cole
running kind, merle haggard & the strangers
old man, neil young
the city of new orleans, arlo guthrie
bonus songs: the partisan, leonard cohen; hot and dirty in the city by labi siffre; you should've seen the other guy, nathaniel rateliff; hobo's lullaby, pete seeger + playlist
LIST 10 QUOTES THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE.
try explaining a life bundled with episodes of this -- swallowing mud, swallowing glass, the smell of blood on the first four knuckles. -- richard siken
those years gaze up at me like a hound. the centuries watch as we walk off the sheer cliff of them. my eyes adjust to the dark, but my heart never. -- hua xi
one of the things i try to do: memorize the smallest, most mundane and ordinary, unprepossessing, and virtually invisible of physical moments: the look and feel of a certain wall at a certain time on a certain day. those walls, those little shacks, those cats in the sun: all that is lacking in self-consciousness i seek to hold in vision, memory. (simple composition, color tints, a wash of light, crumbled brick, cold shadow, stillness, rose-color dirt, a twitching whisker.) -- michelle anderson-binczak
people talk of "social outcasts." the words apparently denote the miserable losers of the world, the vicious ones, but i feel as though i have been a "social outcast" from the moment i was born. if ever i meet someone society has designated as an outcast, i invariably feel affection for him, an emotion which carries me away in melting tenderness. -- osamu dazai
he knew french and german. he knew the periodic table. he knew--as much as he didn't care to--large parts of the bible almost by memory. he knew how to help birth a calf and rewire a lamp and unclog a drain and the most efficient way to harvest a walnut tree and which mushrooms were poisonous and which were not and how to bale hay and how to test a watermelon, an apple, a squash, a muskmelon for freshness by thunking it in the right spot. (and then he knew things he wished he didn't, things he hoped never to have to use again, things that, when he thought of them or dreamed of them at night, made him curl into himself with hatred and shame.) -- hanya yanagihara
the girl fits her body into the space between the bed and the wall. she is a stalk, exhausted. she will do something with this. she will surround these bones with flesh. she will cultivate night vision. she will train her tongue to lie still in her mouth and listen. the girl slips into sleep. her dream is red and raging. she will remember to build something human with it. -- lucille clifton
what voice is this cut in the air as though a wound itself had speech / give her small hands / give her dark hair / give her a wound no word can reach -- christian wiman
what does it feel like to be lonely? it feels like being hungry: like being hungry when everyone around you is readying for a feast. it feels shameful and alarming, and over time these feelings radiate outwards, making the lonely person increasingly isolated, increasingly estranged. it hurts, in the way that feelings do, and it also has physical consequences that take place invisibly, inside the closed compartments of the body. it advances, is what i'm trying to say, cold as ice and clear as glass, enclosing and engulfing. -- olivia liang
maybe it’s better to have the terrible times first. i don’t know. maybe then, you can have, if you live, a better life, a real life, because you had to fight so hard to get it away--you know?--from the mad dog who held it in his teeth. but then your life has all those tooth marks, too, all those tatters and all that blood. -- james baldwin
out there where small things scratched and sometimes touched. where words could be spoken that would close your ears shut. where, if you were alone, feeling could overtake you and stick to you like a shadow. out there where there were places in which things so bad had happened that when you went near them it would happen again. -- toni morrison
bonus quotes: there is nothing in this story that’s not a dagger. (hieu minh nguyen); this may be unpleasant to consider, may even be a bad place to begin, but if there were a nicer way to tell this story it wouldn’t be this story. (catherine lacey); most of it happened without music, the clink of a spoon from the kitchen. / someone talking. silence. / someone sleeping. someone watching somebody sleep. (marie howe); look now: my heart is a fist of barbed wire. (analicia sotelo); now you wear your skin like iron and your breath as hard as kerosene. (townes van zandt); i seize on little things / you can tell a lot about people / by the way they comb their hair / or the way they don't look you in the eye. (nikki giovanni)
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Okay I love harleep so much and I'm so glad you did this!! I was wondering your thoughts on harleeps sense of self, and any headcanons you might have on what they might have looked like before being gifted to raphael, if there ever was a 'before'
i think having a sense of self when you are
1) a shapeshifter
2) your body is inherently considered dangerous
3) your body is inherently considered a tool
is a huge ask. your identity has to come from somewhere else, almost. haarlep's sense of self is detached from the physicality of a body, but they have clearly made themselves at home as haarlep and in the role that they play as raphael's personal incubus. giant house cat, a strange kind of enforcer, a hostess for visitors, raphael's lover. none of this is tied to the presence of a body, and the act of taking a body that is not their own and exploring seems to be something they enjoy in the first place.
i think you can ask haarlep to look like anyone, but if you asked them to look like themselves, they wouldn't understand the question. they are everyone they've ever been. they are the strange, uncanny power fantasy version of raphael. they are your tav, or dark urge, or origin character that plays with them.
i think "before" is hard to pin down, but they probably resided in cania. my headcanon is that they worked their way "up the ranks" to find a place as an incubus in mephistopheles' court, possibly with an angle to becoming mephistopheles' consort (in previous eds of dnd, mephistopheles had a succubus consort). the necessity of working your way up through a system that values your body means they were probably constantly tweaking and changing their appearance. certainly if they spent any time seducing mortals, they would have been a different and beautiful dream visitor for everyone they needed to well ... seduce
(it is funny that the emperor kind of takes a leaf out of the incubus playbook btw)
so over many years, decades, maybe even centuries, there has become no 'before' that they can remember, i think. their face and body is not immutable. i think that if you pointed this out to them or tried to make them find their 'original' face it could distress them, but they're quite happy, most of the time.
also thank you heehee <3 i love writing about them
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MUSE INFO SHEET.
BASICS.
name. rodney putty
alias. reverend putty. rod. revs. the good reverend. dad.
gender. cis man
age. mid fifties - early sixties
species. human
zodiac. aquarius. aries. cancer. capricorn. gemini. leo. libra. pisces. sagittarius. scorpio. taurus. virgo. unknown.
abilities / talents. not many. has won various eating contests ( and is proud of it. ) coming up with ' comedy ' and sermons. good at self pleasure i suppose.
PERSONAL.
alignment. lawful. neutral. chaotic. good. neutral. evil.
religion. protestant christian.
sins. envy. greed. gluttony. lust. pride. sloth. wrath.
virtues. charity. chastity. diligence. humility. justice. kindness. patience.
languages. english
family. stephanie ( daughter, ) orel ( unofficial adopted son )
friends. noellene ( love interest, ) not many others
sexual orientation. heterosexual. bisexual. pansexual. homosexual. demisexual . asexual. unsure. questioning. other
relationship status. single. dating. married. widowed. open relationship. other.
libido. sex god. very high. high . average. low. very low. non-existent.
PHYSICAL.
build. twig. bony. slender. average. athletic. curvy. chubby. obese.
hair. white. blonde. brunette. red. black. grey. other.
eyes. brown. blue. green. black. other.
skin. pale. fair. olive. light brown. brown. very brown. other.
height. under 3 foot. 3-4 foot. 4-5 foot. 5-6 foot. 6-7 foot. above 7 foot
weight. under 100 pounds. 100-150 pounds. 150-200 pounds. 200-250 pounds. above 250 pounds
scars. various scars from over the years.
facial features. wide nose. bald aside of the sides of his head. eyebags.
tattoos. none
CHOOSE.
dogs or cats ? cats
birds or hamsters ? birds
red or blue ? blue
yellow or green ? green
black or white ? white
coffee or tea ? coffee
ice cream or cake ? cake, we love a lactose intolerant king
fruits or vegetables ? vegetables, but only by a margin
sandwich or soup ? soup
magic or melee ? melee
sword or bow ? fists
summer or winter ? summer
spring or autumn ? spring
the past or the future ? the past
tagged. stole it !
tagging. @dollene, @crackinginventor and steal it !
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i wanted to make a final reference of nita's outfit at the beginning of the game. i've got plenty of thoughts on costume changes & camp outfits but this is her main armor!
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not me being sad at a tiki bar
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Now. Then.
#the contrast between 12 year old drake and 9 year old drake is so night and day it makes me kind of sad#ooc#HC.#DASH GAMES.
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anyways i don't think i've talked about this in maybe a Year but percy has a cat named maleficent who is a spicy cat that chews on his hand but he loves her sm
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