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hugh-lauries-bald-spot · 1 year

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i feel like this is relevant to a lot of ships

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luck-of-the-drawings · 19 days

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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

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wyllsravengard · 2 months

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i really like jovier because i think making john with deal being a queer with all the other shit he has going on is sooo funny. javier is winning the idgaf wars about sexuality and john is losing MISERABLY

#z.gen #jovier #they make me laugh im ngl #i really think even in canon javier does fine with his being bisexual #its not really anyones business and sure he's not going around spreading it #but i really dont think he gives a shit #john is a nightmare though because of course he is. he is john marston #and its just. such a funny dynamic #it always makes me feel for javier though bc javier really likes john but john is a complete fucking idiot jhjfdkfdjg

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amygdalae · 2 years

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the chalice dungeons scare me 😱😭 it was only after I started playing online that I was less afraid of them and seeing all the other hunter ghosts made it less spooky finally they become somewhat less scary

they can certainly be eerie--all cramped and full of traps. and theyve definitely got a higher average of jumpscares per square foot than the entire main game. i get it

#probably why im a big fan of getting really high and just sprinting whole hog through them like an idiot #yes it does make me die 3x in a row to the same trap but its fun #i find them much scarier when i slow down and play more methodically like i still often do with the main story #been a minute since ive been properly horror-game-style scared while playing bloodborne but it still gets me from time to time

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moredifferentthanusual · 4 months

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Hey people of tumblr I have an idea of a way to help support Gaza. This one's especially for people living in Christian areas with a lot of mainstream acceptance of israel. It's only a few days until Christmas and as for all Gazans, things are incredibly desperate for the small population of Christian Gazans. In particular here are some articles talking about fears all Christians in Gaza will be dead soon.

So how about we call up our local churches and ask what they're doing to help the people of Palestine?

The articles I've linked come from a variety of backgrounds. Some predate oct 7th. All focus on the plight of Christians in Palestine. Take your pick for what source you think will speak to your audience.

I want you to find a church that is ignoring the genocide or even praying for israel and then point out it's not just people being murdered. It's their people being murdered. Contact your local church like "Hey I'm Name, I'm not really a member of any church these days but it's Christmas and I really want to do something to help people in Palestine. I was wondering if you have something planned over Christmas? Maybe a prayer meeting or a protest or something idk 🥺" Then if you recieve any pushback switch to "oh but I'm just sooooo worried about our fellow Christians unable to celebrate Christmas".

It's a great place to ease people into caring about genocide who normally wouldn't. And if you convince a priest they might tell their whole congregation about how this christmas they have to show up for persecuted christians in jesus' birthplace. Worth a try?

#free palestine #free gaza #christmas #christians in gaza #i did not fact check the articles i linked i wanna be upfront about that #this is from a place of emotive headlines i assume ppl will barely skim bcus thats how ppl engage with me when i link them things #i skimmed the articles and i straight up dislike some of them!#some of them are from right wing backgrounds so ugh #some make such a point of bashing hamas and its like sure yes hamas have done some bad things too does this really need such focus rn #but i reckon some ppl will have a way easier time with their cognitive dissonance if you gave them that article rather than a more focused #also and this is obvious i am not an expert maybe my idea isnt that good pls school me if im an idiot #im not palestinian #im white and was raised christian and like i read the part where they said being mean was a sin and was like okay why are yall ignoring????#so basically this is coming from my background with christian cognitive dissonance and how what they say and what they do are very at odds #but if you learn to point that out using juuuuuuust the right lingo you can make them do better #they generally genuinely do want to be good they just Do Not See the same things i do #and like my autistic ass cant see what all the other kids at church saw so diversity ig #also heads up if you do this you have to be down to pray like a bunch with nice people on the phone or whatevs #the churches i rang arent having separate prayer meetings but did pray with me on the phone and like my relationship with religion is weird #but it was ~emotional~#anyway they are all already praying for palestine near me so thats something ig #i checked in on a church that kinda scared me out of the faith by being homophobic years ago and theyre already prayin #so like idk everyone in the world really is praying for gaza

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acaesic · 13 days

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if yapping in the tags were a job id be jeff bezos

#does that make any sense?#i feel like the words im saying come out extremely convoluted to anyone who isnt me #cause in my brain #i like will re-say sentences without thinking about the previous sentence and how they mesh together #OH YEAH and then i dont provide context for how i got to that thought #so ill say one thing and then the next thing will like sound out of left field almost i think #anyway i really wanna draw gerard way but i cant decide on an image and its so !?!?#AUGH. do i draw nurse gerard or ….. i forgot the word? accountant??? gerard? whatever #or one of the ones where theyre covered in blood which is a lot of them #OOH AND. i really fucking wanna draw 2ourdust pete and soul punk patrick when he had the red suit and the devil horns #BUT I CANT !!!! number one i cant find just the right image of pete to draw and THERES MAYBE 5 DEVIL PATRICK IMAGES #so i was thinking i could just improvise like how i did with my idiots of oz art? and just draw a sp patrick image but colour his suit red #and draw some cartoonish 2D devil horns on instead #idk. anyway #im hoping to draw today . it might happen #ALSO ALSO ALSO!!!! i got vip for my idkhow concert next week :)#HAGSHSNANGSHFNKSLSJHSBCJDNSNSGSBFNJZBXNXKSLFKFBHSGSHFHGAGSHENSHSHSUGSHSBCHZHDKDLSHGDNAGSGSBFNKZHXNDJAGSHDJALSLJFHDNSJFKZBSHGAHSJFKFNDMXMCKF #IM SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT THAT #AUGH!!!!!! i also really wanted to draw dallon but if im being honest. im getting so sick of his face #i run a daily dallon blog i have like 8000 images of him ive drawn him 15 dozen times im TIRED!!!!!!!#so yeah. what was this post about again?#chase said something alright

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lecliss · 1 month

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I hate when Vincent asks Lucrecia if she's sure about proceeding with the experiment and she's all yelling "if it only concerns me then yes I'm sure!" And like BITCH IT DOES NOT JUST CONCERN YOU!!!! THATS FUCKING SEPHIROTH!!! HES GONNA HAVE A SHIT CHILDHOOD AND HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN AND TRY TO KILL EVERYONE!!!! THAT IS LIKE THE FARTHEST FROM JUST CONCERNING YOU!!!!!

#THIS ISNT EVEN A HINDSIGHT IS 20/20 ISSUE CUZ ITS A PLAIN FUCKING BAD IDEA FROM THE START #DOES SHE REALLY THINK LIKE THEY GO THROUGH WITH IT AND THEN SHE ALSO BE ALLOWED TO RAISE HIM IN A HAPPY LOVING FAMILY #BITCH YOU WORK FOR SHINRA!!!! YOU HAVE TO BE FUCKING AWARE THATLL NEVER FUCKIN HAPPEN NOT EVEN FOR A SINGLE SECOND!!!#GOD I FUCKING HATE HER SO MUCH #VINCENT WHAT DO YOU SEE IN THIS WOMAN??? HES GOT BAD TASTE!! HE IGNORES RED FLAGS!#IM SORRY VINCE I LOVE YOU TO DEATH BUT YOURE ALSO KIND OF A FUCKING OBTUSE IDIOT!!!!!!#aita? nah ehs bro. ehs.#personal #anyway its funny to me that hojo calls vincent 'boy' even tho vince is 27 and hojo is 32 in the flashbacks.#like what are you calling him boy for??? hes not that much older than you. also id say 27 is too old to be calling someone boy unless youre #like. an elderly person. cuz 27 is still super young from that perspective

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months

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psst for my stream regulars

How does the idea of me starting streams at like 1:30PM (EST) sound. i’ll still plan to run them to like 5:00PM (EST) but now its more definite it’ll actually end then opposed to accidentally going on until like. 7:30PM (EST)

Also im on mobile so i cant make a poll so you gotta let me know through like a comment or somethin ok ty

#snap chats #maybe end even sooner at like 4:50 idk point is how does this sound...#ik everyone shows up for the 3:30 time but im also wondering if 1 is just really too early for some people #maaaaybe 2 if not ???#reason for the time switch is that my moms starting to like. actually use our gym equipment now #and all of thats in the basement. Where I Hang Out #and she’s been getting home just a bit earlier nowadays so im tryig to play it safe #i dont want this arrangement to be permanent and if things go my way for once it shouldnt be #but just for now..#if its not alright then i’ll prob have to pause on streaming for a bit #not forever just. A Bit until i get some personal things sorted #‘personal things’ Wow So Im Not Oversharing For Once leave me ALONE its a complicated situation so we’re going with Personal Things #ok im gonna enjoy my walk. or try to #my therapist is making me take my blood pressure daily and yesterday it was like #149/107 or something and i was like ‘yeah i might as well have high blood pressure’#luckily. or unluckily to me i just took my blood pressure wrong #‘snap how the fuck do you manage that’ I Am Very Stupid. I Am An Idiot Even anyway i didnt know i had to sit POINT IS #took it today and it was actually a Normal reading but man it Would Not be unbelievable if i had HBP #when my dad was with my mom he had HBP all the time and as soon as he got out he was at a normal level... lol...#ok enough rambling bye #im lying I Had That bout myself cause theres a stereotype with filipinos #where bitches just Cannot Say Goodbye like fam will say ‘bye’ and talk another ten minutes and i keep proving it true ENOUGH #BYE FR THIS TIME PLEASE LET ME KNOW HOW WE FEEL BOUT THIS TIME SHIFT

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tortademaracuya · 1 year

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Drawing genshin characters should count as self-hate

#drawing kaveh and im going to kill myself with his outfit #girl why do you have so many accesories. how the fuck does your shirt work #im gonna be honest i dont know how many mi vida por la gorda i have got left in me #i could always simplify his outfit...but i love pain and suffering #i just really want a pfp of him and mehrak okay 😭#apart from that its turning it better than i expected?#even though this was supposed to be more cartoony looking and like and idiot i ended up making it look like my normal style...#haunted.txt

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turtletoria · 1 year

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damn i really need to have ocs again :/

#its gotten to a point where ive honestly forgotten some of the actual wordgirl lore #so rewatching bits of the show is always a surprise (which is great! we love rewatchability in this house)#but it does make me feel like an idiot or a fake fan for essentially going ham on a story designed for elementary schoolers #i really love drawing them but i feel like theyre not really becky or steven or whatever and im honestly just injecting my own thoughts and #story ideas onto existing guys. yknow #but whatever we're all here to have fun so uh sorry for being cringe unfollow whenever.

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note-boom · 1 year

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I've been a bit away for a while because Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint was literally eating at my heart and soul whilst breaking my brain and gluing it back together with craft glue (why I chose to read a 1.1 million+ book during a busy time? I don't know), and of course I'm gonna relate BSD and ORV together now.

Not gonna ramble, just gonna say, I think if you like BSD, you'll like ORV.

Chaotic humor ✅

An unhinged group of mentally ill adults + kids with questionable morals ✅

A protagonist that's been alone most of his life ✅

Partnerships that will mess you up ✅

Writing/story/literary references and themes ✅

Found family ✅ ✅

Arcs that will grab your brain and shake it like a piñata before stuffing it with new perspectives ✅

A fish nickname ✅

And ORV does it better don't come at me I still love BSD

Listen.

If BSD made me fall in love with literature all over again, then ORV made me fall in love with reading and writing again. If BSD takes the existentialist themes in literature and emphasises the search for meaning in life, then ORV takes the theme of a story to break it down and relate it to the makeup of humanity itself.

And I love both very much.

#if any of you have more bsd and orv similarities then feel free to say cause i caught a few #this is a rec post #really its just me bothering everyone who sees this with my new fixation #i probably should have posted it on the other blog but ive spammed that one enough #also this had bsd stuff related so....#anyway if it lasts more than 1-2 months im gonna die because not AGAIN #anyway i can finally get to a notif or two ive been meaning to respond to #if i can escape the stupid manga and the idiot webnovel fighting for custody of my mind #ASFHDJDJRJJRJ i love orv so much #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #bungo stray dogs #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd musings #orv musings #random fandom spamdom #sort of #anyway am i...being freed from bsd's chokehold?#(as i said orv does it better but seriously there're VERY FEW books that have really just gone all out with characters and plot as orv has)#spitting nonsense #edit: oh yeah how could i forget the platonic relationships!#(there's so many pure(?) platonic friendships! in both!)#another edit: i should mention that despite me saying orv does it better that they are different too!#(gotta remember that comparison isnt all that good....but i stand by my words as personal opinions)

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urostakako · 11 months

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ok lrb i feel like the biggest idiot ever and i probably am 💀it has been established multiple times but ive been really feeling it now these past few days

#so im like a physical person with friends i know its ok with it im touchy and huggy and all that #so i have this friend im super comfortable with and we do this kind of thing all the time i cling to her whenever we see each other #and she does basically the same thing #so a few months ago she was hugging me and then i didnt really register at first but she kissed my neck while we were hugging #and i was like aww thats so sweet that she kisses her friends <3 such a nice friendly gesture i bet she does that to all her friends #and i thought nothing about it. now a few days ago she was sitting next to me and took my hand in hers while i was writing smth #and i didnt think anything about it cuz thats normal. and then she was like turning it over in her hand and feeling it #and trailing her fingers over my palm and my fingers and all that and i still thought nothing of it i was like ok!#and i kept writing w my left hand while she was talking and then. she very very slowly started to intertwine her fingers with mine #LIKE SLOWLY. LIKE A DELIBERATE VERY CAREFUL SLOWLY. and i was like wait a minute.#cuz i wouldnt have cared if she just took my hand WHY WAS SHE SO CAREFUL ABOUT IT?#and then she was like wow ari your nails are so long. and i wouldnt have cared if she said 'wow theyre pretty' cuz thats normal #but she was like 'your nails are so long. its cute.' HELLO #but i wasnt sure at that point i was like ??? ok but maybe she meant it friendly! she does this kind of thing to all her friends right!!!#and then i spoke to her friend confidentially and she was like yeah she doesnt do that with anybody #now im not sure 😭i feel like it could easily be explained by something else since she never mentioned being gay #but it could equally be that shes gay. schrodingers lesbianism #and i feel so bad because me being touchy is just kind of who i am what if she feels like ive been leading her on if im right 😭#but now her friend is telling me that im an idiot. and my best friend says im an idiot. and my cousin says im an idiot!!#cuz this sounds like shes been flirting w me the whole time and ive been like 'aww shes so sweet <3 bffs 4 life'#i really hope she doesnt like me tho </3 hvgfdbsljhfgbsvclujinf #aricouldyounot

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userdaisy · 1 year

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if you like the mutual pining trope might i introduce you to the homie shitshow

#light.txt #right so basically this guy and i have been texting for quite some time #at first it was just about music and practice and stuff #but slowly we started talking about more random stuff #like exchanging posts we see which remind us of the other #(eg i send him stuff with the word “homie” and he sends me puns)#and so now we're homies 👍#but more recently when we chat he says stuff like #“love you too in a really gay way”#“💪 looks like a deformed peanut...... deez nuts”#“its okay [if you cant history] you just need to smoke harder”#“but you are also gay. does that mean i am gay??”#<- a small selection of the large variety of strange things #which is wonderful i love it #so the thing is (if you havent already figured it out) i like him . adn i tjink he likes me back .#which is going to be very interesting because i dont think either of us is going to confess first #but im considering . after i graduate from jc though. which is some time away.#this is all very funny bc i only thought of this possibility last night. im an idiot.#and uh. congrats if you made it this far . im not completely sure if what i think is correct so maybe reply and give me your thoughts?#idk man help :(

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goredinner · 11 days

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Always makes me so uneasy but yk. Its fine

#how am i not supposed to feel ignored or put off if u come online like youre prolly replying to someone else that isnt me #just turn your status shit off so i dont see it #its driving me nuts #sorry #im half asleep rn but like #its fine #its fine its fine im just tired im fine go back to sleep idiot #world isnt ending #its okay dumb bitch #i already know he doesn't want me so its not like anything has changed honestly #why does it remind me how he distanced himself last time tho #i rlly don't want to remember how that felt #yeah no i should remember so i don't keep making the same mistake or so i at least won't be as surprised or hurt #random observation but i rlly struggle with reality huh #that i have to remind my delusional ass how shit really is

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nowihatemyself · 1 month

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#just texted one of the research assistants i'm working w in the lab & asked if they knew the room number to a specific research lab that i #need for recruiting & they literally said verbatim: “walk into the science building and to [redacted] suite and the room should be there”#which basically just means Go Find It Yourself Idiot #like WHOA??????????#i don't actually need to be in the damn lab im not going Anywhere .#i JUST need this fucking room number #the thing that's frustrating is that ive been in this lab . i just dont know the room number #and neither does anyone else ive talked to SKJDNF. feels good to know its not just me #i really want to reply back saying 'if you don't know the room number that is all you had to say to me' but im being brave about it #all i do is persevere.

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littlemuppetmonsters · 2 months

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I mostly dont care about retail/service workers being unprofessional or whatever but something about this pharmacy tech today having the gall and audacity to try and tell me what meds i should be taking with whilst not even taking her fuckin airpods out.........i felt some kind of rage ive never experienced before

#This pharmacy has almost completely changed staff in the past 3 months and its soooooo much worse #When it comes to like someone working on the salesfloor i genuinely dont care 99% of the time im not asking for help anyways #Keep your airpods in godspeed i hope your shift ends soon #But this little blonde bitch sitting here telling me 'well vyvanse and adderall arent really interchangeable'#Sorry are you my doctor?#Was that you I drove 30 mins to see yesterday?#Has it been you this whole time?#You know all my medical history and how my brain works and my reactions to different substances??#My apologies maam I didnt realize #And maybe being off my meds has me a little on edge and irritable #(it does)#But that just pissed me off so much like if you wanna play doctor at least take your fucking airpods out #Idc if that makes me a karen or whatever #I just need to be on a fucking stimulant i dont care which one and neither should you #Seeing as you are not me nor a part of my albeit limited medical team #You are some random pharmacy tech fresh out of college you dont know me or my brain #Now im rambling i really just wanna go off on her and her ugly little boss too #Trying to tell me what kind of antidepressants i can take and 'you should double check with your doctor'#Sir please kill yourself #Its the way he says it too like 'um no you shouldnt be taking it like that. idiot'#Okay well how about I do and you dont concern yourself with it!!!! Fugly cunt!!!!!!!!#You cant even keep my fucking medication in stock how about you worry about that first!!!!#God im sorry im not doing well #I shouldve been asleep 2 hours ago #😁😁😁

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