i hate knowing something isn't that big of a deal and that im overreacting and that doesnt change anything. i hate how big and explosive my feelings are. i hate how small and sad i am

Bruce Springsteen, Born to Run

my final act of love is leaving you alone

I would like to sleep forever

drinking alone isnt as fun im just horny and wanna cut myself

Ykw maybe I should leave

bpd culture is always being the "it's okay i understand your feelings and why you acted this way" person but never the one being understood

i feel like tons of people will always love the idea of me but will never *actually* love me, no matter all the lies you spew. you cant even tell me WHY you like me? its obvious. you're just lonely.

My toxic trait is that I will always try everything possible to not lose a connection with someone. Even after they decide to cut me off and possibly try to come back. Because I value connections with certain people so much.

if you cant handle me at my worst then leave because i dont have a best im always awful