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flowerytale · 1 year

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The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1923-1927

#anaïs nin #diary #diaries #typo #typography #words #fragments #this is me #ALL THE TIME #it's so exhausting #*

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madame-helen · 11 months

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#meme #memes #shitposting #shitpost #humor #funny humor #funny memes #movies #funny #batman #indiana jones #satire #it's so exhausting #irony

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suburbanlegnd · 4 months

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the way everyone has been annoying me lately

#I've been picking up fights with my family since the beginning of the year or maybe even since last November #it's so exhausting #having bpd really means getting irritated and mad whenever your family starts talking #i don't even try to talk to them about my mental state anymore because they don't understand me at all #They think I'm just making it up and playing the victim #So funny when people who are neurodivergent dehumanize others for being neurodivergent. Like pick a side bitch lmao #They really pretend to care about mental health and are like “mEnTaL hEAlTH mAtTeRs” and hate people with personality disorders #DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE #I hate my brain I hate my body I hate my family I hate my friends I hate everyone I hate-#rambles #actually bpd #bpd thoughts

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peach-cream-tea · 4 months

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Recently i've had this experience where my friends and I will watch a romance show and I will comment on how I believe a gay romance would be fun to have in the show. And multiple times i've been told that the romance is fine as it is and i don't need to add "unnecessary gay people" into the plot. But my friends don't understand why I cling so hard to these Queer characters.

They will never understand how alienating it is to be a queer person with straight friends. They will never feel that they need to ignore a core part of themselves just so people treat them with respect. They will never have their opinions ignored because "we aren't a the same." They will never have to pretend to be someone they are not, just so they can feel included. They will never have to cling on to Queer characters because without them, you are a complete outcast. I don't hate them for their ignorance but it makes me tired. They will never understand

#queer community #queer struggles #i'm lesbian #lgbt pride #idk gay???#it's so exhausting #they don't know #they don't care about you #you will never be respected #i hate it here #i hate being a teenager

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chandnihumai · 3 months

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I hate how being empathetic takes so much troll on me, I can't even stay in a room where the energy just doesn't feel right.

#especially when I am spiritually connected to myself more #it's so exhausting #I guess I need to complete emotional intelligence soon #I actually started it long ago but just couldn't continue because I hate not having physical copies with me.#btw I went completely off topic #the point was why am I being so sensitive to energies

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dyymi · 22 days

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i cannot wait until im out of this house, im so sick of being around angry people

#myymi.misc #people are always yelling here i hate it #everyone talks bad about the others behind their back #nobody knows how to grow the fuck up and move past shit #it's so exhausting

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sheepstiel · 23 days

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science side of tumblr how do i stop caughing my brains out

#i caught a bad case of sinusitis right after returning from japan (flying with a slight cold really kicked me in the ass this time)#now it seems it has turned into a bronchitis haha #it's so exhausting #🙃#does somebody have a meme or a top!cas/bottom!dean fic to cheer me up or whatever that facebook girlie said #sheep talks

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the-blind-geisha · 1 year

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2017 vs 2022

The whole idea you need to put in prompts for an AI to spit out art for you to 'skip the road' of being a great artist is so upsetting.

None of us artists woke up one day and were good. It all started with a dream. A passion. A drive to become better.

Art took a LOT of time, energy, and patience. There were days I wanted to give up and stop being an artist. I could never get anything right.

And while I know I'm still not 'the best', I have come a pretty dang long way. I even still look back on old pieces and go 'how did I do that??'

You have your good and bad days.

And you don't even need a tablet or the best technology there is out there. I still, do this day, do my art with a computer mouse. I just cannot get the hang of a tablet. I don't know why. I guess over 10 years using what technology you were able to afford is what caused that habit to grow. ♥

Both above pieces and ALL pieces in my gallery (minus 2) are done with a PC mouse.

I love being an artist because I can go back through my artwork as a child, teen, being in my 20s, 30s, and long after, watching myself grow all the more as an artist.

When you feed prompts to a machine and it spits out something for you, you don't get that same feeling.

Sure, you 'skipped the learning', but at what cost? It just shows art has little value to you.

There are so. many. free and good resources online for you to improve yourself.

Back when I was a kid, I had to have the whole 'here's how to draw the owl' with 2 circles and then the final product, having to try and fill in the space between.

I had to fork over money in hopes I'd find good 'how to draw' books that worked for me.

People get so good at art so much quicker nowadays, it's insane.

And if art does mean nothing to you and you don't want to learn? Hire somebody. There are so many talented people out there who can give you what you want.

#anti AI art #anti AI #artist woes #mod talks #important #myart #oreana draws #i'm sick of seeing the crap comments on twitter and the like lol #it's so exhausting #i do see pros in the idea of AI helping artists but not like this #not like how it's being used currently

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forkaround · 1 year

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I'm tired of Westerners acting like they are the authority on queerness when in fact, until they colonized it Asia was a queer friendly place. And we are all supposed to care so damn much about their problems be it knowing about Stonewall or which new trendy word they want to use to define things that have existed for centuries before them while they refuse to do the same for us or even acknowledge that we just do things differently. They want it done exactly as they've done it. When it's Indian or any other Asian person choosing culture/history/family over themselves it's because they are repressed/religious/uninformed/bigot, etc. Not that we just wouldn't do that. If we were straight we still wouldn't do that.

#this was supposed to be about bls #but i'm so fucking angry at these people #we have to know about their struggles and care about their shit #but they won't do the same for us #we have to rebel in the way they like #we have to use the words they use #we have to understand queerness the way they do #i get angrier the more i learn about history #it's so exhausting #I keeping thinking #Europe's problems are the world's problems but the world's problems are not Europe's problems #it's so fucking painfully clear how true that statement is #thai bl #korean bl #japanese bl #indian bl #gujarati bl

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minnophee-draws · 2 months

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Full uncensored version can be found here <3

#digital art #artwork #minnophee art #my art #oc #fantasy #original character #art #digital drawing #nsft #nsft art #bd/sm kink #tumblr's new ai shit is killing me artistically and mentally #it's so exhausting #fuck ai #fuck ai everything #fuck ai art #protect your art

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machathecat · 5 months

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I survived a facetime with my mom 👍👍👍💥💥💥

#random post #It's so exhausting

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angelofglory-xo · 8 months

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Every day of my life it's like is this anxiety or ocd or ptsd or schizoaffective disorder or bipolar or adhd or a brain tumor

#it's so exhausting #anxiety #ocd #health anxiety

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lasersheith · 3 months

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Why are so many people allergic to answering the question that I ask?

Am I asking questions wrong?

I tend to over-explain my reasoning in the build up to a question but I do feel like I'm pretty direct in stating my actual question. And yet people at work almost unilaterally misinterpret me and answer questions that I didn't ask and don't answer the question I did ask and then I have to figure out a different way to get the information and it's very exhausting.

#work things #i feel like I'm from an entirely different culture or something every time i interact with these people #the vast majority of whom were also born and raised in the US #it's so exhausting

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tambourineophelia · 1 year

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I don't want wishing to be dead all the time anymore.

I don't want to die. I want wanting to live.

Why is this so hard?

#It's so exhausting #And it's so mean

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