#it's both very normal and good to talk to people about stuff that's weighing on you
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idk why there's so much discussion around the ~*morality of traumadumping*~ when it's a VERY solvable social conundrum. all you need to do is ask something like "hey is it ok if i talk about this thing? it's kind of heavy" and respect the answer
#it's both very normal and good to talk to people about stuff that's weighing on you#AND it can be very uncomfortable to have someone unload a lot of really heavy things at you at once without warning#this is not a zero sum game?#?????????????#i guess sometimes the problem is that ppl have a different measure for what counts as 'traumadumping'#i personally associate it w the time i was a volunteer at a summer camp and one of the teens asked me if they could get my advice#and when i was like yeah sure they proceeded to tell me their entire life story which involved several deaths and horrible things#which left me in a very awkward position of Um What Did You Want My Advice For Specifically#but like i was fine!! i was the Responsible Adult who had signed up for this#and they were a teen who needed someone to listen to them!!
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Old feelings die hard
Pairing: Jamie Tartt x Reader
Warnings: None 💙
It was his first match back at home. Manchester. He knew it'll be bad. He knew no one besides his mom and Jerry would be happy to see him.
Though his mind kept thinking of you.
Would you spare a kind word? A flash of a smile for him? Or maybe even a hug. But he didn't dare to hope. All he knew was that he wanted to find you. See you again.
Apologize.
So before the team got up for the morning practice, he put on his hoodie and jogged all the way to the café he knew you owned.
And there you were.
He stopped at the big window and stared at your smiling face as you prepared the shop to open. It was amazing to see you so content, and he was so proud. You really made it - you had your own coffee shop and a good one, according to Google reviews. It was a cozy place, walls lined with books and plants, all your favorite things. His will was wavering and his anxiety was rising, his chest heaving. But he needed to do this. It was now or never.
He entered the café carefully, and he heard you humming to yourself as the steamer made its normal high-pitched noise. You busied yourself around the coffee machine, completely oblivious to the fact that you had company observing your every move.
Jamie was trying to think of a way to pull you out of your world, but he couldn't think of a justifiable reason. You looked so happy, reaching for cups and different coffee beans. That is until you finally turned around to fill the cookie jar on the counter and let out a shriek of surprise as you found a person standing inside the still closed coffee shop.
"Jamie fucking Tartt. As I live and breathe." You finally smiled as you realized who was standing in front of you. Making your way around the counter you wrapped your arms around him. Jamie was taken aback by the sudden hug but once the initial shock wore off his hands grabbed your torso and brought you even closer to him.
"Matcha latte?" You asked as you sat him down at one of the tables at the back. With just one look at him, you knew feeding him coffee would be a bad idea.
"Sure."
"How have you been?" He asked as he waited and stared at you.
"Busy. You know how it is." You flashed him a smile, but didn't linger. "How have you been? I saw that Richmond is making stride, congrats!"
"Yeah..." Jamie didn't sound as confident or cocky as you were used to, so your head immediately snapped back from the matcha and you finally took him in. Properly this time. Before, you just assumed it might be before-game-jitters.
"Jamie, what's wrong?" You asked concerned.
"I've been meaning to contact you for a while now." He paused and met your eyes. "I've been a shit person. You didn't deserve it and I never got to say it when I got the chance, but...I love you. I always have. Since that day that you pushed me down in the forest and sat on me because I was being a cocky little prick." You smiled at that.
"I wish I could take all the bad stuff back. I wouldn't have hurt you. And I wouldn't have left. I am so sorry." Jamie hung his head.
"That must've been weighing on you for a long time." You replied with a pause. What he was talking about was something you didn't think about that often. Of course being the girlfriend of a young football star and then being left very abruptly phased you and impacted your future relationships, but therapy helped a lot. It's not just that Jamie was a prick, no sugarcoating needed there, but you weren't a sunshine either. "Jamie, we both weren't great people - we were still basically teenagers. You were going pro in football and I was going abroad for university. We would have broken up eventually or someone would have cheated and I think while the execution was not great, you did the only right thing. So, I hold absolutely no hard feelings for you." You smiled and he finally lifted his head to look at you.
"As for the confession about love...why don't you first get into the good graces of Manchester and then we can talk, I don't plan on jeopardizing my entire life because the man I want to date is hated by the whole fucking city."
"Wait...would you want to go on a date with me?" Jamie asked, looking shocked.
"Well, I'm single and the only guy I ever really loved in my life just said that he still loves me, so I guess so?" You grinned.
"Can I kiss you?" Jamie stood up from his seat, with a little more pep and you nodded, stepping closer to him with a ridiculous smile on your face. It was like muscle memory when your lips met and suddenly all the other guys made sense - you never liked kissing them as much as Jamie. Your therapist offered that idea to you but it dawned on you just now.
Thank you for reading! 😊💙
The GIF belongs to the amazing creator 😊
#phil dunster#ted lasso#jamie tartt#jamie tartt x reader#jamie tartt imagine#fluffy#old feelings die hard#short story#fanfic
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It’s very interesting hearing you talk about rpf dynamics in the myct fandoms. I’m a casual enjoyer of it and only follow a few people in the fandom. The boundaries thing is just so weird to me bc rule 34 is a thing, people are gonna do what they want to do. Every other fandom I’ve interacted with has had the rule that fandom stuff is for the fandom and shipping and rpf aren’t things regulated by the cc’s. Going up the the person and asking about their boundaries feels worse to me than just writing or drawing whatever it is that you want and then just putting it in the proper tags or website on the internet so that the cc’s won’t find it.
Yeah. I agree.
I think the whole notion of boundaries started in a good spot, with not wanting to make the creators uncomfortable, which is a laudable goal! And with this fandom being really close to RPF, it's the sort of thing that you think about if, if you're sort of inventing a fandom from first principles and not checking in to how actual ethical RPF fandoms have learned, painfully, how to work. (First rule is to NOT SHOW THE PERSON THE RPF, the second is that we all know that it's fictional and not real truthing about the person, and the list goes on. I don't believe MCYT is truly RPF, but it's close enough that I think we wouldn't do badly to adopt RPF fandom principles from people who already know the pitfalls to avoid.)
And then we had, as a neutral statement, unprecedented access to the creators through TTS and Twitter, so while I might have the thought "I hope this doesn't make this actor uncomfortable" I'm not likely to be able to actually get in contact with the guy playing Steve Rogers— But I CAN get in touch with the guy playing Technoblade. (or y'know. I could. Anyways.) So people could start to show up and ask things, and then that became normalized, and then questions that really are rude if you think about it for a second ('what are your feelings on shipping?' why are you bringing up shipping— maybe they don't want to talk about it—in a context where the person can't avoid it?) get followed by the same questions over and over again, and both more petty (what do you feel about scars) and more invasive (how do you feel about age regression?) questions, until it's just a constant barrage of the person being asked to weigh in on things they might wish to not look at! But we're shoving it in their face!
And then this whole thing combines really badly with the parasociality of the fandom, with people feeling like they actually know these streamers and they're friends. You get people cruising Ao3 (a thing the streamers know not to do) going "how would I feel if this was about me, like it's about my friend streamer", and then they go out and send death threats and doxing in the defense of their friend streamer, and you get people writing for the approval of their friend streamer and convincing themselves that their friend streamer really approves of what they're doing and they'd love to read it, and suggesting things like a QSMP fanfic library, and you get people bringing up fanfic to their friend streamer in their chat and comments, both in the sense of "isn't this horrible please condem it" and "isn't this great don't you like it", and in all cases that behaviour, throwing all this information in their faces, is the thing that I think is inappropriate to do to a real person.
Just let them make jokes and play block game. If we're getting a little too into it and wriitng royalty au epics, we should not bring it up to them. This seems straightforward to me.
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The shortfin mako
Last time (over a month ago, oops) I talked about the goblin shark. There has now been a request (can I call it that?) by @surprisemice to do the mako shark next, so here we go!
So, the scientific name for the shortfin mako (also known as the shortfin mako shark, blue pointer, mackerel shark and bonito shark) is Isurus oxyringchus. There's also a longfin mako shark, which is its own separate species (Isurus paucus). Although both are commonly called makos, the shortfin is better known, and so I will be introducing it first (I'll write about the longfin in a separate post sometime later). The shortfin mako is an endangered species, along with the longfin.
The shortfin mako shark typically inhabits tropical waters all around the world, far from land, at around 150 metres (490 ft). It's an endothermic species (one of the very few) that isn't typically found in waters colder that 16°C (61°F).
The species was first discovered around 1810. Unfortunately I did not find where that happened. I also cannot find any information about how old this species is. I seriously don't know how I was able to dig up so much information about the goblin shark :/ well, I'm going to tell some other cool facts about this species instead (once we get there)!
The shortfin makos are typically a colour of dark blue on the top. The colour turns to metallic blue, before turning to white on the bottom. The sharks typically have around 6-8 teeth on their upper jaw, but overall they have 12 sets of them. Quite a lot. Not to mention that they're razor sharp. These sharks also have around 50 teeth that are not in use. They are possibly only there, at the back of their mouths, to intimidate other predators (mainly other sharks).
The shortfin mako usually grows to about 2,5 to 3,2 metres (8,2 to 10,5 feet). Females are typically larger in size than males. They normally weigh around 60–140 kilograms (130–310 pounds). The longest verified length for an individual was 4,45 metres (14,6 feet), and the heaviest was around 600 kilograms (1 300 pounds). Those two were separate cases, though.
Now, some fun facts. The shortfin mako sharks are the fastest species of shark (I like the fact that this shark was used as a mascot for @surprisemice's old swim team, you people must've been good), reaching up to speeds of 80,47 km/h (50 mi/h). That's quite fast, I must say. Also, what I find even more cool is that these sharks can jump above water, at heights of 9 metres (almost 30 feet). I just searched that up and I'm not going to lie, my jaw dropped open. So glad I'm doing some random shark posts like these, I get to learn cool stuff.
Another fun fact: the term 'mako' comes from the Māori language (or its different dialects), with mako meaning shark or shark tooth. Idk why but I just find that cute.
So, in conclusion: The shortfin mako shark is an endangered species of shark found all around the world in tropical and overall warm waters. They're also currently the fastest shark species out there.
Below I have provided images of this beautiful species:
The shortfin mako shark.
Another image of the shortfin mako shark.
The shortfin mako shark jumping out of water (impressive).
Gif with a good view of the teeth of the shortfin mako shark.
Hopefully this was enjoyable to read! I'd be glad to receive feedback on my info posts, if anyone has any. But that's it for today, have a great day/night/whatever time it is there where you are (here it's basically midnight *cough cough*)!
I'll make a separate post about which shark species' I want to write about, eventually crossing off the ones I have written about. (That isn't that important right now though)
I have once again forgot to cite my sources. Fuck me.
All sources read/visited on 4th March 2024, by The Abyss In Your Closet
#mako shark#shortfin mako shark#isurus oxyringchus#blue pointer#sharks#shark#save the sharks#hell yeah sharks
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Chris x pretty are so perfect ( the Drabble was so effing cute ugh!) but now I’m thinking what are their respective red flags ?? Like what are things that they need to work on in their relationship?? We’ve seen from that previous chapter that sometimes it does go down between them..
ohhh, good question, good question. i don't include this much in the stories because most of the time i just want to write the positive stuff lol i'm already too sad irl to deal with it constantly in my silly little stories as well, but i have certainly thought about this before, so i'll leave some thoughts under the cut:
so... Chris is very stubborn. very. he believes his ways are the best ways, you know? although he does try to let go of this and let people do what they want or feel like they need to to, he'll always have that little voice on the back of his head telling him that his opinion on any matter is the right one. see their argument in afraid to lose you, he was tired, scared, and it was near impossible for him to believe anything other than that his opinion on pretty turning was the only one, you know?
besides, he's half animal. he's incomprehensible levels of Intense™. in general, it's hard for him to be normal when it comes to emotions. he feels too much, too quickly, and depending on the situation this can cause both him and his partner distress and start misunderstandings (it's great when the emotions are positive, tho. as we've seen...)
also, he's very career driven, and tends to lose himself in his day to day job, to the point where he doesn't take care of his basic needs (food, sleep, cuddles with his pretty girl, etc). if he's too engrossed in what he's working on, he'll lose all sense of self and his surroundings, which will make pretty mum's left eye twitch in annoyance because he's a grown man that needs to take care of himself.
pretty is intense as well, although to a lesser, more human degree. i don't think their relationship would work if she weren't, tbh. chris' inner voice said it in the narrative of Alpha Dog, he'd been told he was too intense before, which is smth pretty hasn't done because she's just the same. again, this is great when it comes to positive emotions, because they're able to enjoy their love to the fullest, but when negativity seeps in, it can cause arguments and disagreements.
additionally, pretty can be... insecure. we know she's not particularly insecure about her looks, so this is not the source of her insecurities. it's her capabilities that she often worries about, which leads her to overthink things, to isolate herself from her loved ones because she feels like she can't fully provide them the support they need.
contradictorily, she likes to mother people. she's always been the mum friend, probably not only because she cares deeply about her friends and because she's good at it, but also because she likes to feel needed, you know? which is part of the reason why Chris' lack of care for his basic needs when he gets in his heads gets to her so much, because she doesn't want to mother him, but she feels like she'll eventually end up doing it because that's just who she is, and a girlfriend shouldn't really be mothering her boyfriend that's not how that works lol.
one thing that causes arguments sometimes is that Chris doesn't like to burden people with his problems, whereas pretty ALWAYS wants to help people with their problems, so sometimes it's like they're both on the opposite sides of a spectrum where she wants to know what's weighing heavy on his mind to help him, but he doesn't wanna tell her so she doesn't worry about him.
ultimately, they're both mature enough to know these things. not the things in themselves, but also in each other, and they really do try their best to communicate. Chris has gotten better at opening up, just like pretty has learnt to let things go sometimes when he's too closed off, simply reminding him that if he does want to talk about it, she'll be there.
they try to support each other even in their bad days, and if any arguments occur they'll always find a way to work it out.
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The chains most powerful members in each category
This is a top 3 list. There are different categorys and I'll be explaining my reasoning for each links placement.
Physical strength
Twilight
I shouldnt have to explain this one, raised on a farm, he carrys around heavy objects with ease, has enough power to wrestle and defeat full grown Gorons. And yeah, he used the metal boots but that was just for his weight. He has the strength to wrestle approximately 150 pounds of rock. All with no strength boosters.
Wild
My man needs the upper body strength for both climbing and leaping up mountains, holding all his body weight on the paraglider for long stretches of time, and carrying heavier objects. He's got nothing on twilight and his goron wrestling but he can hold his own.
Wind
This one might come as a surprise but makes sense if you think about it. Wind comes next with his history of needing strength when it comes to sailing, and also pulls stunts like hanging by his hands off narrow cliffs, and picking up weapons twice his body weight with relative ease. (He doesn't weigh that much which makes the last one seem a little less impressive)
Combat skills
Time
Honestly, I was going to put twilight here because I just love the combat mechanics in that game. But I'm trying not to be biased and after some thought, technically time taught twilight everything he knows, therefore this spot goes to time.
Wild
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Warriors
I was torn between warriors and wild for second, for the reasons that, Warriors had to be good enough to be a war captain, but then wild was Zelda's personal body guard and bested full grown man at about 8. The spot would go to wild, if I was sure how the memory thing worked. Cause it depends whether he remembers how to fight like that or not. But eventually I decided Wild, exceeds in strategy, he has to learn how to quickly and quietly take his opponent down with out causing to much damage to him self. Where as warriors it is just brute strength and training
Magic (I'm not counting items or gifted power like the Champions abilities or midnas warping)
Hyrule
He can turn into a fairy and heal people as well as all his other magic shenaniganry. (I'm not well informed about his magic stuff)
Time
time can turn into the hero's shade and technically the golden wolf as well, without assistance.
Legend
He can turn into a rabbit that's his main thing excluding all items, the bar was set way higher then I meant to put it but legend got the qualifications (barely)
Agility (items+power included)
Wild
Flurry rushes, parrys, bullet time, insane stamina. He jumps on lynals backs mid fight, gets bucked off, and still lands on his feet. Also hes one of the few links who can jump.
Twilight
Wild form: big jumps, Overall speed, his jumping ability in wolf form can jump much farther then a normal person
Human form: backflips, quick in general then we have the fact that he's just very agile in general as a person.
Legend
Pegasus boots, Roc’s feather, legend is also one of the few links who can both sprint and jump. And arguably more impressive, he can do both at the same time, allowing for much larger leaps.
IQ
Sky
Sky is the only link to have any sort of formal education at the Knight's Academy. So we can assume that he would be the most intelligent of the Links.
Twilight
With how difficult the puzzles were and the fact that he pieced together a entire forgotten language, we can assume twilight is pretty smart. Despite that, he had hardly any education. Making him outshined by sky.
Hyrule
Hyrule Becomes a skilled sorcerer in Zelda 2. And completes both quests with only a handful of hermits vaguely telling him the direction of where to go.
Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.
#linked universe#legend of zelda#my god this took me so long#My brain is actually tired#i put my soul into this#I would like to thank my friend who had to listen to me ramble about this for 3 hours straight#They are a good friend#props to them#im totally over thinking this
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Ian Mathers’ 2022: Are you with me even now?
For the third year in a row, Low are part of my reflection on the year that just happened. But this time I don’t want them to be. They didn’t put out a record, I didn’t see them play live (virtually or not) even once. I don’t really want to spend a ton of time going over Mimi Parker’s death and the reactions to it (including my own); I can say this is the one time ever in my life that mourning an artist whose work I love felt anything at all like mourning someone I actually knew. For at least a month I thought about it all the time, read about it constantly, watched and listened to everything I could get my hands on, talked about it often. It felt ridiculous and necessary. I don’t know what happens with my favorite band now; I mainly just hope her family and other loved ones are doing as ok as possible. One wonderful and horrible thing about the reactions is that they were both more numerous and more heartfelt than I would have guessed; up until a few years ago running into other fans of their work felt a lot more rare. 30 years into what I personally think stacks up as one of the greatest creative runs in all of popular music (I’ve been ringing the bell about Low doing better, more vital and interesting work than other bands [x] years into their career since… 2007’s The Great Destroyer at least), I’m glad that people were noticing what they did. The bittersweetness of that, that at least by the end Low were a lot more widely and deeply loved than I would have guessed... I hope she knew that too. How many artists have passed before they made their Double Negative and HEY WHAT? We can never really know the extent of what the world misses out on when someone dies.
Other than that horrible pall weighing down the end of the year, though, at least on the small scale 2022 was pretty good to me. The world in general continues to feel more and more fraught (here in Canada too!) and we’re still not properly dealing with a pandemic. With us being an immunocompromised household… when you see people talking about leaving behind the chronically ill, it absolutely includes those of us who, pre-COVID, nobody could tell weren’t “normal” or “healthy.” I did get to a very few shows this year, masked. But mostly this was a third year in a row of just… never going out or doing most of the things we used to do. Both my wife and I switched jobs to positions that are both much more satisfying and important to us and, not incidentally, quite a bit better paying. By the end of 2022 we’ve hit the first time in our adult lives where (despite how little it would take to knock us back down) we’re not experiencing constant financial stress.
I could have guessed this would change my relationship with music, but honestly, would have underestimated the degree to which that would be true. I’m happier with my writing this year, both frequency and end result, although there’s always more work to do on those fronts. And without feeling like I was trying very hard to do so, I somehow listened to 170 new LPs and EPs over the course of the year. And I found a lot to like, too: my 2022 playlist in Swinsian (which I tried out and then switched to when the Apple Music program started having weird glitches and hours of tech support couldn’t help at all) currently has a little over 1000 tracks in it, equaling over 3 days of music. There’s still a near-infinite amount of stuff out there I’ve never touched or even heard of. But more than ever, it feels like I covered my particularly bailiwick(s) as thoroughly as could be expected of someone who still has a day job and relatively normal life.
This increased volume of input doesn’t necessarily make me think 2022 was a better (or worse!) year for music than any other, but it does lead to a list of records that I feel more strongly about. There are plenty of good records I am keeping in full that just didn’t make it onto my list(s), especially since I’m sticking with a top 40 like I did in 2021. In years where I’ve ‘only’ managed to check out 80-90 records, even a top 20 often covers just about everything I’ve solidly enjoyed from the year. In 2022, 40 records isn’t even half of that group. It has made me reflect a bit on just how sustainable this all is — do I just keep accumulating dozens of records I love every year I’m here? How often am I going to go back to any of them? And sure enough, one thing all this new listening has done has drastically slowed progress on my now years-long effort to corral and organize my existing collection. But I do feel strongly enough about what I loved this year, both from existing favorites and acts totally new to me, that I’m probably just going to kick those cans a little further down the road. I’m also mulling over how, if at all, I want to change my listening in the new year, not least because one of the major ways I discover new things ended in 2022 (RIP, The Singles Jukebox).
As I’ve mentioned before in these roundups, I don’t necessarily feel like every year these days I have an “album of the year” (and am generally loathe to try and rank things). This year I can’t decide if I have one or two; Cloakroom’s Dissolution Wave was one of my most anticipated and ever since I first got the promo back in January, I’ve been listening to it very regularly. One of the things I like about music writing (at least the way I do it) is that it forces me to listen to records a lot more than I would even if I otherwise adore them, and at this point I have an almost Pavlovian joy reaction to the beginning of “Lost Meaning.” For a long time, it seemed like it stood alone for me, and I think it still does, but I need to give at least an honorable mention to Let’s Eat Grandma’s Two Ribbons. It didn’t have the immediate impact on me the Cloakroom did, even though that first half, especially, is immediately ingratiating. But over months I found myself going back to it more and more and in another year, I could easily see it having the unquestioned top spot. I’ve seen neither in most year-end stuff, which makes me a bit sad.
So here are the lists; my 40 favorite LPs, followed by 5 EPs, 5 reissues and/or compilations, 5 releases from Aidan Baker (which makes up not even half of the releases from his various projects!), and 20 ‘loose’ songs either from records I liked but who don’t make it into the main list, or where this song was really the only one I liked, or just ones that came out on their own. If all the little extra lists seem like cheating, well, they kind of are. But this was as narrowed down as I could get it. All of the lists are in alphabetical order, and for all but the songs list any links are to where I’ve written about them here at Dusted. For the songs, partly because so many of them do have music videos (and I love music videos), I’ve actually just provided a link to the song on YouTube should you be so moved. Last year I ended by saying I hoped we’d all continue to get better at taking care of ourselves and each other in 2022. On a micro level, I can say that did happen for us, and many of our loved ones. I hope as much as possible it did for you too, and we can all find the strength to keep at it in 2023.
40 LPs
Aarktica — We Will Find the Light
Alvvays — Blue Rev
Aoife O'Donovan — Age of Apathy
Beyoncé — RENAISSANCE
Billow Observatory — Stareside
Black Ox Orkestar — Everything Returns
The Body & OAA — Enemy of Love
Bruno Bavota & Chantal Acda — A Closer Distance
Carly Rae Jepsen — The Loneliest Time
Charli XCX — Crash
Chelsea Jade — Soft Spot
Cloakroom — Dissolution Wave
Earthless — Night Parade of One Hundred Demons
Eric Cheneaux — Say Laura
Esmerine — Everything Was Forever Until It Was No More
Ethel Cain — Preacher’s Daughter
Fujiya & Miyagi — Slight Variations
Hagop Tchaparian — Bolts
Hatchie — Giving the World Away
High Vis — Blending
Horsegirl — Versions of Modern Performance
Hot Chip — Freakout/Release
Jessica Moss — Galaxy Heart
Kali Malone — Living Torch
Let’s Eat Grandma — Two Ribbons
Locrian — New Catastrophism
Loop — Sonancy
loscil — The Sails p.1/p.2
Michael Beharie — Promise
Oneida — Success
Party Dozen — The Real Work
SASAMI — Squeeze
Spiritualized — Everything Was Beautiful
Szun Waves — Earth Patterns
Use Knife — The Shedding of Skin
Vince Staples — RAMONA PARK BROKE MY HEART
Water Damage — Repeater
Wet Leg — Wet Leg
Winged Wheel — No Island
Winter — What Kind of Blue Are You?
5 EPs
Gillian Stone — Spirit Photographs
Greet Death — New Low
Picastro — I’ve Never Met a Stranger
Sun’s Signature — Sun’s Signature
Trauma Ray — Transmissions
5 Reissues/Compilations
Broadcast — Maida Vale Sessions
Laddio Bolocko — '97-'99
Les Rallizes Dénudés —’77 LIVE
Prolapse — John Peel session 20.08.94/John Peel session 08.04.97
Wire — Not About to Die
5 Releases From Aidan Baker
Aidan Baker — The Evelyn Tables
Aidan Baker — Tenebrist
Baker Ja Lehtisalo — Crocodile Tears
Nadja — Labyrinthine
Nadja — Nalepa
20 More Songs
Animal Collective — “Prester John”
Boy Harsher ft Lucy - Cooper B. Handy — “Autonomy”
Caroline Polachek — “Billions”
Chappell Roan — “Casual”
Death Cab for Cutie — “I Won’t Give Up on You”
Diatom Deli — “False Alarm”
Duke Deuce ft GloRilla — “Just Say That”
Flume ft Caroline Polachek — “Sirens”
HAAi ft. Jon Hopkins — “Baby, We’re Ascending”
Ibibio Sound Machine — “Protection From Evil”
Miči & Sun-EL Musician — “Respond”
MUNA — “Anything But Me”
Porridge Radio — “Back to the Radio”
Spoon — “Wild”
Steve Lacy — “Bad Habit”
Storefront Church ft Phoebe Bridgers — “Words”
Stromae — “L’enfer”
Sudan Archives — “Selfish Soul”
Yeah Yeah Yeahs ft Perfume Genius — “Spitting Off the Edge of the World”
yeule — “Bites on My Neck”
Ian Mathers
#dusted magazine#yearend 2022#ian mathers#low#mimi parker#aarktica#alvvays#aoife o'donovan#beyoncé#billow observatory#black ox orkestar#the body & oaa#bruno bavota#chantal acda#carly rae jepsen#charli xcx#chelsea jade#cloakroom#earthless#eric cheneaux#esmerine#ethel cain#fujiya & miyagi#hagop tchaparian#hatchie#high vis#horsegirl#hot chip#jessica moss#kali malone
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Canon A-90 facts you were never told about but I was
Trans man + He/Him.
Subspecies derived from Ambush's species - Probably explains why they were good childhood friends.
Security - He is a knight. At least he comes across as that. He wants to appear as noble and respectable as he can but he's actually very feral. Even moreso than the other two! His stop sign is his shield, his sword was custom made in secret before he ran away for the hotel.
His armor makes him the heaviest entity out of everybody (both rooms + doors) but he's actually underweight and is one of the lightest when he's not wearing it.
[BODY HORROR + BLOOD + KNIFE IN BOTH LINKS] He can do this! I go a lot more in depth here!
He... Is really bad at using his sword. He never learned how and his blades are more natural feeling to him but something something internalized pressure before going to the hotel weighing in + doing that forever before the sword but he'd still rather use the sword.
Inability to properly use the sword is why he deals less damage than the other two. It's usually when he's using the blades and claws when he gets someone in one shot.
His blood stains EVERYTHING and not even A-60 or Guiding Light can clean it. They hate it so much when he activates his bodily blades.
SOUNDS SOUNDS SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH THE SOUNDS. Biggest gripe with the movement is the sounds. Even if you hold still, make just the slightest noise or the wrong one you will be sliced. He has good hearing and hates it.
Cannot STAND the sound of ringing phones especially. People would text him but they're so taken aback by how he texts vs how he talks that they'd rather not. He replies with shit like "Howdy :3c" and they're like what is wrong with you.
Isn't as aggressive as A-60 but is way easier to piss off than A-120, he does often snap at people.
He's fairly neutral for the most part, the anger comes from the obnoxiousness of intruders and the fear they'll hurt Curious Light.
Sometimes. (Increasingly more often). When he's hungry, he will get more aggressive (but in a manic way, not anger). Full razors, cloudy mind, and a higher sensitivity to sounds follows through as he'll tear apart intruders limb by limb and feast on them right then and there.
He doesn't keep the bones though, he gives them to A-60.
Gets really jittery a lot and tends to struggle clearing his head.
He was the last Rooms entity to show up in the hotel before their banishment (you'll never guess where). A-60 and A-120 had made it there together a few weeks beforehand. He arrived there as a getaway from his expectations and to find cool stuff.
Found Curious Light wandering the Rooms after she got super duper lost and takes care of her until he can one day reunite her with her mom (Which they do eventually, and he's good friends with Guiding Light).
Carries a duffel bag everywhere that has a bunch of random junk collected off of intruders. He's somewhat attached to a lot of stuff in there.
Very introverted, struggles to express anger with words and starts speaking complete gibberish when aggravated, especially dealing with intruders or if A-60 is upsetting Curious Light. (H gagweek sihco hc lgc shcr ht nils64 nlxo)
Guiding Light, A-120, and Ambush are the only entities who can translate his gibberish.
Eyes show as just a dark void, but his irises become visible when experiencing any extreme emotion, pupils also being visible if it's that strong of a feeling. Depending on emotion, they change shape and size (e.g. goat-like when stressed/scared).
Blood/internal systems change colors from red-yellow-green depending on how he feels as well. His default color is actually yellow but he's never in a good enough mood to shine that or green. Therefore everyone assumes he's just normally red. Even though a few people have seen him yellow and one person has seen him green.
He's the reason there's so much gold and batteries in the Rooms, when he collects them from humans, he scatters them about so people get distracted and give him the chance to strike.
Collects skin conditions like pokemon cards he has eczema acne and that thing where you get spots on your torso after your body fights off a virus I FORGOT HOW TO SPELL IT but his entire body is pretty red/yellow/green depending on how he feels as previously mentioned.
Positive relationship with A-120 for the most part, finds A-60 annoying but puts up with her (Help I hate most A-90 ships)
#some of this the A03 crowd will already know because i'm kinda THE A-90 guy on there#anywyas#roblox doors#headcanon#whaaaaat did i say something#i mean i'm right!!!!! these are canon facts lsplash told meeeeeeeeeee#(for legal reasons the previous two tags are sadly lies)
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So for me, no media is perfect, it’s all problematic, and there’s a scale for everything - good elements on one side, Problematic or simply not to my taste elements on the other. If the Bad side gets very weighed down with problematic stuff and the good just pales next to it, that for me is irredeemable media (and of course different faults are different amounts of Bad and depends on time of creation and intent and all that). Me liking and talking about something in no way means it’s free of problems, in fact it probably has a ton that I’d be happy to talk about (I’ve seen some shows I love on DNI’s - but not the ones that are on a bunch of people’s DNIs, I mean Rick and Morty or IASIP or Bojack Horseman - where the irredeemable characters are acknowledged as such in the show but it still ends up being irredeemable to people) But, it seems like not many people exist in that in-between space.
On one side, I’ve got skinny friends (I’m fat) who won’t watch a show I recommend because, like every other show in existence, it has fatphobia. (But less than things they’ve recommended or fatphobic jokes they’ve laughed at that made me uncomfortable, and of course when their girlfriend recommended the show later they gave it another chance and liked it :|) Another who won’t watch something that has a female villain without trying to spin that as anti-feminist, who loves game of thrones but thinks I’m twisted for liking resident evil. But then on the other side I have my mom and sister complaining about me not liking Harry Potter anymore “just because I don’t personally like the author” (yes, I’ve explained everything about the author + what’s actually in the books) and coworkers talking about how funny South Park is.
I want to be able to talk about all of the goods and bads of a piece of media without feeling like I’m fighting. I want to be able to tell my sister animals were abused behind the scenes of that movie without her exploding on me and I also want to be able to talk about how I enjoy the psychological dynamics of a show following a group of bad people around as they get up to shenanigans without the other person being like, “wait you watch a show where the main characters are bad people? Why? You must be bad too”.
And I remember when anti debate was big and most antis were normal people who were saying it’s gross to ship kids and adults or romanticize it but there was the occasional person who didn’t seem to understand the difference between representation and romanticization (the distinction that most anti-antis had so much trouble understanding) and would just be anti- any piece of media that had bad people in it, or the protagonists weren’t cut-and-dry and were more complex. Just lack of reading comprehension, I guess but anyway, I feel like all of that debate has died down now and the normal people on both sides realized we mostly agreed with each other but to different degrees on certain topics or whatever, while the extremes of both sides just decided to run loose. They seem so much more pervasive now than they were at the height of the discourse.
ANYWAY just saying I relate to your problem and find it very frustrating from both sides 😪
sorry this took me so long to answer!! I've been having really bad brain problems this week, but yeah I'm glad I'm not the only one
i think things would be easier if people could accept that like. hmm
saying something negative about a show someone likes isn't an attack on their character
but the problem is we've built this culture online where it has become an attack on one's character
media can have stuff you find unsavory or stuff you hate in it. it can make you uncomfortable or upset. it can be triggering. but that doesn't make the person consuming that media automatically bad
in some cases they're consuming it critically. in some cases they're not aware & now they are! etc etc etc
it's like. the trend in literature of being like "hey this book is a Gothic genre novel"
"this book has inappropriate content in it and shouldn't be a gothic genre novel :/"
despite gothic novels historically talking about topics people find upsetting and uncomfortable as a Built In Feature of that genre
(so sorry to ava reid. so sorry this is happening)
in some spaces these conversations get easier and in some it feels like they're just getting harder. i share ur frustrations
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What it means to Have a Hardened Heart
The best way to know if what you're doing is right is to ask someone, the second best is to really think about it. At least, that's how Henry had approached things most of the time.
It had been a few months since the egg that he'd found hatched and Udon Snoodle was born. Hatched? Henry didn't think too hard about that one. What he was stuck pondering was what to do with the little guy now. His plan of taking care of the egg to stoke his own emotional response didn't work, and now he had another mouth to feed, as if feeding himself didn't take more effort than he was willing to put in most days.
“Why not ditch Udon?” He debated with himself. That line of thinking was one he thought of as “Hollow Henry.” Hollow Henry or just Thoughts was how he referred to the thoughts that made him consider doing things he had heard were wrong.
“I can't get rid of him Thoughts. He can't find food on his own.” Henry said to himself, booping Udon on the nose while holding him in his arms.
“You can. You could leave him anywhere. It doesn't matter if Udon lives, he didn't cause you to make any emotional connections.”
“That's true. But it would be wrong to just leave him.” Henry replied.
“Wrong to who? Other people? They won't know, and you'll forget like you do with everythin’ else unimportant. The characters in books you read remember because they have emotions. You still won't afterward, so you won't feel sad or guilty.”
“That doesn't mean it's not bad.” Henry said.
“Weigh the logic of it. Udon will eat more than you, doubling the work of finding food until he can feed himself. That makes things harder. What are the benefits to keeping him around?”
Henry pondered this for a bit before coming up with a reply. “I think I'm learnin’ from him. That's the upside. And I'm a wizard, so learnin’ is pretty important.”
“Learnin’ what? How to care for him?”
“Oh, adding that to the list.” Henry replied. “When he grows up he can help, and I can learn how emotions work from birth. Both of those are pretty good stuff.” As he was talking, Udon slithered from Henry's grasp up an arm and began sliding around his head and through his hair. “I don't know what this means either. That's learnin’. I bet I look like an angel while he does that, it's probably pretty cool.”
“These are things you can learn about in a book. That requires a lot less trouble.”
Finished with his slithering, Udon tucked into Henry's shirt, beginning to get sleepy again. “Yeah.” Henry said. “But look at this guy. He's so weird. His eyes are too big for his head and he's got a tiny body. He's a really ugly baby.”
“He's very strange by normal standards.”“And now he's snoozin’. That's good dude. I think he loves me Thoughts. He's an ugly weird little guy, but he loves me.” He was now whispering to avoid waking the tiny snake.
“Even if he loves you, it's like that adventurer’s guide said. ‘You'll need to make decisions that are more difficult and hard hearted’ than this to survive. Is his unreturnable love for you worth keepin’ him?"
As he sparred with his thoughts, Henry meandered for a bit, eventually ending up at a river. “Hey look, a hermit crab! He's tryin’ to find a new shell. Check it out Thoughts, it's like this. I'm still growin’, and you can't grow if you have a tiny shell. That's why this guy is lookin’ for a new one. If my heart is all hard, I can't grow it any. And if I get any taller I'm gonna need a bigger heart. So, yeah, I'm thinkin’ that it is worth keepin’ him around."
Udon is @spoonfulofpills character! Thanks Spoon, I love him!
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A lot of our properties now both of them are join the water and the song is about a resort and what you're talking about is bigger houses and that's what we have allotted it's all about $3,03500 3000 square feet to 3500 square feet and small like 2 million to 5 million and it's a weird song and it has weird meaning to it and it applies and he says we have a role in building it and we need people to have roles and it looks unique so I don't think you can look different people he's exactly the position as the builder and it kind of looks like Mike benedetto a little when he's younger and it's his grandfather so he wants to pin it on him cuz they screwed that all up it's a good idea things that Mike did something and he sort of did but he couldn't help it. He knows all the special stuff that they like and we're going to own York pretty soon other items you want right away.
People want to sign up for this Ben Arnold likes the idea and they want to go ahead and sign up for it they have stipulations and so does Mac Daddy we are proceeding and we do have a great ideas and we have people who want to sign up the next guy does not work well with him but he said he'd do it he said when you're walking around and it might be Dan and he likes subservient positions and maybe it's from that movie it looks like you're thinking about what you're doing when you walk away little angry and he says okay that's what goes on maybe so they might put this dream team together and they want to try and sell our son at home and he don't know how that's going to happen but that's good so it's rolling
Hera
Let me see that it's very real and they get the idea and they'll have places and we need to help secure it and we've done some stuff like this in the past
Olympus
We're not looking forward to it but it is a way to do things that keeps the peace and we need that and we need to order now it's trying to get a little bit better and they're less crazy and they're going ahead and doing things. One of the things they're doing is modifying these ebikes and even some bicycles not many can stand the pounding but there's a lot of weight on the machines usually the ones that can handle 300 lb or 250 lb work really well and they're getting a lot of small engines together and yes from 49cc to 110 depending on where they are these things work great because they're light the biggest person is like 150 lbs normally most of them weigh 55 mph and most of them weigh 120 and the same smallest 49cc scooter will go about 65 and the bigger ones go faster so you can imagine it's working and boy there's a ton of them coming out they have to find the tire and the rim and the brake assembly but they're coming off old motorcycles which can't which won't work the motorcycle frame is ruined the engine is ruined or if you get the frame and the whole bike there's a problem with the VIN and that usually happens by the way even if you do that you put the motorcycle together and you have a couple problems there's always not fast enough you have to have a 25 or 45 and those are actually being put into new motorcycles so those are getting soaked up and this is happening right now and yeah they're making a whole bunch of motorcycles and no they're making makeshift motorcycles it's not ones they made before and it is going on now they're making a lot of them and it is not enough to absorb all those motors but they're using them and other things and not cars they're using them up north that's really what it is absorbing them and the small motors are too small so someone had this idea and it was me and they're using it it came out from my BG and Trump was working on it too and he came out with some the one with the motorcycle tires is the winner and they can make those new and they're making the rims in the tires and the brake assembly and they're coming together fast I mean these are kits I can make a kit on mine but it will only go 35 because I wait too much and that's what they say and it's true even with gears I get to 40 and it's too slow and they're moving out so really I can buy it 110 and I could go 55 or 60 and it'll be better that way because it's going to be well made by the time I get around to it in a year or 6 months and it's starting to look forward to that and more people will have them practically no one has them here but they'll start using them and people will start using them
Zues
We're getting the stuff that work here it's going to be more fun than doing nothing all day you have to occupy your time trying or you get depressed and these people almost fell into it but this stuff is theirs this is what they do and they're making them into mopeds and scooters and he was and the making of the mopeds and scooters and boy they are really getting into it and it works and Sarah helped bring it back and they're acting hoity-toity and we're doing anything. It's a lot of stuff going on this is Major so we're going to publish
Hera
This is very well done and it's happening and it's real and you got it going it ran out of frames and they're running out of frame material cuz the weapons facilities are taking it and making steamables Steven bills and other ski mobiles we're moving out now and coming here
Olympus
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Hey guys!
Okay, usually I stay out of drama. HOWEVER, recently, I’ve accidentally stumbled into a Twitter hellhole of people fighting about the “morality” of AO3 and freaking about the existence of certain tags, and debating whether or not to support them because of it. Now, as an internet veteran who has had unrestricted internet access from an age that likely had zero positive effects on my psyche, I feel the need to weigh in on this and shout into the void before it drives me insane. The biggest issues I’ve noticed newer people on AO3 are upset about are actually easy to explain why they may look harmful of the surface, but actually protect users in a way that sites like Wattpad don’t. I’m here to tell you new users some things y’all need to remember. (Obvious trigger warning; I am talking about some of the deepest cesspits of the internet, involving rape and underage shit)
First and foremost: AO3 IS NOT A SOCIAL MEDIA SITE. AO3 IS AN ARCHIVE, WHICH MEANS THE CONTENT UPLOADED IS NOT CLOSELY MONITORED. Think of it less like Instagram and more like Reddit, but somehow just as lawless of a wasteland but with less conflict. AO3 exists not as a site like Wattpad to promote peoples’ writings, but as a digital list of fanworks that preserves them for posterity. AO3 doesn’t care about what you post, all they care about is keeping records.
Second: certain tags exist for a reason. If you go onto AO3, the first thing you’ll notice when you go to filter your fic search is the Archive Warnings tab, which includes both the rape/non-con and underage tags. These are the ones I’ve seen the most fuss about, but are, however, some of the most important tags on the whole site. You see, there are some sick fucks out there, and as much as I wish more could be done about it, fics with very disgusting and illegal things happening in them will still be written and will never truly be completely eradicated from the hellscape that is the internet. However, the existence of the rape/non-con and underage tags on AO3 lets normal sane people do something very important that I’m going to discuss next: filtering.
AO3 has one of the best tagging systems out of any fic site, which allows you to individually sort and search fics based on countless criteria, including rating, content, plot, major characters, word count, pairings, kudos, and much, much more. It also lets you pick and choose which tags that you don’t want your search to show you, and that can include any of the things I mentioned above, and more. THIS INCLUDES TRIGGERING AND/OR ILLEGAL SUBJECTS, LIKE RAPE, INCEST, AND UNDERAGE SEX. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SICK FUCKOS OUT THERE WHO WRITE BORDERLINE CHILD PORN, BUT THIS IS BY FAR ONE OF THE BEST WAYS I’VE SEEN A FANSITE CREATE TO HELP PEOPLE AVOID THEM. If you’re new to AO3, it’s a good idea to spend some time on Urban Dictionary to learn what certain tags and descriptions mean, so you don’t end up accidentally reading something you don’t want to.
Last, but not least: complexity. AO3 may look daunting to newcomers at first, but once you know what certain buttons and certain phrases mean, it’s easy to navigate and incredibly helpful for finding what you want and avoiding what you hate. Wattpad may be simple to use, but AO3 veterans harbor a vast hatred for it, and for good reason. Ever tried to filter out nasty shit on Wattpad trying to find a chill fic to read, all while being bombarded by advertisements? I sure have! AO3 doesn’t have any kind of algorithm or monetization system, either, so you don’t have to struggle with no one seeing your stuff if you’re just starting out. All fics in a fandom category automatically appear by the date they are updated (you can obviously change this when filtering your search), so chances are someone will see your work, no matter how few comments and kudos it has.
Anyway, that concludes my rant. Moral of the story is, if you’re willing to take the time, AO3 can make your fanfic experience so much more pleasant, and while the existence of certain things on the site might appear controversial at first glance, they actually do a hell of a lot of good.
Bye for now! If any of y’all are new to AO3 and have questions, don’t be afraid to ask, even if it might seem embarrassing, because asking for help could save you from stumbling across something that could quite literally traumatize you. I’ve been on the site and writing fanfic for years now, and I’m more than willing to provide answers if I have ‘em and you need ‘em!
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hello, could I request platonic c!dt or c!benchtrio hcs with a pvper reader, but the reader is short and physically weak so instead of relying on swords or other normal stuff they specialize and rely on poison?
❝ YOU'RE WEAK, HOW CAN I HELP? ❞
warnings: just fighting, some curse words.
genre:: fluff (hcs)
summary:: hcs of the benchtrio (+ philza and techno) helping you make poison for fighting
a/n:: DUDE I AM SO SORRY LMAO, accidentally read the ask wrong, i thought it said "c!sbi". I don't know how, it's been a long day. so you get two extra characters! thank you for requesting!
m.list - ask - series m.list
PHILZA;
philza would spend hours in his brewing room trying to find things to accommodate you when fighting.
he thought of everything.
how fast could you pull it out, how quick could you throw it at your enemy while dodging their attacks?
he used ghast tears, blaze rods, glow stone, gunpowder, basically anything he could get his hands on.
he would always make sure you hand extra on hand incase an enemy were getting immune to the formula. (ahem, dream)
he knows that people would target you for your weak nature and the ability to NOT pick up a sword. the only one you could use was a small wooden toy sword meant for toddlers.
if I ever see someone stroll in with a fake sword looking like Luz Noceda from Owl house I'd would laugh in your face, no offense.
most likely then not he'll give you fighting lessons, he's the type to sit you down like its a school lecture and teach you the 'old school style'.
meaning from a 1,000 year old book he picked up on the other side of the world.
if you had to battle with someone twice your size he'd most likely be hiding in the trees somewhere, waiting for you to give him the hint that you're losing the battle.
if you're too stubborn to call it quits, and he can tell that you're losing severely, he'll swoop in without a second thought and finish the fight for you.
overall he has a very caring personality and would do anything to make sure you can protect yourself.
TECHNOBLADE;
believe me when I say you'll be carrying potions that will make you weigh 10 times more then you do now.
like I'm talking about your pockets, sleeves, socks, shoes, and your hair will be filled with them in secret compartments.
he always make sure you have atleast 5 totem of undyings in your inventory.
you always ask where he gets them from and he'll just look at you, blink and slowly back out the room.
you'd ask phil and he'll just shake his head and say "it's best you didn't know."
...
anyway, he'll find a way to make a netherite sword light for you because he will NOT let you walk around with a wooden sword.
makes sures everything you own is maxed out in enchantments.
potion wise he put EVERYTHING he could find into one potion. just drinking it alone without any armor would most likely make you the strongest person in the server.
he knows you can take your opponents but would still give you a 30 day bootcamp on fighting.
you'll be wishing you never took up pvp in the first place.
this man is relentless.
like I'm talking your arms, legs and back would be black and blue from the constant fighting.
sure it'll help in the long run but you got both mentally and psychically exhausted that you just passed out. (fic coming based off this soon?)
he'd give you a break but all this payed off in the long run because you were able to master a lot of thing you couldn't have ever done before.
like phil, he'd mostly be in your ear, watching from afar, telling when to strike and how.
you know ratatuoe (I'm not even going to begin on spelling ts right) where the rat is in the guys ear helping him cook?
that's you and techno except he's not pulling your hair controlling you..
yeah okay anyway, he'd make you the most feared person despite your size, you were walking proof that even if you're small you can do anything you put your mind to.
and hey, dream and his goons are kinda-somewhat, scared of you now.
so good for you :)
TOMMY;
to be honest for him I'm not really sure what he'd do.
like, do i want to go for the sweet, caring friend road or the gremlin, "who cares" mentality, evil road?
for the sake of this I'll do the first.
OKAY, he doesn't really know anything about potions (or poison pick your word they're the same) except for the stuff he made in wilburs van those days ago.
do the research needed to figure out what potions did what and how long they lasted for.
knowing him he most likely mixed a invisibility and a strength potion together and blew up Philzas' lab area, later blaming it on Techno.
though he couldn't fight himself he would do his best to teach you from the things he saw during war times, mixing in what techno taught him those years ago.
and although he is kinda rusty, his tactics worked well and you incorporated it with the stuff you already knew.
he was very taken aback by how badass you were.
he never knew someone so tiny and couldn't even open a pickle jar could fight a grown ass, 6'1 man with just leather armor.
would use you as a lab rat for his work-in-progress potions.
he'd hand you the most revolting thing.
I'm talking about mold, green goup, spiders eye, bamboo ass shit in a tiny glass bottle.
thank god for your immunity to poison because that looked radioactive.
"so? how does it taste?" he asks, lifting up the protective googles that started fogging up from the humidity in the room.
you swallowed the rest of it, placing the now empty bottle on the table. watching as he watched you expectantly. you swished the slug in your mouth and held your breath. the taste was something indescribable.
as you went to talk a hiccup came out instead, it came out green. you smiled at him, waving your hand in-front of your face. "well, I don't feel like dying-" another hiccup cuts you off, this time along with the sudden impulse to smash a book on the table.
you reached for the book and tommy watches you in awe, nothing about your psychical form changed but as the book collided with the ground and everything broke into pieces, tommy knew he had accidently created a ultra potion of strength.
it only took 7 minutes to wear off but in those minutes everything around you were either across the room or demolished.
he is very helpful but at the same time very risky. so if you ever choose him to help -or he chooses you- just take the safety percussions necessary.
RANBOO;
you really think that he is going to even touch a potion?
this man is afraid of EVERYTHING
would watch from behind you as you cooked something up.
if you even asked if he wanted to help he'd give you the most deadpanneded look and straight out tell you no.
he wouldn’t help you make them but he sure as hell would get you the supplies you needed when you ran out.
he knows that they are vital for your fighting because of your small stature so he makes sure nothing is missing and no one is bothering you while your working.
though he can’t provide much, he is great at finding ender pearls which he gives to you.
he doesn’t know what it could be used for but he thinks it’s a nice little gift.
ranboo being half ender man means that he hoards a lot of stuff so whenever you need you’ll go to his little house and take whatever you need.
9 times out of 10 there would be some really messed up stuff that he said he just “found lying around” but we all know that that’s probably not true.
he looks up to you (even though he should be looking down) because of how confident you are despite your size and weakness
He likes that you use it to your advantage and asks you to help him get the confidence that he needs.
if you ever need help during a fight just whistle- which is a signal that you need help- and ranboo will teleport to you and swoop you up.
he is very helpful despite being afraid of a lot of things.
TUBBO;
the both of you are pretty short so he can understand why you use poison to knock your opponents down.
is all for it to be honest, tells you to rest while he tries some things out.
like tommy he will put the most horrendous shit in it but will cover the smell up with berries and purple dye.
he tries to stay away from fighting, having a bad past with it and all but he will definitely sit on the sidelines and watch as you try and practice.
assures you that he will always stick by your side, in battle and out.
though he doesn't have any practice in pvp except for the wars he doesn't really have any tips and tricks. but is happy to help you come up with new strategies.
is very adamant about you not overworking yourself, will make you carry around extra potions of strength to make you heal faster.
you have this little book filled with recipes of different poisons you created over time and some times tubbo finds himself marveling over the things you've created.
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Imagine being Sokka and Katara’s cousin and having a complicated romantic relationship with Zuko.
Your cousin Sokka had initially set you up with Zuko because he figured the firelord needed some fun and you were exactly that. You weren’t interested in titles or riches you were just an infectious whirlwind of carefree energy. He figured Zuko could learn something from you and so arranged the date.
He could tell by how light Zuko walked into the room the next day that his plan had worked and he liked seeing the positive effect you were having on Zuko. The pressures of the throne had really been weighing down on him and you helped him to get some much-needed freedom and connect with his non-Firelord side....however it always had a way of coming back.
Zuko loved dating you but he’d gotten pressure from every single fire nation noblemen on the council to break up with you. They disliked you because you were from the water tribe so many viewed you as an outsider trying to influence the fire nation. Zuko’s reign was still so new and with rebellions breaking out more frequently Zuko agreed. He had to put his country first even if that meant losing you. One thing Zuko hadn’t realised however was you had a very different view of your relationship...for one thing you didn’t even realise you were in one with the Firelord.
Your POV
Zuko was always pretty tense but you noticed tonight he was even more stressed and quiet. You tried to make conversation but he was sombre throughout dinner and when you’d finished he put his cutlery down and looked across at you. “Y/n I need to speak to you”. You nodded folding your arm “sure, what’s wrong?”. Zuko sighed "Y/n i’ve really enjoyed our time together but i...have to break up with you, I can’t see you anymore". You blinked surprised, one at Zuko’s honesty and two at the news you had apparently been dating the Firelord. You and Zuko weren’t dating or even close to dating, in your mind you’d just been having fun and sure you were definitely not just friends but you also didn’t think you were boyfriend/girlfriend. Regardless of what the label was you quickly realised what Zuko was telling you and it made a heavy weight settle in your stomach. Whatever this between you was...it made you sad to think it would be ending. "You do?" you asked remaining composed and Zuko nodded. "It’s nothing to do with you it’s me, being firelord i don’t have the time for dating or fun, i don’t think it’s fair to keep this going when I can’t guarantee i’ll always be able to give you my attention". You nodded your head "that sounds fair, thank you for thinking of that". "No problem" Zuko said smiling sadly and you nodded awkwardly. “I’ll be going then” and you went to walk away when he spoke again "but i really enjoyed our time together y/n, i really did". You smiled "me too, you’re pretty fun for a royal" and bowed "see you around firelord” and you walked away.
Zuko’s POV
You walked out of the room and Zuko sighed. He felt a mix between relief and sadness. That had gone a lot easier than he thought it would and that should be a good thing but it didn’t feel that way. A part of Zuko had wanted you to argue with him or to dig to find the real reason he was breaking it off. He knew if you’d have challenged him in even the slightest way he’d have told you the truth and taken back what he’d said but you had just agreed and let it go without a fight. Zuko couldn’t help feeling disappointed and a little hurt. You remained on his mind the rest of the day and Zuko couldn’t stop wondering about your reaction. He was sat with your cousin Sokka when he decided to bring you up. "Just so you know I’ve ended things with y/n" Zuko explained and Sokka blinked "i’m sorry what?". "I know i should’ve warned you seeing as she’s your cousin...i’m sorry". Sokka shook his head "no i’m confused how do you think you were dating her". Zuko blinked "what do you mean? You literally set us up". "I introduced you because i thought y/n could make you loosen up a bit but Zuko y/n doesn’t date". Zuko blinked "but we hung our several times and...kissed and stuff". Sokka sighed "oh god as gross as this is to have to explain about my cousin...Zuko that doesn’t mean you were dating". "It doesn’t?”. Sokka sighed "okay here’s what you need to know about my cousin, she grew up in a town that was heavily sexist and married girls off at young ages, so as times started to change she leapt at the new opportunities. She refused to ever date anyone, it’s too much commitment and so instead she has fun with people, typically for short periods of time and then she flutters away, usually leaving a broken heart or two". Zuko blinked "but we were dating!". "Did you ever agree to make it exclusive?" Sokka asked. Zuko shook his head "well not in words". "Did you ever ask her to be your girlfriend?". "No but i thought it was implied". "Did you ever call her your girlfriend then?". "No i...it was new i didn’t want to come on too strong" Zuko sighed. Sokka patted his back "and there’s the broken heart". "I’m not heartbroken just confused! Why did she let me break up with her if we weren’t even dating?". "Well breakups are awkward, imagine having to explain to someone in the middle of one, that you're not even dating, i bet she did it just to spare your feelings". As soon as those words left his mouth Sokka regretted it. "No i didn’t mean that...i meant". Zuko stood up angrily "it appears i need to find your cousin".
Zuko was furious. He felt like he’d been living two different lives this whole time and that had caused so much stress. One half of him was the teenager who wanted fun, the freedom to go on dates and just be careless. Then the other half of him was the Firelord who knew he had to be responsible. He knew all the elder nobles thought he was too irresponsible and all his friends thought him too boring and conventional. He liked you because you opened him up to new things and made him feel normal. Not too young or too formal, just right, you made him feel valid.
But he’d sacrificed all that for the “greater good” and now not only was he regretting his decision he was also furious because apparently he wasn’t anything to you anyway. The thing he’d struggled so much with, you weren’t even aware of.
Zuko walked into the large living room the gang had taken to lounging in and saw you sat with Haru. He felt his temper rise as Sokka’s words filled his mind. How you broke hearts and moved on instantly. You laughed at something Haru said and Zuko’s eyes narrowed. He really meant nothing to you. Zuko stalked across the room and came to stand in front of you both. Haru jumped "Firelord Zuko" but you took your time glancing at him. You eventually raised your eyes to his and nodded "Firelord Zuko". Zuko tensed "y/n we need to talk". "Is it urgent because....". "It is, now...please" Zuko said and he walked away.
Your POV
You blinked as Zuko stormed away and apologised to Haru before following him. You had no idea why Zuko wanted to speak to you, surely everything was wrapped up now you were done but he seemed so angry. You’d heard about this famous fire nation temper but you’d never seen it on Zuko and part of you was a little impressed. You liked fire benders for that reason precisely, their inner fire and passion but Zuko had been completely composed and calm the whole time you’d know him. Not now though.
You followed Zuko into a room and he shut the door. "Zuko what’s wrong?" you asked and he spun to face you rapidly. "What’s wrong?" he cried "why did you let me break up with you and say all that rubbish if I meant nothing to you?". You paused "who says you mean nothing to me?". "Sokka!" Zuko cried "he explained how you flit from person to person, never dating them just having fun and how you move onto your next person when you get bored. We were never dating, why didn’t you correct me?". You shrugged "i... I didn't want to be rude, but Zuko I wasn’t just waiting to flit from you to someone else". "Ow yeah, Haru’s just a coincidence?". "You broke up with me! Why are you angry even if something was going on with Haru?". "Because i didn’t want to break up with you y/n" Zuko explained "i did it because i had to and it was a really tough decision for me to make. It felt like a big sacrifice to me and then to find out you didn’t even think twice about me" Zuko said rapidly before staring at the floor almost deflated. "Zuko i do think about you" you said softly "whatever Sokka said isn’t completely true. Yes i don’t like putting labels on things but that doesn’t mean i don’t care or feel the same things anyone does at the start of something. I think the reason i move on or flit around so quickly as you said is because i move on as soon as I start feeling things, i don’t like being vulnerable so me not thinking of you as my boyfriend wasn’t because I didn’t care about you, it was more to protect me from the opposite". "So you do like me?" Zuko asked and you took a breath. "I do...a lot". Zuko rushed forwards hastily and kissed you. You kissed him back wrapping your arms around his neck before you paused "but wait...i thought you said you literally weren’t allowed to do this". Zuko nodded but didn’t remove his hands from your waist "i did, as Firelord i’m expected to behave dignified and composed all the time, i’m not supposed to get emotional or act irresponsibly for example by dating an unconventional water tribe girl" Zuko smiled "but i don’t care! I don’t care if they disapprove! I don’t care if we’re boyfriend and girlfriend or it’s just casual, all i know is i really like you and really really want to kiss you". You smiled and rehooked your arm around his neck "then kiss me".
Zuko was obedient and kissed you passionately before moving onto your neck. You were both surprised and pleasantly fascinated at Zuko’s confidence. Usually he was shy and kissed you quickly before moving away but now....now he was confident and purposeful with each touch. It was very attractive and you suddenly saw why the fire nation had such a strong reputation. Zuko caught the look in your eye and smiled "if you want we can....go to my room?". You smiled "lead the way”. Zuko stepped towards the door so quickly he knocked a table over but he just tugged you past it "leave it, it can stay that way for all i care right now" he muttered and you laughed at how spontaneous he was being. It was nice to see him let his hair down and you grinned as he pulled you through the fire nation halls hastily. He yanked his door open before pulling you inside and slamming the door. Trapping you on the other side. "Hmm i don’t think running through the hall is dignified Firelord Zuko". Zuko shrugged "neither is this" and began to kiss you again.
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You laid side by side and Zuko seemed very relaxed but you were wondering about something. "Should I be going...am i even allowed to stay here in your room overnight? Doesn’t it break some century old fire nation tradition?" you asked. You’d never been in Zuko’s room before and only now did it really hit you he was the Firelord with a whole country on his shoulders and hundreds of advisors all monitoring his every move. If they’d gotten so angry at you for spending time together surely the nobles would be furious at you spending the night in his quarters? Zuko however did not care. "Of course you can” he said immediately “no servants will bother us and my guards will know to leave so we can be alone...of course that’s if you want to? If you don’t want to stay the night...". “Are you kidding me? And miss sleeping in these silk masterpieces?" you asked wriggling against the royal bedding. Zuko laughed watching you before he looked more serious. "I meant what i said" Zuko said softly "you don’t have to be my anything...i like you, i don’t need any labels or anything". "But do you want them?" you asked. You’d been more honest with Zuko than you’d ever been with anyone and now a part of you....wasn’t terrified by the idea of making him something more. But Zuko had also listened to you too and didn’t want to scare you off. "All i want is you" he smiled coming closer "if you don’t want labels then they won’t come anywhere near us". You smiled at the effort Zuko was making and leant into him. Zuko wrapped his arms around you and you buried your head in his chest. Ignoring the feeling in your stomach that you should have been more honest.
1 week later
Zuko definitely took what you’d said into account. He was a lot more confident with you both in private and publically. Apparently almost losing you made him more determined to make the most of his time with you. He invited you to royal events and was attentive to you throughout them. When nobles questioned him about you he would tell them it was none of their concern and refuse to answer any further prying. You liked seeing Zuko stand up for himself using his dominant abrupt side but also kind of missed his soft sweet side. Sure having a temper and attitude were hot in the moment but after a while they lost their depth and you got the feeling it was an act Zuko was putting on for you. As if Zuko thought by acting tough and in control with his court you’d be more attracted to him when in reality you loved how caring and considerate he was.
Zuko was also struggling. As well as maintaining the imposing Firelord who didn’t care what others thought of him, Zuko was also pretending he was okay with being casual. Zuko was not a casual person in any meaning of the word. He was a dramatic over-thinker, he had never been carefree and although in the moment with you he did enjoy it, afterwards his mind fretted over everything he’d done. He also worried about your open relationship. He knew freedom was important for you but he couldn’t help but wonder if when you looked at another person you’d start seeing them as well. Zuko liked you a lot and was sure he never wanted to see you with another person. He wondered if it was selfish but he wanted you all to himself and wanted an exclusive relationship....but he’d promised you he would be fine with this and that meant more to him.
So you and Zuko continued the charade to please the other, no idea that the other person actually felt the exact same way.
Your POV
You and Zuko had just had a pleasant evening with his friends and were retiring to his room for the night. On the way you passed a guard who looked at the two of you and then frowned. Zuko immediately tensed and went into Firelord mode. “Something you want to say?” Zuko called and the guard lowered his eyes “no Firelord Zuko”. “I thought not” Zuko agreed and took your hand. Zuko led you into his room and shut the door with a loud snap. You watched Zuko and all the things you’d been feeling this week came up. You needed to say something and now was just as good a time as any.
You prepared for the night and sat down on the edge of the bed watching Zuko warily, wondering how he’d take what you were about to say.
"Zuko i’ve been thinking about something and I think we need to talk” you said suddenly and Zuko jumped standing up taller. "Are you okay?" he asked immediately coming to sit next to you. "I am and i want to thank you for all the effort you’ve gone to but i think we need to reassess the situation”. Zuko immediately panicked, you’d realised he wasn’t a cool collected leader and that he was faking it....you weren’t attracted to him anymore. "Y/n i think i know what you’re going to say" he frowned when you carried on "i miss how it was before". Zuko blinked "what?". "I know you’re trying to be more dominant in your rule and to be more protective of us but that doesn’t mean you have to act all unfeeling and unbothered for my benefit. You’re a kind sweet person Zuko and I like when you show that, so i guess i’m asking have you been trying to change for me?". Zuko looked down "i have....you just reacted so intensely to me being more confident and so i thought you’d want that more". "I do love it when your confident" you smiled "but you don’t have to keep that in every aspect of our lives, maybe just when we’re alone?". Zuko felt a blush rise to his cheeks but he nodded "okay". You smiled "and sorry one more thing....i know i said i don’t like labels but i think i’d maybe like to try them?". Overcome with the realisation you felt everything he did Zuko just kissed you passionately. You kissed him back before laughing as you separated "what was that for?”. "For weeks i’ve been playing this character and restraining myself from asking you to be exclusive with me and i thought if i felt this way how can we be compatible but all along you felt it too". You blushed and nodded "yes i....i’ve felt that too”. Zuko grinned and kissed you again before pulling away "wait let me make sure i understand this correctly, you’d like us to start dating? Properly and officially?". "And exclusively" you smiled and Zuko grinned "i’m going to do this officially then, y/n will you be my girlfriend". "I thought you’d never ask!" you cried and kissed him again.
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Seethe pt.2
c!techno x reader
tw!!!! manipulation!
warnings: fluffy angsty, degrading (not in a sexual way)
word count: 1.4k
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Apricity, the word to describe the warmth of the sun in the winter. The new home y/n and Techno shared was much colder than their past homes. Techno didn't mind, not that he'd let her know if he did. y/n on the other hand, wasn't exactly fond of it. She found herself often stealing his big heavy capes so she could sit by the fire just when the sun was perfectly casting a warm glow into their little home.
y/n was on house arrest. She wasn't even allowed outside. Worst of all, Techno had been gone on a trip for two days now, he was supposed to be back soon but that doesnt mean y/n was any less irritated.
y/n glowered at the little bits of dust floating through the sunlight in front of her, a huge red velvet cape draped across her shoulders, and another one under her as she sat criss cross.
She was angry, so he would be washing that one himself.
Before she could dive deeper into the angry thoughts, the sound of clunky boots on the steps outside the door caught her attention.
The front door flew open with no heist, y/n held in a flinch.
Techno locked eyes with the small gremlin on the floor in front of him. First, he noticed that every single set of curtains had been opened, then he noticed how she was sitting a bit too close to the fire, then he finally noticed,
“Are those my-”
y/n cut him off, “no.” she pulled the soft fabric around her more.
Techno sighed. He closed the door then pulled his own jacket and cape from his shoulders to hang.
Once he'd also removed his boots and his gloves, and the rest of his fancy stuff, he was only in his brown pants and white button up. As he made his way towards the fireplace, he shook his hair out of the hair tie that had been holding it for the past day.
Techno lifted the cape from y/ns shoulders and sunk down to the floor next to her, he laid his legs out in front of him and pulled her to his side. After he decided she was in a good spot, he draped the cape over the both of them.
“You kind of smell like dirt and fire.” techno mumbled into her hair.
“Well you're old.” she huffed back.
Techno leaned away from her, his brows furrowed.
“Snappy are we?” He was testing the waters. He hated it when people sassed him or talked back. He was essentially a karen with the wrath of a demon. According to y/n anyways...
y/n did not respond, she only huffed into his chest. She was too angry to speak to him, she'd only get herself in trouble.
Techno was losing a bit of patience now, with his pointer finger and thumb he gently pinched her chin, tilting her face up to look at him.
“What's wrong with you?” his mouth barely moved, he wasn't being sincere or concerned, he was still mad.
y/n only stared at him. Her teeth were clenched almost painfully hard.
Techno leaned his face closer to hers. His eyes scanned her face before honing in on her lips. A normal person would think he was about to kiss her. These two were not normal people.
“I hope you realize now..” his voice was deathly low, an octave so low she wouldn't have heard him if it weren't for him speaking the words directly into her mouth, “you are..nothing without me.” his breath was hot and unnerving. “You can't even protect yourself.. Let alone Ranboo. You need me. You need me so much that you're lost even in your own home when i'm not here with you.”
Tears were willing their way into y/n's eyes already. Techno adored how she looked so broken. So weak. He loved when she was at his will.
“You are powerless. You are stupid. You are a baby bird with its wings cut off.” he held up his free hand, making his hand look like scissors with his middle and pointer fingers.
“You..” he placed a soft kiss to y/ns nose, “are..” he kissed her left cheek, “nothing.” then her right cheek.
He then brushed a tear from below her eye, holding back the grin that was attempting to punch its way through.
He smiled now. Hoping to comfort her, but her eyes only welled up more. He wanted to lull his head to the side and stare at her gorgeous eyes as they got more and more glassy as tears just overfilled her bottom lash line.
Techno hated when y/n was hurt, and if it had been anyone else that made her cry they would have one single breath before they themselves had the inability to cry. But when it was him?..he could only stare.
“You want to be strong don't you, y/n?” he asked her, his voice below a whisper.
“I am strong.” y/n's voice was hoarse against her steal words.
“Then why on earth are you crying? A bit pathetic don't you think?” he wiped another cluster of tears from her eyes as he looked to the fire behind her.
y/n hated to let him get to her this way. She doesn't often..but she couldn't help it right now. y/n pushed his hands away and slid her own around his waist, digging herself deeper into his scent and warmth.
Techno sighed and drew shapes in her back under the cape with his nails, the whispers whirling through his mind.
Nothing. Worthless. She's weak. She's weighing you down. She's nothing. Broken. Tears. Pretty tears. Look like glass. Break the bird.
He stopped listening for a moment as he looked down.
If Phil was here he would've never let Techno talk to her that way. He would have scolded him or told him off in some way. This thought angered Techno. He was fond of Phil but Phil has tried to take y/n under his wing. He acted almost as a father to her.
Techno really did like Phil, but y/n didn't need phil. She needed him. Only him. He wanted her to remember that. She had to remember that.
Even as much as it hurt him a tad to hurt her so much. It'll be worth it. He just had to keep reminding himself that.
“Are you hungry, bird?” he mumbled, his hand now softly running up and down her back.
y/n shuttered. She was hungry, but she didn't feel like eating.
“No..but thank you.” she mumbled back.
Techno hummed in response. Hed make her something soon anyways, but he'd sit with her just a bit longer.
He would never admit how much he loved to have y/n in his arms. Techno is large, Not so much in body mass as he is in height, but he's not lacking in body mass either. He was lanky but strong. It was perfect for him to be able to practically wrap himself around her entirely.
Technos mind was wondering as he stared at the fireplace.
The fire in front of him was causing beads of sweat on his forehead, he didn't understand how y/n loved sitting this closely.
It began about back when him and y/n were staying in the underground ravine of Pogtopia. y/n loved how warm it would get even though they were so below the surface, she would sit by the many fireplaces in Pogtopia often.
He thought back to all the effort they both put into Pogtopia, grinding away for the others. y/n was an incredibly hard worker, she was loyal, and kind, and she listened to directions very well. He admired these things greatly. y/n is insanely sweet though, which was something he's never understood. She was kind to everyone in every situation she could be, she was a magnet for friends. She was charismatic and held so much sympathy for others. She was his opposite.
He adored her kind spirit, he adored her so much he wanted her all to himself.
Once he grew older with her, his feelings that were similar to a possessive friend became so much more.
She was his little bird, and he'd break her wings just to keep her on the ground with him.
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Do you write nsfw stuff aswell? (If yes, would you mind giving us nsfw hc’s for Brahms Michael and Thomas? Since you did relationship hc’s nsfw would be very fitting?) if not pls ignore 👁👄👁
I do! I’m going to add Jason to this because I plan on doing some relationship HC’s for him as well!
Nsft under the cut
Thomas Hewitt:
Thomas has two sides of him in this case.
During your first time together, he is nervous. He loves you so much and he doesn't want to hurt you. He doesn't want to do anything wrong. And let's be real, he's not exactly experienced. So he lets you take the lead. He appreciates the guidance but he mainly wants you to feel comfortable and safe.
Towards the beginning of your sexual relationship, he's extra careful and gentle. He will never touch you without consent, even when you tell him that it's completely fine and that you want him to touch you. He's honestly still in shock that you actually want him. Him.
But the longer you are together, the more comfortable and sure of himself he becomes. Especially is you start begging him to take more control or to be a little rougher.
Thomas towers over you in any situation and in the bedroom he absolutely engulfs you.
He loves when you cling to him as he fucks you into the mattress. Loves when you moan his name or beg him for more. He absolutely melts when you praise him, telling him how good he feels and how wonderful he is.
Eats you out like you are a five star meal, and to him you are. His large hands parting your thighs, feeling you shake as you orgasm, loving how your fingers curl and tug on his hair, or how your hips buck against your control.
He likes knowing that he can make you feel good, that he can make you feel like this.
Thomas is huge and strong and he will have the headboard banging against the wall. And everyone else in the house just has to deal with that. Hoyt will comment on it, embarrassing you but at least you get to see Tommy get all protective over you. Luda May tells Hoyt to shut the hell up. She wants grandbabies!
Thomas can be dominant and more rough with you, never hurting you though. And you love that side of him.
But he can also be a huge softy. He thinks you look so adorable and tiny sitting on his lap as you ride him, your hands clutching his shoulders. He can't help but watch in awe. But he isn't one to just sit back and enjoy it, unless you ask him too (because he deserves it after a hard day's work) so his hands will be on your hips to assist you with your movements.
Normally the two of you only get to be together in your bedroom, since there are usually other people wandering around the house. Thomas likes to keep the basement clean so that you can visit him down there and not be grossed out. So the two of you spend a lot of time down there. He's a little more reluctant to have sex in the basement, just because of what else goes on down there, but you both know that you are both completely safe and will be undisturbed.
So it's not too difficult to talk Thomas into taking you down there. Either you'll ride him on one of the chairs but it's more common for him to lift you up onto the large table and take you on that.
Thomas loves to cum inside you, definitely has a breeding kink. It makes him feel closer to you and it makes him think about having a family with you, of you carrying his children. It makes him feel warm and fuzzy on the inside.
Michael Myers:
I hope you know what you're getting into with this one.
Michael is always stoic and that includes during sex. Though, if you're lucky, you will catch a glimpse of him showing the smallest amount of vulnerability as his release washes over him.
He's dominant and possessive.
He loves leaving marks on you. Bruises of his hand prints on your hips, waist, and thighs. If he's at the point of taking his mask off around you, he'll be leaving bruises and bite marks as well.
He has (or will) take you in every room of the house. He doesn't care, if he wants you he'll have you. He doesn't even care if there were people watching, luckily that's not exactly a problem when you're at home and your never really together in public.
Loves to wrap a hand around your throat and just hold it there. You both know that he could kill you with ease but he was choosing not too. Something about it is a little thrilling. He'll squeeze his hand, make your breath catch, letting you go light headed and feeling how you clench around him before releasing.
Afterwards you will be sore, covered in various bruises and possibly bite marks. He's not apologetic in the slightest. If anything, he is proud of the state he left you in.
Teasing him never ends well. Whatever you do, you only do because he allows it. When you climb onto his lap, straddling him and holding his shoulders, he is watching carefully and ready to act. If you somehow think he's letting you have some control, you're wrong. He'll let you carry on for a little while, kissing the visible skin of his neck as you roll you hips against his. But once he's had enough, he's pinning you down or bending you over the nearest stable surface.
Michael doesn't care for taking things slow or gentle. Technically he can, he has amazing self control, but he doesn't want too. Taking you roughly and possessively is just more satisfying to him.
He's not a gentle soul but if he's keeping you around, he must care for you in his own messed up way. So, he might not be much of a cuddler but if he's in a good mood he'll carry you to bed and lay you down to rest. If one of his bites or something has made you bleed, he'll tend to it as you sleep or as you watch him through heavy eyelids.
Jason Voorhees:
We all know that Jason doesn't have the most positive view on sex so you're going to be dating for a long time before you get to that stage.
He loves you and gradually gets more and more comfortable with you. He trusts you and that's why he allows you to start easing him into these new experiences.
Starting with some heavier make out sessions to ease him into it. Rolling your hips against his and grinding against his growing hard-on, giving him a taste of how you could make him feel. He's a strong man but his resolve is weakening. Oh the effect you have on him. It probably won't get much further than that the first time.
Slowly but surely, Jason warms up to the whole thing.
Even once you've been sleeping together and it's become a normal thing. He would still need you to seek him out for it even when he desires it. Eventually though, he will start approaching you with his needs. Just be patient with him because he'll definitely be patient with you.
You're definitely going to have to guide him through your first time together, and you'll probably be riding him. Even if it's your first time, he would encourage you to take some sort of control so that you feel comfortable and know that he isn't going to hurt you. Even though you knew he wouldn't hurt you.
Compared to him, you're just so small and fragile. It makes him oddly nervous. He thinks you're precious and never wants to hurt you, never wants to mess up with you.
He kind of likes you taking your pleasure into your own hands and letting him be the person that pleases and satisfies you.
He'll still top though!
Jason isn't into teasing much at all. He just wants to make you feel good.
His cabin is secluded and offers a lot of privacy, so the two of you have plenty of time together. He feels comfortable in the wilderness, knowing the woods like the back of his hand. All I'm saying is that he will definitely hold you up and have sex with you against a tree.
For somebody so big and strong, he's so gentle when he touches you. But don't forget that this man can pick you up and throw you over his shoulder as if you weigh nothing. And who knows, if you ask him nicely he might even start to put that to use in the bedroom...
Brahms Heelshire:
The thing is that once the two of you start having sex, Brahms is going to want it almost all the time. You have unleashed a monster. He just can't get enough.
If he hasn't already taken the mask off around you yet, this is probably what would do it. He wasn't to kiss you properly, to leave marks behind with his mouth, to taste you!
Plus, if you plead with him to let you see his face while you're getting hot and heavy, his chest swells in pride and love. Yes, he can do this one thing for you.
Brahms is a brat and he is needy.
You'll know when he wants you because he makes sure to let you know. He'll come up behind you when you're doing chores and wrap his arms around your waist, pulling you back towards him. Before you can even question him, he rolls his hips against your ass so you can feel how hard he is.
You've got this huge house all to yourselves...he does plan on having you in everything room.
He won't take up too much of your time, promising you that you can get back to your chores soon. If you're doing dishes in the kitchen, he'll lean you over the counter and take you from behind. Then you can finish up afterwards, right?
You'll have to put your foot down every now and again and tell him no. He's not going to make you do anything but he might sulk about it.
Remember that one rule about having to give him a kiss goodnight? It becomes so much more now. He still demands the kiss but by now you're also sharing a bed. He's a cuddler and wraps himself around you, you're not going anywhere even if you wanted too.
He'll nuzzle his face into the crook of your neck, his hand stroking over your stomach, and his hips pressing into yours. Thinking he's being sneaky.
He's waiting for you to respond to him, otherwise he'll just keep rutting until he stains his pants.
But if you turn around, laying a leg over his hip and running your hands over him as you press a kiss to his neck or the underside of his jaw, he just melts.
His hands are all over you, kneading and pawing.
Depending on his mood, he can be on top or the bottom.
Brahms will bury his face into the crook of your neck as you cling to him, him fucking you into the bed.
He'll bend you over any surface, pin you up against any wall, lay you down on any piece of furniture.
But he also loves it when you take control and ride him. Whether it be in bed or in the lounge. He'll hold your hips, his head tilted back as moans and whines escape him. Again, he is very needy!
Brahms is insatiable, that's what you need to know.
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