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snowieluna · 2 years

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Welp. This turned into a big thing. I was writing for a while. Partly directed at YG, at past JM, and myself. Yeah there's some negative self talk.

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You're probably right with me being not so self aware. I'm not great at understanding my emotions and physical feelings.

I told you how I'd get bad stomach cramps at school and not release I need to poop. How I have a vague idea that I'm hungry, but I often put off eating until my stomach's growling or I feel a bit dizzy/headachy. That I'm probably chronically dehydrated because my few daily beverages are mainly soda and ice tea. I don't even really notice until my pee is too dark, or my head hurts. Just recently I wondered why my arms have been sore and a little weaker than normal. Then realized it's 'cause I sleep with one of them stretched or curled under my pillow.

Forget emotions. I can tell if it's good, alright, meh, not great, or bad. But narrowing it down to something specific is hard, plus trying to figure out what the cause is. But you're supposed to know what you're feeling and the fact that I don't stresses me out. In arguments or upset moments, I want to be able to think more clearly, instead of just being overwhelmed with Bad (TM).

All the background sounds and sights are so loud. Clocks, air conditioning, tv's, others talking. People walking by, leaves falling, sprinkler system going off. Whispering, clinking of plates and utensils, coughing.

All of the separate people-pleasing thoughts are so loud. People will see me crying. I hate my crying face. I'm making a scene. My face is probably blotchy. I want to blow my nose, but that's loud and gross. People will think I'm gross. I'm freaking out over nothing. They think I just want attention. I don't want attention. I'm supposed to be paying attention to what you're saying. You're mad at me. Don't hate me. But I deserve it. That's bad, don't think that. Pay attention. Okay you said something I can focus on. Crap that wasn't the point. I got stuck on a small detail again. You're mad I'm not seeing the big picture. What's the big picture?

Plus the other body-related observations, and my mind goes all spirally. I can't breathe well. My heart's pounding too much. I want to fiddle with something. It's not enough. I want to scratch or cut or pull my hair so I can focus, but those are bad. You are a bad person for thinking of doing that. Oh now you're crying harder. You're pathetic. Just die already. How could you think that? So stupid.

Besides that stuff, I feel bad if I'm not reacting... strongly enough. Like I get a gift and like it just fine, but I just say "I like it, thanks." Maybe give a hug. It's worse when it's something I feel isn't practical for me. Like years ago, I got a Hello Kitty guitar for Christmas. Looking back, I felt grateful for my friends giving me a group gift, but I felt uncomfortable that so much was spent on something I'd likely rarely use. So I just felt kinda nauseous and said "Thanks," then worried about coming off rude.

When I care about someone, I end up wanting to buy them things. Small stuff that made me think of them, things I think they'll like and hopefully use. When I really care, I want to bake. Please let me prepare something for you. My heart feels warm when others like what I made. When we're particularly close, I want to touch. It doesn't even have to be sexual, but that is part of it. I want to cuddle, hold your hand or arm, all kinds of hugs, play with your hair, get head pats. But a lot of that gets associated with relationships, which is tough. And that's where love and sexuality come in. Because I want my Ride or Die person, who I can always rely on, who I can be there for. But I want other close relationships, too, that I'm allowed to be open and myself with. That we're all okay with that arrangement. That they're free to do what they want in reason, and we can communicate.

Love is confusing. Because I strongly care for quite a few people. But there are very few instances of me wanting to really protect and give a big piece of myself to, or realizing too late that it's already been handed over. My mom, my dog, my ex, and my boyfriend. To a lesser extent - my two ex fwbs, my old best friend, and you, my work in progress.

(Not that I don't care and want to protect my other friends and specific family members. But it's definitely less intense.)

When it feels like there's a threat, it's like this overwhelming fire engulfs me. Logical me is floating above, taking a break. Vengeful me wants blood. How dare you fuck with my person. How dare you hurt them. And I realized you became important because that's how I got when K said that about you. She doesn't even know you, how can she judge you?

So today you asked me what my goals were. What do I want in life? I said to travel, which is definitely a big one. But I want to do it with people I like. I wanna share fun experiences, not do it alone. Partly because I don't have the courage to go explore the world by myself, and partly because that doesn't sound as good. And I guess that's really my Big Big goal. I just want people and animals in my life to provide mutual care for one another, and to enjoy time with them. That might involve kids, but more likely some pets.

I want that, badly, but it's scary relying on others. It's easier to accept that everyone will leave for one reason or another. It's better to try pushing them away. If they really care, they'll come back. If not, well, that just proves my point. (I get it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. I do it less now, but the urge is still there.) "I am a rock, I am an island. And a rock feels no pain, and an island never cries." Those lyrics have stuck with me since middle school because wouldn't it be easier? Wouldn't it be easier to be a hamster and not have to think about all of this? But all this is part of being human, right? Kinda just have to deal with it and hold onto what happiness we can get.

#emptying my brain because i've been thinking a lot

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whysojiminimnida · 2 years

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the thing is jimin went to yoongi's house in daegu during their chuseok break in 2016. he traveled from busan to daegu, spent it there with his family, was the only one to separately send flowers to yoongi's mom's restraurant opening (the group sent one as a whole), have said they've spent all night talking to one another. i'm not a ym shipper, but there was intimacy that jimin and yoongi had for a while. yg doted on jimin a lot up until 2018 and it was sweet.

I think Yoongi still dotes on Jimin, honestly.

Who else gonna get away with that shit? Most of the guys wouldn't even try. Yoongi is such an interesting person because he looks like a kitty cat and acts like a grumpy old man and wants to be left alone and yet when he smiles the entire sun comes out. Min Yoongi is a study in contrasts and contradictions, and I think Jimin understands and appreciates that. Like, he will NOT tolerate physical affection most of the time but he's always up to hold hands with Jimin (and a few others, but I think Jimin and Hobi get it the most). I love that.

Jimin has been called the emotional glue of Bangtan and I think that's true. He is a caretaker. He is the gift fairy. It surprises me not at all that Jimin would separately send flowers to Yoongi's mom, who he admires and respects. Yoongi has said more than once that he likes Jimin very much, that they are friends outside work, that Jimin is someone he can talk to, someone who he likes to give his songs to. That's major.

And it is entirely possible that there have been or were feelings there at some point. Crushes and attractions happen, it's normal. They've apparently dealt with them, and Jimin doesn't seem overly attracted to Yoongi, but I would say that Yoongi definitely finds Jimin very attractive. He's deadass said he loves Jimin's voice best, and if Yoongi is gonna act a little bit NOT like the Get Off My Lawn Guy it's either Hobi or Jimin who's gonna be the recipient of that, usually.

As adults, they seem to have mellowed into an understated friendship that I admire. Every Jimin needs a friend like Yoongi. And every Yoongi needs a friend like Jimin.

#anon #ask #yoongi #jimin #yoonmin #suga #agust d #the park jimin #min yoongi #also a whole park jimin exists

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let-them-read-fics · 3 years

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Worth It

Requested By: You guys!

Pairing: Lisa x Fem!5thMember!Reader

Word Count: ~ 3,543

Warnings / Misc. -- Fluff, Suggestive Themes

Disclaimer: This writing is a work of fiction, and no disrespect is meant for those mentioned herein.

A/N: Hey everyone! A bunch of you guys have been requesting a continuation to the previous Lisa fic I did, so I thought I'd provide for you 😌 I really hope you all enjoy this little addition ♡ Happy Reading ♡

Previous: Dancing In The Dark

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You should've known. It was all too good to be true -- too close to being a fairytale as it teetered on the edge of perfection, just waiting to fall off that mythic pedestal.

Lisa's eyes meet yours the moment you walk through the front door, opening widely as she scrambles to collect herself -- she clearly hadn't expected to be caught.

"Seriously, Lisa? Wow." Part of you is shocked, but you'd be lying if you said you didn't see this coming. The bags in your hands hang heavily, weighed down by everything YG sent home with you for review, and their plastic straps uncomfortably dig into your palms now. You don't put them down, though; they serve as a good distraction for what you're witnessing.

"Y/N-- I can explain, I promise!" Lisa walks around the counter and tries to reach for you, but you're quick to step away before she can.

"Don't," you say, glancing down at her outstretched hand. She gets the memo, giving a subtle nod as she obediently puts it back at her side to appease you.

"I can't believe you."

"Baby I'll go pick up some more, any kind you want!" Her eyes are pleading now, scanning between yours with purpose as her brows furrow more and more. She's desperate to make it up to you.

Her bargaining piques your interest, but you don't show it. She's not getting off the hook that easily. "How could you eat the last one?" Disappointed, you give her a hurt look. "You know I've been craving them and you still ate it! I didn't even get one!"

"I'm sorry! I didn't realize that this was the only box of them we had."

Your favorite donuts, all gone. And when you're on your period, no less. The audacity that your girlfriend possesses really blows you away sometimes.

The pout on your face eventually fades a bit as you see the sincerity in her eyes, and with a small huff, you crack a smile. After stepping around her to place your bags on the counter, you turn around and wiggle a finger at her. "We're getting 2 boxes, and you're paying."

"Of course, babe. You can get as many toppings as you want, too." She adds, her smile widening obnoxiously as she wraps her arms around you.

"You're lucky you're cute, jerk." Your arms loop around her neck as she pulls you in, rubbing your back to soothe you. Despite joking around, she really does feel guilty -- she knows how bad your periods can get, and those sweet treats always seem to make things at least a little better.

"Come on, let's go get them." She whispers against your temple.

You raise your head to look at her, eyes wide in shock. "Right now? I thought you meant we'd go tomorrow… it's getting late, Lis."

"Why would I miss out on an opportunity for a late night drive with my girl? Besides, it's still open for…" she glances at her watch before looking back into your eyes, "...2 more hours. I think that should be enough time for you to choose." She teases, narrowing her eyes at you playfully. You can be pretty indecisive at times, but a lot of that uncertainty seems to fade for you when you're hungry enough.

"They have so many good options, though. You might have to help me pick."

"Okay, but do me a favor? Remember this moment when you want to yell at me again for not getting enough of your favorite kind." She cracks up when she sees you hide your face behind your hands, laughing at yourself.

"I do get pretty cranky sometimes, don't I?" You tilt your head to the side, looking at her with a soft smile.

"That's an understatement, but I'll let it slide. You're adorable."

She plants a sweet kiss to your cheek before grabbing your hand and leading you out to the car.

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Where you go I follow

No matter how far

If life is a movie

Oh you're the best part, oh oh oh

You're the best part, oh oh oh

Best part

The windows of Lisa's car are rolled down, allowing the warm evening air of Seoul to flow in and gently ghost over your skin. Vibrant city lights pass by leisurely, blending together in the distance to create a breathtaking skyline, and Lisa has no desire to rush anything. She keeps the car at a cruising speed, enabling you to relax and enjoy the smooth ride. Her thumb strokes over your knuckles as she sings along with the song, both of you knowing who she's aiming the words at. Occasionally she brings your hand to her lips, laying soft kisses to your skin.

The heat radiating from your seat warmer fends off any possibility of a cramp, further putting you at ease. Today was a long day of rehearsal and interviews, only broken up by meetings that you didn't particularly enjoy sitting through. It drug on mercilessly, paying no mind to how exhausted you were or how eager you were to be home. Every time you'd sneak a glance at the clock, nodding along to whatever your manager was saying without actually listening, you'd find the time creeping by, the minute hand barely further than what it had been during your last check. It was boring and monotonous, but now you're here with Lisa and you couldn't be happier.

The open sunroof allows for you to peek up at the stars, seeing them twinkle brightly for you, as if to say hello again. The sky surrounding them is rich; its velvety darkness serves as the perfect backdrop for them, making their colors pop in all the right ways. It's a gorgeous sight, and although you hate to admit it, maybe you're not too incredibly angry at Lisa for eating your donuts after all.

"We missed you back at the dorm today," she says with a soft smile, her eyes still trained on the road as she lazily rubs her cheek against your intertwined hands.

"Yeah?" You ask, turning your attention to her. "I missed you guys, too. I couldn't wait to get out of there; Jiyoung barely gave us a break, and we were practically buried in all the paperwork we had to go through. I've never signed so many things in my life." A grimace tugs at your features at the lame memory, and Lisa sports a very similar expression.

"I'm so glad I'm not you," she says with an amused smile now, chuckling when you flick her. "We're so proud of you though, baby, and all of this work will be worth it. Your solo is gonna blow everyone away." The fleeting look she throws over her shoulder to you makes your heart swell with pride, and you're reminded of how far the two of you have come.

Through trials and tribulations, hidden feelings and repressed desires, the two of you eventually found your way to each other in the end. You'll never forget the day that she asked you to be hers:

"Lisa, we can't get another cat right now! You know I love them just as much as you, but we don't have room." You try to reason, running a brush through your hair as you continue getting ready.

"You're no fun," she groans, throwing herself back onto the bed like a frustrated toddler. In a perfect world, she'd have a house filled to the brim with little kitties scurrying around, rolling and playing with each other -- she doesn't understand why some people try to put a limit on how many she can have.

"Stop complaining or we'll be late," you warn, giving yourself a final once-over in the mirror before walking over to the bed. You stand between her parted legs, gazing down at her until she realizes you're there and opens her eyes to look at you.

For a moment, she doesn't say anything; she just takes in the sight of you before shaking her head. She's smiling like a giddy teenager, and you can't help but question her with a breathy laugh.

"I'm so in love with you."

She's implied that before -- her words usually accompanied by nervous fidgeting and an avoidance of eye contact -- but something about this time is different. Her gaze holds a softness that you've never quite seen from her, an added layer of tenderness and care behind her words.

She's not afraid anymore, and, truthfully, neither are you.

You've turned her into a more gentle person - one that thinks before she speaks and doesn't act so impulsively anymore - and a sense of accomplishment settles within your heart. It's not that you wanted to change her -- she just naturally adopted some of your mannerisms, shifting into a better version of herself.

"I've never loved anybody like I love you, Lisa." You confess, a look of pure adoration on your face as you realize how true your own words are. She's evolved into a better person to be with you, knowing that she couldn't function as her old self any longer, and that alone makes her different from all the rest.

You see her release a little nervous breath as she moves to sit further back on the bed, coaxing you into her lap. You have a sneaking suspicion of what's coming, but you bite back the smile that threatens to break out on your face and allow her to speak next.

"Well, then, I think it's only natural that I ask that question." She starts, referencing back to the night that you all made up. You're glad you didn't jump into anything then, when you were high on your emotions -- both of you needed time to grow individually first, but now the stars are finally aligned. You know the time is right now, and you're ready to be together.

"Go ahead," you nod with a smile, playing with the baby hairs on the nape of her neck as your arms rest against her shoulders.

Part of you wants to mess with her and say no, but all of that goes out the window once she asks the words she's been dying to.

"Jagi, will you be my girlfriend?"

"I'd love to, Lili."

Smiling like an idiot, she wraps her arms around you and lays back, falling onto the cushions with a soft bounce as she pulls you in for a kiss. She peppers your face with hundreds of tiny pecks, giggling when you squirm and squeal at her ministrations.

You pull away slightly, just enough to look into her eyes, and you grin. "Should we just cancel the reservation? I don't think we'll make it on time and I'm too happy right now to even leave."

She agrees, deciding that eating takeout on the couch while Netflix plays in the background is a much more tempting offer, and reaches for the phone in your back pocket.

She lets her hands wander, knowing exactly what she's doing to you, but you allow her to have her fun -- a fitting revenge plan is already being formulated in your mind anyway.

The fingers of her unoccupied hand flirt with the hem of your shirt, sneaking up under the material to caress your side as she waits for her call to be answered. You brush the back of your hand over her cheek lovingly, reveling at how smooth her skin is.

"Gorgeous," you whisper, tilting your head down to kiss along her jawline. She sighs as you continue, lulling back into that blissful state of happiness she enters anytime your lips are on her.

Suddenly, the line picks up and a familiar greeting can be heard. "Hello, how may I help you?" A surprisingly pleasant voice asks, the smile evident in how her words come out.

"Hi, I'm calling to cancel a reserva-- oh," Lisa starts off strong, only to get blindsided halfway through when she feels your lips against her neck. They tease the tender skin just the way she likes, strategically parted by your tongue every now and then to lick a heated path to your next target area.

She has to pull the phone away from her mouth when you snake a hand down her body, allowing it to travel to all the places she wants you most.

"Ma'am?" The hostess asks when the line remains silent, Lisa too busy moving her head to the side to give you more access to respond to her.

"S-sorry about that," she lightly smacks the back of your head as punishment, but soon groans again when you nip at her pulse point. "Manoban. I need to cancel my reservation."

The woman begins typing away at her keyboard, searching the list for Lisa's name. Your girlfriend's legs wrap around your waist, and she grinds her hips against you with a smirk on her lips. The little tease is loving this.

You move away from her neck now, satisfied with the marks you left behind as you follow the path that your hand previously made. You leave no area unattended as you methodically work your way down, making it a point to give attention to all of her most sensitive spots in order to get a rise out of her.

You do, of course, in the form of quiet expletives and breathy mewls of your name in between the small talk she's having with the hostess.

When you sit back on your knees, momentarily stilling your movements, Lisa's eyes flutter down to where your hands rest: right at the front of her jeans. She gulps at the mischievous look in your eye, but bites her lip nonetheless.

"--Yes, okay Ms. Manoban, I see your reservation for 9PM? Is that correct?"

You undo the first button.

"Yes, that's correct."

You tease her, running your fingers along the material before popping the next one open. Her hips involuntarily buck up towards your hand when you brush it against her center, bringing a shade of blush to her cheeks.

"And to ensure that we're meeting the needs of all of our customers, may I ask your reason for canceling?"

You flick the last one open, glad that she's only wearing a semi-high waisted pair of pants -- that little game was fun, but her hushed moans have gotten you riled up. She covers her mouth, sinking her teeth into her palm to silence herself when you pull her pants past her hips and lay needy kisses to her upper thighs.

"Something just… came up. No fault on your part," she rushes out, wishing she could just hang up now and not care enough to be polite.

Her eyes lock with yours when you push her shirt farther up, kissing across her toned stomach as you tug on the waistband of her lingerie. Its maroon lace is paired with accents of deep purple, contrasting with her skin gorgeously as jagged breaths ripple through her. You admire the bruising patches your lips have left behind that paint her stomach, splashes of darkness to accompany the material that leaves little to the imagination.

"Ah, I see. Well we hope you'll come back and see us."

Just as Lisa is about to say a hurried goodbye and hang up, the hostess asks, "Speaking of, would you like to book another now?"

Lisa's head digs into the comforter, her eyes tightly closed in frustration… for multiple reasons. She tangles her fingers in your hair, her silent way of pleading for you to continue, and she does her best to sound stable as she responds.

"No, no. Thank you, though. Goodbye." The very second that she registers a parting word from the other end, she quickly hangs up and tosses the phone to another part of the bed.

"That was cruel," she breathes out, though both of you know she isn't upset in the slightest.

"You loved it," you say, self-assured as you smile against her hip bone. A slight tremble runs through her body, and it works to boost your confidence tenfold.

"You drive me crazy, Y/N."

You're pulled from your pleasant reverie by the feeling of Lisa nudging your thigh with her hand. You hadn't even realized you closed your eyes.

"We're here, my love." She says, unbuckling herself. You let out a tired yawn before doing the same, and you thank her when she comes around to open your door for you. You settle against her side, and soon enough the two of you are filtering into the cozy little shop.

Rows of treats greet you, all tucked behind crystal clear walls of glass for protection from any stray kids that may try to snatch one of them when no one's looking. A shorter container sits beside the standing racks, stretching out to reveal an impressive array of ice cream and sorbet flavors. You wander around, studying the different options as if you don't already know them all by heart after being such a frequent customer for so long.

"I'm debating on getting some ice cream, too. What do you think?" You ask Lisa, only to hear her let out an earth-shattering squeal in response.

She clears her throat, amusingly composing herself, and acts like the inner 5 year old in her didn't just pop out. "We can get the Super-Ultra-Mega-Shareable Waffle Cone, if you want."

"Sounds like a plan, babe." You laugh, seeing how ready she is to absolutely demolish some ice cream. You'll be lucky to even get a few bites in, you realize, though seeing her this happy is far more important.

You spend the next few minutes deliberating with her like you're judges on some Food Network show, deciding on the perfect order as you rack the price up with every gourmet topping you add. Eventually satisfied with your choices, Lisa kisses your cheek and sends you off to find a seat while she pays. Upon scanning the entirety of the dining area, you spot a corner booth that's tucked away from the busy center of the store, and you smile at how intimate it is. It's perfect, and you begin making your way over to it.

She follows behind you shortly after, shoving the change she just received down into her pocket. The large cone rests in her other hand, and she swipes her tongue along the top of it, gathering up a generous amount of whipped cream as she slides into the seat across from you.

You swear you can hear angels singing as you open one of the boxes, seeing the beautiful spread of yummy treats lined up together in neat little rows. Their delicious aromas waft up, making your mouth water in anticipation. So, deciding not to waste anymore time, you reach for the one that you've been dying to sink your teeth into all day and take your first, glorious bite.

It's made just the way you like it, with the perfect dough-to-glaze-to-topping ratio imaginable. The memory of Lisa specially requesting them to be made fresh warms your heart, and you open your eyes to look at her.

"Oh mah gahd--" you say around your mouthful of food, attempting to not choke and die when you see how crazy she looks. Ice cream is already messily smeared across her face, reaching just about everywhere -- her cheeks, nose, mouth -- you name it; and her hair is haphazardly pulled back in a messy bun.

Halfway through crunching on the tasty cone again, she looks up at you. "What?" She asks, sounding as if she genuinely has no clue as to the state she's in. You motion to her face, prompting her to grab her phone and look at her own reflection. Rather than getting embarrassed, she lets out a loud cackle, successfully throwing the two of you into a laughing fit.

It's the good kind -- slapping the table, making no noise as you egg each other on, filling the shop with those joyous sounds -- kind of thing; and seeing her so carefree is priceless. Any trace of stress that stuck around from the long day you had quickly disappears completely, no longer deserving of the room it was taking up in your brain. This moment with her is perfect, and you're so glad to be sharing it.

After things die down a bit, the two of you lean back in your chairs, tightly clutching your aching stomachs. Your cheeks hurt, too, but it's the kind of pain you're more than happy to welcome with open arms.

Lisa reaches for your hand across the table as she looks at you with that special twinkle in her eye, her smile looking particularly swoon worthy. "I'm really happy I ate those donuts earlier." She's teasing, but it's the truth -- this night is a memory she'll keep forever, added to the list of things she never wants to forget.

"Me too." You squeeze her hand and pull her in, grinning at the taste of ice cream on her lips. The next part (which you knew was coming) still makes you squeal: she nuzzles her face against yours, spreading the sticky sweetness all over you as well.

"There. Now we're matching." She kisses you again, leaving you to attempt to hide the unwanted smile that parts your lips.

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jansquared-blog · 5 years

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Peach Juice by saengie: /E/ A/B/O Dynamic/ Alpha YG/ Omega JM/ Smut

Promegenate Seeds by GalsaegPiano: /M/ Greek mythology AU/ God and Goddesses AU/ Smut/ Persephone JM/ hades YG/

Pull the Trigger by jang-mr: /M/ Assassin AU/ Top Yg/ A/B/O dynamic/ Omega Jimin/ Mating/ ganster YG/ Assassin JM/

Ruby Red by springrain21: /M/ Vampires/ Victorian AU/ Smut Fluff/ Magic/ curses/ Top YG/ Bottom JM/ vampire YG/ Human JM/

Side Dishes by Elemir: /M/ Movie Star AU/ Actor Au

Slurpee Séance by embryonicgrip: /E/ A/B/O dynamic/ Magic AU/ Fluff/ Smut/ Crack/

Soundtracks by maxx: /M/ Underground rapper YG/ Sexual Content/ Implied/ referenced Homophobia/ Secret Relationship/

Stay by jonghyunlisterine: /T/ Collge/University AU/ Angst/

Summer Wine by Mintsoda: /T/ Beach AU/ Summer Vacation/ Summer Romance/ Strangers to lovers/ Fluff/

The 100-Day Love Challenge by jeosheo: /T/ Variety Shows/ Canon compliant/ I Love Yous/

The Pink Envelope by zoeeemin: / high School AU/ Love letters/

The Taste of Red by sellodi: / Vampure YG/ Fairy JM/

Two Bowls of Jajangmyeon by Elemir: /M/ fake date AU/ underground rapper YG/ fanboy JM/ some Angst/ misunderstanding/ pining/ happy ending

Untitled.mp3 by Elemir: /T/ Student/ teacher AU/ sort of secret relationship/ fluff/ angst/ Professor YG/ Senior JM/

You are my Home by simply_karol: /E/ A/B/O dynamic/ Omega JM/ Prince JM/ Alpha YG/ Happy Ending/ mating Cycles/ In heat/ Mpreg/

You are my Sunshine by springrain21: /T/ Hunter Au/ Romance Fluff/ Curses? spells & enchanments

You got Daddy issues (I do too) by Sharleena: /E/ Suagr Daddy AU/ Sugar Daddy YG/ Sugar Baby JM/ Top YG/ Bottom JM/ Angst/ Porn with plot/ Misunderstandings/

#yoonminau #yoonmin fanfic #yoonmin #yoonmin fanfic rec

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7th-star-magic-shop-rp · 5 years

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K!YG: Oh? *hesitantly hold paw with very cold hand* Soft..! *little smile* Small kitty-hand..! Kitty happy?

Y: *happy kitty with warm paws*

Sy: *giggling* cooot~

T: very happy kitty~

#7th star magic shop #7th star : reverse #ask witches bts

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kpurereactions · 6 years

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How would the members of Big Bang propose to their s/o? 💍🌹

Jiyong:

He would ask you to meet him for a dinner, nothing too special since he didnt want to ruin any surprises. You'd go to to your favorite restaurant, a place where the owners knew you two and no one really cared who the two of you were. It'd be quiet where the two of you wouldd giggle and smile at one another. You'd be able to tell he was planing something due to how sweet he was being, but you wouldn't question it. After dinner he'd take you to the studio, telling you he had something to work on super quick, but when you walked in he'd had the room lit with little candles. Immediately after asking you all your friends and family would pop out of the darkness and congratulate you two. It would seem like he'd gone over the top but even with your friends staring at your new ring it'd be simple and the best day of your life.

Seunghyun:

The two of you would be walking around after a night of socializing with friends and coworkers. He wouldn't have fully planned asking you, well he would just not like this. As the two of you walked out hand in hand and got into the car that was waiting for you he'd be thinking about how well you got along with everyone. How professional you could be but how it seemed to effortless. He think about how much he admired you and how happy you make him. So as the two of you rode him in silence it would just slip out. He'd surprise himself as much as he surprised you by asking, but he wouldn't regret it for one moment. just a simple ‘I want to marry you.’ You'd be confused if he meant now, or in the future. When he took your hand and asked you again, this time more directly you wouldn't even care that it was all of the sudden. It made it more real.

Youngbae:

There would be no holding back when he proposed. He'd rent a restaurant for the night, by you flowers and pull your chair out for you. The night he'd be talking in future tense, basically telling you what was about it happen. He'd ask you at dinner, getting out of his chair and on his knee right next to you. He'd give you a speech about everything you've helped him with, how much he loved you and how much he hoped you loved him. He'd pull out a ring he made sure to get multiple yes’s on from your friends and family and when you said yes he'd hug you so tight, giving the two of you a moment to just hold one another before sitting back down, this time closer and finishing the wine that was on the table still.

Daesung:

He'd try to be cheesy,taking you to the place where the two of you first met, first date ect, but it just wouldn't be him. He'd try to take advice from his friends but as the two of you walked hand in hand under the cherry blossoms to the next spot he realized this wasn't how he wanted to do things. He'd stop you were you were and turn to face you, squeezing your hand slightly. He'd ask you if you knew how much he loved you, smiling slightly at how confused you were. He'd cut to the chase, he didnt feel like he needed to explain why he wanted to marry you. He'd get on his knee right there, catching you fully by surprise. There was no second thought, so as you shook your head yes he'd jump up and pull you into a tight hug and kiss you, not caring who was watching around you.

Seungri:

He'd want to make this a big and public as possible, not because he wanted everyone to know he proposed, but because he wanted you to know that it didnt matter to him who saw how much he loved you. It would probably be at a dinner with the YG community. He'd stand up to give a toast. He'd start with his friends and when he came to you he'd introduce you as your beautiful girlfriend. He'd ask you to stand up so everyone could see you, and he'd meet you were you stood. He'd take no time in getting on his knee and asking you to marry him, and after you said yes you could be engulfed in hugs by everyone around.

Kitty

#bigbang #bigbang reaction #jiyong #jiyong reaction #seunghyun #seunghyun reaction #youngbae #youngbae reaction #daesung #daesung reaction #seungri #seungri reaction #admin kitty

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xiumin-on-this-shit · 7 years

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All My Idols Ch 10: More Knights

“Where are we going?” I ask as B.I and Bobby put me in the back seat of the car before climbing into the front. My morning with the boys had been amazingly filled with laughs, dancing, and random sexual tension. After the other boys excused themselves to do personal things these two boys thought it would be fun to get some lunch, but we need to pick someone up first. I agree, with nothing better to do today and not wanting to lay around the hotel room all day. We pull into a tall gated area, that I’m guessing is for idols or other rich people. I can’t tell where we are from the outside of the tall building. B.I bravely grabs my hand and leads me inside, following closely behind Bobby.

As we walk through the building I begin to realize that we must be in the middle of a reality show recording or something. But the farther we walk in and the more people I see it clicks in my head.

“Show me the money?” I say out loud, B.I looks back at me and smiles.

They brought me to the set of SMTM. I’m suddenly much more appreciative of Jinhwan’s baggy clothing and GD’s hoodie, blending me in with all of the rappers and crew. We weave through halls until Bobby seems to find who he has been looking for.

“Hyung!” Bobby says excitedly. I look past him to see another idol. Block B’s Zico is at the end of the hall with a smile that makes his eyes disappear. I find myself blushing at the cute sight, and soon struggle to hide my face as we get to him.

“Took you long enough!” The older scolds.

“Sorry, we had practice this morning.” Bobby bows a little.

“Aish, I’m just kidding.” Zico looks past Bobby to wave to B.I before looking down at me. He just stares at me for a moment, “Come in here for a minute, I need to talk to someone then we can go.” He waves us into a small room with a small couch and a chair. B.I pulls me to the couch with him while Bobby pouts in the chair. “Here he comes.”

“Zico,” Another familiar voice calls and I feel like I’m going to cry from anxiety and joy. Jay Park wanders into the room giving each of his dongseangs a nod in acknowledgement before, just like Zico, his eyes stop on me. He cocks his head as a sexy smirk crosses his face. “Who’s the little cutie in the corner?” Jay asks as he comes over and pulls my hood and hat off. I stare at him with big eyes as I try not to blush at his closeness.

“So it is a girl!” Zico comes over and smiles down at me as well.

“Don’t crowd her Hyungs!” B.I says as he tries to get them away from me with no luck.

“What’s your name precious?” Jay asks with that sweet voice of his.

“Charlie.”

I’m taken by surprise when he speaks to me in English, “Are you from America?”

“Yea, I came here a few months ago.”

“How did a pretty girl like you end up with these idiots? How old are you?” He questions continue.

“We met threw a common friend and I was born in 1994.”

“1994?” He repeats. I nod, “I guess I’m your oppa, Charlie-ah.”

“So cute!” Zico says next to Jay, both are leaning too close for comfort for a first meeting. “I’m your oppa too Charlie-ah.”

“It’s princess actually,” Bobby corrects with a smirk in my direction. I roll my eyes at the boy.

“Princess? I think it fits a girl as cute as you,” Zico coos.

“I’m not really the type for nicknames like that but for you,” Jay winks at me, “I think I can make an exception. As long as I can be your prince.” His teasing is driving me crazy as blush crosses my face.

B.I thankfully responds for me, “She already has prince!”

Zico scoffs, “Is it one of you fools?”

“No,” Bobby says with his head high, “We are her knights.”

“Than who is her prince?”

“Big bang,” I answer shyly.

“Really?” Zico seems impressed but I can tell Jay is questioning it.

“Yea we picked her up from their hotel room this morning.” Bobby nods his head.

“That’s impressive,” Jay looks at me with wide eyes, “I can see why they would want a princess like you.”

“Hyung, you’re being creepy,” B.I says trying to sound tough but it doesn’t really work, only earning a glare from Jay.

“Well fine, since I can not be her prince, I guess I can settle as a knight.”

Zico smiles big at me, “I want to be one too!”

“If you guys back up we will accept you into our knighthood!” Bobby says, obviously not enjoying their closeness to me. When they both lean away I feel as if I’m having a heart attack.

“Aigoo, that was way too close for a first meeting, you got her all flustered.” B.I says with a glare at his hyungs.

“I tend to have that affect on people,” Jay laughs.

“Zico Hyung, are you coming to lunch with us or not?” Bobby asks as he stands up, B.I and I following suit.

“So impatient, I’m waiting for Loco Hyung too.”

“Loco?” I accidently say out loud. All of the guys look at me surprised.

“He’s a rapper with my company,” Jay explains.

I nod, “I know who he is but he’s coming here, to this room?” I say as I slowly inch behind B.I. The two boys I came with give each other a confused look, but only for a moment as my actions become familiar.

Jay is completely confused by my reaction to this news, “Yea, is that a problem?” I hesitantly shake my head before fully hiding myself behind B.I.

“Is she okay?” Zico asks as he comes closer to me again.

“If what I’m thinking is right, she may have a little crush on Loco,” Bobby teases, looking past B.I to see my latched on to the back of his shirt.

“Ya!” I swat at him from my hiding place, pulling B.I a little closer to him for me to reach.

“Aigoo, why him? I’m much better looking!” Jay fakes pain.

“Then who?” Loco’s distinctive voice asks as he comes into the room.

“Then you!”

“What the hell are you guys talking about?”

I roll my eyes at Zico’s playful answer, “Our princess has a little crush on you.”

“Aish, since when is she your princess?” Bobby almost snaps.

“Since we joined the knighthood, remember?” I can hear the smile in Zico’s teasing voice.

“Where is this princess?” Loco laughs.

I tighten my grip on Hanbin’s shirt, pressing myself closer to him, making him stiffen awkwardly.

“She’s hiding from your ugly face,” Jay teases the younger.

“Don’t mind him Hyung,” Bobby chimes in, “He’s just jealous she didn’t act like this with him.”

“Is she usually this bashful?” Loco chuckles once again.

“No, she yelled us the first time we met.”

“That little angel yelled at you?” Zico sounds honestly surprised.

“I did not yell!” I snap from my hiding place.

“She did that, she was really cranky.” B.I adds in.

“Because I had been up for almost 24 hours and you woke me up!” I slap both boys on the back, earning a yelp and a laugh from them.

Jay laughs and says, “Wow that little kitty has some claws.”

“She still cute,” Zico pipes in.

“I want to see!” Loco comes toward where I’m hiding. He looks around B.I to see my burying my face in his back. He laughs, “So cute, she looks like a little thug.” I look up at him with big eyes and a blush across my face. “I hear you have a crush on me,” He teases with a cute grin. I tuck my face back into B.I’s shirt.

“I thought we were going to lunch,” I mumble quietly.

“Yea, hyung are you coming along or not?” Bobby asks bring Zico’s attention back to him.

“Hell yes, I’m dying to get to know our little princess.”

“Can we come?” Jay and Loco say together.

“Only if it’s okay with Charlie,” Bobby places a hand on my back to sooth my racing heart. “Would that be okay?”

“Yea, that’s fine,” I sort of lie. I have no problem with them, it’s just that they have no issue getting close to me and flirting with. Something I haven’t considered an issue until now. They are people I consider myself a fan of and can’t deny their attractiveness. But pushing my girly anxiety away I let go of B.I’s shirt but latch on to his hand.

“Let’s do this than,” Zico says gleefully as he wraps his arm around my shoulders and leads me out of the room, B.I trailing close behind still holding my hand. The rest follow along as well, talking amongst themselves.

Oh god, what did I get myself into?

We go to a nice restaurant, another one with tight security for idols and other rich people. I feel embarrassed in my attire, even all of the boys are wearing about the same, sweatpants and a jacket or sweatshirt. In a private dining room the boys order massive about of food, some I have never even heard of but choose not to ask. I was sat in between Bobby and Hanbin who declared it as a rule that they have to be the ones closest to me.

They talk mostly to each other, asking me random questions, and offering me more food than I could ever eat. I still feel a bite on edge with them with the way their eyes try and figure out what I look like beneath my baggy clothes but their friendly words and silly flirting puts me a little at rest. When we are all done and the bill is split, the three of us head out first, but not without the other three demanding a hug. Bobby promises to bring me around again when things actually get going on the show, an idea that the boys just seem to love.

They usher me into the car again to head back to the company to surprise GD, who is stuck there working. We arrive back at YG with no problem but one step out of the elevator I bump into the one and only Mino. I almost fall but he catches me by wrapping his arms around me.

“Aigoo, I’m so sorry,” We both say together, locking eyes.

“Ah Hyung, let go of her!” Bobby whines as he tires to pry a confused Mino’s arms off me with no luck. In fact the older seems to tighten his grip on me.

“Why?” Mino asks a little mad for some reason.

“Princess, you gotta stop wearing that idol attracting perfume.” B.I scolds as he also tries to get me. “We already added three hyungs to your fan club, we do not need more.”

“Ya! Get off me,” Mino kicks his youngers away, still holding me tightly to him. I’m surprised when he actually turns around so he is in between me and the other two. He looks down at my curiously making me blush like crazy. Out of habit I burry my face in his chest to hide, earning a deep chuckle.

“Hyung, we’re going to get in trouble,” Bobby whines.

“By who?” Mino snaps back.

“What did I say about letting people touch her?” A voice roars from down the hall. We all look to see GD standing their with CL, who just looks confused by the scene in front of her. Bobby and Hanbin look absolutely horrified and drop to their knees with their heads down, already waiting for their punishment.

“Oppa!” I say gleefully, both happy to see him and wanting to divert his attention from the three boys. I squirm out of Mino’s grip and run up to GD who is already storming down the hall. He wraps his arms around me tight and kisses the top of my head repeatedly.

“Did they hurt you Charlie-ah?” He steps back to give me a once over.

I stare up at him trying to seem innocent, “Mino oppa caught me when I tripped.”

His eyes narrow on me, debating on whether or not I’m lying. The sound of heels clicking down the hall brings my attention to CL who is walking toward us. I can’t contain my excitement as I rush to her, taking her by surprise.

I bow respectfully, “CL-ssi I am such a huge fan!”

“Hello, no need to be so formal,” She says with a beautiful smile as she stands me back up. “You look like you’re close to GD oppa, feel free to call me unni.”

I want to scream out in joy but just nod shyly.

“Oppa,” She says waving GD over, “Where have you been keeping such a cute girl?”

“Chaerin, we can talk about that later, I need to have a talk with these little fools,” GD glares down at his youngers.

“Oppa,” I snap this time, “Leave those boys alone, they were nothing but polite to me. I swear to god if you touch a single hair on those boys head I will never speak to you again.”

CL and Mino stare at me with wide eyes, filled with confusion and surprise by my words. Bobby and B.I, though still a bite scared, know well enough that they are safe from their hyungs wrath for now.

#kpop harem #ikon fluff #big bang fluff #big bang #ikon #CL #Mino #Zico #Jay park #Loco #AOMG #AOMG fluff #all my idols #kpop fluff #GD #Hanbin #Bobby

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dreamsofarmy · 7 years

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Happy Valentine’s Day! I’m literally posted this at work. Hopefully no one checks the IP history later otherwise RIP me. I hope you enjoy! I’ll write a White Day Sequel if you remind me in March :)

Rated PG for smooches bad words

Somehow the day seemed cheerful. Everywhere Yoongi went people were smiling and holding gifts. Even with the fresh snow, you couldn't convince anyone it wasn't a perfect day. Yoongi stopped in a coffee shop to work on his lyrics. He noticed all the pastries were heart shaped today. Maybe they were doing a special event or something. He took his drink and sat down to write.

"Happy Valentine's Day!"

Yoongi looked up from his lyric book to see a young girl surprise one of the baristas with a large box of chocolates. The man smiled and leaned over the counter to kiss his girlfriend.

Yoongi put his pen down. Valentine’s Day huh?

Yoongi never had a girlfriend or boyfriend around Valentine’s Day. Even if he did he was usually busy doing special shows and fan events. But today was different. He still had about two hours before everyone was supposed to meet for dance practice. Immediately Hoseok came to mind.

Hoseok would do something big and special for Valentine’s Day if he could, but was probably still working on choreography. Of course Hoseok would never expect Yoongi to do something along those lines.

Yoongi tried buying roses at a flower shop, but the man working there explained all the roses were on reserve. "You have to order ahead of time." He seemed sympathetic though and said, "Are tulips okay?" Yoongi looked at the bright pink and yellow flowers and smiled. They did suit Hoseok after all.

"I'll take all of them then."

Just wandering around he also managed to get chocolate covered strawberries, a bunch of heart shaped boxes full of candies, and a giant panda that Yoongi was considering keeping for himself. It was just as big as Hoseok and had a giant smile on its face.

He pulled out his phone and texted Jimin.

YG: please take our hoobi out to lunch so i can set up a surprise for him.

JM: im on it!!

Yoongi unloaded and set up all the flowers and presents in the studio, but something seemed missing...

He thought of his puppy Holly at home and got a terrible but great idea.

Hoseok was extremely suspicious of Jimin. The younger boy almost never offered to him lunch, and on top of that he was being jumpy as hell and wouldn't stop looking at his phone.

Hoseok checked the time and said, "Shouldn't we be heading back?"

Jimin shook his head furiously. "No!! I mean not yet. I uhh..." Jimin looked around for a moment trying to think of something. "I wanted to get to know you better today! Tell me something about you I don't know."

Hoseok thought hard about this. "I don't know Jiminnie, we all lived together so long I thought you knew everything about me already." He suddenly remembered something, "One time in grade school I opened this closet right? And behind all the clothes there was this door that lead to a magic land and-"

"Yeah yeah good enough let's go back!" Jimin interrupted suddenly. "Yoongi says he's already at the studio so we're definitely late."

Yoongi was getting irritated. He already had to explain to Taehyung, Seokjin, Jungkook, and Namjoon that no none of this was for them, and no they couldn't touch it. And NO they couldn't text Hoseok. Honestly. Why were they always like this?

Yoongi anger all faded away when Hoseok walked into the room and looked around with amazement. He had this huge grin on his face and Yoongi's heart felt light just seeing it. That is until Hoseok asked, "What's all this? Did our fan club send us gifts?"

Taehyung and Jungkook started cracking up while Namjoon looked sympathetic and Seokjin shook his head.

"Hoseok-hyung" Jimin whispered, "Yoongi worked all morning to prepare this for you."

Suddenly Hoseok spun around again. He took in all the flowers, sweets, and giant bear. He noticed Yoongi was holding a box too and had an embarrassed look on his face. Of course Hoseok wouldn't have guessed he did all this.

"Happy Valentine's Day, babe." He handed Hoseok the box. The first thing he noticed was that the box was moving. He took off the lid and was greeted by a small kitten looking up at him.

"Meow?" The kitty seemed to ask. Hoseok scooped it out of the box and everyone crowed around to say hello. He passed the kitten to Namjoon who seemed really confused on what to do with it. Hoseok wrapped his arms around Yoongi and held him tightly.

"You really did all this for me?"

"Even I can do nice things sometimes." Yoongi hugged him back. "Is it okay?"

Hoseok was surprised he even asked. "It's incredible, YOU'RE incredible." He leaned down and kissed Yoongi in front of everyone. Namjoon covered the kitty's eyes and whispered, "Don't look your dads are kissing."

Hoseok stopped and took the kitty in his hands. "Let's name her Valentine!"

Most of their "rehearsal" was spent sitting on the floor playing with the kitten, eating candies, and talking about Valentines Days in the past. Hoseok even pulled Yoongi into his lap at one point, and no one seemed to mind.

Later that night at Yoongi's house Hoseok confessed it was best Valentine's Day he's ever had.

"Just wait until White Day!" Hoseok promised. "I'll out do you then."

“Probably not.” Yoongi leaned in happily for another kiss.

#dreamsofarmy #yoonseok #jung hoseok #min yoongi #bts #bts drabbles #bts fanfiction #bts fanfics #anon #anon requests #guys ive been trying to post this for hours #lets hope it works

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