#it will all be okay
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Gratitude by Anna Kamienska
A tempest threw a rainbow in my face
so that I wanted to fall under the rain
to kiss the hands of an old woman to whom I gave my seat
to thank everyone for the fact that they exist
and at times even feel like smiling
I was grateful to young leaves that they were willing
to open up to the sun
to babies that they still
felt like coming into this world
to the old that they heroically
endure until the end
I was full of thanks
like a Sunday alms-box
I would have embraced death
if she’d stopped nearby
Gratitude is a scattered
homeless love
#anna kamienska#poetry#gratitude#praise the mutilated world#it will all be okay#gratitude is a scattered homeless love#favorite poetry#words
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oh dreamie :(
#i couldn't listen to the space and i'm glad i can't handle him crying#it will all be okay#it has to be
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hope you all win the battles that you cannot tell anyone about🤍
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I feel so full of love and hope today. The sun is shining, the world feels calmer, and even though I have a long day ahead of me I have so much to look forward to in every season of my future.
This spring will be full of hiking and sitting beside the river, picking flowers and riding my bike to the library and the gym
In the summer my friends and I will have picnics on the beach and I’ll go camping with my family, and there will be ice cream dates and late nights under the stars
In the autumn there will be walks full of the crunching of leaves, cool evenings bundled up on my balcony with a cup of tea and a book of poetry
And when winter comes again, there will be friends and family and kind words from strangers.
It’s taken me years to get here but I can finally say with full certainty that life is worth living and loving!! The sum of my future is worth so much more than the sadness of my past.
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#looking back#looking forward#longing#empty spaces#ill be fine#it will all be okay#i hope it all works out for you#dont let this time be wasted#i gave myself to you#do something great with it#keep it always with you
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#i just have to survive work today..... and then its pokemon day#And then i can play more berseria and look at my beautiful friends velvet and magilou#it will all be okay
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this song so good OKAY FOCUS.
#i have to be friendly. i just have to be friendly. its okay.#it will all be okay#IT WILL. HOPEFULLY.
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hi! i really need to write down my thoughts right now, but i also need someone to read this, so i figured you’d be the right person
it’s about 2:30 a.m. and i know i probably shouldn’t trust the thoughts that come up after midnight too much but i just can’t help but feel like i’m the most unlovable person to ever exist. and i’m not only talking romantic partners (that i obviously don’t have lol), but also friends and family. i’m no one’s first choice, not even second or third, i’m the one that gets picked if there’s no better option available. it’s always been that way and i don’t know why that is and i don’t know how to fix it…i know i can’t force others to love me. i always ask myself whether it’s the way i look or the way i act that makes people think: ugh no not her…or do i just give off the wrong vibes? but like there’s not much i can change about that as well and i don’t even know if i want to change myself.
i’ve been told that i should give it time and that eventually everything will turn out the way it’s supposed to…but what if it doesn’t? i want nothing more than a partner that i can give all my love to, that i can be gentle with, that i can be vulnerable with, that i can be committed to…but what if that’s not in store for me? do i just…move on? forget about it? but how will i move on if the thing i crave most is genuine human connection?
i don’t know…i think in the end it’s just me feeling so incredibly alone while other people around me seem happy and are someone’s number one priority. if something happened right now, good or bad, i’d have no one to call and that just makes me so sad to think about.
anyways, i will stop my rambling, thank you for taking the time to read this. i’m not sure if this even makes sense because i feel like i can barely string two sentences together right now, but still thank you! <3
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{Let’s Talk Loneliness and Feeling Loved…}
Hey heyy anon…!! First off, I am so proud of you for reaching out. Such a brave and vulnerable thing to do. Thank you for sharing. Second, everything you have said here is extremely valid. I want you to remember that. Remember that you and your feelings are valid. ♥️
Yes, as you said, it probably is not best to listen and believe your 2:30am thoughts. You’re most likely tired and not thinking thoroughly…. When you start feeling overwhelmed that late or early, try some techniques to comfort and calm yourself down. Maybe a cold shower or a hot bath (vice versa too), maybe some tea, or sometimes simply going to bed can be helpful to give yourself a kind of reset.
*sigh* I am sorry to hear that you feel unlovable, dear anon… In all aspects. I understand the feeling. Your feelings and experiences are extremely valid. You say that you’re never the first option, usually the last remaining one, and I am so sorry for you.
So you asked, are you unlovable, why do you feel so unlovable and how can you fix it?
Well for one, you are not unlovable. You at your core, as human being, are capable of love (unless you’re a psychopath or sociopath, but this is an aside). However, it is possible for trauma or for the person themselves to hinder their capability of love. This can happen sometimes when said person has been hurt, scarred, or traumatized in the past, so they put up walls to keep from being hurt. If you think this is possible for you, I highly recommend you seek professional help to accept, process, and heal from your trauma.
Second, you most likely feel unlovable because of the constant negative reassurance and the negative mindset you have around your lovability. When you have people constantly not choosing you, or people telling you that you’re unlovable, or you telling yourself that you’re unlovable, that affects you. And in turn, you will begin to believe it. Try to shift your mindset. Remind yourself that you can be loved. That you will be loved.
The most important relationship in life is the one you have with yourself. If you can’t love yourself, how can you expect others to love you. So think about your relationship with yourself. How can you improve it? How can you love yourself better? This is the first big step in healing from your feelings of being unlovable.
If people don’t like the way you look or your vibe, then they are not the people for you. Present yourself to the world in your most authentic and honest way of being, and the people who are worth your time will find you and you will find them.
Don’t move on or forget. That will lead you to neglect and ignore you and your human need for social connection. Instead, focus in on what you want to improve about yourself. Reflect the people you want to attract in your way of being.
But at the same time, don’t give it more attention than it deserves and needs. If you under-feed a plant or if you over-feed it, it can die nonetheless, no matter which method. You want to strive for moderation.
I’m sorry you feel alone. ♥️ I relate to those feelings of severe loneliness. I would remind you of these things: People aren’t what they appear, most people aren’t as happy as they appear. Let yourself be your main priority, if you don’t put yourself first, others won’t either. And lastly, reach out, don’t wait for others to pick you, pick them out first.
Of course, I am happy to take the time for you anon because you are worth it ♥️♥️. It all made absolute sense. You articulated yourself well. Thank you again for reaching out!! Don’t hesitate to reach out again and again, I’ll always be here to listen and give my two cents. Hope you have a lovely day/night!! 💞💞💞
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#talk with me#🐛 anon#anon asks#serious talk#this is serious#mental wellness#it will be okay#it will all be okay#loneliest#lonelly#lonely#loneliness#mental health#severe loneliness#mental state#positive mental attitude#love#you are loved#you are lovable#affection#mental heath support#mental heath awareness#mental help#mental heath issues#mental health tag#cissyenthusiast010155 answers
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Deep breaths, roll your shoulders out, stretch your muscles, and drink something nice and cold. Unclench your jaw and breathe sweetheart. Everything is going to be okay 🖤
This was so soft and so sweet and so fucking needed this morning I almost fucking cried. So, thank you so much for this Anon.
#It will all be okay#Sometimes things just need to end and it is what it is#BHF asks#Painful and hard things can be still needed
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#the god of today#kathryn starbuck#poetry#gratitude#the world was open to my sorrow and ate most of it#praise the mutilated world#it will all be okay#text
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Virtue of Patience
I am a Patient person.
I have stood by your family’s side for at the past 7 years. I have endured the pain, and the hurt, and the ignoring, and the struggle, and the disregarding that you have always thrown at me. I have remained calm and neutral towards you majority/ if not all of the time.
You have made my frustrated. You have made me angry. You have made me sad, and lonely, and vengeful, yet I remain Patient.
I am Patient due to what I have been through in your family’s account. Due to my experience with all of you, I have grown to be a more tolerant, time testing individual.
I am a Patient person.
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Discussing Strengths Challenge
#cissy side thoughts works#cissy side thoughts talks#i am patient#patience#rant#self worth#self work#my rants#my ramblings#i matter#this matters#listen to me#take a deep breath#it will all be okay#my talk#rant post#ranting
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I GOT AN APARTMENT <3!!! w/ fairly affordable rent (my city is kinda gross so it's easy) and I'll live alone just w my cat and I have a really nice kitchen and a big balcony overlooking the river and space for all my silly stupid shit and I also just accepted a new job I'm really excited about. Oh 2023 keep being kind
#me#AND i may start dating again or at least like sus it out and maybe have some fun LOL#the snow is melting (it'll come back) but spring will be here soon enough#It Will All Be Okay
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i miss jonghyun so much i hope he’s doing well i hope he likes the snow i hope the moon shines bright i hope the stars smile at him and he smiles back
#jjongie#i love you jjong#it’s been 5 years#…….#i remember he said he’d want to have a family by now#strange how life turns out#it will all be okay#you did well jonghyun#rip jonghyun#kim jonghyun#shinee#december 18th#my.txt
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