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curioscurio · 2 years

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FINALLY started watching Community and WOW. I've been missing out. This is such a show

#its very obvious this show was written by an autistic person and abed is so great #it fucking rules #also i relate to abed so fucking much also his and troys friendship is fucking great #i know im gonna be obsessed #it makes me wanna socialize again hahah

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personasintro · 2 months

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Hey my beautiful writer!!! I hope you are doing good in your life and even if not, don't worry we are always here to support you!!:)

Your story MH has really touched the bottom of my heart and trust me, i love the characters you created. It's as if, i can relate to what's happeing in the story. And if i am completely honest, there are some parts of the story that i have witnessed in my real life as well. Not entirely, but bits and pieces. And that's what makes me love it even more. I can't stop thinking about it and how the story will continue because every time you update a new chapter, a found myself reading suddenly a very different and interesting part that is beyond my imagination. And that's what makes it even more exciting!!! Believe me, i truly love you and the story as well!!

However, there is one thing that i am very curious about and i can't stop myself asking you. From all the chapters i have read, our taehyung is a social butterfly who is quite(actually very) optimistic, chill out person and spends his life drinking and having one night stands with women. But, i really wanna see him falling in love with a girl who changes him into a one man person. What will his reaction be when he finds out there is a woman he loves? Is he still gonna be the way he is? Or will he change himself to be worthy of her?

I am really sorry if i am pressuring you, but i was really curious. I will wait for your answer. And one again, i love your characters and you as well!!!

Stay happy and healthy!!! Love you❤

Hey, thank you very much! I'm happy you love and enjoy the story ♡

I would actually like to think of him as someone who doesn't necessarily needs "the other person" and I love the way he is, even tho he's not exactly the role model or has a lifestyle people would typically go for hahah. I love that he doesn't give a fuck about love and is just enjoying his life, no matter how reckless it is.

#ask #ask: mutual help

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yridenergyridenergy · 3 months

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Hiii, greetings from southeast asia! ❤️

i like your blog btw

And i wanna ask you as new fans of Dir, what do you think about all member? Please describe each member and tell me who is ur favorite?

Hello, sorry for the delay! I knew that this question required a thoughtful answer.

Welcome to Dir en grey! They're frickin' awesome.

Hm I'm terrible at describing people. Essentially, none of them are mean or offensive. They are all very considerate individuals. What's special about Dir en grey is that they are not social and they do not profusely share with fans, so whenever they do or that they interact among themselves, we all go gaga because by that point, we're craving for it hahah.

In terms of them individually, hm, I can't say that Toshiya imposes himself, but he is definitely not a passive bassist. He moves very emotionally to the songs and it's super heartwarming to see him smile on stage. Recently, he opened his online fan site and he seems very generous and, again, very thoughtful with what he gives to fans, after all those years of drought.

Die has a kind of mysterious air to him, but he is rather communicative and energetic. For years, apparently he has been sharing daily updates/pictures on his online fan club.

When it comes to Shinya, he's a stoic angel hahah. He really has his signature look and his facial expression remains neutral whenever he plays the drums, but he beats them like a beast. I love his compositions because they're so atypical and varied, you can never get bored of the melodies. I also love his style of humor, which you can see on his YouTube channel.

Kaoru gives the impression of really being serious, but he is quick to kind of fool around too. He is known as the leader but he is clearly super laidback. From what I know, he is rather generous and attentive with fans too, and his art is very cool and gloomy!

Over the years, I've come to love them all quickly enough, but Kyo was definitely my favourite member of Dir en grey from the start. At this point, it might be easier to find words that do not describe Kyo than limit myself to a few words that do describe him. His performance on stage is striking, his lyrics aren't necessarily genius but the way he delivers them, wow. I don't know any other singer who comes up with vocal melodies that are this diverse and so felt. And I've looked, I'm open to discoveries but nothing's a match for his creativity. What else to say without stretching this post on forever... Hm, I've definitely known him to be moody, but he just expects a raw and true response from people like what he gives us, and he can't be bothered to fake. As a last note, I'll make an honorable mention to every "smirky" thing he does, whether on stage or in his various other activities. He is not outright laughing while slapping his leg for example, but once in a while he does shenanigans and you can just imagine a smirk behind it. And if you love Kyo, please give his second band, sukekiyo, a chance! It's amazing and you can witness another side of Kyo!

Even though I gave myself some time to think of a reply, this is in no way perfect or eloquent... Please explore my posts from this year and the past ones and you should notice some traits from each member! Perhaps the compilations are a good starting point?

#Dir en grey #anon #ask

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buckleysg1rl · 1 year

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. female!OC x Manchester City players . -social media AU . info; a story about Vinny, Kevins wife and the City boys 🫶🏻 they just goof around and have fun (all platonic interactions exept with kev, cause yk?hes my oc's wife in this lmao) . requested; nope :,) but their opened so send them my way cause i would love to write for you lot . note; i hope you all will enjoy this, and please send me requests if you would like to! 🫶🧸

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vinny.db; got a fucking tattoo and i love it

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kevindebruyne: you wanna get matching tattoos ^vinny.db: oh fuck yeah! booking an appoitment as i tipe this rn 📝 ^kevindebruyne: shit.. ^rubendias: HAHAAHA good luck Kev ^jackgrealish: yeah mate thats on you 🤣🤣

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kevindebruyne; "Are you happy to be in Paris?" oui

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vinny.db: credits to a 75 year old woman who offered to take a picture of us! merci madame blanc! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 ^jackgrealish: 🤣❤️‍🩹

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jackgrealish; on this day, 22 years ago I meet my best friend @vinny.db and the first thing we did together was sing kareoke 🤣❤️‍🩹

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vinny.db; AJMO HRVATSKA! Idemo riješit Brazilce 🫶🫶 (Sorry Eddy) -Translation: LETS GO CROATIA! Lets finish Brazil 🫶🫶 (Sorry Eddy)

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kevindebruyne; sometimes I forget that your actually Croatian 😭 ^vinny.db: kev how 😭 i literally swear everyday in croatian 😭😭

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useriiii: wait your croatian?what?I tough you were english??😭 ^vinny.db: Hahah 😂 Everyone thinks that but yes Im croatian. My mum and I moved to England after my dad left us and my actual name is Vivijen Veršić. (Obvi my last name chamged after I married Kev). When I meet Jack he called me Vinny as he coudnt say Vivijen so it just stuck :) So if I meet someone I just tell them that Im Vinny so they dont have to twist their toung to say Vivijem bc its actually hard to say it for some people 🤣

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erling.haaland: and croatia won against brazil 🤣 ^vinny.db: ofc they did ❤️‍🩹 croatia 🔛🔝

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vinny.db; this is me after this absolute shit ass game against argentina - @juliaanalvarez if you dont win that fucking final i swear I will make an time machine and make you win it. I cannot see the french win the damn world cup again after we were robed last world cup. WIN IT JULI (also congrats :))

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juliaanalvarez: we will do our best to win it 😅❤️‍🩹 ^vinny.db: you better do your best spiderman 🕷️❤️‍🩹

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kevindebruyne; me and @jackgrealish as well as the other boys and gfs/wifes can confirm that Vinny cried a whole ocean of tears during and after the game. She also swore the fuck out of every argentinian player exept Dybala and Juli 🤣😭 ^jackgrealish: shes still crying 😭😭 ^laporte: Sara and the other girls are comforting her while they all talk shit about the refs and VAR 😭 ^vinny.db: every single FIFA ref, VAR member and every member ingeneral can roll over and die for all i care. Theres people (that arent even croatian) on TWITTER shitting on them for bad decisions. I hate FIFA ^obafemi.5: 😭😭

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vinny.db: i need a drink im to sober for this shit ^rubendias: 🤣😭

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vinny.db

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vinny.db; soo.. alot of people have been asking why I havent posted anything about myself. Heres why :)

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kevindebruyne: cant wait to have our first kid with you ❤️‍🩹🫶 ^vinny.db: i cant wait either ❤️‍🩹🧸

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kevindebruyne; welcome mason 🩵🧸

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vinny.db

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vinny.db; little guy is ready to see his daddy play irl for the first time 🥹🫶

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mancity: our new superstar! 🌟

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lightlycareless · 6 months

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Hi! I’m a big fan of works and they’ve inspired me a lot to start writing fanfiction again(specifically Naoya lol). It’s been probably over 10 years since I’ve written fanfiction(Although I do write my own original works) and I’ve been horrified to write fanfiction again after how my first fanfic was treated when I wrote it as a kid(the criticism was valid but they were mean af about it). So I was wondering if you have any tips you could share about writing fanfiction and how you balance characterization as well as character growth for a character like Naoya who in canon does not really have any? I hope this makes sense. I’m willing to elaborate further if it doesn’t but if you don’t wanna answer this, it’s totally fine too-💚

Hi!!! Omg thank you so so much!! I'm so flattered :')))) akgakjgjakjgujka I never thought i'd be in this position, idk, like, I was the one that looked up to others you know?

but aaaaah thank you so much for your lovely words 🥺❤️

Now onto the good stuff hehehe.

So, I guess the best way about characterization, at least what I think has helped me (and how I handle it? excuse me if it doesn't make sense hahah) is trying to first analyze the environment in which said character grew in, how it affects him, and how it has affected people in real life. (cause at the end of the day, reality surpasses fiction)

For example: with what little we got from Naoya in the manga (extras included) I can easily say Naoya is not liked, thus, he’s very lonely. The type of person that surrounds himself with “yes-people” because of what they represent, not because of who they really are. Of course, the older he got the more cold/resentful he became, but even then, I was sure that he always craved what he never had in his life, a family. Love. Appreciation for who he is. All humans want that, we’re social people, we live in societies for a reason. We need to have companionship, either through partners, or friendships.

I also get the idea that, even when he was supposed to be the next heir, no one really wanted him. Like, he got the job because “There was no one else” to do it, not because he was the best candidate. I have no doubt that if Naoya failed his weird plan of getting rid of Megumi, or whatever he did he didn’t become heir anyways, he wouldn’t know what the hell to do with his life, an identity crisis would certainly be on his way.

Anyways, in order to get inspiration I tend to hear lots of podcasts about people and their peculiar stories, true crime even, it’s how I concluded that Naoya is definitely a womanizer not because he likes the act (I’m sure he does) but because he craves attention, and he needs it whenever he can. That kind of stuff, you know? A lot of psychology stuff too, it helps you understand what traits a lonely person can inhibit, their actions, what different environments do to different people, so on and so forth.

Also, reading other stories is certainly very inspiring/productive too :> I can easily say that Naoya and his family is based on the Todoroki’s from bnha: prodigy child, rest of the children are neglected, some of then even jealous… it just made sense. And I’m sure there’s more examples like that. There’s no shame in getting inspired by other works, as long as it’s not a carbon copy, you know?

In the end, I guess the best way to do characterization/character growth is to do lots of brainstorming, in the sense of: what is the environment that this character grew in? the problems he can face in such place, the reaction, his main goal, what he’s doing to obtain it, and so on. Developing these things will make the pieces slowly fall into place when it comes to making a character’s background/growth/personality 🤭it’s really fun, more so when you have a blank canvas to work on 😏

Well, I hope it was of any help!! I really don’t know how else to describe how I do these things, I just spend most of my time daydreaming and such. But still, if there’s anything else you’d like for me to further explain, just let me know and I’ll do my best ❤️

Take care, and hope you have a wonderful weekend!!

P.S. Don’t let reviews discourage you from writing fanfiction!! I know everyone has their opinion, but at the end of the day it’s your work, and if they don’t like it, they can write their own!! 🥺 so cheer up!

#ask

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therhythmafterthesummer · 8 months

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Hello dear rhythm!! I’m glad that your rest was fruitful 💜 i do hope u get some more “me time” soon. I think i kinda have a lot to say but so little brain cells left so lemme just ramble 🥹 (sorry in advance cuz this is definitely not proofread)

First off, minotaur changbin 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i’m mush with how he tries his best to communicate with little human even if his words are a bit broken 😭 gosh he’s something else indeed. Would love to learn more about him and their relationship!!

in connection to another anon, i agree that you’re like, one of the kindest writers here 🥹💜 for real, i still always feel giddy and kicking my feet whenever you interact with us even if we’re anonymous. I totally feel that you’re so genuine too, so ilysm 🥹

Random thoughts have brought me back to one older anon ask that i sent. i feel like i haven’t revealed it to you. It was about how you made me realize that i might actually be into monster fuckery HAHAHSHAHDHSH i’m coming clean now because i just wanna tell you that it’s definitely because of how you write (and other users that i follow!!). I think a recent anon said something about finding it rare to have stories with werewolves or vampires that are more on exploring how “human” they are. I would like to tell u that u are so awesome for writing that kind of stories :)) [again i am so sorry my brain is mush rn but i just wanted to tell u everything!!!! 😭]

in more personal news, i am at that time of uni where i am undergoing on the job training 🥲 and although i find the topics that i study really interesting, i am an extremely introverted person in an extroverted career choice 🥹 AKSBXJSBBDHDH my social battery is currently drained and i am now curled up in bed and ranting to u 😂

Am currently catching up on tumblr stuff like your recent posts so here i am!! Sending big hugs to u as always!! Head pats for Raven :)) kinda miss seeing the void, may i pls ask for a pic?

alsooo have u watched the baseball skz code?? WHAT IF wr!seungmin takes his s/o to teach them how to play 🥹 or that hybrid seungmin that u wrote about 👀 both breeds would definitely catch the ball 😂

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ahh, thank you, dear berry💜 i hope i get more "me time" soon 😭 i need it desperately.

glad you liked minotaur!changbin 🥺 he's the gentlest giant.... there were some things i wanted to explore with them both, but idk i didn't feel like putting them in this fic. maybe one day i'll write a bit more for them💜 i may or may not be...... considering writing a story about that young man in the labyrinth 👀 but... we'll see

you're too kind💜 i genuinely like interacting with y'all~ so i'm happy you all find some entertainment in it, too hahah

exploring the human-like nature of monsters is my passion atp sdfhsujhfsdik it's so much fun, which is why i keep doing it (or try to, at least). i find pride in the fact that i've helped bring many of you to this side 👀👀👀

i haven't watched the baseball skz code!! i want to but i haven't found the time. don't worry, though.... baseball player wr!seungmin has been living in my mind for a while now👀 we'll see if he makes an appearence in the actual story.

hope it goes well with uni!! i'm sure you'll do great. here's a Raven pic to hopefully ease your soul:

#🍓 anon #ask #itl ask #wereroomies ask #raven.jpg

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sushiwt · 6 months

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website update log #20 (December 18th, 2023)

sorry for the 6 day hiatus on this blog, I REALLY wanted to post one 5 days ago, but I decided that i wanted to wait.

5 days later, here i am! the 6 day hiatus did NOT mean i didnt do anything the past 6 days. i did a lot actually, but we will get to that in the moment.

to search for inspiration for the first thing you see when you enter the site, i was looking at more websites on neocities, but my findings either went on two things; they didnt really fit what i wanted, or i didnt like how it looked. at the same time, i was wondering how sick a the steam store page would look like if i was the web designer for valve.

but then i had an idea.

what if my home page IS the steam store page ???

(with my style of course)

before i show you the main menu, i wanna show you the changes i have made on the site (major and minor):

changing the look of the sushiwt/legacy page

i made it so that the legacy page is now contained in a lil box, while still containing the times new roman inside. (i also added the sushiwt cat here as well)

fixed all the legacy websites

i finally took the time to fix the old websites, even though i wont use them anyway lol (i also fixed the issue where the sushiwt site lagged so much, which was definitely my fault because i asked the website to render EVERY SINGLE PIXEL of the background stars, including the BLACK PIXELS, AND I THOUGHT IT WAS THE JAVASCRIPT THAT WAS DOING THR LAGGING. its fine now tho)

added a little disclaimer telling people that the site is still unfinished.

pretty self explanatory lol. it also gives you a link to the legacy website.

and finally...

the new main menu :3

i took the title, image carousel, and the description style of the steam store pages, and used it as the first thing you see when you enter the site! (with my own style ofc)

dont worry, the cats are just placeholders, but theyre so silly

i couldnt figure out how to do this type of image carousel so i replaced it with dots, which ISNT exactly like steam, but it is close enough for me lol

i was thinking of putting the skills that i have in the user defined tags instead of the description, but i put my socials there instead...

sooo yeah! thats the main menu. keep in mind that this is held together by duct tape and a rope (figuratively), so one dent will make this whole thing fall apart, but that's a me problemmm

this was so hard for no reason because of how much the menu breaks apart everytime i make changes, so i wish i dont have to touch it again hahah, it was fun making it thoo

thank you for reading :>> - sushiwt <3

#web development #html #devlog #programming #css

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thepalmofyourfreezinghand · 1 year

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I don't necessarily agree every relationship has problems. I have problems with my parents too doesn't mean I hate them. We work through our disagreements and problems. If in a relationship you don't have hard times it means you aren't as serious. Like life things are good,bad,tough,fun, happening etc relationships have those certain patches too. Using those songs are wrong because life is never a bag of sunshine. We learn to work through conflicts and problems in a mature way so we are better equipped to handle them in future. Idk if I make sense. Whatever happened we don't know but it is wrong to say they were not in love or struggling most of the times imo.

I didn’t say that they weren’t in love or struggling most of the time hahah. I also specifically “called out” some anons for rewriting history: I think they were SO in love and from Taylor’s own words we know she’d never loved anyone else as much.

Unfortunately I don’t agree with the first part, though. We just have different perspectives and that’s okay! I think most people would agree with you anyway hahah. I just think that I prefer to date someone who has a “similar” soul to mine, and who “gets” me on a deeper level.

For example, in over a year of dating my boyfriend we’ve never fought (literally, not even once). And it’s not like we wouldn’t find reasons to fight or we don’t face hardships. For example, our families are very different and raised us in wildly different ways (his family is very conservative and “traditional”, while mine isn’t, although thankfully he votes left, contrary to his family, or I wouldn’t date him). We have a long distance relationship and we only see each other once every three/four weeks for a couple of days, although we talk on the phone every day. Our interests don’t match, not even in the slightest (besides traveling). We grew up in VERY different social circles (I’ll just say that while my best friends are currently pursuing PhDs, his best friends dropped out of high school, but there are tons of other examples). I would like to have an open relationship and he prefers monogamy, so we’re being monogamous for the time being, because it’s fine with me right now, but it’s an added layer of difficulty. Add to all of that I’m recovering from depression hahah. We honestly could have fights every single day, but we almost never do.

There are some bad moments, of course! Sometimes it’s hard to have a LDR, sometimes we discuss over feminism or what it means to be a good parent of whatever. But we’ve never had a proper fight. And I absolutely don’t think it’s because we’re not that serious, or because we don’t talk about “real” stuff. Just a couple of weeks ago I told him that I was gonna hang out with my (recently single again) ex ALONE, and he said “that’s great! I think he’ll probably try to hit on you, but it’s okay, I trust you”. He knows every little thing about me, every single bad secret! It’s just that we get so spontaneously well along, that there’s never a reason to fight.

And I’ve had other relationships where it wasn’t this good. This time around it is. It’s just my idea, I’m not claiming to know the truth: personally, when it comes to friends and relationships, I wanna be with people I don’t have to fight with. If it becomes too hard, I give up. I just wanna be happy.

Oh my god this was so long and so personal hahahah. Sorry. I agree with you in theory, though! And I think most people would! This is just the way I personally see the world (and it has nothing to do with Taylor! But if my relationship with my boyfriend was like False God, as much as that’s my favorite song from Lover, I’d break up with him - even if we just had ONE fight like that).

#family is another matter though hahahah #my relationship with my mum is so screwed up #as it’s the case for a lot of girls #unfortunately #but that’s family! you can’t choose family!#but you CAN choose your partner

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st0ckholm-syndrome · 22 days

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rejection sensitivity and anxiety fxckin suck. i sit and overthink everything and go over what i could’ve done differently. i over analyze and dissect my personality. i mean i don’t blame you if we didn’t vibe. but u don’t have to be immature and just delete me, like u could at least express u don’t wanna hangout again instead of being a coward about it. hahah i’m a lil bit salty. do i wanna send a rude text? yes very much. will it actually do anything? no😐 i brought u petrified wood for your altar you asshole. “it’s his loss” well yeah sure whatever. but little maria is sad bc why does no one ever wanna be my friend🤕 oh you won’t fuck? 🧍‍♂️🚶‍♂️‍➡️🚪 even if i do let people fuck i end up getting ghosted after bc they got what they wanted. like uh yanno im more than just a quick fuck, at least i was at one point. like sorry im socially awkward and i can’t carry a conversation very well sometimes but im sorta cool if u get to know me. i guess it’s my fault for treating myself like this and having low self worth so i don’t care if im being used bc at least im getting attention. ugh. see i dont even do that very much anymore that was more a high school behaviour. idk maybe im just not a friend person. i’m emotional and triggered and i hate everything. i feel like a flawed human being. and i’m so dramatic like i get deleted off snap and then all the sudden im 8 again and no one showed up to my bday party🙃 it’s gonna take me a hot to try and make a friend again.

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theorist-influencer-untitled · 1 year

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6.12.23 Monday

7:49 am

Uncle Jun is up already and now taking his shower, preparing again going to Georgia'Z forest which I hate them most these days...

Drinking my first cup of coffee now and I still have the windblow trap ( not sure if these people are religious or valuing friendship or bad or good natured, I don't know ) I had have this windblow trap since 2007 and it hurts me so much ( I think some church of christ are still on this???)....

I need to meditate to put the 2nd part here of whatever observation that I saw from the previous years ( time that I had a mental lapses or 80% amnesia ) but now I'm fully recovered...

Will just meditate on how to explain the car that I accidentally sold and it also happened on other parts of the world ( weird to say synchronization of events ) that a parent's/ family/ some true friends as well should be aware of... I had have windblow trap...

8:46 am

This was the 2nd hand car that I requested 2010 but I was still broke...

I was 30 that time or 31 years old and I'm a decade college graduate ( I'm A Biology graduate batch 2004 product of De La Salle University / Harvard or Princeton on on-line social media hahah ).... Time that I campaigned as well for "Kate Middleton" on social media...

But there was something in this 2nd hand car... Some jealousy from the family or hidden agenda or other people jealousy of me... ( a big question mark ).

When the car was borrowed by Uncle Jun one time but with approval of Aunt Teresa ( not sure if coincidence ) the car brake got stuck when I used it again or probably the 2nd hand car was old and no maintenance ( which I don't know )... Coz I just requested that and brought by my Uncle DD here... ( but as I saw some were old and rusty )... Probably coz of that...

I used that in church to bring my nana and to fetch... I must have a car ( we are supposed to be middle-class )...I HAD HAVE A WINDBLOW TRAP...

The issue on my brother next to me RV, my adoptive mother or OUR or Aunt Teresa told me not to allow RV to use it or ask your Uncle DD about it but if it's you and Nana are ohkay... ( Plus, RV's vision is not clear and he is still not good on driving )....He still need to be trained...

And now I must go back and learn life and get new men's friends on aristocrat or I wanna leave the hometown...

I don't like men here in Cavite coz mostly they prepared so much time that I lost that car and they thought that they are better than me...

Some of men in Cavite are Monkeya'Z that they feel that they are better than me coz they reversed my story into their conspiracy plan...

But lately Uncle DD changed his ways on me as a real serial killer....

Getting new friends and bf are intuition on me... I hate skinny coz I can't handle being skinny now... (hahah... )

Still, wanna get a bf even if it's colored but it is my intuition ( to be my support system )...

9:40 am

Watch "Desperate Housewives" mind-twisting ;) hoping to be one, if not... I need to get a job but I don't wanna commute that far... Now, self-pitying...

11:42 am

One of my styles on making pasta... But Olive Oil must be!!!

The salt & pepper with garlic and onion. As simple as that...

1:30 pm

Last food today, angels... Whew! Still have this self-pity... I wanna leave the hometown coz there will be no progress here...I wanna get a job but not commuting that far... I'm thinking of money and I feel self-pity coz I miss going to gym, I can't buy John an expensive leashes...

I wanna do collagen and remove my " deep smile lines"... Still, carrying this load of aging for nothing... I wasn't able to wear swimsuit having a tone body with a bf privately coz of the windblow trap....Still, planning to do a symmetry on my nose, it doesn't matter coz I'm already on my 40's and aging for nothing... I wanna progress on beauty and wanna travel if not on my dream land , I wanna see donkey and camel...There are so many things that I missed supposed to be doing a polish on my amalgam teeth coz it's been 2 decades, I need to polish it again...

I wanna perfect my nose if I'm already stable on my job... I always wanted to be noticed as I have a good face ( I was always the muse since I was 6 years old )...But aging is here and when you are poor aging is really seen on your wrinkled or sagging face...

I lost friends...I lost xfactor... I lost my timeline, my giving birth and everything... I lost my Queen Seat! Coz of this windblow trap! ( but there will be a Queen Part 2 )...

I hate men who will just over-lapped my presence even wicked women...

Getting new friends (but I can't exist now, self-pitying ) and getting a bf is "intuition"....

In the Nutshell:

It is so painful that my family can't give a support on me....

7:48 pm

Uncle Jun is here already....

Me? I feel fat and ugly, fading for nothing... Not my ideal life... Still, having windblow trap... I feel bitter...

I wanna get a bf ( to be my support system ) I want colored alien for the peace of my self-esteem... I want someone who can make me fulfilled and whole...

I feel boring... I miss going to mountain starbucks....I feel boring...

I have low self-esteem now...

9:54 pm

Depression... Panicking...

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Dear Mimi,

This isn't intended to be an ask, but perhaps by the end it will be. I've been enjoying reading your works for the last few months but NEVER comment and very rarely will vote or like any content (sorry about that). I have severe social anxiety, and unfortunately it seems it has gotten worse and is seeping into the land of internet also.

I've been writing stories and fanfic for as long as I can remember but have never been brave enough to post online. I guess one of my biggest fears is that people will acknowledge my existence or worse yet expect me to acknowledge theirs.

I don't know why or what it is going to achieve even posting this to you to be honest.

I just guess I wanted to say I appreciate all your effort, hard work, the time and everything else. Looking forward to reading Milfed, as a single mother to a 13 and 3 year old it would be great seeing a mumma find someone even if it is just for a good time 😆

Anyways thankyou again and sorry for my ramblings. Hope you have had a great start to 2023!

Ps: How is the weather? Sorry, I felt like I needed to ask a question after all that after all.

Awe, I’m sorry to hear that! I’m very grateful that you decided to reach out to me, it doesn’t go unnoticed and I truly appreciate it! Thank you! 🫶

I’ll always encourage readers to support their favorite writers, there are so many other ways they can do that and it makes a huge difference 🤧 there are so many writers who leave because they feel like they’re not getting enough love and support. Don’t forget guys, even reblogging on tumblr and voting on wattpad makes a big difference! 💘

What I wanna say, if interacting with others doesn’t make you comfortable, you can always just reblog and I can promise you, any writer would be very grateful for that alone!

When it comes to you writing, you can still write and have zero interaction with readers if that’s what you prefer! Don’t feel bad because of it 🫶 Just explain your feelings beforehand. You don’t want readers who are disrespectful and not understanding anyway 😌

Weather today is very lovely here hahah! Hope your day is just as lovely and warm 🥰

#ask #💜

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bobunbun-archived · 5 years

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#time for a vent lol! because i seem like i cant chill out and not be sad #bo.vent.txt #anyways i have the impusive urge to leave all social media again and not wanting to come back! like id miss much honestly?#i don't know its that whole depressed thought bullshit but what sucks is social media is just a big part of my source of entertainment. I'd #be doing nothing for most of my days if i didnt have social media #but lol idk. maybe a haitus for a little while. but i dont wanna end up how last time did where i was gone for months...#i don't know im just being stupid over stupid little things that my brain points out and makes me feel shitty #ill probably move on later and br back to hahah lol funny times. clown around by a mirror lol #anyways ill cool it off now. sorry for the vent.

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since i got asked about posting some more tweets, here is the rest of colby's tweets from 2018.

i don’t have proof that these are his tweets, but believe me, they are his.

if it’s bold and italicized, it’s someone’s tweet to him.

if it’s in (), that’s just me commenting lol

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Oct. 3 - livin in a fantasy world

Go off!!! modeling?? Is it in his future? Who will know

Oct. 4 - that would be a dream

moments w you last forever

Oct. 6 - “wonder who you’ll love when i die”

@/ColbyBrock what do you want in a girl?

Oct. 9 - best friend

Oct. 10 - even though i’m forgetful af ill always remember moments that were so special to me

the stars don't make me think about you like they used to

Oct. 11 - it’s rare to find people who can handle your soul just right. hold on to those people

Oct. 14 - you know someone’s emo if you can hear their clothes before you see them

Oct. 18 - i’ll never take someone to the movies for our first date.. idk why people do that, i wanna make a moment together that we’d remember forever

someone wrote something but it’s been deleted

right? that’s like middle school dates lmao

Oct. 19 - you ever meet someone who leaves you stunned cause they’re so beautiful? like someone who literally glows and radiates beauty? without even trying? yeah. i met a girl like that today.

(ngl I think about this tweet so often… COLBY BE MUSHY AGAIN ☹ also imagine being the girl this tweet is about…. Im dead)

Oct. 23 - who’s left to trust other than myself ?

Oct. 26 - she’s nothin but trouble. but i like to get in trouble

Oct. 27 - im scared to get too close to anyone

Oct 29 - tonight's one for the books

Oct. 30 - so the cops came last night ... we got fined for HAVING THE BEST HALLOWEEN PARTY IN LA HAHAH

Nov. 1 - her memory haunts me in a perfect, beautiful way

Nov. 2 - i wanna see if i’d suck complete ass at making music

Nov. 4 - timing is everything, and i just wish we didn’t miss our moment

Nov. 9 - i wonder if my old friends from kansas think of me as much as i think of them

i’ve been so much happier recently doing things for myself. putting myself first and what i want before others. it sounds selfish, but sometimes necessary if you’re feelin down

Nov. 13 - things are so different without you in my life

Nov. 17 - some days are easy some days are hard

Nov. 19 - as obvious as this sounds, just want to remind you that YOUR LIFE is controlled by YOU. if you want to change, create, experience, manifest anything .. it’s up to YOU. so easy to forget this sometimes. become the person you want to be

Nov. 20 - i can’t live here forever

Nov. 22 - i love u and i am thankful for u in my life

Nov. 23 - lmao social media LA is like high school

Nov. 25 - i’m gunna be single foreva where the dogs at ?

one time i held a girl's hand, but i got too nervous

Dec. 7 - you’re different and i like that

Dec. 8 - why is it that people only start to care when you don’t ?

Relationships scare me yooo like I don’t even have enough time to devote to myself lol

Dec. 9 - that’s why we wait for a while. nows the time to be single and focus on ourselves

Dec. 12 - with all the insecurities/negativity that derive from social media and the entertainment world present day , i’m so scared for the next gen of kids and what they’re gunna have to deal with

social media is great for many reasons i’m not going to address now, but also very harmful for mental health. ESPECIALLY for young, impressionable kids who look up to dumbass content creators. us creators forget the impact we have on our fans sometimes.. and that’s terrifying

subconsciously comparing yourself to others constantly, # of likes and followers, being judged for everything you post are all great examples of “the bad” part of social media. SOCIAL MEDIA IS GOING TO BE THE CAUSE OF SO MANY MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS IN THE FUTURE

end: not saying you should stop being on social media or supporting creators at all, just PLEASE take breaks if you ever feel that it’s consuming you. too much of anything can destroy you inside. take new tech. at your own pace and don’t get caught up in it all

Dec. 17 - sayin goodbye to all fake friends

Dec. 19 - simple. negativity creates negativity. positivity creates positivity. you decide what you release into the universe. forgive. learn. find yourself in others.

Dec. 24 - some girls on social media act like the cliche popular cheerleaders in highchool 🤣 #foreverstuck

Dec. 26 - sitting next to the most talkative person in the world on my flight back to LA *slowly putting my headphones in*

Dec. 29 - rather waste my days w you

Dec. 30 - damn i’m sad about moving out and we haven’t even moved out yet

Navi’s been sleeping next to me every night. my heart

#colby brock #cb tweets #personal #text

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Game anon hereee!🎮✌ I have never been on your blog but hello! :> I really love your ocs! Hopefully you've seen me from your mutuals blog,but if you haven't,here is a small introduction!!!

I go by game anon or 🎮anon! I create games to entertain blogs :))

So here's the most recent game I have given out:

Place some voice lines/dialogues from your ocs! There is no limit,go crazy and have fun 💕💕🎮

-🎮

Aww! Thanks! I'm really glad you liked my OCs! That's very sweet of you to say! ^^ 💖

Oh And yeah I have seen you before! And I gotta say your games are really interesting! Can't wait to see more of them!

But anyway on to the question, of course! here:

Lunie 💙✨

- "what a pain.."

- "... I'm sorry but.. what's your name again? ... I... Forgot.."

- "for the last time I am not a detective anymore I quit a long time ago so please just go find someone else who can solve it..."

- "my sister Ink is the only one who can calm me down.... I miss her so much..."

- "... I wanna go home.."

- "I'm so tired.."

- "... God must really hate me...."

- "hurt my sister and I'll f*cking kill you.."

- "I'm in my limit... I'm so tired....... F*ck it I'll just sleep here"

Trickster 💚✨

- "you know... You don't really need to cry I'm only trying to give you a meaningful death I don't want people to forget you...... Why can't you people understand that I'm only trying to help you?....."

- "hey there! I'm..... Well my name doesn't matter! What matters is that I wanna be friends with you! what's your name??

- "I don't get why people gets so sad when they lose a loved one.. I mean dying is a part of life and besides aren't they supposed to be happy that their love one is finally free from this cruel world??..... Hmmm"

- "you only have one life to live so live your life to the fullest! Appreciate every bit of experience, knowledge and happiness because one day it will all end and you'll end up regretting that you didn't enjoy every last second of it!"

- "Hahahahah!! Hah!... heh.. Oh wait your serious?"

- "I wonder what will happen if all of us were worms instead of humans"

- "you should've seen Lunie's face when she finally got home from work at around one in the morning to see her house full of balloons, confettis and sprinkles!! Her face was priceless!! Hahahahah!..... Oh wait you don't know who Lunie is.."

- "O-oh me??... I.. I-I umm I don't umm... S-sorry but I don't umm..."

- "you know... your not so bad after all. "

Farris 💜✨

- "this better be important for you to waste my time.."

- "sorry I don't associate let alone talk to a commoner like yourself so if you'll excuse me I've got more important things to take care of."

- "Do. Not. Touch. ME"

- "Ink is.. surprisingly a very remarkable person she respects boundaries but at the same time she loves to expand and make people comfortable around her.... she loves to listen.. I.. she maybe the first commoner I feel comfortable with.."

- "Lunie it's already 3 in the afternoon, for the love of God get up already!"

- "I'd rather spend my time on the library rather than spending time communicating with... People"

- "ugh... Too many people.."

- "with all your talent you could accomplished so much as long as you use it to something productive.."

- "I despise leaving my palace but I especially HATE it if my parents, siblings or my *ahem* "friends" force me to socialize with.... People"

Luke 💛✨

- "I'm craving to hear music right now!"

- "I wonder what Lunie is up to right now... Hmm I'm betting she's sleeping somewhere that is not her room, Heheh!"

- "I'm going to write some music! do you want to make a topic suggestion?"

- "believe it or not I actually love math! It's my favorite subject and if you want I could help you with it next time!"

- "Hahah yeah I kinda understand why you would think that but no I'm not an elf I'm just naturally born with a pointy ears heheh!"

- "hey! you should come and watch me on my upcoming performance! I'll even give you a free front seat pass!"

- "I really wish that Lunie will be in band practice."

- "Lunie!! Go to sleep! It's three am if you don't your going to hate yourself in the morning!

- "I would really like some sushi right now."

Ink 🧡✨

- "hey there sorry to disturb you but may I ask, are you ok? "

- "hmm? Oh no my real name is not Ink it's just a nickname given to me by my sister because I really love doing arts!"

- "oh my drawings? They're here! Umm Would.. you like to see them??"

- "hmmm I wonder if Lunie's ok.."

- "trickster is.... Interesting.. though she can be really mean sometimes.. and by mean I mean she will try to kill you sometimes"

- "please try and appreciate yourself though you might think it's meaningless coming from someone you don't even know just keep in mind that this person you don't know cares about you and not only this person but I'm pretty sure a lot of people do."

- "please try and always see the good in things especially in any kind of situation your in, keep in mind that you can achieve anything if you just try."

- "I really wish Lunie is ok.."

- "I really love animals! Especially those who have soft fur! I would really love to cuddle in bed with one too!"

I had so much fun doing this!! Thank you so much!! ^^

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no its not an internship it's just a lil small position for online magazine. In my application I spoke only of my contributions to my school clubs in terms of content writing, event management, social media management.... It stopped during covid bc I was having a hard time mentally,,,,, apparently during that break all my peers accelerated forward and "found" themselves... (Then again, I realized very very late that I didn't have the tools I was supposed to have by this age)

I also wanted to do volunteer working but yk this country is so unsafe for minorities that going out to work Somewhere where nobody I know works is unthinkable. I wanted to apply for working at a public library but the nearest one is so far away.... Teens in customer service is rare. My rich(er) friend who is PAID for doing journalism tells me to apply to her outlet (?) but to attend meetings at their office building is impossible when you don't have Ur own transport. My choices are narrow... I don't know if I'm purposely making them narrow because I'm lazy or afraid or don't wanna burden my parents

ohhh i see !! :O i actually used to be super involved in journalism HAHAH i was copy editor and a journalist for my high school and college school paper, i co-founded a school newspaper club at an elementary school and became their advisor, worked at a local publication (but i quit after a few payments 😭), and was on the marketing team for my college’s online magazine 🥲 so kind of ironic that i didn’t pursue journalism considering i have a lot of background in it, but tbh it’s just fun for me and i think i got a lot of soft skills out of it :’) so it’s awesome you’re trying to go for an online magazine !! 💓💓 journalism is such a cool field and opens you up to so many world view topics and perspectives ♡

for my interviews i never usually specify when i did something unless i’m asked 🤧 thankfully i did get a leg up during covid but i didn’t do much during freshman year and sort of burned out, but it’s important to just milk whatever you got and show the interviewers what sets you apart from the rest !!

i’m not sure what country you’re in so i’m not sure if my experiences can offer any help in your case :o i volunteered at a hospital for five years and had my dad or mom drive me because i was like 12-13 when i started 😵‍💫 and then i worked at a skate rink for a little which was convenient because it was where i skated for practice, so my parents brought me there too. i think there could be online tutoring options if that works easier for you, and that can get you good experience with working with people as well !! i’ll try to think of any more but those were at the top of my head :’)

#💌 : love notes #bluenandan

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Did u watch the eddie story that 911 posted after that disaster of not including him in all the begins collage?

If u didnt, heres the link.

If u did, i wanna know ur thoughts on the addition of the Buddie scene at the end. Like, fr it really wasnt needed. And the whole 'its got humor too' felt like an excuse to 'explain' away the scene.

Hi hon, thank you for the link and for the excellent question! TBH with you, I was not only thinking along the same lines (it REALLY wasn’t necessary and didn’t illuminate Eddie’s story beyond what the clip had already shown), I was also wondering why, of all Buck/Eddie interactions, would they include that one? Because honestly, I’m not sure which is their flirtiest scene after the infamous kitchen one, but I think the exchange about the medal is actually up there. Buck teases Eddie, but then his tone and the way he stares and grins at Eddie isn’t the kind I’d expect from a platonic scene, it’s way more intense IMO. And it’s not like Oli doesn’t know how to play platonic banter, so I personally feel like acting choices were made. And then Eddie’s response? Can easily be taken in the direction of making Buck think about him without clothes. That is not just humor, my friend. So yeah, I’m very much glaring at 911′s social media over this choice. Thank you again for sharing! xoxox

When do you think Buck and Eddie started sharing the brain cell? Better yet, do you think they've realized they're sharing the brain cell? 😄

@brokenrobe lol Love this! I thought about your question and every answer I thought of, I found an earlier example, until I had to admit it: they started sharing one brain cell in the very first ep they meet in. Remember the gym confrontation? Very uncharacteristic of both of them. All their brain cells were gone already, these two morons were huffing and puffing around each other, not realizing they’re just trying to impress the other guy ‘coz they both think the other man is awesome (and hot). Thank you for this ask! xoxox

(the rest under a cut)

Do you recall what was the very first occurrence of this “universe” theme in 911? Has it always surrounded Buck, specifically? I know he’s mentioned the universe several times. How do you think this theme will play out, realistically (and/or wishfully 🙃)? Or do you think it will just remain a fun theme throughout the show? I’m so curious about this theme and I hope all signs are pointing towards buddie hahah

Hi Nonnie and thanks for the ask! TBH with you, I don’t remember the first occurrence of this. I do think it’s most realistic that if they are using it as a motif to highlight Buddie, that it will remain on a more unspoken level, so we’ll maybe get it in the background, or here and there someone says the word, but I don’t really expect them to make it front and center. Regardless, I think A LOT of signs point to Buddie with or without it. I hope that’s encouraging! xoxox

Hi Alice how are you feeling today? I have to ask you about something.. I value your opinion so much:*

Do you think Buck will meet Ana? The reason I'm asking you is because of season 2. Eddie didn't meet Ali as Buck's girlfriend. Keep in mind that I'm talking about serious relationships, hell even Buck didn't meet Shannon at least not face to face. Which makes me wonder is there a reason for that. I mean sure they've been talking about the girls but never got a chance of getting know them.. sorry it just pop up in my mind..

@yelenabelous Good question, but honestly don’t feel qualified to answer it. I think this depends on what they wanna do with Ana. I can’t see her have any longevity, but then I also can’t see her being an exact replica of Ali, even though she very much is in the same category of temp, undeveloped LIs. So I guess it depends on whether they do wanna use in some way to make Eddie grow before she departs, and what it is he’s meant to learn, or if they mainly wanna use her in order to have a check on the list that they moved Eddie from being single after he lost Shannon to dating again, and then they’ll show her the door. In the latter case, she’ll probably never meet Buck. But wouldn’t it be fun if she did and we got some jealous Buck? I would take either one of them being jealous over the other guy! Hope this was to your satisfaction, love! xoxox

@evanbuckos I’m not doing that game just yet, but I wanted you to know that I very much enjoyed reading your own answers and that I’m looking forward to the moment when I reply, too! Today was just a bit challenging, so I can’t right now, but I’m so happy you thought of me and sent it to me. HUGE hugs to you, darling, and lots of love! xoxox

#buddie #buddie meta #911 meta #911meta #9-1-1 #ask #anon ask #yelenabelous #brokenrobe #kindness #fandom love #thank you!#<3333 #fandom-101 #911 on abc #911abc #911 abc

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