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drownedchimera · 1 year

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every fucking day i inch closer to an anime breakdown

#mura.vent #dont rb #im so fucking angry im so fucking tired #for context i attend 2 colleges #community and then medical. courses for med havent started YET #but ive been doing all the setup this week #if i hear my mother tell me about how i should be doing something better with my life #i get closer to having a full on fucking breakdown #i swear to GOD i just want to do shit i like #IM NOT EVEN AGAINST TAKING THE MEDICAL CLASSES #LIKE THOSE I HAVE NO ISSUE WITH #it's my fucking MOTHER telling me my efforts are worthless #i am so fucking TIRED.

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insignificantfailure · 8 months

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Why the fuck am I the way I am

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aromanticannibal · 6 months

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btw talking about character reactions to bkg dying (i wrote the deku post several hours ago but shh) Aizawa :

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The absolute disbelief on his face. And then the widening eyes. Horikoshi really had fun with that close up like my mans was really like nuh uh you are not ignoring Aizawa. The eyebrows? The wrinkles? The absolute panic and despair in this man's eyes? When he sees his student (one of the most promising and one of the best and one of the most reckless) dead on the floor?

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And then the anger? The handhold, the grip on that other student that very much should not be here, that should be safe and not in the middle of a warzone with him, the panic and the sweat and the clenched jaw? I'm still and forever going insane

#something to be said of monoma and manual too #monoma who's angry and crying (not just because of Manual's quirk anymore; there's tears dripping down his cheeks)#Monoma who fucking hates Bakugou's guts but who knows he doesn't deserve to die and who knows that means very concretely that /he/ could di #that they could /all/ die #but he still helps because only him can help and he has to help because he's a hero and he can't just back down now #(something something about the burden of a very useful quirk that can't be absent from fights going from Aizawa to Monoma)#and Manual who looks so tired and stressed out and who's glancing at Monoma like. Fuck. he's a kid. he's a kid. he's a kid #cries shakes #the monoma aizawa manual trio in this part of the war is like. im dying #anyways #mha #bnha #aizawa shouta #bakugou katsuki #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #sorry for the heavy mha posting everyone the hyperfixation is hyperfixating #mad mha ramblings//

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asgardswinter · 29 days

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Begging people who join the cod fandom and want to write fanfics; to read the wiki pages of the characters and watch cutscenes of the campaigns (they r free to watch on youtube)

The characters dont have much to go on to begin with, but they still have personalities that are very different from one another thats important to capture in your stories.

Theres been so many times ive seen writers put in their author note that they havent watched any campaigns and they are just going off on other fanfics, like, its so annoying. I end up reading the fics and they are extremely OOC that at this point its just an OC with Simons face on it or something.

Its ok to not know much about them in the beginning and get things wrong, and its ok to have headcanons that might be a bit ooc, (i do too!) but still having the personality and depth there that i can recognize that this is Ghost and this is Gaz etc.

So if you’re gonna put in effort to write a 5k+ fanfic, then u have time to read their wikis instead of depending on a few tiktok edits lmao

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jamies · 2 years

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being a sapphic in this era of cancelled wlw shows is a fucking struggle tbh

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#the wilds #first kill #IM SO FUCKING TIRED AND ANGRY

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another-punk-trans-woman · 3 months

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I feel like not enough people talk about the overwhelming grief that comes with being transfem. The grief that punches through your ribcage and hammers on your heart and won't ever stop because in feeling like yourself, you're also doomed to be so alone.

The world demands a perfect performance of trans women, but no one can be perfect forever. And so you lose everything and everyone, over and over again because youre in that group of societies favorite outcasts and it Hurts. But you tell yourself that it could be worse. You could still be who you were before you realized.

But that doesn't stop the grief of all that loss from swallowing you whole. And it doesn't stop you from needing connection (for long, at least) but there's no connection to find. And so you sit there and you grieve, and you hurt and sob, until it gets to be to much and now those trusted few are grieving you, too.

And fuck, we all need less grief in our lives so please, please, PLEASE hug your trans friends for me today. Send that wierd, off-putting girl a hug emoji, tell her you think of her. Ask your old friend that you don't talk to anymore to hang out again sometime.

Love EVERY trans woman you meet before it's too late.

#love every trans woman you meet before it's too late #can you tell i think too often and too hard about grief #god damn it.#can you tell im so fucking tired of losing people #can you tell how fucking angry i am #how fucking sick of it all i am #r writes a thing #transfem #trans woman

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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the high prices of fucking Everything is so exhausting i stg

#i need to take an uber to the vet TEN MINUTES AWAY #i repeat IT IS A TEN MINUTE DRIVE #and its gonna cost me nearly 60 bucks. the FUCK #and who knows how much the checkup for my cats is gonna cost #let alone whatever prescription they need for the long drive #im so tired. im so so tired #its moments like these where i can see my future #ah yes. working 9-5 for a company that sees me as nothing more than a tool to be replaced when broken #just barely scraping by on minimum wage in a world where that isnt enough to pay for essentials #left with no time or energy to actually enjoy being alive or do the things i love #years and years of the same exact shit over and over and over again hating every second #and KNOWING it could be so much better but also knowing that it fucking Cant. sigh #sorry sorry im just. angry again at the absolute state of things #i would love to love life but my fucking god the world at large makes it tough #white-knuckling the little things once again #man its just. its so STUPID lmao #like why are we torturing ourselves like this? why are we just Accepting this #life could be so great but stupid shit like taxes and inflation and utilities exist #most of the shit we have to pay for should be free. it should be free.#it shouldnt be difficult to Live just because the majority of us don't have the fake fucking paper to buy things #its pointless its ridiculous and it makes me furious #why should i kill myself just to survive huh. why should i. why should any of us.#we all deserve to fuckin. idk enjoy sunsets and good food and art and each others' company.#instead everyone's stressing themselves to death over making rent and getting groceries and paying bills. fuck.#id love to be able to create art that Sells and open a shop or something #but also the thought of creating purposefully marketable art purely to make money fucking kills me inside #comms are one thing but... just... sighing sighing sighing. man idk #i just dont know. ill deal but everytime i manage to think positively reality comes in with a sledgehammer and now i want to go back to bed #the point is to live BUT YA CANT FUCKIN LIVE BC POINTLESS STUFF REIGNS SUPREME. WHO'S GONNA COMMIT ARSON W ME CMON LETS GO #this stupid fucking country and this stupid fucking government. i hate it here

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cessmaga · 8 months

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I never hated fans before but oh my god dc fans really love to kick hal and barry into the ground and treating them like irrelevant pieces of shits that don't deserve to be a dc characters

they already suffered enough since dc loves also to treat them like shit and their failed movies don't help anything at all

man being a dc fan sucks and I hate the dc fandom this is probably the most fandom that I don't enjoy on

hal and barry fucking deserves better dc and their fans don't deserve such a good characters

#flash fans loves wants to be barry as irrelevant as possible #the more I see wally fans act like this I more I stay away wally as possible #like we get it you love the dcau #also if think that one p*do shit is canon did you know the author is also a p*do #if you still reference that you are fucking awful I'm not gonna sugar coat it I hope you bang your head of how insensitive you are #I hate people #i hate people so fucking much #and y'all still mad people being misanthrope like it's y'all fault #hal jordan #barry allen #halbarry #also fuck you dc they are gay #im tired #and im angry #I really hate everyone #i'm so fucking tired

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lovesick-angels-blog · 1 year

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How could you ever understand the anger I feel? My anger makes me crave blood and pain. I want to tear open my body and consume the blood pouring out. I need to feel something. Anything but anger. I've been angry for too fucking long. I'm going fucking insane.

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365-partygirl · 2 months

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sick and fucking tired of people going 'i love the 1975' and they mean ONLY matty, or ONLY matty and ross, like. jfc hello? what about the rest of the band? the way people always ignore adam is going to push me over the edge one of these days i swear to fucking god

#that man has more patience than me because if i was him girl some people would be getting bitchslapped #hot take you arent an actual fan of the 1975 if you dont like All Of Them ❤️#hot take part 2 you arent an actual fan if you claim to love them but never talk about one of the members!#the lack of content about adam hann is genuinely like it makes me angry because girl dont fucking talk to me about #Ohhh i love the 1975! When you dont like adam x #im angry #and im really tired #so i cant make my words mean what im thinking #but just know that the way people treat adam in comparison to how they treat the others is just #so so mean #blah blah!#the 1975 #matty healy #adam hann #ross macdonald #george daniel

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goldiipond · 4 months

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the word terrorist has lost pretty much all meaning to me because 90% of the time a white person says that word its used as a shorthand for 'nonwhite people resisting oppression'

#skye's ramblings #im soo fucking tired of seeing zionists spout their genocidal bullshit on literally any post abt palestine. im soo fucking angry #ive been trying not to have a meltdown on here but every day this continues i get more and more pissed. how many more people have to die.#we protest and scream in the streets and give anything we can spare and fucking nothing changes bc western democracy is a fucking scam #daily reports of brown children slaughtered and people will smirk behind the safety of their screens and smugly tell you they deserved it.#my native aunts and cousins who are still suffering from the effects of colonialism watch as the descendants of people who took everything #-use their tax money to send more bombs to an illegitimate state that is doing the exact same fucking thing in real time. i want to scream #god dammit im so fucking tired. i will never lose hope but god damn. i am so tired of white people feeling entitled to fucking everything

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semiotomatics · 5 months

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HOLY SHIT

fucking. fuck.

i dont have the energy/mental bandwidth to properly explain rn but i just Learned Something abt my body that could explain a biiiiiig part of the issues ive been having

and the fact that im only learning it now, in december 2023 at the age of almost-30, has me. fuming

i legitimately want every single apathetic/lazy/misogynistic/fucking ableist healthcare professional to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#this has been an original post #personal spewage #fuck. im so angry #YEARS of pain #YEARS #when the reason why might have been right there. plain as day. discoverable w just a simple. fucking. x-ray #if i wasnt so tired right now i would cry #i prolly will cry later #i still dont know for sure that this is Thee Answer but at least now i know there's A Potential Answer #other than just that im lazy/fat/whiny/what the fuck ever #fuck

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pbpsbff · 1 month

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crazy how “genocide is bad” is a controversial take to some ppl these days

#not even just these days but its more apparent now #u can say hey i dont think innocent men women & children should die!#and then every 30 y/o harry potter stan rocks up in ur replies like #THIS POST MAKES ME FEEL UNSAFE #WHAT IF THAT BABY??? WAS A TERRORIST???#actually bizarre idk #like what happened to empathy??? being a decent human being???#idk #idk!#this might not be coherent im tired #but im just angry idk some of u are too old to be so fucking stupid #like it’s genuinely appalling how much some of u lack basic empathy or common sense #im just #idk how u can see a country get bombed and thousands of lives be lost #and think hmmmmm. how can i make this about me #while safe at home thousands of miles away from the conflict #like ohhhh my god

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pup-pee · 7 months

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i have artblock

the 1st drawings r recent(when i get artblock i just try 2 study anatomy idk)

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transcript;

bernard; ok, so, listeners ask; jay, how is ur hair not damnaged? what deal did u have 2 make?

bernard; yeah whats ur secret?

jay; would u believe asian magic?

bernard(@ the same time); i mean how can we b sure-

jay; ber-

bernard; wait-

jay; ber!

bernard; wait! yk what i meant!

(thers a jump here bc i was 2 lazy 2 draw)

jay; im coming out again; ive been exposed. my hair is actually from my deal w/batman whos actually the devil

bernard; shup up shut up shut up omg

jay; 50 video special ill b cursing ber. get ready!

baernard; i h8 q n as

#srry 2 bernard who i made look a lil stupid kinda not rlly #he wasnt talking about jays hair @ all #by the “how can we b sure” he means in a “how can we bsure u havent made a deal?”#bernard dowd #jay nakamura #dc #“y did u make this?”#IM SRRY IM SO TIRED OF PPL QUESTIONING ASIAN HAIR PLS #“how is ur hair not burnt off?” “shouldnt u use less?” “is that ur real hair color?” “is ur hair real?”#hcing jay as having anime protagonist hair tho #cause i wanna b silly #2 any1 whos ever touched my hair trying 2 change it & ive told u “yeah thats not gonna work” & THEN U DID IT ANYWAYS FUCK U #im a lil angry lol srry #do ppl not know what poc ppl look like @ all or?????????#no cause ive been complimented on my “tan”...#its just my natural skintone wtf so u mean? i spend all day inside IM PALE AF WDYM TAN????#im ranting in the hastags LMAO GRRRRRRRRR #i just get rlly fed up w/just things i think #fksdlhgkjs idk wanna vent but i think i accidentally did a wiwltte whoops #oh “y did u make this” i wanted 2 color bernards hair lol #its such a dyable color!!!!!!!#colour??#WHICH WAY DO U SPELL IT????? THEY BOTH LOOK FINE 2 ME #ive been eating bread slices its pretty good #puppeeart #yeah im just trying 2 like fill out the tags again bc i think its fun #weeeeeeeeeee #every1 eat potato bread its fluffy & cheap(@ least where i live)#also screw my mom 4 living in la 4 a bit & giving me some of her valley accent actually #how dare u!!!!!(its entirely my fault bc i pick up ppls accents all the time klfdhsjkhf)

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spaciebabie · 4 months

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weather here is so fucking stupid. earlier this week it was freezing out and now its 60 degrees and i hafta dig thru my shit and pull out my sleeping shorts b/c its so fucking HOT IN MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW. WHY IS IT 60 DEGREES IN JANUARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#THEY HAVE THE HEAT ON #WHY #OH MY GOD YOU PEOPLE SUCK #spacie spoinks #''oh haha its the south its like this here lol'' BITCH NO THE FUCK IT ISNT??? YOU'VE LIVED HERE LONGER THAN ME??????#ITS NEVER THIS FUCKING HOT IN JANUARY FFSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS #YOU'RE LYING AND DELUDING YOURSELF #IT USED 2 BE 30 DEGREES AND UNDER IN WINTER HERE #PEOPLE THINK ITS NORMAL?? EVEN THE 70 YEAR OLDS WHO LIVE IN THIS STUPID STATE #WE USED 2 HAVE SNOW DURING THE WINTER #SCREAMS #ohhh my goddd im so tired when the weather changes like this we get hurricanes and tornados i dont wanna deal with bad weather so often #IT USUALLY ONLY HAPPENS IN THE SPRING AND FALL BUT NOW. ITS HAPPENING MORE FREQUENTLY.#oh my goddd. i fucking hate our government i hate rich people who fucking contribute 2 this im so angry im so fucking mad

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theequeersdeservebetter · 1 year

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I am so fucking angry.

Oklahoma has passed an anti-trans bill forcing people under the age of 25 to stop with gender confirmation, ie trans women have to stop taking estrogen and vice versa.

This is going through the trans community and is being discussed. Good. But there's more to know.

I am from Oklahoma. I am living in Oklahoma.

The bill passed because "protection of the kids".

They do not care about your kids

The legal age of an adult is 18. To enlist you must be 17 with consent of an adult, and 18 without. Now, you must be 25 to get gender affirming care. The drinking age is 21.

The consent age is 16.

Oklahoman youth can legally have sex with anyone their age or older, regardless of how old they may be.

We are not considered old enough to be an adult, but we can consent. Which makes it that much easier to get away with awful things.

I don't know how to fix this. I don't know how to help this. But please, spread this around.

If anyone has any information on ways to actively fight against this, please do so.

#i am so fucking tired #and angry #please #anti trans #trans youth #consent #oklahoma #deancaskiss #im sorry to tag you love but if you could help spread this around i would greatly appreciate it #please reblog #please spread this

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