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sayakaskokofish · 1 year

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Someone make the rat version of the fatui.

The ratui harbingers.

I know, such a great idea

#im not drunk or on drugs #its late #i should be passeed out #I'm not.#so have this idea while im awake 🥺#genshin impact x reader #genshin impact

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fairy-hub · 7 months

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I love snorting ketamine (powder horse tranquilizer) if you snort the right amount it makes you feel very relaxed and kind of heavy. Straight up melting into the sofa just feeling good and tingly for the next 30 minutes while it wears off.

Think about snorting ketamine with dealer!suguru/toji, getting high laying on their bed. While they feel you up, it’s not like you can move very much so their princess is gonna have to let them eat your pussy out for the next ten minutes. Between the tingly pleasurable high and their warm tongue on your clit, their thick fingers rubbing on your g-spot ughh

They would love getting you high, they love how much you trust them and how vulnerable you are laying on their bed looking beautiful, getting needier the higher you get

#while I’m high rn I’m not high off ketamine sadly #I’ve taken quiet a few drugs especially in my early 20s #so if y’all are interested in high sex fics im all for it #I love ecstasy so hmmm the fics I can write with the jjk men high as shit being so needy and pussy drunk #speaking from experience their dick will keep getting hard again and again #3 hour minutes maybe 5 hours #gojo seems like the tupe to get fixated for a while and will #keep going for as long as you let him

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stonerslutwife · 1 month

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im go drunbj and highj watching misigynidic r a pe porn

p0ppers y/m???

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avpdcultureis · 7 months

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AVPD culture is being scared to partake in any substances like weed or alcohol because you don't like the idea of not being able to filter and chose my words carefully. Of not having full sober control of what I say. The fear that I might say something that I've been bottling inside. The fear that I might do or say something that will hurt something or embarrass me

(or is this just a me thing?)

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#avpd culture is #actually avoidant #actually avpd #alcohol cw #drugs cw #i think i feel slightly similar #im still able to control what i say most of the time when im drunk so that part doesnt scare me #but im terrified to get so drunk that i forget what happened the next day #yknow #mod arche

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buerbies · 2 months

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anaaxiety · 3 months

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Essentials: 40% vol vodka, orange juice for screwdrivers, and something to smoke 💗🍹🚬

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hella1975 · 9 months

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my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be

me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha

#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience #basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night #where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything #it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young #and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again #but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good #and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get #it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough #and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced #i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up #and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it #and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN #TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY #and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it #im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday #what is even going on anymore #also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do #actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk #and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd #i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3 #hella goes home

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stonerslutwife · 1 month

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yesssssbff omfg im sooo drubke

#intox play #dumb wh0re #cnc stalking #intoxication kink #intoxication play #r@pe fantasy #rough cnc #free use slvt #stalking fantasy #cnc k!nk #cnc free use #weed kink #weed intox #drunk slvt #im drunk #this is me #drug slvt #dumb slvt #bimbo feminism

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bitegore · 2 months

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idk about the rest of you but i genuinely don't make decisions high that I wouldn't make sober

#half because i think about things when i do them by either a) no thought instant impulse straight to action OR b) very close overthinking #and drugs dont usually do anything besides make me do more of one or the other #i dont really Do 'back off bc nervous' *except* when under the influence tbh bc i overthink tapping the brakes #so like i'm more likely to be like 'may be i shouldn't get an impulse tattoo from this random person' while high than sober #this is a me problem #other half is just because i will commit to such dumb shit anyway and have enough wrong with me that my sober instincts and desires are #p much totally in line with my influenced ones as far as i've seen #im never sobering up like 'what was i thinking' i always know what i was thinking ans usually im like 'yeah good call' about it #being DRUNK is the only one I don't really feel that way about and is because it's bad for my mental health but like ive never really done #something while drunk i wouldn't do while sober either i just usually feel a little off kilter about it #red rambles

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nogchompa · 2 months

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ive been saying 4 so long that psychology & diagnoses r just boxes 2 put people in or just a way 2 categorize the uncategorizable human nature

#Idk if its based in anything bt thats why i think also so many more ppl have #autism or adhd diagnosis bc i feel like its basically the #'u dont adhere & care enough abt societal boundaries & boxes so u must be strange'#when this world has become increasingly inhuman #its only natural 2 mentally reject it in some capacity #Disclaimer im drunk & high on multiple drugs & rambling

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oscillating-fan-whore3 · 3 months

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I dont think anyone actually likes me. I try too hard for no reason.

#im pathetic with people who i rlly want to please #i try and i try and i try and then no one ever cares i put my heart and soul into everything i try so fucking hard to be liked and no one #cares if i just died right now would anyone even be bothered to come to a funeral #if i killed myself tonight would anyone really care #i know where rhe meds are ive done this research i know how many it wpuld take to kill me i just want to stop trying so hard and hurting for #five fucking minutes idec abt being skinny rn i just need it all to stop i hate myself i hate myself i fucking hate myself #i wish someone woudl just fucking kill me i really wish #imagine how easy itd be idk #gnna try and get drunk soon idk i wanna try jt out b4 i give in and do drugs or somethin #vent post

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trancendeschaos · 3 months

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save your soul

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abaddown · 2 months

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lorlen · 4 months

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shit will be stolen, taken, lost forever but music....MUSIC that shit last forever. you can feel it, it will summon a memory and awaken something inside of you. the material things will disappear eventually BUT music is the writing on the walls that will never be erased.

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neuroticboyfriend · 7 months

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harm reduction my beloved

#huge difference between now and the last time i drank and drugged #thought i was going to die the last time #right now i have pretty good confidence that i'll survive tonight #hell yeah #around 8 shots in on 3 other GABAergics (including 3.4g of gabapentin today)#and i feel like im on 3 shots. maybe 2. without tolerance #oh my GABAergic tolerance is absolutely fucked #and this time it's not entirely my fault. psych ward gave me 2 more GABAergics #very potent ones too #julian rants #vent #drunk posting #posting under the influence #drugs tw #alcohol tw #harm reduction #addiction #alcoholism

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anaaxiety · 2 months

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being drunk is so goyd, almost as good as an opiate high! I stilltake fent everyday or I'll get dopesick buty sometimes I take less and compensate by getting shitfaced drunk, just like now lmao. Feelsd so good 🤪 just don't try it at homee kids, pls don't mix opioids and alcoholl or anmy downers for that matter, it could kill you! but I like gambling hhehe

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