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polteergeistt · 5 months

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Isolated "I can't hold myself together" is bones chilling it's so scary and then the weirdly edited scream mmmm eating up the insanity no instruments just pained voice

#deadass shaking #it has the same vibe i used to have from people who seemed insane to me as a kid #before i became one of them lol #im glad to have it back #i missed the uneasiness #mmh.#its odd #sleep token but only the vocals #just tpwbyt #spooky af #imma listen to it in my sleep #sleep token #sleep token band #tpwbyt #high water #this place will become your tomb

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bew-berry · 1 year

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Thought I lost my tortilla blanket and my world basically friggin stopped. I've been tearing areas of the house apart trying to find it. My mom said it's just a blanket but no. Not really. It's not just a blanket. It was a gift and I love it and it means a lot to me because of who it's from and the memories that come with it.

After searching for two days I finally found it. I'm so relieved. It's one of the gifts I treasure most and use often. Even if I'm not wrapped up in it it's still near me.

*wraps self up in blanket*

I'm home 🥹

#i thought it got thrown out and I damn near started crying #i wonder if people have thrown out any of my gifts #i would feel so bad #I've already had people tell me bluntly that they didn't like a gift i gave them #in front of others too #so double the hurt and embarrassment #anywho...#im glad to have it back #it reminds me of better times #i still have the note that came with it #brb gonna curl up in my blanket and reminisce #=w=

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stil-lindigo · 12 days

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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kimodraw · 10 months

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been drawing some very very stupid things lately

#one piece #one piece fanart #sanji vinsmoke #nami #trafalgar d law #bepo one piece #buggy the clown #dracule mihawk #crocodile #the soccer one is making me cackle every time i glane back to it im so glad i drew it #the last one is abt law having a one sided rivalry with chopper #a concept that i will never not find funny

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sealsdaily · 26 days

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i dont know if this is what youre talking about but this is saved on my computer as 'seal soulful.jpg'

Today's Seal Is: Simply Soulful...

#This is the seal i struggled to post a bit ago im glad we have it back #seals #pinniped #daily #asks #mod ribbon #elephant seal #unidentified species #phocidae

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ink--theory · 2 months

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coming back home after going through unimaginable hell the squeakuel

#shion got stuck w/ babysitting duty for the night so pearl and marina could have their oh so promised “us time” with one another lmao #anita is understandingly *very* concerned abt the whole thing and her gf but is just glad she's back home in one piece #splatoon #splatoon 3 #side order #side order spoilers #slight ones but still there #agent 8 #agent 4 #smollusk #oc: anita #oc: shion #my art shit #couldn't sleep so i drew this silly thing #it's almost 5am so im gonna go back to bed and try to catch some zzz's now

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minxinq · 1 year

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hc that blaze gets extra clingy when shes sleepy and amy adores it …. she loves her gf so much <3

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seagull-scribbles · 9 months

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They’re out of time (cancelled)

#rottmnt #out of touch turts day #leonardo hamato #donatello hamato #raphael hamato #michaelangelo hamato #april o'neil #casey jones #cassandra jones #hamato yoshi #master splinter #Lou jitsu #oh no the anime process! no body stopped it they’re evolved even more into anime creachers #PLEASE SOMEONE HELP THEM BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE #I started this back when I was doing the 2007 one and I’m so glad I got up to the line art finished because I had no time for art this week #but my friend said this has been the one she was most looking forward too and she deserves a win this week so I got up early HERE THEY BE #she hasn’t seen the movie yet and asked who was infront of Leo and I said a surprise xxx #we’re halfway through season 2 we’ll finish rise soon im sure cx #I didn’t study the style for colouring as much on this so I hope it is okay #BUT I have learnt that less shading with angular lines can be fun and just as effective #ralh isn’t as tall and I remembered him being but I’m pretty sure I got the proportions right? hmm #…..just got deja vu when uploading this….

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ruporas · 11 months

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special operatives (silly interaction beneath read more)

[ID: Digital Art in color of Trigun Maximum, characters included are Wolfwood, Elendira, and Legato in a casual meeting situation. The piece consists of orangey yellow lighting and purple shadows. Wolfwood sits on the left side, facing Elendira who’s on the right. He’s seated on a plain wooden chair with one knee up and he’s holding the strap to his Punisher in his left hand while his right sits against his thigh, He has an irritated expression as he speaks to Elendira. Elendira is sitting in a fancier seat, her right arm rests against Wolfwood’s propped up knee, her left hand holds her suitcase. She’s sitting cross legged with an amused expression. Legato can be seen in the back at the center of the image in his mobile body case, one of his eyes shown to be glaring at Wolfwood. End ID]

[ID: Sketch, uncolored comic. Elendira says to Wolfwood, “I’m not telling you to dedicate yourself to him, but just accept the situation at hand. We could get along better if we were on the same page.” Wolfwood responds, “Don’t peg me me for an optimist. I’m not dumb. But, I’m also not going to just live in resignation. Plus, I don’t have any interest in getting along with ya.” Elendira coos, “Aw, you sure? I have a wonderful shoulder to cry on when the weak people you’re trying to protect eventually dies in the coming months. Though, I guess it’s fine. Someone like you might just die before then anyway...” She snickers in her hand while Wolfwood is speechless and just glares. Legato is faintly drawn in the back, glaring at Wolfwood, muttering “worthless” repetitively. End ID]

#trigun #trigun maximum #nicholas d wolfwood #elendira the crimsonnail #legato bluesummers #YES they were together in scene canonically for only 1 Measly chapter. Yes legato dipped like 2 seconds later but listen #trigun has such a fun cast and such a vague sense of time that i love to just throw in whatever Chances of the gung hos meeting outside of #canonic time... i mentioned before but i do think ww just runs into them on occasion from town to town #this illust would have to take place after the remembrance of july though ofc since that was when ww first saw elendira... which is still #the funniest ww ever bc he was so Shocked. LIKE AGHAST... BC IT WAS ELENDIRA THE CRIMSONAIL. he was starstruckk it was so cute #elendira of all people deserve that kind of reaction though im glad that they hyped it up with ww of all people. bc its like wow even ww is #kind of intimidated! even though he gained his grips like 5 seconds later to talk back to her. which is why i think theyd have a funny #dynamic. and legato is just there. he does not care about them but he also hates them and it's fun to think about how that'd extend to #wolfwood after knives specifically left the gung hos up to him and then explicitly didnt say shit after giving ww a special little mission #it also is just like. legato is pretty passive in trimax until someone is actively betraying knives or when its vash #and ww also does not give a shit about legato bc he also is like. vaguely aware he'd lose in a fight. so all i make them do is stare at each #other passive aggressively. TRISTAMP on the otherhand is ridiculously insane for making legato genuinely hold enough aggression towards ww #to literally activate his character arc in the season sgmkdsgm cannot wait for final phase where legato not only deeply detest vash but also #bears a similar aggression towards ww. actually im not sure whether i should be Excited for that or not but it would be an interesting #ruporas art

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omchar · 10 days

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doodled an impulse now that i can digital art again!!

#wooooo im glad i can art #its been too long #trying to get back used to color so it might take me a bit #would fix some stuff if i didnt have to go to work lol #impulsesv #hermitcraft #chart

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the-game-spirit · 19 days

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this game has consumed my every waking moment, have a sif

#in stars and time #isat #isat art #my art #its a universally acknowledged fact that if a character's hair has a HINT of curl to it i WILL make it More Curly. i simply cannot help it.#anyway! this is based off that one official art. yknow the one.#i dont know why he has his dagger out but i REALLY wanted to draw it so. there it is. its such a fun shape #also im glad i didnt post this last night because i realized at like 2 am that i forgot the little wear lines on their cloak and hat lmao #expect more isat art to come! i have so many ideas!#i love this game for alot of reasons #but im especially grateful its managed to kick my art brain back into gear after so long of zero motivation

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omegalomania · 1 month

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we do not know and might not ever know the full story behind mania and the circumstances under which it was produced but we know enough by now to understand that there was a lot of strife and frustration involved in the way it came about. the band has been clear on this much. the divisive reception upon release didn't help any. and we know the last time that happened with folie, it led to that record essentially being forgotten and aggressively sidelined for years afterward. the roughness of its reception was explicitly one of the things that patrick especially cited as difficult for him to look back on, and one of the reasons it took so long for him to embrace those songs again.

it took mania five years what took folie a full hiatus and double that time.

this too is healing.

#*making poasts #i have my own ~case study~ i wanna write abt mania one day but it is not this day #i know part of it is that the mania tour was their last headlining tour prior to this one so those songs are newer #and the second is that these things do simply take time #but im glad theyve acknowledged their 7th child again...shes important to me #folie - brilliant as it was - also came from a period of immense internal friction #folie had more time to soothe over than mania has #but it means a lot that theyre working so hard to reforge that bitterness into something they can look at with fondness #it all comes back to that kintsugi feeling....doesnt it ever

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ex0toxin · 3 months

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SORCERORS 🔨🌫️

jsys week'24, day 7

#SCREAMING FROM THE ROOFTOPS DOROHEDORO AUUUUUUUUUU #<- the auuu part is read as a wolf howl btw #ive had this au bouncing around in my brain for literal years im so glad to post something abt it finallyyyy #theres way too much lore on this au that im not going to/going to be able to put in the tags but #okuyasu is mind controlled by keicho's smoke for the beginning of it and josuke is like oh i cant not beat his ass #josuke btw still has the same healing ability (kinda like noi) but cant use it on himself. he basically nearly kills everyone he fights #but itsok ! he can bring em back👍 usually .#anyways i need them to beat eachother half to death and then have crazy wild gay sex in a dingy back alley. its important to me .#josuyasu #josuyasu week #josuyasu week 2024 #josuke higashikata #okuyasu nijimura #jojo #jojo's bizarre adventure #jjba #dorohedoro #my art

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milkbreadtoast · 3 months

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Spring has come to the imperial palace~ 🫶🧡💜🌸🌷🪻💓☀️🌙

#twsb #when the third wheel strikes back #cedjess #cedric riester #jesse venetiaan #jung yeseo #서브 남주가 파업하면 생기는 일 #섭남파업 #세드예서 #cedyes #my art #FINALLY FINISHED THIS!!!!! SO PROUD OF MYSELF #another finished piece...🔥🔥🔥#i had the wip weeks ago and almost just left it as a wip and gave up but #IM GLAD I DIDNT...!!!#actually so happy w how this turned out bc it was a real trust the process moment #like i had no idea what to do for the colors #i originally imagined it'd have a warm palette w a yellow glow (like yeseo's aura color)#but somehow along the way it turned into a purple moon theme??? and im glad bc it was way better than the yellow KFJJS #(the moon was an accident actually it was originally a yellow gradient but i was playing w blend modes and IT TURNED WHITE AND I WASLIKE OH?#yet another purple palette piece heh... JESSE'S COLORS AND MOTIF...!!#also i keep thinking i wont be able to get away w using their signature colors in every piece #like i keep thinking giving cedric bright orange highlights is gonna clash #BUT SOMEHOW IT WORKS???

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lavenoon · 10 months

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@naffeclipse realized it's criminal I haven't drawn him with claws so far, since I love inflicting retractable claws on any version of the dca I touch

*self insert is not a girl (he/she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

#post let luce #dcamv #bloodstain fool #my art #naffeclipse #hiiiii I continue #thinking about this nearly kept me up when I first woke up at 5am #fortunately i thought about cuddling with him instead and fell back asleep FGHDJSK #hi I am SO lost in the sauce #im very happy in here so like. dont get me out <3 #also yes good morning naff considering this timing have a little breakfast sugar FGHDJS #glad these are enjoyable for more people than just me bc otherwise i might start feeling bad at some point #but yeah self indulgent era #no stopping me now #off to draw the sleepy cuddles #<3 #menace4menace

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brittie-frog · 4 months

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Watching Tubbo's and Fit's streams and I can't wait for Bagi to return and hear everything that Empanada's been up to:

- broke their rest agreement on Friday to do lore

- got shot at by evil!Forever/Never and forced to do child labour

- had a sleepover with Sunny and Tubbo in their 3x3 bunker after the traumatic day

- celebrated Tubbo's birthday with Sunny, Fit, Ramon and briefly Tallulah and gave him a drawing

- got given bombs by domestic terrorist Santa and then proceeded to shoot Sunny so she could get hungry

- watched Tubbo build an avocado farming machine

- made a tea party with Sunny outside the factory

She's so adorable, literally watched Tubbo's stream today purely to see if Em woke up. She's already gone to bed but she is sick so expected she wants to go rest.

Edit: I forgot the new cat she got as a present from Ramon I want to know what she named it. Also she returned and they're all laying on the train tracks waiting to be hit... babysitter Tubbo is a vibe. A very different vibe to babysitter bad I think.

#this is why she doesnt take days off #she leaves for 4 days for christmas and comes back to hear about the chaos #i assume she'll stream it and it will be the highlight of my holiday #empanada having a fun time #im glad shes found someone to hang out with when none of her mamas are on #and shes been wanting to hang out with sunny more #im happy shes comfortable enough to log on and hang out like richas does #qsmp #qsmp bagi

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