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#deadass shaking
polteergeistt · 5 months
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Isolated "I can't hold myself together" is bones chilling it's so scary and then the weirdly edited scream mmmm eating up the insanity no instruments just pained voice
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Whoever harassed @glimmerglanger to the point that they DELETED THEIR AO3 AND LEFT: count your motherfuckin days.
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quehecke · 2 months
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yuta brainrot.... my silly little man :]
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artistictiliqua · 1 year
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Happy birthday Neku Sakuraba, here's a beatneku print from my HTTYD au to celebrate my fav's day!
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shima-draws · 1 year
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Told my boss that NO I cannot take over customer phone calls because my anxiety will literally not be able to take it. And I’m being SO brave about it,
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skillzissuez · 3 months
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Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed
#god I hate it here#not to mention you mother and father#SEEING this#simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead#like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀#I don’t know how to fix this#I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days#but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive#Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭#it’s so bad though#I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress#and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc.#it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me#sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong.#Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong#but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me#My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents#but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department#I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really#I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪#As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷‍♂️#I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you.#seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind#if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps#but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now.#anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize#it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys#I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno#tw vent#tw mention of abuse
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bylertruther · 1 year
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behold, the most evil sentence ever spoken abt byler:
#Will is ready to wait for Mike forever not because he hopes Mike would ever love him back but because he remembers a time when he did. (@heroesbyler)
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nothing-behindher-eyes · 10 months
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somethin ab this picture
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makes me genuinely feral.
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JAINA PROUDMOORE
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fungh0uls · 6 days
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this dude randomly told me “you’re so beautiful” LIKE NO WHAT IS IT WITH THE DUDES AT THIS PROGRAM
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kiwibirdlafayette · 8 months
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im itching to infodump about the songs in the syndisparklez playlist again bc cats post got me thinkin about the delicious little bit of “behind the scenes” story between capsize, tom and jordan i wrote in my head to talk too much by COIN and violet by bad suns that is exactly the whole bit about capsize being jordan’s scapegoat (loving her bc he was in denial about tom) and tom’s side of it being absolutely fucking pissed and seeing right through it all
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honeyppie · 2 years
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SPOILERS FOR NOPE 2020 DIR. JORDAN PEELE
Went to go see NOPE with my brother today and the movie was really good, fucking 15/10. I normally don't startle during horror films but Jordan Peele always manages to surprise me every time. Daniel Kaluuya made us all laugh every time he absolutely refused to interact with anything that scared him, which was refreshing because i don't know how many times I whisper "dont do that shit, you gonna die" every time a main character goes to investigate a strange noise or some other bullshit. Keke Palmer was absolutely a joy and she reminded both my brother and I of our younger sister, from the way her and Daniel's characters interacted, to the little things like her hair and the way she dresses. I still feel confused about the whole Gordy the chimp backstory with Steven Yuen's character but my brother assures me that it makes sense to him. This was a good movie and it scared us and he says he wants to see it again which is especially great cus he normally doesn't like horror films. All in all, its another Peele classic and you should definitely watch it.
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seventh-district · 9 months
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screaming shaking crying trembling wailing sobbing throwing up punching the wall in anguish and agony and angst etc etc etc
#Seven.txt#Seven’s Public Diary#cw vent post#kinda?? i guess??#cw dentist#anyways yeah. i have to go to the dentist soon and i wanna throw up just thinking abt it#someone just fucking hit me with a tranq gun and get it over with already oh my god i don’t wanna do thisssssss#but don’t actually do that cause i would deadass revoke someone’s breathing privileges if they ever sedated me without my consent#that’s part of what i’m so afraid of. i don’t know what i’m gonna do if they say i have to be put under general anesthesia for this.#i will literally cry and run out of the building#so here’s hoping that they can just numb it and keep me awake#i need to stay awake for this man it’s the only way i can handle it. i don’t wanna be vulnerable like that.#hhhhhhh last time i was in a dentist chair i was shaking uncontrollably and it’s so embarrassing when my body does that shit#i’m so afraid it’s gonna be like that again cause my fear has gotten so much worse as i’ve put off going#but my father will be there with me so maybe my need to appear strong in front of him will override my body’s need to shake in fear lmao#so i’ve got someone to take me and i’ve thankfully got the money saved to afford it so realistically i shouldn’t be upset#but i am so so afraid and no amount of logic is gonna help me out here. i already know that#i just have to go do it like i have to force myself to do all the other things i’m afraid of#ugh. i can’t tell if i’m nauseous cause of the pain radiating from my jaw bone to my brow bone or if it’s anxiety#or if it’s cause i couldn’t eat last night. or all three. probably all three#i’ve never had any cavities or serious issues with my teeth before in my life so this is so so so new and scary and i hate it#but i want the pain to stop so i gotta get this fixed. and never eat anything with sugar or acid or anything ever again#and brush my teeth one million times a day so this doesn’t happen again#sighs and collapses on the floor. i guess i couldn’t run from the consequences of my mentally ill actions forever#also no for once i didn’t actually punch anything. that was just a figure of speech. and i’m in enough pain as it is rn lmao
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allthatcattydatty · 5 months
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BRO. BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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the-wereraven · 1 year
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Raven you are popular :D!
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WAIT OH MY FUCKING GOD
OH MY GOD
HOLY SHIT
THIS IS SUCH AN HONOUR HOLY FUCK??
I'M IN THE CR REWIND???
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inutaffy · 7 months
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got randomly anxious what the fuck was that
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