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ethernitty · 1 year
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some old production photos of spring awakening i found
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todayisafridaynight · 6 months
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I genuinely can never thank you enough for the past year. I can't express how much it's meant to me to be understood and have my energy reciprocated with someone on the same wavelength. Although I've been in the fandom for quite a bit longer than most people writing in, and longer than you, even, I can't remember the last time I felt this welcome and motivated. A TRULY embarrassing amount of my work's just been fueled by "oh Snap's gonna wanna see that," and of course that circle's expanded since then, but it probably wouldn't have had I not met stream chat through you, aaaaaand if I'm honest you're still up there... lol...
It's always, always a highlight of my day to see your your work, your posts, and your responses, whether they're to me or to others, and it's always a highlight of my week to be able to make it to streams! You're a huge inspiration for me, particularly in terms of your work ethic across the board. I always come out of streams energized and feeling like I can actually finish things, and usually this is hubris, but it's gotta count for something.
Not to be dramatic, but you kinda changed my life, no exaggeration. I still really can't see myself the way I was two or three years ago not just calling it quits after some of my Gaiden experiences... lol... but I'm still around, and like always, I wanna be able to write in and interact as much as I used to sometime soon. Thanks for everything! I hope RGGS continues to deliver so we can stay in touch :3
i cant thank YOOOOU enough for the past Xsome months or so. feelins ABSOLUTELY mutual in that i wasnt sure anyone else would really be into talkin bout rgg as you and i have (or would be willing to read my. miles-long scrolls of bullshit LMAO) so it's been real fun gettin to know you an everyone and chattin !!
most bafflin thin to ever to think i have good work ethic, i feel like ive been behind everyone for the past couple weeks and even with the things i do make it's really not up to snuff. it's always nice to hear that's not supposedly exactly the case :) I Suppose :^)
rgg community (like any community lbr) can be. An Experience, esp for someone with a position like yours. so im glad i can make it worth to hang around somewhat LOL
regardless, i always look forward to you next ask or the next time you leave tags on a post i make. if i ever bother making a post again ☠️☠️
#fave#snap chats#I DID SIT ON THIS ALL DAY OOPS#i got a bit busy with some stuff...... also i always try my best to write a sufficient response cause ill feel bad if i dont </3#mad funny youre stoked for me to see stuff And I Am Always Stoked To See Stuff cause i got a similar sentiment towards you#i mean i TRYYYY not to get too in my head bout it since then i get paranoid but i always do hope on the downlow like#'ah man. hope this is funny. hope masu likes it. hope im shot for this one' VERY NORMAL things to want :)#so funny tho. funny timin of this ask i feel like ive been disappointin people an particularly yous#which 'snap that doesnt make sense please be happy with yourself for three seconds' which. NO?? no. impossible#but i do get worried im disappointing or being too annoying or yk. just being a pest or not being adequate#so it's fun/ny gettin this ask today all that considered LOL#I MEAN I KNOW EVERYONE BEEN NICE THE PAST DAY OR SO YK SO NO REASON TO THINK IT#i cant avoid thinkin a it... my number one bully is myself he Will Not leave me alone no matter how hard i try to complain to the board#the board also bein myself. i cant excommunicate myself from myself--#REGARDLESS. very cool that i give you motivation :) esp after streams :)#every time i finish a stream i feel like i made an ass out of myself. ALWAYS HAVE FUN. but i feel at the cost of bein obnoxious#tho i guess theres no point stayin round if i was. lest its like Last Resort kinda deal then TRULY i am sorry im The Last Resort#ILL STOP WHINING FOR FIVE SECONDS TO SAY thank you :) for everythin :) both just chattin with me an all the work you do for the community#it truly is a lot and indescribable and its very cool i have someone like that who likes what i do. you do be the beyonce in walmart to me#to reference that post i rb'd last night LOL its still hard for me to understand but ig i dont have to understand it#i think i mentioned this before but i remember when id draw for persona (cringe ik) id mostly draw adachi (this is relevant Trust)#and this one mate one day was just 'snap its really nice how much. love you bring to the adachi community'#which is a hilarious thing to say since adachi sucks but POINT IS im glad i. i THINK im kinda doing the same thing now still#thats the consensus ive gotten the past couple asks.. lol.. its nice bringin people together and havin a fun and welcomin space :)#ILL WRAP IT UP HERE THO before i make people throw up. i kept this ask hoarded long nuff.. ill just hoard it in my chest cavity instead#once more thank you forever and always :) when we inevitability branch off to other things i'll always treasure all you've done for me
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staircasetoheaven · 11 months
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Tw ED talk in the tags.
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jeansplaytoy · 10 months
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“Ain’t Shit.” - c.springer
(part seven here.)
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final part
you and connie probably won’t be arguing again for a while.
here we go.
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three months later, or something like that. you sat on the stool in the kitchen of another house party.
you hadn’t seen connie, physically, in a while. you’d see him post on social media, and you’d talk, facetime, do normal things that friends do. but you hadn’t seen him in about a month, maybe he’s just been in his house more.
you twirled side to side in the stool, the music was loud, and you hadn’t been to a house party in a long time.
“girl, why’s this lowkey lame.” sasha muttered, leaning over on the island counter while taking a hit of her vape. mikasa, holding a blunt slowly nodded, “right?”
“y’all know where connie at?” you asked, tapping on the marble counter. mikasa and sasha looked at each other before looking at you. “why, you wanna see him or sum’? damn, where is connie?” mikasa squinted and looked around.
“you been talking to him recently?” sasha asked, taking another hit of her vape and ghosting it.
“nah…” you paused. “well, yeah. kinda. but that nigga don’t really be talking to nobody no more, i guess. so we kinda stopped in the beginning of this month.” you said, shrugging and closing your eyes.
mikasa pursed her lips together. “girl, he prolly miss yo ass too, you never know.” she raised her eyebrows.
“if he missed me he would’ve been here right now.” you rolled your eyes and shook your head with a slight smile before hopping off the stool. “i’m finna go pee, i’ll be right back.” you said as sasha and mikasa nodded.
you walked towards and up the big stairs, to the bathroom and locked the door behind you. you handled your business, washed your hands, fixed your makeup in the mirror, and twisted the knob to the door.
when you walked outside the bathroom, your shoulder hit someone else’s, nearly making you tip over.
“excuse you.” you said with a frown, and just before you were about to walk off with an attitude, you felt your arm being grabbed.
you whipped your head around with a frown that didn’t last very long before you looked up.
“look at’chu. same attitude.” connie smiled.
you moved your arm away and looked up at him with a surprised face. “why you here?” you asked. connie laughed a little. “it’s a party, why wouldn’t i be here. who you here wit?” he asked.
“the same people i’m always here wit. don’t act brand new just because you been distancing yo self.” you muttered and crossed your arms, looking him up and down. connie smacked his lips and looked around. “i ain’t been distancing myself, i just been… at home.” he shrugged. you slowly nodded. “yeah, that’s why we ain’t been talking— okay.”
connie stared at you for a minute before his eyes roamed your body. “you still fine. i see that ass got fatter.” he smiled, moving his head to look over your shoulder a lil.
you couldn’t help but chuckle and shake your head. “yeah, ight, how you been?” you tilted your head, taking a sip of from the long straw in your margarita. connie hummed and bit his lip. “i been ight, what bout you, mama?”
you smiled a little at the nickname. you hadn’t heard it in a while.
“i been okay.” you said, looking over to avoid eye contact. connie smiled and raised his eyebrows. “just okay? you ‘posed to be great. what’s wrong?” he tilted his head a little.
you looked up at the ceiling, not really knowing what to say.
“come on, we can talk about it in the car.” he said while putting one hand on your waist, leading you through the house. you made it outside, not daring to look at him. he opened the car door for you and you got in. he walked over to the drivers side and did the same.
licking your lips nervously, you looked at your nails.
“so wassup? why you seem so sad?” he asked. you bit your lip softly and shrugged. “ion know. im not sad for real… it’s just been… boring? ion know how to explain it.” you turned your body towards him and rested your leg on the seat.
connie frowned a little. “bored? what, you ain’t had shit to do?” he leaned back a little. you nodded slowly. “yeahhh, sumn like that.”
connie stared at you for a minute as you got silent. it was weird, but not in a bad way.
“i missed you. a lot.” he said, looking at your nails. you looked at him with a small smile before rolling your eyes. “you ain’t miss me, you just sayin that.”
“i’m deadass.” connie laughed. “like for this whole time we ain’t been talkin? i missed yo big head ass.” he said, softly nudging your head. you shook your head and looked away. “i missed you too, connie.”
connie smiled and bit his lip. “hell yeah, that’s why you been so bored. so wat’chu tryna do now.” he asked. you frowned with a smile. “huh?”
“i meannn, i miss you, you miss me. it’s been what, three months?” he shrugged, glancing forward and then back at you. you went silent for a moment, realizing you still hadn’t told him whether you were getting back together or not.
“ight, listen. you know i love you, right?” he grabbed your hand, intertwining your fingers. you slowly inhaled and exhaled, nodding. you liked moments like this, but at the same time you hated them, because it made you all emotional. and growing up how you did, being with the people you’ve been with, affection through communication wasn’t even in the picture.
until you got with connie, and he started doing and saying things no one’s ever said to you. it made your heart feel so good, you could barely take it.
“and i’ll do anything for you. like anything. i’ll die for yo ass. i just need you to understand, ion care if you say yes or no to what im asking you. but i’ll always be there for you, y/n.” he mumbled, staring at you as he continued to hold your hand. you couldn’t even look up.
“look at me.”
“connie-“
“i’m for real.”
you sighed quietly and moved your gaze to him, looking him in the eye.
“i love you, okay? you my lil pretty girl.” he said, tilting his head back a little to stare into your eyes.
you slowly started to smile while rolling your eyes. “i love you too.” connie bit his lip before looking you up and down. “so you wanna start over, or what.”
you went quiet.
“okay.”
“deadass?” connie frowned. you nodded. “for real.”
he laughed before grabbing your face, peppering it with kisses before finally kissing your glossy lips, making his a lil shiny, he started back continuously kissing you, making you laugh harder. “okay, connie, move!” you tried pushing him off of you, but he didn’t budge.
“i love youuu” he said in between kisses. you rolled your eyes, trying to move him again. “i get it, come on connie.” you chuckled. connie smacked his lips before stopping, but not letting go of your face. “say it back.” he muttered while shaking your head side to side.
you bit your lip, trying to hide your smile.
“i love you too, connie.”
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sevenpoyo · 10 months
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some brooklyn slang ik for all the ppl who wanna write for miles and kilometers‼️
feel free to add more idk everything but i i am originally from there and visit a lot this stuff i hear a lot and if you wanna add slang to ur writing this is a good place to start, not all of these brooklyn or ny exclusive but that’s where a lot of american slang starts and u prolly heard some of it b4. imma list it ne ways
don’t use like 8 of these in one sentence bc it will sound weird and i can’t really cover ny puerto rican slang or any puerto rican slang really bc my grandad is a bum so if you know some add it
the city is manhattan, not the other 4 burroughs, just manhattan, cus that’s where everything’s at
to cut ass is to roast tf out of someone , to get your ass cut is get tf roasted out of you
wyling/wilding is being outta pocket, something being absurd or crazy
yeah nah means no and nah yeah means yeah idk why they gotta make it complicated just look at the second word
good looks is like good looking out
it’s bout to be winter and i’m bout to see mad christmas fics and shit but do y’all know the proper way to describe cold ny winters?
if it’s cold as hell, it’s brick outside, not regular cold, ny winter is like nipples so hard i see em thru the bra cold
ex; “how it’s so brick outside i walk to the store wit my hair wet and it deadass got icicles in it” “yeah it’s fr brick outside today” “i’m not walkin wit u in this brick ass weather for a bacon egg and cheese?” (actual convo between my sister and me last winter break)
fronting seem kinda easy to me but is like acting or pretending i can’t explain it with out an example
“why you fronting like you wouldn’t die if they text you asking u to go out with them” “you can stop fronting like you like cars it cool if you don’t” “don’t sit there fronting like u don’t wanna dance wit me”
being tight over something is just being upset or annoyed
rj is so smart they said “We say tight bc you kinda huddle close to yourself when you tense/stressed or angry” i had no idea i just be saying it i aint know it had a reason💀 it make sm sense now.
“who got you tight like that this early in the morning?” “my momma came home tight yesterday for no reason, she threw a boot at me!” “i’m so tight this damn shift change has me working all closers this week”
jack is like claiming someone or something
i talk old as hell idk what the youths be jacking nowadays
cop is basically to get, used to be mostly 4 drugs back in the day my dad said (he don’t know why im asking him this)
“just copped me some retro 3’s” “bout to cop me a few percs in a minute”
speaking of a minute, mostly for my non americans bc that’s who get confused the most when i say this one. depending on the context this can mean a actual minute, a short time or a real long
“i’ll be back in a minute” is short “i ain’t seen y’all in a minute” is long. idk how to explain the difference besides context
bop is a good song, pretty easy but i see ppl on tiktok use it wrong
bangs/banger goes hard is kinda like bob for music but i be using it for anything fr
“this push pop is banging yo”
mad can be used normal like angry but it also means a lot or really kinda like hella ig? i usually uses hella when i would say mad so ppl can understand me easier up here
dumb also mean very in the same way
ex; “my english teacher give out mad homework for no reason.” “she be giving me mad shit over the smallest stuff” “i just had some mad good wings so i’m cooling rn” “this shit is mad spicy u sure you want some?” ''This shit got me dumb tight'' “you don’t need no jacket it’s dumb hot out here”
smacked is like high as fuck idk how to elaborate ur just high
lit is drunk
“Yuuuur!'' A signal, a greeting usually used to catch the attention of someone or something very fun greeting and very hated by schools, it’s weird anywhere outside of ny kinda at least to me.
being hollywood means u get a little fame and think ur all that or just that u got a little fame and they’re jokingly hating
ex; “i saw u on the news the other day, “the prowlers return” u must be real proud of yourself huh hollywood?” “and here comes hollywood wit his trending tiktoks”
real talk is when ur about confess something or say something serious in a not real serious setting or convo
“real talk we play a lot but i love you, my life would be boring with out you around” “real talk i’d never do that to you foreal”
go together is like go out kinda, y’all kinda match behavior cus y’all a couple, this one need a sentence 2 i think. (THIS ONE IS OLD AS HELL ONLY USE IT IF UR TRYING TO RIZZ MOMMA RIO)
“he want ur number? he don’t know we we go together or sum?” “why she wanna act like we go together, ion even know her?” “don’t we go together?”
i can’t even explain it with a sentence y’all just gotta figure this one out 💀
A bodega/deli is a convenience store ik most know this from the movie but some ppl think it’s all stores or all spanish stores when it’s just a corner store
the owners of the deli closest to my granddad house is muslim. and so we keep track of all muslim holidays when he’s closed
an ock is the bodega man, miles knows the man’s name at the deli we see him visit, but at any other store he’d call the guy ock
dipping on someone is changing ur mind last minute, usually canceling plans
ex “we was supposed to go get outfits together but they dipped on me last minute”
staticky is like wanting to fight or still being pissed after a fight
static is beef or on sight energy
you good can really be anything but imma list ones i can think of
it can mean like are you ok? or don’t worry about it, or how are you, or stop, or do you got a issue? or do you want an issue? it’s all in the tone of how it’s said fr
'Word of my moms/dads I saw/ did/did not *insert topic*'' Honest term, no lying present in statement i feel like (my cousins be putting anything on they momma fr risking shit on her for no reason)
'hold it down'' handle buisness / take care of someone or something. can also be in refrence to criminal who handles ''buisness''
NOW EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU TO @rashadisback BC HE CARRIED ME ON THIS‼️
i hope this helps any writers that don’t live here!
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cantwritethetword · 4 months
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Biceps? Really?
Fic Descript: Superman finds out Batman has a very odd ticklish spot, and of course has to tease Bruce half to death over it.
~A/N  - HELLO ONCE AGAIN
Look at me being somewhat consistent with uploads SDJFHKALSDFJHKH amazing what meds can do
I've had these requests in my inbox for aaaaaages (im so sorry) and I feel like I can finally write something for them.
Prompts were:
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Please excuse the typos and the "it's ok that this will be s(H)ort" cause that was back when I was like super burnt out AND unmedicated lmao so I was like OH JUST A LIL FIC YOU CAN DO IT but this will be a proper one lmao
Also lmao forgive me for the super boring title I couldn't think of another one.
EDIT: ALSO AGSKAGSKAGD ILL HAVE IT BE KNOWN I USE DARK MODE ON MOBILE THIS WAS ON MY LAPTOP AND IDK HOW TO GET TUMBLR TO BE DARK MODE ON LAPTOP HENCE THE WHITE SCREENSHOTS THANK YOU THAT IS ALL
- Enoy! ~
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"I still..." Bruce huffed as he lay on the floor, glaring at his partner. "Don't get... why you're still so surprised... every time we do this."
Clark, the absolute puppy dog, was still beaming after launching yet another random tickle attack on Bruce. Since first discovering the Batman's hilarious (and quite frankly adorable) little weakness, it was like crack for Clark. Any time he had the opportunity, he launched himself at Bruce and just started squeezing. And, because Bruce was just that damn ticklish, the poor superhero couldn't last ten seconds before crumbling into a flood of chuckles.
"I don't know." Clark grinned. "You don't seem like the ticklish type, is all. Never have."
Bruce rolled his eyes, before starting to stand up. "I am not the ticklish type."
"Uh, oh yes you are!" Clark laughed, reaching to grab Bruce's arm. "And where do you think you're going?"
Normally, Bruce's response to this would be a swift bat (hehe) at Clark's hand to push it away from him as he stood, and an even swifter escape before Clark decided to go for round 2 (it had happened before, and Bruce swore he would've passed out if Clark hadn't taken pity on him).
But this time, whatever way Clark grabbed Bruce's arm, sent electric shivers coursing down Bruce's side. Bruce let out a yelp, and half-collapsed onto one knee.
Clark gasped, his face like a kid on Christmas morning. "No way."
"Clark." Bruce's eye's widened as he pieced together what had just happened. "That wasn't-"
"Wasn't what?" Clark interjected, pulling Bruce closer to him using the aforementioned grabbed bicep.
The tugging motion pressed Clark's fingers right into Bruce's muscle again, forcing a symphony of strange noises, squeaks, and choked laughs out of the absolutely screwed superhero. As Bruce fell, Clark expertly manoeuvered him onto his back (for the second time that day) so that Clark could kneel on his forearms.
"What the hell Kent?" Bruce grunted, pulling his tough-guy facade over his currently anxious and flustered self. "Let me go."
Clark chuckled. "Oh no, we're investigating this."
Bruce cursed under his breath. He remembered Clark's methodical tickle monster days all too well. When Superman himself had him pinned to the floor with no hope of escape, and took his sweet ass time tracing and prodding with various numbers of fingers on any tickle spot that came to mind.
This time would be no different. Clark began with his thumbs, massaging small circles into the very center of Bruce's muscle.
And holy fuck did it tickle.
Bruce's entire torso tried to lift itself off the floor for a moment, his eyes wide in shock at just how bad it was, before his body slammed back onto the floor and flailed. His legs kicked a ticklish drum beat as the highest pitched giggle either man had ever heard escaped his lips.
"Wow you're ticklish here!" Clark laughed over the noise. "I can't believe this is even possible!"
"SHUTUP!" Bruce shouted between bouts of hysterics, twisting his hips from side to side to alleviate the torturous sensations.
"Seriously though," Clark continued as if nothing was even happening. "Ticklish biceps? You've got to be kidding me."
"CLARK!"
Superman nodded to himself, resting his hands on his thighs. "You're right, you're right, it's time to move on to something else."
Bruce gulped in mouthfuls of air before registering what Clark was implying. "No-... wait-..."
Ten feather-light fingernails touched down right above Bruce's armpit and paused for a moment, soaking in the anticipation. Clark didn't have a chance to start moving before Bruce broke into deep streams of laughter.
"Really, Batman?" Clark taunted. "Breaking that easily?"
"Fuhuhuck ohoff."
Superman rolled his eyes, before trailing down Bruce's biceps from elbow to underarm. That singular smooth movement upped Bruce's laughter by a few pitches, a good sign for what was to come.
Clark lifted his hands and reset them back to their starting position on Bruce's arm, before letting his fingers begin their descent once more.
Except this time, each finger took its turn to softly trace up a few inches before lifting and straightening again while his wrist moved further to Bruce's elbow. Like two gliding spiders, Clark's hands pulled downright squeals from Bruce.
"NOHO!" The Batman pleaded. "I CAHAN'T- CAHAN'T TAKE IHIT!"
Smirking, Clark tutted. "Oh come on, you're usually so tough!"
But, now that he thought about it, Bruce was rather red by this point (and not just from sheer embarrassment). And while it certainly was fun tormenting the usually far too stoic superhero, the fun could wait for another day.
Clark wasn't forgetting about this any time soon.
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pr0wlerpunk · 1 year
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P.s- I love you
Person: 1610!Miles morales
Afab!reader
Requested:|Yes|No|
@alisblackgf : can I get earth-1610!miles x Reader where they’re childhood best friends and are just like. In love with each other. And then confess. IDK IM A SUCKER FOR FLUFF AND CONFESSIONS
Warnings: angst(?), slight cussing, both miles and reader being Extremely oblivious to each other’s feelings, miles and reader are both 16 bc I feel like it’s more realistic for 16 year olds to have this sort of issues(idk man), the ending is rushed ngl
Translations; Amor: love, Mi Vida: My Life, Mi Corazón: my heart
Tags: @alisblackgf
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Ever since you could remember you knew miles..
See growing up your mother was a hairstylist, so that meant she knew any and everyone.
From the browns to the jakobs…
But there was always one name that stood out most
Morales…
Your mother was friends with Rio and your father with Jefferson-which automatically made you friends with their son, miles.
Miles was a sweet boy, always doing right and helping out his family
But
Boy was he shy
When you all first met he never walked away from his mom’s side, which you thought was weird since you were only 5
But as time grew miles warmed up to you, and you realized just how amazing he was
And I mean so amazing that all you wanted to do was be around him
So your mom made plans and before you know it, you lived a couple blocks down from the Morales’s
Every birthday was spent at each other’s houses
Every Christmas
Every thanksgiving
Any and everything was done together..
You and miles grew up close together, so close that even some would say it was the universe proving how you both were meant to be
He was your corazón
And you
His vida…
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12 years later
You had officially made it to the same school as miles, and would not leave him alone.(not that he minded, you were his girl after all..even if he hadn’t said it yet)
He was your boy and you made sure everyone knew that…
Especially that little Gwen Stacy chick.
When miles first told you about her you thought she was alright, she seemed smart, and she had an interest in the drums
He told you how they met and how he wouldn’t clarify it as them being friends
But still, the way he talked about her made it seem different..
You weren’t the jealous type, but something about her was off…
And then next thing you knew, he was always leaving with her
“Sorry [___], Me and Gwen have some plans after school, I’ll make it up to you amor, I promise”
At first you thought it was ok, miles was making more friends and you were happy for him…
But every time you would ask him to hang or even walk home together he would always say he had plans with Gwen…
“I promised Gwen I’d help her with something today, I’ll make it up to you amor, I promise”
It was all bout her
“Ah [___], I forgot me and Gwen have to do something right now, I’ll make it up to you amor, I promise”
Normally you wouldn’t care if he flaked but you had something for him…
A letter.
You had spent hours on perfecting it
Now it was just about giving it to him…
But maybe you’d wait a little.
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And so that’s what you did,
You waited..
Hours had became days…
days turned into nights….
And nights went into weeks.
And then you realized
Nothing was going to change unless you made the change and reached out
And so the very next day, you did…
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Rio, miles mom let you in after school telling you how happy she was to see you and how miles was In his room
You thanked her and made your way to his, the path now unfamiliar since the last time you had been there
Which was-if you could remember-a week or two
As you neared his door you could hear hushed voices.
You leaned in slowly, pressing your ear to the door
“Im telling you Gwen, she’s amazing”
A confused look spread onto you face as you continued to listen
“Then why can’t you confess to her miles?”
Confess…confess to who?
“I don’t know, I mean we’ve been best friends for forever…I don’t wanna ruin things…”
W-was he talking about you?
“If shes a True Friend like you say she is, then she’ll hear you out-”
And suddenly it went quiet
“I got to go miles, Peter needs me back at his”
Then the window was shut
And that’s when you decided you would enter…
“Miles we need to tal-” You froze, there miles was, standing on his ceiling in what looked like a spiderman suit
“[___] I can explain!”
You watched in horror as your best friend jumped from his ceiling to his floor in a matter of seconds
“WHATS THERE TO EXPLAIN MILES??” You were livid, how could he keep something like this from you?
“Uhm im Spiderman….”
You stared at him a furious expression plastered on your face
“WELL I KNOW THAT NOW…”
Miles visibly cringed hearing you yell at him
“[___] Please calm down!, my moms gonna think something’s up!”
You glared at him
And then you put two and two together
“Miles…”
He looked at you, a soft smile forming onto his face
“Yea?”
“Gwen knows…doesn’t she?”
You already knew the answer, but you wanted to hear it come from his mouth
“She was the first person to know”
And you felt your heart shatter even more..
“Alright..yea, no that’s-it’s fine” You hurriedly turned to leave as tears threatened to spill down your face
“[___] don’t be like that, please amor” You felt his hand grab your wrist, and for the first time in weeks…you felt his skin…
And god everything was telling you to turn around and forgive him..
“D-don’t call me that miles”
But you didn’t… instead you ripped your wrist away from his grasp as you glared at him
Miles heart broke seeing your cold gaze…
And then something caught his eye.
“[___] w-whats that?”
You froze, he was never meant to see the envelope..especially not after what just happened
“It’s nothing”
You hurriedly tried to hide it, but you were too late
“Mi Vida, please!” He desperately pleaded
And you froze, the nickname you had came to love was now being used against you to get you to respond… and so you did
“Fine, you wanna know what it is so bad?!”
He anxiously nodded his head
“It’s a dumb letter..” You looked anywhere but him, not trying to see his face after what you where about to say
“I’ve been trying to confess to you for years miles…” your voice soft as you thought about all the times you wanted to tell him you loved him
“But you never got the hint…s-so I thought I’d write you a letter”
You finally held up the red and black envelope.
you watched as he took it from your hands, his gaze fixated on the little hearts and sunflowers that decorated the front
“Amor, I’m sorry, if I had known I would’ve made time for you I promise!”
You scoffed
“Miles cut the bull!”
He stared at you confused
“You would have Never, made time for me, and…I know that know”
He shook his head no, his mouth opening to speak…
But no words came out
And so you nodded, wiping the tears from your eyes before looking at him
Nothing was said as you turned to leave…
And nothing was said as you did
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Miles laid awake that night.
he couldn’t sleep, not after what you told him all those hours ago
Earlier…
Rio had saw how you left, tears streaming down your face as broken sobs left your mouth
She immediately went to go check on miles and what she saw broke her heart even more…
Miles was on the floor, pictures of you and him scattered around him as he himself let out broken sobs
Present
Miles couldn’t believe what you had told him
You had liked him for years…and he was so dense that he couldn’t realize it
And now it was too late…
He had lost you
God, if only he had payed more attention to you then maybe he would of gotten the letter sooner
Wait…
The letter..
THE LETTER!
Miles was quick to jump up and find the envelope
He looked around his already messy room until the red and plack cover caught his eye
Quickly he picked it up and opened it
His eyes welded up with tears as he read what you had wanted to tell him for years…
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To mi corazón,
As I’m writing this I realize how corny it is.
I mean this isn’t a movie, but I just thought that making this would help me get of few things off my chest…
So here I go
Miles..
You don’t know how much you mean to me, when we first met I thought you were this shy nerdy little boy, But as we matured I came to realize that you were much much more.
You’re caring, and compassionate,
You’re not afraid to help someone in need,
You’re smart and funny,
You’re everything anyone could ever want…
So as I sit here writing this, I think…
I think about how we met.
I think about how we begged our families to live next to each other.
I think about our movie nights.
I think about our first day in elementary together.
I think about how our moms used to match us up in the same outfits.
I think about our first day of Highschool.
I think about how everyone would tell us we were meant for each other.
And I think about how the universe has kept us together…
Miles I was the luckiest girl in the world to meet you.
No matter what…
I won’t ever be mad at you.
I won’t ever not be there for you.
I won’t ever not appreciate you.
And I won’t ever doubt you.
Miles morales you’re the most perfect guy a girl could meet.
All always be your Vida and you, my Corazón
-[___]
Oh! And
P.s -
I love you
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“Shit” he cursed whipping the fallen tears from his cheeks
He looked around his room until he spots his suit, he quickly grabbed it slipping the material on as he rushed to the window
Miles needed to talk to you…
🕷️
There you lay, tears streaming down your face as your music blasted through your room.
Your parents had night jobs, so that meant that they would sleep all day and go to work at night, which left little to no time for you…
But you didn’t mind it, you liked being by yourself
You could draw, watch tv, and blast music without any consequences…
Even if someone called the cops you wouldn’t be in trouble
(9 x out of 10 it was mr. Jefferson that came and he would just let you off with a warning)
You were zoned out thinking about everything that happened today,
You found out miles was Spider-Man
You confessed to him
And then you left.
When you had arrived home you went straight to the shower,
After your shower you put your playlist on shuffle and laid in bed
Which is what your still doing
And then..
There was a tap on your window
And another
And another
And then it stopped.
You let out a breath of relief
And then you heard it..
“Amor..”
“Amor, Are You awake?”
Peering over you pillow you came face to face with Spider-Man or now as you know
Miles…
“What’re you doing here miles..or should I say spiderman?”
He let out a soft groan at your tone of voice
“Cmon [___] don’t be like that”
You rolled over, turning away from him
“I read the letter…”
You froze but quickly regained your composure
“Oh goody”
Miles huffed, jumping on your ceiling and crawling over back to face you
“Did you mean it, everything you said…?”
You were quite for a moment, until you opened your eyes to finally face him
“….yea…”
He smiled and it instantly warmed your heart
“Do you forgive me?”
You let out a soft laugh as a smile made its way to your face
“….yea…”
You both went quite just staring at each other
“[___]”
“Yes miles”
“Can we cuddle?”
You let out a snort but quickly shook your head yes
“…..yes miles..”
He crawled(literally)into your bed wrapping his arms around your waist, holding you flush to his body
“Oh and Ps”
He mumbled into your neck
“I love You too”
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BONUS
“You’re so corny Miles”
You let out a laugh as he quickly spoke up
“You started it!”
“….Nuh uh”
“[___]!!”
“BOTH OF YOU GO TO SLEEP”
You and miles stared at each other with shocked expressions
You looked up catching Gwen in her spider suit
“GWEN???”
“WAIT, GWEN??”
She waved before leaving
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Redfang Zosan // I walk into your dagger for the last time
Wip of the fanfic im making for this au
The anger you are born with is your own, and yet foreign. You were never who you were supposed to be – that degrading voice that speaks so loudly in your head everytime you do as so much as breath grips at your core, reminding you that you are nothing.
He clenched his jaw, the silence of the room making everything seem so much louder.
Sanji sat on the corner of his bed, the loose clothes that wrapped his body feeling uncomfortable and filthy no matter how many times he had washed them. This moment of solitude was nothing new, but for once nobody would walk in and berate him. He wouldn’t have to deal with the reprucussions of being bothered.
He was finally alone, but only because he made it so. Their nagging voices seemed to cling to his mind rather than their screams, their bouts of anger that every single one of them felt.
Sanji wasn’t special – he was supposed to be the one who made their family big, to be anybody else than who he was right now.
Cold and empty wasn’t something new, and Sanji had lost that gnawing feeling inside of his gut that should fuel his survival. It felt deserved, for his hunger was fueled only by selflessness.
Kindness for himself was not known, and it may be too late to teach him.
The temptation to drain that damn pest he allowed to live only to help him find a way out of this hellhole. Sanji had known the outside world very rarely, and even though he was limited, the yearing for the idea of a life away from his family was strong enough to keep him going most days.
Self destruction wasn’t limited to one’s suicidal demise – it was for not knowing how to deal with the hurt, and the wanting for any sort of control. It was an excuse in his mind for him to dig himself a deeper grave, and bringing down anyone else he could. An unlovable creature, a vampire born to suck away any sort of life no matter the meaning.
On days like this, Sanji came closer to lashing out than normal. Of course, that stranger that had only given him a meal a day or two ago would know nothing of this. He was meerly a tool to get what Sanji wanted, even if it meant tearing out his own throat with a dagger.
The coldness of the undead was nothing in comparison to the horrors of the mind.
A sudden crash – Sanji jumped, his thoughts flying out window. Irratiional fear of the worst made Sanji feel sick, but that didn’t stop him from dashing out of the room.
The mansion was big, but Sanji never really knew anything else. It was easy for him to nagivate, and he quickly found the stranger on the first floor hasiltly trying to collect the broken pieces of a pot.
“What the hell are you doing?!”
A hiss, followed by an angry lunge at the green haired freak.
“Do you plan on breaking everything?!”
“It’s not my fault everything here is ancient!”
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≻───── ⋆✩⋆ ─────≺ ╭────────── ♱ · 𓆩🤍𓆪 · ♱ ─╮ Howdy <33 ,, Strings is my name, being silly is my game. I go by multiple names, but Strings is a heavily preferred one ! Taken by my partner @tyr4nt-ula <3333 ILY MY BEST FRIENDS (Punky my pookie /p) There's more underneath! I think you should keep reading <3 ╰─ ♱ · 𓆩🤍𓆪 · ♱ ──────────╯ ≻───── ⋆✩⋆ ─────≺
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𓆩♡𓆪 About me ,, :^
Here's some basic info bout me ! vvv
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my main interests are spooky month, pico's school, and mainly ocs (including fankids)
Lover of an indie games !! BATIM/BATDR, Smile For Me, Indigo Park, and more
i have more than three sonas !! I might post them all, I don't know,
some of my favorite music artists are: will wood, kmfdm, cg5, hozier, miracle musical, the living tombstone, etc etc <3
some of my songs are: too sweet, against the kitchen floor, megalomaniac, love me normally, pork soda, etc.
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dark/pro/comship (WEIRDOS!!!)
certain irl doubles (unless i know you beforehand) (i'm irls of thomas connor, rick hedony & alucard)
ship slander (unless it's obviously problematic)
slander of my interests
unwanted criticism of any kind, especially if not asked
ANY person i had drama with, including exes
homestuck, hazbin/helluva, dsmp, object shows (im not okay with these, dont talk about them in front of me please. If you interact w/ me short term, I'll probably be fine)
ai "art" users, fuck off my stuff pal
people who use femboy. i hate that goddamn word
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𓆩♡𓆪 byi + boundaries ,, :^
I would HEAVILY perfer if you use tonetags around me, you don't have to, but i'd like you to,
i ramble, yap, and yammer a TON, say outta pocket things, make inappropriate jokes, volume control/all caps issues, flirt/tease super close friends. If I EVER do a thing that makes you/someone uncomfortable, please inform me and don't tone switch with me.
sexual jokes are ONLY for close friends, not for people I just met, please refrain.
i dont like a lot of popular ships in the medias im into, don't get mad at me for not liking them. I am a BIG rarepair fan.
im a-okay with interaction, but I might not reply immediately because I am very anxious
i have some strong opinions, but i try to keep an open mind
don't question my art style (some doodles will just be a head and hands, my style in general is REALLY sketchy anyway)
my blog, my rules
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inkdrinkerworld · 1 year
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Hello my love <3 I had an idea so I thought I’d request it! Bradley Bradshaw being so in love with you but cannot for the life of him talk to you normally. He’s a stuttering blushing mess. He finally convinced himself to ask you out but reader thinks he’s sick with a fever or something. He just goes with it and adventually spits it out that he wants to take you on a date (im sorry if this doesn’t make a lot of sense i don’t request very often and it’s hard to get my thoughts out clearly 😅) Xx
my lucky
cw: bradley is a bit shy, reader teases him, hangman being hangman, a supportive dagger squad, fluff
wc: 1.3k
Bradley is anything but subtle. The entire Hard Deck can see his desperate adoration for you, especially the Dagger Squad.
The only problem, when Bradley saw you twirling around the Hard Deck with drinks in your hand, and moving between tables with the breeze under your skirt and a little sheen of sweat on your skin he lost all ability to speak.
He wasn’t quite sure how it was that you made him so speechless, but he could never get out more than a, “Hey could I get six beers, Lucky?”
Phoenix, Jake and Bob had bets on how long it would take Bradley to introduce himself to you and so far, Jake and Bob were still in the range of their bets.
Tonight, the Hard Deck is full of some newer pilots and to say the least, you’re over them.
You’ll be the first to admit that there’s an unnatural appeal to men in their dress whites, but this group of pilots seem different.
You’re not in your typical outfit today- instead you’ve opted for a crocheted top on the balmy night, and a pair of jean shorts that you’ve embroidered with little beakers filled with red and pink hearts along the pockets and hem.
When you step behind the bar Penny whistles at you and smacks your ass making you laugh.
“You tryna catch the attention of a pilot tonight Lucky?”
You’re not entirely sure why she’s given you that nickname, but you love it.
“None of the newer ones, that’s for sure.” you say and she laughs.
Penny isn’t too fond of the newer pilots either, they’re rowdy, rude and just so full of themselves that they all rival Hangman.
You’re wiping glasses when the doors open, Maverick comes in and Penny blushes as he blows her a kiss making you roll your eyes.
They’re so in love it’s sickening in a good way.
Behind him is Jake, Phoenix, Bob and Coyote.
You’ve taken a liking to Phoenix and Bob, but the one you’ve really got your eye on is Bradley and recently he hasn’t been in as much.
You’re not sure why, but something about the way he can’t stop tripping over his words or looking down at his hands when he orders his drinks is endearing.
And it also helps that he’s always made you feel like a person and not a piece of meat.
“God damn sugar, you might be all I need tonight!” Jake shouts as he comes to the bar and you shake your head.
“Do you always try to sleep with pretty girls Jake?” you don’t ever really call them by their call signs; in your head that’s an extension of their work and they come to the Hard Deck to get away from that.
“Only the prettiest sugar,” he winks and Coyote pushes his shoulder.
“Leave the girl alone Bagman, you want Rooster to kick your ass?”
Bob shakes his as you set the beers down on the counter.
You gaze up at Phoenix who just shakes her head and mutters, ‘Coyote’s just being a dick.’
“How is he by the way? I heard Pen saying that he wasn’t too hot last time you guys were flying.”
Jake grins in his little impish way and it makes you nervous.
“You worried ‘bout the chicken sugar?”
“Jake,” you say and he puts his hands up. “He’s just not been coming in with you guys for a while.”
“You been looking out for him?” Jake pouts dramatically but before he can answer, the doors push open with a rush and in come the new flyers and you groan.
“Great, mini Hangman’s.” you mumble making everyone laugh besides Jake.
He mutters softly, “Ain’t nothing mini about me sugar.”
But your attention is stolen by Bradley who comes in dressed in his Hawaiian shirt and a pair of cargo pants and boots looking hotter than hell.
Maverick and Penny share a secret smile and Bob looks between you and Bradley and says to Phoenix, “Maybe I’ll actually win the bet.”
The disperse before Bradley makes his way to bar and when he stops you notice a harsh blush to his cheeks.
“Hey Bradley,” you say casually, trying to calm your racing heart. He smells heavily of eucalyptus and lavender and the scent reminds you of the ocean early in the morning.
“H-Hey,” he stammers and you give him a gentle smile. “Could I get a beer?”
You nod and as you bend to get the beer you hear him muttering to himself.
It’s too soft to make out but Bradley’s trying to hype himself up to asking you out.
He needs to get it done before he loses his edge, he’s only stammered once so far.
“Here you go,” you slide the bottle into his hand and hazard the comment, “You’ve been pretty mia ‘round here Bradshaw.”
It’s playful enough that Bradley’s stance softens and he gives an almost guilty smile.
“Yeah, I have,” he takes a swig of the beer. “Did you miss me?”
It’s your turn to smile and when you give him a nod, Bradley has all the courage to blurt,
“Would you like to go on a date with me?”
Bradley freaking Bradshaw just asked you on a date and your mouth has never felt drier but you’ve also never wanted to say yes more in your life.
But you also know pilots and you don’t want this to be just some little ‘date’ that ends with you just sleeping together.
You want something more with Bradley.
“A date with me Bradshaw?” you ask and he nods, eyes wide with panic.
He really hopes you don’t shut him down and report him to Penny.
You reach for his beer, Bradley’s eyes track your every move.
“What if you just wanna have sex?”
His eyes go even wider and you feel bad for dragging his chain.
He swallows just as you drain his beer.
“N-no! I wanna take you out on a date. Maybe to that music festival that’s coming up, I know your favourite artist is gonna perform and I was thinking maybe we could go,” he takes a breath, “together.”
His cheeks are rosy and you set the bottle back on the counter and smile.
“You’re cute when you’re nervous Bradley,” he goes a deeper red and you giggle. “I’d love to go out with you.” you say finally and he lets out a deep breath.
“You won’t regret it,” he leans into your space a little, “I promise you a great time.” His lips smack to your cheek and you gasp. A dimple pops in his cheek at the sound and you narrow your eyes.
“Is the shy Bradley a front?”
He shakes his head, “No, you still make me nervous, but now I’ve got a foot in the game so I’m a little less nervous.”
You laugh when Jake swears across the bar and hollers, “You couldn’t wait a fucking week Bradshaw? A week?”
Bob takes the money that Jake has in his open palm and Bradley turns to flip them both off.
“Be ready, Friday at eleven. The festival starts at 6 so we’re going for brunch.” He begins to walk over to his friends, when you call,
“Where are you picking me up, Big shot?”
He jogs back towards you with a bashful smile and offers his phone for your number.
Coyote yells out, “Damn! We could’ve had a shot if you didn’t say nothing sugar!”
“They don’t have a shot,” you whisper to Bradley who smiles. “You’ve got the best odds.”
He walks over to them with an extra pep in his step and smiles when you text him and see you’ve saved yourself as, ‘lucky,’ he sneakily adds ‘my’ in front of it and pockets his phone after responding.
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fic rec friday 11
welcome the the eleventh fic rec friday! where, on friday, i rec five of my favourite fics.  
1. Video Chats by @tomminowrites
Not long after leaving to join the Blades, Keith stops by the castleship to catch up with Voltron.
The visit was going normally, until the Red paladin lets slip that he's been video calling one of the paladins fairly regularly - unknown to rest of the team.
i LOVE this fic it makes me giggle like no other. i have this in my other collection, which is fics where lance gets teased mercilessly by the team for being a gay loser. this fic makes me laugh literally every time. fics where keith is doing his blade thing but comes back regularly to visit and theyre a family who loves each other my beloved
2.  Thinkin’ Bout You by @bleusarcelle & queerklancing
‘That was not my thought,’ Keith thinks, panic and confusion filling his chest, ‘That was not my thought, what the fu –‘
‘Dude,’ the unfamiliar voice cuts him off sharply, but Keith can hear the edge of fear lingering on its tone, ‘Dude, what the fuck –Get out!’
‘It’s my head, you get out! ’
‘No, it’s mine!’
Keith purses his lips and pokes his temple and then his cheek.
‘No, pretty sure it’s my body, my mind, and you’re a weird thing invading it.’
[Or that time Keith had a voice in his head singing and found out he had a quite unique soulmate link.]
early voltron fics my love. remembering fondly the days bleusarcelle and queerklancing dominated the klance tag lmfao. this one is sweet, fun, and it has the trope of all time in it: the phone call where someone sighs wistfully and says ‘i miss you’ and then the other person smiles and goes ‘look behind you, sweetheart’ and theyre THERE. gets me every time fr
3. so tell me darling do you wish we fall in love? by crystalklances/orphan_account
Keith is chosen to represent the Paladins for a diplomatic dinner gala. There's just one problem—he has to bring a spouse. Lucky for him, Lance is ready to play his fake fiancé.
i’ll tell you i was CRUSHED when crystalklances orphaned his account. dude i miss u every day. but thank god all his fics are still available! this one is one of my faves he ever wrote bc it has fake/pretend relationship with good communication somehow. truly art.
4. Like A Prayer by @lancesexual /orphan_account [EXLPLICIT]
"God, I'm so happy with you," Lance whispered.
Something dangerous and soft erupted in Keith's chest, threatening to consume him.
2016 FIC ELITENESS. fuck man. im so serious when i say 2016 immediately means the fic has twenty bonus points. love love love. this is soft and sweet and floundering. i love it when both of them arent sure about anything but each other
5. True Love or Something by @deerstalkerdeathfrisbee
“So that was…” “If you say painless I’m shoving you into another snowdrift.” “Okay, that’s fair. But you got a lollipop!” “That you stole from pediatrics.” “I’m a very good date.”
Lance accidentally crashes into his new neighbor in front of their mailboxes and somehow ends the night with a very attractive (and slightly concussed) date.
ive saved the best for last! i started reading this when i was a young teen (more 2016 love) and it updated steadily for years. this series redefined what love means to me. i will always have the characters in the back of my head, i will always love everything about this series and story and will hold every part of it so dear to my heart. if you have to read one series in the fandom, this one should be a top contender!
that’s it for today!! i’ll see y’all back next friday for the next fic rec post!!!  
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hiii can i ask you about cannibal niki?? what ya think bout him?? (in theory, where Niki's parents were the ones who 'ate fish' in the cult of Shinkai!!) and if ya open to request can i see a lil rinniki kiss?? on cheeks or something like dat just a smol doodle🤲 (AND SORRY ABOUT MY ENG IDK HOW TO WRITE😭)
hello anon! putting this behind a readmore again bc it might be a little long (it is) but i assure you the doodle is at the end of the post! sorry if i sound at all hostile during any parts of this post i tried to look back and change the wording for a lot of things, but like that other long ass rinne post i made it's smth i feel very strongly about! 🙇
i’m gonna keep it real with you, i’m not particularly fond of that headcanon! i feel like i’ve mentioned it before, and i respect anyone who likes it, but i see it as sort of edginess with no concrete basis besides gags and a crucial main story scene (that i think disproves it), therefore i don’t rly like talking about it or discussing it. i’ll go on to explain where i think the origin for this headcanon lies, bc while i do think it’s something that can be extrapolated from the story, it’s not necessarily the “truth” behind niki’s parents, or him being a cannibal, or anything like that.
in the main story chapters 136-140 eichi goes on to explain crazy:b’s weak points: if worse comes to worst, alkaloid can use these points against them to take them down. in 139 specifically, eichi says that niki himself is hard to exploit — but they can use his father’s infamy to their favor. niki’s father was a famous chef known for his cooking tv programs. he had a period of popularity which was quickly ended when rumors were spread about him using human meat during one of his shows, and thus he was sworn to never be on tv again. 
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you see, it’d be perfectly reasonable to assume niki’s father is a cannibal if eichi said this in all seriousness. however, taking context into account and how during this and the previous chapters eichi is going out of his way to make crazyb sound as bad as he feasibly can, it shows that this is their last resort and that the smear campaign needs to WORK. ES needs to make crazy:b look as bad as possible to make them give up. also eichi is kind of known for making his speech grandiose and generally making things sound more severe than they actually are, this is enstars 101. and even so, eichi himself softens the claim immediately afterwards, saying that these accusations were made at a time when tv stations were trying to get the idol industry back on its feet — they made that up, because they wanted to make sure there was no competition on the same network! and he follows that up with saying “yeah lol that’s pretty normal in this industry”. 
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i won’t make any mention of the shinkai cult here because there rly is no ties except for…the cannibalism, i think? i also feel like what kanata talks about in meteor impact addresses something that may or may not have happened a long, long time ago, and at a very dire time rather than something reoccurring — and i doubt niki’s parents were even alive. i havent seen this spoken about anywhere else so im not sure where you’re coming from, sorry anon :( 
that aside, niki also seems to be at least somewhat aware of what happened, and the ramifications it had on his own life. you have to understand, niki’s parents left the country when these allegations started popping up, and niki’s been on his own since then — niki’s not stupid. if his parents didn’t tell him, he pieced it together himself. he knows what happened, and generally makes light of the situation and having to live on his own because that’s just how he is; these events have helped shape how niki is, on a fundamental level. but all of that aside, he more than anyone knows that his father would never do something like that, that all of it is baseless lies made to hurt him:
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when i say these things shaped him, i mean that the incident has made him feel like, regardless of whether the allegations are true or not, his father caused a lot of trouble to many people. niki idolized his father — and seeing this happen to him, niki is left to think that he, too, is bound to cause people problems, both bc of this, and his constitution. he makes it a point to be like i don’t want to be like my father, again, not because of the cannibalism, but because the whole ordeal had very lasting repercussions on niki, on their family, perhaps even for any chef that might’ve pursued a similar career path to his father. i find it hard to believe that it was a one and done type thing; tabloid news and everything. he probably had his name run through the mud. 
niki consciously tries to not make trouble, he laughs off his insecurities, he tries not to take up too much space, even now. gotta keep his image clean but it's also like. obviously hes not really going out of his way to expose himself and be in the culinary world more than he needs to. he carries the weight of knowing his family name is taboo so that just kind of bleeds onto how he perceives himself and what he does — that coupled with his condition makes him feel like he deserves the bare minimum. bc of these things happening, i can also imagine his parents drilled the idea into his head before they left — to not cause trouble for others if it’s the last thing he does. kind of on the nose, niki does mention during one of the flashbacks that his father told him human meat is the one thing he must absolutely never do. which is like. well, yeah
also (tapping mic) part of the reason rinne causes so much trouble for him is because he wants niki to see that it’s ok to cause trouble for him back — that if niki goes out of his way to do stuff for him, even if begrudgingly, rinne can pay him back in kind. one of rinne’s main drives is that he wants to be able to dismantle this idea niki has in his head that he’s less deserving of good things because of his past, and his body. i’d even go as far to say that it’s an integral part of their relationship and both of their characters. um anyways
people are allowed to think or portray him however they want, of course, but i think saying that his father is a cannibal and thus niki is a cannibal too feels like completely dismissing parts of his character for the sake of making this otherwise “wholesome” person be more 'edgy' and perhaps aligning more to their tastes. i can’t police how people perceive him but i think a lot of where this stems from is wanting to have a character to project specific aesthetics onto, latching onto small bits of his story and lines without really looking at the full picture. 
niki tries so hard to be someone who can move past these allegations and still struggles with thinking that he can do what he likes lest he be like his father, so, idk. i personally don’t like to engage w/ or see these interpretations. to each their own!
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also as to why niki makes jokes about eating people and it’s somewhat a recurring gag with him: well personally i think he’s just a little weird. it’s done in a cutesy playful way like "omg u smell so good i could eat you right up!" and its more like... a compliment. (esp coming from him w his rly good sense of smell and taste) yeah its joking abt eating ppl but not joking abt cannibalism itself its all theoretical eating. (have u never joked about wanting to eat someone up…or wanting to bite ppl.. i think it’s kind of like that. it’s just that they juice him for the bit)
also to thank you for your patience. here’s the doodle ♡
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stainedglassandpigs · 1 month
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Ruskaina pt 3
-Laying down some more lore for the main character I think imma do a time jump after this because I wanna write Y/N meeting Rayleigh saurrrr bad . Also I fear imma make y/n a witch im really fkin with that idea, although definitely not set on that ideas
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“THANK YOU FOR THE FOOD!”
He wasted no more time with pleasantries as he began tearing into his breakfast like it was a gourmet meal.
Watching him eat was interesting to say the least, it was almost like he was unhinging his jaw to fit as much food into the void is his mouth as it would allow him.
I used to think that I was could chow down pretty fast but my eater ability’s were being put to shame by a vast amount by him easily.
Maybe I really was that good of a cook. Being just me and Athena here alone in the cave I had gotten so used to just feeding us I never even thought much bout if it that good or not.
Taking my first bit of my food I made two realizations.
The food was mid asl, and this man truly was very peculiar we needed to be friends.
The meal went on uninterrupted by either of us, him to focused on winning his own personal man vs (mid) food and me wondering what could have possibly brought him to this crazy island in the first place.
When I got the mission to be sent here I was very skeptical I was even fit for the role. But Sabo insisted I could handle it , and he threw in the fact that they would make my accommodations to my liking and I was sold. Unfortunately the ability to decorate a space was my greatest foil the blonde demon knew that too.
The island classification was type s meaning it was of the most difficult to inhabit, so what was he doing here?
Trying to think of all the people I knew who could even manage to simply survive here narrowed the list of reason down drastically.
Definitely not a Marine.
He sure was no White Beard pirate that was for sure but they were the only crew I knew dumb enough to send one of there men on a mission here, but I knew a pirate when I seen one.
And he was unquestionably a pirate.
No matter what they looked like the months on the sea gave them all a signature tan. Not that I was looking heavily at him or anything of course but his skin was bronzed in an admittedly beautiful way.
Another sign was littered all across his body, the scares that no doubt were from the many battles pirates regularly get into, not to mention the big one across his chest
His chest scare formed a distinctive x shape, I remember seeing it last night it seems different from all his others.
Newer.
A would have to ask him about that when I got the chance.
Another thing that gave away his pirate status was his confidence. I mean what normal person just brazenly rushes into a random fight with a beast like he did ?
Or goes through a strangers fridge ???
Also his straw hat, other than when he was unconscious he always had it on. Pirates always had something weird going on with them, there was buggy and his whole clown thing or the big ma pirates and there breeding kink and sugar problems.
Always something with that lot of sea dwellers.
On second thought he might just be a beautifully bronzed idiot. A Loud beautiful bronzed idiot.
I go to eat another bite of food thinking about all the pirates I could remember and all there little quirks when the straw hatted young man cleared his thought obnoxiously.
Looking him in the eyes I wondered what he could have wanted. I fed him like he asked, maybe he was still in pain.
“are you gonna finish that?”
I look at my hand that was clearly going to eat more food and then at my plate and his. Mine had only a few more bites left and his was… licked clean.
He looked eager to hear my answer, maybe food made him heal faster.
“Okay but-“ I didn’t even get to finish my sentence before he was stretching his arms to grab my plate.
And fork.
He really did not gaf either.
I would roll my eyes but this seems like something I was going to have to unfortunately get used to if we were indeed going to be… friends.
Watching him eat for a moment I thought about how it was well past time we should introduce ourselves.
I had already got personal with his body… in the sense that I had to patch him up of course. And he had you know literally saved my life so it was high time I learned his name.
Now it was my turn to clear my thought to get his attention.
Not really knowing how to go about this I just stood up and stuck my hand out.
“Hi I’m Your/Name, Idk if you know this but you saved my life yesterday. Thank you sincerely, what is your names ?”
That was good, I said my name and thank you. I did good, good job y/n. Although the hand shake is very formal in hindsight were not in an official meeting, but I have to stick it through now.
At first he just looked at my hand and me blankly.
Which immediately made me overthink
Was I to forward, wait do pirates hide their name ??? Did I do something wrong ??? WHYS HE JUST STARRING
I was just about to take my hand back when he broke out into a gummy smile and stood up too. A wave of relief washed over me, he was just processing what I said and I was being hasty.
“My name is Monkey D. Luffy” he paused and took a deep breath for the next part of his introduction.
“AND IM GONNA BE THE PIRATE KING” he smiled wildly at me now, taking my hand in his which was still covered in food I noted.
In the back of my head I could feel I had heard that name before somewhere but in this moment all the excitement finally just knowing his name made whatever thought I had disappear as soon as it came.
“It’s nice to meet you y/n, we should be friends!”
“I was just about to say the same thing Luffy!”
His smile was infectious, I couldn’t help but mirror his in tandem.
For a moment it was just us locking eyes smiling as the morning sun peeked in on our new found friendship.
His hand was warm and large enough to almost engulf mine and most importantly it was so comfortable. (And a tad sticky from all the food)
He didn’t try to hard to grip my hand or shake it obnoxiously. There just a just enough of a squeeze so as to say hi but nothing disagreeable.
In all honesty I didn’t want to remove my hand from his but the time we had ours clasped together was growing long and I was being to get nervous under the weight of his unyielding gaze.
It wasn’t that I felt judge, far from it, his eyes and body only seemed to wanna invite me into his world in every way possible even if he knew nothing about me that did not seem to bother him.
But then again I always over conflated my own importance in others perceptions and only knowing luffy for this short period of time I already wanted him to like me.
Overthinking pointless things as always.
When I removed my hand from his I felt a bit of a resistance. He didn’t want to let go ?
I was probably imagining it.
“Luffy are you done eating ? I should start cleaning everything up today’s yet another busy day especially if I hope to take advantage of this summer season. That damned beast will be out again they don’t take being bucked up to kindly. It will be looking for you now” taking his old plate and holding my hand out for the other.
There were a few pieces of food left but they were just scrapes so I figured I would just compost it.
“Good, makes my job easier. Our fight wasn’t finished” Luffy then proceeded to bring my plate to his mouth and shove the rest of the scrapes into the void in his mouth with his hand.
And just when I thought it was over he then proceeded to licked it clean.
I was still waiting for him to pass when his plate when he got up and casually walked over to the sink while talking about about what he was going to do the next time he seen the behemoth hog.
“The old fart told me I gotta use my haki if I wanna get better but ughhhhh every time I try those bastards just get the upper hand on me. He’s gonna make me do extra training when he hears what happened with the damned over grown bacon pig!”
Joining him at the sink I turned the water on and we both start cleaning the dishes. He didn’t even offer to help just began doing it without sparing a second thought about it.
“old fart ? Training ? Haki ??? Wait is all that why your on Ruskaina? Because I thought it was only me on the island for months cause this place is so dangerous. Hell my mother almost kelled over when I told her I was stationed here” as I spoke I cleaned off a pot and handed it to him to dry off we had fallen into a sort of rhythm.
We both would clean but if someone finished the other would dry that dish off for the other, it was kinda like a dance how we moved between each other silently giving the other permission to invade each others space when need be.
Not that it matters of course, and I didn’t think about it long after.
No, no, no.
But sometimes our hands would over lap when handing a dish off. He didn’t seem to notice or care, and of course neither did I.
Feeling his warmth pass over my hand just for that moment didn’t drive me crazy at all.
No,no,no.
“Yeah the granps is amazing ! He really pushed me to be better and it gets hard but I have to be better. I’ve been doing all this training these past few moths so I can get stronger for my crew.” Luffy slowed a bit now after mentioning his crew, he appeared lost in thought.
Athena’s music was playing low in background and the streaming of the water over dishes almost drowned out what Luffy said next but I still manage to hear him mutter it.
“So that day never happens again” in the corner of my eye I can see the glint of a tear trailing down his cheek.
Whatever it was clearly hurt him deeply. His brows knitted together and eyes glossed over as if he was being forced to relive the worst moment of his life all over again.
Unsure of what to do to ease whatever was causing him so much pain I thought to just ramble, bringing up the first thing that came to mind, my research.
“I’m here training too! Well a bit more than just training, I’ve been researching how to build houses better in extreme conditions. We want to be able to help as many people as possible but it became very obvious that us worst generation were more fighters than builders. We want to help the ppl, but we believe giving the tools to do so it vastly more important than just doing it for them. ” I attempted to make a joke about how once I witness someone almost hammer a nail into their hand trying to fix a broken wall. I laugh a bit trying to ease his mood a little.
Luffy lets out a small laugh thankfully my stupid anecdote was successful even if it was just enough to make him not as sad.
“We?” He looked at me curiously.
“Y/n are you on a pirate crew !” His wonder had brought him back even further from the grips of whatever fog he was in earlier.
“Well sorta kinda, Im part of the revolutionary army. Not technically pirates but we are kin in our hate for the world government. Useless bureaucrats the best thing one of them can do is die and put us out or misery.”
Handing luffy the last utensil I dry my hands off and lean on the counter as we continued the conversation.
“Ohhhh my grandpa told me bout’em before. wait so does that mean you can fight !? Can you show me!!!”
“I not the best fighter admittedly, but I can show you my powers. There are bit of a secret tho so you gotta promise not to tell anymore”
Holding up my pinky I mimicking our earlier promise. He eagerly took hold of my pinky with his.
“I pinky promised not to tell anyone about your powers y/n”
“Bet, we gonna have to go outside for me to show you my powers tho luffy
And with that the man was damn near dragging my outside so I could show him what I could do.
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- the vibe I want mc house to have, think of it with more richer red and blues colors kinda like that one room in howels moving castle but in a cave and the stone I feel like would be more like picture 2, darker and more brown.
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ok I’ll be honest I deleted an ask that I was going to send to you the other day cause I was really eepy and couldn’t tell if my wording was weird or something and was scared I was going to get pelted with rocks. But I just wanted to say that this is an invitation to talk about whatever you want to talk about cause I like reading ur rants :} I’d love to hear ur thoughts on Beyond, Beyond, Beyond and the new hermitcraft tcg announcement cause I’m soooo normal bout those mhm yep
if you don’t have the energy to talk then feel free to pelt me with rocks and delete this ask but I’m putting on my brave girl pants and sending it in case you do in fact really want to talk about said things!!
hi ok first of all dont worry about like grammar and stuff ever as long as it’s at least mostly legible it’s fine :D however ‘talking about anything i want’ is a very. broad request. so i shan’t do that. instead:
im super hyped for beyond beyond beyond. since arcturus beaming is already an EXCELLENT song and from what little i’ve heard from the other new songs (from like, concert recordings and stuff) i’m really looking forward to hearing them all properly. i really like the instrumentals in arcturus beaming, love how it sounds, love that theres a minute long instrumental at the end ??? im. spinning it. chewing on it. would love to know what all of the lyrics are one day (i’ll find them dw…).
as for the tcg announcements… i would LOVE to get some. i still need to get proper protective sleeves for last round’s collection. really looking forward to seeing the art drop, that was honestly the best part of last time’s, they’re all so pretty and everyone did such an amazing job. i’d probably fork out for a rare/signed? mumbo this round though lol i gotta have my guy <3
never fear being pelted with rocks here i only do that if it’s funny or if i genuinely have beef with the rock throw-ee. i am gently handing you a cool pebble instead
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silverandalive · 1 day
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Yo.
Dunno if anyones asked already but do you mind talkin' bout your Bisharp, or Checkmate if thats what their called? Or just sharing anything bout em. Im interested in Bisharp, they seems like a pretty cool mon.
(@darktypezbelt)
Checkmate was my second pokemon. A rescue from a forest fire in another region; as a Pawniard, of course. I probably wouldn't. Approach a Bisharp in the wild.
Bisharp, I think, are very... well, they think quite highly of themselves. Not in a vain way, but they're the type to take the leading role when no one else will. Once, I was actually able to participate in a double battle with Checkmate as my teammate, because my pokemon seem to understand her just as well as they do me. Of course, I'm not sure if that's normal for all Bisharp. Just my experience with mine. Sometimes she even bosses me around...
Of course, it's in their very nature to be a leader. It's instinct, to them, to take that role. Sometimes they are... well, difficult, to say the last, to cooperate with, since they're so used to being in charge; keep in mind though, if I've done my research properly, I don't believe it's very healthy to train them out of that behavior either. It's better to try and establish a kind of balance. Allow them to make their own decisions, but make it clear that you can also make yours.
Apologies if this was an earful. I wish you luck in your endeavors.
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hiii (≧▽≦)/, sorry for bothering you i just aaa, im normally a silent reader type (bc talking to ppl makes me anxious) but smth bout that last chapter got me like akjsdhfakjsflh (im def gonna like regret this later when im overthinking b4 bed lmao)
Σ(°ロ°)I was NOT expecting that to happen at all like the plot twist ajsdfhasljkfa, i was so ready to cry my heart out for that angst T^T </3 (i'm srry but i love angst sm, like. it just hits different ya know?) and omg bentley's call for help,,, when jason's life was in the hands of the joker ajsdfhkjasdhfka
ඞ amongus askjdfhasjf im so srry, the game's ruined the word imposter for me lol u got me imagining scenarios n shii bro (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄) bro, jason being the first one to find bentley and trying to save bentley bc no one saved him</3 and he's trying and trying to put pressure on bentley's wounds but blood is still like pouring out, bentley slowly losing conciousness. jason telling bentley to focus on him bc he's not going to die today and he's trying to keep bentley awake (╥﹏╥) telling bentley that help is coming soon, that he's going to be okay, and maybe having a conversation to try and keep bentley awake
brooo i could see like that one meme when batman finds them bentley: was i a good son? bruce: no. bruce: you were the best :,)
and like bentley dying in his arms w a smile on his face because's he's finally found his found family and has people that love him for once in his life bruce losing another son and him feeling like a failure of a father for not protecting bentley :< but i could also see him having like a dilemma w like bentley breaking his one rule: no killing even though that's what saved everyone in the end and like the loss of another son and he doesn't know what to feel (b isn't v good w dealing w his emotions)
aaa and after bentley's death, dick hides his emotions behind a mask, trying to cheer up everyone one (っ ᵔ◡ᵔ)っ and like making the atmosphere less sadge :( bc he feels like that's what bentley would have wanted(?) bc he's always looking out for the fam and trying to make things better? srry i suck at explaing aaa
then damien, oh damien, just right after they fixed things between them :( i feel like his griefing process = anger. he's just a little bottle of anger that's filled to the very top and any little thing sets him off. he's angry at himself, he's angry at black and white hair mans, he's angry at like,,, everything ヽ( `д´*)ノ
:( timmy going through like shock, denial(?maybe), anger, depression and goes into a state where he's neglecting his health because he's so focused on avenging bentley's death by trying to find everyone responsible and putting them behind bars
srry for bothering u. gosh, i just. i love ur writing sm, the way u write,,, like it's so, i can practically see the scenes happening in my mind. i reread both books twice while waiting for chap 43 to drop lol
(ノ>ω<)ノ :。・::・゚’★,。・::・゚’☆I hope u have a great day/night! and that both sides of ur pillow r cold, ur charger to work at every single angle, and never ever stub your toe again<3 ( ´ ∀ `)ノ~ ♡ [hope this didn't sound/look too cringe. i luv emoticons lol >:3]
omg this made me so happy🥹🥹🥹🥹 I can’t even. I love how you talked about the family after Bentley’s death💔
thank you so much for your love and support it means the absolute world, also don’t be afraid to talk to me haha! I’m about as scary as a marshmallow lmao
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