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🌸🦋 i just noticed that i already reached 100 plus followers ಥ‿ಥ
i don't really pay attention to follow count but really thank you guys for appreciating my LOP content!
y'all are amazing and keeping this fandom alive after months of it's release. ♡
i shall keep pumping screenies for you guys until it's DLC update (乂 ღ˘⌣˘) ノ ♥ ヽ (ˆ⌣ˆ) so sit tight!
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i really, really, really want their necklaces
#the moon is silver#ILOVEYOUALL#cleo sertori#does this look liek her?#ive been rewatching h2o s1 over and over#cleo h2o#h2o just add water#h2o mermaid#h2o#h2o fanart#digital art#art#fanart
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Simon Riley fic coming soon guys I promise
Finals are destroying me. But y'all voted for the nsfw Simon Riley teaching you how to shoot his gun fic and y'all are gonna get it before my professors even get my final papers, trust 🫡
#simon riley cod#simon ghost riley#cod mw2#real#call of duty#ghost cod#modern warfare x reader#simon riley#ghost call of duty#ghost mw2#mw3#cod mw3#iloveyouall#fanfic#call of duty mw3#call of duty mw2#ghost x reader#ghost x you#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley x reader#dontgotocollege#jk#stayinschool#ifyouwant
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Birth. 🎀🩸🎉
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I want to send one of these to each and every one of you ❤️
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I don’t know what happened to our forever and always. But I will want you forever, forever and always, Through the good and the bad and the ugly, We'll grow old together, forever and always.
Please? Please. Please.
#scribbles#spilled ink#depressing quotes#thoughts#love kiss#iloveyouall#boy problems#feelings#imissyou#lovehappenshere#spilled heart
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Tomorrow is the last day to see my latest exhibit “Odyssey” at @havengallery ! For inquiries or book a viewing, please message the amazing, lovely & extraordinary people at @havengallery 💚 #closingthisweekend #hurry #iloveyouall https://www.instagram.com/p/CkCXMNStjd0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Ok a little reasoning waiting for season 2 of Good Omens: Gabriel, or rather Jon Hamm. Since the first season Gabriel has been one of the most loathed characters. I've read dozens of fan fics that see Gabriel as the asshole of the moment. In general, in the Good Omens fandom, Gabriel is synonymous with the dickhead par excellence. But why is this so? surely it's thanks to the writing of the character, but let's face it: if Gabriel in the first season was so annoying in large part it's also due to the interpretation of Mr. Hamm. If we all jumped out of our seats when we saw the season 2 trailer it's because we remember what Gabriel's character was like in season 1. Mr. Hamm's performance made us hate his character, and to make you hate a character in my opinion it takes talent. Gabriel could have been a simple speck, a character that both the writers and the actor could have indicated (not described) as someone who: see? he's bad, so hate him! But I don't think that's what happened. Gabriel is indeed obnoxious, but in his own way of being obnoxious he is nice. And this is due both to an excellent writing, but also to an excellent interpretation. Plus making one of the most obnoxious characters in season one need care in the season is a damn stroke of genius! So a round of applause to Mr. Gaiman, but a bigger round of applause to Mr. Hamm who made a character so hateful so recognizable and consequently hated (which in this case is synonymous with loved). Thanks Jon Hamn!
(p.s. English is not my native language, if I made some mistakes I apologize, but blame Google Translate please 😭)
#good omens#good omens 2#gabriel#neil gaiman#jon hamm#allofthisactoractuallydoingagretjob#enougactorslittleconsideredbygod#iloveyouall#goodonensfandomarethebest
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Mensaje especial :p / Special message :p
¡Feliz año nuevo a todos!
Pasen un bonito dia si es que se amanecen, y tengan un mejor año en este 2024, que les vaya muuuy bien a todoooos
Happy New Year to all!
Have a nice day if you wake up, and have a better year in this 2024, all the best to all of you!
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when ppl read my work and then analyze and and like see the like work i actually just feel like crying its the best thing ever and i love it
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⚠️TW: Scars
Here it is, I tried to remake an old, old art of Human! Moon and Human! Sun, maybe made when FNAF SB came out.
In my interpretation of their human versions, the parts covered by the masks that continue on the body are full of scars, burns from heat (Sun) and cold (Moon)
This was the old art.
P.S. Also I would like to thanks again for the support every single one of you from my smol heart, all these little progress I make are thanks to you
#my art#fnaf au#fnaf sb#daycare attendant#fnaf#fnaf security breach#fnaf superstar daycare#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#sorryifcringey#sorry for my english#iloveyouall#human sundrop#human moondrop
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got a really nice comment on my hinny fic rewrite & it reminded me that as much as i love writing it for myself, i really love when people out there like it too. 🥹🥹🥹
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Ask me questions!🖤
#depressed#grunge#sad#happy#goodvibes#boyfriend#cute#girlfriend#love#iloveyou#upset#i love you#tumblr couple#baby#cute couple#hurt#iloveyouall#relationship#baby girl#couple#inkedlife#inkedladies#inkedmag#inked girls#inked beauty#inked babe#inkedmodel#inkedwomen#inked goddess#inked
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Where I Went: A Statement
So . . . it’s been a hot minute.
If I recall correctly, I last posted in 2018. Despite the rapidly aging cells of my brain wishing to believe otherwise, that was five years ago now. I essentially disappeared from everywhere-with the exception of my Youtube channel-five years ago. In saying that my Youtube channel was an exception, even it evolved past the theming and topics that the people who followed this blog watched my videos for.
I feel compelled to say I’m sorry. I don’t believe that I had anyone on tender hooks wondering where I disappeared to or why I vanished at all. However, my inbox is full with more than one hundred messages, ones which would feel far too odd and far too late to directly respond to now. So I figured that an update was in order.
TW: Mental health; self harm
The Fandom Side
It’s important to note that for the majority of my usage of Tumblr, I was a minor. I turned 18 in 2016, so was only an adult for a year before I left.
The truth of the matter is that Tumblr became an unhealthy environment for me. This site has come so far in so many ways in terms of user behaviour since the day I left, but I think anyone who was on this website during the difficult periods know exactly the type of toxicity that used to run wild here. And I am not totally blameless. I was complicit, and I think that that realisation contributed to my decision to leave.
I was getting involved in fandom discourse and drama on a regular basis. It began in my Hunger Games days and continued into my Shadowhunters era. When it came to the fandom side of Tumblr, there was always a fight to be had. Drama was always just around the corner and if you didn’t word yourself correctly or god forbid shipped something the majority considered wrong, then you were opening yourself up to attack. And I was on both sides of the attacker and the attacked. I think most of us usually are. No one is totally blameless. Whether I was white knighting Claudia Trisac against the Joshifer shippers or being the Anti-CC provocateur in order to big up Shadowhunters, I was always inserting myself into drama in defense of what I thought was the moral and right side.
It got to the point at times where I was constantly checking my blog notifications to make sure no one was reblogging me with a nasty comments or sending me hateful asks. It was interfering with my mental health, and my mental health had already taken a huge hit in 2017. That’s not to say that genuine debate didn’t take place from time to time. However, this wasn’t common. I advocate for proper debate on my Youtube channel and I think part of the desire to do that was because of how disagreements on this website usually went down. Of course, it also happened on Youtube and across all platforms, such is the nature of social media, but I have lessened my contribution to such behaviour. I’m satisfied with the strides I’ve taken with this. I definitely feel like I’m a lot more responsible with my media consumption.
Mental Health and Autism
A year before I left this site, in the summer of 2017, I had a mental breakdown. A pretty big one, to be honest. I quit college and became a shell of a person due to a severe case of generalised anxiety disorder. Doing anything that went outside of my everyday norm and routine caused extreme distress. My anxiety expressed itself very physically, such as vomiting, trembling and on occasion passing out. This resulted in me being taken into A&E for self harm that Autumn.
I spent the proceeding years pretty much just trying to cope. Trying to survive. Mental health services suck, especially when you’re an adult struggling. The hospital gave me six sessions with a counsellor and a pat on the back. Once those six weeks were up, I was expected just to get on with my new medication and no problems. So I did. Or tried to. I didn’t go back to school, nor did I get a job. It felt like I was just existing, and it still does in many, many ways. There were some benefits, though. I helped my sister raise my nephew and I developed an unmatchable bond with him because of this; a rare connection that I doubt I will ever have with another child (unless I have my own, obviously). That was round about the time I disappeared from this blog. I made my post about my book-which we’ll get to-and then sort of vanished.
In 2019, I put myself in to be put on a waiting list for an Autism Assessment. Being twenty one at the time, many asked why I was doing it. What was the point if I wasn’t a kid anymore? I always say the same thing in return. I needed answers. An anxiety diagnosis did fit me but I always felt like there was something else. Like I had only gotten half an answer instead of a full one. Events and behaviours that traced back to my childhood that couldn’t possibly have been anxiety. I wasn’t anxious when I was five. I was actually incredibly outgoing. So why did I hate fireworks and discos and crowded shops and struggled so much trying to make friends? Why was I so focused on these fandoms in my teenage years? Why was I so obsessed that I couldn’t put the phone down and separate myself from that world? That wasn’t anxiety either.
Last year, on May 31st, I was diagnosed with autism. Hearing those words felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I had an answer. Everything suddenly made so much sense. This anxiety I had been diagnosed with in 2017 was very much still anxiety, but it was an anxiety that stemmed from something much larger. Something much larger that had been a part of me all this time, but had been neglected for twenty three years.
Co. Down Woman Opens Up about Being Diagnosed with Autism at 23
Now, I’m not using autism as a shield for the fights I used to get into on here. That was all me, whether I was knowingly autistic or not. My neurodivergence doesn’t excuse me from that. In fact, I cringe at the idea of someone excusing my previously argumentative nature just because I’m autistic. It is not a protective blanket; an excuse to throw at people to avoid culpability. All it did, for me, was explain a great deal of stuff such as why I did certain things, or behaved in certain ways. But an excuse? Absolutely not.
The Seven
My final post on this blog before I became Houdini and vanished into the ether was about being published. This did happen. In April 2019, my debut novel The Seven released on Amazon. It’s an LGBTQ+ urban fantasy, and centers around seven characters who have supernatural abilities based on the day of the week they were born on. I never got around to doing an official announcement before I decided to stop posting, which is a shame because there are some congratulations messages in my inbox that I feel terrible for not responding to. I appreciate you, even though the chances of you seeing this are incredibly slim.
Just last year, The Seven became an Amazon Kindle exclusive and can be read for free if you have Kindle Unlimited. Sorry, that feels like a shameless plug but I wanted to let you guys know that the book I last posted about did happen. It wasn’t a pipe dream, or a lie, or bait before I left.
The Seven ebook
If you’ve been following this blog since my fanfiction days, then this is a really nice achievement to be able to share. A “heh, look, I actually did it!” type of moment. I could have done it earlier. I potentially should have done it earlier. But the time never felt right to come back. Better late than never, I suppose? If you do ever decide to read my word stained pages, drop me a line or an ask and let me know what you thought, yeah?
The Future
I want to come back to this website, but I will be doing so hesitantly. I’m going to take my time and gauge how my psyche behaves. If I sense myself becoming unhealthily obsessed again, or if I feel myself falling back into old actions, I most likely won’t return for good. But at least I will have this post here to fill you guys in on where I went and what happened in the period of time I was away. I’ll probably do a bit of rebranding on here regardless, because I have outgrown hgtmigirlxx and some of her quirks.
Most of all, I want to thank everyone who made my Tumblr experience so enjoyable. Despite everything I said here, I loved this site and my blog and my mutuals. It was fun, and it was silly, and it was good. To the insane fellows who are still following this dumb blog, I see you guys and I love you. You’re all so important to me.
If you made it to the end of this stupidly long post, you deserve a medal of perseverance. But thank you for bearing with me! Your dedication is admirable and you’re amazing.
Kind regards,
Erin
Where Else to Find Me
#update#blogupdate#whereIhavebeen#wherehaveyoubeen#shadowhunters#thehungergames#fandom#mentalhealth#autism#authors#writing#thankyou#iloveyouall
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3 followers away from a new milestone??? hello??? i barely made this blog guys slow down- /j
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