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moshieee-but-evil · 3 months

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This is an oops moshie got emotional moment ~

don't mind me and just scroll on past but it's not like I can stop you just use your judgement

Make sure to read the tags first though

(my problems are mine and I just need to write and put them out there to process everything you don't need to do anything)

I want to be viewed as kind and to be kind to others don't get me wrong

...

Is it strange sometimes I worry people only see me as a kind person?

But... Does being kind count as a personality when it's the only thing to me, is that all I have to me?

And that makes me concerned, if i don't have a personality... does that mean I'm even fully a person?

This is how my anxiety works it digs into one thought and starts spiraling, maybe that's why I'm so good at picking up on small details... details that sometimes don't even mean anything

when talking to other people I try my best to choose my words carefully like they have the same problems

That's cute, it's fine, i'm fine...

Just a few of the words I try to avoid because they've hurt me in the past, even though I know not everyone has the same issues

I worry that if I choose a wrong word I could make others start to spiral as well, or that they'll dig into it and notice something is wrong

I try to treat everyone like they have the same kind of worries I do if not more, even though I know we're all different

Perhaps that's why I worry that they'll worry, about me if I make the slightest slip up, but I don't want to force my problems or emotions onto other people...

I grew up with two parents who did that constantly as I grew up and I know how awful that feeling of being trapped in trying to... In needing to help others is, I don't want that for anyone

I worry that if I let people care for me, to listen to my problems or try to help I'll be like my parents...

And even though I know people care about me, my brain sometimes tells me I won't get reassurance, and it will just hurt if I'm ignored, or just unnoticed

It makes me feel entitled when I make a small slip up and I feel hurt by it going unnoticed, which is selfish of me

People have no way of knowing, and I don't want them to worry and look into everything I say, I don't want to make this difficult for people who care, and yet I still do this...

Either way I don't know what I want, I don't even know what I want by saying this, perhaps to get it out of my head so I can look at my thoughts better, like if I was trying to reassure another person, to give them advice...

I don't know if I want reassurance or to be ignored because both feel awful, other people already have so many problems they need to deal with, they shouldn't have to deal with me being whiny about my feelings

I'm sorry if you decided to read this and it makes you feel like you need to reach out please please PLEASE know it's not necessary.

I won't stop anyone doing what they want. but do not, do it out of a feeling of obligation

And now that I got that out of my system, let's just move on!

I like keep things positive and I'll do my best to sort this out myself after all it's the reason I have a therapist!

Have a wonderful day everyone I love yall :D

#oh joy something to show my therapist so she can get a better inspection of my brain noodles #yay 🎉#but this post is seriously just be going flowp face planting my negative emotions into writing #if you're not in a good headspace dont read it #oops moshie got emotional #vent post #tw vent #mental health go brrrr #womp womp

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ink-the-artist · 2 years

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currently sick i forgot to add this to the last ask but your art, to me, is indicative of the beauty you seenin the world and i think it sso fucking amazing how much you see and appreciate. your brain is gigantic and wrinkled like a pug. u are amazing

advbsghf like a pug 😭 thank u this is so nice. i dont always respond to nice asks bc Im not sure what to say so i just keep them like letters lol but i get very romantic about a lot of stuff (especially when my mental health is being normal) and I'm rly glad that comes across in my art

#i do read and appreciate all the asks i get i love them a lot #the stuff ppl send me is genuienly very meaningful to me i just don't know how to respond to it #im not great at forming thoughts and feelings into words lol I'm like this irl too #and i dont want to reply to a very heartfelt ask with just 'thank you' or something like that #ive been doing better with new meds i got and its rly relieving to be able to be romantic about stuff #when i get depressed its hard to do that bc everything is warped and i get this idea that the world and everyone is evil #ive found myself drawing a lot of the more cutesy positive art when i had depressive periods #for the last few years. bc before i would often do the spookier kind of art when feeling that way #as a sort of venting of those emotions #(not that i only make that art when depressed btw. it just obv draws from negative emotions)#but more lately its kind of flipped. where id draw this romantic art while depressed as a sort of escapism #and would only draw the spookier more negative art when in a good mental place where I could engage w those emotions in a fun way #if that makes sense #kinda like how sometimes you need to listen to sad music when you're sad but sometimes you need distraction #and how you might only want to watch a really heavy movie if youre in a good headspace

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tokio-motel · 8 months

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heyyy boo boo bear🥰🥰🥰

so i finally thought of smth(kinda did i alr send this) AHEM full band(separately headcannons cause aint nobody wanna write alat) with s bf who is a BIG ASS ppl pleaser(wait wait this aint the main idea)

so

imagine reader prolly always gets his back blown out but he's always giving the aftercare(like them mfs dont have a choice) and on one particular round or smth reader didn't tell them to stop when he started to feel lightheaded n shit cause he could hear them whispering how good this was etc etc so he was about to pass out or smth like that(he didn't he survived) yet he STILL offered to give aftercare like a mf idiot(me)

ANYWAY im in school but i had to give u this idea frfr

BAND X PEOPLE PLEASER READER

HELP I THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA BE PURE FLUFF UNTIL I GOT TO THE FUCKING BACK BLOWN OUTTTTT

(contains nsfw themes so if you don't like that don't read)

BILL:

・He's 50/50 on noticing small things like this

・But he's in such a euphoric state, whimpers leaving his lips as he rams into you with his hands wrapped around your waist

・Listening to you tell him how good he is, but over time your words die down and eventually your silent.

・He can barley ask if your okay, nearly stopping his movements. He would've stopped completely if it weren't for you telling him to keep going. As long as he felt good, right?

・After climax (EWWWAHHH) he leans knto your neck, smiling as he hears you begin to ask that amazing question

"Wanna go show-"

"yes."

・He just likes your fingers running through his hair, massaging his scalp as you rub the conditioner in.

・He's been itching to ask if you were really okay, he doesn't want to seem too worried or overreactive. He can already feel tears prickling his eyes as yo hesitate to ask at the startxbefore admitting to feeling ill.

・God fucking damn it..I should've stopped I-"

"It's not your fault, babe.."

・Cuddling you for the rest of the day (or night), not being able to take his hands off you as he tries to make it up to you.

・No like...literally can't take his hands off you. If you eat later that day he seats you on his lap.

TOM:

・He gets caught up in his own pleasure.

・Like he won't really notice it when you slowly stop responding, or when you go a little too limp

・He's in some sorta headspace 😭

・Whispering to you how good you feel around him, how perfect you are..

・After allat, he eventually snaps out of it and notices how your barley making any noise or aren't talking

"M/N? .. M/N you okay???"

"Hmmm..? Yeah I'm good..wanna take a bath with me.?"

・During aftercare he keeps asking if you're okay under his breath, kissing your cheeks as you rest in the tub together.

・If you actually confess to feeling ill or lightheaded his heart stops for a second

・HE ACTUALLY FEELS SO BAD STOPPP

・Like he'd kinda try to hide it, but eventually emotions get the best of him and soon enough he's holding back tears apologizing to you kissing over your neck, ignoring you when you say you were fine.

GEORG:

・Like Tom, he's not exactly the best..

・Telling you how good you are for him under his breath, not exactly noticing you slowly stopped responding.

・Can't help but feel concerned, unsure if he should stop or keep going

・He nearly did, but your hand gripped his thigh to stop him from pulling out so..

・Afterwards he puts on your favorite show/movie, snuggling against you as he leaves kisses on your forehead.

・Doesn't ease into it and just asks you flat out.

"Were you okay..?"

"What-"

"yes or no."

・no

・He feels a lump build at the back of his throat, yet he still tries to talk to you

・Asking when or what made you feel this way, making sure he would never do this to you again

・He feels bad about it a few days later, even with your constant worss that you were okay

・He's scared to have sex with you again for a little...THAT SOUNDS SO WEIRD BUT IT'S TRUE?

・Like I said- he doesn't want to put you through that again

・but likeeee you need that dick so you convince him and it all works out

GUSTAV:

・HE'S TOO SWEET STOP

・He's quite good at noticing things like these.

・Stopping his movements when you start to look..off. Or when you just stop making noise completely.

・Ignoring your soft whine of protest, asking you "Are you good..?" ..no you're not. you're gonna say you're not and -

"Yeah I'm fine...keep going please..!"

・Hesitate before going back to his pace he was at before, kissing your chest and neck as his fingers go down your waist and tickles down your thighs

・Still concerned he can't really hear your moans or whines, but you said you wanted more so he should continue..

・He's sooxfucking tired after sex omg..hes surprised when you ask to give aftercare

"Are you sure? You don't wanna like..sleep?"

"No, no. Let's go get water or something."

・Giving you an aspirin and a water bottle as he gets a piece of candy, not being able to take his eyes off you as he contemplates if he should ask if your okay.

・he does. you answer.

・HE WANTS TO CRY WHAT

・Like..he made you feel lightheaded? He made you nearly pass out? He made you sick?

・Can't even bother to look at himself or think about him, only focusing on you and your needs as he spoils you rotten.

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poppy-metal · 2 years

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being a bit bratty/snappy to eddie and him immediately reading it as you wanting to be punished but when he gets you alone you just start crying and apologizing because youve been overwhelmed/sensory overloaded all day and its just too much for you :( his face falling from his stern expression as he just holds you, letting you cry it out

“i’ve got you baby, i’m right here”

“i’m sorry-i wanna be good, i just couldn’t-“

“hey,” he pulls away slightly, tilting your chin up to look at him, “you are, okay? just had a bad day. m’ right here. not goin anywhere.”

(depending on how you want to be comforted, he either eats you out till you’re crying good tears before fucking you slow and soft and deep, peppering kisses over your skin between praise, or holds you to his chest under the coziest blanket in the trailer, telling you funny stories until he can get you laughing again, smiling brightly when you do, kissing your cheek exaggeratedly with a “there’s my girl”. or both. depending on the night)

clem :(((

he makes you call yourself his good girl, when he has you pinned open on his cock, squirming on his bed with your hands interlocked with his. cunt wet and open from where he'd made love to it with his mouth for what felt like ages until you'd been so lax and dazed he'd just slid inside the wet clasp of your body with one glide. nudges his nose with yours as his hips gently rock and press into you, "you know what you are, baby?" breathed against your lips.

n you shake your head. because you dont know. you dont know anything beyond how good it feels to be full of him. how integral it feels that his weight be on top of you, pressing you down, pressing in, filling in and in. he answers for you, anyway. brushing his lips against yours softly, "you're so good."

the way heat immediately stings your eyes is embarrassing. tears flooding. because you hadn't been good. not today. and when you shake your head, eddie just knocks his hips closer into yours until you're spread apart even wider on his cock. forced to wrap your legs around him to take the length of him filling your tight hole. he squeezes your hands in his.

"you are." he affirms, grunting softly with pleasure when you clench around him. his balls rest heavily against the plush of your ass, you can feel their velvet texture everytime he pushes in and out. "my sweet, perfect girl, with her sweet perfect cunt. taking me so well. keeping me warm and hugging my cock just right. so good to me."

you want to argue, but you cant. can only whine and seek his mouth desperately with your own. let him coax you into that blissful headspace where you don't have to think as long as you're under him.

maybe you really are good, if that's what he thinks.

#ask #clem <3 #eddie spaghetti #eddie munson smut #eddie munson x reader

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safetycar-restart · 1 year

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OH WAIT

imagine

well

charles thinking you're mad at him for something he did (you're not, you could NEVER be mad at him, and i mean NEVER), and the poor thing writing you an apology note :(

like when you leave the house, he's on the verge of tears cause he think he made you angry because he accidentally touched something that didn't belong to him without your permission (stupid example but wtv), and you just took it from him without any words and put it back where he found it. that was a STUPID move. NEVER do that to charles.

so, his eyes wide, he tilts his head to the side slightly, eyes tearing up when he sees you leave the house without a word (and leave the door open, you just went to pick something up and got caught up in a conversation) and HE WRITES AN APOLOGY NOTE WHICH HE LEAVES ON THE COUNTER BEFORE HE GOES TO TAKE A NAP TO GET IT OFF HIS MIND

and it's the sweetest thing :(

he's talking about how he's on his knees for your forgiveness, how all he wants is to be good for you and how he loves you more than anything and how he would do anything and everything to make you happy. you're confused but in such awe while reading the letter, and you go look for him, only to see him cuddled up under his blanket, only his hair sticking out from under, sleeping. you just lay down behind him, running your fingers through his tangled and messy hair, and laying a kiss on the back of his head.

he whines, knowing exactly who it is. all he does is turn around, nuzzle his head into your chest and falls asleep right there, mumbling a little "i love you" before going back to his nap <3

NO CHARLES 😭 THE POOR THING!!!!

So maybe you're on a phone call the entire time? So you're not really focusing on Charles and you're busy having a conversation. Maybe Charles has come into your office while you're on the phone.

Charles only came into your office because he was feeling needy. It didnt make any sense, he woke up with you and had breakfast with you and had slow sex on the couch. He's been with you the entire time, and you only asked for two or three hours to do some work before you two go out for a late lunch.

He should be fine on his own! But he isnt. He got into a subby headspace when you had slow sex, and he tries to act like he wasn't because he knew you needed to do some work. If you knew, you would have moved your laptop to the bedroom and worked in bed, letting Charles curl up and use your legs as a pillow.

But instead, you don't know Charles needs that and so you go to your office.

Charles manages for about an hour, and then he can't take it anymore and he goes to your office. He plans exactly what he's going to say, that he's feeling small and subby and needs his dom. He knows that the moment he says that, you'll take care of him.

But then he gets there and you're on the phone? He doesn't know what to do now! His little brain is offline and he can't handle this and now he's so lost.

He comes to stand behind your desk, and you give him a smile. That makes him feel better! He decides that maybe he can just wait there until you finish your phone call.

He starts to look over your desk, and he sees you have a picture of you and him with his family on your desk? It was taken on his yacht, and he's sitting on your lap in the centre of the picture. Charles just has to pick it up, smiling a little because he never knew you had that picture framed.

You see him look at it, but quickly take it back from him. Maybe you actually planned to get the same picture framed for him? So you dont want him to think about it too much.

It's at that exact moment that your colleague on the phone asks you about a document you had left in your car so you quickly get up and go to fetch it.

Meanwhile, Charles is in tears. He thinks he's been so bad! First he bothered you while you working, then he touched something of yours AND picked it up, and now he's been so bad that you've even walked out of the room??

He sits at your desk and writes you a note, because he just can't stand the thought that he's upset you. He apologises to you, promising you that he will never ever touch anything in your office without your permission ever again. And because Charles is an emotional little thing who cant stand upsetting you, he even writes about how much he needs you and loves you and cant stand the thought of you breaking up with him. He's so so so sorry.

He leaves the note on your desk and goes to hide in the bedroom under his weighted blanket.

Your heart just breaks when you see the note, thinking back to your behaviour and realising that your sweet good boy must have been terrified when you reacted that way. You should have known that Charles would never come to your office unless he really needed you, and that you needed to make sure he was okay.

He's asleep when you get to the bedroom, hiding under the weighted blanket so that only the tufts of his hair stick out. You quickly sit down on the bed, running your hand over his hair.

He stirs a little bit, opening his eyes and looking up at you. He whines a little, mumbling something that sounds like 'sorry' and your heart breaks again.

You get under the blanket, not asking Charles because you know he will want you to join him. He snuggles into your arms immediately, clinging to you and shuffling on top of you so that he's directly on top of you. He buries his nose in your neck, letting out little whines as he tries to settle.

You run your hands over his back, whispering to him that you love him so so so much and that you aren't mad at him. You tell him to get a nice nap and that you will talk to him about it when he wakes.

When you eventually carry on working, you work in the lounge with Charles curled up on the soft carpet at your feet, right next to the fireplace.

#sub!charles #cl #angst angst vibes #soft soft vibes #gn!reader #📓

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galaxywhump · 1 year

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if you're interested and willing: would love to see wren having a bad day (depressed/frustrated/etc) and seeking out comfort from daniel unprompted, and daniel's reaction to that

[SV-240 masterlist]

contents: forced relationship whump, slavery whump, creepy/intimate whumper, depression, creepy comfort.

~~~

"What's wrong, sweetheart?"

At least, Wren thinks, Daniel still knows that something must be wrong when he sits down next to him of his own free will; and something must be even more wrong when he leans his head against his captor's shoulder.

It's not a good day. He's not in any physical pain, he hasn't been tortured in a while, but that just means that torture is approaching, which doesn't help.

It's just depression, really. It almost feels trivial in this nightmare, but he can't deny there's no way to avoid depression in his situation, and… maybe it had been there even before the kidnapping.

Apparently it took being kidnapped and sold for him to realize his mental health has been in shambles for a while.

Today he needs comfort, but continuously reminding himself that he’s going to escape does not cut it. He needs touch, contact, but the only person who could provide it is the one who’s been hurting him this whole time, making him depressed.

Maybe he could make it work, get that much needed touch and closeness while forgetting that it's Daniel giving it to him.

"Can you be quiet?" Wren mutters, closing his eyes.

"Why?"

"Because I just need you to hold me and not say anything and let me feel like shit in peace."

Daniel huffs, amused, and wraps his arm around Wren, holding him closer. Wren is tense at first, but when he realizes that Daniel seems to have agreed, he allows himself to relax in his embrace.

“You know you shouldn’t be ordering me around, right?”

“I’m not,” Wren groans. “If you want to punish me, then whatever, but later. Please.”

“Alright.” Daniel’s voice is soft, affectionate, and Wren doesn’t know - nor does he care, really - whether the word carries with it the promise of punishment or forgiveness.

Daniel goes back to reading - Berkeley had brought some new books, so he has plenty to read; on second thought, Berkeley’s recent visit might have contributed to Wren’s foul mood - not saying another word. Wren takes a deep breath, keeping his eyes closed, and tries to get far away from the house. He’s curled up on a couch, or an armchair, or a bed, in a living room, or a bedroom, it doesn’t matter; he’s sitting on something comfortable, and, more importantly, he’s being held by… someone. Someone without a face or a voice, who, after a minute or two, starts to run their hand up and down Wren’s arm, gently, like they could never do harm.

He knows their name and just how much harm they’re capable of doing, but he has to pretend he doesn’t. Right now the person is nothing more than a source of comfort he so desperately needs, and they want nothing in return. He’ll have to open his eyes eventually, face his captor’s delight at him seeking out his touch like this; it’s the price he’ll have to pay for this moment of peace.

Eventually, when he escapes, there will be no price. Until then, trading tiny bits of his determination for tiny bits of comfort is all he has.

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#slavery whump #forced relationship whump #creepy whumper #creepy comfort #intimate whumper #depressed whumpee #defiant whumpee #wren rackham #daniel rooney #sv-240 #my writing #thanks for the request!#i know it's very short but i hope you like it!

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mooodyblue · 1 year

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Just watched the egg roulette with Austin and it gave me the greatest idea of what if AUSTINS in headspace this time and when he’s playing and everything he’s just a growly nose scrunchy lil guy 🥺🥺🥺 I’m just thinking of all the ideas and I have more faith in you to pull them off than me ❤️

okay so!! i was trying to think of how to write a lil smth smth for little!austin (which if it's not your cup of tea, scroll past and dont read!) and could not for the life of me think of anything so i hope some little headcannons are okay! 🫶🏼 i've thought about little!austin but wasn't sure how people would take it since with elvis it's different, if it's something people are interested in, i'll be happy to write more :) i have lots of thoughts abt little!austin hehe

little!austin headcannons 💗

(once again, if you don't like, then scroll past! this is how i cope okay!!!!!!!)

warnings: sfw agere, little space, written at 3am

it's safe to say, you were definitely surprised when you came home one day to austin curled up on the couch, plushie in his arms, thumb in between his lips as a cartoon played in the background while he was asleep

you'd never seen austin so embarrassed when he saw you standing there, his face a deep shade of red.

of course, you assured him that it was okay and that you loved him no matter what. he was overjoyed when you asked about taking care of him, happily bouncing up and down and showing you the plushies he kept in the closet away from you, introducing them one by one. he was just so excited to finally have someone take care of him.

he's such a polite boy, always so full of joy and getting excited over the smallest things. says "thank you, momma!" every.single.time. he never forgets.

he does have a bad habit of sticking his fingers in his mouth though, sometimes he doesn't realize he's doing it, sometimes he does and just wants you to notice so you'll go upstairs and get him his paci.

although he always slips when he gets overwhelmed with his work or when he comes home after a stressful day of press, he sometimes slips when you just let him lay in your lap as you play with his hair. or when he sees a plushie he absolutely needs. or when you playfully call him a good boy over and over again. he's good at fighting it though, as he's been doing it for a long time in an attempt to hide it from you. although, now that he can freely do it in front of you, it's been getting harder for him to fight it sometimes.

he loves, loves, loves playing. whether it be a board game with you, him playfully smashing buttons on a baby guitar or keyboard, or even with his little play kitchen. he's always smiling and enjoying himself. when you two play games to together, he scrunches his nose when hes deep in thought or too focused in his decision. he sometimes scrunches his nose at you when he thinks he made a good move, which he doesn't most of the time but you always let him win anyway

whenever he's coloring something really tricky, he has his tongue poking out when he's focused. sometimes he scrunches his nose when he messes up, but that's okay! it just makes his picture more unique!

although he loves to cook for you and occasionally bake, he loves to help you in the kitchen when he's little. especially when you're baking. "momma, can i lick the spoon, please?" he asks you, giving you little puppy dog eyes with his those pretty, blue eyes you love so much. obviously you let him, who can resist that face?

he's a squishmallow enjoyer!!! idc!!

although he definitely has every single elvis build a bear just because...duh.

the deeper he is into his headspace, the more quiet and shy he gets. but when he's comfortable, he's very chatty.

definitely a little clumsy. after spilling 5 cups of apple juice over a short period of time, you finally broke down and bought him a few sippy cups. now, he refuses to walk around the house without it filled. he loves juice and refuses to drink anything else.

this boy loves his fruit snacks.

he loves those baby sensory videos where it has the little fun music with the fruits dancing in the background. you don't mind him watching cartoons, but sometimes you need something to keep him focused while you clean up around the house.

he loves laying outside with you just looking at the stars and the moon at night, you even put little glow in the dark star stickers up on the ceiling in your bedroom just for him.

because he's a good boy, he never argues when it's naptime or time for bed. at least most of the time.

he's a very sleepy boy :)

loves his little silky pajamas, he always wants to be warm and comfy before getting into bed

sometimes he'll ask for a bedtime story, sometimes he just wants to be snuggled up to you while you play with his hair

he loves looking up and counting the little stars you put on the ceiling to help him fall asleep faster

he doesn't always need his paci before bed, but after a long day he definitely needs it, he still can't kick that habit of his.

he truly is the best boy you could ever ask for and could not imagine being with anyone else 💓🧸

#austin x reader #austin butler x reader #like i said ..... if this isn't for you that's okay!#i could have written more but i was getting carried away #this was super comforting to write though <3 #double posting today wheeeee

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fictionkinfessions · 3 months

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Hey it's me Omori from Omori

to all the Headspace Basils out there: I'm sorry for killing you 6 times I'm not going to try to justify it but I want you to know two things 1 I don't hate you and I never did it was never personal and 2 I do feel bad although probably I should feel worse sorry that isn't helping anything

to the Sunnies: I'm sorry I told you to kill yourself I never meant for you to go through with it and I really hope you didn't because if you did i would feel horrible also sorry your sister died I can't imagine what that must be like for you probably not good but if it makes you feel any better I would've done the same thing also sorry I basically ruined your life I could try to justify it but I'm sure you don't want to hear any of that

HS Aubreys: I never loved you and I never will don't worry its not your fault I just don't like girls but I promise you were like probably my best friend besides Basil ig and I'm not lying to make you feel better I swear 100% I don't like girls

Everyone else I don't have much to say to you but you all probably hate me which I don't blame you bc I hate myself too I hope you dont hate me though but I know some of you do

And hi to anyone reading this who isn't from omori you're all cool and I hope you dont hate me

idk I just feel like everyone hates me lol

this is gonna get a lot of cw tags I'm guessing

thank you for reading the ramblings of someone who has no idea what they're saying

-Omori (#omori12 incase I post here again (I checked and it isn't taken))

(are psychological kin allowed here?)

party note yes absolutely psychological kin are welcome here!

Anonymous asked:

Hi it’s that Omori person again the one with the tag #omori12 can I actually be #💻🎹

Thx

#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #💻🎹#omorikin #omorigamekin #apology #murder cw #death cw #suicide baiting cw #suicide cw #mod party cat

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thedawningofthehour · 8 months

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the hamatos being like "yay we got him back !!!" n i look over to the scroll bar n its still in the middle of the page ,,, sure guys u got him back good job ahaha 😃

oooughgg this chapter is so good fai how are u so good at this ,, i dont have anything constructive to say but i need u to know that im obsessed with ur writing

u seem to think negatively about ur long dialogue scenes but i think theyre the highlights of the chapters for me ? i loved reading galois cass and tigerclaw just bantering on the subway . ur characterisation of everyone is so fun so their conversations are always entertaining and it sounds so natural !!!

galois seamlessly switching from "michelangelo" to "orange" in his inner monologue ... ouch

(also u dont have to ask us what we want in a chapter , just write whatever u think works best)

It was more that it just ended up being so long and I worry about people being put off by the giant word count. I can tell when that happens, during a 'normal' chapter the hit counter will go up a few hundred all at once and the longer chapters it'll tick up more gradually because people are waiting until they have some free time/are in the right headspace to sit down and read a 14k chapter lol. I mean, that's not bad, I just know that for me I do have a few fics that have piled up because the word count just seemed very daunting and I end up just letting those fics languish in my tabs. And especially if new people want to get into the story, I worry they'll look at how the second book has blown up and get discouraged.

But yeah, it's like in the middle of Portal 2 when Wheatley takes over, and you're all "yay he's gonna free me I won the game! What do you mean there's still half the game left?"

Gale's like that one chick who started calling her white-man coworker random generic white guy names after he said her name was too difficult, lol. They can't use his proper name, they don't get names either.

#doth asks #but thank you i love hearing from you :)

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sparklecryptid · 24 days

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don't even worry about it! You absolutely come first, and I'm happy you realized that. Of course I love reading whatever you cook up, but not so much that I want you to feel like you *have* to create something, no matter what headspace you're in. It's an awful feeling, I wouldn't wish creative writing turned to a guilty obligation on anyone. The ridiculous amount you've written over the course of years makes me happy. when I need something light to read or a pickmeup, I trawl thru your tags and reread snippets over and over. So thank you! and I hope the next meal you eat is delicious and something good surprises you soon. ^^

oh gosh thank you so much for this message. it means a lot! <3<3<3<3<3<3 I do feel a bit guilty when i dont post as much but i'll try to keep this in mind!

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campbyler · 11 months

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omygoodness i just finished chapter one (I'm late, I know, sorry!!) and WHOOO BOI.

so good. so good. I dont know what to type to make you understand how much I love this fic already.

the interactions. the plot. the SUMMER VIBES. 😙👌.

as an Australian going through the depths of winter right now, the descriptions and writing in this fic managed to take me a full 6 months through time to the breezy freeness and glory of summertime, which I didn't even know was possible. I'm craving waterfights and deep talks on hot late nights now, so thanks for that 🙄 (I jest.)

the way I was put into the headspace of nearly every coming-of-age camp movie ever (specifically the parent trap actually, not sure if this was intentional) was amazing and I'm now left needing to devour this universe as much as I possibly can. I'll probably go back and reread the rest of in the quiet of the night after this.

this was one of the most brilliant pieces of fiction I've read, and it's only just beginning. I am genuinely going feral thinking of what could be to come and I'm so ready to hypetfixate on this amazing work. sending all the love for the effort that has clearly gone into this. ❤❤

(also GO GREEN BEST CABIN 💚💚💚💚💚💚)

you're not late!! it's only been out for a few days!! thanks for reading :D and thank you even more for taking time out of your day to leave us your kind words!! i'm sure that everyone is sick of hearing me say it at this point, but i am so glad that the vibes came across how i wanted them to and that it made you feel like summer in the dead of winter!!!

the parent trap was definitely an inspiration for all of us, but i think i watched it 3 or 4 times during the writing process of chapter 1 lol. it's The quintessential camp movie 2 me!

again, thank you thank you thank you for your kindness and your enthusiasm - we're all excited for you to go on this camp journey with us :D

#asks #ch01

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scribblemast3r · 2 years

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100 things to do if your atar is doo doo

rethink your initial aim to get into higher academia & make your family proud, do tafe instead

do a gap year bc atar is redundant after a bit

volunteer, if you accept peanuts as payment

offer your skills at your local library, do existential bookreadings for kids

wail

say bye to your friends who are getting accepting into their courses

ponder socialist utopias

get lost in anarchist papers

become a tap dancing clown

brace yourself to write a book about your inspiring rebound

work at maccas

get into graffiti

become an underground legend

make trash sculptures

actually go to headspace to get support in work/study

start a blog

write your manifesto

become a countercultural icon

busk (if you have skills like that)

capitalise off your mediocrity (mass appeal)

print a stupid amount of resumes to handout

dont resort to drugs and things

consider a career in comedy

actually take a cert in a marketable skill thats in demand

sell at a market

make stickers

join a cult

become a gutter punk

start an onlyfans

become a menace to society

read stories about successful people who 'didn't need uni' to get to where they are now

bitch about nepotism

pray to god you get a job with a liveable wage

launch an instagram for something weird, because you have nothing to lose

watch every single college acceptance video on youtube, yt knows its a fantasy you'll never see

get into cooking mean shit

decide to publish songs recorded in your basement onto spotify

dedicate hours to read religious texts, to find a path

start a youtube channel

publish a found-footage film

start writing poetry, but only free-form lyrics

read textbooks to replace higher education

regularly gather around fires

get jacked, give advice you're unqualified to

accept your fate

consume an absurd amount of self-help material

wonder where and when it all went wrong

get dragged further to the depths of nihilism

binge [insert anything]

make responsible financial choices

sell AI art as NFTs

consider crypto

contemplate your life

get into drag

do bartending

laydown

practice a bunch of foreign languages

be one of those mascot guys

train-hopping/hitchhiking

become a filmnerd

complete a barista course

clean your room

join a discord

become a DJ

produce techno

become a performance artist (search: Petr Pavlensky)

live in a sharehouse

defect, escape the clutch of the atar

make shitposts about your 'situation'

go to indonesia, become the modern Gauguin

wander alone into a forest

live off the grid

join the circus

watch youtube videos to teach yourself shit you didnt learn in VCE

busk as a mime

meditate

watch Netflix's entire catalogue in a week

consider a career in graphic design

set up a ponzi scheme like that movie

reminisce how good it was as a kid

get into seriously exploitative work to eat crumbs

ruminate whether or not you're mentally challenged

live off youth checks

visit real estate properties as a spectator, not a buyer

cultivate an enthusiasm for vintage cars, something out of reach entirely

literally become Bernard Black

regret the fact you didnt do any subjects that taught you how to handle money

get tatted

try to think of a list of jobs unlikely to become automated in the next 5 years

come to a conclusion that nothing can replace real human service

wait tables

lend an ear to the homeless

time manage like a mf, to make up for how time was thrown around

catastrophises

compare yourself to your graduating peers

compare yourself to country students

compare yourself to the sweats

consider a life of crime: jail provides a food , water and roof over your head

steal lemons

resort to extreme methods to establishment yourself in this dog eat dog world...

#atar #vce #year 12 #vcaa #exam season #unhelpful #helpful #student #university #tafe #victoria

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candyskiez · 5 months

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1,6,9,10 for su guestions thing (circa 2017)

Fell free to ramble :3 you always make such well written things about characters and themes, and I love reading those

Feel free to ignore if you dont want to do this.

Just did nine, but happy to do the others! Also,thank you!!!

1: Honestly? Kinda hard to say. I don't really remember. I think episode two? I tried to watch the show a few times before and just couldn't get into it, but once I was actually in the right headspace? It grabbed me so fast. The dialogue, the subtle details about Rose, the bond between Greg and Steven, it's just a lovely episode that sets up a lot of future shit.

6: Dude you're asking me to choose. On THE character design show. Seriously??? /Lh, okay hm. This is a hard one. I think imma have to go with Lapis? She just has SUCH a pretty design. The water wings, her hair, it fits her personality so well! She's elegant but also it really fits with her bitter, sad vibes. Her color scheme is so pretty, and the wings lend themselves to a lot of dramatic scenes. And also just. Oh my god. Her post reform design is the best. She looks so much happier just by looking at her. Baggy pants, that SMILE, seeing my girl finally happy makes me so happy.

10. Behold, Pandora's box! As anyone who knows me probably isn't surprised by, Pearl! I fucking love Pearl! Oh my god! I started off hattttinnnnngggggg her and it did such an excellent job of developing her and explaining what was up with her at the same time. The way Pearls are treated on homeworld and the way that influenced her dynamic with Rose is FASCINATING. A thing I love is that it lets "Rose has good intentions and is not a monster" co exist with "Pearl needs to be separated from Rose to be able to heal." And it's just. It's so hard to find a story like that. There's so much of a stigma around taking a break from a relationship or cutting someone off when sometimes, you need to take a break from each other. Rose and Pearl were not in a position to love each other healthily and the show addressing that means everything to me. She's just such a GOOD character. Her biases about Rose and herself tainting how she raises Steven is INTERESTING. The reason I love Pearl is that the show lets her suck sometimes. It lets her do awful things. It lets her make massive mistakes. It lets her be flawed and messy and emotional and still treats her as someone who deserves to heal and get better. It doesn't act like someone could grow in an environment like homeworld and not come out with some toxic attributes, and then it shows her unlearning them. It lets Pearl absolutely fucking SUCK and then shows her learning to not suck! It's so well done! She's honestly the most interesting out of the main cast to me because it lets her be absolutely insufferable at first and doesn't try to make you love her immediately. It lets her be allowed to be a mess! And THEN she grows as a person! Her feeling like she's incapable of change, that she does not deserve to exist without Rose, is just...man. It hits so hard and she's just such an excellent character. Her becoming a good friend, a good mentor, just a good person in general hits so well. Her becoming better to Greg and Amethyst and Steven and Garnet and just. God. Pearls healing being shown in the form of Pearl being more compassionate to the world around her. It's so. Man. MAN. I fucking love Pearl.

#steven universe spoilers #su pearl #pearl su #steven universe pearl #pearl steven universe #su spoilers #steven universe

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mr-independent · 1 year

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'this isn't your usual time' yeah well i thought I'd get up early and do something for myself before work for once, sue me. Also my cat is finally at my new place and wants me to be anywhere he's not at the moment so...

S2e2, the real start of Jamie's glow up

-- 'were lucky to have loser: Jamie' 'oi, I'm not just a loser, I'm The Loser'

-- low fat custard that doesn't make you sad really does sound too good to be true

-- does. Does Ted have fancy custom-made Richmond pumas????

-- Nate saying 'dont make changes that could throw off a players headspace' like. Ok most of Nate's decisions are supposed to seem nitpicky and unnecessary but like. Nah he's right on that one. Someone changed the grip colour on my racquet once and i kept getting distracted by it. Sports are mental games as much as physical ones.

-- Ted on the mower!!

-- 'closest thing he can find to a Dodge Ram' I love you Roy

-- Ricky Bell... Is he talking about the singer of the New Editions or the dead running back with the made for TV movie?

-- Ted's favourite book is The Fountainhead? Damn man that's a tome.

-- Ted and Rebecca are so emotionally stunted when theyre together is almost funny

-- 'must be nice to just burn cash' Roy.....you're probably the richest person on ten square blocks. You were a star football player for nearly 20 years. You're the richest football mom there is

-- Keeley rubbing one out to Roy crying on live TV......i mean i get it girl. Emotionally available men are Hot

-- Jamie named the soldier after Ted Danson. Me too, Jamie, me too

-- 'old people are like tall yodas' Jamie should write a fucking book

-- 'my father was a lot harder on himself than he ever was on me' and Jamie saying 'youre lucky' fucking YIKES man. Like yes nobody knows bc he's never said, but still. Yikes.

-- Sharon getting closer and closer is fucking funny as hell. She's got a great sense of humour and it's really showing

-- i make a habit of looking up all the Ted references i don't get and he mentioned Bernie Mac and i had no idea the dealer from oceans 11 was a comedian

-- Sam's dad saying Ted is safe hands 🥰

-- Roy loves white orchids? The depths to this man. Also his ringtone is Bad To The Bone and i find the juxtaposition funny

-- i also like how Roy's sitting next to his former gaffer on the stage

-- the two most awkward people in the entire show sharing an office. What could go wrong?

-- Sharon's finally starting to respect Ted, it warms my tiny little heart

-- Prince of Tides (Sharon's fav book) is, for those of you who haven't read it, is about an American football coach who's struggling to keep his family together after the attempted suicide of his sister. So either she's uniquely qualified to help Ted or she senses something and answered that way to prompt his to read it. Given her entire...her, it's probably a toss up

#ted lasso #teddy rewatches ted

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herwarkeeper · 1 year

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〖 the call of war calls you home. 〗

salutations to those who encounter this blog. i am kalta, the only name you'll know me as. i have a separate name from this as i am in a DID system. but me, and including much of my system is otherkin and from kin memories do we know about our identity connected to it. and thus from mine, i use the name kalta. as far as i know it has no connection to any earth culture / custom despite having done a quick google, there isnt much revealing if there is any true origin of the phrase. all i run off of is from what i was called in these memories.

age? im in my early 20s in headspace, no i will not reveal the body's age since this is my blog in particular and i dont invest myself in trying to pursue any connections or relationships with this blog. because anyways, im terribly awkward in social settings and only feel comfort around those who im introduced to by someone i already know in terms of 'meet and greets'.

i am ravenkin + deitykin. no i do not claim any deity that is already prevalent in this plane at all. i dont claim to be a godshard of any already known deity either if that comes to bother someone for whatever reason. (i personally dont have an issue with any sort of godshard theory, however claims of being an actual deity on this plane is an entirely different matter that i will not subject my opinion on simply due that i dont feel like fighting on this blog).

as far as a dni goes, this will be stated. i know dni's are often fruitless since people will still consume content and be on pages they shouldnt, so i'll make this clear. endogenic systems of any form are not welcome here, and should they make any appearance of an interaction on this blog they'll be swiftly blocked. same goes for bigotry and the like. if an account i find that is interacting with my content makes me uncomfortable, they will also be blocked.

there isnt a enforced boundary on age, but i would perfer if all followers were 16+ consuming my content as some things might be more risque. this can also go for reblogs as well of possibly risque things than otherkin stuff.

as far as boundaries go :

putting things in my askbox is perfectly alright (when i finally figure out how that's done)

dont flirt with me. this includes reblogging with a comment aimed at me, being flirty in my asks, etc. (i am taken by people in + out of my system and im content with who i am with. i dont wish to build connections with this blog as stated before).

dont claim that you know me from any memories i speak of. im genuinely uncomfortable with the thought of a stranger attempting to pursue me just based off of memories that i share. i dont believe that anyone from my memories is on this plane except for one of my partners, and even then her name will not be shared here for personal privacy and safety.

if you do put in asks, please be mindful of using tone tags if it's aimed as joking / playful banter

do not come with hostility on this blog. i use the block button freely as previously stated and will not tolerate fighting / things that make me uncomfortable.

due to various mental illnesses and issues i do have, i cop the irl yandere term as a way to cope with how my brain behaves. if you have such an issue with it, then you are free to depart.

feel free to ask about memories, and to ask about my experiences as a deitykin + ravenkin. im always welcome for questions regarding that.

a few posts that may be of interest ::

my tagging system

deitykin / godkin questionaire

in terms of personal hobbies, music taste and such, that'll be another post in itself since this one's getting pretty long. (i talk too much please /lh). i wish you all a good timezone wherever you're reading this.

signed,

the warkeeper.

#actually divine #otherkin #otherkin safe #otherkin community #alterhuman #divinekin #godkin #nonhuman

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effervescentdragon · 9 months

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Akira Akira darling guess what guess what !!! So idk if you remember me . We had the whole discussion about Steve and bucky and then I read your essay and told you some things right now well remember I told you that I'm gonna use you as a kind of guiding star I guess and then guess what last night I messaged friend who was my best friend in hs to see if she wanted to meet me right but I was so scared because yk adhd and rejection don't mix well and then I was anxious cause I haven't seen this chica in awhile and then today I was gonna bail on her and then I was like would Akira do this and based on what ik Akira loves her friends and I guess friendships takes effort and today I met her and well I had the best time of my life and I remembered why friendship is such an integral part of your life and mehn Akira I'm so sorry if this is once again too much but I felt like I pulled courage from you and you deserved to know so yeah that's what happened today. <3<3<3

Hello dearest anon! I am so, so happy for you. I'm so happy you had a good time with your friend. I'm so happy you took that chance, I'm so happy you went trhough with it despite being scared and for whatever it's worth, I personally am very proud of you. The thing you should always remember, at a risk of sounding like every fantasy Old Wise Mentor Person and Prwachy Asshole, it that it was all you. I'm glad I may have inadvertedly given you the push with my insanity and refusing to lose even a single battle (go big or go home and I've never in my life gone home), but all of this is on you. And that's such a wonderful and amazing thing that you should be proud of, and consequently of yourself 🥰 we are all human and we all make mistakes, valar know i've made many many myself, and sometimes we fuck up, but you did this, you found the courage, and that is a wonderful thing ❤️ keep that in mind next time you wanna do someting you're scared to do. Friendship does take work, and I do work hard for mine, but always be mindful of putting yourself first as much as possible and not ignoring your own gut feeling. It has saved me many times, especially when setting your own boundaries. And it's not too much, you are very respectful in your interactions and I absolutely dont mind word vomits, heav3n knows ive made some in my lifetime, and it made me very soft and it made me feel so much better last night whrn I read this because I'm in a weird headspace, so knowing I could even indirectly help you do something brave and good for yourself helped me too. Thank you for telling me this anon ❤️

I will say that What Would Akira Do is an interesting approach to things and should come with a disclaimer of "there is 40/60 chance you may make things worse at least short-term" 😹😘

#akira answers asks #lovely anons <3 #thank you for telling me this

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