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johann i am SO SORRY
#my man could have finally gotten a bike with that money#ahh#this meme will never get old#if im the last one to keep it alive#ski jumping#season 2022/2023#raw air#lillehammer
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Tomura: Fuck off, old man.
All for One: I'm not that old. How old do you think I am?
Tomura: The last number.
#incorrect lov#in light of what the Fuck is going on in the bnha manga right now????#i had a grand total of like 4 afo quotes in my respository and this was the last one left#but seriously what the fuck is happening#i tuned out for like 2 years and i come back to deku [SPOILERS] and shiggy [SPOILERS] and afo [SPOILERS]#like WHAT#guys i dont actually know if dabi is alive is he alive#is hawks alive???#hell is bakugou alive????? last i heard bro got Wasted#im only here because ive been procrastinating on coursework for the past 48 hours and im trying to keep the streak going#it's 6 am ive been up since i awoke from my nap at midnight#only thing of actual substance i know is that hawks and dabi got 4th and 5th place in the most recent popularity poll#good for them soulmates#dabihawks#shigaraki tomura#shimura tenko#all for one
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wip! ive never done a sketch quite like this before? It's looking really cute so far so i wanted to post it XD
#hermitcraft#hermitcraft s8#goodtimeswithscar#grian#mumbo jumbo#impulsesv#pearlescentmoon#boatem#my art#fan art#mcyt#wip#as one of the last people on earth that still obnoxiously use XD daily. i have to keep the culture alive.#your fave XD's i dont make the rules.#now im gonna go to sleeeeep
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adric nation are we crying? because I'm sobbing.
#his memory is being kept alive by every doctor. the doctor is one of the only people in this galaxy that knew him.#that knew what he sacrificed. he was essentially the last of his kind when it came to being out of e space#the doctor has to keep adrics memory alive because soon there will be no one else to.#do you think with every new regeneration while the doctor is still getting his memories he has to go through that process?#remembering just everything? everyone?#the fact that this was brought up minutes after 15 was brought into existence... it just hurts my heart so bad.#im not okay!!!!#doctor who#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#the giggle#adric#adric of alzarius#15th doctor#14th doctor
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You know i used to have these surges of art coming through my hands at night. They're back, these surges. And i love Klogg can you tell
1st pic almost quotes Bible cuz you know, TenNapel himself said the Neverhood story is biblical in nature so yeah it comes naturally
2nd is Hoborg's humanized design through years (he hasn't really changed between '21 and today)
3d pic says "there are things i will never forgive myself for" and it echoes the headcanon that Hoborg had great guilt for what Klogg had become bcuz of the crown and was actually terrified of seeing and touching him
4th pic is abt this story i composed a couple of years ago, in short it's the segment where Klaymen and Klogg had to fight Some Guys and Klay obtained a blaster a while ago. yeah and Klogg had a blast using a spear which promptly broke after a dozen of hits
6th pic references the latest askblog post (and psst is the short summary of where they're gonna be heading next)
#neverhood#humanization#moroderdraws#klogg#hoborg#klaymen#one of the things im really happy about is kloggs human design. i mean#back in 2012 when i created it he was already perfect#i only had to change a couple of things to suit my current style and thats it#truly means something haha#im glad he stayed with me thru these years. neverhood truly is the source of my autism power#not srs im not diagnosed with autism. its just that undying thing inside your soul that keeps supporting you#and it often happens that thinking and making art abt neverhood brings me out of a hole i myself dug and fell into#like it did now. i was in a major crisis for the last 3 months or so#and im coming back to art. back to frequent drawing because god knows i needed it#i feel alive. thank you fandoms for being there.#aight sorry for a vent dump im just being emotional over things ive loved for over a decade haha#hope yall feeling good atm!
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Ace...?? they cloned my beautiful wife...
#ace if he was born with his mother's hair but without freckles.......#this 3d intro... damn they spent their coins here but didnt age that well xd#i love how there is nearly a movie for every character that joins since usopp.... sanji got the last one. chopper has one i havent seen#and robin now.... i mean its not their movie but you know what i mean#zoro and nami on the same wavelength i miss you.... my fag and hag sisters....#robin old design i miss you.... her and nami look so different.... not like now....#I MISS CHOPPER OLD DESIGN HE LOOKS SO SILLY!!!#the goofy scenes are too good..... 'luffy what are you doing''nothing just a fight' 'okay dont get lost'#also sanji with robin and nami while the others fight... the girls AND sanji#this guy looks like ace with his kinds long middle part hair and eyes.... and luffy likes seeing hum fight#i am seeing things where there are non but my beautiful not dead yet wife keeps haunting me once again#seeing luffy talk about how if he dies fighting to be pirate king then so be it and like HE DID!!!! AND THAT DIDN'T STOP HIM!!#kids with guns TUN TUN kids with guns TUN TUN#robin made a gigantesco mano.... this was visionary#ROBIN giving back the gun to the child so he shoots luffy and he can bounce it back.... luffy enabler num 1.#nami threatening a child with zoros sword.... i needed this so bad.#shryer.... your drip too hard.... your swag too different.... your smoke too hot.... they will kill you#NOOOOOOO the clone of my beautiful dead wife died just like him.... face down...#the old man is dying and zoro knows....#shryer is alive who woulda thot.....#'be serious' 'im always serious... didnt i get out?' this is him. omg#sanji with the cooking hacks for the fight.... i am sure of it... also sanji spy come back to me....#THE BOY IS THE SISTER??? AND THE OLD MAN AND ACE CLONE ARE BLOWN UP???#it is flour lmao they got their ideas from the fight with crocodile#everyone is alive and well 👍🏻including the hat#that was kinda beautiful with that plot twist and everyone wanting to live and all....#nami strangling zoro!!!! more!!!#talking tag#watching one piece#watching one piece movies
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You can talk about it and I don't think you ever stop missing dogs. I lost one this time last year and still miss her and I still miss the my dog that passed in 2012 too. They are family as far as I am concerned and you will probably always miss her.
Hope you are well and if you need to talk about it please do.
thank u this message rly helped
#fray.txt#ask#Anonymous#i miss my pippy too and i still talk about her like shes with us and send her pics when i show my dogs#and shes been gone awhile now.... i dont actually keep track of the dates ngl#i feel like toos just . touched me in a way that . idk . she was my therapy dog she was everything to me .#when i was at my most delusional i thought we were literal soulmates and spiritually connected and stuff#and when i was at my lowest i told her that im gonna stay alive for her. and that when shes gone i'll go too#its so hard breaking a dumb promise i should have never made#but life without her is so considerably worse . getting up out of bed is agony. doing anything just sucks#i cant do Anything without someone encouraging me cuz she would follow me everywhere without fail and shes not there anymore#i still have her beds in my room#i dont have her toys anymore cuz i buried them with her. she took one of my favourite blankets too#god i wish i could just . loop the last 10 years for the rest of my life#never ending cycle of getting her and losing her#i would do it again and again and again . she was the best thing that ever happened to me
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⟢ highlight of the hour: our blooming youth [19/20] ⟣
confessions
#our blooming youth#korean drama#park hyungsik#jeon sonee#mygif#obyhoth#mmkfav#i cant be the only one who was screaming internally for mjy to hurry up and confess right??#i was so scared that someone was going to interrupt them at the last second asdkjd#but im glad that mjy finally confessed!!#tho this scene was so touching i was lowkey laughing#our cp is truly a little dimwitted#bUT HEY#all that matters is that he knows now#keeping my optimism and hopes alive that theyll get their happy ending#now we need cp's confession to mjy to complete everything and then we're good#right??#right???#mjy and cp are gonna be together and live together and be happy together right??#also im lowkey sad that this drama is ending#makes me realize how much time we've spent with this couple the past 10 weeks#;____;#also a little shameless plug but i created a video edit of these 2#and will hope to upload it soon to my yt channel if anyones interested! :]
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Going into 2024 with a respect for what I've lost but hope for roads ahead 🙏💜
#this year was rough but what i found myself thinking about mostly this morning was my late friend tammy. and then subsequently everyone#else ive lost in the past few years#yes things were difficult with relationships jobs general life things. a lot of things changed for me in the last months as well that#were out of my control and because of that infuriated me#and i found myself thinking about what tammy would have probably said to me if she had been alive and in her right mind while i was going#through all of these things#and she would have said 'shut the fuck up jay. if you're telling me this then you're fine and you got to make it. you got to be here so#yell if you want to break some shit if you need to. but just keeping looking forward'#she said things similar to me before so it is like i heard it in her raspy yet lilted voice. anyways this is getting really sentimental#and personal but. i wont tempt things saying 2024 will be great for me. but at the very least i have hope i can make it what i#need it to be. no matter what ends up happening#if you read this ty and sry sry. i hope you have a nice start to your new year and plenty of calm vibes this year#-pers#-cw death mention#but it is in the tags#also super secret lue lore with a prev name drop but i wasnt thinking about that idc yall can know one of my old ones im not editing it
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got cut off my health insurance with no warning but i dont have the energy to ask for help anymore. im just gonna deal and try to draw faster and better so i can afford to get back on it/pay premiums
#.txt#too many people need help most of my friends are also suffering#people are dying people are starving and everyone who has the power to stop it doesnt care or enjoys killing people#theres zero fucking hope in this damn earth and im just alive to pathetically attempt to care for my loved ones#and anyone else i can possibly help in any way#its so over lol its so BEYOND fucking over#just look at the last thing i reblogged#can you look me in the eye and tell me with a straight face that things wont just keep spiraling into hell#can you look me in the eye and tell me you truly believe that 'voting' does anything or that there will be a 'revolution'#its NOT happening and you know it. convince me otherwise i dare you. you wont.#everyone is either too tired or too selfish and cowardly#and its too fucking late. the cruelty and pain and injustice has torn a mortal wound in the earth itself#its OVER. and everyone with a heart is slowly bleeding out.
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wouldst thou like to send me asks. if theyre about who writes the lyrics in fall out boy im going to crawl through the screen and kill you dead though.
#dils declares#im not joking i had a pretty demoralizing day and the last couple hours made the entire day into one of the worst ive ever had.#so if you keep bugging me about that ill bite your head off. i will eat you alive and youll deserve it.
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various witch stuff of the day or whatever the heck
#witch hat tag#orufrey#uhh yeah just getting some stuff out of the way haha i like the first one tho. i drew something that scares me#iguin must have been involved in qifrey's thing somehow. The Lidless eye..the sight of the world..i mean i think [redacted]#and he'll be [redacted] and [redacted] will be forced to... [redacted]???!?!!?#I want to keep my theories to myself.......or do i. not being a fandom person (other than dropping my art and leaving) means i just..#combust inside by myself with ideas and FEARS FOR THAT MAN.....CAN SOMEONE HELP HIM IM SO WORRIED IM SO...#CAN YOU LET SOMEONE HELP YOU#apparently tetia's expression in the last one is hard to understand =.= she's emotional bc she cant believe they remembered#the twin hat idea. and that she's so happy. i was thinking about how she was probably qif's first pupil so there must have been a time#where it was just her qif and oru... i DO think she is hinted strongly to be trans but even if not her mystery background is probably so sad#why would qifrey even become a teacher? his goal was the brimhats. but he keeps being distracted by kids with problem pasts so#he must have only been drawn to help tetia out of a deep sympathy. it seems at that point he and oru had drifted apart#did oru decide to be his watchful eye hearing about that or did qifrey ask him? he thought that qif had given up on brimhat stuff so..#*mumble mumble* lately i also keep remembering oru saying something UNREAL in kitchen like 'we're finally living under the same roof' ????#you can't just say that. what on earth. i..... whatever. i haven't even processed like 20% of my potential emotions about them#i feel so weirdly emotional today. i stopped thinking about witch hat for zuka even tho im SO hyperfixated it is genuinely PAINFUL to stop#i stopped just long enough to watch gatsby raku.... my haachan#i'm so grateful right now that i dont have any big issues in my life rn so i can get worried about manga men and sad about actors retiring#today at least i am extremely grateful. living and being alive is so so so so weird. i hope we all make it
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i got 12 things from that shop it ( ꈍᴗꈍ) ♡ going through it was so fun!! it rly speaks to me as both a bunny and kuromi girl
#I'd be like “okay ooone more View more then I'll look at the next category” and hit the bottom lmaoo#looking at and collecting people's art makes me feel alive. i love ur work sm... i want to support u.. please keep expressing urself ily#it's genuinely one of the most exciting things i do rn now that i think about it. last time i felt like this was when i was going thru#starryxmoon's store (❁´◡`❁) ♡ aa i love art!!#i truly am an art hoe...#i hope i feel this excited about my art one day (´ . .̫ . `) ♡ im working on it#🚶🏾♀️ being an art hoe's a lot more than what i make or buy though
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Immensely disappointed to find there are no wangxian podfics at 20+ hours. What am I supposed to do, record one mysel— *forcefully dragged away*
#i would but that sort of defeats the purpose which is me listening to fic i havent read before at work to keep myself alive despite it all#MASSIVE FUCKING SHOUTOUT TO PODFICCERS BTW I WOULD NOT SURVIVE WORK WITHOUT U#no i wont listen to an actual audiobook who do you think i am#i said that but ive started considering that this would be how i read warrior cats again for the first time in like 8 years lmao#anyway. ive reached the last 10 chapters of my one 50 chapter podfic so ive returned to ao3 to stockpile some more longer ones#i ran out of sv ones already so here's to hoping i get a massive haul out of mdzs#so far ive got more than i did for sb already so WE DOIN GOOD#jay yells#i didnt realize how quickly I'd get through this fic tho like goddamn#i think it's only been abt a month?? yikes#man. i really shouldve just made a second post for half these tags sjxkdk#but im not going to#woe. adhd brain be upon ye
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it'll be a year without her in less than an hour & i don't even know how to grapple with that. we're so strained from stress we've been nauseous & shaking for hours. on the cusp of throwing up but with nothing to release. just a gutted heart & a bleeding soul.
she told me she'd haunt me a long time ago. but, she didn't linger for long. which makes sense w stuff, but... it hurts. the emptiness is so hollow. the ringing is so loud. the darkness has never been blacker. the cold has never bitten so hard.
i just wanna skip to the part where im with her again. the world without her is muted, dull & bleak. i resent it.
#mine#these last couple weeks have been so draining but now that it's about to be THE day it's so much worse.#im afraid to sleep tonight. nightmares every night for a year. because of what tomorrow represents. forever burned in me.#the recollections are so clear. the depression is suffocating. the loss is paralyzing.#& the fact it all drifts inevitably to the crulest shit anyone's ever done to me just worsens all the pain.#a year tomorrow. a Year. & yet the wound still bleeds. like it was just freshly carved not one singular hour ago.#the only thing keeping me alive is the prospect of being reunited w her.#& the pathetic guilt i feel at the thought of leaving anyone to feel this way over me#but in this moment right now i want nothing more than to rush that process & spend eternity w her instead.#i wont. but... god. i truly hate being alive right now.
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you know im realizing now. with the exception of a few resident psychiatrists, ive had like. no good experiences with mental health professionals
#most recent occurance is eating my brain alive right now because I feel just so. degraded and offended by how she chose to evaluate me#I won’t get into it because it will make me spiral even more and get angrier and more overwhelmed but tldr she didn’t acknowledge#anything I said about my symptoms both out loud and via written test. chose to ignore or dismiss anything that came from me#as if I couldn’t be trusted to recount my own experiences and feelings. also did not take into account that I am an adult and thus have Had#to learn to mask and shit so while she brushed off So Much Shit because i seemed (in the three hours she met/saw me)#functional Enough. that’s only becuaee I put in a Lot of effort every day to do so. and that effort does not last forever#and of course because. like I said I’m an adult. I’ve been yelled at I’ve been punished I’ve been put through courses and#through the ringer of Society in general to the point where I mimic Normal Person Behavior at least somewhat decently when im prepared to do#so. she treated me like a child and didn’t acknowledge most of my major issues. ignored me when I said I don’t avoid social situations out#of fear/anxiety I avoid them because it takes a lot of energy for me to mask and try and read people and act accordingly#and in her report suggested generalized anxiety. part of the reason I was there is because anxiety HASNT ever properly described my#avoidant behavior.#and just. yeah I said I wouldn’t get into it but here we are. this always happens#it’s just eating at me because I keep realizing more and more things she just fucking disregarded. literally wrote that I ‘listed many#relevant symptoms’ and kept it at that. did not actually give those symptoms any validity. basically just implied I was listing things#just. becuase?#some shit was just blatantly wrong like claiming that I have a variety of interests when I told her outright that I can only be interested#in one specific interest at a time- example being the entirety of last year being only interested in One (1) video game. and this is to such#an extent that it’s difficult to make and maintain friendships because I have no interest in anything else but that One Thing for however#long and won’t care about other things people try to get me into in order to have something in common with me or whatever or just. yeah.#issues.#she didn’t acknowledge the issues I have with low empathy or overstimulation. didn’t acknowledge my history of taking things literally to#such an extent that it has caused problems with people. didn’t acknowledge anything that was self-reported and not being displayed in that#moment right in front of her eyes. it’s just. really really disappointing and. yeah degrading honestly#especially because it took months upon MONTHS to get this fucking appointment#and to just be not listened to and dismissed.#anyway. yeah I’ve also just only ever had really shallow relationships with therapists (at best)#and have never felt helped by them or like they ever put in much effort to try to Get to me so to speak. only my psychiatrists have#been open minded and Listened to me. but they were always residents so they’d leave in a year or so. I don’t have one at this point.#kibumblabs
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