Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
In 2020, 44% of users from Denmark used Tumblr daily.
#anything I said about my symptoms both out loud and via written test. chose to ignore or dismiss anything that came from me
seilon
·
4 months
Text
you know im realizing now. with the exception of a few resident psychiatrists, ive had like. no good experiences with mental health professionals
#most recent occurance is eating my brain alive right now because I feel just so. degraded and offended by how she chose to evaluate me
#I won’t get into it because it will make me spiral even more and get angrier and more overwhelmed but tldr she didn’t acknowledge
#anything I said about my symptoms both out loud and via written test. chose to ignore or dismiss anything that came from me
#as if I couldn’t be trusted to recount my own experiences and feelings. also did not take into account that I am an adult and thus have Had
#to learn to mask and shit so while she brushed off So Much Shit because i seemed (in the three hours she met/saw me)
#functional Enough. that’s only becuaee I put in a Lot of effort every day to do so. and that effort does not last forever
#and of course because. like I said I’m an adult. I’ve been yelled at I’ve been punished I’ve been put through courses and
#through the ringer of Society in general to the point where I mimic Normal Person Behavior at least somewhat decently when im prepared to do
#so. she treated me like a child and didn’t acknowledge most of my major issues. ignored me when I said I don’t avoid social situations out
#of fear/anxiety I avoid them because it takes a lot of energy for me to mask and try and read people and act accordingly
#and in her report suggested generalized anxiety. part of the reason I was there is because anxiety HASNT ever properly described my
#avoidant behavior.
#and just. yeah I said I wouldn’t get into it but here we are. this always happens
#it’s just eating at me because I keep realizing more and more things she just fucking disregarded. literally wrote that I ‘listed many
#relevant symptoms’ and kept it at that. did not actually give those symptoms any validity. basically just implied I was listing things
#just. becuase?
#some shit was just blatantly wrong like claiming that I have a variety of interests when I told her outright that I can only be interested
#in one specific interest at a time- example being the entirety of last year being only interested in One (1) video game. and this is to such
#an extent that it’s difficult to make and maintain friendships because I have no interest in anything else but that One Thing for however
#long and won’t care about other things people try to get me into in order to have something in common with me or whatever or just. yeah.
#issues.
#she didn’t acknowledge the issues I have with low empathy or overstimulation. didn’t acknowledge my history of taking things literally to
#such an extent that it has caused problems with people. didn’t acknowledge anything that was self-reported and not being displayed in that
#moment right in front of her eyes. it’s just. really really disappointing and. yeah degrading honestly
#especially because it took months upon MONTHS to get this fucking appointment
#and to just be not listened to and dismissed.
#anyway. yeah I’ve also just only ever had really shallow relationships with therapists (at best)
#and have never felt helped by them or like they ever put in much effort to try to Get to me so to speak. only my psychiatrists have
#been open minded and Listened to me. but they were always residents so they’d leave in a year or so. I don’t have one at this point.
#kibumblabs
2 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
bubblefpe
✩°。🫧꩜.ᐟ
merchant-of-dreams
you looking at me but I’m looking through you
mtndewn
ive come for your pickle
bubblefpe
✩°。🫧꩜.ᐟ
bleepsworld
𝐒𝐎𝐏𝐇𝐈𝐀🦋