#idk man i just dont know how to express it
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Thank you
For making me feel alive again
For making me believe in myself again
For making me have passion again
For saving me
There's no words out there that can describe how I feel without me sounding cheesy and corny, but you have no idea how much you helped me rediscover myself. I wish there were more times when I could see you. Maybe one day.. we could do it all again
Thank you so much for that day of January 8th, 2023
@jampreserves @banyanas
#kleo draws#friends#idk man i just dont know how to express it#its crazy how much this movie helped me#without you id probably never watch it#id probably just disappear somewhere never to be seen again#and even though we dont talk much anymore i still love you lots#i will never stop calling you my friends#i wish we could talk more#but i know my mental issues might come in the way and thats my responsibility to solve them all#you two are one of my closest people since 2019-2020...#i posted this a day early because i just wanted to let it all out#i love you jam and bany <3
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I am here, once again, with my Ao No Flag propaganda
These two specific panels of Toma were the thing that made me think over a year ago “Man. I want to be like that too” as in KAITO drawing expression because—
The subtle shift of emotion, it’s present all throughout the manga, but this is what sold it for me. For no particular reason, it’s not even the best example, it was just what sealed the deal to me
#it’s the way his eyes open slightly in surprise when Seiya tells him that his friends refused to give an explanation when asked about#what happened in what I think is a way of them showing they care about Toma#and that surprises Toma since I believe he might have been doubtful his friends would forgive him after that#which man. idk maybe it’s because it hit home in some other things. it’s so good#Kaito handles the way the characters express themselves so good I’m always in awe anytime I reread any volume#it’s just. they feel so real in their flaws and mistakes and how they take it. for example our dear protagonist#man he is a wreck. but it’s understandable since he is going through a stage in life where he is still understanding himself!#and KAITO depicts it so nicely and lets him be awful. and let’s everyone be it too. they fuck up yes! but it’s not the end of the world#and he shows that too. how it’s okay to make mistakes but you have to owe them and grow from them not get stuck in them#it’s the little me inside of myself that was making me weep I believe#Ao no flag#blue flag#toma mita#yeah this is about volume 7 too#well i dont know it’s the way Seiya is older sibling anguish that hit me with a bat personally because 🤝. same.#and just. AAAAGGHHHH I’m going insane
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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being full of extreme emotions 24/7 does NOT make you good at expressing emotions, especially when it's sanitized, socially-ordained sentiment demanded by professional etiquette. in fact, being super upfront and genuine about my emotions makes this faux behaviour MORE excruciating, imho
source: i am consistently the most emotional person on the face of the earth, but am experiencing The Agonies trying to write thank you cards for my second-last day at work
#like it's fine. i can do it. i'll live#i UNDERSTAND why we have professional etiquette and social scripts like#I GET IT#i just think that in many (not all but many) they are very stupid!! and i am bad at them!!#it feels like LYING and i CANT LIE IT MAKES ME FEEL SICK#like i am expressing emotions which i am not experiencing!! which is rare#i express my silly extreme emotions 24/7 but now???#WORKPLACE EMOTIONS??? IN FANCY NICE CARDS????#insane. idk man#i think it is part i am very awkward and socially bad thing. do not like proscribed social scripts and all that#and it's part a class thing?? like. grow up poor working class#my idea of a thank u is like. i bake cookies. i bring lasagne. idk man#CARDS??? STATIONERY???#it's like. we are running on social scripts i dont understand and was never taught#and therefore hard to follow#GOOGLE. MY BESTIE. HOW DO I WRITE A XYZ#just trying not to like. socially blunder yknow#i KNOW ppl find my awkward genuineness endearing in a pitiful child charming way#but I AM TRYING TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY AS A PROFESSIONAL#bc im GOOD AT MY JOB. I LIKE MY FIELD. i just ALSO happen to be v emotional and silly#these are not mutually exclusive ok#the duality of fran
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yells a lot. raphael (possibly to be renamed) - star wars si comin along fucking balling. this is such a look (wip)
#jupiter.speaks#.wip#> i need to clean up the colours n add a bunch of details still#> plus i dont think his expression is showin right. hes supposed to look like.#> hmm. how to describe. like the hanged man. enslaved to his fate. that kinda vibe?#> hes Going Through It (tm)#> also think his songs either gonna be cassandra or king by fatm#> cass could be bc he is. cursed with future knowledge. king could also be just that hes taking back who he is?? idk#> king would probs suit jupe more tbhh especially late game#> whagever its 1am i have to do a little work in the mornin n finish packing#> hope you all r well <333 :3#> ALSO. i know his face/head is just slightly wrong shaped it bugs me too. idk why the scale is off but it is#> i couldnt find the og fashion show the ref was from hggg
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Thank you again for another fantastic year!! I really bounced around with my interests, so thank you all for sticking with my attention span 🥺🫶✨
To another year together 🥂
#2022 summary of art#2022 art summary#man i had no idea how early on in the year I started drawing DGM lmao#i rewatch it alllll the time so idk y that time it just. infected me lmaoo#lmk if theres anything u miss from me btw like fandoms I don't draw a lot for anym! if I know there's an interest ill make an effort#i just draw for me myself and I so feedback is normally doable.#disclaimer i wont draw for shit i dont already like.#but ik this year i didnt draw much KH/FF7/JJK or even NGE HxH woof#ALSO HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! WOAH#i dont feel like i improved much.....maybe w coloring skin or scars.#i tried to work on darker skin tones...#my art goals for 2023 r expressions & fullbodies....#last yr my goal was 3ppl & lighting so the DGM fixation actually did me a solid LMFAOOO
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No one talk to me I just came back from a family vacation to find out my favorite youtuber ever is leaving the platform.
I am devastated.
(I am actually happy for him, he has given me so much happiness for like 8 years. He deserves to let the channel go an enjoy his life. It just hurts, but I'll get over it
I'm so thankful for MatPat and Steph. I Hope every future endeavour or project they take on is successful and that over all they have a happy and fulfilling life with Ollie.💚❤️💛💙)
#I leave to a place with no cellphone signal and come back to this?#may be the lord was protecting me idk#What do I call this? a personal rant? Im not really ranting more like letting my feelings out#venting if you#never done this on my blog before but I feel like I have to#I've been a Fan of game theory since I was like 13 or 14#He was like the first youtuber I ever suscribed to#that spoke english cause my first language is spanish lol#His videos and overall community meant a lot to me. I dont know how could I possibly express that#Of course Im going to still watch the videos after he is gone with the new hosts but still it wont be the same#Hope this doesnt sound too like sad. I dont mean to be negative. I am legitemetly so proud and happy for him#I mean He had one of the classiest goodbyes of YouTube at least I can say my favorite youtuber was never cancelled thats a win haha#But seriously he has achieved so much and has over all been such a positive influencer how could I not be proud to call myself a Fan#so truly I am not sad He ended on the highest note you could ask for. I cannot ask for anything more from him.#I am not sad However I did cry like a Baby during the Video. Man I just. Im tearing up even thinking about it#but anyway#You bet I am going to watch every single one of his videos the second they upload until march 9.#And then I am going to dedicate the day to the celebration he supposedly plans for then#I will probably vent some more in a bigger post then too. like I did in this tags lol.#Right now... I just cant. I need to process a little more heh#MatPat#Matthew Patrick#The game Theorists#game theory#goodbye matpat
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#idk how to even express this or put it into worlds but it is lying right under my skin and itching so i need to try#i dont feel safe in the world. anywhere. i dont wanna leave my home. i dont wanna be outside and interact w ppl#i want to minimize all interactions w ppl bc ppl are DANGEROUS and unsafe#everytime i find myself alone in a room w a man wheteher he's a doctor or physical therapist my entire body wants to flee. nd shut down#even if it's 1 in 1000 that smth will happen just then#and almost every single time it goes fine. im under so much anxiety and fear during that entire session#whenever im out for my late night walks in nature and i hear a sound im on edge the entire way home bc i can imagine a 1000 bad things that#could happen#so on so forth there are countless scenarios like these it'd take me too long to recount all of them#but also.. the knowledge that this is just how it is. this is the ways of the world. everyone knows it. nothing to be done abt it...#it's sould crushing to be aware of that. nothing to be done abt it.... nothing at all. it is what it is#it is ridiculed. enjoyed. fetishized. etc etc etc#it always ends w victims dont matter. not the feelings or trauma or opinions or voices.#all reduced to smth to get off to. merely an objects. and empty shell. that is the ways of the world. nothing to be done abt it#and nowhere is safe. ppl are either perpetrators themselves. or they are defenders of it. or contributers to the surrounding culture#no one at all in the world can be trusted. no one is safe. no one cares. no one will do anything other than#ridicule u. blame u. trigger u. defend the acts of abusers. that is the truth of humanity#the truth of the world. it's all built on this. there is no other reality nor truth#and other people are capable of accepting it so well. like they dont care. bc they dont care abt anything actually#but i just cant accept it. i'd rather die than live in this world. and why should i live when i'll always be alone because#no one. is. safe. no one can be trusted#they're all on the vicious cruel abusive side. they all are. nobody cares abt wrongdoings or abuse or pain inflicted. nobody does#nobody cares at all abt what happened to u. they'll keep upholding the abusive systems in place.#bc u dont matter. u never have and never will#i dont wanna go outside or be around ppl bc no one is safe. theyre all against your safety comfort and wellbeing. they all love suffering#i hate ppl bc they all contribute to abuse and rape and everything bad happening all the time. they do not care. no sympathy or compassion#nothing abt this world or humanity is good or kind. it is all cruel harmful venom.
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I MEAN sawashiro gives me some "kids are fucking annoying" vibes but maybe it's just a "ichi is annoying" vibe
i think you are confusing kids with ichi, a very easy mistake honestly so i'll let it slide for now but you ARE on thin ice
#snap chats#no see that's always a question i have with myself#like is sawashiro good with kids or is he just adequate with masato#like evidently he has sympathy for kids but did he feel bad for masato because he knew he was the reason why masato was upset#its variables and shit yk but i would. ASSUME he's like. OK with kids#like even with ichi i think he's just especially frustrated with him because ichi's an adult who works for him#so he has more valid reasons to be short tempered with him. maybe not valid ways to EXPRESS that exhaustion but yk what i mean#like im gonna be more upset with an adult who doesnt know how to fuckin. idk get me a sandwich from 7/11 than a kid#like my man you know where the 7/11 is it's down the road and you know where the sandwiches are#but if my dumb ass is entrusting a kid to do all that by themselves then i wont be surprised if they get lost or confused#dude WHERE am i going with these tags. point is i dont think sawashiro would bitch slap a kid
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I could feel Min feeling sad and ignored :-c
#f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹#tape entry circa 1980#after posting my last ryan post i could feel this sadness from min#i think he feels ignored by me w all the ryan posting and how my thoughts have been pretty ryan centric rn#i havent felt anything from min in a long time... so feeling this made me sad#i dont want him to feel ignored by me or like hes less than ryan to me#i tried talking to him... of course idk if he could hear or know i was saying anything to him#but i felt he was more at ease after talking so maybe he did... or at least he could feel it#i just talked to him and expressed how much i love him and wish i could show him that in person#that i love both him and ryan equally and would rather die than to choose between them both#i couldnt live w/o them BOTH#i wish i could properly reassure him... i love my min-gi sm and want more than anything to pepper his adorable face in kisses...#to feel his warm soft skin against my lips as i kiss his forehead his cheeks his nose his lips...#to press his hands against my lips#i want to feel him wrap his arms around me as he buries his face in the crook of my neck as i trace shapes onto his back#to feel his warmth... his body pressed against mine#to feel his heartbeat against my chest and to feel his warm breath tickle my neck#proof of his life. proof that hes here w me. that a man so precious is here in my arms.#i hope he truly knows how much i love and need him
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Ok turns out I viscerally hate the phrase "there's no platonic explanation for this"
#1. As an aro person uhhhh. Hm how do I say this. It fucking sucks (gestures to posts abt how romance is abt intent rather than action)#2. The way I express affection w my lesbian friend (so like... entirely incompatable considering I'm some kind of Man) is smthn I've -#Worried abt being seen as romantic bc it makes me so uncomfy#3. Literally going off the phrase 'no heterosexual explanation' which feels weird (bc this is obv in relation to m/f ships and like. Idk-#I dont want to judge just based on that bc Bisexuality but still it's like. Mmmm weird) and also it's like. Diff context bc M/F ships are -#Not rare. Vs that which is like based on coding/baiting#Just say the character has a fucking crush and it doesn't look platonic just say that just fucking say that#If I ever see this phrase again I'm going to snap#Anyways if you know what I'm referring to. I'm in HELL#Also 2 b clear the first point is less specifically abt what the phrase is being used to refer to#Rather the general. Yknow. Of saying certain things are inherently romantic that icks me out
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another saw movie down another step closer towards watching jigsaw. agony
#i cannot emphasize how much i enjoy the saw movies up until 3d in spite of the obvious decline in quality#i mean up until jigsaw w/e#like the saw series in no ways lives up to the thematic intrigue that was set up in saw 1 and arguably 2 and 3.#<- i have a lot of thoughts on this but idk how to express them well#but the movies are still silly and fun mostly due to how hoffman fucking is#but jigsaw?????? jigsaw fucking sucks man#i genuinely dont know how else to put it besides just saying they put the cast of a slasher movie in saw#not that every saw victim is soooo likeable and well written but there's no one to attach yourself to WAIT I FORGOT ABOUT LOGAN#but so does everyone else so. whatever.
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once my friend said that sometimes it seems like i don’t want a girlfriend and just want to be some girls pet and like. yeah okay sure, but is that really all people see in me. is that what they think i’m only capable of? i want to give so much, i want to fill them with so much love and make them feel safe and loved and adored. i Do want to do more than just be a pet, i want to be a Provider, i want to take care.
#kitty talks#maybe that is animal behaviour. maybe i jsut wanna be a guard dog. idk. i just feel weird#it sucks but i cant see myself in a relationship and idk if its cause im insecure but the thought of someone chosing me and staying is. fake#and i think everyone can tell too. i think thats it. thats the thing that makes ppl stay back#sometimes i think ny autistic brain and its facination with shows fucked me over bc i love the idea of grand gestures.#i want a grand gesture that wipes away every little doubt ive ever had snd that makes me think Fuck why was i so riddled in worry#anything in oublic would embarrass me. id be shy. but id still gush. idk. i want personal thiught out expressions of love#man im high and just cant stop thinking. im just so lost. i dont even know how to feel. it feels weird reverting back to highschool +#mentality but Nothibg is ever rnkugh and will never be enkigh and ill always keep asking for more snd more no matter what till i break them#gonna attempt to put an experienced adult point of view on it tho and say that i think nothing will evrr be enoigh for anyone#but that whatever is there is good and it will stay good snd if it gors something else will be good. the world is so fucking shitty to us#but i will still love despite it. people will still love me#i will get a girlfriend some day. or not. and itll fill me up. or be bad for me. i just need to take csre of myself snd my loved ones#and i can live on that. i guess. idk. bye
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Bro I'm... I cant understand people and their actions/line of thought again
#miranda talking shit#As usual really its nothing new. I think its bc i wonder too much about WHY people say stuff to me#But yeah... I was being uh... Emotional about something stupid. Aka i showed Fabian an embarrassing side of me and i was scared#About that/what he'd think of it. And oliver sat and told me over and over that hed probably not think anything of it and its fine#And i know that at an logical level but not... Emotionally? My brain knows but my feelings dont idk#So he basically startrd to suddenly trauma dump on me out of nowhere. And explained how he had abandonment issues and especially concerning#His mom... And then after telling me everything he basically went... Yeah i told you to make you think about something else#And im here like... Bro? Really ??? You shared your deepest secret with me who you stated you basically dont discuss with anyone#Just to make ME think about something else? It sounded bizarre /: he shared a lot more concerning it too with details and stuff and i#He obviously seemed... Anxious about telling me. Bc of how he talked and then after telling me everything he asked me many times what i#Thought. And I'm ... Yoh told me you got trust issues and huge abandonment issues about women in your life and you shared this with me a#Woman .... I... Thats big man. Idk hwo I'll be able to express how i appriciated hin trusting me with that...#He didnt have to. He had no reason to do that? He shared something so personal with me and i just want to express love and appreciation#And support ): like idk how I'll be able to do that... I guess he can just claim he was tired of me crying and moaning about my thing#But even that he could have told me anything else to take my mind of that. Yeah idk im spinning
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𐔌 𓏲 SHE WENT TO HEAVEN AND BACK
𓂅 synopsis. scenarios in which the boys kiss you, their dearest.
𓂅 tags. satoru gojo x reader, suguru geto x reader, nanami kento x reader. fluff. suggestive themes. making out. groping. touching duh. implied intercourse. pet names ( baby, love, angel, wifey ). fem anatomy. marriage. 16 plus?
𓂅 a/n. chase atlantic >>> does the title even correlate with the writing? idk. lwky not even that suggestive other than kissing. not proofread.
SATORU GOJO ⋆˚࿔. clingy and always wants more.
satoru cant keep his hands off you. wether your at jujutsu tech, just doing you work. a slim hand would always either be resting on your thigh or wrapping you in a hug. satoru’s clingy. everyone knows it. from him just following you around. to clinging to you in the comfort of your home, he shows his love in physical touch. but when his touches are always with unchaste thoughts of you…
‘‘’toru— dont you have like, a class to teach?’’
this was the 3rd time this week that satoru had purposely been skipping his lessons with his class to stay in your office. now he was sitting on your chair, sucking on a lollipop.
that did hide the very big smile on his face.
‘‘huh? Don’t you want to spend time with your husband sweet cheeks?’’ he gripped the fabric of his shirt, directly above his heart in a feigned motion of a heart attack.
you rolled your eyes, smiling at his little antics. you did like him staying with you while you worked. but he had a job and you don’t know how much principal yaga would tolerate.
‘‘honestly though, yaga is going to lose his head when he finds out your here, again.’’ you spoke, now looking through the countless papers on your desk. you would need to find some time to properly go through all of them—
‘‘well, how can he blame me when I have a beauty for a wife?’’
you turn to look at him, a deep blush coating your cheeks. even after all these years of marriage between you, his flirty comments still made you blush like a high school girl.
‘‘satoru!’’
long, slim fingers hooked around his blindfold and pulled it down till it was hanging off his neck. blue eyes on display, you could practically feel his laughter at your expression.
‘‘whatttt? cant i love my wifey?’’
it took two long strides for him to meet you. two. and another two second for his hands to be cupping your face before he leaned in to kiss you.
his lips were soft and tasted like strawberries and instinctively you leaned in further for more. hands wrapping around his neck you pulled him closer to you. hands running through his hair.
satorus hands traveled from the small of your back to rest on the sides of your thighs. pulling you even further into him till your breasts were plush against his chest. it sent him wild.
‘‘’toru—!’’
you pull away, face flushed and skin hot. you’d almost forgotten you were in a school, and an office. anyone could walk in on you guys doing…
blue eyes trained on your flustered expression. ‘‘c’mon, baby. no one’s going to—’’ you stand back and out of his arms.
‘‘satoru you have a class to teach, go.’’
‘‘nooo, it’s fine. they can take care of themselves—’’ you were grabbing him by the arm and attempting to push him out the door, to no avail. as much as satoru looked thin, he was a muscular man underneath his uniform.
‘‘babyyyyy cant I stay a few more minutes—’’
‘‘no!’’
‘‘two minutes—!’’
unbeknownst to him, you’d managed to shove him far enough to the point where he’d crossed the threshold of the door. at your amused silence, he raised an eyebrow.
‘‘what’s so funny, eh?’’
you shut the door in his face. that clearly didn’t stop him though for you could hear his wallowing outside. him begging for you to open the door before it turned to harmless threats of eating your food before you got home.
you smiled. returning back to your desk to carry on with your work. you didn’t notice it before but now you did. on your desk was a clear plastic bag full of strawberry lollipops.
NANAMI KENTO ⋆˚࿔. loving yet always working.
kento knew he was a workaholic. he spent hours going over meetings he’d been through and doing— you didn’t know. but when he’s in the comfort of your home and he’s still working and not paying attention to you. you find some way to get him to abandon his work.
this was the third time of you walking into his study and telling him to leave his work. yes, you knew it was jarring. yes, you knew it was annoying but how else would you get your husband to pay attention to you?
‘‘kentoooo, dear. why don’t you take a break?’’
you stood behind him, hands massaging his scalp. by the way you were going, he was almost inclined to ditch his work but taking another look at the computer eradicated the thought.
‘‘cmon dear, atleast eat some food.’’
‘‘im fine, thank you love.’’
ever the stubborn man he was, he refused your subtle invitations. he knew what you wanted. you wanted him to come with you and relax. maybe watch a movie or two. and he really did want to do that, but his work was—
kento snapped out of his daze when he felt you sit on his lap. lgs on either side of his, you were practically trapping him onto the chair but he wasn’t complaining.
‘‘love—?’'
‘‘your practically married to your wok, kento.’’
you assaulted him with kisses, your lips soft and featherlight. you gripped his chin, looking him in the eye once before leaning in. instinctively he wrapped his arms around your waist, hand resting on the small of your back like the gentlemen he was.
for a few minutes, you didn’t break the contact. had you known this was the easiest way to get him to pay attention to you, you would’ve done it a long time ago.
pulling back, he gave a smile. his lips now puffy and red, clear evidence of your doings.
‘‘if you wanted me to kiss you, you could’ve just spoke up, love.’’
you blushed furiously, hands gripping the fabric of his shirt. you have him a small pout. kento wasted no time before standing up, holding you up with him fluidly before walking towards your shared rooms.
‘‘ill show you who im married to.’’
SUGURU GETO ⋆˚࿔. touchy and very hands on.
suguru saw everything. to your quick glances or to even your slight movements where you’d move closer to him. you didn’t seem to realise you did that but he always noticed. it made him smile when he thought about it. today was one of those days but he couldn’t figure out what you wanted…
suguru was watching you. unabashedly. he was noting your movements as you walked around the room, looking through draws for something he doubted existed.
you knew he was watching you. you could practically feel his dark eyes watching your back. you didn’t know wether to turn to him.
‘‘angel, come here.’’
suguru spoke, arms now outstretched, an invitation you didn’t know you needed. he lay under the covers, practically naked and his long, dark hair was a mess. a telling of your previous activities.
you blushed when you remembered your earlier behaviour. you slid onto the bed, diving under the duvets you were greeted by his arms immediately.
hiding your face in the crook of his neck, you could practically feel the smile radiating off him. ‘‘what has you in such a twist, angel?’’
‘‘m’ nothing.’’ your voice muffled against him as you press yourself closer.
suguru knows only one way of getting whatever your thinking out of you. and so he does it. he leans down cupping your face, he leans for a kiss.
it’s hot and soft at the same time. fuelled with the desires of your love making, but soft at the same time, filled with adoration and love.
you don’t want to leave it. you know he doesn’t want to either as one of his hands crawl from your hips to rest on your behind gently pushing you further into him to the point you can feel everything.
when you break apart its hot and your panting for air. suguru only smiles, his pretty face never once leaving yours.
‘‘so, are you going to tell me?’’
you smile. ‘‘you just gave me what I wanted, love.’’ you fall back into him. this time with the intention of carrying it on further…
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