I don’t like being alone, that’s a lie I told others so many times, told myself so many times. “I like to be alone” Is a fucking lie, I want friends, I want people to talk to, I wanna be normal for a fucking minute, feel what is like to have people to talk to, I literally have no one, I do nothing, I go to school, get back home and sleep all day, I have nothing else to do. I’ve got to the point I dream with me solving math problems, I used to stay to extracurriculars just to talk to people a little longer, because guess what, nobody cares enough about me to talk to me after class, or even talk to me at all, because I’m always the one initiating the conversation, if I didn’t talk for a week nobody would care, they wouldn’t notice, and some would be relived. I’m not a person people want to be around, I’m mean, dumb, I don’t do anything, I can’t do anything, i’m boring. This is not what I want, I’m told “when you grow up you’ll find someone” but it’s getting pretty fucking hard to see me growing up, to see me getting out of school, going to college, have a life, I don’t think I’ll make it that far. I don’t want to live like this anymore, I want a life, I want to live, I want to try.

amazing how talking to people from high school can make you feel

i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

diagnoses u with fanfic tags

yeah i caved. welcome spideysona

their universe is 1990s san francisco. by day they work as a struggling writer for the bugle, sort of following in the footsteps of (movie-adjacent) eddie brock; by night they’re spider-scrawl, fighting systemic injustice, writers’ block, and the occasional mad scientist invention. his world is less rife with supernatural evils than most, but he’s also fucking with the government and corporations and all, so it balances out

their unique thing is that they have, like, shitty meta clairvoyance in the form of inherently understanding tropes, clichés, story structure, etc. like if cinemasins/wins were a superhero. they were approached to join the society because miguel thought they’d be chill or even helpful with canon events—unfortunately scribble here is not whatsoever into following rigid plot structure for the sake of unnecessary thematic suffering, saw the plot twist a miles away, and peaced. but not before snagging a day pass so they could watch atsv in person

they never take off their mask, and no one knows their name—he says it’s because he doesn’t want to lose his identity in a sea of spider-people, leading most to theorize that san-fran-spidey is some flavor of peter parker, but who’s to say for sure? the doylist reason, which he is in fact aware of, is that i don’t know either lol

yknow what really gets me? the fact that we all seem to think that robin doesn’t enjoy jock things. while she’s canonically seen enjoying and cheering at the basketball game in s4 and more importantly, SHE PLAYS SOCCER!!!! she literally says so in s3?!!!! don’t come at me with your “robin is a music nerd ONLY” because she’s so much more than that!! and we should explore soccer player robin in fics bc i’m pretty sure whoever you ship her with will have an aneurysm watching her play soccer

ok everybody block dnp on all socials they have eyes everywhere. they know way to much. those omniscient fuckers are always watching. no one is safe.

like what do you MEAN you know about those stupid “real voice” compilations and people absolutely clowning about jumpcuts and smudged whiskers and what do you MEAN you’re aware of those 2009 phan theories people still debate to this day? what happened to “i don’t check my indirects” “i don’t go on the tags”?? i bet you’re lurking RIGHT NOW reading this very post. all men do is lie. can’t trust anyone 😤😪

Some silly drawings, characters from ghost in the machine by @venomous-qwille

If you can’t tell I like sunspot a lot heh ///••///

loop my beloved

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for @hamartia-grander ‘s fic Another Time 🧡

this scene in the epilogue got me 🙃 i love them.

the Liu siblings have no sense of social propriety because of pretty privilege

What do you think would be lena's courage gaunlet test

therapy

i wish i could stab myself over and over again

Ghost Cora AU where he’s actually been following Law around ever since he died but nobody has been able to see him, so all he’s able to do is watch Law get hurt and suffer in silence. UNTIL, miraculously, the battle of Dressrosa ends, and for some strange reason—through some supernatural bullshit or maybe just fate—one person is finally able to see him.

Law is sitting on the deck of the Yonta Maria watching everyone party when Luffy comes trotting over to him. And Luffy plops down beside him and says, “I’ve been meaning to ask, Torao, but who’s that really tall blonde guy with the funny makeup that’s been following you around?”

And Law’s just like

Mari doodles from the week

loveybug from @asukiess @blur0se and @pisoprano <3

Webtoons deleted my recent Monsters and Girls episode :/