Hero probably owns a yaoi paddle in the year of our lord

Realizing that I’ve written as many drabbles for the roommate series as I have actual chapters and I was about to write one more 🫥

Saw two posts recently and I disagreed with them for the same reason and that is, y’all better not be falling into the pit of dissing things bc they’re not “sophisticated” enough for you or something.

Like someone complaining about cutesy wutesy terms or like stupid fanfic writing. Some people be saying stuff like ‘no! You have to like real books! Only use real words to describe yourself!’ Who are you? The cringe police?

Actually the colloquialisation of language is kinda a complicated topic. Yeah we shouldn’t dumb down words and stuff when it comes to discussing serious things and we shouldn’t be calling anyone else things that they don’t want to be called. But if someone is using casual language to refer to themselves and they’re someone who can ‘reclaim’ (for lack of a better term) that language, then I don’t think it’s hurting anyone. Sometimes we need to use serious language and sometimes we don’t.

And let’s not make fun of hashtag weird fanfic or fandom (as long as it doesn’t actually promote harmful views or cause harm).

There’s obviously exceptions to both these points but my general rule is, let’s not attack things for the sake of ‘it’s weird’ or ‘different’. Being judgemental and shaming people to conform to arbitrary standards is the talking point of literally every single hate crimer. That mindset is used by ableists, racists, sexists, queerphobes etc etc. Lets not forget that.

7:49 am on December 1 and got whammed already. Not good lol

I don’t like being alone, that’s a lie I told others so many times, told myself so many times. “I like to be alone” Is a fucking lie, I want friends, I want people to talk to, I wanna be normal for a fucking minute, feel what is like to have people to talk to, I literally have no one, I do nothing, I go to school, get back home and sleep all day, I have nothing else to do. I’ve got to the point I dream with me solving math problems, I used to stay to extracurriculars just to talk to people a little longer, because guess what, nobody cares enough about me to talk to me after class, or even talk to me at all, because I’m always the one initiating the conversation, if I didn’t talk for a week nobody would care, they wouldn’t notice, and some would be relived. I’m not a person people want to be around, I’m mean, dumb, I don’t do anything, I can’t do anything, i’m boring. This is not what I want, I’m told “when you grow up you’ll find someone” but it’s getting pretty fucking hard to see me growing up, to see me getting out of school, going to college, have a life, I don’t think I’ll make it that far. I don’t want to live like this anymore, I want a life, I want to live, I want to try.

Once again getting scared of the fact that I don’t get vulnerable, I just get angry

can we discuss adam or luca for the rest of the night?

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my partner doesn’t use pet names nearly as much as i do, which is very funny because i will crack my gay little knuckles and say some shit like “good morning my sun and moon, my loveliest boy, my baby my sweetheart my darling dearest” and he will reply “hello adrian”

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

guys I just found the greatest video on the internet

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

Oh…. Well, it’s over for Crunchyroll I guess

60k mentally unwell jay ferin. i want her

obsessed with this

I know this is a tiny part of the wider problems born of diet culture, fatphobia, classism, and racism but like god the idea that "healthy" food must inherently taste bad has completely ruined us as a society.