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can i just like. say something.

i think this community can be really fun at times! i also think it can be toxic! that said, a lot of — not all, but a lot — the toxicity comes from people actively opening themselves up to harmful situations.

the cool thing about online spaces is that you have so much control in curating them! you can block someone whose opinions or posts you don’t agree with without ever having to interact with them. you can ignore or delete hateful anonymous messages, or even disable the feature entirely. you can privately message someone if you want to talk to them without an audience watching the entire thing.

the point of this isn’t to say that you shouldn’t engage in discourse, that being petty and dramatic isn’t fun, that responding to anon hate with a one-liner isn’t funny and cool. the point is to say that i think it’s kind of silly to complain about drama and negativity and hate when you also invite 300,000+ people to say some nasty shit to you with zero consequences on their end but a whole lot of satisfaction out of the reaction they get from you.

this isn’t directed at any one person in particular, and it’s not an attack. it’s simply a gentle reminder that you literally have the power to make this space a positive one. please stop letting strangers on the internet take that away from you.

Chances of me properly rendering this r VERY low so um . Throws this at you

i think i set a new PB on how fast i drew this

Ghost, Bubble, Hollow - @thehappiestgolucky

✨ grey hair detected!! yippeeee!!! I DEMAND MORE!!!!! i want my hair to sparkle so much an astronaut can see me from the ISS ✨

AND ANOTHER THING

some of yall act real fucking weird about systems in mh (im not gonna argue here about if masky and hoodie are or arent systems, i am not a system and therefore cannot speak well on that subject and i will leave that argument for the folks who know what theyre talking about) and about tims medical history.

regardless of any mental illnesses tim does or doesnt have, that does not make any of them OOOOO so SPOOKY SCARY AAAAAAaaaaaaa like some of yall fucking treat them, again, not an expert here, but you dont need to be an expert to see that some of yall act like someone being schizophrenic (or a system) makes them scarier by default. its just a brain thing man, by all acounts ive seen its a lot scarier for the person actually dealing with it every day than anyone else involved. yall need to have more fucking respect for members of the community who have had to repeat this on loop for years, eps those who yknow, are systems, or have schizophrenia, or any other mental illness youve been portraying as the scary thing of the week.

maybe this isnt my soap box to get on, but damn if yall have ignored every person whos tried to educate you who actually knows what theyre on about, its worth a fucking shot at least

so, TLDR

stop acting like being a system or having mental illness is scary and makes you scary. its shitty and you should listen to being who are systems or who have mental illnesses on the subject

MAYBE UHH SOME LAPIDOT? ORR UHHH PEARL?? Ooh maybe uhhhthem separately! any would be silly

may come back and color this but!!! the sillies<333

their sibling dynamics are so fascinating to me bc i have a similar parentified dynamic w/ my own younger sister, like to the point where it's the "joke" in the family that i'm literally her second mother / third parent like people say that about me. anyways. but we're also like, besties ??? and we have a bigger age gap than dean and sam, double their age gap actually. and we both make fun of each other and "fight" and have our own inside jokes and can make each other riot with laughter from just a single look and we can have whole conversations w/o saying a word and we have overlapping neurodivergencies that just make us go "same brain!" but then also she has sensory issues that i just do not get and vice verse and we tease each other abt them but if anyone else were to do such a thing obvs it'd be like wtf dude??? but we're allowed to be extra mean to each other (and no one else can) bc we love each other and it's unconditional and we're literally besties. but then at the same time, she'll be a huge baby and not want to do something or do it wrong and i'm just like [exasperated sigh] "give me that" and just do it myself. or she won't want to order at restaurants. or ask for help finding something in a store. and i also do not want to do that but my older sibling "mother-mode" kicks in and i'm like ok fine i'll do this for you. and i always give her the bigger portion of things if it's not evenly cut or distributed. and i'll leave the last of the pink lemonade in the fridge for her and drink water instead. and it's just, a weird complicated dynamic of "i love you like my own kid but also you are my sibling and we will have these sibling moments of getting on each other's nerves but i'm also always going to put you first in the things that really matter" and that's how i see the sibling dynamic from dean's POV really. and sometimes the show manages to show that dynamic but a lot of times it flops hard on getting the sibling-isms right and it's very frustrating lol

hmm ok how about . send me a 🎵 and i'll assign u one of my songs of all time

send me a number 1-100 and I'll tell you what song it was on my Spotify wrapped! :3

the phrase “going through it” implies a certain level of ephemerality right like it sort of necessarily means that there has to be a point where youre no longer going through it bc youve gone all the way through it and emerged on the other side. so what are you supposed to call it when youre going through it and it keeps going and youre like. you know like blasting through a mountain with explosives but youre like man im way behind schedule i shouldve reached the other side of this mountain by now my boss at the railroad company is gonna be so pissed. and then you reach the light at the end of the tunnel but it turns out that the light is actually the molten core of the earth bc youve been digging straight down the entire time. whats the term for that

this doesn't even have to do with the holidays really but i don't think people realize what kind of supreme loneliness trans people can experience, especially trans people trapped in isolated rural areas. i didn't even fully grasp it myself until i thought of myself as trans, not just nonbinary, despite my many trans friends. suddenly news headlines and articles and comments from coworkers don't just feel horrible because they're directed at people i care about, but now furthermore so severely something that's hard to put into words. over time, without really noticing, i've begun to experience a deeper kind of existential fatigue than i was used to due to so many other parts of life as we know it. as the new year approaches, it feels all too easy to despair at how many of our trans brothers and sisters and siblings won't be facing 2023 with us, and how hard it is still to face it ourselves. at this point survival alone is rebellion and the fire of that is one of the things getting me through this winter, and i can only hope the same can be said for others, but please don't forget to check in on your trans friends and family this time of year. whether or not the holidays are celebrated, many are still with or think of family and community and find themselves too often alone. if you're one of them, i can only say i see you, and i think of you often. we are not alone even when we're most alone, there are so many of us reaching out in our hearts and minds to lift each other up, those still here with us now and those who came and went far before us. we will find our people and we will feel at home, and most of all we are worth the struggle and more to keep putting one foot in front of the other until the sun rises on a new year, and the next one, and the one after that. remember that we are divine and we divinely love and we are divinely loved. remember that we belong here just as much as anyone else, not by any condition but being here in the first place. you are here, we are still here, and we always will be, and that's something worth celebrating if nothing else as this year comes to a close and a new one opens, and at every moment you remember it.

cant say anything to cis people because if you say you think the gender binary is stupid one time theyll take that as an opportunity to try to invalidate your dysphoria every chance they get

“oh youre upset i call you persephone as a “nickname” that doesnt even make much sense because it only sounds vaguely similar to percy? well really there shouldnt be such a thing as mens and womens names and the way i see it persephone is gender neutral 😌 so youre overreacting and being a hypocrite” like oh my god please just use your thinking brain for 1 second. 1 damn second.

Finally linked Whisper's wiki to my carrd!