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cherrytastiq · 7 months
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rough study for yuritober day 25 (noir), reference image + thoughts under cut
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this screenshots from one of my favorite noirs Ever, laura (1944, dir. otto preminger) !! oc thoughts incoming...
millie (right) unintentionally (and much to her dismay) embodies the pure essence of noir (something i love to talk about again and again): fear and paranoia, the doubt of what was once certain; a desperate search for nonexistent comfort. putting daisy (left) in the role of laura isnt meant to mean anything special (although i certainly have Thoughts about women in film noir, especially through a queer lens). anyways daisys butch swag is so awesome and epic here. hi girl
you ever just drink and dream in love with a dead woman?
also forgive the messiness and general wonky looking proportions, i am Very tired
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Oliver freaking tf out when im crying as we talk is an favorite thing
#miranda talking shit#'what the fuck miranda what did i say? Why are you crying? What happened?' one would think he'd have learned by now#But nope... Still have to stop everything and ask. Buddy my dude... This is how i am... Idk what to tell you#My tears start coming before i even have time to think sometimes. They just ... Come i cant identify why half the time#We talked about ambitions and shit again and thats always an hard one for me bc... My only dream/ambition#Is to... Be comfortable with myself and accept myself plus share life with someone#I don't have a dream job or something... I just ... Wish to do something i wont dread and hate#Meanwhile hes like bro...i wanna be rich lol. And hes trying to challenge me and im like... Dude...#And i know i still have it so ingrained in me to do everything everyone else wants of me... Im trying to be my own self#But like... How do you undo 20 years of always filling others wants and needs? I have come up with this dream just a few years ago#Genuinely before that i had nothing. I know im weak and pathetic and not my own person but im trying to be but its not easy#Its why i dont ever feel ill be good enough to date anyone. Bc i dont have grand ambitions and I'd never be able to give someone#An good life in that way. I just want to live and share boring normal things with someone who loves me and if they have an ambition id help#Support them. But it's ... Pathetic and probably very unhealthy but thats what i genuinely think i want. A gentle life and love#I am always told im so passive and not strong willed enough and its like yoo i know! Bc i started to develop my personality to be#As passive and adjustable since i was 4 so i would be less in danger and then i just kept it up until i became an adult...#'youre such a deep (feeling) person. Its sad you dont WANT more' yeah i know... Tryst me i wish i was more solid in my opinions and thought#But thats probably gonna take me many years...#Negative#????
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Unfaithful [JD]
the reader is a little bit the opposite of her sweet innocent brother, enjoy this ocasionally unhinged ocon!reader x jackie doohie :)
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Abu Dhabi
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yourusername guess who's ass is back at the track💁🏻‍♀️💁🏻‍♀️ tagged alpinef1team
posted novemeber 19th, 2023
alpinef1team good to have you back! estiebestiefan y/n!! we've missed you at the track, are you planning on making iconic tiktoks again?
yourusername absolutely! already have some in drafts baby
fanlovesyn y/n ready to be unhinged at the track again yourbestie you dont know how jealous i am itselenaberri i've missed you! randomfan so nice!! just curious, why haven't you been at the track for a while?
yourusername school! did an internship as an extra to finish up my studies after the summerbreak so i couldn't travel around much, but now i am fully graduated! randomfan congrats! we're all excited to have you back :) yourusername thank you 💗💗
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yourusername icymi: i did, in fact, not thridwheel this christmas. i did, however, get babyfever😻😻 tagged estebanocon, itselenaberri
posted december 26th, 2023
familyfriend merry christmas y/n! tell the loverboy i said hi as well ;)
yourusername merci beaucoup😚😚
f1obsessed omg pierre liked?! are they dating?? randomfan the caption is too relatable honestly if that was my bf id fall in love too friendorsomething baby fever or breeding k*nk?
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yourusername also there's kids here friendorsomething yours? yourusername get out of my comments
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yourusername well one of us siblings had to be unfaithful this year 🤭🤭
posted december 31st, 2022
yourbestie at least we had fun🫡 yndefender she's so hot estebanocon glad it was you not me randomfan not all the drivers lurking in the likes helpppp jackdoohan 😮‍💨😮‍💨 randomperson am i the only one weirded out by her behaviour?? her brother is an f1 driver, this isn't a good look
yndefender she's her own person and can do what she wants lol, besides esteban supports whatever she does lmao
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yourusername oh how i’ve missed being trackside tagged alpinef1team, estebanocon, lance_stroll, jackdoohan
posted march 5th, 2023
f1lover that pic of lance🫠🫠 estebanocon i've missed having you here petite💙 yourbestie ahhh i can't wait to be back with youuuuu!!
yourusername me neither!!! and for you to meet all my new besties hehe
feederseriesfan feeding the jack girlies wth randomfan y/n i beg please make more tiktoks with lance yourbestie stop being horny on main challenge
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randomfan elena and y/n being besties is such a slay mickschumacher 😊😊 ynlover WHO IS THAT GUY
yourusername a hottie is who he is (also he’s preeetty good at ***)
estiefan y/n's bf being aussie is so real of her bc i'd fall for that accent too yourbestie tell the lover i said g'day
yourusername he rolled his eyes, said ai and told me to tell you he said hi back
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yourusername little bit of australia pics that didnt make it to the gram yet😼😼 tagged estebanocon, jackdoohan
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formulafan ok but she's spending a suspicious amount of time with jack atp pierregasly there's something missing
yourusername unfortunately yuki wasn't available because some french guy claimed him pierregasly i meant me
yourcousin people in love🤮🤮 (you guys look cute) jackdoohan spent so much time with mick and no pictures of him?
yourusername someone stole the pic i was going to use...
estebanocon rain was lovely as always randomfan seeing y/n interact with all these drivers except her brother is so funny
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yourusername it's officially out there that you'll be a formula one driver. so i'm writing a sappy post 🤗🤗 jackie, it's not where we're used to it, but you got the spot you deserve. you deserve to be in f1 wether thats with alfa romeo, alpine or red bull, and you finally got there. i remember the first time you told me "life always has its way", and it does. you deserve all the good things coming your way. now here's sappy thank you because i probably won't do a long caption like this until an engagement (preferably ours😇) you came in at the right time in my life when everything was going wrong for me and i needed change. you knew that and encouraged it, but you never made me change myself. i always had to do what felt right and "life would have its way", and it did. it'll feel weird to not watch the race with you, but cheering you on is the only acceptable reason why :) i love you, thank you for everything you did for me when you were here, jack. wish you weren't leaving, but life always has its way 🫶🏼 congrats on the seat, doohie posted july 25th, 2023
yourusername idk why im so emotional congratulating you as if i wont be cheering you on (and sucking you off) every race weekend, also hey guys me and jack are dating lolz!
jackdoohan it was very cute until the last part yourusername sorry its my way of coping jackdoohan im aware babe yourusername i know you are ;)
yourbestie congratulations jack!! so deserved estebanocon excited for you mate! @/jackdoohan
jackdoohan thanks brother🙏🏼
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yaksha-lover · 2 years
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howdy! werewolf anon back again! ^^ idk if this fits with what your doing with the vampire au but id love to see a few of the characters (mainly malleus and epel) reacting to a werewolf MC? totally fine if you don't wanna write this I'm just a sucker for werewolf x vampire stuff lol
Hi, I am so, so sorry this took forever, I hope you like the characters I picked other than Mal and Epel okay dhjdididk also werewolf x vampire stuff is top tier so feel free to send more asks about it if you’d like :)
Malleus has encountered many werewolves before in his life, so he isn’t too concerned about you because of that fact. However, he hasn’t really been in close contact with any werewolves so he is interested in you both in a personal way and because of your species. In vampire society, werewolves are typically viewed as feral and beneath them, but because Malleus has been raised by Lilia, he knows better than to believe the stereotypes and prejudice. If you’re open too it, he’d love to ask you questions about both werewolves and your life. In exchange, he’ll allow you to ask questions about him. It doesn’t bother him at all that you’re a werewolf, and he would never let that stop him from starting a relationship with you, even if others (namely other snobby, ‘pureblood’ vampires) may believe a vampire x werewolf couple to be bizzare.
Epel would be the most outright scared at first. You’re the first werewolf he’s ever met, and he doesn’t know much about them other than what’s been portrayed in movies. He does understand the irony in believing such stereotypes considering he is a vampire, but he doesn’t have much else to go off of. The longer you spend around him, the more comfortable he’d get. Once he asks you a few questions, he’ll come to realize how all the things he thought were mostly incorrect, and he’ll feel a bit stupid. Eventually, he doesn’t even think about you as a werewolf, just seeing his good friend. One thing about werewolves that Epel really loves is the whole ‘mate for life’ (similar to what Jack said about wolf beastmen in Ace’s vignette) thing that you told him about. The concept is very romantic to him, and he’d be determined to become your one and only lover.
Leona is pretty unbothered when you first show up. He isn’t scared of you, and he doesn’t care enough to be curious about a stranger, even if they are a werewolf. If you stick around long enough that he’s forced to know you, he’d actually take quite a liking to a werewolf!MC. I think beastmen and werewolves aren’t too dissimilar, and they could find common ground like their more ‘animalistic’ attributes.
Riddle is on edge with your presence when you first meet, but once he’s come to learn more about werewolves he relaxes around you more. He still never fully calms down (does he ever), but he’ll be more cordial and less avoidant. Secretly uses the library to do research on werewolves but will never tell you this.
Floyd would just use you being a werewolf as another way to tease you. At the same time, he’d be interested in you once he sees your capabilities. The question of whether vampires or werewolves are stronger remains without an answer, but Floyd would love to fight you (affectionately). He’d like having someone strong around who can and will fight back against his teasing, and challenge him too.
Rook would be very curious about you, he too, has never met a werewolf before. He’d take time to observe you from afar, trying to find out all about you and werewolves before approaching you. It’d definitely be unsettling when he first talks to you considering he brings up small features you’d think no one would notice. Rook would definitely romanticize the relationship; a vampire and werewolf, falling in love? He thinks star-crossed lovers is quite a beautiful trope, one he wouldn’t mind being part of at all. You’d quickly realize his romanticization isn’t as innocent as it seems, considering his want to ‘hunt and catch’ you like his prey (which he especially loves considering werewolves like yourself are often the ‘predators’).
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Gail's Cottage by the Stream
As I mentioned earlier today, while in the middle of my #Sims4HasCrashedAgain moment, friends have been sending me pictures of cute houses and challenging me to build them....
Here is the Challenge Picture:
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And Here is Gail's little cottage by the stream that I built
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I told myself that I wasn't going to do the interior.... I told myself that I'd just do the walls.... I told myself that I needed to at least put in a kitchen..... yea.... I decorated the whole thing, lol. The interior is almost all from @felixandresims Chateau collection, and the rest I tried to keep it mostly EA content. Inside. The outside is almost entirely custom content!
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The lot is in Henford on Bagley- a 20X30 lot back in the woods, and is on the Gallery: Gails Cottage, my ID is daniandnick I hope you all enjoy my little creative therapy after a very shitty morning!
List of Custom Content used in this build:
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souris_macarossi_vincas_08052016.package souris_macarossi_water_hyacinth_13052016.package Mutske_PlantandPots_Snakeplant.package souris_macarossi_rhododendron_13052016.package souris_macarossi_verbascum_08052016.package souris_macarossi_aubretia_07052016.package Mutske_WindowPlanter_PetuniaSmallB_1x1.package Severinka [FairyHouse] Outdoor light with ivy.package ShinoKCRS4UnderStairShelfW1.package lonelyboy_ts4_Victorian Roof Decoration 01.package simdertalia_fairygardendecor_waterplant7.package S4Daquagreenhydroponicsprout5.package Mutske_WondersOfIvy_05.package Seedling Starter Kit by Handy Wendy (MAX20).package CHATEAU_Book_Clutter_5.package CHATEAU_Kitchen_Counter.package Hel Studio Plant Pack Melica nutans plant.package NA_Genshin Cecilia.package Mutske_WondersOfIvy_15.package yumesimsbitzybuspotatoplant.package CHATEAU_Bedframe_V2.package ND_837 - Erin Plants - Bell Plant.package CHATEAU_Vase1.package BlueTeas - Lyon - Pampas Grass I.package FAB_DahliaFlowers.package NelfeahFFXIVoutdoorCherryTree.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_Arisaema Candidissi_Pink_Macarossi.package Hel Studio Plant Pack Trifolium_arvense Plant II.package simdertalia_autumnoutdoors_bush3.package simdertalia_acnhmushroomset_mushroomkasa.package CHATEAU_Telephone.package simdertalia_acnhmushroomset_clustermushroom.package ATS4_object_kitchenherbs_thyme_pot.package MTQ_Nanu-Selle_Plant.package ModsMTQ_Nanu-Selle_Plant.package UnderTheSun_Plant1.package KHD Enchanted Bridge.package CHATEAU_Tea_Towel.package Seimar How Does Your Garden Grow Hollyhocks.package FAB_JA_OVERRIDE_Cheeseplant_Makeover.package [Moriel] Dishonored flower group 02.package [Cherry-sims] Milla_NMS_TeaPlanterTwo.package CHATEAU_Range_Cooker_Single.package Elfydrell_WoW_Valsharah_MERGED.package Hel Studio Plant Pack Spodiopogon sibiricus plant II.package 27Sonia27_Garden_Flowering_Shrubs.package FAB_BG_Table_Vintage_HalfMoon.package FG_Flora_2t4MuranoBirchTreeMESH.package FG_Flora_MERGED.package CHATEAU_Book_Clutter_9.package ShinoKCRS4 Outdoor 2017 Awning Column.package Aliki forgetmenot.package HARRIE_Coastal_Part_Two_MERGED.package [lilis-palace]_FOLKLORE-Activity_HomesteadPigeonLoft.package Felixandre_GROVE_Part4_MERGED.package pocci_ts4_lilyofthrvalley_potted.package Mutske_Darton_ChartresValanceRecolor_1x1.package HStrionicdraperiesRec.package NA_Genshin flower.package StakedSapling-sim_man123.package [Joyce]Summer Garden - Rose Wall - Center.package [Joyce]Summer Garden - Rose Wall - Base.package CHATEAU_BookShelf_V2.package CHATEAU_Book_Clutter_4.package Hel Studio Plant Pack Stipa plant I.package [awingedllama] Boho Living CC Pack.package CHATEAU_Single_Door.package CHATEAU_Single_Door.package Hel Studio Plant Pack Stipa tenuifolia plant II.package NA_Genshin raspberry.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_Fritillaira_Pond.package FAB_Daer_Recolours_WALL_FlowerCreepers3t4.package Lilies (MAX20).package simdertalia_autumnoutdoors_bush2.package SloxAnsaPrayerPlant2.package CHATEAU_Book_Clutter_8.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_TaroGroup_Pond.package lonelyboy_ts4_Victorian Balcony.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_ThaliaDealbata_Pond.package CHATEAU_Bedding.package NA_Momiji bush.package simdertalia_fairygardendecor_mushroom5.package AnYe_flowershop_pottedflowers.package SYB_Alaferme_Hydrangea_pot.package Chicklet Me and You Rocks and Weeds.package SmallSeaGrapes-sim_man123.package SYB_Alaferme_Riverstone_Chimney.package CHATEAU_Precious_Box.package SYB_Teien_Lily_Pad2.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_ArisaemaLeaves_Macarossi.package Hel Studio Plant Pack Carex buchananii plant.package PTS_bb_RockysRocks_CG.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_TaroSmallGroup_Pond.package Mutske_WondersOfIvy_20.package FAB_BG_PlantOutside_BirdOfParadise.package [novvvas] Planties - Plant 3.package [Joyce]Summer Garden - Rose Wall 2.package simdertalia_autumnoutdoors_bush13.package Mutske_WondersOfIvy_17.package Pierisim_MAISON_MEULIERE_FrontBeams_x6_texture.package MDN Verdant Dandelions.package NolanSimsxSimblreen_Herbalist'sHangsV1.package
CHATEAU_French_Armchair.package MDN Verdant Small Pot succulents.package CHATEAU_French_Loveseat.package simdertalia_autumnoutdoors_bush11.package NA_Genshin glaze lily closed.package LA Natura Alopecurus genicula II.package Hel Studio Plant Pack Briza media plant II.package cyclonesue_sims4_windowDecor_ironworkCurly_1.package cyclonesue_sims4_windowDecor_ironworkCurly.package CHATEAU_End_Table.package simdertalia_fairygardendecor_mushroom1.package CHATEAU_Lady_Sams_Peony_Vase.package simdertalia_autumnoutdoors_bush12.package Seimar How Does Your Garden Grow Foxglove.package [Moriel] EP11_foxglove_replacement.package Chicklet Me and You Grass and Flower Field.package CHATEAU_Rug.package FAB_Wildflowers-recolours.package FG_BOSQUE_SilentHillTree2MESH.package CHATEAU_Table_Lamp.package [Moriel] Dishonored flower group 03.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_DiscoCactus_Macarossi.package simdertalia_acnhmushroomset_mushroomporcini.package [W] Sodium Outdoor Plant III.package AggressiveKitty_Medieval_Build_City_Wood_Column_Small.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_Bogarum_Pond.package simdertalia_fairygardendecor_waterplant9.package simdertalia_fairygardendecor_waterplant1.package SYB_Alaferme_Hydrangea_Bucket.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_MosaicX2_Pond.package CWB Dried Floral Branches.package SIXAMcc_BohoBedroom-Decorative-Plant-2.package SYB_Teien_Water_lillies.package LA Natura Briza media I.package CHATEAU_End_Table_2.package LA Natura Andropogon scoparius .package [Veranka] Old Mill Ivy B Right.package MTQ_2T4-SB_BS-Daisy.package NA_Genshin Qixing flower.package simdertalia_autumnoutdoors_bush14.package SYB_Alaferme_Hydrangea_large_bush.package SYB_Teien_Rock_wall2.package NA_Sumeru plant 3.package CHATEAU_Book_Clutter_6.package CHATEAU_Pet_Bed_Small.package FAB_BG_LilyPadPondFrog.package simdertalia_autumnoutdoors_bush1.package LA Natura Arctium tomentosum .package
ORJANIC_Wood_Burner.package CHATEAU_Vase2.package Chicklet Me and You Tree with Swing v2.package [Syb] Maya - Wheel.package LA Natura Carlina acaulis I.package CHATEAU_French_Ottoman.package S4-Anachrosims-DecorativeCorbelRecolors.package MediumOleander-sim_man123.package Mutske_WondersOfIvy_16.package CoastalLupine-sim_man123.package simdertalia_autumnoutdoors_bush15.package SYB_Alaferme_Hydrangea_medium_bush.package FAB_BG_Conversion_Plant_Verbascum_Pond.package PridePlanters2020-ChineseMoneyPlant-sim_man123.package NA_Genshin Calla Lily.package simdertalia_fairygardendecor_waterplant3.package WallSappling-OrganicCarbon-sim_man123.package Seimar How Does Your Garden Grow Pink Azalea.package [Moriel] BG_bush_azalea_01.package yumesimsbitzybusstrawberryplant.package MDN Verdant Bush I.package SYB_Perigord_Rosebush.package LuminelfyFFXIVoutdoorsMorningGloryPlot.package MTQ_2T4-SB_BS-GigglyGrass.package MDN Verdant Large Pot grass.package MDN Verdant Large Pot grass.package ShinoKCRS4Outdoor2016Basil.package CoastalLupine2-sim_man123.package NA_Genshin Windwheel Aster flower.package SYB_Teien_Rock_wall1.package MTQ_2T4-SB_BS-ElephantPlant-sm.package CHATEAU_Fiddle_Leaf_Tree.package CHATEAU_Fiddle_Leaf_Tree.package CHATEAU_Dresser.package FAB_BorderFlowers2.package Hel Studio Plant Pack Lavandula Plant II.package [Severinka] TS4 NY2019 - fireplace pine branch.package CHATEAU_Wall_Sconce.package CHATEAU_Wall_Sconce.package LA Natura Calamagrostis acutiflora II.package Mutske_WondersOfIvy_18.package LA Natura Butomus Umbellatus II.package BakieGaming-DynamicLight-AmanitaMuscaria.package LA Natura Alopecurus genicula I.package CoastalLupine4-sim_man123.package [Moriel] Dishonored flower group 01.package padre_S4mesh Altanta orchids.package NA_Genshin mint.package CHATEAU_Book_Clutter_2.package Mutske_WondersOfIvy_14.package MDN Verdant Flowers II.package CHATEAU_Shelf_Short.package FG_Flora_GwenkeWildflowerMaidenpink1MESH.package Joolster_Overgrown_Ivy.package SYB_Teien_Cloud_tree.package FAB_Poppys.package SmallOleander-sim_man123.package NA_Genshin sweet flowers.package MDN Verdant Bush III.package MDN Verdant Bush III.package SYB_Alaferme_Beam_Woodtrim.package Ingeli_SherabhimTudorCottageWalls.package M90 - Wood Wall 30.package CHATEAU_Panelling2_Accent.package CHATEAU_Panelling2_Plain.package CHATEAU_Tiled_Wall.package CHATEAU_Panelling3_Accent.package
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geto anon here: holy fuck i just know that oneshot would be amazing but no pressure obviously. but can i just ramble a lil bit here? ignore me if u want lmao ok so the whole thing with geto being a manager and apparently really good with strategies and stuff just made me imagine him as an engineer cause. idk why but i personally feel like it fits him. especially if we consider canonical geto whos so smart and talks a lot and explains things lmao like when he explains tengen to satoru that one time and satoru is like nod nod yea just like digimon. i love their dynamics way too much. and also the way geto was basically gojos moral compass and he told gojo to stop saying ore and start saying boku instead AND GOJO DID so im here imagining them in this au. for ur au 💀 where geto gets into being an engineer instead of a racer. it would honestly be funny just the two bickering and having different views on the strategy. i know basically nothing about racing and f1. but just yea the whole. geto coming up with strategies and gojo being pissed at first cause geto is so righteous and bossy but then they just fit together seamlessly and become the strongest duo. gojo the best racer and geto the best engineer and gojo is like. i would never trade my engineer for anyone. hes a big part of the reason i win at all. ill just quit if he does. and about geto being bitter. ur right it does depend on how u see him. in this case yes obviously if hes been a racer this whole time it would feel like hes downplaying himself to be smth else and let someone take the titles he wants. but yea just i feel like if that wasnt the case stsg would have really cool dynamics. and hopefully he would know the job of engineer is really important. he has got to value himself. also imagine them maybe dating/pining and then theyre working and having to be careful with what they say during the races cause it can be recorded and used against them. like theyll say some gay shit over the radio and try to downplay it afterwards 💀 idk its just cool to think about 😭 sorry for rambling but yea just i love ur fic and it makes me think a lot
hi again!!! EDIT; if u drop ur ao3 on an ask, anon, when/if i do write it ill gift it to you
yea id defo write it as a oneshot so id probably keep it (fairly) light .. if you've read ANY of my other works inc my longform banana fish then you'll know im not really capable of writing straight fluff lol
i think it largely depends on whether riko still dies and whether getou's dad still dies. could do something really evil with that lmao...
but aside from that im kind of a fan of stories being changed by One Thing Changing, that you think is gonna change the entire dna of a story because of how important it is, and then it fails to change anything important, in the end. because the characters are still the same and they still come to the same end. its a challenge as a writer to bring them to that point with a completely different route.
that being said id probs write it around 10-20k as a oneshot set aroooouuuund 2013. it would be interesting to see how much would change with getou being an engineer rather than a racer. (considering in coanda effect, he plays a key last-race role in both yuki's second championship and gojo's first).
i guess im making this at some point lmao i found my niche... also their dynamic is so yummy defo
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darkstar225 · 8 months
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Twice's 10th member throws a tantrum because of college (same-) ft SNSD's Tiffany as GF
A/N: Heyyy, I'm coming up with a lot of stuff for you guys so I can make up for the time I'm gone lol! Sry for taking so long to post :D I hope that my friend Thira490, who gave me this idea on Wattpad likes it! :)
The request: Hi I really love your book and I want to request where y/n is dating Tiffany snsd and y/n throws a tantrum because of homework from school and the members were worried so jihyo called Tiffany and told her what happened and Tiffany came to the dorm to calm y/n down and help her with the homework. Thank u ❤️
PS: Tysm for everyone who reads what I write, I hope I can bring a smile to your faces every time I post! I'd like to thank whoever sent me this idea 'cause I loved to write it <3
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Y/N sat at her desk in the dorm room, her laptop open in front of her, and piles of textbooks scattered across the table. Her college assignments and exams were looming over her, and the stress was beginning to take its toll. She had always been a diligent student, but the demands of being a college student and a member of TWICE had become increasingly challenging to manage.
Dating Tiffany from Girls' Generation had its perks, including having a loving and supportive partner, but it also meant balancing her busy idol life with her academic responsibilities. Today, her college work had pushed her to the brink, and TWICE's sunshine couldn't help but feel overwhelmed.
She let out an exasperated sigh, rubbing her temples. 
Y/N - I can't do this. It's just too much. *frowns*
Down the hall, the other members of TWICE exchanged concerned glances. Their maknae had been locked in her room for hours, and they could hear her occasional outbursts of frustration.
Jihyo, as the group's leader and Y/N's mama, decided to check on her. She knocked gently on her kid's door before entering. 
Jihyo - Baby, are you alright?
The mentioned girl looked up from her laptop, her eyes red from stress and exhaustion. 
Y/N - I don't know, omma. This college workload is driving me insane. *tears up*
Jihyo approached and sat down beside Y/N, offering a comforting smile. 
Jihyo - You don't have to go through this alone, my love. We're all here for you.
Y/N sighed, feeling a mixture of gratitude and guilt. 
Y/N - I know, mama... But I hate burdening you all with my college stuff. You have your own schedules and responsibilities.
Jihyo placed a reassuring hand on her youngest child's shoulder.
Jihyo - You're not a burden, honey. We're like a family, and we'll always be here to support you. But if this is too much, maybe we can call Tiffany unnie. She's really smart, and I'm sure she'll help you.
The maknae's eyes brightened at the suggestion. Tiffany was not only her girlfriend but also her rock and her source of strength. She was incredibly intelligent, and the thought of having her by her side made the daunting task ahead seem a little less insurmountable. 
Y/N - Do you think she'd come over? *shining eyes*
Jihyo - I'm sure she would. Let me give her a call. *nodding*
As Jihyo dialled Tiffany's number, Y/N felt a surge of hope. She knew that Tiffany would drop everything to help her, and the thought of having her there was like a lifeline in her turbulent sea of stress.
Meanwhile, Tiffany was in the middle of a dance rehearsal when her phone rang. She glanced at the caller ID and saw that it was Jihyo. Concerned, she quickly picked up. 
Tiffany - Hello?
Jihyo - Hey, Tiffany unnie... *anxious tone* 
Jihyo - Our Y/N is having a bit of a meltdown over her college work. Do you think you could come over and help her out?
Tiffany's heart sank at the news. She loved her girl more than anything, and the idea of her being upset tore at her. 
Tiffany - Of course, Jihyo. I'll be there as soon as I can.
With a sense of urgency, Tiffany left the practice room and headed toward the TWICE dorm. Her mind raced with worry about what might have caused her lovely girlfriend to reach this breaking point.
Back at the dorm, Y/N anxiously paced back and forth in her room, her anxiety growing with every passing moment. She couldn't shake the feeling that she was drowning in her college work. The pressure was suffocating, and it felt like a heavy weight on her chest.
When the doorbell rang, Y/N practically sprinted to answer it. She swung the door open and was greeted by the sight of Tiffany, her saviour and partner, standing there with a comforting smile.
Tiffany enveloped TWICE's honeybee in a warm hug, and she buried her face in Tiffany's shoulder, letting out a shaky breath. 
Y/N - I'm so glad you're here, Tiffy.
Tiffany pulled back slightly to cup Y/N's face, brushing away a tear that had escaped. 
Tiffany - I'll always be here for you, babe. Now, show me this daunting college work of yours.
Y/N led Tiffany to her room, where the textbooks and papers were scattered like a hurricane had torn through. Tiffany took a deep breath and began sorting through the chaos, trying to make sense of it all.
As she explained some of the concepts and worked through the assignments with Y/N, Tiffany couldn't help but admire her girlfriend's dedication and intelligence. Y/N's determination was one of the things that had drawn Tiffany to her in the first place.
Tiffany - You're doing great, boo. Let's tackle this step by step. *encouraging smile*
With Tiffany's patient guidance, the maknae gradually regained her confidence. They worked through each assignment together, and the younger girl's anxiety began to ebb away. Tiffany's presence was like a soothing balm for her frayed nerves.
As the hours passed, the other TWICE members checked in on them, bringing snacks and words of encouragement. They were relieved to see their youngest smiling and making progress with Tiffany's help.
By the time they had finished, Y/N's college work was complete, and she felt a sense of accomplishment she hadn't felt in days. She looked at Tiffany with gratitude shining in her eyes.
Y/N - I couldn't have done this without you, Tiffy.
Tiffany brushed a strand of hair away from Y/N's face and kissed her forehead. 
Tiffany - I'll always be here to help you, my luv. You're never alone in this.
Y/N hugged Tiffany tightly, her heart overflowing with love and relief. 
Y/N - I love you so much, Tiffy.
Tiffany - I love you too, my dear. *whispering as she held her girl close*
The night wore on, and as Y/N drifted off to sleep, she couldn't help but feel incredibly fortunate to have Tiffany by her side. With her girlfriend's unwavering support, she knew she could conquer any challenge that came her way, whether it was college assignments or the demanding life of an idol.
And as for TWICE, they couldn't have been happier to see their youngest member smiling again, knowing that they were all there for each other through thick and thin. This made them all share the same thought:
We are proud of our dear maknae.
A/N: I’m sorry for any errors, English is not my first language. Pls, let me know if there is something wrong, ty for reading <3
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sunnixsunshine · 1 year
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Here they are :) Cristiano is on the left with the wavier hair and swoops, and Cristina has the bob(?) i like to think in this au(im making it an au lol) they literally dont even interact with the MC lol if they did, i dont even think they’d reference Katy or Larry being their parents but they would mention their parents both being league members, not saying specifically gym leaders or elite four member whatsoever. Just. League member. At first I didnt want their casual clothes to be so plain like that, but then I really looked at both Larry and Katy and neither really gave me the impression that they regularly wear exciting clothing and that may have rubbed off on the kids. But I did use their work clothes colors to make the twins’ clothes. As you can see, they do take after Katy way more than Larry appearance wise. I couldnt decide on their hair color which is why I went for the split between both of their hair colors instead. Since they take more after Katy anyway, I thought it was fitting that they kind of stood out in the same manner as she did.
Cristina is mostly focusing on school, but kind of hating it. Shes not super motivated by the work, but then again who is really? Shes just procrastinating her treasure hunt, she doesnt know what she wants to do or accomplish so she isnt sure where to start. She is 10 so Larry assures her that there really isnt a need to put a rush on it. She does like the outdoors, but mainly for the fresh air and the nice shade. She isnt a runner or anything like that. She and her Hoppip, Holly, are more like friends than battle partners and theyre both pretty content with it.
Cristiano, however, is doing his treasure hunt. Hes challenging the gyms, but doesnt have the intention to take on the elite four. Battling isnt his thing, but it is Lime’s, his Heracross. So hes making it a point to bond with his pokemon partner more for his treasure! Learn about what makes Lime so happy and motivated, yknow? I think hes more into history class or culinary. Culinary is familiar, it reminds him of his mom. And he just likes how Raifort makes history fun to learn about.
Cristina likes to go at her own pace, which is typically slow. While Cristiano is more at an average pace, just not slow, not fast. He doesnt rush himself.
When Cristiano gets to Katy in the gym challenge, he kind of makes her promise not to go easy. And then promptly got his ass handed to him by his own mother. When he did finally pass after four tries, he moved his way up to Larry, where they had scramble for a different challenge because he was honest when he said he already knew the riddle because his dad falls asleep with his laptop open a lot. That and its an easy riddle if you really know the guy. His challenge ended up just being to fight the other trainers and to give them both the same last piece of the riddle just to make things a little more fair. When he did finally get to battle Larry, he once again got his ass handed to him, specifically by Staraptor. He did beat him on his second try though, he just had to think of a better strategy and learn how to use his other two partners’ abilities better.
I know I listed their tera types, but neither twin have tera orbs (yet). These are in fact their official tera types though.
Their relationship with their parents are pretty average Id say. They work a lot, but its never really been much of a problem. Although they both would much rather do things separately and often on their own, they had always had each other. Still tho, Cristina is totally daddy’s girl. She likes hanging around with Larry because he gets it, he gets her preference for silence and lazy, no effort days. And Cristiano likes hanging around his mom because he gets to be the #1 taste tester. But overall, they both love their parents a whole lot. And yes, Giacomo is their older (half) brother! Giacomo likes having younger siblings. He was excited when he was told he was gonna be a big brother. They three of them dont have much in common enough to really hang out much, especially since the twins arent fans of the same music as him, but they make it work. Giacomo, pre starfall, does tell the others that his siblings are not to be scouted out. They were too young to get wrapped up into it and certainly too good to get into trouble with the school staff.
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Have you ever beaten yourself down or felt defected because you couldn’t uphold a routine?
I am going through something like this now. I see people around me who, of course to varying degrees (but some excell in) getting their diet, sleep schedule, studying/working, exercising routine in check, having a plan. And whenever i try, for the love of me, i just cannot uphold it. I can’t be consistent, my brain just doesn’t work like this but i keep hearing that it has improved peoples’ lives so much, developing a routine and sticking to it. And i know me not having one is probably not in my favor (studying whenever i have the ”inspiration” to because otherwise my brain just shuts off no matter how i try to trick myself instead of regularly and smooth sailing through assignments as a result) can’t go to sleep and wake up at the same time every day INCLUDING WEEKENDS can’t eat regularly. So i try to improve myself and chase this but all it does is reflect to me that i am just not able to and it makes me feel even worse about myself. And i personally know people who ARE able to do all of that and i can see it pays off in so many ways, in their life. My thoughts get in the way, my feelings get in the way and they make me pretty much not functional for periods of time and i am not sure if these people experience the exact same „wall” and they consistently push through it or if maybe my wall is just a big higher and stronger than theirs sometimes. I feel like my brain is against me, truly. (Probably relevant to mention that i do have some mental problems overall which could be affecting all i mentioned and the way i function, it still feels so defeating to me)
such a long message, i am sorry. i hope you are love lately x
hey beautiful <3. my reply will be equally as long if not longer so no need to be sorry :)
yes. lol just, yes. ive been through the exact same feelings that you describe and even though i struggle less now, i struggle less only as a consequence of my ability to be kinder and more tolerant of myself, not because ive magically changed into someone different. — ill try to explain what i did to help but ill be honest, theres only ever been one solution for me which is to do the work. its hard, its lonely, no one comes to help, or to save you, they even stop pretend ing to care. people will try to support you, but despite best intentions may fall short or lack the capacity to give you what you actually need. so you have to be the one. you have to carry yourself over the finish line, often at the cost losing things, people and parts of yourself that you think you love and cant do without (its soul wrenching but worth the initial discomfort, i promise). every breakthrough is hard earned and often doesnt even feel like the cherry on the top that its supposed to be. so the only way to find the will to keep going is to enjoy the challenge of the journey and learn to love what choosing to 'carry your own cross' is developing in you.
1) the first thing i had to do was make that cross worth carrying for myself. not because id been told to do it, had to do it, or because 'self care' is important, but because I was priority enough to myself that i found the willpower to see it though. to make that possible i had to understand why i was my number one priority, and then make my actions reflect that. it sounds heroic but it looked like excavating my soul, saying no to anything i didnt want to do, and anything i did out of obligation. that included essays, exams, my job, friends, family. maybe that sounds extreme but i realised that all those things meant nothing if the person who was meant to be showing up for them didnt want to be alive/was in anyway unhealthy, or was so dysfunctional that they showed up as a semi sane version of themselves. my whole personality was a trauma response, and even despite the trauma i had to look at what i was doing to create the circumstances i was unhappy with. going from responding unconsciously to consciously choosing my actions was brutal. all of this sounds empowering but it often looks and feels shambolic & looks like being a fuck up. i literally appeared to the outside world like someone who had gone off the edge and was failing at life. for context, making the choices im talking about led to me retaking a year at uni, being a ghost to everyone and everything in my life, having panic attacks every night because despite feeling like i was doing the right thing i had no evidence it would work and no idea how id make it out & all this lasted for way after i graduated so people were looking at me crazy :). HOWEVER, its also how i learned to draw, how i restored my relationship with myself, how i found the passion and excitement to work toward a goals i had set (not the ones set for me). i also became confident for the first time in my life. like actualll self esteem and self knowledge. i hated being seen or perceived due to things id been through, and still struggle with that now tbh. so when i look at the fuller version of myself im embodying today, the multiple ways ive put myself outside of my comfort zone, (and the versions of me i know are to come) i know that the first steps began with following my gut and taking that initial leap of faith that honoured the truth of who i felt myself to be, not the pattern id been following/living in.
2) that first step is important cause when what you do what matters to you, you gain a different willpower (aka passion) that fuels what you do and why you do it. i spent my whole childhood with e.d's and unable to consistently work out/find working out pleasurable. however once i built a relationship with myself and understood what a body was and why it deserved my respect, working out stopped being about the pressure to be a fine babe, and about desiring mobility, full function of my vehicle and longterm health. i say that to say, sometimes its not that your undisciplined, but that your trying hard at the wrong things. (an undisciplined or inconsistent person doesn't keep trying at things despite failing time and time again...). another way to look at it is — a goat is not meant to be a sheep, nor a sheep a goat. theres nothing wrong with being either, but you have to know which you are. (this takes us back to point one: are the things you put pressure on yourself to do/be/accomplish, authentic to you or are you imposing them of yourself because of pressure/expectation/superficial reasons). if its the later, you cannot wait till you have the answers to change the direction your moving in. you have to pivot, take the next step in the direction that feels purposeful and deeply honest to you, and trust that even though you cant see the whole path, the next step will be revealed as you continue to walk forward. the mental illness doesnt go away, but it fades as your tolerance increases. its not meant to be easy, if you can remember that then you'll be okay.
3) you dont have to do it perfectly. you just have to do it. over time, ive had routines w/ varying success. my overarching interests, goals/priorities are the same, but they fluctuate which means i can struggle with consistency and seeing things through (not cause i dont want to be consistent but i feel like i change so rapidly as a person that i almost forget why i set certain goals for myself and why building the routine/proficiency in skill was important to me in the first place). in this sense, its hard to accomplish a goal if you dont relate to the version of yourself you were when you set it. so part one to this point is, i have to use my quirks to my advantage. i know that i tend to cycle through my interests every 3 months ish. so, i set goals that can be accomplished in 3 month cycles rather than over the course of a year. in doing that i achieve small steps toward the larger, more diverse vision of my life i have for myself, meaning i could have one goal - lets say financial freedom - and 3 projects over the course of 9 months that feed into that goal. this works for me because i know i can sustain deep focus over the course of those three months and so will accomplish what ive set out to do. — but whats key for you, is that you find out what works for you. if you start to embrace your needs and what makes you different, you can also embrace the ways it makes you and your approach unique and innovative. rather than a hinderance or a source of 'why cant i be like/function like everyone else'. ——— that leads on to the second part, which is learning to carry the good with the bad. e.g. — whilst the way i fluctuate makes me multifaceted, it also means that one month im focused on art (my style) & reading, the next i might be on philosophy and writing, right before i get back to gardening and portrait practice, then cycle back to learning languages or an instrument. that level of commitment to multiple disciplines means what could take me 3 months to accomplish if i had a single minded focus, gets dragged out into a year long affair. lmty, its almost as frustrating to make slow progress as it is not to progress at all. so sometimes i feel like ive come so far only to have achieved the bare minimum. ive had to learn to appreciate that slow and steady approach (rather than chasing immediate perfection which leads to burn out) and be grateful for the fact that even though its taking long, at least im moving in the right direction. eventually ill learn the skill of expediting each of my processes, but right now this is where im at. extending that kind of grace and mercy to yourself is the biggest part of this all. because if i know im not good at structure, and im specifically struggling with it at this moment, maybe i dont need to hyper-fixate on having a morning routine right now. maybe for the next few months, its not about doing yoga the moment i wake up (even if i know thats best for me) maybe i just need to do yoga at 'unspecified time today'. maybe i dont need to sleep at 10pm. i can actually start work at 10pm, and go to sleep at 6 am. as long as i do yoga, as long as i go to sleep, as long i *insert task*, that is enough for right now. infact more than enough, its a victory. so, work on your own schedule and embrace it. trust that you've set goals and failed before but that you are still here and still committed to getting it right next time, which means you are a trustworthy person who can rely on themselves to show up for themselves. the more you practice not giving up, the smaller the gap between your ability to take action, which means the greater your ability to develop the skill of routine. perhaps not a conventional routine, but routine just means habit. over the course of your life, you are building the habit of not giving up. or of consistently coming back to & developing skills you wanna build. that is the desired outcome, not the structure of how you achieve that, but the fact that you have achieved some form of taking action consistently.
last thing i want to leave you with is the way i see and feel you. you could have asked me anything, you could have asked me nothing at all, but you chose to ask me about how to improve your situation. in that sense, your words have betrayed what your will and your desire is. the things we desire today, dictate the person we become tomorrow, and so i know without a doubt that its not a matter of if, but a matter of when you achieve these routines, their outcomes (& so much more, you cant even imagine whats on the other side). <3. it takes a very special kind of grit and resilience to fail and to try again. you inspire me and remind me of the qualities that make humans truly beautiful, truly necessary and truly precious. so dont give up, dont go under. none of this is meant to break you, just pull out what is inevitable to who you are and what you are meant to be. it is going to be hard, but you are not alone even when you are alone, and when you make it out the other end you become a testimony for others, (& evidence that they arent alone either). keep fighting, i believe in you, sending big love & a big hug xx-xx
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2bloved · 2 years
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You liked my Hell Bell Dawn headcanons? WELL OH BOY PUT YOUR SEATBELT ON-
Soulless Dawn glitches between different forms (mainly different female gen 4 player characters, but sometimes gen 4 male player characters if she's really upset) and yes it hurts.
When she first got to the bar (Beelze brought her there as a thank you for letting him get souls) she was outcasted and stayed at the bar that Glitchy Red ran. They started talking and Dawn started venting, causing Glitchy to care for her bc haha relatable, except she has it way worse since she's constantly being played. Eventually this gets out of hand and Glitchy goes to try to fight Beelze to free Dawn. Finding amusement in this, Beelze challenges Glitchy to a Pokemon battle. I dunno who would win it, but it doesn't matter, since they would get broken up by Hypno and others. Beelze makes a passing comment that Glitchy could make a deal with him, if he had a soul (which he doesn't, bc Glitchy is just, well,, a glitch lol) so Glitchy goes on a soul finding quest. It'd be really funny if he tried to take Grey's soul lol
But then again I don't know Glitchy very well so,, whoops-
Oh, speaking of Beelze! He's an actual demon in my headcanon, and made a random Brongzong into his helper, giving it some of his powers. The more souls he collects, the more powerful he gets. His goal? To become so powerful that he would have many "cursed" Pokemon to steal souls with, but rn he just has the one. He toys with Dawn alot, and has power over her. If she annoys him too much? He'd make Hell Bell ring, and transport Dawn back to a game. Also, he uh- smokes. Alot. Usually old timey cigars bc *classy*. He sometimes bets souls with other soul-taking pastas for funsies.
Now for Hell Bell! It is not nice, to say the least. It thinks highly of itself, and both it and Purin Jigglypuff hate each other. Like, Jiggly will be singing, putting DISABLED in a dream and then Hell Bell comes around, ringing loudly, waking DISABLED up. Jiggly and Hell Bell get into fights alot (Beelze responds to this as a 'play nice kids', and Pico througholy enjoys it).
Also, Frozen Red (Red from Snow on Mt. Silver) was allowed into the bar once, and only once. That is bc Gold (who was Blake in the past) freaked out so badly that Red had to be removed. Freakachu only furthered Gold's reaction. So now Red and Freakachu hang out with Buried Alive when he isn't busy, along with MISSINGNO.
MISSINGNO. only came to the bar once, bc it uh, said an uh oh.
MISSINGNO., referring to Strangled Red events: So, did I do a good job being scary?
Beelze, nodding:
Steven: It,, it told me to kill my brother because,, it was trying to be eDGY?!?!
Yeah let's just say it's hard to strangle a glitch lol
Yeahh it's pretty much chaos in the bar. Eventually all the Pokepastas are gonna need their own separate bar!
Also I'm super sorry if I'm annoying you with all these asks, if you want me to stop or just limit myself to one a day just lmk. - 🐞
god teh concept of a lively little pokepasta bar makes my little heart EXPLODE /POS
id like to imagine as more people get kicked or banned in it eventually little knockoff bars would pop up. imagine a little city street corner with the like window shops? that's estentially what it'd be
anyways the first thing i thought of when i saw this,
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murachinchi · 2 years
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cw : decapitated head, and a bit spoiler i guess..
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tanjiro just disappointed cause kyo keep sacrificing himself
tbh this Au was created cause i just wanna design kyo and tan as demon but ofc i have to make story behind it. so at the end of mugen battle instead of kyo becoming a donut, douma came to ofc annoy akaza and kidnap them. akaza told him to just take kyo since he's the one worth to be a demon but douma insist to take tanjiro as well as bargaining chip (also hey its the kid with hanafuda ring). but ofc these two rather die than become a demon so douma start torturing them.. well just kyo really and douma forced tanjiro to watch (kinda like the akaza battle lol)
douma keep doing this but these two are very hard to break. i havent thought much but reason why tanjiro didnt get tortured physically was cause douma just waiting the right time. and finally comes the time(?) where kyo's torture becoming worst and tanjiro just cant stand it so he reach out but got injured heavily by douma. mind you this whole time they only have each other for comfort so they sort of become way too dependent. so kyo kinda breaks cause whats he gonna do without him, he's been the one that keep his hope up to get rescued or escape together. so douma being the demon he is manipulates kyo for them to be a demon that way tan's life can be saved but at a price. Since kyo is heavily distressed he doesnt really think through and just accept it.
thus the beginning of these two as a demon.. i also like the idea that muzan made them as a lower moon cause why not its a hashira turned demon (and ofc from the disbanding of lower moons that keep failing him maybe this time they wont). also from what i remember from nezuko's flashback muzan tried to turn the kamados into a demon in hopes that they can conquer the sun but failed.. so maybe this time with tanjiro as demon he can finally get it. so he made kyo as the "guard dog" for tanjiro cause he doesn't want the only cure to conquer the sun gets killed. and id think that since kyo is already on par with akaza as a human, him becoming a demon would make him at least a bit more stronger and faster ya know so he checks out.
the way to kill them would be like the upper 6 siblings. but my idea is tanjiro is trapped in a pocket dimension (maybe in a hidden room at the infinity fortress idk) he only comes out when kyo got super "injured". but that rarely happens... lets just say muzan (me) made it this way to ensure the safety of his sun antidote. tho kyo can still visit tanjiro whenever he wants, he just travel alone if sent to do demon business. my initial idea was to kill them u just have to slash tanjiro so its like a challenge for kyo to keep tanjiro unharmed but idk i cant think much of this one and is kinda meh
also for their fighting style.. kyo still uses his breathing style but this time they can cause actual flame instead of visualizing it. the flame is part of his blood demon art.. tanjiro's power is similar to nezuko's but the opposite. he can ignites flames with his blood but it would only heals demons and harms humans. tho the nature of their relationship is pretty twisted and heavily codependent toward each other.. i really want it to be somewhat tragic lol
damn it become this long.. i wrote this just so i at least have an archive of this somewhere online so maybe one day id make something out of this idea.. if u actually read this thank you lol
this AU was also made so i can see slayer senjuro and nezuko team up hoho (´⊙◞⊱​◟⊙`)​ heres a bonus pic
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cannibalinc · 7 months
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20 Questions for Fic Writers!
I was thoughtfully tagged by @racfoam! Thank you <3
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
25 works
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
318,492 words
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Mostly HP and Teen Wolf. I also used to write a lot of Naruto about fifteen years ago.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
The Rigmarole Dance - Harrymort soulmate AU
Gentle Roar - Steter omegaverse mating run AU
As Portioned from a Whole - Harrymort dystopian Voldemort raises Harry AU
Anthropological - Steter xeno wolf rape oneshot
Id Est - Steter smutty 800 word drabble. Surprised this one is on the list lol
5. Do you respond to comments? Why? Why not?
Sometimes! If someone asks a question or comments something particularly conversational. I go through waves. 
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Uuuh this is hard. Angsty for who? hahaha
Based on reader response and bookmark notes I've noticed, either Paradisus, a Harrymort Volddmort wins AU in Draco Malfoy's POV, or Be Thyself, a soulmate AU in Lily's POV, seem to be the endings that bother people the most. I get a lot of 'this was great, I'll never read it again' lmaaooo
But a LOT of my works are open ended or end with one half still in captivity/unhappy. The other half is happy though! :D
Honeyguide, splits your skin, Research and Development, etc all have this "bad ending."
(*The angiest ending I'll ever write is still a WIP, but it's coming.)
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
The Rigmarole Dance for sure. It's light, funny, has the happiest feelings.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Sometimes.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I write mostly smut. Lots of non-con, lots of wet and messy, lots of monster cocks.
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
I don't think I've ever written a crossover.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yeah, a few times unfortunately.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yep
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
I had a really fun steter omegaverse dystopia project with a friend that we discussed heavily but never actually started. We called it the trash diamond. It involved amputation, conditioning and programming, you know the fun stuff haha. I still hope to write it.
14. What’s your all time favourite ship?
Harrymort <3
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
...I will finish all my WIPs gdi lmao
16. What are your writing strengths?
Atmosphere/prose. Recently, dialogue.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Action. I struggle between pretty phrases and conveying immediacy.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
Yes! It's great for making the POV character and readers feel alienated when they can't understand what's being said. Also if you want to establish a character is pretentious.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Ooooh. I think InuYasha in the 2000s.
20. Favourite fics you’ve written?
I'm a self-indulgent writer, so pretty much everything I write is for me.
Research and Development was an experimental challenge for me that I'm really proud of. It's told in a dissociated first person POV through "scientific" logs and follows Voldemort's experiment on Harry and the deterioration of his indifferent observations as he becomes more obsessed with Harry.
I'm also really proud of Embryo, a fic idea I've been writing and rewriting for over ten years that I've begun to actually post. I've put a lot of work and research into it in order to capture Tom Riddle's voice and intelligence. It's in his POV, in the 1940s, and Harry shows up as a mysterious student no one can seem to explain or even remember long enough to answer Tom's questions about him.
I think racfoam already tagged a lot of other writers I know. Tagging @vdoshu @metalomagnetic @lordansketil @crowcrowcrowthing @vestiges-of-light and anyone else who wants to!
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i want to be meaner to my mom but scared that i might make a habbit of it to the point of that spilling onto other people, so let's vent, near everytime i say something that challenges her belief that she's right about everything she always goes on about how i love debating her and how im always attacking her and saying she's wrong about everything, this bitch litterally fucking just told her child "you're always the villain to me" like i dont have a mountain of evidence saying that she's the one who's fucked up
look we disagree on things a lot, i disagree with her a lot, she seems to take everytime i point out she could be wrong (the first few times her response was "it's like your my mom mano po" ("mana po" is something people do to their elders) and "go work on your self first" in response to my room and my sleep schedule, like. y'know me sleeping late and being messy gives her yhe excuse to be a bad person.) now it's "you just love debating me don't you" "you always think im wrong about everything" and now recently "youre always the villain in my story" ("lagi kang kontrabida saking buhay")
because yeah sure im the villain, im the person who bullied ("idiot, lunatic, insane, you made yourself ugly, you look insane, you look like a lunatic") verbally abused (read the previous sentences, and what comes after this), hit (four times to be exact, also threathened to beat me up if i ever did that again, and later on said she was gonna smack me if i ever tried it again later on too) and told their kid they're insane and that tgey didn't care about anyone except themselves for botching their haircut
like this isn't my first time saying this within these last few days, it still holds true though, her words, the villain sentence specifically, should be directed at herself if anything, like girlie are you describing your own actions or
damn these last few days have been shit, like most days that have my parents in them aren't good, but these last few days have been horrendous, wonder if i should kill myself lol, atleast id have a botched haircut at the funeral, where a lot of the people whod know me would see, might botch it even more before doing it, just out of spite, it's just like id face the abuse that would com after anyways, i would be dead. also that whole haircut and these few days after said haircut have confirmed my theory that my parents treat me nicer when im pretty so! that's another thing! man!
like girlie really did just say her kid was the villain in her life despite being the one to hit her kid four times over a botched haircut, and verbally and physically abuse said kid for days afterwards (the verbal abuse was worse than what id written, basically just wrote a summary for the most part, just don't feel like translating it) i mean girlie really?
edit: also if you read the tags i almost forgot about that last bit, memory repression works hard ig. wonder how much shit i forgot that i never remembered.
also another edit: i think it's interesting how she used to so "oh so im the villain now" in response to me whenever i brought up her doing something bad, like that used to be a common occurance a few months near a year ago, but now she says "you're like a villain to me" after, reminding her she can be wrong, and botching my haircut. i mean. girlie at least isn't blatantly ripping off mother gothel now so that's fun.
#girlie litterally called her kid the villain despite being the one who bullied#(said idiot. lunatic#insane#you made yourself ugly you look insane#you look like a lunatic.)#verbally abused (read the previous sentences and what comes after this) hit#(four times to be exact#also threathened to beat me up if ever did that again and later on said she was gonna smack me if i ever tried it again later on too)#and told their kid they're insane andthat tgey didn't care about anyone except themselves for botching their haircut#girlie litterally called her kid the villain#it think it's interesting how fell back on using social media slang as a coping mechanism here because sm incites dophamine most times#anyways vent parents i mean wow really let's just fucking#go and jump off guess. i#am exhausted and quite frankly just want to sleep and never fucking wake up again an overdose might be nice idk.#me dying might be the only way to convince her that she's the one that's fucked actually.#or maybe she might fucking say im spoiled dramatic and overemotional in which case idc idc id be too dead too by then anyways#look explaining shit won't work ive already tried that and whenever get into fights with my parents#words and memories just fucking bail on me under enough stress#till i get my shit together hours later and able to pinpoint exactly why they're or in this case she's wrong fuck this#she also told me that ''since im so mature now to now have to rely on her anymore'' and said she wont attend or give me shit anymore#as part of said haircut thing#basically told me she wont be a parent to me anymore because of something that started from a botched haircut#but still doesn't think that actually She may be the villain here#vent#parents
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Dear Reader,
It's the 2nd of November, and I'm still recovering from the Halloween party with my high school friends. Mind you, compared to last year when we just wore casual party outfits with masks, we were more prepared this time and felt like we belonged.
Where do I begin? Hahaha!
Planning
Hmm... I guess boys will always be boys. They only decided on what to wear 3 or 4 days before Halloween night. D and Q slightly panicked, so I suggested they check out the FB Marketplace. Then there's P, D's brother, who just turned 18 and joined us for the party. It was his first time in a bar, and he was so prepared! Hahaha! I think he had already gotten his costume a month prior to the event, which was both funny and exciting.
Anyway, here were our roles that evening:
D: Little Green Man
Q: Charmander
P: Minion
S: Luffy
W: Luigi (female version)
R: Daphne
N: Barbie
Z: Yumeko
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Dinner Before Drinks
Of course, we made sure not to drink on an empty stomach. They say that drinking without eating first can make you more prone to vomiting and getting drunk faster. Here's us before we entered the bar.
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Dance As If It's Your Last
I won't be posting a video, dear Reader. If you follow me on IG, you know where to look. Dancing with them is always a blast. I never cared about the tables around us. Lol! I suspect the boys were more interested in getting attention from other girls. P received a lap dance from some drunk women, and we all cheered since it was his bar debut. He turned so red! I got a lap dance too, but I just smiled at the girl and checked if she was okay. The boys joked, "Ang daya. Bakit kami wala?" Hahaha! They're so funny.
We danced until our feet and knees hurt (being tita and tito). Lol! R and W dozed off on the couch around 1:30AM and then again at 3AM. Q captured the moments. They looked so comical. But I must say, our table was always buzzing with energy. We'd dance every now and then, and even other tables joined in, singing and dancing alongside us.
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Someone Got Drunk
We had whiskey, tequila, beers, and some cocktails that night. I was impressed with myself for managing five shots of tequila, which is rare for me. I usually stop at three because any more makes me feel lightheaded, sleepy, and dizzy. I didn't want the ground to shake. Iykyk! I drank a lot of water to keep myself sane, or at least, that's what someone once told me. Who knows if it's true.🤣
Then there was W, who sat beside me. She mentioned seeing people hugging and then gave me a hug before falling asleep. LMAO!
Lastly, I believe the highlight of the night was when P got drunk. D started giving him commands, like fist-bumping everyone. P was so compliant, almost like a puppy. I held onto both D and P's phones, as well as their IDs, while they partied hard. We were taken aback when P started chugging the whiskey. In my head, I was like, "Easy, boy! That's strong whiskey!" He seemed fine, but I got concerned and urged him to drink water to avoid dehydration. After a while, as he sat, he appeared to be convulsing. I quickly told D to help his brother to the bathroom. Sure enough, P was about to vomit. We were fortunate he didn't pass out like N did last year. P is a big guy, and carrying him would have been challenging. Even with three boys to help, it would have been tough, especially with three of us girls in heels and another being petite.
By 5AM, I had been awake for more than 24 hours so I slept as we waited for our breakfast to be served. Yeah, we had breakfast before going home. It was the only time I could rest. I remember applauding N for being a strong drinker this year. Hahaha! The food took 30 minutes to arrive, allowing me to sneak in a 30-minute nap. It seemed just right. LMAO!
There are so many stories to tell, but this is all I can manage for now. Part 2 will be shared with you, dear Reader, some other time. I'm not sure when, but you'll definitely know. 😆
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minkkumaz · 7 months
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UNFORTUNATELY I DIDNT GET VIP (it was expensive… but once boynextdoor gets a wt IM SOOOO SPENDING EVERYTHING I HAVE FOR THAT TICKET.)
but i had some interactions w niki hehe!!! he gave me a wave and i literally wanted to die right there.. AND OMG!!! i checked the groups u stanned and why r we literally twinning..
HAECHAN IS SO REAL HONESTLY!! gosh i love love love love nctdream rn.. like theyve been plaguing my mind. whats ur fav song from them???
im a bit basic but beatbox,broken melodies and life is going on just hits it right for me. DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVVVEEE ME SOME ISTJ & YOGURT SHAKE (courtesy of jaehyuns yogurt shake challenge..) TOO BUT then id end up naming their whole discography.. gosh but also nct u.. theres this one jisung fancam w THE BAT and IT CHANGED ME!!! HE LOOKED ASTRONOMICALLY UNREALLLLL. but on the other hand i love kangaroo aswell LMAO
We did talk abt boysplanet! (i believe.. i honestly dont remember.. I think we brought it up once when I was talking abt stanning every 5th gen group..) I happened to watch like an episode, but i sort of got really bored of it so i never watched it fully.
i did get it on my tiktok fyp alot!! mostly ricky.. but i was REALLY rooting for yujin, hao and seungeon. Seungeon didnt make the cut (LIKE WHY BTW..???!!) but he debuted in evnne!! HOORAY!!!! Yujin is my bias while hao is my wrecker.. (it’s always the maknaes that have me hooked.. no clue why.)
AND GYUVIN AS JYP HAS ME ROLLINGGG 😭😭😭😭 FOULLLLLL.
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I'M SO GLAD YOU GOT SOME NIKI INTERACTIONS THAT'S SO GOOD FOR U! i wanna go to another kpop concert soon there's just something so special about going to them ehe.
and yes ehe, actually, broken melodies got me into nct dream! because my bsf jordan was listening to broken melodies when it first came out and i was listening along with her, then we kinda listened on loop for awhile and she told me whos voice was who n stuff :) then from there we had a couple nct listening parties LOL i liked haechan because of his high note in broken melodies :3
my favorite song... from nct dream it's probably candy. i know it's kind of basic but come on i can't help it, it just makes me feel so jolly. also hello future is really good! i have a thing for title tracks HSKNS BUT I ALSO DO REALLY LIKE BLUE WAVE :3 and for some of the other units, i really enjoy love talk from wayv and favorite (vampire) from nct 127!
i don't really remember when we talked about boys planet but we probably did HAHA it's been so long i don't exactly remember my top 9 but i was rooting for jay and ollie for sure! woongki and wumuti also stole my heart </3
like i mentioned earlier my biases are gyuvin and taerae! it's funny because i was battling between the two trying to figure out which one i wanted to bias. whenever i decided on gyuvin, id get so many taerae edits on my fyp, then when i switched to taerae id get a bunch of gyuvin edits. but hey, the more the merrier right? can never have too many biases hehe. but through zb1 i definitely gained so much more love for yujin, as i didn't follow him too closely on bp.
gyuvin jyp collab in the future >_<
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soft-black-princess · 7 months
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So the guy that cheated on the girlfriend with me blocked me after she found out and broke up with him and our last conversation was him calling me while he was on the way to the girlfriends and I was like “what...you have a girlfriend” and he goes “you had a dating app” like what? How is that even the same? Anyway, yesterday he was supposedly was getting lots of no ID calls he thought it was me unblocked me, and kept calling me, I answered the first time and I was like hi need to call you back and he goes what’re you doing why and i didn’t answer and he goes what’re you doing and then hung up on him...then he kept calling and said over text “you stop fucking calling me G shit leave me alone” and I was like ??? And he goes “don’t fucking call me I’m telling you to stop” and I was so confused because I never called him...I was like “YOU CALLED ME” and then he sends a screen shot of his call log and was like “don’t be fucking stupid stop calling me I’m blocking you again.” And I was like “lmaoo I did not that’s so funny” then he sends a “👍” and I was like “you’re a loser” then he keeps calling me like 2 times I kept declining then I texted him “stop calling me lol” then he goes “blocked, stop calling through fake numbers” and I was like “I haven’t called you once...maybe it was your GIRLFRIEND or a baby mama lol” (idk if he has a baby mama I’m assuming because I didn’t know he had a girlfriend or has cheated before like the girlfriend told me...) then he goes “blocked.bye.” And I was like “I’m DEAD” and then he blocks me...I just don’t understand why he doesn’t want to apologize or talk if I was seeing him just last week? His girlfriend even told me that broke up....he would always come back before even after blocking me after 2 weeks
It seems like this person's behavior is inconsistent and confusing. He may have his reasons for blocking and unblocking you, but it's challenging to discern his motivations. It's possible that he's dealing with his own emotional turmoil and doesn't know how to handle the situation.
Given the back-and-forth nature of your interactions and his refusal to engage in a constructive conversation, it might be best to distance yourself from this individual. Continuing to engage in such interactions can be emotionally draining and unproductive.
Focus on your own well-being and consider whether this relationship is bringing you the positivity and respect you deserve. It's okay to prioritize your own mental and emotional health and choose to move forward without the complications of this person's behavior.
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