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forgot to post this one last Friday but!!! Derpina in my artstyle i guess
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FOR LIKE. CONTEXT. idiot's guide is broken up into two arcs, arc 1 is... almost done i think. hopefully. there's still kind of a ways to go for arc 2
so essentially i'm thinking about, once i do finish writing and editing arc 1, starting to post those chapters on a once a week schedule. then if i haven't finished arc 2 by the time i run out, i'd take a break from posting until it does get finished. if it is finished by then i'll just continue posting lmaofjdsklfjd
#talk tag#HOPEFULLY THIS MAKES SENSE LMAO#uhhh. idk what else#like okay i knowwwwwww i know i said im waiting and i WILL if thats what the poll says but also#i am very excited for some of the stuff i already have written LMAO#and i feel like posting it and getting like feedback and shit will help motivate me maybe????? idk shrugs#I REALLY REALLY WANT TO SEE PPL FIGURE IT OUT#i like. legit. always forget that ppl dont know as much as me bc its My Fic#and i assumed ppl would know [redacted] only to realize that. its not explicitly stated or even heavily implied. just lightly implied#so it makes sense that ppl Wouldn't know. and now i am very very very very very excited to see when people figure it out LMAO#among other things#yes there are MULTIPLE secrets to be figured out#though one of them i think is probably not. like. i don't think anyone's gonna figure it out until it's Actually Revealed In Text#or very few people anyway#either way i'm excited akl;fjdklsjfd#i looooooove seeing ppls theories whether they're right or wrong tbh
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Begging and crying for someone to sit with me while I play Plants vs zombies and tell me what plants to use for funzies. We'll talk about the games and share our opinions and maybe I could show you the fanart I've been making because my brain is like that. ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
We'll share our favorite plants and check up on the zen garden and maybe you can help me with ZomBotany cuz I HATE it
#idk rambles#personal#at least with everything else i knew others who were into the same thing i am i legit dont know anyone ans not that many post in the tag 😭#im getting PvsZ2 cuz i haven't played it in years#on my computer cuz fuck doing it on my phone#GAHHHDBDHR#my mind wants to feel bad cuz im not making stuff people follow me for but like#??? welcome to i cant control what my mind obsessives over deal with it lol#plants vs zombies#PvsZ
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playing a fun game of trying to remember what my cohost is
#txt tag#i think its either fishstew or fishsoup <- is le unsure#i don't rlly know if i'll use it since im allergic to using more than one socmed site at a time (1000 yd stare at d burning corpse of twttr#but uhh . it'll be nice to have backup ?#honestly kinda wondering if i should just cut my losses and delete my tumblr outright#saving what i need to save ofc but anything else after that will get chunked#ive had this blog for 9 yrs that's way too much personal info floating around . god knows what 14yo me was posting abt#i can start fresh too without having to worry about my artblog ...... peace on earth#i was legit on the verge of snapping at everyone bc i was so anxious about it AND I DONT KNOW WHY i need to get rid of it
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I was having a good day so far
#mimi.txt#continuing in the tags bc i dont wanna ramble in the post but#my best friend posted that she went back to her ex boyfriend#and like#idk he already didnt give me good vibes in the beginning but u know#maybe that was just me and my complicated feeling#until she literally told me herself that he was cheating on her#so i dont rly like this guy#idk bro and all the way back when they first started dating i felt really ignored#and really lonely#and i feel like its happening again#idk bro i dont think it will bother me as much bc i know how to deal wiith this bc of the first time#(+ therapy and more family support now)#but still it does make me lonely#but also one part of me legit hopes nothing bad happens to her bc she is one of the most important person in the world to me#idk what all this was i just needed to vent and i didnt want to vent anywhere else
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RANKING THE BETA SQUAD & EXTRAS BY ATTRACTIVENESS:
thank you for tagging me bae @kennysboxergf <3
Authors note: some of this I know for a fact I’m hearing shit for but idk this is the only right way😛
10. HARRY PINERO
It wouldn’t be b4tasquad without some hp no sauce slander. This guy gets on my nerves so much I have a list of violations I would throw in his face if I was to ever meet that bitch. And it’s not like he’s fine enough to talk about others? Like boy you out here with a non distinguishable hair line and a whole kid trynna act 21 without no kid😐
9. ANESONGIB
Nothing against him, like at all. I just really don’t find him that attractive tbh. And I’ve never really paid attention to him when he’s not in beta squad videos or with em so don’t know him. Kinda looks like the guy from ratatouille but cute tho.
8. JOHNNY CAREY
He’s not ugly? Just not really my type. Really funny in footasylum videos alongside the ones he’s in on the beta squad channel, but like I said not really my type. Kinda feel like he still plays Fortnite and lives in his mamas basement. He has his moments tho, and sometimes his drip be good.
7. DARKEST MAN
now listen… especially ally. I love Darkest with my whole being istg. I find him super attractive and he’s my man frfr… but compared to the others above him I just can’t put him anywhere else😭 but he’s so funny and fine. just wish he had hair…
6. KING KENNY
Very attractive especially with a durag on omg🤭but I’m very much a hair and face combo girl. Like a guy has to have good hair and be handsome to be rated top tier to me🤷♀️ Kenny’s super attractive… but lacks in the hair department
5. CHUNKZ
my man love love love his fine ass. i think I’d actually faint on the spot if he opened his mouth and spoke because he’s so fucking fine I’m just😧😧 would but him higher if he had the hair and and face combo…
4. SHARKY
SUPER SUPER SUPER FINE. ISTG and I know some of you are going to hate me for this… but he’s not the finest in the beta squad??? let’s be fr rn. his style is so nice, he’s super handsome but girls he’s not the finest goodbye. Love me some sharky tho
3. YUNGFILLY
idc what you guys have to say about this one. filly has been and will always be fine. if he has 10 fans I’m one of them, if he has one that’s me and if he has none… better believe someone killed my ass😛 he’s so caring, boyfriend material, fine, and stylish. he’s so Abby’s man coded
2. AJ SHABEEL
my man my man my man. all of you know id go to war for my bae. people do him so dirty and I just DONT STAND FOR IT. he’s everything a girl (aka me) needs and I’d do anything for him. his hair is such a bonus cause omfg I want to run my hair through it and the highlights in it??? FUCK YESS
1. NIKO OMILANA
he’s been my bae since day one. I stared watching them because of him, and I’ll continue to watch for him too. he’s the finest most delicious scrumptious guy there is, and I better not hear anyone arguing. there’s never been a discussion. I’ve heard to many “sharky and niko are both the finest.” “Sharky is finer.” NO HES NOT LMAO🙄🙄 the day everyone realises that niko legit has everything. height, hair, face, body im gonna laugh at you??? sign me tf uppppp
#beta squad#✭b4tasquad speaks#niko omilana#aj shabeel#chunkz#sharky#king kenny#yung filly#anesongib#johnny Carey#harry pinero#youtube
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(i hope this doesn't come across as rude, i'm just genuinely confused) i saw your tags on a post you reblogged about how you like to jerk off to the thought of your work crush, and that you're aspec. but i thought the whole point of being aspec is that you *don't* feel sexual attraction? isn't thinking of someone to gain sexual pleasure also sexual attraction to that person? isn't wanting to have sex with someone sexual attraction to that person? i can't imagine jerking off to someone i'm not attracted to so maybe i'm just close-minded but what you said really doesn't sound aspec at all. again i'm not trying to be rude, i'm just not aspec so i really don't understand how *not* feeling sexual attraction can be a spectrum, but feeling sexual attraction apparently isn't a spectrum??
not rude imo! i am happy to play educator!!
so tldr, i have a particularly complicated relationship to.... relationships. i tend to label myself as broadly "aspec" as a whole as shorthand for expressing that i dont really experience attraction but it, like basically all the labels i use, isn't wholly accurate for my personal experience because labels--especially queer identity labels--are a broad stroke generalization for very individualized personal experiences of the same general gestures thing. not everyone who shares the labels i use for myself will agree with the way i use them or even the fact that i DO use them (hi, he/him bi lesbian here, eat me) and thats totally okay, as long as they mind their manners
i find "aspec" used as a specifically nonspecific umbrella micro label is convenient shorthand for the whole not really experiencing attraction thing because its more true than not. i really dont "really" experience attraction, either sexual or romantic..... except for when i do. those instances of attraction however are so incredibly rare that they're an exception, not the rule. i'm in my thirties and consider that tally to be two people i have legit thirsted after and possibly two??? people i am Romantically In Love With (as opposed to just In Love With, which is different for me, because i love all my friends in unique ways because they're unique people i have a unique relationship with, but i digress) (ftr i am not 100% sure on the romance bit because its *incredibly* hard for me to sus out the difference between my feelings for these particular people compared to everyone else i love because i just kinda go on vibes: if i'm happy with someone, i'm happy, and i dont really feel the need to Officially Label things)
btw, "aspec" as in asexual (and in my case aromantic) spectrum is very much a spectrum my dude, and that spectrum people generally report on does include occasional incidental attraction. other axis often involved in the spectrum are things like libido or even general willingness or interest in interactions that involve sex (or romance, or both!). some folks enjoy having sex and seek it out despite not experiencing sexual attraction, with or without a libido. some people are completely sex adverse when it comes to sexual situations involving themselves but will engage with sexual content, such as porn/erotica/virtual roleplay. some people want nothing do do with bumping uglies literally or figuratively. some people are absolutely baffled when it turns out no they just wanna bump uglies with this one particular person and they will DIE if they dont why are humans wired like this its SO INCONVENIENT (shhhhh dont ask me how i know). there are a ton of microlabels for any and all generalization of experience within the a-spec spectrum because there is just a HUGE variety of experiences but i personally dont like them for myself cos im a vague-as-possible kinda guy
so: complicated relationship with relationships and a complete disregard for the "rules" some people wanna insist on when it comes to identity labels. a buddy of mine has described me as her friend who is "all queer identities at once" which, yeah, i'm into that, its a good summation
i would also like to note for our viewers at home that you are totally allowed to stick yourself in whatever box feels right at the time, even if you change boxes a bazillion times or put a peet in a bunch of different boxes all at once, or play musical chairs with the boxes, or whatever. theyre made up and the points dont matter, what matters is having some facsimile of language to communicate an aspect of your experience to allow for communication and conversation about that experience, not that you tick off a check list of required traits to get your box assigned to you by The Committee. go forth, be weird, love freely, eat the rich, and fuck the (thought) police
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noo, bc i fucking feel yall. bc a fic i read thr other day?!? "gn!reader" the next line is "reader could arguable be considered afab" and then out of no where the fic uses female anatomy terms??? the reader is not "arguably" afab. it is afab, and a warning tag like "afab!reader, but no pronouns used" would have been a better explanation for your fic.
i fucking DESPISE when people do that and refuse to put the actual gender of the reader in the actual post or the tags. its really not that hard. as someone who writes both female and male readers, i know how to tell my viewers which one they are so they csn steer clear of something they dont like. its just female readers r considered "the standard" or "the default" with both female and male characters. (finding fem char x male reader is the hardest thing on earth omg but anyways)
and untagged drabbles are the WORST at this. there's no gendered tag and no warning at the top of the post so i assume the reader is gender neutral only to ve bombarded with fem terms. even if a creator doesnt want to put the reader's gender in the fic warnings, but it in the tags. it really isnt that hardddd. all tumblr writers need to have a seminar about tagging fics correctly and stating what is actually in your fic. or we all need to learn a03 etiquette or smth. bc being a male reader sucks😭
(srry sbout this rant. i just needed to say it)
nsfw mentions for anyone else reading!
dude yesterday i saw a fic that was legit tagged “gn reader, reader is called mama.” like how is that a coherent statement. it’s almost comical to me. one of infinite examples of what it’s like to look for fics on tumblr. like im BEGGING and PLEADING to people to think about what the neutral part of gn means.
i hate also when writers do “gn!reader that could be seen as female” when 90% of the fic makes it so so obvious like shut up that’s totally fem reader.
when people use afab as some cool fancy ass synonym for woman also irks the shit out of me but that’s a whole other conversation.
i fucking wish putting “character x female reader” or whatever gender in the actual tags itself was a much more common practice so filtering would actually do something. unfortunately the only people who actually do it consistently are of course the ones who write male reader fics.
like people shouldn’t be allowed to leave their fics untagged if it isn’t 100% gender neutral. like give me some indication god please. it’s even worse when i’m going through the blue lock tag so most of it is just untagged fem smut drabbles so it’s like a double smack in the face for me. like give me a heads up at the very least.
honestly i should just start fining people whenever they screw up with their tags. like straight up start demanding money for emotional damage charges.
(speaking of fem char x male reader, once i transition into more multifandom, i’m for sure gonna start doing those as well. the lack of them just makes me so so sad)
also don’t worry about ranting bc im so glad i have yet another chance to complain about this for the second time today. being mad about this stuff is like the whole reason why i even made this blog
#★ snail.mail ★#★ the sillies <3#i’m debating whether i should add more tags so this discussion gets more reach#★-murr
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Last night's final left such a bitter taste in my mouth. Dont get me wrong there were a lot of good entries, but I felt like everyone deserved so much more.
I won't start on the whole finland and sweeden situation because you just need to scroll for 5 seconds on the eurovision tag to see people's opinions.
I'm talking about everyone else. Like honestly Germany deserved so much more. Just like Spain and France. Honestly the big 5 (minus the UK, sorry babes) deserved so much more. Same with countries like Portugal (yes, I'm portuguese, so you know I'm biased, hut honestly I have no problem pointing out when we take crap songs). Portugal deserved so much more. Albania! Moldova! What was going on with the public and the juri's votes?
(Thank god Croatia got the love it deserved from the public)
And then you have countries like Israel?!?! HOW? How did this tiktok song if tiktok was around 2014-2015 get so many points? Like please someone explain it to me? (Like legit @me and explain it to me. Am I missing something?)
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Do you have any silco fic recs that you'd be willing to share? I'm begging for crumbs I feel like I just keep finding bad ones but mayhaps I'm looking in the wrong places 🤲
Drink With Me - you are a bartender, jinx hires you to work for the last drop. part of your duties? bringing silco a bottle of his fav every week. life changing. genuinely, it changed the way i view writing, as silly as that sounds. its a ride, fucked me up but ends so sweetly. i still can not believe you can read this for free. literally revolutionary in the fan fic game. complete. smut.
One More Round - some added pieces for Drink With Me. one shots, chapter rewrites, all that jazz.
Drink With Me: The Virgin AU - not sure if itll be added to One More Round or whatever but I wanted to give it its own spot. a rewrite of the smut in Drink With Me but silco is a virgin. interesting! ongoing. smut.
All That's Left - a talented young scientist who was adopted by singed, you are convinced to join the revolution. there you meet silco, one of the three leaders. the fic does an amazing job at establishing the reader in universe. also the "inaccurate science" and "just making shit up" sounds legit lol. made me fall in love with the young version of silco, it really hits a spot i didnt know existed before. pure love. complete.
Everything Else - bonus content for All That's Left. fun!
Timeless - time travel au. with silco dead and jinx having dragged zaun into an unwinnable war with piltover, life is misery. that is, until you find a hex crystal which throws you back in time almost 2 decades. guided by the ghost of silco, you have a chance to change the fate of zaun and most importantly, the fate of the silco of this universe. the one currently fucking me up! what the fuck is chapter 6?! oh my god! ongoing. tags promise eventual smut.
Bend But Not Break - regency au. youre the zaunite governess for little jinx, a girl living in piltover with her wealthy industrialist father. with odd rules and a shady employer, something strange is going on in this old mansion. just make sure to lock your door at night and do not, i repeat, do not go into the attic.
The Mourning Eclipse - soulmate au. after the death of your mother, you move to zaun and into a supposedly haunted penthouse. not being a believer in the paranormal, you ignore the warnings and make yourself comfortable in your new home... until the ghost attached to the piano and bookshelf that came with the place makes himself known. without any memories of his life, you set out to help the ghostly man figure out why hes still here. ongoing.
Secret Ingredient - baker au. just got around to reading this one finally, as im in currently reading this between putting this list together. like only a few chapters in, but im really loving it already so its going here. i make the rules! ongoing. smut.
The Rest of the Recipe - horray! more content for another lovely fic! dont you just love it when that happens?
Battered and Baked - another baker au, its inspired by Secret Ingredient, actually. a good one for a quick fix of young silco. hes so sweet, maybe sweeter than your honey rolls. ongoing.
Trust - virgin silco? virgin silco. one shot. smut.
Substance - you get drunk one night and accidentally marry one of the sons of zaun. time to get to know your new husband, i suppose. hope nothing bad happens to him! another young silco, hes something special, isnt he? complete but the final part isnt uploaded to ao3 so link to final chapter here. smut.
Come Morning - you find the eye of zaun in a daze wandering around. you take him to your home to rest up and recover. he seems to have taken a liking to you though after that. complete. multiple endings including one with smut and another that will break your heart! take your pick!
What Lurks Below - mermay fic. a strange fish man saves you from a watery grave. you quickly befriend him despite not being able to speak each others languages. maybe more than befriend? the only problem is you could never truly be together... unless? ongoing.
Treat You Right - you admit to sevika that youd fuck the boss. he overhears. also hes a virgin in this one too. lol. one shot. smut.
Look Good - a little game of teasing your boss goes a bit too far. one shot. smut.
Concessions- masquerade, paper faces on parade. youre a royal and as such must be wed soon. but why not have a night of fun beforehand? who knows, perhaps this man will want your hand. one shot. smut
Gala of '81 - another masquerade, hide your face so the world will never find you. you fuck a mysterious mask man at, you guessed it, a masquerade. one shot. smut.
Purgatory - more young silco because i apparently just cant get enough. i dont know, take care of him and suck his dick i guess. works for me! one shot. smut.
A Drought in the Night- vampire silco au! i did mention how much of love vampires right? he just fits so perfectly. very sexy. mmm. anyway, youre tasked with fixing him a drink and bring it to him after the head bartender is out of work. one shot.
A Little Thirsty- a sequel to A Drought in the Night. one shot. smut.
Here - sweet fluffy morning sex. need i say more? one shot. smut.
Tummy - hehe. one shot.
The Kinkman (Read: Very Murderous Crimelord) crack fic. you get a text from a wrong number and decide to fuck with him. one shot.
No Strings- remember that brothel scene? that masked man named pim? well, you get to fuck pim!... wait, i thought this was a silco fic rec? one shot. smut.
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The beautiful and sweet @sucker-for--anything-acoustic tagged me to answer a couple of questions and i cant say to to a lovely mutual ssoooo
Are you named after anyone?!? I am not. I was actually given my name because my mom didnt want me to be named after the family name. Lol
When was the last time you cried?!? Like cried cried?!? Because i it would have to be when i had to end a friendship of mine a couple of months ago. I got choked up recently at something i was watching on tv lol
Do you have kids?!? I dont really talk about this publicly but i do! Just 1 but i want to respect their privacy and let them disclose information about themselves when they get to be that age where they start exploring the internet etc.
Do you use sarcasm a lot?!? Nnnoooooo, i neeeever use sarcasm 😏
What sport do you play/have played?!? My parents signed me up for basketball and soccer when i was little. But that was for a season each and then i pretty much stopped what with my parents being broke. I boulder every now and then and thats fun!!!!
Whats the first thing you'd notice about other people?!? Its aallllll about the vibe. Lol its always different for every and its always cool to see how it comes through for everyone and how it changes once people get comfortable with you.
Scary movies or Happy Endings?!? Today im digging scary movies over happy endings lol but it always changes. They have Evil Dead on Max now so I've been wanting to rewatch it even though it traumatized the shit outta me lol
Any special talents?!? So i legit Googled what could technically construed as a "talent" and i gave up after a minute haha i know how to knit, crotchet, play the guitar, bass, ukulele, speak a couple of different languages, i can cook, i dont know what else lol do those count?
Where were you born?!? This sounds one of those security "forgot my password" questions lol so ill just say Southern California
What are your hobbies?!? Probably all of the things i listed under "talents"
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Do you have any pets?!? There are 2 cats in my home, one of which prefers my company over anyone else living here. Her name is Georgia and shes a cat. Shes not that old but she has the personality of an old lady. No loud noises or personalities. Shes just trying to relax and i think thats why she gravitates towards me.
How tall are you?!? 5'6" 😊
Favorite subject in school?!? Cooking 1 & 2
Your dream jobs?!? Just something where i can create and use my hands. Whether its a musician, a farner, a cook, designing clothes, an artist, etc.
Eye Color?!? Brown. Apparently theres some green in there too but ive never noticed it 🤷♂️🤷♂️ lol
These were a lot of fun!! Thank you again friend!! 😊
I dont know who to tag so im gonna leave this an open invitation to whoever has been wanting to do something like this and hasnt in a while!! Love you guys!
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Shuffled playlist tag game
Rules: you can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put a playlist on shuffle, list the first 10 songs and then tag people :)
Aight, I was tagged by the lovely @crickets-lovely-place so this is for her specifically. I the playlist I chose is the one that I've spent the most time curating, it's called Rule of 3 and the concept is simple, I choose three kpop songs that are Thematic in some way (usually the title itself but it could be a specific lyric, the songs sound or smth else)
It's not the most accurate to what I listen to generally cuz there are songs on here that I don't just listen to otherwise, but again, I've spent a lot of time on this playlist of currently 164 songs.
1. El Dorado by EXO - This song is grouped with Wonderland by Ateez and Atlantis by SHINee. It's such a good song an absolute bop! 8/10
2. Good Lil Boy by Ateez - Grouped with Pretty Boys by the Pentagon Rap Unit and Big Boy by T.O.P (formerly of Big Bang). This song honestly needs to be listened by everyone, it's one of the best Ateez b-sides 9/10
3. Red Moon by KARD - Grouped with Not by the Moon by GOT7 and Luna by Oneus. Red Moon goes incredibly hard, KARD consistently goes hard and because of BM's time growing up in Brazil their songs have some great Latin influences and Red Moon is no exception 11/10
4. Spider by Hoshi (SVT) - This song actually recently lost its place in playlist, cuz it had been paired with Venom by Stray Kids and Pink Venom by Blackpink, but it's been replaced by Sweet Venom by Enhypen. I just haven't removed it yet, cuz it's so good. I'm hoping to find it a new home. Spider is so good, and his performance video is a Much Watch. Ugh he's so good! 9/10
5. Good Love by KARD - Grouped with Like by BTS and After Like by IVE. Ooooh a second KARD song, Lets go! Good Love is a really fun chill summer time vibe, again with nice Latin influences, KARD only has Like 6 minialbums, everyone should listen to their whole discography but I digress. 8/10
6. 100 by NCT 127 - Grouped with 100 by SuperM and 100 Ways by Jackson Wang. One of NCT's least stupid songs, it does start out referencing a 1000cc engine tho so it's still stupid. God I love NCT. 100 is a pretty good gateway song to NCT tho. 7/10
7. DDU-DU DDU-DU by Black Pink - Grouped with God's Menu by Stray Kids and Doom Du Doom by P1Harmony. No intro needed, everyone knows DDU-DU DDU-DU it's an instant classic, a true banger YG give BP more comebacks 10/10
8. CALL by Stray Kids - Grouped with Don't Call Me by SHINee and Call Me by BTOB. This song is so lovely, Stray Kids are so good! They DO NOT MISS. A chill lovely vibe. My heart yearns 9/10
9. Doorbell Ringing by xikers - Paired with Thats a No No by Itzy, I need a third "Dont kill my vibe" song still 😫. MY BOYS! Xikers is just over a year old at time of post, and i love them! They are gonna be at the top of the industry for 5th gen. As of their third mini-album this is a top 5 xikers song! It's legit so good! It does not kill the vibe, it IS the vibe! 12/10
10. Jopping by SuperM - Grouped with Horololo by EXO-CBX and Sorry, Sorry by Super Junior. WHEN WE JUMPING AND POPPING WE JOPPING!!! BROS This song is IT (it being the very beginning of my descent into the madness that is stanning NCT) But fr this is an absolute banger, you will be jopoing by the end of the song, I have no notes, everyone needs to hear this song STAT! 100/10
I'm gonna tag @plaid-n-converse @emperor-xerneas and @freelancerofthetriforcekeyblade
#tumblr games#music#music game#kpop#exo#ateez#shinee#pentagon#t.o.p bigbang#kard#got7#oneus#hoshi seventeen#stray kids#blackpink#enhypen#bts#ive#nct 127#superm#jackson wang#p1harmony#btob#xikers#itzy#exo cbx#super junior
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i'm willow or will !!
any pronouns will do, he/she are preferred but they/it are okay
neurodivergent | OCD and autism
casual acronyms are very hard for me to understand (lmk, hbu, ijbol), same with song abriviations (such as you know what they do.. turns into ykwtdtgluip, i cannot read that!!)
don't really need many tone tags, but /s (sarcasm) , /j (joke) and /lh (lighthearted) are helpful!!
my main interests, aka you'll see me reblog/post about (no particular order) (apologies if you see a stray reblog of a different topic lol)
- my chemical romance (bullets ♡, frank iero ♡, revenge era ♡, danger days era ♡)
- miraculous ladybug (season 3 ♡, gabriel agreste ♡, lila rossi ♡, felix fathom ♡)
- genshin impact (casual AR57, diluc ♡, rosaria ♡, dottore ♡)
- frank iero ANYTHING (leathermouth ♡, death spells ♡, future violents ♡, pencey prep ♡)
- ever after high (kitty cheshire ♡, madeline hatter ♡, cerise hood ♡, courtly jester ♡)
- jerma985 (what do i even say about this psychopath)
- hermitcraft (i mostly watch mumbo's pov, started watching since around middle of season 8!!)
- happy tree friends (i forgot how much i loved this show sorry if its all i talk to you about for the next few months) | flaky ♡, disco bear ♡, nutty ♡, petunia ♡)
other things about me:
i loooove my chem.. very big interest, my special interests are around mcr, mlb and htf at the moment!!
i do listen to others like mindless self indulgence (don't support though, i listen for the energy), glass animals (BIG FAN!!), arctic monkeys, set it off, palaye royale, nirvana, fall out boy, schoolyard heroes - but mcr and the member's solo projects take up a MASSIVE majority of my music knowledge and playlists, duh!
i dont really watch much shows or movies other than.. you guessed it, miraculous ladybug and occasionally ever after high :P not a big fan of mlb new york and eah epic winter, i loooove mlb shadybug and eah way too wonderland though (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
ugh and movies i love are legit just terrifier and i kissed a vampire.. art the clown ♡ and jeez did i kissed a vampire have a chokehold on me, one of those so bad it's goods.. i really only watch kids movies or slasher films lol. love me some mlp rainbow rocks by the way, the dazzlings for life!
be free to message me about any of my interests, i'd love to talk about mcr lore, mlb theories, genshin characters.. whatever else i listed above with you guys!!
(ends intro post with mikey fucking dying)
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20 questions
tagged by the best bird @dreamcrow!
Tagging you !
1.) how many works do you have on ao3?
11 works, 1 series
2.) what's your total ao3 word count?
46,333
3.) what fandoms do you write for?
Trollhunters/TOA occasionally. Mostly I write original stuff off Ao3 so this may not be the most exciting thing lol
4.) what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Tales of Arcadia: In Search of Home
A week in the Woods
Glimte
Wait
Parenting 101 BC
everything is TOA except for glimte, which is an original work you can read on Ao3 OR you can pwyw for the final edited version of it over on gumroad :3c
5.) do you respond to comments? why or why not?
yeah! i try to at least thank people for commenting if I have nothing else to say
6.) what's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
It's not an ENDING per se but Parenting 101 BC has the saddest chapter that's been posted I think?
7.) what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I think Wait probably? If only because a Week in the Woods is nothing but fluff
8.) do you get hate on fics?
nothing that I've seen so far. If there's any hate my way, it's probably a vagueblog somewhere that I haven't seen.
9.) do you write smut? if so, what kind?
Meh. Like I don't go out of my way to avoid writing it, I just don't often write anything where it feels necessary personally?
10.) do you write crossovers? what's the craziest one you've written?
not legit crossovers but I love imagining my various OCs in the silliest possible situations. My favorite remains a spider librarian in centaur.world as a spidertaur
11.) have you ever had a fic stolen?
not my fic. I had an ooooold rp group stolen twice, but beyond that I haven't seen anything reposted and claimed. If there's something out there please let me know!
12.) have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes! there's a fantastic group of russian folks who liked to read In Search of Home when I was updating it. If i start it up again, it's gonna be for them <3
13.) have you ever co-written a fic before?
Not in recent history nope
14.) what's your all-time favorite ship?
Honestly I don't think I have one? I like imagining various blorbos together but nothing stands out to me off the top of my head.
15.) what's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
I want so badly to finish In search of home, but the motivation....the muse...they are away never to be seen again...
16.) what are your writing strengths?
scene setting and character building. Action and dialogue can sometimes feel stilted, but I'm really good at giving the narration a strong voice and making strong, 3D characters :3
17.) what are your writing weaknesses?
pacing and plot. I get lost in the weeds, or I dont go into the metaphorical grass at all, and it's so hard to find that middle ground. Fortunately for fanfic you don't need to worry about pacing quite as much as you would for more traditionally-written stories with a planned beginning middle and end
18.) thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I love it honestly. I threw in some spanish here and there for a bilingual character, and I think it adds some authenticity when you know the language. But if you don't, there's nothing wrong with just writing it in the language you do speak and just indicating that it's in a different language.
19.) first fandom you wrote for?
When I was 9 years old I was introduced to na.ruto and made my first OC. nothing was ever the same.
Although my first FIC fic was a H.arry P.otter fic when I was 11, posted on quizilla. Anyone remember Quizilla? That shit rocked. i loved those interactive fics.
20.) favorite fic you've ever written?
Honestly In Search of Home. It's just fun and silly and feels like a good continuation of my version of the series finale.
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In order not to use Tumblr only friends tag as whatsapp, here are my thoughts;
-Seconds into watching and I see TopMew? I. could.not.care.less
-You are changing for someone else, but not for yourself top? Yeah I dont see why this would be a problem in the future.
-Could Mew be more shrewd that I give him credit for? Perhaps.
I seriously wanna entartain the idea of Boston's heart melting for someone, but I dont think this show is striving towards that, any other show I would be like yea thats exactly what is gonna happen, but I feel like that would be too easy for this show.
How have I not realized before that boston is seriously ripped? Cuntiest of cunts have body definition. Nice.
Nick, my sweet summer child, can you stop being a slut for boston? can you please?
If I was a good guy you wouldnt like me? God damn it, he might be right Nick, for fucks sake!
So someone records you and you are upset, but when you do it, it doesnt count? Stone houses bitch.
We know NickBoston is gonna end in catastrophe, but god damn if they dont have chemistry.
I stole your ex but fuck it lets be friends. Are you for real Top?
Sand, my absolute favourite, my love, you know there are better methods than to smash your phone if you want people to not reach you right? You could just, I dont know, destroy your sim card and get a new one? Just a thought.
Nick what the fuck my dude? Like seriously? You are not a coupplleeeeeeeee!
Sand my love, I have never doubted you, I knew you had a plan about that phone. (I totally doubted and judged you).
sand baby did you delete the audio? Or you sent somewhere and Nick clocked it immeadiately?
Okay Im confusion. What is the reason for Sand to send audio to Mew? What is his gain? He hates Top and wants him to lose his boyfriend? Okay seems legit. But doing so could potentially send Mew to Ray's way? He has feelings for Ray right? So why would he want that? What is he gonna gain from stirring the pot?
Okay is sand manipulating the shit out of ray or is it me because I see everyone as manipulators in this show?
Campaign poster? You make that using paint or some shit? That is terrible :D
Nick for fucks sake just once can you just stand your ground
I dont hate Mew at all. Yeah bitch I truely believe you, you dont hate anyone, you just want to see the world burn. I appreacite that about you. Even though I wanna punch you all the time.
Okay Ray but like Boston did not lie now did he? You hope they would break up eventually :D
can you please get over yourself Mew? Your Hollier than thou attitude is giving me a headache
I cannot watch ray self destruct. Like I can not. This is physically painfull.
So Ray just took a page from Gossip Girls book and decided to air out everyone's business? I'll be damned. I- I cant.
I am literally covering the screen just reading subtitles. Y'all Im not made for this amount of stressssss
Did just Ray say to Sand to basically be his whore? Or was I tripping?
No I was not tripping, he literally called him a whore. Im at a loss for words honestly. I guess Im finally realizing there are no happy endings in this show.
April might be the only sane character in this show.
Nick come onnnn!!!!! Snuggling with Boston? Did you really think he would be okay with that
Ummm what? Wait? Iam confusion. He knows about the audio? The whole fight was a lie? Why would it be a lie? Im sooooo confused.
Trying to gaslight while he is shouting at you Top? Real mature guy you are.
I dont even know what is happening in the next week's episode, what the actual fuck?
I wonder if Mew is gonna self destruct or destroy everyone?
#only friends the series#I dont normally do this but I had a lot of comments and opinions#So its a first I guess.
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Hi! So I have a few things I wanted to say/ask so hopefully this isn't too long or out of place or anything
Okay so first off, you always reblog and say such nice things about my art in the tags and I wanted to say I appreciate it so much, I never know what to say but like you're the backbone of the hikakao community so it feels like a seal of approval in a way haha. And your art is so amazing like, damn! I love it sm. Kaoru has been my fav character for nearly a decade so I love seeing that its not just me he has a grip on, and as an autistic person myself who loves princesses’ and specifically Cinderella… well your hc means a lot to me haha. Oh and your hanahaki fic??? I ugly cried. SO damn good like the characterizations… one of the best Hikakao fics I've read on god
So I kinda wanted to ask two things, first being if you had to choose for the other hosts to have a fav princess who would it be? Im personally very partial to Tamaki loving Belle, given the like french beauty and romanticism of it all, plus her giving herself up for the safety of a parent connection. I like the idea of him being kinda dumb and taking it as you need natural inner AND outer beauty, which he oh so obviously has in spades and that kind of nonsense. Idk I was just curious if you'd have an opinion on this as ive been giving it some thought lately. Especially on Hikaru, I think he would like a more down to earth princess that doesn't have too much frills or singing in the film, like Merida because it's the most adventurous one without character songs if you're just going off disney. But idk I feel like another princess would suit him better, I just can't think of one rn
Second was if you had any thoughts or analysis of how the maid the twins had when they were young impacted them and their development? And more importantly how it impacted them each differently? Like obviously her saying no one may ever be able to tell them apart fucked with their heads, but like idk. Ive been thinking about it. And what if they never met her, and she never said that? Would they of been less warped? I think they'd just meet someone else who they liked who couldn't tell them apart, who'd just say the same thing in a different way. But how key was her betrayal of trust during a high stakes robbery of their parent's estate to all this? Im just musing at this point lmao
Oh also less an ask but I personally hc Kaoru to dissociate and the like frequently, and how maybe them being in sync all the time in their mannerisms really helps him with his autopilot moments, and Hikaru is always ready and able to catch him up to speed on what's happening and what they just did, if its something he would care to know that is. And I hc Hikaru as bipolar, his depression just manifests really angerly instead of traditional sadness. But my point is I love the idea that they're just so used to the other that any mentally ill or neurodivergent behavior one of them does the others just like “Oh yeah Kaorus just like that. You know how it is. What do you mean you don't know anyone afraid of hairdryers? Like legit afraid? Yeah no thats just a thing. Hmm. Well you should get over it it's his fear not yours I dont see how it concerns you.” and like gets defensive if anyone tries to say it's weird lmao
Okay that was long oops I hope this wasn't out of place or weird or anything, I got excited talking about it haha. Hope all is going well!!
THIS IS SO FUCKING SWEET YES!!! I WAS DRAWING HIKAKAO RIGHT AS YOU SENT THIS ASK TOO BTW.... i was htinking like, should i post this... theres kissing..... but then i remember why it's so rewarding to do what I love <3 really and truly. I've met SO many incredibly kind, creative, and thoughtful people through hikakao it's insane. And tbh it makes me want to never stop posting about them even if it nets me hate every now and again LMAO it's just, stuff like this is irreplaceable to me. And I LOVE your art!!!!!! It's SO cute... the picture of Kaoru dressed as cinderella made me legit scream. I sent it to all my friends and showed it to my brother haha. The whole Kaoru/Cinderella headcanon is very personal to me as you can probably gather from my carriage posting. so whenever I see it I go nuts (in a good way. it not destructive).
I think it's very funny (in a good way) that you already had a special interest in princesses, esp Cinderella. For me, it's like...I can NOT look at anything Cinderella related normally anymore because I'm reminded of the carriage allegory, and yet we have Cinderella movie nights every thursday now because of me...I describe my relationship with Cinderella as "stockholm syndrome" because i legit didn't care about or really even know Cinderella before all this went down, but now she is my Worst Enemy but Best Friend and if anybody says Cinderella is mid I'm blowing up another hostage.
Also!!! Thank you so much about the fic!!! While looking back I feel like there are def things I could improve on, I do really like that fic. As somebody who's personally arospec, I have trouble writing the "feelings" of romance so I tried my best. I have other Hikakao adjacent stories I'm writing and I wanna post them here!!!
Okay, onto the questions...firstly, YES, Tamaki DOES seem like the type to love Belle. He may also enjoy Rapunzel and her whole being held captive her whole life because maybe he feels the same way with his own family situation. Haruhi strikes me as a little mermaid type, no real reason, I just get that vibe. Although Kyoya probably relates to the original fairytale of the little mermaid in some ways for sure. I actually HC Mori's favorite movie is Beauty and the Beast, so he's probably also really into Belle. As for Hani, I'm not sure...Giselle, maybe. He likes her whimsy.
Hikaru is interesting, because I feel like he's like Me in which he HATES Cinderella because he has to hear about it 24/7 but if ANYBODY said anything mean about cinderella he'd be like...you bitch...you take that BACK. Altho I have this headcanon that Hikaru's favorite princess is Alice from Alice in Wonderland (tho she really isn't a "princess") because he always liked that movie better. Kaoru would cry as a kid tho when Hikaru said he thought that movie was better so he pretended to like Cinderella more. But he doesn't. Merida tho...that's a very good choice, I can defff seeing Hikaru being a big Merida fan.
So, to the second question: it's very interesting! What stood out about that maid to Hikaru and Kaoru was the fact she was mean to them. being raised as rich and "better" than everyone else, all the maids HAD to be nice or they got fired pretty much, so to see a maid go against that status quo, to treat them honestly...that's why they liked her so much.
If anyone else had said "nobody will be able to tell you two apart", would it have hurt? sure. But it wouldn't be devastating, because they likely wouldn't care about that person's opinion. but they liked this maid, they looked up to her in a weird way. Having somebody you like and trust tell you something hurtful is way more harmful than if a stranger did it.
Now...would they be LESS twisted if it never happened? I doubt it. I mean, maybe they'd be LESS focused on looking identical, but they would still be rather cruel and mischievous, because that's how they were simply raised: they were raised being taught their actions have no consequences, because they're better than everyone else. Simple by being "Hitachiins", they had a pass to do all sorts of nasty shit to people because they were rich and powerful. Besides, canonically, their mom & dad were barely in their lives, and child neglect causes the children to act out to get attention, usually via things that would get them scolded. So, while they miiight not have been AS keen on matching had that maid never said what she did before leaving them forever, they would probably be just as mean and cruel.
To le third point: YES that is so good. Kaoru very much dissociates in my heart of hearts as well. He has days on end where he doesn't feel like he's in his own body, everything's sort of a blur, he can't remember things well...Hikaru's there for him in those moments at least.
I always saw Hikaru and Kaoru as ADHD/Autism solidarity. But bipolar is an interesting one, too. I could def see it.
Also the hairdryer thing FUCKING RELATABLE...I'd think Kaoru is "afraid" of hairdryers/thunder - just really fucking loud noises that are sudden and/or unceasing. They don't make him "cower" necessarily but like, he gets super jittery/irritated because he gets overwhelming anxiety from it. Hikaru as a kid probably didn't understand why his brother acted so strangely to certain sights/sounds/touches, and maybe at first teased him about it, but when it was clear these things actually DISTRESSED Kaoru he stopped and did everything he could to make him feel better. and if anybody makes fun of kaoru for it Hikaru beats the shit out of them.
This was super nice ;w; I love receiving long asks, asks about ouran and the twins especially. legit if you ever wanna talk about them u can send an ask or DM me you seem really nice!!
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