all a girl desires is to be perfect
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if I get a little prettier can I be ur baby?
the yearning hits so hard
I just want to be good enough for you
its tearing my soul apart
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oh I see dysphoria's got hands tonight
just wonderful
I didn't need to actually sleep anyway
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i hate my body so much. i want to crawl out of my own skin.
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i feel so ugly all of the time. no one likes me in a romantic way n i feel so ugly i just want to be pretty n loved
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I’m always the other girl. I’m the one that’s not liked. Or ugly. Or weird. Or odd. Or socially dead. I’m the one you don’t want to be. The one that’s whispered about behind her back. THe one that’s ignored. That’s overlooked. That’s hated. That’s teased. That’s mocked. That’s isolated. The Other Girl. I don’t want to be, but I’m her. Every single time.
For once, just once. I just want people to see me as her. The one that’s liked. That’s loved. That’s pretty. That’s admired. That everyone wants to be around. That’s wanted. That you laugh with and not at. I just want to be her, and not the other girl.
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i have lost weight and i feel uglier than ever, this is a fucking scam‼︎!!!! i literally cannot take selfies anymore I look weird and wrong?? clothes look so ugly on me?! i don’t understand?! what am i doing wrong?!!
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I'm not thin I can't wear anything that looks good I wish that I could look good in clothes but I cant why I hate my body I hate myself and everyone says I look fine but I clearly dont my face is ugly my body is ugly and I feel the resentment towards me from everyone T-T
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I’m tired of feeling ugly
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eating dinner last night, i was having tuna salad with crackers for my OMAD, and my husband sees how much tuna salad i have on my plate and goes, “hungry much??” like thank you bb for the free motivation. but sometimes it hurts because he doesn’t know that’s it’s the first bite of food I’ve taken for the entire day. having an ED is so confusing sometimes.
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Femme-ish
I decided to try dressing up femme tonight. I've been debating about it for a while but one of my friends said that it might feel good even if I'm unhappy with my weight and my general physique. It did.
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the 2000s heroine urge to diminish. myself, starve myself, cut off my hair, become nothing, become unattractive, unwanted, because then I'll be free from everyone and everything.
every expectation. every crush. every vision. because who could love an awful broken thing
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I'm so fucking jelous of girls who can be barefaced no makeup with hair rollers in and still looks stunning bc their faces are just Like that like they're perfect in proportion and everything I hate my life
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How many calories does crying burn?
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