mammon, after a long day of degradation from his younger brothers and punishments from his elder brother, requires only one thing. your love. and your attention but that’s two things.
he makes his way into your room, head down and in no mood to talk. he doesn’t need to say anything when you’ve already moved the blankets for him before he even reached your bed. he lays between your thighs, head on your stomach and your hand in his hair. he tentatively reaches out with his other hand and intertwines your fingers. the only sounds in the room are the soft breaths from you both, and the occasional movement of sheets.
you’re not surprised when he slowly shifts and moves up your body until his head is buried in your neck. placing a soft kiss on his temple, you wrap the blankets around the two of you and settle in for the night. you know on nights like these, he needed the comfort of your embrace as a reminder that he was loved; the events of that day made him question if he was even wanted by his brothers.
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i miss aki sm omg, thinking about his soft voice at night when you’re sleepy and cuddling in bed together *sighs dreamily*
ohhhh his pretty voice... I'm glad you brought it up because I've been thinking of it so much too... he speaks to you so softly and gently, with so much affection and love evident in his tone. when he gets sleepy, his voice gets all deep and heavy and tired, he'll hold you close and grumble in your ear that he loves you while half-asleep.
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i’m literally fucking crying just thinking about joel miller like i am so far off the deep end ya’ll
i just care about him yknow?
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Okayyy i wanna talk stuff about mk <3
Specifically the scene when marc saw his mom from a door and he said "it's just a memory" multiple times and just- never wanted to stop you know
gif creds to @marveldaily (i’ve been searching for hours to find this gif but idk how to put it from gif search section 😭)
It hits me so much the first time i saw it and it still hits me every time i had a rewatch holy shit
From just SEEING that person (even if IT IS literally just a memory) and he already looked down, eyes shut completely, and trembling as he said "it's just a memory"
One thing that truly crushed my heart is the fact that HE KNEW this is JUST A MEMORY, he didn't deny that "it's not real" like steven when he learned the truth about their mom. Marc knew this really happened and there was nothing he can do besides letting the memory played on
He never got time to discuss or let this fucking anger, grief, fear, pain, whatever feelings you called em go. He'll always burried em down as if "it doesn't matter" WHEN THEY ARE
And i really don't blame him or being mad at him for being like that because i.......get THIS
I, too burried those burdens inside me and never could or being able to speak about any of those cause back then i didn't have the support i needed. Once or twice times those "unfortunate event(s)" happened and it's okay right? just let them go and move on. But it just kept happening again and again and fucking again that it made me questioned my entire life
Why are these stuff kept on happening? Why me? Maybe god hated me so much? Or maybe.....i deserve it (?)
Not being able to process these traumatic experience properly will only do more harm in the future and that's exactly what happened to marc! (and me too tbh)
He's so used to ignore these burdened feelings that on a point when it's all TOO MUCH (his mom's shiva), he finally broke. Having the (probably) biggest breakdowns in his entire life. And you know what's worse? Having no one reaching out to him when he had that breakdown (not even steven cause he didn't even know about any of this)
So back to that scene, it's so fitting yet heartbreaking for marc to try letting it go so fast.
In case for anyone who’s reading this feel like you need to “be strong” in a situation that’s absolutely “out of control” and not your fault, it’s okay to not be okay about it. it’s okay to cry and let it all out, you’re def valid :,)
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cake w OUR boyfriend to celebrate u tackling ur first day of hell (school) 😁
pls hes so cute i love him sm i wanna watch at a distance again even tho I LITERALLY AM. but i can't watch the next ep till this weekend cause my friend and my schedules don't match up 😭😭😭 BUT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH LOOK AT THE FLUFF I WANNA FLUFF THE FLUFF SO BADLYYYY
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⌗︙・teaching choso female anatomy ⸜⸜・
i just want to show virgin choso how human body works.
he is laying in between your legs as you show him female anatomy. he's completely focus on the fact that he's completely different down there from you.
"and this is a clit. you use it for pleasure." you explain, trying hard not to press down on it. you're already getting wet and this is supposed to be a biology lesson, not a sex ed.
"why would you wanna feel pleasure here?" he points at your pussy, his fingers almost touching your folds. you take a deep breath, you didn't think he's that inexperienced.
"because it feels good and when you touch it, girls get wet and they are ready to... mate." the explanation is a bit wacky but you think it's enough for choso.
"are you ready to mate?" he asks, his fingers gathering your wetness. your breath hitches, you haven't realized you were this wet.
"do you wanna mate with me?" his questions are making your head spin. you aren't sure what you should tell him, because you want to fuck him so badly.
"i think we should call it a day." you say, pulling your panties up. choso looks like a kicked puppy. suddenly, he jumps to hug your legs, trying to get the panties off again.
"im sorry," he sniffles, "i am gonna be a good boy. please teach me."
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