#i hope he dies for real this time/hj
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He is NOT doing well in that cemetery
#big city greens#bigcitygreens#bigcitygreensfanart#fanart#chip whistler#how the fuck did he even survive that god awful crash bruh#he definitely smells like shit#HAS BRO EVEN SHOWERED????#where did he even get those nice ass clothes from#DID HE DIG UP SOMEONES GRAVE TO GET THEM THAT WOULD BE ACTUALLY SO FUNNY#i hope he dies for real this time/hj
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Morro x reader
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Summary: Reader is an elemental master and is living with the ninja and the newly redeemed Morro. The reader's dead daughter has escaped the grasp of the preeminent and is now reunited with her parent. Reader's daughter is feeling uncomfortable in her new ghost body so Morro is there to give her a hand as a fellow ghost.
warnings: Afab! Reader, tw death, tw teen pregnancy, reader is 29 and is 4-5 years older than the team,Morro dies at 26 and is 28 in the present, i will add more if i notice, but i think thats all.
note: this is my first fanfiction and i hope you like it <3, i lost which time form im using along the way so please brush it off if you notice it, its also not proofread so any grammar mistakes will be left a secret between us
Actual note from after two months: This is terrible and i really think about deleting it 😭/hj
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♡ You and Morro originally met during your battles for the realm crystal. At first you didn't pay attention to one another, but after sensei Wu's story about Morro you felt sympathy for the master of wind and his adoptive father.
♡ After getting saved from the grasp of the Preeminent Morro wanted to run away and never come back, but with a little convincing Sensei and Lloyd offered him a room on the bounty and a chance to redeem himself. The others including you were very hesitant to trust him or let him walk around without supervision.
♡ Morro hardly ever came out of his room so you and sensei brought him meals to his room where he would eat alone. You could see from afar that Morro wasn't pure evil so you started giving him little nudges by leaving little notes with kind words next to his plates and knocked on the door regularly to ask if he wanted company.
♡ "Im very proud of you. I know it must be hard, but so far you're a real angel. You're doing great <3" he cried
♡ Wu and Lloyd also join in on the notes sometimes <33
♡ After a couple of months he started letting you in his room. You both sat on the opposite sides of the room and stayed silent. Just enjoying eachother's company. Soon after you started to bring your guitar over and played some of your and his favourite songs. Then you started to make small talk and so on until you became very close.
♡ As you began to accept Morro along with Lloyd, the others started picking up on it too and also trying to bond with him. The last one to come around was Kai, but he got there. They all grew comfortable enough with his presence and he started to eat together with you all on the table.
♡ After a year you guys started to crush on eachother and became more open with one another <3
♡ Morro was a nervous wreck. He was wondering whether to try to ignore his obvious crush on you, to talk to someone for advice, whether it would be even okay to ask you out on a date,,,
♡ He was very doubtful that you truly liked and trusted him, but as soon as you started sharing more with him, things that even sensei didn't know about you, he felt confident that he should build up the courage to eventually confess.
♡ The day he confessed was when you told him about your daughter. You had gotten pregnant when you were a teenager. You had almost no support except from your siblings, but you still were stuck finishing school, working part time and taking care of a child. When your kid was 11 though you got caught in the middle of an ambush and a soldier shot her on accident. No one was able to help her and she died in your arms from blood loss. Shortly after you had met sensei Wu and agreed to start training under him, before he took the boys in.
♡ After hearing and processing the story Morro stayed silent and held your hand. He started to hold you and kiss the top of your head, while rocking you back and fourth. If you weren't crying by then you definitely were now. He was just so sweet and gentle.
♡ "I'm not going anywhere. I swear this will never happen to you again. I just love you so much. Whatever is that you need i will get you. I promise."
♡ The next few months were a bliss,, you were both so happy <33
♡ You both made effort to talk to eachother about your problems and you trusted eachother completely.
♡ One day you and the ninjas were sent to Stiix for a mission when you noticed a familiar silhouette sitting on the docks, throwing rocks in the water. You paused to look at her for a little bit. She noticed someone was staring at her and turned around.
♡ It was your little girl. She almost tripped while running to hug you. She was wheezing, crying, coughing and mumbling disconnected words. You couldn't help, but cry and touch your daughter's face in disbelief. It was an otherworldly feeling to see your lost baby. Even as a ghost she was still solid enough for you to hold onto eachother as if you were going to disappear any second. The team stopped and came back around to see what was going on and was very confused. Everyone except Morro.
♡ For the next couple of weeks your child was getting used to living with the ninja and you in this weird new body. Even though she was getting the hang of the basics there were still stuff that was difficult for her and caused discomfort. She found comfort in the fact that there were literally two other ghosts on the ship and she wasn't so different, but still the thought wasn't strong enough to combat the feeling.
♡ Morro was searching for the kid to check up on her and offer her something to eat, when he saw her trying to vanish, but only slightly flickering.
♡ He greeted her and sat next to her on the bed. The tween hid her face in her hands in despair, while he stroked her back and began to tell her about his own overly-confusing journey as a ghost and started to show her things like how to vanish, float, slightly change physical form etc etc.
♡ You caught your boyfriend telling your kid to jump off the shelf so they could try to float and if they fell he would catch them. They soon noticed you leaning on the doorframe with a plate filled with fruits. You gave them a thumbs up and left it on the table. A happy little family of 3 + 5 uncles and 1 aunt and 1 granddad <3
#morro#ninjago#ninjagofanfiction#morro x reader#ninjago x reader#fluff#lego ninjago masters of spinjitzu#lego ninjago#morro ninjago#Morro Wu#headcanons#fanfiction#this made me cry
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!DNDADS S2 EP39 SPOILERS!
the time has come. i have felt physically ill anticipating this episode. LETS GO!
- i would first like to inform everyone that i am wearing a black and purple scary inspired outfit and a bracelet that says "doodler" on it as i listen to this episode
- WILLY INTRO. GOD
- class changes would be kinda cool i will admit
- taylors doing music stuff now ooo living up to his namesake. well he def cant make music under his real name lol
- THE HESITANCE ON "WILSON". MATT WHY.
- every fact i hear about grant and marcos parenting makes me die a little more each time
- STRICTLY SHOES ON??? IN THE OAK SWALLOWS GARCIA HOUSE?? oh no wonder that familys so fucked up.
- so what im hearing. is that normal is just wearing heelys at all times
- ITS STARTING. THE DOODLER. THE DOODLERS COMING. IM NOT READY
- ANTHONY THAT IS NOT WHAT THE GRIMACE SHAKE MEME IS IM CRYING
- IM HERE ANTICIPATING THE DOODLER READY TO EXPLODE AND THESE FUCKERS ARE SITTING HERE TALKING ABOUT MCDONALDS CUM 😭
- STOP JOKING ABOUT THE SEASON BEING OVER I DONT WANT IT TO END ANYTIME SOON
- WILLY SAYING "I LOVE YOU" IS THE MOST DISGUSTING SHIT GET THAT AWAYYY
- "hey willy nobodys gonna listen to u anymore" HELLLL YEAH GET HIM SCARY
- NONE OF THEM KNOW WHAT TO DO NOOO
- i love scary too doodler.
- THE DOODLER SAYING "FUCK U WILLY" YIPPEEE
- NORMAL W A BROADWAY PERFORMANCE OKAY learning from hermie i see
- i also dont like it when normal gets hurt lmao
- the doodler is the realest character on the podcast /hj
- SCARYS GONNA ATTACK WILLY!!!!!
- nooo it didnt work... that wouldve been so satisfying
- WILLYS PANTS ARE STILL DOWN I CANT BELIEVE THIS
- THE FACT THAT WILL IS SO LOST ON WHAT TO DO SCARES ME
- NOOOO THE DOODLERS GETTING UPSET FUCK. THE FUCKING ZONE OF TRUTH
- i totally forgot the kiddads were there oops
- OH NOOO WILLYS CALLING FOR HELP
- im so sorry but. when am i gonna hear hermie LMAOO
- OKAY THERE THEY ARE YIPPEE
- OH WOW YEAH HERMIE IS IN THE ZONE OF TRUTH HUH. just like i said i wanted lol. forgot about that
- HERMIE W THE BEST FUCKING ROLL OF THE EPISODE SO FAR LMAO
- NOOOO WILLY HAS CONTROL OVER THE DOODLER NOW
- WILL DECIDING THAT INSTEAD OF NORMAL GIVING A HEARTFELT SPEECH TO THE DOODLER HE JUST VIOLENTLY ATTACKS WILLY. THIS IS DEFINITELY SOME CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT
- MATT JUST TOTALLY FUCKED ANTHONY OVER WOW
- WILLY IS NO LONGER SCARYS PATRON. I REPEAT. WILLY IS NO LONGER SCARYS FUCKING PATRON
- OH MY GOD WERE GONNA GET THE DOODLER IN A NEW PHYSICAL FORM. OH MY GOD ITS HAPPENING
- this is very upsetting good lord
- OHHHH MY GOD I REALLY HOPE THIS IS SOMETHING COOL IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS
- my heart is POUNDING.
- THE SKY IS BLUE AGAIN
- WHOOOOA THEY ALL SEE THE DOODLER AS THEIR OWN INSECURITIES THATS SICK
- LARK DONT U FUCKING DARE
- THE DOODLER IS A SPIDERBOI NOW!!!!
- awww the doodler and the catbus
- NOT ANOTHER COLLAR
- "oh u kind man u" IM SCREAMING
- ANTHONY JUST CALLED LARK NORMALS DAD
- WILL HAVING HIS CHARACTER TALK TO LARK ABOUT HENRY WHAT IF I DIED.
- "dont make me hate u as much as u hate him" OH. MY FUCKING GOD OW
- "oh sparrows also there" I. ANTHONY
- INFINITY WAR BUT ITS GRIMACE INSTEAD OF THANOS IM CRYING
- WILLYS JUST GIVING UP???
- SO IS THE DOODLER JUST GONNA BE A PART OF THEIR PARTY AS THEIR BUDDY. THIS IS SO EXCITING
- THEIR NAME IS DUDE NOW?? OMG
- NEW CHARACTER LETS GOOOO
- MATTS CHARACTER SHAKING HANDS W THE DOODLER. ITS ALL COMING FULL CIRCLE WOWIE
- RON???!?!!?!!
- FUCKIFN RON STAMPLER????
- HES DEAD. RON STAMPLER IS OFFICIALLY DEAD.
- OH IM GONNA CRY THIS IS SO
- WOW. THAT EPISODE WAS SHORT BUT WOW
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Share the Disventure Camp thoughts Geo. Also, now that you've seen both seasons, what are your All Stars predictions?
oliver was one of the best parts of the season and i loved him so much ohhh the skrunkle
aiden & james were my favorite characters i think! <333 i really liked their development i love gay people i screamed at their first real kiss
it took a while for me to get used to every character because of their mics and acting. some of the acting was not believable at all and was the reason i dislikes some characters for a bit (cough rosa maria cough) before eventually warming up to them. it’s clear they improved a lot and found better actors for season 1. i’m curious how the S2 actors will be in S3.
maggy was genuinely annoying and not just because of her voice. sorry :(
lake was amazing!! i loved her arc!
connor was a good guy and i liked him, but i wouldn’t have brought him back for all-stars and i definitely wouldn’t have paired him with riya. that 21 year age gap is not looking good.
I LOVED HUNTESSALLY SO MUCH OH MY GOD THEY ARE EVERYTHING TO ME POLY REPRESENTATION IN MEDIA IS THE BEST STOP I WILL CRY OMGMGMGMGGM why are they fighting in the S3 opening. someone save me. huntessally stay strong. STAY STRONG!!!!!
WHY IS YUL YELLOW 💀 also i hated his ass “a latina stealing why doesn’t that surprise me” NAH MF YOU CANNOT BE REDEEMED I’M SORRY MAN YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN 💀
anyone wanna talk about how weird some challenges were? no? like making people kiss other people just for a challenge? i know it’s fiction but? what if someone is uncomfortable with it? yk? my aro ass couldn’t watch most of those scenes like ik it was to make some ships kiss and probably appeal to the fans but nah. you lost me brah. and outing aiden (while not specifically saying his name but yk) like. wow. this is. not fun! weird episodes
karol fuck you
riya, thin ice, i like you for your assholery but leaving aiden hanging left ME hanging as a fan of both. sadge
ally should’ve been a scene kid that’s all i came here to say
fuck you yul hope ur the first boot of S3
why was nina there. /vvvneg
now for predictions/wishes:
YUL FIRST BOOT WOOHOO 💯💯💯 /hj
if i don’t get gabellie & tessally alliance i will actually cry myself to sleep for those entire ten months the show will be airing i mean it guys i’m so fucking serious /j
alec and fiore need to make up or i will actually go bonkers and die
yul first boot
trevek do gay shit & krystal breaks them apart every time because they’re so cringe every time they flirt or something not in the high school couple way but just sooo fucking bad at flirting that it is physically damaging to everyone around them
nina dies in a fire YAY!!! WOOHOO!!! PARTY!!! (seriously she was the most annoying gimmick of the season hope she just disappears and its not brought up ever)
maybe. if connor is there. and he gives advice. he can give alec and fiore advice. right. right guys. I MISS MY FATHER-DAUGHTER DUO OKAY WAAAAAAA
jake will be a fucking idiot and hate aiden for NO reason because he is a fucking idiot. love him tho but i was hoping he wouldn’t be as insecure in s3 like girl get a therapist cmon
if i don’t get james-tom friendship.......
miriam early boot 😞 sorry queen 😞 i got this feeling 😞 inside my bones 😞
ashley early boot (pleasepleaseplease WHO ASKED FOR HER TO BE HERE i wanted nick or kai back so bad omfg)
this is more based on a fanart i saw but fiore should totally terrorize aiden and aiden just hates her ass
i want the teams to form then switch a bit so that there’s both s1 and s2 contestants on both teams bc wdym the teams are s1 and s2. thats the worst decision yet and the season hasnt even started
#disventure camp#disventure camp season 1#disventure camp season 2#campamento desventura#disventure camp all stars#odd nation cartoons
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what is each lbl boiz biggest phobia
Sorry these questions have been hard to answer fjdkdhkd. But now I have some stuff to answer!
Sky: bit of a claustrophobic, it was uncomfy for him to crawl in the holes to begin with until he came face to face with a monster bug, then he understood the paralyzing fear of being trapped in a small space
Minish: he actually has a lot of stuff bottled up inside but he’s pretty scared of electricity and lightning. He was shocked a lot during his adventure and it almost killed him.
Time: he’s scared of losing everything and everyone he loves. Stuff doesn’t really frighten him but the thought of losing the good life he has now terrifies him. Especially with the FD mask in his clutches, he’s scared something bad will happen
Legend: scared of something being a dream or not being real. Koholint was so real for him and for it to just… not be real? It affected him. LA is the only game involving Legend that I’ve played tho so… that’s all I can really say
Hyrule: scared of people finding out his secret, scared of being used for his magic, scared of Ganondorf being resurrected using his blood, all that stuff
Twilight: hmmmmmm I don’t know too much… I think deep waters freak him out now fhdkbdksjs morpheel is a spooky creature. He’s scared of being a failure and not living up to the expectations of a hero, but he doesn’t do anything about it cuz he doesn’t know how
Four: Green is scared of leading the colors to their demise, Red is scared of losing his loved ones, the others feel no fear /hj
Windy: scared of people he cares about being kidnapped or hurt and he can’t do anything about it.
Spirit: isn’t super scared of anything but irresponsible roughhousing around train tracks. Those things are dangerous with trains around!
Age: ok I’ve been playing the AOC dlc and there’s this battle called “knights worst nightmare” or something like that, and it’s literally just You trying to rescue Link before he dies by guardians. So… I think he’s afraid of dying tragically on battle, being completely alone on the battlefield and having no hope, and death by guardians is an awful death, he knows.
Wild: scared of forgetting again. Seems pretty obvious but my dude fears nothing.
Warriors: if y’all read my great fairy bottle bad times then you know claustrophobia is involved! Also Cia, he is afraid of Cia. He’s afraid she’ll get tired of the way he treats her and will snap and do horrible things to him
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Okokkok so Janette. *claps hands togheter* Her full name is Janette Biswar but went as Jane B in highschool since she was embarrassed of her last name (nobody could pronounce it). Her mum was called Diana and she is the second person to ever run the cult which is called Children Of The Woods and its dedicated to the monsters in this world. Like seeing them as a gods or gods creatures. (Fun fact this world is like our own but with monsters living alongside people :]])
Soo Janette had to compete with her best friend Huan Lin who was the son of an important member of the cult, for the leadership. She ended up getting it by killing Huan :[ And she has nightmares to this day about it.
She adopted a kid named Oliver which she’s technically the aunt of but his parents died when he was younger so she took him in. Janette, this is now in the storyline of when the main story is set btw, meets Adele Beckett, who is Ryan’s mum.
And they kind of have a relationship? Not romantic in any sense cuz Janette is aromantic and Adele is cheating on her husband Josh. And their whole thing is that Janette had told Adele about her being aro and explaining how she didn’t want anything romantic over and over and Adele pretended to get it and later in the story Adele brings it up in an argument. Adele is very aro and transphobic which is like- girl nooo. And Janette constantly offers that the two have a friendship outside their relationship and Adele always denies it since she wants a romantic relationship (douchebag characters andbskjd)
And Janette dies twice in the story, which is first to a molotov cocktail fire (molotov cocktail is like a bomb made with alcohol) set by Adele and then she gets revived by Sprites, one of the monsters, and at the moment she has blue highlights in her eyes and every time her skin is cut, a new blue flower sprouts from the cut.
There will be more!! Kind of a overview of what happens in the two’s story heheh. Could go in more detail but I shall another time!! Hope this isn’t to long :D
I haven't responded to this bc I've been keeping it in here for storage but then I just screenshotted it!! I hit my head a lot so forgive me /hj
Ok this is toxic Yuri........WOW. MESSY!!!! IM INTO IT, THATS FUN AS HELL.
The cult worshipping monsters in the woods is so fucking cool.... And it's like. Tangible? Or like it's cool that the cult has very real benefits from BEING a cult and I think that also really helps with the violence of it. You can justify killing for something if you literally know it exists. Dope as hell.
Janette cannot catch a break. Damn. Killed her friend, adopted a kid, then winds up in a weird toxic situationship(?) with this random white woman?????
I DIDN'T KNOW ADELE WAS RYAN'S MOM!!!!!! it makes sense now but I'm curious to why Ryan has horns but she doesnt? Assuming he's part monster.
ADELE IS CHEATING. AROPHOBIC.... TRANSPHOBIC.......KILLED JANETTE??????? the ultimate white woman. /j
Also I LOVE LOVE LOVE the " revived but kinda fucked up now" trope with flowers and plants,,, flowers sprouting from the skin and blue highlights is so SLAY
I love them so much and IM SORRY I JUST NOW RESPONDED!!!!!!!! Feel free to drop more OC lore anytime you want bc I've read this over like 10 times
#Brucey Answers!#curious about the innerworks of the cult btw#like is it a big one. or more “ small town freaks”#and is it common for leadership to passed on by violence rather than ranking??#bc Janette seemed higher on the ladder than Huan Lin so. does the cult just like child fighting#OH IS IT MORE OF A RITE OF PASSAGE
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Meet the OCs- part 1 (?)
Meet Vincent! He is (currently [using real time]) 14 years old , and he is a midland painted turtle! He is 5’2 and has been through…a lot (of redesigns/hj). His weapon is (surprisingly-) a retractable dagger [not shown here], and he is…toothless (literally- and no not the dragon), due to (Fun Fact:) his species having no tooth structure, so he gained the nickname “Toothless” from family. He is inspired off of Vincent Van Gogh (I have the same bday as him- coincidentally)! His backstory as said- is a lot - so i’ll put it in a nutshell (for now-):
basically Vincent is left behind and taken in by a ringmaster and raised in a circus , BUT- said ringmaster dies and another takes over (family business). Things didn’t go so well- until he ran away to a summer camp (orphanage in disguise) in a forest near the hidden city, and stayed there for a few months before meeting the turtles!
(That was not the best on ‘in a nutshell’ but this’ll go-)
apparently after he was ‘adopted’ by the turtles- Vincent only knew French Sign Language [FSL] - thankfully- Donnie helped translate and taught Vincent ASL (American Sign Language) [Plus once Mikey tried to translate but thought Vincent wanted to burn something].
I’m currently developing stuff for him- so i hope i have enough motivation for it- so yeah- that most of the stuff! Thanks for reading/viewing!
(I am not good at tags 😃)
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🎐 anon
Wait, wait, orange friend has a point. Killing off tighnari would be peak angst because no matter what route is chosen from then on, capo is confirmed not gonna live for a long time so theoretically, whichever guy picks up capo after tighnari's death is just picking up a rotting corpse, one that has been crushed of all their dreams and hopes and is a shell of their former self. I still cannot see benefit to keeping alhaitham alive other than to save myself a broken heart but 🐠 anon brings up a good point, bullying alhaitham is really fun and if capo manages to convince dottore to save him, they would undoubtedly become attached to him, which would make it even more angsty if he were to die after they tried so hard to keep him alive.
🤔🤔🤔 Hm, well Kaveh hasn't made his debut yet so I will hold back from making drastic decisions. Tighnari is now on even thinner ice and Alhaitham shall have a bit more sympathy from me for the sake of a fellow anon.
"whichever guy picks up capo after Tighnari's death is just picking up a rotting corpse" oh look you described diluc's route– /hj. No but seriously, Diluc's route is short but phcked up lmao. You can guess why.
Technically Cyno, Tighnari, AND Alhaitham were researching Eleazar (they have a list of who's infected, etc). Although they're not the only ones who's interested in finding the cure (it's pretty easy to know who's the 4th one lol), if Tighnari dies the reader's fate is indeed sealed. That's why as much as possible you should probably find a cure before the common route ends. But that's a very hard thing to accomplish, no? Just keep Tighnari alive ig lol
"I can't see any point of keeping Alhaitham alive other than to save myself a broken heart–" The Akasha Terminal. Hints. That's his reason why he should be alive gameplay wise lol.
"bullying alhaitham is really fun" IT IS HAHAHAHA. Rosaria is my spirit animal I'm sorry alhaitham, that really wasn't Rosaria's words those were mine (also, i fricking laughed so hard when Dehya did the same in the archon quest "So what if you're a scribe?" Hrjwidos I'm Dehya fr–)
Purple friend:
(no alhaitham ain't dying (i think? Idk I'll check the polls later) we're just playfully slandering him)
"Kaveh haven't made his debut yet–" my sweet sweet bby boi, literally never done anything wrong in his life like evah~ 💅 He just slaying hell yeah hold tf that's not what i was tryina type phck i forgot my thoughts uh oH right yeah kaveh's a fun yandere. He protecc with his sharp tongue I stan.
Okay but for real, trust me though, once Kaveh debuts you'll have to make a drastic decision if you want to keep him. I'm not saying anything else, it's fun to keep everyone in their toes.
Extra bullsht:
mostly Cyno appreciation:
As y'all can tell, I don't spoil sht to my friends either lMAO–
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umbrella academy s03e01-02 thots
ep 1:
the sparrows are introduced pretty quickly — and in the middle of a fight — and aren't really explained at all. kinda gives the vibe of "this is normal in this timeline, better get up to speed on your own, and quickly"
(on that same note: i think the dance-off — even if it was a hallucination — was a very weird note to start the season on.)
the timeline has been changed. they assume that they had been left with their birth parents, which would mean that they had entirely different lives. why does allison think she would still have the same husband and child???
i love justin h min's acting, and i'm honestly super glad he's got a bigger role this season (both in terms of screentime and in being his own person)
there are six umbrellas, seven sparrows, and one dad. come on, guys. apes together strong. /hj
ep 2:
the clipping that viktor reads says that sissy died on the umbrellas' birth date. by the end of the episode, we know that this is the date that the umbrellas' would-be birth parents died. i doubt she would've been one of those parents. but she is the mother of harlan, who has shown up in the periphery of this season. it'll be interesting to see how they come into play.
they weren't lying, viktor's transition was WICKED rushed.
to paraphrase:
five: you met with the enemy, vanya??
viktor: it's viktor, actually. that's who i've always been
five: ok cool, love that for you. but what the fuck were you thinking?
i do hope that, if there are more seasons after this, they flesh out viktor's gender stuff a bit more. especially if gerard has more of a hand in writing that — i trust him with a trans arc way more than some rando.
i kinda appreciate five's forced nonchalance. i think his actor did a decent job of capturing this old man's "can't i get a god damn break" energy.
the sparrows include TWO white women with long dark hair. i am pretty much faceblind (#autism) and only noticed that they were two people when they formally introduced themselves to luther. so far my only way of distinguishing them is "hits on ******" vs "spits".
klaus's steering wheel is on the right side of the car.....?
allison's ptsd is depicted pretty realistically. i'm certainly glad that the trauma they've all faced wasn't glossed over, and i appreciate that it affected them all differently.
the way the amish are treated here is..... suspect somehow. very "isolated, Weird group with misplaced hostility, and one Good Apple who helps the protag". idk, i can't exactly write an essay criticizing this depiction right now, but i feel like i've seen this trope before and it's been ugly
i'm sure we'll find out more about this, but how did that amish lady find out about all the other umbrella-mothers' deaths??
not sure i like this approach to time travel. five says that, since they were never born in that timeline, time-traveling into it creates an Ultra Mega Super Bad paradox. but i mean..... wouldn't it be a worse paradox if they actually had doppelgängers walking around? *sighs* i guess i'll just have to see how this plays out but. mmrggghhh
come ON, you bastards. KEEP it IN your PANTS.
edit: i've partially changed my mind on the vanya/viktor name change. bc there are trans people who are given names that "match" their gender or are gender-neutral, and change them anyway to better match how they feel. so *shrugs* cool. of course one also has to consider that viktor is a fictional character, not a real trans person with real agency. but like. it's whatever.
edit edit: got a couple names mixed up and misspelled a word
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Random Ass Trivia Post Because I Am Impatient To Share These...Trivias. Heh.
help girlboythingthemidkthegenderofthepersonwhoisreadingthisrightnow i have a lot of stuff to share here that i could've shared in their own posts but i DIDN'T. utc like always :3
yea hello let's proceed
i shared this before but i'll say it again- technicolour's cube can turn into a dagger if he really needs it to be a dagger. it can also turn into a paintbrush and a digital pen.
spinel went missing on a friday, so on every friday galactic would play spinel's favorite song to: A. mourn her if she's fucking dead, or B. increase her hopes of spinel coming back soon.
^ spinel's favorite song is anything that sounds like the song she's based off of (spinel by penoreri(??? i hope i'm typing that right jddjddjk)).
tempo will never, and i mean NEVER, let trojan near a computer or any device like ever. this is because trojan would just end up giving it a virus if he even touches it. he doesn't know why this happens and he can't exactly control this either.
^ he can still use a phone perfectly fine, though. but he's not allowed to use shit like google or whatever.
for every year on her birthday, pamolia's parents would gift her the same goddamn thing; butterflies in a frame. she absolutely fucking ADORES THEM THOUGH. even if it's the same thing over and over again. ohhhhh the butterfly autism is real for her...... (idek if i'm gonna make her ACTUALLY autistic or not since i myself am Not autistic so-)
as implied in a recent drawing of mine, pupa can turn into a cute lil butterfly if he so pleases :333 but yeah, he did got stuck inside of a jar once. he felt like it was his death day.
if arghena and mantis were to ever meet, abstruse would be horrified over how fucking PINK AND PURPLE THEY ARE..........
primeval has made WAY TOO MANY CONNECTIONS THUS FAR. in her one month of even being conscious on this god forsaken planet she already made like. what. 10 acquaintances. what the fuck. i wish i was like her...
spinel once stole destonio's chocolate bar. needless to say she nearly died.
ana and hikaru get along fine. she hates glaciaxion and finds arta annoying, though.
a lil trivia that is Not related to a character; there might be characters based off of prsk commission songs here. who knows though. aha. ha. ha. ha ha ha ha ha h a h a h a H A .
back to character based trivia: pamolia is a science kid, meanwhile miracle hates science. they're meant to be /hj
no one, and i mean NO ONE can ever impress or even make tessi smile. the only three exceptions to this are callima, world ender, and loveless dress (who i haven't mentioned yet, but hey! she exists! woo hoo!)
^ after she became lacey, that list increased somehow, adding tempestissimo and fate into the list <3
aleph's a perfectionist now, sure, but at least his perfectionism is not as bad as back then when he was still in high school. he would come home from school, stomp into his room, and then have a full on breakdown for just getting a simple 80 on a test....... (this is me projecting)
one time in the past, mantis stepped on a caterpillar infront of larva. needless to say she was fucking mortified.
felis would spill tea everywhere, no matter where he is. lightning screw always complains about it, meanwhile glory road finds it wayyy too amusing to tell him to stop.
hikaru and arta used to be friends! and even know they still are friends! when arta saw the news about hikaru's death, he was absolutely horrified that he just couldn't stop thinking about it for weeks on end.
^ adding onto that, hikaru and glaciaxion met when hikaru was like...11? yeah, maybe. i'll probably dive deeper into that another time, though.
spinel cares a LOT about her physical appearance, because to her, her appearance is basically anyone's first impression of her! so she has to look her best everyday! it's common courtesy!
ok yea i ran out of shit to say augh
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A STARLESS CLAN: RIVER REVIEW
‼️SPOILERS‼️
TW: Depression, Self-Depreciation, Self-harm mention, S*icide mention
I READ THE BOOK IN ONE NIGHT
first of all. I fucking called it. Mistystar dies? Check. Reedwhisker dies? Check. Now my bet/hope was Minnowtail, BUT, I *ALWAYS* liked curlfeather for a reason! And the fact that she was such a good mother to her kits- *chef’s kiss* I really hoped for her. I had a feeling they wouldn’t let Leafstar be the only she-cat leader. like . I dunno. But there’s still a chance for the Minnowtail fans out there!
Sunbeam’s character is so good. I was so so happy we were staring off a series with a good, healthy, loving relationship, and her dynamic with Lightleap was so frustrating, yet charming at the beginning.
Lightleap having this reckless, stubborn personality is honestly really unique for Warriors. Now, this might be going a bit too far, but her behavior resembles someone who’s severely mentally unwell. Like major depression. Not caring if she lives or dies because she’s so unhappy and guilt ridden. I can’t say for everyone, but this really, really hit home for me, as someone who was self deprecating and suicidal at one point. It wasn’t making an attempt, it was like a passive thing, doing nothing to take care of yourself and letting your self widdle away slowly, to punish yourself. It’s heartbreaking. Again, mental illness(es) and their experiences are unique for everyone, but this behavior is one that I’ve experienced firsthand, so I’m sorry if this rubs anyone the wrong way.
Sunbeam is very nice and she loves her probably boyfriend, Blazefire. She loves her best friend, Tigerstar 8 or whatever, Lightleap. Sunbeam gets injured because of Lightleap’s actions, and when sunbeam tells the truth, as one should, she gets in trouble. Sunbeam is confused and angry and very upset when Lightleap doesn’t forgive her. Lightleap then continues to be a terrible friend by whisking Blazefire away from Sunbeam after she recovers from the injury Lightleap caused. Blazefire and Lightleap hang out and due to Lightleap’s actions, Blazefire is injured. This time, Lightleap has broken his leg. Sunbeam comforts him- which by the way Lightleap did NOT do to Sunbeam OR Blazefire- and Blazefire suddenly changes his mind about loving Sunbeam. Now, it IS suspicious that this has happened after he and Lightleap have been hanging out, and Blaze and Lightleap deny having feelings for each other, but it could just be.. Blazefire has been thinking this through and it has nothing to do with Lightleap, as far as we know.
Also Sunbeam does NOT know it but she heard Reedwhisker die, so thats fucked up and interesting(from the story’s perspective.)
Blazefire and the other Church cats (from tigerheart’s shadow) are some that definitely needed expanding on, and this has delivered. He’s kind and goofy, and reckless. Not reckless in a really really dangerous way like Lightleap, but reckless as in he wasn’t thinking too clearly? If that makes sense. Clearly-to me- Lightleap really egged him on, and thats why he went into the collapsing burrow.
Frostpaw.. love her.. she’s been through a lot. The code changes, her mentor can’t teach her about StarClan, everyone doubts her, and suddenly- leader: dead. deputy: missing. Deputy: found dead. Frostpaw: given a sign best she-cat Curlfeather is leader. Mothwing: Doubts. The sign: its real. Curlstar pls. Then suddenly: dogs. BOOM. Best she-cat: dead. Riverclan: fucked.
I do think Sunbeam and Nightheart will become friends at least. Knowing the year-long clichés latest trends, they’ll get together in some capacity.
Lastly, i will not be forgiving berryheart 🍇🫀 /hj
Lets get on to
Hopes And Predictions
Hope: Nightheart goes to Shadowclan. Or riverclan!
Prediction: Nightheart and Sunbeam do the love and one moves to the other’s clan
Hope: Minnowstar. Mousewhisker goes to join her in riverclan.
Crazy headcanon that’s probably WAY off: Lightleap will eventually go to the dark forest
Prediction: Frostpaw gets her warrior name. Frostmoth, Frostpool, Frostsight, Frostfeather, Froststep(?)
#a starless clan#asc river#asc spoilers#asc river spoilers#wc river#wc#warrior cats#warriors#review#tw self destructive behavior#tw#tw sui ideation#tw self harm
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Ok. I’m gonna be real honest here. Hmm
My opinion on. Characters in General (and how they play them since I don’t know how to put those in separate categories)
I adore like most of your characters! Idk why I think they’re just.,, likable? Yea likable. Except fucking Tammy but I know that’s the point with her. Or well. Was since she fuckin died lmao. And I know Spirit is kinda supposed to be bad but I can’t bring myself to dislike him, he’s neat too. Your Steve and Tankman and Tord and Matt interpretations? Fuckin great. Oh. Also. Vanessa my beloved,,, I miss her ngl :( I think your twists on all of them are really interesting and make a lotta sense! Like how Senpai is bipolar. It makes sense with the canon and it makes him more interesting imo that he’s not just putting on a nice facade.
The mun
You’re my bestie. You’re like half the dang reason I’m still rping in general haha. Usually when I rp with people I’m really nervous I’m boring them or not doing the characters right but when it’s with you there’s like. A trust there. I’m not all worried and I just say the words with the characters and do the things. I mad respect you, you’re really good with your stories and of course, characters. And I always look forward to our rps! And you’re easy to talk to. I feel like I can say anything to you you know? I mean like. I can talk to you about anything. That’s probably a better way to put it. Your art is super cute too. I can totally see how you’ve really improved! But I feel like maybe you could work on your character designing a bit if I’m being honest. Like I felt like the designs are sometimes not the most interesting. Uh. I hope I’m not being too harsh but. Like Candy is kind of plain design wise for example. I’m sorry I’m not really that good at saying things about people and describing them. And tired. But I hope I did a good job haha
Do I;
I rp with you. Woah big plot twist who knew/sar/lh
What is my overall opinion
9.5/10 would def recommend. I took away a point 5 because nobody is perfect and I don’t give ten out of tens unless it’s a food I’m rating/lh/hj. You’re very cool, hope we stay besties for a long time man!
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Plum blossoms in the snow (I)
Part 4: April and May (I)
We have gotten to the mid point of the story.
Disclaimer: I try to keep things objective (if I include my personal opinion, it’s in cursive and in brackets), but I’m biased because of the XZ friendly content I’m usually exposed to and by my own views of their situation. Open to discussion, but please make sure you’ve enough information to do so.
In March, slowly but surely, the incident was put behind. After the anger comes the aceptance, so to say. With so many people’s inputs, his fans started to let the topic cool down, while giving him their support.
So everything was coming back to their place and seemed a lot calmer than a month before. This didn’t sit well with some people.
Antis’ attacks
The antis were quite active, trying to spark a conflict one after another, because the topic had been silent for a little bit. Remember: more interactions, more followers, more money so ignore the antis always (unless they attack you, if so, report them).
To name a few:
On early April, they placed so many negative reviews on CQL in Douban that the score fell from 7′9 to 7′3. However, people didn’t react as they wanted them to, and instead the score rose steadily back to 7′7 (as of now).
When a brand of a product that XZ endorses admitted to economic fraud, antis attacked the brand, the product and XZ. Their argument was that because XZ is so popular, more people bought the product he endorses, thus contributing to the fraud. Some fans fell for it, protesting that what the brand does had nothing to do with XZ.
Some of the antis pretended to be XZ’s fans, and with that “disguise”, attacked other netizens, prompting a statement from XZ’s fans support group. In the statement, they reject this kind of behaviour and insist that everyone should be careful with what they say and how they act.
All of this, along with spreading rumors, was trying to revive the discussion and the fan war to get more attention and followers (people have a short span of attention, especially on the internet), and profit from it.
Around mid April, both w/ibo and bil/bili blocked antis’ accounts, making antis say that XZ’s company must have paid them to do so.
Endorsements
It was positive though that in April he started to appear again in commercials and banners.
(The one on the left is a commercial from February, I couldn’t find another one with a better resolution from April. By the way, from an interview done before New Year’s Eve for that brand, we get these two little moments: 1 and 2).
You may have noticed that the endorsement for the drink it’s a joined endorsement with another celebrity. Antis tried to pit the two group of fans against one another, but fans didn’t fell for it (the learning process was hard and long, but it was showing results).
Remember the one from the right. That’s a funny one, later in July.
Plum blossoms and stars
In April, XZ reappeared again in w/ibo with that drawing of plum blossoms from his Oasis account (on 200410). Previously, he had shared a post for the National Mourning Day for the people who’ve died because of the COVID-19, and before that, it was a post from February 22, before 2/27.
There are 4 main flowers in Chinese culture (one for each season), and each has a widely known meaning attached to them.
Plum blossoms are one them, and often represent resilience and perseverance in the face of adversity, because it’s a flower that blooms a brilliant red in the middle of winter and snow. It can also be a harbinger of spring.
So his first message after all of this mess to be one of perseverance and hope。 I personally find it very meaningful as to what his attitude towards the entertainment industry is.
This also calmed a lot of his fans, who had been worried of him succumbing to the antis and retiring from the industry. There had been a lot of rumours saying the he had got depression from all of this conflict, and this update effectively silenced those.
A few days later he sang a cover of the song “The hymn of the red plum blossom” for an online event “Beautiful China”. It’s a classical opera song from a film, very patriotic and well-chosen for such an event, but it could also represent his situation with the “coming of spring”. Musicians later analysed this song and deemed it too difficult for him to sing (he doesn’t have enough range for this kind of songs), but praised him for his spirit to try new, difficult things, and to bring classic songs to young people: “he’s like the plum blossom in winter: persistent against difficulties”.
XZ updated his Oasis again late in April, with a drawing inspired by posters from his university days: “hope”, “perseverance”, “acquisition”.
(This is the picture he updated on 200420, and below is a screeshot from the post in which he explains that those are drawings from his university days).
Reporting to the police
On 21st of April, XZ’s Studio issued a statement.
3 accounts (among others) had used XZ’s photos and videos to slander his name, so the studio had collected the evidence and had turned it all to the police. The accounts had been spreading rumours about him for months (about him dating other guys, plastic surgery) and insulting him for his acting skills and lack of respect towards women.
What we find most surprising is that, even in the face of a lawsuit, the antis didn’t relent and kept on trying to “black” (slander) him.
Those 3 accounts were, in their own words, chased and insulted by XZ’s fans, so they wanted to report XZ’s studio in return, for damaging their reputation.
(I don’t know exactly how this ended. I think the lawsuit is still going on, since these things take time, but the general outcome of this seems good for him. Most of the comments I’ve seen goes like “xz was just waiting for the right moment to act”, “staying silent and apologizing while collecting proof of a crime”.)
“Light Spot”
On April 25, XZ released a new song, and remarked that he thanks all well-meaning criticism and guidance, and that he’ll continue to grow from here. The song is Light Spot. There was again some drama related to this song, antis never take a rest it seems.
XZ’s apology
That week, XZ posted on w/ibo, apologizing for the troubles caused and asking people not to hurt others.
The source of the problem this time were rumours of him participating in HJ’s variety show (HJ is the host from Happy Camp with curly hair). Rumours said that he had invited XZ to participate in his new variety show on his own initiative. Haters attacked him for this, in order to prevent XZ from going to the program (remember that some of the antis’ objective is to make XZ retire from entertainment industry).
The TV station had to release a statement saying that XZ won’t participate in HJ’s show. XZ must have seen all the commotion and posted his comment asking people not to hurt HJ because of him.
Tracking down the antis
The leader of all of this commotion with HJ was a w/ibo user (let’s call her “B”) that had been a XZ hater for a long while, and her account was banned soon after this. Along with hers, many others hater accounts were blocked by w/ibo, prompted by XZ’s studio, according to other antis.
Though their accounts were blocked, B tried to come back (and even with the same username), and attacked XZ again for making “false donations” to Wuhan, and accusing him of being immoral. XZ’s Studio finally posted definite proof that their donation had been real.
B accused him of being a racist and having “abnormal sexual orientation”. She also managed to make her accusations a hot topic on w/ibo quite frequently.
This hater, with others, surprised many people in their tenacity and persistence to defame XZ. People analysed her behaviour and tendencies and extracted conclusions like these about this kind of “professional” antis:
She knows how the entertainment industry works, so she works in it or has sources inside the industry.
She knows what kind of topic will attract attention from other users.
She has good resources and is very intelligent and manipulative at the same time, so she is capable of making two groups unite against a third, for example.
She’s likely to cooperate with XZ’ competitors to spread rumors about him, to allow his competitors to get more endorsements. She incites haters and antis to boycott XZ endorsements in order to do this.
(I was asked previously if YH couldn’t have participated too in the smear campaign, to gain more endorsements for WYB. At the time, I’d been very sure that these kind of things are too much of a hassle, but now I’m not so sure that no one would do this. I mean, I don’t think YH would do this for WYB, since he is very popular and successful on his own, but for other YH’s employees or other companies for their idols... I’m not so sure anymore. But this is all especulation from me).
She often has material that a “normal” fan can’t get access to. Among the fans, there are some that are called fan representatives. They can often access the companies and agencies, so they have more information and images about a star than any other. Of course, they can’t spread it if they stop being their fan, but that doesn’t stop B from buying pictures from them.
There are also “spies” inside the fandom, who get information about a fandom from the inside.
So, in short, a great part of the general public likes the rumours and the stories she makes up, it doesn’t matter if they are true or not, and that gives her more followers.
Before XZ, she attacked the male leads from The Guardian (ZYL and BY), and used the same tactic.
(Which confirms our theory that this storm will pass for XZ, most likely because she moves on to attacking another person, but that’s a whole other story).
So at the end of April, w/ibo started to ban all the accounts that spread malicious and hate content, the numerous accounts of B among them, even though all of them had been ticked by w/ibo before (like the blue tick in twitter).
Even after being reported to the police, the account doesn’t seem to stop, making people suspect that there is money behind of this and that it’s not an account managed by one person, but rather a team. They’ll do the same to whoever is popular at the moment, so it’s not even personal, it doesn’t matter who it is, XZ, ZYL, BY, whoever.
(I don’t like conspiracy theories... if there’s no data to back them up, it all remains speculation, and it spreads more information that no one knows it’s true or not. However, this whole thing with the antis is very strange. I suppose will see what happens once XZ comes back to limelight).
Haters are also something every idol has to face.
The haters dig into an idol’s past, and make up rumours based on that. For example, XZ had a gf while he was studyinghis degree, but they broke up. Haters then said that it was because of this that he went to South Korea and got plastic surgery (false, some people do have this kind of amazing genes), and that’s why he’s so good looking. Since lies are mixed in truth, some people, especially those who just know his name, or that he’s an actor, have trouble picking it apart.
Rumours also place idols in a tight position. If they don’t answer, people will think the rumours are true. But if they sue them, haters aren’t afraid either, because the process is long, and in this process they are still getting views and new followers. It may also shift the attention to them, which is exactly what they want.
All in all, the world is complex, but even in the middle of snow you may find a little plum blossom.
←Part 3: Why does it snow? | Part 4 (II): Plums blossoms in the snow (II)→
#gg's situation series#I should have planned 8 parts instead of 7#in my defense#I thought May would be shorter#part 4 of 7 (I)#my posts
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Another late post but thoughts for episode 4:
Seeing everyone burn the dead was so sad, Sansa putting the Stark symbol on Theon's body made me a little bit happy tho, at least he died a Stark. I also liked the fact that they aknowleged that Lyanna Mormont was important to Jon's story, without her he wouldnt have been king. Jon's speach sounded very kinglike but i still dont think he will get the crown. I am glad they had Arya burn Berric, she might have hated him at one point but he died for her. They done the pairing well for that bit i think.
Jon and Dany were so awkward during the entire feast but i do feel bad for her because she is so isolated from everyone.
I knew Gendry would be legitamised, i suspected that Dany would do it because of allienced so that didnt surprise me. I would like to know what he wouldve said to Arya if he found hed before that happened tho.
Brienne played the drinking game! Honestly i expected Tyrion to ask if she had feelings for Jaime, not if she was a virgin.. But they were so happy and the way they all look at Brienne is pretty much how the entire fandom look at her.
God i love Tormund, he is so funny with Jon and his heartbreak over Brienne killed me. The Hound maybe wasnt the best person to go to tho for a heartfelt talk.
The Hound and Sansas reunion wasnt what i expected, he really is a good guy even if he tries to act mean. I dont like how Sansa says shes thankful for the things that happened to her but i guess she did have a point.
Then there was that scene... Im not surprised she said no but technically she didnt say no to him, just to being a lady. Im so sure that there is still hope for them, he might give up his title for her because i cant see her giving in to being a lady.
Brienne and Jamie finnaly got together!!! They two are so awkward but i love them so much, this seems to be the season for badass women losing their virginity to men they love and i love it.
Gotta admit i was kinda happy when Jon wouldnt sleep with Dany, i really dont like them together. Dany is getting too power-hungry, i get that shes been working for years for this but all she cares about is that throne, there's more important things than that. She always seems to turn sour very quickly when it comes to now getting her way.
The meeting was tense as fuck, and also why doesnt no one listen to Sansa. She seems to be the only person who cares about the people, when Dany came she thought about food for the people and she thought about letting them recover. The fact that Dany is trying to rush them into another battle without time to recover shows how power hungry she is.
Stark family meeting™ was so important, Arya agreeing with Jon and saying they did need her but now is the time to stop following her blindly. Also Bran its not really his choice when you say that out loud, im glad he did tell them because i didnt want him to start keeping secrets from hjs family.
Jaime telling Tyrion about Brienne was unexpected, I never thought Jaime would be seeking his approval. Bronn is back! I partly expected him to join them because he was closer to the boys but that scene shows how scared and desperate he has got.
My favourite duo is back! Im just waiting for The Hound to talk her into going back with Gendry cos hes the only one who can talk sense into her. I missed the two of them travelling together but i also think this scene hinted at the Hounds death. I think he will get injured and Arya will mercy kill him this tims instead of leaving him for dead.
Poor regal trying to be good dragon showing he can still fly, that was pretty cute.
Sansa and Tyrion are having more scenes together and i love it. Im still unsure what will happen between these two but i love how they genuinely trust each other now.
Jon and Tormunds goodbye hurt me so did his and Sam but JON PET THE FUCKING DOG. HE NEARLY DIED FOR YOU AND YOU CANT EVEN GIVE HIM A HUG. FUCK YOU.
Tyrion and Varys talking about Jons real identity. At least theyve realise that Dany is becoming a bit mad. Also im not sure if Tyriom was foreshadowing the ending by saying about maybe Cersei wins and kills them all.
Also Dany didnt see an entire fleet? From the air? Really? Seems like a bit of a plothole... Even if i hate him Eurons plan was still a good one and he managed to kill my poor baby.
Cersei is back! I missed that evil bitch, at least shes using her head by stealing Missandei. I am still unsure about the pregnancy, if its Jaime's or Euron's but i think it will probably be Euron's
I honestly feel bad for Dany cos she is losing everyone she loves but she still is annoying me because she needs everything to go her way.
Tyrion is trying so hard to believe that Dany is good but even he is getting to the stage where he cant deny that she is getting like her dad. Varys is fighting for the people and i respect him for that, i still believe him and Sansa will play Dany.
I refuse to belive that Jaime meant what he said and that he wanted to leave Brienne. I think he did that so she wouldnt follow him, to keep her safe. He was saying all the things he's done for Cersei but not what he's done for Brienne. He's lost his hand, fought a bear and countless other things, for brienne. I hope she realises he was lying.
Tyrion is really trying to see the best in people who are lost causes, first Dany now Cersei. Trying to appeal to her good side would never have worked but the child thing was a good try, she does care for her children.
I still cant believe that Missandei basically said to Dany go ahead and burn everyone. I didnt expect that from her even if she was dying. This is Danys last straw now, she has lost everyone that was important to her and she already felt isolated earlier so now shes just gonna rage.
Im not sure how i feel about that episode as a whole, especially for my ships cos that episode wasnt kind to them. I am looking forward to the last two epiodes.
#got spoilers#game of thrones#arya stark#gendrya#braime#gendry waters#jaime lannister#bran stark#jon snow#sansa stark#theon greyjoy#ghost#sandor clegane#the hound#gendry baratheon#ser brienne of tarth#tormund giantsbane#cersei lannister#missandei#beric dondarrion#lyanna mormont#tyrion lannister#daenerys targaryen#lord varys#bronn of the blackwater
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Okay so today is Thursday June 24 2021
Its 10:59 a.m.
I asked my parents in the morning and they said I could go to Jacob's but they were very adamant about him coming to MY house instead... I told them no, we planned it this way XD idk what they think is up but they definently think something's up.
Hey, at least they said yes! Now we can watch that scary movie (insidious)... I can only hope that afterward he doesn't torment me with a fucking adam Sandler movie /hj
I finished my final exam at like 9:45 so I just went outside, found a spot in the sun and I'm drawing and listening to music and WOAH the combination of the heat threating to kill me plus the music... okay maybe just the heat, but I'm sorta reminded of being in spain.
This would be a cool day for spain tho xD, cos they can go up to like plus 40 some Celcius and right now itd proabably high twenties... idk it could be low twenties and I'm just sitting in DIRECT FUCKING SUNLIGHT like an idiot but I LIKE the sun. I think it's good for life. Think about it: you know how plants like the sun right? And dogs will always choose a sunny place to lay before they choose a shady place, despite their coats of fur?
The sun is good for living things, mostly, I think.
At least, I feel happier with it there.
Enough about my decision to overheat and die on purpose.
I'm out here drawing lil cartoons of my friends haha, I did a page of me and Jay and I'm doing one or two pages of me and Elle and Erin.
I wont bother using fake names for them but, elle is a nickname and Erin isn't their legal name so, I dont think I can get them doxxed lol. Since y'all dont know, Elle and Erin are like my besties since Junior high (I'm in high school now) so that's a long time.
Jeez it's hot.
This reminds me of a book I read about this dude who was called the "eco killer" who would kidnap women from bars and then leave them in deserted areas to die of exposure and leave notes and shit... he would say, "clock ticking, planet dying... heat kills"
So I guess it can go both ways xD
Also that dudes dad or mom or brother or some shit like that dies in a fire in that book, or like, he had an abusive dad and lit his house on fire? Idk. But the biggest twist of that book, it's called The Killing hour, is that the killer was this dude you thought was good all along. I love that shit. I eat up book betrayals even if I see em coming. It's fun stuff.
I'm gonna give yall Say It ain't so by weezer, de musica ligera by soda stereo, and decollage by theivery corporation today.
I thought my coffee would be cold by now... but it's in a metal container and the sun is heating up the metal and keeping it hot, maybe hotter than it was when I brewed it this morning. I take it black, not cos I'm edgy but because it just tastes better like that and like... what's the point of having a zero calorie appetite suppressing diuretic if you're gonna add calories to it. What. Why. Why would you have a 20 cal drink when you can have a 0 cal drink. I'll never understand.
Idk, I'm kinda scared of liquid calories XD... I have weird eating habits because I'll freak out over like. A subway sandwich or a non diet soda, But I'll binge later on like candy and just be fine with that.
Overall though I hate liquid calories cos it's a LIQUID why should I waste calories on a drink.
I started a binge cycle (I was losing a lot of blood so that might be why) but dude. I gotta break that and go back to normal before I gain.
Whateverrrr
OMG YES WIND!!! FINALLY SOME FUCKING COOL BREEZE OVER HERE JESUS ITS LIKE A DESERT LIKE A REAL SUNNY FUCKING DESERT THANK GOD FOR WIND
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Okay so update it's now 12:16 p.m. and I just had lunch with Star and by lunch I mean I drank a coffee XD
I'm at my class now, painting the finishing touches to my final project.
It was a little awkward to talk to her because we were mostly silent but I can tell that this can be rebuilt.
I feel bad though because I've already tore it all down without saying a word yet. And like, obviously I'm GONNA tell her. I have to. But like... how the fuck do you just tell soemone that? "Oh, hey, by the way, I cheated on you"
Like?
What difference does it make the Smith's
I dont really understand. Like. I KNOW THIS IS ALL MY FAULT OKAY? I know I did a bad thing. I'm aware I'm a bad person. Bad jude.
But like. You gotta admit it's a hard situation. I dont expect your sympathy, or anyone's, for that matter. Hate me if you will. I deserve it, I KNOW. But damn, it's really hitting me now that I gotta TELL HER, probably break her heart and make her hate me forever. I deserve it, I brought this upon myself, but I still feel bad.
Update now its 12:48 and I tried to talk to her a bit over text but shes being fucking mean... what's the point in trying anymore hoenslty. We're breaking up soon.
She posted on her story a dm from soemone with no other context saying "god ur hot, u made me horny" so shes cheating on me too so like. Should I even feel bad. No.
And also update she asked if I would hang out with her/if I had plans and I said I made plans COS I DID and she was like "ok have fun," and at first I thought it was sincere but now I realize that SHE WAS BEING SARCASTIC. so yeah.
Not that I even care that much anymore tbh. I tore this apart some time ago.
I finally finished my final project.
Idk if its my best work but I had 1 class left to finish and hand it in and
Its 3:22 p.m. and in like 10 minutes dad is driving me to Jay's houseeee and I'm eXCITED
Update its 7:08 p.m. I JUST GOT BACK FROM JAY'S and ate a burger at my house lol
(Its so weird to use fake names but I just wanna protect ppl yknow? From the scary internet with scary doxxers and such)
Anwyays... we didn't really end up paying much attention to the movie....
I'm honestly REALLY HAPPY.
Honest. I think this time when I sucked his dick, it was better. Experience helps XD, like I started angling my throat differently so I didn't choke as much and I honeslty enjoyed it and hE CAME IN MY MOUTH AND I SWALLOWED IT...
VAKXMAIDHWPDWK I think I'm gonna die because like I actually liked that a lot.
HE ALSO SAID I DID GOOD THIS TIME so I'm happy and honeslty I think soon I might be ready for. Actual sex as in penetration. I stole some of my dads condoms JUST IN CASE. just in case. I dont wanna rush it but... just in case.
Cos JESUS. JAY IS HOT.
... I want to taste his cum again GaHHHH!
We kiss and he gets hard right away diwotjoejwo and we sorta cuddled a bit but we were both horny so. That didn't last long...
I love when he uses his mouth on me... it's very good.
I WANT HIM TO STICK IT IN ME!!! JESUSSS!!!
I'm a lil nervous cos I know itll hurt but. I want it.
If anyone takes my virginity I want it to be him.
He can play guitar really well and then we played video games for a bit which was fun haha for the record he's way better than me at all the games but I got the hang of it.
Then we were kissing and i was grinding on his hard dick and GODDAMNIT FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK MEEEE
Also HE CAN PICK ME UP WITH EASE??? We checked omg and I was like am I heavy and hes like actually no? Like woah when we sit or lay down the size difference isnt huge but its sorta a shock when we get up XD because I'm 5ft 3 and hes 6 ft 2 I'm pretty sure which is crazy nuts XD like he literally picked me up and sat me on his kitchen counter to kiss before I left...
I STILL RMEBEER HOW HIS CUM TASTED IT WAS AT THE VERY BACK OF MY THROAT SO I HAD TO PAY ATTENTION TO GET TASTE FROM IT BUT MMMEKODJ2O ITS KINDA SALTY LOL BUT I WANT MORE OF IT... wow his advice rings true. Sex isnt about tryna make ur partner cum as soon as possible. It's about like. Enjoying urself and shit. and you shouldnt push urself or hurt urself yk? You dont need to go deep every time and destroy ur throat xD
Plus all I needed to do was CHANGE THE ANGLE IT HIT MY THROAT AT WOW. IM AN IDIOT... it's okay though.
Practice makes perfect.
Also since me and Star broke up now things are so much less stressful it's like we got past this blockage and now we can just be chill friends and it's so much less stressful wOw.
Now I dont feel bad at all cos it's not cheating cos I'm. Not with her anymore.
And I mean. Jay is something else. Have yall seen his PRETTY FUCKING FACE. JESUS CHEIST. Have yall seen his eyes. They're like fucking greenish and soqpsoosn idk I love staring at his eyes and I love when he does that dumb stupid fucking smile like. I LOVE HIM AND I LEFISLXKPK2OSPQOZ Q. am in love.
Hes so sweet and charming and caring and I actuallysoslahzuskxmwekpf epfn2r9gweuxhw9gue. Theres no way to describe how obsessed I am with him.
His face, his demeanor, his touch... his TOUCH...
he can literally pick me up :,)
Signing off early sicne its 3:05 am and I'm tired,
Jude Shepard (happier than ever)
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