#i hate this government so fucking much i hate it i hate it
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TW for discussion of homophobia.
Hi, Nora! In the spirit of pride month I want to tell the story about how becoming a demon phannie has deprogrammed my bigotry when I was a teen.
I grew up with homophobia being the norm amongst the kids. In my country it was quite precise though, a bit different from what Dan described in BIG. We didn't use "gay" as a synonym for "bad". Boys wouldn't be called gay for crying or liking theater or just being well-behaved. Not in my school at least.
No, there was a clear-cut definition that gays were only the boys who liked boys. But if you fit that definition, if someone knew you fit that definition, then god help you. You would be constantly mocked, bullied and beat up at school. The headmaster would call your parents and tell them to fix their broken little pervert. Your parents reaction could fall anywhere from a stern talk and calling you a disgrace to a beating and sending you to a military type boarding school. Treating a teen this way was perceived as completely normal. Nowadays the kids have thankfully become way more accepting despite our governments best efforts. But now you can also add a visit to the police station to the pile.
Sapphics just didn't exist, as always. That's why when I told my friends "I genuinely think boobs are more attractive than dicks - they are more esthetically pleasing to look at" the only reaction I got was confused laughter and strange looks. No, I did not realize what that said about me back then. It was just foreshadowing.
I remember my parents occasionally saying that it's a sickness and shouldn't be allowed to be demonstrated in any way. Peppering it with the usual "they can do whatever they want behind closed doors". And if people got beat up on the streets for being gay...well they just brought that on themselves by flaunting their sexuality, didn't they?
I lived with that worldview until I was 15 or 16.
Then I started finding out that some famous people were gay. But it only got me to the point of "I like his art, so I won't stop consuming it, despite him being gay". In my mind if you were gay and wanted people to tolerate your existence, you had to be talented in order to justify it. And have the decency to not act gay in public. Yeah, I know, bare with me.
When I found Dan's channel in 2015 I instantly fell in love with his videos. Soon I also started watching Phil and then the gaming channel.
My gaydar was non-existent at the time and, ironically, I was conditioned into thinking that gay people just like to announce that they're gay to everyone. So, since Dan and Phil never did, I just took their word for it. For almost a year I just enjoyed watching their content without a second thought.
Then one day I saw the compilations. The radio show clips. The old videos. That was all it took really. My brain couldn't compute, couldn't connect the "sick perversion" I heard so much about to what I was seeing on my screen. It wasn't unnatural, or disgusting or deliberately demonstrative. It was fucking beautiful. They simply couldn't help being extremely adorable.
Starting from that day the thought "keep it to yourselves" never occurred to me. I just wanted to be a fly on the wall.
I never dared to write fanfiction or make compilations or, god forbid, directly ask one of them in a qna. I was happy to just lurk and snort that yaoi cocaine in silence.
In hindsight, Dan and Phil were the reason I didn't instantly hate myself after having the first crush on a girl and realizing I was bi in 2018.
Later I got into breadtube and realized just how insane and baseless all those conservative talking points were. But DnP were the sole reason I left that eco-chamber in the first place.
So thank you to Dan and Phil and thank you to all fellow demons 💜
fujoshi-ism saves lives is the thing
no but isn't it odd the way things work out.. the fact that dan and phil were able to help you like that is amazing, and also it's very funny that they did it through the power of rpf
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Eustass Kid X CisFem Reader
Silver moonlight danced through the fluttering drapes covering the open window. Late summer nights were your favorite, it was still warm but there was just the slightest chill in the air as the seasons began to change. It was perfect weather for airing out the apartment after a few months of relying on the air conditioner.
Brawny burgundy clad digits traced over your open palm. You lay comfortably sandwiched between the soft mattress and your redhead. He wasn't fully resting on you but he was occupying much of your bare torso. Your fingers slid into his hairline as he closed his eyes listening to your heart thrum. It was hard to believe this calloused, hot headed man could be so gentle. Granted, this wasn't always the case.
Your lips upturned slightly replaying how rough and demanding he'd been only moments before. On occasion he'd allow himself to be vulnerable and lie on you caressing you gently.
Exhaling against your skin he shifted slightly, "Can't sleep?"
You hummed continuing to massage his scalp, "Just lost in thought. I'll sleep soon, honey."
Of all the things Eustass Kid had been called in his life, that pet name coming from your lips was his favorite. He'd never admit it, but you knew. You'd seen his demeanor change and the slight smirk that would grace his painted lips.
The day you met you fell for that simper.
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"Can we go somewhere else?" Your large pale friend complained, "It's so hot in here."
"We just came in from outside, Bepo. Once you settle you'll cool down."
"Law's right," you took a seat at the bar of the mostly empty diner you'd just entered, "Let's get you a cold drink."
Your male companions took the two seats to your left as a giant redhead was already occupying the stool to your right. It wasn't long before your gaze wandered to the man next to you. Holding the menu up to hide most of your face, you drank in his sharp stern features. Even sitting quietly he seemed to be brooding. His dark eye liner and lipstick brought out the stark contrast of his pale complexion.
Law's tattooed fingers entered your periphery taking the menu from your hands and turning it right side up, "If you're going to gawk, don't be so obvious, F/N-ya."
"I...I - it isn't," you stammered blushing heavily, "s-shut up."
"You should teach your girlfriend some manners." the redhead sneered.
"Oh, he's not-" you began to explain.
Law leaned into your space to address the stranger with a cocky smirk, "she's not my type."
He punctuated the statement with a salacious wink.
"Law!" you croaked while the man next to you looked on with widening eyes.
"I guess you're not either." your best friend shrugged indifferently, settling back into his seat.
"Sorry about him," you waved regaining his vermilion gaze, "He just likes to get a rise out of people. His boyfriend hates it."
The most amazing laugh rumbled through his chest, "What a fucking weirdo."
"Doctor Weirdo," Law corrected snarkily.
"How are you friends with that guy?"
"He doesn't make it easy." you chuckled, shaking your head.
As he picked up his coffee cup he noticed your demeanor shift along with your gaze.
"That's not government issue." you marveled over his prosthetic.
You weren't sure how you'd missed it before, the polished steel caught the afternoon sun pouring through the window behind him. His left arm was an impressive fabrication that suited his frame. The hinges and joints worked smoothly at his will in perfectly articulated movements. It was beautiful.
"I'd never accept some hunk of shit from the government." he snorted.
Your soft doe eyes raised to him brimming with interest, "That must've cost a fortune, most mechanics aren't willing to compete with the government rates, even if the quality suffers. That's where they get you."
Kid was taken aback for a moment. Not many people took interest in him like this. His stature and attitude didn't really work in his favor either.
"I made it." he finally stated setting the mug down and flexing his prosthetic digits for you.
"So impressive," without a thought you ran your fingers over the cool metal.
"And we've lost her." Law commented flatly.
"I'm sorry." Bepo murmured.
"You always go around touching strangers?" the redhead snorted almost playfully.
Blushing hard, you withdrew your hand, "I get carried away. I'm a fabricator too, Law and I have a practice together."
Private practices were fairly uncommon, because the government could mass produce prosthetics much cheaper. The problem was just that - the product was often cheaply made and with everyday use, had to be replaced completely within a couple of years. You made quality products that cost more but with proper maintenance lasted much longer. With that you were able to build and maintain a clientele that kept you reasonably busy.
"I thought most mechs weren't willing to compete with the government." he smirked down at you.
"I'm not most mechs." you retorted making him chuckle again.
"Such a cocky woman." his painted lips twitched, "I guess you'll have to prove it."
Smiling brightly you swiveled on your barstool outstretching your left leg to reveal your custom self-made prosthetic. Sleek matte black metal extended from your left thigh accented with rose gold rivets, cords and joints.
It was Kid's turn to marvel. The craftsmanship and technique was something to behold. He actually had to keep himself from reaching out to touch it.
"Go ahead, Red." you chuckled, "You look like you'll die if you don't."
His eyes flickered up to meet yours as his neck and ears heated up. Gently he brushed his fingers over your shin and looked back down watching the knee joint bend.
"Titanium, it's nice and light so it won't slow me down but also durable so it'll last." you explained, "not that there's anything wrong with your steel. It suits you and I have to admit I'm incredibly curious about the build with only one hand. You're very talented, Red."
"Kid," he straightened up in his seat while you raised an inquisitive brow, "that's my name."
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"Ya gonna tell me what you're thinking about?" your redhead asked nipping your shoulder.
"When we first met." you shivered and ran your fingers through his messy locks.
He laughed, "You were so weird."
"Oh, I love you too." you muttered sarcastically.
"Hey, I came out looking worse here," he continued in a stern but playful tone,"I married you."
"Such an asshole." you chuckled as he pushed himself up to look over you.
"Mhm, but I'm yours."
#one piece#one piece oneshots#mdni#x reader#lyndsyh24#18+ only#that day#eustass kid x reader#eustass kid
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On the 27th of October 2023, just a few days ago my sister texted me thay her Israeli jewish boyfriend who went back to "protect his home" texted her that he didn't have his phone and it could be 4 days to 4 months before he had it again. So I called my sister and calmed her down.
Today, I found out that Israel has cut off Gaza's internet access and is currently invading Gaza. He is most likely apart of those Israel soldiers.
I feel fucking sick knowing my sweet twin sister's boyfriend is actively participating in this fucking genocide.
I can't fucking post about this anywhere else because it might put that cunt in danger and my sister in a horrid mental state in turn. I only have like 150 follows on Tiktok but I should still be posting, but if I do, my parents will be fucking pissed and my sister will loose one of her few support people. (She is at risk of unaliving herself)
Who the fuck am I to complain!?!?!? There is a genocide happening to so many people and I feel like I can't do shit but post on tumblr, boycott, and fucking repost and comment on my anonymous backup titok account.
I should be doing more, but no one is listening to me and I can't disagree with my sister. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
I doubt anyone will read this, but writing this for the tumblr void is better than writing in a journal. FUCK
#free palestine#freepalastine🇵🇸#palestine#gaza#gaza strip#free gaza#feel free to ignore#i hate this government so fucking much i hate it i hate it#the Australian government is doing fucking nothing the shot heads
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seeing the video of palestinians tearing down the apartheid wall and i cant help but feel a similar kind of joy as when seeing the pictures from when the wall seperating germany fell, with masses of people storming it and helping each other climb qwq
#ganondoodles talks#meanwhile i was making breakfast and heard on the radio our shitty ass Bundeskanzler calling the iranian attack on iof military bases#'horrible and not justifyable by anything'#like you FUCKER dont get to say that while funding the exact same genocidal regime that attacked iran first WHILE carrying out a genocide-#-for months WHILE its been attackign SEVERAL other countries at the SAME TIME AND been violently occupying a country#i feel like i get americans so much more now#like man i love my country but fuck that government#“not justifyable by anything” *actively funds a genocidal regime thats attacking what 3+ other countries as well*#you are not making us beat the 'still nazis lolol' allegations with that#hate it here#free palestine
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you know kosa is a horrible fucking idea when even the kids it's claiming to protect are rallying against it
#not fandom#let's get serious#kosa#kosa bill#kids online safety act#stop kosa#i hope whoever came up with the IDEA of kosa dies and goes to hell#i fucking hate the us government so much. how did we get to this point#''uuu think of the children'' BITCH THE KIDS ARE AGAINST IT TOO!!!!#i guarantee you that kosa has NOTHING to do with protecting kids online. all it has to do with is suppressing resources for minority groups#ESPECIALLY queer resources (specifically resources for queer youth)#if nothing else. please sign as many petitions as you can to stop this shit from happening#for the sake of literally everyone who uses the internet#scary crane rambles
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The British government says that inflation isn't "that bad".
I have coeliac disease and am physically unable to digest gluten or wheat. I have to eat food made of corn flour, and it's already four times more expensive than food made out of wheat flour. Inflation has made it damn near impossible to find ordinarily priced food that I can actually fucking eat, because all the cheap alternative stuff designed to help people save money have a shit ton of wheat it.
Next time the government wants to tell me that inflation isn't "that bad", I want them to live on a gluten free diet for a week with an average weekly wage. Maybe then they'd fucking understand that just because abled people can cope with inflation, it doesn't mean disabled people can.
Fuck the UK government. Fuck the monarchy as well.
#just fuckin pissed#i hate my government so much#uk#united kingdom#britain#england#british monarchy#monarchy#british government#government#fuck the government istg#english government#united kingdom government#coeliac disease#celiac disease#celiac#gluten free#allergies#disability
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watari’s internally all like “why doesn’t L ever get out and get to know other people?” when he didn’t do SHIT about L avoiding socializing with others when he was a kid.
fucker just watched L and didn’t interfere or help at ALL except when it came to molding L into the justice system’s greatest weapon
#lizzie screams#cherry cola chaos#i’m using ‘‘justice’’ very lightly here (i hate the government)#i really wanna tag said fucker in question but i know there’ll be some people who go ‘‘it’s not that deep’’ and ‘‘watari isn’t a terrible#person. you’re the only making him like this’’ and it’s like. yeah i’m making this. but isn’t it so much more literarily interesting this#way?? hmm??? do you not like intriguing mental occupations??? (i’m too tired to find a better way to say that)#edit: EHHHHHHHHH fuck it#death note#watari#quillsh wammy
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I realized my disconnect when it comes to talking about one piece, and why I always say I like talking to dudebros more even if they're the worst... Is, I like to analyze literature. I like to analyze the source material and the canonic information. Shipping and stuff is for fun but I see it separately. The intersect bc canon inspires fanon but fanon CANNOT change canon.. I don't mix the two things especially not when I'm doing analysis... So I'll say things that are factual and ppl who are stuck in their headcanons or personal biases will think I'm saying something bad. What I'm saying isn't good or bad. It's not judgmental of the character I'm talking about. Nor is it a bias bc I like them/dislike them. I'm analyzing odas writing and his intentions as an author and what he's trying to say and portray. Most ppl online are too caught up in headcanons and personal bias while having no media comprehension and they think that I'm attacking their made up fanon stuff..... Noooo..... You're over there playing pretend and I'm over here doing analysis. We are not doing remotely near the same activity. They don't always need to intersect. Anyways it's hard to have genuine analytical conversations with ppl fully indulged in fandom and fanon. The only group of ppl who doesn't do that are dudebros but also... They get hung up on other stuff that doesn't matter too. Idkkkkkkkkk.
#ppl have said im an irl bootlicker bc i like garp#and that i think sabo is a horrible person and hate him bc i said hes a terrorist#garp is an amazingly written character#he has so much purpose and nuance#ace was used as a plot device to further his and luffys story#period#idc how much any of u like ace that doesnt wash away the intentions of the author#sabo IS a terrorist. by definition. so is luffy.#thats not me saying i hate them#canonically in the one piece universe#they commit acts of terror on large governing systems#luffy has left countries destroyed and in lawlessness bc they no longer have a governing system to oversee them#and just like most americans#theyd rather live in comfortable ignorance than be extremist and change the situation#and guess who takes care of them after luffy does this? not luffy#the marines.#oda is writing a story thats way too fucking smart for some of you#performative activist types who cant even fathom reading anarchy or history books#some of you have no ability to comprehend media in the least bit#im just tired of me analyzing media and ppl with peanut brains getting offended bc i said something factual and truthful#about their fave#when what I'm saying was fully intended to come across that way by the author#dont come and play dolls all over my analysis
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now you might be thinking hey casey don’t you find it odd that ted lasso wrapped up half its arcs in one rapid-fire epiphany montage? and that despite the increased runtime, so many important moments informing character arc happen offscreen in a way that feels more lazy than artful? and yes. yes i do find it odd. ok moving along
#i’m not sure why i haven’t had the same incensed reaction to the utter nonsense that is the overarching plot of ted lasso s3 as i had to#neverafter even though i think they suffer from the same key writing deficit: being too goddamned big#i’m sorry ted lasso you’ve got too much story there and you stretched yourself thin and kinda fucked all of it#but maybe my brain is so worn out on media crit bc i can still look at last nights ep and go aw sam and jamie :))) without getting pissed#seriously why did they bring akufo back. would have been so much neater of a plot to have sam not get chosen bc he’s still protesting stuff#the nigerian government does#i just hate everything about how they write akufo it always comes off so fucking weird#anyways#tl#ted lasso#c.txt
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i see the good old blood libel is well and thriving. but i have yet to hear about well poisining. anyone want to enlighten me on what the sinister and globally conspiring zionists are doing to the water?
#so so much /s - just to be clear#i have been doomscrolling all day#i hate people so very fucking much#so many have lost the plot completely and seem beyond hope#apparently being critical of/to condemn the israeli government and its treatment of palestinians while not reproducing and spreading#incredibly dangerous antisemitic conspiracies is impossible for so many. has always been the case but now it's even worse.#but guess what: it really isn't that hard. if i can do it i am sure you can too#which just leads me to believe they were just vile and antisemitic to begin with and caring for the people of gaza is only performative and#a welcome excuse and outlet for their antisemitism.#it's very telling that i've reblogged maybe 4 posts about the current war/antisemitism and lost followers every time in the hours afterward#meins#antisemitism
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WTF is up with all these takes like “[extremely horrible and totalitarian fascist dictator/regime] dislikes the conception of Israel, therefore I believe that all their previous actions are actually defensible.” Do you guys actually care about marginalized folks, or is your activism purely selective and comprised of “facts” and “opinions” that conveniently fit into your narrow-minded world view? Because some of you genuinely seem to believe that “the enemy of my enemy is my friend” is an actual moral political stance to take. Guess what? It’s not. A government opposing something that you also oppose in doesn’t suddenly mean that you get to claim that they’re “misunderstood” or you were “lied to about them” or they're “actually right”. Your performative activism directly comes at the expense of oppressed people.
#I’ve seen people defend Russia and China#and North fucking Korea and idi amin and HITLER of all things#you guys are so fucking weird#also 99% of the time the reason these fascists dislike Israel is not because they support Palestine#but because they hate Jewish people#which I suspect is a reason some of y’all have lol#anyway. it’s always the westerners too#because if you were from Asia (Taiwan/SEA) none of y’all would be fucking defending China of all countries#sorry that coming from a 3rd world country means I actually have to deal with the consequences of these horrific governments#meanwhile all I see are comfortable and privileged westerners arguing that “oh they’re not THAT bad!”#also let’s just get this out of the way now#I know the reason some of you are hell-bent on defending these regimes/fascists is because they’re fundamentally anti-US#which let me be clear being anti-US is not the issue here#it is the fact that perf. activists hate the US government so much they are willing to defend equally (if not more so) horrible governments#i/p conflict
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Congratulations to Liz Truss on becoming the new prime minister!! I can't wait to see you further wreck our economy, destroy the planet, and try to recreate the Thatcher polices that continue to fuck up our country 40 years later!!!
#i also can't wait for her to receive so much hatred from the general public that she eventually has to resign#and/or is so shit that it leads to a general election#just fuck the tories#i really hope that everyone including the tories come to hate her#because i have had enough of living in this conservative hellscape all i live for is a general election#and if even after that we STILL have a tory government#maybe that will be it for me#UGHHHHHHH#liz truss#uk politics
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Where are the leaders of the land?
Where is
The king
Who runs this show?
#if you know you know#les mis#I fucking hate capitalist governments that allow the people to get exploited so fucking much
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I'm only kinda sorry for hyperfixating on korrasami
#notice how i say i'm kinda sorry#that's because the korrasami still gets so much hate for no reason#and i know it's mostly from zoomers#the entirety of the legend of korra came out before gay marriage was legalized#keep that in mind#the legend of korra came out BEFORE the fucking whip and nae nae#the legend of korra made their main relationship between two bisexual women in a biracial relationship#there's still some shows that wont even do that to this day#yet the legend of korra#(the show that came out when the government was beginning to think ''maybe gay people DO deserve some rights'') did that#not mention there's so many relationships#(such as lumity and catradora) that wouldn't be possible without korrasami#i will not stand for korrasami hate#if you're still reading this here's a cookie 🍪
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wow I hate everything abt the world
#this is about everything and nothing in particular. just one of those fucking days#I hate that there’s a fucking genocide and that joe fucking biden is going to lose this fucking election bc he’s fucking aiding and abetting#I hate that republicans are actively voting to make raped children give birth and that Trump is going to be fucking reelected#and that will be fucking national policy#I hate that some (white) bitches like to get up on their high horses abt how sexism isn’t a big problem for white women bc woc have always#had it worse#this is objectively true but it is also ok to acknowledge that white women have also been seen as property for hundreds of years#and have been blamed for being raped and forced to marry their rapists and been institutionalized bc their husbands said so#and have had no economic power and have been reliant on men for literally fucking everything until Extremely recently#YES this is all magnified for woc but it is so performative for white women to write screeds like this#on a fucking goodreads review (hypothetically speaking)#wow! I am angry about everything!!!#normally I can keep it in check but tonight it just one of those nights when I cannot. and here we are#also on a much more micro level! I hate that my dog was bitten by another dog and now is hurt and scared of other dogs!#and we can’t do almost anything to help her!#and I hate that all I wanted for dinner was pizza from my favorite spot in my hometown but that is 800 miles away#and I hate that I would love to be near family again but they live in a red state that is actively trying to overturn the will of its voters#and I hate that my husband wants to move back to his home state which is even redder#and I’d have to leave my job that I love and move to a state with much more existentially terrifying policy#and I love working for the state government but I sure as hell wouldn’t want to work for THAT state’s government#it’s just all bad I’m so pissed
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I honestly believe a lot of the pro-Palestine people on the left would be neo-Nazis if they were right wing because the amount of antisemitic propaganda you lot just eat up without an ounce of critical thought because it has the tag "Palestine" on it is genuinely horrifying.
#v.txt#antisemitism#im not saying you have to pick a side you should care about palestinians AND the innocent israelis being caught in crossfire#you can't say all palestinians shouldn't be to blame for hamas's actions (which they shouldn't if that wasn't clear)#and then say it doesn't matter if innocent israelis and israelian children are murdered because their government is bad#i know i said i don't like posting stuff like this but the 'propaganda' superbowl ad people are vagueing about#was a 'stop jewish hate' ad. it was not funded by israel. it was a non-profit organization with no proof it was made by zionists#and seeing people say 'there was something mentioning 'antisemitism' without any context behind it' makes me want to fucking puke.#antisemitism has skyrocketed exponentially since oct 7 with innocent jewish people being blamed for the actions of israel#and after the superbowl ad the entire internet has taken it as an invitation to publically broadcast how much they hate jewish people#you lot would rather literally spread blood libel rhoretic than just LISTEN to jewish people for once and it's so infuriatingly sad to see#all that im asking is just stop staying in your echo chamber that constantly spreads antisemitic conspiracy theories#and learn how antisemitic rhetoric actually spreads from jewish people talking about it instead of ignoring it like it doesn't exist#if you refuse to do that because you think not being antisemitic is contradictory to supporting palestine#then don't even bother saying your blog is safe for jewish people. it never will be until you stop reblogging from neo-nazis
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