as above, so below, john

So far so good I guess

spent a large part of today studying and the rest of it listening to sad songs and having a mental breakdown

Sunday vibes ig

My friend:Why do you still go to church if you're an atheist?

Me not wanting to explain that saying I'm an atheist to my family will make my life so shitty that it's better to continue lying, hiding my interests and opinions even tho it's starting to get on my fuckings nerves any time someone mentions Jesus: It's complicated.

OKAY BUT HEAR ME OUT I HATE SUNDAYS LIKE SUNDAYS ARE THE WORST DAY OF THE WEEK THEY ARE SO EW 😭

ok i feel better now that my blog is somewhat organized

i hate how easily distracted i get everytime. doesnt matter what im doing, i can never keep calm, focus and actually finish the work. it even can be something i like to do. i get distracted.

erg i feel so out of whack i need to go to sleep and reset myself like an old computer

When the Sunday Scaries hit…

guests are not guesting hosts are not hosting and gathering is not gatheringing take me out

i miss weeeeeeeeed

i always get made fun of for bringing my pillow along with me but if i’m not going to be sleeping in my own bed i will at the very least have my own pillow

what if I paint and/or cut my hair rn without preparing anything without thinking about it oooohhh I'm gonna do it yes yes I'm gonna do it rn pray for me

boredom, my arch nemesis.

sunday sickness