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kyouka-supremacy · 5 months
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Also kunikidazai is very good?? Like, it's Dazai's happy ending. It's Dazai settling for the trivial and the domestic, coming to terms with loving the world for its flaws and imperfections.
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raylex · 1 year
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What’s lex’s relationship with the evil trio (The First King, Glombrox, and of course Raymensis?
THANK YOU FOR THE ASK!! i always love getting to talk about my self insert's lore and interactions with other characters 🥺
i think they are... friends! acquaintances?? Associates????? they know each other.
even though the trio is supposed to be evil, lex doesn't see them as a threat at all, because in the end they are all just sort of incompetent hahah. so they certainly are not intimidated.
i hadn't given it much thought before, but i like the idea of lex and the first king being akin to a grandson and a grandfather, or an elderly man in a retirement home and his "visitor friend" (i'm not sure what the term is in english sorry, basically someone who volunteers to come visit the elderly if they have no immediate family). they are literally the "sure grandma let's get you to bed" meme LOL, the first king will babble on about BACK IN MY DAY -
lex doesn't have much of a personal connection with glombrox, they are more just "friends of friends", but they wish he would shower more... 🤢
with raymesis, it's complicated... do they hate eachother? are they friends? lex doesn't think someone can be dangerous if they look so similar to rayman after all! so they can be "friendly" (sort of) with eachother if needed, but if raymesis tries anything funny in regards to ruining rayman's reputation, they aren't afraid to kick his ass LMAO
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petrareads · 1 year
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2022 ‘Best Happenings’ Tag
Usually I do this tag at the beginning of December but instead I got distracted by making a booklr wrapped tag haha. I’ve been doing this for a few years though and it’s a nice way to reminisce about the year and remember the good parts of life you know? 
January - I went to this batch with my family and I finished two books and we played Risk and my brother and I swam in the lake a lot and it was lovely.
February - We got Tavvy!! My kitten. Can’t believe we haven’t even had her for a year yet because it seems like she’s always been around. Life is always better with a cat in it.
March - Started my final year of my degree! Had some enjoyable ecology field trips and started learning more about script writing which I’ve really come to love.
April - My family and my cousins went to go climb mount Tongariro (a 9hr volcano walk in NZ). We didn’t actually end up doing it because of the weather but I love chatting with my cousins very much and watching our dogs play together was so cute. 
May - Wasn’t a super eventful month. I did a lot of university work and I enjoyed writing my script and working with my animation group on our project. And based on my camera roll I spent a lot of time with Tav haha
June - Had some lovely day trips with my dad. We went to Waihi beach with Elsa (our doggo) and climbed up Wairere falls. 
July -  I went to Melbourne! And saw one of my oldest and closest friends. I struggled a bit with meeting new people and socializing but overall I loved seeing her and seeing Melbourne! And my mum met me there and we saw Hamilton (twice) and Six! A great winter holiday. 
August - This year I had a bit of a trouble socializing as since I’ve moved to NZ for uni and the global pandemic it’s been really difficult making friends. But in August my friend (from my first year at uni) and I made plans to meet for lunch every week and that was really nice. 
September - I spent a lot of time having little meetings and working as Team Leader™ on this group project at our local theatre. Not sure if the group enjoyed it but I liked pretending to be a little working professional lady haha.  I also had a really lovely birthday picnic with my family and one of my cousins. 
October - I worked on this short documentary with my group for one of my classes and despite being not necessarily super skilled at filming it was really lovely working and chatting with the group and being more involved in ✨art✨ at the university ahah
November - I helped make a short film with people from my documentary group and even though the work was out of my league it was a lot of fun filming at the beach and on campus and getting to know more people from the screen and media department. Also I went to the Wallows concert with my brothers!! 
December - I got a two new jobs! And quit my old job that I wanted to quit for ages! Despite being very busy finishing my degree and starting a new job I’m finally on holiday and I had a very lovely Christmas day with my family and did lots of swimming and playing board games and making yummy food. 
I know it’s literally the last day of the year ahah so absolutely no pressure to do this but I’ll tag: @earnestlyeccentric @plantpages @cutearose @katarinareads @ninja-muse @bookishfreedom @therefugeofbooks @myso-calledlibrary @stefito0o @nerdishfeels and anyone who would love to write down and share some lovely moments of their year - I always find this super therapeutic tbh ahah
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heffrondriving · 2 years
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fucking stupid amazing manband posting their new amazing shit and hardball playing with my feelings like this, i swear to the god i will rip apart with my bare hands,
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dokyeomini · 2 years
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i benched with the bar today!!!
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elektroblues · 2 years
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hii :D i'm curious what are your fave songs from zeit?
hellooooo<333 ARMEE DER TRISTEN PLEASEEEEE BEST ALBUM OPENER EVER. then for other faves i don't just wanna list the rest of the tracklist hskfhsjdhs but i'll say angst, schwarz, giftig, lügen, and adieu are on my on repeat :)
alr a given i like them all ykyk but those are the current faves ^-^
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rttenboy · 10 months
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me: hmmm i've been feeling good recently maybe im not bipolar after all
also me, a week later: (violently enters depressive episode)
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nanowired-lover · 2 years
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i know i should ask for help i litteraly have a friend living 1 block away but for fucks sake, why is it so hard to ask for help
why do i have to specify the help i don't even know what i need
and i know i'll get better before they got there bc i'll be too ashamed
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natelia-aldelliz · 1 year
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Ghost : Ok, why do you baby Gaz so much, you do know he's a grown man, right?
Price : Oh come on, first off I don't baby him, second, jealousy doesn't suit you, third, he's the youngest of us, it's only normal that I watch over him a bit more, he's basically a baby, he just turned 27 last week!
Gaz : Damn, don't remind me, I feel old. But also like, maybe it's because he's the youngest sibling, but I do feel older than Soap most days, to be honest.
Price : Well yeah, you two are very close in age, but Soap's actually gonna turn 29 later this year, right Soap?
Soap :
Price : ... Soap?
Soap : Yep, sorry, yeah, wasn't paying attention, sure, I'm gonna be uh... 28? Wait no, that was last year, 29 right, ahah...
Ghost :
Gaz :
Price :
Soap : *avoids eye contact*
Price : How old are you son?
Soap : 29?
Gaz : Aren't you supposed to be 28...?
Soap : Ahah, yeah, that's what I meant, I'm 28, I'm gonna be 29... right?
Ghost : You're lying aren't you. You look like you're lying. Price, he's lying.
Price : What's your birth year?
Soap :
Price : ....
Soap, visibly counting on his fingers : 1994 !
Ghost, staring at Price with his look(tm) :
Gaz : Wait, you don't know your birth year by heart?
Ghost : No, he just doesn't remember the lie he said.
Soap : Come on, LT, what do you mean, a lie, I'm just your average 29 years old man, born in 1994, what do you want me to say?
Ghost : Johnny, you'd be born in 1993 if you were 29, I mean, if you didn't also lie about your birthday.
Soap :
Price, having had enough of today already : Okay, how old are you really. What's your real birth year.
Soap : ..... 1996 ?
Gaz : I'M NOT THE FUCKING BABY ANYMORE THIS IS THE GREATEST DAY OF MY LIFE !!!
Ghost, concerned : You're 26 ?? But your file said you've been in active duty for 10 years !
Soap : Yep 😁👍
Ghost :
Soap : Funny story, I was actually 15 when i enrolled, cause it was before my birthday, but yeah.
Ghost :
Soap : Don't look at Price like that, he knew all about me ~allegedly~ kidnapping a military officer and still wanted me, he's not gonna push me out because my joints are gonna hurt two years later than he originally thought.
Gaz : Wait, no, back up, you did what to a military officer?
Soap : Oh, I never told you? Yeah, he was really pissing me off, you know how it is-
Price : I'm going back to bed.
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semisolidmind · 10 months
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The monkey husbands surrounded by dead bodys: man this protecting the monk stuff is easy! Why are you guys having such a hard time
Reader: I don't believe they are trying to kill people
Monk: because killing is wrong!
The husbands: KiLlinG is WrONg
Reader: why can't you both behave for once
Is this right?
(i actually had a lil peice of dialogue in my notes that's similar to this)
"This journey is about delivering the sacred texts, and becoming respectable monks!"
"Ahah, yeah, like that's gonna happen. Also, I may not be an expert, baldy, buuuut I'm pretty sure Buddhist monks can't get married. And peaches over here has already snatched us up, soooooo..." says Wukong, rolling his eyes.
"Hah!" Macaque laughs. "Oh, whatever shall we do, brother? The human girl has sullied us, caused us to stray from the path! Now we'll NEVER get to starve ourselves and beg for the rest of our lives!" Mac falls to the ground, an arm thrown dramatically over his eyes.
Wukong laughs as Macaque "languishes" on the ground. Reader is unamused.
"Please ignore them."
Turning from his dramatic brother with a chuckle, Wukong gives the monk an unimpressed look.
"Anyways, baldy," the monkey king says as he drapes himself over readers shoulders, "You may as well stop preaching. I, for one, don't wanna hear anymore about...whatever nonsense you were spouting earlier. It's getting on my nerves."
Macaque materializes next to Reader, opposite to Wukong. "I've resorted to listening in on the court cases in hell just to tune you out. They're surprisingly interesting in comparison."
"Be polite, please." Reader huffs.
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wasyago · 8 months
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*looks at the thumbnail and title of the next riptide episode* guys i don't think i wanna do this anymore......
/j obviously, but uh. um. uhh. m. maybe not? how about no? you know like, naaw, yeah? ahah... :") im scared
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kyouka-supremacy · 1 year
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oh :( I'm so sorry you received hate 😭 you don't deserve it at all I really like your posts!
Aaaaawwwwwww thank you so much!!!!!! Admittedly it was kind of a moodkiller so this really helped make me cheer up (╥﹏╥) I really appreciate it, I'm happy to know there's people that can still enjoy my posts!!!!!!!!! Thank you tons for sending this and I hope you're having a sweet day / night (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*.✧
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moumouton4 · 4 months
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Orochimaru "punishing" reader for cumming while being edged by overstimulating them until there a blabbering and begging mess?
PS: ideally reader would have a penis but that's up to you really, just keep the language gender neutral as always:)
Please and thank you!
Overstimulation || Orochimaru x male!reader
A/n : Okay first time writing for a mal!reader but I think I've had enough experience to do so. Hopefully you'll like it my dear !
Warnings : mention of edging, overstimulation, use of slut once ( I don't know why I've been dirty talking a lot recently ahah ), cum lots of it, handjob reader!receiver, anal fingering, oral reader!receiver, 18+ READERS ONLY and wrap it before you tap it
Masterlist ⚜
I don’t give permission to repost my work, if you want to share it just reblogue it
Word count : 1262
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You knew very well your damn place, he has been making sure you did. But yet seconds ago broke one of the most important rules he had set for you : no cumming without permission. How couldn't you though, it has been at least an hour his hands continually rubbed, stroked and edged all those sensitive parts of your lower body, without forgetting the way he used to twist your nipples, making the pressure build even faster, and this stare, his eyes were attuned and scrutinizing each one of your reactions, this alone had the gift of making you squirm.
You couldn't hold it in, you didn’t manage to, not when his eyes screamed for you to cum despite the absence of the verbal permission. Your stomach was soaked in white sticky cum, just like his hands. You could not bear to look him in the eyes, not anymore when you know you have overstepped the rule. But his voice pulled your gaze towards his face.
“Tss tss tss” he smirked “What have you done Little One” he purred in your ear, his hand ceasing its languid motion for an instant, to slap your spent cock with the back of his hand, making a moan escape from your lips as it bounced back against your stomach.
“That’s such a nasty boy I have in front of me. A nasty boy who couldn't even keep his cum inside” he mused, his hand now dangerously close to the tip of your still erect length, it seemed that you had more to give. And it didn’t escape Orochimaru who decided to have a little fun with it. You wanted to cum, well you’re not going to stop any time soon now.
The bed, a witness of all your nights of shared passions, was now becoming a prison of pleasure impossible to escape from you as the older man kept you pinned down, once more displaying his strength. He enjoyed moments like this, when it was clear that he had the ascendent over you, but seeing you like this, all sweaty, your length glistening with your juices and still throbbing with each beat of your heart, made it so hard for him not to fuck you right here and there.
“Let’s see how much this stupid body of yours can take” he snarled, his own arousal pulsing in his attire. But he couldn't let you see how worked up he was, and for that he had to render you even more turned on than he was. Bringing his already soaked fingers to his mouth, appreciating your taste on them, he wetted them enough - or maybe he just wanted an excuse to taste you ahah - and dragged them down your body.
You shivered at the added stimulation as two of his fingers made their way towards your puckered entrance, circling it slowly. You bite your lips in anticipation, a soft sigh finally escaping them when they gently slided in your tight warmth. His other hand that had been diligently stroking your cock up and down went further down, his thumb now massaging the bone just under your balls making your head loll back.
“Ghn… p-plea-please” you moaned, as you tried to beg him to stop his luxurious torture. The pressure inside you built with each thrust of his fingers, and before you knew it, your legs shook with the force of another powerful orgasm, spurts of cum shoot from the flushed head of your length. A single drop ended up on his cheek, but not for too long, because his tongue poked out of his mouth to gather the sweet essence he didn’t want go to waste.
“See ?” he pointed out the obvious “If you can still climax there is no point in stopping your punishment soon, now isn’t it Little One ?”
You shook your head, the words lacking as the hand that was teasing your balls went back to your shaft. Hand gripping the head of it, thumb pressing down on your slit “N-no m-more… st-stop I c-can’t mmh” you groaned, voice breaking with pleasure as his fingers reached that special spot.
A strangled cry escaped your throat as you gave in once more, tears streaming down your cheeks due to the overstimulation you were experiencing. Orochimaru’s hand moved with an increasing ease now, because with each new wave of fresh cum, it got more slippery, losing a bit of its sticky aspect. It looked like even your dick was shedding its own kind of tears now. 
His gaze alternated between your pathetically wet cock to your fucked out face, at this point not a single word was articulated when it come out of your mouth. You were a mess, but it was one of his favorite shows to attend to. He smirked when he felt your hold tightening around his fingers.
“Are you close again ? Should I rename you my Little Slut instead of my Little One ?” he chuckled darkly, before licking your neck up to your cheek. A whimper was the only answer you could give him, and he loved it. Gosh he wanted to get up and shove his dick down your throat some much more now. And if you weren’t so worked up you could have seen the stain of precum that appeared just above his growing erection.
Now he could stop this at any moment, he just needed you to tell him, tell him that you’ve understood and that you were not ever going to come again without having his permission beforehand. But seeing the state you were in, he wouldn’t get one word out of you any time soon. As he kept thinking, his fingers never stopped their rhythmic motions. His hair started to stick to his forehead due to the effort of keeping you down and still for so long.
Your hips started to buck uncontrollably, seemingly fucking yourself into his loose fist as he chuckled “I’ll let you go after you give me one last more okay ?” he said, though it was more an affirmation than a question, as his hands increased their speed.
“Ah ! O-oro- ghn.. oh f-fuck- mpff” you whimpered as he effectively made you come. Licking the cum - your cum - off his fingers. Then he crawled back in the bed towards your face, kissed your teary cheeks, you looked so cute, but for now he was way to horny to comment about it. Your tired arms tried to wrap around him but he pushed them away. Getting comfortable on the bed, his back against the headboard, he gently placed your head on his lap.
“Would you mind giving Daddy a little threat now ?” he purred as he tousled your hair on the side “Let’s say it’s your reward after handling your punishment so good mmh ?” his fingers worked deftly to get his hardened member out.
Meanwhile, lying peaceful on his lap you caught your breath. Your body shivered from the lack of stimulation that stopped bringing you the warmth that made you forget your were naked all this time, not for too long though, because Orochimaru, ever attentive - even in his state of arousal - pulled the plush cover on top of you. Poking your lips with the head of his cock, he waited for you to open your mouth, beads of precum were already leaking out of you. Sticking your tongue out you licked his head clean, making your partner shiver deliciously. His hand came to rest on your head as he groaned “That’s it. Just like that Little Boy. Suck it like I’ve shown you”
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peachypinkygloss · 4 months
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hi :)
I'll try to make it short because I think not many people follow my activity anymore (as if there is anything to follow LOL) and so I believe this will only reach the ones who still cares about me hehe
i have no desire to update on this account as for now. it's been like this for a few months, and it only decreased as the days passed... I felt and still feel very guilty because I've done so many things here and I really thought this would last A LOT longer ahah but as you may know, I'm still young and discovering myself.
I won't lie that I've been feeling like my work was never very valued for what it was, or at least only valued when I discussed certain topics and members... but I fussed enough about that in the past and I don't want to bother about it anymore, hence why I'm sort of taking a break from Tumblr (or rather this account)
"sort of" because I don't know if next week I will suddenly find the motivation to update here again. I don't want to leave this account because, well, I've accomplished more than I thought I would ever in a life time and I know damn well I'm gonna go through another phase where I will be very active.
I'll be active on my side blog, which I'm planning on moving into another logging so I don't have to bother with peachypinkygloss' notifications. it's definitive, so I will give it some thinking.
I've written this really last minute lol but oh well.
P.S.: I don't really care if I haven't been able to finish what I started, and ngl it shouldn't matter to you either. it was never a promise and I have a life outside Tumblr (surprisingly lmfao). please, never harass an author about updates guys, it's seriously the most discouraging thing ever. I've gotten a lot of that and it killed my mood, especially when nobody really showed genuine gratitude.
I might log in here from time to time but reach out to me on cherrypinkygloss (don't follow me there, I won't post any content! it's only for DMs) or my side blog! however, if you want to be moots again you'll have to follow cherrypinkygloss.
little precision I dismissed to add: my side blog isn't for everyone, don't follow thinking I'm posting the same kind of content as here! it's very different and darker and taboo. all the warnings are identified on my navigation. be responsible, thank you!
#<3
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Super vague thirst I thought of recently actually but.. imagine a threesome with Capitano and Tartaglia, except the reader is a fem!dom and Tartaglia's the sub <3 probably the only times Capitano has ever really acknowledged him too. maybe reader's also a dom towards Capitano too but not as much as our fave 11th harbinger 💖
CW. Threesome, Bondage, Femdom!Reader x Sub!Childe;Tartaglia, Switch!Capitano, Choking, Overstimulation, Dacryphilia, Unprotected Sex, Creampies, Vaginal, & Anal Sex, Not-Proof read or Edited
A/N. i'll try to finish one of my requests, some may take way longer and i apologize for that. after i do my requests i'll most likely resort in making thirsts instead bcus of how unmotivating writing for requests can get.
masterlist | tag system | 17- & MASC-ALIGNED PLEASE DNI! THIS IS ONLY FOR FEMALE AUDIENCES.
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Childe has been reduced to a blushing, whimpering wreck. His body is so stimulated and sensitive that he can't help but moan whenever he feels an ounce of pleasure emanating from it. As he was forced to take what was given to him, his wrists were red and tied behind his back.
You can see how the ginger's mouth drools, his eyes threatening to roll back as you ride him non-stop. Each time you bounce, his body twitches. Each time he feels your walls flutter around him, he bites his lip till' it bleeds. You always make sure to taste and kiss the red liquid away, licking your lips seductively to show him how much you like it.
Ah, we can't forget our dear higher-ranking harbinger, can we? Capitano can be intimidating but it was quite amusing seeing him act so weak under you as well. You felt so powerful having two strong harbingers wrapped around your finger that easily.
Fuck, it was hard for Childe to resist the sight of you getting fucked to oblivion by Capitano. The larger man was groaning lowly as you bounced on his cock, hands around his throat to a soundful mess. You noticed how bricked up Childe got from just watching you.
The way your breasts recoil each time Capitano thrusted into your wet cunt, the way your high pitch moans sound when he hits that right spot and the way your eyes watch the man under you lustfully.
The ginger begged for you to touch him, literally anywhere and he wouldn't mind it. He just wanted you to give him attention so bad, wanted to prove to you he can be a good boy and that he was deserving of your affection.
Oh how he proved it well. Childe was basically a puppy that obeys any command his master would give him. He would even kiss the ground you walk on if it meant you could give him a glance.
"Show me that you'll be a good boy. That you deserve my attention." You coo and you swore his eyes shined from that alone.
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"Ahah~! Please, [Y/N], don't get so feral- Oh fuck!" Childe gasps, throwing his head backwards. Letting out a scream of pleasure as he reaches his nth orgasm. He was panting like a dog in heat, his body was sweaty from how many rounds have passed. "C-can't come anymore.." He breathes, hazy eyes looking up at you as tears threatened to fall down his cheeks from how sensitive he's become.
You could only hush him and kiss those pretty tears away, pressing even more kisses on his face, "Come on, just one more for me, baby~" You whisper, pinching his cheeks playfully as you started to grind against him. Childe could only let out a shaky breath as his body quakes. "N-no, I can't- I-"
You feel something pressed against your back, causing you to get closer to Childe's face. Turning your head, you see Capitano's chest against your body, you can feel him rumble a bit as his rough hands reached down to play with your clit. His face against your nape with a groan, his thick cock grinding your ass so he could get off.
Capitano's free hand wrapped around the rope tying Childe's body, harshly pulling it in, causing the ginger to groan and gasp in pain and pleasure. "Shut up and fucking pleasure her already." His deep voice rumbles with authority, causing Childe to whine and grind his hips upwards, his tip hitting another sweet spot of yours.
"'M sorry, please, agh-!" Childe apologizes profusely as you continue to ride him, your pace increasing as you go. When Capitano looks down at you, you turn your head, smirking. Even with the mask on, it's clear how desperate he is. You tell him to pull it down so you can put your free hand behind his head and smash your lips into his, forcing your tongue inside his mouth and making him groan lowly in pleasure.
Capitano's grip on your hip doesn't falter one bit. He hovers your ass over his leaking cock and inserts it inside of you, grunting when you tighten around him and force your lips deeper into his until saliva was dripping out the corners of them.
"[Y-Y/N]?" Childe stutters, his voice wavering a bit when you stopped rising and falling on his cock. You pulled away with a pop, a string of saliva connecting your and Capitano's mouths. "Is something the matter?" You murmured, leaning towards Childe, licking a stripe of his neck before biting it, making him shiver. "No.." he replies, "Just need you so bad..."
"Prove it then," you hum, your hand coming down from beneath his jaw to his chest, pinching and twisting his nipples and receiving a loud sough from him. "A-archons, fuck!" he screams as you begin humping on him due to Capitano's slow-moving thrusts.
"If you manage to prove yourself, you might get a reward from both of us." You coo, giggling at his desperate attempt to pump his dick inside you once he heard that, oh how determined he was to show the both of you he can be a good boy, especially to you, and it never fails to amuse you.
© notsodivininglover 2023. reposting, plagiarizing, translating or claiming my works are strictly forbiddened.
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t3mp4cheololo · 5 months
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Alina Afanaskina diary(English)
maybe it`s not her diary, idk, but also...
Post from 2.08 11:49 Moscow time
02.08 If you're reading this, then I'm already dead (or I've been detained)
How you fucked me up, you fuckers. I'm writing this in tears, I hate school and everything related to it. I would fucking shoot you all
I'm not a terrorist, and I'm not even a school girl, I just want to kill a couple of nasty people who ruined my life and it wouldn't hurt to shoot myself.
13.08 Right now I'm looking at Dad`s weapon and I want to shoot myself…
14.08 The holidays would rather be over (for the first time I want this), I think I will surprise them on the first of September <3
20.08 Dasha, along with her dumb friends, grins at me, fucking came into MY room and also with her friends and dares to laughing over me ☠️ ☠️ ☠️ ☠️ ☠️ The only thing that comforts me is the fact that I'm going to shoot her.
31.08 Tomorrow I will kill those who have been killing my psyche throughout my life, but I feel so calm every day is the same as it always will be.. idk what will happen
01.09 I HAVE ALREADY TAKEN THE KEY, I HAVE ALREADY OPENED THE SAFE, BUT THERE IS NO GUN, IT LOOKS LIKE IT IS IN THE GARAGE
Fuck it, they were just lucky.
Now I've come home from school and I'm happy, but I could have killed them all…
04.09 This shit begins, today I went to the blackboard to take books and the stupid whore Nastya gave me the ugliest and torn books (on purpose), she is laughing and the whole class is there too, MMMMM HOW FUNNY
07.09 I'm sitting in Columbine chats and threw a splint on a bomb, can I use it too? There's a shorter guy saying "today with the permission of Allah" ahhahaha
I FOUND A CHANNEL THERE 700 RECIPES FOR DIFFERENT EXPLOSIVES AHAH CAN BLOW THEM UP?!?! hmm, maybe it's not for nothing that my father left a weapon in the garage, after all, natural selection, fate
11.09 Congratulations to Ilnaz, Dylan on his birthday, I wish you health and happiness
30.09 Oh, I forgot about this diary, I haven't been writing anything for a long time. Well, I'll say that things have not changed in any way, the creatures torment my psyche as soon as possible, I'm hz, I'm afraid to do shooting and suicide. But I really want to
14.10 Nothing interesting, as always, day after day with bullying. Even at home, a fucked-up father and a fucked-up sister fuck brains
15.10 Oh, I found the mining manual of the school hmmm interesting
there was a link here
There's only one drawback, I don't know how to make bombs.
And what he tells me, I don't fucking understand, I couldn't learn chemistry properly, what do you think because of whom?)))
16.10 Fuck, I don't even know how to shoot normally, I've never been taught that. But it seems to me that it's easy, like I'm watching videos on YouTube right now, I've already learned how to reload a gun.
11.11 I want to kill more and more, fucking so many months have passed and I still haven't killed them. God, I don't even have time to run this fucking note channel, I live in fear all the time. ABSOLUTELY EVERYONE HATES ME. But now they'll love me.
29.11 Bitch, I can't anymore, it's fucked up!!
01.12 I have lost any sense of waiting when I grow up. I can't stand their antics anymore. And I won't. I don't know when I'm going to kill them, damn it, I'd like to do it sooner
02.12 Anyway, next week I will definitely shoot them
06.12 I forgot to write, but I'll go tomorrow, the weapon is still at home. It's just not profitable for me to go to the garage. And then dad will take him away again, most likely somewhere. I'm just burned out already.
07.12 :(
Post from 7.12 This message is set on a timer for 12/07/23:50. (I hope by that time they will know that there was a shooting)
Started writing this 02.12 | 20:59.
If you are reading this message, it means you somehow found out about my channel.
(I hope the channel won’t be deleted by then.. Or I hope they won’t find this old phone, because I want to help someone with my life story)
Although who knows, perhaps no one will ever know about the existence of this channel.
And I will remain to rot in the grave and no one will even remember me and my story.
In short, yes, things suck! My father hits me sometimes. My sister, excuse me, is sucking him off or something, or how can I explain that it’s just me that everyone at home hates… Well, even at school they bully, although no, the fucking creatures, brainless classmates, are “just joking.”
Their “roffles” are not funny at all and not without insult, as the teacher said when my classmates scratched me “accidentally” with a pen cap until they bled <> I don’t remember what she said there.
I wish everyone who hates me to go through what I went through. I first started cutting myself at the age of 8, AT EIGHT YEARS OLD!! When all the children live a happy life, I cry and pray for death. I've changed, I don't cut myself so much anymore, rarely very much. Now I hate not myself, but everyone around me. You are pathetic creatures who don’t even notice the problem under your nose (me).
Therefore, I hope that I will kill everyone I wanted, namely: father, Dasha, Nastya, Kirill, Anton, Masha, Sasha, Vanya, Artyom and maybe Yegor. Well, it would be nice for myself too))) I don’t want to go to prison, and I don’t want to live at all.
I think that at the beginning of the night I’ll quietly kill Dasha and dad and steal the weapon… then I’ll go to hell (school), go into my class and shoot them at the beginning, and then I’ll go look for other creatures who also managed to ruin my life.
Although I’m not sure that I’ll be able to kill them, I’m afraid to pierce a human body with a sharp object, I’m not some kind of sick maniac, I’m out of despair, as it were…
I believe that this is how we need to fight bullying, because other methods imposed by teachers and society do not work at all.
“don’t pay attention to them”, “tell them you’re not happy”🤡🤡
If they systematically bully you, fucking kill them. They ruined your life, you must do it, because they will multiply and more people will suffer. And perhaps many more people will die. It is better to immediately kill these socially rotting creatures and commit suicide than to commit only suicide. DO YOU UNDERSTAND???
What can I recommend to people who read this when “fighting” bullying:
Well, you need to understand and be aware of what you are going to, in order to kill people you need to know about the consequences and about past killers. Therefore, go to YouTube, Wikipedia and watch videos about Columbine, school shooting, revenge, etc. watch how to shoot, how to reload. If there are no weapons and there won’t be any in the future for some reason, kill or blow up the offenders. You can also watch how to cut on YouTube, although this does not require any special skills. By the way, I came up with an idea, I’ll take my dad’s knife with me just in case, in case they take my weapon away, I’ll cut something then, but I don’t know, I’ll think about it again.. I repeat, this is scary for me. It's scary to feel your insides with a knife. It's actually much better to shoot.
To blow up the same thing, look on YouTube for lessons on how to make explosives, only you need to know chemistry, I don’t know huh, so I’ll do without a bomb (this is really difficult for me).
In general, my life was not the best, and if there had been an opportunity, I would have been born again (only in a normal family) and would have lived normally.
I realized that it was better not to say anything than to say some kind of bullshit and then for months to hear quotes of my words with the antics of my classmates.
By the way, I am a kind person, I love animals and nature, because they are not people. They can't hurt me. The only people I feel comfortable with are cats <3
I don’t deserve to die, I’m very sorry that I’m taking this step. But understand, it was necessary.
If you want to try to understand me, watch the movie "Class", I am very similar to the main characters.
Oh, I feel so good that I spoke out. I hope that someone will hear and understand me, but fortunately I will already be in a coffin, I don’t give a fuck.
Sorry.
(there may be grammatical mistakes here)
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