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luffyvace · 3 months
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☆♪Ace x childhood best friend reader (who he has a crush on)☆♪
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I’m trying to make my titles more appealing and fun to look at hopefully it’s working~!
(still not bothering with aesthetics this is something i personally wanna do)
For the record these are gender neutral so no worries
How y’all met? I’m not gonna go into specifics but you likely went into his territory
unless you met on one of his trips to the city for food n such
those three brothers are close and two didn’t trust easily back then
But once you make it in they’re circle there’s no backing down
from then on you always go to play with them and go on adventures together
they decided to keep you as a friend rather than a sibling
(back to present)~
ace honestly loves you because you accepted him, your cool, your (likely) strong whether that’s mentally or physically and most of all you’ve stuck by his side all this time
even him and luffy went they’re separate ways to become pirates
but you? You two met and have never separated since
you’ve literally kept your promise not to leave unlike no other
your always there
finally he has someone in his corner
and someone as cool as you?? How could he not fall in love 😍😍
Really he figured it out while just spacing out one day real early
like early enough to see the sunrise
he was just staring off, scouting just in case, although his mind was mostly on you
he laughed to himself thinking about memories of you two
and even more so that your still here
he noticed how nervous he now was to talk to you when you got up
he had a funny feeling in his stomach, his hands/breathing was jittery and he kept running his hand through his hair, trying to fight a smile
he was so incredibly nervous yet excited to see you!!
but why?! Today’s an ordinary day!
what is he some kind of love sick puppy?!…
lovesick?
LOVE???
WAIT WHAT THE CRAP HE NEVER CONSIDERED THAT!!
wait….no way, right?? He’s in love??
bro WHAT?! HE’S IN LOVE??
he’s..in love with (name)
wow…all this time he never even thought of that
NOW HE REALIZES HOW FLIRTY HE’S BEEN WITH YOU?!
it wasn’t even intentional!!
and now that he realizes it…….he always has the funny feeling every time he talks to you!
and his heart spikes when you call him!
bro…..wow.
*sits there in realization for the next hour*
how he acts when he has a crush:
Honestly he’s just trying to impress you and make you happy in every way
he acts chivalrous, paying for all the diners you stop at, opening doors, pulling out chairs, reminding you of things, grabbing your coat, doing you favors (ones you didn’t ask for but appreciate)
yes this is all very cliche and cheesy but you can’t go wrong with that right??
I mean…does it look like he knows how to love?! 😀
he never met either of his parents!! 😬🤦‍♀️
bro is trying his best okay?? 🤷‍♀️
he playfully shows off
he does it in a way that’s not annoying too, it doesn’t feel like he’s bragging when he does it
”hurrrr look at my big musclessss! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ”
LOLLL
he does it in a way that makes you laugh so it seems more like a joke
he gets you meaningful trinkets and stuff he remembers you like/said your wanted
when you two join the WBP
he also asks Marco and Izo for advice on how to act around you (just act normal bro)
as well as whitebeard!!
Thatch too
he rambled to literally everyone except you about you
then he has to beg and do favors for them not to tell you all the cheesy/embarrassing things he says
goodness Ace 🤦‍♀️
he goes around like a love sick puppy for a few weeks ranting about you and celebrating about becoming a man (😂💗)
but then when Marco asks when he’s gonna ask you out….
Ace FREAKS out.
like he literally forgot about that part-
IS IT TOO LATE?! DID YOU ALREADY FIND ANOTHER MAN??-
wait you two are childhood best friends you would’ve told him 🤨
oh.
okay well great!-
now……how does he confess?🧍‍♀️
seriously he doesn’t know how. He doesn’t know what to say, do or give you
OR where to do it OR when OR if he’s even good enough OR if you won’t like him..
WAIT WHAT IF HE’S NOT A GOOD ENOUGH BOYFRIEND?!
wait..WHAT IF YOU DON’T LOVE HIM BACK⁉️
He’s feels like giving up already😞
theres so many women/men in the world why would you want some lost parentless pirate who questions his existence…
now when he goes to Marco and says all that he just laughs at him and calls him emo 😊
no but in all seriousness he brings Ace back to his senses and reminds him about what if you DO love him back 😏
😮🤩🤩
he forgot all about that!- (😀)
WAIT WHAT IF YOU DO LIKE HIM BACK!!
THIS IS SO EXCITING!!
him and Marco run to find izo and have a bro meeting immediately
which happens and the three immediately start planning the confession >:3
they put they’re heads together to conjure something they know you’d like but doesn’t seem too sappy
his confession !! 🤩
the next time the ship stops at an island he takes you to a calm beach area where you relax and have some fun all day
your nakama are around but it mostly just seem like the world is just you and Ace right now
midday is when Ace strikes!
this was izo’s idea
no! it’s not because if he had to wait the next day to interact with you as his girlfriend he wouldn’t get any sleep >:(
Ace brought the topic to your childhood past together as you ate lunch and at some point you didn’t notice he transitioned to how he feels about you and how much he cares about you and that it would be everything to him if you became his girlfriend.
now it’s your turn to ‘WAIT WHAT’ :)
that was so smooth!
you didn’t even notice he was trying to confess until the end!
Wow did that surprise you!
at least your muscles were still working so that you could nod your head because you certainly didn’t know what to say!
____________「what do you say?」____________
____________Yes. No.____________ ________________________ (mini bonus): if you aspired to be a pirate, simply don’t mind or would like to support his dream, you joined the spade pirates! (Which obviously gets consumed into the whitebeard pirates, but hey your captain made the decision so you don’t mind). If your strong he’ll make you vice captain since your his first ever nakama. <3 otherwise you might be the navigator, medic or something else your good at! Likely not something that puts you in immediate danger though. He worries about the ones he loves leaving him too much for that.
HOPE YOU ENJOYED LOVLIES !! 🦋🦋
I need to write about ace more but I also needs get past the impel down arc but I also don’t (spoiler) wanna watch his death but I also wanna see more of his backstory and finish one piece and- 。.:*。.:*💥 _:(´o`」 ∠): …… d( ̄  ̄) - I’m good
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Them with a reader that tries to be Santa Claus
alternatively: Them with a reader that dresses up to hand out gifts
characters: Charlotte / Clorinde / Furina / Navia x gn!reader (separate)
warnings: none, just fluff
a/n: Soon is christmas eve, aka the day I celebrate christmas on, so Merry Christmas everyone! And Happy Holidays/a nice weekend to those of you that don't celebrate! I hope you all have a great time!
Anyway, hope you enjoy!
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Charlotte
The moment Charlotte first heard about the series of break-ins happening all over Fontaine, she set her mind on investigating them and writing a piece on them once she found the culprit. It wasn't every day that such an interesting case revealed itself after all, and letting it go to waste was the exact opposite of what a self-respecting journalist would do.
All of which was to say that meet-ups between you and Charlotte became rarer as her entire focus shifted towards her new project. So when you finally got the chance to meet, you wanted to make the most of it, getting each other up to speed on what you had been doing these past few days as quickly as possible before moving on to different topics.
“Now that I remember! I saw this really funny red and white coat and hat at that store recently, so I–” you were in the process of rambling while bending downwards and trying to fish the aforementioned hat out of your bag, when Charlotte suddenly interrupted you, her eyes wide open as she seemingly just remembered something.
“That reminds me of something! Have you heard of the recent break-ins all around the city? I’m currently investigating them, I’m sure it will make for a fantastic article, maybe even one of my best.” She asked, causing your head to tilt slightly as you stared at her in confusion, trying to recollect whether you’ve heard of them or not.
“Break-ins? Sorry Charlotte, this is the first I’ve heard of it. What made you remember it all of a sudden, though?” You returned the question, still bent down as you looked up at her.
“Apparently the perpetrator was seen wearing a red and white coat by eye-witnesses. It didn't seem like they wanted to remain hidden at all, especially since they left behind items each and every time, spanning from children’s toys to pieces of clothing… Oh! Maybe they are trying to threaten their victims!?”
The moment you heard Charlotte’s description, you froze, staring at her with increasingly wider eyes while slowly returning to your original position, putting the red hat back onto the bottom of your bag while shifting its contents around until it was covered by another item.
“Oh! Sorry for interrupting you, I just really wanted to tell you about it before I forgot, so I kinda ran my mouth. What were you saying about the hat and coat you saw while shopping?” Charlotte shifted her attention back to you, her usual big smile on her lips as she apologized, causing your face to nearly start blushing.
“O-oh yeah… I thought about how weird they looked. Like, who in their right mind would buy something that stupid looking? Right?” You nervously laughed it off before quickly changing the topic.
Maybe– just maybe –today wasn’t the day to tell Charlotte about your brilliant idea to surprise people with gifts.
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Clorinde
It was fair to say that if someone had asked Clorinde how she imagined her evening to go, “having to convince the guardes to release you after they had to fish your half-conscious and yet still screaming body out of some families chimney after you got stuck in it upside-down” definitely wasn’t going to be her predicted response. And yet here you were anyway. Having to explain the whole situation to a pair of justifiably disturbed parents and their child was exhausting enough, but having to do the same to Fontaine’s police force was a completely different story.
“Miss Clorinde, you want to tell me that the subject attempted to climb down someone’s chimney to… deliver them a present? I know the two of you are close, but are you absolutely sure that your perception of them might not be skewed by your relationship? Having to confront the fact that a friend or partner might not be as kind or innocent as thought can be a difficult process.” The guard asked her once again, a compassionate look on his face, only for Clorinde to shake her head resolutely.
“I’m absolutely sure of it. They may do questionable things from time to time, but there’s no doubt in my mind their intentions were well-meaning.” She responded, causing the guard to let out a deep sigh before putting his signature on the piece of paper in front of him.
“If that’s the case, you can pick them up over there… just please make sure to tell them not to do anything like it again. When it happens once, it could be a misunderstanding… if it happens twice, there’s no excuse.”
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When the two of you finally left the building, you were holding on to Clorinde tightly, tears rolling down your face as your whole body trembled.
“I’m never doing it again. I thought I was going to die there! Can you imagine how scary it is to be stuck in such a tight place? I couldn’t even move my arms!” You finally managed to form a few coherent sentences, taking deep breaths every once and again as you didn’t seem to calm down until Clorinde reluctantly put one of her arms around you.
…There was nothing wrong with showing weakness, but could the two of you please go home please?
“Why are chimneys so small in the first place?” You eventually asked, not specifically aimed at Clorinde, rather any chimney Archon that might be eavesdropping on your conversation, causing her to let out a small sigh she didn’t realize she had held in before starting to move.
“Let’s get you home first before we discuss architectural matters.”
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Furina
If you had asked her on any other day, Furina would have shot down your idea in an instant. The mental image of the former Hydro Archon donning a red hat, coat and fake white beard before handing out small presents to the residents of Fontaine passing by on the street being horrible enough to make her visibly cringe. And yet, when you asked in what was a conversation littered with jests, she jokingly accepted, thinking nothing more of it and quickly forgetting your proposal… that was until she opened her door on one winter day, only to find you standing there, dressed in the same outfit you had described all this time ago, with a second one in your bag.
While you seemed to have the time of your life, talking with a child and their parent in as deep of a voice as you could muster before showing them a big smile, letting out the same laugh she had at one point found amusing before quickly growing sick of it and handing them a small toy, the same could not be said for Furina. 
Sure, she did her best to imitate your cheerful act, her career as an actress making her performance perfect enough that Furina was sure no one was able to tell it was just a charade, but saying she was having a blast would be far from the truth…
“And? Is it as bad as you thought it was going to be?” You asked her in what was barely more than a whisper, making sure nobody around you would be able to hear your voice.
“This is embarrassing. I cannot believe I actually agreed to this. Aren’t you scared someone will find out who you are?” Furina responded in kind, only for you to let out your deep laugh once again, nearly causing her to cringe then and there. 
“Anyone looking for Furina would look for someone clearly just acting. So throw your worries out the window and just embrace the ridiculousness and you won't have to worry about a thing”, you explained, before giving her an amused smile. “Try it.”
“Try what–” Furina asked you in a confused manner, only for it to click the moment the words left her mouth, “--No. I’m not doing the laugh.”
“I promise you’ll start to enjoy this whole thing if you just do it.”
“I–... I cannot believe I’m actually starting to consider it.” Furina cut herself off with a sigh, before once again opening her mouth and finally following your advice. Letting out as deep of a laugh as possible while approaching the next parent and child she saw, only to receive a smile from you in response.
“Ho Ho Ho! What’s your name? Let me take a look at my list to see if you were a good child this year.”
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Navia
Handing out gifts was one thing both you and Navia appreciated. No matter how much money you had, seeing someone’s eyes light up when they received a present was enough to turn even a middling day into a good one. And if there was one demographic besides your loved ones that felt great to give gifts to, it were children, so when you pitched your idea of dressing up and delivering presents to Navia, she was quick to take you up on it.
Having the outfits designed and made, as well as putting enough money to the side to buy enough toys to hand out to a all children of Poisson and Fleuve Cendre as well as a few of Fontaine’s overground took quite a bit of time, but once it was finally done, you and a few of your colleagues were ready to head out.
As Navia sat in her office, nervously glancing at her clock every now and then while waiting for you to return, she couldn’t help but start to worry. Making a few rounds in the Fleuve Cendre shouldn’t take that long. Sure, the canalisation could be a bit disorienting from time to time, but you had been down there often enough to know its layout like the back of your hand. Maybe you just made a quick stop somewhere along your way? No, you wouldn't be two hours late if you did… or maybe you ran into trouble?
Just as Navia was about to start imagining horror scenarios however, a knock on her door interrupted her thoughts, and when you waltzed into her office with an apologetic smile, she let out a sigh of relief.
“Where’s your costume?” Navia’s attention shifted to your clothes once she finally calmed down, only to find the red coat and hat missing. With a slightly embarrassed smile you signaled to the bag in your hand, previously full of toys, now containing nothing but your outfit. 
“A few kids asked me to play tag… and I kind of– Heh, tripped and into the water.” You nervously explained as Navia observed the clothes in your bag. “The parents of the child didn’t let me leave before I washed up and they could clean my costume, saying it would be wrong after everything the Spina did to help them… so that’s why I was late.”
“When I took a walk around Poisson I saw a lot of smiling children today. I’m sure your idea brightened many days, so thank you. Welcome home.”
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dollya-robinprotector · 7 months
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FINALLY! DOLLYA CONCEPT
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I'll have a little look back and remember how I came up with this current Sona design. The me of 2021 definitely would look at this and go "WTF???". When I search and place old drawings side by side for comparison, It's really been a process of changing my perspective on myself and constantly finding what I want.
It'll be very random and full of my old drawings, so if you don't mind a little rambling, welcome to go under the cut and go back in time with me!
Let's start with this design. As you can clearly see it was based on how I actually look irl, from the outfit, hairstyle to make-up.
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Tbf this was not my first attempt to create a Sona, but it was a huge milestone because it's 2018, the year I got into my dream Art university and left home. My style completely changed, and this Sona showed it perfectly.
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I drew this with my fingers, on my broken phone, to enter a Vietnamese clothes design competition, where we modernized some traditional clothes. What I did here is a modernized Nhật Bình. I won and got my design made into real clothes and sent to me. I'm still proud of it to this day XD
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It was fun! I draw her almost daily, like how I do with Lya and Lyah in this blog. I used her to make friends with other artists. I even created a gender-bent version for her : D
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But the uni life was stressful, especially when I entered my third year and tried to escape my parents' grasp. They were furious and threatened me, I started working extra and do commission to pay for my own living and rent, lessons were hard, and homework and projects were pilling,... As a result, I often use my sona to stress draw.
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It didn't help much, my anxieties and insecurities kept adding to the molten fire inside me, and my overthinking got worse day by day.
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But then at some point, I decided to separate myself from that sona. She turned into one of my many OCs, maybe more special but I no longer see my entire self in her anymore.
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I have to thank my two besties for that. They pulled me out of my darkest moments and stayed with me. They remain to be my only two most important people in this whole world.
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I started to "reuse" the sona appearance into creating many other OCs for many other fandoms I joined (Cookierun, HnK, FGO, KnY, Genshin,...). I had fun jumping between different styles lol.
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The idea for the current design started to take shape when one day I drew her wearing a white delicate dress (I usually just do red) and a see-through sleep dress I just bought.
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Something started clicking.
Then I became an assistant for an Ero Artist. Yup. I started to be exposed to more "sexy" character designs and tbh I just love those. I love drawing female characters already, but there's something something about cute and sexy girls in lingerie... If you know what I mean.
The design slowly became clearer. Cute and pristine-white, see-through lingerie, with little four petals flowers, and little bows, perfect.
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The details still varied. They depended on the style I was using or my mood, whether I wanted to go into details or not. That's the fun of drawing your own design, let's keep it.
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And here we are~ Maybe it's still not final, but I'm happy with it, and that's enough for me now!
If you've been reading this far, thank you and congratulations! I will send you a kiss and wish you a good day~~ Hope you're having fun scrolling on my blog~
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lustlve · 2 years
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morning call
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warnings afab!reader, reader has a period but there is no pronouns, poc friendly/no defining features mentioned, its insinuated that eddie is taller than reader, can be read as romantic or platonic, period pain, painkillers/taking pills, no mention of whether reader uses pads or tampons, its just referred to as sanitary products, so you can imagine your preference.
word count 748
a/n this kinda sucks ass but I was bored and wanted to post something
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Eddie was startled out of his sleep by the loud ringing that came from the hallway just outside of his room. Glancing over at the clock on his nightstand, he squinted at the lines pointing just past 4AM. He groaned to himself, wondering who the hell would be calling his home, especially this early.
He leaned up on his forearms, bringing his large hands to wipe the sleep off his face. He pushed himself up and went to answer the phone, the ringing beginning to cause a throbbing in his head. A heavy sigh fell from his lips as he picked up the phone.
"Munson residents? What can I do for you?"
"Eddie.."
If the ring of the phone didn't wake Eddie up, your voice surely did. His eyes went wide as he suddenly stood up straighter, it took him a moment to register the weak and upset tone of your voice.
"What's up sweetheart? You okay?"
"No, I- I have really bad cramps, and I'm all out of painkillers and I don't wanna wake my mom up and it hurts too much to walk around and I don't know what to do." You rambled, the tremble in your voice worsening the longer you spoke.
"Hey hey hey! It's okay, uh, did you want me to get some for you?"
"Yes please, I'm sorry if I woke you up.."
"No no, I was up! I was doing.. homework! Really gotta pass that class. Uh, yeah! I'll grab you something and bring it over."
"Thank you Eddie." You mumbled softly, guilt seeping into your tone.
"No problem, I'll see you soon."
With that he hung up, running to his room to throw on the first shirt he saw before shoving his sockless feet into his Reeboks. Just as he was about to open the door he remembered Wayne would be home in the next hour or so. He groaned as he turned around and found a pen and paper, writing a note so Wayne knew where he was.
With that he bolted out of the trailer and into his van, pulling out of the trailer park and onto the road recklessly.
The drive was relatively short, no more than twenty minutes. He pulled up on your street, parking on the side of the road as your parents car took up the driveway. The bottle of painkillers rattled in the cheap shopping bag as he jogged around your house and to your bedroom window, knocking on the glass softly.
The faint sound made you jump before you saw the dark mane that accompanied the sound. Breathing out a sigh of relief, you struggled to sit up without groaning, walking over to open your window for him. He was smiling up at you for a moment, how mouth opening to make a light hearted comment, before recognizing your tear stained cheeks.
His face fell, worry filling his eyes at the tears filling yours. He pulled himself up and climbed into your room before setting the bag down on your desk and opening his arms, letting you fall into them. His hand cupped your head as the other rested on your back; giving soft caresses.
Eddie rested his head on top of yours and rocked you back and forth, only moving to place a sweet kiss in your hair. He hated seeing you like this.
After what you could only estimate was thirty seconds, you separated from Eddie. His arm that rested on your back moved to grab a hold of the bag before holding the bag out to you. With a soft whisper of thank you, you took the bag and went to the bathroom.
When you returned, Eddie had stripped down to his boxers and laid in your bed. When his eyes caught your frame his arms opened, a mirrored action from only a minute ago.
You held your lower stomach as you walked over to lay in his arms, the ache becoming worse with each passing second. The action did not go unnoticed by Eddie, causing him to reach over and open the painkillers, taking two out before handing them to you. You accepted the tablets and snatched the bottle of water on your bedside, swallowing them down.
And finally you were in his arms. The side effect of the painkillers mixed with the large hands comfortingly caressing your body forced your eyelids to close, the monthly week of pain wasn't nearly as hard as it used to be.
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gifti3 · 15 days
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Arranged marriage au with asmo
I need asmo to be in some type of royal otome slowburn manhwa
ramblings ramblings
the drama guys....the DRAMA! dont tell me a bunch of nonsense wouldnt happen
remember the post where i was like indifferent/passive aggressive asmo becoming curious about the MC fics are peak
similar thing is happening here! honestly i think theres some resentment coming from asmos side at first but mc is like ay....you do ur thing and i do mine
im not gonna make u do anything u dont want, i dont have any expectations from this arrangement. lets just try not to make each of our lives hell u know
lol i bet when asmo first meets MC after finding out that hes supposed to marry them he's like thinking "......ig theyre not that bad looking"😒 (he literally would have been flirting with them in any other circumstance)
hmmm mc needs to be apart of a pretty influential family i think since this is gonna be a political type marriage
and asmo,,,,i feel like he doesnt really engage in the specifics when it comes to politics or anything. it's just not something thats important to him. he has his side hobbies and business endeavors that cares about. But topics outside of those things are left up to his family
so perhaps one day, the head of the family (i wanna say lucifer but since i want the person in this role to give off more a mysterious vibe, where his word is final michael might be a better choice) is like... this specific family...theyre kinda important and we want them on our side so get married to their eldest who has rejected every other person ever but has agreed to marry and since u dont do much when it comes to political affairs im gonna have you do this whether you want to or not
and asmo is just like....HUH he tries to get lucifer to help him out here but lucifers like...yea dads not budging sorry lil bro (he doesnt say it like that but similar sentiment lmao)
now mc never really wanted to get married cause they didnt wanna have to go through the motions against their will and they like their life as is but their parents have been breathing down their neck about marriage for years now. And now that this BIG opportunity has present itself to their parents, it feels like the pressure is really on now! at first mc is like shit...idk if i can weasel my way outta this one
and then......they realized that maybe this could probably work out in their favor actually.....
mc agreed to married him cause asmo has a bit of a reputation as a partier and a playboy
with asmo they feel like things can stay as they are for the most part if they let him continue to do as he pleases (not like they could have stopped him if they wanted to lol)
everything can be the same, they can still live their own separate lives, just now they have the title of spouses!
and thats the plan, like i said before asmo comes in being a bit rude at first but it kinda changes to indifference and a little passive aggressiveness once MC is like...yo chill im not gonna shit on ur parade. i just wanna be left to my own things. you do you sir
yes thats the plan...thats supposed to be the plan and it was going as mc expected for a good while
but as we know if u put something or someone in front of asmo enough times hes gonna get curious
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numinous-scribe · 1 year
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From Iguessthisisanewobsession
This is an old original story name of mine
“Till the rain stops”
@iguessthisisanewobsession promise I haven't forgotten about these, they've very much been haunting me even as I get distracted by other things lol
You know what, this title has some Nightbirds flavoring to me. Now the immediate response says to make it angst, buuuut I'm feeling generously fluffy so. This could easily go the route of those 5+1 stories, if your heart so desires.
The first time Dick and Jazz get stuck inside together was the day that Jazz officially decided to expand her hobbies beyond reading, advising her little brother, and dabbling in ghost politics by going to the local gymnastics studio. The group instructor was nice a good conversationalist― and don't tell her brother, he'd get all fussy and insufferably nosy if he ever learned that she laughed at a few of Dick's puns ―and he was perfectly sweet while helping her with her form.
And, well, color Jazz charmed! She was a talker herself, too much for a lot of people's liking, but Dick didn't seem to mind as he enthusiastically answered her questions and encouraged her random tangents. They got so wrapped up in a discussion that, by the time they realized they ought to wrap it up and head their separate ways, Gotham's finicky weather had already locked them in with a steady downpour that showed no signs of letting up any time soon.
So, with the weather against them, and not much else to do, they keep talking.
When the rain finally stops Jazz feels... fulfilled, in a way she'd never really experienced before. Growing up she'd always been the odd one out; whether it was because people thought she was a freak like her parents, or because her approach to things came off as too clinical, or any other petty reason that kids could produce to exclude someone from the social ladder, she'd never really had a friend to confide with. That night she wonder's what it'd be like to have a consistent friend, and if Dick would like to be hers.
And these instances keep happening. They run into each other, the weather conspires to keep them together, they talk, and Jazz is so happy. But she can't stop herself from wondering if Dick enjoys these conversations as much as she does? He's always so cheerful, but she's noticed that he covers a lot up as well. (And gosh, if that doesn't strike her as so familiar; was it weird to draw parallels between herself and him?)
One instance later, she can't help but ask, "Are we friends?"
The look he gives her is so baffled and the words and excuses and explanations come pouring out of her, thick as the rain itself; Was that too strange? I've never really had friends― I don't know how to navigate things like this― My brother would call this all Intelligence but no Wisdom― I'm rambling now― I shouldn't have asked― I'm sorry―
He cuts her off with a laugh. Not a scornful one or any other derivative of mean, still a little confused, but blithe and warm.
"Of course we're friends!" he says.
And she laughs with him too, because, yeah, of course they are.
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thanks-obillma · 8 months
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songs on my td playlist that make me feel emotions again aka a chance to rant about my intricate headcanons for their adult lives
bad idea from waitress
both Mal and Zoey because they're way more similar than they'd ever admit
more shippy than I personally headcanon
"I know what's right for me, it's the only thing (I've ever) (I've never) done."
Mal knowing that the system will be safe and happy with Zoey and Cam but pulling away anyways to satisfy his need to be in absolute control to feel safe
(he knows he's being selfish) (he doesn't care) (he's the protector, he's the hero) (he's the villain) (he'll keep them all safe) (he's hurting them for his own sake) (he can't stop) (he's got everything under absolute control) (he's terrible) (he's the best thing that ever happened to them) (like it or not)
*slaps roof* this bad boy can fit so much cognitive dissonance in him, I love him
she's not a person anymore, she's a ghost, a shape a piece of clay for everyone to shove in their gaps, she's a stand in and a crutch and nothing and nobody and she's only the praise everyone else gives her, she doesn't even exist, she's a ghost she can't leave she's a terrible person for being a person she's not a person and this isn't a problem no she's being good so good and everyone loves her she's a person she has a body (she's just a shell)
and then it just goes straight into:
"what if I never see myself ever be anything more than what I've already become"
hoo boy
they can grow so much (they will grow so much) but god they can't see it right now they don't even know where to look how can they ever get there if the future is just wind in their hands
jealousy jealousy
once again Mal and Zoey
she doesn't exist outside other people, of course she struggles with being jealous of everyone somehow
she's jealous of their personhood, but that's too abstract so it's just their looks and accomplishments and belongings and life
and him? why him? why did it have to be him what did he ever do to deserve this? look at them. they're happy why the hell do they get to be happy??
I think he's jealous of Mike (I have a whole nother ramble locked and loaded for that) so the bridge is all his
anyways I think they should bond over being jealous of everyone and everything and Zoey should get to be bitter and embrace being an outcast a little more, you don't have to be perfect girly
keep an eye on dan-- abba
haunting sorta song about parenting separately
and Vito and Anne Maria are already my designated abba bitches sooo
they get kids but Vito's part of the system and the others have their own things going on so he's really only out a day and a half or so a week
so Anne Maria is basically raising the kids by herself with him as unreliable back up
(she's got a good support system and she wanted kids regardless of whether she had a coparent or not so it works for them pretty well but like angst potential here)
(I'll post more details about the kids later)
Vito strikes me as the type of guy to want a couple kids running around but he's also terrified of having kids because look how they (the system) turned out, how can he break that huge of a chain?he cries a lot the first time he holds his daughter because he finally got his dream and it's so fragile in his hands
(he's a great parent, he does good. she's a great parent, she does good. they do good, they do it.)
they all get their happy endings. they fight tooth and nail for it and they get it.
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qupshalfempty · 1 year
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Liara t'soni x reader younger sister headcanons or any format you would prefer. I've always thought about how having a younger sister may have helped her throughout or possibly if you prefer even shaped her as a person before where the games start off. How do you think this would have effected liara?
I usually overthink my writing but with this one I decided to edit less and it was wrote in the span of 2 days. I hope you like it, I started rambling on the story hc's... 😅
Liara T'Soni x Sibling! Reader
Story Headcanons
She definitely envied those with siblings, she was surrounded by matriarchs (her mother’s friends, her own coworkers) and any young asari really weren’t interested in her field of study or couldn’t keep up with her rants.
Having a sibling would’ve been the best thing for her. She would have better socialization skills outside of talking to mentors or those she views as «superiors» and finally be able to differentiate casual conversation from those she would have with said superiors.
Whether she’s the older or younger sibling doesn’t matter, she’ll have to ask for advice for her interpersonal relationships... In which she has near to none but she’s trying. Her sibling being the first she goes to rant about her hypothesis and the matriarch's opinions as they brushed her off. She would listen in turn, despite her lack of social skills she’s an amazing listener.
Both of you grew closer after Benezia’s death, Liara having a hard time repeating all their mother said before she passed. How Liara could only fight the guilt of her death with her own parent’s words, letting her know it’s okay. Liara gets hit hard with her loss and is made harder when she's the one who has to tell you the news. She keeps up a front for Shepard, for the team, with your nightly calls though she rants and cries and finally lets it out. She’s embarrassed by how much she cried and relied on you but you’re both there for one another, what’s a sibling for?
I see her not wanting to ask for help once ME2 rolls around, even from her sibling, due to her wanting to grow and be independent. After Shepard died she, like the others, was left lost but especially Liara. She was young and was hanging onto every word out of Shepard’s mouth, even without the talk of prothean beacons and visions. She’d followed Shepard to the end of the earth if need be, but now she’s left with the knowledge of the inevitable end of the world as they know it and no direction. No leader to point the way.
She couldn’t just drop and leave everything Shepard found out behind. So she settled herself as an information broker to try to help, making friends, making enemies, and the more she got into sketchy stuff the more she pushed others away. Including her own sister, while she couldn’t keep the fact of her new job under wraps she could keep the nitty gritty details out. This will definitely lead to an argument, even with the danger she put herself in just joining the Normandy... at least she told you what was going on, what she could on a government ship. Now you understand what comes with the new job, secrets were what she specialized in now, but not with you. Never had it been with you.
Liara has big lessons to learn about leaning on someone for help and separating her own individual identity and needs from anyone else. Although she strives to be as independent as possible, to be someone her sister could look at and depend on, she’d done the opposite and pushed you away. She’ll talk to you through secret channels, won’t let you walk into her own office or outside it unless you pretend you’re looking around the market, especially when she knows she has an infiltrator for the Shadow Broker in her channels. She’ll tell you that much, so you’ll understand why she does this, but the distance between you two doesn’t hurt any less.
It would be her sister that’d pull her out of her funk, Liara would realize that she wasn’t there for her sister despite everything she was doing being for her sisters sake; And in turn apologizes, you two would have to have a real heart to heart.
Cutesy Headcanons
She messaged you showing you quick pics she’d get of her finds whenever something was found. Or throughout the day you would get a random message that you could tell was a quick ramble of something else a matriarch has done.
L : Why even hire younger asari when they don’t listen.
Y/N : That Karen again?
L : yes :/
She’s brought back rocks that aren’t really special except it was smooth and she wanted it, being reason enough. I can see her being like Suvi in Andromeda and licking rocks lmao.
Benezia would dress you two alike as kids no matter the age gap, you two keep the tradition as teens with similar looks because planning each other’s outfits is fun. You both shared jewelry, once you’re both grown one of you has to make sure to get duplicates though to avoid arguments.
Liara likes sudoku, crosswords, and the like. You’re already prepared to hand over the cereal box so she can look at the backside for anything to play. If you share the same interest in puzzles she’ll ask to compete and see who finishes first or who finds the words first. She's good too.
If there’s nothing she settles for reading her notes, she keeps a notebook and pen on her at all times to write stuff down from small reminders to longer paragraphs she’ll add to her journal entries later. She’d speak into an Omni tool and record it as logs if only speaking and taking notes orally wasn’t so embarrassing in front of others, so the notebook is more handy. Especially if you tease her, with others she’d be flustered but you, her sister she’d give a sarcastic frown to the best of her ability. She always breaks and smiles though.
She will listen to your interests as if they’re her own, and once she’s an information broker she’s able to let you know deets on popular media before anyone. (No matter how trivial it is compared to her other informants duties, she promises.)
She respects your privacy, especially after... the situation with Tali... she didn’t want to know those specific upgrades to her suit but it was useful? Yeah, there’s some things she’s better off not knowing and your "tastes" is one of them. She’s not that kinda "detailed" sister, personally. Will let you speak about your own sex life but she never knows what to comment so she just tries her best not to appear judgemental and add commentary, as her sibling you know good in well she doesn't but it’s funny to watch her flounder.
She hopes you'll turn to her if anything were to happen, she has assets now she can put to use if need be. She may threaten to flay someone alive but she still doesn't like getting her hands dirty. Unless they make it personal of course, ME2 Liara is built different. 💅
Once ME2 rolls around she loves getting breaks at the citadel to talk to you, letting you know when she'll be docking and telling you to change your look every time to make it harder to track you. Otherwise she'd grab herself a drink and work at a bench alone, she's glad to have company even if you two don't speak much and sit with each other. She appreciates the time you give her, especially with how demanding her job is.
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bratty-telepath · 1 year
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Hi, yes it's me and I'm bringing my Darlin' thoughts here
Off the bat, let's establish something; writing fanfic is my therapy. It's what helps me process shit, and what is the shit we're processing today? Anger. Particularly I wanna get into Darlin's/Darren's relationship to anger.
Frankly speaking, Darren has not learned as I have that anger is not a bad thing but as of current canon (until otherwise is said), they are understanding that. That said, I have thoughts about how I think they have historically processed that anger.
Darren, pre-quinn; didn't know how to handle their anger and as such surpressed it. They knew they were being treated unfairly and that they were having a hard time in the pack but did not bring it up with anyone else because the pack was their support system and they didn't want to have that support system ripped away because they felt bad. This is important because although I haven't previously established it, Darren doesn't have parents anymore and already feels as though they have to perform within the pack to maintain their place in it (abandonment issues go brrrrr).
Darren, during Quinn; finally has an outlet to be angry and let that anger out but doesn't know how to other than being destructive. At this point, they don't have a filter to understand how their anger should be released and as such react violently as a way to process how shitty they feel. There is no line to separate themselves from their anger and do not recognise they need a line because they're just tired of having to hold it in.
Darren, after Quinn; there's a recognition of how dangerous unfiltered anger can be. They know they can't go back to holding it in but they also know they can't let it out like they have and as such have learned to redirect that destructiveness in other ways, particularly on other people who they deem have deserved it where they can be sure who they're releasing it on won't hurt others. This is practically a bandaid over a large gash and yields no permanent results because they're just letting the anger they've deemed as negative take over on selective people instead of feeling it.
Darren, during Sam (pre-confession); Anger is understood to be a neutral emotion just like any other feeling but is surpressed because they still don't know how to feel it. They know how to use it and how to reel back after they've used it but it burns up inside of them because all they've managed to do is understand their anger and direct it but have not learned to feel it without becoming their anger and are afraid of trying to do so for fear of falling back into their old self.
Current Darren; understands, filters and feels anger. They still fear feeling it too much but they have come to a point where they freely allow themselves to feel it appropriately. They're not a rage machine and can let it out through different mediums whether that's screaming into a space, sparring or letting it loose on other people albeit less destructively (less destructively as in they're not sending people into the hospital for days). There's a constant reminder that they now have something to lose through leaving their anger unchecked and must filter it, not repress it. They outwardly recognize that this anger is valid but fear it in the back of their mind.
Personally, I don't think they actively seek therapy to better themselves but have observed patterns in their actions the consequences they yield so they've have learned to more or less pick the consequences they can live with at the end of the day which has brought them to somewhat managing how they express their anger.
anyways, have a good day, thank you for entertaining my ramble
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theflyingfeeling · 11 months
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#i'm also more than happy to discuss anything related to this AU 👉👈
hiiiii, i love AUs and i'm all ears (or eyes) as always for more details about it 👀💕 and i hope you don't mind two lil questions? 🥺👉👈
are Tommi, Niko, and Joel part of this AU as well ?
how did Aleksi and Joonas became friends as kids? asking this especially since it seems Aleksi's parents do not like their friendship that much 😅
(ps: thank you for writing and sharing this one, it was amazing 💖💕)
In this house we are extremely pro questions about fics!! 🥰
(behind a read-more because boy can I ramble lol)
I'd lie if I said I hadn't thought of how to include the remaining three into this AU; however, my ideas so far Tommi, Niko and Joel are kinda random and don't really have much to do with this fic 😅 But!! The other day I was thinking about a lonesome lumberjack Tommi (I told you it was random lol) who has been hired to do some thinning out in one of the forests on the Kaunisvesi estate. His job contract says that he's allowed one warm meal a day in the same table with the farmworkers and other staff, and that's how Joonas and Tommi meet. Joonas is feeling a bit lonely and in need of some loving since Olli's been busy wooing Aleksi (Joonas is not bitter about it though, because he's seen the two are actually falling for each other, while Joonas and Olli were merely fooling around), and Tommi is happy to provide; he's a young, single man with certain needs after all. Maybe they have such a lovely time together that they eventually end up catching feelings, and when Tommi is finished with the job he was hired for and is ready to move on to his next location, Joonas has to make a difficult decision of whether to let Tommi go and settle for just the memory of this hot summer fling keeping him warm throughout the winter (Tommi said he might be back next summer), or whether he should quit and run away with the lumberjack to become his little trophy wife 👀🥰
As for Niko and Joel, I'm not quite so sure 🤔 I'd love to picture Niko in a loose white linen shirt as well, but maybe something more... creative would be more up his alley, don't you think? The Sunday Mass is mentioned in the fic, so maybe Niko is the young cantor of the town church and Joel the sexton who's expected to become the town priest after his father, but he's so so confused about everything, from his cracking faith to the lingering looks the cantor sends him from the organ loft when they're preparing the church for the service. So far Joel's been too shy to say a whole lot to the man, but maybe one of these days... (I'm not sure how this could be knit together with the rest of the AU, but maybe Aleksi and Joel could be friends since Sunday school, since it's definitely more acceptable for Aleksi to be associated with the priest's son than a farmer's boy)
Speaking of which, the question of how Aleksi and Joonas became friends is a great one! 🤔 To start with Aleksi's background story, I'm imagining him to have been somewhat lonely growing up. As mentioned in the fic, he was often ill growing up and perhaps he wasn't allowed to go outside the house and socialize with other kids of his age or even his siblings. Maybe the housemaid that was cleaning the chambers of the family took pity on the boy and brought his own little son to be his playmate, secretly of course (maybe Joonas suffered from separation anxiety and often hung by the hem of his mother's skirt while she worked). When this was discovered by someone in the family or staff, Joonas' mother had to promise to not bring Joonas in again, because surely a dirty-handed, illiterate peasant's boy wasn’t suitable company to the young heir to the estate, but that didn't stop the two of them sneaking out to play every now and then. (As q side note, know I said Joonas is a farmer's son, so maybe we can decide the wife of said farmer worked for the family as a maid, right? 😁) I also imagine Aleksi as a bit of a loner among his peers; perhaps he attended a boarding school at some point and was bullied for whatever stupid reason kids bully each other (e.g. the pox scars on his skin), and Joonas may have been his only, most loyalest friend 🥺
In the fic Aleksi also wonders what Joonas might have told Olli about him. I am yet to decide how much Joonas knows about Aleksi to begin with: has Aleksi confided in his only friend about all the questions he has about his sexuality, or has he only implied it, or has Joonas been able to read between the lines and connect the dots himself, perhaps even before Aleksi had figured himself out? (Joonas is, after all, a few years older than Aleksi, thus more mature etc. and struggled with similar issues)
You didn't ask, but here are my notes about the Aleksi's and Olli's relationship after the fic: they may start off as just two people fulfilling their sexual needs with each other, but the talks they have during their post-coital cuddles lol I hate the word post-coital help them bond as they talk about their lives: Olli wants to make absolutely sure Aleksi feels safe and loved after he rails him (always telling him how beautiful he looks, his scars and all 🥺), thus Aleksi feels comfortable enough to share his feelings of loneliness and of not really belonging, and maybe Olli also confides in Aleksi about his life and how he ended up working at the Kaunisvesi estate (this may have something to do with the ring of his mother's Olli carries in his pocket (which he didn't actually loose in the barn lol it was just an excuse to stay behind to talk to Aleksi without revealing him to Joonas)), and they end up falling so in love!! 😭💞
Thanks for the ask, as you know I really love talking about the silly little worlds inside my head 🥺💓 ...even if they may make me seem a little crazy/weird lol
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warriorrazor · 1 year
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How do Skid and Pump do at school? Do they have a good time in there?
I’ve actually rambled a bit about this before to some Discord peeps for a while now but have been a bit too, well, cowardly to post it because it gets a bit real. But also I think it’s important to keep in my AU because a lot of kids experience similar situations.
Well, let’s start off with who Skid and Pump are. They’re two kiddos who definitely are not neurotypical and share the same special interest: Spooky Month, and the most special day itself, Halloween. One of them is hyperactive, the other one has quite a bit of anxiety. I’m super not sure if I’ve mentioned this yet, but in the SF AU Skid has dyslexia and ADHD. Pump has GAD (generalized anxiety disorder).
You may be thinking that perhaps they deal with bullies. In a way, sort of, but not with ones their same age. It’s actually mostly the teachers they have to deal with. Most of the teachers at the school are “old school,” meaning they don’t really appreciate or have patience for kids who deviate from the norm.
There’s also the fact that teachers gossip. No matter how much of a good first impression a kid makes, it will be tinted if a teacher hears from another teacher that the kid has done something to anger them (whether justified or not). And well, imagine a bunch of older teachers complaining about two kids in particular who panic when separated, with one of them who speaks loudly, is hyperactive, and has a learning disability (Skid) and the other constantly being nervous and jumping at small things, and completely freezing up when called on (Pump). Needless to say, they aren’t treated well. Along with the other kids at the school who deviate. Furthermore, the kids who are targeted by teachers tend to stick together. It results in Skid and Pump having some good friends in school who are similar to them.
HOWEVER. Thankfully Lila is a caring and attentive mother who notices the changes in her sons’ behavior when they go to school and come back from it. It culminates in her complaining to the school about how her boys are treated, and she threatens to put them in a different school if the school doesn’t shape up. She really doesn’t want it to come to that, since she knows Skid and Pump have made some good friends in that school.
Thankfully though, Lila is not alone. Other parents follow her lead and start complaining to the school as well. Words eventually travel, and soon the school’s administration takes notice. So then the school is forced to change up its game. The school board ends up firing the principal of the school, which also leads to teachers being fired and replaced with recommendations coming from the new principal. This is when Skid and Pump finally start feeling more comfortable in school, but the feeling of unease still sticks with them as they go through the higher grades. (AND this only happens when the two only have one grade left in that school.)
BUT! That is the entire story, and the current AU takes place when the school hasn’t shaped up yet, but Lila has started complaining. So currently, the main struggle the boys face is school. That’s kind of the main problem they’re facing. Otherwise, they’re living pretty darn good lives right now.
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Rambles
Rambling Day 1:    AO3 WARNING!!!! LONG POST AHEAD!            FIRST BULLET POINT!: I have a Pseud now. For when I have the feeling or need to write *EHEM* fics. However I Most likely won’t go into too much detail as said things actually make me flushed sometimes.(While I’m Not repulsed or uncomfortable talking about it or writing about it, I just thought I’d touch on the fact that I’m still experimenting with sexuality and am not too sure if I’m actually asexual or not.) A small warning, It may contain oc x character shippings, not just head-cannoned shippings.  I will most likely not post them Publicly as most of them would be physically for me to reread and improve my writing skills, rather than to cause discourse with one who may be Uncomfortably settled with such a subject.  Even if I do Post them Publicly on tumblr, They’ll be tagged Respectively and placed on a Main blog and art blog separate blog. still so the tag can be blocked and ignored. Tumblr added nsfw Content filters for the reasons sole for you to be able to browse your content without being hit in the face with a discomforting subject.   SECOND BULLET POINT!: I’m rewriting all my old fics.  Those of you who followed my AO3, whether you ended up there through lost in dysphoria, or perhaps you were there from my very first fic Broken Glass Shattered Spirits, You’ll notice they’ve all been deleted (except for the ones I’m particularly proud of.) This is because I’m freshly applying a new coat of paint!!  Rather than a baby tiny 1000 word fic, There will be more words, more filler text to make it more interesting. More Development in situations rather than a Rushed feeling of Needing to get this out. While doin so will take me a few months, due to having the most ADHD brain in my family, I assure you when a project has been begun it hasn’t been forgotten, it’s just been pressed aside for a later date. All I ask is Im not rushed or demanded to write faster, because that’s what leads to my sloppy 1000 word writing. Schedule for writings:    Begin Lost Family Au Writing and Master Explanation. Lost Family: An Au I Made which is a Link Separate Au. All the links have tragic Life stories about Siblings or parents or how their lifestyles effect them, Leading up to the events of the Four swords being pulled, and the four meeting each other. IN this AU, the swords are four elemental blades locked deep within Temple systems, that each of the four are called to pull when the time is right.  Begin Raptured Hyrule: Raptured Hyrule is another AU I began working on in 2021 with my friends, and finally decided to publicize in 2022. This AU is if darkness was never fended, and in a way, if Zelda was corrupted by dark cloud rather than killed. It’s very angsty........     Rewrite dancing in the starlight(bluexErune) so its less short and develops more to the relationships. Dancing Scene will still apply.     Rewrite Bluebird(Blue x Vio) Blue at war, Vio is a damsel in distress waiting for him to come home, only having letters and little embroideries and crochet projects to litter the house with.     Rewrite Broken Glass Shattered spirit.(Vidow) Vio is ignoring Shadow for deep studies, Shadow goes off to find something interesting to do and has a run in with a few threatening old friends. Rewrite Angels Flying High, Originally this fic was a RedxShadow Pure angst where Red Died, and Shadow destroyed the mirror a second time just so he could get that final ounce of happiness with him. However, I’m going to change its full aspect and Make it Angel!Red Au. It will still be Shadow x Red. Rewrite Sunsets and Lavender tea (Blue x Shadow) Poor Blue is suffering nightmarish trauma from being frozen alive and Shadow is there to help *cool~* his spirits (I’ll go back in the bad berry corner again) Rewrite Darkness Within: Green/Red Corruptive AU. At a last ditch effort to save the dying light that Red brought to the world, Green performs a dangerous and irrational ritual which results in Red becoming a creature of darkness. At first Red is weary, and its oh so torturous trying to tango with such a creature when He can only come out during the hours that one needs to sleep, but its so worth it when people suddenly become less afraid of Shadow because of Red’s doings. (Look lorulians can be nice people too, don’t fight me ) Rewrite: Everything is okay (Vidow Angst) Vio sustains injuries on the battle field by a mob of Moblins, Blue took his eyes of his back for only a second, only to turn and watch him be run through with a lizzal spear. Blue has a panic attack, He promised Shadow he’d make sure vio came home unharmed.. Vio almost dies, but miraculously was saved by a fairy and a very, Very upset travelling shadow.  These will not be redone in the exact ordering of this post.    
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I promise i will calm down BUT HAVE WE NOTICED MITSURU AND TAKERU ARE WEARING LITTLE TSUZURU'S CLOTHES
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A3 fandom I'm holding hands with you all
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A3! Troupes as parents
NEEDED TO GET THESE OUT SO HERE WE ARE LET'S GOOOO!
Please enjoy! 💕
🌸 Spring Troupe 🌸
Sakuya
Was definitely hesitant to have kids because of his past. What if he wasn’t up to the task?
However part of him also wanted to believe he’s not gonna be like his foster families.
The moment he carries his son for the first time -who in return wraps his tiny hand around his finger- Sakuya notices himself crying from the overwhelming amount of love he feels.
Tries to include himself in anything his son does whether it’s his interests or activities at school. He wants him to always feel supported and cared for.
Just, a soft and gentle dad. He’s so glad to have his son in his life.
Masumi
Extremely protective, especially if he has a daughter??
Like, he’s incredibly attached to her and doesn’t let her know what personal space is because he’s always carrying her and giving her kisses.
Also keep him at bay because Masumi won’t blink twice before consenting his daughter absolutely everything she might want.
Not very good with words, but will try to remember how his grandma was with him and imitate her the best he can.
Forever his little girl. He might be listening to her rambling about something and suddenly pat her in the head murmuring something like “…don't grow up too fast.”
Itaru
Low-key scared to mess it up -this event is for life what do you expect.
When his son is born though something in his heartstrings go boom. “Looking forward to loving you for a while” he jokes while holding him.
Talks to him like he would do to another adult, especially if he’s tired “Let’s make a deal, I give you your milk and you give me tops ten minutes to use my LP, then we can continue crying together.”
Gaming buddy since baby is able to handle a controller. Lets him appear on his streams and wears matching sets of headphones - the chat goes absolutely feral.
Has however absolutely NO mercy when playing video games with him.
Once he was thinking whether he should pull for a gacha his son moved him and pulled it making him get like 4 SRR and he and the baby stare at each other like???
Citron
Of course he calls his daughter princess.
She definitely takes after him. Both of them are the definition of chaotic. “Go higher, daddy! Higher!” she screams laughing as Citron flies with her over his shoulders around the room.
He goes to every single school event and you bet he’ll be the type to stand up and cheer like mad or give a standing ovation even when no one else is.
Loves to get on his knees and dance with her?? My heart???
It’s a special moment, with music in the background, feeling her cheek and arms smashed against him. When they separate he bows. She bows back giggling. And Citron’s heart grows ten times at the sound and wastes no time showering her with kisses.
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A3! Saying goodbye 🌸🔆🍁❄
This game has meant a lot to me. A lot to so many!
In honor of these two amazing years we have all spent together with our beloved actors, I hope this allows everyone to take a moment to say goodbye -though not really, they'll always be there- to each of them.
It is time...
Sakuya takes both of your hands, eyes softening with affection at the contact. He knows you will keep on looking for the brightest side of the world, finding your own happiness along with it.
Masumi kisses your hand. No one has to tell him you won’t stop being passionate about the things and people you love.
Tsuzuru gives you a clumsy hug. He's confident you will always give your all in order to follow your dreams.
Itaru nudges you. He hopes you keep in mind you don’t have to change so that others like you, but be yourself letting the right people know the real you.
Citron tickles you until you laugh. He believes you’ll remember making mistakes doesn't mean you are a failure, it just means you’re learning in life.
Chikage gives you a tight squeeze on one of your shoulders. He wishes you never burden your soul with sorrows of the past, and always strive towards happiness.
Tenma squeezes your hand with a determined smile. He has faith you know you don’t need to always be perfect to be the best version of yourself.
Misumi picks you up and begins to swing you around laughing. He doesn’t have to worry whether you will be able to find sparks of happiness in any shape or form.
Kazunari cheers pulling you into a side hug. He’s sure you know the sky is the limit, and that you will do your best to live a life without regrets.
Muku gives you a pinky promise. He hopes you remember while it’s okay to have doubts about yourself, you are stronger than you imagine.
Yuki bumps his shoulder against yours. By now you better know self-love is born out of self-acceptance, and never forget it.
Kumon gives you a double high five. He’s thankful you know asking for help is not weakness, but rather a sign of strength.
Banri flicks your forehead and smirks. He takes pride you know that everything is possible, and that the impossible only takes a little more time.
Sakyo pats your head. He hopes you keep in mind you are never too old to set another goal or dream in your life.
Omi caresses the back of your hand with his thumb. He would like you to remember that no one, no matter what, will ever be too lost to be saved.
Juza gives you a firm nod. He’s grateful knowing you won’t judge anyone based on looks, and will do your best to try to understand their struggles.
Taichi picks up speed and throws himself into your arms. He just knows you’ll remember the value of your own worth, because you have something special and different to offer that nobody else can.
Azami bumps his fist with yours. He has faith you will never stop fighting and following what your heart thinks is right.
Homare twirls you in circles. He wishes you remember you are never too broken, too scarred or too far-gone to create change in yourself.
Azuma caresses your cheek. He hopes you know by now family doesn’t have to end in blood to feel real.
Tasuku presses a hand on your back. He believes you will keep doing your best to surpass yourself and reach for the stars.
Hisoka leans on you. He’s sure you know by now that things change, jobs change, but memories stay with you forever, so you’ll make sure to create the best ones you can.
Guy bows solemnly and looks at you proud. He trusts your instincts, so that while your mind might sometimes be confused, your heart will always know the answer.
Tsumugi rests his forehead against yours. He hopes you don’t forget how important is to believe in yourself before anyone else does.
But most of all, they all want you to know that letting go doesn’t mean loving less.
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Sakuya has been smiling even brighter since you all got the news. He has to, right? So he does his best. He works, and practices, and treasures the last shows you all put together -the pain becomes duller that way, somehow. Sakuya’s determined to see you off with a smile, even when he feels the first tears beginning to drop. Because if he has been able to find happiness, it’s because of you.
Masumi is silent scary, and barely acknowledges anything even remotely related to the subject. “I’m never saying goodbye” ,“I’m staying” he grumbles like a statement he will devote himself to. No one makes any comment about it, much less you. Instead, you smile. And Masumi won’t admit it, but while beautiful as always, for the first time, he doesn’t like that smile.
Tsuzuru tries to be there for the young ones. He’s also giving his all into writing the last scripts before everything happens. He thinks he’s got it together -that he can keep the sadness at bay by drowning into work- but from time to time he has to stop and exhale to not let emotions run over him. They all got to do their best for you. He’s gotta do his best for you.
Itaru leaves the console and leans back on his chair, eyes closed, tired from not thinking about it. It’s not the end of the world, he tells himself, you already know where they all will be. But then you knock on the door, calling for him to come out and have dinner -and it clicks. Because he has gotten used to your presence -not in a similar place- but here. And he doesn’t know what to make of that feeling.
Citron doesn’t mention anything. Not really, because he understands. He knows the empty feeling of leaving home against one’s will. That’s why he tries to light up the tension whenever the issue comes up, and why his grammar mistakes begin to get so silly that even you can’t help but laugh. And that’s when his eyes soften. Because the sound makes it a little easier to smile.
Chikage closes his computer and pinches the bridge of his nose letting out a sigh. For some reason, he can’t concentrate. He should be used to goodbyes by now, but knowing someone isn't coming back doesn't mean you ever stop waiting, he realizes as he stands up and leaves the room. Maybe you two can play some last tricks before you go.
Tenma tries to be collected in front of you, shrugging it off and insisting it’s just a small step. That you will still be able to see them, he will make sure of it. You thank him with a smile that makes his eyes burn. He scolds himself mentally. He’s Sumeragi Tenma. He’s the leader of the Summer Troupe. And he definitely, definitely can’t break before you do.
Kazunari does his best to ignore it, to pretend nothing has changed. That’s his intention at least. As soon as the news comes out not a single day passes without him taking a selfie with you. Recording all your jokes. Conversations. Laughs. How he wishes he would have tried everything on this earth with you before leaving.
Misumi doesn’t understand why they are leaving. You are all family, shouldn’t you come too then? When he learns you might have difficulties reaching where they are going he inevitably pouts. Because it’s always better when you are with them, but most of all, he doesn’t want to say goodbye to someone precious to him again.
Muku doesn’t want to be a bother, and does well to ignore the thought of them all moving without you to another place -except when he doesn’t. Because he’s still one of the youngest, and emotions tend to overflow more often than not. His vision gets blurry, so he stops in the middle of the hall and sniffs quietly. How he wishes he could princely take you away with them.
Yuki is realistic. It’s sad, sure, but it’s not like you are not going to see each other again. Still, there’s a lingering feeling on his chest -one he absolutely chooses to not pay attention to- because nothing good will come out of it. Maybe he should make you something. It’s been a while after all, nothing else. He can already imagine your excited face, yet for some reason his heartthrobs.
Kumon has been feeling anxious, even though he has put all his acting knowledge to do his best to not worry you -or anyone for that matter. Too soon. Everything was going too fast. You were supposed to help them grow in order to become better actors, right? You all were supposed to stay together, and there’s just so much he still wanted to experience with you.
Banri bites the inside of his cheek while walking on the streets at night, wishing to punch something -anything- just to destress. He’s annoyed, angry with the news, news he has made clear and sound his opinion about even when he got scolded on the way. What a load of crap. What, after helping him find his passion you leave? Just like that? No. No fucking way.
Sakyo repeats to himself that he has to be the stable one. The rational one. The one who grounds the rest amid the chaos. He’s used to giving things up after all, yet every time he makes eye contact with you, he’s not so sure he’ll ever get used to this one thing. Laughable, really. He takes off his glasses and rubs his face. Damn he wishes he could wake up.
Juza looks at the ceiling of his room in silence. The place they are gonna stay is practically the same, you have told them, more opportunities even. But you are the one who allowed him to enter into this world, and no matter how many times he hears it he won’t understand. You should be the first one to be there with them, not the last one saying goodbye.
Taichi becomes louder and more energetic than ever. He does his best to try and forget what’s about to happen, especially when the feeling in his chest becomes too much to bear. Because if he doesn’t his mind reels over him, and then he will have to explain to you the cause of his swollen eyes is the river of tears he let out in the middle of the night.
Omi cooks. He cooks and cooks every single thing you have ever mentioned liking. He wants to make you the happiest while you are here. To enjoy what little time you have together. Yet when he gazes upon your profile with the utmost affection, his jaw also tightens. Because there is no way he’s gonna be okay missing that smile of yours greeting him every day.
Azami tries to keep his mind off the news -there’s no dwelling on the fact that it will happen. However there are times when he’s in the courtyard, in the practice room, even in the hall, where he notices your familiar fragrance. Thing is, they are always out of the blue, and he has to stop for a few seconds to compose himself, leaving a few curses on the way.
Homare’s poems have been coming in millions, as if there’s a need to share as much as he can before the time comes. He knows things are not going to be the same, but you have helped him love himself more than he ever imagined and it just seems unfair to let you go this way.
Azuma wanders around the dorm in the middle of the night, taking everything in. He touches the walls, hears the crickets in the distance, and glances into the direction of your room, lips turning into a thin line. Just like everyone, your presence has become an essential part for him, and it will be difficult to get used to not finding you around.
Tasuku breathes heavily, closing the door of the entrances after his morning run. He’s about to go to his room when he hears you moving around the kitchen -because by now he knows it’s you- and he stops in his tracks. It’s going to be hard to get used to not talking as much to you as usual, and part of him wishes he could have made plays that gained more people for you to stay.
Hisoka feels numb, as if he can already feel the distance. It carries a weight that's heavier than anything. He opens his eyes as he hears your voice walking up to him to wake him up. He doesn’t want to say goodbye, he concurs. More fervently than anything, he wishes you didn’t have to let go.
Guy blinks. The feeling is straight-up heart-clenching, and the adults have had their fair share of comments regarding this. Inevitable. Unavoidable. His mouth twitches. He closes his eyes and tries to engrave you in his memory one more time. He has learned a lot thanks to you, and that in itself is a tremendous thing. He only wishes he could have kept walking this journey with you.
Tsumugi looks at the garden and crouches, biting his lip. He has done his best not to seem distressed, but it’s been difficult as the date gets closer and closer. He turns to the flower that has your name, and caresses each of its petals, leaving gently afterwards. How he wishes you could stay with them.
Because you helped them all bloom, and it was only fair that you did too.
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arsen-the-vamp · 11 months
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7, 8, and 14 for the pride asks :)
7. Are you the "token" queer person in your family?
Not really, tbh. In my father's family, there is my scene queen, pan & poly cousin, Kai (She/they). Then, on my mother's side, I have my bisexual cousin Daniel (He/him). Both are parents! My mom and dad are both closeted bisexuals. I only know this bcs they keep pictures of their exes and claim they were "no longer like that" since they married the opposite gender. (Both are divorced now!)
8. Describe your gender without using any words traditionally related to gender:
I am two sides of a reflection, the one looking in and the one looking back. Both are two halves that dance in harmony to one another, never breaking their trance when togther. There will always be a reflection, whether in darkness or in light, and it can appear as anything within the moment that it appears to one's eye. It is ever changing, but constantly there, even as two halves to each other. Each a separate being of substance, never quite touching, but coexisting as a joined pair. They each have a separate role on either side of the glass, but when they come together, they are at peace.
14. How do you think other factors like neurodivergency or upbringing have impacted your identity?
Personally, I think that my neurodivergency allows me to be able to understand myself more and feel as though I am right to be how I am. It feels natural and just fits. I can go into depth about how I feel the way I do, and it makes sense to me and other neurodivergents. As for non neurodivergents, or even non cultural people, they don't understand, because it isn't simple and in terms, that they understand that white society as a whole has given us through the centuries as a basis. I say white society because that is who took over the globe at some point, which caused our ideals to align with theirs. You didn't see the singular ideals like that in other cultures, so it did come from predominately white society. This point comes into play with my upbringing as well! I was raised by a mixed First Nations mother and a mixed race, Southern father. My father was raised to be generally Christian by a Baptist mother and a Pentecostal father. My mother was raised out of church, but with Catholic and Baptist influence, as well as influence by cultural beliefs of her tribe and kin. Both of them raised me with interlapping beliefs and cultures, but since my father inforced that he was over his household, I was made to go to church with him. All of this growing up influenced me in different ways. Half of which were conflicting or against how I felt as a person. I eventually made peace with myself and my beliefs, which neither of my parents agree with entirely, but still suport me nonetheless as their child. Honestly, all of it has made me more nonwaivering in my identity.
Apologies if I sounded a bit rambly and confusing! 💖
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i did finish the fic!!!! gave me the like “omg what do i even do with these feelings now” hahaha it really is such a masterpiece!
the character foils were everything!!! obviously pierre and esteban at the core but even the relationship of pierre and charles compared to his with esteban, pierres career compared to estebans, pierres family etc etc it all interacts to create such a wonderful picture of who they are and how they have… become who they are??? like even from the beginning, when theyre karting together and estebans first feelings are “i want to win and i want to be in the kart but hes going first :(“ and that… changes but never really goes away because its important to him and the little moments that show their diff upbringing too like… pierre asking for like. snacks for instance, and not having that fear of being rude and having something taken away from him that esteban has, like his interactions with pierres family made me want to scream because like. the cautiousness and politeness like so so so real
estebans ENTIRE relationship with crying. AGGHHHH!!!!!
and pierre not understanding why he cant separate on and off track but like. estebans put his whole self into it in a different way to what pierre has, and just exactly what its like to be kind of. insular and awkward as a kid because that DOES follow you, his difficulties fitting in with his peer group etc etc
the playing COD together made me 😭😭😭 😭 ESPECIALLY when pierre was like dude was that ur mum??? and its like. in my head ratatouille flashback pierre and estebans parents. AND ESTEBAN ADDED TO THE GROUP CHAT AND HES LIKE… im inside now :) UGHRJFJ SOBBING
omfg and all the unsent texts when pierre got demoted… esteban im literally reaching thru the screen to make u press send sorry anyway. beautiful beautiful beautiful fic thank u so much!!!! mwah!!! <3
Thank u!! This is long so under the cut haha
ahhh that's amazing to hear 😭😭 I love when writing makes me feel like that so it's an honor to be able to do it for u!!! I'm really glad I was able to flesh out that world in a way that felt real!!! I was sort of debating whether to tag this fic as a bildungsroman or not (obv I didn't) because I didn't know if there was enough character change/on loss/psychological focus... like they grow up but i wanted to keep that raw competitive core and also keep the elements of - Pierre's parents saying they tried to protect his childhood, but he moved away so young. Esteban saying he grew up quick. Etc. like you said - 'insular and awkward'. the stuff about crying (este talking about crying after getting scratched from Australia 2019 testing with merc. It destroys me). It sneaks up on u. You never escape that!!! And if you do, you have to work for it!!!!
the triangulation of Charles/pierre/esteban is like. Everything to me. I need a proper messy love triangle. i need Charles pov on the whole thing. the way Charles is. he's in a different league than them and he knows it but he wants to be loved anyway...
i think also capturing how people interact with each other online is - hard. i literally just sketched out a Cinderella story au with @nicotineteeth lmao and i keep thinking about it like. about the idiot by batuman. how can you know someone so well online and not know how it will flesh out when you meet each other. can you talk past each other without realizing it. obv here - and in most of my fic - i try to stay in the present but even with relationships like that. i feel like saying things you mean in text is. almost even worse. that was the only scene in this whole fic where both pierre and esteban weren't there and i was honestly debating it but like that's a connection too. ok sorry to ramble about something so tangential haha.
I really appreciate ur message haha. Screenshotted and saved!! I'm very glad you enjoyed my little fic and I really enjoyed hearing ur comments!!! ❤️❤️
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Quick! Gimme three facts about *Spins Wheel* Glam Bonnie!
~Wheel Anon
The Buns! A Fine Boi!
Alrighty-- since I'm not familiar with the proper etiquette, here, I'll give you three facts that are beyond dispute, as far as I can tell, and, separately, three facts according to my headcanons and personal feelings and whatnot.
Based on Actual Canon:
Definitely was not decommissioned by Monty, but his enscrapment was absolutely used to frame Monty in some way. I can only infer that the culprit had a vested interest in both offing Bonnie for some reason, and for elevating Monty into the role of bassist in the Glamrock band... and perhaps casting aspersions against him along the way. --But this is speculation on my part.
"Mascot", per se, of the Bonnie Bowl area of the Pizzaplex, which would suggest that he had an affection for the game in very much the same way as Monty has for golf and Roxy has for racing, for example. I would be inclined to speculate that he would have some special routine (perhaps a meet-and-greet, perhaps some other kind of celebration), should someone hit a particularly impressive score. Not necessarily bowl a perfect game-- it should at least still be a somewhat-achievable prize-- but still... I don't know. Is 250 a reasonable threshold? Either way... again, speculation.
Of important provenance to the Fazbear brand. Granted, this requires a certain amount of inference on our part, as the audience, but it's made clear that the Pizzaplex is aware of the history of the brand-- and therefore, of its characters. Consequently, we can deduce that it's no secret, to the stakeholders nor to their customers, that Bonnie is part of "the original four", alongside Freddy, Chica, and Foxy. Where we go from there, however, is less clear. It feels like Bonnie Bowl is as "significant" an attraction as Fazer Blast, Mazercise, Roxy Raceway, and Gator Golf, whereas the pirate-themed area feels more... ancillary-at-best. From that, I would be inclined to suggest that Foxy stepping down from the band was a more voluntary thing, as part of an agreed-upon rebranding; but then, I can't explain the Bonnie/Monty dichotomy. Both seemed of equal prominence within the brand (such that they both had a top-billing attraction themed after them), so the most logical explanation would be that Gator Golf was added later, with the intention of it being built in The Area Formerly Known As Bonnie Bowl-- much like the relationship between the Industrial and Ocean Zones (or, later, the Medieval and Eastern Zones) of the Crystal Maze... but that's not what canon actually gives us, so... I don't know. This ended up just being idle, speculative ramblings.
Headcanons:
When Vanessa started working at the Pizzaplex, he stopped lying down. I don't mean to suggest that this was a thing he did regularly; just, rabbits only really lie down and spread out if they feel absolutely safe, and they're... generally naturally inclined towards being timid, because they're sensitive to that sort of thing. So after her installation as a security-guard, he only ever "sleeps"-or-similar standing up or while seated.
Great with kids, because he can be super-charming when alone with adults, deceptively sweet when around a mixed-age group, and playfully mischievous once the grown-ups have gone. In other words, he'd be in his element around adults in a drink-positive environment, but he's just as at home entertaining kids-- whether by sincerely being a child-friendly kids' entertainer, or by pretending to be that in order to meet with parents' approval, only to do an about-face and enable the kids to be little gremlins with him. As befits a bnuuy, he'd be good at... playing it by ear~
Homoromantic af, when there aren't guests around. Would absolutely, and I quote, "h*ld h*nds" with Freddy or give Monty a li'l peck on the cheek, knowing it'd get them flustered, but that same kind of mischief just wouldn't occur to him with Roxy or Chica. I wouldn't rule out the possibility of him having romantic compatibility with either of them, mind you, but I think he'd be a kind of... androromantic pan sort of dealio.
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