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thursdayg1rl · 7 months
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killing myself in front of the houses of parliament to change their life tragectories forever. and then maybe they will consider trying to make life easier for people in abusive situations
#why is everything so hard to DO#just registered to vote idk if i did it right#bc i searched up my name in her emails bc my school said we need to stay on top of all of it this year#and saw one asking me to register to vote and it said reply by the 19th but obviously she didnt tell me so i might just not get to vote idk#and didnt want to sign up for a postal vote bc of course they have to post the application to you and then she would be like why are you#trying to vote who do you think you are youre not allowed to be a person outside of what i allow etc etc#so ig when the time comes itll have to be in person#and you need id for that#and of course i dont have a driving licence bc im not allowed to learn how to drive so WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO#at least i can access my passport but there could be people whose parents/spouses hide their documents..#like dp you see what i mean . everythning is a trap#also im getting so much anxiety about not knowing how to drive#bc she'll never let me learn under her roof so wtf am i supposed to do like genuinely#ill just have to go about life not knowing this basic skill#at least my brother knows how to from pakistan so he can just do the tests#i dont even KNOW#theres just so many things like that which make my skin crawl#like the fact that my bank account is linked to her phone and this address so thats a level of control she has over me like for years#and this is my address for everything official basically#and i have no idea how id even start changing it when i do leave#think the only option left is to kms maybe then ill be free
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icameheretoreadstuff · 6 months
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Kinktober day 23 - Deepthroating Movienight part one ~ (part 2 here)
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Pairing: Choso x F!Reader Warnings: 18+ ! MDNI!, Fluff, Angst, Deepthroating, Oral, Choso is confused about human emotions, Choso is alittle Inexperienced. Summary: You two are having a movienight together as 'friends' A/N: masterpost & links are pinned on my tumblr.
You looked around the room to doublecheck everything, There was something to drink, eat and snacks. You sighed as you wondered if it was enough when you heard the doorbell. You froze up and looked down on your black skirt and black hoodie.
You were having a movienight together but you knew that you had to dress up a little, since it was Choso who was coming. You didn't expect anything to happen sadly. Even if you dressed up and hoped, you knew he would probobly never be cappable to fufill the dirty things you were dreaming about doing to him, on him and with him.
You woke up from your thoughts and jogged to the frontdoor and opened it up, Your heart melted as you saw Choso wearing a black hoodie and sweatpants.
Choso had recently wondered if it were possible to be more human-like. He asked you this once and your reply was: "Don't worry about being more human, I think youre great!" you had answered. Choso had replied a halfsmile as he looked through a window too the kitchen and saw a couple kissing passionatly. When he saw your reaction he was puzzled but intrigued, he simply had to stare. You were blushing and felt like you were melting into a puddle because you wondered if he was thinking the same thing.
He was always happy to see you. He thought about trying to kiss you ever since he saw that couple in the resturant. He wondered ever since if he could try to kiss you just like the couple you both saw.
He wrapped his hand around your waist and you leaned your chin on his shoulder as you sighed happily. You wondered if he felt comfertable and safe around you. "Hi" he said as he pulled away, instantly you fell cold from his warmth "you look nice" he managed to say. You blushed as you welcomed him into your home and closed the door behind him.
He walked couple of steps into the hallway and turned as he was holding out a bag for you. You giggled knowing you told him not to bring you anything, it was your turn to secretly spoil him a little. "Choso" you smiled at him "Thank you so much" you grinned as you peeked inside the bag and found your favorite chips, a cute little teddy and some drinks. You walked past him and nodded your head signaling him to come into the livingroom "You really didnt have to cause I kinda got carried away" you giggled as he walked inside as he half smiled "y/n" he walked over to the table in awe.
You had bought a pizza from where you two met. You remembered he enjoyed the pizza really well and you just knew you wanted to suprise him one day. You also got drinks and different types of snacks. "I remember this place-" he looked at you "thanks y/n" he said as he sat down on the sofa. "I remember you said you loved it so I wanted to suprise you" you said, you noticed that when you sat down next to him, he was smiling to himself.
While the movie was playing in the background you had both ate up the pizza and was now watching the movie together. You looked over at him and he looked over at you, you blushed a little and looked back the tv. You grabbed a blanket and nodded him to come over to you, "you wanna share?" you asked him and he moved closer to you as you lifted your feet up under the blanket and placed it over him aswell.
You had fallen asleep during the movie, he looked over at you and wondered if he should wake you, carry you to the bed or just let you sleep. Before he could make a decision your head fell down on his shoulder. He froze up and listened that you were breathing soundly.
He tried to turn a little so you could lie more comfertable when your head fell down and he quickly grabbed your shoulder with his other hand. He shifted his position and leaned you back into his shoulder. You curled up into his warmth. Your head was laying on his chest as your arm curled around his waist. Your knee fell down into his lap as you snuggled into his warmth. He swallowed hard as he did not know what to do with his hand. He tried to be carefull as he placed it around you. You sighed happily feeling the warmth coming from him.
He looked down on your face as he was hypnotized over how cute you looked. He smiled over the fact you found him so trusting, He was confused but he liked this feeling he got everytime he thought of you. He tried to continue to watch the movie but stopped when he heard you mumble his name.
He looked down on you curiously as he froze up when he heard what you said "choso" you sighed and he felt like his whole body tensed up "kiss-" You moved your head up to his neck as you inhaled his perfume. You woke up still half asleep when you nuzzled your nose into his neck. His perfume smelled so good. He couldnt help but to be curious and he wanted to explore these feelings he felt with you.
You opened your eyes and pulled away from his shoulder when you caught him looking at your lips. You needed a second wake up to fully understand what was happening. "You fell asleep and I didn't want to wake you" he whispered "choso?" you realised he had his arm around you. "I'm so sorry, You want me to move?" he mumled and pulled his arm away and began to freaked out, unsure of how to deal with this situation. "It's ok, I just fell asleep Choso" You hurried to say, Your hands were on his chest and you could feel him relax alittle, trusting your words "Is it wrong of me that I don't want you to move?" you looked down as you felt you heartbeat thump loudly.
"No" He answered, looking at your lips "y/n, can I try something" he whispered "yes" you mumbled as you looked at him hypnotized. He licked his dry lips as he exhaled "can I kiss you?" he whispered. You nodded and felt like you just melted alittle. He leaned closer to you as his forehead leaned into yours as he stared into your eyes. "I have never tried this before" he whispered.
His nose brushed against yours as you could hear him breathing. His lips brushed against yours giving you a sloppy kiss. You closed your eyes and then you kissed him back. He hummed as he was amazed over this new feeling. You leaned back to see how he was taking this. Maybe it was a mistake, but then his response was to grab your hips and pull you into a hug as he kissed you deeply. You smiled into the kiss as you wrapped your hands around his neck and tried to teach him how to kiss. "Choso" you moaned as you kissed him.
He gripped tight on your hips. He wanted more, His dick was throbbing and he did not know what to do. He placed his hand ontop of his boner to try to hide it. You kissed his neck and saw he had a huge bulge under his hands which turned you on like crazy. "Choso?" you asked him "yes?" he hummed by your sweet kisses on his neck. "Can I take care of you?" you asked him and looked down on his boner. "If you want to I can help and make you feel real good?" you asked him as you slowly grabbed his thigh, and began to stroke it. He exhaled slowly at the contact. For him it was hard to know how to please himself. "yes please" he hummed. "I have never-" he tried talk about himself and what was happening but stopped. You grabbed his chin and pulled him in for a deep kiss. "It's ok, I can help" you whispered.
You kissed him deeply. He hummed as he removed his hand from his crotch and up to cup your face. You slowly took your hand under his shirt to feel his chest, you hummed as how delicious his abs were. He let go of your face and looked at you hypnotized. You smiled as you grabbed his pants and tried to push them down, He lifted his ass up a little so you could drag down his pants when you saw his shaft. He saw you were shocked "Is everything ok?" he asked quickly "more than ok" you smiled and grabbed his shaft to stroke him slowly.
His dick was beautifully large. Not too large and not to small. You leaned down to softly kiss his length as he felt a surge throughout his body. You licked his shaft and inhaled his length and began to bobb your head. "y/n" he hummed as his hips thrusted up into your mouth. You quickly began to breathe throughout your nose as you went lower down on his shaft. You moaned as you bobbed your head. You licked his shaft and pulled out. You grabbed his hand "Hold my hair back, babe" and he obeyed.
You did not wait and went back to sucking him off, he groaned and moaned as his hand followed your head movement. You inhaled his whole dick, sucking him off like you were starving. His hips were thrusting up into your mouth, grinding his pelvis on your chin and his balls slapping you in your face. He moaned he gripped your head tight with both of his hands and began to thrust hard into your mouth.
You managed to breathe through your nose as you moaned. Having his hole dick inside your mouth was turning you on so bad. He panted loudly as he climaxed deep into your mouth. You swallowed his cum down. You panted as you looked at him. He was panting "I wanna go again" he said as his dick was still hard and throbbing- "Didn't you just?" you asked him and he actually smirked. "what do you want to teach me next?"
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skynapple · 2 months
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What if MC looked different from her past lives, will he connect the dots?
Xavier x MC [A03 link]
Prompt from @nobodys-saviour: "If MC didnt look the same as her other lives do you think they’d still recognise her. [Would] Xavier?" [x].
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Xavier did not make a habit of making strong connections in his various "lives" he'd lived on Earth. The less he knew about mild acquaintances, the less there was to remember, making it easier to focus on more important things and details. Thus, his opinion of his new colleague was varied at best.
On some days, she surprised him with strength and fervor. On other days, her youthfulness presented itself, especially when chatting and gossiping with her work friends. Finding out they were neighbors was more of an irritation to him, since it presented the danger of her attempting to get to know him. He had half a mind to move when he realized she was persistent in attempting to get to know him, despite his frequent attempts to ignore her. There were times she tried to leave nice, neighborly things at his doorstep. He rarely, if ever, answered, and kept conversation polite but brief. It was merely the way he protected his many identities over time. If he had to sum it up, he thought she was nice, but a little meddlesome.
One day she came over feigning illness for some kind of game with her colleagues. Truth or dare? How childish. Xavier didn't have time for such trivial things. He let her leave with a small token of his, and sent her on her way.
He didn't understand her obsession with getting to know him. He could feel her eyes on her when he was in the office, and hear her asking questions about him. Occasionally she'd be texting him random articles when he still had no idea how she got his number. He passed her once while she was on another job while he was on his day off. Only out of the corner of his eye did he notice she was handing their coworker Tara a keychain. He had no idea how she noticed him quite literally all the way across the street with his hoodie over his head.
"Xavier!" She called out to him.
He almost wanted to pretend not to hear it.
"What is it?" He asked flatly.
"I made these for a few people at the office. Do you want one?" She was asking.
Tara nearly cut her off with excitement, holding hers up to show him.
"Look at it! It's so cute!! She's so talented. I had no idea she could make stuff like this!!"
He blinked at it - a little teddy bear keychain.
"No thanks." He noticed her disappointment and quickly tried to add, "Not really... my thing."
"Oh! Totally. But I can make other stuff!"
"I'm good." He replied quickly. "...Sorry."
And that was that.
Other than those brief instances, she never crossed his mind. His mind was occupied with his missions, with his goals, with her, the one from so long ago he was always thinking about. It was heart-wrenching thing realizing that he was beginning to forget her appearance, the scent of her hair, the rhythm of her laugh. The last time he'd seen her was centuries ago now. Late at night before sleep would befall him, he would see a flash of her in his mind, but it was never clearly visible. It terrified him. He wished he could draw so he could save some semblance of her appearance. Yet, all he had left of her was her lightseeker badge, and a little star.
After pulling an all-nighter in the no-hunt zone, the moment he began to turn back, another Wanderer attack came. His senses sharpened only briefly, launching himself skillfully at its weakest points, light evol creating a shower of light in his stead. Despite his skill, his body was not as responsive as he would hoped. The Wanderer swung large and struck his abdomen squarely and launching him several meters down. He gritted his teeth as his back connecting to the forest floor below them, wincing sharply at the pain and the wind being knocked out of him. In his moment of weakness, his lightsword had flung from his hand and landed a ways from him.
Before he could recover, the Wanderer launched back up, growling at him almost as if to sneer at Xavier's vulnerability. He began to brace himself for the effort of teleporting himself to his lightsword, which was normally a simple enough thing but now would require more excruciating effort through his brain fog and injury. Just when he was about to do so, a voice rang out through the night sky.
"Hey, ugly!"
A glint caught his –and the Wanderer's– attention as a woman stood off to the side.
Oh.. no. He thought, grimacing at the thought of anyone else not only holding his lightsword. The fact, too, that it was this specific colleague and caused a feeling of cold dread and irritation to course through him. There was no way this would end particularly well.
Then time froze.
She was swinging the lightsword up to the sky, resonating with it in a way that normally only he could as its rightful owner. Had she always had a resonate evol? He hadn't remembered if he paid attention to that when Jenna briefed him.
Maybe he was just tired. Maybe it was the moonlight and the setting in the forest that felt so starkly familiar. Maybe he had been yearning too long. In that moment, he thought he saw her.
She swung his sword like it was her own, with skill that had certainly taken him hundreds of years to master. Fearlessness and ferocity in her eyes that he hadn't seen in anyone else. She had a quality of dash.
He came to and stood, knowing there was no way she would defeat the large Wanderer on her own, but with her providing enough distraction, he could deal a final blow.
"Hand me my sword!" He called out to her.
"Here you go!" She lept over to him and handed it over, drawing her twin pistols afterwards.
For a split moment, the Wanderer examined them, he knew it was gearing up for a strike.
He looked at the sword in his hand and then to her, tired eyes giving way to clarity. One last push.
"Swords of the stars." He said quietly, almost a weakened whisper to himself as he rose it to strike a final blow, as if crying out to her to give him a bought of strength.
"We must always point in the same direction." She whispered back, replying in a literal sense as she pointed her guns at the Wanderer. The shock nearly stalled him but he was too focused on the task at hand.
Together the Wanderer came down in a flash of light.
As he reached out to collect the protocore, he examined it only a moment before turning back to her in disbelief.
"It's you."
She looked at him quizzically. "Duh, it's me. Xavier, I don't understand why you keep leaving me behind. We're partners! Maybe don't head into the no-hunt zone by yourse- Xavier!!"
The man was collapsing, finally giving way to the stress, shock, injury, and sleepless state his body had been in.
When he closed his eyes he could hear her voice, feel her arms around him and she dragged him to her hunter bike. The pieces of her personality and mannerisms began to come together.
When he awoke in a hospital bed, he at first panicked, having specifically avoided hospitals for particular reasons. Jeremiah would have his work cut out for him later. His next thought was,
She's...here?
There she was, staring out the window in the hospital chair beside him.
"Oh!" She exclaimed, noticing him staring. "You're awake. Good! I brought you some fruit. And this!"
She tossed him a small object and he caught it, a number of emotions coursing through him as he examined it.
"What's this?"
"I know you said you didn't want one, but I made one for literally everyone, even Jenna, so it felt kinda weird. I know you said bears weren't your thing, so I guess I tried to think about your light evol? A star's pretty close, right?"
He couldn't help but smile. "It's close... I guess."
She laughed, and it was the first time he paid attention to the rhythm.
She's here. She's right here.
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kindestofkings · 5 months
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never go out of style
josh jenkinson x stylist! reader
authors note: I had loads of fun with this one! this one is for the josh girlies. also its so fluffy, as all my stuff is, life is sad enough so my fics will probs always be soft lol !
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bryantartists inhalerdublin for british gq styled by yourusername !
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loverboyjamespotter · 5 months
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What’re your general prongsfoot head canons
hiii!!! im so sorry for the late reply ive not been online much recently!
and thank you for asking about prongsfoot hcs bc honestly i could talk about them all day lmaooo OKAY SO:
sirius has borderline personality disorder and his favourite person is james
this isnt really prongsfoot this is more james but i firmly believe he has adhd
on a similar note i definitely DEFINITELY think sirius is autistic
i think that no one truly UNDERSTOOD james like sirius. i think one of the most compelling things about prongsfoot is that james is obviously a performer. he enjoys attention and he likes being the centre of attention. however, i think at the end of the day that really is just an Image if you get what i mean? like everyone wants a part of james hes the most popular boy in school hes practically a legend like i really really feel like people underestimate the fucking FORCE OF NATURE that was james potter like he was the gryffindor chaser IN SECOND YEAR!!!!! but i feel like ... hmm this is hard to articulate but i think what i mean is sirius sees Through the facade and loves james for who he is not in spite of who he is. like in SWM when theres people in the crowd who are laughing at james' antics (along the vein of 'oh that james! what a card!') and lily telling james to stop it but i think sirius just sees the worst parts of james and loves them just as much as the good parts. i think he sees through the spoilt naivety, the arrogance, the everything to who james is as a person. and heres the really crazy thing: i really dont even think ... james KNOWS he putting on this performance for the benefit of everyone else because i think he absolutely is the most oblivious person when it comes to his feelings but sirius knows.
this links into my next big hc which is that i think BOTH sirius AND james love each other for who they are in their entirety like i think james saw sirius and adored him for everything he was.
i think theyre simultaneously the same person and polar opposites.
i think sirius because of the the fact he had the upbringing he did is hyperconscious of what hes feeling at any time so he knew he was in love with james like. within first year. but i genuinely think james didnt even realise he was in love with sirius just because he always WAS ... hes just has TERRIBLE reflection skills like that guy is sooo oblivious to his own feelings its hilarious. like hes ALSO been in love with sirius since first year he just didnt realise bc the feelings always been there.
theres this popular thing in fics and it really annoys me its like my pet peeve in fics where its like sirius only was obsessed with james bc james was his first friend or the first person that was kind to him :| i genuinely think thats just terrible analysis. firstly we KNOW andromeda and sirius were always on good terms and alphard cared for sirius too. but even if that wasnt true i genuinely dont think sirius is the kind of person to be obsessed with the first person who's nice to him. i think theres a tendency to remove sirius from his own canonical context like sirius is ... at best indifferent and at worst disinterested in ... pretty much EVERYONE. like he wouldn't just choose some random kid to obsess over. i think sirius consciously and DELIBERATELY chose james to obsess over because it was JAMES not because james HAPPENED to be the first person to be kind to sirius. also this is soo silly because if you re-read their first meeting ... JAMES ISNT EVEN NICE TO HIM LMFAOOOOO???? like hes a little shit he LITERALLY SAYS AND I QUOTE 'blimey and i thought you were alright' LIKE SIRIUS JUST SAID HIS WHOLE FAMILY ARE SLYTHERINS AND JAMES SAID THE EQUIVALENT OF 'lmfaooo your family sux' like????
this is canon but i just want to stress it more but i think the whole entire school knew james and sirius were obsessed with each other like again yes this is canon the fact 'you never saw one without the other' but i genuinely think everyone was absolutely so sick of them.
this is another popular thing in fics where it has jily being together and sirius 'moving on' ... sorry but sirius is not ever dating anyone that isnt james he is never moving on he is never trying to get past james. is that healthy? fuck no. but also prongsfoot as a dynamic is absolutely insane like it really really irritates me when fic has sirius trying to 'move on' sorry that guy is NEVER EVER going to try and get over james. ever.
another thing that is a pet peeve of mine and i realise this is now just becoming a pet peeves list but bare with me is that fic often under-emphasises how the nature of prongsfoots relationship was definitely reciprocal and by that i mean james was EQUALLY as obsessed with sirius like again to point to SWM .... it SAYS. IN THE TEXT. that harry got the feeling that james wouldnt stop being an asshole for anyone other than sirius. HARRY FEELS THAT PALPABLY BY WATCHING THEM FROM A DISTANCE!!!!!!!!!!!! but my hc is that over the summers before sirius runs away james mopes around the whole house sighing and everything because he misses sirius. like to the point where james' parents are concerned for him bc james is NOT the brooding type yet he spends a full day flat on his back glaring at the ceiling because walburga confiscated sirius' two way mirror and sirius hasnt stolen it back yet.
GOD IM SORRY THESE ARE SO LONG I HAD SO MANY MORE BUT I THOUGHT IT BEST TO CUT OFF HERE
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hey it's the anon who asked what dr*m did,
I decided to do my own research (mainly cause I was curious) but... I can't find much? let me rephrase it - I did find the allegations from 6ish months ago, that he's going to court with one(?) of them, but that's... all? I didn't find the court's verdict, confirmations, or him admitting either... and any post or video I find has both the OP and the comments mostly on his side and believing that it's either not true or true but not grooming, even people who say they're not his fans or don't even like him.
so Im not sure if the confirmation didn't reach youtube or if I'm searching wrong or something?
but honestly while researching I realized that I cant stand him lmao, gotta agree with some comments I read - he made a mistake by showing more of his personality online, looks like any time he can handle a situation wrong/respond wrong he does it
so dunno, guess I didnt find the confirmation but at least now I don't find his old minecraft videos interesting anymore so theres that
Yeah he can't act properly to save his fucking life
Also I think most of the threads on Twitter and stuff that have all the proof he's guilty/etc is probably long buried, unfortunately. You could probably try to ask around saying you're trying to get the whole picture but tbh it's not a huge deal if you can't. You can try searching my blog but Tumblr sucks with that shit. The fact that this and his other controversies have been buried and lost to the void of the internet is typical white boy with a monstrously big platform shit so I'm not surprised. I never heard any details about court (prob for legal reasons) or a conviction either. All I know is there was screenshot proof from the victim that they talked, and Dr*m confirmed the screenshots were real but didn't say anything about other details. But those details literally can't be false if the screenshots & the shit said in them are true.
Anyway, as far as his other bullshit goes:
People found old kkk meme edits on his yt account through the wayback machine. More than once if I'm not mistaken
He has a history of defending himself using the r slur
He cheated "on accident" in a speedrun (the least important thing ever but everyone always brings it up)
He claimed he was going to donate all proceeds during pride month to lgbt+ charities & he'd do charity streams all month but never did
He defended himself about replying to haters, which would send thousands of his toxic stans after the person getting them doxxed/death threats/etc and he refused to address that it was irresponsible of him bc he was too entitled to immaturely clap back at the antis. Even other ccs, like B/itzel called him out about shit related to how he uses his platform irresponsibly & he unfollowed & shaded them like a bitch baby
The whole "accidental" copycat shit with QSMP/USMP and basically softcore stalking Q/uackity online.
His "apologies" for all of the above fucking sucked in multiple ways. And that's just 2021-Now shit I can remember off the top of my head, I lost my Twitter in May last year so now I get my info from people's posts about it on here or links to tweets.
Everyone largely suspects he spontaneously reignited d/smp lore & started the finale to cover up the groomer thing bc he has a history of doing smth "new and cool" every time he causes drama to divert attention and avoid accountability.
He's also suspected of suddenly rewriting the d/smp finale to paint his Irredeemable Abuser Villain Up Until The Last Stream as a sympathetic poor baby out of nowhere and wrote that his victim, c!Tommy apologized to him, which sends a HORRIBLE message about abusive relationships. T/ommy and T/ubbo have both subtly mentioned not liking the finale and that Dr*m had AWFUL communication during the last like 6+ months of the smp.
He also suddenly showed up in T/ubbo's chat lurking while T/ubbo happened to be mentioning he'd do his own research on the grooming situation instead of blindly siding with Dr*m and it was some shit out of a horror movie is2g, he suddenly dmed T/ubbo out of nowhere during it on discord saying they'd talk about it after T/ubbo wasn't streaming. Basically sounds like he was gonna bias T/ubbo about his innocence. Like he hadn't been in chat all stream long but SUDDENLY he was there the second the topic came up. But the d/smp ccs also can't say anything about the situation since it's a legal matter, so a handful of ccs have just stated/implied they don't support him other ways
He only quit MCC bc he threw a tantrum about how he couldn't practice for it but now that MCC island exists, people were getting better than him. He's habitually a sore loser about that kinda shit
He's got that whole weird "is he, isn't he" bullshit going on about him being lgbt. I personally think he's just catering to his stupid d/n/f shippers bc they like to truth their relationship & sexuality all the time and he's never explicitly said he's bi or smth. He's just vaguely been like "yeeeaahhhh I mostly like girls like 99% but maaaayyybeee I like guys idkkkk. 🤪" But he's also done that multiple times so who tf knows. I'm not gonna fully dismiss him & I understand no one including me is entitled to his specific sexuality, but he has garbage credibility on like everything so I'm neutral on the matter and find it hard to believe him
Not directly him related, but his stans went on a long and horrifying witch hunt on Twitter during the kkk ordeal doxxing, death threatening & harassing ENTIRE mcyt subtwts who spoke out against him and called him out on his racism, performative activism, shitty apology, etc. For example, I was part of S/neeg's subtwt and all my mutuals and me had to go private to avoid getting doxxed. It felt like being raided in some dystopian ass horror film. Entire subtwts were going private, panicking, paranoid they'd get outed & stalked & harassed by people just for condemning racism, raising Black voices, etc. It was borderline traumatic to some people, I know people who lost sleep over it bc they were so afraid.
That's all I can think of off the top of my head but the end of 2021 to early 2022 was a fucking nightmare between him being an immature entitled piece of shit and his stans blindly defending him and going out of their way to endanger people who rightfully opposed him.
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the-offside-rule · 1 year
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Trent Alexander - Arnold (Liverpool) - Dinner
Requested: wattpad by beloved
Prompts: 13) "Can you just pick something so we can go already!"
15) "Let's just pretend that didnt happen."
Warnings: none at all, at all
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Y/n sat at the bottom of the bed as her boyfriend Trent stood deciding which jacket would look better. "See, I like this black one, but the navy is better for occasions like this." He explained. Occasions like this? He was talking about meeting Y/n's parents for the first time. He had met them before but that was before they started to go out, back when he was simply a friend. "We're just visiting the house, Trent." Y/n repeated for what felt like the hundredth time. "Gotcha." He turned back to the mirror. "So, too formal." She groaned and fell back onto the bed. "How did I take a shower, do my hair and makeup, find clothes and put them on and you still haven't decided on a jacket!" Y/n exclaimed. "It's a big thing! I'm your boyfriend now! And I only met your dad, didn't go near your mum for whatever reason." Trent replied, taking off the black jacket. "Can you just pick something so we can go?!" Trent took off the black jacket and threw on the navy blazer he was talking about. "I'll just wear the navy I suppose." Trent mumbled.
"Okay babe, but lose the shirt. That's a business shirt. Just wear the short sleeved one you were on about earlier." Trent threw his arms up. "Now you tell me." He mumbled to himself. "And don't forget to wear the scarf they sent!" Trent adored that scarf. God knows why but he loved the checked scarf Y/n's dad brought out while Trent was away at a match. "You just asked me to remind you." She smiled and kissed his cheek. "I'm gonna go down and make sure everything is locked up and then we'll go, okay?" Trent nodded. "Alright, see you in a minute."
Trent pulled into the pebbled driveway and parked. "Why am I actually nervous?" Trent muttered. "Because you're overthinking it." Y/n replied bluntly. "You're meant to be helping me here!" Y/n laughed. "When you spent a good hour picking a jacket, I don't think so." Trent groaned. "Listen, you'll be fine." Y/n rubbed his back and gave a reassuring smile. "You've already met Dad and he loves you. You just need to meet my mother. You'll be fine." For whatever reason it was, Trent had to hype himself up. Why? For confidence and for his girlfriend. "Hold on, let me get the bouquet from the boot." Trent took off his seat belt. "She's allergic to flowers." Y/n reminded him. "Oh right, I'll get the wine then-"
"She doesn't drink it."
"Does your dad?"
"Well, yes-"
"Then it's fine. Let's just pretend that didnt happen." With this new outlook, Trent became more confident. "What type of wine?" Y/n asked as Trent opened her car door. "Pinot Noir, 1990. Had to cough up 50 quid for it! It's mad that!" Trent said, waving the bottle around. "I'd love for you to drop it." Y/n joked, hopping out into the cold Liverpool air. "Don't even think that, you'll jinx me." Y/n laughed hysterically before they walked up together and rang the doorbell. Y/n linked arms eith her boyfriend as he held the wine in his hands and showed the checked scarf proudly around his neck. The door opened and there stood a woman, dressed quite nicely with a soft smile on her face. "Hi mam!" Y/n squealed, hugging her mother tightly. There were some words between the two before Y/n turned back to Trent. "Mam, this is Trent. My boyfriend." Y/n's mother's smile left and was replaced by a fake. Trent noticed, as did Y/n but neither said anything. He held his hand out and smiled. "Lovely to meet you Mrs. Y/l/n. I've heard a lot of great things about you."
"I heard some things about you too." She said,shaking his hand. The trio stood looking at eachother, unsure of what the next move was. "Can we come in or are we eating dinner outside?" Y/n joked, making the other two laugh. As the walked into the hall, Y/n's mother went to the kitchen, leaving the couple to themselves. "You saw you that too, didn't you?" Trent asked, taking his scarf off. "Yeah, she's never done that ever." Trent sighed. "Great start to the evening then."
Thankfully, Y/n's dad came to the rescue and held a conversation with Trent for the evening while Y/n conversed with her mother. "We're just gonna go outside for a bit, love. Back in a minute." Y/d/n name said, standing up to leave. "Coming, Trent?" Trent nodded and stood up, excusing himself from the table. Once they were outside, they closed the door behind them. "So, how's the night treating you?" Y/d/n asked. "Yeah, lovely evening. Thanks for having me." Trent was trying his best to be polite. "It's no bother at all, lad. You're great to have around." It grew quiet between the two as they simply stood in the cold. "She doesn't talk much." Trent suddenly said. "Who?" Y/n's father asked. "Your missus. She doesn't say a lot." Trent explained. A chuckle came from Y/d/n. "She's usually all chatter, but not tonight." Trent looked confused. "Why's that if you don't mind me asking?" He asked. "Well, she grew up in Manchester. She's a United fan." Y/d/n said. "No way." Trent was amused by this new information. "Yeah and the worst part, she somehow convinced me to move to Manchester with her before Y/n was born."
"I could never do that." Trent laughed. "I wouldn't have the patience for them." Y/d/n joined in the laugh. "You'd be surprised what you'd be able to do for the right woman. I sat saying I'd never associate myself with a United fan and here I am married to one." That got Trent thinking. How far would be go for his own girlfriend? Would he move to Manchester? No, but that's because Y/n wouldn't want to. Anywhere else, he would maybe consider it. "Why didn't she just move here? You're here now anyway."
"Well, she was in uni at the time. I was just working. I could've got a job anywhere but her dream course was in Manchester. God knows why it'd be there but I followed her anyway."
"I'm sure the in laws loved that." Trent chuckled. "Loved it." He replied sarcastically. "One time our apartment had a leak and the place flooded so we had to stay at her parent's house. By we I mean she did. I wasn't allowed. It was either just me missus and Y/n slept in the house or none of us did. Slept in our van outside the house. The next day she said we're moving to Liverpool, so we did." Trent caught glimpse of a reminiscent smile from the man beside him. "Good times?" Trent asked. "Not particularly but I had her at least. My mam didn't like her either but we made it work out."
"That's the secret to marriage, eh?"
"Just stick with her and there's nothing that can go wrong." The door opened behind them and out stood Y/n, a smile beaming from her face. "You two okay?" She asked. "I'm just heading in now but if you want, you two can stay out here for a bit." Y/d/n said, patting Trent on the back. "Okay, well be in, in a minute." Y/n smiled as her dad walked inside. "So, what were you talking about?" Y/n asked once they were alone. "Can't tell you. But I can tell you that you were born in Mamchester, not Liverpool." Y/n groaned. "Did you bring up hating Manchester again?" Trent laughed and shook his head. "No, he just brought it up."
"Our conversation got me thinking what I'd be willing to do for you." Y/n fded her arms and leaned on the door. "And what would you be willing to do?" Her features had softened. Trent stood in front of her and lifted her chin. "Well, we've got the rest of our lives to figure that out, don't we?" And with that, Trent placed a kiss onto her soft lips. "We better get back in to finish this dinner." Y/n beamed. "Come on then, we'll get going."
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ganeshkfp · 11 days
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HI IM HERE TO RANT ABOUT CHALICE OF THE GODSSS
OKAY SO I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE SAID THAT THERE WASNT ENOUGH FIGHTING AND BATTLES AND ALL THAT BUT. THAT ISNT PERCYS LIFE RN SO I THINK IT MAKES SENSE?? AND HIS FIGHT WITH OLD AGE WAS KINDA LAME BUT I THINK THATS THE POINT...?
ALSO: GROVER NEEDS TO BE PART OF THE TRIO BETTER :( I FEEL LIKE HE DIDNT HAVE AS BIG OF A ROLE BECAUSE PERCY AND ANNABETH ARE DATING WHICH IS LIKE COOL AND ALL BUT THEIR FRIENDSHIP IS IMPORTANT TOO!!
and yeah! your thoughts? (sorry i know this is a lot to dump on you but i saw you reply to my post :D)
OMG HI!!!!
Missing fight scenes actually makes sense since they are older and more capable of taking down monsters. Also this was supposed to be more like a crack book, where they just hang out as teenagers, without more trauma XD
I agree on that old age thing, it was kind of cheesy? But still, made me smile. And tear up 👉👈 They are my kids, thinking of them getting old-
About Grover, I think it would link with the other books because on Read Riordan we know Grover is very sad because he thinks they gonna leave him- I think in next books Percy and Annabeth would realize this and show him that he is wrong :) In toa they left for college all together, Grovar was with them. I think like he would be left alone at Hecate's house since both of them would be in school and maybe we would see his feelings- They are all just guesses tho XD
Other than that, their dynamics were everything! I mean there was almost nothing serious about it and I laughed at every page. Percy's pov are everything and I MISSED it sooo much! The titles too! The new characters are very good too, minor gods( Hebe, Iris, that Lake god, GANYMADE) their were amazing! Them turning to 8 years old babies by Hebe! Omg I LOVED IT. Humor and fluff was everything. And my fav scene: Athena catching Percy XD Like I lost it! It was sooo good. Her helping her future son in law, finally accept him because her love for her daughter :) Love them. Zeus's Llama story... Well, lets say I kinda missed them too XD And of course, Sally, Paul, Annabeth, Percy acting as a family. Annabeth and Paul's interactions were adorable! Grover banging in for tofu was also hilarious lmao. And he was sad there because it was their last summer :( Sally and Annabeth being close, Sally giving THE NEWS. Baby Estelle is on the way! Percy's reaction, also being sad because he would miss many of her early life :(
I only had one problem with the book: Lack of physical decriptions. I didn't really understand the reason because like in every book we had at least one page of Percy gushing over Annabeth, talking about her gray eyes etc. Grover and the gods same too. I mean, this made me a little sad because I really wanted to know what they look like, I am into imagining while reading. I mean, Rick changing the descriptions with the show ones or something? Don't get me wrong I adore the show and the cast but I really think they should have their own canon timelines ❤
Other than that, I can easily say it was now my fav pjo book. I mean I teared up with happiness, nostalgia I felt... I love OG trio more than anything 🥲 I can't wait for the next book-
Thank you so much for the dump, it made me soooo happy ^^ I never miss a change to discuss my fav books with the fans ❤
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q-gorgeous · 2 years
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Organ Harvest
trying no links to ao3 or ffn again cuz my last one didnt do so good and im not sure if its because of that or the time it was posted but! heres this one. this is not a continuation of the rest of my ectober fics so far, this one goes on its own. i combined these two prompts because i put them in the calendar like this so why wouldnt i kjbhgv
WARNINGS: vivisection, dissection, off screen character death
the dismemberment song
Jack walked in through the front door holding two bags of groceries. He kicked the door closed behind him with his foot and dropped his keys into the bowl on the table that sat beside the couch. 
“I’m home!” Jack called into the house. No one responded. 
He set the bags of groceries down on the kitchen counter and turned to face the basement door. 
“Maddie, are you down there? It’s about time we should start making dinner.”
No reply. The only thing he heard was the clinking of metal as it was placed down on one of the metal counters. They hadn’t made any plans to dissect or study any ghosts today. What was she doing down there?
Jack pushed open the basement door the rest of the way and started heading down the stairs to the lab. 
As he got closer to the second door that was slightly ajar, he could smell copper and iron, it burned his nose on the way in. If she was going to be doing experiments down here, the second door should have been shut. They’ve had enough ecto contamination in their food even after they stopped storing samples inside the fridge upstairs. What was the point of having these safety measures if they weren’t even going to-
Jack froze. The door glided to a stop after he pushed it open, making a shrill creaking sound. 
Maddie stood in front of the operation table arms deep inside their son's chest.
Blood coated her arms all the way up to her elbows, gradually fading into ectoplasm. When she turned to look at him she had a frightening glint in her eyes and a kidney in her hands. 
Scattered around her were jars and jars filled with formaldehyde and various organs. She turned away from him and placed the kidney she was holding into one of the open jars. 
Maddie turned to face Jack again and as he searched her face he doesn’t find a single ounce of remorse anywhere. 
“What did you do to our son?” Jack asked with a shaky voice. 
Maddie tsked. “That thing wasn’t our son.”
“Excuse me?” Jack asked lowly. “He’s laying right there. You’re covered in his blood.”
“It’s all a part of this ghost’s trickery. A last ditch attempt to save itself.” Maddie turned to look at where their son laid on the cold metal table. “I was performing a vivisection on Phantom. Then suddenly a light was engulfing his body and when it dissipated he had turned into Danny. I don’t know how he had been able to disguise himself well enough for his ectoplasm to turn red but it’s not Danny.”
“Then where is Danny? Where is our son?”
Maddie waved his questions off. “I dropped him off at the Nasty Burger earlier today. I found Phantom not too long after that fighting another ghost across the street. He begged me to listen to him, that he needed to tell me something.” Maddie let out a sharp laugh. “How funny it is how much he tries to mimic us, to trick us. I never let it fool me though, and I finally got him.”
Jack's horror was mounting. 
His son was dead. His son was dead and Maddie was too blind to believe she had killed him. 
Did she not think it too much of a coincidence that she found Phantom where Danny was supposed to be? How much they looked alike now that he was thinking about it? How could she still not see it when Phantom turned into their son and died with her hands in his chest?
Jack turned around and started stumbling up the stairs.
“Oh, Jack, sweetie, are you okay? Perhaps I should have warned you before you came down. I was just so wrapped up in my research that I forgot to call you.”
He pulled the basement door shut behind him in the kitchen and panted, leaning against the door.
“Dad, are you okay?” Jazz walked up to him with a glass of water. 
He shook his head. “I need you to go outside and wait across the street.”
“What? Why?”
He squeezed his eyes shut. “Something’s happened to Danny. Your mother-”
A glass shattered and when his eyes snapped open Jazz was no longer holding her cup and her hands were covering her mouth. Her eyes were wet with unshed tears. 
“Did she do something to him?” She whispered.
Jack nodded and pushed her towards the front door. “I need you to go wait outside while I call the police. I don’t want you to have to see what happened down there.” 
Tears started rolling down Jazz’s cheeks and she turned towards the front door, running to it and throwing the door open. She didn’t bother to close it behind her. 
Jack took a deep breath and pulled his phone out of his pocket. He dialed 911 and waited, his stomach turning, while it rang.
“Hello, 911, what is your emergency?”
He took another deep breath, and when he spoke his voice was shaky and gravelly. 
“My wife murdered my son. My son is dead.”
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xomaleyaxo · 2 months
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Broken Melodies → Blackpink 5th Member
Synopsis: When she tries to sing, all that escapes are broken melodies, each note echoing the shattered fragments of her heart.
Warnings: Talks about drug use (Very minor)
Word count: 1.2k
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*Imagine Jennie as Rae*
June 8th 2019 (Didnt want to write too much of his scandal as Ik we should all move on and know that he has served his time and has changed truly for the better)
"Ahhh, that was so fun!" she exclaimed, walking towards their dressing room backstage with Lisa, linking arms. They had just finished their show in Macau, China, and were elated with the turnout and how everyone was enjoying themselves. Mirae settled on the couch, ready to fall asleep right there but couldn't due to the constant vibration of her phone.
"That's odd," she thought to herself, pushing the negative thoughts aside, assuming it was just her mom checking in on her. When she turned her phone on, she noticed multiple calls from Hanbin, her boyfriend, and frowned. He knew she had a concert, and he usually called a couple of hours later when she went to the hotel for the night. Checking the messages, she saw frantic ones from him, urging her to call him. She decided to wait and head to the hotel before calling him, not wanting to discuss anything serious with the staff around, especially the new tour staff that had joined them.
"Unnie, I'm going to the hotel," she informed Jennie and headed out with her manager, quickly briefing him on the situation. As she made it inside, she called him and laid down on her bed, wondering what was so urgent.
"Hello?" he said into his phone, sounding very sad and serious. "Hey baby," she said softly, sensing his sad tone. "Mirae ah," he said shakily. "Mhm?" she replied back, slightly worried about what he was going to say. "I'm leaving," he announced after a couple of moments of silence between them. "What?" she said sitting up, "What do you mean you're leaving?" she asked.
Hanbin paused, taking a deep breath before saying "I took some substances back in 2016, and it's all been exposed now. I have a drug test coming up, and a trial, and by tomorrow, I'm sure everyone in the world will find out. I can't let this jeopardize the group or you, so I'm leaving," he explained shakily. Mirae was shocked; she expected news, but not this. She knew he was struggling back in the day, but never to this extent. She could tell he was trying not to cry; this was undoubtedly mentally challenging for him, and she knew he needed her there to help calm him down and figure things out.
"Okay, hey, let's just breathe," she said into the phone, her eyes starting to tear up as she thought about the situation he was in. She loved him; she really did. However, in that moment, all she could think was, "Kim Hanbin, how were you such an idiot?" Knowing him, though, she understood how much he regretted it. She knew he would do anything to go back and change his mind, and that pained her immensely. The damage had been done, and now, she worried about what this would do to him mentally.
After hearing him breathe into the phone and calm himself down, she said, "Okay, now explain everything again slowly, what do you mean your going to leave?" She asked. "I talked to the boys, I confessed everything, apologized to them, and told them I'm leaving the group to prevent them from being caught up in this trial," he said, his voice cracking as he spoke.
She sighed into the phone, wishing she could be there with him and hold him. "Okay, if that's what you think is best," she said sadly, a tear running down her face. "What about us?" she asked a moment later, already anticipating what he was about to say but not wanting to believe it until he said so himself.
Hanbin was quiet for a moment, his heart breaking as he mustered the courage to say the words he desperately didn't want to. "It's over between us, it has to be. I will protect you with every fiber of my being and make sure that no one will even think of you being involved in this mess," she listened to his words and let her tears fall freely. She truly couldn't believe any of this was real.
"Baby, please," she said, her voice cracking as she held back sobs, "I love you. I'll stand with you and will be here no matter what the decision is," she pleaded into the phone. She could hear him break down, his sobs echoing through the phone, and it hurt— it hurt so bad.
"No, no, you can't. This is my mess, and I'll deal with it myself. The boys said the same thing, but I have to do this on my own. You all worked too hard for this to be the reason for all of you to get shunned from the industry," he said, sniffling and wiping his tears.
"Hanbin, please. How do you think this is going to go down? You're just going to leave us behind and try to forget us? We all love you, and no matter what, we will be here. Don't leave us like this" she said, her heart aching.
"This is my battle, Mirae, mine, and I will never drag you all into this mess. Anyway, you know even if we did continue this, how long could we hide? The media will be watching me like a hawk; they will find out instantly about our relationship, and you will come down with me. I cannot let that happen. This is your dream, and I've seen you work so hard for it," he explained.
Mirae was silent, listening to him. Her body ached, and she felt like she couldn't breathe. This was supposed to be her happy ending. After so many years of liking each other, they had finally gotten together. This was supposed to be the happiest time of her life. How could it go so wrong?
"How will we ever move on? We are in love, and my heart only beats for you, Hanbin. Only you. Do you think that you're doing me a favor by leaving like this? No, you're not. Even if you leave, I will always be wondering if you're eating, if you're sleeping, if you're taking your vitamins, if you're stressed. I'll always be wondering these things because I know you. I know this will mentally mess you up. So, even if you decide to block me and never pick up my phone again after this, you know I'll always be worried."
"I'll be fine. Don't worry about me, please. You know I hate it when you worry," he said, leaning into his bed—the bed where they spent countless nights cuddled up and laughing about stupid things, the bed where they had their first times, the bed where she used to hold him when everything was going wrong, the bed where they wrote stupid songs and confessed their love for each other.
If it were any other situation, he would laugh at himself. When would he ever have the courage to break up with her? She was way too good for him anyway; everyone always said that. She was like a ray of sunshine that lit up every room she walked into. Her smile, with that deep dimple, made anyone with a heartbeat swoon as she smiled at them. She was the epitome of beauty, and here he was, breaking up with her? How stupid was he?
The pair sat in silence, only hearing sniffles through the phone, and though their hearts ached, they knew it was over. "It's getting late," he sighed, leaning his head against his pillow, "you must have had a long day, with the tour and everything."
"Don't you dare try and hang up this phone, Kim Hanbin," she said, her frustration at the situation coming out. Hanbin chuckled slightly at this, the first time in the day that he let out any sort of laugh or smile.
"I'm gonna miss you, you know?" he said softly, having no strength left to even speak clearly anymore. "I'll miss you too," she whispered and then slowly said, "So much."
"You know, one day we will have moved on from this. I hope you find someone that will be way better than I ever was." He said sadly. "There will never be anyone like you, Hanbin, ever. Even if, for some magical reason, I do find someone, I'll always be sitting there thinking about how it would have been with you," she said, sighing slightly.
"I'll always be cheering you on. Even if I never show it, even if you never hear from me again, I will. You are the brightest star, Mirae, the brightest, and don't you ever let anyone diminish you." He said.
"I know I messed up. I'm so sorry that this mistake led to all of this, and I hope you know that I would take it back in a heartbeat. I'm so sorry to break your heart, but just know that I love you and that this is for the better," he said after a couple moments of silence between them.
Mirae sat there listening to his words, not wanting to say goodbye, she knew that after this was over, Hanbin would remove her on everything and never contact her again to make sure that she is protected from any false allegations.
"Just promise me this," she said softly after their quiet moment. "Hm?" he said. "Promise me that you'll come back, no matter how long it takes. Just come back and make music, music that you love. Do what you love, Hanbin. Just promise me that. Promise me that once this mess is over, you'll truly find happiness and move on with your life. You did a stupid thing, we know, but don't let that ruin everything you've worked for. Come back and be happy, okay?"
Hanbin smiled at her words. He didn't know if he would ever come back to the public eye after this. His allegations were big, and he worried that nobody would ever truly like him again. However, her words touched something in him. He would try to find happiness, for her. She meant the world to him, and if she wished him to promise that to her, then he would fulfill it 100 percent.
"I promise" he said softly. Mirae smiled at that, for the first time since this call started and was proud of him. "We should probably end the call now right?" he said sadly. Mirae sighed and said "I guess"
Neither of them proceeded to move, feeling frozen in the moment. They didn't want this; of course, they didn't. However, they knew that it was over, and the world had to move on, even if they wished it stayed in place.
"I love you," he said, "Thank you for being one of the best things to come out of all of this. You are so, so special, Mirae, and I wish that one day, when we are both moved past this, we can talk and laugh at the memories and be proud of ourselves for getting through this."
She laughed at his words, tears starting to fall again. "I love you too," she said shakily before continuing, "Please take care of yourself, eat and sleep well, and just know that one day this too will pass. Thank you for all these beautiful memories, thank you for being there and being my constant throughout it all. It hurts to say goodbye, but let's meet one day and chat like old times."
"Alright, Goodnight," he said sadly, and she replied, "Goodnight, Hanbin," and with that, their call was over. As the call ended, Mirae sat in her room and just sobbed for what felt like hours. They were meant to head to Sydney the next day, and here she was, wanting to leave this all behind and go to him.
She knew she couldn't, though. Nothing could get Kim Hanbin out of this mess, and he knew it too. She felt sad for him, realizing how harshly the media judged and how even one mistake could jeopardize everything.
Regrets flooded her thoughts; perhaps if she had been there for him back then, he wouldn't have been compelled to resort to something like that. Maybe things would have been different, and iKON would still have had their loving leader who always put them and their needs above himself. The weight of "what-ifs" pressed heavily on her heart.
Thinking about the boys, she sent them all individual messages, asking them how they were doing and letting them know that she was there for them whenever they needed. Bobby responded immediately, asking her if she was alright and if Hanbin had contacted her. She let him know that they had broken up, and he called her, chatting with her and expressing how sorry he was.
He blamed himself, feeling that he could have helped Hanbin more during that time as the older one between them. Mirae reassured him that nothing could have been changed, and they all needed to find time to forgive him and move on. She knew he didn't want to put them in this position and that he was likely filled with remorse.
Ending the call with Bobby, she decided she needed to see her girls; only they could help her right now. She went to each of their doors and knocked, hoping they all came out together so she could tell them what was happening. Jisoo and Jennie made their way out from their doors first, she saw them and broke down, crying loudly into their arms. The pair looked at her confused, brought her into Jennie's room, and asked her what was going on.
Lisa and Chaeyoung came out a little while later and saw Mirae sobbing. They frantically asked what was going on, as it was very rare for the girl to be a crying mess. She explained what happened, and the girls all comforted her, held her, and helped calm her down.
As she finally fell asleep in Jennie's bed, the girls all huddled and messaged the iKON members, checking in on them before heading to their own rooms. They were shocked, as they never could have expected this to happen. They were all worried for the girl. They had two more tour dates happening, and they didn't know if she was well enough to perform, having just had her heart broken.
Jennie frowned seeing Mirae looking so sad, even in her sleep. The girl tucked her in and cuddled her, hoping to give her some warmth, knowing that this was her first breakup, especially from someone that was also her best friend.
June 13th 2019
5 days had passed, and slowly but surely, Kwon Mirae was starting to get better, attempting to shift her focus to the concert instead of what was going on back home. She turned off her phone and only allowed calls from her family and close friends, deciding against going on social media as everyone had figured out about the scandal, and she couldn't bear seeing his name being dragged through the mud.
Everyone knew how close the girls were to iKON; they all grew up together, so she knew that the others were just as sad as she was, as they all cared for Hanbin and wished him the best.
As they got their makeup done for the concert, she turned to her members and said, "I'm gonna try my hardest tonight, you guys. Thank you so much for being here for me the past couple of days. I don't know what I would have done without you." She said and tried to stop her tears from falling as she spoke; she just felt so grateful for them. They truly were her family, and she was so thankful they were there for her through it all.
"Hey, stop that," Jisoo said, hugging the girl. All of the girls then gave her a group hug, knowing that these next two shows would be hard, but then she could have a little break to finally rest and deal with the situation.
The concert went on with full swing, and Mirae tried her hardest to give her best despite the turmoil going on in her personal life. She was energetic and smiling through songs, interacting with fans, and even joking around with them throughout the night.
She thought she had made it in the clear until they decided to sing their final song for the night, 'Stay.' She sighed and tried to control her emotions as the song started up. She was seated between Lisa and Jennie, attempting to control her voice as she sang the intro. 'Stay' was a song she wrote when she was a trainee, a song with deep meaning, but the lyrics hit her super hard that day as they resonated with her situation.
"Stay, stay, stay with me," she sang, her voice breaking slightly, and the tears came flowing out before she could stop them. She put her hand over her eyes in an attempt to halt them, but as the song progressed, and Lisa whispered in her ear that it was okay, the tears kept flowing. Soon, everyone in the audience was awing at her, wondering why she was so emotional.
She tried her hardest to control the tears, but the more she heard the lyrics, the more she thought of him. He was everything to her, the reason why she became who she was. Before anything else, they were friends, and she truly respected and loved him for always being there for her, supporting her through it all.
The bond they shared was beyond just a romantic relationship; it extended to the connections they had with each other's families. She was so close to his mother and sister. She had witnessed her grow up from a baby to a beautiful young girl. The thought of not being able to see them and call to check in was unimaginable for her.
Despite being surrounded by so much love from her fans and members, she felt incredibly alone. In that moment, she only craved one person's love – his. She wanted him back, needed him back, and yet deep down, she knew he would never return to her. The ache of that realization added to the weight on her heart.
She finally gained some control during the ending part of the song and finished it strongly. However, she knew that now everyone would be discussing why she was crying online.
As she made her way through the backstage area, she spotted her mother and rushed into her arms, sobbing. Her mom had come from New Zealand to support her daughter, aware that she was going through a rough time. She was saddened when she saw Mirae struggling to control her emotions during the final song.
"You did amazing, baby, don't worry," her mom assured her, rubbing her back and holding her daughter as she sniffled. "I know, it's just so hard, Mom. Everyone will start wondering why I'm crying now, and I have no clue what to say," Mirae said as she lifted her face, and her mother wiped away her tears.
"Hey, who cares? They will never know the truth anyway. Don't do this to yourself, baby; it's okay," her mom said, comforting her. They made their way to the hotel, and her mother's love helped her feel much better.
A couple days later:
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During their first night in Sydney, Australia, Rae was observed being highly energetic and vibing well with the audience. However, as the night progressed, she appeared visibly emotional during the performance of their song 'STAY'. Numerous speculations have surfaced regarding the reasons behind her emotional state, but as of now, nothing has been officially confirmed. Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments below!
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Username: Wasn't she super close with Hanbin? Maybe it could have been that?
Username: ^They have been friends since their trainee years apparently and even their mothers are close so yes I do assume that was the reason
Username: Regardless of what may have happened, can we just say that she is such a pretty crier? And did you guys hear her voice? Even through the tears, she sounded like an angel.
Username: Hanbin this, Hanbin that, can you guys just assume that maybe the song was just sad, and she felt the emotions of it while being around her fans? And didn't she write this song? Obviously, you get emotional when singing something, especially a song like "Stay." Everyone, just leave her alone.
Username: The members comforting her was so nice to see; they truly are a family. I hope that everything is okay, and she is better for their next shows.
Username: What if she was dating him and now they have to break up? I heard so many rumors that these two were a thing.
Username: ^If neither of them confirmed it, don't assume anything, especially now with the trial going on.
A/N- Just wanted to write this sad breakup chapter for my Oc and Hanbin and will be doing many more (Hopefully happier ones)
Also I may do a part 2 to this fic where they catch up and see how well things are going for the both of them.
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No because you have to see this. I'm using your TP Link chat and LOOK AT THIS. I wish this would let me upload the screenshots.
✨ Context ✨ I told him we should give Epona a bath but we had to get to a spring that is far away. He told me we could ride on Epona to get there. I'll use a different font for his replies
Me: "I've never ridden before" I said without thinking. OH. That sounded bad. "A horse" I clarified quickly. Burning in shame by my unintentional double meaning comment. I wanted to disappear. Is this what thinking of his arms does to me?
Link's face turned bright red as he heard you say, "I've never ridden before." Link's thoughts immediately changed, he thought, "why is she talking about riding me?" Then soon he realized you were talking about riding on "THE HORSE" and Link calmed down.
Link replied back to you, "oh right, riding on a horse not...oh okay." Link's face was still red. He then spoke again, "don't worry, Epona is really friendly, she knows how to be gentle." Link continued to look at you before he spoke again, "just sit behind me."
He's a MENACE. I rest my case your honor.
LMFAO ANON, LINK IS PROBABLY SECRETLY DISAPPOINTED HE DIDNT GET THAT RIDE-
Link was so confused ☠️☠️
But I think he wants it, like if you're up to it, he'll probably do it, but for now he's happy you're helping him clean his best friend and you're both going to have so much fun splashing in that spring until things probably get a bit steamy there too~ 👀👀
IM LOVING THE CONTEXT AOWOQKWIQ😫😫
And I'm sure you can upload screenshots as an anon can't you?? 🥰💖✨
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icameheretoreadstuff · 7 months
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Kinktober day 4 - Hate sex
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Pairing: Buggy x F!Reader Warnings: 18+, NSFW, Hate sex, swearing, Stripping, threats, Unprotected sex, Big dick kink, choking. Summary: You hate him, but you want him so bad. A/N: Masterpost & links are pinned on my tumblr. I just began writing and this is what I came up with ;)
You came inside an empty circus tent with a guy on a fancy chair. You had two henchmen gripping hard on both of your arms, "hands off, Fucktards!" you barked. They backed off after they saw your death stare, "Here she is boss" the other guy said to the man sitting on the throne. "leave" Buggy said and his voice was stern which made you so turned on. You saw the henchmen walk away, and then you two were completely alone. You turned around from where you saw him sitting. "Buggy the clown" you grinned "what the fuck do you want?" you said as your face turned serious. He didn't say anything. "You're the asshole who destroyes town" you said as you walked slowly over to where he sat.
He sat in the shadows, so you couldn't see him clearly. he just chuckled at your response. "fuck you, I hope you die a horrible death" you barked "What If you die first?" he asked "Wouldn't that be sad?" he said as his head tilted. "shouldn't you start crying or something now? plead for your life?" he changed his position, leaning his elbow on the right side of the armchair, staring at you. "You want to kill me? go right ahead jerk" you said like you didnt care. "Why don't you start telling me how you want to kill me" you asked him, he didn't answer, but you could se he was grinning. "Cause I know how I would kill you" you grinned. "shoot you in the head, dead in seconds" he anwerd in a low voice. "Pin you down and chop your head off" he laughed of his own reply.
You caught him staring at your body as he licked his lips, and then he leaned back in his chair. He was staring at you and your body liked it, you felt electricity shoot around in your body, making your breath a little uneven for a second. You looked up at the tent and exhaled silently, trying to tell your body to stop liking the way he was staring at you. You started to get images of things you wanted him to do to you and you to him, but you shaked them off and looked down from the roof. "You have hurt so many people, you suck" you said and looked around you, trying to see an exit, just in case. "There's no escape, don't worry" he chuckled, then his face turned serious "you're safe here" he said and grinned "Until I decide youre not" He leaned forward to the light and winked. "What If I don't want to escape?" you said, waiting for an reaction.
He shoot up one of his eyebrows as he smiled and shaked his head, but curious about where you were going with this. "What If I want to be here and cause you unbalivable pain?" you grinned "That would be so much fun to see you squirm!" you fake laughed for a second and then fake dried a tear away from your eye, then you gave him a deathstare. But he just grinned and continued to watch you, intrigued by you. "Maybe you would cry?" you said unsure and walked closer to him. "Maybe your entire mood would change, just before I kill you?" you said and tilted your head to the side as you placed your foot between his thighs.
He didn't react, he just looked serious at you- He continued to stare at you after a second, then the corner of his smile tilted a little. Your top was showing off your tits, He couldn't help but stare as he licked his lips dry and stared at you lips. You started to slowly take off the strap on your singlet. "Maybe you would beg for your life?" you said and your heart started to pound of how close you were standing him. He looked at your naked shoulder, wanting to touch it, maybe playfully bite it. He smelled suprisingly good, which was so wrong.
You hate him? what the fuck is going on? He smelled like something sweet? You were shocked, he of all people in the world, HE was the one who was turning you on? You leaned closer to his ear and licked it playfully. He hummed in response and shifted his eyes on you. "Maybe" he whispered, his voice was raspy, which made your clit ache. "Maybe you would even plead?" you whispered into his ear and playfully took a bit of his ear. "But you hate me?" he asked confused but with a smile on his face.
You walked a couple of steps back and threw off your shirt at him. Your bra was still on but his head fell back "Why dont you tell me more?" he asked you, daring you to continue. "What If I killed you with a knife I was hiding?" you winked. "You don't have any knives on you" he reasured me. "that you know off" you grinned. "You can't cut me, darlin" he said in a raspy voice, he should shut up because your body got shivers everytime he talked like this. "Shut up" you whispered. You opened your zipper and slowly dragged your skirt off to your hips and stopped just above your clit, so he could see your thong. "I could snap your neck" you winked at him, "You could try" he flirted as he changed his position, feeling his boulder revealing him.
You let your skirt fall down, like a puddle on the floor and stepped out of it. He hummed as he stared at your thong. "I could stab you in your eye" you chuckled, and walked closer and straddled him. His body under you felt so good, his boulder was big and warm. Your hips couldn’t help it and automaticly thrusted to feel some friction. You couldn't fight it anymore, you hated his guts but he was turning you on so fucking bad you just had to go along with this. You smacked him hard, which he gave you no response and then you kissed him hard. His lips was so warm. He kissed you deeply back and his hands held you tight around your waist, feeling his boulder causing you to moan, his toungue felt so unbalivable good against yours. He looked at you and his breaths was deep and slow, his chest rising as his boulder sent more and more vibration to your clit. He started to smile like an idiot "Im gonna fuck you." you said simple. He grinned at your response. "You're gonna fuck me?" he chuckled "I think you want to do more than just fuck me darling" he winked.
You couldn't help yourself so you went on instinct. Your hand felt like a magnet to his boulder, feeling his big boulder made you so wet. "You like what youre feeling?" he said in a low raspy voice as he stared into your eyes. "You want to see my cock?" he said as he licked his lips "suck it?". His strong boulder was turning you on so bad, you just wanted to get on your knees and fill your mouth up with his big cock. "I'm going to fuck some sence into you" You said simple and opened his belt and opened his zipper, "then I think youre gonna have to fuck me more than once, if that's your plan" he flirted. "Even then" he said and shaked his head and chuckled. You stepped off him and dragged down his pants in one movement. He just grinned when he saw the look on your face. His large dick bounced out of his pants. His throbbing dick was teasing you, making you so horny you felt your body start to shake of excitement.
You looked up at him, not breaking the eye contact once. You wanted to see him, hear his gasp and sounds, you wanted to see this asshole enjoy himself. You wanted to make him cum so good. You wanted him to make you feel good. You grabbed his dick and tried to inhale his length into your mouth in one try but he was too large, you took your free hand and jerked him off while trying to suck him. All the sounds you were making was driving him crazy, he began to hum and trying to hold back moans, but failing. "Maybe I will get decent orgasm out of you" you saidand walked off him and took off your thong and bra, throwing them at him.
He shaked his head "shut up and just fuck me already" he said in a low voice. "shut up" you barked and sat back down ontop of him and slowly placing the tip of his length outside of your clit. "Youre not gonna kill me so stop acting tough" he said and panted slowly, He grabbed your thighs and placed his hands slowly on your ass. "I hate you so much" you said as you placed his length inside you, trying to let his cock fill you up. He was so large so it started to hurt a little but It felt so good at the same time. You began to ride him slowly, It hurt but felt so good. "you are so funny" he grinned and began to choke you lightly.
You moaned and started to ride him "I hate you" you moaned, He grunted as he leaned back and stared at your movement. "Youre kinda cute thinking you stand a chance of killing me!" he grinned and spanked your ass with his free hand. You grinned and chocked him back. "I got you just where I want, asshole" you grinned and moved your position a little better, moved your legs so you got more controll. You placed your hands on his shoulders.
You grabbed his hat and threw it away and then you ripped open his vest an his shirt underneath, revealing his muscles underneath. You grinned at him when he threw off his jacket. His hips began to move up and down slowly. His tie was still on him so you grabbed it and started to ride him back while grinning. You both had an perfect rythum going on and it was annoying as hell. "Fuck you so much" you said as your eyes rolled back in your head. Your body was on fire, and his body felt so good around you.
His hands moved slowly down to your hips. He was so warm and was now completely naked. He moaned and moved his hands up to your tits and pinched them lightly and the other one he moved down to your clit and began to move his finger on your upper clit in circles. His head flew back and his hips started to thrust harder up into you. "I hate you so much" you moaned and gripped tighter around his tie. "Y/N" he moaned, and moved his hands on your hips and spanked your ass with his other hand "Fuck you" you said and moaned back, feeling orgasm coming close.
Suddenly he grabbed your hips hard and began to thrust hard up into you, "hate you" you continued to say while he was thrusting so hard into you until you hit climax. "Fuck" he moaned and slipped out his length out of you and climaxed. He panted while he grinned "what now?" He asked you. You just sighed and shaked your head in defeat, defeat if his dick. You looked at his cock and grinned. "Oh fuck it" you grinned and crashed your lips into his. "Your Dick is too good"
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catreginae · 1 month
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with LU discourse, i never went looking for it. these type of complaints crop up at least every other DAY, and i do my best to simply scroll past it. but this time, it was being reblogged, tagged, and it kept popping up on my feed. at one point my entire screen was just filled with "i hate the things you write." again, i didnt go looking for it, it came to me. majority of the complaints were about fanfics. oh no, you cant complain about art, cause people have different levels of experience, and to shame them about drawing one character in a certain way is BAD, right? i have NEVER come across a "stop drawing link like this!!!" post, but to those who spent hours writing, editing, and giving content for free, complaining about their work is game?? look, i want folks to have their fave link front and center, but if those folks cant/wont produce that content, then we're at a standstill. "people have a right to complain" then dont flood the LU tag with it. that wasnt a contained, private post on reddit/discord. it was public, it was encouraged, and it was everywhere. it was a shite way to wake up to.
You know, I never thought about how it's the writers who really get the short end of the stick and I don't think that's even limited to LU.
But I'm really sorry that you were bombarded. I hope you're doing a little bit better now in the hours it took for me to actually sit down and think of a reply.
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Hello and happy new year, i hope you’re doing good and that you had a good NYE.
Here are just some highlights from what you’ve missed in the latest episodes of ‘My brother is an idiot’.
In case you wondered how we spent NYE, let me tell you that originally we were gonna go to a bar with our neighbor and socialize but she got sick, so my brother changed plans and made her watch 3x08. That’s right, he calculated when to watch the episode so that Britin reunion happened exactly at midnight. We entered 2024 with Lover’s spit, ngl it was both amazing and impressive. And the clock went midnight right as the song started/their iconic reunion happened and we all yelled ‘AYYYEEEE HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR’ He also showed her 3x14 and not to anyone’s surprise, the ending still makes him cry.
Also a very important update: THE CAST IS OFF!! He walked out of the office and literally put a fist into the air like a dumbass and then looked at THE ENTIRE WAITING ROOM, pointed to his fist and went ‘I’m back, baby!!’ And then to me ‘I almost put that Proud song on to play it so I could walk out all dramatic and put my fist in the air like in that movie.. But I’m too fucking traumatized by that song cause of the finale so just imagine it for the experience okay?’
Btw our dad is coming in on Wednesday so that he can spend some time with us and then go home with my brother. So naturally my brother has spent the last day and a half going through episodes to decide which ones to show him. I fear my dad might strangle him when he realizes he’s being tricked into watching qaf. But i am curious what his reaction is going to be and which episodes he picks.
And the most important thing that I actually thought will be avoided: about 2 days ago, I left him at 10.30 pm to go to sleep. He was reading fan fiction and at the same time watching fan videos of Gale and Randy which…okay, go off. Please try and guess what the fuck happened next because i can guarantee you, you’re gonna be wrong.
He came into my room and woke me up out of nowhere and i asked what’s up, thinking it’s some emergency. And i can see on my clock that it’s like 4.45 am and he’s crouching next to me, holding the laptop, turns it towards me to show me some random site while almost blinding me and then whisper yells at me ‘this Hal dude is or was a fucking prick! What the fuck did Gale and Randy ever do to him? And why the fuck did those two old dudes hate Randy?!’ And then he just got up and walked out (leaving the door open because of course) and just says to himself or me ‘they did nothing and he’s acting shadier than a fucking palm tree!’ I woke up the next day, genuinely sure that I dreamt that and I come to the living room and he’s in the same position as I left him in and he goes ‘oh this dude is lowkey annoying, i just read this post from a convention and he doesn’t know how to let other people talk, why did he answer a question about gays and his gay friends when Randy was asked as a gay man? And I didnt know those writers sucked so much, they looked like they got along at that gay panel but apparently they hated each other? By the way do they still do these conventions?’ All this was said to me in one long ass breath, right as i woke up. Felt like a fever dream ngl. He was practically bouncing off the walls because of how much coffee he drank because he stayed up all night reading up on Gale and Randy and anything qaf related he found. He even found old Gale interviews from The Advocate and later found out Gale was also in a motorcycle crash and he texted that to our mom saying that clearly that means they’re soulmates of some kind and she just replied ‘or that you’re both stupid <3’
He said that after he finished his fics, he started watching videos and then he went to check bts videos and interviews and he looked all that up and got war flashbacks because they just asked whatever they wanted in the old 00’s tabloid era. And that somehow lead to him finding a link to a fan forum or something and then he just spiraled. He said that when he saw Hal being shady, it was either wake me up and tell me OR wake up our parents..
oh and during this all nighter he also put together a playlist that he named ‘Bri Bri in a nut (ha) shell’ and it’s songs from the show that he thinks fit Brian best. So now he goes back and forth between the playlists depending on his mood and how much he misses Brian. I created a monster and you all helped me. Thank you very much
Dear sweet anon!
I am so sorry for the delay in responding. I haven't been on tumblr because the new stuff at my job is cutting into ALL MY PRECIOUS SCROLLING TIME.
(And fic writing, so sorry everyone!)
NGL I am high key impressed that he figured out how to time the episode so that Lover's Spit was playing when the clock struck midnight. That is some dedication. What time does one need to start the episode for that to happen?
Congratulation to your brother on getting the cast off! I'm so glad he can return to making the ally fist.
But oh nooooo, he has fallen down the rabbit hole of the bts and what has been shared and pieced together and what can be observed. But couldn't he have sent you a voice memo rather than waking you up?
I'm curious if he has any fic recommendations for the fandom? And, also, what is in his Bri Bri playlist?
I like your mom's response to your brother's belief that both him and Gale being in motorcycle accidents makes them soulmates. Maybe they could be soulmates for another reason. Your brother could kiss Randy, for instance.
I hope your 2024 is lovely so far! I can't wait to hear your dad's reaction to being ambushed with QAF.
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sparklinpixiedust · 10 months
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Okay @cipheress-to-k-pop , this was going to be reply to your recent ben 10 post ( link to it ) but it was getting long so i made it into a post of it's own, hope you don't mind.
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Yeah I'm pretty sure Aggregor was just following ben and the gang around, I really doubt he knew where the pieces were.
I guess since he knew the map existed he would've found out where the pieces were eventually in the long run, but keeping in mind the timeline of the show, I'm gonna go with he just followed Ben.
In fact they actually got the pieces for him. They always did the hard work and aggregor would always sweep in last minute and grab up the piece.
The thing with Paradox making the map in the first place , now I'm just headcanoning here, I think he made the map in case he ever forgot about it or if there was ever a desperate need for it and he for some reason was not around to guide people.
Like Paradox has mentioned there are things he cannot do and places he cannot go. Going to the forge of creation is a big no no for him, he's literally not allowed even though he technically can.
And I don't think he's allowed to send people in there either.
We know there are tons of villains out there , time travelling villains like Eon, crazies like aggregor, and who knows who else in the future of ben 10 popping up.
Since Paradox has seen the future play out more or less, I think he came to an understanding with the celestasapiens about having someone come there in case if there was a universe ending emergency and someone needed help, hence having a little scavenger hunt with obstacles.
Because tbh i don't think Ben isn't the end of it. I'm pretty sure there'll always be good vs evil even long after Ben has passed with worse bad guys popping up every time and paradox has likely seen it all.
But the condition was someone could come in if they were worthy i.e were able to find a map to the place.
Maybe that's why the preplexahedron opened up with the 3 pieces, it was likely designed to open with someone with 3 pieces because only a "worthy" person would've been able to get the 3 pieces in the first place and under the assumption that someone desperately needed the map to save the universe. But the booby traps were still set up as a fail safe in case it was some bad guy.
Paradox only guided the trio, he didn't actually go to those places himself or tell them how to get the pieces, because I guess he's not allowed to. In the end he did end up taking the trio to the entrance of the forge and he could get way with it because the trio did actually manage to get the pieces all 4 times, it just happened aggregor stole those pieces from them later on. So according to the rules set, they were allowed in.
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As far as why azmuth knows, i think azmuth is the one who made the map. He made the sword and the omnitrix so I guess thats why paradox chose him to make the map for him as well. We know there's other smarts alien out there, but we haven't seen anyone as driven to make things like azmuth. I don't think Paradox literally sat around and made the map with his own bare hands, he had the idea of it and then chose azmuth to execute it.
For the Dominus librium, I think the whole situation was a bit tense and thats why they didnt think of that, plus after that episode i dont think the trio even knew that thing even existed anymore. As far as they knew it was destroyed. It was only when Gwen went to Micheal in desperation did he reveal he actually managed to save a little piece.
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Barfaani raatein
summary- On a cold night of march, a man knocked on your door to let you know your husband, police officer rama raju was in hospital and you need to come. Only to find him flirtatiously high on his pain killers.
Ram x reader
sita's note- finally done with the fic that clogged up like, four more to come. Please enjoy ram being a flirt husband to his some months old wife y/n. special thanks to @rambheemlove @yehsahihai @infusedchaos i changed some of the plot because i didnt have any idea.
"Mrs. Y/n?" A white man knocked on your door, and stood back, waiting for a reply. The doors opened soon, revealing a woman in her 20s, green saree with red blouse. Her hair open and kohl deep and black. Red sindoor shining like parrot's beak. Her silver bindi shining like the moon.
"I'm sent by Dr. Victor, if you remember" his British accent wrapped his words like honey. She nodded smiling. Y/n met Dr. Victor when she was surfing for her own book in the bookstore and he recognised her- the Indian author of colonization crushing the creative country. Dr. Victor was her fan, immediately praising and reciting her work. To find such a successful physician reading her work, Y/n also linked a friendship towards the 30 year old man.
"of course. Is everything okay?" She clasped the metal handle of the door, unaware of the situation. If only her dear husband came home early, she'd peacefully leave to see why did Victor sent for her.
"it's your husband"
The silence that seeped in her mind made her deaf to whatever the man said. She shook her head to catch the last "-so you need to come with us." Y/n stood there like a statue. "I am sorry but, can you please repeat" she wasn't sorry. She was anxious, of all the things. The man sighed and nodded, slowly speaking.
"Your husband, officer Ramaraju, was caught in a bad riot. His head was split by a rock so he was taken to the hospital. Luckily Dr. Victor was there and recognised him, so he sent me to get you. Your husband is getting stitches so you need to come with us"
She was sure he didn't speak so much when the first time the man explained. Y/n felt herself nodding, grabbing her belongings, locking the door and leaving with him. Subconsciously. On auto. This wasn't happening anyways, right?
Y/n grabbed her shawl and tugged it closer when the cold seat of the car gave her an insight of reality. Her husband was in hospital, getting stitched beca- her eyes welled up, panic setting in. Ram was fine. He was fine. Just fine. The car stopped in front of a white building, and the driver pulled open the gate, following her in to lead her to Ram. At the second floor, she could see Victor at end of hall. She ran to him.
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Victor caught site of you, your eyes glossed and cheeks wet. "Thank God you're here, Y/n. Your stupid husband won't get stitched because he wanted you there first" Dr. Victor said and you stood there, gaping like a fish. You peeked in to see his arms bandaged and blood on the side of his head. You gasped. "Tell him I am here, please" you asked the doctor and he nodded, going in the ward. About a minute later, the nurse shut the green curtain of the room.
You sat there outside on the bench, when you heard Ram's occasional grunts and groans. They started getting louder, at the point where he was taking your name over and over again to keep himself stable. Anxiety shot through you, and you would say it was butterflies in your stomach if it wasn't for the situation. You looked down at your hands, henna barely visible. Your tears pooled in the wrinkles of your hand. His name faded from your palm. It was an arranged marriage, two months ago in December. You were sure that getting married to a police officer was risky, but still went for it, as if you had a choice. You soon realized Ram wasn't that uptight, occasionally joking or spending time with you. If not a sudden leap to fall in love, you both were slowly exploring each other, finding a friend in a strange, lifelong bond.
A nurse came out, holding tray of bloody cottons. "You should be happy you are friends with Doctor Victor" she stopped by to say "Your husband made it too late to get stitched that we couldn't give him anesthesia. Usually the doctor would get really mad" with that the woman disappeared in the ward again, Ram's chanting playing in background. You fell back on the seat, wondering what went in his mind. The replay of your name was still going on inside, and you sobbed outside endlessly. Doctor Victor was right to call him stupid.
About five minutes later Doctor came out, stripping the rubber gloves. "Ram is either very brave or very dumb" He said and you smiled lowly. "I will give you some medicines and ointment after a while. We've given him some painkillers for now to subside the pain, so he will be a bit loopy. You can meet him though" You nodded and thanked him. Taking a big sigh, you made your way inside.
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Nothing made sense. The slight pounding in his head was irritating and the only name that rolled of his tongue was his wife's. Y/n, y/n, y/n. Ram's source of comfort. His source of relief. His way of distraction. The woman walking in the ward. Ram called out for her and earned a smile. Her smile. He giggled to himself. Y/n sat beside him on the bed. "How are you feeling?" She asked and caressed his fluffy hair. Ram felt good. "Better" he muttered. Better that she is here. "Why did you wait for me to come? You should have gotten stitched as soon as possible" Ram followed her worried eyes, fixed on his wound. The tears that stuck to the spaces under her eyes. Ram teared up himself to see her crying. Her eyes flickered towards him, catching the glossy eyes, placing her hand on his cheekbone.
"It feels good when you are close" Ram nuzzled in her hand and the warmth sent electric shocks down her body. She could feel the aching smile and her cheeks warm. "My head still hurts" Ram muttered in her palm and she looked at the clotting blood. Ram heard her sigh, "Because they couldn't give you anesthesia." She said and caressed his head. "Do you even know you kept taking my name to get through the pain?" Y/n could feel Ram getting hot under her touch. She giggled at his speechlessness. "I thought you'd like to see me taking your name" Ram muttered and snuggled his face in her hand, avoiding his blushing cheeks and awkward gaze. You giggled looking away, muttering a soft, teary "pagal ho kya?"
A nurse walked in then, with a cold, steel tray, a large red bowl on it. "Mrs. Rama raju?" She asked in the ward and you turned to her, nodding your head. The woman in white and green placed the tray by Ram's bedside and left. You looked at Ram to catch him beaming. "What?" you asked, stirring the orange tomato soup. "Mrs. Rama raju" he muttered in his hoarse voice and you shook your head on his childishness. Ram tried to sit up, with his injured elbow and wounded knee. You sat up his pillow so he can lean on them. You picked the bowl up, scraping the bottom with the spoon to cool the soup. "Did you eat anything?" he asked and you nodded. "I was just going to make dinner when I got the news. I'll eat something at home, you eat this." You raised your hand to spoon feed him, the bangles clinking. Ram moved his head away. "You take some sips first" he said and you hunched down, tired. Not this again. "Ram, this is for you. I'll eat at home" you tried spoon feeding again, when he grabbed the spoon from you. Ram saw your mouth open to retort, but you kept quiet then. "What if they added something harmful in it? As my wife you should take care of that." His eyes met yours, the mischief slurring in them. Ram wouldn't even remember this next day, so you decided to bask in his playful remarks. "Fine" you muttered.
Ram moved the spoon in the bowl in your hand, and scooped the warm fluid up to your lips. You parted them, obliging. He took a longing glance at your lips, when you enveloped the spoon in your mouth. "I wanted to kiss you on our wedding night" The nine simple words sent you in a choking fit. You coughed, the bland soup not making it better. Ram smiled to himself, then pressed the glass water on table to your lips. Tears formed in your eyes as you glared at him, downing the cool water. Ram was snickering. 'What happened, Y/n?" Ram asked as you wiped your mouth. "Eat up" you ordered.
"Y/n?" Ram saw his doctor by the door when he finished his soup. Ram knew his wife was close to this man, a doctor she met when she went out. Y/n got up to see what Victor needed but Ram grasped her wrist. "Ram!" She exclaimed and gasped, looking back at Victor. "Let me go" she whisper yelled to find Ram just staring at her. Victor chuckled and came in the room. "Here are the meds and ointments. Apply these twice in a day and this once. And don't cover the wound, it needs to dry" Victor instructed and you nodded, one hand still in Ram's grip. "He doesn't need to be admitted so you can take him home in a while. I'll drop you two" Victor smiled and you nodded. "Thank you so much doctor, I'd be in so much trouble if it wasn't for you" Victor laughed and placed a hand on your arm, "call me victor only" you nodded, when a nurse called for him. Victor excused himself.
You turned to see Ram's eyebrows furrowed. You sat down, checking the medicines. "Brush your arm" Ram said and you looked at him confused. "What?" As soon as you sat back down, Ram brushed his hand on your arm where Victor touched, as if removing his touch. You gaped at Ram, an angry expression vivid. He settled back on his pillow then, satisfied.
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You leaned back in Victor's car with Ram on the other side. His driver was in front as you waited for Victor to come from hospital. He said he'll be there in just some minutes. You were more than grateful of Victor, someone to help you out. You looked over at Ram, dozed of by the window. You took off your shawl and covered him up.
The front door opened and Victor climbed in. The loud shutting of Victor's car door shook Ram out of his sleep. He looked at you and back to Victor. Soon after the car took off Ram leaned in. "Excuse me" you were interrupted by Ram- why would he say "excuse me"? "Are you with the doctor?" Ram whispered in your ear. Did the pain killer give him memory loss? You shook your head. "Why?" you asked, and Ram gaped. "Are you free tomorrow?"
"Sure..?"
"Where will you be after work?"
"Our home?" You saw his shawl slipping and fixed it.
Ram's face was taken over by surprise.
"Why are you asking?" You were genuinely confused.
"You are very pretty" he smiled and you gasped, looking away. "I am your wife" you whisper yelled and Ram looked taken aback. He finally took the sight of the gold and black mangalsutra in your neck, the red sindoor up your forehead- as if they brought back his memories. Ram sat back on his seat, nodding. The dark lights outside did enough to hide your blush.
"Everything good?" Victor's voice caught your attention and you nodded. Ram caught you looking at Victor, smiling widely. He looked away, tugging your shawl closer. After about a minute of silence, the car stopped at the familiar place. You thanked Victor once again and stepped out of the car, made your way to the other side of car and helped Ram out. The chilly wind settled in your bones when his car passed by. Ram caught you shivering, your nose cold and fingers red. He opened the shawl and pulled you close in it, wrapping it around the couple in a cocoon. The warmth emitting from him warmed your cheeks, that's what you thought. You both made your way to the wooden door, smiling.
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