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eneablack · 2 days

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(this is a vent post about how i’m feeling at the moment)

i’ve been listening to this song on loop the last few nights, i find that it represents on point what i’m feeling right now. i think you cannot fully comprehend the image of an astronaut being lost in space without any hope to return to earth, but i think you can imagine it, or at least see it in your mind. that’s what i’m feeling.

since i’ve realised i am the god of my reality everything started falling piece by piece. it was progressing well, you know, i started shifting and manifesting faster since i was in the perfect mindset, but now it’s starting to become so isolating. i feel lost somewhere i don’t know, and everything and everyone around me is made of dust and paper. i feel so alone being in this world of my mind.

i was tempted to shift into my waiting room and erase my memory, but the thought of forgetting about shifting seems absurdly wrong and stupid. how could i become so miserable after finding something so great? something that made my life become a glimpse of full hope into living again after my years-long depression. i even contemplated something worse, an action that i do NOT want to make, because i care about myself more than anything else. but again, it’s so tiring.

i started crying myself to sleep, eating less, passing more time alone again. i don’t know what to do. i can’t even open up to my therapist because last time i talked to them about this topic they just said i’m in psychosis and raised my meds. i can’t even fully express it, and you won’t even understand how i’m feeling because you’re fucking part of me so you don’t truly exist by your own mind. i really want to go back in time to just a few days back where i found peace in this feeling.

#reality shifting #shifting #manifestation #law of assumption #loa blog #shiftblr #loablr #shifting realities #desired reality #shifted #neville goddard #Spotify

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mazzy-rockstar · 6 months

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You said this thing that really stuck with me Back when you were in my life On the tube, everyone's ugly Guess it’s the unforgiving light

In your shoebox apartment Are you picking out an outfit To go out and eat gyoza in the park? And when the umbrella's open You should know that nothing's hopeless And I’m sending you a foggy shower screen heart I— I— I— I— I can't be without you Oh, I— I— I— I— I can't be without you (I—)

And now it's two AM in Tokyo There's cherry blossom in your hair You always were the least happy child I always thought that wasn't fair

And you always hid your sadness With the smoothest sleight of hand You were a TV talent show disappearing act And the Elvis' impersonators Crowding at the elevators Reminds you of a private joke we had

I— I— I— I— I can't be without you Oh, I— I— I— I— I can’t be without you

’Cause I miss your bones selfishly I need you next to me, I'm spiraling I miss your bones selfishly I need you next to me, I’m spiralling

I— I— I— I— I can't be without you Oh, I— I— I— I— I can't be without you

#second coming of Shakespeare #Holly Humberstone #synth pop #indie rock #pop rock #grantham #england #Spotify #lyrics #lyric posting #i cannot listen to this song without crying #i moved away from my younger sister and she took it really hard so this one is a little but too close to home than I am comfortable with 😅#but we ball

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z0nefive · 2 years

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i know it's all i talk about but i feel genuinely devastated when five finds everyone dead like that scene makes me feels so many feelings

#the umbrella academy #umbrella academy #tua #tua netflix #five hargreeves #number five #hargreeves siblings #HE WAS JUST A KID #i cannot.#i can't even listen to that song without wanting to curl up and cry

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wyrm-with-a-why · 3 months

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Cannot explain to you why this is Tfa Megamags coded but it is and I don’t want to hear arguments

#transformers #megatron #ultra magnus #tfa megatron #tfa ultra magnus #megamags #tfa megamags #transformers animated #spotify #music and stuff #cannot listen to this song without crying #the emotion in their voice is beautiful #and all I can think of is megatron singing this to or about ultra magnus

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marysong-mp3 · 10 months

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I'm Only Me When I'm With You in Cincinnati, via kaylajb99

#listen. listen. i cannot listen to this song without smiling. it is so perfect. i am screaming and crying and throwing up. i am so happy #surprise songs #i'm only me when i'm with you #iomwiwy #taylor swift #eras tour #eras tour spoilers #taylor swift eras tour

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hazardsoflove · 10 months

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i started crying listening to save rock and roll in the car so i can only imagine how bad it’s gonna be for me when i see it live

#i cannot listen to that song without crying its so special to me #disloyal order (fav song) and saturday are also gonna get me bad #i’m crying to saturday rn so #r.txt

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brightmoontrigon · 11 months

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(sobbing messily for a bit while sitting at my computer) (some small part of my brain: ah this'll keep my eyes lubricated for a while, I don’t need to use my ointment yet)

#i was crying bc the songs about virtue the cat by the weakerthans came on in my music is all #i cannot listen to them without bawling

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daydadahlias · 6 months

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i’m crying you did NOT gaf about LH1 😭

oh i loved LH1 !! I think it's an absolutely bonkers insane piece of art but it's not really an album that I can listen to tbqh and i do not say that in a derogatory way at all. it just sends me into absolute hysterics every time and that's not very productive for me, so i dont really listen to it (just bc i genuinely can't handle it) and, because of that, im not personally chomping at the bit for LH2 (even if I know a ton of people are) because I just know that I, Jess, am not the target audience for it and i shouldnt have to pretend that i am

#it's an incredible album !! it's a masterpiece !! luke is one of the most phenomenal poets/songwriters ive ever read/listened to #but like that shit fucks me up in a way i cannot describe lmfao #i genuinely cannot listen to LH1 without having a full blown hyperventilating crying breakdown. like it's my anxiety attack album y'all #music has a really strong affect on me. i am really sensitive to auditory stimulants and so i cry *super* easy to music #so if i listen to LH1 i have to be prepared to bawl my eyes out for multiple hours #and i usually dont have time to spend crying so i dont really listen to it. i mean baby blue + saigon i will BUMP i fucking LOVE those song #but the rest of the album just hits too close to home. and i know that's what so many people *love* about it #and what makes it so incredible. but for me? i would just rather listen to songs that make me happy #i thought abt not answering this ask bc i think it might be ~controversial~ lols #but the fandom is so small on tumblr now that im actually just gonna say whatever tf i want moving forward dfghjk #this is my turf !#(secret time) i also have <3 personal resentment of LH1 bc of how fans treated superbloom <3 #but what're u gonna do abt that yknow #not luke's fault. his artistry is incredible. ashton's is too. and they attract different types of listeners #and just bc im a 5sos fan doesnt mean i have to love all their solo projects yknow?? it's just abt what i enjoy as a listener :)#pigeon #anon #i feel so brave saying this #will i get attacked #i doubt it. surely there's not enough people left on here to care dfghjk #if my luke friends see this im sorry guys i love him ily i love his album i have NO bad things to say about it from an artistic point at AL #it's a masterpiece !!!#i just dont listen to it #and nobody gets to make me feel bad abt that >:(

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grantaireble · 17 days

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Quick! Quick! Tell me something awful like you are a poet trapped inside the body of a finance guy.

#i cannot listen to this song without crying actual tears down my face #like every time #sometimes just if i think about it too hard #i hate it here #ttpd #taylor swift

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seventh-district · 2 months

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takes a 5 minute break in the middle of writing a scene to sob over Swan Upon Leda by Hozier

#that’s it that’s the post #Seven.txt #writing stuff #hozier #music stuff #cw assault #assault mention #i am. working on something. and realized that the song could fit well into a scene for extra ✨symbolism✨#so of course i had to go listen to it and add it to the appropriate playlists #thing is i absolutely cannot listen to that song without breaking down in tears so. had a cathartic little cry #mid-writing session. as one does.#i’m sorry but if you expect me to be calm and normal when Hozier is out there being THE Man Ever. it’s not gonna happen #like not to be extreme but i don’t know if there’s another man on earth that i’d feel safer and more respected around #fighting for my life not to put him on a pedestal bc i Know he’s just some guy. he’s just a human like everyone else #but how can i be normal about it when he says women’s bodies have never belonged to angels #so they sure as shit have never belonged to men.#obviously he uses prettier words but. my point stands #comparing men assaulting women to an occupier upon ancient land??? *cries so hard i throw up*#Swan Upon Leda earned the honor of going on the very short list of songs that are too painful for me to listen to as Soon as i heard it #like yeah no i’ll never be able to casually listen to it but that is a Compliment. that means that it means Everything to me #okay anyways. *wipes tears* that’s all i just had to get that out of my system #crawling back into my writing cave now. i shall rejoin the world once this wip is Finished #*whispers* in related news. [N]MbD Sun may be the most insanely overprotective guy on earth but byGOD he never wants to hurt you #anyways eheheeeee back to writing my angst goodbye

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awkward-but-nice · 1 year

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Every day I think about the line

"every coward seems courageous in the safety of a crowd // bravery can be contagious, when the band is playing loud // nothing makes a man so bold, as a woman's smile, and a hand to hold // but all alone, his blood runs thin. And doubt comes, doubt comes in"

and then I go absolutely feral

#hadestown #truthfully i rarely listen to this song because i cannot listen to anything past come home with me reprise without crying #but holy shit that line fucks me up

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crowleys-right-eyeball · 6 months

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constantly burdened with the fact that crowley and aziraphale are literally two birds

#HE SAYS THAT HE WILL BUT HE’S JUST A LIAR ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#TWOOOOOO BIIIIIRDSSS ON A WIIIIIREEE ☹️☹️☹️☹️#i genuinely cannot listen to that song without crying i just have so many feelinfs about it #tagging this so rhat maybe people will ynderstand #good omens #ineffable husbands

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crazysnor1ax · 1 year

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I’m right and you all should admit it /j

#I CANNOT listen to that song without crying. I’m not joking it is my weakness #prison toys is sad but we’ll meet again is TRAGIC #memes #little nightmares #little nightmares 2 #little nightmares dlc #ln #ln 2 #ln ii #little nightmares ii

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zekkopunks · 2 years

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I forgot that we’re gonna get a soul crushing splatoon credits theme again

#splatoon #i literally cannot listen to any of them without almost crying #idk what they put into the credit songs but it always makes me feel things

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kusaka6e · 2 years

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FRANCIS FOREVER

rengoku x gn!reader

angst

sfw

i’m sad so i’m making it everyone’s business :,)

insp by francis forever by mitski

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you grimace as bright flashes of sunlight cast into your room, interrupting your already restless sleep. your journal and pen were sprawled out next to you, your 3 am writings nearing chicken scratch now.

you tried to stretch the soreness out of your muscles, the extra training hours you’d been putting in beginning to become more noticeable. not that you necessarily wanted to be working out so much more, but it was a good distraction.

the trail in the woods was swirled with shadows, sunlight dancing through the treeline. as wind blew through the air, you regretting not putting on another layer. was it nearing autumn already?

you found yourself fumbling with where to put your hands, your new routine still taking some time to adjust to.

you stop in a familiar clearing, pausing to look up at the halo of sunlight in the trees.

and before you know it, you’ve fallen to your knees, tears streaming down your face and sobs shaking your body.

he would’ve loved the way the sunlight was casting over the forest that morning. you two’s normal morning walks, hand-in-hand, were much lonelier now.

what am i supposed to do without you?

#rengoku #rengoku kyojuro #kyoujurou rengoku x reader #rengoku x reader #rengoku angst #kny #kny angst #rengoku x gn reader #angst #i cannot listen to this song without crying pls help

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nurse-buckley · 10 months

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Do you ever just hear a song that just stabs you in the chest because it’s just perfectly describes your life?

#i literally cannot listen to the opening of this song without crying my eyes out

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