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autisticalexmercer · 2 months

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Ya know what shout out to butches who wrestle with our butchness because we don’t fit the mold in some way. Butches who aren’t physically strong or naturally caretaking because of physical disability, who need to be cared for, who can’t hold open the door for a femme. Butches with long hair, butches with big hair, butches who express their culture via their hair. Butches who’s masculinity is shaped by their culture, who’s masculinity doesn’t fit the white eurocentric mold. Fat butches, butches with curves viewed as feminine, butches who don’t have skinny, boyish builds. Butches who don’t want to be sexualized, butches on the ace spectrum. Butches who don’t have traditionally masculine interests or mannerisms or whatever. Effeminate butches. Butches who take inspo from gay men. Butches who like the occasional dress or skirt. TRANSFEM BUTCHES!!!!! And any other butches who don’t fit a certain mold!! All butches are good butches and we are all valid.

#I’ve wrestled with butch identity for a long time #Because I’m physically disabled and I am also Jewish and I love my hair and masculinity is Different in the Jewish community #I relate to how gay men do gender and am not traditionally masculine #I am fat and have a “mom bod” type of build #Etc etc #I have put so many standards on myself but why? I know who I am better than anyone. And I know I’m a butch!#It feels right and comfortable on every level #And that is what matters!!! Send post!#Kitty meows #Butch #Butchness #Butch lesbian #Butch identity #butch positivity

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princesskealie · 7 days

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taking my mom to the doctor again tomorrow~ please send any good vibes/prayers/thoughts her way that all goes smoothly! 🙏🙏

#always sorry to be asking this of you guys ;-;#but always so grateful for your kindness!!#whew it's been quite a spring #long story short my mom will also be facing oral surgery soon #and as for me ah haaaa i dislocated a rib (eventually two) and can't seem to get them to stay put despite treatment ;-;#anyway! good news...a dream literary agent requested the full manuscript of my thriller novel AHH #another dream agent offered me an R&R which basically means she wants me to make certain revisions and resubmit #if i can do the revisions well enough she MIGHT offer askfjaf...she said she absolutely loved my book!!#but it's been challenging to work on everything during this spring of health issues gahh #trying my best though and fingers crossed one of these agents will be the one!!! 🙏🙏#how are you all doing?? feel free to send an ask or reply here! i love to hear about what's happening in your lives!!#personal

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grasslandgirl · 1 month

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"send your kids [dice] to camp" when one of the players has a big damage roll they need a lot of extraneous dice for is my favorite running cross-campaign d20 bit. maybe ever. I loved it so much in my first ever d20 campaign tuc (Emily and lou sitting next to each other talking about how their "kids" rolled) and its still going now in fantasy high junior year. the world is so beautiful

#SEND UR KIDS TO CAMP!!!!!#underrated t shirt idea: send ur kids to camp little front pocket logo and then a big thing w like. dice and smth about damage totals on #the back. Sam do u see my vision??? I'll give you my idea for free just send me a shirt in a good color (white w green lettering?)#god. I wish I knew how to graphic design I would just diy the shirt myself. anyone wanna make a design and I'll get my mom to criket print #the decals and send us all shirts ???? /not a joke #d20 #d20 spoilers #fh3

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yikes-ajax · 20 days

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She is approaching

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months

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whatever //blasts your old man with the butch beam//

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #yakuza series #jo sawashiro #genderbend #snap sketches #sorry.#i laid in bed for three seconds and i dont know what happened i saw a vision and thought to myself 'how can i make my mommy issues worse'#unrelated ramble time my dad. texted me and he did the whole 'you need to eat' bit #and then i told him i was goin to my moms this weekend for a hot minute and he was all 'oh ill send you miso soup :) quick an easy :)'#like thank you...... i. LOVE. water.#i actually do like miso soup but it just seems like a funny thing to me idk LOL #immediately after that he was like 'wait ill just give you money for groceries'#which i felt bad bout since i always feel bad gettin money from my dad. not my mom tho she's a witch #see this is. why we're here tonight this ramble is NOT totally unrelated LMAO #anyway. i have a genderbent ichi doodle too but i figured one (1) instance of me being ill is enough for tonight #so with that im gonna look at the wall more and think of women BYE

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tiny-tf-faces · 2 months

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Hello! An update on the babies!

Their feathers are coming in and they are starting to be more vocal. We've started holding them to get them used to human touch and they all passed their most important milestone: shitting on a human

One of them has a slightly malformed leg due to uneven bedding... We brought him to the vet and now he's wearing "tape pants" to correct the position. The vet told us to put him in a cup so he stays upright

He is NOT happy about it lol. He tries to escape often, but if everything goes well on next tuesday we can remove everything. We call him fancypants, I think we will keep him :> Anyway, that's all for now! Kisses

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Such good little borbs! Is one of the blue ones going om nom nom on sibling in the first pic?

Glad to hear the little ones are being taught the right way to perceive humans - as chairs. What do baby birds feel like? Are they soft?

It's a tragedy that fancypants has already been imprisoned at such a young age. My best wishes for birb recovery!

Thank you for keeping me updated on these little guys! They're always the highlight of my day :)

#not a face #earthling specimens #baby bird time #sorry for taking so long to respond #i figured getting this out sooner was more important than matching the tone of my earlier posts #i am still very excited about bird news - i just don't know how to express that trough text #the procrastination is real #replying to this is the third thing i get to cross out on my to-do list today #the second thing was a very short email that i finally got around to sending at like 8 pm #and the first thing was buying blue tack #which ended up being done by my mom #but i don't need to buy blue tack anymore and i did help her install a text editor #on the bright side i've also patched a hole in a wool sock and reattached the tassel to my winter hat

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sexynetra · 4 months

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Hey diva idk if you’ve seen, but Marcia like. Acknowledged RAWNSYF on Twitter

???? I’m literally gonna delete my account this is my worst nightmare 😭

#I’m so serious guys do NOT send this stuff to the queens!!!!!#I do not want them seeing this this is not for them #I just know my friend is gonna text me this #anyways #should I private the fic lmk 🤪🤪🤪#whoever put this on twitter ya moms a ho and so are you #thank you for letting me know about this I’m killing myself and deleting all my accounts bye it’s been fun #idk if I can express just how much I hate this lmao

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stuck-in-jelly · 4 months

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Maybe I’m delusional but I cant be the only one who believes that the “Rise Again” short story is a parallel to what must’ve happened when Lisa realized what Viren “had to do” to save their son.

Pretty consistently we see that Claudia is a parallel to her father meanwhile more subtly we see Soren as a parallel to his mother.

I believe it is strongest in the scene where Soren makes the decision to runaway and he tries to ask Claudia to come with him. Claudia shakes her head overwhelmed with whats going on and begging Soren to not make her choose between him and their father, much like when their parents asked her to choose which parent she’d stay with.

And so, just like their mother, Soren chooses for Claudia. Telling her goodbye.

I feel like it is especially reinforced with these images.

With that established i want to clarify my thoughts on exactly what happened to Soren when he was a kid.

I know a lot of people believe Soren didn’t actually die and instead was just really sick and about to die but between the symbolism of being turned to stone=death and how whatever spell he did crossed a line even his Mentor wouldn’t to the point of getting into a physical altercation I believed Soren actually died.

It seems to me that to at least to some degree this was resurrection. But why it didn’t require a blood of his child?

Soren was young and small and probably not dead for very long unlike Viren who had been dead for TWO YEARS.

But now onto ‘Rise Again’.

Of course the spell Claudia used wasn’t as strong as bringing something to life. She didn’t actually bring back a dead cat she was just animating cat ashes into the form of the cat she loved but regardless other she and Soren treat it as if the ashes were truly the cat and not a puppet Claudia made. But these snippets stuck out the most to me

If we take this short story as a parallel of their parents after Soren’s death/near death I feel like the language paints a good picture of how it went:

Viren:

“- I know but I fixed it.”

“It wasn’t fair that [he] died. [He] wasn’t even that old.”

Lisa:

“We had a little ceremony remember?”

“Because [Soren] died.”

But I think the biggest one is this scene:

#mama’s boy Soren and papa’s girl Claudia is making me go insane do you understand #we probably wont get it but i need soren to see his mom again for both of them to see a stranger standing in front them through a mirror #jelly tarts #my brain rot is rotting send help #how different their lives would’ve been if soren and Claudia went with their mother #Claudia wouldnt have a kill count thats for sure #sll im saying is that if i was mentally preparing for weeks or possibly months for my sons death only for a day after he died my spouse to #go ‘it’s alright i fixed it :33 dont check the basement’ id also fucking run far away #its 1am im going to bed but this will haunt me #the dragon prince #tdp claudia #tdp viren #tdp soren

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snickerdoodlles · 1 month

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Same anon: Pete's taste in decor doesn't improve as he figures himself out. If anything, it gets weirder.

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oh, absolutely! Pete is a funky lil guy and his tastes reflect that 😤👏 it gets worse even before he starts figuring himself out because Khun starts inviting him to craft nights again, because Pete's needs more PIZZAZZ in his life. Vegas puts his foot down on the kitchen jars having feathers, but we're talking sparkly kitsch to a whole new level. bedazzled lights. glittered vases. sequinned table runners. gold painted everything. nothing is of remarkable quality yet works bizarrely well with Vegas's luxurious velvet. Vegas is immensely irritated and delighted every time someone points this out, and takes it out on one (very delighted) Pete.

#shortly after i first posted interior design my mom and i started making pinecone hedgehogs for holiday decorations #we have. SO MANY pinecone hedgehogs now #(she put out 18 last christmas iirc?? we are home of the hedgehogs now)#and a friend was also sending me pics of all the hedgehog decor in her family's home too at the time #so my point: Khun picks up from somewhere that Pete likes hedgehogs and then its ALL THE HEDGEHOG CRAFTS for 4 months before they reconcile #and then even more after they do naturally #Arm gifts Pete a doorstop hedgehog that's dressed like a bodyguard #it's not a *good* doorstep hedgehog dressed like a bodyguard #it's suit sleeves are wonky its tie is construction paper its passable at best #Pete *loves* it and gives it a place of honor in his home #Vegas is still deciding how he feels about it #he will be deciding how he feels about it for the next five years min #fic: interior design #kinnporsche #vegaspete #fic headcanons #thank u for sending this in anon 😂 <333

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09lover · 6 months

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hi to whoever saw the haruka (ft muu) art process screenshot thing…

i apologize if you saw it as harumuu shipart and found it LIKE WEIRD, i have no intentions of drawing them together like that…. The screenshot was SO OUT OF CONTEXT IM SO SORRY.. I SEE WHY ITD LOOK LIKE HARUMUU ART. (i know in that process post i said i dint ship them but i keep overthinking based off the ss alone)

that now written i rushed to complete the little comic whatever meme thing… so as to like PREVENT PEOPLE FROM THINKING ITS HARUMUU ART

im not even gonna color this.. i felt so shameful for making this so out of context (the first pic)

#milgram #milgram project #milgram fanart #haruka sakurai #muu kusunoki #look theyre both cute… but its like yknow… unhealthy for them to… date…… given the situation and how muu is willing to let haruka die 4 her #NEJFJSJDJSND #im going to forever cry over this goodbye #maybe ill draw a bonus scene where es suddenly finds out muu got her phone and shes texting dead rei #context of situation -> so like my boss got me to wear like christmas headbands and then took a picture of me before sending it somewhere…#all i knew was it was in a groupchat but i wasnt in it…#haruka sees muu as his mom and muu sees him as someone thatd do shit fir him end of dtory #(probably not accurate consideringi havent been touching back on things like that..)#SHE STILL CARES FOR HIM LIKE A MOM #es’ art journal #i keep overthinking its not even funny anymore 😭

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altruistic-meme · 23 days

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i think im going to need a moment of not opening messages right now. im going to read stormbringer instead.

#sigh #my friend keeps sending me video after video about how her floors are covered in fur bc if my dog #(who is staying with her for now)#but like. yes. i understand. i get it.#my dog has incredibly thick fur and is shedding her fucking winter coat. i dont know what the fuck you want me to do???????#i get it?? so sorry?? ill come vacuum your house like ?????#i get it that its annoying having her fur all over bc she has black fur in your light beige carpet #what i DON'T get is WHY YOU KEEP SENDING ME VIDEOS OR PHOTOS. MULTIPLE TIMES A DAY.#WHY. JUST WHY.#IM SORRY LITERALLY I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SHES A DOG SHE SHEDS LIKE.#shes going to my other sisters house soon and then she wont be shedding all over your floor and you KNOW THAT #so WHY.#im just. tired #i wanted to say 'i cant do this anymore' but that is unfortunately the doorway in which the suicidal thoughts will squirm through.#so. instead i will set my phone to the side and read my book.#it is much thicker than i expected it to be.#i cant turn my phone off bc my mom is going to be sending messages later that i need to look at but #im just going to try not to open any messages anyway and not touch my phone or anything #shh ac

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zombie-bait · 6 months

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Just found out that the creator of Loki was Michael Waldron (aka the guy who wrote Doctor Strange MoM) and that information has dealt me psychic damage

#loki #loki series #loki season 2 #I have to assume he didn't actually do a lot of the writing for the show #cuz MoM was YIKES #One of the best theatre experiences of my life #but not in a “this is a really good movie” kinda way #Meanwhile Loki is really good #especially season 2 #so how did that happen #mcu #marvel #please don't send hate #cuz you know im right

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compacflt · 8 months

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I don't know if this has been asked and answered but with your love of Top Gun and airplanes, would you ever consider getting your pilot's license?

it is my retirement plan 🤞🏽 god willing i make enough money to learn how to fly someday

im currently a broke student with no access to any accessible airstrip within like 20 miles (i live in nyc & don’t have a car) and also every time i mention getting my pilot’s license to my mom she has a conniption about safety “what happens if my baby falls out of the sky” etc. so i have to wait for her to die first

but yes I would love love love to have that opportunity at some point. If only to make my writing about flight more accurate (obviously if you know anything about flying my fics are the most inaccurate things in the whole world & i apologize for that). Im a big proponent of “doing stuff just to know how to write about it” which is the only reason, for instance, I have ever smoked a cigarette (not that my writing about that is particularly accurate either but)

#That’s just a joke abt my mom obv i looove her #Carole Bradshaw ‘my child isn’t ready to fly’ moment #but yeah from a parental point of view it’s ok to send one’s child across the country in a commercial #jetliner multiple times per year but a Cessna 180 is absolutement out of the question #i have to grow up some #i have two (2) friends who dropped out of high school to get their pilots’ licenses and are now professional private pilots at 20 and 21 #of like. bell 206s or Beechcraft bonanzas or whatever but it’s still so unbelievably cool #my school does have a flight club but in typical northeastern university fashion it’s all about how to land a management job at JetBlue #straight out of college not about how to actually fly #‘come be a middle management worker at qantas!’ 😕 idk #sorry you guys have to watch me do so much growing up it’s actually mortifying #lol #SMEs be grateful for ur distinction. Some of us are 20 (stupid) and in the pits.

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wurmwizzard · 1 month

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I think the most tragic thing about snack "zachary zack boy bradley" braffs early passing is he had so much light in his eyes.... he was so, so excited to wrestle. his life was snuffed out too soon ...

#watching monster factory trying to remember how to draw (doing well but im making myself do something good and productive as a discipline-#so that naturally makes my obstinate brain resist and want to watch old tiktok likes.)#i only use tiktok for my likes and the things my huzband sends me. not trying to nervously excuse my tokkage or anything but i donno tiktok #has gotten uninteresting in the last year everytime im there the website robots think im a 30 yearold british mom or an actual child.#anyways.#monster factory #goober.txt

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astridthevalkyrie · 4 months

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everything you see ab being the oldest daughter is true btw why am i the family therapist AND punching bag smh

long ass depressing rant in the tags srry i got a wee bit emotional

#my dad has something going on where there's a ringing in his ear my mom has tendonitis and neck pain now #and i feel for both of them i'm goin to cvs to get the meds giving my mom massages every night talking to my dad to distract him #they're both going to the correct doctors #but just throwing it out there i have had tendonitis and chronic upper back pain for 5-6 years and no one gave a shit most i've gotten is #jokes that i'm faking it #i'm in physical therapy for my back NOW but that's bc i finally crawled out of the depression long enough to do it myself #which is fine whatever i'm 22 i should be the one making my own appointments and it'd be weird if i wasn't #but when i was 16 or 17???#being hospitalized for STRESS HEADACHES at 14 too???#who gets hospitalized for that shit and how were my parents not concerned that i at the age of 14 was #so stressed out that my head was pounding all the time #and bc i'm the third parent who has to be the only emotional safe space #i don't say anything if my sisters are rude to me bc at least they feel safe enough around me to be rude to me #i have to listen to everyone and their momma's problems #i'm in law school!!! i do not need this i'm anxious all the time!!!#and if i'm not anxious i'm depressed!!!#my therapist point blank tells me shit like 'you're incredibly lonely' or 'you have way too much on your shoulders' and it makes me CRY #the most basic fucking observations that i KNOW but hearing someone else acknowledge it and not berate me fucking sends me into TEARS #i get messages from online friends here like 'hey i saw your post you don't deserve that' i physically cannot keep my eyes dry!!#every time i have any interaction ever i am at least a little uncomfortable bc i am always trying so hard to make sure i come off as kind #and not awkward or mean #i feel like everyone around me was given some kind of how to manual on life that i wasn't #and i KNOW this is not unique tons and tons of people feel like this #i know this is the depression and the anxiety and the possible autism i'm well aware #but then every couple of days my mom gets the brilliant idea to tell me i'm rude or lazy or whatever and i lose my shit #i just wanna sleep and write fanfics in the nicest way possible i hate everyone #i will try my best to not be mean to anyone bc no one deserves it but i am angry and i am constantly feeling the hurt of my inner child #my MOTHER threw a hardcover book at my HEAD when i was ten bc i had been reading and hid the book under the pillow #what the actual fuck????#my dad's response to any and everything is to deal with it

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modwyr · 2 months

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sometimes i am just like my parents (worrying) and other times im just like my parents (the most wonderful thing in the world)

#sorry. yesterday my mom was sending pictures of her new boo austin butler into the family groupchat #and today my dad has been showing me dvd's of his favourite war movies #and is now looking for his fancy metal case boxset of band of brothers because i liked mota #and god im kind of overwhelmed by how much i love them #because i do these things too!#captains log

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