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i stayed up reading a red, red rose until 4am and had a really important meeting at 10am so
#and i'd do it again#hey author#well done#i was hooked#i'm so tired#i wanna read it again#i don't know if i'm mad at you or in awe of you#i blacked out through the meeting#i dont remember anything#anyway#it was worth it#polin#trash talk
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what is with men being mad any time a woman raises her voice where did that even come from. someone posted a video of a small electrical explosion, and the top comment was of course the woman screams. the second comment is women try not to scream challenge, level impossible. i had to go back and watch the video again. there is, somewhat fainty, a little gasp emitted off-camera, more of a yelp than a scream. it is mostly lost in the crack of the explosion. afterwards, you hear her voice, shaken, say, are you okay?
i am helping one of my friends train her voice pitch lower, because she wants to be taken seriously at work. she and i do each other's nails and talk about gender roles; and how - due to our appearance - neither of us have ever been able to be "hysterical" in public. we both appear young and sweet and feminine. she is cisgender, and cannot use her natural voice in her profession because people keep saying she appears to be "vapid". we both try to figure out if our purposeful voice lowering is technically sexist. is it promoting something when you are a victim to it?
a storm almost sends a pole through a car window. in the dashcam, you can hear the woman passenger say her partner's name twice, crying out in alarm. she sounds terrified. in the comments, she is lambasted for her lack of calm. how is that even fucking helping?
in high school, i taught myself to have a lower voice. i had been recorded when i was genuinely (and righteously) upset; and i hated how my voice sounded on the phone speakers when it was played back. i was defending my mom, and my voice cracked with emotion. it meant i was no longer winning the argument: i was just shrieking about it.
girls meet each other after a long summer and let out a little joyful scream. this usually stops around 12-14, because people will not tolerate this display of affection (as it has the effect of being passingly annoying). something about the fact that little girls can't ever even be annoying. we are trained to examine each part of our lives (even joy) for anything that could make us upsetting and disgusting. they act like teenage girls are breaking into houses and shrieking you awake at 3 in the morning. speaking as a public school educator: trust me, it's not that bad, you can just roll your eyes and move on. it does not compare to the ways boys end up being annoying: slurs in graffiti, purposefully mocking your body, following you after you said no. you know, just boy things.
there's another video of a man who is not allowed to yell in the house, so he snaps his fingers when he's excited about soccer. the comments are full of angry men, talking about how their brother is unfairly caged. let him express himself and this is terrible to do to someone. eventually the couple has to address it in a second video: they are married with a newborn baby. he was trying not to wake the infant up. there is no comment on the fact women are not allowed to yell indoors. or the fact that it could have been really alarming or triggering for his wife. sometimes i wonder if straight men even like women, if they even enjoy being in relationships with them.
for the longest time, i hated roller coasters because it always felt inappropriate and uncomfortable for me to scream. one of my friends called me on it, said it was unusual i'm so unwilling. i had to go to my therapist about it. i don't like to scream because i was not raised in a safe situation, and raising my voice would have brought unsafe attention towards me. even when i am supposed to scream, it feels shameful, guilty. i was not treated kindly, so i lack a basic form of self-protection. this is not a natural response. it is not good that in a situation of high adrenaline - i shut up about it.
something very bad is happening, i think. in between all the beauty standards and the stuff i've already discussed - this one feels new and cruel in a way i can't quite express. yes, it's scary and silencing. but there's something about how direct it is - that so many men agree with the sentiment that women should never yell, even in an emergency - it feels different.
is the word shriek gendered automatically? how about shrill or screech? in self defense class, one of the first things they tell you is to yell, as loud and as shrilly as you can. they say it will feel rude. most women will not do this. you need to practice overcoming the social pressure and just scream.
most women do not cry out, even when it's bad. we do not report it. we walk faster. we do not make a scene. what would be the point of doing anything else? no matter what we do, we don't get taken seriously. it is a joke to them. an instagram caption punchline. we have to present ourselves as silent, beautiful, captivating - "valuable."
a woman is outside watching her kids when someone throws a firecracker at them. she screams and runs towards her children. in the comments, grown men flock together in the thousands: god. women are so annoying.
#warm up#writeblr#this one has bothered me for a bit#any time a woman does something even passingly annoying we treat it like a fucking crime#hey man. women are allowed to be annoying. everyone forever is allowed to be passingly annoying#as long as they aren't hurting anyone/thing#like u wanna know something? i find it super annoying that men don't wear seatbelts#why arent there thousands of comments on driving videos thats just like : men try not to die in a car crash challenge#''this briefly annoyed me''. okay??????? AND????????????????? go get ur self a cookie and calm down about it#ur not entitled to control other ppl's experiences and emotions just so u can maintain ur own peace#if being briefly annoyed ruins ur whole day! you! need! therapy!!!!#men try not to become immediately angry about nothing challenge: level impossible#ps author is nonbinary. we didn't even get into the gender presentation thing#the fact men think it's SEXY that my voice is on the lower end....
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i will never forgive popular UT fanon for using chara as a scapegoat in the genocide run and making "sans recognizes them and attacks them on sight regardless of what run they're in" headcanons so pervasive.
mostly because "restless spirit of a long dead child who's obsessed with the concept of cosmic retribution and facing consequences for your actions" + "guy whose job is just that but he treats it on par with his hot dog sidegig" is potentially one of the most hysterical dynamics you could come up with
UPDATE: you should REALLY check out the notes on this one
#''hey kid do you want anything?'' ''closure. absolution. redemption. but in a world where the damage is done and third parties don't exist#who holds the authority to be the judge of that. can any of us truly be forgiven..?''#''yeah uhhhh. i've got twenty bucks''#undertale#sans#chara#this guy also happens to be banging their mom which is unrelated but also only adds fuel to the fire#some tags on here got me tearing my hair out the point is they WOULD NOT hate each other. guys.#chara would be mildly amused by sans and sans would have. no fucking clue how to handle them. which only amuses them more
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some misc Barn & Wally doodles from the past week or so <3 i heart them
#i read 'barnaby bites wally out of affection' exactly Once and it imprinted in my brain forever#its so damn cute... what the fuck... who authorized that....#one thing about me: yes i Will exaggerate size differences. no im Not sorry#listen one thing i love more than the big guy & their lil buddy dynamic#is big guy & their lil buddy 'rough-housing'#where it looks vicious but the big guy is actually being so so gentle and careful <3#it kills me every time!!!#AND THESE TWO ARE PERFECT FOR BOTH BABEYYYYYY#the bestiessssss themmmmm them them them#i have so many thoughts / feelings about them and many of them Directly Conflict <3#scribble salad#welcome home#wait when. when did i start drawing barnaby so damn much#every other scribble is Him#uh oh! looks like hes Blorbo!!!#anyhow sometimes i sit on doodles for Days and Days#until it occurs to me that hey. i can post these#i havent been scribbling much bc ive been chipping away at comms when i have the free time to do Art#the only non-comm stuff have been silly warmups riperoni#BUT! AHA! last week's me (early this week???) was in their Barnaby & Wally feels!!!#providing current me with Crumbs to post!
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Hey guess what it's time for a big ol' Relativity screenshot edit sketchdump!!!!
#gravity falls#relativity falls#screenshot edit#mabel pines#dipper pines#stan pines#ford pines#candy chiu#pacifica northwest#aaaaa I'm so glad to finally get these out there ^^#it was about time I got around to redrawing the scary-oke scene :D#technically I'd already posted that last roadside attraction pic#but I've polished it up since then to match the newer ones so I figured it was worth posting again#idk how the heck I hadn't done the author reveal shot with dipper yet#that's like the most obvious thing in the world#also hey relativity pacifica reveal I guess#I couldn't very well NOT have her be the one running against mabel for mayor now could I
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Hunting for bugs in their clothes before they go in the washing machine is a nightmare and ofcourse brining the sun home
#monthofemmet#moth of emmet#the prompt being bug hunt#immediately made me think of when im hunting around the house for my cats to make sure they didnt leave in the 5 seconds the door was open#emmet leaving the washing mashine door open for 5 seconds and these fuckers have swarmed in there#ingo doing the bunny ears bc he has heard this talk before and hes bored but gotta be there to boost emmets authority#had to include volcarona#hey emmet whatcha got there? SUN :)
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book of song poems (1905) - james leander alter
"we stay silly"
#hey sorry gamers#sorry i havent been active#lowkey#this week has been the wrost week of my entire life#not to be dramatic but like#have been going through it#and now i am sick#LMFAO#it jsut gets better#anyway#sorry for not being online#blackout poem#blackout poetry#author#book#poetry
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🔆Terzo is safe in Omegas arms🔆
Everybody makes Terzo all depressed all the time so IM LETTING HIM BE HAPPY FOR ONCE ‼️‼️
[[ PRINT ]] [ part 2 ]
#hey they can have nasty nasty sex but they are also in love so *cries*#also that FUCKING POETRY HC from that fic bless you author bless you it occupies 90% of my brain now thanks#also… my apologies to the author for what i did in the second one#my art#ghost bc#the band ghost#procreate#ghost band#the band ghost fanart#papa emeritus lll#papa terzo#ghost terzo#terzo emeritus#Omega3#terzomega#omega ghoul#omega ghost#terzo x omega#ghost the band
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ALEX CASEY
—I remembered dying in this alley in a dream I had. He was just gonna keep killing me here, loop by loop."
fucking obsessed with what's going on with Casey, in both the narrative and the game play. most immediately, tho, it's just the way that he Has To Die in order for Wake and You the Player to get a gun and a flashlight. sometimes the narrative-gameplay requires a sacrifice-body! feed it your creation, Alan!! except. that's not entirely your creation. there is some 'the things we create when we're scared and want to be rescued' happening re: Alan with Casey. also. the dark presence. the way it gets a hold of Casey is less like a possession and more like a violent penetration or infection. turning these thoughts around in my head like they're on a microwave plate.
also this too
The Scapegoat, Rene Girard (trans. Yvonne Freccero)
bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost
#alan wake 2#alan wake 2 spoilers#alan wake#alex casey#i wish to GOD my thoughts were coherent but mostly im just going. hey!!!! HEY!!!!#there's a specific thing happening with alex casey and alice wake too. as narrative-ritual substitutions btw#i gotta pin down my thoughts about alan and saga as co-authors and how alex-alice-saga for a triangle of balance
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when i first found out about geno my first impression was that he was the super stoic type or something
now that i've played a little of smrpg finally i. really dont know where i got that
#geno#geno smrpg#smrpg#smrpg spoilers#clai's art#his introduction is so funny to me like#gaz shoots mario in the face with this doll knocking him unconscious (???!?!?!? HOW STRONG IS THIS TOY)#then a whole CELESTIAL BEING happens to find this house steals the doll as a vessel slams his head into a table and leaves#also love his ''i serve a higher authority'' line where he then immediately gets shot at by bowyer and goes ''Hey! Chill out!''#he's trying so hard to be cool HJENFJ
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Unpopular writing opinion:
We need more absolutely vile, unlikeable villains. There’s a place for villains you can "babygirl" but I’m bored of it. Give me the most nasty disgusting villains that will make me cringe into the earth you cowards.
There's this entire thing that's cropped up around 'likeable' or 'relatable' villains where, instead of being a cautionary tale about how we can all end up there or how people who seem lovely can actually be vile, it's become "uwu babygirl isn't evil after all"
And like there's a place for it! I like my fair share of babygirl villains! Hell I was there all the way back when Thor was released and Loki kicked off the popularisation of this trend!
I'm just,,, bored of it now. Especially when I'm seeing people do the whole babygirlification process on real-ass human beings???? It's gone too far.
Give me vile.
Give me the eugenicist who wants to eradicate 'imperfections' because he thinks he's an agent of God
Give me an abusive horrible parent but don't tell me they're trying just show me from their kid's eyes the catharsis of getting them the fuck out of their life
Give me the fuckin westboro baptist church for elves or someshit i don't care, just give me something I can hate with my entire being so that I can feel the rush of vindication when they inevitably get defeated.
There's too many irredeemable, vile people in real life. Especially as a trans person right now, it's easy to fall into despair when I see how untouchable those people seem to be, and how many people will defend them based on their motivations or some other "relatable" bullshit.
Give me a story that shows they're not as untouchable as they seem. Give me a story that shows there's always hope for the downtrodden; that the vile, horrible people trying to destroy us are just that, and they don't deserve a single tear. Stop trying to humanise our abusers, because we know they're humans but they don't care that we are too.
Just once, give me someone I can sink my teeth into and tear apart without the slightest touch of empathy. Give me what I can't have in real life.
#this got a lil more personal than i intended oops#writing opinions#writing community#villain characters#writing villains#urban fantasy#authors of tumblr#writers of tumblr#writers on tumblr#authorblr#indie author#queer author#neurodivergent author#but hey 'be the change you want to see'#my villain is irredeemable and untouchable#i will destroy him
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He isn't desperate for romantic love. He lives only to obey orders.
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I lost the confession oooone, I'm sorry anon!! (maybe missed a few other similar asks) bu-ut yes, main reason why I draw Tobs x y/n is because he is depicted too good, too pure in fanfics, he is annoying he will kinkshame you and see how far you will go for him.
#he loves you all in his own way#I'm aware that the author showed him so pure and lovable in a relationship#but i can't see an insane maniac to be 100% selfless#and knowledgeable of a healthy romantic relationship#ask#creepypasta ticci toby#ticci tobi#ticcy toby#ticci toby#tobs#toby rogers#my work#art#funny#creepypasta#comic#but hey if you read my hcs and break his icy exterior his opinion changes on that matter
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One of my art goals in this fandom is to show more appreciation for my fave fics and I’ve been slowly rereading @archersxartxblog “warden’s twins” so I thought I’d try to draw some stuff for it! For context it’s a fic where 10yo ingo and emmet get sent to hisui during their pokemon journey & everyone just assumes they’re ingo’s kids lmao. It’s really good and interesting I highly recommend it! Also I can’t help but think about how drayden must be in hell in this au like Jesus Christ I can’t imagine he’s doing too well considering everything asdgdfgh
#ingo pokemon#submas#emmet pokemon#gym leader drayden#gym leader clay#pokemon legends arceus#art#draydens probably well on his way to getting himself a stress induced ulcer at the very least#poor guy probably doesn’t have much to keep him positive especially considering the cave scene 💀#also hey if the author is reading this I love ur fic it’s so intriguing
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the world is dark (and light is precious) : November 2023
Pete Wentz // D.H. Lawrence // Circa Survive, Your Friends Are Gone // Fall Out Boy, Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes // u.k. // Jack Gilbert // @/thegirlhoodtheory // Emily St. John Mandel, Station Eleven // @/9710144 // Emily Wilson // Fall Out Boy, Disloyal Order // Lauren Zuniga // Patrick Stump, Spotlight (Oh Nostalgia) // Ellen Bass // 1930s book headers and illustrations via @/nemfrog
#no longer even feel weird about this actually#and hey look I finally got circa into one of these!!#the title line is from the author's dedication to The Tale of Despereaux btw#it's something very very important to me:#the world is dark and light is precious. come closer dear reader. I am telling you a story#Lu rambles#web weaving#novemberisms
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been thinking about NamiComi for weeks now why doesn't every webtoon site have these options????
like seriously these should be the standard right now wtf
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"she's not gonna update the fic bro" she will. she will if I comment good
#i don't like. comment with the intention of Wringing Updates Out Of The Poor Author or anything#but y'know#sometimes if you say a lot of stuff about how cool a fic is#the Actual Author will be like 'oh hey you're right this is cool! here's more of it :D'#fanfiction
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