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interstellarchaosss · 2 months
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A polycule across our system and the Sparks system (@sparkssystem)! Sketchy because this is our first time drawing so many people in one image and this is also pose practice.
List of who is who in the readmore.
[THIS IS A GIFT, DO NOT USE]
Please do not use our art without our permission. Feel free to ask to use for icons and similar things, but we have the right to say no.
Program: IbisPaint X Approx. Time: 6h Original Date: 02.04.24 Commission/Trade/Collab status in bio/pinned! Art Of:
Back Row:
Rift [Headmate]
Merlin [Headmate]
Shintora [Headmate, @sparkssystem]
Front Row:
Martin [Headmate]
Vince (Possessed!Hunter) [Headmate]
Kishan [Headmate, @sparkssystem]
(System Member Artist: Merlin)
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entropy-sea-system · 4 months
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I know your aplatonic, and I just wanted to check something. I'm decently active within the aro community myself, and I like seeing your content/commentary. when I notice we share space (ex: on reblog comments of posts), I find that I like seeing what you have to say, and I even look forward to it. I don't have any personal desire to befriend you for obvious and not so obvious reasons, but I do like seeing you around and acknowledging your perspectives. My thoughts towards you are almost comparable to how you look forward to sharing shifts with a certain coworker because you can trust them to be competent and reliable. Something akin to acquaintanceship, but more distanced given that we only ever interact within one designated community. Not super frequently, at that.
I just want to know if such a perception of you triggers your repulsion or pushes boundaries. of course if this does make you uncomfortable, I'll simply not bring it up again. I'm moreso curious.
This is a good faith ask from an allopl, and if you do not feel comfortable responding, please feel free to just delete the ask entirely.
That doesn't really trigger my repulsion, because its not really about friendship or so it seems to not be about friendship, but thanks for asking I guess. Id prefer you not call me an acquaintance though as Im repulsed by that term as I associate it w friendship, but it seems to only be a comparison/ meant to say its less close than that so thats probably not like actually calling me an acquaintance.
And also my repulsion toward ppl feeling platonic/friendship things to me is more only if someone expresses that theyre platonically attracted to me or want to be my friend tbh, bc theres no way Id know or care if someone just feels that so I just don't want ppl to express it to me.
I can't know that someone percieves me some way unless they state it, and imo boundaries, including those about repulsion, can't really be about how ppl see you bc that can't be controlled + one doesn't have to know abt it, they can only be about how they act towards you such as what they may express to you. If I know someone has friendship emotions for me Id rather avoid them, but what I don't know can't repulse me.
And Im glad that ppl appreciate my content, I tend to see it as a compliment / ego boost when ppl think that lol . I actually feel kind of similar to what you describe, about some ppl I know, but maybe not very strongly or consistently (I have a tendency to kind of feel like ppl aren't perfect and it doesn't really go to idolising ppl for me usually bc of that, but there are ppl who Id say I like seeing discuss topics and stuff) and I dont even think abt it often, and I dont label it as anything other than emotions maybe, but either way I don't see it as platonic/friendship when I experience that emotion so.
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objectcrushsuggestions · 10 months
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crush on my dnd dice
Yeah!!
(Also congrats on being the first not-anon ask this blog has gotten! /lh)
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machine-eroticism · 11 months
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recently followed another blog that had a lot of. .. idk what to call it, but it's got us looking at our old wii u in a new light you know 👉️👈️
That's really cool!! Tbh I didnt really expect to get any asks on this blog, but its really cool to hear abt other people feeling things about objects!!!
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interstellarsystem · 2 months
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Little Plural Things
Systems can present in a lot of different ways. Sometimes, being a system can be loud and obvious if you're naturally more overt and/or out about yourselves as plural. Sometimes, it can be quiet and barely noticeable, but still there--just harder to see. Our system is fairly obvious if we're unmasked, but there are still things that escape even our own knowledge when we're masking as hard as we can. Little things that to us, remind us that our system is undeniably real. This is a post about those experiences we've had with barely-noticeable signs of a system.
Not every system will relate to these experiences, some might feel similarly about a few points, some may have others of their own entirely, some might not know or not have anything like the experiences we mention, and that's all part of being plural. No two systems are mirror images of each other. This is a post about our experiences.
1. Handwriting
Recently, we've had it brought to our attention that we have different handwriting. We don't write with a pen/pencil often, but we were asked to fill out a worksheet for our psychologist recently. She told us that whoever in our system wants to contribute to it can, and suggested that we signify who wrote what in some way--to which we chose different pencil colours for different headmates. We took the worksheet home and put things on it depending on who was in the front and if they wanted to.
It turned out, that some of our writing widely differs from each other. Out of the 6 people who wrote on the sheet, most of them were wildly different. Rift and Martin wrote the most tidily, with Rift's writing looking more "proper" and "adult". I (Vince) apparently am not the best at neat writing but I managed to be better than what our "normal" writing is like from what we remember. Merlin wrote messily like he was writing very fast. Mystery wrote with very large letters with sharp angles that overall made it look like it was written by a child new to writing. Which makes absolute sense. It's not a child, but its hands in-headspace are bigger than ours and that was the actual first time it had written anything on paper since it got here.
Somehow, it took until our psychologist pointed it out for us to notice how different it was.
2. Vocabulary Choices
Something we are able to notice sometimes is how our vocabulary and sometimes sentence structure changes based on who is speaking. Some obvious examples are our British headmates substituting "bloody" for other words as an exclamation and the difference between what some of our headmates would call a "chip" or a "fry".
Other times though, it's more subtle. Sometimes there's certain phrases that will just have a word or two swapped out and it does tend to point toward who is fronting even if people do use multiple of these. Some examples are:
"I suppose" vs "I think" vs "I believe"
"Kinda" vs "Kind of" vs "Sort of" vs "Sorta"
"Recently" vs "A bit ago"
"Sleepy" vs "Tired"
"Lol" vs "Haha" vs "Lmao" vs a keysmash (Even though these are text-based they are quite telling.)
"Quite" vs "Very" (Speaking of the above.)
Getting more subtle with them, some other examples are:
"You know" vs "Y'know"
"Uh" vs "Um"
"Uh-Huh" vs "Mhm"
Sometimes typing is influenced too. The amount of em-dahses within the text, the consistency of proper punctuation, how mechanical the text feels, how many run-on sentences there are and even how much tends to be written in one message/post can all point toward different people being in control.
3. Accidental Accents and Inflections
While accents are usually very obvious, we're generally good at masking them. Generally.
Due to us living in Australia, our headmates with accents straight from London don't stick out too bad when they're struggling to mask, but they are still noticeable to those around us who know we're plural. Passerby on the street or people who don't see us often don't think much of it, but certain people we are close to know that a few people in our system find it harder to mask and can tell when they're fronting very easily because of it.
Even if we are masking our accents properly, some parts of the way we speak still come out. Some of us end sentences on a higher-pitch more often due to what our accent generally has us do and some end more on lower-pitch notes when speaking. Some of us put emphasis on certain syllables differently. There's lots of little things that go into language that make it hard to completely mask.
4. Food Choices
More of a noticeable one, but something we tend to brush off as "just a bad batch" when it happens. Some of us like and dislike different foods and drinks, some of us to an extreme degree.
Mystery hates the brand of juice we normally buy and thought that it might've just been past expiry (it was not) or just a bad batch of the juice, but they're consistently the only one who doesn't like it.
Rave likes spicy food much more than the rest of us because they have a harder time tasting it. I on the other hand can't handle spicy food at all and am worse with it than the others in my system.
Some of us favour different brands of food and some of us might like/dislike textures of food differently too.
5. Default Facial Expressions
Different resting facial expressions are something we hardly notice because we don't look in a mirror often due to dysphoria. What we do know though, is that some of us just rest our faces differently.
I look more stern and tired than others. I have a bit of an angrier resting expression.
Martin looks a little bit more anxious due to being an anxiety-holder, but he also looks softer and kinder.
Crowley also looks tired but has less of a stern look and more of an almost blank one.
6. Body Language
This is one we don't know too much about because we can only get knowledge on this from other people, but most of our headmates have a different "vibe" by the way they carry themselves.
I end up seeming to-the-point and business-like.
Martin reads as being very anxious even if he's not always.
Crowley reads as smug.
Mal reads as if he's planning something mischevious and silly.
We've been told that Filigree just reads as "gay".
We're not sure what actions make us seem this way, but some of us can be clocked by others around us as fronting without even talking first. I don't know how people do it, but it's something in our body language.
7. Clothing Choices
A few of us have different clothing choices--Crowley still wears sunglasses everywhere due to light sensitivity and wears dark colours, I prefer to wear button-up shirts as opposed to more casual things, Martin prefers hoodies that are lighter in colour and Merlin prefers to dress in pink and black and more fluffy textures.
We don't have too many clothes overall so to others it does just look like we're cycling through our wardrobe, and sometimes we are, but there's certain styles some of us tend to lean toward more than others.
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Some of these might seem quite noticeable, and maybe they are if you know we're a system, but people change a lot so once again some of this is much more subtle than it sounds. People who don't know that you're a system hardly ever notice, and if they do they put it to "having an off day" and leave it at that.
We wanted to take some time to appreciate those little things we find it hard to notice, though. And maybe it'll end up helping some other system realise how unique they are as individuals and help fight off the imposter syndrome like these realisations did for us.
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gaybian-culture-is · 4 months
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Gaybian culture is thinking the sunset lesbian and ocean gay flags look pretty together !!
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(gradient of these made by my headmate Rift!) (-Streak)
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acorpsecalledcorva · 7 months
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*Maladaptive Daydreaming is the disordered form of Immersive Daydreaming/Dissociative Absorption (which I believe is the foundation of endogenic plurality experiences), therefore would only really apply to "disordered plurals" that don't have a CDD, similarly not all pwMD would identify as plural the same as most pwCDDs don't use that label
*"Plural Dissociative Disorder" is used here as the best phrase I can come up with to communicate disorders that involve systems of parts/alters/headmates as it wouldn't be a CDD. Although I recognise many do not like this term, everyone hopefully understands what I mean by it
This is the best summary I can find that I feel argues for why it should be included as such:
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Arguments against: As a concept it may err ever so slightly too closely to the fantasy model of DID or give credibility to many aspects that the community has worked very hard to move away from.
Overlap: Early reports put comorbidity of MD and DID at only 12.8% but more recent reports have it at more like 40-50%. Prevalence of MD, that is the disordered utilisation of immersive daydreaming/dissociative absorption as a form of escapism, increases dramatically during periods of global unrest, the COVID 19 pandemic saw a marked increase in communities seemingly built around utilising Immersive Daydreaming/Dissociative Absorption such as the reality shifting communities which used guides very very similar to switching and imposition guides shared by the Willo/paragenic communities
Possible explanation for rift in community: many people simply do not have the ability to immersive daydream, and it would seem that the majority of DID research and literature has been written about and focuses on pwDID that don't have this innate ability. A lack of inner world and phobia of the inner experience such as no knowledge and access to parts are commonly described in literature but are at odds with the majority of online presentations of CDDs. It may be that more CDD systems are utilising an immersive daydreaming capability in a more (mostly)positive way thanks to community sharing of experiences, while those who do not have this ability are left dumbfounded by how much the online community doesn't match their experience. Similarly, those with CDDs who can and do utilise this ability would find more shared experiences with the wider plural community including identifying as mixedorigin because immersive daydreaming would be an ability that predates trauma development of a CDD or becoming disordered due to later trauma
Personal experience: I have both DID parts/alters and Immersive Daydreaming headmates. I find this a very useful framework to understand my experience as it allows me to differentiate the needs of both and ensure that one doesn't negatively impact the other. I also believe it's very important to differentiate between them in form and function, while not viewing one as more valid than the other. Treating all ID headmates as alters can quickly become overwhelming if healing is a goal while treating alters as ID headmates can be very damaging and make them feel like they're being exposed and need to retreat further or have protectors and persecutors lash out. I don't think it's wrong to acknowledge that right now there are pwCDDs who mistakenly believe they're endogenic plurals and disordered plurals that mistakenly believe they have CDDs (and potentially therapists misdiagnosing as well).
Psychs: Nijenhuis, Ross, Dell, and Somer all seem to be dancing around this issue from slightly different angles right now, Nijenhuis trying to differentiate purely trauma based pathological dissociative experiences, while Ross has explored a proneness to dissociation, Dell has explored a proneness to hypnotisability, and Somer first identified maladaptive daydreaming whilst also being one of the key researchers into trauma and dissociation over the last few decades. Outside of these there are many psychs that have noticed a marked shift in presentations of patients that supposedly have CDDs resulting in increased research into things like Imitative DID and Malingering/factitious disorder as it relates to DID. Identifying immersive daydreaming as a contributing factor to this change in presentation may help reduce the number of false negatives AND false positives.
I can also very much understand why some might find the particular language of "daydreaming" and "character" to be invalidating towards their headmates, there are cultural connotations to those words. This may largely be due to the research being done into non plural patients but that is clearly changing. There certainly seems to be acknowledgement of the autonomy that can be found when analysing MD through a plural lens though so this language may certainly change as endogenic plurality is brought into the literature more.
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anonbinary-culture-is · 6 months
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This is a blog for anonbinary people to talk about our experiences.
main @entropy-sea-system
this blog is mainly run by Firelight, I'm 25 (system is bodily 21), and use ey/em and some neopronouns. I'm genderqueer, alexigender, and genderflor, and id as some xenogenders, and anonbinary is one of my labels!!
The header and pfp are alternate anonbinary flags I and my headmate Rift made !!
This blog is sfw (mainly bc we would have no way of knowing ages of anons and are not comfortable with minors sending in nsfw asks) - which means no detailed talk of sexual acts (sexual attraction mentions that don't mention sex acts are not really nsfw, those are fine, also mentioning questioning regarding transition goals or dysphoria influencing sexual orientation or attraction is fine, we will tag it accordingly as genitalia mention or dysphoria if it applies, we also tag vent submissions as vent if anyone wants to filter these tags)
What is Anonbinary?
Anonbinary is a gender identity which means your gender is not binary or labelled as nonbinary.
One who is anonbinary may identify as genders other than binary genders and nonbinary, or may not identify with any genders at all. One may be fluid between anonbinary and genders that happen to be in the binary or nonbinary.
We will block rather than having a full dni list, sometimes we block for reasons unrelated to discourse also. That being said, this space is safe for all neurodivergent people, ppl who id w mogai labels, ppl w 'contradictory' labels (gaybian, mspec gay and lesbian, lesboy, turigirl, etc.), all system types. And if you disagree this page won't be one you want to be on anyway.
(-Firelight)
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fourphoenixfeathers · 2 years
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Submas AU Masterpost
Feel free to use/do anything with my ideas (as long as you credit me for the au or inspiration or whatevs. I'm not stressed about it.)
These are my babies. My asks are always open!
Mirror AU:
Even separated by time and space, Emmet and Ingo somehow manage to match each other in more ways than just their appearances. It's entirely accidental... Until half a year after Ingo's disappearance when they realize that they can see each other in mirrors. From then on, they are a lot more hopeful about their futures. Nimbasa City, however, is not hopeful as the Subway Boss speedruns a transformation from a poor little meow meow to a full blown cryptid.
Prophet and Heretic AU:
Before he can join the Pearl Clan, Ingo goes to the rift on Mount Coronet for answers. Palkia and Dialga are too busy throwing hands to hear. Arceus does, though, and oh geez he should have thought things through before appearing before a mortal. By the time Ingo recovers from his holy fainting spell, he has all his memories back, spooky god powers, and a new headmate. At least Arceus promised to return him home in return for completing some quest to save the world...
Centuries in the future, a very lonely and remorseful Giratina approaches Emmet with a deal.
Paper Lantern AU:
When Ingo gets torn from his own time, he gets torn from his body as well. With nothing but his human soul, he possesses a paper lantern and invents a regional variant of Chandelure. His ace would be so proud. Meanwhile, Emmet is left with Ingo's alive but verrry much comatose body.
Ditto Emmet AU:
I just wanted to hit one of the boys with a shape shifter beam and Emmet is my favorite. A lot fun shape shifter things here. Like family fluff and body horror! And also Emmet copying the incarnation of time itself, hehehe-
Ghost Train AU (Danny Phantom Crossover):
The Distortion World is really just the Pokemon world's name for their version of the Ghost Zone. Ingo and Dawn get eaten up by a couple of natural portals, and two newly formed halfas arrive in Hisui a year apart. Arceus won't touch ghost child Akari with a ten-foot pole, but it all works out in the end anyways because Akari can't not help the nobles, and the Distortion World/Ghost Zone is a great medium for traversing time and space.
Submas Fusion AU:
Ingo and Emmet went to hisui together, but the distortion world said they can't have nice things. A man with no idea who or what he is woke up in a black and white coat in the coronet highlands, with only a handful of Joltik to protect him. He couldn't remember his name, but E and I came to mind. So, he guesses his name is Ei now...
Gear Session:
Homestuck au!
Arceus found a copy of Sburb in the Pokemon world and thought "that's not good" and sent the Nimbasa trio plus Akari on a mission to destroy the incipisphere from the inside out. No reckoning destroying the earth or frog breeding here, but there is a lot of temporary death. You know. Prototyping dream selves and questbeds and all that.
Fluff and Scales AU:
Hybrid au, but Ingo and Emmet are legendary hybrids.
Ingo and Emmet were born with black and white dragon wings. No one recognized them, so it was chalked up to a couple undiscovered species of pokemon and life continued as normal. But Drayden always suspected there was something more to them than that.
His suspicions were confirmed during the Team Plasma invasion, after which everyone and their mother knew what the dragons of legend looked like. And anyone who had ever been to Nimbasa could recognize the white fluff and black scales.
Also featuring Arceus hybrid Jackie and Absol hybrid Beni.
Tron AU:
Ingo got eebied to the grid instead of Hisui! He runs around the computer systems of Unova for about a month thinking he's a program, until he finds Gear station. The train autopilot programs, called ATOs, help their poor amnesiac User remember who he is, while someone unexpected brings Emmet into the digital world to help.
Thrice is a Pattern:
There were three skyfallers in Hisui. The first was an accident. The second was a failed rescue attempt. The third was the one who saved them all. Trainer Dawn never makes it back home after entering the distortion world, ending up in Hisui instead. Ingo is sent to the past to make it right, but he forgets his mission before he can even start. It's up to Lucas, now.
Kabaneri au:
Crossover with Kabaneri of the Iron Fortress! Instead of frenzies, Giratina unleashes a corruption on Hisui that turns people and pokemon into mindless zombies called Kabane. Arceus sends Dawn to cleanse the region, and promises she will be immune to the curse. He fails to mention that to do so, he will have to take away her humanity first.
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oil-bh · 8 months
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We really should post more. Also it’s funny that we’re branded as Michael and Apricot when they’ll go complete weeks without even fronting lmaoo
We’ll probably rebrand sometime to be more collective
Which regrettably also means a new intro post
Anyway have some art. I think our style is relatively consistent enough? If you’re interested in commissioning us or whatever, our Discord is oilbh and we do Nitro comms
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These are all over the past like month or so and made by various headmates
Can you tell that we have no idea how to use Tumblr
Headmate artists are as follows
1, 5, and 8 : Asier/Yvett (self portraits)
2 : Phil/Vida (self portrait)
3, 4 : Rift (self portrait) (unfinished)
6 , 7 : Moxxie (fanart/self portrait, Ranboo faitive)
8 : Michael (self portrait)
10 : Me (Valentín) (self portrait)
11 : Equinox (self portrait)
12 : Mangle/Cupid (gift for one of our partner systems)
13 : Weston (self portrait)
14 : Vane (self portrait)
15, 16 : Cellbit/César (gay yearning doodles of me)
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kakusu-shipping · 3 months
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Any thoughts on Sun/Moon (fnaf) orrrrr also I’d be interested to hear your thoughts on Bakugou/Izuku (bnha)!!!
Oooh I'll do both (in separate posts)!!! Thankyou very much for asking!!!
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Sun/Moon - Ship It!
What made you Ship it?
I was neutral on them until Help Wanted 2, something about the way Moon talks in the game really softened me to him, and a potential dynamic showed itself to me.
Favorite things about the Ship?
Caregiver/Regressor style dynamic. I adoooore the idea of Regressor Moon sense hearing his "Merry-go-round broke down 🥺" voice line in HW2 he's SO babie to me.
I also just like, between alters romance sense learning more about plurality. It's cute, and there's not a lot of opportunities to have that sort of ship in fiction. Having a blast!!
Unpopular Opinion?
Do not separate!!! Other DA shippers wanna split them up into separate bodies to ship them together but that's missing the point (to me)!!! They should be silly headmates forever...
Bonus Headcanons!
Sun and Moon were a lot closer when they worked at the Superstar Theater, rather than the daycare. The stress of suddenly being in charge of kids caused a bit of a rift to form between them, especially when Moon stopped regressing because of it.
Back then Sun was far more confident, and was the leading flirter in their dynamic. He loved to be dramatic, big shows of affection. Moon adored being charmed
When Moon regressed it was mostly for fun and to play an audience to Sun as he practiced the next day's shows. Little Moon is very active, likes toys like his mini merry-go-round and Sun's theater shows. Big Moon is where the sleepy persona comes from, as he's always half awake
Eclipse is a third alter formed from trauma of being in the daycare, working for Vannessa, and harming kids in their care. They're mostly unaware of Sun and Moon's past together and are mostly focused on the future well being of the daycare
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exo-meme-ories · 2 years
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Whenever new headmates form we always have to give them "the system talk" (aka, "you're in a system now *explains what a system is*")
Our newest headmate went through time rifts for fun and constantly fucked with time, so they were like "oh yeah I knew this would happen. This is normal"
i mean,,,
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entropy-sea-system · 1 year
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Thinking abt..system name or system tag as replacement for given last name??? Bc Im afamilial as hell and don't need a name associated w family of origin but what the fuck do I do with the whats your werewolf name post..
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tableperson · 2 years
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So uhh.. we recently had a Mumbo headmate walk on into our system, and that complicates how season 9 will be for us as an enjoyable experience- solely because of the new Grumbot in the season that came through the rift.. I (Table) had my heart ripped out at basically every bad or sad-if-you-think-too-hard-about-it thing that happened to that robot boy the first time. Now we have a proud, soft, worried dad sharing a brain with me who’s currently worried about more potential angst Grian has planned for Hermitcraft.. Oof
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livseses · 1 year
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A fun little system experience we feel like sharing!
So we are avid ttrpg players. We have been playing and running ttrpgs for nearly half of our body's life. And something interesting we've been able to pick up on looking back at the various characters we've played, is who played them!
Like, this isn't so much of a "headmate made themselves known through roleplaying" thing to us. Rather, over the years, and in different games, different headmates have been the ones to come up with and develop the different characters we've played. We always thought of it like any of our other thoughts: that thinking primarily is a practice of listening to the mental contents that are just flung at you from somewhere in the back, rather than actively thinking them up.
So we look back at that pyrokineticist we played in our friend's Rifts game and sure enough that was all Foxy. Or we look at our shapeshifting plural character in the DnD game we were in right before Moxie figured out the system, and sure enough, that was Moxie. Or when Moxie played that vampire character in Chronicles of Darkness, but we got tired and I was really excited about playing a Sin-Eater so we switched characters. Hell, a lot of our habit of switching characters in various campaigns probably comes more from our plurality than our ADHD.
The thing that leaves us a touch dissatisfied comes from the characters we can't pin down; the characters we played that don't feel like any of us; the ones that felt like Nyroka before she showed up. I miss those ones. I hope they're doing okay.
-Faye
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romo-aro-culture-is · 2 years
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Romo aro alloaro plurillean culture is you and a headmate you're sexually involved with accidentally referring to each other with romantic partner words like 'datefriend' despite both of you being alloaro and not desiring a romantic relationship despite liking some romance-coded actions(-Firelight and Rift)
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