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#he's such a clown and i shouldn't be turned on by this at all
funforahermit · 2 years
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PRINCE(S) OF THE UNIVERSE
Love Birds (2011) end credits
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little-pondhead · 4 months
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Danny moved to Gotham.
Freakshow is touring in Gotham.
Freakshow knows Danny is in Gotham.
Danny knows Freakshow is still after him.
Danny's faith in heroes has been shattered.
Danny turns to the only person powerful enough to run Freakshow out of town, hopefully for good.
Danny turns to the Joker for help.
The Joker is looking for a new punching bag sidekick after Harley Quinn left him.
Danny is just the perfect person to be shaped by the Joker's hands.
Danny becomes the new Joker Junior.
#pondhead blurbs#dpxdc#how we feeling about this fellas#i think it's an ideal angst fic#but i don't wanna write it lol#the younger danny is the worse it gets#someone said that danny shouldn't be afraid of the joker because he's a clown and freakshow is a ringmaster. not a clown#if i find that post i'll tag the creator cause i can't remember rn#but i'm imagining danny who is heavily traumatized and scared and lonely#finding out that one of his worst enemies he hoped to never see again is hunting him and is so close danny has to check his eyes every day#just to make sure they haven't turned red#his anxiety is out of control and he's not about to go find a Bat or Bird to talk to#who would believe him anyways? he's a monster#but danny needs help cause he will not survive this on his own and he knows it#freakshow haunts his every waking dream#but freakshow isn't from gotham. he doesn't have the city's curses engraved into his blood. he never died and he's not truly teasing death#so danny chooses to plead for help from the only predator bigger than freakshow (in his eyes) who IS from gotham#danny goes to the Joker. prepared to offer everything but his free will and free mind. he can't give those up. it's all he has.#danny is a feral house cat asking a tiger to take care of a mountain lion for him by offering the tiger his own liver on a silver platter#joker is...delighted? maybe? no one is quite sure. but he takes what danny offers.#here is this little boy. almost the same age as the second robin when he died. pleading for the JOKER to be his savior. this will be fun
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eldritchravens · 4 months
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WHAT IS HAPPENING
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SO THIS IS WHY CLOWN POSTED A TON OF STUFF ON THEIR KOFI. SOMETHING IS HAPPENING.
So a few weeks ago some light changes had been made to the Welcome Home website and everyone, including me, was extremely confused right? There seemed to be a number of commands scattered across the site like "Write Hello." or "Write OK."
Everyone lost their damn minds because it was extremely confusing and nothing we tried worked! And no wonder nothing worked, because these messages weren't for us, they were for Wally!
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LIKE??! OH MY GOD???
At first I thought these messages were from Wally to us. Turns out, these messages were from whoever is managing this website for Wally to read and respond to. You know what this means? At least one person in the Welcome Home Restauration Project is starting to realise Wally is there, seeping through the site, and this person is attempting to communicate with him!
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When I tell you reading this gave me goosebumps... Good lord something really important is happening there. Wally is responding to the person managing the website. And this person is realizing that something is very, very wrong.
The barrier between our reality and Wally's reality is slowly breaking. Fiction is seeping into our world.
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AND THIS??? JESUS CHRIST.
I'm not sure why, but this right there made my skin crawl. The fact that Wally can just... demolish the laws of reality and flip an illustration on a website to show the "behind the scenes"... Where the illustration ISN'T SUPPOSED TO HAVE A FLIP SIDE. IT'S A 2D DRAWING. He could have just flipped the image normally, but no, he litterally showed us what was behind the curtain. That shouldn't even be possible. It's terrifying. I am confused, fascinated, amazed and terrified at the same time.
This is all I managed to find so far, let me know if other things have been discovered!
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So basically the entire character list of The ballad of songbirds and snakes is the exes from hell
1. Coriolanus Snow
-Mansplain Manipulate Manwhore
-Great hair and fashion sense
-Love bombs you
-Old money
-His (grand)mom hates you because her son can do no wrong so clearly you're the problem
-His favourite hobby is emotional and mental abuse
-Snitches on you when cheating at family board game night (he's deflecting that he's also cheating)
-Emotionally stagnant (narcissist with mommy and daddy issues)
2. Sejanus Plinth
-Loves you to bits, so does his mom (your waistline will never truly recover)
-Indecisive about where to grab dinner always
-New money and it shows in his insecurity
-Supportive asf
-Breaks up with you because he can't be with a non pacifist/vegan
-Daddy issues
-Condemns Shein hauls
-Identity crisis every other week, you'll have to talk him out of a buzz cut, jumping off the ledge or giving all his money to scammers (if you collect all the stamps you'll get a financial compensation from his dad on the wedding day)
3. Lucy Gray Baird
-Her Ex is a dick, will stalk and harass you
-Her family is a bunch of hippies, will make you eat with your hands, on the floor, while singing Kumbaya
-Sings you to sleep, braids your hair
-Almost poisoned you thrice cause she doesn't understand you shouldn't mix cleaning products together
-Old soul
-Thrifts, recycles
-Puts salt in your coffee after arguments
-Ghosts you after your make or break argument
4. Casca Highbottom
-Never asks about your day, his is always worse
-Drug addict in denial
-Weird beef with his old classmate's son (he never lets anything go)
-Dislikes people, which would be fine if you weren't included
-Always on some sardonic shit, probably a business major with a psych minor
-His pills take all the space in the shared bathroom, your makeup will be shoved in the far lowest drawer next to the TP
-His ancient ass coworkers hit on you at symposiums, he's too high off bathroom cocaine to stop them (or gets off, either way you're tired and want home)
5. Dr Gaul
-Devil Incarnate
-You somehow rizzed her up at a function and she's been showing up at your house ever since (you don't how but she has both the address and a key)
-Petting zoo type of owner
-She always smells like chemicals and latex
-Asks you unhinged "Would you rather" questions and refuses to drop it (makes your Would you love me if i were a worm ex cute by a long shot)
-Will perform experiments on you without your knowledge or consent
-Insists her pet snake shares your bed
-Freak in the streets and the sheets (the restraining order won't even go through cause she's in cahoots with half the Government)
-Definitely wanted for war crimes somewhere, the G in Geneva convention stands for Gaul
6. Lucky Flickerman
-A clown.
-His hair and skincare products take over the entire bathroom/vanity
-He can't dress to save his life, but he sure thinks he can
-Golden retriever boyfriend energy
-Steals your concealer, refuses to admit it
-Would you like to see a magic trick? What do you mean this is a serious fight, there's a quarter up your nose
-Impulsive buyer, has 13 snow globes of panem because they were on sale and looked shiny
-Even his pet thinks he's a dumbass
-Cries during movies
7. Tigris
-Yes she do the cooking, yes she do the cleaning
-Insecure about her appearance (critical, will cost you)
-Her family is a bunch of snobs
-Anything she touches turns into gold
-Her cousin can do no wrong, you have to accommodate everything for him or she'll die (and he never even visits, "just in case")
-Her grandmother is a package deal, I hope you like boomer propaganda and info commercials early on Sunday morning
-Empathetic asf
-Puts everyone's needs above hers (and unfortunately yours)
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stinkysam · 4 months
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Buggy the Clown - My marine bf.
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Warning : none
Genre : fluff
Synopsis : “buggy with a marine bf. (buggy is delusional that they're together). cat and dog trope. marine bf that says he hates buggy but cant turn him to his comrades. you know that meme why are you running? (buggy). and the person that is running is his bf. thats them.” - anon
Reader : male (you/yours)
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Sometimes you really hated your job. Like today.
Today has put you on Buggy's path once again. And you hate him. He's a pirate. You had to hate him.
“That's it, I've had enough, come with me, now !” You declared, pointing at him angrily.
“On a date ?” Buggy replied, hands on his cheeks, swooning, walking toward you.
“No !” You couldn't stop the blush on your cheeks from appearing. “To jail !”
“Aw, but babes, that's a questionable choice for a first date !”
“That's not a date ! I'm arresting you !”
“You want to put cuffs on me ?” He looked at you, surprised. “Getting kinky on me ?” He said with a lower voice, winking at you.
“No !” You blushed harder. Annoyed and frustrated, you threw the handcuffs to the ground and left, stomping.
“Aw, leaving so soon ? Without a goodbye kiss ?” He frowned, his lips smiling downward as he walked toward you.
“I'm not kissing you !” You scoffed, almost offended, your back still turned to him. He gasped, hurt by your words and continued to follow you.
“But, oh, why, my love ?”
“I'm not your love ! Stop following me or I'll really arrest you !”
“Why do you have to be so mean, huh ? You worry me. Sometimes you make me feel as if you don't love me.” He said, still frowning, saddened by your attitude.
“Because I don't love you !”
“Don't say thaaat, you love me, I'm your little bug !” He said, trying to reason with you.
“What ? No, you're not. We're not in love and you're certainly not my little bug.”
“But babes !”
“No !”
“Then why do you never arrest me ? Huh ?” He finally catches you, pulling you by the arm, holding your hand. You tried not to think about it.
“Because… you're annoying !”
“Then shouldn't putting me in jail solve the problem ? You wouldn't stumble upon me again.”
“Let me go.” You pulled your hand away from his, ignoring the hurting look in his eyes.
“No, I think you like me.” He said, grabbing back your hands. “We're boyfriends after all.” He added with a hopeful smile.
“We're not. I'm a marine and you're a pirate. I should arrest you.”
“But you're not doing it, why ?”
“Because…” You frowned, unsure of what to answer. “Because you'd wear my ears off while I'd walk you to the nearest marine base.”
He gasped.
“Not true ! You love listening to me, I know it ! You love my storiiies, my vooice, the fact they're always funny and-”
“No ? I never said that ?” You pull your hands away from his once again. “You should leave before I really decide to arrest you.”
“And when will that be, mh ? Babe ?” He booped your nose, loving the way your brows furrowed, with a light dust of blush on your cheeks.
“Now !” You yelled, slapping his hand away from your face. “Hands behind your back, I'm arresting you.”
“With what cuffs ? You threw them away.” He reminded you, wiggling his eyebrows.
“Fuck !” You stomped, your feet hitting the ground hard before pushing Buggy to turn around.
“Then I'll hold them myself !”
Buggy's eyes widened in surprise at your sudden movements, letting you do as you pleased as you grabbed his hands and held them behind his back. He said nothing for a few seconds before smiling, looking at you smugly.
“All this to hold my hands, huh ? You could've just-”
“Shut up !” You blushed again, pushing him forward to walk toward the closest city with a marine base.
This was going to be a looong walk.
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seospicybin · 11 months
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ON TOUR.
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PART II: OPENING ACT.
Hyunjin x reader x Felix.
Chapters: I. SOUNDCHECK. / III. UNPLUGGED. / IV. HIDDEN TRACK
Synopsis: Your best friend, Felix, is in a rock band and he takes you to join him on tour as the band’s photographer. On the road, you learn how to deal with his bandmate, Hyunjin, who’s not very welcoming of you. (15,4k words)
Author's note: Team Hyunjin, get ready to get spoiled. Apology in advance that the smut is not yet taken place in this chapter, pls hang on a little bit more.
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Content warning: Mention of claustrophobia.
The song was a warning sign for him.
"Here she comes, you better watch your step..."
From the end of the hall, he saw you coming, trailing behind a security guard. Your eyes met in the middle as both of you came towards each other.
Hyunjin didn't want to stare so he kept looking straight ahead, even though the urge to look at you again was too hard to resist.
"She's going to break your heart in two, it's true..."
Then something tugged the sleeve of his jacket and his phone dropped to the floor, accidentally putting the song on pause in the process.
"I'm so sorry," you said as you scrambled down to pick up the phone on the floor.
He saw you checked his phone for any damages only to see the song he was listening to. Probably knew he was watching, you picked it up and handed it to him while muttering your apology the dozen time.
"I'm sorry," you apologized again.
You looked up at him, with your eyes that shined under the fluorescent lights like a pool of still water that reflected the starry night sky.
"Can you help me?" You softly spoke to him.
He was mesmerized, he wanted to say something about what he just saw but to someone he randomly met in the hallway?
You said something again but he was so out of it for a moment that he didn't catch what you were saying. All he could catch at the end was you, pleading with those eyes.
"Please?"
He didn't want to be caught, bewitched by your eyes so he spat whatever crossed his mind at that moment, "And who are you?"
"I'm a friend of Felix," you hopelessly answered.
A friend of Felix? He knows all of Felix's friends but he hasn't seen you before. Not that he doubted your friendship, it's just that he prefers it if you were just a stranger.
"Can you please call him for me?"
What is it? What is this feeling suddenly gnawing inside him? He could easily do what you asked and calling Felix would only take a few taps on his phone but he found it hard to do it.
When he glanced up to look at you again, your eyes dimmed like a day turns midnight. With disappointment in your eyes, you lowly sighed and said, "You know what? Never mind."
He didn't have to be that crass but it was too late to try to fix it, all he could do was watch you walk away.
Hyunjin reminded himself that this shouldn't bother him so much, he tried to avert his thought somewhere else, hitting the play button to continue the song only to hear the lyrics speak to him.
"It's not hard to realize, just look into her false-colored eyes..."
After a quick trip to the restroom, Hyunjin walked back to the green room to find you again. His guilty conscience made him feel relieved that you were there and he could fix what happened earlier.
Hyunjin almost smiled, almost.
Until he saw you with Felix, sitting so close next to each other, your hand was in his hair and your eyes shined for him, just for him.
"Hyunjin, I want to introduce someone to you," Felix said to him.
The gnawing feeling returned and it started to eat him from the inside. What is it? He couldn't find the answer yet.
He didn't want to say anything because the last time he spoke whatever was inside his head, it didn't end up well.
Hyunjin shrugged and left.
The song suddenly played in the back of his head as if it was trying to mock him.
"She builds you up to just put you down. What a clown!"
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This is one of the top three reasons why you chose to be a freelance because a work interview makes you nervous.
You've been bouncing your knee under the table without the other man in the room knowing while reading the paperwork you need to sign.
"Are you going to be cool?"
You abruptly stop reading and look up at him, "excuse me?"
Vin, the tour manager, called you to his hotel room to have you sign some paperwork.
He puts his reading glasses on, "What I'm trying to say is are you going to be okay sharing a room with Lou or should I rearrange everything to accommodate you?"
You lived in a co-ed student dorm for three years so it wouldn't make a big difference if you have to share a hotel room with Lou. He's alright, it wouldn't be an issue at all.
You immediately shake your head, "I have no problem at all!"
"And we're going to get on the tour bus after we're done with the first stop so you'll have to be okay sharing the space with five of us," he adds with furrowed eyebrows.
That randomly gets you wondering if it's possible to fit six people into a bus.
"We're going to twelve cities in three months or even more," he takes a sigh in between sentences, "and we'll do a few things in between, we'll always be on the road," he warns you for what's coming.
Well, when he puts it that way it sounds exhausting and mentally draining. 
"Can you do that?" He doesn't mean to scare you, he just wanted to know if you're up for the task before sealing the deal.
But you'll try because who knows? For now, you'll think of this as going on a road trip with your best friend. At least, 1/5 of it is true.
"Yes," you undoubtedly answer and sign all three papers.
He nods in acknowledgment as you hand them back to him, scanning them for a moment with his glasses slumped down his nose.
"One more question!" He says.
"Sure."
"Do you have a boyfriend? Girlfriend? Husband? Wife? Children?"
"No," you reply, "not that I know of," you add with a dry laugh.
He looks at you through his lashes, "what is your real relationship with Felix?" He bluntly asks.
It's obvious he's going to ask if whatever it is between you and Felix wouldn't get in the way of his business to make sure the tour is going smoothly as planned.
"We're just friends," you assure him.
"Just friends?"
But to say that Felix is just a friend sounds like a crime when he's more than just that, "we're close," you correct your earlier answer.
"How close?" He slightly leans forward on the table.
That is the one question you do not dare to answer because you haven't fully figured it out yet yourself. Felix is more than just a friend, that's what you can say so far but of course, you wouldn't give Vin a vague answer like this.
"I know anything could happen," he cryptically says with a serious face, "but I expect business stays as business, do you hear me?"
It feels like a real business now because it feels like you're selling your soul to the devil the second you signed the deals. You remind yourself that you're here to work and the work happens to involve photographing your best friend, it's not entirely your fault that both sides of the deal are in your favor.
You silently gulp air and nod again, "Yes, I understand."
Vin looks at you for quite a while and you start to see your reflection in his eyes clearly, he then puts the papers back into a big, brown envelope.
"That'll be all," he says.
You let out a sigh of relief and you don't feel good staying in his hotel room for long, "I'd better get back to my room," you say.
"Sure," he says as he gets busy with his phone again.
"Good day, Mr. Vin!" You tell him as you get up from the chair.
He looks up from his phone with creases on his forehead, "just call me by my name," he orders.
But he's much older and he's your boss, you don't feel good calling him by his name. You stifle a nod and walk in the direction of the door 
"Have a good day," you say once again but avoid addressing him by his name.
You jog back to your shared hotel room with Lou, you knock on the door until he opens it, finding him dressed in a white sleeveless top and baggy pants.
"I guess we're roommates?" You tell him.
He leans against the door and sighs, "Good! Cause I already brought your things here," he says, showing you all of your belongings in the corner of the room.
He opens the door wide to let you in, there's only one bed in there but that's the last thing you should worry about.
"You know I can sleep on the couch and sometimes, I sleep around," Lou says, he noticed that you worried about having to share a bed with him.
"And by sleep around I mean I could sleep anywhere," he explains with a nonchalant shrug, "sometimes I don't even sleep at all."
You look at him and chuckle, "Since we got this job through nepotism, I think we should stick together."
"Agree!" He shortly responds with a stern nod.
You spot Lou's things next to the dresser. He got a duffel bag of clothes and a backpack for his personal belongings, nothing more.
Meanwhile, you brought a big suitcase for your clothes and another one for your cameras, a bag for your laptop and work-related stuff, then there's the backpack.
"We'll be on the road for the whole summer," you stutter, underwhelmed by the things he brought with him.
"Trust me, you'll end up dressed in the same thing every day," he confidently says as he sits on the couch and checks his phone.
You still doubt that is something you'll do, especially for someone who cares much about personal hygiene. But okay, you don't want to bet on it just yet. Just like Vin says, anything could happen.
"Anyway, congratulations on being the band's photographer!" He says, plopping onto the sofa.
"Thank you," you reply with a wide grin then sit on the end of the bed facing him.
He's typing on his phone real quick then says, "There! I added you to the group chat."
You can't wait to check it but you've been dying to know something, "Hey, if you don't mind me asking," you clear your throat before continuing.
"What's exactly your job?"
He looks up from his phone and thinks for a second as if you've just asked him an existential question, "well... my official job title is a roadie," he starts.
He rests his hand on the armrest and continues speaking, "But I do this and that, anything!"
It's getting even more unclear what his actual job desk is because from what you have observed and seen, he did all sorts of things.
"You know, I cater to anyone's needs," he adds.
Your phone dings with a new notification at the same time as Lou's, it's from the group chat. You open it to see a new message from Vin, ordering Lou to get coffee for the band's rehearsal.
"See? Anything!" He says with a plain smirk.
He gets up from the sofa and picks up his denim jacket from the top of his duffel bag.
"Can I come with you?" You wanted to help and you don't have much to do on your first day at work anyway.
Lou is putting on his jacket when he's answering to you, "thanks for not making me beg for you to help me," he says with a grin.
"Honestly, the temptation was there," you joke.
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The first city on the tour happens to be a city that you have never visited before so are the rest of the cities you'll be touring to for the next couple of months. It's scary but exciting at the same time.
Sure, it pushes you out of your comfort zone but that's the challenge. From your experience of living abroad for years, you learned to keep yourself open to new things, new places, and this new job which requires you to learn to work under someone. Not to add pressure but that someone works for a famous rock band and a member of that rock band is your best friend who has high expectations of you from the way he entrusted this job to you.
This is not the right situation to be anxious, not when you're having both hot and cold beverages on your lap as you are strapped to the passenger's side.
Thankfully, Lou drives carefully because he knows that getting your skin burned on your first day on the job would not make a good impression.
You regularly inhale through your nose and exhale through your mouth while putting all of your focus on keeping the drinks still and steady, not wanting to spill a drop.
After an excruciating, anxiety-filled ten minutes of car ride, you arrived at the studio where the band is rehearsing for the tour.
You let out a big sigh of relief as the drinks are off your hands and being distributed to everyone on site, including the staff working the technical of the band instruments.
You take one knowing that it wouldn't help with the jitters but you need the caffeine to function. You take another one to bring it to Felix.
You haven't seen him since you landed a few hours ago and it's nice to finally see a familiar face greeting you with a wide grin and enthusiastic wave of hand from behind his drum.
He gets up to greet you with a hug, "how was the flight?"
"Too early," you shortly reply and hand him his drink of latte with countless pumps of syrup.
"You guys are rehearsing songs?" You ask from a list of songs written on the paper with a lot of scratches and notes on it.
He takes a small sip of his coffee and shows you the paper, "we're still working on the setlist," he says.
He sits back on his stool and takes another sip, "We have a lot of songs we wanted to play but you know... we can't just play our whole discography."
You nod as you see that a lot of songs got crossed off the setlist.
"It's the third time we going over it in the past three months," he adds with an exhausted smile.
It's news to you that they carefully handpicked their setlist when you thought they just play songs the fans come to the concert for. It takes a lot of consideration and time just to craft a setlist, apart from arranging the songs in so many ways to create a seamless flow throughout the concert.
The band also working on writing an intro and an outro to connect one song to another.
Since the band rehearsal is part of the schedule, you don't hesitate to take your camera out and take a few pictures. They look rather tired but you can't blame them for not fitting the images you had of them in your head, it only reminds you they're just human after all.
Han is the only one who seems to always have his energy at a hundred percent while Hyunjin... there's not much clue when he wears his bucket hat so low you can't see half of his face.
Hours passed without anyone noticing until Vin comes to the studio, telling everyone to take a break and the food he ordered for everyone arrived.
You finished up earlier than everyone else, you didn't eat much because the anxiety ate up all of your appetite. You feel full with two donuts and a cup of iced coffee.
Sitting on the empty sofa in the studio, you check on all the pictures you took earlier on your camera.
Felix comes in not long after, sitting next to you with his head leaning in, also looking at the picture you took.
His hand holds yours to pull the camera closer to his side, his rough palm surprises you that you got startled.
Aware of it, Felix turns over both of his hands, showing the inside of his hands to you.
"Ugly, yeah?" He says.
Ignoring his words, you trail the callous on his hands that prove how hard he worked on his drum playing and admire them.
"So this is how the greatest drummer's hand feels like," You sigh in wonder.
A smile rises on his face and you're glad that he didn't feel offended by your reaction to his hands earlier.
"Are you still playing guitar?" He suddenly asks.
You turn off your camera and safely put it back into your bag, "Nah," you answer almost immediately and that got him suspicious.
He hisses in disbelief and eyes narrowed at you, "You think I didn't see the guitar in your apartment?"
You burst into laughter, feeling embarrassed that he caught you lying to his face.
The only problem with Felix is he still believes that you're the exact, same person from years ago. Sure, you're still you, but you're older now and when you thought your anxiety would shrink with age, it did the opposite instead. 
"Let's have a quick jam," he comes up with an impulsive idea.
You immediately shake your head, "No, Felix. That's a bad idea!"
He doesn't seem to hear you, because he's getting up from the sofa and offers his hand at you.
"Come on! It's going to be fun!" He says as he gets behind his drum.
You stand in the middle of the room, not knowing what else to say to him that his expectations of you are so high.
You think of an excuse to stop him, "I believe rehearsal is going to continue soon," you say.
He starts tightening the screws on his drums, "and that's why we should hurry," he simply says.
You make up another excuse, "I don't have a guitar to play."
He points to Hyunjin's guitars with his drum stick, resting on their places, plugged in and tuned, ready to use.
"I don't think he would be happy with me borrowing—"
"I'll tell him that I give you the permission," he simply put you off.
That's another problem with Felix, he thinks the way Hyunjin treats you is normal when you can sense his dislike towards you even when you're not in the same room with him. Even just thinking about him sends a shiver down your spine.
"Another bad idea!" You strongly refuse with a head shake.
Felix throws daggers with his eyes at you, "He won't get mad, especially at me," he assures you.
Yeah, he won't but he surely will at you, you say inside your head.
"You still know the song we learned the first time, right?" He asks as he lightly taps his drums with the end of his drumsticks.
From the way he persists to continue, you have no other choice to but get it done already.
"Yes," you meekly reply.
How can you forget the one song he insisted you learn on guitar? Not forgetting that you only knew a few chords at that time.
But Felix was adamant that you have to play the guitar so the two of you can form a band together. He is adamant still and you believe that's why he achieved his dream.
"Come on! We don't have much time," he reminds you.
You scramble to pick up a guitar as he starts playing the intro of the song.
Hyunjin has two guitars, one is looking brand new, a Fender Jaguar in a light turquoise color. The other one is a Fender Telecaster, in a mix of black and ivory color and a little worn.
You choose the latter and carefully pick it up, putting the strap around your shoulder. Hyunjin is tall, you have to adjust the strap to have the guitar ideally positioned for you.
"Turn on the amp," Felix instructs without needing to tell you which button to push because you know.
You push it and as you step back, your finger accidentally brushes the strings and creates a screeching feedback sound.
"Oh, wow, okay, this is legit," you say to yourself in amazement. You haven't played electric guitar for years, it feels strange yet amazing.
"I don't remember the chords," you naively tell him.
"Search it on the internet," he simply tells you with a subtle eye roll.
You pull your phone out of the back pocket of your jeans and search for it fast, putting the phone on top of a tripod while putting your fingers in the right places on the fret and slowly strumming the strings.
It surprises you how much the guitar vibrates not only under your palm but also sends an electric charge all over your body.
The intro only has two chords and you start playing it while slowly strumming the guitar while Felix plays it with his drum on repeat, waiting for you to get ready to start playing the opening.
Felix would understand if you play badly but the anxiety is still there, it's mostly coming from the fear of borrowing Hyunjin's guitar without permission.
"Okay, okay, I got it now," you stutter even though you're not sure you're playing it right. You just wanted to get it done already and not get caught by Hyunjin.
Felix allows himself to move to the next part which consists of intricate drumming which was why he chose to learn this song together with you.
You count the beat to make sure you play at the right time or else, you'll ruin the entire thing. 
Fortunately, the longer you play, the more comfortable it is. Most of it happens because of muscle memory and now, you have to focus on your rhythm. You stand facing Felix to keep up with him.
But this is where it gets tricky, your solo guitar is coming up and you regretted not warming up your fingers.
"Fuck!" You curse out as you missed a chord.
You hear Felix's laugh against the music and making you miss another chord.
"Oh shit!" Another curse slips out of your mouth.
You watch as your finger pads hit the right spot on the fret, doing it so intentionally hard so they sound right.
"Motherf—" you curse again as you're late for the last chord.
You glance up to see Felix is still laughing and you calmed down becase it's time for his drum solo. There's no doubt that he's a rockstar, you see nothing but the glints in his eyes, flickering. His tongue is slightly peeking out from the corner of his mouth as he nods along to every hit of his stick on the drum.
The veins on his arms are evident as his hands gripped the sticks so tightly, a crease formed between his eyebrows as he meticulously hits every note perfectly.
The song is seven minutes long but it feels like an hour. You were nervous earlier but now that you're getting to the last part of the song, you loosen up to enjoy the last bit of it. This would probably be the first and last time you got to play with Feix.
When it finishes, you let out a long, heavy sigh. Your shoulders slump as you take a step back and stop gripping the neck of the guitar.
Felix looks at you and grins, "Told you, it's going to be fun!"
Felix doesn't know that you're sweating all over, you can feel it on your back and neck, strands of hair escaping your ponytail and you brush them to the back to only find your palms are sweaty too.
Despite all that, you nod in agreement.
A wave of applause comes from behind you and you almost jump on your feet in response. You turn around to find Han and Lou, clapping their hands at you.
"Felix, I didn't know you play death metal," Han says in surprise.
"It's actually post-death metal but okay, yeah," Felix nonchalantly says.
"And you..." Han turns to you, "I didn't know you can play guitar so well!"
You nonchalantly shrug, "That was nothing," you playfully say but bragging is not your thing, you bury your face in your hands, cringing.
"No, you're really good. If only Felix told me about you, you would have been our guitarist," he says.
Like it was timed, Hyunjin comes into the studio. Bad news for Han, he doesn't know he's coming from behind him and certainly heard what he just said.
You subtly hinting Han of Hyunjin's presence with your eyes and turn around once he got the signal.
"But of course, Hyunjin is the right pick," Han quickly resolves with an awkward chuckle.
While you use the opportunity to quietly put down the guitar, hoping Hyunjin wouldn't see that your sweaty palms left marks on the neck of his guitar.
When you turn around, you bump into Hyunjin. You make your case real quick, "I'm sorry that I borrowed your guitar—"
He brushes past your shoulder to get the other guitar, "shall we continue rehearsal?" He says with his back facing the room.
Oh great! First day on the job and you're already making an enemy. Well, he's already an enemy but today, he made it clear that he is.
You tiptoe back to the corner of the room but Lou holds his hand up, asking for a high-five from you. You respond with a low high-five and a grin.
As rehearsal continues, you grab your camera to find your hands shaking, not sure if it's from the anxiety or excitement but it's probably a mix of both.
Ten minutes to showtime and you stand-by the backstage, waiting for the band to arrive at any second now.
Lou is there with you, noticing that you're nervous even though your job isn't to entertain the thousands of people attending the concert.
He suddenly slaps your back with both hands that your head turns to look at him, "what's that for?"
"To release jitters," he coyly answers.
He turns around and offers his back at you, "Do the same for me!"
You do the same to him, slapping his back with both hands.
"Harder!" He says.
You slap him harder while laughing, "You like that, huh?"
"Oh yeah!" He playfully replies with a loud groan.
Han appears next to you, "I want some of that!"
"Huh?"
He offers his back at you. You hesitated for a bit before landing a firm slap on his back like you did to Lou.
"Yes!" He shouts with a hiss.
Felix saw it and wants one too. The next thing you know, everyone is slapping each other's back in turns. Lou is right, whether it's from the back slaps or not, it helps you relax.
"What are you guys doing?" Hyunjin asks as he's the last one to arrive.
Felix gives him the back slaps and startles him, "You need that!" He tells him with a grin.
Hyunjin looks at him with eyes widened, then that stern look on his face melts into a smile. It's a strange view, him smiling but somehow, it warms you from the inside just from looking at it.
"You ready?" Hyunjin puts his arm around Felix as it's time for a team cheer.
You get your camera ready to capture the moment, it's sad that you can't join but you're shouting with them as they throw their hands in the air.
Unlike the time you watched their show as an attendee, you couldn't enjoy the show fully since you have to put your focus on the job. Not only that you keep your hands steady, holding the camera to capture any moments but also, you have to walk around to get the right angle.
Knowing their setlist, you pick your time right. When it's time for Felix's solo, you stay on the side of the stage and take as many pictures of him with help from Lou.
Hyunjin's solo is coming up soon, you get off the stage to take a spot against the barricade that separated the pit from the stage.
You have your camera bag open next to you, just in case you need to change your lens quickly.
From this angle, you can see how Hyunjin's fingers form a chord on the guitar's fret in a snap. The way his hand grip the neck of the guitar, the way he holds a note long enough it seems like it's vibrating along with him.
The crowd behind you screams louder as Hyunjin takes the front stage as if his guitar playing isn't captivating enough. You take it as a sign for you to get ready to take some snaps and he's... still blinding.
His red hair is fiery just like his guitar performance yet his eyes remain calm and fierce like an animal that has its eyes set on its prey.
The prey is unfortunately you as you can see that his eyes dart to yours as his guitar solo ends. You quickly aim your camera somewhere else, then squat down to change the lens when you feel something hitting your head, something small, and tapping your head softly.
When you touch your head, there's nothing but your hair that turns into a sweaty mess.
Vin takes a quick look at the previews on your camera, assessing your job on the spot. You can't read his expression but he keeps on nodding.
"Send these to the PR!" he orders as he hands the camera back to you.
"Now?" You ask in utter confusion.
"Yeah."
"But I need to retouch them first," you tell him.
He looks at you with a puzzled look, "How fast can you do that?"
"Hours," you answer but that's a rough calculation. With the amount of pictures you took, you need a day to do it.
"Can you get it done tomorrow morning?" He asks with his arms folded on his chest.
You almost let out a gasp at how impossible that sounded but you want to try first, see how far can you handle it because who knows?
"A-alright," you answer with a slight doubt that is hard to miss.
"Just send the good ones and you can send the rest later," he says, probably sensing that he puts too much pressure on you.
"I'll try my best," you tell him.
As soon as you got back to the hotel, you start working on it. Lou orders room service and you end up eating all of his fries.
"You can take the bed, I'll be up all night working," you tell him.
He's more than happy to throw himself onto the bed, playing on his phone for a bit then falls asleep with his face down.
You finish at the crack of dawn, once you clicked send on the email, you're so ready to crawl onto the bed and sleep. You shut down your laptop and silently put everything back into your bag, picking up the toiletry bag remembering that you haven't washed up since you got back from the show.
Slowly, pushing the bathroom door open, Lou's phone blaring next to him. He fumbles to shut it off and you help by turning it off for him.
"Why do you set an alarm so early?" You whisper.
He squints to look up at you and turns over, "we have to pack up," he says.
"Huh?"
"We're getting on the tour bus in an hour," he slurs as he struggles to wake up from the bed.
"What?"
You proceed to wash up but seeing the bed and not being able to lay down is pain, an agonizing pain. Thankfully, you didn't have to run around the room collecting your things because you didn't have time to spend lazing around in the first place.
"You pack your things?" Lou asks as you pile your luggage.
You nod, having no energy left to interact with him.
He softly laughs, "you get on the bus first and have some sleep," he says.
"Can I?"
"Yeah," he shortly answers.
"But my luggage...?"
He looks at you and pleasantly sighs, "I've been taking care of everyone's luggage. I don't think it'd be a problem taking care of another one."
You feel bad you can't help but you'll only burden him more if you do, "Thank you so much!" You tell him with a sincere smile.
It's hard to miss the tour bus when it's that big and shiny, you get on the bus to find the driver greets you.
"Good morning, miss!" He says.
"That's Tim, the driver," Lou introduces from outside the door of the bus.
You introduce yourself back to him with a handshake, "Nice to meet you," you force a smile even though it's hard to do so when you feel like about to faint.
"I'd better get inside I..."
"Sure, you need to rest," Tim kindly says.
You walk further into the bus and stop once you found the sleeping pods. Lou told you to sleep on his bed but he doesn't tell you which one.
They're like bunk beds and there are four of them, the sight of it makes you impatient to sleep. You store your bags in a compartment under the bed and take the one on the bottom.
The curtain gives you not much privacy but you're not going to act like a girl and complain about it. As long as you're comfortable, then all is left to do is close your eyes. 
-
Hyunjin's eyes are still heavy with sleep as he makes his way into the tour bus.
Tim is helping Lou load items of luggage into the bus. Hyunjin raises his hand at him with a sleepy smile on his face before getting into the bus.
He's so ready to sleep some more, he goes straight to the sleeping pods and chooses one on the bottom. He slides open the curtain to only find that's already occupied by someone.
At first, he gets surprised to see someone already on the bus since he's always the first to get there. It must be you yet somehow he gets the urge to take a look.
Quietly, he removes the hair covering your face as you sleep on your side. He immediately retracts his hand as you draw a sharp breath, holding his breath thinking that your eyes would open and find him there, watching you sleep like a creep.
Luckily, nothing happens. You're fast asleep with a hand slipped under your head. With your hair still falling over your face, he continues removing them and safely tucking them behind your ear, holding them there.
Now that he can see you up close and still, he wants to do more than just look, he presses a hand to your cheek, doing it so gently to not wake you up.
You're sleeping so peacefully like dreaming of angels, that makes him smile, puts him at ease.
The sound of someone coming into the bus shatters the moment, Hyunjin takes one last look at your face and reluctantly removes his hand from you.
Closing the curtain without making any noise, then hurriedly dumps his bag on the one across from yours.
"You're always early," Felix says with a grin with his eyes barely open.
"No, I just got here a while ago," Hyunjin lies with a sheepish smile, trying to hide the fact that he almost caught watching you.
"Do you mind if I take your place?" He asks since Felix is the other one who always chooses to sleep on the bottom bunk.
"Huh?" Felix doesn't wait to peek inside to find you sleeping. He lowly gasps and closes the curtain back.
"I'll take this one then," he lowers his voice knowing that you're sleeping, then gently put his bag on the top bunk above yours, 
"Thanks," Hyunjin mutters to him.
As Hyunjin lies down and knows that you're sleeping not far from him, the drowsiness left him and is replaced with something else as the thoughts of you invaded his head.
Not only that he gets to see you in his wake, but as he closes his eyes, he gets to see you too.
-
The bus is not moving.
There are two possibilities: you got woken up after a few minutes of sleep or you have arrived but no one bothers to wake you up and tells you 
Panic, you hurriedly get off your sleeping pod to find the other pods are just as you expected, empty. You pull the hoodie over your head to hide your bedhead and go to the front of the bus.
You see Felix is sticking his head out of the window, laughing. You gently put your hand on his back, "where are we?"
Felix is slightly surprised to see you, you would too if you looked like this.
"oh, babe, you're awake!" He says.
Without warning, he pulls your hand to look at the window. That's when you know the bus is parked at the rest area and from a few meters away, you see Hyunjin and Lou running towards the bus.
"What's going on?" You ask in pure confusion.
Felix goes to the door without answering, "Tim starts the bus!" He orders the driver.
He complies without words and starts reversing the bus out of its parking spot. The loud knocking on the door bus makes you jump on the seat.
Felix goes over to open it, letting both Hyunjin and Lou in. They're panting and laughing at the same time. You don't know what's so funny about it until you see Han is still running from across the parking lot.
But Tim, the tour bus driver, driving the bus on its way back to the highway.
"Yeah, okay, leave me!" Han shouts as he chases after the bus.
"I mean nothing to the band anyway. I'm just the vocalist and the songwriter," he shouts again then immediately gives up running.
It seems like it isn't the first time they did that to him from the way he gave up quickly. Tim hits the brake at Felix's order while Lou hangs in the doorway and laughs at his friend being the victim of the prank.
"oh, don't be so dramatic!" He coos at him.
Han walks to the bus like a sulky three years old, his hands excessively swaying on his sides with his feet stomping the asphalt.
He's mere inches away but Tim teases him by driving the bus away from his reach.
"Tim, I swear, I'm going to—"
Tim laughs despite Han's unfinished threat and this time, he stops the bus, watching as Han gets in with sweat dripping down his neck.
Felix puts an arm around his shoulder, "today's workout is cardio, huh?" He jokes.
You didn't know there was this menace in Felix until now. See? He's not the exact same person as well. You're not the only one changing.
Lou, still laughing, goes to the fridge and takes a bottle of water for him, "you mean everything to the band, of course!" He assures him.
Han slumps on the seat next to you, panting with his mouth open, then leers at you, "Aren't you glad being with us children?"
Aware that you just woke up, you cover your mouth as you burst into laughter. Everyone is still laughing as well, including Tim, who's driving the bus back to the highway. 
And Hyunjin too, as he leans against the cabinet and drinks bottled water.
He's laughing with his eyes forming two crescent moons, very endearing to see.
-
The PR team asking for more individual pictures of the members.
Thankfully, the tour bus is empty since everyone is off to get ready for the soundcheck, making it easier for you to focus on the job.
Your phone buzzed with a new message from Lou.
"The soundcheck is in 5!"
It's obvious you're going to miss it but either this or that, you're doing your job, therefore there's no use to feel guilty about it.
Half an hour later, the email is sent and you get off the bus to get back into the venue to only see a group of people gathering around the back entrance.
Someone noticed that you're not a part of them, easily spotting the ID hanging around your neck which identified you as a part of the staff. The girl breaks away from the crowd to come up to you and it's too late for you to avoid it, she has seen you and vice versa.
"Can you please give this to Han?" She asks, pushing a letter and a little plushie at you.
"Uh..." you stammer, don't know what to do because someone didn't brief you on a situation like this. Maybe because you never thought to ever encounter it.
"Please? Please?" She pleads. The sweat on her forehead shows that she must have been waiting outside long enough, wishing the band would come out and receive their gift.
It's not part of your job desk but you'll feel bad for not helping for something as simple as this.
"Yeah, okay," you relent, taking the gift from her and putting the letter in the pocket of your jacket.
She turns to the other girl next to her, "please give this to Hyunjin too," she pleads.
You glare at her because you think she'd get it that you're only doing it for her and not intending to deliver everyone's gifts.
"Please, don't tell anyone else about this," you scold her as you reluctantly take her friend's gift and hold them close to your chest.
She suddenly grabs your hand and squeezes it hard, "thank you so much. Thank you!"
You hide the gifts behind your jackets before making your way to the back entrance, showing your ID quickly for security to let you in.
Following the signs that lead you to the green room, you get inside to find it still empty except for the stylists who arrange the band's clothes on the railing. The soundcheck hasn't finished yet, it'll be too late for you to get there, the band is probably on their way back here anyway.
Felix and Hyunjin are back a few minutes later. While Felix doesn't wait but to sit on the sofa next to you and rest his head on your lap, Hyunjin is going as far away from you as possible.
You look at the box of gifts from the fans, wondering how you're going to give it to Hyunjin and preferably doing it without anyone else in the room.
"Where were you?" Felix asks, putting your hand in his hair to play with it.
"Had to work and send some more pictures," you shortly reply.
He turns over on your lap, looking up at you with his warm brown eyes and you look back at him. You play connect-the-dots with the freckles on his cheek, lightly touching them with your fingertips.
"You look gorgeous from here," you compliment.
"And you look not bad from here," he compliments back.
You chuckle, knowing well that you must have looked ugly from that point of view. You turn Felix's head to the side and give his hair a ruffle, making it a mess as a way to get back to him.
From your peripheral vision, you see the red of Hyunjin's hair. He is going out of the green room and from what you learn, he likes to take a walk as a part of his pre-concert ritual.
"I have to go to the restroom," you mutter to Felix.
You replace your lap with a cushion and get up from the sofa, not forgetting to take the gift with you as you start jogging to chase after Hyunjin.
He has his headphones on as usual, you learned the hard way to not grab the sleeve of his jacket so this time, you gently tap his shoulder.
He turns around almost immediately, looking slightly surprised to see you.
"I... uhm..." It's hard talking to him when you know you're not going to get the best responses.
You avoid his eyes because they do nothing but make you nervous, "I met one of your fans outside and she wanted me to give this to you," you hand him the little goodie bag with his gift inside.
He only stares at you and not taking the gift from you. You don't want this interaction to last longer than you planned, you told him your intention so you hand him the bag into his hand.
"That's all!" You stammer and turn around on your feet to walk back to the green room.
The urge to look at him takes over you and you eventually give in, looking over your shoulder to see Hyunjin throws the fan gift into the trash bin.
Curious whether the gift is something so repulsively bad that he doesn't think twice to toss it into the trash bin. You peer inside to see a box of chocolate, looks edible and the lid is perfectly sealed.
You would understand if he did that to you, but he did that to his fans?
Hyunjin is so mean.
-
The drama earlier is long forgotten once the concert is done.
You made a run to the tour bus per Lou's instruction, telling you not to exit the building with the band.
You need to work on your pictures anyway, taking out your laptop and begin working in the small booth inside the tour bus.
Two hours passed without you noticing until Tim gets on the driver's side.
"Hey, Tim!" You greet him without looking away from your laptop.
"You're already here?" He asks back as he opens the lid of his giant tumbler and the smell of coffee wafting around the room.
"Mmh. Have to work on these fast!" You shortly reply.
Not long after that, you hear the ruckus from outside the tour bus. You look through the window to see people crowded around the band as they make their way to the bus.
So this is why Lou told you not to get to the bus early. Even with the security guards, people are relentlessly going at them to see or even touch them.
Felix is the first one to arrive, sighing as he safely makes it into the bus.
"Are you okay?" You ask in slight concern.
He grins, "I'm okay," he says.
Lou is the last one to hop on the bus and closes the bus door so Tim can start driving, taking all of you to the next stop.
Before you forgot, you hand the gift from the fan earlier to Lou instead of Han, who goes straight to the back of the bus to rest.
"I got these from the fan earlier for Han," you tell him.
Lou opens the bottom cabinet to put the small plushie into a box full of them. You didn't know they keep them in one place.
"Why?" You innocently ask.
"We don't accept gifts," he simply answers, "but letters are fine," he quickly adds.
"What are you going to do with them?" You sound so sad as if those plushies are living, breathing things.
Lou chuckles seeing your sad face, "We'll donate them," he says.
That's better, you thought.
"But what about food?"
"What food?"
"I received a gift for Hyunjin and it's a box of chocolate, he—" You stop yourself from continuing, not when you know he could hear it.
"Nothing but letters," Lou states.
"Why?"
"Because we don't know what they put in them. For all we know, it could be bad or spoiled. We don't want to risk it so it's better not to take them," he strongly recommends with a squeeze on your shoulder.
"Okay, got it!" You confirmed with a nod.
So, you were wrong to think that Hyunjin is mean. You admit that your prejudice got in the way of what you think of him.
Today's lessons: do not receive gifts and Hyunjin is not mean.
-
Since you're working all night, Lou takes the first turn to sleep in the pod.
You're going there to take your toiletry bag and a charger for your phone only to see Felix's head pop out of the curtain, looking down at Hyunjin's bunk.
"Felix?"
His head snaps in your direction, looking a little flustered as if he just got caught doing something embarrassing.
"Why are you still awake?" He asks when it should be you asking him that.
"I just finished," you reply.
"Ah," he lowly gasps. He realizes that you probably have no place to sleep.
"You can sleep in mine," he offers his bunk for you.
You shake your head, "No, it's okay. Tim is going to stop at a rest area soon. I need to wash up," you tell him.
He immediately climbs down from his bunk, "I'm coming with you then."
No, you're not going to throw a fuss and complain about the toilet inside the bus. It's too small and your claustrophobia doesn't help.
That's why you make good use of these stops to wash up and change your clothes. When you come out, you find Felix has been waiting outside with coffee cups in his hands.
"Want to sit for a bit?" He asks.
"Sure!" You agree because the rest area is empty. There are only a few trucks getting their gas in the station.
The sun will rise soon as you sit on the empty bench, carefully sipping the steaming hot coffee in between. It feels like taking a snooze button after living these past few days in a fast-forward mode. 
"Is it tiring?" You ask.
Felix gets taken aback by your question, "You mean touring?"
You nod, but you mean more than that, being a rockstar and handling the fame that comes with it.
"At times," he honestly answers. He puts down his coffee cup next to him and looks at the sun that gradually rises from the horizon.
"But I know that I'm not doing it for nothing," he adds.
Felix is doing it because it's his dream, he's living his dream and there's no doubt that despite all the exhaustion, he keeps doing it because it makes him alive.
"Babe?"
You turn your head to look at him, "yeah?"
He smiles without saying anything.
"What?" You ask, annoyed that he calls you but not saying anything.
"How did you get more beautiful?"
You snort and sip your coffee, ignoring his cheesy question.
Felix holds your chin and turns your face at him again, "why didn't you look like this years ago?" He asks with his face about to burst into laughter.
You throw a glare at him and sip your coffee again, knowing well that was his intention, to annoy you. He laughs and puts his hand around your shoulder, enjoying the warm, golden rays of the sunrise.
-
You're getting good at it.
Guess, the first time wasn't that successful because you were still nervous. The second time wasn't going that well because you didn't have a good plan.
Now, you know what to do, where to go, when to take pictures.
The only problem is the venue will keep changing and sometimes, the layout of the stages too, so you take time to learn your way around.
They're going back for the encore soon, you hurriedly run to the back and struggle to see what you're stepping on with the lack of lighting.
Afraid that you will miss the moment, you run up the stairs quickly and accidentally slipped on a step. You get that life-flashes-before-your-eyes moment and reel yourself back to reality, running to the side of the stage just in time to catch them entering the stage again.
Hyunjin is still on the side of the stage as Lou fixes his in-ear monitor. You take as many pictures as you can before they start playing the first song on the encore.
Felix keeps the crowd entertained with his solo drumming, you're so immersed in the moment that your back bumps into someone.
You turn around to find Hyunjin, his eyes are staring right into yours.
you see that he's speaking to you but you can't hear what he's saying with Felix intensely banging his drums and you're standing not far from him.
"What?" You mouth to him.
Hyunjin leans closer until his forehead bumps with the side of your face, "your knee is fucking bleeding," he says into your ear.
It doesn't occur to you that your little accident would cause an injury when all you can think about is his hot breath fanning your cheek.
When Hyunjin takes a step back, you finally registered what happened to you and look down to see your knee is indeed bleeding, the blood oozing out of your scraped knee and dribbling down to your shin.
"Oh? I'm sorry," you blurt out and you don't know why you apologize for falling on your knee.
"Here!" Lou is quick to hand you a clean towel.
You waste not another second but put it on the wound while leaning against the railing. You turn to Hyunjin to say thank you this time but he's already back on stage.
In the end, you didn't do well on the third stop. You went to the infirmary to have your knee treated and got it bandaged. You rest for a bit in there with an ice pack to help with the swelling per the doctor's recommendation.
Felix comes into the room looking concerned, "Are you okay?"
"Just a scrape on the knee. No worries," you calmly reply.
"Can you walk?" Felix puts your arm around him as if you couldn't walk on your own.
You slowly pull away from him, "I can walk," you assure him with a light chuckle.
"I'll help you walk to the bus," he insists.
Felix is worried and the only way to put him at ease is by letting him. You forgot about it until you see the group of people gathering around the entrance as the guards open the door.
It's too late to turn away and Felix keeps going despite people starting to crowd around him like moths drawn to flame. The hand holding yours is loosening as a few people got between you.
"Felix?" You call but he surely can't hear you with everyone going at him all at once.
"Felix..." you call him again as you got stuck in the crowd and can't escape it, not to mention, your knee is hurting.
You look around for help but all you can see are the faces of strangers and they're screaming, shouting.
"Felix..." your voice is getting smaller as you got swallowed inside the chaos and no one is there to help you.
-
Hyunjin keeps replaying the moment in his head.
Something about seeing you getting hurt drives him mad and became irrational. Indeed, he can't justify what he did when he could have told you properly, or he could have said nothing but treated your knee.
He could have done better but he chose to be mean.
Hyunjin gets angry when he looks at his reflection in the mirror as he's changing his clothes.
"Where's Felix?" Vin asks, feeling odd about the number of members in the green room.
"I think he went to check on his friend," Lou answers.
But hearing that only makes Hyunjin's chest heaving with anger. His apology wouldn't make you better, you already got Felix anyway, he reckons.
"He's not going back to the bus himself, right?" Vin asks again.
Lou hums in doubt, "I don't... I'll check!"
Hyunjin shouldn't care about it because you're with Felix but something doesn't feel right. He gets out of the changing room and gets his bag from the table.
"You want to get back now?" Han asks him back, still slouching on the sofa with his phone.
Hyunjin doesn't want to waste another second answering Han. As he gets out of the back entrance, his feeling turned out to be right. He can see that Felix is being mobbed by people but what is worse is he can't find you.
Not when there's a lot of people and you're probably in...
He dives right into it, ignoring the people recognizing that it's him and going at him. He scans through the faces and searches for you.
In the middle of it all, he finally sees you, squatting down with your hand covering your head. He rushes to get you up, going against the people turning to come at him.
"It's me!" He whispers close for you to hear.
You look up and he sees those eyes filled with distress, also glassy with tears. He helps you get up and turns around to shield you from the front. He puts your hands on each side of his waist, "Don't let go!"
You nod with your head pushed close to his back.
"Excuse me!" Hyunjin repeatedly tells everyone around him, but they won't hear him, not when all they wanted is to get a piece of him.
"Let us pass, please?" He desperately pleads.
Hyunjin can only go a few steps before the crowd blocks his way again. He grabs your hands to make sure they're still there while he figures out a way to escape this.
"Make way, please!" Someone shouts from behind him.
Lou is gently pushing everyone away to make room for him and Han. Han is getting behind you as Lou is clearing the way to make a path for the three of you.
"Don't worry! I got you!" Hyunjin hears Han softly talking to you as your hands tightly fisting his sweater.
Tim gets off the bus to help Lou, holding off the people from blocking the door of the bus. Hyunjin stops right in the doorway to let you get in first.
Hyunjin gets in after Han with Lou being the last one to get on the bus and closes the door behind him. Yes, he expects nothing in return for what he's done but seeing you end up in Felix's arm...
"Are you okay?" Felix asks as you cry into his chest.
"I'm sorry I let you go," he keeps apologizing to you with his hand gently rubbing your back, "I'm sorry."
Seeing all that, Hyunjin gets it now why: he can't offer the same comfort as Felix does.
Vin comes into the bus looking furious, he orders everyone to sit on the sofa.
"Not you," he points at you, "you can go and have some rest."
"No, I need to work on—"
"You can rest tonight," he insists.
Guess it's the first time you see Vin looking so tense that you comply right away. You reluctantly get up from the sofa but take a stand next to Vin, turning around to face everyone.
Hyunjin's heart skips a beat as your eyes land on him, "thank you," you mutter with your eyes still red.
You turn at Han and Lou next, saying the same thing to them.
"Take care of that knee!" Lou reminds you.
Now that you're gone, all that is left is getting scolded by Vin, but funny that Hyunjin doesn't feel bad about it.
"What did I tell you about not going by yourself—"
Vin's scolding slowly becomes the background noise as Hyunjin only thinks about how you earnestly thanked him, but you did more than just that to him: You acknowledge him.
When he thinks about it, this trouble is worth it now that the two of you are even.
-
The sight of the bed lures you to take a dive and have a quick lay down.
It's a day off and everyone is in their respective hotel rooms, probably doing the same thing as you. You were only on the road for more than two weeks but it's enough lesson to tell you that you took things for granted.
For a blissful moment, you forgot you have a bag of laundry to do. You can't rest knowing that you have chores to do.
You're looking for the nearest laundromat on your phone when Lou comes knocking on the door.
"Thought you're sleeping," he says.
You shake your head, "no, I'm thinking of going to the laundry."
"You can use the hotel's service," he says, grabbing a pair of pants from his duffel bag.
"I know but I want to go just because..." you add a shrug at the end of the sentence.
After he gets out of the bathroom from changing his pants, Lou offers to give you a ride since he needs to do some errands for Vin. He drops you off in a laundromat not far from the hotel.
"Text me when you're done," he tells you.
"Alright!" You reply even though you intend on going back to the hotel yourself.
You bring your laptop with you so you can catch up on some work while waiting for your laundry to be done with a cup of coffee from the vending machine.
You feel normal for the first time and laugh because you didn't think you would miss your mundane life this much. You have some time left while the laundry is in the dryer, you check all of the pictures you took got posted on the band's official website and their social media.
You read the comments and found some that said the photos are so well taken. Now, it feels like your hard work is paid off.
Your phone dings with a new message from Lou.
"Are you done?"
"Almost."
"On the way there," he texts you back a few seconds later.
Packing everything back into your backpack, you get ready to take the laundry out of the dryer and shove them into the bag.
The same car that drove you here stops at the side of the street. Someone rolls down the window but instead of Lou, you find Han.
"Get in, loser!" He tells you with a playful smirk.
"Wow. Never thought you would quote Mean Girls," you mutter then goes to the back of the car to store your laundry bag.
"Felix is not coming?" You ask as you pull open the car door.
"No, he has a doctor's appointment," Lou answers.
Getting into the backseat, you stop for a second after seeing an extra passenger and the last person you expected to sit in the backseat with.
Hesitated whether you should greet him or not, however, your mouth gets ahead of you, "Hey..." You drag the word long enough that it started to sound strange even to you.
"Hey," Hyunjin replies.
Good thing that he wears his hat low like usual you can't see his eyes. You quietly sit next to him and put on your safety belt, as if any loud noise would shatter this peaceful state.
"Where are we going?" You ask Lou.
"We're going shopping!" Han answers the question for Lou as he focuses on driving.
Unlike any other girls, you're not a fan of shopping. You don't like spending time going from one shop to another.
Thankfully, that's not the kind of shopping Han is going for today.
You got cheery as you enter the record store and don't waste time looking around. Han is going through a section not far from yours, you're curious to know what he's getting. From your quick observation, you can see that he's leaning into 90s rock.
"You know the best rock came from the late 60s to early 70s," you lean against the shelf, "I don't even consider anything released above 1973," you add.
Han turns to the next section and starts going through the record one by one with his fingers, "really? Not even Radiohead? Nirvana, Soundgarden, Foo Fighters, Oasis, Blur, Sonic Youth, Pixies, Guns N Roses..." he lists every band that came from that era.
You click your tongue at him and check on the section next to him, "Yeah, okay, 90s is not that bad. They have The Breeders," you weakly agree.
Han turns his head at you, "The Breeders?"
You look back at him in disbelief, thinking he was joking as he looked like he never heard of them before.
"You know Pixies but didn't know The Breeders?" You accidentally raise your voice a little louder that everyone else in the store is turning their heads in your direction.
"I never heard of them!" He innocently answers with a shameless grin.
"Oh, my God!" You groan in disbelief, turning your back on him.
"Kurt Cobain listed their first album as one of his favorite records. They even toured with Nirvana!" You share the facts that you thought were public knowledge until now.
Han is gobsmacked by how passionately you talked to him about a band he never heard of. His mouth hangs open but nothing comes out of it.
It's not enough by telling him, you quickly scan the shelf close to you to find the record that you have in your collection and push it close to his chest.
"Consider yourself lucky!" You tell him with a mad glare.
Han doesn't have any other options but takes it into the pile of records he's going to buy. You're going the other way to start looking for records to buy as well.
You see Lou is checking some new releases and listening to it through the headphones provided at the station.
Hyunjin is... you don't even want to try to search for him. The last time he was with you, you were a crying mess and you made the back of his sweater damp with your tears. It wasn't a pleasant moment to remember even for you, you're certain it's the same for him.
-
Hyunjin has been watching you from afar but he can't help but to come near you. It's as if your magnetic field gets stronger each and every day, he has no power to resist it anymore.
He pretends to look through the section across from you, his back and yours only separated by a mere void he does not dare to cross, yet.
"Oh! Beatles!" You gasp.
Hyunjin looks over your shoulder thinking that you notice him there and talking to him but no, you're talking to yourself while reading the track list on the back.
You start singing the track one by one like a jukebox and Hyunjin silently chuckles at how adorable you sound, so oblivious to his presence, so cute, so...
"I'm going to buy this!" You suddenly say.
Hyunjin has to make sure that yes, you're talking to yourself again.
"You're coming with me too!" You say again.
Hyunjin freezes on his feet thinking he got caught this time but no, you said that as you take another record in your arms and hold it close to your chest like a little child about to pay for her toys.
He gets behind you in the queue to see what you're getting. Leonard Cohen, The Beatles, and The Velvet Underground.
That's not a coincidence, right? You like the same music that he likes, that must mean something. Or he's just way over his head.
"Hey, can I get your autograph?" Someone who stands behind him asks with a Ssick album in his hand. The other one is staring at him with wide eyes, not blinking.
Hyunjin gets a grasp of reality, he clears his throat before answering, "Sure, wait," he looks around for a pen.
Just like you read his mind, you borrow a pen from the cashier and hand it to him, "Here!"
"Thanks," Hyunjin mutters, not looking at you because he knows what it does to him.
Hyunjin bites the pen between his teeth and pulls the pen out of its cap, placing a big sign on the cover.
"You guys have paid for this, right?" He jokingly asks as he caps the pen back.
They laugh at the same time, shaking their head in embarrassment.
"This one on me then," Hyunjin kindly says.
Han comes from behind, surprising them with his presence,
"You guys don't want one from me too?"
Hyunjin laughs and turns around to find you're no longer standing close to him.
On the way back to the hotel, Hyunjin puts his headphones on but not playing anything. He knows you're uncomfortable sharing the backseat with him and this way, he can listen to you humming to And I Love Her.
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It's a little embarrassing to drag your laundry bag to the hotel room but thankfully, Lou doesn't mind helping you.
"You know, you should think of minimizing your luggage," he comments.
You push the button to your hotel floor, "But what if—"
"If you ever run out of clothes, there's always the merch," he cuts you off with the simplest of answers.
You hate to admit that Lou is right, but you've been wearing almost the same thing every day: jeans and a T-shirt. In fact, you've worn your denim shorts to the point that they started to take the shape of your body.
"Also, we're going on the plane after this one," he adds, sipping his almost empty iced coffee.
You almost forgot that the band is going abroad for a summer festival. It seems like you're staying busy even on your day off. However, Felix comes knocking on your door as you're about to start sorting things you want to keep and don't.
"Come and play with me!" He whines the second you open the door for him.
"I have things to do," you sadly tell him.
He pouts, "You guys left me shopping this afternoon and now you don't want to play with me?"
You look back at the stacks of luggage you need to sort, honestly, you don't want to do that today, not on a day off.
"Okay, okay," you instantly cave in.
Felix ordered a lot of food to his room you wonder if the two of you can finish all this. Shouldn't have said that because he ate most of it.
"Heard you got a doctor's appointment today?"
Felix puts the food wrappers into a plastic bag while you wipe the table clean with napkins.
"Yeah, I might have strained my back muscles or something," he vaguely explains like that doesn't concern him at all.
When he should be concerned, a drummer uses those muscles and he has probably been drumming in pain, but not telling anyone.
"That sounds serious," your voice is heavily tinted with worries.
"Don't worry, babe!" He assures you with a low laugh.
You grab his elbow to force him to look at you, "no, I'm very worried and you should too," you tell him.
He takes your hand and holds it close with his, "promise you that I'm taking care of myself well," he promises.
You shot him a doubting glare, "promise?"
"Promise!"
The night continues with him insisting on watching a movie together, you both get on the bed and arguing which movie to watch. Felix ended up getting the privilege to choose and he picked a rom-com.
"We should watch horror or thriller," you tell him.
"Ugh, no!" He strongly resists.
You chuckle because you know he doesn't like scary movies, "grow up, Felix!" You tease.
You hurriedly hide behind the duvet as he throws his arm around you, nuzzling his nose in your hair. You're laughing while he playfully tries to take a bite off your head.
"You're lucky I washed my hair this morning," you tell him.
He stops smelling your hair but draws you closer, letting you rest your head on his chest.
"Yeah, it smells good," he doesn't hesitate to take another whiff.
"I'm Lou's shampoo," you share.
"I need to know what it is," Felix says as he continuously smells your hair and without warning, places a kiss on the top of your head.
With the way Felix holds you, you feel warm and snug, not forgetting you're full with the amount of food you ate earlier. Next thing you know you can't barely keep your eyes open anymore.
"Do you mind if I close my eyes for a bit?"
"You can stay," he casually answers, slipping his hand into your hair.
"Promise I'll go back to my room later..." you tell him with eyes close and slowly, drifting into sleep.
-
Hyunjin has been looking for his notebook.
It's where he wrote all of his ideas from chords, melodies, pieces of lyrics, and even his personal thoughts. The last time he got ahold of it is when he almost left it on the tour bus and Felix got it from him, but his hands were full at that time so he offered to keep it for him.
It's only a little after midnight, Felix is usually still awake at this hour, playing video games or watching movies.
"Felix? It's me," Hyunjin says, just in case Felix is wondering who's knocking on his hotel room.
A while later, Felix opens the door for him with his hair tousled but his eyes are wide awake, "yeah, what's up?"
"You're not sleeping, are you?" He asks because he'd feel bad for disturbing his rest.
Felix aggressively shakes his head, "no, I was watching a movie," he answers.
Hyunjin is right. There's no way he sleeps this early. Before he forgot why he came here, he asks, "I believe you have my notebook?"
Felix scratches the back of his head then opens the door wider, "Yeah but... come in, first!"
Hyunjin steps into the room expecting nothing but the same setup of a messy bed and clothes strewn out of his suitcase.
"I forget where I put it so it'll take time for..." Felix starts digging into his bag to look for Hyunjin's notebook.
A rom-com movie is paused on the TV screen as Hyunjin walks further and yes, there's the same setup except that he has someone on the bed, sleeping.
"Who—" Hyunjin, fortunately, didn’t have to finish his words when he recognizes the clothes, the same ones you were wearing from earlier.
Felix notices that Hyunjin sees you on his bed, "we were watching a movie together and she uh..." he hands Hyunjin his notebook back.
Hyunjin immediately looks away as he takes his notebook back from Felix, "thanks," he mutters.
He doesn't waste another second to get the hell out of there.
"You're going?" Felix asks as if Hyunjin wants to spend another second seeing you sleeping on his bed.
"Yeah, I just need my..." Hyunjin stops himself from talking so much.
"Goodnight, Felix!" He ends it there and walks away.
Felix looks rather sad seeing him leave, he lingers by the doorway as Hyunjin walks to his hotel room, "Goodnight!" He finally says back.
As he sits alone in his hotel room, Hyunjin opens a new page in his notebook and writes:
"I wish you were just a stranger."
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The next morning, Lou comes to his room to make sure he's awake for a radio interview.
"Yeah, coming!" Hyunjin weakly replies as he packs things into his bag.
He gets out of the room and can't help but think of last night as he has no other way but to pass Felix's room. His heart drops as Felix comes out of his room and he's just as surprised, glad even.
"Morning!" He says.
"Hey!" Hyunjin coyly replies.
He sees Felix shoves his keycard into his jacket pocket but does that mean you're not in his room? He can't be so sure but at the same time, he doesn't want to put so much energy into this. He shouldn't even think about it at all.
"If you can give one essential item to each other what will it be?" The radio host asks such a deep question for a morning show that starts at 7 am and Hyunjin only had half cup of coffee so far.
But since no one is ready with an answer yet, Hyunjin volunteers to be the first to give his answer.
"I want to give Felix confidence," he speaks into the mic.
Felix looks at him with glints of curiosity sparked in his eyes, a hand propped under his chin.
"Felix is much more cooler and skillful than he thinks so... I want to give him more confidence," Hyunjin perfectly explains.
A smile rises on Felix's face and that's why Hyunjin gets this sense of needing to protect him. Felix is pure and innocent, he's too kind and everyone knows what the world can do to someone like him.
"I want to give Hyunjin love," Felix surprisingly remarks.
Everyone inside the studio puts their attention on Felix as he straightens his back on his seat, "since love seems to be an important emotion for Hyunjin."
Felix leans closer to his mic and stacks his hands together on the table, "The more you have, the more you can conquer pain, that's why I think love is important and necessary."
Hyunjin smiles at Felix's sincere and warm words, it's in a moment like this that he feels deeply connected to a person more than anyone that it almost feels like a family.
When he thought Felix has done talking, he continues speaking, "I can lend it to him for a long time. He doesn't even have to return it."
As expected, Felix knows how to win people over with his sincerity which offers the opposite charm to his outer appearance. Hyunjin is grateful that he got to know Felix because he's one of the rare ones.
"Well, those two are giving each other essential items so that leaves me having to give myself an essential item," Han says, feeling left out because Hyunjin and Felix are taking everyone's attention.
Everyone has a good laugh at him and Han laughs at himself at well.
"It's because our Han already has everything," Felix indirectly compliments and at the same time, comforting him with gentle taps on his shoulder.
See? Hyunjin wants to put Felix in a glass case and protect him. He's just that precious.
The day drags on and that's weird. It's usually going by so fast but it's only one in the afternoon and he's at the soundcheck. He looks around not sure what he's looking for. He knows what or to be exact who he's looking for but doesn't want to admit it.
Without him realizing it, he starts to play the guitar solo of The Beatles' And I Love Her on his guitar.
When he turns around to start the soundcheck, he sees you standing on the pit, with your camera aimed at him.
-
Should you be suspicious that your day so far is going as planned?
Your luggage is completely sorted and you send half of your things to your mom's house. You found ideal angles as you walk around the venue and you got there in time for the soundcheck.
Can tonight be a successful one? You wonder.
They're still checking their instruments as you take your place down the stage, just behind the pit just to get new angles because you usually take them right on the stage.
As you check on your camera settings, you hear Hyunjin playing a song with his guitar. A song that you know and have been singing lately.
You look up and take a good listen to what he's playing. It's true, he's playing the guitar solo from the song. It's one that you've been humming.
"Let's start!" Han announces as they finish checking their instruments.
Hyunjin turns around and stops turning as he spots you there, your eyes automatically locked as if the two of you have been trying to get on each other's radar.
It's a popular song, Hyunjin could have heard the song somewhere or it's just a song that randomly pops in his head but you can't help but think that he heard you humming in the car.
You look away first and turn away to go somewhere, bumping into Vin backstage.
"What a coincidence!" He exclaims.
"We need to talk," he says with a serious face.
Vin has that undeniable charisma, one that screams authority and when he talks, he only talks of important stuff. Well, that's your impression of him so far.
And those four words sound scary that you get anxious.
Vin orders you to follow him, back to the hallway where it's quieter.
"The PR wants you to take pictures from the stage," he says.
You're still tense even though he's not saying you got fired or your work is terrible. He's merely telling you to start taking pictures on stage.
"You mean like... shot them right on stage?"
"Yes."
"Can I even do that?"
Vin rubs his chin spiked with stubble, "2-3 minutes are enough, right?"
"So I can do that—" you stammer because you've been trying to ask about it whether you can take a closer shot of the band right on stage.
"Pick your time and coordinate it with Lou," he instructs you and giving you no chance to ask further about it.
Can this day get more suspicious? Ah, maybe you shouldn't be overthinking it. Maybe the universe is giving you a chance to truly show him what you are capable of.
"I need you to do that thing again," you say to Lou.
"What?" He asks in confusion.
You turn your back at him so he can land a slap on your back to release jitters. He laughs before giving you what you want, gentle slaps on your back.
"No need to worry much. I'll help you," he assures you.
You choose to get on stage during the second part of the concert, right after the first part where you know the crowd goes the wildest for their hit song.
Three minutes should be enough, you're going to get there and take as many pictures as possible.
At the appointed time, Lou is giving you the green light to proceed. The plan is he's going to help you navigate on stage but something comes up, Han suddenly asks Lou for the other bass.
You're already on stage and they're already playing the intro even without Han on there. You quickly walk around just close enough to take pictures of Felix and turn to Hyunjin next.
The limited time only reminds you to keep going and three minutes are up, taking a step back, your foot got caught in cables and accidentally unplug Hyunjin's guitar in the process, cutting him off midsong.
You almost stumble backward but a hand grabs your elbow so hard, preventing you from falling on stage.
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?" Hyunjin shouts right to your face.
"I'm so sorry," you meekly say.
Lou drags you back to the side of the stage, knowing that you just caused a technical failure. Good thing that the crowd doesn't boo you or worst, blame the band.
Is this why things have been going well? Because it wants to strike when you least expect it.
It's getting worse because Vin says nothing when you came to him with a sincere apology, he only tells you to get back to the green room right after the concert. You'd rather have him scold you or even cursed you for doing such a shitty job than got nothing but a disappointed look on his face.
You're on the verge of crying but with all the staff still roaming around, you hold it in. The last thing you can do from this day going far shittier than it already did is letting people know you have a very shitty day.
"You okay?" Felix asks in concern even though he just got off the stage and sweat still dripping down his neck.
The sight of him only makes it hard for you to keep it in, you go in for a hug and cry into his chest.
"It's okay, it's okay," he comforts you while his hand softly patting your back.
"It's just one song. No one will notice," he tells you.
The more he tries to comfort you the harder you cry. You don't know what would happen if you were working for any other band and there's no Felix in it, you would be miserable. The only reason you got through everything is because of Felix.
You stay quiet as you sit in the back of the van with Felix, still upset at yourself for what you've done tonight. Tears just won't stop flowing out of you and you keep wiping it with the back of your hands.
"Let's just have fun tonight, huh?" Han suddenly comes up with an impulsive idea.
"Let's just go somewhere," he says without waiting for everyone's approval.
Lou tells the driver to change the destination, sending the van going in the opposite direction of the hotel.
Felix puts his jacket on you as you step out of the van since you're only in your t-shirt and denim shorts, "stop crying, babe," he tells you, gently wiping your wet cheeks with his knuckle.
You take a few deep breaths to calm yourself down, also you're going somewhere and you don't want to be seen as if you've just uncontrollably sobbed from a bad day at work even though that's what happened.
"Get us a room!" Han tells Lou as everyone arrived at a place with dim lighting.
It's when you arrived in the room you realize that it's a karaoke room. Han doesn't wait but starts choosing songs to sing as if he hasn't sung enough for the night.
Bottles of drinks got sent into the room not long after and everyone starts drinking. Not going to lie, this is exactly what you need: a lot of alcohol and no one is stopping you, guess they know how much you needed it.
It doesn't take long until you start loosening up, picking up a mic to sing a song with Felix. A song that you both know well enough and forget what happened that day as you sing your heart out.
Soon, everyone has forgotten all about it. Everyone is having fun and that includes Hyunjin. Seeing him reminds you of how bitterly he snapped at your face earlier, you understand that he was mad for what you did but still... you thought things are going well, until tonight.
"Thank you," you tell everyone at the end of the song, aware that they're coming here without Vin's permission. It's unclear the reason why they came here out of a whim or maybe they tried to make you feel better, either way, you're grateful that they're in the room with you.
"Thank you," you say again and about to burst into tears again.
"Lou, pour her a glass, quick!" Han tells him.
The night continues with more glasses of alcohol taken and songs being sung in gibberish words. You stop drinking knowing that if you take another one, it will be the end of it.
Lou and Hyunjin are the ones still sober enough to help walk heavily drunk Felix and Han out of the building even though you drank more than both of them.
"Can you walk?" Lou asks.
You hold your thumbs up at him despite feeling like the floor is about to swallow you whole.
It's quiet again inside the van but this time it's because everyone is too intoxicated to talk. Hyunjin volunteers to take Felix back to his room and get on the elevator first.
Lou is having a hard time taking Han by himself, you help as much as you can while carrying the bags with you.
Inside the elevator, you put your hand in the pocket of Felix's jacket to find his keycard inside. You want to go back to your hotel room quickly but Felix and the other members are staying on the upper floor.
"Felix's keycard," you innocently show Lou Felix's hotel room keycard.
Lou softly chuckles, "I bet they're struggling to get inside his room right now."
Once the elevator arrived on their floor, you're going to the right while Lou is going the other way since Han's room is at the other end of the hall.
You see Hyunjin comes out of his room and probably takes Felix there because you have his keycard. He's about to walk in your direction, you don't know why but you hurriedly hide in the hallway, out of his sight.
You shut your eyes tight as you hear his footsteps closing in, hoping he would pass you without knowing you're there, hiding like a coward.
But that's not what happens, he knows you're there.
You take a step back and lean against the wall, pulling Felix's keycard out of the jacket pocket.
"Here!" You hold it out at him while avoiding his eyes.
But instead of taking it, he takes a stand in front of you and looks down at you with eyes that are so intimidating, making you feel smaller than you already are.
"Just take the damn keycard," an annoyed sigh might have slipped past your mouth when you said it.
What Hyunjin does is take a step closer to you, sending you into a fight-or-flight situation. You think fast about which one you should act upon. Fight or flight?
But first, you dare to look up at him and find his eyes intensely staring right into yours. They're only eyes, you can surely win this fight, you reckon.
"Why do you hate me so much?" You blurt out.
It's the alcohol of course, there's no way you can boldly ask him such a question when you're sober.
"Tell me why? Because I don't get it. Why did I do to you that makes you hate me so much?" You lay your hands flat against the wall as you maintain eye contact with him.
"I'm drunk, you see? You can tell me anything and that's okay, I won't remember it when I wake up in the morning," you slur.
Hyunjin holds his gaze steady and with the same intensity, you don't know how he does that, he's so beautiful that it's intimidating.
"Go ahead! Tell me! Promise I'd forget all about it tomorrow," you encourage him more by widening your eyes even though your sanity slips away as every second pass.
It's getting eerily quiet and Hyunjin remains silent still. You let out a low sigh and be the one to break the eye contact when all of sudden, he crashes his lips with yours.
His hand found your jaw and holds you still, he places his other hand on the nape of your neck so he can easily angle you to deepen the kiss.
His lips... as soft as you can imagine and tastes so sweet, gently brushing over yours like melting ice cream. His tongue swiftly parts your mouth open, invading your mouth to get as much taste as he can.
A low moan escapes your mouth as he drops his hand to the arch of your back, drawing your body closer to him. In no time, your bodies mold into each other like they're two missing pieces perfectly put together.
Hyunjin kisses you so passionately but at the same time, holding you so gently like you would break if he holds you too hard.
On the other hand, you're confused by this. He's been playing with your feelings without you realizing it, at times he can be so nice then he turns mean, hot, and cold, it's always unpredictable weather with him.
Now, he's kissing you and making the butterflies in your stomach fluttering awake, stirring chaos inside you. But if it's time for you to die, you wouldn't mind because it's the best way there is to go.
Hyunjin suddenly pulls away and his hands pushing you away until your back hits the wall, somehow your eyes dart at his lips, red and glistening wet like one ripe apple, tempting you to have another bite at it.
But he puts a space by having you pinned against the wall with his hands grabbing each side of your shoulders, his smoldering eyes bore into yours, then he says,"Now, try to forget that!"
And just like that, he walks away, leaving you reeling with the taste of his lips lingering in your memory.
Now, how can you forget that?
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yandere--stuck · 5 months
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If you're still taking requests, would you be able to do something again with Arkhamverse Joker?? (Or even Scarecrow, ANYTHING with that skinny lil horror boy please) I love ALL of your Batman work.
Just give me anything, I'm starving for some dark and creepy batvillians.
“Alright, sweetheart, just tell me who did it,” The Joker cooed from behind you, his hands resting at the plush blanket wrapped around your shoulders.
Both you and The Clown stood in front of the maw of the Sionis Steel Mill. You hadn't been outside in so long. The thought of making a run for it flitted through your mind, but you just as quickly discarded it. Joker was holding you pretty tight, but even if you broke free from his grip, presented before you was a line of Joker's men desperate to do anything to gain their boss's favor. And even if you made it through all that, you were smack dab in the middle of Arkham City. If the elements or starvation didn't get to you first, it'd be the other inmates - especially if they had gotten any inkling you might be precious to The Clown Prince of Crime.
Somehow, beyond all odds, you were the most safe in the arms of Gotham's most dangerous criminal.
Even with the multiple layers covering you, the wind cut through you like a blade. You'd been dressed in specially made pajamas the Joker commissioned, layers of winter clothing, and a large blanket he'd wrapped you up in before escorting you outside. And it made looking upon Joker's gang all the more uncomfortable. 
Compared to you, Joker's men wore precious little. Tank tops or sleeveless hoodies, some wearing no top at all, old worn pants, and their very own clown masks. You couldn't see their eyes, but you imagined that behind their masks, they glowered at you. Why wouldn't they hate you? After all, you were why they were freezing out here. Their boss had given them orders to never, under any circumstances, allow any harm to be brought unto you.
And then, Joker found the bruises.
“I don't want to get anyone in trouble,” You insisted, craving your neck to attempt eye contact with The Joker.
“Nobody's in trouble,” The Clown nuzzled you, voice almost a purr. “I just want to know who did it.”
You bit your lip. Something burned and swirled like a whirlpool in your stomach, rising to your chest. “It was my fault. I bumped into something.”
“Darling, it's okay. I'm not mad. Just point ‘em out for me.”
Your lips quivered and you screed your eyes shut. Burying your face in your hands, your whole body shook. You couldn't do this. You didn't want to. Sure, the guy roughed you up, but at least he didn't fucking kill you. And maybe whoever did it was a criminal at best or monster at worst, but you didn't want someone to die at the hands of The Joker because of you. You weren't supposed to be here. You were supposed to be in Gotham proper, living your ordinary life and not in Joker's base. You weren't supposed to be the object of Joker's obsession. You shouldn't have had to be transported around by goons, goons who were already frustrated and pissed as it was, and only exacerbated by their boss’ obsession with you and threatening them if he even thinks they're looking at you.
God, why was this happening to you? You just want to go home! You couldn't even scream, couldn't even cry, not now, not like this-
One hand released its grip on your shoulder to press against your back and brush soothing circles against you.
“Honey, baby, sweetie-darling, there's no reason to be upset!” Joker hushed. “You're not in any trouble. I'm not mad. I just want to know."
Still shaking, you dared to turn and meet the Clown's gaze. Puffing out a cloudy mist in the icy cold air, you ventured, “You promise you're not angry?”
The Joker beamed, holding up a hand. “Scout's honor!”
The both of you stared at each other for a long moment. His pupils were dilated, acidic green eyes nearly swallowed up by his dilated pupils. He stared back at you with utter adoration. 
Really, him being angry would have been less terrifying.
With a shaky exhale, you nodded. Ripping your eyes from him, you surveyed the crowd. The man in question wasn't hard to find. You knew the mask well. Lime green hair, a red clown nose, red, painted-on cuts and marks across the mask.
He was one of the henchmen ordered to transport you from one part of the base to another. You'd been terrified, shaking, near hyperventilating, and scared stiff to the spot. And he had grabbed you tight enough to bruise and shoved you through the halls, the other goons following behind. Just remembering it lit a spark of fear and anger in your gut. And even still, you hesitated to call him out.
Shivering, you slowly raised a finger to point at him, your digit like a death mark.
“Him,” you breathed out.
“Him?” Joker asked, pointing at the same man.
You nodded. You fought the urge to squeeze your eyes closed as The Joker waved him over.
The masked man approached both of you. You couldn't help but lean further into Joker. You tried to convince yourself it was the cold. He stopped a few feet away, but Joker motioned him even closer, until he was almost right on top of you both.
“This true, Bud?” Joker asked.
The masked man held his tongue for a moment. His whole body seemed tense. And if you had to guess, he was likely glaring daggers at you from behind the mask. And then finally, a soft sigh escaped him, body relaxing as he nodded. 
“Yeah, boss,” he admitted. “It was me.”
“And do you have anything to say to my darling here?”
Your breath caught in your throat as the goon turned directly toward you. You tried to keep totally still. Don't flinch. Don't show fear. You could feel his gaze burn into you. And Joker's grip tightened on your shoulder. Maybe reassuringly. Maybe possessively. 
The masked goon paused, simply staring at you, before he gave a lazy nod. “Yeah. ‘M sorry.”
Huh. That wasn't so bad. Turning to look at Joker you saw him nodding. A relieved smile began to bloom onto your face as you turned back to-
The sound of unfolding metal hit your ears. A gloved hand stretched out and yanking through hair. The stumbling forward of a body and. Your eyes widened as Joker grunted, pocket knife sinking into the man's throat.
He held it there for a moment, looking deep into the eyes of the man behind the mask, before wrenching the knife out. Blood spurted from the man’s neck as he gurgle, clutching his throat. Again, Joker struck, plunging deep into the man's neck and ripping it out. Again. Again. Again. And all you could do was watch, eyes the size of dinner plates and mouth agape in horror.
You finally found the ability to move your body again, and you hunkered down, hiding your eyes with your hands and stumbling back as Joker continued his assault. You shivered and shuddered, beginning to cry. You couldn't see it anymore, but you could hear the sounds of the blade meeting flesh, the desperate and violent gurgles of someone drowning in their own blood, the quick and sharp grunts of Joker as he plunged his knife in and out in and out in and out in and out-
You couldn't tell how long it went on, only that at some point, you couldn't hear anything else besides Joker's shaky breathing and the harsh whistling of the wind. Your hands and cheeks stung from cold and tears.
When you dared to uncover your eyes, The Joker was looking back at you. As if he was waiting for you to see - to see your attacker's head barely connected to his neck, near decapitated. The moment he saw the recognition in your eyes, the man's body was dropped like it was nothing.
"But, but," You stuttered, mouth trying to catch up with your mind. "You said, you said you weren't mad?'
"Not at you, darling," he smiled adoringly. "Never at you."
The Joker pocketed his bloody knife and clapped his hands free, addressing his men. “Now, let that be a lesson for all of you,” the clown leaned over to wrap an arm around your shoulder. You quickly cuddled into his hold (but only because of the cold. Only that and nothing more). Joker finished with a grin, “anyone who hurts my darling gets the same.”
Breathing heavily, your eyes surveyed the reactions of the henchmen. For some reason, you felt torn on how you felt about them. Pitied Joker's treatment of them, but was highly aware of their perspective of you being an obstacle, inconvenience, or even enemy-
You nearly jumped as Joker brought you out of thoughts by a kiss to the cheek. You were quickly turned around, The Joker guiding you inside and nuzzling against your cheek.
“You must be so stressed out, dear! C’mon, let's get warmed up inside and watch some cartoons!"
And when you're both inside, curled up together in a mound of blankets and cartoons playing on the screen, you tried to convince yourself tje obly reason you held him back was out of fear and to keep out the cold.
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starwrighter · 9 months
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An idea that I finally turned into a prompt.
Danny and Jason died decades apart, in different ways, multiverses away from each other with unrelated causes of death. Somehow, after Danny's death, through some reality glitch or ghostly loophole their souls end up connected even though they logically shouldn't be.
Ghosts usually become connected if they die in the exact same place on the same day down to the second with death's that correlate with eachother. Needles to say there aren't many connected ghosts and Danny and Jason definitely shouldn't be one.
Danny didn't even exist when Jason died at fourteen. Jason was almost thirty when Danny died. Jason died in a warehouse because of the Joker. Danny died anytime and everywhere at once because of a stupid dare and an unfortunate Portal design. Danny was revived by the very thing that killed him instantaneously. Jason was revived by the Lazarus pits a year after his death. Danny became a hero after dying. Jason was a hero before he died. Jason got a funeral while Danny parent's didn't even realize he was dead.
Both of them died because they were brought closer to things they never should have seen and both of them came back missing a part of themselves.
It is unclear why they're connected but Danny isn't all that confused when he starts dreaming of being a morally gray crime lord/vigilante with a strained family life and a grudge towards the local clown population. He's just pissed he's backseat driving this guy like he's the only member of this guy's twitch chat. The guy barely responds to Danny's genius commentary :c
Jason is very confused as to why at random intervals of the day goes from screaming for violence to calling his family furries, cracking jokes, bullying the criminals (and occasionally him and his family) with snarky remarks and cheering whenever anyone did anything remotely athletic. He can't decide if he likes the new pit better but he definitely doesn't like hearing the pit ask him about it's middle school homework.
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cookierunauprompts · 3 months
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Okay, okay hear me out.
This is an idea me and onesies thought of..
So you can go where ever direction you want with this prompt
But I give you
Shadow milk with hypnotism
Anon how does it feel to have the biggest brain I've ever seen?/pos
Requested Prompts #3 - 💓
You had gotten separated from your friends when the beast had escaped, the blast of energy knocking you a decent way out of the fairy kingdom and into Beast Yeast... Thank God that White Lily Cookie had managed to seal up the rift before the other four could get out beforehand. One gigantic cookie to fight against was enough after all. It was rather unfortunate that you got blasted into a rather dark part of the forest, you felt like there were eyes watching your every single movement. You wandered around, a chill seeping into your dough as you remembered Shadow Milk Cookie's words before you all got blasted away... " Ready or not, here I come! Ehe he he ha ha hah~!" Was this all like a game to the giant beast? The thought terrified you, you should hide, and quick. So you looked around for a hiding place, any kind would be good so long as it was a good one. Was it just you, or could you hear his laughter echoing through the trees? it was totally just you, right? Apparently the universe loves to prove you wrong, seeing as two giant cookie hands slam down onto the ground at both your sides as a humongous shadow is cast over you. " Peek-a-boo~ I see you~!" You could hear Shadow Milk Cookie almost mockingly coo as you turned around and fell on your backside out of fear. How'd he find you so quickly?! " Oh my dear, there's no need to be scared!" He chuckled, scooping you up in one giant hand. If there was a chance you could escape unscathed before, then it was certainly gone by now. " After all, you've got me here!" " Wh-what do you want from me?!" You stammer out, voice catching in your throat one he stared down at you with those absolutely humongous heterochromatic blue eyes of his. You felt like a new piece of candy in a candy store being examined by at kid to determine if it's worth eating or not. The overgrown jester sighed, putting a hand to his head in an exasperated manner. " Oh, woe is me! The rare moment I find kindness in my heart to bestow upon another cookie, they be ever so rude about it!" He dramatically sulked, you almost felt bad for the guy... almost. " But! Such a small little treat like you shouldn't be wandering the forests of Beast-Yeast alone! No no no no no! That wouldn't do at all!" He proclaimed, suddenly a lot more cheerful that it almost gave your emotional whiplash. With his other hand, he tilted your head up so you'd be staring right into his vibrant gaze. Was it just you, or were his eyes swirling? " So just trust in me alone, and I'll get you somewhere safe~" You can feel something worming it's way into your head. Why shouldn't you trust Shadow Milk Cookie? Maybe he's just a huge softie under all that malice and mischief. No, no, he definitely tried to crumble your friends earlier. But he's so strong, and you're just a weak little cookie who can barely fight off the monsters of Beast-Yeast on their own- Wait. " Gah! No! Get out.... of my head!" You squirmed away from his grasp, shutting your eyes as you buried your face into his hand. You refused to be mind controlled by this... this giant clown! You could hear him laughing again, a sound that haunted your ears as you felt him tenderly stroke your back in a way that made your shiver. " Eheh he heh~ It's really cute when you try to resist," He purred, flipping you onto your back with a simple maneuver. Then, to your absolute shock, he lent down and kissed your forehead...? " I like you, Reader Cookie!" He chirped. What.... what even was that?! He kissed you!? That- what- That's certainly not a normal thing to happen! Your guard had been lowered into the ground and buried, allowing Shadow Milk Cookie to worm his way into your mind without any issues whatsoever. Your vision felt hazy, what were you doing again? Oh, right, staring into Shadow Milk Cookie's eyes... They really were pretty eyes, so many pretty shades of blue swirling around in them. But before that? ... Does it really matter? Shadow Milk laughed from above, his voice echoing all around the forest.
" There we go~! That wasn't so hard now, wasn't it Little Star?" He cooed, stroking your face gently with his hand. It was an almost tender motion, you weren't really sure what to make of it. " Now, why don't we go and find your friends? I'm sure that they're dying to reunite with you!" You slowly nodded, right, your friends… Your friends? You… don't quite remember their faces, but it'll come to you eventually… you hope. " Eheh he he he he~! One down, five to go~" Shadow milk cackled to himself as he began walking through the forests of Beast-Yeast with you in hand.
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pianocat939 · 1 year
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I stumbled across your blog, and from one writer to another you make excellent work. So I bring you this.
*sips tea*
Three words:
Sick
Yandere
Turtles
In the episode “Down with the Sickness” there’s a stage where the patient becomes very and I mean VERY affectionate, (it was the Captain Cuddle-Cakes stage if I remember correctly) I rewatched the entire series and I couldn’t stop thinking about this when I watched this episode.
Like imagine them getting all needy for affection and attention while the reader is taking care of them. The shenanigans would be unreal.
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You started to sweat under the hazmat suit still confused as to how they managed to get anything done in these things. For once Donnie’s insistent medical procedures came to your rescue, because all four of the turtles managed to come down with the infamous “Rat Flu”.
You remembered how the illness came with several stages, one of which being the Must-Say-Yes stage (as Leo called it). If you could manage to not get sick, you could finally be free from this nightmare.
“[Name]~”
“What is it Leo?” You groaned, somehow the slider managed to be more needy while sick.
“Can you come into my arms so I can be whole again, Mi Vida?~”
It was going to be a long day
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- 🫖 Anon
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I shouldn't be taking this since requests are closed but um
Tw: MC gets hit into a wall but no major head injury, forced cuddles at the end-, mostly turtaleles begging for affection
Sickly in Love
Ok, so the five of you are trying not to get sick with the rat flu. With only the biohazard suits made by Donnie as your only protection.
So far, everything is great, until Leo decides to be a little idiotic and not keep his suit on. Which ended in him getting ill.
He's locked in the quarantine area with his only companion an empty space. He complains endlessly about the heat, which is ironic considering he's a reptile.
And before you know it, he hits stage 2.
While the others go off and attempt to contain Splinter, you're stuck with a red-eared slider who is absolutely in love with you.
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"Mi cariño~ won't you come closer? I want us to hold hands." He calls, his palm scraping against the plastic barrier.
"No, Leo. You might infect me if I do." You retort, scrolling through your phone.
He pushes himself against the temporary wall harder, wanting to be closer to you. "Oh but if I infect you, we can cuddle and give each other love!”
“Mh yeah but the group might need me so…No.”
Leo whines in response, clearly unhappy with the situation. He can’t help it! He wants to be held and adored by you so desperately! He longingly stares at you through the transparent cage, the urge to cry swallowing his entire being.
Just then, Donnie barges through the tunnel or rather thrown. He lands clumsily on the floor, a bit shocked by the impact. He groans in pain, rubbing his arm.
"Quick! Get 'em in there!" Raph commands, carrying Mikey in one arm. He then dashes off, escaping from the murderous rat behind him.
You lightly guide Donnie to the containment area, unsure of what else to do. Right before you open the zipper, he snatches the end of your sleeve, his eyes narrowed in disbelief. "I am not sick thank you, I just happen to- achoo!" He's interrupted by a high-pitched sneeze, his body hunched from the sudden action.
Skeptically, you move an eyebrow muscle; unamused by his statement. "Mh yeah, let's get you inside." You reveal the entrance, gesturing for him to enter.
Once he's inside, he shivers, rapidly rubbing his limbs. "Ugh, it's freezing in here..."
Leo snickers from a distance, pointing a finger at him, "That's the first stage kicking in!" He turns back to stare at you, hearts practically floating from him.
"So...Who would you rather have as your significant other, me or Donald?" Donald Duck Leo inquires, still pressed up against the barrier.
"Ronald McDonald. This situation is only getting worse."
"Wha- EXCUSE ME? I'm obviously the better choice than some ketchup clown!"
As Leo rages about how he's the superior one, Donnie stops shivering, his eyes blank. He glances up at you, holding his knees to his chest. He rocks back and forth a little, seemingly pondering about something.
"Donnie? You good?"
"Did I ever tell you about the time I hacked into your enemy's bank account? I took vengeance for you." He smiles slightly, tapping his feet against the floor.
"I- what? Who?"
Donnie breaks out into a psychotic grin, emotion waving through him. "Your enemy~ The ones who hurt you!"
"The fact you're grinning either means you're really happy or a maniac. I'm scared it's a mix of both."
"Why wouldn't I be happy? I protected you from those evil, disgusting heathens!"
Offended, Leo hisses, "Donnie back off! They're mine, you weirdo nerd!" He claws at the plastic, wanting to engage in a fight with his brother.
"Please no. Leo, don't hit the 3rd stage I'm begging you."
And as if things couldn't get worse Raph walks in, his walk agonizingly slow. "Ugh...Gettin' sick is not fun."
You frown, realizing the situation is much direr than expected. "That means Mikey is the only one left. Maybe I should leave to go help out." You ponder to yourself, grimacing a little when Raph collapses into his little chamber.
“No! You’re not leaving me! You’re staying right here with me!” Leo pounds against the transparent wall, angered by the statement.
Donnie whimpers, “What? No, don’t leave me! I get anxious if you do!” He taps his feet faster than before, his stims taking over.
“But if I don't go help Mikey, then you guys will have no chance of getting what you want!"
"Y/n, you listen to me right now. I don't care if we won't win if it means you'll stay. Now come here before I try to destroy everything." Leo hisses out, stomping his food and starting to hit the flexible barrier, trying to break it.
You look in the direction where Mikey is dealing with Splinter and back to Leo and Donnie who both stare at you longingly: one of aggravation and the other of fear. You can't deny, their faces make you want to calm them down so you sigh and sit next to their individual quarantine enclosures.
"You guys are seriously going to be the death of me..."
The two turtles only chirp and churr joyfully as they sit as close as possible to you (while still in their enclosures).
"Sweets! C'mere! I want snuggles please!"
You hear Raph exclaim as he motions for you to come closer to him, and you form a slight frown on your face realizing that Raph has already advanced to the 2nd stage in such little time.
"Raph, you know I can't. You're contagious."
He makes dejected whines from his throat as he presses his face against the wall, pouting with puppy eyes.
"Please...?"
"No, sorry Raph-" But you were interrupted by Donnie who sneered at his elder brother, "Stop it. You're making me want to gag at this lovey-dovey affection you're begging for." You give a short, small glare at the scientist, not enjoying his sudden cruelty. Looks like he's forwarded to the 3rd stage.
"I don't care...I only care for cuddles and kisses from you sweets!" Despite Donnie's harsh comment Raphie seems to bounce right back up and ignore him, which was quite unusual for the watchful turtle. For a split second, you look at Leo's area and notice he's sleeping on the floor soundly, occasionally letting out a small snore.
"Hey, hey! Your attention should be on me! Not him!"
As you were about to turn your head back to the big guy, a sudden weight crashed into you, slamming you against the wall.
"Agh!" You yelp, wincing at the throbbing pain in your head that came soon after you were hit. "What the..." You were then met with the youngest one, Mikey, snuggling into your abdomen with a grin on his face.
"I love you so much, my divinity!"
And before you know it, all four brothers are surrounding you (Leo somehow woke up out of nowhere) with smiles so big it's unnerving.
"We all love you so much,"
"And we think it's best~"
"If you stayed with us forever,"
"So that you can always be happy!"
You then find yourself in an enclosure of your own, except this time it's not for quarantine; no, your enclosure was their arms that wrapped around you so tightly, not letting you escape for freedom.
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This was sitting in my drafts for a long time so I decided to just finish it and get it over with- so the ending might be rushed. Apologies.
- Celina
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owlight · 1 year
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Strawhats men with a short s/o(crewmate) who is very salty about begin short
Headcanons
Characters: Luffy, Zoro,Sanji,Brook,Jinbe,Usopp,Franky + chopper
Tw: non ,fluff
Notes: some can be seen as paltonic I think,sorry for the Zoro slander here 💀🫰
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Luffy
The fact he is short and you still shorter than him? Smh...He won't bully you for it but you were compared to chopper multiple times ,Yes he was the one to do so,no he wasn't thinking when he said that ,No he never think before he talk
You were both running from the Marine and Luffy had carried you to get away to the ship,it was chaotic,the moment you both back to safety Luffy let you down with a smile "(y/n) you're as light as chopper!-actually you're not much taller than him,I never noticed that before" He tease you light-heartedly ,you look at him with a deadpan face " say that again and I will stab you with a rusty spoon"
He find your very creative salty insults funny ,he love that you're fun sized and doesn't see why you are so salty about it, you're still strong and smart! Like height shouldn't matter ,but ofc he wouldn't understand the struggle of begin the shortest mf after chopper on this large ship
You are always picked up by him,you have no choice it's a habit you will have to get used to
Does Not allow anyone else to tease you about your height though,He Will fight for u 🫶
Do not stab him with a rusty spoon please 😔
Zoro
He tease you for it a lot Knowing you would throw one of the most Unhinge threat known to man kind always crack him up
"Hey shortcake need help with this?" Zoro tease you with a grin as he look down at you as you try to give him a kiss as you stand on your tip toes,he usually lean down for you but it seem today he decided to be a clown ,you quickly change your mind "I'm going to kiss Sanji" you simply say leaving wiping the grin off his face , Zoro Eye widen as he run after you " hey come back I was joking!"
He like to tease you about it light-heartedly only because your reactions are cute and he loves how much sass you got in you ,it turns him on
Like he would fight for you if anyone make fun of you,like he is the only one allowed to tease you about this , you're his lover and you know he mean no harm by it
He would carry you like a sack of potatoes all the time if he could, you don't like it but it's probably because you have short legs and he walk faster than you and it's how your life is with him
Good luck with him,just remember his kneecaps are very close and so is his balls,Never let him forget what Short kings capable of <3
Sanji
The most respectful guy out of all of them , you are not going to have him tease you about it,he would rather die than have you upset from him
He would be defending your honor with you,he would kick mosshead for you if he ever teased you about your height like He is fight or die for you , you're his Short beloved and he Drink (y/n) respect juice every day
Admire your sass and your unhinged threats when you get salty about it ,very adorable in his opinion, you're very cute
" hey shorty ,wanna train with me later?" Zoro asks you and you can't help but huff "Hey don't call me that ,you don't see me calling you a giraffe-but yeah maybe if you ask nicer!" you glares at him "hey mosshead! Stop harassing my love!!" " Oh shut it you stupideyebrows-" ah shit here we go again
Those moments happen way too much but at least you got Sanji to carry you so you can sass Zoro face to face 😔
He is your ride or die ,ur moral support but that doesn't stop him from carrying you at every possible and finding you cute,it's merely a small price you gotta pay for begin small😔
Usopp
He treat you normally 😭like this man see no problem with it since you're not that Short compared to him
Only because he fear your anger and salty side ,you did try to burn Zoro ass for teasing you once , you're a force he would rather not anger
Usopp was walking around the ship when he found you sitting holding few bottles of alcoholic drinks that for sure belong to Zoro " oh hey (y/n),what are you doing?" You look at him with a smile " hey love! Zoro had called me short five times today, I'm going to put salt in all his bottles" you tell him as you walk to the kitchen, leaving Usopp staring at you leaving,damn.
He find you adorable,he can admit that you look very carry worthy but he doesn't carry you unless you ask of him Because he doesn't want to offend you on accident
He is very sweet about it ,might tell Zoro to stop his teasing if he sees that it's making you sad
He is very sweet ,give him a hug and tell him you will let him carry if he asked nicely ): <3
Franky
Everyone is shorter than him but you're just SUPER Short compared to him haha yeah unscrew his dick for that joke for sure
" oh (y/n) don't be so upset ,I was joking!" He tells you as he watches you bring a screw driver " hey! What are you doing with that?'" He asks as he steps few step back,you smiles menacingly " I'm going to fix this!" Franky look slightly scared "hey my legs are still mine!" He run away and you run after him "they won't be after I catch you!"
You traumatized him for real but he deserved it ,he needed to be humbled and made example of ,never mess with (y/n) ,he no longer make fun of your height but you bet your sweet ass he still pick you like you're a sack of onions
Nothing will stop him from doing so,you can't kiss him unless he does that so you gotta swallow your pride for love 😔
He still tease you about it but more lightheartedly ,he find your reactions very adorable when they aren't very scary<3
He offer to make u taller if u want ,think about it and decide baby gorilla 💖
Brook
He is the tallest mf out there 💀 like idk what to tell u
He will joke and tease and pick you and you can't do anything to stop him,he might love you but You don't even reach his hips it's so funny to him 😭
You were both outside as a thunderstorm started ,you were both looking at the sky when brook broke the silent" Hey (y/n) how is the weather down there? Yohohoho" he asks you as he look down at you ,you look at him giving him the middle finger " I hope the next lighting get your tall ass" you tell him with spite,brook laughs as he pats your head ,you chuckle slightly as your wish come true and he is Hit by the lighting causing him to fly away from your side , karma is good
He pick you up and put you on his boney shoulders and it's a whole different point of view ,yeah he might be annoying but this is fun and he is a pervert who is doing this out of his desire to be crushed by ur thighs 😔 but you don't know that so it's still kinda wholesome activity you both do
He will be pleased to see you sassing to anyone who anger u about ur height like that's very hot of you ,he is as hard as a bone-yo know because he is a skeleton 💀🫰
Root for u when u fight Zoro for calling you short ,kick him in the nuts ,Win (y/n)!!!
Jinbe
Very polite about it <3 king won't even mention it ,most humans are shorter and smaller than him ,and he really doesn't really like to tease someone for something they can't control
He will try to help you with staying calm when someone tease you, channel your chaotic unhinged energy into something positive rather trying to poison Zoro for calling you a mouse
" he is your crewmate! Why would you try to fight him over a comment dear (y/n)?" He asks you as you grab your weapon of choice which is a shoe "to get a message across Jinbe,I can't let him keep calling me these names !" You huffs as you aim to throw the shoe ,Jinbe sighs deeply as he goes to stops you from giving Zoro memory loss
He does carry you around in a nice cuddly way and u allow it cuz it feel safe and nice when he carry you,this man is the best in begin a good vibe
He slowly teaches you to stop caring about what people says about you and start teaching you how to be more carefree about it so you don't have to waste your energy on begin a ball of salt nd sass
He does loves ur small salty self tho so don't worry if u can't stop fighting ppl he will still support u <3
Chopper (paltonic)
" you're just like me for real " he tells you as you both sits together on the ground,both drinking juice as he comfort you from an earlier tease from nami
He will defend ur Honor with all his might , short gang never leave each others fr
Even when he turn into his more monsterous and taller self,this king will still be in ur short team
He does not support ur salty plans of revenge but he understands and think Zoro always have it coming for teasing you about it so much
10/10 he wishes he had ur attitude sometimes 😔
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Hollow Knight vs. Vivziepop character design language
I know it's kind of a wildcard comparison but Vivziepop is a fan of Hollow Knight and its designs. I wanted to explore how shape language, color usage and storytelling in design are used in both properties.
NPC designs do a great job at telling you the character's personality or occupation without being overly detailed. One well placed trait does wonders, like Cornifer with his bundles of maps or Tuk and her hoarding, scrap salvaging hobbies. Paired with the world it tells two people doing their best to survive their dying realm, one by mapping out the twists and turns and the other by scraping up whatever she can find from abandoned civilization.
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Now when we look at visual storytelling in Hazbin there are some good details! Alastor's outfit design and trademark microphone give you old timey host vibes right away. Niffty (my angel) sports a poodle skirt, kerchief around her neck and apron, also telling you her occupation and time period she's likely from. Everyone in this show has a big toothy grin but hers plays well into her hyperactive and always happy personality.
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But there are also really poor moments of character storytelling. Everything about Beelzebub has already been said. She doesn't read as gluttony, she doesn't read as a bee, and she doesn't read as an animal tamer. When I look at her I see every other wolf character Viv has ever done. If Jayjay is party wolf and Loona is goth wolf then Beelzebub is lava lamp wolf.
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The sins are mostly misses for me. They don't read as their sins or their circus related occupations. Asmodeus has fire powers but doesn't read as fire spinner. Mammon doesn't give off greed at ALL but the jester look works (which is also wrong because he's a CLOWN apparently, not a jester.) And don't get me started on this one.
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This is not Lucifer.
Nothing about this reads angel, devil or even pride. This design goes all in on the ringmaster design, which is great for the circus theme! But the apple on the hat is the closest we get to this being Lucifer. I didn't even notice the snake on his hat because it looks like a worm for the apple, and they both cover the crown.
Add a second apple on the cane. Okay, so we know for sure this is supposed to be Lucifer but...why? It's another Beelzebub moment where you're left wondering why the design went in this direction. "Apple" shouldn't be the only giveaway here for the most important man in the world these stories are being told in.
Now let's see the celestial leader of Hollow Knight.
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That is a god.
Removing all story context, this is incredibly quick to read. Large wings, all white, glowing yellow eyes and a crown. It looks celestial and it doesn't even need color, which is the point!
Now lets view them both within their stories. Is there visual storytelling when compared to other characters and the world around then?
Hollownest is a dark world where every character is dully colored. The Radiance and her power stick out with a glow, juxtaposing themselves with the dark as the light.
Lucifer does not look any different than most of the Hazbin cast. He has all the red, the same sharp toothed grin, the same body type as 90% of the cast of both Hazbin and Helluva Boss. If you lined him up with everyone else somebody like Asmodeus would be chosen as the obvious leader of Hell with his stature and power in the design alone.
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Simplicity can tell an entire story while overextending your designs can muddy it.
Hollow Knight relies on few details and minimal storytelling yet it weaves a tale of an usurped kingdom and a god fighting for revenge. You are void, the world is dull, and god is bright and beautiful and terrifying to your way of life.
Vivziepop wants to weave a complex tale but utterly fails to do so with her designs. I purposely did not bring up Cherri Bomb, Sir Pentious or Stolas' designs since they have elements that were taken from other people and properties. I wanted to focus on what she made with her own hands, and when I narrow it down I do not see the story being told or even what side some characters are supposed to be on. Adam and the exterminators look the same as any demon. The leaders of Hell mostly sink into the ocean of overdone details. When everybody is trying so hard to stand out nobody stands out.
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Lucky (OPLA! Buggy the Clown x Reader)
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Summary: Buggy thoroughly enjoys making you scowl and squirm as you take the night watch
WordCount: 2.5K
Rating: Semi-Explicit (mentions of sex)
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You should've never let them draw straws.
You were too honest to be going up against a womanizer, a pirate hunter and a rubber boy, although you had assumed Luffy's draw was more luck than anything.
Usopp had gone first, holding his breath as he picked between the five matches in Sanji's grip - who had complained his chef's knives shouldn't really be used to chop wood.
Usopp had been satisfied with his draw, releasing the breath he had been holding in a long sigh, wiping sweat from his brow.
Zoro picked from the pile with little interest, as always, though he seemed somewhat relieved with his draw as he tucked it between his palm.
Luffy, stalling, had attempted eeny meeny miny moe before Sanji and you had objected and eventually Luffy brandished yet another long matchstick in between his fingers
Your eyes locked with Sanji as he turned fully to you now, smiling his signature lopsided grin. Sanji winked, stepped closer, almost mocking you as he held the two seemingly identical matchsticks in his fist.
You took a short breath before gripping the matchstick closest to the blonde.
You pulled the tiny matchstick from Sanji's grip with ease, groaning as soon as you saw the size. It was no more than two inches.
The men all let out sighs of relief as you held up the comically small matchstick in front of your face.
'Sorry love. Seems you were unlucky tonight' Sanji smiled, his signature lopsided smirk.
'Luck has nothing to do with it' you mumbled, pressing your back against the kitchen island. Sanji clicked his tongue, shaking his head.
'Ah c'mon fairs fair' he grinned, pressing his now free hands into the counter next to you 'Someone had to watch him overnight'
You'd glanced back towards the bag, sitting atop the table, quiet for once, though were sure that wouldn't last for long.
'Maybe he's suffocated' Usopp tried, attempting to lighten the mood, looking around to gauge a reaction.
'We wouldn't be that lucky' Zoro answered, monotone and seemingly disappointed that the clown was still breathing,
Luffy gripped the strap of the bag, unceremoniously allowing Buggy, or what was there of him, to roll out onto the table. His bandanna askew, his makeup messy and smudged, he was by no means the fearsome leader he had once proclaimed himself to be.
Zoro chose this as his exit as he saluted you all a goodnight, his swords jangling at his waist as he left the kitchen.
'Boggy (Y/N) will be watching you tonight so please be on good behaviour' Luffy had warned, wagging his finger at the clowns head.
Buggy had grinned, allowing his eyes to focus on you, standing between Usopp and Sanji. Somehow between the two taller men you didn't feel small, but under the clown's menacing gaze you couldn't help but shrink slightly.
'Oh well I guess today is my lucky day' he grinned. His eyes darkened as he watched you turn away from his gaze, shifting slightly on one foot.
A nervous tick? Maybe. He wanted to know where they had picked you up from.
'Fucking hell what's with all this luck talk tonight? You guys sound like a bunch of gamblers' you sighed, rolling your eyes in an attempt to seem unbothered by the situation.
'You're just bitter because you drew the short straw love' Sanji commented, nudging your shoulder with his he sent you a sly smile.
'Is it really drawing straws if we did it with matches' Usopp wonders absent-minded, his mouth opening to ponder the question.
'Wanna re-do Usopp?' you turned to him with hope only to see the man raise his hands and shake his head.
'Nah nah I'm good' he started to back away, hitting his hip off the kitchen counter but choosing to ignore it despite the flinch of pain 'Like Sanji said, fairs fair'
Luffy had slapped his hands on your shoulder before following Usopp outside 'Sleep well (Y/N)'
You almost wanted to curse him out, before realising he was too sincere for such harsh words. As if you would be getting sleep with this crazy clown on your nightstand all night.
'Am I really that bad?' Buggy had queried, fake-hurt displayed on his features.
You and Sanji locked eyes instead of answering the jester.
'Just give me a shout if he gives any trouble princess' and with a wink and a snap of his fingers, Sanji had left you alone with the clown.
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Buggy had remained in the bag during the short trip to your room, much to his disappointment. Much to his relief, you had drawn the unfortunate task of buggysitting tonight. God, he couldn't decide which was worse - Arlong's crew or being passed around like a beach-ball by a bunch of brats.
'C'mon toots what's so wrong with carrying me huh? Cut a clown a break here' his voice was muffled through the fabric of the bag, though you could make out his ramblings fine. So much for hoping it would help drown out his voice tonight.
You'd placed the black bag on the floor next to your hammock as you started to sift through your own belongings. What little you had brought with you seemed a lot less now as you stared at the contents of your rucksack.
'Hey hey, let me out already. I'm dying in here' Buggy complained.
With a dramatic sigh, you'd opened the bag , briefly holding Buggy's head before setting him atop the small chest next to your hammock. Your fingers were soft, despite your quick grasp, he couldn't help but lean into the touch. The sensation of your thumb grazing his cheek left a satisfying warmth he couldn't deny felt nice. For a second, he wondered when the last time someone had touched him so carefully.
Seeing you crouch back towards the few clothes strewn about the floor Buggy had grinned, his smile elongated by his smudged lipstick.
'Oh I didn't realise I'd be getting a show tonight' he grunted, shaking his head as your eyes trailed up from your few clothing choices to the clown, who seemed very, very pleased all of a sudden.
'What are you talking about clown?' you narrowed your eyes, still crouched on the floor below him.
God Buggy wished he had his body back.
'I love red by the way. Hope you got matching panties. We picking those next?'
Someday, Buggy would learn to keep his big clown mouth shut.
The t-shirt fabric that you'd thrown over his face smelled of lavender and soap, a far cry from the sandy satchel Arlong had kept him in. He could hear you shuffling in front of him, undressing, which Buggy would've killed to see.
From the days he'd spent in the bag (with one ear in Luffy's hat) he'd learned to fine tune his hearing. He almost shuddered at the sound of a bra clasp untie, the shuffle of your feet as you walked forward to pick up a shirt. Buggy waited hopefully, for you to pick the top off his head, giving him an unobstructed view.
He doubted he'd be that lucky.
When you eventually unmasked him, dropping the t-shirt back on the floor, he gave a disappointed frown to see you fully clothed.
'If you're going for a strip tease honey, normally a negligee would be more appealing to me' he advised, baring a toothy grin.
'I don't give a fuck what you find appealing clown' you shot back, your eyes darkened, clearly annoyed with his remarks. Despite your glare, your lips were not pulled into a frown.
A soft plump pout rested just above your chin, pink and perfect, the annoyance never seemed to reach your mouth, despite your eyes showing disgust. Quick-witted and blunt, you hadn't appeared phased by the obscenities that left his mouth.
You had the confidence of a woman who had been at sea her whole life, secure and self-reliant in your skills. But you were young, not much older than your crewmates, still yet to experience betrayal, heartbreak, anguish.
He wanted to see you unravel.
'Ah cmon sweetheart, don't be like that' he whined, his green eyes widening as he pleaded.
Your expression remained icy, you eyes narrowing again and he decides he likes this expression on you. Unsure and untrusting, your eyes remained trained in him as he spoke again.
'We could have a good time tonight. You and me' he offered, his voice lower this time. He raised one eyebrow, cocking his head to the side.
'I seriously doubt that' you scoffed, picking up the newspaper next to Buggy's head.
'Don't knock it till you try it baby'
Honey. Sweetheart. Baby. You tried to think of the last time someone had called you something so fond, and although you knew the clown wasn't sincere, you couldn't help the twinge of anxiety the nicknames gave you.
You laughed, humourless, at Buggy's comment yet he decided he liked the sound.
'I don't think you'll have much takers as a head' you commented
'Believe me sweets, the detachable limbs do it for a lot of women. Trust me' he seemed proud, you seemed disgusted.
'Trust you? Oh that's rich coming from you'
You'd seated yourself in the small armchair in the corner of the room by now, too far away from Buggy's liking. The newspaper obstructed his view of your face, so he trained his eyes on your legs instead, not that he had any objections.
'Hey, I'm the one leading you to carrot top and her fish friends'
'And believe me, that's the only thing you have going for you right now clown. The only thing that's keeping Zoro from throwing you overboard'
He cringed at the thought of mosshead - tall, dark and handsome. No doubt a good fit for a girl like you. He was silent for a moment and you resisted the urge to look up from your book at the stewing jester.
You almost felt bad for him, given his current situation, he was completely at the mercy of you and the crew. No doubt, he'd return the favour as soon as he got the chance.
As you flipped onto the next page, Buggy had left a dramatic sigh leave his Cheshire mouth. You didn't even glance up.
Damn you were fucking pretty. Even in the wooden cabin, only lit by the small oil lamp atop the chest, you looked like you belonged in a painting, an artist's muse.
A few seconds later, a louder drawn out sigh left Buggy's lips. You reread the article line a third time, something about a marine base attack in the north quarter.
Another few seconds, later Buggy had forced another long sigh. You turned the page again before glancing up at him.
'I wouldn't be complaining clown, I let you out of the bag' you raised an eyebrow, bending the newspaper slightly to see his head.
'Oh I'm not complaining baby. What'd make you think that?' Another drawn out sigh, deep and breathy 'I'm just meditating. Good for the mind. Great for the soul'
'Ah yes and you're the picture of health' you folded the newspaper in your lag, allowing the clown a full view of your face now. Your skin was darkened by the shadows of the room, he couldn't read your expression from here.
'I'll have you know I have been the cover model for every issue of Buggy's Bazaar since it's inception' his chin jutted up in pride.
Buggy was in fact the only cover model for Buggy's Bazaar, his very own pirate magazine. Printed in-house, bimonthly (if Cabaji remembered the ink) and distributed in-house, as Buggy was working out the kinks of international distribution right now.
'Never heard of it. You must not get many sales' you were definitely playing along now, he couldn't help but widen his grin.
'Not safe for work. It's usually banned but I could send you a few copies sweets. Help you through those lonely nights' he winked, clicking his tongue.
'Maybe I'll take you up on the offer' your lips had curved up into a smirk, a delicious sort of lopsided smile he found himself thinking about days later. Mischief clung to the edges of your eyes as he searched them for a reaction.
Buggy's tongue almost fell out of his head. He knew you were humouring him but he didn't expect such a bold response. Attempting to regain his cool, his long-distance heart did a somersault as he stared at you.
'I could throw in a few racy pics, if you're interested' he bargained, his own grin turning lopsided to match your own.
You jutted your chin towards him, so Buggy continued.
'First issue is free for new customers. Though I'm sure you'll be a returning' another wink seemed to be overkill but he was working with what he had, no body and all.
'Definitely. Usopp's been complaing we need something stronger to mop the floors with anyway'
You had laughed as his confident smile had dropped, turning into an irritated scowl. Embarrassed and suddenly tense, Buggy began to grind his teeth.
Embarrassed? Buggy was never embarrassed! He had his own show for fucks sake, a crew that followed his every order and more berry than he knew what to do with. Buggy did not get embarrassed.
Especially not by the rejection of a young pretty little thing like you. Right?
You'd wiped tears from your eyes, obviously satisfied with your little joke.
'Consider the offer revoked. I don't think a prude like you would find much interest in my art anyway' he tried to sound nonchalant, his masculinity unchallenged, pretending to both you and himself he wasn't dissappointed.
'Oh you think I'm a prude? Cause I don't want your nudie magazine?' you queried, crossing your arms.
'It's not nude, it's semi-nude. I'm not tasteless' he corrected.
'I beg to differ'
'Is it the makeup? Is that it? You prefer a guy who bares blackheads and all?'
'Enough trying to sell me on your raunchy magazine' you had pushed yourself from the chair, placing the newspaper next to Buggy's head 'And I'm not a prude just because I don't want it'
'Oh sweetheart I think you want it' he wriggled his eyebrows suggestively.
You rolled your eyes before blowing out the small flame in the oil lamp, sending the room into darkness.
'Setting the mood I see? Didn't think all that talk would get you this riled up baby'
He groaned as you sent a harsh slap of the newspaper to his forehead.
'I'm still feeling generous clown, so shut it before I put you back in the bag for the night'
He bit his tongue, hearing you climb easily into your hammock, settling down, your breathing starting to slow into a nice, relaxed pace.
In the darkness of the cabin, you let yourself crack a smile at his comment.
'Let me in that hammock and I'll show you how generous I can be'
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jack of all trades
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pairing: Whiskey x f!reader rating: Explicit (18+ only!) warnings: Circus AU, public sex, exhibitionism, unprotected PIV, oral (m receiving), brief fingering, creampie, is it mild bondage if it's part of a circus act?, reader is wearing a dress, optional fluffy ending. word count: 4.5k summary: A trip to the circus goes awry thanks to your meddling not-quite-nephews and a handsome stranger in a cowboy hat. Just how did you come to be bent over this barrel anyway?
A/N: clown!Dieter spawned a P-boy circus AU, and now here we are. I am not sorry.
I have an ex called Jack, so parts of this were disgusting to me, fyi. that name is tainted. fluffy ending came and hit me in the face, these two seemed too into each other to leave it there. totally optional and you can ignore its existence if you want.
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Sticky fingers clasp around your wrist, dragging your arm into the air. Your sort-of-nephews had been up to mischief all evening. What they were raising your hand for, you don't know, so you roll your eyes and play along, waggling your fingers skyward just as a beam of light hits you directly in the face.
Shit.
"Well there now, pretty lady, why don't you come on down here."
Double shit.
The voice of the man you'd spent the past twenty minutes fixated on booms over the speakers. Your not-nephews are cackling, your best friend shooting an apologetic look over their scruffy heads as a beautiful woman covered in sequins prances up the stairs to retrieve you. Before you know it you're being hauled down the steep steps, slender fingers holding you tight.
She glides elegantly over the dust covered arena floor, dragging you behind. You stumble, kicking up dust as you're pulled to the middle of the ring and left face to face with the ringmaster.
He was even more enchanting up close. The whole place was, really, but he commanded the space, dominated it, his smooth voice amplified by a microphone hidden at his hairline. You hadn't been to many circuses - none, actually - but you were fairly sure the black cowboy hat that sat on his head wasn't typical headwear for a man with his job description.
He takes one glance at you, sizing you up, before turning to his captive audience with arms spread wide.
"Looks like we found ourselves a damsel," he announces to the crowd, strutting around the ring, the tools of his trade clattering on a belt slung loosely around his waist beneath his jacket. He'd been a distraction from high up in the stand, but up close he was all consuming. You were grateful for the coat tails covering his ass, restricting your view as his hips swayed with each step.
The sequinned woman is back, tossing the Ringmaster rope threaded with something shiny. The tendons in his broad hands flex as he grips the cord, pulling it firmly and holding it up to be viewed by the crowd. At some point she approaches you too, whispering in your ear. You nod along, unable to hear a thing over the blood rushing in your ears and the distracting thrum between your legs. Standing here shouldn't be doing this to you, least of all in front of so many people, but it is. Fuck, you need to get laid.
The music ramps up, a conversation with the crowd totally missed as you fixate on the man before you. There's a distant toot toot and the ringmaster is hurrying back over to you, skillfully unfurling the rope.
"Hold this, sugar," he tells you, voice echoing over the speakers as he hands you one end of the rope. He begins to wind it around you, his long strides making quick work of each rotation. Soon, the rope is spiralled around your torso, across your hips, and winds down your legs. He tucks one end loosely into the last spiral - a kick of your leg could have the whole thing unravelling in seconds if you wanted it to.
A finger on your chin snaps your eyes to his, his dazzling lopsided smile catching you off guard as chaos erupts around you, and he's turning, quickly pulling his lasso from his belt as a group of clowns rush into the ring, galloping around on hobby horses.
Between the brilliant white lights and the galloping clowns, you don't know what's going on. The crowd seem to love it, loud cheers erupting as the ringmaster starts to swing his lasso. With a skilled flick of his wrist, he throws it, capturing one of the clowns and yanking him to the ground. The clown hits the ground with a drum roll and a crash of cymbals, rolling around before he can scramble back to his feet. The ringmaster does it again, capturing another galloping clown with a well practiced throw, one that grumbles and frowns as he's reeled in.
Every minute of chaos and clowns is another minute of sweet agony for you, stood wrapped in golden rope as you keep your eyes locked on the ringmaster in the cowboy hat. His form is elegant, skilled hands knowing the rope of his lasso better than your own know your own body.
When most of the clowns, and their hobby horses, are on the ground, rolling around with fake groans, he reaches for his whip, fingers clasping tight around the leather wrapped handle as the length snakes to the ground.
A final swing of his arm, and the whip slices through the air. a sonic boom cracks at the end of it, silencing any music and drawing a gasp from your chest. The crowd is stunned, the clowns are still, and you are painfully, unbelievably, wet.
Amazing really, how one flick of the wrist could make the sticky situation between your thighs so much worse.
By the time the clowns have rounded themselves up and hobbled off clasping at themselves in mock agony, the ringmaster is approaching you, winking before bending down to tug at the rope nestled against your leg. You can't help the twitch in your hips, rocking forward toward his face just as he takes in a deep breath. He stills momentarily, cocking his head, before finally freeing the rope, and you, and raising to his full height before you.
If you weren't mortified already, you definitely are when his eyes flick from your own, down to between your legs, and back again with a quirk of his eyebrow and a knowing smirk. Shit. The shuffle of your feet definitely doesn't help matters. This can't go on, you decide, you really need to get laid.
Escorted back to your seat, you spend the rest of the show with your legs clamped together and your jaw tensed, watching as the ringmaster comes and goes, introducing act after act, until they're all taking their final bows. Your resolve is all but gone as you watch him strut out of the ring for the final time.
Traversing crowds of revellers back to the car park, you say your quick goodbyes to your friend, her sons getting irritable now that the sugar high has ended and bed time beckons. You'll see them soon, you promise, and you turn on your heel, disappearing into the crowd once more.
You don't make it to your car.
Instead, you make the trek back to the big top, circling it until you find the crew entrance. Costumed performers are coming and going, staff hauling boxes and costumes to and fro. You wait for an opening and take it, darting into the tent as quickly as you can.
No one pays you any mind, they seem to not care that you definitely do not belong back here as you glance all around, eyes wide like a child in a toy store, making your way deeper and deeper into the backstage tent.
And there he is. The ringmaster in the cowboy hat. All suave smiles and flirty quips as he props himself against a supporting post, one ankle crossed over the other as he leans. There's a group of girls in front of him, all much younger than he is and eating up his every word. It might be sickening if you weren't so jealous of them.
You loiter, waiting for them to leave, wondering how much time you'd have to talk to him as each minute ticks by. It's then that he spots you, eyes connecting with yours as you stand awkwardly in the shadow.
He makes a quick excuse, hurries quick goodbyes, brushes his lips across four sets of knuckles, and then turns on you, making short work of the distance between you.
You don't know it then, but he's been hard, achingly so, since watching you leave the ring and head back to your seat. Every time he'd stepped backstage he adjusted his pants, letting his erection wane a little, only to head back out to your incessant stare, beautiful eyes staring down at him doing nothing but mildly torture him and make him stiffen in his pants. Over and over. Now you were in front of him, a chance dangled before him, ripe for the picking.
He reaches for your hand with his much larger one, clasping it gently. "Rude of me not to properly introduce myself back there. Name's Jack."
You try his name on for size, rolling it around your mouth a little before giving him your own.
"Got a little exciting back there, huh," he says in a low voice, brushing his thumb over his bottom lip, his eyes taking a leisurely meander down your body.
"Uh, yeah," you say, rubbing the back of your neck. "Look, I'm sorry if that made anything awkward I -"
He cuts you off with a laugh. "Woah there, sugar, never said anything about it bein' awkward now. Of course, if you got all some kind of way over the clowns, that'd be a different story," he teases with a wink.
Your eyes widen at the mention of the clowns, and Jack laughs again, revelling in the way he could so easily bring you to stunned silence. You'd barely even looked at the clowns, hardly noticing they were there save for a blur of color as they circled you in the ring.
"So what was it that did it for you?" He questions, a twinkle in his eye. "The whip or the lasso? Or was it my devilishly handsome good looks?" He cocks you that lopsided grin and you roll your eyes.
"You're unbelievable. Do you do this to everyone you tie up out there?"
"Most of 'em don't sneak backstage to find me after the show." Well, fuck, he's got you there.
Your jaw flaps stupidly, uselessly, as your brain fails to connect with any words. "I was just... It was..."
"All of the above then," he laughs. You roll your eyes and bite back a smile - he's got you beat. There's no denying that everything about the man set you on fire, scorching you from the inside out.
"Really I just wanted to... thank you. For the great show. You were incredible. Thanks for picking me to be your damsel."
"Oh, I don't get to pick, sugar." The initial disappointment at finding out he didn't pick you fades quickly. "But I do always like when they pick the pretty ones. Gives me something nice to look at. Something good to think about later, after the show." He doesn't need to say it for you to know exactly what he's talking about.
You consider your next move for barely a second - you'd come to thank him, get his number and maybe askin him for a drink, but now is your chance for something more - before taking a step forward, sliding a hand up his jacket to feign brushing something from his lapel. "That's a shame."
"A shame?"
"A shame that you have to wait until later."
His face lights up, a grin tugging at his lips once more. You're fixated on his plushness of them, watching as they form around each word. "Oh, trust me sugar, I'm thinkin' all sorta things right now."
"Thinkin' and actin' are different things entirely, cowboy."
"Is that what you want," he whispers in your ear as he ghosts a hand down the side of your arm, letting it rest softly on your hip. "You want me to act on all these thoughts?"
"Wouldn't be here if I didn't."
His lips capture yours, hands pulling your hips flush with his while mouth moves against your own. There's no push and pull, no fight, just pure pressure of you both trying to sink yourselves into the one another. You swipe your tongue against his bottom lip, dipping in and tasting the honey sweet softness of his mouth.
You pay the crew no mind - with how the man flirts they've probably seen this before. You're just another in a long list of faces that have found themselves attached to his.
"Ain't got much time 'til the next show," he pants as you still try to lick into his mouth. "If you want what I think you want, we gotta be quick about it." You nod, moaning as his hands explore the plains of your body, massaging your hips one moment, drawing blunt nails down your back the next before bunching your dress against your ass in one large fist.
"You're god damn gorgeous," he whispers, grabbing you around the waist once again and pulling you toward him. He stumbles, moving out from the shadowy place you'd occupied by the tent wall. You expect a quick getaway to a trailer, or a secluded part of the backstage, but your ass quickly collides with something solid.
"Wha-" you say, looking around to the spot he's dragged you. It's more brightly lit than where you were standing before, more exposed. He has you pushed against a barrel, legs parted so he can slot between them.
"Privacy is a luxury of time, sugar, and we got neither. Just say the word and I'll stop."
Saying nothing, you grab his belt, the large buckle glinting in the lamp-light, and tug him toward you claiming his mouth once more. You can be sneaky like this, you think, he can slip inside you as you wrap your legs around him, your skirt covering most of you.
It seems Jack has other ideas.
He spins you around, pushing you firmly against the barrel, the stiffness in his tailored pants pushing against the swell of your ass. His hands snake around you, like the rope had earlier, and grope at the pillowy soft tissue of your chest. People are still milling around, walking past and setting up for the next show, paying you no mind as he fondles you. His face nuzzles into your neck, nipping at the sensitive skin there. You're about to let your head lull back to his shoulder when his hands move from your breasts and push down on your shoulders.
"Oof."
The air is pushed from you with a huff as he bends you over the edge of the barrel, the rim biting into your belly as you hinge over it. He wastes no time in flipping up the edge of your skirt, bunching it at your waist and dragging his hands down over the globes of your ass.
"Think you're wet enough for me to stick it in?" he mumbles into your ear as he rubs at the damp crotch of your panties from behind. You moan into your arm. You'd been wet for most of the show, and he was about to find out.
Before you know it he's rounded on you and is pulling his cock out from his pants, giving you no time to answer. His cock stands stark and heavy, yet even as flushed and full as it is, it looks pale in contrast with the black of his pants and the bright red frame of his jacket. You salivate - wet definitely won't be a problem.
Someone runs past that moment, pulling you sharply you out of it. You're here, bent over a barrel with your dress flipped up, panty-clad ass on display, and cock hanging dangerously close to your face.
What the fuck are you doing.
A light tap on your cheek with the tip of his cock brings you back to him, a sticky drop of precum stringing between the two of you as he brings his cock closer to your lips.
You look up at him, his face shadowed by the brim of his hat.
"Don't pay them no mind, they seen it all," he says, swiping the side of his cock along the seam of your mouth. That's all the reassurance you need to stick out your tongue - the voice that told you you needed to get laid soon preening at the idea of it being here and now. The saliva that had been pooling in your mouth at the sight of it just moments ago works wonders, slicking up his length as he slides it across your tongue, drool seeping from your mouth and dripping down your tongue to fall in wet droplets to the dusty floor below. He teases his tip past your tongue, smiling fondly as you try to capture it in you mouth and suck him in with each swipe.
"That's it, get it wet. Give it some sugar, sugar."
You finally give in, grabbing his slicked length in your fist and pulling the tip into you mouth, sucking on it and swirling your tongue all around his ridge, tasting the precum your spit slicked tongue had already pulled from him. His head falls back as he groans, holding his hat to his head with his palm. You work over him, revelling in his moans as much as he'd revelled in the audiences applause, sliding your lips and hand up and down his cock.
"You're a wild one, ain't you?" he says, looking at you with the same awed expression you'd had plastered on your face during his performance. You suck on his tip one last time, releasing from your tingling lips with a soft pop.
"Uh-huh."
And his lips are back on yours, plundering your mouth, not minding that his own taste is on your tongue, a broad hand smoothing down your back to palm your ass once again. Your hand on his cock tugs, and he gasps into your mouth, a small needy thing that sends wetness trickling into your panties.
"Please," you whisper into his mouth. "Put it in me."
"Yes ma'am," he whispers, cursing as he steps behind you to tug down your panties.
He licks his fingers before swiping his spit slicked digits through your folds. Your hips twitch when they glide back and forth over your clit, before sinking into your pussy with ease. He removes them just as quick, rutting his slicked dick against your pussy instead.
"Damn, darlin', you're soaked."
The head of his spit slicked cock rubs through your glossy folds, teasing over your clit and dipping into your entrance.
"Think you can take it all in one, sugar? Ain't got much time to be wastin' here."
"Give it to me," you pant, pushing your hips back in a desperate attempt to find the tip of his cock again and draw it into you.
You don't need to wait long until he's pushing forward into you again, parting your slick walls with ease and burrowing deep into you. Maybe it had just been so damn long or maybe he was just so damn enchanting, but you never wanted this moment to stop. You're never leaving this god damn barrel. You want to take up home here and let him take root deep inside you.
You were a mess before he pushed into you, and now you're worse, sopping wet and creaming all over his cock as he slides in and out of you, his cock dragging against every ridge and bump inside of you with ease.
"Gonna make a mess of my pants, sugar. Costumin' ain't gonna be best pleased with me but, damn, if this pussy don't just feel too good to give up."
Tinkling organ music starts up as the next audience filters in to the main tent, you can hear the low hum of their voices, excited and eager for the upcoming show. You bite back a whine, the idea of him wearing your mess for an entire show, in front of that audience, too much to bear.
"Think you can come on my cock?" he whispers, draping his body over you as his fingers graze over your clit. The simple action already has you twitching, drenching his cock in yet more slick as he grinds slow and deep into you. You nod. Even with the crew around you, frantically rushing to reorganize props before the next show, you don't think you'll have a problem.
"That's it, gotta be quick now. Shit. You're nearly there already. Got your panties in such a twist you were ready to cream 'em."
You bite into your arm, moaning as his fingers quicken over your slick, engorged nub. His cock is dragging deep now, barely moving as he rocks his hips in the same slow rhythm.
A group of people begin hauling props to a side entrance ahead. You keep your eyes locked on them, their busy hands lifting and moving everything ready for the next performance. Jack's fingers are relentless, and you come undone with a silent scream around his cock, eyes still locked on the strangers in front of you. When your twitches fade, you fall limp against the barrel, Jack pressing a kiss to your neck now damp with your sweat.
"How about that, su-"
"Whiskey!" a voice shouts from nearby, and you jolt up, delirious and cock drunk, Jack's dick still lodged deep inside you. Shit.
Jack pulls back, uncovering you to the people around, people who had been drawn to look at you by the sudden noise. There had been no shame in it before, but now the horny haze was lifting, embarrassment was threatening you, heat flaring in your cheeks.
"Don't shy away from me now, sugar." It wasn't him that was the problem, it was the many people in the bustling backstage that were making you nervous. They paid you no mind before, but now the minutes were ticking down until showtime, they were all looking over, almost expectant, to see if and when their ringmaster would be finished.
"Got five minutes. Wrap this up," you look shyly over your shoulder at a tattoo'd man standing uncomfortably close. Jack keeps rocking into you, grinding deep and slow as he talks to the man.
"Just gonna empty my balls and I'll be right there," he says, so at ease he could have been talking about the weather. The tattoo'd man rolls his eyes, stepping away to start hauling out set pieces for the upcoming show.
"You gonna take it, sugar?"
You take one look at the tattoo'd man - he's still so near, he'd be able to hear everything. Swallowing, you look back at Jack and nod.
"Yeah. I want it."
"Then lemme hear those pretty sounds," and he picks up the pace, hips snapping into yours as you look around at him, eyes locked on him now that he was so ready to blow. Everyone else fizzles away, lost in the dust and low-light. The pounding in your ears and the pounding in your cunt in sync blurs out all other sound, the smell of him still so stark in your nose, even amongst the smell of dirt and cotton candy. A soft moan is all that escapes you, your breaths still ragged from your own orgasm as adrenalin races through you.
Pressure builds in you again. You won't, can't, come again so soon, but fuck if it doesn't feel so good. Large hands grip roughly at the meat of your ass, pulling you back onto him. With every bounce against his pelvis, you feel a deep moan bubbling to the surface until every thrust has a small shriek ripping from your lips.
"Ff- Jack. Oh, Jack."
"That's it. Gonna blow. You ready for it?"
"Yes, yes. Please," you pant, pushing your hips back to meet his every thrust, taking him in so deep you'll be feeling him in your bones for weeks. The harder he fucks, the louder the moans that tear from your throat, earning you looks that go unnoticed from the cast and crew that have gathered to start the show.
He stutters, his hips stilling for a second before shallowly thrusting into you. He lets out a deep groan, lowing soft and long as he releases inside you. You can feel it, the warmth of it seeping through you, drenching your pussy until it's sopping wet.
"Well if I couldn't just get lost in there for days," he murmurs, looking at you with a soft crinkle eyed smile. He bends to kiss you, his cock slipping from you as it quickly softens.
Pulling a handkerchief from an inside pocket, he wipes at the front of his pants, removing as much of your residue from him as he can as you stand, hoisting your panties back up around your hips and flipping down your dress.
"Look even more gorgeous fucked out, sugar. I'll be sad to see this pretty face go." He pulls you in to kiss you, lingering for a fraction before pulling back.
"I bet you say that to all the girls," you say softly, stroking the side of his face and smoothing down a flick in his moustache. His hat has not left his head.
"N - "
"It's showtime people, place please," a voice booms, hands clapping together harshly to get the attention of the crew. Shit.
You don't hide your disappointment, stepping away from Jack to let him get back to work. His whip and lasso are nowhere to be seen, and he still needs to grab them before the show starts. The moment is over, and so is your dry spell, you think, mentally preparing for the walk back to your car.
He's softly tugging you toward him before you can get too far.
"Now... I don't do private shows, but if you stick around, I wouldn't mind a repeat performance."
You can't help the grin that spreads across your face, and neither can he. "I'd like that, cowboy."
You wait, sitting on the barrel he'd fucked you over, stealing kisses between acts, watching as he adjust his pants to hide his stiff cock from the crowd, waiting patiently for another round with your ringmaster.
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One day in the not too distant future, after months of travelling, belly heavy and feet swollen, you'll sit at a table laden with food, surrounded by your chosen family, telling the story of how your not-quite-nephews inadvertantly introduced you to the love of your life, the ringmaster in the cowboy hat.
When dinner is finished, you'll stand in the crisp air of the backyard, grateful for the off-season and a chance to settle before the chaos really begins. Large hands will wind around you, just as that rope did many moons ago, gently lifting your belly as a kiss is placed to your cheek.
"You didn't tell 'em the whole story," he'll whisper, placing his cowboy hat on the table.
"Mm, that is a story best kept just between you and me."
"And a few dozen people." You'll laugh into the chill air, clouds of white puffing from your mouth, the memory of the night that started it all so fresh in your mind. You'll turn and look at him fondly, stealing his cowboy hat and placing it on your own head.
"And a few dozen people."
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Halloween's Night (Solar Lunacy! DCA x Reader Drabble)
This was orignally a prompt drabble, but I got carried away so now it's a simple Halloween drabble of it's own without the prompt.
Set in future ARC 2 (lateish) of Solar Lunacy: The DCA's reputation has improved, Moon has been reinstated as the Daycare Attendant and is doing well so far combatting the virus. Fire has not happened yet.
With no prior plans made, you are working the evening to night shift at the Pizzaplex's Daycare on Halloween night, so you practice Trick or Treating Safty with Sun and the kids, and witness a sweeter, softer moment with Moon. Also, everyone is forced to wear costumes. Including you, to which you get teased for.
The reader has a 'themed' costume, but the actaul apperence of the costume is not described, and up to visual interprietation
WordCount: 4,000+ | AO3 Link (preffered for comments!)
Halloween was a favorite holiday, if you couldn't notice from the absolute takeover scary and pumpkin themed decor had over your neighbors lawns and in the front window of every store you pass by on the drive to work. One of the best holidays, something to look forward to all year, and stores know this, jacking up heavy prices of candy for trick or treaters for the special night.
Fazbear Entertaient is no different. The moment the calender struck October 1st, Halloween decor started appearing in every neon hall and nearly everything was spook themed. Even the band members received 'make-overs' or costume changes to help with the Halloween Spirit.
Chica was a vampire, her hunger for pizza now a thirst for blood! (Or so she likes to loudly proclaim) while Roxy was a werewolf hunter, which, you find terribly ironic but she looks great in the typical lumber-jack style with a trench coat, it almost reminds you of pirate themed aesthetic, but you don't bring that part up.
Freddy is a wizard. Really. He's a wizard, complete with wizard hat on top of his original top hat and sparkly cape behind him. He looks goofy, but that was the goal, and the kids really love when he waves his 'magical hands', pulls out candy from his cape (which thankfully hid his chest compartment) and handed them out.
Monty is a zombie, complete with fake painted 'stitches' across his body with new paint that makes some parts slightly discolored from the rest of him. You wouldn't think that he would have liked playing the part, but turns out the Gator actaully likes to jump out and scare people, hands out and threatening to eat little ones as they run, giggling.
All their costumes were cute!
You, on the other hand, were quite surprised when you clocked in for your shift, and a staffbot rolls up to you with a brown paper bag, shoving it into your hands before giving you a quick thumbs up and rolling away.
Inside, to your exact measurements, is a costume that looks like a space themed fairy-type of thing that looks more like it would be suited for a child who couldn't decide what to dress up as rather than for an employee with unreasonable mangment. It even came with shoes.
....actaully, you shouldn't be surprised. Ever since your 'promotions, you should have seen things like this coming. You were hoping you could get away with just the bear-ears.
You change in the employee break room before heading out, and the Daycare, as always, is very busy when you arrive.
You hear them before you see them, children laughing as the Daycare Attendant chases them throughout the jungle gym, dark shapes through the plastic parts until they come rolling out of the tube slides. Even the tykes were in costumes, most of them onsies their parents picked out. Adorable.
Sun's costume change was interesting: a long black cape over his usual clown attire, and two painted devil horns on the appropriate spots on his sunrays. The clown ruffles were missing, and his colorful pants were replaced by puffy black pants, a tight shirt that made his chasis look like a skeleton's ribcage and with long sleeves with bones on the fabric as well.
The ribbons on his wrist remain, and so do the shoes with the bells. There's a hood on the back too and something attatched to his hip, but the hood is down because it would never fit around his rays, and the object is obscured behind the cape.
No where near as colorful as the animatronic usually liked, but he didn't seemed bothered; the kids were having a hell of a time with his new 'scary' apperence.
You take your place at the security desk right as the first parent arrives to come check out their kid, and Sun bounds up right with the toddler in his arms before you even call for him. After formalities, the paperwork (not really nesssasary, since robots can handle all the stuff in their brains anyway, but it makes you feel useful) and waving the two off, he turns to greet you.
Actaully, he gives you a full look-over, hand on cheek and humming. The displeasure on your face is plain, so you know his voice is teasing when he speaks. "Well, don't you look like a doll-!-"
"Shut it." You huff, and amusement flashes across the animatronic's face, and you subconsioudly adjust the straps of the fairy wings you've been tasked to wear with a sour frown. "I didn't choose the costume."
"Really! Because I think it suits you very well-"
You wack him with the clipboard, and Sun fakes hurt. "Boo. What are you supposed to be?"
He grings. "I have no idea! A demon, I think." Sun hunches over, fingers curled to mimick claws and turns from you to yell out towards the gaggle of children who were peering over at you two curiously. "Maybe the kind that eats little boys and girls that don't brush their teeth!"
A small collective gasp, a few giggles, hiding their faces away back into their coloring books as Sun gives them a final lookover and return back to you. "Whatdya think? Scary enough for ya?"
"Terrifying." You smile. "What am I supposed to be doing today? Aside from checkouts." You look towards the children, not many left.Looks like most of them have already been picked up.....That's...earlier, than usual."
Sun claps his hands together. "It's Halloween! Families come to pick up little ones early to start trick or treating! The Daycare will be closing a few hours early tonight!"
Oh, good. Less human interaction for you then. You sit yourself at the Security desk, eyeing the suspisouly full bowl of Fazbear themed candy that's been placed there. "Nice. Are these free for the taking?"
"Not quite yet." A metal hand clasps onto your shoulder, fingers tapping on your clothes. "And you know what? I could really use a little fairy helper right now-"
"Sunny-"
"Trick or Treating saftey! Super important! Some of these kiddos are trick or treating for the first time ever tonight, lets do a test run!" He leans back away from you, giddy and chipper as usual. Pretty sunny guy for being a demon.
You raise a brow, hand inching towards the treat bowl. "So...you want me to play the person at the door?"
"Correct!" Without missing a beat or moving his gaze, he gently slaps your hand away, and you pout as he continues. "I'll help encourage them, you just pretend to be 'answering the door' and give one piece of candy when they're ready-don't give anything with peanuts to Lewis, you see that one? Little one, blue dinorsouar onsie, yes. Good, good-and you can have any remaining candy left over!"
That bit caught your attention. "Can I have some now?"
"It would make the kids sad to see you eating candy when they're only allowed one." Sun's lowers, smile softening. "So no. You cannot."
Your response is a wrinkled nose and a frown. He pats your head in a mock show of empathy and tuts at your impatience.
The kids are giddy when Sun gathers them and tells them the rules as you prepare yourself to be the 'door greeter' in this little scenerio. For this, you crouch underneath the security desk where you can't be seen, await for a child to knock on the 'door' (aka, the wood of the desk) before popping up and going about the scenerio. It's silly, and a few onlookers that are leaving peer through the glass at your shenanigans, but you're smiling anyway.
The first knock comes, two hits on the wood and you pop out from the behind the desk. "Hello! And what are you supposed to be!"
The child, a boy with glasses too big for his face and wearing a skeleton onsie, timidly holds out his hands, eyes big and expectant. He has a slight lisp when he talks, excited. "Trick or Treat!"
You shift your eyes to Sun, and siliently the animatronic returns your knowing gaze. Well, he didn't really answer your question, but it's the enthusiasim that counts. "Oh my, here you go."
You place a piece of candy in his palm, and the boy immediatly turns to run off.
"Now what do we say?" Sun calls out to the boy's retreating form, half sticking out of a sliding tube.
The other children watch intently as the boy freezes, scuttles back out of the tube and running up to you. "T-thank you."
"Veeeery good job!" Sun praises, and you smile at the child to emphsize his praise. "Now what do we do?"
The boy answers, his voice joined by the choir of other children answering with him all out of synch. "Go back to our parents."
"That's right! You're a very smart bunch of fellas, aren't you?" Sun, who stands across the length of the room that would consitute a mock distance of the sidewalk to a front door, nods in approval as the candy holding tyke runs up to him, pinching the little one's cheek and cooing. He played the 'parent' while you were the door greeter, and you watched as he clapped and praised the children for following such a good example before ducking back underneath the desk.
The animatronic gently presses another child in your direction, and the process repeats.
It's cute and silly. They're all very young, more than likely this will be their first Halloween going door to door, and nervous at first when they approuch you, knocking on the desk and looking askew when you come out from hiding. That is, until their good manners and saftey behavior is rewarded with a piece of chocolate or jolly rancher, and their face lights up.
You occasionally have to break character as parents arrive to check out their children, the group dwindling little as the candy in your bowl starts to deplete. Some of them are restraining a laugh or smile at your costume, and possibly Sun's, but appreciate the 'practice' before the actaul trick or treating.
The next child is the quiet one. A little pigtailed girl that never talks, in an alien themed costume with a Moon plushie that's clutched tightly to her chest.
This girl never liked Sun, scared of him, so he doesn't push her too much as he gestures for her to approuch you. "It's okay, it's just practice! You get a piece of candy for trying!"
She doesn't budge from her spot, notably a distance away from the animatronic. Sun's smile doesn't faulter, but you know it probably sucks for him when this happens. "The meeting spot can be where the coloring books are, you don't have to come near me, okay?" His voice is soft, lowered, unlike him like he was borrowing the tone from somewhere else. "Would you like to try?"
She hesitates, looking back and forth between you and the jester, before approuching in small, timid steps. You try to appear as nonthreatening as possible . You don't even hide this time, just smiling as she approuches the desk. "Hello, there."
You see her tense up, and know it's already a failed attempt before her eyes get wet. A knock on the desk isn't even attempted, and the girl takes off, Moon plushie and alien antienna and all, towards the coloring books.
You have half a mind to go after to, comfort her somehow, but Sun is by your side quickly, calling out to the toddler instead. "That's alrighty, starlight! You tried and you were very brave, good job!" His praise feels esasperated, and the animatronic turns to you, head lowered to whisper so the other children. "That one's a touch sensitive. Best not to push it."
He's right, but you still feel a bit guilty. No time to feel it for long, because a gaggle of parents appear at the doorway and your attention is torn away to check out the remaining children to their appopriate gaurdians.
Sun amuses the remainder of the children with cartwheels and handstands that make his cape fly wildly until the children, one by one, are checked out and the Daycare is growing empty.
The hours are shorter because of the holiday, so the automated lighting system is supposed to go off earlier than usual. Parents and families are clearing out from the Pizzaplex, save for a few lingering souls, one of which still sits by the coloring area, scribbling on a page underneath one of the toddler tables in quiet contentment.
You frown, and pull out your phone. "The Daycare closes in five minutes."
"Her father must have forgotten the holiday hour change." Sun interjects, quickly gathering up all the little plastic candy wrappers the children threw onto the floor and tossing them into the garbage bin, muttering about keeping the place clean. "Good fello! Busy quite a lot, I think. He'll show up, no worries."
"The lights will go out." You say, and this time, there's no worry in your voice.
Sun salutes you, saying nothing. But he does tug at your wings as he passes by, and you try to step on his cape to make him trip and fail, causing him to snicker as you stumble.
As time would have it, the lights go out at the exact time Naptime is scheduled, but the Daycare is no longer taking check-ins for the holiday and is officially closed. Funny how the shortened hours would eradicate the Naptime schedule from the end of the work day, but there was no time for sleep on Halloween's Eve.
You don't flinch anymore when the lights go out, but you still look up from your phone and desk towards the girl that has yet to be picked up. She's not coloring anymore, instead curled up against a giant plushie and picking at the threads from her own plush.
Poor thing. You consider getting up and going to try and talk to her-
-but a blur in the corner of your vision comes around to your front, something silver colored and shiny pressing up against your neck. You freeze, instictivly, at the sycth's blade up against your skin.
A low, familier voice whispers next to your ear. "Slow down. You'll get sick."
Immediatly your face deadpans, and your hands drop the series of candy that you oh-so-weren't-totally-stealing from the candy bowl. "I'm an adult, Moon. I can have as much candy as I want."
Moon says nothing, but you can practically hear the grin as the plastic, wobbly blade drags across your neck harmlessly as the animatronic makes a 'scccchhhh' sound to mimick slitting your throat.
"Dying. Dying super hard. Blood gushing everywhere right now.." You jest, and the 'weapon' disappears, allowing you to spin on your heel and take the animatronic in fully. "....The Grim Reaper?"
Moon stands there in costume, the same as what Sun wore, but the hood was up over his hat, and a toy scycnh that's more suited for a child in his grip. That must be what was attatched to their hip you didn't see earlier.
He looks...unbothered, and his behavior was playful. But then again, you've known the Daycare Attendant long enough that it was easy to hide a face when your face's default setting is 'smile.' "Managment really didn't think the whole costume thing through, huh?"
His eyes are white, the one on the darker half of his face darkening to a red hue, only briefly. He holds the scyth up, pulling down one end and releasing it so it wobbled like rubber. "Try not to look too much into it."
"As long as you're having fun." You offer a smile in comfort, and Moon's response is 'stabbing' you through the gut with the fake sycnh, to which you snatch from him and bonk him with it as he snickers. "You dolt! There's a kid still here!"
"I know." Moon is unaffected by the plastic bonking, unmoving and plain faced as it hits him right between the eyes.
"Well?" You pull your 'weapon' back and glare at him.
Moon has no pupils at the moment, but you feel his gaze drift up and down your body before meeting your own again.
"Moon." You stress.
"Nice costume." He chuckles, fingers coming up to pinch at your wings. The straps press against your skin as he pulls them, humming like one was inspecting a caught butterfly. "Can't have you flying away though-"
You bonk him again. "Stop that."
"Hurtful" He's snickering. He's mocking you, damn him. "I let you get away with too much."
"Okay, now you're just being mean-"
He catches your next hit, your hand in his palm, curled fingers enclosing your own. A frown on your face, you open your mouth to question it before you pause. He's not looking at you, rather, peering off towards the other end of the Daycare, and you follow his vision.
Right as you look over, you spy pigtails dart back behind one of the cylinder towels. Moon drops your hand, and you keep your voice low when you talk to him so she can't hear. "You're supposed to be her favorite. I don't know why she hasn't come over to say hi to you, yet."
Moon hums. "Because the adults are flirting."
You whip your head back around to him, face hot. "We are not 'flirting'!"
Casually, he adjusts the wings back into proper position. "Sure."
"We're not!"
"Okay." He taps the corner of his faceplate, near his smile that's been teasing the entire time.
You pause, hand coming up to wipe your mouth. He leaves you there while you scrub at the space around your lips furiosuly until you're convinced he only tricked you into thinking you have chocolate around your mouth just so he'd get the last laugh, but he's approuching the girl before you can retort.
You huff at him, but settle back into your spot against the security desk, where the light switch remains nearby and you have a full view of the scenerio. You won't need to use it. You only remember it's there for your own memory.
Pulling out your phone, you check the time again and a few messages and emails wishing you a safe and happy halloween from a few stores that want to capatilize on the holiday. More than likley, the father of the child will arrive at his usual time to pick up the girl, which is typically an hour before closing, but due to the shortened hours of the holiday, would be another thirty minutes from now.
So you eat candy and pass the time. You don't mind it, helps you organize your notes. Occasioanlly you'll look up from the desk out of habit and see the animatronic sitting criss cross on the floor, hands in his lap with the little girl who's too afraid to interact with anyone else.
It's funny, you think, as you pop a smartie in your mouth, that the little girl afraid of everything else's favorite is a robot with a old reputation for blantant murder.
She's showing him a drawing you can't see from this distance, and Moon takes it in his hands and says something softley that you can't hear. You smile, and return to your phone and candy. He's come a long way.
It's a few minutes later as you close out of all of your tabs do you feel a presence around you. You look up, Moon standing a few feet away, cloak fully closed and hood pulled over so only the bottom half of his face is visible, with the glow of two white eyes staring at you from the dark.
The moment you notice him, he shuffles forward, except it's weird. Like penguin walking, in fashion that reminds you that underneath the 'grim reaper' costume, he's still a freaking clown.
You raise a brow. "Wha-"
He cuts you off. "Trick or Treat." You furrow your brows, squinting in confusion, and so he repeats himself again. "Trick. Or. Treat."
You're about to jest that robots don't eat candy so you'll have to take trick instead, but a small shape catches your sight. Hands, small and shaky, push out from the bottom of the cloak. The body attactched to them are still hidden by the fabric, but they are cupped and outstretched towards you.
You understand instantly. There's not a lot of candy left in the bowl since you've been eating them all, but there's three or four pieces left, which you scoop up and gently plop into the child's palms. "Bravery gets a reward, doesn't it?"
The child only makes a positive sniffle, but the hands pull back into the cloak and you immediatly hear the sound of a wrapper being torn open.
"Thank you." Moon grins.
Then, much to your amusement, you watch as the animatronic quite literally turns on his heel, and waddles all the way back to the designated 'safe zone'. It is, by all accounts, the funniest thing you've seen all night and takes a considerable amount of effort not to laugh at the retreating figure penguining away.
The father arrives a few minutes after that, and the girl is very easily presuaded from that point to come out from her hiding. Your suspisions were correct; the father simply didn't realize the Daycare's hours were working on a holiday schedule, and apologized greatly for the trouble. You're the one to reassure him that it's fine, you're going in the daycare all night anyways, and that his daughter caused no trouble.
Moon does not stand with you at the door. He still has....trouble with older adults sometimes. So he stands as a cloaked silohellte at the far top end of the jungle gym, cloaked in shadow save for his eyes, and his hand when he pulls it out to wave back as the girl waves at him once, and they're gone.
There. The Daycare is offically closed and empty. The Pizzaplex in full will be following suit soon, and you can relax.
The sound of bells jingle behind you as your lock the exit. "You're going to stay."
It's less of a question, more like a statement, but you give him a response as you turn anyways. "Yeah. I didn't have any Halloween plans, so I agreed to a full evening and night shift. I get bonus pay for it being a holiday."
"We could do scary things." He starts, mischief in his grin. He walks around you in a circle, oddly and dramatic in the fashion that a jester knows best, whipping the other side of your head as you turn to and fro. "I can show you scary things. Tell stories."
"I can show you scary things and stories." You refute. Pulling out your phone, Youtube and a few streaming services are pinned to your homescreen. "Never had a horror movie marathon, have you, Starboy?"
Moon pauses, and thinks for a long time.
You narrow your eyes at the silence. "If you joke that your life is a horror movie, I'll be disappointed."
"Not anymore." The animatronic spins his head, once, twice, as the wire comes down to attatch. It hooks onto his back, which is hilarious to see because you realize the cloak must have a small hole cut out the back for that to even work.
"Our room. Comfortable there." His hand extends towards you. "Feel like flying, fairy?"
Your nose wrinkles, taking his hand and scoffing at his amusement. "Okay, that's it, I'm taking the costume off as soon as we're up there."
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Pairing: Buggy x F!Reader Warnings: 18+, NSFW, Hate sex, swearing, Stripping, threats, Unprotected sex, Big dick kink, choking. Summary: You hate him, but you want him so bad. A/N: Masterpost & links are pinned on my tumblr. I just began writing and this is what I came up with ;)
You came inside an empty circus tent with a guy on a fancy chair. You had two henchmen gripping hard on both of your arms, "hands off, Fucktards!" you barked. They backed off after they saw your death stare, "Here she is boss" the other guy said to the man sitting on the throne. "leave" Buggy said and his voice was stern which made you so turned on. You saw the henchmen walk away, and then you two were completely alone. You turned around from where you saw him sitting. "Buggy the clown" you grinned "what the fuck do you want?" you said as your face turned serious. He didn't say anything. "You're the asshole who destroyes town" you said as you walked slowly over to where he sat.
He sat in the shadows, so you couldn't see him clearly. he just chuckled at your response. "fuck you, I hope you die a horrible death" you barked "What If you die first?" he asked "Wouldn't that be sad?" he said as his head tilted. "shouldn't you start crying or something now? plead for your life?" he changed his position, leaning his elbow on the right side of the armchair, staring at you. "You want to kill me? go right ahead jerk" you said like you didnt care. "Why don't you start telling me how you want to kill me" you asked him, he didn't answer, but you could se he was grinning. "Cause I know how I would kill you" you grinned. "shoot you in the head, dead in seconds" he anwerd in a low voice. "Pin you down and chop your head off" he laughed of his own reply.
You caught him staring at your body as he licked his lips, and then he leaned back in his chair. He was staring at you and your body liked it, you felt electricity shoot around in your body, making your breath a little uneven for a second. You looked up at the tent and exhaled silently, trying to tell your body to stop liking the way he was staring at you. You started to get images of things you wanted him to do to you and you to him, but you shaked them off and looked down from the roof. "You have hurt so many people, you suck" you said and looked around you, trying to see an exit, just in case. "There's no escape, don't worry" he chuckled, then his face turned serious "you're safe here" he said and grinned "Until I decide youre not" He leaned forward to the light and winked. "What If I don't want to escape?" you said, waiting for an reaction.
He shoot up one of his eyebrows as he smiled and shaked his head, but curious about where you were going with this. "What If I want to be here and cause you unbalivable pain?" you grinned "That would be so much fun to see you squirm!" you fake laughed for a second and then fake dried a tear away from your eye, then you gave him a deathstare. But he just grinned and continued to watch you, intrigued by you. "Maybe you would cry?" you said unsure and walked closer to him. "Maybe your entire mood would change, just before I kill you?" you said and tilted your head to the side as you placed your foot between his thighs.
He didn't react, he just looked serious at you- He continued to stare at you after a second, then the corner of his smile tilted a little. Your top was showing off your tits, He couldn't help but stare as he licked his lips dry and stared at you lips. You started to slowly take off the strap on your singlet. "Maybe you would beg for your life?" you said and your heart started to pound of how close you were standing him. He looked at your naked shoulder, wanting to touch it, maybe playfully bite it. He smelled suprisingly good, which was so wrong.
You hate him? what the fuck is going on? He smelled like something sweet? You were shocked, he of all people in the world, HE was the one who was turning you on? You leaned closer to his ear and licked it playfully. He hummed in response and shifted his eyes on you. "Maybe" he whispered, his voice was raspy, which made your clit ache. "Maybe you would even plead?" you whispered into his ear and playfully took a bit of his ear. "But you hate me?" he asked confused but with a smile on his face.
You walked a couple of steps back and threw off your shirt at him. Your bra was still on but his head fell back "Why dont you tell me more?" he asked you, daring you to continue. "What If I killed you with a knife I was hiding?" you winked. "You don't have any knives on you" he reasured me. "that you know off" you grinned. "You can't cut me, darlin" he said in a raspy voice, he should shut up because your body got shivers everytime he talked like this. "Shut up" you whispered. You opened your zipper and slowly dragged your skirt off to your hips and stopped just above your clit, so he could see your thong. "I could snap your neck" you winked at him, "You could try" he flirted as he changed his position, feeling his boulder revealing him.
You let your skirt fall down, like a puddle on the floor and stepped out of it. He hummed as he stared at your thong. "I could stab you in your eye" you chuckled, and walked closer and straddled him. His body under you felt so good, his boulder was big and warm. Your hips couldn’t help it and automaticly thrusted to feel some friction. You couldn't fight it anymore, you hated his guts but he was turning you on so fucking bad you just had to go along with this. You smacked him hard, which he gave you no response and then you kissed him hard. His lips was so warm. He kissed you deeply back and his hands held you tight around your waist, feeling his boulder causing you to moan, his toungue felt so unbalivable good against yours. He looked at you and his breaths was deep and slow, his chest rising as his boulder sent more and more vibration to your clit. He started to smile like an idiot "Im gonna fuck you." you said simple. He grinned at your response. "You're gonna fuck me?" he chuckled "I think you want to do more than just fuck me darling" he winked.
You couldn't help yourself so you went on instinct. Your hand felt like a magnet to his boulder, feeling his big boulder made you so wet. "You like what youre feeling?" he said in a low raspy voice as he stared into your eyes. "You want to see my cock?" he said as he licked his lips "suck it?". His strong boulder was turning you on so bad, you just wanted to get on your knees and fill your mouth up with his big cock. "I'm going to fuck some sence into you" You said simple and opened his belt and opened his zipper, "then I think youre gonna have to fuck me more than once, if that's your plan" he flirted. "Even then" he said and shaked his head and chuckled. You stepped off him and dragged down his pants in one movement. He just grinned when he saw the look on your face. His large dick bounced out of his pants. His throbbing dick was teasing you, making you so horny you felt your body start to shake of excitement.
You looked up at him, not breaking the eye contact once. You wanted to see him, hear his gasp and sounds, you wanted to see this asshole enjoy himself. You wanted to make him cum so good. You wanted him to make you feel good. You grabbed his dick and tried to inhale his length into your mouth in one try but he was too large, you took your free hand and jerked him off while trying to suck him. All the sounds you were making was driving him crazy, he began to hum and trying to hold back moans, but failing. "Maybe I will get decent orgasm out of you" you saidand walked off him and took off your thong and bra, throwing them at him.
He shaked his head "shut up and just fuck me already" he said in a low voice. "shut up" you barked and sat back down ontop of him and slowly placing the tip of his length outside of your clit. "Youre not gonna kill me so stop acting tough" he said and panted slowly, He grabbed your thighs and placed his hands slowly on your ass. "I hate you so much" you said as you placed his length inside you, trying to let his cock fill you up. He was so large so it started to hurt a little but It felt so good at the same time. You began to ride him slowly, It hurt but felt so good. "you are so funny" he grinned and began to choke you lightly.
You moaned and started to ride him "I hate you" you moaned, He grunted as he leaned back and stared at your movement. "Youre kinda cute thinking you stand a chance of killing me!" he grinned and spanked your ass with his free hand. You grinned and chocked him back. "I got you just where I want, asshole" you grinned and moved your position a little better, moved your legs so you got more controll. You placed your hands on his shoulders.
You grabbed his hat and threw it away and then you ripped open his vest an his shirt underneath, revealing his muscles underneath. You grinned at him when he threw off his jacket. His hips began to move up and down slowly. His tie was still on him so you grabbed it and started to ride him back while grinning. You both had an perfect rythum going on and it was annoying as hell. "Fuck you so much" you said as your eyes rolled back in your head. Your body was on fire, and his body felt so good around you.
His hands moved slowly down to your hips. He was so warm and was now completely naked. He moaned and moved his hands up to your tits and pinched them lightly and the other one he moved down to your clit and began to move his finger on your upper clit in circles. His head flew back and his hips started to thrust harder up into you. "I hate you so much" you moaned and gripped tighter around his tie. "Y/N" he moaned, and moved his hands on your hips and spanked your ass with his other hand "Fuck you" you said and moaned back, feeling orgasm coming close.
Suddenly he grabbed your hips hard and began to thrust hard up into you, "hate you" you continued to say while he was thrusting so hard into you until you hit climax. "Fuck" he moaned and slipped out his length out of you and climaxed. He panted while he grinned "what now?" He asked you. You just sighed and shaked your head in defeat, defeat if his dick. You looked at his cock and grinned. "Oh fuck it" you grinned and crashed your lips into his. "Your Dick is too good"
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