#god what a fucking mood
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Voidpunk aro culture is identifying with otherworldly creatures more than your (unfortunately) human body. Like, why can't I have large, fluffy wings and multitudes of staring, scarlet eyes? Why can't I be a cryptid whose presence is felt the strongest in the lingering shadows cast by twilight? Why must I walk when I feel my spirit should take flight through the expanse of a vast, unexplored sky? Why am I confined to this mortal prison, doomed to this eternal yearning of a form so far from my reach? I'm going to bed
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#dorkus-malorkus#aro culture is#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#ask#mod phoenix#god what a fucking mood#i want to be like. gaseous at the edges#and kinda malleable#also like. black wings and horns and tough black talon nails#with a vague and yet wonderfully menacing aura#also purring. bro i cannot describe how much i need to be able to purr#i need it#yeah anyways:#voidpunk aro culture#voidpunk
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if i just told you i love you would this world change
#witch hat tag#orufrey#these kinda suck lol i feel like i cant draw right now *irritated sigh* BUT I FEEL EMOTIONS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you are gay go watch good omens season 2 right now. NO YOU DONT KNOW THO!!!!!!!!!#i know being this affected by good omens is probably cringe. I dont care any more. the last 1 minute of good omens season 2 was#some of the most affecting acting i've ever seen in my life. sometimes someone acts with the force as if their entire career led to that#like during the credits part the very end im not even talking about before that. holy god#aziraphale i know everything about you. i know what you are feeling right now. i can see everything on your face. we're going to make it#ER.... NOT THAT THIS HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS POST. IT'S NOT SPOILERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!#I JUST FEEL THOROUGHLY CHANGED !!!!!!!!!!! SHIT GETS REAL FROM NOW ON.. LIKE IN GENERAL! IN MY LIFE!#tormented gay love tormented gay love TORMENTED GAY LOVE TORMENTED GAY LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#btw the first 3 images were drawn earlier with an entirely different feeling and an entirely different mood.#Why do you keep pulling away from me?#It is because i love you that i do this#the lyrics from one of my japanese orufrey songs (A SONG THAT THE CREATOR LISTENS TO!!!!) led to feelings#“あなたが知らない私を残さず見ててほしいの” but i'm not translating it cause it just sounds weird. if with his eyes oru's asking “WHY don't you want#to let me in? to see all of you?“ those lyrics are like ”I actually want you to see every last bit of the parts of me you don't know“#oru you have no idea how much i want to lay bare my whole soul for you#maybe it's an alternate version of chapter 40. to me#i need to draw something really fucking good or i'm not going to forgive myself. i will not rest in this life#until i have made the orufrey that fully satisfies me nor until i have seen what the manga is leading to#NO STORY MEANS ANYTHING WITHOUT TORMENTED GAY LOVE AT THE HEART OF IT. THATS THE HEART OF THIS WORLD!!!!!#........... so Hi im normal :) haha *goes and finally makes breakfast*
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We can’t keep doing this.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#made this one a bit general because its a reoccurring action wwx makes#He can take it! He’s strong! No one else has to suffer if he’s there to shoulder the weight of consequences#horrible mindset. Go to therapy foul sir#He internalized the concept that his life is only worthy in the service of others…mood buddy but it sucks in this hole#Lwj really said ‘your self sacrificial attitude has caught my ire and I’m taking you on as a personal project’#ok he didn’t but him calling out wwx is so god damn critical to what makes their dynamic the way it is.#how they *both* call each other out!#in love we grow together B*)#wei wuxian now has a big ol’ ‘fuck you’ cat on his leg. Like the worlds worst drunken tattoo#(its the energy of a wronged catboy coalesced into a single image)#outfit changes are approaching but just…remember….its always there.
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still smirkable tho
#well kinda#someone come beat the smirk off my face instead#i mean what#me#my body#nsft pics#ring gag#never going to stop talking about it#i am so obsessed#i am so excited to fuck myself in a minute oh my gods#mood
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#sweet mother of mercy#quin muses#I'mma just sit here and bite straight through my knuckles#eustass kid#trafalgar law#sir crocodile#marco the phoenix#revolutionary sabo#i don't care if I'm projecting my desires onto some of these guys I just#need to hear it#kaku one piece#thatch if you can get him in the right mood#izou for fucking sure#gods save me#actually no#don't save me#glory glory what a way to go
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I am so normal about Blood and Whiskey again,, because!!! Guinevere you're my stars, Arthur you're my night!! Lancelot you can't just,, aaah??? Like.
If there's no Stars, It's just dark.
If there's no Night, It's just bright.
You needed both for it to be beautiful, and you need both for the Maybe, Just This Once, there could be a Happy Ending
It only makes sense when it's them three!!!!!
#But also#if she's your starts he's your night#Lancelot beloved who do you see yourself to be#are you a mere human witnessing cosmic beauty a dazzling yet tender light you never expected to see#because if yes SUCH a mood yes same phLeaSe#or do you see yourself as part of the night sky with you three's souls forever tied till sunrise#what happens at sunrise?#oh#OH GOD SUNRISE. SUN. RISE. LIKE WHEN YOU FALL INTO THE FUCKING SUN#FJAJFJWJ FOR FUCKS SAKE WHAT HAVE I DONE#nyu.txt#the mechanisms#hnoc#pendragon gang hnoc
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Psst ... you're cute 😉😉😘
I-!! H-hi!! I. I'm.... T-that, um-
T.... T-thank you, miss, um- I. I.... Y-you're extremely pretty yourself, um-!! I-
#oh my god what has happened to my notes what have you done to me#and more importantly#can you do it to me in dms too#AHEM anyway hi holy fucking shit my low mood just got blasted to fucking kingdom come i#......h-hi 👉👈#Um- i-#oh goddess above I'm. I. This is so much all at once I don't know what to do about this-#(please by all that is holy do not mistake that for a complaint I would quite literally beg on my knees for it to continue if you ordered m#I mean asked)#....asked.*#.....a-anyway
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FUCK OFF
#WHAT RHE FUCK#WHAT THE FUCKKDKKDKR#ARE U KIDDINGMEEE3#i need him so bad#oh my god#choke me choke me choke me choke me choke me#blue hour buff jjun is making a comeback i'm not mentally healthy enough for this#😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵���💫😵💫😵💫#i'm in such a mood today this is nawt good#agust.nsfw
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Spice In, Time Out!
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Wanna read a semi-crack fic about Beef Boy hanging out with a bunch of puppets? Maybe even do a little ramen challenge with his little blue fuzzy nerd friend? You're in luck, 'cause I wrote 6500 words of exactly that!
Among those thousands of words are a bunch of cool stuff such as:
Puppet shenanigans! Two of them may have planned to kill their friends (disclaimer: that murder will not be shown in the fic)
Actual history??? Yeah that's right you're gonna get hit with a Puppet History-style question so STUDY UP ON THE HISTORY OF RAMEN (or not) 👹
God being the worst! Again! They may have actually killed someone (disclaimer: that murder WILL be shown in the fic)
God/Professor allegations. Whether those allegations are true or not will be up to you
Overall a (hopefully) funny and wholesome bonding time between everyone at this table. They're all friends! :]
If all of that sounds like a jam to you, you can read the fic via clicking here, clicking the title, or searching up "Spice in, Time Out!" by crispycreambacon on AO3.
I hope y'all will enjoy this fic! I'm pretty proud of how it turned out especially since I was honestly not feeling it at the start and even contemplated not publishing it at all. Even if you don't read it, I hope you enjoy the art (bonus doodles down below btw!) and I hope you'll have a schmaculous day!
#bonus points to whoever can guess what the Oar is reading (however I will be putting you on my watchlist)#currently writing this at 1 AM#i'm lowkey in what can only be described as a “disasterous mood”#my life is lightly falling apart as I fall behind on so many of my responsibilities#but it's okay I got this I'm gonna get through this aNYWAYS omg new fanfic y'all!!!#these were so fun to draw#[blasts you with my trans puppet headcanons]#[and also whatever tf is going on with God and the Professor#i haven't figured that out and I probably never will and that's fine!]#puppet history#puppet history fanart#ryan bergara#ryan beef boy bergara#the professor#the professor puppet history#fuck it lemme tag all of them#god puppet history#policarpa's sewing spool#beast of gevaudan#pile of diamonds#the gay oars#GAIDHWODBW#watcher entertainment#watcher#watcher fanart#art#artists on tumblr#chris p fried art#chris p fried writings#fanart
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(what about me?)
summary: even gods get lonely, it just takes them a bit longer than most. but when it hits, it hurts, and hard.
word count: 1.1k
-> warnings: major spoilers for mondstat archon quest, mentions of wine, little guy is sad and alone about it :(
-> gn reader (you/yours)
taglist: @samarill || @thenyxsky || @valeriele3 || @shizunxie || @boba-is-a-soup || @yuus3n || @esthelily || @turningfrogsgay
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starsnatch cliff is empty more times than it isn’t.
it was a common destination for couples, the silence a welcome break from the bustle of the city of freedom. the stars up above were unblocked, bright, the full rotation of constellations visible by just tilting one’s head to the sky. two majors, twin sets of stars, the three minors orbiting, staring down, watching. the same form, night after night, a bard in green driving away the aspiring couples often enough they learnt to stop trying. a body is there, physically occupying the space, but with how little is being done, the cliff still feels empty. the stars watch, seeing all, as the same body comes and sits, as the same eyes turn to the sky, vacant with memory.
venti didn’t know which constellations were in rotation—he did, that was a lie, he knew every single one and their owners—nor how long they’d be up—liar, liar, liar—but he watched the sky anyway, spinning a cecelia in his hand. the stem was worn, some of the juice clinging to his fingers, but he didn’t set it down. to the left, to the right, the six petals twisting outside of his field of view.
the god of freedom found himself coming back to the same cliff every night, sometimes leaving the angels share earlier to get there quicker. he walked, picking a cecelia as he did, and sat in the same spot at the peak of the cliff.
was he truly free, he wondered, if the stars kept calling him back?
(he knew he was. it was his choice to return, his choice to stay until the sun rose, to take naps in the afternoon to make up for the sleep before coming back, back, back, night after day after night)
the galaxy streaking its way across the sky, blue and purple and greens mixing and blurring, broken only by the bright shine of stars. planets, all locked in their own orbit, worlds he’d never be able to see, all within his sight yet all out of his grasp.
his eyes fell on a star at random.
who lived there, he wondered? what was beyond the atmosphere he knew? how far was the next planet? was there even intelligent life? surely, there must be—you wouldn’t create only one planet with life on it, right? you’d create many races, aliens he couldn’t imagine, all created to thrive on their world and serve under you.
(were they treating you better? had you exited your resting world already, and found another planet to keep you occupied? was teyvat not enough for you? you… you’d tell them if they weren’t doing enough, right? you’d say? you wouldn’t just leave them in the dark, right?)
he wondered how far away you’d gone. he remembered you—of course he did, your visage was engraved in his mind, miles deep and never to erode—and your last moments on teyvat, how you’d promised the archons that you would return soon. that you wouldn’t be far.
of course, ‘far’ was relative. and what was time to a god? how long was ‘soon’ for you? how long would it be until he could be blessed with your presence again? the little of your aura that bled through your vessels wasn’t enough- it wasn’t, and he was horribly selfish for thinking so, but it wasn’t. not when he’d been able to lay his eyes upon your true form, not when he’d felt your skin beneath his as he led you through mondstat for the first time. the small glimpse of you that seeped into the air around your vessels may be enough to rest weary souls, but for a god?
you were the shining light of teyvat, always everywhere. traveling from nation to nation, occasionally visiting off-world but never for long, never, he never had to go without you for more than a year or two at a time, he never had to feel erosion start to sap at his life-
the stars grew blurry, and venti hastily wiped the tears away, continuing to search the sky.
he knew he was eroding. every god was. memories, resilience, patience, all of it fading. mortals (part of his mind flinched, but he was right, he was mortal, he could die) weren’t meant for the power of the divine, the gnoses grating against the walls of their soul. it was never a problem before, not when they had you, you to temper the flame of creation, you to brush your hand over a wayward god and breathe life back into their heart, you with your endless compassion, to accept what felt like overwhelming and discard it as trivial.
barbatos was eroding without you. every god was. the ley lines were acting up, the abyss growing stronger, the eons without your presence turning teyvat into a hollow husk. and yet, the pathetic little he discarded from your vessels had begun to heal it anyway.
why did you use vessels? you had to know it was easier to descend yourself, right? to let flowers bloom in your wake and the breeze brush grass from your clothes, to tuck ei’s hair behind her ear and let empathy back into her mind. your vessels did a lot, but they could not manage all- murata, focalors, the tsaritsa and her wretched fatui- you could fix it all, all with a blink and a smile, a gentle hand across the earth to sew it at the seams.
he was being idealistic. he knew he was. and yet, he could not help but to wish—wish, he wanted to laugh at the irony—that your return ‘soon’ would be within his lifetime.
he wanted to see you again. he wanted the scars across his soul to heal, for his empty, cracked cup to be filled with you. he wanted to go back to how it was, when ei could smile freely and the tsaritsa wasn’t so cold, when the wind blew softly, carrying the sound of laughter. time only turned one way, yet he wanted to reverse it, to force the universe in rewind, to when his greatest worry was which song to play you at lunch. he wanted to bring a bottle of dandelion wine and watch as morax insisted upon osmanthus, as rukkhadevata rolled her eyes with a smile and suggested how about tea instead, it’s barely noon.
he was selfish. every god was, to an extent, but he…
as venti looked up at the stars, he couldn’t help but pray that one of them was you.
#genshin#genshin impact#sagau#self aware genshin#genshin sagau#genshin self aware au#venti#genshin venti#venti x reader#genshin x reader#sagau x reader#genshin x gn reader#i had this idea like ages ago and i was Real Sad yesterday so i decided to channel that energy#i’ve been in a real ‘(what about me?)’ mood recently so time to make that his problem!!!!#i have another venti angst i need to write too so. our fella boutta be Real Sad too.#coping 101#oh god all the stuff in my inbox i need to go oh god oh fuck-#uhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHH#i wanted to take a picture for this and ended up with no picture and two hours gone. love that.#by no picture i mean i didn’t even get the nighttime photo i wanted#how is this 1k btw it felt like 3#???#hey stew remember that talk we had about commas………………#title from the drafts: either ‘cold cold world’ or ‘(not ehe)’. might start leaving this in the tags of every post ngl
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You should make me fall so deeply in love with you that it’s embarrassing
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#and BEFORE any of yall say that ‘oh um actually love is never embarrassing’ shit— fight me#respectfully we cannot vibe#half of love for me is goinn around KNOWING that i would eat a cardboard box if it meant i could see the person i love smile at me#and it is my god given RIGHT to cringe at myself for it#also love in general is so fucking embarrassing#having the feelings doing the in love thing expressing it#it’s all EMBARASSING#the whole POINT is that the love makes me do it anyway#like if i love you enough to EXPRESS it??? like damn i love you A LOT#like obviously it’s different for everyone but this is what my post is about#and i am choosing to say in advance that NO this is not where we’re doing any of that ‘love is never embarassing’ business#let me watch someone trip and think it’s hot so my brain can go: :/#in PEACE pls#embarassment or cringe isn’t always a bad feeling and yes i WILL die on this hill😤😤😤#im gay and i like sleeping
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WRITTEN ALL OVER YOUR FACE by Louis Tomlinson
dear lord Harry, you high maintenance bitch jfc
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#I'm in an LA mood don't wanna talk to you#written all over your face#written all over your face lyrics#why is H such a fucking drama queen#GOD#god louis must be the most patient person on planet earth to deal with his aquarius ass#HARRY is a dramatic ass bitch#god louis must be the most patient person on planet earth to deal with his Aquarius ass#harry is a drama queen#wbk#aquarius thru and thru#what is it? 6 aquarius placements? SIX#THAT'S WHAT THE 6 IN 369 MEANS#I'VE CRACKED THE CODE#LMAO#louis' lyrics#are like half the reason I'm still a larrie#he's so fucking obvious#always so obvious#it's so ridiculous#like it's clearly about harry#all of it#god they're difficult#or rather...harry is#jscbhksjadgaskdhv#no wonder they're so obsessed with each other#soulmates#am i right?#good god#larry parallels
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i do think the funniest thing any of the gods in exandria have done is that the moonweaver was essentially "yes and"ing artagan during his stunt at travelercon.
#critical role#artagan#sehanine#matt said on talks that there wasn't actually a risk of him getting locked away like he did the last time he fucked with a god#she was just in a silly goofy mood since he tried to play that shit up#he wanted to have less followers and she's like lmao okay. i'll show u what a real trickster god is <3
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139 | id in alt
Curious eyes and a stifled heart.
[Read left to right!]
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#jjk fumi#fumi jjk#GOD IM STILL PISSED SHE HAS NO FULL NAME#Kugisaki only lets TWO people tell her things without getting angry#one is fumi because Kugisaki mentally will fuck herself up over fumi thats true#Fumi rarely asks and Kugisaki barley lets people tell her shit at all#Kugisaki loves finding out shit for herself shes an absolute fuck around and fight out#she sometimes has a tolerance for people speaking their shit. find her in a good mood#not gonna lie the backgrounds made me wig out#Fumi gets overwhelmed sometimes. idk what she caught was when ur face gets so red and ur throat shits itself so you weep a lil#she's doin her BEST
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Vincent Price - Diary of a Madman (1963)
#vincent price#diary of a madman#guy de maupassant#the horla#evil#horror film#bicon#bisexual#god#fav#i love this movie#he's so beautiful#fuck. fuck. fuck#sexyaf#im so normal#a mood#what's the matter with me#horror#old horror movies#vintage#movie#actor#handsome#gif#gifs made by me#gif set
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The probability of Loki having a gigantic crush on Stephen upon meeting him is 100%.
#thinking about a mortal magic-less reincarnated Loki having a gigantic crush on the weird but extremely hot man who keep stalking him#in this AU Loki's life ended because of extreme despair and self-hatred...#but the universe/stones said nope#so he got reincarnated as a young mortal living in NYC with their three cats: hela fenrir and jörmungand#ofc when he get noticed by the avengers they are immediately alarmed#ensue angst#and some whump#because thor is way too used to manhandling his mischievous brother. except that loki isn't a god anymore....#so anyway. i'm in a very sad loki mood.#but I also want him to be happy if he gets reincarnated.#in any case.#Stephen is totally oblivious and way too focused at trying to decide what to do with this new loki#full sorcerer supreme mode#but tony does notice that loki gets extremely flustered when he's around his boyfriend#he's like “yeah I can relate”#strangefrost#frostironstrange#fuck i forgot to say the most important#of course Loki is totally amnesic#too tired to go back and correct my grammar mistakes
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