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verysomi · 2 years

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skunkes · 2 months

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i may be stupid

#(but im not sure)#a doodley #i am not going to lie to you guys i am insanely scared of anti depressants. and adjacent medication.#first of all like ive said i dont think i need them #im doing way better than last yr(s) despite being in the same circumstances. i did in fact will my brain to get it together.#i told my doctor i think my issues are a result of my environment and that is what i think it is.#i dont think meds cld help change my innate personality flaws #second of all sorry but my ****** is all i have i cant risk losing it to the side effects #idk! like. idk. you guys really dont get it it really is just laziness for me #since i was a kid i just didnt have Goals and its continued to my detriment #i was also raised to doubt all my decisions so here we are #im sure my friends think im lazy bc what ive described to them IS laziness #im like the only person i know without hashtag goals and life motivation...and all my friends have mental health stuff too #so its not that...! its personality. its laziness #its literally like the ''my son is 35 and refuses to get a job and does nothing all day'' reddit posts #with ''he's not depressed he's lazy you should just kick him out and refuse to keep providing for him'' comments and all

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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#i feel like I posted this already but I also can't find it in any recent posts so...#......he #cats #EVEN if I did post it.. why not poast himb again? it's he #I'm like halfway through actually editing aforementioned costumes and stuff and i WANT to work on sculptures again and I have video #s and that worldbuilding slideshow and all of these things so hopefully like.. more usual stuff soon maybe.. to be posted #for now though yeah.. just cats #The end of the year is also when I panic about the passage of time and how little I've gotten done and how I will never actually be a #sucessful game maker slash author slash cat cafe owner slash set designer slash costume designer slash psychologist #who lives in like Scotland or somehting and also owns my own candle company or something ghbjhb #and will probably just be a mentally ill hermit recluse all my life who dies early of mysterious health issues with 5000 projects left #undone and blah blah the crushing weight of chronic illness and capitalism and so on and so forth #So then I scramble to get projects done to try and meet some goals but usually that means I scatter between projects #so it takes longer to finish all of them. Like instead of dedicating 8 hours to one thing and finishing it one sitting. I'll do 2 hours on #this then 2 hours on that then 2 hours on another things. so they all get done slower even though I'm still technically making progress on #them all. This is also a very poo poo pee pee stink brain way to work and is not like. the most efficent thing but it's just how my brain #organizes tasks sometimes lol #***#(<ignore this its part of an OCD compulsion lol. anytime you see me type three asterisks I'm not bleeping out a curse word #it's just a Special Secret Foolish Thing I Have To Do At Specific Uncontrolable Times When Brain Says So gbjhhj)#ANYWAY... eeeee #Still haven't resolved my mystery chest injury though so being at te computer for too long is also kind of achey-inducing #Better get over it though because I have like 30+ hours of slideshow vidoe to edit hahaha hee hee hoo!!!!!

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puppyeared · 1 year

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I made a lmk oc

#they’re supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled #and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it #eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in #their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project #they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldn’t eat or move much by crawling on their top half #this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no #purpose or direction in life #their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving #meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because they’re half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche #that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once it’s been carved by man #so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened #the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like #‘we’re not doing that again’ LMAO #i think the case of them carving their own legs doesn’t take away their power though. that balance was made #before they came to life so carving the legs or not can’t affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it #their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they aren’t very active overall #constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr #I actually don’t know what I’m gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have #a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j #I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25 #SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW #doodles #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk oc #monkie kid oc #myart #my art #xin ya

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psykopaths · 1 month

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Cold War, (2018)

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runs-4-pinkcupcakes · 13 days

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Hi Bunnies!!

I hit a milestone today. Normal BMI and 20# lost in 2024. I’m only 6# from my summer goal weight and summer isn’t even here yet! #killinit

I am having some IT band tightness so my running has slowed.

Hot girl summer, anyone?? 🩷

I guess I need to join Flex Friday! 🏋️‍♂️

💋

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jstryingtobesk1nee · 7 days

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when i eat 600+ c4ls of a safe food but its ok cos its a safe food (this is why im still f4t)

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sparingiscaring · 7 months

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anyways show of hands who takes Edward's fun little Quirks (the speed, the strength, the unused to casual movement thing, the Voice Pitching) as him being experimented on in his Orphanage Background?

Cause. I 100% think That Man had a whole lotta weird stuff happen to him there, and the only way I can reconcile with. Any of that. Is by shaking my fist at the Orphanage and blaming it.

#poor edward night... TWO #thank you guys for doing this i'm 100% taking this in honor of the two year anniversay of leigh marrying him #(aka today)#man's got trauma and it's real bleak and now doesn't even seem to sit well in his own skin #oh fuck oh fuck he took it literally dude your SKIN-#it feels like the intended reading yknow #He Was There and He Got Experimented on and now he's #a really good Evil Henchman #with some weird Body Stuff and weird Voice Stuff #and the face of a 2000's boyband boy #it feels unrelated to the moon-milk stuff though?#what. what was the goal here. i do wanna ask that. i wanna shake fires by the shoulders and ask it what. what was the goal there #why did you Do That #fallen london

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quicksilversquared · 6 months

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I made the mistake of going 'oh I'll edit my thesis proposal over Thanksgiving break! I had a buttton of detail in the outline already, all I need to do is shuffle the section that some stuff is in and then restructure a couple sentences!'

....anyway I have only straightened one page out of nine out so far. I am suffering. I have not even gotten halfway through this section, but at least it's the longest section of the bunch and all of the others are like a third of the length.

(it's due next Friday whoops)

#s u f f e r i n g #specific aims at least has been both transition sentence-ified and wrestled back to one page #bibliography.....exists #(I need to add a new source to it)#I do need to double-check that 10 pages is the minimum and not the goal number because I still need to double-space the proposal bit

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deus-ex-mona · 2 months

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series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:

#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨#and. like. i’ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate #so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah.#thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou #i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh #compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol #i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help—#so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig #my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa #i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control…#b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you #tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao #so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol #but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato)#so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though #either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane #i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date…#at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration…#…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig.#oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far…#i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience.#help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m.#anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee

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unproduciblesmackdown · 1 day

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oh yeah the way mass effect made me think of portal which is surely what youtube was doing too in sliding me a portal related video which made me think of like ah yes that little harmonizing thing want you gone credits song does, another banger. then i was like wait speaking of secret losersongs filmed rehearsal videos just the other day was reexperiencing like code monkey's really a banger as well, the way that part of the chorus could have one line end on One Pitch then the next line end a half step up but Doesn't & that pwns actually. then going hang on and they're both jonathan coulton. they're All jonathan coulton (adding in: wow just like will putting still alive on his off the shits jared kleinman a.m. pump up playlist)

#portal / 2 / 2's co-op mode; the rare VideoGames i've Actually Played #the rare puzzle centric games that pwn b/c the Parameters & Goals are always sufficiently clear....#so i did not play mass effect at the time or since. meanwhile i did happen to meet ellen mclain once. wah #doubting that mass effect had any characters singing a song over the credits. Maybe.#but seems plausible indeed the most any individual sings is the optional source material for modern major general / scientist salarian #and that has no Complete Version until here's william lmao. good for him. & those games coming out when he was a little college lad....#wait what the. mass effect the first & portal the first released a month apart in '07??? i guess that tracks lmao but #happy birthday video games....portal 2 in '11; me3 in '12. weird that i was Also in college #''great day to not be in high school'' post like hell yeah it is & i evaded high school entirely lmfao #which was a major motivation in going to college. i can just cut out [school years] that's what i'm talking about. & it did.#hang in there everyone in high school. or middle school god forbid. or college even though it's Also indeed better. lord #just another thing like well try not to die i suppose while put through endless [pass test]#anyways then this full version is created & will sings it!!! & kills it!!! cosigned all the mass effecties....#suppose it's plausible that will ''in college doing musical theatre times'' would look up the composer of credits bops & go from there #let me put together a cabaret solo show & oh gee i dunno....

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mauveflowers · 1 year

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Thinking about how Yoojin’s skills are all more or less best utilized in a combat setting. But obviously these skills can’t be properly exercised by Yoojin on his own. He needs the assistance of other stronger hunters to really make an impact. Without Grace Yoojin wouldn’t even be able to use these skills even with high class hunters.

Which is interesting to think about, because even if Yoojin were to gain some power by the end of the series having these skills at this point wouldn’t serve any purpose.

It’s like the System is trying to give Yoojin tools to help entice other S classes to engage him, which further helps their ultimate goal of having Yoojin influence 50 S-rank hunters. Even the Fear Resistance skill seems to have that goal in mind, helping him to navigate the oppressive presences of S-rank hunters. Iirc in the series someone (Song Taewon?) even mentions his appeal as an object rather than a person: he isn’t powerful like a S-class hunter and thus provides no challenge to the hierarchy. In addition he has useful skills that are alluring to those same high rank hunters hungry for power. And these skills, even the Teacher skill which can be rejected, pose no threat to them. In fact they only have to gain by joining hands with him.

When SHJ uses Yoojin’s skills for the first time, after savoring his own bloated power, the first thing he feels is desire. Not for Yoojin as a person, but for the covetous nature of his skills. He can tell by a glance and through the first hand experience his skills are truly valuable, at this moment and in the future, remarking he wished Yoojin was an item rather than a person.

TLDR; the System made Yoojin into a juicy piece of meat for the S-classes to take a bite out of (on purpose) to further their hidden objectives through (and at the cost of) Yoojin himself.

#s class spoilers #tsctir #sctir #s classes that i raised #hyj #han yoojin #i get that the system admins later admit they care for yoojin but it really feels like a distant kind of love #they would try to save him in the end but only if it was possible or convenient for them #only newcomer really cares enough to go out of his way to help yoojin at the expense of himself #every other admin sees him as a fun novelty #that will listen to his wishes but ultimately push their own objectives onto him like it was the solution to his plight #yoojin: please do something!#admins: sorry honey its not possible #but it was actually possible it just didn't serve to further their goals #s class analysis

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teethbomb · 10 months

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