#give me a hard copy
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Enhance 224 to 176
Enhance. Stop. Move in. Stop.
Pull out. Track right. Stop. Center and pull back. Stop. Track 45 right. Stop.
Center and stop. Enhance 34 to 36. Pan right and pull back. Stop.
Enhance 34 to 46. Pull back.
Wait a minute, go back. Stop. Enhance 57 19. Track 45 left. Stop.
Enhance 15 to 23.
Give me a hard copy right there.
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do you ever realize after masking intentionally and unintentionally so much in your life, you completely forget who you are.. and how it feels like every time you mimic someone you lose a part of yourself and personality. and fear you’ll never figure out who you are or who you were once.
yeah.
anyway pictures of moth !!!
#YEAHHH#came out to my neurotypical friend as autistic today and she was like “but you don’t act like one”#SIGHHHHHH#the quote i hear a million times#i’m just decent at masking i think#copying other people’s behaviors can be easy SOMETIMES#but i think i really need to learn to just be myself i know it’s a overused lesson but god it’s so hard for me now..#ANYWAY ROSY MAPLE MOTH N MORE…#my babies forever i love you i wish i could give you forehead kisses but too little :(#ily ily ily#moths#neurodivergent#autism#adhd#tw bugs
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FOR CHARMERS TRICKSTERS CONMEN AND CADS: redux of a vintage pin in my collection 🃏 give em a little hint about who they're dealin with 😏😉 shop / patreon
#shop tag#art tag#when i posted my high speed rail button a hundred years ago my original pin was in the photo#and i got people being like 'ok but i'm gonna buy the card one' and i was like noooo that doesn't exist!! that's mine!#i can't find any information about it online except a brief mention of someone sharing a story of giving one to ace frehley in a forum#no pictures at all! though i haven't tried a reverse image yet#the original one is green so i was trying to not do a direct copy. but it was hard bc the original is perfect to me.
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i don't believe i've ever seen the clip of ray apologizing to mikey for the perfectionism while writing thing, would you happen to know what interview it's from? <3
yeah sure! it was tom bryant, who'd known the band a long time, interviewing them in 2011 for a ten-year retrospective (rebloggable here). they talked about tough times in the band's history, especially how they all lost their minds in the paramour - gerard and ray in particular got deeply obsessive about the album. even then, based on every interview i've seen, that was the height of the interpersonal tension between the four of them over the whole ten years. and they all openly acknowledged it and apologised and moved on...literally the least messy emo band ever 😭
this is the relevant part but the whole interview's a good read:
then tom bryant went into more detail on it in one of the tougher sections of not the life it seems to read:
and then talks about the immediate aftermath, which led to flw, which saved the album:
bryant's biography is definitely a little sensationalised or biased at times but honestly not as much as it could easily have been imo, and i like that he pointed out how brave of ray it was to make that apology so plainly. that was definitely one of the things that really drew me to ray early on - you can beat yourself up or put yourself down in a self-deprecating way over your flaws and mistakes or you can acknowledge them and consciously decide not to repeat them. and the second one isn't an easy thing to do so it's something i respect so much about him :')
#i don't have my hard copy of ntlis it seems on me to give a page number but it's in the paramour chapter so not too hard to find#and i dont have time to type out alt text rn sorry but I'll try to come back and add it later!#interview#mcr history#mcr talk#parade#paramour#ntlis#(just trying to get into the habit of better tagging things for future reference LMAO)#answered#mikey way#ray toro#gerard way
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Papercraft Sakura! I based her dress on her play costume from the second Cardcaptor Sakura movie. Picking a specific outfit was hard, because all her clothes are so nicely designed - but y’all know me; I’m always excited to use pink. 🌸
Her hair color was also tricky to choose, because it varies so much between adaptations! In the end I skewed more toward the very light brown from the manga and Clear Card anime, but added a few areas of slightly darker brown as a nod to the older series.
This papercraft artwork was part of my holiday sale! It has sold now, but there are a bunch of other papercraft offerings up for grabs. Take a look if you’d like to snag some artwork, my lovelies!
#cardcaptor sakura#sakura kinomoto#CLAMP#papercraft#papercutting#paper art#my art#my copies of the CCS manga give me SUCH JOY every time I see them on my shelf#I specifically wanted the Dark Horse omnibus versions for YEARS but they're hard to find and pretty expensive#so I was getting the collector's editions from Kodansha instead#but. BUT#I don't like those as much!!#the books themselves are gorgeous and the covers are wonderful but the paper doesn't feel great#and I wish there were more color pages#EVERY TIME I read through them I was like these are lovely but I wish they were the other editions#AND THEN#SECONDHAND BOOKSTORE TO THE RESCUE#THE EDITIONS I WANTED BRAND NEW PRICE DECENT#HUGE PINK BRICKS OF BOOKS#I snatched them up and literally called my mom on the drive home to tell her about my purchase I was so excited#this was the same bookstore where I found the entire run of FMA by the way#sometimes they don't have anything of interest but when they do they give me GOLD
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Hello, I saw your valentines post and thought I might join in
I'd really like prompt 3, the one with the dream if them , and Azul from twst
He's my fav of the twst cast and a comfort character (❁´◡`❁)
my pronouns are they/them/he/him, so do whatever you like with that info
maybe it's just me, but in a dream someone would have to do something cute and/or sweet in it to get me flustered and avoiding them (lol I'm weak to fluff but not really spice)
Anyways, I hope you have a lovely day or night and I wish the best of luck to you!
💌Azul Ashengrotto + Prompt #3 (Seeing them in your dreams, being too flustered to face them in real life.)
Dreams end at the most climactic moment. That is to say, right when the zombies catch you or as soon as you hit the ground. The same holds true for good dreams especially.
Which brings you to your current predicament.
The details were fading away, all that remained burned into your mind were those final moments—a wistful piano instrumental filling the air, the feeling of your hand in his as he led you in a slow dance, a lightness taking over your body as if you were floating, the steady heat of his palm against yours lingering even after you’ve woken up.
Of course, to be further spited by fate, the both of you are paired for a short research paper, carefully looking through the reference section of the library. Together.
“—if we could find more literature on—Hm? Is something the matter?” Azul looks up from the book he was skimming through.
“Oh, it’s nothing. I’ve just got a few things on my mind.” You play it off with a wave of your hand.
He levels a concerned look at you. “Is our class representative overworking himself again?”
“N-no, not this time. It’s nothing, just some personal business.”
“If you say so, then. But if you need a listening ear, just know that I can make room in my schedule to assist you. It would be terrible if I let a dear colleague of mine carry such a burden, wouldn’t it?” There’s something about those words, or maybe his voice, that makes your stomach uneasy.
There are some things you know about Azul Ashengrotto definitively. Anyone can spot his flair for showmanship. He’s busy, but also approachable. Maybe distant at times, but always polite.
(Not at all like the Azul in your dream. Not like the Azul of now.)
Scratch that point about distance, you didn’t get the memo that the both of you were close enough to be dear colleagues.
But here you are, on the receiving end of his complete and utter attention. It occurs to you now how little you truly know about Azul.
The ring of the bell cuts your conversation short, and you blurt out a flimsy excuse before rushing out and leaving him alone in the library.
a/n: hiiii!! thanks for sending in a request and happy valentines day💕💕 i had a bit of challenge trying to pin down azul's chara because i kept thinking any sweet or tender gesture from him would first of all be off-putting to the target of his affection,,, and that kinda carried through in the writing,,, oops,,, these drabbles weren't meant to contain slowburn tension🤧🤧Either way this prompt was fun to write, i hope u enjoyed reading this💕💕
#where both reader and azul are observant and distant from eo#and in readers case the observations are tipping into some growing feelings oh nooooo (like its a problem)#azul wondering: damn did i say smth wrong to him?#(he has yet to realize that he likes em more than the networking benefits they give him)#methinks his rizz is in how he forgets that words like 'dear' can carry romantic connotations#azuls thinking in 5-D diplomacy so hard he accidentally seduces u typa wit#hahaha catch me banking on scotch tape headcanoning as usual#dellet-writings#dellet-asks#z3llous#azul ashengrotto x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#male reader#edit: not me copy pasting the wrong song link oof#twst#twisted wonderland
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My research methods discussion group makes me feel like a fucking genius holy fucking shit. I have never met people more dumb and unwilling to do work than this assigned group I got stuck with this semester
#we have to do group assignments and turn in one copy#(we have to switch who turns it in each time)#and we all get the same grade which is why i am so furious#the last 2 assignments we have gotten a 70% and a 60%#FOR THE EASIEST FUCKING ASSIGNMENTS#BECAUSE THEY DON’T WANT TO PUT IN THE TIME AND EFFORT#they act like the prof is strict with grading and gives hard assignments#but they are just fucking horrible students#i wish i could take over everything and do the assignments by myself for my own grade#istg they make me insane#skys post
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one of the biggest things I've gotten out of this replay of dark souls 1 is that not being able to warp between bonfires in early game and only being able to warp between a few specific ones later is one of the game mechanics that really helped define the mood and atmosphere of the game for me. yes i absolutely complain about this when I'm stuck somewhere, but the feeling of being this tiny person lost and a million miles from home and cut off from the safety of firelink shrine is so vital to the game
being near the start of tomb of giants and wanting to go back for something but knowing I'd have to go through a chunk of the catacombs again made me feel like just a little guy stuck in the dark with monstrous enemies and that is exactly the feeling that makes me love the game
i want to be a nobody stranded and alone in the land of ancient gods who don't want me there. the fact I'm a pawn being set up to relink the fire and perpetuate this dying age, fated to never have my name remembered, is the point to me. I'm walking through someone else's story and have so little control over my path and that's perfect
#with the extra bonfires they added for warping later i think they hit the correct formula for that#later games i felt less helpless in#and they were fine but they were missing something that was so vital to my enjoyment of ds1#which is not to say later games were bad!#just a different vibe#and one that wasn't as cool to me personally#i could write a longer post about how the influence of bloodborne combat affected subsequent entries in the series#which i genuinely dislike#bloodborne was great but i liked the ds1 combat in the ds series#combat pacing i mean#not really as interested in bosses that bounce off walls at a million miles an hour and shit status effects all over you#i hear the devs say 'the dlc bosses are SO SO hard' and I'm just tired#make them interesting#make them fun#give them good atmosphere#let me feel like I'm learning steadily and feel satisfied rather than relieved after a fight#stop copy pasting bosses and putting them in tiny arenas to make them hard#did we learn nothing from capra demon#which was the worst boss in ds1#mp#gaming stuff
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university applications i hope you burn and explode and blow up and blow up and blow up
#why did you make me buy and send you a pdf of my official university transcript if i was going to also have to buy and mail you a hard copy#my old university doesnt even provide hard copies anymore can i simply give you a link? i paid eleven dollars for it
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some of y'all make it really fucking hard to keep creating in this fandom im just gonna be honest.
#like it's one of those things where#i know it's not that deep and maybe im just really sensitive to the matter in general#because ive had my work plagiarized verbatim multiple times now.#where people have taken my words and claimed they're theirs#so im already really on edge to the subject.#but then like. taking my ideas ?? and pretending they're ur own and like it's. fanfic i know that.#but im sharing my work with you??? im writing things that are Mine and giving them to you for free.#and to have people copy it. or make tumblr accounts just to drop links to my fics and talk about them without ever talking to me??#or to talk about them on twitter and never interact with me??#or copy it or take inspiration and never credit me...#i mean it makes me feel like shit.#i love writing for this fandom but sharing stuff is really hard lately#and this kind of stuff makes me want to take down all my works and just have them for me. like they aren't *yours* they're mine.#so yeah i just feel really really bad right now. and that really hurt my feelings.#and it makes me never want to share things again.
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who up feeling their spirit get crushed into dust by this ai shit 😂😂😂
#turns out my laptop isnt strong enough to run glaze so now i gotta wait at least a month for them to reply to my dm 😃#not on them at all ik theyre swamped but im just like. why do we have to fucking do this#like putting poison on our lunch so coworkers stop stealing it. Why do the coworkers get away with stealing it in the first place#why is this how things have worked out. the amount of companies ive seen use ai generation for their ads (TABLET COMPANIES.)………#im like. u used to have to pay an artist to do that. and instead of putting technicology to good use#where it can do things that are tedious/difficult/impossible for humans to do#we’ve decided to have the machines do the one job we thought a machine COULDNT steal. bc its abt human creativity and passion#why. bc it saves a bunch of rich fucks even more money and they dont give a fuck about the rest of us#this shit wouldnt even exist if human artists werent here first for it to copy its souless its nothing its cold and dead i fucking hate it#YEARS of work and experience and craft honing and nobody gives a fuck they just see a person they dont have to pay anymore#steals our lifes work without our permission without paying us without a care how is my spirit NOT supposed to feel crushed#i see an ai image and all i see is decades of hard work that was stolen like if u ripped the bones out of a living person#ik jts dramatic and i keep going on abt rhis but it just bothers me SO fucking much#every time i have to think abt it its like a thousand pound rock dropped into my stomach#x
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My powers increase as my dad music collection grows
#I LIKE OTHER THINGS BUT ITS HARD TO FIND MY CONTEMPORARY MUSIC INTERESTS IN USED CD STORES OK!!!!#My dad created a monster in giving me his boombox .#Two copies of The Lamb just in case. Someone help me budget this my family is starvinf
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i should not be allowed to buy things in bookstores. when they see me coming they should corral me toward the order pickup counter and then escort me to the door as soon as i'm done. if that had happened yesterday i would not have ended up with volume 1 of the ranma 1/2 manga translated into french, nor a 743-page dictionnaire de synonymes that i'm going to have to somehow stop myself from reading cover to cover, nor the probably sixth copy of all systems red that i've ever owned because i keep lending my copies to people and then wanting to have one on hand in the meantime for emotional support. i mean i can see how it would not be in the best interest of the bookstore to keep me from doing that, but all the same i would appreciate it.
#the worst part is i do still have a copy of all systems red. it's the free ebook i got from the tor mailing list#but it's not the SAME#i want to hold it in my hands!!!!#the good thing is that i've never lent ASR to someone and had them actually give it back though. they always keep it :D#so so far it has behooved me to keep replenishing my supply rather than assuming an old copy will be returned#i tried sooooo hard not to buy the french thesaurus but it's so INTERESTING u guys!!!!!!#uughgghughghhhhhugughgggghhhh#i FELT very restrained at the time because there were like eight other french books i wanted to buy and didn't#but in the harsh light of day as i try to find room for these on my bookshelves crammed with >80 other books i keep meaning to read#i'm rethinking the accuracy of that feeling
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speaking of drawing people's faces and lifting any art of [will roland role based] characters overhead when you can tell the artist was actually trying to meaningfully use that inspiration beyond "brown hair. glasses" like wow once in a lifetime unsame as it ever was
not coming up a lot that Professional Illustrators are drawing will roland as [role] or like, in general, but that in fact there Are the examples of professional illustrator justin "squigs" robertson drawing him several times and it's like, doing stylized portraits of people working in theatre that are indeed focusing on distinguishable individuals versus, say, the style being more abstracted
all drawn differently but various gists are there, and none of the people in these group collages look interchangeable or like oh and this person gets thee "generic/default" look
there's also the fact i'm like 99% sure there's a squigs-drawn larger portrait of will roland just as himself that i love to think of / sure further encapsulates that "thank god this artist drawing Features" but i can't find it or remember exactly what context it was in. augh
but also there's this other deh illustration ft. wrol jared i found lol. bonus
#sooo replenishing#and like the issue pointed out that the excuse of [skill issue] is offered like It's Really Not A Skill Issue#someone can be very inexperienced at say; drawing; and still Evidently be actually trying to capture something Actually There in whatever#their model is. me as a like 5 yr old on the level of [yes all faces Are abstracted as =) ] still for example clearly depicting my mom's#usual hairstyle in my crayon portraits there#these examples here the polar opposites of The Nose Issue lol like stylized simplified And Yet still all clearly downturned#even the stylization leaning more convex nose bridge than that concave upturned nose slapped on anyone's face#deh#will roland#bmc#and forever the idea that Stylized Simplified drawing techniques are easy / bad but like it sure af is neither#you can note 'ah i see that this experienced artist's drawings are not photorealistic; formed of what i can tell are simple lil lines even'#but then be thrown off b/c of course it Looks easy but their lines are afforded a Casualness in their execution from their experience#knowing how to form and place them to give it that [Looks Good] without it being a painstaking &/or [9000 tries & errors] process for them#and like sure then anyone can Recreate it but you can throw yourself off thinking you Ought to be able to straightup Create It similarly...#like copying these obviously simplified stylized Faces made up of varying Shapes as seen here? prob a fun & neat & helpful exercise#especially if one's just working on breaking out of the ''i draw a Default Face for Everyone'' kind of situation#the exaggerated swoops and hard angles Geometry of compositions and forms overall is also a v fun element used here
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you're right nonfiction is a broad subject but tbh all of the subjects you suggested sound good! alright maybe to narrow it down, pop science, medical writing and religion? Thanks again!
Thank you for narrowing it down, but I regret to inform you that—although I understood the assignment—I overthought the first part and broke the subjects down into a handful of subcategories with two book recs each. I could have done the same with books about religion, but I just picked up tri-color tortilla chips and am very hungry, so it's nacho lucky day.
Math
Gödel, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid by Douglas Hofstadter
Chaos: Making a New Science by James Gleick
Physics:
The Elegant Universe: Superstrings, Hidden Dimensions, and the Quest for the Ultimate Theory by Brian Greene
Lost in Math: How Beauty Leads Physics Astray by Sabine Hossenfelder
Neurology:
The Man Who Mistook His Wife For A Hat: And Other Clinical Tales by Oliver Sacks
Phantoms in the Brain: Probing the Mysteries of the Human Mind by V.S. Ramachandran
History of Medicine:
The Emperor of All Maladies: A Biography of Cancer by Siddhartha Mukherjee
Medical Apartheid: The Dark History of Medical Experimentation on Black Americans from Colonial Times to the Present by Harriet A. Washington
Plants:
The Botany of Desire by Michael Pollan
The Hidden Life of Trees by Peter Wohlleben
Ocean:
Between the Tides by Adam Nicolson
The Sea Around Us by Rachel Carson
Bugs:
Silent Earth: Averting the Insect Apocalypse by Dave Goulson
Innumerable Insects: The Story of the Most Diverse and Myriad Animals on Earth by Michael S. Engel
Death
Stiff: The Curious Lives of Human Cadavers by Mary Roach
Silent Witnesses: The Often Gruesome but Always Fascinating History of Forensic Science by Nigel McCrery
Climate Change:
The Sixth Extinction by Elizabeth Kolbert
How to Blow Up a Pipeline by Andreas Malm
#it's easy for me to give book recs when i work from home bc i don't own physical copies of books i don't love#so all i have to do is look at the shelf#that being said i have a lot of these on my gdrive so hmu in the dms if there's one that catches your eye#god...i gotta tell you picking just one siddartha mukherjee book was so fucking hard lmao#anonymous#assbox
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wait just a minute. why is Hermes in s1 of PJO??
#i might be wrong but isnt like. a big thing that he only shows up AFTER luke is already gone#being all like ''hey go help my son'' bc he is a shitty dad who only talked to luke once in his life#i am scared now. are they gonna go with the hoo gods' parenting where they are awkward parents and not shitty deadbeats?????#i cant take rewriting the gods to be the good guys i really cant please dont do this to me dont do this. to me#pjo liveblog#like i cant explain hard enough that the big thing abt luke is that he had a point. percy knows luke had a point. he went about it wrong#but luke was very much correct about the gods being shit people who create a bunch of children and then let them die painfully#bc they are too distracted to give the slightest bit of attention to anyone who isn't an exemplary genius or smth#if disney rewrites that i will personally make sure every copy of this show disappears
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