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mxthtea · 2 years

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Before it all ends could I ask for a HoV/Kiana x Reader!Herrscher!Gn where the last time voidy and the reader met was back in the old world and they met again and continue their journey together? (I hope im not late with the honkai request idk when does it close if it already did then maybe next time)

Keep up the good work and LONG LIVE THE VOID QUEEN.

[anon has changed the req so fu hua would take the place of sirin/kiana]

dw anon !! req for honkai aren't going to be closed anytime soon <3 im having a lot of fun with them !!

god this req was so good tysm anon pls if you want a part two of fu hua and reader's relationship growing then please do bc i love this so much oh my go -

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fu hua x gn!herrscher!reader warnings: honkai spoilers most likely, herrscher type the reader is isn't mentioned (bc i couldnt think of any), grammar + spelling mistakes, lowercase writing, tell me if i forgot any. description:

that's her...

ah how could not tell from her voice alone? is that why it sounded so familiar to you? after so so so long. you finally saw her again. word count: 1.4k

you never had a home, never had and never will. being a herrscher meant being more on the run than able to pick one place to stay. the possibility of someone trying to capture you laid heavy on your shoulders against everything else that could possibly stand against you. the previous overwhelming sense of melancholy about it all had faded after hundreds and thousands of years by now.

you were used to being on the run, never planned on ending it. it would be impossible to do it after all.

yet at times, you did find yourself thinking about her. one of the mantis' that once fought against you. to her, her entire purpose was to fight against the honkai, to finally end them all off. but in the end, she wasn't able to.

you sighed, old memories once again resurfacing. there wasn't much to do with your own head after all. nothing else to think about what where to go and everything that happened in the old world. conversations were short with humans, eating at restaurants or cooking was silent, walks around any area was cut short at all times. there was very little you could do to change it.

the wind picked up around you as you sat up. placing down a tip of money onto the picnic table for your server when they came to clean the table you had sat at. the temperature was slowly getting colder with the season of winter approaching as the days went by. the air caught in your chest was slowly let out as you walked along the path, you felt strangely lonely. even the leaves that drifted away drifted together.

were you a lone leaf compared to them? a broken leaf floating from the tree of your past, yet never able to stay far away from it. a leaf that would get stomped on or crumpled up. or would your leaf never stop its journey around? would it be able to see the world? or would it be crushed?

the wind seemed to continue to pick up, almost like it didn't want you to move. but being stagnant wasn't an option to you. all you could do was continue onwards, even if the entire world had to stop moving so you would stand still for a moment longer.

"the wind seems to get pretty aggressive in these times, doesn't it?"

that voice… it was familiar to you. yet also so unknown at the same time.

you cleared your throat before answering, "i guess it does."

"almost like the world itself is telling you to stop running for once."

"huh?"

you turned to the voice.

that's her…

ah how could not tell from her voice alone? is that why it sounded so familiar to you? after so so so long. you finally saw her again.

it wasn't good that you saw her though, right? the girl right by you, fu hua, had made it her entire life to destroy the honkai after everything that had happened to her. after everything they had done to her in the old world. it seemed you weren't any different either, being a herrscher after all.

is this where it will end for you?

fu hua didn't do anything more than adjust her glasses as the wind had made them a bit uneven on her face. another breeze floated next to the both of you. oh how you wished it would let you move from the spot you were seemingly glued to already. more leaves rustled by the two of you. two broken leaves fluttered to a stop in front of both you and fu hua, both ruined from being stepped on but continuing the journey together.

fu hua's voice broke through the breeze, stepping towards you yet missing both of the leaves that stood in her way. "it seems that running into herrschers on accident is a common theme around this time, as strange as it is now. after all that has happened in our old world."

the air around you seemed to chill. you didn't want to end like this. why weren't you allowed to live? what did you do? you swore you've kept yourself a clean slate in this era now. taking control of your herrscher abilities and doing what you could to survive longer through this time. is all that work going to end now?

yet fu hua didn't make any further move to you.

"a-are you going to end it now? kill me right here?" you asked. your voice felt so quiet, barely leaving passed your lips as the words flew in the wind that kept swaying by.

"i've met many new people during this time, and learned many new things. even a stubborn girl i know was able to drag me out from where i once was. even after all that i have done, after all that has happened in the past and even continuing in the present."

"that doesn't even answer my question."

fu hua's calmness seemed to irk you. was she dragging it out? what was she planning? you haven't seen her since the previous era, how much has she changed by now? what would happen?

more questions continued to float in your head, never moving. they were stagnant, unlike what you were. continuing to grow and bury themselves into your head to never move until something was done.

"you haven't let me answer it" fu hua said, walking two steps closer to you, "for once, i have no plans for taking you out. even as a herrscher you've been on the run since the beginning of your time. not even the strongest of winds could hold you down now."

your eyes followed the two leaves that were once landed right in front of you. finally, they broke free from the still air between you and fu hua, disappearing into the wind. their journey was unknown to you and fu hua. yet it seemed their journey would be complete with the both of them together for once.

would it ever be like that for you?

"yet can i ask for you to once, pause for journey across the world?"

what was she thinking?

was she tricking you?

your head was blank and full of all the possibilities of what she meant. the air stilled, the wind disappearing and the leaves standing still.

"has… has time changed you that much?" you whispered.

"less of time and more of a few stubborn friends that don't want to let me go either," fu hua answered.

"i've been journeying by myself across this land for more years than any human can count, why should i stop now?"

"you've been getting more worn out overtime. even a herrscher can't spend time all alone, going to the last bit of rope on a cliff of loneliness, just to fall. someone has taught me that now. and the best thing to do with messages of those is to carry it on to others around you.

seeing you here was something i didn't expect, yet it felt like a proper time to pass along this teaching that has taken so long for me to understand. at some point, all things have to end. even if it might be something you've done for years."

silence sat in the air. the will to finally accept someones warmth beckoned you to its enticing embrace. yet you still felt hesitant. was it truly a good idea? what would you do?

"if i take you up on this offer… what will happen?"

fu hua let out an amused to breath, "not even i can say much to that. many things have happened that we could never predict would. yet, it seems better than to be able to see what is coming every single day. knowing you'll be continuing on a journey of running, or continuing on a journey that never seemed to end at all. maybe for once, you can continue on without knowing."

fu hua held out her hand to you. it was in reach.

what would happen though? would you be safe?

you tried to empty your head, yet nothing worked. even then, your hand reached out into fu hua's. placing your palm against yours. her hands were rough from fighting, yet it felt so warm to you. it felt inviting… you missed this. something you were never able to have in your life. you can finally have it for once.

"then please… let me stay still for once," you whispered, words barely coming out without cracking. tears that were held inside for years finally facing the surface, facing the light you were finally facing for once.

"of course," was all fu hua answered.

for once, you could stay still. planting yourself in a time that wasn't filled with running from all of humanity. for once, you wouldn't regret a choice you were made. and you'd never regret having fu hua along side you.

#fu hua #honkai impact #fu hua x reader #honkai x reader #honkai impact x reader #fu hua hurt/comfort #honkai hurt/comfort #honkai impact hurt/comfort #anon #req #vennys tales #tw caps

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erissthemean · 5 years

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Boy o boy do I have an idea

So I was skimishing through miracoulus tags and by accident I found 2 amazing blogs. First one is brilliant @zoe-oneesama and second is angst master @lenoreofraven

And because of this two and because of an enormous amount of fanfics I got an idea for a Akumanette which could never work in the show but gave me a lot of fun to think about.

Sorry for my English, it's not my first language!

Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

***

So, everything happens just after Lila "exposed" Mari as a thief. Hawkmoth fails to akumatize the girl because Nathalie can't transform, she has attack so the Akuma doesn't even fly out.

Marinette is allowed to go back to class to gather her things. She goes, still fuming, still in a mood to attack someone. She slowly gets her things... But then Lila stabs her last one time.

... But it's not her who does it.

Mari just... Hears it. Silent murmur that slowly swims to her. Murmur of people who... believed Layla. Who started to blame Marinette. Who... Believed she did it. That she was able to do it.

And it hurt. It hurt because she couldn't! Because she thought that they knew that she couldn't. That she would never, ever hurt another person like that. Didn't she prove that she was a good person? Didn't she help others so many times? Wasn't she a person that everybody could trust, wasn't she a person that was giving everyone a helping hand? Why did they fall for Laylas lie? Why it was so easy to mistrust her now?

Before she knew, tears were dropping on her desk. Why? She didn't want to cry.

"She's playing the victim now..."

Who said that? She didn't know. She just heard it. And it hurt so much more because... It wasn't Lila. It wasn't Chloé. It was someone else, someone who she thought was her friend. It was too much. She grabbed her things and run out of classroom.

Alya tried to get up but what she could do? She just sat down again. Miss Bustlier called Marinette but girl didn't listen. It was Adrien who ran after her- and it was him who SAW.

He saw her running towards the stairs. He saw how her bag opened and spilled all of her things on floor. He saw how she trips and then falls. And falls. And falls... To the bottom of stairs.

"Marinette?"

She didn't answer.

"Marinette!"

She didn't move.

"Marinette!"

He ran to her... But it was too late. Rest of the class spilled out of the classroom and the air was pierced by few screams. Others tried to rush to the laying girl but they were used away. Someone called the ambulance.

It wasn't supposed to be like this.

***

She was in coma. Her parents cried so hard they couldn't even hear or understand doctors. Their daughter was laying on hospital bed, with millions tubes and screens around her. She was pale and layed yet so still. They couldn't believe it. How did this happen? Why?

Only Alya, Nino and Adrien came to visit blue haired girl in the hospital. They were talking about the school, what was happening, who got akumanitazed... And how Ladybug was nowhere to be seen. How Chat Noir was breaking the charm but no one could repair Paris and how no one could stop reakumanitazation. It was only a month and a half and everything was just... In chaos.

And Marinette layed there, pale, unresponsive.

One day she got one more visitor. It was Master Fu. He sat in the silence. After a while he started talking. Hours passed and he finally got to the part that was so hard to tell.

"Marinette... I have to take your miracoulus. Paris needs Ladybug and you can't make it. I'm sorry."

Tikki cried silently. She was watching her dear friend, forever loyal. But she knew she couldn't do much. Not alone. And... She couldn't do that, not again, not with the cost. She kissed girls cheek and then she faded, just as Master Fu took the earrings.

...

And it hurt.

Marinette screamed. Not that anyone could hear. She was screaming and trashing in her own body for over a month and no one noticed. She heard everything. She wanted to get out, to hug her parents, to let everyone know that she still was there! And yet, they talked like she was so far away. Like... Like she would never return.

But she had to. Even if her parents lost hope, she would break this damn Dream. This... Sleep. Even when her friends sounded so defeated she knew she would wake up. After all... She was Ladybug. She was the protector of Paris. She had to wake up.

But now... Even Master Fu and Tikki lost their hope. Even they didn't believe that she would make it.

Her determination quivered. And then all of her emotions swallowed her to the point where she couldnt breathe. Machines started to cheep and some doctors came in but she was still laying there. They gave her a mask so she could breathe but they couldn't do much more. So they left. Like everyone else.

Hawkmoth never felt such a rush of negative energy. It was big. It was... Deafening force that didn't seem to have a target.

Marinette was hurt. Because no one believed she would wake up. Because she wouldnt be in a coma if she didn't fall. Because she wouldn't fall if her friends believe her. She would be fine if not their mistrust... And if not for Lila. It was because all of them she couldn't wake up now. It was because all of them she couldn't be a Ladybug they so clearly needed.

They deserved every Akuma that was sent their way now. They got rid of her. They... did it to her.

And suddenly, the swirl of emotion found their target.

Hawkmoth hesitated for second. Could he do it? It was... More than ever. Could he play with so much?

"Fly my little Akuma and darken her heart!"

She would cry if she had the chance to make a sound. Her mom just finished brushing her hair. She brought two pretty ribbons and made two pigtails, just like her daughter always did. She wiped her tears away. She couldn't cry now. Not again.

"Bye bye Marinette. I have to go. Your dad and I will make cupcakes today. It's a bit harder since last villain broke our wall but we will still make it. I will leave some creme for you. Oh, and don't worry. I am cleaning your room. It is still just like you left it... Even the pins. They... " she choked a little sob "The pins are waiting for you to create more. I can't wait till you make me a new dress. Or apron. My apron has a hole in it but... I didn't sew. I'm wai-waiting for my little fashion queen. I can't to this as well as you. So... Yes. I-I have to go".

Sabine quickly ran out of the hospital room. She couldn't pretend. Not now when she just wanted to wail cause her little daughter looked so... fragile and broken. And she couldn't do anything about it.

Just then a little dark butterfly flew into the room. It rocked above blue hairs for a while and then it sat on the pretty ribbons.

"Hello Princess Justice. No... Hello Jinx. Your friends and family didn't believe you were a good person and now they don't believe you can come back. I can help you prove them wrong, to show them what you could really do if you were as horrible as they believed you were. In return, you will give me miracoulus of Ladybug and Chat Noir. "

The link was silent. But then, from the deepest parts of mind came response.

"Yes, Hawkmoth"

Purple mist swallowed unmoving girl. She was still binded to the hospital bed but it didn't stop her. After all, only her body was broken, her body was a trap. And... Now, she could escape.

So she did.

***

At first no one noticed. It was simple things, knocking things from tables, tripping when there was nothing to trip onto. Then it started to get worse. Objects falling from high, machines breaking while being used, endangering those around. Stairs becoming slippery. Brakes not working. Walls cracking.

It was Alya who noticed first. She saw a her in the corner of the eye. Pale and... When she turdes around, she couldn't see her anymore. But it must have been her. Right...?

It was getting worse. Everything that could go wrong, went that way. You would fall into the hole that wasn't there a minute ago, people were falling into the water, tripping, pushing, animals were snappier than usual and everyone somehow always managed to get hurt. It was bad... But it was only beginning.

Jinx made her first real appearance when first person died. She was hovering about the poor man with a little smile on her face. Man just got hit in the head with a flower pot and a little bit of concrete.

She looked like her old self. Almost. She was floating, half transparent, flickering here and there. Her ribbons were longer, swirling around her body like if they were alive. She had a black costume with white hearts on shoulders. The same hearts that worked as her new freckles. As she was looking at the dying man, new heart formed on her costume, this one the biggest of all.

She hummed.

"What a shame... You really had a bad luck, huh? But don't worry... Everyone in this city will have it as bad as you~!"

She looked at the horrified crowd and giggled. Such fun! Just then, two cars hit each other. There was a lot of smoke... Screaming... And she vanished, with five new hearts on the costume.

***

She stood in the spotlight. Every camera was looking at her. It was her moment.

"Greetings! I am Jinx, your little helper of the week!"

Yes, week... She was slow. But Hawkmoth listened to her plan and agreed to wait. She would success.

"You know what I can do by now"

She showed a footage of accidents. Cars smashed together. Construction that fell down and crushed a house nearby. Accidental fires. Death. Death death death.

She switched view to her face again.

"Some of you are afraid to leave your houses... Fear not! I can get you in there too~!"

She giggled. What a joy!

"But... I suppose I can ease my actions. All I ask is you give me my 'friends'. My old class who believed that I was someone horrible. Give me girl who calls herself Lila. Give me a chance to properly thank them for what they've done to me."

She gritted her teeth. Now is not the time. She relaxed a little.

"Oh... And Chat Noir? If you want to stop me. If you want to save Paris..."

Now. Now she had the attention. She had to do this.

She went to Master Fu before and discovered he didn't have her kwami anymore. He gave it to Chat, so the hero could choose himself a new partner. Bastard took some others miracoulus but not all of them. So she stole the rest. It was her job to take and give miracoulus, was it not? And now...

She looked straight into the camera.

"Give me your miracoulus. And give me MY MIRACOULUS BACK!"

And just like that, every screen shattered.

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lifesucksheres20bucks · 5 years

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Reddie going to on a date to the fair...only if you want💗

YES I LOVE THIS CONCEPT

*i took me so long to write this, there might be some errors sorry*

- def like last summer of them all being in derry

-their 18 and richie is moving to LA and eddie is going to NY

-richie knows his time with eds is running out and hes been a lot more clingy than usual

-eddie knows it too and hes been spendig a lot more alone time with his favorite trashmouth

-eddie HATES change so he has regular panic attack just thinking of being away from the losers (especially richie)

when he gets the panic attacks he usually just throws himself onto richie and starts playing with his shirt

richie started seeing a pattern and lets him calm down, he tries rubbing his back or making him laugh

when eddie isnt with richie when he has one (which tends to only happen at night) he will sneak out of his house and go to richies (richie now leaves his window open for eddie bc of it )

the losers part ways in about 3 weeks

so for the past week eddie has been sleeping at richies everynight, he waits for his mom to go to sleep and goes directly to richies house

they usually just lie in bed somewhat cuddling

they both know theres this unspoken thing between them but no one acts on it

the second to last week of August theres the annual Derry summer fair. The losers have been going there since forever and its like the best part of the summer for them

they usually all go together for a whole day and stay to watch the fireworks then head to mikes farm for a sleepover/bonfire

one day richie cant take it anymore and calls bev, he just kinda blurs out that he loves eddie and bev starts laughing

“yeah we all figured you guys love eachother”

“wait you guys? you think eddie loves me too?”

“well none of us spend every night cuddling, and holding hands and sitting on each others laps”

“you guys noticed that huh”

“omg you’re such a idiot sometimes rich”

“idk what to do though, how am i going to live without eddie”

“you guys will see each other, dont worry, we promised each other annual trips and we all come back to derry for the summers right? You guys will see each other eventually”

“but i can barely stand being without him for a day. You remember last month when his mother didnt let him leave the house bc he coughed? I was freaking miserable that day and i made everyone else miserable too.”

“well rich, i dont know what to tell you, youre going to have to find a way to survive without him, you guys can still call each other when your in school. Its a temporary move, you guys can live together or whatever after college”

“i need to tell him how i feel, i cant just leave without telling him”

“I think thats a good idea, let me know how it goes”

the next day the losers go to the fair, end up causing too much trouble (like always) and then went back to mikes farm. they all got drunk and very emotional, lots of crying bc they were all moving. some promises were made about calling each other at least once a week and plans were made about visiting each other during the thanksgiving holiday and taking a spring break trip together. (their all going to NYC for thanksgiving to see the christmas tree and probably going to LA for spring break)

during the sleepover richie and eddie and sleeping next to each other, richie reaches out to see if eddie is awake and as soon as richies hand is on eddie back, eddie turns around and puts his head on richies chest.

“eddie do you want to go back to the fair with me tomorrow?”

“yeah we can go back , i think mike would like that bc he was totally smitten with that gir-

“no i mean just you and me”

“just you and me....uhh um okay that sounds like fun”

THE NEXT DAY

after eating breakfast at the farm they make up some weird excuse to why they couldnt hang out with the other losers and both leave (richie somehow said he needed to buy a cat)

-once they get to the fair theres this kinda awkward silence between them. Richie tries to make stupid jokes but all hes getting from eddie is nervous laughter

“hey eds whats wrong” richie says as he grads eddies hand

“i just, idk what are we doing?”

“well were at the fair, its this big fun thing we do every year”

“i know what a fair is you idiot, i mean why did you only want to come with me”

“bc i wanted to spend the day with my little eds!” (richie def pinches his cheek)

“dont call me that! god im so not going to miss that nickname when college starts”

“stop lying to yourself my little spaghetti, youre going to miss not hearing it everyday”

they end up walking around trying some of the games.

eddie spotted a Koala that he really wanted and richie set out a mission to win it

he ended up spending like 20 dollars on tickets bc he kept losing the game. but when he finally got it, the look on eddies face made it all worthwhile

eddie decided to name the koala trashmouth for his knight in shining armour that got him in the first place

richie melts

eddie also named him that bc richie TOTALLY loves to koala hug eddie (and thats also why he wanted the koala in the first place bc he thought of richie when he saw it)

eddie gets them both candied apples

richie drops his after two bites

so they end up sharing eddies

at the end of the day richie insists on going to the ferris wheel

so they go and they sit right next to each other, eddie head on richies shoulder and finger intertwined

they stop at the top and richie thinks its now or never

“hey eds, i need to tell you something and i dont want you to say anything, just let me finish”

“hm okay”

“you know how a couple of years ago you told me you loved coming to the fair because being here with your friends made you so happy. And that you absolutely loved coming on the Ferris wheel because being so high up and seeing the beautiful view of the town at sunset made you feel at peace and so whole...”

“yeah i remember that”

“well thats how you make me feel”

richie is playing with the hem of his shirt and every second that eddie doesnt say anything he starts shaking more and more

eddie sits quietly, in shock, and finally starts to process what richie says. he is quickly distracted by a tapping noise coming form richie

he looks at richie and sadness overcomes him, hes never seen richie look so nervous and scared in his life. the only thing he wants to do is hold him tight and thats exactly what the does

the second eddie takes richie into his arms richie just starts sobbing. the relief of the secret and the reality or their situation was just too much for him to handle

“shh shh ‘chee its okay, please dont cry baby”

“ i just, i dont know how im going to survive without you, youre my bestest friend eds and i love you so much..”

“i love you too richie, so much, why do you think i always sneak into your bedroom? all the panic attacks? its all because i keep thinking of college without you”

“why did we wait so long? i should have told you when i was 14, fucking hell Tozier always says stupid shit but never the right shit”

“richie stop youre not stupid, I should have told you, i just didnt know how. I know we waited too long but im so happy it happened this way. I dont think it would have worked out if we had told eachother sooner, we were so young. Now that were moving out of this shit hole we get to be ourselves and we can make this work”

“but youre going to be so far away...”

“ill come visit you and i you can come see me, ill call you every night, this is going to work, i know it is bc its us and i know were meant to be together”

“promise you wont forget me when im in LA”

“how can I ‘chee, you’re literally all i think about”

“wow okay this is getting really cheesy so can i just add a bit more cheesiness and kiss you at the top of the Ferris wheel?”

“ ugh okay but only since were already here and i dont think i can wait a minute longer”

richie cups eddies face and kisses him passionately

(ITS A SHITTY ENDING I KNOW I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO END IT IM SORRY IM REALLY NOT MADE FOR WRITING)

this is definitely a story they will share with their kids in the future ❤️

#richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #reddie #reddie prompt #character prompts #yeah its pretty shit im sorry

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sikereviewdotcom · 4 years

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strawberry shortcake s2 ep1 - horse of a different color

this one was suggested by someone who couldnt keep their mouth shut and not sing the strawberry shortcake intro theme in the middle of our economy class

no one wanted to hear that, but they went ahead and then i actually followed up on that train of thoughts i remembered about the fucking cartoons and i knew it pronto: its a must-see shit its like slightly above the level of magical school bus series, but the final rating is for the fin not the beginning so lets begin this horseshit:

were reviewing “horse of a different color”, it focuses indeed on strawberrys horse, honey pie pony (its her entire damn name, how sweet right? like all of them, i got diabete from this review but its the cost of maintaining this blog anyway, the kids are playing together on a that tree having fun jumping around like chimpanzees hooba hooba but sadly our filly quickly realizes she cant play king kong with them and keep falling on her ass,

yet since theyre all retarded or young (id say its a fifty-fifty case for them kinda normal ig, i mean they ARE literal 6yo) they try several ways of getting her up on that tree, not thinking how to get her down if they ever were to succeed (good for them: aint happening) its child labor too btw, from an horse still same deal what if honey pie fell down on them? crushing them corpses with her mighty pounds? the findus company would be delighted to hear such news, im sure its some quality (sweet ass) horse meat

once it all fails she understands a horse isnt meant to climb a tree, too big too fat its four legged, not even entertaining the relationship giraffes have with trees

but it aint over, then (after a talk with herself) hp hears the laughters of a bunch of kids which catches her attention, it always does who can ignore that sorta noise? although she aint annoyed by it shes just into the idea of riding a bike now, shes even gonna get a go at it oh yea thats it we finally found her human hobby gogdamn shes a backward furry

of course it fails aswell since she has no hand for the handle and shes heavy so i guess its the reason why she rides into w/e and cant stop? because otherwise she couldve also just.. actually it makes no sense does it? i mean she couldve easily stopped the ride actually how is that kid bike even holding her? ive never tried putting a pony on a bike for 6 y/o but i doubt about its capacity in not being crushed aswell as i doubt in the kids bones not being severely damaged after a visit under honey pies horsy buttcheeks

but all of that really makes her sad: she cant play with her human friends and shes the only horse around strawberry land or whatever see me tearing it for her, theres so much emotions in this episode especially after that filly trynna get kids to get into some horseplay horseshit like dude theyre only 6, lets go easy on them, might have a problem with the parents of the kids watching this episode no one even thought how fucked up this one part is? sure horseplay isnt only sexual or w/e but it still is the visual of 6yos on all four jumping around and neighing together with their ass a little bit too exposed wow im going on a dangerous road here? aint i? not gonna sue the writers im sure it was their subconscious speaking probably got issues from their childhood, eventually got them sorted out since 2004 what do i know? aside from me not caring

back on track : after seeing horsey being so sad the kiddos decide to get her a horse friend but where the fuck? they got no idea, they are proud nonetheless and go tell honey the good new until they are like “wait but we have no idea where to find horses!” ofc we get a big reveal, some serious strawberry shortcake lore: actually all the horses, ALL OF THEM FROM THE ENTIRE FUCKING PLANET are on one (1) single island: ice cream themed to diversify it all they are just chilling over there in ponyland and for some reason this one here got lost or idk guys she took the boat and checked the rest of the world out as an even younger filly, found strawberry and her friends and decided now she was a centaur slash humanrry furry human, idk you get it but shes their friend and so on to introduce the concept of an AWESOME island full of equestrian activity and ofc ice cream but its kinda lame because who cares? everythings already made out of food, also why isnt the ice cream melting? its one water? nevermind for the introduction as i was saying, hp sings an horrendous sounding song it deteriorated my ear drums they got pierced or something or maybe im exagerrating? either case horses cant sing:

so to the ice cream land they go, huh

of course it wouldnt be a big adventure without an almost broken bridge oh no whatever shall we do? could we possibly cross it safely? lets try it out guys: yay it worked good for us little stress and suspense it was wack how they got honey pie out of the hole her big ass hoove made im mesmerized by the power of friendship and sugar at this point, just in full awe for the rest of the episode probably over dosed on all the ice cream flavoured horseshit, i got some all over my mouth its dripping on my desk i gotta clean that later

next thing we know: horses its all this episode is about (aside from labor) but you see, so far hp would switch between normal human language and neighing well turns out her other fellow equines can only neigh and so they just neigh together while our english well-spoken mammal translates to the moronic kids who just smile smuggly

of course the animals are having a welcome party then, dancing around while the morons are just bored, harsh one being a cartoon character isnt it guys? w/e theyre gonna ask for honey pie to come back home now, convinced that her natural habit isnt her place and she loves them too much to just leave them and never come back and break any plans they ever had together- oh shit looks like shes leaving forever huh? what a plot twist mark that on the bitch quota for today

the first one to leave is the little boy btw, important thing to note: hes the biggest pussy he cant even face reality: oh no, no more pony back time before sleep thats quite a bummer, downer and man how are they going to survive now they got no animal to watch over them? jesus theyre soon, on the boat (idk where they got it from idk why suddenly theyre on a boat because then theyre once again gonna cross that bridge but ok) anyway yea theyre having a relationship crisis during that ship trip yada yada ah and the bridge, because (see i do not call them morons for now reasons obviously they deserve this title not only because theyre 6 but also because they are just daft:) they proceed, once in the middle of the bridge all 4 of them, to stop and wonder

“will the bridge be able to hold all of us? wont it break? damn i wonder if it will crack” and they talks without moving until vlam: a tree comes and breaks it (dont ask) so now theyre in trouble:

back to ponyland: bitch pie realizes how much she misses her actual friends and that she can speak english which her other horse friends cant do so she is special and probably abnormal, shes a big outcat of the pony society and has no other reason but to escape her incoming death sentence for fraternizing with the humans of course none of the second part is true, she just wants to see the kids again so she says asta la vista baby to the neigher team and runs away see, she hasnt taken the boat and yet also arrive to the bridge? why a boat sequence then? i will skip this for now but it WILL play in the rating, imagine im the parent of the youngster watching this crap and i have to endure it

if it sucks this bad and is this illogical i might just get bored and change the channel, idc my progeny aint gonna be watching this in either case, ill make them watch political debates then interrogate them on what they learned after what but it wasnt actual political debates just random furry youtuber venting with their fursona sprites animated and thats how you make your kids retarded, the kick of this joke is that i aint planning on getting any kids but totally gonna make them watch classics too such as the attack of the killer donuts as soon as they reach 6 so they wont be dumb and probably not getting diabete or w/e in their adulthood

then honey pie saves the kids btw all of them, heavy shit

and they all go back to strawberryland, happily after a big “wow i missed you sm, you are my real friends w/e if you dont look like me i aint speciest guys really!” theyre all vegan too btw so this works for them i havent watched enough strawberry shortcake episodes to know if they ever eat meat but i have doubts seeing how theyre into a very cannibalistic diet which include eating dessert when obviously thats what they are at least half part, this cartoon raises a lot of political questions it may have a deeper value than i first attributed to it

the end: another terrible song plays about horseshit and how tasty it is

thats all folks

so the rating: big 6/10, so you know 5/10 if its a decent kid show where im highly eager to click on the x and get back making jams but nah

surprisingly enough, i only wanted to stop watching half of the episode and not the entirity of it so credits for thats since im an adult and not a kid, imagining kids enjoyed this sweet childish cartooness or w/e now why +1? its because of how many political questions it raised, how it made me think about our society and cakes yknow its more than kids having a conflict with an horse it talks about veganism, specism, handicap, cannibalism, the management of the limited ressources were exploiting and so on yea really makes you think, its subliminal messages to make kids smarter: they watch their dessert-imbecile counterparts doing bs and then get it right irl: good ah- it also makes it better for you when youre watching this with your kid, you suddenly transcend to another level of spirituality, existential crisis activated or at least reasoning mode or w/e youre willing to name this the point is you arent bored still despite all of this i rated it quite low for such a serious kid cartoon what couldve possibly made me tic? 1) kids are morons and cant understand all of this, not clear enough for the targeted public 2) projection onto the characters/dialogues from the writers of their childhood traumas (the horse play event didnt go unnoticed, karren brown) 3) my little pony ripoff 4) its controversial, our society, especially in 2004 couldnt understand the depth of this shit and finally 5) i got so much ice cream flavoured horseshit all over my desk god help me this is so filthy what a fucking mess i would totally recommand it to anyone who feels like being blown away by the statements made in this work of art 6/10 but really we all know in the future, itll be a 9/10, some ahead-of-its-time-crap

tg, out

#strawberry shortcake #cartoon review #cartoons #sike reviews #child labor #pony labor #art #classic #diabete fuel #reviews

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scattered-imagination · 5 years

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Beauty & The Beast Erasermic AU Part 2

Aizawa never wanted this... all he really wanted was to sleep and play the stray cats that hung around his place.

But no... he had to become a teacher alongside his friends Nemuri Kayama and Tensei Iida.

And during a "field day" that Nemuri and Tensei suggested at an old field standing behind a mansion...they were all shocked to see a group of people...experimenting in the main lobby with smoking chemicals.

It was bad enough that his students were with him...but so was Eri, Tensei, Nemuri, and Shinsou! Could this day get any worse?

The teachers yelled for the children to run while he and his friends went to take care of the villains.

He only tussled with the villains for what seemed like five minutes before he felt his body crumple in pain...causing him to black out.

When he woke up, he stared in the mirror only to see that he was now a massive Black Panther. He only let himself panic for a second before he realized that there was no sign of his students or Tensei and Nemuri.

He ran throughout the house searching for them when...

He found them

How much did the universe hate him?!?!

Nemuri Kayama is now a gaudy, fancy Candlestick!? (Lumiere)

Tensei Iida is now a wooden table clock (Cogsworth)

Eri was a Mirror on the Vanity

Shinsou was an old time radio

Jirou was a record player

Bakugo was now a mobile radiator

Kirishima was now a steel firepoker

Sero was a broom

Ashido was a feather duster

Kaminari was a flashlight

Iida was a bookcase

Ojiro was a wooden chair

Hagakure was an ornate throw pillow

Momo was a huge wadrobe dresser

Sato was an oven

Koda was an armchair

Shoji was a coat rack

Asui was a Tea Kettle

Midoriya was desk Lamp

Uraraka was an ottoman

Tokoyami was a coffee mug (I like coffee like my soul....dark and black..with a touch of cream and sugar)

Aoyama was the grand piano in the ballroom

And here he was...stuck as a predatory beast and the villains were no where in sight. And he couldnt leave the mansion...not with his friends, his students, and his children so vulnerable and unprotected.

Tensei & Nemuri finally found a letter that came in one day...from the villain who used their quirk on him in the first place. They never showed Shouta...

The letter read:

"Sad how the mighty have fallen huh? And now I dont like to pour salt on the wound...because I doubt this will happen....but there is a way to reverse this. Someone must love that grumpy panther so unconditionally that they are willing to sacrifice something important to them for his sake. Or love him so much that the sacrifice doesnt seem so much to them. But I doubt that will happen. Why? Because one you guys are stuck like this and cant leave...and two I have met eraserhead. He is the stiffest stick in the mud I have ever met! Good luck! And have fun with being this way!"

Nemuri and Tensei wince...knowing how prickly their now panther friend could be.

How could they make this work?

So Aizawa has now spent 2 years in that mansion...on the grounds. Trying to figure out how to cancel this quirk, how to keep his students entertained, and keeping the hope alive in his daughter and son.

Then...

Those two stumbled into the building. One blonde running in like he wanted to destroy the place... and the other who was telling him to stop in such a loud voice Shouta was sure Eri's glass was going to break.

He had to stop it now and chase them off... before Ashido interrupted me, followed by Denki and Sero.

His students were by far on his last nerve...

But to Nemuri and Tensei? THIS COULD BE IT!

Time to start planning~

((Part 3 coming soon after I post some swan lake stuff. Let me know what scenes or ideas you have or what headcannons you're curious about))

@cawcawoedipus

#beauty and the beast erasermic #beauty and the beast au #beauty and the beast #erasermic #erasermic AU #yamada hizashi #aizawa shouta #present mic #eraserhead #feelings build up #fanfiction idea #fanfiction ideas #bnha au #mha au #all might #toshinori yagi #class 1a #quirk usage

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calucadu · 5 years

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You’ll be the deaf of me

You’ll be the deaf of me, a Boku no Hero Academia/My Hero Academia One Shot.

Summary: “You’re going deaf, aren’t you, Bakugou?” Kirishima said very faintly, noticing how the blond had his eyes on his lips. He frowned slightly. He wasn’t denying it. And not denying it meant it was probably true. In Bakugou speech.

Pairings: Bakugou/Kirishima.

Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Kirishima Eijirou.

Rating: Teen and up

Read on AO3

Or read below the cut

The first thing that Kirishima noticed was that Bakugou always went to the teacher’s room after classes. He wasn’t spying on his best friend. Of course not, he was just looking out for him and making sure everything was fine.

But now Eijirou was curious. What could his best friend be asking his teachers every day? Was it about extra material? Until Kirishima noticed Bakugou didn’t take notes in class. So maybe, instead of extra material, maybe he asked the teachers for what the lessons had been that day?

But then, why would the teachers comply?

Something smelt fishy, really fishy.

Kirishima didn’t think he was the smartest in class, no, far from it, but when he realised that he could do something for Bakugou if he understood what was going on, he decided to use all his brain power to figure it out.

And then, he started noticing small things about Katsuki. Like the way his eyes would always immediately drop to someone’s lips whenever that person started talking.

So, it finally dawned on Eijirou. And it made sense.

“So?” Bakugou asked, unimpressed. He’d seated himself on the redhead’s bed, crossing his legs patiently.

“You’re going deaf, aren’t you, Bakugou?” Kirishima said very faintly, noticing how the blond had his eyes on his lips. He frowned slightly.

“Huh? What did you say, Shitty Hair?”

And then something else clicked inside Eijirou’s brain. The nicknames.

“It’s your explosions, isn’t it?” Now the volume was normal, perhaps slightly elevated, to help his friend out.

“What about my explosions?”

“They’re making you lose your hearing.” Kirishima spoke. He was nervous, hoping in the very pit of his soul that he was wrong.

Bakugou was silent. The frowning persisted, and his lips just pursed some more, but he said nothing.

“You don’t take notes in class. You visit the teacher’s room when classes are over. You don’t call people by their name, you always have a nickname for them, like you didn’t catch their name and didn’t want to damage your pride by putting yourself in a situation where people could figure out what was wrong. Plus your quirk is hella loud, dude.”

“The left one is worse.” He just mumbled. He avoided the redhead’s gaze and squirmed in his seat.

He wasn’t denying it. And not denying it meant it was probably true. In Bakugou speech.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Kirishima asked, trying to hide the pain in his voice. Why couldn’t his friend count on him? He could take notes for him, help him out. Be extra loud and subtly encourage everyone around him to be it too so that Katsuki could have an easier life. But no, the sulky blond had to be extra prideful and just reject everything, especially help coming from his friend.

“Why didn’t I tell you!?” Bakugou snapped, his explosions erupting from his palms, but Eijirou wasn’t fazed. “Why would I tell you?”

“Because we’re friends! Because I can help!” Kirishima threw his head back, letting the wave of frustration roll over him.

“You can’t help!”

“Yes, I can!”

“No, you cannot fucking help! What are you going to do about it!? You don’t even know! The fucking nightmares made it worse! I exploded my hands against my ear for fuck’s sake! It’s not like my hearing was any good anyway after years and years of loud fucking explosions!”

Bakugou had said so much. Explosions. Nightmares. Exploding in his sleep.

“I could… tie your hands down or something!” Kirishima tried to come up with something.

“No, you cannot fucking tie me down.”

Eijirou had an idea why, an inkling of what it could be. But he needed Bakugou to voice his fears.

Katsuki didn’t seem like he was going to, though.

The blond sighed, looking almost defeated.

“I started losing my hearing a few years ago because of how much I use my quirk. And then I started getting nightmares and I accidentally let them off in my dreams, trying to fend off imaginary shit and one time I had my hand next to my left ear. It rang for days and after that it’s never been the same.”

“Are the nightmares… because you got kidnapped?” Kirishima’s brow wrinkled, pity and sympathy in his eyes as he watched his friend closely.

A flash of anger crossed the other’s face, and the redhead knew better than to keep looking at him like that.

“I’m learning how to lip read. It’s a pain in the arse but I have to deal with it.” Bakugou spoke again eventually, his brow still furrowed. “You happy now, Shitty Hair?”

The next day, when Katsuki was about to get ready for school, he found someone had left a piece of paper on the floor. When he picked it up and looked over it, he realised Kirishima must have slid it under the door, either the night before or sometime that morning.

Sign language classes.

And, in Eijirou’s bad handwriting, a note that said: “Come with me! :D”

Bakugou scrunched the paper into a ball in his fist, his brow furrowing.

The redhead was especially loud that day. Bakugou had an idea why, and it was irking him like nothing else that boy had ever done before.

Strangely enough, Kirishima’s plan seemed to be working. When he was louder, the people around him were unconsciously louder as well. So he smiled at Katsuki, hoping he would share his enthusiasm with him.

He was met with a grimace.

Eijirou’s smile almost faltered.

That afternoon Kirishima stormed into Bakugou’s room like always, but he was carrying a red folder the blond hadn’t seen previously.

“I took notes for you in class!” The redhead chirped happily, opening it up and showing his best friend all of his hard work. “I tried to make it as clean and organized as I could, and did my best with my sloppy handwriting.”

Katsuki went over the notes, his face displaying his annoyance.

“They’re riddled with spelling mistakes, idiot.” He mumbled lightly, going over a specifically hard to read paragraph.

“Oh… I tried my best…” Kirishima’s smile wavered and he looked dejected. Bakugou almost felt guilty at his words.

“Well, they’ll help you study.” The blond muttered, turning his head away in embarrassment. “So keep doing them or whatever.”

A week later the redheaded ball of energy barged into Bakugou’s room, rambling on about something that the blond didn’t quite catch.

“Look Bakugou!” Kirishima smiled at him, waving his hands in the air excitedly. “I watched some videos online and I can sign a bit, wanna see?”

“Not particularly.” Came Katsuki’s answer, even if he was a teeny bit curious. Just a little bit. This didn’t deter his friend however, who immediately started to sign, his lips mouthing the words as his fingers and hands did the speaking for him.

“I said I can hear! But I can teach you how to express that you’re hard of hearing!”

Bakugou huffed in mock annoyance. It was getting hard to find all the things the blundering idiot was doing as irritating as they had before. Now, it was mostly… cute.

He scoffed at the idea that whatever the redhead was doing could ever be classified as cute in his mind, but he was eagerly yapping on about how waving his hands this way meant something, and waving them around like that meant something else, his eyes shining eagerly, a happy puppy look to them that was nearly endearing.

“We can go to the classes together! It seems like sooo much fun! I’ve always wanted to learn more ways of expressing myself! And if your hearing gets any worse I could interpret for you! Wouldn’t that be fun?” Kirishima was nearly shouting, his hands returning to his sides as they’d finished with their conversation.

Bakugou didn’t miss that Eijirou had said ‘if his hearing got worse’ and not ‘when’. Maybe it’d been to spare his feelings but Katsuki did appreciate it.

“Alright.” He muttered, crossing his arms over his chest. “We can go to the classes.”

Kirishima threw himself on top of the other, crushing him into a hug the blond nearly responded to. He swore he heard the redhead say something along the lines of ‘I knew you’d come round to it!’.

They were outside the room and Bakugou was hesitant about entering. Going inside meant he would be accepting the fact that he was going deaf, and that was something he was having trouble coming to terms with.

But Kirishima was smiling at him by his side, eagerness emanating off of him, almost jumping up and down on the spot. He would be going with him, despite the fact that his hearing was mostly unaffected.

And, as Eijirou offered him his hand for moral support, Katsuki decided that if his friend could take the plunge, so could he. Grabbing the palm laid out for him, he entered the class, adamant on proving the world that there was no stopping him.

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faunusrights · 5 years

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OFFAL HUNT REMASTER LIVEBLOG // CHAPTER 9

oh goody!

well this is it. the Date Chapter. the chapter, in which, the Date happens. lowkey im so fucking hype for this stupid goddamn chapter AAAAAAAAAAAA this is when the sexy got kicked up about seven notches and i know its gonna be a fucking twenty from here on out so LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GO

“Is this your date, Ms. Fall?” he asked.

Cinder didn’t look away from Glynda. “Mhm.”

STRAIGHT OUT OF THE GODDAMN GATE WE DIDN’T EVEN HAVE A SECOND TO EVEN GATHER OURSELVES JUST STRAIGHT UP HUH!!!!!!!!! ‘is this your date’ im legally dead

What the fuck.

already im fucking THRIVING im so glad this chapter’s mood got encapsulated within the first ten seconds and im definitely gonna have to re-read this chapter for the full unannotated experience OOOOOOOOOH MY GOD IM SO READY

Glynda’s thoughts ricocheted inside her head like coins left in a dryer. A part of her couldn’t understand what was happening and disengaged. The rest of her, grasping for purchase in all this, reasoned that going with Cinder was better than staying here confused, alone, and utterly displaced.

glynda ‘i aint ever had a gf before’ goodwitch at her PEAK right here. like GOD shes gone from ‘cinder’s trying to murder me’ to ‘cinder just plopped me right into a date’ like CINDER. CINDER YR CHANGING GEARS SO FAST. YOU DIDNT EVEN SEND FLOWERS OR ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

is it because shes a u-haul lesbian or

Higher, Glynda realized the dress itself was backless, revealing the black tattoo she’d seen so often before, perfectly centered between sharp shoulder blades.

this gay energy is BONKERS, quite frankly??????? where did cinder get her dress from? why does she have it? did she buy it just for this fuckery? or will she pull the ‘i just had a this lil number laying around’ line????????? does she wanna seduce glynda to death?????? was this PLANNED OR DID SHE JUST DECIDE SHE WANTED A DATE AND WTH LIFE REALLY IS SHORT ON REMNANT THESE DAYS?????????? cinder fall please explain your workings to the class

maybe Glynda wasn’t the only one who’d become adept at reading her opponent.

👏 when 👏 will 👏 they 👏 kiss 👏 already 👏👏👏👏

me: this is a slowburn also me: if u assholes dont give me this in the next ten seconds-

“Unarmed? As if you could be so helpless.”

cinder’s style of flirting is just. commentating on a person’s deadliness. that’s IT it’s the only TRICK SHE HAS and its working, is the thing,

im reading the description of the table and remembering the shitpost and oh my god i have to draw this???? hell IS real!!!!!! COULDNT YALL JUST TOSS EM IN A PLAIN BOX,

Cinder eyed her from her bastion of dark cushions,

cinder, ass-deep in cushions: this is peak cuddle territory come and join me

Cinder, for her part, seemed delighted Glynda had noticed. Touching the pendant more gently than Glynda might have ever thought her capable of, Cinder said, “Yours? You didn’t seem to mind parting with it.”

im still deeply enjoying this powermove the novelty NEVER wears off (and at risk of light spoilers i do enjoy its place in this story 👀)

Cinder let the necklace drop, settling against the swell of her bust once more,

/lightly coughs 👀👀👀

im losing my MIND at how gay this bit is i physically cannot HANDLE IT and if they even describe the meal once im gonna pop off cause i am. SO HUNGRY RN. AAAAAAAAAAAA

Cinder indicated a dish of lamb and vegetables, served on a bed of rice and drizzled in some sort of sauce.

SRY THIS ISNT GAY BUT OH MY GOD IM SO HUNGRY I WANNA E A T I T THAT SOUNDS SO GOOD UGHGHGHGHGHGH WHY DID THIS CHAPTER HAVE TO BE TODAY OF ALL THE DAYS,

Glynda cleared her throat, working out: “The Grimm.”

like. GOD WE KNOW GLYNDA IS JUST SO FUNCTIONALLY BAD AT CONVERSATION BUT OF ALL THE THINGS glynda please just. just. stop thinking abt her sexy tattoos for a fifth of a second,

“You can control them.” A sedate blink. For all the world, Glynda might have just commented on the weather.

which is a faux pas for a date!!!!!!!!!!! at least tell her the DRESS IS SEXY WE ALL KNO WHATS WHAT YR THINKIN ABT

Glancing down as though it were being pointed out to her for the first time, Cinder shrugged and adjusted the end of the glove a little higher on her bicep. “And?”

a quick aside im enjoying how like... visually expressive cinder is in this remaster! i can see her facial expressions and her motions really clearly in my mind’s eye which is a fun little boon if only because i have to redraw this nonsense hjsgdfjhfksgd but cinder’s got a Good Face this time around! A QUALITY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You should know by now, there’s something about you that’s simply irresistible to Grimm.”

HERE COMES THE PLOT (and a single surviving line so far... this one sentence has survived all the world could throw at it... we stan)

Cinder straightened, and Glynda saw that this was what she’d been waiting for.

“It isn’t every day the great Glynda Goodwitch kneels before her adversary, is it?”

HELLO??????????????????????????? WHATS THIS WORDING????????? honestly tho for a second i thought she meant like. quite literally and i thought id missed some PROPER SHIT RIGHT THERE BUT YEAH WTH!!!!!!! C I N D E R

“You cheated. You can’t beat me on your own.”

yes glynda we gathered that yr a top

“Really, Glynda? Poison?” she sneered, something like offense simmering in her expression. “After all this?”

looks at the camera

anyway,

god im literally losing grasp of words to say because theres such a charged mood in this scene............. theyre brushing fingers............ trading jabs.......... im slurpin it up babey!!!!!!!! this rly is the BEST remaster of this whole scene it DESERVES this wordcount!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“Beat you,” Cinder corrected. “And call it a point of pride.”

yes cinder we gathered yr a brat,

this dynamic is why this fic is so fuckign good when will winter have a swift return to add even more fuckery to this wild ride

Then, with a heavy-lidded look, Cinder found Glynda’s hand between them, the touch so sudden and daring that Glynda flinched. The fabric of those gloves was smooth against Glynda’s flesh, and for all that cruelty had marked every other instance of contact between them, Cinder was surprisingly gentle.

whomp there go my nuts

WHAT IS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO MADE THE EXECUTIVE CHOICE TO ADD THIS LINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO???????????? im losing my BRAINCELLS

What she wasn’t ready for was for Cinder to guide her hand to her own throat and hold it there.

THERE IS IT THERE’S THE KINK IT’S BEEN SPOTTED

oh my GOD what even IS THIS WHO ADDED THIS SECTION WHO ALLOWED THIS TO COME TO P A S S WHAT THE FUCK EVEN IS RN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO????????? HEWWO??????????

Now… Now Cinder interested her.

tbh how can i liveblog this? what commentary can i POSSIBLY add that we arent already all THINKING. we just launched into a level of hell so deep that lucifers gonna have to pull some goddamn tricks to follow us down here!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IS THIS SCENE! THIS MOMENT! IM SCREAMING

Glynda mirrored the expression back at him, and finally, he coughed, not making strong eye contact with either of them. He set their plate before them and hurried out without so much as a check-in.

i just KNEW that was gonna happen JHGDSFGJHKSDF he was gonna walk in on SMTHNG but i didnt think itd be CINDER’S CHOKING KINK,

okay i took a break and ate my weight in roast chicken and we’re back babey

Almost nervously, her fingers carded through her own dark hair, and there, among the locks, Glynda spotted a glimpse of something white, structured and ridged.

AND I AM INSTANTLY KNOCKED BACK UPON MY ASS 👈W👈H😨A👈T👈

It was easier to ignore the rest of it—whatever it was.

glynda you are a fool and a moron im withering into DUST

On no level had she expected those to be Glynda’s words.

then what... did she expect... well probably -- and rightly so -- ‘bitch WHAT ARE THOSE’ TBH

wait sorry i have to jump back because i forgot customary fingerguns on the most brazen bit of Shit yet:

Cinder was occupying herself with something else: the head of a dragon, perched over the door and staring down at the two of them with red, glossy eyes.

👈👈👈😎👈👈👈

okay BACK TO THE FIC

Fangs snapped together around the word.

aka back to me horni

/chanting TEETH! TEETH! TE

okay but the reason i doubled back to catch that fingergun is because we’re getting ass-deep into plot now!!!!!!!!!!! WITCHES AND DRAGONS BABEY......... HERE’S WHAT OFFAL HUNT IS ALL ABT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant rly drop more fingerguns than that because any astute reader will start realising the dots im shouting abt and honestly half the fun of this fic is the ride so >:3c

“Funny. I was sure he would have told you.”

that blow was so low i think cinder hit the concrete with that one

oh god theyre gonna get to the bit and i-

“Is that what all of this has been about? You called me here to remind me that I'm autistic?”

/SCREAMS

The words were delivered firmly, calmly, but Cinder’s response was the opposite, sudden upheaval seizing her. Her expression opened in something akin to panic. “Wh—no? What? No! That's not what I—”

/SCREAMS

oh my GOD CINDER YOU HAVE FUCKED UP LEGENDARILY!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD SHE WAS FELL ASS-FIRST ONTO A LANDMINE OH MY GOD

offal hunt v1 cinder: im totally in control and im playing glynda every step of the way

offal hunt v2 cinder: OH JESUS OH FUCK OH NO THAT’S NOT WHAT I MEANT-

Cinder seemed genuinely stressed now, speaking quicker as though trying to bury the last sixty seconds.

i knew this remaster would have sections that would blow me away but this bit really took the fcuking cake DGHSJFSJHFDG holy SHIT this is AMAZING

It was difficult to tell in the low light, but if Glynda wasn't mistaken, there was a bright flush of embarrassment coloring Cinder’s cheeks.

this is SUCH prime content hey remember in one of the early liveblogs that cinder would descend into full dork? WELL THE DESCENT CAME EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /pops bottles

“Cinder.” There was a very real line of threat in Glynda’s tone. “Don’t.”

oh this whole scene just keeps getting better i am LOVING this dynamic now!!!!!!! before it was all pretty one-sided so having the conversation rock back and forth is 👌👌👌

That Witch soul of yours—it was designed to void out everything but the prey before you. To be numb to all human emotion. To focus on the hunt and nothing else.

finally the fruit of 50% of my fingerguns COMES TO LIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! PLOT PLOT PLOT

“This is bullshit.” Jabbing an accusing finger at Cinder, Glynda said, “You’re a liar. You’re a criminal!”

i LOVE glyndas pottymouth in this its such a good like... change from her being strict and formal and teachery and now shes full on gremlin huntress hell YES BABY!!!!!!!!!! GO OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“There’s all kinds of things I bet he never told you.” Cinder continued. “Did you know he was close to your predecessor? The Witch who came before you—they were inseparable.”

SRY IM LIKE STRUGGLIN TO COMMENTATE because so much of this like. speaking as an Old-Ass Reader this is like. a LOT! A LOT HAS CHANGED and yet,,,, stayed the same,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, yall kids WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL CHAPTER LIKE................ 15 FOR THIS SHIT (but like. chapter 15 was different because this chapter used to be like chapter 7? so now everythings moved along so chapter 15 doesnt sound that impressive but trust me it was a different fic back then)

When they fell away, burnt and ruined, she could see Cinder’s bare arms for the first time. The red lines drawn across her skin sloped down the entire length of her arms, circling her elbows, carved into her wrists. They ended right at her hands, ensuring any long-sleeved garment would hide them. Every covered inch of her was filled like a canvas, like abstract art.

lets pause the fight scene for glynda to be gay!!!!! god im. okay look i said this earlier but im so glad we have more cinder like this tbh. the first version was rly lacking w/ cinder content until late-game when the plot sorta. got itself going? but now we’re eye-deep in this content i LOVE cinder i love this WEIRDO who is a HUGE LOSER and IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Glynda could not dispel the fear that she had been telling the truth.

and after committing Some Amount In Damages, we’re at the end of the chapter!

okay so i really enjoyed this version SO MUCH MORE. everything abt it was polished and worked together so much better and it really needed the space to breathe in its own chapter. its been horny, gay, intense, hilarious, and way more in one chapter and its SO good this really is PEAK offal hunt!!!!!!!!!!!! good job diesel and kc but im still going to murder you both,

#rwby #offal hunt #liveblog

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welcometoyournewhell · 5 years

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Hopefully, you see this before the protest but if you're taking prompts, I had an idea where klance is in an argument and Lance pokes Keith's side and he laughs the reels back and is all "You will tell no one," but later in a meeting with the Paladins, (including Allura, Coran, and Krolia) and Lance decides to poke his side and trace around his thighs and knees and Keef has to try to not laugh and be still to pretend nothing's happening but it.. doesn't work and he ends up breaking

I love it! I wasn’t sure how to go about it… so here is like the third attempt!

Keith had always been quick to temper, this was something Lance had been aware of when entering the relationship. However, it did get annoying when he wanted to talk about something with the other.

Today proved to be no different. The red paladin had tried to get his comrade to properly do a chant, to which Keith quickly grew frustrated and started rasing his voice.

“Babe it’s not that hard! When I say Vol, you say Tron! It’s not that hard,” Lance cried. The black paladin shook his head. “Why wouldn’t you just say Voltron? One person says it an the chant is over, it doesn’t need to be complicated!”

Blue eyes rolled as the other sighed. “It’s supposed to be fun Keith. You know, like a little game?” The brooding young adult huffed as he crossed his arms. “How is that a fun game? Your just yelling a word Lance.”

The other sighed before un crossing his own arms. “Whatever. Just my luck, I get the most boring boyfriend in the world.” Keith scoffed softly, a look of anger and shock came across his face.

“Than maybe you should have gone with your first choice, huh?” He giggled when a finger took him by surprise. “Maybe I should,” he teased before his boyfriend’s re action.

A smile soon spread across his face as he heard Keith giggle. He’d poked him in the side playfully to try and calm him down, though it would only rial him up more. The older looked at him with wide purple eyes as they both stood a bit shocked.

“You will tell no one,” he seethed after a few moments. A small smirk emerged on the lover boy’s face as he pulled his boyfriend close. “Oh but Keith, doesn’t Shiro already know? Come to think of it, what about your mom and Adam?”

A small blush came across the other’s face as he averted his gaze. “Shut up.” A small giggle came from the red paladin before he tickled his boyfriend’s ribs. “Pff! L-Lahahance, stop that!”

Keith jumped back before trying to push the other away. As soon as he got one arm away from him, the other struck, he couldn’t win! After a few moments of struggling, Lance had managed to turn the other so that his stomach was pressed to Keith’s back.

The other shrieked as fingers ran around his bare tummy, the lover boy slipping a hand under his shirt. “S-Sthahahap it! Lhahahnce,” Keith cried. He was far too ticklish for this. A knock at the door caused the other to stop. Covering the samurai’s mouth, the sharp shooter turned him so that the person at the door couldn’t see his flushed face.

“Come in!” Luckily it was only Hunk. He didn’t question the strange position as he looked over the two. “The meeting is starting… Shiro said to hurry before Colleen and Adam kick your butts.” As Lance nodded the teddy bear left.

Letting out a sigh, the Lance released his hostage. “Aw… your so ticklish,” he cooed as Keith tried to recompose himself. A harsh blush spread across fair skin as purple averted blue. “Your not sitting near me,” he grumbled while walking past his boyfriend.

“Aw but Keith,” the other giggled while following him down the hall. As it turned out… Lance would be sitting beside him. They were one of the first people in the room meaning the younger could sit any where. Leaning his head lovingly into the other’s arm, he smiled.

“Your laugh is so cute. I miss it already.” A fake pout came to Lance’s features before purple eyes rolled. “It’s not that cute,” Keith retorted. “It’s nasty and weir– nahaha!”

His head flew back as his boyfriend squeezed at his knees. “Lahahance stop it! Nhahaho, ghehet away!” Sure Keith had been tickled a lot in his life, he loved it. He loved when Adam and Shiro tickled him though. It’s was playful and comforting, it reminded him of when his dad used to tickle him. No one else had really ever tickled him, including his mom. He wasn’t sure Krolia even knew what tickling was.

Hands quickly pulled back as they heard other voices coming from the hall. Curtis, Shiro, Adam, and Coran had entered the room talking about plans for the Atlas when they noticed the other two. Keith was still giggling slightly, face flushed. He looked away from embarrassment.

Curtis and Coran shrugged it off as Adam sent a mother bear glare at the Cuban boy. Pulling his confused husband to the control panel in the room, the brunette though of hitting Lance.

He swore he was just using Keith until Allura wanted him. It was obvious that his son wasn’t the red paladin’s first choice, where as he was Keith’s. As they started to look through notes and the maitnance reports more people began to enter the room.

It wasn’t long until everyone needed was in the room. Krolia and Kolivan had joined, along with the Holt family and Garrison cadets. It was a bit crowded but ti worked pretty well. The only think Keith had a problem with was literally being pinned against Lance, James on his other side.

Around twenty minutes into Salv talking, Lance became bored. Who better to entertain him then his boyfriend, right? Focused eyes quickly widened as fingers dragged around a clothed thigh.

Shifting more towards James, Keith covered his mouth. Luckily he only gained the attention of James and Lance as every one else was focused on how animated the genius was.

“Everything alright there,” the brunette asked with an annoyed look. He looked away as the paladin’s face heated up slightly. A hand slid around his side, pulling him back into a hug, Lance sent James a shy smile.

“Sorry, I startled him.” A huff came before the lecture they both ignored. “What are you doing,” Keith whispered as he felt fingers trace around his thighs. “What, I’m bored. You wouldn’t want you sweet, loving, handsome, boyfriend to be bored… would you?”

That bastard! The older could feel the smirk hidden in that sentence. “Your going to humiliate me,” he hissed. Lips brushed behind his ear as Lance began to trance further down. Breathing became a challenge as Keith’s face heated up. He was trying to resist laughing the best he could.

However, it was proving to be an impossible task. His hands squeezed the other’s so hard that it probably hurt. He kept pulling the hands away, but to no use. Oh how he wanted to punch Lance right now!

“Sthahap it,” he whispered between his teeth. The slight giggle earned the attention of a few people around them. Most looked away or scoffed at the rudeness. “Tickle, tickle, tickle,” the Cuban male whispered into his ear. “Come on Keith, just give in. Maybe they’ll let us leave.”

Getting kicked out for being rude wasn’t something Keith wanted to deal with. Especially when his brother was the Captain of the Atlas, and he and his husband were the evilest tickle monsters in the world!

A whimpered escaped Keith’s mouth as he shook his head. As his battle continued, neither noticed that everyone apart from the original team, Coran, Krolia, Allura, and Adam were the only ones in the room.

It was a good thing too, the half Galra was breaking. It tickled so badly, he couldn’t handle it! Finally his head flew back as he weakly shrieked with laughter. “Sthahahp it,” he cried. Everyone’s eyes were on them now as he giggled and screamed helplessly.

Confused, angry, and amused looks broke out through the room as. “It tickles! It tickles,” he squealed as he started to push himself out of Lance’s lap. Fear hit him as he realized James was to the other side of him.

But rather than falling into the childhood bully, he fell into a comforting touch. Tired purple eyes looked up to meet comforting gray as Lance’s fingers vanished. “Lance.” There was the dad voice. “We you tickling him through out the meeting?”

A sheepish blush dusted over freckled cheeks as blue eyes looked away. Sighing, Shiro continued to comfort Keith with after care as he lectured Lance. Despite the humiliation, the presence of his brother made the feeling less upsetting. He’d be getting revenge on Lance later… but for now he was enjoying the comfort.

#hell answers #fanfiction #tickle #klance #big brother shiro #ticklish keith

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kurainburdened · 6 years

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POKEMON AU pls.... bc i know ur passionate abt pokemon and honestly Me Too

III LOVE YOU!!! I WAS PLANNING ON MAKING THIS A THING WHERE I ADD IN THE SENDERS MUSE INTO THE HCS BUT MAYA AND YOUR MUSE NEVER INTERACTED WHICH IS A CRIME!!! Dont tell edgeworth or she might get arrested lol. But anway!! I want to do stuff with you!!

ALSO THANK YOU FOR SENIDNG THIS BECAUSE THATS REALLY SWEET OF YOU AND IM REALLY TOUCHED YOU REMEMERED I LOVE POKEMON

Number 1

Mayas first pokemon, funny enough isnt a ghost type, but a normal type. See, in the pokemon verse Mayas background is basically the same. The Fey village is basically unchanged in this worly except for one thing. On a certain part of the mountainside is a forest that travellers tend to get lost in for ages. Many report hallucinations as being the main cause for this so it’s kind of cut off. Maya, being the rebel she is, of course wanders it in hopes of conquering it. Her sister is usually the voice of reason and really it would only take her being like. what if youre lost forever or something to scare her into staying but shes not ther so into the forest she goes! It’s there that she finds a waterfall and goes there to train constantly. She tries and tries to channel spirits and one day, she succeeds! Or so she thinks. The first time she thinks she’s channeled another spirit, she sees herself as the spirit she’s been trying to channel, sees her now-possessed body moving and acting on it’s own. When she runs back to the village to tell her story, she’s told that she couldn’t have channeled a spirit because if she did she would’ve been unconscious.

Confused Maya goes back and tries again only to get the same result. After a bit of investigating Maya realizes the source of travelers getting lost and the hallucinations is due to a stantler. This Stantler saw Maya, this little girl training so hard that it took pity on her, and wanting to help in the only way it could let her see herself channeling a spirit. At first Maya is crushed and upset at the pokemon for giving her false hope but quickly forgives it and thanks it for wanting to help. The pokemon soon takes on this kind of caring role for Maya, along with also being her only playmate seeing as the other girls in the village are kind of distant with her. Her being the heir to the Master title and Morgan instructing them to listen to her and listen to all her selfish desires, leading to them being resentful of her. Anyway, also to build off of that. Once Mayas sister dies, she asks the Stantler to let her see her Sister again. And thats like a thing she did for awhile before telling it to stop because it became this painful reminder of something she could never do which is channel her sister. Actually fun fact she asked the stantler to show her her mother but was heartbroken when it basically gave her the answer that it couldnt because Maya didn’t have the memory of her mothers face anymore. Anyway. One time when shes particularly heartbroken and hopeless she laments in the forest to herself how shes so useless and cant do anything right. How she hates herself for being this way. Hates herself for not being able to compare to Mia or her mother. At this point she sees the image of her sister saying shes proud of her. Maya is angry at Stantler for showing her such a horrible lie and runs away. Only to later be told by the pokemon that it wasn;t trying to make her see her sister say that, rather it was the only way of communicating that even if no one else appreciated her, it was proud of her.

ANYWAY ENOUGH OF STANTLER ON TO NUMBER 2

That’s right another in depth backstory for another pokemon hopefully not as long lol

The next on the list is a primeape that lives in the forest, training with sawk and throh. It kind of ended up getting abandonned by it’s trainer in a place where this breed of pokemon aren’t really found but it’s found it’s place with the sawk and throh so it doesn’t mind too much. It ended up earning it’s respect with good old fashioned fighting and is kind of in a ‘king of the forest’ position. Scary and intimidating and bent on establishing its dominance to all that challenge it! Anyway, while Maya is exploring the mountainside of her village she finds out about it and it’s plain to see that Primeape has a certain amount of respect among the other fighting types. After having seen a cool tv episode where the hero challenges the strongest of the strong a really young Maya decides to do the same, announcing loudly when the pokemon is alone that she’s here to challenge the pokemon to a duel to the death! She runs up throws her small fist at the might and strong pokemon!

To which, not wanting to hurt this strange small child, primeape falls over dramatically, clutching the side which she hit and lets its tongue flop out all goofy in the hopes of appeasing her. Maya, not really sure what to do, honestly not even having thought this far ahead starts getting worried for the pokemon and starts crying to which it quickly gets up in a panic to reassure her its ok. From there it kind of takes on this older brother position with her. Also playing with her, letting her grab onto it as she swings throughout the trees.

Goodness this Maya is turning out to be much more of a wild child than her aa counterpart. She’s not exactly strong, but she’s more athletic I’d imagine in this version. More nimble but can definitely have her clumsy moments on occasion.

putting last three under cut cause THIS IS LONG. IF YOURE ON MOBILE IM SO SORRY

Number three!

Goodness I stuffed way too much into those other HCs but onto Phoenix! Anyway this also remains for the most part unchanged. What you think the pokemon world doesn’t need lawyers? Anyway, quick tanget but trainers arent really…it’s not a sustainable lifestyle, most people do it as a way of coming of age before moving into the respective field they took interest in during their travels. So no, if you have a pokemon au you don’t have to be some professional trainer. Professional battles are like a sport and trainers are athletes. Sure people enjoy it on the side but it’s NOT the norm to make it a living off of it. You have to be smart and strategic in a very complicatedf sport that takes a LOT of training and it’s not like in the game where if you spam tackle after walking around for 5 seconds you gain XP. its more like you’re a coach training 6 athletes in how to train their bodies in the best way possible while coming up with tons of game plans.

anyway tangent over. Phoenix is a lawyer and this taking place in the pokemon world only lends itself towards there being much more factors to consider when thinking of how murders occured. Her life with Phoenix for the most part remains unchanged but as a side note Maya encounters a lot of pokemon along the way during her travels with phoenix. She thinks strong heroic looking pokemon are cool so she tends towards pokemon like sawk and throh or conkeldurr. OH AND IVE BEEN SETTING THIS IN SPECIFICALLY UNOVA AND ONLY RESEARCHING THE UNOVA DEX FOR MAYA ND THE POKEMON THAT SURROUND HER.

I feel like.. Audino might enter theyre little group at one point? Like Stantler comes with her when she leaves the mountain cause Stantler is a worrywart and Maya is a mess and has never been down to the big city, but Primeape is more trusting in Maya and her abilities and knows shes much stronger than a lot of people give her credit for. He doesn’t come down the mountain to be with her until much later just cause he has a pack to guide. Actually the pokemon it leaves in charge is like another pokemon Maya is close with since it was primeapes apprentice and maya and this pokemon were kids together and kind of were the babies of the pack ANYWAY SORRY TANGENT.

aNYWAY AUDINO. A while back Audino were attempted to be integrated into crime fighting in some way since the way theyre psychic powers work they’d be able to sense overwhelming…i guess malevolence or evil or bad intentions but like. It’s just REALLY unhealthy for them and it really signifigantly lessens their lifespans just cuase all the negativity eats away at them emotionally and one of the pokemon, it’s really old honestly like it was one of the pokemon that originally was part of this attempt to integrate these pokemon with the police force and was luckily enough like it survived long enough for them to end the program and it just…can’t endure being around negativity anymore like it’s really stressful so it enjoys being around Maya just cause she is really kindhearted and senstive and good and the Wright office is filled with kind hearted people so it just takes comfort being there. It doesn’t really leave the office though and while it’s there for everyone it really does belong to Maya for the most part.

THATS JUST AN IDEA I HAVE THOUGH IDK IF ILL MAKE THAT PART OF HER CANON

Im kind of just going off on differen points in this one huh. Like the other wre a story here im just like SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS.

Number 4 (where diana tries to stop being ADHD and hopefully doesnt fail miserably)

Honestly you’d think being part of a back of fighting types would make her more suited towards groups and make her less selfish. Spoiler alert. It didn’t If you think Maya is good at making people do what she wants now you shouldve seen her when she was a kid. Though it also means shes got a entire pack of fighting types who will die for her and if you make her cry you better be sorry. and if youre not you’re going to be.

Oh and also dont think that just cause Maya is a forest girl that oh shes strong and knows how to fight cause like. She really doesn’t. Honestly the pokemon around her kind of coddled her and outside of her gaining enough stamina to hold up against running around with her pokemon friends she’s not really….all that much stronger. She doesn’t know how to fight either. She can jsut run really fast and is more likely to attempt more dangerous things that she’s seen other pokemon do cause WHY NOT. She basically just has more dangerous influences lol

Number 5 cause i want to wrap this up a bit

Oh boy now what can i do for a fifth one lets see… see the thing is Maya is basically the same between the two versions of her except for certain like physical differents that I just listed.

I guess here’s one but she doesn’t….she’s not a good trainer. Like her team, right now, is an old man of an Audino. A Stantler that can only do hallucinations and is kind of bad at fighting and then this powerhouse of a Primeape.

The Primeape is a GREAT fgighter but tends to keep to the mountains unless it starts missing her and comes downt o visit real quick. Her other two are just…weak. Maya though is really good at thinking on her feet so she can use what her pokemon do have to come up with some great strategies. Thought his doesnt reall come out unless shes backed up against the wall. See the reason why everyone percieves Maya as stupid and useless is because that’s how she percieves herself. Maya for the most part does what she can in what she think she can do but doesn’t really let her true intellect show because shes convinced shes an idiot. She kind of jokes around with bad ideas but she really is quick on her feet and good in a clutch.

So the only time you see her good skills with her pokemon and coming up with inventive ways for these basically powerless pokemon to get her out of tight situations is when literally shes by herself, there’s no one else to rely on and lives are on the line.

#karumakissed #[ NEVER ASK ME ABOUT POKEMON AGAIN BECAUSE IM JUS TLIKE THIS THIS(TM) ]#HEADCANON「 waxing philisophical power hour 」

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we-say-nosoro · 7 years

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RinMaki/NozoEli pirate/mermaid AU because i couldnt pass up the opportunity and im always thirsty for rinmaki

Summary: Not wanting to stray out of her comfort zone, Maki had never been interested in humans before. However, a fateful encounter with two of them might be enough to change her way of thinking.

Maki has never been that interested in humans.

Why should she? They live their lives on land, and she lives hers in water. There's no reason to interact with them, so she doesn't. It's as simple as that. Besides, she's fine with her life as it is, and befriending humans would only make it complicated.

Not to mention that she isn't exactly the best at talking. She'd probably accidentally scare off a human if they ever approached her. She leaves the talking to Nozomi, her friend in this underwater kingdom, and a kind motherly figure.

Maki sometimes lets herself get roped into Nozomi's plans, because she doesn't seem any harm in them, and she's usually bored, anyway. Today is no exception.

Nozomi tells her that she discovered a small island not too far off from the kingdom, and that she'd like to go and have a look properly.

"What's the point? We won't even be able to go on the island," Maki replies, rolling her eyes.

"I know that, but there might be people there we can make friends with! You'd love that, wouldn't you?" Nozomi grins slyly.

"Huh? Why would I-?"

But Nozomi is already gripping her wrist, dragging her in the direction of the island. So much for a peaceful life. What Maki doesn't know, is that this will be the start of an entirely new chapter.

Nozomi is right; the island isn't very far away. It's a wonder how they didn't know it existed already. The water begins to get shallower as they gradually approach the shore, and their tails brush against the sand beneath them. They can't go much further than this, otherwise their tails would dry out, and that won't be a very pleasant experience.

As their heads rise above the water, they receive a surprise. There's a shipwreck, barely a few metres in front of them. The ship is turned on its side, water trickling out, and one quick look at the wood tells them that it hasn't been there for very long. Perhaps a day or two, at most.

"Did you know about this?" Maki asks, turning to Nozomi. She shakes her head, looking perplexed.

"No. I came here about four days ago, and forgot about it until now. The ship wasn't there before."

"So it has only crashed recently..."

Out of the corner of her eye, Maki spots a couple of figures approaching them. Humans. She narrows her eyes, taking in their appearances.

The taller of the two has blond hair tied back into a ponytail, and icy blue eyes. She seems stern, somebody that Maki wouldn't want to mess with. Turning her attention to the other girl, the shorter one, she sees that she has short ginger hair and warm chartreuse eyes. She's walking with a slight limp.

Both of their clothes are torn and dirty, and there are red patches as though they've been bleeding. Maki scrunches her nose up at the thought, not much liking the direction this is heading in.

Before she can duck beneath the water and swim away, Nozomi clasps her shoulder, preventing her from doing so.

"These people seem hurt. We should help them!"

"I-" Too late. The humans are now standing in front of them, looking down at them in surprise.

"Uh, who are you?" Maki blurts out before either of them start speaking.

The blonde one is taken aback for a moment, as though she hadn't expected her to talk, then she wades deeper into the water to get closer, not caring about getting wet. Her companion closely follows.

"I'm Eli Ayase. A pirate," she says simply, eyeing the mermaids up. "Are you humans?"

"Does it look like it?" Nozomi replies with a laugh, raising her tail above the water slightly.

"So mermaids do exist..." Eli replies, watching the tail carefully. Maki wonders why she hasn't freaked out yet. Surely she'd be at least a little shocked that they aren't humans?

"I'm Rin Hoshizora!" The ginger exclaims, holding a hand out to Maki and Nozomi for them to shake. "Pleasure to meet you!"

Taking her hand tentatively, Maki says, "Why aren't you more surprised about us? I mean, we're mermaids, and you're..." She trails off, not wanting to offend them.

"We spotted what looked like a mermaid not too long ago, and anyway, there had been plenty of rumours about them. It was just a matter of time before we run into them, we thought," Eli informs them.

"I see..."

"What are your names?" Rin interrupts.

"I'm Nozomi, and that's Maki. She's kinda shy around strangers."

"No, I'm not!"

This sets the pirates off into giggles. "It's nice that we've found other... forms of life... to talk to. Especially after the ship crashed and there's no phone signal on this island," Eli says with a sigh.

Nozomi tilts her head curiously. "Oh, what do you mean?"

So the mermaids are told the story of how they ended up here. There was a storm a few days ago, and the waves were so rough that they hurtled the ship off course and onto an island. Eli regretfully says that she and Rin are the only survivors, to which Maki doesn't know how to respond.

When it seems like they're getting close to tears, Nozomi drives the subject away from it. "Do you wanna come down to our kingdom? We've got some drinks with us that'll let you breathe underwater. There, we'll be able to treat your injuries and give you a place to stay."

"Yeah!" Rin says enthusiastically. Eli nods in agreement.

---

It's hard for the young pirates to get used to being this deep underwater at first. Maki bandages their wounds, and Nozomi hands them clothes that she had saved in case they ever got human company. She's always prepared for the weirdest situations.

Nozomi seems particularly interested in Eli, and she tells Maki one evening that she found out Eli is part Russian. In the meantime, Rin explores the kingdom, fascinated by how it all works. There's something about her that Maki can't help but feel drawn to, and Nozomi encourages her to speak to her.

"Go on! I'm sure you two will become great friends!"

So maki does. Almost a week after their meeting, she enters Rin's bedroom, and finds her lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling. She's smiling, just like always, but there's something wistful and sad about it.

Maki sits beside her, still keeping a bit of a distance between them. "Hey, are you alright?"

Not exactly the best way to start a conversation, but what else can she say?

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just thinking about home."

"Your home? What's it like?" Maki can only imagine what a human home must look like, having never been on land before.

"It's only a small place. I was never there much because I was always travelling on the ship. Did you know Eli-chan invited me to join her when she started, because she's afraid of the dark and she didn't want to be alone?" Rin replies, a grin spreading across her face.

"Really? She's so mature, I never would have thought..."

"And,' Rin pulls herself up into a sitting position, throwing an arm around Maki's shoulders, "She told me that she thinks Nozomi-chan is cute. Like, a crush."

"Huh?"

Rin takes one look at Maki's dumbfounded expression before bursting into laughter. She leaps up, and heads to the door. "Don't tell Nozomi-chan I said that! It'll be fun to see if they get together!"

She leaves Maki behind, who stares at the now empty doorway in shock. A human being in love with a mermaid? It's unheard of.

---

The pirates go back home a few days later when they find out there's a rescue party searching for them. Maki feels a pang of sadness, but she doesn't try to stop them. They thank her, and are then on their way.

"Do you wish they were still here?" Maki asks Nozomi quietly as they watch them swim up to the surface.

"Yeah, but I've got a plan. I already told Elicchi."

It's quite a long way to the mainland, but Nozomi decides it's worth it if it means they can see them often. Most nights, they go near the beach, waiting for the pirates to arrive. Then, they'll spend time with them until dawn. It's a routine that they slowly get into, and Maki feels herself getting even closer to Rin.

It's a couple of weeks later when Rin tells Maki that Nozomi and Eli had met in secret a couple of times, and are now a couple.

"What?!"

"Yep, Eli-chan couldn't keep it a secret from me! She's super happy! Apparently, they shared an underwater kiss and everything!"

Thinking about Nozomi's flirtatious personality, Maki should have known something like this was coming. It's confirmed the day after when Nozomi herself brings it up casually.

This only gets Maki closer to Rin. She's an endless supply of energy, not being afraid to lightly tease Maki and get reactions out of her. Maki is bombarded with questions about what it's like to be a mermaid, and she answers each of them, no matter how crazy they are, though it is a little exasperating at times. Not that she'd ever admit it. Not that she'd ever admit she's attached to Rin, either.

Nozomi senses something is up, and she uses this to hook them up at every opportunity, much to Maki's annoyance.

Then, it's the day of the funeral for the pirates that had died in the shipwreck. Of course, Maki and Nozomi couldn't go themselves, but Maki notices the slump in Rin's shoulders, her head hanging a bit lower that night.

"Are you okay?" she asks, and Rin replies with a forced smile.

"Yep! I just, well, you know..."

Her voice cracks at the end, and Maki brings her in to a hug without even thinking. Rin sobs into her shoulder, the tears being lost in the vast body of water they're in. Losing so many crew members must be hard, especially if they worked together a lot. Maki runs a hand through her hair, stroking it. She stays silent whilst the pirate clings onto her.

Rin really doesn't like to dwell on things. She's always looking forward to the future, and this is no different. When they finally part, she laughs in an attempt to lighten the mood, though her eyes are still red.

"You're a pretty good hugger, Maki-chan!" she states with a slight sniffle. She hastily wipes at her eyes again, her familiar smile beginning to make its way onto her face again.

"A what?"

"A good hugger! Maybe it's a thing for mermaids, because Eli-chan told me that Nozomi-chan is good at hugging, too! Or- Wait, you're turning red, Maki-chan! Are you embarrassed?"

She's got that stupid grin again, the one that Maki finds so annoying yet endearing at the same time. "I... I'm not!"

"Liar!"

Rin leaps on top of her, twirling them around in the water a couple of times. Her laughter is so infectious that Maki soon finds herself joining in. Her red tail follows her like a ballgown, and just for now, she thinks of herself as the luckiest mermaid in the world.

Maki doesn't fail to catch Rin whisper in her ear, "Thanks for helping to cheer me up."

Honestly, Maki has to admit to herself that not all humans are meant to be kept away from. She likes Rin. It's as simple as that.

#love live #love live! school idol project #muse #maki nishikino #rin hoshizora #nozomi tojo #nozomi toujou #eli ayase #Rinmaki #Makirin #nozoeli #love live fanfiction #My writing

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iloveshippingkitty · 7 years

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Mirror's Reflection part 2 - When you're falling in a forest

Okay TRIGGER WARNING: MENTION OF DEATH, PANIC ATTACKS, OVERWHELMED, HEIGHTENED SOCIAL ANXIETY Tell me if there's any additional ones.

By the time they sync down and land in the commons Anxiety is asleep, curling into Prince’s neck. Prince’s head rested upon Anxiety’s and he sat on a sofa. They all did this a lot more as kids although while Prince craved it, it meant a lot less. Now whether or not he was asleep, Anxiety cuddled with all his soul into it.

They all sat with hot chocolate and talked a while over stuff while Thomas and Anxiety slept.

“Something’s on your mind Prince.” Logic said simply.

“When did Anxiety change and how didn’t we see it coming.”

“One of us noticed it happening.”

“Morality, don’t try and …”

“Not him, Prince. I did.” Prince turned to look at Pranks who had a sad smile upon his face.

Prince, fiery personality that he is, went into accusation mode, “Well then why didn’t you stop it, he suffers so much and he’s so worried and he pushes us all to the side when he gets edgy and he didn’t used to.”

“Don’t you dare put that on me, Roman.” Pranks snapped. Two levels left them speechless, considering Pranks made the nicknames he never called them by their original names and Pranks never lost his temper. On he continued, “I did what I could. Luck and support will only get you so far.”

Prince immediately shut his mouth.

Anxiety once used to be the typical worried child in any kids’ adventure film. Willing to do stuff but the first to pipe up that they shouldn’t.

To everyone’s defence it started off small.

In middle to high school the pressure and the homework built and it began to be test season.

After a handful of hours of homework, 3 tests and a coursework in one week everyone decided to have a day off… By going to a party where they knew virtually no one. One of Anx’s least favourite things of all time.He worried and argued and complained when he found out. Pranks was inclined to agree with Anx as he thought it was a lot for the poor kid.

It was all too much for Anxiety who as it got closer had a panic attack to which Morality brought him down and a while later when he felt in his own skin again Anxiety clung to him and sobbed. This broke Morality’s heart, he held him close and let him let it all out.

“I’m sorry.” Morality said after a long time.

“Huh?” Anx sniffled.

“I didn’t realise how much this was upsetting you. I’m sorry.”

Anx rubbed his eyes and sighed heavily, “I know. There’s nothing to be done for it.”

“Let’s ask Prank’s huh? Maybe we can luck out at the last second.”

Off they went and found Pranks ten minutes later setting up a glitter pouch for people to open.

“I’m being summoned but you go to him, okay?” Morality urged before syncing out and Anx walked up, still rubbing his eyes.

Prank’s usual smile dropped into sad concern.

“You’ve been crying.” He stated simply and Anx’s nodded silently. With a sigh he patted the chair next to him and Anxiety sat beside him.

“I don’t want to go.”

“I know.”

“I don’t know what to do.”

“I know.”

“I need your help.”

“How?”

“I need some luck. For us not to go out or so I don’t have to think about it.”

Pranks thought a long while before replying quietly, “No.”

“Please.”

“Anxiety. It’s best for everyone if I don’t. If we don’t go they’ll want to go again. If you’re given it you’ll worry anyway and the world has it’s own luck. If it’s gonna go wrong that’s just gonna happen. And honestly, they need to recognise that you need time out a lot more than you say.” Pranks tells him straight. This was not what he wanted to hear and put his head in his hands. Pranks soothed him before checking the odds for the night and making Anxiety some saffron tea.

Either fortunately or unfortunately the party was a hit. They saw a lot of people, they all had a lot of fun including Anx after the saffron tea calmed him and it turned out it was what they had all needed for the day.

This however opened a gate that lead to Anx’s severe changes. Everyone felt despite Anxiety’s and Prank’s arguments to the contrary some socialisation after a particularly heavy day or week was all they needed. Morality seemed convinced the party did well but was more inclined to give Anx a few more rests, feeling like a father to him.

A great problem with arguing to the contrary was despite being the first to say ‘this is a problem’ he as a younger person was not very good at convincing others and was even worse at sticking to his guns.

The spiral’s became worse. Anx became angry a lot of the time because he wasn’t being listened to and was overworking a ton. Still, when Prince would smile at a particularly good job done by Thomas Anx’s heart would melt a little knowing the planning had gone well. When Logic would come for folder and plannings sleepovers he’d feel a little better. When Missy helped him with his make up and Imaj played with him he’d feel almost himself. When Pranks and Morality soothed him he felt okay. When Thomas recognised the work was due to Anx he felt accomplished even.

But these were coming fewer and far between. Anx was almost always working and while everyone was feeling the pressure of the essay season and overworking themselves to the bone Anx hadn’t slept in weeks, had constant twiched and plenty of panic attacks which as time went on he hid more from people so they could get more done and was in such a mood that he didn’t want to be near others and others didn’t want to be near him in the worst of it.

Pranks could see it all but couldn’t be back enough to help a lot. He had to play the odds and really help with trying to get them the best results. Between essays Thomas would like to talk to friends or do things which meant the rest had a good experience where Anxiety was like a runaway train. Telling him the ways it could go wrong. Thomas pointing out happily when it went right started a trend that no one foresaw becoming a consistent thing of Anx pointing out smugly when things went wrong.

Finally he did something he never saw himself doing. He told off Prince.

The person he was most drived to impress for. The peron his heart fluttered when he saw. The one with the biggest ideas and he least wanted to disappoint. They lightly debated and argued sometimes while younger but it was mid way through test season at a coffee shop where Anxiety’s nerve finally broke and he snarled at the man he liked, “No. We are not doing that.”

“But we always join the upcoming play.”

“Not this year. Not now. Maybe not ever again!” Anxiety hissed and they had a passionate argument about how it brought Thomas joy but they didn’t have time and they couldnt memorise everything as well as the tests, well the tests didn’t matter as much if Thomas wanted to be an actor, of course they mattered. The build up escalated until they were yelling at each other and Thomas was aggressively colouring in a therapy art book someone had got him.

Finally Anx slammed his door and threw his pillow across the room and then walked after it to throw it again to let some tension out. A couple of hours later Logic turned up with pancakes.

“Salutations. I’m here for our sleepover. I brought sustanance. I noticed you had not ate and decided to bring it with me.”

“Morality?” Anx’s face held the ghost of a smirk smile which calmed Logic down abit. God help Logic, he tried and he had plenty of emotion, as much as the rest but he didn’t know how to help very well. He would often ask the others what he should do if he had a problem that involved people pleasing.

“Pranks. Morality is in with Prince. He’s being very dramatic.” Logic sighed.

“Pfft, charming.” Anxiety scoffed.

“You’re being dramatic too.” Logic stated matter of factly. It seemed to mean a lot more knowing Logic didn’t know that you sometimes shouldn’t say that.

Anxiety’s sass seemed to deflate at it and he nodded, “I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. You should eat though. Missy asked a question that I realise I hadn’t thought about.”

“What?”

“When was the last time I saw you actually eat.” Logic replied. Anxiety’s eyes widened and he gawped a little, trying to look anywhere but Logic’s eyes. Then he took the plate and ate a bite. He hadn’t meant to miss food he was simply too busy but once he had began to fill his stomach he began to rationalise things again. He was still more moodier, irritable and panicked than Anxiety used to be but the behaviour had began to be natural to him. He realised the way he’d spoke to Prince was off the handle however so he decided to apologise after food.

Prince had had the same idea and was just outside Anxiety's door.Both boys gave a sincere sorry to one another and then immediately went to debating about things in a much more friendly way. Neither pointed out that the other was blushing.

It was not long later after that, that Anx had the panic attack that left them in hospital. A particularly not nice teacher had laid into Thomas hard about his future which was a sore spot for every one of them. Then he got the news his grades weren’t as good as expected and the family dog was ill. Tyro the dog was usually Anxiety’s saving grace in time of need and he hadn’t learnt to.not say when.he thought the worst.might.have happened so he had yelled, “Tyro might be dead.”

When he did.everyone hyperfocused.and whether or not Tyro would be dead. He started to panic.and hyperventilate. So he walked into the commons to find Logic and uttered, “Help me.”

It was like Anxiety couldn’t speak. He couldn’t speak, he couldn’t breath, he couldn’t control his limbs, he couldn’t make a damn sound. He just wanted to scream.

And then began screaming with the pain. His panic attack kicked in.and almost immediately hit fit stage, his whole mind was fried. He simply screamed and yelled and the others suggested things but Anx no longer had control over his limbs. They quickly sank down and told him to have contact with Thomas to which Anxiety prompytly tried to crawl away.Thomas was in the late stages of a bad panic attack and Anxiety was avoiding touching Thomas like the plague. He had heard he had to hurt Thomas and he wasn’t willing. He wasn’t, he wasn’t, he wasn’t..

Anxiety’s eyes rolled back and he slumped unconcious. At the same moment Thomas started to lose control of body functions and trying very hard he sent a text saying 10RS to his best friend which had been a code including the richter scale; the higher the worse. They could only assume his best friend did his job contacting the hospital as they woke in a hospital bed with concerned faces.

Back in Thomas’ mind Anxiety was in effectively his own hospital bed with Missy looking after him. They had been furious when they all attempted to mollycoddle the guy and demanded they all leave until Anx was ready to recieve visitors. They had expected some upside considering it was Missy but they got none so promptly did as told.

A part of Anx stayed closed after that, any optimism easily persuaded onto him before became a task and while he still did everything he did with them before (although a lot less frequently) he didn’t open up as before. He couldn’t be sure they liked him cos he wasn’t sure he liked himself.

Everyone remembered things minisculey differently as a group will tend to do but no one could deny Anxiety changed from that day for worse in some ways, for better in others. They loved him in their different ways all the same.

He made sure he'd never ask himself if he ever let them know it was too much again.

When he woke up two days later, he made everyone pancakes and thanked them before sitting cross-legged on the coffee table with a blanket wrapped around him watching mind numbing tv.

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love-elizabeth-the-3rd-blog · 7 years

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What about a reaction of the RFA+Saeran (and V if you want) to an MC that suddenly shrinks to the size of thumbelina (whether at home or in the middle of an RFA party or a date or somethin) and panic/trouble/mayhem/mischief/amusement/cooing ensues~ preferably different scenario for each member thank you

Thank you for your request! It was a fun idea :D I may have went a bit overboard but I hope you enjoy! Put the read more cause it’s long as heck

Jumin:

You were at Jumin’s penthouse when it suddenly happened

You shrank to a real small size

For a normal person Jumin’s penthouse was big

BUT NOW

IT FEELS LIKE YOU’D HAVE TO HIKE FOR DAYS JUST TO GET TO SOMETHING THAT WOULD NORMALLY BE THREE FEET AWAY

Mc paniced, what the hell, what the hell was happening??

Everything was too big

She ran to try and get onto the counter which had her phone

But the climb to get there… was damn near impossible

she wasn’t even athletic

meanwhile Jumin walked in, pulling at his cuff as he was readying to go to work, when he noticed Elizabeth the 3rd fixating on something

She looked quite intrigued

Curious, that seemed to catch his attention

Elizabeth began clicking her mouth, then meowed, prancing over to said object of interest curiously

Mc meanwhile, when she eventually noticed this HUGE FUCKING WHITE FUR CREATURE WITH HUGE BLUE EYES LOCKED ON HER COMING TOWARDS HER SLOWLY

she froze

Elizabeth, Elizabeth no!

Elizabeth recognized it as Mc by her scent and soon gently stopped with some distance between her and Mc and gave a familiar Meow

Jumin walked over to Elizabeth to see what she was looking at

Jumin then froze when he saw Mc

He thought his eyes were deceiving him

Mc looked to Jumin just as surprised and confused as he was

She almost worried what he’d think

…

without a word he calmly walked over to her and kneeled down

Honestly Jumin was tall enough as is but now he was very intimidating

“Mc?” he asked in a surprised tone, his eyes widening a little in surprise and wonder when he got a closer look at her, hunching over a little

You’re small, why is she so small?

“Are you alright? I’m not sure what’s happened but, do you mind if I gently pick you up?” he asked in a smooth manner, focusing on helping Mc remain calm in the situation

Mc nodded “Y-Yes you can”

He nodded and gently helped her into his hand, cupping her comfortably in his grasp as he slowly stood up.

He was literally holding his girlfriend in his hands

He placed her onto the counter and talked to her as he kneeled down a bit

“Mc, this should not be possible, what happened?”

Mc told him she didnt know, this was strange but…

Jumin had to admit

seeing Mc so small like this, was just so cute

She was literally like a doll, he could imagine making so many custom dresses with her

He could even hold her in his very own hands

He liked that

He wanted to hold her close to him, to just hold her in his hands and look over her, he wanted to stroke her with his finger

Where ever she would go, it would always be a close raduis to him, she wouldnt be able to get far but still keep quite busy while he could always be nearby, she could always be in his line of sight, or in a certain area

Honestly he wanted to put her in his shirt pocket where his purple hankerchief is

he just wanted to put her there and have her with him all day, even at work

she would always be with him

Of course, he would rather want her safe and possibly back to normal

but he couldnt help but fantasize

Mc in the meantime, noticed him get that look, oh great

Zen:

You were at the RFA party and you managed to pull off a very successful party

Zen came over to congratulate you and of course spend some time with you~

When he looked away for a moment, then looked back, suddenly you were gone!

He looked around bewildered for you before he heard you call out

“Zen!” in a small voice

He turned to look to where he heard it wide eyed and confused

until he locked eyes on you

you were on the table and waving up at him, concerned

This boy’s eyes just about POPPED outta his head!

Girl you were so small!

He leaned in to get a closer look at you “Mc?!”

Oh my god, this was real, that was you, that was you but very small

this dude just about paniced!!

How did this happen?

Meanwhile the other members noticed Zen freaking out a little but didnt see why

they just kind of raised there eyebrows and just carried on

“calm down calm down, don’t worry mc, we’ll figure out what happened.” he regained a little bit of his composure and thought out loud “This reminds me of an episode or movie scenario huh”

He gently picked you up with your permission, looking over you all protectively and concerned

“Don’t worry princess, your prince shall protect you tonight.”

Que Zen just cuddling you protectively and kind of keeping you safe by cupping you in his hand

to everyone else the whole scene looked weird because they couldn’t really see you but zen looked so goofy and awkward, like what was he hiding

Seven kind of just snickered and took a photo of him of course

Zen’s face was like on servalence like he was making sure no one took what he was hiding

He eventually frantically ran over to Seven to try and get help with the situation

When Jumin came around asking where Mc was Zen’s like

‘She’s not here!’ ‘Zen!’ ‘Sorry, sweetie’

Mc scolds him even in her tiny form

Yoosung:

You two were out on a date, getting milkshakes somewhere, he kind of skipped class to do it oops, but was planning on returning to the next class after

As the two of them were enjoying your time, suddenly Mc shrinks

Yoosung stared gaping at wtf just happened

?????

Yoosung exe stopped working

He noticed her on the table, now next to a huge milkshake

SHE WAS SO SMALL

HOW

WHAT

“Mc!” he leaned forward to get a good look at her, he seemed timid as he did since he was worried that if he did anything she’ll fall and get hurt and-

oh my god so many possibilities of her getting hurt like this!

he gave hushed whispers to mc as he was freaked out too which earned him a weird look from others in the shop, since it looked like he was whispering to the milkshake

oh god what should he do what should he do??

“Uh, um, m-maybe I should put you in my pocket? Or bag uh… Sorry Mc! I want to make sure you’re somewhere cozy and safe until we figure out what to do!”

kind of starts asking mc what it’s like being small, are things more interesting?

Keeps asking her if him being a giant now is freaking her out or that she must tell him if the way he’s handling her is uncomfortable

He’s so timid over little mc, oh god he just wants to protect her T_T

winds up taking her to class with him since.. he didn’t want to leave her on her own like this and, he couldn’t return home yet.

He tried to act as natural in class as possible but you can’t help but notice him on edge

feels so rude doing this to her omg

he kind of just nervously smiles at any of the weird looks the others give him

Mc winds up helping him out with some answers

Jaehae:

*Mc visited her at work

*Jaehae was so busy but mc really wanted to see her, so she decided to make it easy and visit her there

*Mc managed to catch her as they both talked a bit as Jaehae worked on the documents

*So far that’s all she had to do at the moment

*Suddenly Mc shrunk

*Jaehae didn’t notice at first since she was focusing on the documents

*but found it odd that the conversation just stopped

*She looked up and saw mc was just gone

*she looked confused until she noticed something moving on her table

*it was Mc

*Mc was waving at her

*Jaehae let out an audible gasp at the surprise that the other coworkers paused and looked at her for a moment

*She nervously waved it off and looked at tiny mc completely shocked, her hand over her mouth as she lowered down a bit so she could whisper to her

* “Mc, what’s going on?? This shouldn’t be possible”

* Maybe she overworked herself again, she thought, maybe she was just seeing things and just imagined mc being there from the start

* She rested her head into hand and groaned a bit from that

* this was just too much

* “Jaehae, it is me! I don’t know what’s going on”

* Jaehae just kind of stared at Mc with confusion and concern

* if this was real then, she needed to help Mc quick

* Jaehae scooped Mc up slowly and got up to maybe go somewhere quieter or hopefully out of the building, somewhere safer for her

* But just as she stepped out Jumin approached her, oh god worst timing

*Jaehae had quickly put Mc in the collar of her shirt behind her neck in the panic of the moment

*“Assistant Kang, please file the reports for me and bring the documents to my desk.”

* Oh boy his voice sounded scary when you’re small, Mc thought

* “Y-Yes Mr Han”

* She tried to face Jumin with a straight face but she was cleary agitated, which he noticed

* “I just need to do something before I-”

* “I need them now, and you will be joining me for a meeting right after.”

* “Right, Mr Han, I just need to do something quick”

* “Why?”

* He was pretty adamant that things had to be done now

* Jaehae nervously tried to come up with an excuse

* Mc whispered towards Jaehae’s ear making sure to stay out of Jumin’s sight

* “Just say lady troubles”

* Oh god, what a humiliating thing to say but, she did and needless to say that worked immediately

( this kind of reminds me of the scene in mulan when mushu was hiding inside her collar and then made a comment to the one guy like he was a jerk or something and the guy turned around angry lol, just imagine mc calling Jumin a jerk and he thinks jaehae said it sjoee)

Seven:

He was working on his computer as usual and you were quite bored, wanting to get his attention again

Sometimes you’d sit on the couch next to Saeran contemplating ways to yourself on how to get Seven’s attention

Suddenly one day poof!

You shrunk for some reason, and were sitting baffled on the couch

Saeran was looking at you with wide eyes, so confused at what had just happened

As you got up Saeran just slipped out of there so fast, completely spooked

maybe he was hallucinating or something this poor boy

You in the mean time got a great idea!

Yes! No way he can ignore me now, like this!

Still low key freaked out at what just happened

You awkwardly make you way to seven after climbing not so gracefully off of the couch, your butt hurts from that landing

you made your way over to him

“Hey!”

he doesn’t notice, he has head phones on

“HEY!”

Same result

Mc huffed and looked around, she decided she was just going to start throwing things at him

You did find some random objects Seven’s so god damn messy like wow

but most were too heavy for you to carry

You decided to be daring and climb onto the desk he was on

when you finally made it to the top, you were probably more fit than you have been your entire life, jk

Mc then spotted the perfect thing

a packet of honey buddha chips

Mc walked over and grabbed a chip, man the scent was intoxicating but she needed to focus

She walked over to him who was still oblivious and held up the chip, beginning to whistle like you would to get the attention of the dog

then she just threw it at him

that got his attention and he looked to where the chip came from and then saw you

He kind of just stared wide eyed for a minute also thinking he was hallucinating

“MC!” He shot out of his chair in surprise

what how?

Awesome!

he leaned down and looked over you with such fascination, even poking at you as you crossed your arms since you were mad at him for ignoring you earlier, but you’re ticklish so that kind of brought you out of your sulking a bit

but he’s JUST SO FASCINATED!

“Omg you’re so teeny weeny, so little I could just hold you in my hands and aaaaw-” oh my god he was blushing as he cooed over this

“Your clothes and everything is so little! Omg I want to put you in my hair, and hoodie and-” he soon scooped her up gently like she a little kitten or something and gently rubbed his cheek against her as he was fawning

Oh man all the things they could do now! Like

“Let me put you next to Robocat, robo cat look at this!”

he quickly ran to the robocat as if he were an excited child, Mc wasn’t sure if she was regretting making him notice her

He placed her next to the robocat “oh my word this is too precious! You’re even littler! Let me take a picture!”

“Seven, sto-”

he took the picture

Now off to the robodog, he wanted to put you ontop of it like you’re riding it and took a picture

“Ooooh, I think I have a toy space ship somwhere ah” as he began to look around “No wait I have a better idea” he scooped Mc up and settled her in his hair, “hold on tight! Seven Zero Seven, lauching in-”

“launching?”

“3, 2-”

“Seven wai-”

“ONE!”

and there he took off running like a naruto ninja

Just what has this brought out of him

Saeran was just sitting somewhere rubbing his temples as his brother ran around like a maniac

Dear god this household

Later Seven would come up with all sorts of pranks you guys could pull off, but liked holding you to him like a little plushie, you were just. so. cute

Saeran:

Mc and Saeran were just chilling, maybe doing some house chores since someone doesn’t

You were both having a normal conversation and as a reward after doing all the work you decided to get out some ice cream for the both of you

As you were you put some in a bowl, suddenly poof! You were tiny, and still holding a giant spoon, you fell over and the spoon clattered

the noise attracting Saeran’s attention as he comes over to where you were, looking for you

“Mc? Are you alrig-” he looks at the bowl of ice cream and looks around again, did you rush off to somewhere?

You propped yourself up and rubbed your back from when you fell over

“Saeran, here” your small voice said

He looked in the direction of your voice and his eyes just stopped on you

He just froze

Kept staring

Anyday now buddy

he then looked around as if doubting what he was seeing, no way the real mc is probably in the other room or something right?

He kind of stepped back and then reluctantly looked at you again, you waved at him

oh god it was you

“Mc? Mc, what on earth happened to you??”

he was freaked out, bending a bit to get a closer look

you know like how cats do that thing with their back when their freaked out, yeah that’d probably sum him up

he sometimes wonders if this is the after affect after taking those pills at mint eye

he timidly poked at Mc

Yeah she seemed real

“Saeran, take deep breathes okay?” he nodded and did so

“I-I should get seven, maybe he’ll know? I don’t know um…” he felt awkward, he wanted to help but didn’t know how

but he had one idea

he took a spoon and took a small amount of ice cream and then gave some to Mc

this poor awkward boy

was kinda sweet though lol pun

he rearranged some of close by objects so Mc would have something to sit on and have something to put her ice cream on, he gave her a small amount on a tin foil rap? he couldn’t find anything like a bowl for her size so he was improvising

She was cute tho, he had to admit

pet her head gently with his finger and stuck his tongue out at her, teasing

she puffed up her cheeks but smiled

what a weird but cute day

he probably keeps on improvising things for Mc at her current size so that she is comfortable at least until they find a solution

I guess Saeran’s freaked out by little people or something lol he got spooked twice

You both were sitting together on the couch when it happened, he was laying back relaxed

of course he doesn’t notice it happen

he can’t see

but he does feel the warmth of you presence dissapear

“Mc? Are you here?”

“Y-Yeah?”

“Your voice sounds different, are you okay?”

“Um, V, don’t freak out”

Mc touched his hand, with her now much SMALLER hand

?????

“Mc you-” he lifted his hand and gently felt her, hair? shirt? all in one place?

“I shrunk” Mc stated bluntly, she was worried since he couldn’t see well he might accidently swat her away when moving his hand or any sudden movements

He finds this really odd, but this tiny version of her moved and felt weird

Mc giggled as he kept gently touching her

He can get so curious sometimes it was adorable

He smiled and continued to do it, it tickled her

she put her hands up as she laughed “Okay okay I think you get the idea haha”

“Do I? I’m not sure if I completely get the idea, I need to investigate more.” and so he continued to gently tickle her as he chuckled softly

Mc just hugged his hand to get him to keep still, she was still giggling

His hand was so warm, especially when she hugged it at this size

It was always warm and comforting when she held hands with him

but she felt so secure in his grasp and just wanted to cuddle against his hand

V noticed this and smiled “You like this?” he could feel Mc nod against his finger

He gently picked her up and placed her against his chest, keeping her scooped up in his hand as he breathed in slow, she could hear his heartbeat and his breathing made her feel so calm, and his hand felt so warm and secure.

Mc let out a happy sigh and cuddled into him as he stroked her hair a bit with his finger

“You are so cute, Mc.”

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dbtrilogy2 · 7 years

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Julian

We all laughed by the pool at uncle Chris and aunt Cam house. They having some cook out so the whole family is here. I had just got aunt becca throwing her in the water.

“Imma kill you Julian!”

Jogging off I run into Stanley. Her swimsuit was small but looked really good on her. “Sorry.”

“Nah you good.” She smiled walking by.

I watched as she sat in the chair next to Mona catching me as she sat.

“Julian stop drooling over Stanley and come help us throw Max in.” Maurice and Elias pulled me out my trance.

**days ago**

Taking my phone off the charger I trot down the stairs. Maurice and Elias just got here not to long ago now just chilling while we waited on the girls. Going in the kitchen I grab a soda.

“Man what’s taking them so long?” Eli groaned.

“I mean. Yo girls you mind hurrying up!?”

“Shut up we coming down.” Mona came first rubbing stuff on her lips.

“Man why you wearing that small ass shirt?” I flick her ear.

“Shut up its not small it’s a crop top…mom let’s me wear them.” She shrugged looking at her blinking phone.

“But dad hates them.” Maurice said making her cut her eyes at him.

“Anyway Sam just said they are leaving now.”

“Cool let’s go.” I grab my keys. As they start getting up Stanley came down.

She had her hair down which I thought made her look sooo fucking beautiful. She caught me staring and blushed. “Hey uh you don’t think my skirts to small or short do you?”

I shook my head a little faster than I planned making her blush harder. “Nah it’s nice you look good. I hope it’s not for the Ian nigga.”

“Thanks and of course not I dress good for myself not no boy.” She flipped her hair on one side.

“Well excuse me…ladies first.” I let her walk closing the door behind me.

“You know I get the front stop starting shit all the time and just get in the back!” Mona yelled. Her and Maurice fighting over the front yet again with Elias recording laughing.

“Look here yuck mouth I get front because I’m more important than you.”

“Man we not doing this again. Stanley gets front since y'all still acting like babies.”

They both mugged me getting in. The ride was smooth and we got there in no time. Sam and that Ian nigga met us at the front.

“I got the wrist band thing so we can get on all the rides and a few tickets to play the games.” Sam hands one to Mona.

“You want me to get your Stanley?” Ian went throwing his arm over her.

“I’ll get my own thanks.”

“Whatever I’ll keep my money then.” He shrugged walking off.

We all got the wrist bands then went straight for the roller coaster. It wasn’t nothing like at the amusement parks but it’ll work for now. We all got paired off. Mona and that kid, Maurice and Elias, Stanley and that nigga then me with some chick who kept looking at me while other got on the ride.

“I’m Shelly.”

“How’s it going.” I waved her off trying to see what Stanley was doing.

“Good are you here with anyone?”

“Yeah my cousins and their friends.”

“So no girlfriend?”

Just then Stanley looked back catching me starring again. I smiled winking making her blush. “Not yet.”

We went on every ride then decided to play some games.

“Imma win you something baby.” Ian winked as we went to the ring toss booth.

She rolled her eyes pulling out her phone. I went over to the basketball. I won and saw this little stuffed poodle. “Let me get the dog.”

“For a special lady?” The guy chuckled handing it over.

“Something like that.” I smirked.

“Dude give it up you about to break a twenty on some booth game?” Maurice laughed. “Clearly this is not the game for you.”

I tap Stanley from behind showing the stuffed poodle. “For you.”

“Awww it’s so cute. You won this?

"Yeah for you since ya boy can’t.”

“He’s not my boy.” She rolled her eyes.

“Man I give up this game rigged like a bitch. Let’s just get out of here.” He stormed off while we laughed.

“Yeah my mom just text me she here anyway. I’ll talk to you later babe.” That boy hugged up on Mona kissing her cheek.

“Hey what you doing man get off my sister!” Maurice pushed him. “I’m telling dad.”

“Uh shut up! I’ll text you bye.”

“Nigga stop cupcakin let’s go.”

We stopped for snacks since I still wanted that movie. Getting in Maurice and Elias went to set up the tv. Mona and Stanley went to change.

“Hey you won that dog for Stanley?” Eli asked me as I sat opening my chips.

“Yeah why?”

“Just asking. You be acting weird around her sometimes.”

“Yeah almost like you like her or something.” They both laughed.

“Would that be wrong? Not saying I do just asking.” I said like it was nothing even tho I honestly wanted to know.

“Dude she’s your cousin.” Maurice said frowning.

“Technically she’s not their not related in anyway.” Eli shrugged while Maurice looked at him before shrugging to as the girls came back. “Finally I almost started it without y'all.”

“Shut up. What we watching first?”

I sat in the bean bag I brought from my room in front of the couch. The boys laying on the floor with the girls on the couch. While watching the movie Mona phone rang and she went up to their room. The boys went up next saying their tired leaving me and Stanley alone.

“So uh…you have fun tonight?” I asked sitting on the couch not to far from her.

“Yeah it was fun. My favorite was that huge slide it was so cool.” She laughed turning facing me.

“Yeah I like that one ride we was standing in and it was spinning like crazy. Aye Maurice face when we got off was funny as hell!”

“It was.” She started messing with her hair.

“I heard you joined the cheer squad.”

“Oh yeah me and Mona are the first freshman. The captain said their gonna use our cheer for the next game.”

“Dope I guess that means you gonna be cheering me on at every game huh?” I more closer seeing her pinkish cheeks.

“I guess so. You do play pretty good so I’ll be cheering a lot.”

“True I’m the star of that team. You want a drink?”

“Yeah sure.”

I took her hand taking us to the kitchen sitting her up on the counter. Getting us both a soda she declined asking for a water.

“What you don’t drink soda?”

“Nope trynna keep this skin baby smooth as long as I can.”

Smirking I brush my hand over her cheek. “It is pretty smooth. What you use I might need some?”

“I use these homemade mask I found on Instagram and black soap. Works wonders.”

I cup her chin. “I see. Got you glowing and shit.”

“Stop….my face hurts.” She giggled pushing me back.

“Why is that what you smiling so hard for?” She looked at me before laughing. “I ever tell you how cute your laugh is?”

“Julian stooooop oh my god.” She covered her face. “You been acting real nice to me lately.”

Smirking I lean next to her. “Yeah….what you want me to be mean to you?”

“I’m just telling you I’ve noticed.” She shrugged playing with the cup she had.

“Good I was hoping you would.” She blushed hoping down. “Where you goin?”

“To bed.”

“Well goodnight to you to.”

Coming back she stood on her toes kissing my cheek. “Night.”

Hold her in place I lift her head kissing the side of her mouth inches from her lips. “Goodnight pookie.”

She giggled backing away bumping into the wall then ran off to the stairs. Standing here I just couldnt let her get away that fast. Eventually I’ll want to express myself to her but I can’t if whenever we’re alone she runs away. I mean I think she likes me back.

Stanley

“Wait Stanley.” He caught my arm midway to the third stair.

“Yeah?”

“Uh….what’s the rush to get in bed? Why don’t we just hang out for a while.” He asked looking down holding my hand.

I blushed biting my bottom lip. “O-oh ok…what did you want to do?”

He took us back to the living room still holding my hand. Butterflies have taken over my insides I feel like I could lift off at anytime. Turning back he smiled looking at our hands.

“You smoke?”

“Smoke what?” I frowned looking him up and down.

“Weed baby girl come on now.”

“Oh no never tried it honestly don’t know if I really want to.”

He nods squeezing my hand. “Do you plan any video games?”

“Yeah I play all those basketball football baseball games with Maurice and dad sometimes.” I shrug smiling.

“Cool we can play some 3k and uh make it a little interesting.” He chuckled going to set up the system.

“Oh no.”

“It’s all good nothing bad. If you win I’ll take you shopping-”

“Boy bye you can’t afford me.” I smirked taking the wireless controller from him sitting in the beanbag.

“We both know…you know I got bank lets not play that.” He winked sitting on the couch behind me. “Anyway like I was saying if I win you’ll smoke with me.”

Looking back I caught his little smirk. Rolling my eyes I blushed turning back. “I guess. Pick your team so we can get this over with oh and just so you know this skirt alone is $80 just a little heads up.”

He laughed nodding. We played the game doing some trash talk here and there. I’d push his controller he’d push my head or cover my eyes. It was just plain good old fun which I need usually having playing these since both dad and Maurice are sore losers. Not saying I’m that good just when I win it’s like the end of the world to them.

“Uh no fair how you do that!?” He made his player do some dunk trick I’ve never seen before.

“I guess Maurice and uncle Chris aren’t that good at this game huh?”

“Their ok I’ve just never seen that done before. Show me.”

He took my hand having me sit between his legs still facing the TV. His hands cover mine on the controller. Looking back I blushed yet again for probably the billionth time tonight.

“Ight so you just press this…these two at the same time and run. Try it.” Our fingers moved together as he helped me do this. Dad and Maurice are in for it next time I play one of them!

“What is this a cheat code?”

“Never that I just came across it one day. I was playin max and he was beating me so I just started pressing random buttons and that happened. It took me like a week to figure out what the hell I did.”

We laughed. He grabbed his controller wrapping his arms around me. Clearly neither of us were planning to move so I got comfortable. It was like one of those pictures you see on those relationship goals pages.

In the end unfortunately he won so I’m out of a free shopping trip. Watching the finale score come up he laughed while I elbow his stomach.

“Hey I won fair and square even showed you my special secret move. Don’t worry I’ll still take you shopping.” He kissed the side of my neck.

“Ah that tickles stop.” I whispered cringing away.

It was going on midnight and no one has come down to see where we were so I just guessed their all sleep.

“Oh you ticklish huh…good to know.” He poked my side.

“Julian stop it!” I jumped up. “I get very loud when I’m tickled and I don’t want to wake anyone up.”

“I guess but you better watch out now. Neck and sides are your tickle spots…got it.”

Rolling my eyes I stood going into the kitchen. In the fridge I took out another bottle of watch and took some grapes.

“What you wanna do now?”

“We could…smoke since you know I won.” He smirked putting his arms behind his head.

Sighing I plop on the beanbag. “I won’t die will I?”

“No why would I wanna kill you? It’s a great feeling trust me…I’ll be back.”

While he’s gone I took out my phone going to Instagram. My likes went up on a few pictures, more followers, more cute comments even some rude ones. I pay all those no mind. On my feed I came across a picture that kinda describes what I was talking about earlier and just had to like it. Biting my lip I chuckled low at the butterflies coming back.

I think I can stop doubting how Julian acts towards me. I think it’s pretty clear he likes me.

“Alright so I already rolled it all we gotta do is spark it up.” He came back with some rolled up paper looking thing.

“Ok…how do I do this?”

He sat pulling me on his lap. “Put it between your lips inhale not to much hold it for like ten seconds then just breath out its easy than you think.” Shrugging he puts the lighter to the paper thing inhaling like he told me then seconds later blew this white smoke out. “See. Try it.”

My heart was thumping so loud my hands were shaking. I took it doing exactly what he said. He counts down ten seconds and I let out the smoke watching it move through out the room.

“Wow…”

“You like it?” He took it back inhaling again.

“It’s…ok I mean I don’t feel any different.”

“I know just do it a few more times and you’ll start feeling something.”

Boy was he right! We sat together smoking for like fifteen minutes and my eyes got low and I just felt…calm.

“Does your mom know you smoke?”

“Yeah it’s prescription…she let me get it when I turned sixteen. Sometimes after chase goes to bed me my mom and max all sit out on the deck and share one. It’s the dopest shit ever.” He laughed taking another pull. “You want some more?”

“Just a little in getting tired and it’s going on one in the morning.”

“Ok just take a shower before you go to sleep and set your clothes somewhere so they can get washed.”

It was getting smaller and smaller by the second. We just laid back together in silence.

“Julian can I ask you something?”

“Go head.” He mumbled.

“Do you um…I mean I just been thinking you might I don’t know-”

“Like you?”

“Y-yeah. Do you?”

Looking back he smiled up at me. Just before his words could come out this loud noise came out of no where.

“What the-” I pick up my ringing phone. “Hello?”

“Hey I’ve called Maurice and Mona trynna get in touch with y'all!” Mom yelled making me run my head.

“I’m sorry mom I was sleeping still I don’t know where the others are.”

“Yeah well have all your things packed by five we’ll be there around that time.”

“Ok.”

“Did you have fun last night?”

“Yeah it was really fun we got on everything.”

“That’s nice well I’ll let you get back to sleep make sure you tell Mona and Maurice to be ready.”

“Ok I will…bye.” When hanging up I saw a text from Julian.

Juju💔:we went to get some breakfast and your siblings left their phones🙄we’ll be back

Me:ok can you tell them mom and dad are coming for us around five and want us to be ready

I got out of bed stretching. On the end of my bed were the clothes I wore to the fair. They didn’t smell like anything but my perfume. Shaking my head I go to the bathroom and handle my morning business. Getting my phone again I saw Julian responded.

Juju💔:sure thing pookie

This was tripping me out so I just asked-

Me:what happen after the movie last night?😳

He responded seconds later

Juju💔:we went to be bed y😕

It was just a dream?

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matthew-eleventhirty · 5 years

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so i havent written in a while, maybe thats because what i found out was my worst nightmare. two years, almost two years. i was happy, you were happy i think. but when things started to go crazy you werent happy anymore. i wanna vomit thinking about what our lives used to be, what they used to feel like they were heading towards. but a month out of that, youre with a new girl. im so conflicted- to feel sad or to tell you to fuck off. this is one of the hardest things i had to do and everyone is treating me like im some fragile doll. i hate it, but i also just want someone to wake me up and tell me this was all a dream. yea you were really shitty during some times and i let a loooot slide, but it was all because i loved you. im sorry my friends wrang you out to dry, i didnt tell them to but i was really really appreciative that they did. the second they saw shit was going everywhere. it only makes sense for you to have been cheating on me. i mean, less than three weeks to find a girl, ask her to date you, go to the tree, then post it? you dont post pics with tinder dates...? so who is she? why didnt you tell me? why couldnt you just have been honest. that you wanted something different, that another girl caught your eye. its better to rip the bandaid off with me. but no i sat around freaking out trying my absolute hardest to give you what you wanted. i was nothing but amazing to you, patient with you, caring for you, trying to help you, trying to help you to help us. maybe youll never realize that and think im too pushy. but the words you used, the way you kissed me after. i it doesnt make sense. it doesnt add up. how could you do that to someone you loved, let alone a person. but you know what, everyones right you are a loser and a coward. but lets touch on another point. the means for breaking us up were: 1. no one knows me at school, i want to be more known 2. i just have so much to figure out, i need to be alone to do this 3. if you really love something let it go, if it loves you back itll come back. now mr. i think im going to law school please lets go over this. you 1. have a new girl who lives two towns over and from the looks of it doesnt go to st johns so thats gonna be even more difficult to get your name out there huh 2. YOU HAVE A NEW GIRL SO I GUESS THERE WASNT THAT MUCH TO FIGURE OUT and lastly my favorite 3. that is the cruelest thing you can do to someone- to give them hope when you know there is no reason to. your moms was right, youre not worth crying over. but hey guess all of them are going to be compared to me haha i love it. you played me bill there i said it you fucking played me but dont think for one moment that girl will stop you from freaking out or getting too aggressive dont think that she will have the patience for you when you cant come over or that plans are canceled or that your schedule is so busy dont think that she will care for you the same way i did by trying to help you unload some of that baggage. dont think youll ever have the same relationship with anyone after me. im special, im the whole fucking package and i come with a fucking bow. you missed out, but maybe giving you a chance to miss out was the worst thing i couldve done. you made me feel bad when you had to work extra shift to pay for some wimpy ass birthday gift. they were never wrapped and never as special as i wanted to feel. the only good gift was the ring. but i guess even thats a joke now. you really did a 180. i dont know who this guy is, hes not the person i dated. you were sweeter when you were broke. you were nicer without that fucking car. you were a better boyfriend when you didnt try looking like any other washed up teen spending their parents money to buy the next nicest thing so they post a pic to twitter just to get like 10 likes. you were a much better person and i dont think it was the depression, i think its because youre not able to be your own person. you need to follow trends (and yes by being the first in line to get some weird blue floral print shorts is you following a trend) you needed to have the nicest car but that car isnt even paid for by you. that insurance on those things are so high. your poor parents. i cant believe you really need the nastiest human being on the world just to look like a dumb ass faker. you ugly fuck. i hope she realizes what a fucking prick you are. i cant believe you changed. you were a sweet boy but i was right on the 4th and i was still right in newport and i was right when i told you after we broke up. everything needs to be your way or no way. you needed to play a stupid game with too many rules to show my family you drink we dont care i wanted to spend time with my friend. you really couldnt have let me walk through the stores because you wanted to buy an ugly ass sweatshirt. youre mom called you out on it. you couldnt talk to me when i desperately needed to when i felt like nothing but a shell and would cry myself to sleep and throw up because i cant keep anything down not even coffee. but dont worry because i came out stronger and i will continue to be better because one thing i hope you picked up about me is that i need to be the best, the very top, the prime example for fun and brains. i need to be that. so i will be that, and you will be so far behind it would take you decades to get to where i wouldve been in two years. i hope you realize you are a fucking idiot. and i hope one day i can learn a thing or two from you imbeciles. because im gonna have the best time ever and enjoy being single and enjoy my achievements while you bury yourself in debt. hope you marry rich because at the pace youre going, you wont have a great paying job until your 50s. and the debt youll have no thankyou. i understand college is a rollercoaster and its frustrating to try to find your path but dude, a lawyer... during the third year of your four year scholarship? idiot, might as well just buy a bunch of shit on your credit card and hope it goes away. my next thing to look for is stability, if the people who i am talking to mention a job and aspirations and a plan as to how to work things out and talks about how he knows what he enjoys and has a good relationship with his parents and knows what he needs to do and when to do it. i need a man. i need someone who can and will pick me up just to swing me around his shoulder. i need a man. i need someone who will make me stronger and wiser. i need someone who will want to see me grow and not expect for me to help them get through non- challenging things like organization. you having depression is different. thats when you could expect me to help you. but dear lord, give me the strength to get through this and lord please give me the knowledge to recognize these things fast and to confront them and to know to stand down. lord give me the patience to succeed and to help me heal properly, lord give me the guidance to come out better than ever. life is tricky and its only just begun. i might hold on to this.

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