Going to get into makeup again! I'm honestly very excited about it. I just worry about family members judging me for my style. I've always, always wanted to dress goth/alt but I've always been afraid of my mom's reactions.

I only have one life I should live it the way I want without judgement. So I'm going to

I'm going to finally be me.

next chapter of secretely married hangster au is written and betaed but now i need to edit it and just. its SO MUCH effort y’all so much effort

I WAS FINALLYM FINALLY MAKING SOME PROGEESS ON MY ARR AFT3R WEEKS OFNNOT BEINF ABLE TO DRAW AND MY TUCKINT TABL3T BROK3

SCAR HAS A VOD CHANNEL YEHAHAHAHHAHA FINALLYM WHEHHEHEHEHHE

I'm Back Bitches! Just picked up my script yesterday!!! Yassssss. Happiness. #hrt #testosterone #transgender #transition #nonbinary #nonbinarypride #trans #transmasculine #transmasc #happy #mentalwellbeing #mentalhealth #finallyme #imback #pride #happypride #king #foxking #pride2021 (at Idaho Falls, Idaho) https://www.instagram.com/p/CP7IlrvBd5q/?utm_medium=tumblr

It's crazy to think that 1 year ago I had a surgery that changed my life completely. Nothing is the same as it was on this day back in 2018. The people in my life have changed. I've lost people I thought I would never lose. I gained people that I never could of possibly imagined would be a part of my life. I've changed a lot. I've loved. I've lost. I give my all to people and things. I've grown and I healed to be a better and healthier version of myself. I've found self love and worth inside myself that I never had before. I found happiness within the person that I finally am. When I think back to that 12 year old kid. The one who never thought this point in his life would come, it did. It took a lot of fighting and a lot of courage, but I held on tightly to that stick. If I could tell 12 year old me that everything will work at by this point in life, I would, but I also believe that the battles I have fought, made me the person I am today. And a huge thanks to @alignsurgicalassociates for giving me the body to finally match the person I always dreamed of being. This year has been one of the toughest years, but despite it all, it has been one of the best. So here's to 1 year post op and to living life as the person I always dreamed of being. One thing this whole journey has taught me is, just because something doesn't happen today, doesn't mean it won't ever happen. Sometimes we have to just reach that chapter where that portion is finally meant to be written in. After all, our lives are just one giant book that we continue to write each day. I'm excited to enter 2020 and continue to grow each day. #ftm #trans #transgender #transguy #topsurgery #transman #transdude #transition #drsatterwhite #finallyme #newjourney #imwhole #1yearpostop #transandtatted #ftmtransgender #selflove #journey #ftmtransition https://www.instagram.com/p/B6nCBHegdYl/?igshid=pldzesqosgq6

Hey guy!!

I’m at the beginning of my journey with Ana. I have a lot to learn and she has a lot to shape me. While I have came a long way I still have a long way to go. I know that I will eventually get to where I am going. I also know that where I want to be is going to take a lot of work and dedication. Rome was not built in a day, and neither will be dream body. I am working so that I may be comfortable in my own skin and no longer be self conscious.

Also if anyone ever need to talk feel free to pm me. If you would rather speak over snap chat or instagram just ask and I will give it to you.

Stay safe.

Finally got the nerve to cut my hair. I’m so confident now 👌🏻

10 months HRT. 40 years age. The confidence I have gained since transitioning and being out in the world has bolstered myconfidence. I have become more health-concious and regained a passion for my spiritual practices, such as meditation, yoga and going for walks. I used to drink my sorrows away with alcohol, but now I sip lemon water or tea. I am so thankful/grateful for all the beauty that surrounds me daily. Light has returned to my life. I am grateful.

Aloha nui loa.

"Acquainted With the Night" - Robert Frost // Night in Saint-Cloud -Edvard Munch // The Boulevard of Montmarte at Night - Camille Pissaro // "Ciudad Sin Sueño/City of Which Does Not Sleep" - Federico García Lorca // saatchi art // The Third of May 1808 - Fransisco Goya // Mujer Mirando A Travès de la Ventana - Edvard Munch // ubed. u

Color Me Happy {I finally feel like I can use my hair as a canvas for my inner self...It feels amazing} #haircolor, #deepellumhairsalon, #color, #purple, #orchid, #bright, #vivid, #finallyme

An open letter for my prior self and who I am now. You did It. Today April 15th 2017 you did something you wouldn't have dreamed you could do. Completed a 2,000 meter row in 8 minutes and 3 seconds. Finished 300 floor exercise in roughly 13 minutes and completed a 5k in 28 minutes. You proved to yourself how strong you are. How committed and motivated you can be. I am proud of myself. I am proud that the people in your past who told you that you are weak, or just a little girl, who never thought you could achieve or be better then them at something are wrong. You are better. I am better now. Without negative, lack of trust, mental support or lack of emotional support. I am better. I never had an absence of strength, it was just being suffocated by a high presence of ones insecurities of their own weakness. Today I am proud, of who I am, whom I've became and how far I still have to go. Today I am me.

finallym..... cansuccessefylll move ssyou around!!!!

*any Dongkiz song starts playing*

Me: ah, finally

Me: the best day of my life

Finally Me

I am so happy that I finally figured out who I am and where I belong. I am Sirena Amethyst Jade the Missing Jade Queen of Avalon. I am a Pagan whose spirit resides on Avalon. I love nature,animals, healing and am a herbalist. I am a free-spirit and artist, and a Pisces.