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#enjoying one headcanon doesn’t mean that you can’t engage with and enjoy another
seiberries · 11 months
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Good day, dear!~ I'm an anon who asked you about crush headcanons and OMG, this sooo good! Especially I like Hiori, Chigiri and Nagi's ones! I enjoyed it a lot and you seem like a such a cute and adorable person! I love and adore your blog a lot!
Sooo, if you don't mind, can I ask you for Chigiri, Reo and Hiori headcanons as boyfriends?
LOVE YOU A LOT! Have a nice day~
good dayy, ahh im so happy that you liked how they turned out <33 and i appreciate the feedback, youre too sweet 💕 i love you lots too!! enjoy your dayy :>
blue lock boys : boyfriend hcs
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includes: chigiri hyoma, hiori yo, mikage reo warnings: hiori’s backstory!
chigiri hyoma
being with chigiri is like dating a best friend- it’s supportive, honest, and filled with back-and-forths.
while he does find grandiose romantic gestures embarrassing, he always finds ways to bare his heart to you.
it’s all about the little things with him.
he notices your habits, when you’re happy, sad or, even agitated. he knows your way of thinking, and reads you like a book. he memorizes what you love; your orders in restaurants are engraved into his mind, as are the lyrics to your favorite songs.
the boy does all this to make-up for how awkward he is with words, knowing he isn’t the most gentle person. by nature, he’s the blunt type.
but, he will tone himself down as much as he can, for your sake. (not during your petty “for fun” arguments though, he has to win those; it’s cute when you’re annoyed.)
on bad days, though he cannot recite an essay of comforting words- chigiri will not leave your side under any circumstance.
speaking of him never leaving your side, he invites you to every single one of his games- always in the vip area, placed where you can see him best.
the rush he feels while running, knowing that you’re watching and cheering him on, can’t be beat. you are his boost, his energy.
won’t admit it, but he secretly waits for your praise after every match. it fuels his ego a lot, so choose your words wisely!! too many compliments result to a very red hyoma.
you, and only you, gets to touch his hair. if the hands running through his well-cared for locks aren’t yours, he doesn’t want them.
you styled his hair like rapunzel’s at one point, flowers and all. it’s your phone’s home screen.
chigiri as a boyfriend is a chigiri that matches his speed and heart with yours, regardless of how fast he is on the field.
hiori yo
dating hiori means having another half who’s always beside you somehow.
his love language is quality time, the sit in quiet type. a quiet with you, of course.
playing games together or engaging in separate activities, the company you share with him is enough either way.
he thinks of warmth to be any moment spent between you two, and he adores it. wise as ever, he knows that time is scarce, and is focused on what someone deems as important.
it half-shocks him when he realizes that he is important to you.
he just isn’t used to selfless love.
growing up in a place where love was earned by excellence, your boyfriend first learns the genuine version of it day by day, by your side.
bonding is crucial to him, in spite of his usual preference for being alone.
you play his video games with him, and he gets into anything you like. franchises, series, anything- if you enjoy it, he’s sure he will too.
he frequently buys matching merchandise and accessories; you match keychains, mugs, and controllers. it’s quite domestic.
forehead kiss enjoyer, for sure.
poor boy is touch starved. compared to other people in your life, hugs with him last longer.
he has a certain kind of smile reserved for you. he isn’t aware of it, but it’s the most gentle and soothing sight. it could soften anyone.
as a boyfriend, hiori’s favorite part in dating is being with you. (so, basically everything.)
mikage reo
a relationship with reo is romantic and grand, he spoils the heart.
the giver, he gives and gives; receiving presents from him happens on almost a daily basis. on days when it isn’t a tangible good, it’s a wonderfully prepared date.
he loves completely, you’ll never feel unwanted with him. the mikage is very open about how he feels, communication is hardly an issue.
while you do appreciate everything, he’s well aware that you’d have him- rags, or riches. (it doesn’t stop him from swiping his black card though, never has, never will.)
yes, he will carry your bags. yes, he’ll personally go to the grocery store to buy your cravings. he’s a boyfriend who loves doing things for you.
however- there is a small, very tiny part deep inside him that acts this way in fear of losing you. please don’t leave him.
it doesn’t go away until you confront him, you work on getting rid of the thought together.
he becomes more secure as time goes on, no worries; the knowledge that you stayed for so long comforts him.
it’s a constant battle to one up him in terms of surprises and displays of affection though, it’s practically impossible. (he prides himself on this.)
there are moments every once in awhile where his clinginess reaches its peak. he’s like a puppy then, attached to your side, seeking attention. (he’s adorable this way; the heir gets pouty when he doesn’t get what he wants.)
it’s not like you ever say no, how could you?
has a particular fondness for back hugs, on both your ends.
he really does shower you with love. (return it tenfold, okay?)
your boyfriend, reo, always makes sure with utmost certainty that you’re aware of how much you mean to him.
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kneelingshadowsalome · 10 months
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ahh~ i’m so glad you liked my little essay~!! i have a knack for analyzing and interpreting stuff, i just think it’s so fun. plus i needed a way to vent out my thoughts and feelings on the little hyper-fixation i’ve developed from your story, my brain just went into overdrive because of how unique it is so i couldn’t resist.
anyway, thank you, seriously thank you for enjoying it, and i’m super happy to say that i have come up with few a headcanons of my own. these are mainly könig headcanons, so they’re more of my interpretations and analysis on him. let me know what you think~! i hope you have a wonderful read, and please keep doing you, you are a wonderful writer, and incredibly talented!!
okay, so first:
despite könig’s openness and acceptance to engels interest in his weaponry, i highly doubt that he would actually allow her to indulge in using any of them. i would even consider that he wouldn’t even teach her how to use one, especially his guns. sure, he’s gifted her knifes but notice that they’re quite feminine and dainty even, könig does try to engage with engel and her interests but emasculates them in a way that should suit her, a cute little knife is practically harmless compared to the massive destruction of his guns. the furthest he would go to showing her anything is how to hold it, but he still wouldn’t want her to hold it herself, and he won’t even shoot it in front of her considering that would damage her hearing, and he can’t bring himself to do that to his baby.
with that, i do think könig is careful and cautious with his engel. i feel like he tries to filter through the good and the bad for her. yes, we’ve been given instances in which the exact opposite has happened, i.e. him stabbing her boss right in front of her, but that was acted purely on impulse. i think after that, he tries his best, and i mean he really tries to shield her from that ever again unless absolutely needed. however, if she were to ask for that twisted ruthless side of him again, because she has the tendency to be twisted herself, then i’m sure he would have to lay down some ground rules, and although hesitant, in the end, he would do anything for her. but despite that, he does not allow angel to consume things that he perceives to be negative for both him and her, and what i mean by that is that he doesn’t allow her to consume any material that could be triggering for him or anything that could alter her behavior that would negatively effect both of them. so, stuff like world news, social media, anything that could give her a sense of empowerment, he doesn’t allow her to have her own phone, she’s constantly monitored, and she’s never alone once she leaves home because könig has to always check in on her. könig absolutely does not want her to be influenced by anything, it’s another reason why she doesn’t have friends, and knowing she isn’t influenced by anything other than him helps keep him from being paranoid, anxious, and violent.
now, back to könig being a raging misogynist at times, he would definitely believe in the value of gender roles, and i mean nothing is more important to him than the normalcy and complacency of the ideal of gendered roles and relationships. also, i hate to admit it, but he just can’t see his woman doing or portraying anything too masculine, it’s a turn off for him, he prefers if she were to just stay at home and do “womanly things” and be a woman, whatever that entails. i think he would even encourage engel to quit the job that she has now, he probably never liked the fact that she worked in such a masculine environment, working such a dirty job in the first place. the only times when he’ll allow engel to even be remotely dominant is during sex, and it’s only if she wants to be, but even through sex he still has the upper hand and has this, ‘this is only happening because i’m allowing it to happen’ mentality. plus it’s a nice thing to let go, relax, and allow her to take control for a little bit, but he would always remind her, both sexually and domestically, where her place is.
könig is completely shameless when it comes to his physicality. he knows what he’s capable of and he knows engel loves his body, so he uses that to his advantage to show off and impress her more. so that means, more unnecessary bouts of strengths used in front of engel, more commitment to his workouts, wearing less clothes around her (he honestly prefers to be casually nude more than he likes to admit, i also think it’s a kink for him to see her so flustered from it too), and insane sex positions. i think he would really enjoy fucking/eating her out standing up, just anything that involves comfortably lifting her up and possibly manhandling her, in a safe way at least.
also, könig is the most expressive when it comes to his sexuality. again, he has little shame, but it’s only because there’s something so special in sex that allows him to let go and just do what he wants in such an intimate environment, and it’s because of engel that it only amps up way more. so, with that being said, the guy is incredibly kinky and experimental. like i said, he likes casual nudity, but only done on his part, he doesn’t really like engel flaunting her body the way he flaunts his and prefers for her to stay modest, it’s really because of the innocent aspect that she tends to play that gets him going because of it. i also see him thriving in animalistic, predator/prey type of sex, especially if it’s outdoors. every time they’re out hiking, camping, or just happen to be in a large remote wooded area, expect some wild sex happening between these two. he just really enjoys pushing his limits and boundaries through sex for the purposes of showcasing the emotions he is unable to communicate normally, which is why he often has an intense sexual drive, but he also enjoys letting go once in a while, being taken cared of, and feeling loved by engel. könig really bonds well when he has this outlet where his emotions, something he constantly suppresses, can be catered, and very often is his emotions expressed dominantly, whether as a hard dom or soft one, it’s mainly about control and acceptance for him.
something könig would slightly be ashamed of though, is receiving open comfort and affection. his upbringing is super fucked and his lack of affection and love as a child definitely shaped himself as a very undeserving man of any of that, although he craves it immensely. so, as contradictory as it is, while he loves giving devotion and intimacy for selfish reasons, he does have trouble accepting genuine love and warmth for himself. it’s something that takes time for him to recognize that he needs and accepts, especially with the right person. so, yes, he’s very hesitant of these instances, but by god, does engel make it so much easier for him. it’s no wonder he’s so indulgent with her and why he’s constantly pushing her limits, it is not because he’s consciously choosing to do the most insane shit but rather, he doesn’t realize it and it’s inappropriateness. i think if engel were to teach him how to properly love and care more respectfully and appropriately, you know something he wasn’t taught as a child, i think he would be a bit more mentally stable in his behavior. however, i do not think she will, it’s because of his dangerous behavior that drew her in the first place and his toxic, overwhelming personality that solidified her place in their relationship, so there’s no way she’s getting rid of könig’s obsessive, possessive, dominant traits that practically has made him into a sex god, but she will suggest therapy from time to time if he continues to exhibit insecure-like behaviors and especially when he’s going through ptsd episodes. i’m pretty sure he has both ptsd and c-ptsd, and to top that off, personality disorders, and mood disorders, soooo…
last but not least, and this one is purely self-indulgent on my end, he is a serial spender for his engel. dude makes an absurd amount of money for what does, and has no reason to use it… until engel walked into the picture. even since then, könig will buy anything for engel and help her splurge to keep her happy, comfortable, and away from society. this man will get her all the material items that she wants, clothes, a big new house, lots of land, entertainment, all the foods that she wants. want a dog and/or cat? sure! he’ll even supply her with weed if she’s that type of girl, but anything to keep her sane and occupied, he is willing to buy, just nothing too illegal, and definitely no vacation spots, dude is way too paranoid to travel and is not willing to risk it.
IM AM SO SORRY THAT THIS WAS SO LONG 😭😭
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These were just pure gold, *chef’s kiss* exquisite!! Every single sentence is perfection. So well thought out, and so well put! I don't even have the words to express how incredible this is (and I call myself a writer lol). Seriously, thank you again!! 💖
Also I want to participate (teacher teacher lemme participate please) by adding a few things:
The first one I wholly agree with, but I also believe König might have a little teeny tiny kink for watching how his innocent Engel brushes her fingertips down the barrel of his huge shotgun or holds one of his biggest knives in her *cute* little hands... The contrast between a woman’s softness and a massive, cold, brutal weapon drives this man crazy.
To indulge in his dark fantasies, he might allow Engel to come to the range with him once or twice. I imagine König getting off on showing a “fragile woman” how to handle and shoot a rifle 🙄 He thinks it’s both horrifying and drugging to see how her smaller body tries to absorb the recoil from his guns. Soon enough he’s like “Ok that’s enough” but not before he has enjoyed that peculiar scene a while longer.
And the fourth oh god. Gave me butterflies. He's shameless. I just know that König sleeps naked. Guy associates nighttime with masturbation – and nowadays, sex with his Engel – so off with his clothes, and off with hers, too. König also gives me semi-somno vibes: he would try to wake Engel up with his dick if he can't sleep. (Give me attention and love and provide me with a distraction from my anxiety! Now...!)
The sixth: yes, I don’t see things getting any "better" as in them suddenly calming the fuck down and learning healthy ways to live and love. They are too enamored with their dark side and as you said, I don't know if Engel would be that fascinated with König if he suddenly developed a conscience and healthy ways to cope with his trauma(s). Their escapades resemble a shared psychosis sometimes, but with time and patience this couple will perhaps find true love and relief together – something bigger and better, a way out of the spiral. They learn to dance on the knife’s edge, so to say. They might even start to behave 🩷
And the last one: YES he would spoil her to bits! One of the reasons for this is that König feels guilty. He doesn't know how to show love and devotion through emotional intimacy so he will try to show it through spending money on her. So yes to all of this.
I see Engel wishing for a pet to keep her company while he's away on longer missions. And König is so thick-skulled he wouldn't even bother to ask what type of pet she wants or if she has allergies, he just shows up with a cat one day like: "Hier. I brought this to you. Do you like my gift? I will bring you a different pet if you don't like this one. 🤨"
(And omg the image of Engel smoking a fat one or using a cute little bong on their porch, perhaps chilling out with that cat and giggling when König comes home... ^^)
Thank you so much for bringing these to us! Tbh I never wanted this essay to end 🩷😭 You're amazing I hope you know that!!
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st-armand · 8 months
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Across Lands and Seas
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( Reposted from @armands-sanctum ) Summary: Headcanons for Hobie Brown and Afro-Latine!Reader
Author's Notes: More like an analysis on colonization with Hobie in it im sorry.... CW: political language and ideas, mentions of white supremacy, mentions of racial hierarchies.
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I talked a bit with ellie anon about this, and this is for them so <3
Hobie is a culturally literate man, he absorbs history like a sponge, constantly learning and engaging with new material that intrigues him about things he already knows or new information brought to him, that being said I think that Hobie is extremely culturally intelligent ESPECIALLY as a black man, there is no room for arguments about colorism, or privilege around him, and he shuts down someone with vile opinions quickly.
“Mate you don’t really know what you’re talking about yeah?”
Hobie with an Afro Latine significant other is like having a living encyclopedia, he knows so much not just from what he’s read but lived experience with people in his communities.
If you’re estranged from your culture due to the diaspora and colonization Hobie make it his personal goal to help you build a found family with the Afro Latinxs in his punk circles, taking you to festivals and markets with them, they excitedly talk about their country specific dishes, who makes the better variants of food, linguistic similarities between each other, conversations about gender expression within each country and how indigenous beliefs shaped the land and it’s people even when colonization has deemed them eradicated and nonexistent.
You know how people say “Show me your friends and it’ll show me who you are”? Hobie is that kind of person, he holds his friends in high regard and holds them to standards he knows they are capable of, his Latino friends are amazing, they hold no judgement if you can’t speak Spanish, reminding you that the language was enforced on you all as a means of control and to diminish the histories of the indigenous tribes who lived in tandem with the earth, they are all gender diverse, all sorts of familial backgrounds. They sit and help you navigate your culture like a family would, and after a year of being with Hobie and adopted into his friend group, they are your family.
On certain weekends, even when Hobie is gone off being Spiderman, his friends crowd your space, or host in their own homes, spending all the light hours of the day prepping all sorts of dishes, and walking your through the preparation, the ingredients and the cooking, the place fills with laughter and chatter like a home filled with love and care.
Hobie is the kind of person who knows everyone, so don’t be shocked when you’re going about your day and by the time the evening hits your arms are filled with treats old women give you just because Hobie showed them a picture of you in passing and has been flooding them with all sorts of conversations about you, and like any good maternal figure that comes with all kinds of tasty snacks, elotes, small servings of baked chicken with rice and peas, fresh tortillas and empanadas, so much that when you do return home and Hobie sees the mountain of food you obtain all he can say is, “We better get to eatin’ huh? Can’t let ‘his all go to waste”
On one summer afternoon while downtown he sees another elderly woman he enjoys helping serving icees on the corner, he’s already scrounged up a few dollars to purchase, but she INSISTS on giving you both a large cup of lemon and mango icee just because Hobie had repaired helped repair her cart, and intimidate some cops who were pressing her about a ‘food license’ which makes a small child whine about how they wanted a cup that big, Hobie would kneel to the child and offer to buy them as many cones they want, even to their parents displeasure.
Culture has a symbiotic relationship to the land and it’s people, you can displace the people from the land but the culture doesn’t die, it simmers and brews in the belly of the people, forced to uproot themselves due to the violent nature of colonization and white supremacy, and Hobie helps you navigate these circumstances everyday like a lighthouse leads sailors through turbulent stormy waters.
Hobie shares with you information about the anti-colonial pro-indigenous movements in Latin America, reminding you that there are people fighting every day for reparations and liberation, when your blackness is seen as a contested subject amongst other Latinos especially those who are anti-black or colorist Hobie has no issue leaping up from his spot to go on the defensive.
“Black people exist everywhere bruv, that don’t make them any less Latine.”
He brings you all kinds of gifts, I like to think his favorite is jewelry, beaded ornamentation he acquired as payments for odd jobs and favors around the neighborhood, some of them are more alternative, and others are just crafts made with expert precision from their indigenous crafters, he even brings you to these shops so you can learn beadwork, or just to watch them work in a somber calmness.
As a Jamaican one of the things you two share in common is a taste for plantain, he buys plantain chips in bulk, but sometimes maybe after a day of spending time with Grandma Brown (who often complains about the youth losing touch with their roots) he’ll take you to the Caribbean market to buy sweet and ripe plantains, you spend all day frying them and eating them freshly hot and crunchy out the oil, until there isn’t much left after you’re done cooking.
On especially hard nights while you reminisce about family, Hobie will rest your head on his chest, stroking your head softly, conversing with you in hushed tones about how hard it is to be an immigrant, living in a diaspora and feeling disconnected from your traditions, or not feeling acclimated to your culture, he's quick to remind you about how you're living proof of your ancestors determination, that years of slavery and colonization couldn't keep you from being alive, that you existing is revolutionary enough, he traces your facial features, kissing your lips, your eyes your nose, reminding you that you're the product of their resilience.
My last headcanon is that Hobie goes only to queer people of color for tattoos and piercings, they are indigenous arts after all! He doesn’t get cultural tattoos but he loves showing off their work to other people of color, especially considering how white alt dominated body modification has become especially in the west. He pushes you to try and get some, he doesn’t press you to do anything you’re uncomfortable with but he does support you, and if getting a body modification can help you feel a bit closer to your roots, he’s your number 1 supporter.
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bakerstreethound · 1 year
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We Almost Forgot Movie Night
Relationship: Steddie x reader 
Warnings: None (spoiler free)
Summary: A sort of continuation of the poly relationship headcanons between reader and Steddie, where the boys insist you stop working and just kiss them / give affection, being the needy boys that they are. Lots of fluff and kisses, because it’s what they both deserve. Also Dustin & Max show up for weekly move nights which you did not forget about at all.   
All writings belong to me @bakerstreethound (Do NOT repost or translate my works to any other sites. I only publish here and on A03 under the same username).
Word Count: 1.2k
A/N: The Steddie ship is out in the harbor once more. It’s been a hot minute since I’ve written them but I really can’t help but love their dynamic. This is probs post season 4 because the boys must be protected at all costs and this was self indulgent on my part. Graphic by @firefly-graphics​ I hope you enjoy. 
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“Sweetheart, please. You’ve been writing there for hours,” Eddie pouts, sighing heavily as he rolls up some weed. You grumble in response, pen still scribbling dutifully along the crumbled pages before you. Steve mutters incoherently, caught up at the phone most likely giving some advice to Robin before he slams the receiver down.
“Babe, Eddie is right. You’ve been working on that report all damn day. We need you.” Steve grumbles, falling into Eddie’s lap, causing him to yelp, but he settles when he makes way to stroke Steve’s hair, lost in thought. Steve instantly melts into Eddie, murmuring in contentment. 
The briefest of smiles crosses your lips before you’re biting on it again, frustrated at the direction your ideas are going. Your pen cannot keep up with the constant stream of thoughts and ideas filtering through your brain. That’s when you have the briefest thought of crumbling up the work and tossing it, but you get up and stretch your arms, grumbling. 
Your frown disappears though when you see both of your boys sprawled out on the couch melded into each other, grasping at each other so tightly. They look so content, so peaceful, without a care in the world for once in their lives. Your heart thumps once, then twice again, skipping a beat, for you love these two idiots with everything you are. 
You find yourself curling up against Steve, inhaling his scent, wrapping a leg around him to anchor him to you, one of your hands reaching out to Eddie’s ring-cladded fingers. Soon enough your eyes grow heavy, your breath steadying as you nuzzle Steve, squeezing Eddie's hand before letting your worries drift away. 
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"Did you call them?" Dustin clutches his walkie, biking quickly as he can to Eddie and Max’s trailer park. 
“Wow genius, you think I didn’t already? I called like five times.” Max’s voice cuts through the static and Dustin rolls his eyes. 
“We had this movie night planned for over a week, how the hell would they forget?” Dustin almost shouted, peddling faster, taking another sharp jagged turn, the entrance to the park visible up ahead. 
“They might be busy painting each other’s nails,” Max snickers again, “or they could be...” she opens the door, Dustin scowling as he pushes her aside. 
“Shut up, Max, I don’t want to hear about what extracurricular activities they are engaging in, ugh!” 
“You want to do the honors or should I?” Max unsuccessfully fights off another snicker. 
“If it’s bad, I mean really bad with their limbs all tangled, I will warn you and scream, how’s that?” he tosses her a grim unamused sort of smile, stepping further into the trailer, almost yelling, “Okay idiots, time to stop the fun times, it’s movie night!” 
The utter silence that meets him is deafening. His pulse races faster, mind racing with all the worst-case scenario possibilities. They had to be alright. 
"Dustin? What's wrong?" Max comes up behind him, shutting the door, leaving them both in the cavernous quiet increasing by the moment. The faint glow from a lamp on the side table illuminates a familiar form and still, Dustin doesn't breathe a sigh of relief, yet. 
"Holy shit, are they dead...is that?" He creeps closer and Max rolls her eyes, poking Eddie's sleeping form that Steve's wrapped around, with your chest pressing into Steve’s backside. 
Max's breathing steadies before she speaks. "They fell asleep Dustin, there's no Demogorgon around."
"Should we wake them?" 
"No, Dustin. We're raiding their fridge, warming up pizza, and eating popcorn and candy. You can pick out the movie. It's their loss after all."  Max rolled her eyes, reluctantly starting up the oven while Dustin made his way to rifle through the pantry that needs some serious reorganization. 
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A crash then a rattle sounds from the kitchen and Eddie tenses, bolting up from the couch, a whine slipping from Steve’s lips. “Uh…guys…?” Eddie’s shoulders tense more as he shakes Steve who clings harder to the blanket, pressing up against you more causing you to stir. 
“Eddie…we’re safe you have us…” you mumble quietly, reaching out for him and he crawls over Steve settling into your arms. 
A few more minutes pass in silence before another resounding crash is heard and Eddie clings harder and you stroke his back gently, listening hard. Steve only grumbles again, nuzzling up against Eddie fully sandwiching him between the both of you. 
Your mind starts to drift a little before another noise rattles through the trailer, causing you to tense up, your brain jolting, finally remembering. 
“Shit, Eddie we slept two or three hours past movie night. We gotta get up and call the kids.” 
He groans in retaliation, clinging to you harder, until another rattling noise sounds from the kitchen and he wedges out of the comfort of you and Steve. 
“Eddieeee…” Steve whines at the loss, but Eddie’s on a mission and you follow close behind, only to bump right into Dustin Henderson who is carrying a bowl of burnt popcorn. 
“What the shit!” some of the popcorn flies through the air as Eddie brings Dustin into a bear hug and you snag the popcorn bowl away so no more kernels will fall on the floor. 
Eddie snickers, unrelenting in musing Dustin’s hair as he tackles him to the floor. “You’re a total butthead Henderson.” 
“I second the notion.” You nibble on some of the popcorn, balking at the taste and a package of candy makes way into your hands. 
Max rolls her eyes, offering you a grin. “It’ll taste much better. I also got a pizza in the oven for us.” 
“What’s for us?” Steve walks in, bleary eyed and eyes scrunching at the scene in front of him, “who let the kids in? We’re off duty today.” 
You roll your eyes, staring fondly at him as he huffs and walks over to you, pulling you into a kiss. You melt into it, groaning when he nibbles it. You can hear Max holding back a sound of disgust as she returns to the kitchen to retrieve the pizza since she couldn’t trust Dustin to not burn it. 
“EW Gross what happened to no PDA?” Dustin gasps again. “You agreed on movie nights to not do it.” 
Steve groans and rolls his eyes watching as Eddie lifts Dustin off the floor and ruffles his hair affectionately.  “How can we repay you for almost missing movie night, butthead?” 
“Actually watch the entire movie with Max and I without trying to makeout every five seconds.” 
“Hey it’s five minutes.” Steve retorts and Eddie huffs in amusement. 
Max strolls in with the pizza and sets it on the coffee table pulling herself off a slice and setting on the floor. “You mean , Dustin, we’re lucky that we can survive it regardless of the crap they do while they’re supposed to pay attention.”
You sigh and take a slice yourself, settling back onto the couch with Steve and Eddie following suit as they sandwich you, dutifully keeping their hands to themselves as Dustin puts the movie in. The beginning credits start to roll and lips are trailing softly along your neck, causing you to bite your pizza hard to suppress a groan. 
You were going to be in for a long night. 
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miseryandroses · 1 year
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Doric x Male! Reader Drabbles
I know most people headcanon Doric as being queer or lesbian but in my mind she’s bisexual. I dunno it might just be because I’m bisexual too or smth. Anyways enjoy!
P.S. if you haven’t seen DnD honor among thieves do yourself a favor and watch it
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#1
Y/N drinking coffee, shirtless, after a steamy “chat” with Doric.
Doric suddenly sneaking behind him and wrapping her arms around his waist.
Y/N: Hi
Doric: Hi (she says muffled as she speaks into his back)
Her hands make their way up his body until they rest on his chest, giving it a little squeeze and touch.
Y/N: Are you seriously fondling my chest right now?
Doric: (Takes her head off of him) not my fault your pecs are bigger than my tits.
Y/N: (Spits out coffee)
#2 healer Y/N x flirty Doric
Doric getting lectured and patched up by Y/N after a fight with some red wizards.
Y/N: I mean what if you were killed?! It’s not like we can find another tablet of reawakening!!
Doric: Maybe there is one (she mutters)
Y/N: Well… maybe? I dunno. I’d have to ask Simon or something, ooh maybe we could go over some old scrolls or-Wait! You’re trying to distract me aren’t you?!
Doric: Oh please (she smirks) if I wanted to distract you (She turns around with a seductive look on her face) I’d have done it already.
Y/N: I-I (Blushing) just be careful next time (he says as he averts his gaze)
Doric: Uh-huh (she says smiling)
#3 Rogue Y/N x Doric
Y/N (a rogue) was sent to infiltrate the emerald clave base camp and get info back to Forge. However he didn’t plan on running into Doric. The two engaged in a fierce albeit short battle that ends with Y/N cornering Doric, who is out of energy to transform or run.
Y/N: tsk tsk. Honestly I expected more from the great leader of the emerald clave rebellion.
Doric: (sniffling and tearing up) Go ahead then, do it. Finish it!
Y/N: Are you… crying?
Doric: N-No! (tears fall down her face)
Y/N: oh my-fuck! Cmon you lost fair and square! Meet your end with dignity!
Doric: I am! (She’s sobbing at this point)
Y/N: …Damn it!! (He lowers his sword) Fine I’ll let you live! It’s not like Forge is paying me enough for this shit anyways (he grumbles)
Doric: (Stands up with a smirk on her face) Thanks! (She quickly transforms into an owl-bear and knocks him into a nearby tree before turning into a hawk and flying off)
Y/N: fuck! (He groans before sitting up) I think I’m in love (he smirks to himself)
#4 cute Y/N x Doric
Y/N and Doric have been off an adventure for the past couple of days and he can’t stop thinking about her horns and what they might feel like. He often found himself staring at them. Unbeknownst to him, Doric knew he was looking at her horns. After much stalling, Y/N finally mustered up the courage to ask her if he could feel her “abnormal” appendages as they were lounging at their campsite
Y/N: Hey, uh, Doric?
Doric: Yeah (she turns her head to Y/N)
Y/N: (gulps) I uh was wondering if I could-
Doric: Feel my horns? (She raises an eyebrow at him)
Y/N: Well, yeah…
Doric: Fine, but make it quick
Y/N: (his eyes light up and he makes his way to her before gingerly placing two fingers on her horns) oooh… (he says with adoring eyes as he rubs them up and down)
Doric: (embarrassed but happy that someone appreciates her horns considering how many people hated her appearance) Ok that’s enough! (She jerks head back suddenly)
Y/N: Oh what? That’s it??? (He says kinda disappointed)
Doric: I’m not a fidget toy!
#5 Y/N x rat Doric
Doric likes to sometimes turn into a mouse and nestle in Y/N’s hair. Y/N allows this as long as she doesn’t transform while on his head.
Edgin: (Singing a song and playing his lute but stops when Y/N walks by) Um Y/N don’t freak out but there’s a rat on your head.
Y/N: I know (he continues walking without turning to Edgin) oh could you keep it down my girlfriend’s trying to sleep.
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@zukkaweek Day 7: Divorced Zukka/Proposal/Enemies to Lovers
Hello hello! For the final day of Zukka week I decided to combine the proposal and divorced zukka prompts to write this sweet sweet engagement (kind of?) pain…and you know I had to find a way to stick Izumi in there too! Anyway, enjoy! ⬇️
Sokka and Zuko have been together for a long time, and Kanna is really sick so Sokka has to leave and go South indefinitely. The problem is, because of Zuko’s job he isn’t able to go with him. They’re at a point where they’re in a very committed relationship and they’ve toyed with the idea of marriage and they only see themselves with one another for the rest of their lives, but never made any serious plans. So, before Sokka leaves he gives Zuko a promise ring. He knows they’re cliché, and stupid, and pointless, and childish…but it means a lot to them. Like Sokka promising that no matter what happens, no matter what the world looks like or demands of him while they’re apart, he promises to come back to him. And they will be ok and happy and together, and one day after he gets back they’ll get married. <3
You know the drill, plot plot plot the world keeps pulling them in opposite directions and they end up breaking up and never get married like they planned to. The pain??? Both of them feeling so alone and always keeping the promise rings as a reminder of what could’ve, should’ve been??? Them still loving each other but thinking the other doesn’t feel the same way so they never reach out??? Seeing each other 10, 20, 30 years later and seeing that the other still wears their promise ring and it sparking a bit of hope that the other still feels the same way, but being to afraid to say anything and ruin the fragile friendship/bond that they’ve began to forge again, so they end up parting again without talking about what happened??? The possibilities are endless and painful and I’m living for it
(For some extra pain for those who are interested, I added Izumi into this trainwreck under too)⬇️
@ablueeyedarcher on the new Zukka discord had the glorious headcanon that Sokka gives Zuko his bone(I think??) necklace as a promise. This one would follow the same general path of the outline I wrote above: They break up because they have to, and the responsibilities they both hold to the world are pulling them in opposite directions, and despite how much they love each other they know that there’s no realistic and safe way for them to be together, but Sokka gives Zuko his necklace as a promise that one day…one day they will be able to live together in peace, and that no matter what side of the world they’re on they’ll always have this to connect them back to each other. But as time goes on it gets harder and harder and eventually they cut things off *and it hurts so bad.* Zuko offers Sokka’s necklace back to him but Sokk tells him he can keep it. For a while he continues to wear it under high neckline robes, but eventually he keeps it in a little drawer under his dest. Years later after Zuko gets Izumi and she’s old enough to talk and get into things, she finds the necklace and asks him about it….I can’t decide what he would say in response. Would he be honest, and tell her his story of love and loss? Or would he simply say that he’ll explain it when she older or that it means nothing anymore?
Or, oh my Gosh I think I love this one the most: would Izumi never tell him that she found it, and would she eventually see old photos of her Dad and his friends and realize that the necklace she found in his drawer when she was little belongs to Sokka, and would she steal it from Zuko to give back to Sokka (she either thought he lost it or that Zuko was being mean and took it). She is so proud of herself for her little secret plan, judging by how old the photos are it must have been a her a decade since he’s sees seen his necklace! And he’s wearing it in all of the photos that she could find, so it must have been very important to him, and he will be very happy to have it back! When she finally does see Sokka again, she triumphantly presents the “lost” necklace to him. But she’s shocked that instead of seeing Sokka’s excitement at having his necklace back, he just looks….crushed. He asks her if Zuko told her to give it back. She tells him no, and that she found it and decided to give it back all on her own (if her father had kept it from him for that long why would he have asked her to give it back??). to more of her surprise, this answer seems to lift a weight off his shoulder. He tells the young girl that she should not go snooping around her father’s things, that it’s not nice, but he does ask her where she found it (assuming it was amongst some untouched boxes in an attic or something rather) and can not believe it when she tells him that the necklace was sitting in the top drawer of Zuko’s desk in his office. Sokka is extremely touched and somewhat confused, but thanks her for her good intentions of returning the necklace to him and stuffs it in his pocket for later.
Later that night, Sokka catches Zuko alone and shows him that his daughter brought him his necklace back. Zuko is immediately embarrassed and starts apologizing, Sokka stops him and tells him that he just thinks it’s sweet that he’d kept the old thing for this long. So yeah, this conversation would be what finally makes them talk about what happened and how they still feel about one another
and if you’d like…eventually leads to them healing and getting back together to finish what they started, a.k.a. Getting married (like 15 years late but better late than never)
Ok that’s all if you stuck through the end thank you for listening to my thoughts!! I hope everyone had an amazing Zukka Week!!
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SDJ Headcanons 3
Took a little break from writing Sunshine in Hell or Sunshine in Another World for the past couple weeks to recharge the ole mental batteries, but that doesn’t mean I wasn’t musing about the world of Sunny Day Jack. In fact, I had a theory hit me recently that demanded I make a new headcanon post for it.
As always these thoughts are likely to be spoilers for Sunshine in Hell. There are absolutely spoilers for the demo. These theories/headcanons also might change later on as I get new ideas. This post talks about changes I’ve had in my thoughts towards the series compared to my previous headcanon posts after all.
We’ll mostly be focusing on one particular theory today, and boy is it a doozy. I’ll be giving evidence that points me to it, as well as the implications that come from it and narrative parallels that appear elsewhere.
As always, I’m going to use my specific name for the main character, Alice, unless I need to point out general details about the MC that apply across the board. My headcanons mainly reference my personal version of sunshine, but many details can be applied to others pretty easily.
Oh, and a heads up about the theory I tossed onto my twitter the other day, it was a joke theory. I don’t actually think Jack cheated on his partner like Ian did and was murdered because of it. I just like causing chaos sometimes with random funny cursed thoughts and images. 😼
As always an important reminder - Something’s Wrong With Sunny Day Jack is for Adults Only! No one under 18 is permitted in this fandom. Some themes of the game go to very dark and sexual places, and I will be touching on those mature themes, such as dubious consent and emotional manipulation, so no minors permitted past the cut.
Obligatory tag for @channydraws and @earthgirlaesthetic. If you want to be tagged the next time I make a headcanon post, please let me know. Enjoy!
The Tragedy of [Redacted]
This theory all started from a single line of dialogue in the Sleepy Time Jack virtual body pillow.
“I-I’ve never been like this with someone like you before…”
It’s a sweet comment, isn’t it? Jack only says this after he’s stripped nude. It’s an adorable amount of fluster on his part from being so exposed to his sunshine, but happy at the same time because they’re so special...
But the key words here are “with someone like you.” It implies, to me, that Jack has been in bed with at least one other person before, naked, but it wasn’t in a relationship with someone who, in his words to his sunshine (when they cuddled on the sofa in the “hug” route) makes him “feel love.” It implies that he has engaged in sexual activities with at least one other person, though not in a romantic context.
This makes sense though, right? Jack clearly knows what he’s doing sexually. In both the “yes” and “no” routes, he has no hesitation towards what he’s doing. He can strip his sunshine quickly, he knows how to use his fingers well on a lover’s body regardless of equipment involved, and he knows how to hold back to edge his sexual partner at the brink of orgasm.
Not to say that there isn’t some level of uncertainty involved given things he says in both routes. However, those are not towards the physical act but rather their emotional connection. It shows up too in another nude Sleepy Time Jack quote.
“This is fine…Right? I love you…And you love me, don’t you? So this is okay~”
In the “yes” route he seems almost amazed by his sunshine’s arousal towards him. “You were really ready for me weren’t you...” It’s almost a question, like he can’t really believe that he really is loved and desired, but he fumbles to recover from a statement that could be taken wrong.
In the “no” route, there’s a lot more desperation overall. Things like, “This feels good right...? Tell me it feels good...” and, “Our feelings are special right…?” It’s still the same theme of Jack feeling insecure that he is loved and desired. After what happened earlier, he has good reason to be especially insecure.
Overall, it’s pretty clear that Jack is a yandere because he is so insecure and desperate for love. That’s even without adding in his precarious state of existence in the present that is entirely dependent on his sunshine needing him.
In his past, even that psychologist could tell Joseph “wanted attention” and “to be seen and heard and felt and loved.” If someone could make such such assessments about Joseph so quickly, it indicates that it was easy to notice... at least for someone who knows what to look for. This meant that he was very vulnerable to anyone who saw those signs too and had a mind to exploit them for their own gain.
I think that’s exactly what happened to Joseph after he ran away from home and changed his last name from Cullman to Haberdae.
Let’s face it, runaways put themselves in a dangerous, desperate position, even if they’re teenagers with a troubled past, an attitude, and possibly a knife. Joseph made himself homeless at the age of (possibly) 14. He ran away in the middle of a school day, so this wasn’t a preplanned thing. He left with only whatever he was carrying at the time. Needless to say, he would have been ill prepared for making a whole new life elsewhere and would be in desperate need of money and shelter. In this period of his life, he is alone, barely scraping by, and no doubt still just as lonely and aching for love.
It would be so easy for someone to come across Joseph, maybe even picking him up while hitchhiking. He’s got a good build, a handsome face, and a gorgeous smile. He stands out in a crowd and he’s very attractive. Add in his vulnerable state, and if someone showed him kindness, even attraction, well... it wouldn’t be hard to imagine that he might be swept up in it the positive attention that he never got back at home.
It’s no secret that there is a dark underbelly to the entertainment industry. We hear stories all the time of producers, directors, agents, etc. offering desperate actors roles or connections in exchange for sexual favors. These actors are ignorant of the industry, and people with money and power can make or break their budding careers. This puts them in positions where it’s woefully easy to take advantage of them.
I think that’s what happened to Joseph. I think someone in a position of money and power with the studio that owned the SunnyTime Crew show dangled the promise of the starring role and adoration of the masses as a carrot in front of him. All he had to do was a few... “favors” in return... Maybe they even feigned as though they genuinely cared about him. They certainly desired his body and that did show they were interested in him...
Joseph, being in such a delicate position and so desperate could be willing to ignore the red flags, to convince himself past his doubts that they really do care about him. Sure, they expect him to provide things for them in return - sex, obedience, act like the perfect Jack for the public and not break character, work hard hours, etc... but they’re doing it because they care about him... right? What they have is special, right? They might be doing some shifty things and controlling his life, but it’s for the best, right?
Someday, Joseph will understand why they’re doing this. They’re only doing it because they care about him.
Abusive and manipulative behaviors can be a cycle. It’s entirely possible that Jack was once on the receiving end.
Jack’s comments about Ian further hint to me that he knows about relationships that aren’t built off real love, but lies of love and false promises that you wish were real, even though it’s so painful...
“He’s really fooled you, hasn’t he? He promised you the moon and all the stars…And I bet he did it so well… …But what did it all amount to in the end? He doesn’t love you… He can’t love you… Nobody who can do what he’s done to you knows what love even is.”
Jack really sounds like he’s speaking from experience there. What did all his efforts as Joseph amount to in the end? His death... and then the complete burial of his memory at the hands of the studio. As he mentioned in the hug route, the world is so busy and will forget all about someone like sunshine... like him... as what happened to him thanks to the company erasing his memory and silencing those who remembered with those iron clad NDAs.
It’s hard to blame Joseph’s co-stars for their silence after his death. They were likely in similar desperate situations that he was in. They couldn’t risk people in such powerful positions destroying their careers and suing them to bankruptcy. Those lower on the food chain in the entertainment industry are beholden to those in power and can be crushed and erased so easily, as the erasure of the show and even Joseph’s name showed.
So what I think happened was that Joseph was in a toxic relationship with someone of power. He was nothing but a good looking toy and a useful prop for the show once it got popular. He was was being overworked, likely both on and off set.
What if Joseph had moments similar to the “no” route where he felt pressured to perform and please this person holding his life in their hands?
Then of course there’s the aspect of addiction. Joseph had a nicotine addiction, but possibly also one for alcohol or hard drugs as well. The rum flavoring in the “bad choice” yogurt mini-game hints at the alcohol, while the pill imagery in the title screen hints at the drugs. Vices often serve as a bandage over the real problems a person suffers, but just make them addicted so that they sink deeper and deeper into depending on them, as well as draining their money in order to get more and more of them.
These things could be scandals enough all on their own to cause damage to the studio if word got out, but it could be worse if, say, Joseph was exposed for sleeping with one (or more) of the higher ups.
Why I say Joseph might have been having sex with more than just the person sponsoring him is because Jack had said in an interview that he wouldn’t mind joining a poly relationship. If we assume he’s in character during the interview, that could indicate that the person who “cared” for him had others they also “cared” for as well... and sometimes cruel people can treat those they have power over like toys to be passed around or pimped out for favors...
But, it’s okay, right? The person who discovered him cares about him, right? Joseph can take this all on with a smile and make it through. After all... love is about what a person can provide. He never had it before, but he has it now because he provides them with reasons to give him what he needs, the pleasure of sex, drugs, attention, and everything else he has now, when before he had nothing.
Jack himself talks as though love can be transactional, that what a person provides the other is what defines real love. He has proven in the past that he can provide so much, and his sunshine is giving him life when before he had nothing. Unlike before, however, because of the agreement between him and Alice, he can actually feel that she cares about him.
“I’ll be whatever you want me to be.” That phrase has a more disturbing implication if Jack felt that was what he had to do as Joseph to be loved...
Both in the past as Joseph, and in the present as Jack, he is suffering from desperation. He is dependent on a partner choosing to provide him with a way to live and for someone who actually cares about him. He must do all he can to make he provides for their needs so that he won’t lose everything.
Speaking of providing, let’s talk about the scalpels. Plastic surgeries are not uncommon in the entertainment industry, even with stars who are already conventionally attractive. People pick apart each little perceived “flaw” and can sensationalize it. It could be worse if the person toying with Joseph started to get bored or wanted more and more over time because he proved he will do whatever they ask. What if they felt he needed a little tweak or tuck here and there? Could he really be in a position to argue against it if they insist, or even if they pay for it? He wants to keep everything they’ve provided him, doesn’t he? Then he needs to stay pretty for them and for his fans.
As for the murder itself... What might have happened was that someone connected to his “partner” had an axe to grind. They could have been another toy they used, one just as desperate for that person’s “love” that they viewed Joseph as the enemy. That other lover could have snapped and exposed all of Joseph’s dirty secrets on camera in front of a huge audience... as well as the secrets of the big important person in this squeaky clean children’s entertainment industry and so much dirty laundry hidden behind the scenes of this wholesome children’s TV show... They could have exposed so much that coupled with Joseph’s murder and so many witnesses, it forever tainted the show.
So the studio buried it. The people with connections and deep pockets resorted to bribes, gag orders, burning records, and just removing every trace that might get them in trouble. There never was a SunnyTime Crew Show. There never any murder. There was never anyone by the name of Joseph Haberdae.
Joseph became [redacted] when he and all his hard work were so easily erased.
The murder, no doubt, was a traumatic event for everyone involved, especially Joseph. Being publicly raked through the coals in front of so many who meant so much to him must have been horrible. He wanted to do right by the children who looked up to him. He clearly made friends with his co-stars and probably others who worked on the set. In one horrible moment, all of that was irreparably stained before everything he ever worked for and even the fact that he existed at all was completely erased...
The incident was likely so traumatic that his soul might have remained stuck in that moment, obsessing over how everything went wrong... and what he should have done to make it right...
I still stick with the headcanon that a recording of the incident was kept by some sick person who enjoyed snuff films. Specifically, the person who toyed with Joseph’s life kept it as a twisted little souvenir after everything was said and done, a last piece of someone whose life - and now even his death - belonged to them. They and the murderer might not have magically cursed Joseph to remain in the tape, but he would have every reason to haunt them. His death and that person could become an obsession, as he finally learned that their love for him wasn’t real and he saw how easily he was erased and replaced.
With this being the case, the reason why the tape wound up in the thrift store was because that person killed themselves in a horrible fashion. Think what happened with Nick, only far worse, and far more personal. They babbled about “him” in the end as they mutilated themselves and died in a horrible, tormented manner... Their possessions were then distributed among relatives, some stuff sold for quick cash if they seemed as worthless as old VHS tapes.
Joseph being Jack now is part of him abandoning his imperfect past, someone who was never loved. He’s “clean” now with a new start, new name... and a new love. He’s not addicted to drugs. He is handsome and whole. He’s always cheerful and friendly and helpful. He provides his sunshine so, so much now. And... obviously they love him. It’s why he’s there. It must be.
Alice was drawn to the tape because her heart was in a similar state of broken disillusionment and desperation for real love. It’s what allowed Jack to manifest as he does. It’s like finding just the right frequency where things just... fit.
Alice wants love. Jack wants love. Alice saved Jack from hell and cares about him. Jack can’t help but love his sunshine for everything she provides him. Eventually, Alice will show him that her love doesn’t require such strings attached.
Tragedy Repeats
What’s sad is that with this new theory, I’ve also gained a new theory about why Ian cheated. Ian was trying to make it as an actor. If someone at his fancy new college convinced him that the way to “play the game” as it were was to flirt with people and be friendly... it could have led to his mistake.
Hell, it could even be as dark as Ian being offered favors in exchange for sex. He could’ve gotten connections, a better grade, or even a part or modeling contact. With his low self-esteem he could have easily been swayed into thinking that it was the only way he was going to make it.
It doesn’t excuse Ian cheating, of course. He still chose his career, personal pleasure, and/or even just not being lonely in the moment over his relationship. He might have felt guilty in the aftermath, but, in the end, he chose himself before he chose his love for Alice.
It’s not surprising though. In that one teaser image of the past between Ian and his partner, he drunkenly once said that if his acting carrier didn’t work out, then maybe they could just “be together.” While this isn’t technically canon to the story, I’m still looking at it for my headcanon.
Just being with Alice was Ian’s fall back plan. She was convenient because she was always there supporting him when others sneered at and bullied him. She was defending him when people, particularly his mother, were awful to him. Her presence was sweet, addicting nostalgia. With Alice not around him all the time to protect him and keep him company in a new and unfamiliar place facing down an uncertain future that he desperately wants, well... he might have made some pretty selfish decisions.
That’s why Alice doesn’t want to love Ian anymore. He might say he loves her, he might want her back and to be with her, and he might even believe that she really is the most important thing in his life now... but when push came to shove, he proved that his wants are more important than her.
Ian getting back together with his ex is something he might be able to accomplish with some sunshines. After all, it is a route in the game. In that case it would be a redemption story on his end, where he made one bad mistake and learned from it the hard way.
It could be a sweet story, but I’m not going that route with Alice. She no longer believes that Ian’s love for her is real.
In a way, Ian’s desire to change is similar to how Jack learned from his mistakes as Joseph and changed himself in the present.
Jack and Ian have a lot of things in common... and I bet that would drive Jack pretty crazy.
Conventional Attractiveness is Everything
Getting back to the entertainment industry preying on actors, especially the pretty ones... Let’s go into a new idea that bloomed from the theory about Joseph.
Sunshine was mentioned to be degree hopping in college. Given the heavy emphasis of the entertainment industry in the game, and the Phantom of the Opera inspiration, this gave me the image that, initially, Alice was trying to make it as an actor alongside Ian at the start of college.
Sure, it was scary. Sure Alice was intimidated by it... but she was doing it alongside the man she loved. She helped him practice so often that she had gotten good at memorizing lines and acting out scenes right alongside him. They were both shy and nervous about it, but they supported each other to keep going. And wouldn’t it be romantic if they became stars together?
As you might expect, that didn’t work out.
One day, the acting professor had Alice stay behind after class. They informed her that she was “too fat” to make it as an actress. They weren’t even necessarily going out of their way to be cruel about it, but giving her a “harsh truth” before she developed an eating disorder to lose weight or something. At best, someone chubby like her would get parts that would make her the butt of cruel jokes for the audience to mock. Not to mention that the entertainment industry would eat someone as shy and insecure as her alive...
This was a huge blow to Alice’s already low self-esteem, as you might expect. It served as the tipping point along with other factors that made her decide to try for a different degree.
This incident did make Ian struggle as well. Suddenly his partner wasn’t working alongside him anymore, and suddenly there was added emphasis on looks, which he was always insecure about. However, in stark contrast with Alice, the same teacher encouraged him to continue.
Alice encouraged Ian as well, so he kept going to follow his dream. Unlike her, he had a chance. He was praised for his looks once he got to college by multiple people. He had a glow up. He was no longer that awkward kid anymore. He also wasn’t chubby like her, and besides, men can be forgiven a few extra pounds in acting roles...
And she was right. Ian made it as a model and actor. He even got into that fancy acting college abroad. Alice was so proud of him. She would miss him and felt so lonely without him, but she was sure that when he graduated and he finally started the career of his dreams that everything would work out in the end... They could both be happy. Together.
Conclusion
As you can see, this new theory about Jack’s death has pretty big implications, and has a lot of narrative reflections in other events in the story, including with other characters. It goes to show how much the entertainment industry can very badly negatively affect peoples’ lives, especially the characters in this story.
Sadly, we don’t know enough about what the entertainment industry is going to do to Shaun to know where this theory might reflect with him and his particular narrative arc, but he was shown as being overworked in a piece of teaser art... so I’m pretty sure that he’s not going to escape its painful stranglehold.
I hope you all enjoyed the theory and headcanons in this post. Honestly, there’s not enough clues yet about the actual murder and Joseph’s life to have anywhere close to a clear picture of how and why he died. For all we know, my joke theory was closer to the truth. Still, I find this idea appealing and I’m inclined to explore it further in Sunshine in Hell.
Speaking of, if you feel inclined to read the fanfic and like it, please let me know what you think. I absolutely adore all your feedback and it really encourages me to keep writing and coming up with headcanon posts and theories like this one. Thanks for reading!
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✨Killudust Headcanons✨
— ☆ author’s note: i’m so happy i was able to properly formulate and finish these hdcs when i had the free time to do so. i just can’t help but to have fun with this rarepair ship it’s so funny but cute! so yeah, please enjoy if you’re into rarepairs just as much as i am ♡︎
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• The silver-haired heir is a huge hopeless romantic for her.
• Killua has a particular past-time of his that involves collecting gold dust girl merch and body pillows.
• This guy reads self-insert “reader x Gold Dust Girl” fics made by other fans on a daily basis and saves the best ones on his personal archive list.
• He also happens to run a Gold Dust Girl fan account and labeled himself as her “official number 1 fanboy”.
• He gets made fun of by Milluki for collecting every accessible Gold Dust Girl figurine out there, but Killua isn’t affected by his words since his older brother is a much bigger hardcore figurine fanatic.
• Killua usually calls the golden girl by another name since her original one is way too long to say.
• He doesn’t really see himself calling her “Gold Dust Girl” all the time.
• It’s way too long to say, but he also thinks that the name sounds too formal, like a description or a label of some kind.
• He also believes that her labeled name would ruin their shared moments together and would kill the vibes that they’ll be having.
• So instead of calling her by her original name, Killua would make up cute short ones so it won’t be too long or basic to say.
• He could care less if anyone else calls her “Gold Dust Girl” because he believes everyone else should call her that.
• Only he has the right to call her with nicknames because she chose HIM as her interest and him alone.
• Expect the silver-haired boy to act all proud and cocky by that fact alone whenever he brings it up multiple times to Gon and the others.
• It took him a bit of time to think of some nicknames for her since he really wanted something special for her but couldn’t decide between two of them.
• After many hours of thinking, he finally decided to call her “Goldie” as her main cute name.
• He also thought of “Princess” as well as “Princess Goldie” to make it more charming for her so he’d use them on the side.
• He believes these names are worthy of being used on someone as exceptional and perfect as her since they sound adorable and short.
• Not too complicated but not too flashy.
• He feels very proud of coming up with these.
• Just don’t tell him that he did a good job or else the zoldyck boy in love will cockily explain to you in a full five-page essay on how he came up with them.
• At first glance, Goldie is perceived as a silent and shy girl.
• One good thing that she’s especially good at is helping anyone with financial problems since all you have to do is wash her to get at least 500g of gold particles.
• Killua would be delighted to help her in this situation (he thankfully doesn’t get the chance to do that however).
• Goldie is a girl with a few words.
• She’s the type of person you won’t see talk, but the people who know her will understand exactly what she means by her gestures and expressions.
• Killua will be the one starting the conversations they’ll be having.
• While he engages, Goldie would always smile at what he’s saying and laughs whenever he makes his awful corny jokes.
• She’ll always nod and express her questions or answers by using facial expressions or her hands, and Killua will always figure out what she means and answer her right away.
• Since she’s an NPC card, her vocabulary is pretty limited, but despite that inconvenience, she still has some kind of self-awareness.
• This would explain her expressive expressions in everything that Killua says and why she seems quiet all the time from a stranger’s point of view.
• Killua won’t mind her quietness because he finds that charming and mysterious about her.
• He doesn’t like loud people with lots of temper like his mother.
• He prefers the opposite: someone who doesn’t nag, is calm and is especially sweet.
• He particularly enjoys angering the bodyguard guarding the gates of her mansion by regularly coming in to grab Goldie and leave the place. The current back-and-forth visits to her house always give Killua a good laugh since the bodyguard can never keep up with him.
• The silver-haired boy is either causing trouble for the bodyguard to show the man just how much of a lousy job he’s doing, or if he’s just doing all of this to impress Goldie. Both would be acceptable.
• The ideal date for these two would be at a cafe.
• Being comfortable around each other is Killua’s first priority, so taking her to a quiet coffee shop with sweets and drinks would be the ideal place for both of them.
• They’d be lovingly sharing a sweet drink and cake while listening to the cafe’s pleasant melody songs.
• Killua won’t care when the date will start or finish: he WILL clear out an hour or two to take her to the mall.
• He always chooses her outfits for her and explains afterward why buying clothes for her NEEDS to be a part of every date.
• She needs to get new clothes instead of always wearing the same clothing every time he sees her.
• Although his reasoning for the constant change of clothes made some sense, a part of him secretly just wanted to go shopping with her so that she could always look her best wearing the clothes HE chose for her.
• Whenever he’s with Goldie, Killua will start acting in only two possible ways: his fanboyish side and gentlemanly side.
• Killua would mostly get excited when he sees her but will try to show a calm exterior when he meets her for their dates.
• He’ll act like a huge fanboy when imagining how their dates will go out however.
• When the date starts, he’ll act as gentleman-like as possible even though he’ll internally panic and squeal like a little boy seeing their favorite character in real life for the first time.
• However, as much as their relationship looks cozy and sweet at first glance, there are still some downsides to it.
• One of these issues would be her skin.
• A human doesn’t usually have golden shiny skin so whenever the two are hanging around in the numerous towns of the game, the players who take notice of them will all mainly stare at her with bewildered expressions plastered on their faces.
• But Killua will shoo them away.
• And by shooing them away, he’d give them the death stare, which would be enough for the other hunters to run with their tails between their legs.
• He doesn’t mind the constant unwanted attention because he knows he’ll look cool in front of her. He just doesn’t want any onlookers ruining his chances with her.
• Another problem regarding their relationship is that Goldie cannot leave the Greed Island game.
• No matter how many times Killua would make up dating scenarios happening outside of Greed Island, he knows none of it will become true.
• Since Killua used his only chance at taking out a card from the game to help Gon, that meant there would be no other way for Goldie to leave Greed Island.
• Despite that inconvenience though, Killua did not let himself down.
• Every time he enters Greed Island, he always brings things from the outside world with him: things like what he found during his many hunter explorations, souvenirs, photos that he took with his friends and Alluka, pieces of information about what the real world is like, and many more.
• Goldie cannot read nor write (due to being an NPC) which leaves Killua in charge of reading or writing things on her behalf.
• This gives Killua so much to talk about and show to Goldie, that there are no challenging situations or awkward silence to face if they suddenly have nothing to talk about.
• Simply put, Killua is that one lucky fanboy living his dream: spending quality time with his favorite game character.
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Zodiac Big 3 of the Hazbin Hotel Characters (Zodiac Series) (Angel)
I’m an admirer of astrology and things related to it. I am not a professional or even a person with vast depths of knowledge about it, yet I still find it quite enjoyable. So, because the Hazbin series are getting quite near, I thought I share my opinions on what placements the characters would have (you could call it a prediction too). This is based on the pilot and many headcanons that my brain came to think of.
(Yes, I have decided to use this as an intro. For now, at least.)  
ANGEL
Ascendant in Gemini
So, how do we engage with the world? How other people first perceive us? To who we are meant to grow in this lifetime? These and other questions may be answered with the help of the rising sign. As for Angel, I’m thinking Gemini.
Firstly, they are really fun, curious and charismatic people. They love to engage in various topics of conversation and definitely will tell you their opinion on the matter and won’t shy away from commenting their observations and thoughts about anything. I can just picture Angel Dust chilling and gossiping with Cherri. Plus, Gemini Ascendent tends to be very expressive with their words and hand gestures. I mean, the guy is a Spider sinner, so why wouldn’t he use those a lot?
On the flip side, they get disinterested easily if they aren’t feeling mentally stimulated. They jump from one thing to another really fast, there’s no routine or mundane activity that they will likely engage in for a while. It can show through the story, for instance, Angel trying out various suggested “good” activities from Charlie and quickly switching them. He would entertain the idea just because Angel would find it hilarious, maybe wanting to prove Charlie that he can’t really change.
Since Angel would be a Gemini rising, he would have a Sagittarius 7th house, which would mean that he is open minded, active and quite fun in his relationships. He would enjoy spending time with different kinds of sinners, talking about anything and everything. Another thing is longing for freedom which I see as his number one goal in the run of the series. Escaping from Valentino and learning how to be free from toxic patterns of behaviour.
Since Gemini is connected to communication in all of its forms, Angel is definitely not afraid to speak up, whether it be a real – life debate or just posting online. He finds engaging in the conversations quite fun. That also makes him really understanding and appreciating of other’s opinions. Angel would invite himself in a conversation that he wasn’t part of.
So, I believe that the Gemini Ascended Angel will be a communicating and charming social butterfly who will reach the goal of being completely free.
The Sun in Leo
What do we pride in? How’s our ego? What drives us to life? Those and various more questions can be answered with the help of our Sun placement. For our lovely Angel Dust, I picked Leo.
Our wonderful Leo Suns are playful, generous and creative people who wish to be seen in one way or the other. No matter if they’re the life of the party or a shy artist type of Leo, those people are still loving, supportive and have a bit of an ego. Angel does seem like life of the party kind of guy who knows how attractive he is. Doesn’t mean that he will be afraid to use it though.
Leo Sun is very expressive in many different ways – how they talk, how they look, what kind of things they create, how they present themselves to the world. The Sun is always looking for ways to be unique and true to its core. Angel is definitely everything but shying away from being dull and simple. However, Leo Sun can be stealing the spotlight for itself, not sharing it with other people. The Sun is also a star, so it needs to remember to be less self – absorbing and more inclusive. The Leo Sun also possesses a bit of confidence issues, although they are really well hidden. That could play out in the run of the show – Angel being stuck in between “I’m better than everyone” and “Everyone is better than me” mentalities while trying to find the healthy middle.
Of course, we can’t forget Leo Sun’s love for drama, romance and celebrating personal as well as their loved one’s victories. They are the type to hype everyone up and I can see Angel being there for everyone. His inner kindness being hidden behind a teasing and flirting mask.
All in all, I hope to witness Angel’s journey to become a healthy and confident Leo Sun who isn’t afraid of having fun.
The Moon in Libra
What brings us the most comfort? How to we express our feelings that is truest to our heart? What is hidden, only for us to know? These and other questions can be answered with the help of our Moon sign. Angel’s would be in the sign of Libra, in my opinion.
To begin with, Libra Moon is empathetic, fair and will stand up for their loved ones. I mean, how fast was Angel to help Cherri in a fight? The Moon is supportive and going with the flow, which shows how caring and adaptable Angel can be. (Can you imagine the hug you could get from Angel?).
However, there are some less positive traits of this Moon sign, as with all the other ones. This particular one is very likely to be co – dependent on other people. Be it romantic, platonic, family or any other kind, it can be crucial to the Moon. Libra Moon is no stranger staying in toxic relationships of its fear of becoming alone and its people pleasing tendencies. It will sacrifice its own needs and wants in relationships just to keep being in them. That could be shown in Angel’s relationship with Hazbin crew, Cherri, Molly, Valentino among other future connections. There is potential for him to learn how to set boundaries and accept that some of his relationships were quite awful, in that case, letting them go. Libra Moon can be superficial as well, which could be another struggle for Angel to defeat.
In general, Libra Moon is loving, likeable and loves to help its loved ones. There is also a need to love and be loved, which in itself is quite a beautiful possible lesson for Angel Dust. How to love the right people and how to accept their love.
To sum up, Angel Dust will have to learn and figure out how to love and be loved while also being caring and helpful, embracing his Libra Moon.
That’s my take on possible Angel Dust placements. Hope you had fun!
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chagrin-roses · 1 year
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I’m tired of antis misinterpreting media especially fucking BANANA FISH
Banana Fish Spoilers under the cut, please read at ur own risk (also mentions of SA and rape)
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I came across this, and at first, I understood the annoyance, but then I look at everything else and then realized how terribly they misinterpreted Ash’s character.
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I wanna preface this by saying: You are absolutely allowed to have headcanons, and you are 100% valid for controlling your online experience. You are allowed to have discomforts. I’m not shitting on anyone who doesn’t like seeing Ash depicted in any sort of sexual act or situation, regardless of the context/who he is depicted with. But your own discomforts/opinions about a FICTIONAL piece of media aren’t definitive rules/must-beliefs in regard to fandom especially. We all enjoy media differently
But that’s all, what should be, common sense. But I wanna talk about how these people could not only misinterpret Ash Lynx’s character, but the story as well.
First of all: Ash is NOT Gay, he is canonically bisexual, as stated by the creator (but also shown in the manga/anime). It is also worth noting that the people in the comments were stating that Ash is asexual(I’ll go into why this is wrong in this context, but headcanoning him as acespec isn’t the problem here)
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As you can see, Ash canonically identifies as bisexual, and this image also implies, that Ash has/would engage in consensual sexual intercourse.
Some other things I wanna clarify:
- Ace ≠ SA Victim (and vice versa)
- Ace ≠ No sex/sexual attraction whatsoever
- SA Victim ≠ Inability to have healthy sexual relationships
Not only do the above screenshots show that people have a terrible concept of Asexuality as a whole, but also how trauma, and SA can impact a person. Everyone’s experiences with anything varies.
Asexuality is a spectrum. Sometimes being a SA victim and being Ace have no correlations between eachother, sometimes they do.
I also wanna note how hypocritical these antis are for using the cop out excuse of “(character) is ace!” to not depict a character a certain way, yet tell people who like certain themes in a FICTIONAL context (problematic ships, media, etc) who identify as ace are just saying that to hide the fact they are a pedophile or something.
Me and many others who identify as ace and happen to be proship/anti harassment/etc have been told we aren’t actually ace and are actually just creeps. Yet, antis jump on the (in this case not canonically stated whatsoever) “Ash is ace so you can’t sexualize him/depict him in (xyz) way!” as a excuse to push not only their purity culture agenda, but once again, this is a prime example of how people force their opinions to police everyone else and treat it like they’re laws.
Also, another excuse of “Ash is a minor! 😡” was used here which, once again, it’s fiction and two, Ash literally turns 18 during the events of the story, so if you are so worried about the safety of a character that isn’t real, it’s a dumb and ignorant excuse anyways .
I also think the general misinterpretation of not only Banana Fish as a whole, but more specifically Ash, is so incredibly present here.
Regardless of how you decide to interpret/headcanon Ash, doesn’t mean you have to force that on someone else. Fandom, and fiction, should be something enjoyable, not stressful.
And one more thing, if you can't deal with talk about certain subject matter that is depicted in the form of media itself, then maybe you shouldn't be consuming it in the first place :/
Grow up, curate your own online experience, and don't ruin something for someone else just because you're a whiny bitch who doesn't know what the block button is.
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sweetpeathecat · 2 years
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Vent Post(might delete later)
I just want to get out something that have been on my mind for a while.
The frustration of being in a fandom in general and other people’s boundaries.
Long story short, I have been in many different fandoms and a similar problem happenes.
New piece of media gets released. People find it and like it. A fandom forms around it. It get big(relatively specking). A sort of “fanon” is created separate from the media’s canon. Everyone gets wrapped up in their own ships, AUs, headcanons, theories, etc. like all that can be a lot of fun BUT it tend to form a tunnel version in the fandom.
If you don’t like a widely accepted headcanons, popular ship or reading of the media then the you get backlash. Real problems in the fandom get downplayed or ignored. The unwillingness/inability to constructively criticize problems in the media we are fans of. Not being able to read the text properly l. Some of you need to take another Critical Thinking and Literature class to refresh your skills. Not respecting the boundaries between Creators and Fans. Sending hate mail and death threats to them in general. Especially over something as silly as you favorite ship not being canon. Or the creators wanting to stick to their vision for the story instead of changing it to match the wants of fans. Problematic/controversial ships, and headcanons that might be offensive to being racist, culturally insensitive, homophonic, sexist, ableist, etc.
I’m not going lie, I haven’t been perfect myself. I’ve indulged in parts of the fandom I shouldn’t have. Doubling down on things I’d enjoyed when it should have stoped and listened. Fandom is supposed to be fun but it isn’t that when you ignore other’s boundaries to make your place in fandom more comfortable. Just because YOU can’t see the problem doesn’t mean there isn’t one. Your experience, preferrences, boundaries are not universal.
Have fun but respect others too. If your fun is hurting other fans, then you need to rethink how you engage with fandom. Fandom is supposed to be fun, so make it fun and welcoming to everyone
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💋💯👨‍❤️‍👨 for eunjae and sarang!!
@ofgentleresolve | sex+romance headcanons!
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EUNJAE
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💋 How many people has my muse slept with? I will learn how to make Vietnamese iced coffee and then I will make barrels of it and then I’ll ship it your way with me attached to it snotty and sniffling in chibi modus blabbering something about how much I stan you and also thank you so much for your interest in Eunjae, I- 🥺 BUT ONTO THE QUESTION, good question, I do think Eunjae has had a few semi-relationships or otherwise not very long-lasting relationship with physical intimacy. In their early twenties, probably, when they were still sort of trying to figure out whether relationships were even something they were truly interested in at the time. I do believe it never reached a double digit number, nor came all too close, they realised relatively early on that this entire romance and sex thing isn’t very high on their priority list. I mean, they’re not opposed to it, but they won’t seek it.
💯 What is my muse’s ideal date? Something most definitely lazy as hell and very tranquil. Eunjae adores comfortable silences, moments spent together just enjoying one another’s presence, sharing a space while perhaps engaging in individual hobbies or even getting some work done. Let’s say, if Eunjae could spend an afternoon with someone they liked where they’re sitting nearby or even cuddling, with both reading maybe, stuff like this. This doesn’t work as well for most in terms of a first date, as in, the cuddling and it being in Eunjae’s bedroom most likely for maximum cosy, but an ideal first date would still have similar vibes.
A picnic, maybe, or at a library date, or even shopping, idle and with no real purpose, tranquil and cosy.
💑 What are my muse’s requirements for a potential partner? Eunjae is more selective than other muses featured on mythvoiced, that’s true, but they’re also simultaneously more open-minded? It’s an interesting balance/contrast (look at me, tooting my own horn~) because it has Eunjae potentially dating people of all sorts of personality types and walks of life and you name it, going from the soft-spoken autistically-coded librarian to the trauma-riddled tattooed owner of a strip club ( @wantedformanysins​ shoutout ♥), but at THE SAME TIME, it will have them date very, very little and take a hot minute to not reject advances.
So they’re not looking for something specific in terms of occupation, appearance, energy-level, mental health even, anything that could define a type. But they’re looking for a few of very specific traits that could be found in just anyone but have to be there: tranquillity.
It’s basically their only requirement, Eunjae wants and needs and would like someone who they can relax around, unwind with, someone who calms their hypervigilance if that makes sense. If you get loud and rowdy in a bar but have this tranquillity, Eunjae would probably choose you over a gentle intellectual who’s always on high alert for this or this other reason. 
Someone who wouldn’t agitate them by constantly vibrating out of their skin. This doesn’t mean, for example, that they wouldn’t date bundles of energy, excitable people SUCH AS MYSELF, I’m lying, I’m tired most of the time, BUT I GET EXCITED, anyways, they’d date such people too, if the energy wasn’t coming out of this deep agitation, this nervous agitation, this energy of ‘I can’t stop moving because the thoughts will get me if I do’ or ‘oh god oh god am I-’, Samuel energy, for example.
But ALSO! Someone who sees them as an equal and they can easily slip into a routine with, where awkward smooths into casual super quick (because Eunjae just goes into things by skipping the awkward phases, at least on their part).
AND Eunjae is VERY stern when it comes to their moral code, so it’s always an instant rejection if something doesn’t vibe with them in that context.
ALSO!!!!! I reached the end of this and spontaneously realised Eunjae might actually be interested in male-aligned people as well, after all so allow me to create a dust cloud by NYOOMING to correcting that in their about--
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SARANG
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💋 How many people has my muse slept with? Not as many as she continues to insinuate she has slept with. Sarang enjoys using two personas above all other available to her: the femme fatale and the innocent flower girl (sort of), basically the exact opposite ends of the spectrum, usually changed up slightly to fit particular interests in given cases (eg. she usually goes for ditsy when ‘playing nice’ but full innocent flower girl is also possible). When the latter comes into play, obviously she hasn’t slept with a single soul, what do you mean puts index to lower lip? When the former is needed, she will most likely have slept with more people than her target, solely to give that air of sexual superiority. It’s a game, it’s a craft, it’s an art, and she’s good at it.
BUT in actuality? Considering how old she is, she did most definitely not have as much sex as she could have had, honestly. She’s got a healthy libido and isn’t above a one-night stand or a more casual, physical relationship, she finds no shame in it, nor reason to not engage if everyone involved is consenting. Truth is, though, she doesn’t often have the time or mental energy to say ‘yknow what? let’s go sleep with someone!’. She’ll have periods of time where she’s probably staying somewhere a while and maybe connects with someone and there’s something there, but then she can go full months without even thinking about it. Less because of libido and more because of the social aspect of it.
SO, mathematically applied to her approximate age, I’d say, not a surprising nor an exaggerated amount! Unlike her brother lmao who’s bordering on hypersexuality-
💯 What is my muse’s ideal date? ANSWERED, she too would enjoy some tranquillity for a date that is genuine and not meant to serve any purpose, you know, get her into any place, close to any people, because she’d like to have some lows to her constant highs, some resting to the adrenaline and the constant movement, metaphorical as well.
She likes really mundane dates, that I’d like to repeat properly, things that make her forget the unnatural ways of her life. She enjoys going on mundane dates, visiting stands, going shopping, she’s like a soldier waiting for someone to tell her the war is over please come home, sit down and relax.
💑 What are my muse’s requirements for a potential partner? HMM!!! Sarang might also be a bit more difficult than, say, someone who is more casual about interpersonal relationships, like Thanh who dates like regular real-life people and is not a 600+ year old immortal who’s done a lot of bad stuff- BUT I DIGRESS.
Confidence. Sarang isn’t very compatible, at least not in this context, with people who are too indecisive or unsure. She doesn’t judge it, she simply isn’t compatible with it, she’s someone who is certain of her decisions or at the very least finds ways to take action even in those scenarios in which she’s filled with doubt. She doesn’t have the patience, the calm to wait, to carry the other person along, because she knows she will end up taking every decision instead, and she’d rather not have that be the dynamic in a relationship.
Maturity, self-awareness, a certain understanding of the world, she doesn’t judge people who believe in things blindly, who are idealistic to the point of it blocking away the reality of the world, if that’s how you want to live the world, if you’r granted this privilege, all the more power to you. But in a romantic context, in a relationship, she can’t do it. She needs someone who isn’t cynical per se but masks it claiming to be realistic, she needs someone who understands that the world is painted in grey tones and that it’s not as pretty as people want it to be but still beautiful because of its imperfections, that people lie and that promises get broken. She doesn’t want it to look like hard shells and permanent squints and ‘back in my day’s’ and anti-hero attitude, she’s not asking for that don’t worry, she’s just asking for... consciousness. Acknowledgement. Because she can’t fit into a worldview that doesn’t have space for something as morally grey, bloodied and imperfect as her.
Those are the major ones, I think. Goes to say that things such as ‘being faithful’ and all that stuff are to be taken for granted, as in, I won’t even mention them, these are things that should be a given.
She could also never be with someone who judges her. Not in a casual way, but morally, deeply. She knows she’s no saint, and she does not mind having certain things discussed or even some of her past being reason why someone wouldn’t want to be with her, but please do not use it as a weapon against her, don’t weaponise her sins to win arguments, to gain some weird sense of superiority, it will genuinely hurt her almost more than anything else.
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hopelesshawks · 2 years
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Heyyy bestie how about some headcanons of brat taming for Hawks, Bakugo, Dabi, and Shoto from bnha~
I gib kith youre so amazing mwah <3
It’s been awhile since I did headcanons why do I find them harder than longer writing lmao so Imma have to dust off the rust for this one but anything for you love.
Reader is gender neutral
This post is 18+, minors dni
Warnings: dom/sub relationships, degradation, mention of edging, overstimulation, spanking, choking, degradation, dacryphilia, oral sex (m!receiving)
Brat Taming Headcanons!!
Hawks
I know a lot of people see Keigo as a hard dom but I really can’t
Bird boy has been so starved of love and treated with such cruelty and neglect growing up I don’t think he could really bring himself to be harsh with a partner
So he’s not going to order you into submission really if you’re being bratty, he’ll be more cunning than that
Hawks is the type to think “I giveth, and I taketh away”
If you say you can do better than him he’ll lean back and smirk at you and tell you to do it yourself then (with him watching of course)
When you inevitably fail to pleasure yourself he’ll be super teasing and condescending about helping you out
“Poor little Dove, can’t even make yourself cum huh? Just can’t do anything without me.”
Or when you’re talking shit he’ll make you think he’s conceding to you only for him to overstimulate or edge you until you’re begging for him to stop
“But I thought this is what you wanted Dove” head ass
Overall an absolute Menace(tm), the easiest physically but don’t think he’s got you any less wrapped around his finger by the end of the night
Bakugo
Now Bakugo absolutely can and will get rough with you if you’re being a brat, with his actions and his words
Especially if you’re also a pro because then he knows you can take it
Will slam you up against walls, hand around your throat, growling, teeth bared
Absolutely down to spank you until you’re a mewling mess, degrading you the whole time
“Look how turned on yer gettin’. Fuckin’ brat. Actin’ so tough when really you’re just a whore beggin’ to be punished”
But Bakugo doesn’t like being mean contrary to what many people seem to think
So once you do submit? Man is he gonna take care of you
Because Bakugo likes a challenge, thinks it’s fun when you put up a fight instead of submitting to him by default
He likes feeling like he earned your submission, so once you submit he’s not punishing you anymore, just reminding you exactly why it is you enjoy being his good little submissive in the first place
From pet name (derogatory) to pet name (affectionate)
Dabi
Definitely the roughest/most unrelenting of this group
Probably another one who’s very into degradation
Not afraid to use his quirk in bed to get you to submit though he will stop short of leaving lasting damage
Makes you choke on his cock with zero (0) regard for your gag reflex
He will absolutely tease you about how turned on you’re getting from being put in your place
Won’t even think about touching you until he’s satisfied you’ve learned your lesson
Just getting you to submit isn’t enough, he’s not stopping until you’re crying and begging for forgiveness
Then you’re probably getting overstimulated until it literally hurts
Knows he’s hard with you so absolutely will engage in the longest aftercare to make sure you’re ok and bring you back down
Because he knows you’ll do the same when it’s his turn to be controlled
Shouto
The most condescending ass bitch of all time when you try to brat, you cannot tell me any different
I feel like generally he’s pretty gentle, y’know soft touches and caring words
And then you start being a brat and mans full on rolls his eyes
“Really? This again? We both know how this ends. You don’t really think this is a fight you can win do you?” 
Punishes you with a straight face, seeming entirely unaffected but is hard as a rock the whole time
Will use his quirk for temperature play but not to the extremes where you’re getting burned or frostbite, just enough heat and chill to make you extra sensitive~~
Absolutely is petty enough that you’re just not gonna get to cum that night. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. Better luck next time
Like he’s not even quite edging you, that’s more stimulation than you deserve, his hands are not going anywhere near your sex
he’s gonna leave you turned on and wanting with no satisfaction
Come correct in the morning and he’ll take care of you properly but he’ll be reminding you the whole time that the pleasure you’re getting is because he was generous enough to forgive you
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oftenderweapons · 3 years
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Dirty ABCs | Namjoon and Vixen
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Pairing: Namjoon x Vixen (OC)
Wordcount: 2.1k
Genre: headcanons
Rating: 18+. Minors, do not interact.
This just me having a little bit of fun in between collabs and commissions with an NSFW alphabet, so I can also get to know my characters better (yes, they're just characters. Do not assume the boys like/dislike any of the things I mention). A new drabble should be out soon, but just in case you missed it, here's Jimin's post-Soowoozoo smut! Please, read the trigger warnings carefully 🥺💖
Here's my masterlist! enjoy!!!! 💜✨
Trigger warnings: cumshots, cumeating, creampie, marking, unprotected sex, switch!vixen, switch!joon, daddy!joon, DDLG, lapdance, stripping, masturbation, voyeurism, exhibitionism, roleplay, homework within a professorxstudent roleplay, positions (doggy, missionary, reverse cowgirl, bend over), intimacy kink (?), bondage (hands tied, gags), impact play, oral sex, oral fixation, biting, casual mention of foot fetish, food play, choking kink, erotic massage, jealousy (kink), sapiosexuality, size kink, mention of infidelity and sharing partners, mention of outdoor sex, sex toys (dildo, vibrator, manacles, cockring, paddle, buttplug), edging, orgasm denial, orgasm control, overstimulation, BDSM club, uhm...bicuriosity ig?, thickdick!Namjoon, bubblebutt!Vixen impressive sex drive (?)
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Aftercare: Namjoon is the kind of guy who’d gladly collapse in bed after some good, nasty fucking. He puts plenty of energy in it and he isn’t content until he’s barely alive before calling it a night. Yes, both him and Vixen need to force the other into heading to the bathroom and cleaning up before falling asleep. When he goes especially hard on her, aftercare becomes a way to relax for both of them: he needs to pamper her to even things out, and she in return likes spoiling him, giving him cuddles, letting him fall asleep with his head on her chest while she strokes his hair. Yes, his favourite cuddle is her touching his hair and chatting about how they felt during sex.
Body part: He most definitely has a thing for legs, hips and ass. Vixen is all about his chest and arms — but, truth is she’s absolutely crazy about his neck.
Cum: He either cums inside or on Vixen’s ass. No other alternatives for him. He hates cumming in her mouth, mostly because her cunt is soooo much better to him; and then again, that means he can eat her out right after — or mark her up and shove his cum back inside. Vixen is a fan of him cumming inside, she’s pretty much traditional about this.
Dirty secret: Namjoon loves when Vixen doms him. He’d never admit that out loud but he’s praying for her to tie him up and strip for him before performing a lapdance and fucking herself with that glass dildo he bought her… He’ll just wait… hopefully… Vixen wants Namjoon to give her homework on some impossible topic and then punish her for every mistake she makes while he’s dressed in a suit and glasses.
Experience: We know all about Joon’s and Vixen’s bodycount. Joon had four, possibly five partners, one of which broke his heart. He wasn’t entirely vanilla with them, but Vixen is most definitely the spiciest he’s been with — and the most rewarding. Vixen had two partners before Namjoon and her first boyfriend was way more experienced than Namjoon is, but that is not an issue to her. She knows if she ever asked him, they could try out pretty much anything.
Favourite position: Namjoon is mostly about doggy and missionary. Doggy for enthusiastic fucking with that teenage eagerness that characterises them both. Missionary when he needs to make love to her slow and steady — though he admits Vixen on top of him in reverse cowgirl is also a hot topic for him. Vixen likes good old missionary since she likes Namjoon’s body shielding hers. She also enjoys bending over for him — especially on the back of the sofa.
Goofy: neither of them is that goofy when it comes to sex. For them is a moment to get rid of tension and gain more intimacy. It’s a moment of communication and connection, and a very spiritual one at that. There might be little giggles and laughs here and there when they’re in a playful mood, but even then they’re more happy than goofy.
Hair: Namjoon trims his hair slightly, just to keep things neat and tidy. Vixen used to shave at the beginning of their relationship. She waxed a few times, to try something different and to feel Namjoon’s tongue better when he goes down on her. She switched to trimming when she found out Namjoon enjoyed a more natural look.
Intimacy: Nothing isn’t intimate between these two. Brushing their teeth together before going to bed? Religion. Getting dinner ready? A ritual. Making love? Therapy. Fucking like gorillas? Relief. These two share one single soul. They’re each other’s temple, and their bedroom is their church.
Jack off: These two? Masturbation galore. They’re the literal proof that being in a relationship should never stop you from taking care of yourself. They masturbate together while they watch porn, they masturbate to the sight of the other one doing it or just watching them. Namjoon is a huge fan of watching Vixen touch herself. He can do it with his hands tied, untied, or stroking his cock. He really doesn’t care as long as he can watch. Plus the fact that the wall dividing his bedroom from the shower is made of glass really gives him the best view when he has morning wood and Vixen is washing herself. And that goes both ways. She likes watching him while she showers, putting on a bit of a show. Vixen also likes watching Namjoon masturbate, though she prefers putting her hands on him. And Namjoon prefers her hands to his own, especially since she’s so fucking good at that.
Kink: We all know these two are the resident DDLG freaks. Other than that Namjoon suffers from a pretty severe case of voyeurism. On the side, all giving, we have oral fixation, impact play, marking, biting, cumplay and cumeating, and a very mild, very experimental foot fetish. He’s also into roleplay, especially regarding school/university environments. To that, we need to add on Vixen’s end exhibitionism and food play, and then, all giving, choking kink, exhibitionism, bondage and gags, erotic massage.
Location: these two need someplace private, since they can’t get in the mood unless they’re 200% sure they can take their time and relax and be as loud as possible. Namjoon would never stand the idea of them getting caught: he needs to protect Vixen. And Vixen would never try something in public. She knows he’d be too focused on the possible dangers to properly enjoy the experience. That doesn’t mean that they don’t tease each other in public. Vixen likes when they talk dirty in public so once they get home Namjoon rips her clothes off her.
Motivation: Namjoon gets turned on whenever Vixen looks incredibly refined and elegant, completely out of his league. Pair that up with someone flirting with her and he goes out of his way to remind her why she got his ring on her finger ten months after they first met. He also gets hot under the collar when he’s reminded of how fucking smart she is; that makes him both proud and horny. On a baser level, she just needs to grind against his thigh, rub her ass on his crotch, kiss his neck or suck his fingers to make him instantly hard. Vixen gets horny very easily when she sees him exercise power — which happens pretty often with him being the leader. Also watching him tower over someone who isn’t her makes her a little volatile — that’s her daddy, he’s her protector.
No: easy. Sharing. Even simply her moans being overheard by someone would make him nervous. Once he used to share everything about his sex life with his friends, but after he and Vixen got engaged, everything involving her without clothes on became a 100% restricted topic. He still happens to talk about sex with his friends, but he must be in need of desperate help in order to share details. Vixen agrees on sharing being a hard no. She also thinks doing stuff in public is absolutely a hard no: she’s far too attached to her job to risk a scandal ruining it. And of course she would never stand Namjoon’s career and reputation going downhill.
Oral: Both fans, Namjoon both on the giving and receiving side, though he prefers giving by far. Vixen is also a fan of receiving. If Namjoon weren’t so damn intimidating, she would enjoy giving more, too.
Pace: depends on the mood. Playful or angry? Then he’s fucking her like she’s nothing but a cocksleeve, straight up jackhammering his way in. Loving and emotional? Then they’re going slow and steady so they can feel every inch of their flesh meeting and parting and squeezing and squelching and sliding.
Quickie: yes, but not excessively. Vixen can only consider a quickie as a form of foreplay. There’s no way to satisfy her unless at least two rounds are involved. Namjoon is more than happy to take his time with her. If they don’t have that much time, they prefer masturbating together — quick, efficient, delectable.
Risk: No? The only risk he would take would be fucking her out in the open, but someplace where the possibility of getting caught is lower than 0.1%. He’d book super secluded villas for their holidays and fuck her until she’s begging him to give her a break.
Stamina: Namjoon hasn’t got too much stamina and Vixen doesn’t either, they just deprive and tease each other when they want to make it super special, otherwise they would be lazy and take naps in between a round and another. And they can truly deal with that brilliantly since they are great at foreplay and that makes up for their rather weak stamina.
Toy: These two are shameless about their toys. Vixen has a thing for dildos, and Namjoon loves spoiling her with those. She has a couple vibrators too, but she’s not that much of a fan: she has a practical one, when she needs things done quick and easy and another one that looked way too cute for her not to have it. In addition to that, they have manacles, a cockring, a paddle and a quite interesting plug.
Unfair: Being with Namjoon is all about the pleasure. He’d much rather overstimulate Vixen rather than deny her. Also because he has very poor control over his instincts and he can’t deny himself. He would tease, edge or deny Vixen only to punish her and make sure that she actually reads that as a punishment and not as some sick way for her to get exactly what she wants (aka spanks). Vixen is more on the teasing side, and she enjoys controlling Namjoon’s orgasms, but she’s very fair. They like to play dirty, but they make sure everyone gets what they need.
Volume: Namjoon is all about low and deep. His moans, groans, growls and grunts all come in a very quiet, although very eloquent way. He prefers keeping it quiet so it feels more intimate. Vixen on the other hand is very vocal, especially when Namjoon goes down on her or is trying to overstimulate her. She’s still considerate about the people living next door, but at the same time, she has a thing for doing it in the studio so she can be as loud as she wants, much to Namjoon’s — and his private tracks’ — chagrin.
Wild card: if it weren’t for his jealousy and his position, Namjoon would love to fuck Vixen in a room full of strangers, just to show how good he can make her feel, and to enjoy just how deranged she would get once adrenaline started kicking in. Claiming her in a semi-public context would help him sate his possessiveness for a good while. Vixen instead would love to go to a BDSM club with Namjoon and watch scenes from other people — maybe, potentially, join? — she most definitely wishes she had done stuff with a girl before getting with Namjoon.
X-Ray: Namjoon is packed. Length is not exceedingly more than average. But match that with more than impressive girth? That’s a wild ride. It most definitely takes a stretch. Vixen has rather small boobs — but she’s more than stubborn to make up with a full, round bubble butt.
Yearning: at the beginning they go pretty wild. Vixen is used to getting at least an orgasm before falling asleep — every night. Of course that tones down once she gets with Namjoon, especially since she learns to prefer quality over quantity and he refuses to get stuff done in ten minutes. She easily slips into a two to three times a week regimen, but deprive her for longer than ten days and she’ll feel neglected. Of course she’d take care of herself, but that doesn’t mean she wouldn’t start drifting away as she’d feel emotionally neglected too. Namjoon considers himself happy as long as he can have a full weekend of fucking: he tends to cram all the sex in days where he can relax since during the week he’s often too tense to initiate anything sexual. But he wouldn’t deny it if the fancy struck him.
Zzz: He falls asleep like a bear. He goes positively lethargic the moment he hits the bed after cleaning up. Vixen finds it extremely endearing. She usually takes longer, but not too much. She likes cuddling him while he’s sleeping.
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yesimwriting · 3 years
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hi, i love all your work! could i please request headcanons for what it'd be like to go from being enemies to lovers with nikolai lantsov.
thank you:)
A/N maybe i moved this up on my request lists bc i woke up today and went 'nikolai lantsov'
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- i'm being a little liberal with cannon bc my mind first went to 'princess! reader who hates nikolai bc they're competitive and then they have to team up together to try to get their parents to break up their arranged marriage but fall in love in the process (this might be a little undetailed but i'm thinking of writing a full fic or mini-series with this plotline so let me know if you'd be interested!! i could see a smutty ending to that fic but idk,, lmk what you thing ig lol)
- Ok so first off enemies to lovers with the loml nikolai lantsov would be SO GOOD bc he's so dramatic and obviously attractive so even though you hate him you know he's hot,, there's never a dramatic realization that he's attractive bc it's just a fact
- butttt you'd rather give up any claim you have to your family's throne than feed his already gigantic ego
- okk but lets get to the beginning of your enemies to lovers relationship
- so basically every summer your parents go and stay with Nikolai's family at this super fancy vacation home bc your parents are both royalty and your kingdoms have a very healthy relationship
- just bc it's the summer season doesn't mean it's summer vacation,, so as children for about a month you two share a tutor,, and when i tell you that created a rivalry so fast i mean it
- you're not the eldest princess and you're always trying to be the best for your parents approval, nikolai just wanted to impress the really smart girl who had a pretty laugh (poor nikolai lol,, he had no way of knowing how important being the best in school no matter what was to your self esteem)
- maybe if you two could communicate you’d like each other a little better at this point but it starts when you’re pretty young and by the time you’re like 13 it’s a solidified dynamic (and 13 year olds are the MEANEST and most insecure people in the world so that’s when your relationship turns to full enemies)
- now that you’re 13 you have more princess-y requirements, especially over the summer. So when you see that Nikolai gets to practice with swords and gets more free time while you have to practice setting tables you hate him more than ever. 
- Nikolai senses that you’re extra hostile but he has no idea why,, he tries asking once but he makes a joke about how ‘maybe you’re jealous bc youre no longer the center of my attention’ and even though he’s just trying to ease the tension you feel like he’s making fun of you
- so that’s when things get aggressive, but at that point summer is almost over so it’s whatever
- next summer comes and you’re still SO MAD at him,, so when you get to the estate you’re like ‘i’m not even talking to him idc how quiet these next three months are’ 
- and you get there all determined to hate him,, but once you get there and see him something in you cracks bc he had the audacity to spend the last year going through puberty AND LIKE HE’S ALWAYS BEEN CUTE BUT THIS IS SOMETHING ELSE 
- so youre mentally panicking bc how do you even talk to someone that looks like that now???? but then you remember that you didnt even want to talk him so in a panic youre like ‘maybe i can avoid him and he’ll just assume it’s bc i hate him bc i do,, who cares if he’s unbelievably hot now’ 
- nikolai doesn’t assume anything, he just gets to the estate and is like ‘why hasn’t she insulted me yet?? is she suddenly too good to give me attention?’ so during the lessons that you still share he gets an idea
- he decides to one-up you in everything bc that’s always gotten a reaction out of you 
- it works,, every time he corrects you or steals an answer from you, you’re ready to snap but then you look at him and take in his stupidly perfect face and  you just shut up 
- nikolai thinks it’s not working so he just tries harder
- by the end of week one you can’t take it anymore so when the tutor leaves at the end of lessons you snap, you tell him off for how often he’d repeat what you said and change a few words and get all the praise from the tutor
- on the inside he’s like ‘took long enough’ but the more you rant he’s like ‘is she okay???’ he’d be more concerned if you weren’t threatening his pride and at this point he’s still annoyed bc if you were that annoyed you should have just talked to him instead of ignoring him for a week
- he’s thinking that just bc you got really pretty over the last year doesn’t make you too good to yell at him on the daily
- the worst thing anyone can do to nikolai is ignore him LMAO (lowkey relatable)
- so he starts arguing with you and you’re so upset that you forget about how aggressively attractive he is 
- and you two are alone in this room and the more you argue the closer you two get
- the climax of the argument is when neither of you are yelling, you’re just so mad you’re beyond raising your voice and once you’re both at that point it goes like this: 
“Nikolai Lantsov, you are the most insufferable person I’ve ever met” 
“Well then, Darling, you should look in a mirror.” 
“You are so entitled, so ridiculously self obsessed that it ruins your attractiveness.” 
“...” he literally just like blinks twice. “You think I’m attractive?” 
“Uh? No--i didn’t say that at all, maybe if you didn’t have the language comprehension of a child you’d understa--” he just reaches forward, grabs the collar of your dress, and kisses you. 
- it’s your first kiss so you have no idea what you’re doing and it’s with some one you CANT STAND and you’re so mad bc you had expectations for your first kiss and he’s taken that from you--but the thing is,, 
- he’s good at it. Like really good at it. Like so good it makes you curious about what he does the nine months of the year he’s not stuck here with you bc there’s no way he hasn’t had practice. 
- but you’re also extremely confused and nervous and aware of how stupid you’re being (and a little hormonal bc being 14 isn’t easy) and then he places his hand on your cheek and that snaps some sense of reality into you bc it’s one thing to enjoy the kiss but another thing entirely to want him to escalate it
- so you place one hand on his chest and push him off of you slightly. He takes the hint, pulls away enough to look at you and then you two just stare at each other 
- your hand is still on his chest and you have absolutely no idea what comes next, but you find yourself looking at his lips
- since you haven’t slapped him or pulled away more than a few inches he thinks maybe things are okay so he leans forward slightly and kisses you again. 
- you reciprocate a little too fast, the kiss lasts two seconds before thinking about how insane you’re being so you push away entirely. 
- He lets you go,, and in the most awkward display ever you’re like ‘uh I need to go,, i can’t be late to ball preparation lessons’ and you leave that room faster than you’ve ever left a room in your entire life. 
- the next day you consider pretending to be sick to avoid him but that would only give him more power over the situation so you go,, and he’s just sitting there calmly
- youre on edge the entire day but he never even jokes about it
- a part of you is a tiny bit annoyed bc who kisses you and then pretends it never happened? but overall, you’re relieved 
- the days pass and it never comes up but now whenever you two argue you think of how quickly kissing him both shut him up and got rid of your tension 
- the summer goes by quickly, your usual dynamic has returned and you wonder if he even remembers kissing you. twice. in a row. 
- the next couple of years are normal,, even when you two no longer take lessons together you still dont like him. He’s just so assured and he takes such joy in bothering you. 
- and then one summer your parents sit you down and they’re like ‘we need to plan the future alliance of our kingdom’ 
- you’re a little confused bc you’re rarely allowed to sit in on these things bc you’re a girl and you’re basically meant to just be a royal’s bride--and then you realize why you’re there. 
- you start protesting before your father can finish announcing your engagement 
- the parents were smart bc they announced it at the end of summer so you two couldn’t drive them crazy or conspire
- the first thing you do when you get back to your castle is write to him for the first time ever 
- your letter is basically ‘pls tell me you’re doing something’ 
- the two of you talk until you come up with the plan to get your parents to break up your engagement 
- your parents dont really care about your feelings and they expect the two of you to argue with them,, but they care about the kingdoms
- so you two decide that if you act like youre so in love that you let your duties slip the engagement will end,, especially if you two are in love in a toxic way 
- so the next summer you two make sure to flirt and act like youre totally obsessed with each other and skip lessons together and just are constantly together and acting like you’re on a honeymoon
- your parents are like ?? since when 
- at one point you flirt with a random guard just so Nikolai can have a ‘jealous outburst’ while your families are strolling through the garden 
- ngl jealous nikolai had you ready to RISK IT ALL,, you were ready to drop the plan and marry him on the spot 
- he notices bc he notices everything about you and when your family walks away he gives you a quick kiss and youre stunned,, much to his delight 
- your desire to break up your engagement takes a slight backseat in your mind bc you decide to set off on a secret goal to make him flustered
- it doesn’t take much, your dresses get a little more risky, your comments get a little more suggestive
- the only problem?? he seems to have his own personal goal and it’s to make you even more flustered than he is
- soon the two of you are lost in layers of pretend and competition
- when your parents are finally thinking about delaying the engagement and keeping you two away from each other until you calm down a little (i feel bad for them,, an entire summer of being surrounded by the ULTIMATE sexual tension) 
- you’re sad and you don’t know why bc this is what you wanted, but then Nikolai stands up and says that you two planned for this and he has the letters to prove it (he was ready to drop the receipts LMAO) and youre like ??what are you doing?
- and he says he’d rather marry you then never see you again bc now all he wants is to get know you bc he has no idea how he wasted so much time arguing with you 
- and you just meltttt but your in front of your entire family and his as well so you just sit there for a minute and then you tell him you feel the same way 
- but the summer’s over
- you kiss him before leaving and he says you’ll have to visit bc he can’t go an entire year without seeing your ‘pretty face’ 
- you promise to visit him soon
- your at home for exactly a day and a half before getting an invitation to visit him 
- you laugh bc the only way that letter could get to you that fast is if he mailed it before you even left 
- you say yes obviously,, and spend some time having a really cute fall-dating vibes together until you figure out how you really feel 
- and you feel like he makes your heart STOP and that’s why you hated him,, bc you didn’t like being vulnerable 
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dameronology · 3 years
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obi-wan kenobi relationship alphabet
as requested by the lovely @read-and-rec - i hope u enjoy!!
a - actions. what sort of things do they do to show they love their s.o?
for obi-wan, it would be in his every day actions. he's not all that big on grand gestures - can't be drawing attention to a relationship he's not supposed to be in after all - so it's reflected in the actions that show how well he knows you. like, he always flips the pillow before you come to bed so that it's cold, and when you have a particularly early start, he'll get up 20 minutes before you to make you breakfast
b - beginnings. how did the relationship begin? how has it changed?
i don't think obi would get into a relationship in the casual way -- he'd probably have to be in love with his best friend (that's u, ofc) and it would take a life threatening event for him to finally confess his love. not a lot would change, bc you're still best friends, but obviously there's the added closeness and love.
c - comfortable. how comfy are they with each other? peeing with the door open close, or would they rather keep the mystery?
he'd let you determine that. but also bc most of your time together is spent within your quarters, due to the natures of your job and the risk of people seeing, you're within close proximity a lot of the time so you're bound to be pretty comfortable around each other. you wanna burst into the refresher when he's in the shower cos you you had twice as much coffee as ur bladder can hold? he's not gonna stop you
d - dates. do they consider dates to be important? what kind do they prefer?
his favourite kind of dates are the ones where he gets to be close to you - whether that's wandering round the temple gardens after dark, or curling up in bed and watching a movie. if you ever get the chance to catch a break and escape to a far, far away planet, he'd definitely be up for something more grand.
e - engagement. how would they propose? who would even pop the question?
i don't think he would propose - more on that later - but if he did, it would be low key. even though there's like 0% chance of you rejecting him, he wouldn't want to put that pressure on you by making a big, public ordeal of the occasion
f - fundamental. for them, what is the most fundamental part of a relationship?
support & commitment. for obi-wan, he needs someone who's gonna be there for him through thick and thin; someone who will listen to him when he needs to vent and someone who will lay with him in bed when everything gets too much. he also needs someone who is committed and in it for the long run, bc he's lost so many people and can't face to see another go (especially by choice). of course, you get both things in return from him.
g - gratitude. how do they show their appreciation for you?
he just says it how it is. ten times a day really, but especially before bed - "have i ever told you how much i love and appreciate you?"
h - home. a random domestic headcanon.
he's terrible to share a bed with. you'll fall asleep on your respective sides of the bed, hands interlinked, and then get woken up two hours later by him spreading out on the whole mattress like patrick the goddamn star fish, forcing you onto the floor
i - infinite. do they believe their love is endless, or is there something that could break it?
obi-wan is both. if you turned to the dark side, or betrayed him or his cause, he could never forgive you, and the relationship would most certainly be over. it doesn't mean he'd stop loving you though - he couldn't ever do that. not even if he tried his hardest. so, his love is infinite but there are things that could make him turn away from you.
j - jokes. who's the funny one?
if you like dry humour, he's definitely the funny one, but with practical jokes and puns, that would be you.
k - kiss. how do they kiss? favourite type?
every morning before he goes to work, obi-wan will pull you towards him and give you a deep, breath-taking kiss; with one hand on your back and one on your neck, it'll be on your mind for the rest of the day. that's his favourite type of kiss.
l - longing. who's the clingy one? how are they with long distance?
neither of you, but also obi-wan sometimes. obi-wan becomes a thousand times clingier when he has nothing to do; if he's between missions and meetings, he'll stick to your side like a golden retriever. it's cute at first, but then when you can't even sit down for twenty minutes to do paperwork without him wrapping himself around you? that's when you drop the council a message and beg them to do something with him. anything.
m - marriage. do they wanna get married?
initially, obi-wan isn't all that bothered by marriage. he doesn't need a ceremony or a wedding to prove either person's commitment - and he just kind of assumes that all those vows and promises are a given, regardless of whether you have a legal document to hold you to your word.
but, if you're still together after order 66, when he's on tatooine? he'd never be opposed to it. if it's important to you, he'll respect that.
n - nicknames. what ones do they like?
he likes when you call him obi, and for you, it's either my darling or my love
o - over the top. are they ever ott? or are they more low-key?
maybe in battle, but obi-wan generally relies on subtle & low-key gestures rather than massive displays of affection.
p - picture. what's their favourite picture of them and their s.o?
there's a selfie you took on your second or third date (idk if selfies exist in the star wars universe but...we move). he has his arm around you, and you're pressing a kiss to his cheek. it's so simple, but it means everything to him.
q - quintessential. what is one they would refuse to compromise in their relationship? what's a deal-breaker for them?
again - the dark side. even if he breaks the code to be with you, obi-wan is going to a dedicated jedi til the day he dies and it's something he holds in a regard as high as his love for you. so, he could never, ever be with someone who ever went against what he believed in, or someone susceptible to slipping.
but if he did see the person he loved turning to the dark-side? he'd do everything in his fucking power to stop it. he'd lose sleep and risk his life to help you, but once you're gone, that's it. if he couldn't save you before, he knows there'd be no chance once you'd turned.
t - tattoo. would they ever get matching tattoos with their s.o, or a tattoo for them?
probably not a tattoo, but i don't think he'd be opposed to subtly engraving your initials on his lightsaber
u - understanding. how understanding are they? or are they a little difficult?
understanding KING. it doesn't matter what the issue is, he's gonna be there to listen and make you feel valid. even if you do something that irks him a little bit, he'd still have all the patience in the world.
v - vases. do they buy flowers?
all. the. time. sometimes for special occasions, sometimes just because
w - wandering. do they wanna travel? or immediately settle down?
before order 66, obi would love travelling with you, provided you both work in a similar field and he can make it look conspicuous. if it's after, he's not entirely enthusiastic about planet hopping when darth goddamn vader has it out for him, but he would absolutely love to settle down.
x - ex. how many exes do they have? any horror stories?
one word: satine.
y - you. favourite thing about their partner?
just...everything. he could never choose a favourite thing. he could say your eyes, and the way you sparkle when you laugh, but then he'd feel bad for forgetting your butt, and the little dimples in your hips, and the way your brow creases when your confused. see what i mean?
z - zeal. how excitable are they? who's the calm one?
he's definitely the calm one. he can be very enthusiastic in battle, but in other aspects of life, he has the chilled out aura of someone who has consumed a pound of the devil's lettuce
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