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kastavanes · 10 months

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I made the mistake of watching Nimona in my lunch break and now I'm emotionaly devastated for the rest of my life honestly

#nimona #nimona movie #lgbtq #lgbtqia #i am a mess #emotionaly devastated

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ragedaisy · 8 months

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if I want to revisit the hokiest G1 Transformers planets, write a ficlet that is mostly tell, mostly from the perspective of a stereotypical stock gangster alien, and no canon Transformers even appear, just my OCs, I refer highly traumatic events in my TF OC's past, which neither the audience nor the POV character will have context for, and also, all the aliens are named after cities in the Netherlands,

I will do so. Because I like fun. :)

#Always Kill The Turquoise Quail That Lays The Ruby Eggs (Before It Can Lay Eggs For Anyone Else)#if canon can have a character named Bosch #let me have Bolsward and Sneek #today: Catalyst tries to reinvent himself on the gambling astroid Monacus!#tomorrow: Catalyst working through his grief on planet Eurythma!#(carnage in c minor has never been so emotionaly devastating)#transformers

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lilitblaukatz · 1 year

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Too long, caps in the end)

(spoilers ahead for Gifted, Twilight Zone episode Not All Men, The killer in my house a.k.a A family's nightmare, Pretty Hard Cases)

There is a book by Milan Kundera, «The unbearable lightness of being». I hated the book and I don't give a damn about Kundera, but he was right in one thing: there are millions of people, but there are only handful of gestures they do. I don't remember the exact quote, because I read it almost 20 years ago, but it was about the same gestures, which different people have: when they lift a hand up to say hi, or any other sign of emotion.

Do you know, that actors share they own personal expressions while being in character? Unless it is something specific, like historical figure with known tics, an actor fills character mannerisms with many of their own. The situation on set or on stage is made up, but the emotion is real and the response is real. So we, as public, are priviledged to see someone's private emotional responses which we'd never see otherwise, because they are mostly reserved for close circle of friends and family. Or sometimes you may see a stranger crying in an almost empty underground compartment or something. Never that rich display of various emotions from one person like you can do by watching a good actor in a decent role. It can be mediocre movie even. The acting is everything and consuming it is almost voyeuristic.

I know why I like to watch my faves in as many roles as possible. I write fiction and while I have no lack of ideas and action sequences and characters and what not, to feel the character I need to emotionaly connect and see them as in a movie. Maybe because I am autustic, I don't trust myself in imagining their emotions from scratch. So I watch. And I watch. I appreciate along the line. But mostly I'm in awe — wow! That's how real emotions look like! Maybe that's why I like movies so much. And if the actor has a shit ton of various characters, from childhood to adulthood, it's a treasure! Percy has vulnerable characters, violent characters, characters in love, characters full of hatred and fear, happy, sad, confused, smart, leaders, dependants, brave ones, cowards, devil-may-care, cautious — you name it! You can see it all.

So I have some half-prepared posts from before Jan 19. I still don't get enough inspiration back to give it the context I wanted, so have just half-formed parallels and some caps I did from an artist point of view and from a fan of actor's work one.

Being threatened with a knife and with a gun, and more:

devastation

familial love

(second from one of above)

desperation

And the same pose from real life

I should do some displays of affection later, because there's plenty.

About a month ago when I started to look through his filmography, I found out to my utter delight that Percy has brother's part in my favourite Twilight Zone episode of all times - Not All Men. I am a fan of Taissa Farmiga (as well as her talented mother) and I admire casting work (f.ex Natalia Dwyer and Finn Wolfhard were cast as siblings eight years ago but they still look like siblings, the same with Charlie Heaton and Noah Schnapp). Percy and Taissa look like siblings still! Sometimes I look at Wednesday caps of Xavier and see Taissa. That's movie magic! But I don't have clear parallel shots, so just have some caps, please.

(will be continued with childhood works)

#percy hynes white #xavier thorpe #if you haven't blocked percy's tag that's on you #tylorpe #also maybe don't demand more privacy breach from actors #they give enough #you are not entitled to what is left of their private life #Please kindly block me without interacting with me #I have enough shit in my life besides yours

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mii-kun-fan-club · 1 year

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Why I love the end of School Live! so much

First of all any of the main four dying would have emotionaly devastated me and second of all when I first got into the serie, my mental health wasn't really great and it taught me that relationships can be hard and messy but reaching out to people is worth it and that yes, sometimes life is weird and unfair and hard but good things are here too and sometimes trying your best in enough and you survive :>

#school live!#gakkou gurashi #gakkou gurashi! otayori #miki is the best #i love this serie so much #this is my rant #i have strong opinions on this serie

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fenapple · 1 year

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Excited for the hag stuff to get animated tbh. The emotionaly devastating, for me at least, offer Beau made, the entire cupcake scene. We might get to see the exact moment Yasha falls in love, if they animate the stuff with Thoreau too. Gonna sob like crazy watching M9 shenanigans, truthfully.

#they mean so much to me #critical role #crit role #critrole #critrole spoilers #cr spoilers #m9 #the mighty nein #crit role campaign 2 #cr c2 #beauregard lionett #jester lavorre #yasha nydoorin

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ingapotejtoo · 2 years

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I think im sending you a lot of asks now tho, but you seem like the person to let know that I finshed mianite season 2 like 3 days ago after chugging through it for like a year and i was not expecting the last few episodes to hit that hard. did not expect to be that emotionaly invested.

OOOOO!!!! Welcome to the emotionally devastated after mianite club - we have blankets, cookies and ur favourite drink of choice

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obi-troll-kenobi · 2 years

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I’m emotionaly devastated after the last TOH episode and I demand a continuation NOW

#the owl house

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sienvega · 7 years

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Rachel

#sien draws #life is strange before the storm #rachel amber #yeah i played the game and i was like #EMOTIONALY DEVASTATED

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ink-ghoul · 2 years

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There’s a chance Last Life will last 8 episodes (again) AND I’M NOT OKAY WITH THAT

#Last Life spoilers #Last Life SMP #;;;n;;;#absolutely emotionaly devasted #Also I can I point out that the addtion of the thunder when someone permadies is so cool??? WOAH #spoiler tag

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zealouspickleeggdragon · 3 years

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[Parent Teacher Conference with Molly and Snape]

Molly: I know you don’t feel good

Snape: Physically, I’m fine. Emotionaly, I’m devastated.

Molly: Here you go. I made you a pie ❤️

Snape: I mean I normally wouldn’t eat that but today I will.

#severus snape #snape community #snape #prosnape #snape fandom #hp #pro severus snape #professor snape #sneme #snapedom #snape love #snape quotes #hp incorrect quotes #incorrect snape quotes #incorrect quotes #source: chrisleyknowsbest #molly weasley #this is Snape and molly after one of her kids almost blows up the school #again

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littlesmartart · 3 years

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Came here through the modern AU, loved your headcanons and art! I scrolled through the general art tag and was emotionaly devasted by your ace!sangcheng comic. "Given the choice, I would still choose you?" aksdjhfksdh YOU CAME FOR ME PERSONALLY AND GRASPED ME BY THE THROAT. Thank you for this wonderful ace representation!! I feel so seen and validated!!! *cries about this forever* You have given me everything I didn't know I wanted!!!! FUCK YES THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

#EVERY TIME AN ACE PERSON MESSAGES ME ABOUT THAT COMIC TWO YEARS ARE ADDED TO MY LIFE #y'all so are lovely!!!!#Anonymous #ask

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luimnigh · 3 years

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Thing about Ironwood getting Watts to hack Penny is that would emotionaly devaste her. Like lets say Watts utterly fails but the knowledge that Ironwood tried to overwrite her will would devasate Penny. So even if the plan fail through it still dividies Ironwood from his allies which is exactly what Salem desires. (And the more devasted Penny is the easier it be for Salem to turn her)

See, you are right there. It would utterly destroy any trust Penny has left in Atlas, if she learned that they tried to overwrite her, tried to literally dehumanize her.

But that would actually make it harder for Salem to turn Penny.

Penny’s fondness for Atlas is the only thing making her even consider helping Salem. She thinks that, by giving Salem the Relic, she could save both Atlas and Mantle in one fell swoop and all of her friends could be friends again.

But a betrayal like that? She’d still care about keeping the people of Atlas alive, but she’d stop caring about peacemaking. That stops being an element in her though process, and Amity Colosseum becomes the best plan, in her mind.

It kills her motivation to turn. It would strengthen her resolve. It would devastate her, yes, but it would make her convictions armor-clad.

#rwby #penny polendina #rwby spoilers #rwby8 spoilers #rwby8 #cleverretortnotfound #asks

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phoenixfire-thewizardgoddess · 2 years

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okay i dont recall much of the power rangers but like, whivchever season it was

...was anyone else emotionaly devastated as a little person when the pink ranger just fucking up and died in the show

i dont know why i remembered that right now

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raksh-writes · 3 years

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Im gonna, yet again, vent/rant about my thesis and all the ugly that comes with it, so I'll hide it under the cut, because there will prob be some negative thoughts in here and I've already spammed my blog with enough of them. So, feel completely free to skip reading this!

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So.

I need to rewrite the whole conclusion. And deleted like, half of the last chap too. And it's the third time I'd be rewriting this part.

It already hit me hard two days ago, when I got the reply from my promotor. And, I mean, I get it, he's only trying to help me make it better, and on a rational level I appreciate it, but seeing as I was on, like, four hours of sleep and already emotionaly and mentaly exhausted, it really kinda broke something in me. Now Im having a painfully hard time getting to it, like - wanting to delete the whole thing and throw it all to hell every time I think of even opening up the doc kind of hard. It's ugly, I don't like and I don't know how to combat it right now ;/

I guess it goes to show how emotional/mental/physical exhaustion can be devastating on a lot of levels. Normaly, the summer finals are easier for me than the winter ones, but this year has been such a hell it feels like it's all coming to a head right now and I don't know how to properly deal with it. I think I'm too tired to be able to, I can't gather the strength or patience for it so all these ugly things fester.

I dunno if I should try to push through it or (try to) rest for now and get to it when I feel somewhat better and more equiped for it - if its even possible xd I have kinda already given up on reaching first term, all that rushing was prob half the reason it didn't work and although I want to get it, just so its all ended sooner than later, Im just gonna ignore it and whatever term I get, I get. Just as long as I dont actually throw it all away now when Im basically at the finish line xd

So, yeah, Im halfheartedly grappling with myself about it all because even when exhausted and kinda hating my thesis right now Im still anxious about not doing anything at all times xd Which also makes trying to rest super hard, ehhh

I dunno. Im kinda trying to sort out my own thoughts here, hoping it'll help. I've been saying I just want to be done with it a lot, but I dont think I've ever meant it quite as much. Not that now throwing it all away feels like a viable option xd But it'd be a shame to waste these three years that passed...

#personal #Raksh posts #the studying saga #negative thoughts #exhaustion #just tagging some things so peeps can block/skip this post #Ive been negative a lot these days and I dont like it ;/#I want this blog to be positive and chill #cause I know seeing these kinds of posts sets me off in a bad way and I domt want to do the same #hence tags and read mores and the likes #y'all absolutely skip these posts for your own mental health #we all the need to care for ourselves #and I get not wanting to see these like no one else #so yeah just trying to be transparent about it or something #Im in such a bad place its kinda terrifying me rn xd #and all the hell that its been is not helped by how out of whack the vaccine made my hormones #getting a period in the middle of a cycle is sure to fuck up all sorts of things I know #but being aware of it unfortunately doesnt work on making it go away xsld #thats just how it is with emotions and feelings and whatnot #and barely being able to soothe myself with what usually works cause my wrists are fragile makes it all worse xd #ughhhh what a dreadful exhaustion filled nightmare xd #gonna go take a hot shower and eat something although cooking is the lsst thing on my mind rn #being hungry with absolutely no appetite whatsoever xd #but gotta deal one way or another...#hope y'all are having a better time out there ❤

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besanii · 3 years

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Bc that one anon mentioned ”Spring days of my life” it all came back to me. I’d like to congrulate you for managing to screw me up emotionaly so badly it is still devastating. (I have you know I do read a lot of angst, so this is truly a Great achievement)

#hey nonny nonny #asks #thank you for the nice!!

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gqanime · 4 years

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Ok so I'm going to play sdr2 pretty soon!!! I have some assumptions about the characters so let's go...

Hajme Hinata : done with everyone's shit one day one but deals with it pretty well will have a break down at some point.

Akane Owari : likes food. Very loud. Going to have a bit of fanservice. Going to fish for lewd comments.

Chiaki Nanami: very nice freaked out very esaliy. Makes video game references at the worse moment and talks about video games to the point where it's annoys. Probably going to get murdered.

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu: wtf is his name (had to look up how to pronounce it.) Trying to prove he's strong by cursing and yelling a lot but is a child on the inside. Will have a mental breakdown at some point.

Gundum tanaka : talks very medieval style way and is very dramatic and doesn't understand why no-one gets it. If there is murder that involves a animal death he will be devastated. Will survive.

Byakuya togami : ( love the chonk.) Most likely the same but a bit more understanding about people pain.

Hiyoko Saionji : Going to be mean but no one realises it (except Hajme) will get murdered.

Ibuki Mioda : very gay for her.... Anyway very high energy will freak out when a murder happens but will stay hopefull though it all. I want her to survive but won't likely.

Kazuichi soda : desprate for a girlfriend trys to flirt but fails miserably leon vibes

( I asked my mom her opinions and she said that he will have every death and has no chance of surviving.)

Mahiru Koizumi : going to be smart and useful when a trail happens. Survives seams like a basic anime girl like sayaka.

Mikan Tsumiki : like ibuki gay for her... a lot like toko a lot of anxiety but a lot nicer. Will get murdered.

Nagito Komeda : Sketchy I can tell that he smells musty.(don't question me.) and his voice is raspy. Will do something bad but not the mastermind.

Nekomaru Nida: LOUD. and has no self control. Smells awful. (Again don't ask.) Going to swear a lot.

Peko pekoyama : she will survive if not she will murder some one. like kyoko as in calm, smart and emotionaly sealed. But will lose temper at some point.

Sonia Nevermind : very nice, doesn't realise the harsh realty of life someone close to her will die.

Teruteru Hanamura : I've heard a bit about him 1.he's a perv 2. He's bi. I decided to hear what he sounded like and I hated so much. His voice is just so....Idk anyway I hope he dies.

Don't tell me spoilers ok.❤💛💚💙💜

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