“look, you didn’t ask to be a halfblood.”
AND THATS WHEN I STARTED CRYING MY EYES OUT
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when he says he hates you but
gets upset when you keep secrets from him and cries and confides and vents to you alone in the moonlight and doesn't once stop you from calling him by his childhood nickname and never outright insults your interests and sometimes even indulges them and says things like keep your eyes on me and don't you dare look away and tells you not to come after him when he's in danger because he knows you and actively helps you succeed so he can fight you to the top and runs to his literal imminent death with no hesitation to save you and chases you relentlessly when you try to fix everything alone and can't say I love you so he says I'm sorry for everything instead and gently catches you in the rain and says I know because he truly does
when he says he hates you but loves you in Every. Other. Possible. Way.
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I'm a lonely girl who wants to be a millionaire
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I made the mistake of watching Nimona in my lunch break and now I'm emotionaly devastated for the rest of my life honestly
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GOOD MORNING BOYFRIEND 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i missed them so much
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I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY WOULD CONFIRM THAT SYAORAN HAD HIS SOUL BACK AND CARED FOR PEOPLE AGAIN AS HE DIED IN FRONT OF US
EXCEPT OF COURSE I CAN BELIEVE IT THIS IS CLAMP
WHAT ELSE WERE THEY GOING TO DO
AND YET
AND Y E T
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Look at them though
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Convinced Kei is trying to murder me, but what a way to go😫
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Don't imagine Lorroakin's battle gone badly. Don't imagine Rolan taking a killing blow meant for Tav. Don't imagine Alyn shoving lorroakin out the back window of his tower while Tav kneels by a quickly bleeding Rolan and desperately trying to heal him. Don't imagine the wound being magical and resistant to healing. Don't imagine rolan stroking Tav's face while telling them, "You were my new dream." Don't do it.
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My god this beautiful man
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SPOILER WARNING FOR CHAPTER 54 OF THE BEAST YOU’VE MADE OF ME
‘“Why do you get to keep her?” Lucerys asks.
Rhaenyra stands there, hands behind her back, her head tilted as she observes him. She is like stone, like marble, like armor, something so impenetrable. But he knows her, he knows the messiness inside of her because he feels the messiness inside his own chest and he is his mother’s son.
“Why do you get to keep Alicent and I can’t keep him?” Lucerys demands.’
—the beast you’ve made of me by MaidenMotherCrone on ao3
I am bawling my eyes out STOP.
The fact that people still call Lucerys ‘Your Grace’ even now is something so interesting and it’s very dear to me. He will forever be the Kingmaker, Witch King, King Consort, Lucerys Targaryen, and no one will forget that no matter who sits the Iron Throne.
Also, Lucerys using his manipulative charms, ‘“They will never love you as they love me.”’?? Go off. This is the beastie we all know and love. My man knew what he wanted and he exhausted all of the methods available to him until he got it. Go with your man, Lucerys, you go.
And Aemond, my love, I know you’re tired and you can rest now. You can even have your beastie. It’s gonna be great.
If it’s not obvious I just read the second to last chapter of the beast you’ve made of me and I have still not recovered. I will never recover. I can’t believe it’s almost over. What will I do with myself once it’s done??
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Michael Sheen on Philip Pullman's The Secret Commonwealth
This one really deserves the spotlight. That handsome face. The nose. Everything.
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THE HEARTSTOPPER Q&A JUST CAME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
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TW: paranoia, homicidal thoughts, aggressive thoughts
Something I feel isn't talked about enough is the guilt.
I feel so guilty.
I'm sorry I don't trust you, I know you're my sister, I know you're my family, I know you're my soulmate, I know you're my best friend. I don't trust you. I can't. And I'm sorry for it.
I'm sorry I scared you, I'm sorry I can't listen to you, I'm sorry I annoy you, I'm sorry I took your time.
And it's more than that.
How do you deal with the guilt of homicidal/agressive thoughts ? How can you ever forgive me ? How will I ever forgive myself ?
I get so paranoid in the street I scream in my head "come close to me and I'll punch you, I'll make you pay, I'll make sure you can't walk again" and is the fact that I am terrified an excuse ? Is it a good enough excuse ? Is it forgivable ?
How can I ever look people in the eye when I daydreamt I unalived them ? What if they knew ? What would they do ? Would they make me pay ?
I am a mess and I am guilty and I am scared which makes me enraged which makes me even more guilty which makes me even more scared and it's never ending but how could it ever end ?
No one who hasn't had thoughts like this will ever understand. I know how they'd look at me if they knew. I look at myself the same way.
Sorry for the vent.
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