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chrollohearttags · 1 year
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Reverb • chapter six
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synopsis: after a reluctant trip to the club and a much needed chat with his best friend, EJ makes a spur of the moment decision to visit (y/n), who is currently in Houston for a performance. The pair’s flirtatious friendship and sexual tension all come to a head when he surprises the budding influencer in her hotel room and they enjoy a night of passion. But what awaits them after the steamy hookup and where do they go from here?
content warning: heavy sexual content, porn without plot (almost), fingering, oral sex, backshots, choking, riding, lots of dirty talk, unprotected sex
“But I’m not that stupid. Imma fuck you so good, you’ll forget all about that.”
📝: this has taken me forever and a century to get out, I know so many of y’all were asking about it and I am soooo sorry! But it’ll be resuming regular uploads from hear on out.
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“EJ? W-what are you doing here?!”
the first words to leave your mouth once he broke the kiss. Just as fast, you scrambled to retrieve your phone and end the chat before any more of your personal business could play out in front of the world. Truthfully, it was best that you did because what he had on the forefront of his mind was enough to give them all an eyeful! But right now, you needed to close the door before anyone spotted you two together. Tugging him by his wrist, you’d quickly close it shut and lock it behind you guys.
“Came to see you, why else?” A very obvious answer but one that did little to ease your concern. One, he was supposed to be resting and taking it easy. Last you heard, he had collapsed from exhaustion..so why was he standing in your hotel room? And two…
“I know but…why?” As flattered as you were, it was still confusing! You didn’t think he’d actually show up so soon. Regardless, you weren’t mad that he was here. And it was clear that he just couldn’t wait any longer to pull up as he’d promised. Inching closer, he’d tug you towards him and into another sloppy kiss, this time mumbling against your lips and caressing your back. “Why not? I missed you..is that not a good enough reason?” Of course you didn’t attest and actually desired it..more so than anything else but were you guys really ready for this? Ready to give into your temptations this early on? And the fact he took a flight out to come be with you was something no one had ever done. “I ain’t trying to distract you or anything…I just—you been on my mind, (y/n). Heavy..I need you.”
glaring at you with those deep set, green eyes and caressing your cheek with his thumb. His tall frame towering over you and his soft lips brushing your own..how could you not melt for him instantly?! A faint smile broke across your face and you’d gently tug him downward with a gentle, reassuring hand around the back of his neck. “You been on mine too..” uttering in that sweet little accent he loved so much. You really had a way of turning him on with the slightest touch.. “…then what are we waiting for?” Eventually, the two of you would begin making out; swirling and sucking on each other’s tongues as he guided you back towards the mattress and placed you on top of it. Running your hands up his shirt and rubbing on his chiseled abs. Your legs spread and coiled around his waist, almost like it was instinctively..
the way your body reacted to him without so much as no contact before was insane. Moaning into one another’s mouths and soon, you’d come to and just stare for a moment. In disbelief that things had actually gotten this far from a few flirtatious texts..
“..I’ve been waiting on this for a week. You so fucking fine, (y/n)..damn.” Murmuring into the crook of your neck, whimpering your name as he massaged your skin. He was desperate..desiring you more so than he had let on. Hoenstly, it wasn’t in his nature to fawn over a woman or even be openly affectionate but behind these closed doors, he was free to do as he wished. Able to be vulnerable and open because something about you felt safe enough to do that. Not to mention, the way you begged him to come put it down after the little display, he couldn’t disappoint. “EJ…I need you so bad..” That statement alone was all the motivation he needed to make sure that he left a lasting impression. Which he’d start by getting into some foreplay.
“Don’t worry, baby . I promise I’ll make this trip well worth it for both of us. You just lay that pretty ass back and let me take care of you. Can I do that?” Melting like putty in his palms at the uttering of that statement. His voice was smoother than honey and so deep, it sent chills..along with tingles throughout your body. (Y/N) wasn’t the type to open up so easily either but your sentiments mirrored his: maybe he just felt secure; as if you could trust him not to make you regret your decision. “I told you..you can do whatever you want. Just fuck me better than my last.” To him, it was something so sexy about a woman who knew exactly what she wanted! Who told him what she wished for and he better knew what to do with it. Not promiscuous in the slightest but not shy about your needs at all. Placing a couple more soft kisses to your jawline, Eren chuckled and got the two of you readjusted so that it allowed for more room.
that way, he could partially undress and lie next to you. “I don’t think that’s gone’ be a problem..” meanwhile, his lips were marking up your neck, gently kissing on the skin and his hand trailing down your body. His first fixation were the ample breasts, sitting pretty in between that lace bra and little tank top you were wearing. Whether from the cool air or him caressing you, your nipples were poking through the material and he had to get a better look. “..I mean, look at you. You telling me your ex couldn’t make you come? Not once, baby?..” shaking your head in response as he slid the shirt down to expose them so suavely. You had most certainly confided in EJ and told him about the horrible sex life with your previous partner. And sadly, he wasn’t the only one..it was shocking but you had a couple suitors between the time since your relationship but none of them were worth a damn. One couldn’t find the clit to save his life and the other didn’t last more than one round. So you’ve been celibate ever since. Not wasting your time, energy or good pussy on a man who didn’t deserve that shit! Luckily for you, he was just the guy to break the cycle.
“That’s a damn shame, huh? What kind of man would let someone so beautiful leave unsatisfied?…” all the while he was talking, he’d gently flick his fingertips across your nipples and keep lightly feeding you sloppy kisses. And you’d do exactly as he wished. All the while, his other fingers were trailing lower and lower…hovering across your belly button before stopping just above your plump pussy lips and tugging at the thin waistline on those shorts. You’d even spread your legs apart for him, biting your fingertip and whimpering for him. “But I’m not that stupid. Imma fuck you so good, you’ll forget all about that.” Eren wasted no time connecting your tongues yet again, twirling them around one another and simultaneously, softly shoving that free hand into your panties. Instantly feeling how wet you were and deciding to make it even worse. The second that sharp gasp left your mouth, this man would cup your jaw and resume those sloppy pecks. Moaning into one another’s mouths whilst his fingers thrashed around inside of you. Thumb pad circling your clit and those toes curling in mid air. The sounds of sloshing wetness growing louder along with those cute little cries of yours..he couldn’t help but to grow stiffer from behind the confines of those joggers; the pressing hard on grazing your leg.
meanwhile, you were trying to work your way out of your own undergarments, desperate to have him do his worst to you. All those words he baited you on with in text and vice versa..the talks of bouncing you on his dick, folding your legs back and even sliding it in from the side as he whispered in your ear. Things that you had only dreamed of until now and same went for him. Both of you were gravely deprived of passionate lovemaking and a connection to another person; having been single for so long. Who would’ve known it would have come instantly between the two of you?
“There you go, baby…keep riding those fingers for me. It’s so fucking wet..I just know you gone feel so good..” whispering into your ear with a subtle grunt. The thoughts crossing his mind as he worked those digits between your folds were utterly filthy. He had to remind himself that you weren’t his girl and he had to take it easy. The things he wanted to do with you were not suited for a first time hookup. You wouldn't ever be the same afterwards..even still, (y/n) squirmed and so desperately tried to impale yourself on his digits; hands hooked around his inked forearm, which was in turn, locked around your neck..plain desperate for some dick. But in all honesty, he knew that you weren’t ready for it. As it stood, he could fit maybe two, three inches tops inside of you and surely, you wouldn’t be satisfied with that!
“EJ…mmm! ‘S go good—need you to fuck me..” pathetically whining as you clenched the sheets and his skin, begging for more.
“I know, mama..but not yet..” and you could beg him all you wanted but the last thing he believed in was ramming his cock inside of a woman without getting you prepared for it first. Even with all the prep and care, he’d still had women tapping on him and crying at the three inch mark, telling him it hurt. However, you weren’t about to sit idly by while he had all the fun. Instead, you’d reach down and begin toying with that print in his pants. He didn’t mind if you played along..hell, it’d make it all that much better. Both of you could enjoy this moment. “Oh shit…” for a while, the teasing would continue…your smaller hand wrapped around that much larger dick, jerking him off slowly. Causing precum to stain your nails. His fingers pressed inside of that sensitive flesh and you eventually, flooding the sheets..after he gently pushed down to the center of your belly and jolted those two digits; pumping until you couldn’t hold back any longer.
“Oh my god! EJ, I’m coming..” clutching his arm as you came; flailing aimlessly around the sheets until you flooded them with your stream of juices. Both of you were in awe of how intense things had grown so quickly! Nevermind the fact that you were supposed to have been in the lobby by now..meeting the rest of your party but that was out of the question. The sweat and tears trickling down your cheeks had all but ruined your makeup. Not to mention the fact that it’d take something serious to pry you off of this man right now..withdrawing those fingers, Eren watched as your slick dripped from them and the reaction plastered on your face. Your bare chest heaving from the climax and excitement of what was next. The realization of you being half dressed and in hair rollers hadn’t even hit him but he'd laugh the second it registered. “Damn, did I interrupt something?” Questioning rhetorically before shoving them in between your quivering lips. But you’d merely giggle and suck them clean.
“Something like that.”
“Looks like I gotta make it right then..that’s only if you don’t mind me spending the night. Just don’t tell your friends though.”
“I can keep a secret.”
and trust, he had just the thing to atone for his interruption. Finally rendering yourselves completely nude; stripping from any and all articles of clothing and tossing them to the carpet, Eren made haste in flipping you onto your back while he took to his knees. Pinning you down by those thick thighs before diving face first between them. You didn’t know what hit you when you felt his tongue brazenly glide across your aching clit.. “ooh!” Garnering the exact reaction he had hoped from you as those lips suctioned around your swollen little bud. Sensitive each time he touched them but trust, he was going to take his sweet time enjoying this. Soaking in your scent and flavor; greedily sucking on that pretty pink flesh while his tongue explored each of those folds. You were amazed..even a bit in shock that he was so quick to put his mouth on you.. right after making you come once. Almost as if he wanted to attend to your needs first and forget his own…possibly even deriving his pleasure from watching you get off. Hadn’t had that in a long time..
“Mmmm…taste so good, (y/n). Go ‘head..grab my hair and ride my fucking face, baby..” that deep, gravelly voice muttering as he gave you a reassuring slap to the ass and made you jolt. Just as he prompted, you’d tangle his chocolate wefts between your acrylic fingertips and buck your hips forward; meeting the thrashing from his mouth. (Y/N) couldn’t help but to release an ear curdling moan and a tear or two..toes curling as they rested across the top of his shoulder blade. Regardless of your uncontrollable trembling, he’d keep a firm grasp on your thighs; his chain grazing the inner corner of it and further devouring your soaking cunt. He didn’t care if you screamed his name loud enough for the entire hotel to hear it..he wasn’t letting up until he felt compelled to and that was obvious.
the sounds of humming and whimpering from him making vibrations against your sex. Never had a man made you feel this good! “Oh my gosh! Fuck..I—“ finding yourself at a complete loss for words as they trailed off and all you could do was release breathy huffs. Crying and whimpering for him to give you more..
“..you’ve never had it like this, huh? Got you shaking and shit..feel good?” Questioning so sweetly and softly that his voice alone made you weak. For a moment, all you could do was toss your head back and cry out. But then, when you thought he couldn’t get anymore attractive, he took even more dominion over you. Bringing that long, muscular, tattooed arm up across your torso, Eren gently cuffed his palm around your neck and squeezed softly, as to bring you back to consciousness and establish control. “I asked a question, baby..am I doing a good job?” and you’d be quick to answer when his gaze met yours; gulping at the subtle aggression. “Yes, daddy..so fucking good..” satisfying both him and his ego with it. The smirk that formed across his face was an indicator that he was pleased. Having called him the name a couple times in text messages but hearing your sweet voice say it, hit completely different. And it was well deserved after the way he had you dripping down his chin and coming back to back.
“Good girl. That’s all I need to hear..” little did you know, you had all but ignited a fire underneath him and from that point on, he was feasting on your pussy as if it were the last thing he’d ever put his mouth on! Spitting between your puffy lips, slurping loudly and shoving his tongue into your tight hole. At this point, not even you could reign him in. Drawing up strings of saliva and syrupy flavored sex, he only doubled down on it at the sight of you trying to push him away. However, he’d keep eye contact and not break it for anything. Even when you had all but squirted and wet him up! It was only when you nearly came off the mattress, arching your back to its highest height did he let you get a breather.
“Where are you going? ‘ Thought you said you were gone’ put it in my face when you saw me...no running now, baby.” flatlining against the bed and breathing harshly from all the pleasure, which in turn, only made the two of you burst into laughter. It was obvious he was making you eat your dirty little words.
“No—I can’t fuck with youuuu...I take it back.” Tossing your hands above your head in playful distress as you flailed around. Not to mention the fact that you were crying as you came. But they were tears of joy rather than pain or disappointment. Which made it all the more worth it. And you were happy you could enjoy yourself with each other..able to joke and be silly. But he still had quite a bit of business to handle. He didn’t come all the way to H-Town just to play..he was going to deliver on all the things he had confided in you over FaceTime. For the time being, he wasn’t worried about anything else..
no deadlines, album teasers, none of that shit…just (y/n) and that beautiful body! “Nah, I can’t have that. I need you to take it.” gently tugging you closer towards him, Eren folded you up once more to angle you fully into a mating press. Feet nearly touching the headboard and legs behind your head. He was enamored for many reasons at the moment. One being the display before him. Pretty face, pretty little fat pussy, perfect body and white painted toes with an anklet laced around your leg and matching nails; his literal weakness on a woman. It was something about this angle and view that was driving him crazy. “..need you take this dick. Can you do that?” “Hell yes..” He knew you were flexible enough to maintain that position without any problems. He’d seen how you so easily maneuvered that pole and hit splits on it all the time. So getting this dick should’ve been easy.
but the second he took his shaft into his own hand and splayed it across your wet slit, he could see the look in your eyes shift from lust filled to a bit fearful. His size was a little intimidating for you. Watching him stroke it through a camera and in person were two different things..it had to be at least eight inches; with thick girth and a single vein running down the middle. You knew he was packing and still thought it was a game! But alas, you were about to really see if you could handle everything that you had asked of this man. Or hand your horny ass mouth gotten you in trouble? Even so, being the sweetheart he was, EJ brushed the side of your cheek and bent down to kiss you. Hoping to give you some reassurance that he was going to take all the time in the world to do this right.. “Don’t worry, I’m not gonna hurt you. We’ll go slow until you can fit it all, okay?” The way he spoke to you alone made the trust you had for this man skyrocket. He felt so safe and comfortable for some reason..as if you had nothing to worry about. You weren’t his woman or even remotely close to it and yet, he treated you as if you were the most fragile thing in the world. Handling you with such care, it made you never want him to leave, even if it was impossible. But for now, you’d enjoy this moment for what it was and each other. Nodding your head, you’d return his kiss and let him proceed. As he remained hovered on you, Eren kept your foreheads pressed together and a grip on the headboard. Meanwhile, your hand coiled around the back of his neck. So intimate and close for two people who had only met weeks ago..
but you were about to become even closer acquainted as he prepared to glide in. “You’re not scared, are you?” “Shit, maybe a little..” whimpering softly against his lips as he inched closer; to which he could do nothing but laugh. You could feel his tip finally pressing right up against those dripping folds..splitting the entrance open. Leaning up just a tad so that the two of you could watch it glide in together. “Well don’t be. I know it’s a lot but I’ll make you feel good..better than you have in a long time. Just focus on me, alright?” He knew you were growing impatient but he had his reasons for going at this pace..however, the anticipation would be short lived as that tip disappeared inside of you along with the first inch or so. The expression on his face told it all!.. “oh, fuck…” grunting so suddenly; caught off guard by your warm sensation. Not to mention the fact that you were so tight, he could barely squeeze in. Yeah, you were going to be some pressure, just as he suspected!
even so, he remained steadfast and kept his cool because it had been quite a while since he’d had sex and more so specifically, had some pussy this goddamned good! Sharp gasps left both of your mouths at the same time as that feeling of the first thrust hit. He’d watch as you winced up and was quick to console you. “Shhh..it’s okay, baby. Just relax..” Sending shockwaves through your bodies. Sucking him in like a vacuum and trust, he had no intentions of coming out any time soon. “Damn, baby.. ‘s shit feels so good..” once he saw that you were fine and asked if you were okay to keep going, he’d try to garner some sort of pace and rhythm. Those eyes fixated on his lower half for the time being as you watched him ease another couple inches inside. Taking deep breaths to process the feeling. You were so full with him already and he was barely midway..
“Oh my God…” the only coherent thing you could mutter as your eyes fell shut and your hands shuffled up his back. This was really happening and nothing could stop this moment. All of that talking and filthy flirtation had come to its head. Time to really back it up. Digging your nails gently into his shoulder blades, (y/n) whimpered in his ear and he figured that to be a better way than any to know how to maneuver; to slow down or go a little faster when your words didn’t allow for it. Placing kisses on your neck, Eren made his first full thrust and eased in a little more, just to test and see how much you could take..eventually making a couple more so you could get accustomed to his shape.
“That’s it..open up for me, baby. You’re doing so good already.” consistently doting on (y/n) to make you more at ease. Making certain he didn’t see you tense up at any time or wince in any pain again..the second he did, he would stop in his tracks! But as of right now, he could feel that cunt clamping down on him, your nails scaling up his back and that precious voice in his ear saying.. “I can take it..deeper, please..” he could never be so foolish as to deny a pretty girl’s request. Kissing your temple ever so gently, Eren just smirked and attempted to fit a bit more in. That spongy flesh was squeezing and squelching for him..soaking wet after just a minute or two. “Whatever you say, baby. This is your dick now. You can have as much as you want..as much as you can take…” and something about that sentence just unlocked a whole new level of demon inside of you. Telling you that, knowing he wasn’t your man was evil! Just what the hell were you supposed to do when he had to inevitably go back to Miami and leave? Knowing damn well he’d have you ready to crawl in his skin. You knew it was probably just the sensation of the moment and your pussy that had him talking all reckless but you’d believe it..believe every word, cling to everything that came from his mouth, so as long as he kept going. And even match his energy a bit.
“Yeah? Well this your pussy now..show me you know what to do with it.” Curling your tongue around your top lip, narrowing your eyes to fixate your gaze on him. When you stared at him like that, you had no idea what you were waking up..and who you were truly fucking with! He was never the type of man to back down from a challenge and best believe, you’d be tapping on his chest, soaking up these sheets and blowing up his phone if he put his claim on it for real. He wasn’t sure if you were ready for that, but dammit..he certainly was going to try. “It’s like that then, huh? Alright..” Doubling down, he’d fold your legs up a little more, just to push into the halfway point. “Put your hand on your stomach.” At first, the words threw you off a bit and made you furrow your brow. But he didn’t stutter. “You heard me. Put that fucking hand on your stomach, right there..” nodding his head downward, until you followed his directions. Placing your palm flat against the bottom of your tummy.
with his loose strands of hair scraping your forehead, he’d give you the most devious smirk you had ever seen. “Good, now don’t move that shit..not ‘till you feel me in it.” Was this man seriously trying to put it in your guts right now?! Was he trying to make you go crazy? But since you had asked for it, you were a tad bit too late to back out. So you did as he asked and only seconds later, you felt those strokes resume. Pressing that tip through your tight folds, spreading your flesh open with one push right after the next..that nasty, sloppy wet sound that drove him crazy was ringing out in his ear and he couldn’t help but to keep going, speeding up his movements a little bit. You’d begin to crown and loosen up for him to put more in. Meanwhile, your hand was still on the bottom of your stomach, shaking next to your bellybutton ring..he could tell the anticipation was probably even worse than trying to fit him but you’d just keep your back slightly arched as it slowly made its way to the center. “Fuck, that dick feels so good..right there, baby..yes.” “I know it does..you creaming all over my shit.” Pointing out the very blatant sheath of milky white liquid he had drummed up out of you. Eventually, those strokes became a little faster..deeper and much more rhythmic. He was piping you like crazy and fulfilling his promise of putting himself balls deep in the pit of your stomach. That sack slapping heavily against your slippery folds and that pressing bulge beginning to form near your dangling jewelry. Your eyes were fixated on watching it glide in and out, focusing on taking that dick just as he asked. You couldn’t believe that you were actually opening up so nicely; your body was very responsive to this man on the first link. That’s how you knew he was something special..or just some pressure because you could see the obvious mess you had made of him.
“Look up at me?…”
the first words he had uttered outside of his heavy grunts and moans for the past few minutes. This man had his face buried into the crook of your neck, trying to withstand that wonderful sensation and power through but he just had to see that sweet face once more. “…yeah..like that. God, I wish you could see how beautiful you look right now..so pretty taking my dick.” It was right then and there that you’d find yourself melting in his grasp all over again. But once those gazes did reconnect, you didn’t take your eyes or hands off of him. You’d hold him close and merely beg for more. “Eren….oh my God..I love the way you fuck me..’s so good, baby.” “…fuck..you’re so perfect, (y/n). I just wanna stay in it. Oh shit..” How you wish that were feasible. It was blatantly obvious that no man would ever be able to give you dick this good ever again, especially in that moment when he finally reached that designated spot and you felt a slight bump underneath your palm because of his tip pressing to your spot. It was as if he were trying to bruise your cervix, despite not wanting to cause you any pain. The two of you going back and forth, bodies moving in perfect synchronization…creating a beautiful chorus of moans. That was until he began to throb in your heated core and made the split minute decision to halt, following you flooding the sheets and spraying his abs as you released that powerful stream of squirt.
“F-fuck..flip over f’r me, baby. Hurry up.” Impatiently pulling out and repositioning you onto your stomach with that thick ass in the air. Something about missionary was just so raw and intimate and he just knew had he stayed like that a minute longer; staring into those gorgeous eyes, EJ would have nutted in your shit so fast and neither of you could do a thing about it. Instead, he’d hit from the back, where he could control his pace and rhythm a bit more. Besides, he had to see that ass in action! Watching you twerk on Instagram on your stories after a night out or subtly in your routines wasn’t enough, he needed that shit clapping for him in person. Giving it a rough couple of smacks, Eren asked that you arch for him as he placed a palm to the center of your back. But he didn’t have to give much instruction, as you were already reaching underneath and grasping at his cock. “Shit, put it back in yourself..you know what the fuck to do with it, don’t you?” “What you think, daddy?” A cocky grin stretched across your face as you slid him back into your wetness..he knew you were more than capable of handling it now and then some. “I think you’re gonna be a problem, that’s what.” Chuckling before tossing his head backwards and allowing you to take the lead this time. “Glad you know..” causing him to smirk; planting another heavy slap to your asscheek before sliding his thumb into that puckering entrance.
garnering your rhythm, (y/n) began to rock back and forth on his shaft, bouncing against him and making your ass clap. Making a mess all over him immediately. The collision of your loins erupting throughout the room. His hand rested on your hip, pulling you towards him but it was clear you needed no assistance. So eventually, he’d allow you to take the lead and bog yourself down on it. “Fuck me then, baby. Fuck this dick.” Grasping on your ankles whilst throwing it back. Eren nearly lost it when he saw the heaviness of all that ass bouncing and the sheath of creaminess on his cock. “Ooh fuck..EJ..” Meanwhile, you were whimpering while letting those pretty moans. It was apparent after about a few thrusts that he had no plans to help and rather, was going to relax and let you do all by yourself. Rolling his head onto his shoulders and trying not to bust, he’d instead release deep, loud grunts. “That’s right, baby. You want this nut? Imma make you work for it...” from outward appearances, no one would be able to tell that this was your first link and hookup. But the adulterous fun transpiring in that bedroom would come to an abrupt halt..or rather it should have when your phone began to ring. It was Niesha, followed by a series of texts, asking where you were and of course, Eren saw this as a golden opportunity.
“Is that your friend?”
“Mmm…yeah, that’s her.”
suddenly, a coy grin crept across his face and before you could even react, he’d grab your phone and swipe the call button to the right. You couldn’t believe him and how much of a goddamned menace he was! Thank goodness that this was merely a phone call and not FaceTime. But it was too late to hang up now and instead, you’d place it on speaker and answer in a soft tone. “..h-hello?” However, your friend; lively and vibrant as ever, responded in a less than quiet manner. “(Y/N), ‘the hell is you at? We ready to goooo. We all waiting on you.” Her tone almost agitated a bit because they had been ready for a good twenty minutes, waiting on you to come out yet you were obviously preoccupied and had lost track of time. However, before you could explain away a well constructed lie, Eren began thrusting yet again and hitting you with sharp thrusts..one’s causing your voice to crack each time he jolted you. Definitely a dangerous ass man! “Y-yeah. Listen, Nie Nie, I ain’t feeling good. Y’all just go ahead without me, alright. My head hurts so bad.” Hoping that she’d believe your very blatant lie and not question too much further into. However, you knew your best friend and that she was nosy as all hell! Meanwhile, you were still being fed those deep strokes, shaking underneath him. Meanwhile, he was choking and pounding the shit out of you! Grinning at the sight of you trying to maintain a semblance of composure. He could hear the entire conversation and thought it was so cute that he had you lying to your friends just to fuck him and you guys weren’t even remotely dating. “Girl, you okay? I can come—“ “I’m fine, Nie! I swear..listen, I’mma call you back. Love you, bye!” And with that, you’d disconnect the call and discard your phone to the side. Turning around to give him a glaring side eye and grin in the process. “You think you funny, don’t you?” “I’m a bit of a comedian when I want to be.” That snarky mouth of his was going to be the death of you but now that you had bought the two of you a little more time, Eren was going to take full advantage. Tugging you by the back of your neck, he’d gently bring you up and into a kiss, drawing you both closer together. “Now..where were we?” Knowing that you had him uninterrupted now and that neither of you wanted this night to end!
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meanwhile, on the shorefront of Miami Beach..trouble was brewing for the both of you, unbeknownst. Starting with the fact that your manager was currently searching for EJ and leaving no stone unturned doing so. Including knocking on the door of the one person who knew him better than most. Or rather confronting his ass and embarrassing the man where he stood!
“It’s alright, ladies. Get whatever you want, it’s on me.”
in the heart of the twenty story skyscraper residing in the midst in South Beach lies the Velour Lounge, nestled deep within the walls of AMG Headquarters. It was the hangout spot for all talents and workers alike who kept the agency going on a daily basis. Two bars sitting adjacent from one another; stocked full of every type of beverage someone could desire. A faux fire pit surrounded leather seating for guests to sit and relax, along with chic interior and a plethora of entertainment avenues. Truthfully, it was rather desolate during the daytime but it was now occupied by a couple of makeup artists, creatives and famed producer, Armin Artlert, aka ArmInHammer; his notorious tag that had graced the intro to many award winning hip-hop tracks. But he wasn’t alone..it was very seldom that he’d be caught without a beautiful woman latched onto his arm and today was no different. Two gorgeous girls, who were also set on achieving internet fame..dressed in Fashion Nova fits, long lashes and even longer lace fronts, Armin was busy chatting them both up when he’d find himself interrupted by a fourth guest..one far less friendly!
“I just knew I’d find you here..” the voice followed by the sounds of clicking heels ripped through the air and the blonde playboy would jump, only to be greeted by the infamous manager to half of the industry’s hottest right now. Including the man she was on a mission to track down, even if it meant interrupting Armin’s little party. Mikasa, sporting a dress worth more than their rent combined and shoes to match came strutting in, sunglasses tucked behind her ears and pushed atop her head took a seat next to her friend. “M-mikasa..what are you doing here?” “Playing detective, obviously. Since your bull headed best friend is missing in action. Where is he?” Typical behavior of the stoic, steadfast business woman. No time for small talk or chit chat. When she wanted answers, it was in everyone’s best interest to give them to her. Sadly, he had none and he was a bit afraid to tell her so. Taking a sip of the drink he was nursing, he’d turn to the ladies next to him, asking for a bit of privacy. To which they’d get up from their seats and bid them both adieu. “Mika..Mikaaaaa. Sweetheart. I’m not his babysitter..and we both know how Eren is. If he wants to be found, he’ll pop up. If not, then..we’ll see him when he’s ready.” That annoying charm may have managed to quell every other woman in Miami but all it did was bring him one step closer to getting his shit rocked with her. Unbeknownst to him, the reason she was looking so hard was because he bailed on a very important meeting for his album release. Which honestly, wasn’t exactly alarming considering that the jackass moved on his time and his alone, but Armin also knew that he loved music more than anything. So what was so important that he’d not show? And she wasn’t leaving until he gave up the details. Inching closer, with a stern yet snarky expression on her face, Mika laughed before continuing to talk. “He’s with (y/n), isn’t he?” “Wait! How’d you know that?” Armin, whipping his head around with a wide eyed expression. “You just told me.” He had no choice but to confess and come clean now. It didn’t take her to deduce, seeing as how her newest and first client were getting rather close nowadays. She was rather perceptive and nothing slipped past Miss Ackerman. Maybe not in the eye of the public but when she visited him in the studio, she noticed that he couldn’t put that goddamn phone of his down, which was extremely out of character for him. And the contact he couldn’t stop texting? (Y/N). She knew a budding crush when she saw one. However, the two love birds were making her job extremely hard! “Listen..I could care less what they do. But he needs to do his damn job, the one he’s getting paid for. Otherwise, he can find someone else to represent him.” Armin heard her loud and clear but he knew the threat was empty. The two of them constantly bickered and always threatened to drop the other as both artist and manager but there was no way they’d be able to survive without each other. However, Armin knew how hard his best friend had been working and as much as he admired his work ethic, he was glad to know that he was also taking his advice. To go see the girl he had been wanting for a while and act on his desires before another man did it for him. “Trust me, Eren isn’t the type to abandon his responsibilities. Hell would have a snowstorm before he decided to quit music but he probably needs a break. You said it yourself. Besides, I think he likes your new girl a lot and who knows, maybe she’ll be a good influence on him.” Snorting at the response, Mika would laugh and roll her eyes. “Or he’s going to be a terrible influence on her and I’ll have two brats to deal with.” The sheer thought of you spending too much time with him, so much so, that you picked up his annoying attitude made her want to go into early retirement. But instead..reluctantly, she’d take Armin’s advice and let the two of you participate in..whatever you were doing right now. God only knew what and let it go.
at least for now!
“I guess you’re right. If you see him though, tell the bastard to give me a call. I’ll see you later.” “You quit worrying yourself into an early grave, he’ll come around.” But all Mikasa did was dismiss him with the wave of a hand as she exited her seat and eventually, the lounge. He, Armin and everyone else could slack off if they wanted to but she had an empire to run, as one day, she would be the head of this entire operation so the grind could never stop until she was six feet under. If they didn’t want to move? Fine, she’d merely light a fire underneath all of them..and she knew just the way to make it happen. Tapping at her phone screen, Mikasa scrolled until she located a discreet contact, one that she very seldom touched base with, but they came through for her everytime and right now..she needed some help to get things shaking.
“Hey, Annie. Yeah, it’s me..Mikasa. Listen, how would you like some info on your next story?”
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rizzkisworld · 6 months
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Hey,
I don't know if your asks are open or not, so I am so sorry if I am bothering you!
I just watched &Team at the MAMA awards this year, and I was wondering your thoughts on &team seeing their S/O on the red carpet and it's the first time they have seen them dressed up.
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Hello! My asks are open and you're not bothering me at all 🫶🏽🫶🏽
K
K can't keep his eyes off of you. He's exchanging glances at you every chance he gets. He better hope dispatch ain't around cause he's finna be making it extremely obvious. Cue EJ gently whacking K's arm to gather his attention. He's gonna be texting you all through out the night to tell you how good you looked. (Maybe you should dress like this around him more often 🤔)
Fuma
Fuma is gonna need self-control. His partner? Looking this good? On the red carpet? Fuma isn't so obvious with his staring, but anyone who was carefully watching his eyes would notice. Probs gonna take you out for dinner at a restaurant just to see you dress up like this again.
Nicholas
Nicholas is a wild card. He's either really obvious or really discreet. As the fashion king himself, he takes his time admiring your outfit. The colors, if it compliments your body, the way it was made. I'm here to proudly tell you that you've received the fashion kings approval!! Takes you shopping for some clothes the next day and picks out some dresses/suits.
Eujoo
EJ thinks that he's not obvious at all..... But the tiktoks say otherwise...... You got half of the comments saying "EJ was totally staring at Y/n." And the other half saying "You guys, he was just looking around y'all are making stuff up 🙄" (may or may not be basing this part off of a tiktok I saw about EJ....) Nicho teases the mess out of EJ about it later, but can we blame him for staring? You just looked very good that's all.
Yuma
Yuma gets very smiley seeing how good you look. Thinks he's not obvious pt2. He thinks his face isn't readable at all, but the big smile on his face while looking at you says otherwise.
Jo
Jo is definitely the most discreet one. His face is straight, but his mind is malfunctioning. If someone's talking to him he ain't hearing a thing! All he's paying attention to is you and how great you look.
Harua
Gets very smiley pt2. Harua stares at you in awe. It feels like he's seeing heaven on earth because wow... His partner looks so good. He's kind of in the middle of discreet and obvious. Some people thinks he's smiling just because it's kind of his nature. Others notice that his eyes are on you.
Taki
Taki's jaw hits the ground! Thinks he's not obvious pt3. He really thinks he's playing it cool, but he's not. He actually has to force himself to keep his eyes off of you. I mean like he's refusing to look at you otherwise he's gonna just stare and watch your every move. He also gets quite shy when you walk past.
Maki
Maki's literally becomes the heart eyes emoji. He's also in the middle of discreet and obvious. He's able to play it off as if he wasn't looking at you, but he is blinded by your beauty. Texts you a whole lot after the red carpet to shower you in compliments.
I feel like this was kind of bad, but I hope you like it anon!
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luminouslune · 3 months
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hi I have a request for andteam
When you cried because you think you don't deserve them
It's okay if you are busy i will wait
Ok have a good day
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Sweet nothings
&team x reader
Genre: fluff, angst
A/n: Sorry for the late reply! Thanks for the request!! Enjoy!
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Koga Yudai (K)
He had just come back from the studio and the first thing his eyes met with was you curled up in the corner of the couch, tears littering your face. His heart dropped and he quickly went to your side. "Hey, hey, what's wrong..?" He asked softly, taking your face gently in his hands, wiping the tears away with his thumbs. His eyes looked at you with concern. You quietly looked up at him with watery eyes. "I... got in my head again..." You replied quietly. "I've been trying my hardest lately to look on the bright side of things but then there's always something bothering me." You explain quietly. He looked down, pulling you against his chest. "What's bothering you love..?" He asked, running his fingers through your hair. "I don't feel like I'm enough.. to you, everyone, myself..like am I doing enough to show you that I love you, am I doing enough so people know that I'm a good person with good intentions and motives..? I just.. I dunno." You said with a sigh, eyes trained onto the ground. "You're more than enough.. and don't let anybody tell you that you're less than that.. what's got you thinking like this love..?" He asked, kissing your forehead. You shrugged, glancing at him. "Oh Y/n..." he said, giving you a sad smile. He made it his mission to get rid of all of the dark thoughts that littered your mind, he'd do it for hours if it meant you'd be okay.
Murata Fuma
He held you tightly in his arms as you cried your eyes out. You guys have been together for quite a bit and he had never seen you this upset before. "Y/n, you're more than enough for me. I wouldn't ask for anyone else. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes, I really do. I want you, your flaws, your imperfections, your mistakes, everything that comes with you. You worry to much honey.." He said, looking down at you. You softly smiled at him, feeling reassured. "Thank you.." You said softly, burying yourself into his warmth. "Of course sweetie." He replied, pulling you in closer.
Byun Euijoo (EJ)
One of your friends led EJ to the practice room you broke down in. "I have no clue what's wrong.. I was hoping you would.." She said, opening the door for him. He sighed with a small frown. "Thanks." he said, walking in and quickly pulling you into a hug. Quiet, choked sobs were all that left your lips as he held you, he didn't ask any questions he just tried his best to calm you down. It's not the first time this has happened so he knew what to do. "Shh.. breath angel.." he spoke softly, gently rubbing up and down your back. That's all you needed to feel better, just to be held and understood, and EJ had that for you.
Wang Yixiang (Nicho)
You automatically went to find Nicho as soon as you felt tears stream down your face. Gently knocking on his door. He almost immediately opened it just to be met with your tears stained cheeks and furrowed eyebrows. "N-Nicho..." You said quietly with a broken voice. "Oh no, Baby.." He said, looking at you worriedly. He pulled you into his room and sat you down on his bed. "Talk to me Y/n.." He said softly, brushing your hair out of your face. Tears automatically began to spill out from your eyes once again. "They said I wasn't good enough.. for you or for anyone.." You said quietly. He took you hand, gently caressing it. "What..? Baby who..?" He asked. "The girls.. at work.. they won't shut up about it.." You replied. He sighed, slightly irritated, this wasn't the first occurrence with those girls. "Baby, ignore them.. I know it's hard but, know that it isn't true okay..? You are enough. Especially for me, okay..?" He said softly, looking at you. You nodded. "Okay.. "
Nakakita Yuma
You hated the Internet, you hated it with all of your heart. You could never understand how people could make up the meanest comments about you, and they didn't even know you. You sat on the ground, scrolling through the endless horrible hate comments. You hoped you could at least find one positive one but no. Yuma had walked in, unnoticed by you. Suddenly a gentle hand took the phone from your hands and turned it off. Yuma crouched down to your eye level, looking at you with worried eyes. "Why do you do this to yourself precious..?" He asked softly, wiping your tears away. He pulled you closer to him, kissing your head. "You're enough Y/n."
Asakura Jo
You had been hanging out in the studio as Jo practiced with a dance partner. You watched as they bonded fairly easy and how the their movements perfectly paired with each other. Sitting there in thought. Should I even be with him right now? Why would he want to be with a no body? He should date one of those ethereal idols that were up his alley. You sighed quietly and got up, leaving the studio to go outside. You sat on a bench just waiting for all of this to be over. "Hey you okay..?" Jo asked, walking out of the buildings front door with his bag, assuming he was just about ready to leave. "Oh-yeah.." You nodded, glancing over at him. He sighed quietly and sat next to you. "Alright, what's wrong..?" He asked softly. "Nothing." You responded blankly. "No, I know somethings wrong, the Y/n I know doesn't act like this." He said. "Are you sure you wouldn't be happier with someone else..?" You asked, finally turning to him. Your question had caught him off guard. "What..? No, of course not. Y/n, I wouldn't be with you right now if I didn't like you." He said softly. You sighed quietly. "Sorry.. I don't mean to doubt you." You apologized. "Don't apologize.. sometimes you just need a bit of reassurance." He said with a small smile, gently pecking the corner of your mouth.
Shigeta Harua
At school a lot people found Harua attractive. Which is fine you had thought so too of course, but as a foreigner a lot of people didn't seem to like the fact that you were with him. And of course that came with a lot of looks and people talking behind your back. Usually you had no problem tuning their voices out. However, recently it's been getting to you. Eventually their voices became too loud to handle. "Can I use the bathroom?" You asked the teacher, she gave you the nod of approval and you darted out the door of the classroom. You went inside of a stall and sat on top of the toilet to cool off. What the hell is going on with me? I was totally fine, why all of a sudden? You slightly jolted up as you got a message from your phone.
Harua💌: hey, are you alright? Wya?
Y/n: all good, I'll be back
Harua💌: typing...
You closed your phone before he could reply and headed out the stall, you purposely waited until it was time for lunch, walking out of the bathroom you of course ran into Harua. "You're being weird, what wrong?" He asked, lifting your head up by your chin, forcing you to look at him. "... I don't know.." You spoke truthfully, tears threatening to spill. "I used to be perfectly fine, had no trouble ignoring what they say about me but now it's hard to ignore, they won't stop.." you said quietly, tears streaming down your face. "Love..." he said with a small frown, pulling you into a hug. "You're alright.. you'll be okay.." He reassured you softly.
Takayma Riki (Taki)
His friends never seemed to like you much. You could never understand why, you weren't a bad person. "Taki could do better." "He could pull anyone, and he settled for her?" "Bro what are you doing?" You sighed quietly and left the conversation, walking away from them. You hear Taki scold them from behind you as you walked off. You heard some yelling but chose to tune out the words. "Y/n!" He yelled. He caught up to you, taking your hand. "I'm so sorry.. they don't know what they're talking about. Don't worry about them, they're irrelevant." He spoke, taking your face in his hands. "Your perfect." He said with a soft smile, looking at you with love struck eyes. And you of course couldn't help but smile back at him.
Hirota Riki (Maki)
You had been avoiding Maki all day, and he knew it, he was worried that he had done something wrong. He had let it slide for the school day, but when you didn't respond to his text he went to your house. You sighed quietly as you went to open the door, already knowing it was him. "Hey.." I said quietly. My eyes glanced at everything but him. "You're avoiding me." He said. You glanced at him then glanced away. "No I'm not." you denied. "Then look at me." he said, taking a step closer to you. You hesitantly looked up at him, tears pooling in your eyes. "Schatz, what's wrong..?" He asked softly with a frown, even though he already knew what was wrong, he always knows what's bothering you. You didn't reply, leaning your head onto his chest with a quiet sob. He looked down at you worriedly, wrapping his arms around your waist. He wasn't going to make you spit it out, but he'd be there when you were ready to.
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misojunnie · 11 months
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Hiiii! Can I please request an Euijoo as your boyfriend? Your K and Nicho ones were just *chefs kiss* 👏🏻👏🏻
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의주 - ej as your bf!
ॱ⋅.˳˳.⋅ॱᐧ.˳˳.⋅ʚϊɞ.
soooo gentle it’s unbelievable :( we all know ej is a soft boy
the type to bring you snacks and a hot pack when you’re on your period (if u have one)
comes over if you had a nightmare no matter what time it is, even if it’s 2 am
cuddles with ej are so sweet.
he’d rest his head on your shoulder and wrap his arms around your waist, rubbing his thumbs gently along your skin
every time is snack time lowkey. this is a man who loves to snack with you
would rather stay in for movie dates then go out
soooo sleepy. you guys would be sleeping in until like noon just cuddling and snoozing
builds you lego flowers and leaves them on your doormat for you to find when you come home
listens to everything you say
will remember every detail about you, even ones you consider insignificant
has your coffee order memorized.
he’s so nice but this boy can be immature as hell
whining and pouting when he doesn’t get what he wants 😭😭
doesn’t really get jealous, he just gets sad
he’ll stare at you with big doe eyes until you finally get the hint that he’s upset
buys you little candy bouquets or heart chocolates
he’s so babygirl tbh. I can picture him just sitting around and whining about not getting enough attention while you’re gaming
he’s sweet but he has some sass don’t be fooled. he’s an avid eye roller
king of obliviousness
you literally had to ask him out three times in a row for him to finally get the hint
“I like you, EJ.” “I like you too! you’re like my best friend <3”
he couldn’t even picture the fact that you had a crush on him. I can imagine him buffering after you finally confessed properly
now he’s OBSESSED with you
very gentlemanly and sweet. kisses your knuckles and sweeps the hair out of your face
he’s so shy and has a hard time communicating but doesn’t hesitate to let you know he loves you
“I love you, ej.” “I love you to the moon and back.”
a/n: I am unbelievably happy u guys are loving the &team content!!!! they are lowkey taking over my blog lately….sorry enhypen. keep the requests coming, I love seeing ur guys’ ideas!!! they’re so cute <3
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asawaniej · 2 months
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Eyeless Jack x !Reader!
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{Masterlist} {Eyeless Jack List}
Warning: NSFW, SMUT, Pegging, Gagging, Fingering (Amab receiving), Sex toy, Belly bulge, Slight bondage (Use of Cuffs), Slight teasing, (I think that's all :p)
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Hello, and sorry for not making any posts in the last 2 months but im back, as schoolwork has been eating me up, my dearest friend made me a EJ peg drabble and with his consent he has said or gave permission to let me post it. So here it is :), I thank my friend very generously for the kind gift he gave and I'm here to share it :3. (He left a quick note under the line btw :])
Smut under the line!
Hi guys welcome to my vlog and today I'm gonna write a fanfiction about Eyeless Jack x Reader pegging him hope y’all like it please subscribe
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[SECOND PERSON POV]
Before you wear the strap on, you made sure that EJ won't be able to get anywhere. Not under your control, right? You cuffed him onto the bed. Both his wrists and legs.
He looked up at you. Not. He doesn't have eyes. His head turned to the side as you tease him with your hands and fingers. Caressing him and tracing around his sensitive areas.
You liked seeing his vulnerable face. You loved seeing how helpless he is whenever you dominate. It's not like he can dominate you as good as you dominate him, am I correct?
You played with his hole, inserting one finger then following it with another on. Two fingers; up his anus, deeply. You went slow, yet picked up the pace after. You wanted to make sure it's loose so it'll fit.
His noises were muffled due to his three tongues. While fingering him, you shoved a dildo in his mouth and pushed it deeply. He tried to stop you but his wrists were cuffed.
His body trembled in pleasure. One of his tongues licked the tip of the silicone toy as the other two handled the body. He was gagging and was begging for mercy yet his words weren't clear for you to hear.
“Can't hear you, big boy. Better speak—” You inserted your fingers inside his ass deeper. “Up.” You said as EJ moaned. He arched back like a total slut. You liked it. You were fucking turned on.
Once he finished climaxing, you took out the dildo and your fingers. Noticing that his asshole was gaped open now, you wore the strap on.
You didn't just pick a random strap, you made sure it's long and big enough for it to produce a bump in EJ’s abdomen as you pound him with it. You pressed him down on the bed, your hands resting on his hips.
You lubed up the silicone dick so it'll just slide right in, no force, no pushing at all. As it slid inside EJ’s anus, his head leaned back in pleasure as his open hands turned into clenching fists.
He moans your name with passion. You began to pound into him, gripping tightly onto his hips. Fucking him like there's no tomorrow. Like the world's ending.
You pounded and pounded, he moaned and winced. After he climaxed, you lessened your speed for a bit. At least try making him breathe properly or else he'll get asthmatic.
You then uncuffed his wrists and legs and you placed him on top of you. He wrapped his arms around your neck as he rode you like a cowboy he is. Both of you were sweating, despite the cold room temperature.
You stopped him for a few seconds and carried him. You laid him down on the desk as he gripped the end edges of the desk. You began to fuck him in an unimaginable speed.
He moaned repeatedly then you both climaxed. The night went on and you made sure he won't be able to even stand up tomorrow. Make his legs sore and trembling alright.
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just-a-creep-babe · 2 years
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If the last request is still open, may I ask for some soft EJ?
Why are you guys torturing me with all these fluff requests ;-;
ALSO I assumed this was for some EJ x reader fluff and not just general somft EJ headcanons, hope that’s alright! ^^
Requests are closed but commissions are open!
Masterlist: x
The door to his room slowly creaks open
You lean in, trying to peak inside, but it’s nearly impossible to see anything through the darkness
“EJ?”
His response is a low hum from somewhere within the room
“Can I come in?”
It’s late, way past the time you should be sleeping
But he doesn’t question your decision of foregoing rest
Instead, he hums again, and you take it to mean that it’s fine
You gently patter inside, and press the door closed behind you
Shit
You immediately feel stupid for shutting out your only visible source of light
“Uhm, Jack?”
You can’t help but picture how stupid you must look right now; standing in the middle of the room, blind as a bat and utterly helpless
He doesn’t answer, and for a brief moment, the silence is mildly terrifying
But then you feel his hand, gentle but firm, wrap around your wrist to pull you towards the bed
You stumble a little, but, thankfully, you manage to make it to the mattress before tripping and embarrassing yourself even further
Even in the darkness, sitting with him on the bed is... comforting
Your body relaxes, the stress that’d been keeping you up already melting just by being with him
You reach out in the darkness, trying to feel around for a pillow
And he must notice your fumbling, because you hear some shuffling around, followed by the “click” of a lamp, and then the whole room is illuminated by a soft light
Jack’s sitting on the other end of the bed, watching you curiously with his head tilted to the side
“I want a pillow,” you admit sheepishly
He hums
“We’re fresh out of pillows”
“...What?” you chuckle, “You’re lying, I can see you sitting on one right now”
He shakes his head, and though he’s wearing his mask, you can practically feel his shit-eating grin as he insists, “Nope, sorry. No pillows here”
You pretend to pout
“You’re a meanie. What am I supposed to do without one?”
He almost purrs as he moves to your side of the bed
And then you let him pull you to his chest so that you’re laying on him
“Guess I’ll have to fill in instead~”
You roll your eyes, smiling
“Fine,” you sigh dramatically, “I guess you’ll do”
He chuckles
“Good”
When you press your head against his chest, you can hear his heart beating
The tempo is slow—much, much slower than it should be
And it has you wondering if he’s technically undead
But before you can consider it for too long, he speaks up
“What’s on your mind?”
His voice is low, gruff in that comfortably familiar way—like a wool blanket on a cold winter’s day
You hum
“Nothing”
“Liar”
A smile quirks at your lips
You nestle deeper into him, and he reciprocates by wrapping his arms around your frame and running his fingers through your hair
You close your eyes and enjoy the feeling of his warm touch
“I don’t know,” you eventually admit, “I guess I’m just thinking... it must’ve felt so good to kill the people who did this to you”
His hand stutters midway through its motion
And you think, shit, maybe I shouldn’t have said that
But then he keeps going, so you assume it’s ok
There’s a few beats of quiet as he thinks about it
You savor the contact, the gentle touch of a tamed monster, as he reflects
“It... it did feel good,” he finally answers. “I-I don’t remember much, to be honest. I woke up in a strange place, blood on my hands, in my mouth... I couldn’t remember it, even after it happened, but I knew what I’d done”
You wrap the string of his hoodie around your finger, toying with it absent-minded as you listen
“I felt bad,” he huffs, almost like a chuckle, as he continues, “I felt really, really awful. But some part of me... some part of me loved it. Wanted more”
He stops stroking through your hair to wrap both arms around your frame
You feel safe and comfortable enveloped in his embrace as he describes his first murder
“I tried to differentiate myself from that part of me. I tried to think of it as an alien inside my own body. But that didn’t really work out...”
His words hang in the air
You wish you could’ve been there when he was alone and needed help
“How did you end up accepting it?”
You know you’re asking too many questions
It’s a difficult subject, and you’re springing it onto him so suddenly, but he doesn’t seem to mind it
“I... I don’t know. I guess... I guess it just became harder to distinguish the line between the monster and myself. I think... maybe helping people’s how I redeem myself, after everything’s said and done. Maybe that’s all that really counts, at this point”
His voice is quiet, just barely above a whisper
You lean up to plant a kiss on his neck, and he hugs you tighter
“Hey, you’re doing really good,” you softly reassure. “You’re not a bad person for what’s happened to you”
“...Thank you”
Neither of you say anything else after that
But you feel much more relaxed than you did when you first walked in
And next thing you know, you’re dozing off in his lap
He holds you for the rest of the night as you sleep, like the best pillow you could ever asked for
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I love your madlyn one shots! They’re amazing!! There’s on going buzz on twitter for spider maddox. If you dont mind can you please do one shot on spiderverse madlyn? Thank you!
Ok I am living for Spider-Maddox. I am so excited to write this
Maddox sprinted through the halls of East High. She could not get another tardy.
The only reason she had been late so often this past month was because every low-level villain decided to perform a heist at dawn for some reason.
Maddox silently thanked the spider that bit her for giving her slightly super speed as she made it to class just as the bell rang. She panted as she settled into her seat next to her lab partner, Ashlyn Caswell.
"Hey, you're here on time!" Ashlyn said with a laugh. "Why are you always so late?"
Maddox tried to think of a good lie. There was no way she could tell Ashlyn the truth, that she was Salt Lake City's friendly neighborhood Spider- Woman. "I'm usually out late doing... stuff."
Ashlyn rolled her eyes fondly, "You're kinda weird, Gadget."
Maddox nodded, "I know."
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"So," Ash started as they walked down the hall, "homecoming is this Saturday..."
Maddox tried not to get whiplash with how fast she turned her head to Ashlyn. "Um, yeah?"
"Do you wanna, I don't know, go with me?" Ashlyn asked, not meeting Maddox's eyes.
Maddox nodded furiously, "Yes, that would be–" She quickly composed herself as Ashlyn laughed lightly, "Yeah, I'd love to go with you. Meet at my house and I'll drive us there?"
Ashlyn nodded and gave Maddox a light kiss on the cheek before running to EJ's car.
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Ash: leaving now!
Maddox smiled at the message as she finished tying her tie in the mirror. She was so excited for homecoming.
However, her watch beeped rapidly: a crime was in progress.
"Not now, please not now," she begged as she took the police radio out of it's hiding place.
"All units," a woman said from the radio, "We have an 11-78, an 11-78." Shit, an airplane accident. Maddox had to go help.
She quickly got on her suit and opened her window, pausing to send a text to Ashlyn.
Me: Ash, I'm so sorry but I can't make it tonight. I really wanted to go but something came up
Me: I'm so sorry
She sighed and pulled her mask over her face before shooting a web into the night sky.
"Maddie?" She nearly fell out of the window at Ashlyn's voice behind her.
"Ash?! What are you doing here?" She asked before looking down and realizing she was in her spider suit. "I uh I can explain..."
Ashlyn's jaw was practically on the floor before she spoke, "You're... you're –"
"I repeat, all units there is an 11-78, casualties are predicted," the woman repeated urgently.
Maddox looked between the open window and the love of her life. "Just go to the dance without me, I'll explain everything tomorrow, I promise," and she swung into the night.
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Maddox quickly got to the scene just before the plane hit the ground. She sprung into action, grabbing passengers with her webs and setting them down safely.
After another successful rescue with no casualties, Maddox swung back home, ready to sleep before she had to deal with the mess she created in her personal life.
She slowly opened her window and crawled into her room, taking off her mask. She started taking off her suit before she heard the door shut behind her.
"You're back." It was Ashlyn, still in her homecoming dress, still looking beautiful. "Sorry, I didn't mean to walk in while you were changing!"
Maddox shook her head and zipped her suit back up before sitting on the bed. "It's alright. Did you go to the dance?"
Ashlyn shook her head and sat in the desk chair across from Maddox, "I wanted to make sure you were safe." They sat in silence for a moment, Maddox couldn't find the words. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't tell anyone. I thought if I told you, or Jet, or my parents, or anyone else that I care about then something bad would happen to you guys. I couldn't let that happen." Ashlyn nodded, contemplating for a long time.
"Well, I think it's pretty cool. How'd you get so good at fighting?"
Maddox was slightly shocked, she didn't think Ash would handle it this well. She smiled and told her all about the spider bite, learning to fight, all of the things she'd gone through alone since the beginning. "I'm really glad you found out. Now I don't have to hide anything from you."
Ashlyn smiled, "Well, now that I know, will you show me how to swing on a web?"
Maddox rolled her eyes and stood up. She put her mask back on and opened the window, reaching for Ashlyn's hand. "One thing, though," she said. Ashlyn nodded, "You have to be my girlfriend."
"Thought you'd never ask, Spider-Woman," Ashlyn said before the two went swinging into the night.
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back w more of my song analysis bs cause im studying music performance and it’s all I think about 😍 sorry this is so long. i have so many Thoughts
the chain by fleetwood mac is such a brian song. no big beat drop, just constant driving bass - shows determination, relentlessness. specifically the line “if you don’t love me now, you will never love me again” which i take to mean “after i do what im about to do i will become unlovable, so you if you don’t love me now then you will never be able to because i’ll be such an irredeemable person”
geyser by mitski is a really good song to describe nina’s relationship with Jeff. the way that the song starts off so slow, so quiet and thin, but then swells to a grand and full sound like how nina’s obsession started off so small but then grew to control her entire life. love the line “and hear the harmony only when it’s harming me”
a pearl by mitski and LJ (another mitski song cause she’s my fav artist ever) about his abandonment mmm. plus the slightly sinister sounding chords showing his evilification(?? yk what i mean. when he turned emo) ugh “you’re growing tired of me” and “i fell in love with a war and nobody told me it ended” so him
tongues and teeth by the cranes wives and EJ. this is SO his song. ALL of the lyrics r so incredibly him,, “my teeth will only cut your lips, my dear” plus the slightly manic instrumental, highlighting the panic he feels at potentially harming people he loves HLGKFJJDS.
also, for ur consideration, miss nothing by the pretty reckless x nat.
- anon 🌙
anon im kicking my feet. AGGHHGHG. ohh my god. yhou are using musical word that i do not comprehendn in the same way you may but wow do i love the way you describe it. very poetic i think. ill talk abt these.. and then mention a liil extra smth abt toby i thought when driving yesterday
the chain is yes very brian.... ugh... yeyah. yeah. 'after i do what im about to do' is so real. like being so very aware and conscious of your awful decisions and still going through with them. quite brian-like even under the whole complexities with hoody persona etc etc....
AND YEAH GEYSER TOO . the start of the song feels very like... idk if scary is right but its just very deep and could be quite unsettling.... nina longs for love. "i've turned down every hand thats beckoned for me to come" very pretty, fun, easy-going girl that could have plenty of suitors and yet she's still crawling towards this fucking beast of a man who is nothing good for her. "i will be the one you need" constantly warping herself for this man that wouldn't do shit for her, and she doesn't mind because she loves him in every single which way he is, and she loves how awful it is . and FUCKKKKK SHE NEEDS TO GET BETTER SHE NEEDS TO GET AWAY. she gets away dont worry. she gets over him. lots of crying and sobbing and screaming but she gets over it. its very hard to get over something awful when you crave awful
im not a huge lj fan (SCARED OF CLOWNS IM SORRY GUYS IK I KEEP HARPING ON ABOUT IT) but i loooove a pearl. "i fell in love with a war / nobody told me it ended" wow. ok. yeah. wow. jesus. rolling the pearl around looking for anything and everything that could soothe the ache of literal fucking abandonment while all you can do is wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and then its all too much and damn . :( damn ok.
IVE GORWN A MOUTH SO SHARP AND CRUEL IS LITERALLY SO PERFFECTLY EJ. FUCK. "I am not a vessel for your good intents" oh but he is sure a vessel for something demonic .... "abonded all your stupid dreams / about the girl i couldve been" HE HAD SOOO MANY FUCKING DREAAAMSSSS he wants to be a doctor he wanted to save lives he wanted a family he wanted a dog he wanted to see his little siblings grow up he wanted to take care of his elderly parents. and now all he can do is sit and be miserable because he is a monster and there is only so much he can do about it. damn. wow.
also yeah to the nat thing wow.
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AND ALSOOOOO OK LAST NIGHT I WAS DRIVING AND THIS SONG CAME ON
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shit show by peter mcpoland i just keep thinking about toby. tbh ill find a way to twist any song into toby cuz i like him but yea. this is leaning more into the found family thing after losing his own and just seeing the way different people reflect his past and its gut wrenching but you know how he is. just a guy of sorts. he spends a lot of his time angry and wanting to isolate and self destruct and ruin everything around him . but he also spends a lot of his time desperate for normalcy, for respect, to be seen as a human fucking being and ah fugugh. im just imagining brian pulling him out to meet the owner of the farm near slenders forest and making him stand straight and telling the farmer 'he's a good kid, hard worker, strong. keep him around" (the hardworking strong part is true, at least) and toby's about to die cuz he's so stressed (this is shortly after all the fucking murder) but brian lightly slaps him on the back and he stands up straight and the farmer just shakes his hand and says smth nice abt 'got a good grip there' and and and guyyyyssss..... and holidays..are so hard for hhim.. and "i swear i'd see your faces staring up at me" ohh my goddd.... "I don't wanna drink alone today" man................... guys...... man......
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Hsmtmts 4x08:
Ok last episode I am so so scared but I'm so glad it's an hour longg
Good on EJ for being on his last play but babygirl what happened to your face
"Btw, who the fuck are you guys?" LMAO RICKY IS SO REAL
"Are you asking as my son or as my brother?"
I'm loving all the Kourtney appreciation because she desreve that so much
Troyella are getting very personal to rina right now
Jet being the biggest madlyn shipper!!
"I have every feeling for you" THEY ARE HAPPENING
NOT EJ PREDICTING MADLYN?? HE'S SO REAL FOR THIS HE IS US HE IS THE FAN BASE
"I feel like I don't deserve to be as happy as you make me" so I'm getting called out by every character this season, huh?
They are so not staying just friends who are they lying to
MADLYN KISS OH MY GOD THAT WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER I ?? THIS SEASON IS SO GOOD FRIEND FOR THE GAYS
Plot twist Ricky and Mack ends up together
Joshoua Bassest you have the voice of an angel
Full disclosure I actually hate public declarations of love and would not like it at all if he'll confess in front of everyone I'll probably have to skip it I can't handle second hand embarrassments
JET CALLING MADDOX HIS BEST FRIEND I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH
Hey I better get a fic expanding on Ricky feeling like he didn't deserve to get into college because??
Big Red and Ricky hug!!
Everyone singing together might have made me tear up a bit haha I don't want to actually cry I already cried last night when I prepared myself mentally (I'm attracted to this show in a very autistic and not at all healthy way and my therapist told me she's genuinely worried about me and about what will happen if rina won't end up together)
OK FIRST ANTINE IS NOT FRENCH?? ALSO WE WERE ALL RIGHT ABOUT HIM AND RED LET'S GO!!
"My dad knew I was gay since I was two!" Seb I think everyone knew
Ms Jen I'm sorry to tell you this but Gina always looks like a star
I don't have words for Ricky's speech because how dare he
GINA IS BEAUTIFUL
Gina talking about every single person and crying I can't I can't :((
"I really wish the world was as pure as you see it" is actually such a good line
Not Gina calling Jet out on his feelings for Kourtney in front of everyoneee
The camara not finding EJ when Gina is trying to talk to him??
This whole speech is really making me feel like I missed with my horrible theatre group I wish we had what they do
"I feel so seen and so understood and so known" I LOVE YOU GINA PORTER
RICKY TELL HER YOU LOVE HER YOU BITCH
MACK IS A RINA???
RUN RICKY RUN!!
This is literally the most unserious show in the world
THE SEASON ONE REFERENCE!! Loving this
"I'm in love and I know it" I'M COLLECTING MY RINA ENDGAME TONIGHT
This song is so going on my playlist
HOW DOES EVERYONE JUST KNOW THE LYRICS WHAT IS THIS GLEE
I genuinely love this song very much but I need an actual spoken confession for the edits
IT'S HIS FAVOURITE HAT <33
She did not tell him she loves him way back in season one and we didn't know??
"It's been there all along?" "Just like me." You don't know how much they mean to me
LMAO GINA JUST DECIDED THEY'RE GONNA SHOT AT SALT LAKE GO GIRL
Honestly Quinn deserve such a rise after this
MY CHILDREN
I can't believe the show is over :((
Definitely a few things I would change about this season but more on that on a later post! (Mostly the fact there was no chocolate theory reveal obviously)
Overall I'm so so happy with how the show ended but still going to ignore it and pretend it'll go on forever
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luck be a (leading) lady | part 2.
Summary: Y/N has always been a background character. That’s just life for some folks isn’t it? But what if she’s determined to not just be another member in the ensemble? What if someone helps her step into the spotlight in her own special way?
Warnings for the Series: a teeny bit of angst but mainly fluff
Pairing: ricky bowen x black!reader
Word Count: 2.9k
A/N: I am not even sorry for starting a third series. I just finished season three of hsmtms and I’m obsessed. Also spoiler now, EJ and Gina are staying as an endgame couple. I’m gonna try to plant those seeds early if I can.
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“Hey…”
“Y/N.”
“Yes, right, Y/N,” Ms. Jenn started. “Go get your measurements done.”
“I already did.”
Ms. Jenn turned around with a quickness. She was pleasantly surprised to hear a student taking initiative. You’d been in so many shows inside and outside of camp and school that you were constantly getting measured and already had them on file. It didn’t take any time at all for you to write down your numbers in the costumer’s notebook and move to the rehearsal space to start stretching. Ms. Jenn noted how you had changed into rehearsal clothes. 
She smiled to herself as she walked over to where her bag was laying. It was easy to see the dedication in you. It reminded her a lot of herself— the way that you would rather stretch than post all about the musical to Instagram. Honestly, you might have posted more than the cast list but you only had four Instagram followers: Kiana and her cousins that were a set of triplets.  
The others slowly entered the room after posting and measurements. That was your cue to get up and move to the circle of desks for the table read. You were sandwiched between the new girl, whose name you learned was Gina, and EJ. It made you chuckle to yourself because you guys were in grade order— sophomore, junior, senior. Ms. Jenn took her seat, immediately garnering all of you guys’ attention. 
“You guys may have walked in as strangers but today you’re family. This school might be huge but theatre is a small community. From this point forward until the final curtain falls, we will look out for each other. So name time! Introduce yourself, your character, and a fact or two.” 
You listened as everyone said something. While you knew everyone’s names, the facts were new and interesting. It got to you and you barely raised your hand off the desk. 
“I’m Y/N L/N, Principal Dancer and Ensemble Captain and… I spend every summer at my grandparents’ for a week and Camp Shallow Lake.” 
“Wait, you go to Camp Shallow Lake?” EJ sat up. “So do I. And Nini. We should totally hang out next summer. Let’s go Shallow Lake!” 
Your mouth dropped open slightly. “I-I was in the Music Man with you guys. Maid number four… the only one who didn’t get an open— never mind.” 
“Ha ha,” Ms. Jenn cut in, noticing your expression. “Let’s get started on the read, we don’t have all the hours in the day.” 
You, being part of the ensemble, had no lines as everyone read through. And because you guys weren’t singing the songs today, you really had nothing. The only thing you could do was listen to everyone else and feel your butt go numb as you finished up Act 1 before taking a small break. You watched everyone else go talk to their friends at break while you just wiggled around in your chair a little bit. You desperately wished your friend, Kiana, still went to East High or at least a school in Salt Lake. She would always come to rehearsal to do her homework so that way you had someone to talk to during breaks. 
You couldn’t remember if it was the last year of elementary school or the first year of middle school that she effectively adopted you but you had been grateful for that. Kiana never even cared that once out of your shell, your interests still weren’t very loud. But now you were sitting alone while just eating your snack and waiting for the time to pass. Your phone buzzed and you looked at the text. 
“So she does have emotion.” 
You looked up to see Gina had sat back down. You passively held up your phone. 
“My friend, she just made her lacrosse team. She does that and soccer.” 
“Cool,” Gina said with a shrug. 
You nodded and went back to looking at your script. By the time you worked up the courage to say something else to the girl next to you, it was time to get back to work. You left the first day of rehearsal not having said anything else. Kiana practically yelled at you over FaceTime when you got home and told her about rehearsal. Even if she was miles and miles away, she was determined to have you make another friend that wasn’t her. 
The next few sets of rehearsals didn’t go much better than the first time. You had tried to speak up when Ricky asked Carlos why you guys had to do the bows first. Carlos insisted it was the hardest dance and you wanted to offer up some choreography help but he immediately overlooked you. You didn’t think the bows could be the hardest “dance” and if they were then you doubted Carlos’ ability as a choreographer. Everyone knows the hardest dance is supposed to be “Stick to the Status Quo” as far as group numbers are concerned. However the moment Gina mentioned that doing the hardest dance first was on page 374 of the Big Book of Broadway, Carlos was all over her. 
Were you just that unmemorable as a person? Then you didn’t even get a thumbs up after starting to practice the bows… and you had to do a jump into a split because that’s what was choreographed. But Nini and Ricky’s less than stellar dancing took all the attention. You approached the pair after psyching yourself up. 
“I can help you guys if you don’t know what to do about moves.” 
Nini looked at Ricky once before turning back to you. “Oh, no, we’re good! I’m good. Dancing’s not my forte anyway.”
You looked over at Ricky, pleading for him to say yes. It had taken a lot for you to offer in the first place and the rejection was making you regret every moment of your decision to do so. Instead of saying yes, he walked off and took all his stuff with him. You were never offering help to someone again. And Kiana’s advice was officially the worst advice you ever heard. You didn’t even offer up any more help when it was time for the ensemble to work on dancing with basketballs. You were getting it with almost no problem because this wasn’t your first time dancing with balls for a musical. But no one approached to ask you for help and you couldn’t bring yourself to offer again. Even though you were supposed to be the principal dancer, it felt a lot like Carlos didn’t bother. 
You found yourself in the back line more than the front. Other people that he was closer to ended up getting more prominent parts in dance breaks. You wanted the old choreographer back. Or maybe you just needed to approach Carlos. But he already brushed you off twice before. What if he brushed you off again or worse, put you in the corner for all the dance routines? Your golden moment came thanks to Gina. 
“Well, if Nini can’t do it. I’d be glad to do the cafeteria dance break as a solo. We can make it a moment for Taylor. Or me and the ensemble? Y/N and Elle match my level… Y/N might actually be a bit above, just a bit.” 
“No, I can do it,” Nini insisted. “I would have been here if I hadn’t lost my phone. I couldn’t have seen your text to come early to run it. Just give me—”
“Gabriella practically hard carries the show, maybe you should use this number as a small break for you. Besides, Y/N already knows how to Argentine tango so that’s less to teach.” 
Nini turned to find you. “Argentine tango?” 
“My uncle dated a ballroom instructor for a few years,” you said, nonchalantly. “I don’t mind doing another dance number.” 
Ms. Jenn clapped her hands, excited at the thought. You smiled at the floor and did a little wiggle before moving with Elle to stand behind Gina. This was the second time Gina had talked to you. According to Kiana when you called her after rehearsal, that was a prime candidate for new friendship. You wondered if she was into bouquet making. If she liked that or maybe geocaching or painting rocks then you guys could totally be friends. Besides, she was getting on everyone else’s nerves but yours so maybe she’d become your friend based on that circumstance alone. You felt bad for her. Sure she was a bit ambitious and clearly gunning for Nini’s part since she was the understudy for Gabriella but at the same time it wasn’t her fault that she was talented. 
Your rehearsals were relatively drama free despite everyone else’s being full of it. Including the fact that apparently a lot of Gina’s stuff had been stolen? It was too much to be misplaced but also no one could imagine anyone in the cast taking people’s things. You enjoyed your “lunch-break” when it was time to run scenes. Like the rest of the ensemble, you just sat back and watched the principal cast work. You weren’t sure what made Ms. Jenn think that EJ and Ricky throwing a basketball between each other while running lines was a good idea. Teamwork was clearly not what either boy was after and anyone could see it. 
Their ball passing was starting to look more like aiming to you. If either one was too slow in catching, someone was getting hit in the face. It only got worse when Ms. Jenn suggested improvising to better understand their characters because she felt like both of them were giving stiff performances. 
“You deserve everything that’s coming to you.” EJ threw the ball rather hard, barely missing Ricky’s face. 
“Back at you, dude.”
“Back at you time two.”
“Four!”
“Eight!”
“Infinity plus one.” 
Ricky threw the ball but EJ was a hair too slow. You all gasped as he staggered back when the ball hit him. Your eyes went wide. 
“Oh my God, EJ you’re bleeding.” 
Ms. Jenn immediately raced over. “Y/N will you help EJ and maybe get some ice. EJ, honey, go clean up in the bathroom. Everyone else, let's take a quick five or ten.”
You made sure EJ got to the restroom safely before running to get a bag of ice. You blinked twice when you entered the boys’ bathroom to give him the ice. Of course he got blood on his shirt so he would take it off but shirtless EJ was still a bit of a shocker. 
“You’ll make it worse by pressing on it like that,” you said as you fully entered the bathroom. 
Timidly, you held the bag of ice to his mouth while applying pressure the correct way. Your eyes darted this way and that to look everywhere but his shirtless figure. You nearly jumped out your skin when his hand covered yours. 
“I got the pressure thing now, I can take it from here.” 
You nodded and let go of the bag. Ricky came running in. 
“How’s the lip? I’m really sorry about that, I didn’t mean to do that at a—”
“Save it!” EJ yelled, startling both you and Ricky. “Just do me a favor and stay away from me and Nini, okay?” 
“Excuse me?”
“Don’t act like my best friend or her boyfriend. Just stop. Why can’t you just be real?”
“Look, I’m trying to make the best out of a bad situation.”
“Don’t! Don’t try, it’s embarrassing.”
“Dude, I’m just trying to apologize.”
“You want to do that? Let’s start with that thirsty voicemail you left on Nini’s phone. She doesn’t need to hear from you anymore.”
“Wait, what? How do you know about the voicemail?” 
“Just go home.” EJ shoulder-checked the other boy before walking off. 
Ricky looked at you since you were the only other person there. 
“Don’t listen to him, Ricky. He’s always like that at camp so it doesn’t do any good to bother. Just… Maybe it’s time to let Nini go?” 
“What?” He asked in disbelief. 
You held your hands up in surrender and scurried out of the bathroom. Naturally, while you were mortified, Kiana was proud of you. You thought she would somehow blow the speaker on your phone as she screamed at your first confrontation. 
“It was only a matter of time before theatre brought you out! Yes, girl!” 
“Kiana, no, he probably hates me for even sugg—”
“Woah, woah, calm down. No one hates you. Remember Deb’s words.”
“I’m in my head,” you repeated with her what your therapist said. “I know. But I still feel it.” 
Kiana just sighed and moved on when you asked her too. She was still proud of the progress that you made with just the little bathroom incident. True to Kiana’s word, Ricky didn’t even bring up what you said. He was way more focused on EJ’s words. And everyone was more focused on the fact that EJ was actually the one who stole Nini’s phone. It was a good thing that he was Chad and not Troy because the tension was so palpable between the couple that it was suffocating. You noticed more than once that it was just EJ and Nini who were out of it during rehearsal. You took in a deep breath and jumped up to go sit next to Ricky during break. 
“Are you okay?”
“Huh? Yeah, yeah, why wouldn’t I be?” 
“I just… you seem down?” 
“I’m not. I’m fine.” 
Ricky jumped up immediately when Ms. Jenn said it was time to block out Troy and Gabriella’s duet. You pouted a little as everyone got back to work. Ricky definitely seemed anything but fine. It was obvious when he kept making mistakes and didn’t have any of his stuff with him to rehearse. Ms. Jenn and everyone else just seemed frustrated. 
“Ricky! You cannot behave like this in theatre. You need to be prepared, you made a commitment to be here and unless there’s a real problem then you nee—”
“Ms. Jenn!” You raised a shaky hand in the air when you noticed it looked like Ricky was on the verge of tears. “Can we just take a break, maybe? It’s a lot right now.” 
Ricky looked up from where he was staring at the floor. He just stared at the side of your face for a minute before closing his eyes in relief. You gave him a little nod before leaving the room after Ms. Jenn decided to dismiss everyone instead of just taking a break. You were at your car door when a hand tapped your back. You turned to see Ricky. 
“Th-thank you. I’m just going through something right now and I jus—”
“Ricky. You don’t have to tell me, you just looked like you needed someone to say something.” 
“My parents are getting a divorce,” he blurted out. 
You felt like you glitched out for a moment, not sure of what to say. Ricky watched your hands gesture towards your car. 
“I-wow, I-I’m sorry. Um, do-do you want to get some ice cream and talk about it? Or not! You don’t have—”
“Actually, that sounds great right now. If you don’t mind.” 
“No, it’s fine.” 
Ricky naturally slipped into the passenger’s seat of your car. He really needed to be anywhere but school or his own house. You two didn’t talk at all on the way to the ice cream shop. Honestly, Ricky was okay with that. He didn’t have many words at the moment anyway. You two didn’t talk while picking out ice cream flavors and you guys didn’t talk as you sat back in your car to eat the ice cream. It wasn’t until halfway through the ice cream that you spoke. 
“It probably hurts because it’s so fresh but later it won’t be so bad,” you tried to offer. 
“Sure it won’t.”
“Everything eventually gets better even if it seems like it won’t… my therapist says that.” 
The boy actually gave out a small laugh. “Can you recommend them to me? You need a therapist?” 
“Um, social anxiety stuff.” 
“Oh. Yeah, you are kind of quiet. I mean it’s crazy you went to camp with EJ and Nini and they never noticed… What?” 
“I’ve been going to school with you and the others since kindergarten.”
Both of Ricky’s eyebrows raised. “What? Like actually? Me, Kourt, Big Red, Nini?”
“Yeah, all of you.”
“Wow, you really do need a therapist— That didn’t come out right, sorry. I didn’t— I just mean that you are really shy then. You know what? That’s my fault actually, you think you would notice the same girl in your class since we were five,” Ricky tried his best to recover accidentally insulting you. He just shoved another spoonful of ice cream into his mouth, believing that he made the situation worse. 
“It’s fine, I got what you meant… Do you need me to drop you home? Do you even want to go home?” 
“Honestly?” Ricky looked out the window. “Not right now.” 
“Then do you want to come to my house? My older sister is visiting and she’s a chef. We’re having Michelin Star steak tacos.” 
“That sounds fantastic. Thanks, Y/N, really.” 
You just shook your head to say it wasn’t a big deal and sped out the ice cream parking lot.
(part 3)
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brekker-by-brekkerr · 2 years
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Portwell deserves so much better making Rina canon is rewarding some toxic fans for their behavior which is so messed up in my opinion. I am sorry to say it but Ricky hasn't done a whole lot to show how much he cares about Gina most of the things Ricky has done to show that he cares about Gina are things people normally do for their friends while EJ goes above and beyond to show how much he cares about Gina. Portwell could of easily made their relationship work but the writers screwed them up.
"most of the things Ricky has done to show that he cares about Gina are things people normally do for their friends" you hit the nail right on the head. this. this is why it's so frustrating. everyone's like "gina deserves better" but they want the bare minimum for her?? especially considering how much ej has done for her. not even just speaking in the sense of the things he was able to do due to his financial situation, like buying her a plane ticket, but the small things like picking her flowers even though he had a million other things to do or showing up at the airport for her--he has always been the guy who shows up, while ricky is kind of just there. i can't actually imagine ricky going above and beyond for gina because we never saw him doing anything to really actively pursue her. yeah, she was in a relationship, but then after portwell broke up they immediately jumped into r*na and made gina the one pursuing the relationship. and even though obviously not all r*na shippers are toxic, the most toxic behavior we've seen in the hsmtmts fandom has come from r*nas, so it does feel like in a lot ways making r*na canon is rewarding toxic behavior.
overall, what we've seen from portwell is them mutually pursuing each other and doing things for each other, like ej picking her flowers and her setting up the canoe date, or ej showing up at the airport and her being the one to ask to kiss him. it feels very mutual, like they're both actively pursuing each other, whereas with r*na, gina has always been the one doing the most work and she deserves better than that
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misojunnie · 10 months
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hi! another &team writer >< tysm for writing for the teammies. i rlly love LOVEEE ur k, nicho, ej as ur bf aaaaaaa you got their personality so accurately TT
can i request how k would react if he’s jealous? and vice versa if his gf is jealous? thank u again sm! take care and i hope u have a great day/night <3
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☆ k as your jealous bf! (and vice versa)
#warnings: fem reader, some perviness, jealousy, basically everything in the rq
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K liked to believe he wasn’t a jealous man, but he was wrong. He only realized how wrong he was in situations like this; some nameless fucko smiling at you brightly, chatting you up as you slid his drink over the counter.
You smiled in return, and from the way you were chatting, it was clear you knew him. It made K’s blood boil the way his gaze flickered down to your low neckline. Maybe it was karmic retribution for not asking before dropping by your workplace, but he was ready to kill this guy nonetheless.
But this is K we’re talking about. He might be a jealous, lovesick idiot, but he has game.
K slides up to the counter, dropping a little gift bag on the counter as he takes a seat at the bar. When you notice his presence, you squeal with delight. K relishes at how obviously put-out the intruder is.
“K!” you say happily, reaching over the counter to pull him into an embrace.
“Hey, baby.” he says, enunciating the last word as if to prove a point. For a moment, it’s as if the other man isn’t even there, and that’s how he likes it. “Sorry, am I interrupting your conversation, hm?” he feigns politeness, rubbing your back with one of his large hands.
“Oh, no,” you say quickly, gesturing towards your company. “This is Fuma, one of my friends from uni.” He waves in a way that conveys disinterest.
“You her boyfriend?” he asks, and K turns to you with a smirk.”
“Am I?” he practically purrs, and you flush in the face, in disbelief that he’s making you answer instead.
“Yes, of course.” you say, face hot when he presses a kiss on your lips that lasts for just a second too long to remain classy.
“I think I’m gonna head out.” Fuma says, downing the rest of his drink and pointing to the door. “I’ll see you later, y/n.”
“Nice to meet you.” K says smugly, the man scowling as he exits. You turn to K in confusion after Fuma is out of sight, cocking your head.
“What’s up with you today?” you say obliviously. He leans over the counter easily to peck your cheek, sitting down and crossing his arms.
“Don’t hang out with losers like that, baby. It makes me jealous.” Your cheeks go aflame.
“You’re so shameless.”
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and vice versa ;)
Seeing another girl post your boyfriend was just about the worst thing someone could experience.
This bitch “Karina”…you didn’t know her but she was immediately at the top of your shit list. You didn’t even know that K had female friends, much less ones he had never told you about.
“Koga?” you said in the vague direction of your boyfriend sitting on the couch. His head snapped up immediately at the use of his government name. This could only mean trouble.
“Yeah baby?” he asked hesitantly, pursing his lips when you turned your phone towards him, showing your screen covered in photos of him and a birthday wish from a girl who wasn’t you.
“Who’s Karina?” you ask, a pout evident on your lower lip, jutted out petulantly. He chuckled at your clear displeasure, which only pissed you off more. “Don’t laugh, Koga. I’m asking you a question.”
“Just a classmate, honey.” he got up from the couch, striding over to you in just a few steps. “Why? You jealous?”
“I’m not jealous.” you said stubbornly. “I’m just curious as to why she’s wishing you a happy birthday. Nothing to be happy about.” He held back a laugh.
“You know internet culture. There’s always some random wishing you a happy birthday.”
“There are photos of you.”
“Those are from the high school reunion. Pure coincidence that we were both there. I don’t even know her that well.” You grumbled, but still put your phone down, satisfied with your boyfriend’s response. He came around from behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist. “You’re so cute when you’re jealous.”
“I told you, I’m not jealous.”
“Sure. And I’m not madly in love with you.”
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a/n: WHEW sorry this rq took so long!!! I’ve been super focused on my sunghoon project, I’ve been neglecting my requests 🥲 this was rlly fun to write tho!!
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27emailsicantsend · 7 months
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for the hsmtmts ask, jet!
**I started this project pre-season 4, so all answers are for season 3 and earlier**
Favorite thing about them: Honestly I love how much of a menace he was. He would be brooding at trees or calling ricky out with no remorse and it was the funniest thing ever (let's be real ricky deserved the gina lashings lmao). But then we get these two second glances of him being soft- especially with ricky- that really reflect the kristoff/sven dynamic and it just made Jet have a special place in your heart. I love characters like that: the hard shell but there is still good somewhere deep down that is shown in fragments (draco malfoy, anyone?)
Least favorite thing about them: I know it's not Jet's fault totally for outting Maddox, but I still don't love that he said something about her dating someone in the first place. Yes, they started to grow apart seemingly before this, but there is this trust they had established and Jet doing that because he was mad at his parents (and couldn't get his way) was low.
Favorite line(s):
(this is technically Kourtney but the line delivery and Jet's expression k*lled me) "he's staring at a tree, right?"
*Jet dissociating on the bunk bed while Carlos and Ricky talk openly about him*
"Basically, I, like, raised myself on YouTube" (I love this because Ricky had this connection to Jet and I can't help but wonder if this kind of reminded him of Gina)
"Are you actually this upset that I took off or is really about Gina?"
Jet: "Right. You guy are 'friends'" Ricky: "I can hear the air quotes" Jet: "Good"
Ricky: "Dude, what are you doing with your voice?" Jet: "I don't know, but it hurts"
Ricky: "I just can't believe I let Color War slip through my fingers" Jet: "you mean Gina?"
"I'm in love with the girl playing Elsa and it's eating me alive"
OTP: Jetney! 💛 (and yes because of color war their color is yellow in my head)
nOTP: Carlos’ imaginary pairing of jet and maddox (again… yikes)
brOTP: Jet and Ricky! I mentioned this earlier, but I love the fact that they resemble kristoff/sven's dynamic. The reindeer who knows too much and calls out kristoff's crap when kristoff is in denial? The reindeer who is a little aloof but tags along everywhere kristoff goes? They're perfect :')
Something I expect from them season 4 (if applicable): Before s4 came out, I fully anticipated Jet to be like Zeke... fawning over Kourtney (Sharpay). Like we did get some moments of him making a total fool of himself, but I really thought we were going to get that multiplied by 3. I was also hoping for at least a Jetney cheek kiss (tbh I thought they would kiss and Madlyn wouldn't), but they were just slower moving than the rest of the couples in the show. However, when all was said and done, I was still really happy with the content we got!
Random Headcanon: In my mind Jetney, Rina, and Madlyn go on triple dates all the time. They found a way to spend a lot of time together before Kourtney and Ricky graduated, but after graduation, Jet flies out to visit Kourtney frequently (and vice-versa).
Unpopular Opinion: Oof... this one is definitely unpopular. I guess it's an old unpopular opinion since it was technically before s4, but I remember not really caring if Jet and Maddox came back for s4. 😬 I know a lot of people liked them and wanted them back super badly, but I was neutral. I was happy if they came back but wasn't heartbroken if they didn't. Tim tried to keep it a surprise but the last scene in s3 made it obvious they were coming back. Once I started writing with them in my fics I was a lot more excited to have them back but I definitely wasn't emotionally tied to them when the season ended.
Song I associate with them: "I'm Still Standing"... but the version from Sing. I already said this once and I am so sorry for this, but Jet singing "Right Place" reminds me so much of Johnny at the piano. I really think it's the leather jacket idk. 😭 (the funny part is EJ's name is Elton John and Elton John is one of the singers in the og "I'm Still Standing")
Favorite picture of them:
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Side note: has anyone decided wtf his and Maddox's last names are?!?
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midastouches · 2 years
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okay ik i just sent you a similar ask like two days ago so sorry if this is annoying but now i've actually watched hsmtmts season 3 up to episode 5 and i'm even more upset like portwell were great together so they had to give ej everything with the directing to give them something to fight about..... and like i think i'd be okay with it if they a) acknowledged that he's under so much stress and potentially suffering from anxiety or b) just had them break up because they're in different stages of life but nope! it's just ej being disrespected again!
omg no you're fine im glad im not the only one of my mutual unaplogetically obsessed with this show. they really did have everything going for them by the end of season two and just watching gina brush off all of EJ's concerns about literally all the bad things being thrown at him feels so out of character versus the Duke chat they had where she said he was always trying to do the right thing, even if it didn't work out!!! and then just to backtrack it all claiming their relationship never actually started and everything they had just being tossed. im so upset over this BUT if you're into fanfic at all there's this amazing portwell fic by @lovelyserpentines that has one!!! chapter left and it's perfect. it's my canon now. but also don't be afraid to chat i am literally deceased over how EJ just got brushed over again so Ricky could stay the main lead guy it just makes me so annoyed.
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sunset-bobby · 2 years
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HSMTMTS S3 Ep5
once again coming to at 3am…on a road trip but hey i make the time to be consistent
Loving Kourtney and Gina’s hair
god portwell miscommunication is ugh
Love the energy Carlos
I’m already laughing this is great
love an instigator
see bc we know the other side of the situation (EJ’s daddy’s issues) Gina’s pettiness makes me annoyed yet i get it
“I can hit him for real” y’all see EJ square up at that? Bitch said back the fuck up
woah woah woah….OK so I know that’s not real bc I genuinely believe EJ woulda knocked the shit out of Ricky
Carlos read the room again Maddox and Jett are siblings sir
Okay Gina i get it but talk
Carlos is like someone save me
Damn these poor girls
“I think I broke the children”
Alright so know it’s fake but I could never I’d slap a bitch
Yes EJ more arms, also Kourtney are we SURE he’s straight….
lmaooo I’m sorry but Carlos u miss casted some of this 😭
“oh my face I have been slapped” best line delivery this season
hey buddy
oh shit this is a little 😳
Remember when I was a rina…yea same but I need EJ happy so like let’s not hurt my baby
Oh if I was EJ hands would be thrown, song would’ve been interrupted, all four legs in Ricky’s face
Ashlyn baby ur gay is showing
Welp i think it’s time we say rip portwell
Channing needs to get beat up
I can’t say who side i’m on… The rina are gonna eat this shit up because it means rina  but you can see how this all could would’ve been said with a healthy conversation right?
 Maddox you cannot give somebody a sexuality crisis in the middle of a room
Holy shit things are just hitting all the fans
 Call him out Maddx!!! as you should
“I need to sit down” me too Ricky
Okay yay for communication thank you EJ
YESSS HIS NAME IS ELTON JOHN 😭😭 I KNEW IT
honestly Gina ain’t y’all just start dating a month ago….clearly the man hates his name when was he gonna tell u?
Ricky is having a hard time w/ this siblings thing
Gina, damn…but also like he kept one secret and it was cause he thought he could change it… I know that I am like a gut punch I don’t go to angsty song out of this I’ll be upset (preferably from EJ or a duet)
Just all got real Meta
I told u the Camera guy needed to get beat up but Nooooo
Sir these are children
Took Ricky’s advice and wrote a Ricky-esq song love Jet
Sobbing no I can’t do the flashbacks
This episode was intense like so much happened holy shit
Who did EJ call???
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