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hyperfixationtimego · 3 years

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Happy little hcs to atone for my sins

Taka and Hina are study buddies

Sometimes Aoi manages to get Taka off track because she’s just so enthusiastic and wants to hear about all of her friends’ hyperfixations and special interests

37.2 minutes later

Taka’s infodumping about how he despises moral philosophy but also thoroughly enjoys it bc that’s how moral philosophers are

Or he’s infodumping about political science and debate tactics and how speeches were effective or not for various reasons

Sakura and Mondo work out together

It started off as a coincidence when they were in the gym at the same time but it kept happening so they called it a schedule

They talk about their SOs and they’re smiling

Sakura teaches Mondo certain stretches and exercises to help relax different muscle groups for whenever he pulls a muscle or has a flare up from the thing with the bikes

Leon constantly asks Chihiro to turn alter ego into a vocaloid or at least program a bit of that tech into their system

Bc he would rather shave his head again than talk to Sayaka about producing music

He just has so many ideas

And it’s cool when there are kinda punk rock songs that are covered in an 8-bit or a vocaloid style

Byakuya and Celeste have a small series of bets with low stakes about what their inferiors classmates will do to lead up to them jingling away morosely like the fools they are

Sayaka shamelessly advertises her group’s mercy to her classmates and friends

Everyone gets their nails painted at some point

Nobody knows how Byakuya got roped into it but it worked

Makoto has rainbow loom

Atua forgives you

anyway YEAH LEGIT?

Hina has fully and thoroughly fallen in love with all of her friends and classmates’ expressions whenever they’re talking about something that excites them omg 🥺

she sees someone rambling and having a good time and hears the enthusiastic pitch of their voice as well as the general Vibe™️ that they’re giving off and she just???? [Y E A R N]

and also just???? her and taka being study buddies is so valid oh my god??? they’re really close because of it!!! And Taka always loves hanging out with her because he knows she’ll let him just Talk??? and he adores that about her????? And she’ll be ENGAGED which!!!!!! oh my god!!!!?????

hi in this house we love and adore hina

And Sakura and Mondo???? absolutely?????

they have friendly competitions over who can lift the most weights/do the most reps/etc. (they do it sparingly, ofc! bc Sakura at least knows that they’ll both be subconsciously trying to beat the other as opposed to listening to what their bodies need in the moment. Sakura is the single braincell of class 78 no I won’t take it back because it’s true)

and they totally doooooo like they both get such cute loveydovey pining expressions whenever it’s Their Turn™️ to discuss the latest cute thing their partner(s) did. and listening to the other talking???? oh my god it’s literally the neatest thing????

Sakura looking at Mondo: I would die for this man

Mondo looking at Sakura: this woman is literally beauty and perfection in human form

THEY’RE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS OKAY???

also chihiro joins them for training sometimes!!!! She obviously isn’t able to do as much as the other two are, but both Sakura and Mondo are always so proud of her progress??? They’re like “you are so cool and strong do you know that??? you better know that”

and speaking of chihiro hdbdvdvdvdvdvdvdvd on GOD Leon will Not leave them alone abt it and they’re just like

“y....you do NOT have the attention span,.......you’re gonna get frustrated within like the first five minutes......and then I’ll have done all that work for nothing..............”

but Leon’s >:( no I won’t!!!! music is my Passion!!!!!!!!

so it’s like *sigh* okay

and anyway leon genuinely does rlly like it???? like he gets burned out very easily and can only compose things in short bursts, but he’s always so so so proud of the finished products??? (Even if nobody else likes it but shush 😌)

and it makes chihiro :D to know that something she made (even if it was done with reluctance) has brought one of her closest friends so much happiness????? she’s also like good for Leon but also if he ever bothers them about something like that again they are Literally Going to Snap but that’s another story for another day vwv

AND YEAH LIKE. HE DOESN’T MIND TALKING TO HER ABT MUSIC IN GENERAL BECAUSE IT’S AN INTEREST THEY SHARE (quite possibly one of the only times they will have a conversation without one constantly insulting the other ❤️) BUT. ADMITTING TO HER THAT HE NEEDS HELP WITH IT IS THE WORST HE HATES IT HE HATES IT HSBDBSBD

god okay so. his first impression of her when they had just come to hope’s peak and met for the first time was “oh my god!!! she’s a pop idol!!! so she must know a lot about music!!! maybe she’ll help me become a popular musician!!!” and her immediate reaction when she first heard him ask was to literally roll her eyes and he was like oh okay fuck her actually

and then slow burn enemies-to-friends 💛

WHEBDVSVS CELESTE AND BYAKUYA JUST BEING RICH ASSHOLES IS SO FUNNY??? LIKE THEY HAVE WEALTH SOLIDARITY AND THEY ACT ALMOST LIKE alright your status makes you worthy of my time, I suppose-

they’ve had bets on everything from how many times kirigiri will pass out from exhaustion by the end of the school day, to how long it’ll take before Kirumi finally Loses Her Shit, to how many people will be harmed by Komaeda’s luck while hanging out with him.

Mfs about to die smh

and dhdbwvwbsvwvwb yeah like??? sometimes a normal conversation with maizono will turn into her being like “yeah, and by the way, if you’re looking for a change of style and wardrobe, you should check out the newest shirt my band just released as part of our merch drop, and-”

Makoto is the one who gets baited into her merch ads most often sndbsbsbdbdbw

even mentioning the word “merch” around Leon or Kaz will earn her a lot of groaning and sighing, and occasionally a pillow or other soft object being hurled at her face 💛

oh my god they all have a manicure spa day,,,,,,,class bonding 🥺

hdbdvdvdv they got Jill to break into his dorm and kidnap him ngl like the specifics they gave her were something along the lines of “use as much force as you need to without killing him” and she was like “DONE”

and okay I’m not gonna talk abt everyone’s nails but now I’m thinking about it and like-

Sayaka gets like a lighter violet background with gold and white stars smattered around them, more concentrated in some areas than others, and it’s generally very pretty 🥺

chihiro’s are a different solid pastel color on each finger!!! it’s very kidcore and fun and they love it so muchhhh!!!

leon gets a little self-conscious when it’s his turn because his nails are highkey disgusting from all the time he spends playing baseball - there’s dirt trapped under them and everything so he’s just like hhhhhhh anxiety go brrrr but anyway he gets solid black because he’s edgy and cool like that 😎

I think Taka gets a French manicure with little dark red flowers pressed towards the tips because!!! simple yet pretty!!!

Celeste probably takes the longest because her request is sooooo complicated like it’s black and red and long ass acrylics with overlapping patterns and everyone else just kinda sits there feeling h o r r i b l e for that poor nail stylist

Toko gets a checkerboard pattern, with each nail having a different neon color in place of white!!! Because she knows that Jill will find it cool and pretty and colorful the next time she fronts (visual stimming jill?? 👀)

Togami just picks whatever will get him out of the chair quickest hdbsvdvdvdbdbdb

anyway Makoto????? rainbow loom????? absolutely

he has so many bracelets!!!!! so many so many so many and he knows how to create such a wide variety of styles it’s so cool!!!!!! he wears a bunch of them at any given time because they are so fun to fidget with!!!! and rubber texture hvvvvhvv!!!!

and he creates personalized ones for his friends, too, like he knows their favorite colors and sometimes picks up on whether they prefer a certain style or not from the way they react to the other ones he’s made and it’s!!! just so neat!!!!!

I’m thinking about it and!!! he has a bi pride fishtail, a trans pride arrow stitch, a black and neon green railroad, a pastel pink/blue/purple/yellow ladder, a jelly yellow and green dragon scale, a rainbow double cross, and a bunch more!!! he also has a bunch with charms and beads added into them!!!!

He also makes them for his friends even if he knows they won’t wear them!! Like Toko, for example, isn’t the biggest fan of jewelry because she doesn’t like the texture, but he creates one for her anyway and fills it with so much love (it looks like a daisy chain!!!! because at least she’ll be able to look at it and hold it and still be interested in it without it needing to be on her wrist!!!)

he makes a ton of bright colored ones for Mukuro (usually either single or inverted fishtail because he knows she wouldn’t enjoy wearing anything too heavy or overbearing) so that she has more mobile visual stims!!!

similar for Jill!! although most of hers tend to be black and bright neon rainbow in various bulkier styles!!!! Jill will also force him to let her look at his bracelet-covered arm whenever they hang out because. my god,,,,,,so many Colors™️

he’s found that togami prefers black and white simpler styles, and that Kyoko absolutely adores singles, fishtails, and double fishtails in any shade of purple, and that Mondo likes any of the larger styles in darker colors + blacks and grays!!! Chihiro loves anything with jelly and glitter bands!!!

Leon usually only wears one at a time, but he cycles through every single one that his boyfriend’s ever made for him because????? GOD they’re so cool and his boyfriend is so crafty and incredible and just,,,,,,,,,hvvvhvv every time he looks at the one he’s wearing he’s able to calm himself down and remember that Makoto loves him........it’s also very good for stim and fidgeting <3

anyways sorry yes Makoto with a rainbow loom is filling me with serotonin and it’s canon now

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ibangmilfs64 · 3 years

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a/n: hhhhhhh this is my first time writing fanfiction i have finally hit peak loneliness and this is the only way i can cope lmao. also im sorry if it’s shit it’s been forever since i’ve written anything😔✌️

study session😼😼

summary: when your crush asks you to help him study for finals, how can you say no?

tags: male reader(i only kinda eluded to it whoops), shitty writing lmao

‘god this is boring’ you thought as you stared blankly into space, ignoring the boring lecture aizawa was currently giving your class and chosing to instead focus your thoughts on a certain excentric blonde who just happened to sit right next to you. you thought about his blonde, fluffy hair and how you wished you could run your fingers through it. you thought about his beautiful yellow eyes and how you wished you had the courage to turn to face him so you could admire them. you thought about his voice, his hands, his lips, his face. ‘ugh i can’t get my damn mind off of him’. As you pulled yourself out of your daydreams and back into reality you noticed a small folded piece of paper sitting on the edge of your desk. ‘passing notes. what is this, middle school?’ you mentally scoffed and rolled your eyes as you opened the note and read it.

can u help me study later tonight~ d.k.

‘okay so maybe passing notes is cool or whatever’. you stared at the note with wide eyes for a few seconds before composing yourself and writing down a ‘sure’ on the paper and sneakily places it on denkis desk. you watched as his face lit up when he read what you wrote and he turned to you and whispered “meet me after class” to which you just nodded and then went back to ignoring the lecture and overthinking what might happen at this study session.

‘oh my god Oh my god OHMYGOD’ was all you could think as you sat next to the boy you have been crushing on for months. ‘i am in his room i am on his bed i am sitting next to him in his room on his bed oh god oh fuck holy sh-’ “uhhhhh y/n are you okay there, you’re looking a bit pale?” you were snapped from your gay panic and forced to make a quick excuse for your obviously distressed appearance. “uhhhh i-i’m fine i just uhhhhh was just wondering if i remembered to feed my cat” you chuckled awkwardly, scratching the back of your neck as denki looked at you with a big smile on his face. “wow y/n, i didn’t know you had a cat, that’s so cool!!” “yeah....” you trailed off before you remembered something that you had meant to ask him on the walk to his dorm. “hey denki, why did you ask me to help you study?” he looked up at you, slight confusion evident in his bright yellow eyes. “what do you mean” ‘god the way he scrunched up his nose when he asked that was so cute this man is going to kill me’ you shifted awkwardly and turned to face him. “it’s just, i’m not the smartest person in our class, i mean you could’ve asked bakugou or something, he’s really smart” you said playing with your fingers. “woooowww y/n if you didn’t wanna help me you could’ve just said so~” he teased, poking the side of your face. you slapped his hand away and turned your head to hide your growing blush. “i never said that, idiot! i was just wondering because you’ve never really talked to me before” you pouted and crossed your arms. suddenly you felt denki grab you by the chin, forcing you to look at him. “maybe i wanted to get to know you”. his words cause the light pink that tinted your cheeks to grow into a firey red as you realize how close you are to his face. “d-denki-” “can i kiss you?” you felt your world stop. ‘did i just hear that correctly????’ “i- you- you’re-” you were unable to form a cohesive response, able to detect your panic, denki let go of your face and took a deep breath. “i like you y/n, i thought you were cute when i first saw you at the entrance exam and mina helped me attempt to shoot my shot, but i chickened out and asked you to help me study instead” he scratched the back of his head and you finally let out the breath you had been holding. “so....you didn’t need help studying” denki just shook his head and stared at the floor awkwardly. “i...i like you too” he stared up at you in disbelief. “really??” he asked, a giddy smile on his face. “yes really” you chuckled. “so....can i kiss you now?”

#mha x male reader #denki kaminari x reader #denki kaminari x male reader #mha x reader #mha fanfiction #fanfic #sorry my writing is ass lmao #mha #my hero x reader #my hero academia

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chanswavyhair · 4 years

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filter | hwang hyunjin

warning: some cursing, fem!reader, too much fluff akshka.

a/n: this is my first time writing a fic and not a timestamp so,,, i hope it’s not very bad. this was kinda inspired by bts jimin’s filter but jagsjh,, anyways hope you enjoy it!!

you were in trouble

like,,, you were usually in trouble but THIS ONE WAS BIG

so you basically agreed with your parents that you would attend some ball ???

and with your boyfriend as your plus one ?????

well to start off you didn’t have a boyfriend and you didn’t even know why did you just say that HSJAKAH

you could do many things, but backing off and hurting your pride WAS NOT ON YOUR LIST

so now you had to find a boyfriend in like a month and half

i mean... you could ask jisung or felix, but you knew how uncomfortable they felt with your richies

also they didn’t give off the rich, classy and charming boyfriend look

well,, your friends were really handsome but not the type of handsome high society liked

but anyways that’s a problem for the future Y/N because we ain’t getting distracted at chemistry !! your grades were NOT falling

yeah you were living the rich and perfect y/n life

anyways in fact you were pretty annoying HSJSJD

you got very !! stressed !! when things were out of your control

there were only a few <lovely3 people who truly knew you and stood you, and they were jilix and your sis ryujin

(who invited her bestie daehwi, but he was rich too so he had no prob)

like,,, you usually hung out with your sis’ friends, but you weren’t THAT close

and for jisung and felix’s friends,,,,, it was weird when they weren’t all together

and that’s how jisung had the dumbest idea ever, and he’s had A LOT

like that one time he convinced you to let him dye your hair (you ended up looking like a light bulb)

or when you shaved his legs (WORST EXPERIENCE EVER YOU ALMOST GO DEAF but it was kinda fun)

anyways he just let out “why don’t you tell hyunjin? you know he does this weird thing of getting paid for acting as a boyfriend”

“what the FUCK JISUNG i am NOT paying hyunjin to act as my BOYFRIEND”

and,,, guess who heard you freaking out

nope not hyunjin but your sis ryujin

and her friend yeji

who hapepened to be hyunjin’s cousin

so yeah she told him and he went ($ ‿ $✧)

now he’s been “AnAlyZInG” you for some days

and you were too busy thinking about your problem to notice it

so he decided to make a move, as you didn’t

“hey Y/N... somebody told me about your problem”

huh?

HUH??

“uh, what do you mean?”

“i know you need someone to be your supposed boyfriend in some ball”

lol it actually sounded really lame

THAT’S WHY YOU ONLY TRUSTED T H R E E PEOPLE

“wait— what do you mean???”

“well, i could help you and act as your boyfriend. i’m feeling generous, so i will lower the usual tax. which version do you want? cute? prince char—”

the fuck no, you weren’t that PATHETIC

“i’m sorry, but i don’t want your help. thank you anyways”

,,,,,,in that moment it turned to something personal to hyunjin

who wouldn’t want to be his girlfriend???? at least if it’s just for a night????

and that’s how he started to be such a gentleman to you, to smile at you everytime you locked eyes, to initiate skinship

you knew he had ulterior moves, so you were irritated by him

but he was actually way more charming that you thought,,,,,,

HE WAITED FOR YOU AT YOUR LOCKER EVERY MORNING JUST TO GREET YOU

“’morning Y/N, looking fine today. how are you feeling? good?”

you were literally on a big ass sweater, but the bags in your eyes were even bigger

“hyunjin it’s too early and i’ve barely slept so please leave me alone—”

“oh, that’s no good,, should i call you tonight to make sure you fall asleep?. anyways, i’ll see you in english class. don’t forget we had homework!”

and,,, he always shared his food whenever you forgot yours,,,,,

he proved himself to be more than a cute face

he tried to help you whenever he noticed you were struggling to understand anything

and one out of five words he said were just him flirting

you eventually started not minding him being around you everyday

and then soome time after that,,, your heart ??? suddenly started to do weird things ??? when he was close to you ???

you MAYHAPS had a little crush on him

BUT IT WAS NOTHING SERIOUS HE WAS JUST TOO CUTE WHENEVER HIS DIMPLES SHOWED

or when HIS EYES WENT,,, (◠‿◠✿)

but you did NOT like him, right?

RIGHT???

he just treated you so well ಥ⌣ಥ

well lucky for you because this boy was also confused as fuck

since when have you been covering you beautiful smile when you laughed???

he honestly just wanted to put your hands down and tickle attack you

but that was just because he was getting into his role right??

RIGHT?????

anyways things got even worse for your weak heart when you saw him at you favorite cafe, studying, looking just TOO GOOD TO BE REAL

and then,,,, you two started to go studying there every evening

at some point he even started ordering your usual comand before you came

and,,, when you found yourself getting distracted by hyunjin’s cute mole under his eye by the 4th time you started to think that...

you maybe...... liked him ????

like... YOU liked HIM ??????

WHAT THE FUCK Y/N

“i have finished all my assignments. how about you?”

“i- i still have lots to do. you should go first or it will get late— ”

“and that’s why i’m staying. you shouldn’t go home alone it’s dark, i’ll walk you, if you don’t mind. and don’t worry, i don’t have anything to do now”

.......

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

you liked him A LOT

but you knew he was just being this nice so he could prove that you should hire him

which was not happening, as if wasn’t enough to fall for this boy :(

the thing is

he had forgotten about that weeks ago when his feelings grew bigger

he didn’t understand what he felt, but he knew he felt insanely good when you were around him

like whenever he told you he felt he was going to fail an exam you looked at him in some kind of way

he didn’t understand how or why, but he felt like whatever was worrying him didn’t matter anymore

and everything he wanted to talk, see, or think of was you

anyways he started to walk you home whenever he got the chance

this one day,,, you weren’t going to the cafe because you had things to do at home

but he insisted to walk you

so he was waiting for you in the hall

then he saw you at your locker talking with some random boy who was quite close to you

his heart went :(

but then he realized you were not exactly happy ??

“look, yeonsung, i already told you that i won’t tutor you. please leave me alone”

“no, Y/N you don’t understand, you HAVE to. we are meant to be, and if you won’t accept my dates at least help me with school stuff. it’s not that hard.” he grabbed your arm.

“yeonsung, no. let me go” you tried to pull, but he wouldn’t release you.

enough bullshit

“hey, i think you’ve heard her. she doesn’t want anything to do with you, so you’d better stop bothering Y/N. i’m not as polite as her”

“who the fuck are you? oh, little Y/N you’ve got some dickhead as your boyfriend? i’m much better than that. if only you fucking let me-”

ok so hyunjin’s blood has been burning for some time now but when he PUT HIS HANDS ON YOUR WAIST-

wait

did he

(・о・)(・о・)(・о・)(・о・)

DID HYUNJIN JUST CRASHED HIM INTO THE LOCKERS

“listen here, you asshole. if you dare to touch a single strand of her again i’ll fucking show you myself how to keep your hands down. understood?”

“un- understood”

“you’d better have” he pressed him a bit more before he let him fall on his feet

“let’s go away” hyunjin grabbed your hand

Y/N.exe has stopped working

hyunjin..... threatened this guy..... because he was harassing you

which was kinda hot btw ????

Y/N FOCUS

“hyunjin you didn’t have to-”

“don’t tell i didn’t have to because i made my best effort not to break his fucking nose.”

(๑ ● o ● ๑)

wow

he was really mad

“hyunjin-”

“Y/N, i know you are probably angry at me and that you want me to mind my own business, but i swear i-”

“HYUNJIN”

Y/N since WHEN did you have the GUTS to cup his face ?????

he went silent

“hey, calm down, ok? i’m not mad at you, this guy has been asking me weird things for some time now so i guess you just helped me to end it. i’m fine, yeah? calm down.”

you realized you were still holding his face so you were about to take them off but

HHHHhhhHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhHHHHHhhhh

HWANG HYUNJIN

WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU DUMMY

he put his hand ON your hands

why was he POUTING

“why didn’t you tell me? or anyone? he could have done anything worse if i hadn’t been there and Y/N, i honestly don- i don’t know what would i do if someone hurt you”

WHY WERE HIS EYES LOOKING AT YOU THAT WAY

(◕︵◕) INTENSIFIES

YOUR HEART WENT HHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhHHHhhhhhhhH

AND YOUR FACE WAS GOING TO COMBUST AT ANY MOMENT

“it- it’s okay. let’s just forget it. come on, i have to go home”

“wait let me- please, let me hold you for a minute”

he DEADASS HUGGED YOU

AND

BURIED

HIS

FACE

YOUR

HAIR ???????

HWANG HYUNJIN YOU ARE FUCKING RUINING THIS POOR GIRL’S HEART

“you smell really good. i wish i could stay like this for a bit longer... but it’s okay. anyways, let’s go”

you can imagine how HARD ryujin laughed at you when you told her you thought you had forgotten how to breathe

“Y/N YOU MORON, YOU DIDN’T JUST STAYED THERE STILL, PLEASE TELL ME YOU DIDN’T”

“i HATE U STOP LAUGHING AT ME—”

“OR ELSE WHAT YOU’LL TELL HYUNJIN TO BREAK MY NOSE?”

yeah she was crying out of laughter

but anyways you two stopped shouting when your mother entered the room

“kids, have you already invited someone to the ball? it’s just week and half apart”

O SHIT

THE BALL

so now you were disturbing felix and jisung again with it

“Y/N just ASK HYUNJIN”

“ i CAN’T BECAUSE I ALREADY TOLD HIM THAT I WOULDN’T PAY HIM”

“Y/N,,,,,,,, has it ever crossed your mind that you two act just like a couple?”

(?・・)

“felix what do you mean he doesn’t like me and-”

“hi guys! hi Y/N.” he smiled at you with his whole heart and patted your hair “can you go today to the cafe? i don’t have much to study today, but we can go if you want to. i mean,, if you don’t want to it’s fine, i’ll just walk you home from here, if that’s cool with you.”

felix gave you that look

like the one he gave you when he was right

which was a bit usual because socializing wasn’t your best trait

but hyunjin didn’t like you, did he????

he was... he was just acting

as much as it hurt you, that was the truth

and in order to protect yourself... you should stop it

u MASOCHIST <(｀^´)>

“i think i’ll just go alone. don’t wait for me, it’s fine.”

you lost your appetite with just saying that

and hyunjin was like ????

you could see your two other boys-

Y/N! hyunjin is not your boy so stop it

anyways, jisung and felix were really confused too

well it was actually jisung because felix was more like DONE with your bullshit

you just went back to your classes and then, you went home

has routine been always this boring?

you couldn’t help but smile when you saw that hyunjin sent you a message asking about what where you doing tomorrow

but then you remembered you couldn’t let this hurt you anymore

so you said you were really busy at home and turned your phone off

“Y/N are you, okay?” ryujin said

“yeah, i am. why wouldn’t i be?”

“you don’t have to lie to me, sis. majorly because you can’t. talk to me, Y/N, tell me what’s wrong” she laughed softly

“i am... i am cutting off any relation with hyunjin.”

“what? why? you guys seemed to be getting along really well. i thought you liked him...”

“that’s why, ryu. i like him way too much. before he started talking to me, he told me to hire him to act as my boyfriend in the ball. he’s been trying to prove it, and i don’t want to fall deeper. i don’t know why did i let myself trust him, when i knew this from the first moment. i just don’t know why.

:(((( you started crying, and ryujin hugged you

“i don’t... i don’t think hyunjin is such a bad person to go this far with that thing of wanting you to hire him... but if you think that’s the best, then i’ll support your decision. we can sit in another table tomorrow. you know, just the girls, you and me. okay?”

you nodded into her embrace, trying to stop sobbing.

“okay”

so you started to avoid him as much as you could

and it was eventually making him crazy

well,,, he had been coping with whOle week without you

until he just exploded

“guys, i don’t understand. everything was going really good, and then she started to treat me as cold as fuck. and i don’t get what did i do to deserve this.” he complained to his boys

he was really disappointed

because he knew he felt different to what he had ever felt before with you

he thought he was learning to fall in love, to stop worrying just about him and his friends

“am i not enough? have i bored her? or have i pressured her? i’m going crazy because i don’t even know why do i feel like this”

(ಥ⌣ಥ)

“hyunjin you like her is pretty easy actually”

did minho just

DID LEE FUCKING MINHO JUST

“what????? i’d never had something like that for anyone. it’s true things are different with her but—”

“when was the last time you did that fake dating thing?” chan asked

“well... like a month? i was busy”

“busy with what you genius”

seungmin don’t cross the line

“i... i was spending time with Y/N”

was this boy the same hwang hyunjin from a month before???

“omfg guys i think i like her but like a lot”

“dumbass that’s exactly what we are saying”

poor jeongin got slightly hit buy the so called dumbass :(

“but this doesn’t have anything to do with why she’s been dodging me like bullets??”

they all looked to felix and jisung, expecting they would know anything

“to be honest... i‘m not sure. she hasn’t told us anything” jisung said.

“well, the last time we talked about you we told her to ask you to go with her to her parents’ ball, and then i told her that you two already looked like a couple” felix said

then felix went

（・□・；）

“oh... so she doesn’t like me...”

hyunjin felt like the whole world was going down

there was this thing burning on his chest, a thing that he thought he could only feel for his friends or family

but then, you showed him he was wrong, again

“wait- i think i’ve connected the two dots— ” jisung said, but lix interrumped him

“no, you didn’t connect shit. i get it now. hyunjin, she thinks that you’ve been acting all the time to prove you should go with her to the ball. that’s why she’s avoiding you, because she thinks you just tried to play her” felix said

hyunjin’s heart broke a bit more when he processed felix’s words

(╥_╥) (╥_╥) (╥_╥) (╥_╥)

he... he hurt you

and really bad

“oh god, i’m so fucking stupid. what do i do know? she hates me!”

“ugh, go get your girl you dumbass!” changbin said

hyunjin suddenly started working again, and rushed off while calling someone.

so yeah back with u lil creature

you were doing homework, but you couldn’t focus

so you went to the kitchen to grab some snacks

and then your phone ringed

“ryujin?” you answered

“yeah. i’m at daehwi’s and i forgot to take a jacket. i will be passing be there in his car in like... 15 minutes. could you give me the versace one?”

“the colorful one or the leather one? ” you asked with your mouth full of a chocolate cookie

ryujin felt relief

“the leather one”

“okay. but weren’t you studying in the library for a physics exam?”

o shit

“i just went to his house! to study together! anyways! see you later! sis!”

????? weird

anyways you finished your math homework, and when you realized, you just got a message from her saying she was outside

so you got her jacket and opened the door in order to look for daehwi’s car

oh hyunjin’s there

cool

WAIT WHAT

you slammed the door in his face

then you realized THAT WAS WAY WORSE

“OMG I’M SORRY”

“can you open please?” he said from outside

you really missed his deep and soothing voice

“i- well- yes”

you opened the door, not being able to look directly at him

“can we talk? just give me five minutes, and if you still hate me after that i’ll just stop bothering you”

“i don’t hate you, and you- you aren’t bothering me”

“well... this past days it didn’t look like that. more like, exactly the opposite”

you went silent because you had literally no excuse

“are you mad?” he said

“why would i?”

“i don’t know either, that’s why i’m asking. i mean, it’s not like you’ve been avoiding me for days, not answering a single message or call. that’s all”

touché

“are you mad?”

you knew he should be, you deeply hoped he wouldn’t

“Y/N, i know you thought i was playing with you”

“wait- you weren’t?”

“oh god. i really told you i didn’t know what would i do if anyone hurt you, so why would i?”

“i thought... you were trying to prove i should have payed you to go to the ball...” you quietly said

but you looked at him when you heard him sobbing softly

“Y/N, you are the first person i’ve ever fallen for. i’ve been with plenty of people, and no one had ever make me fall like this. i don’t know why am i even crying in front of you, all i know is that i really, really like you”

your eyes were wider than the pacific ocean

HWANG HYUNJIN

HWANG HYUNJIN LIKED YOU BACK??????

LIKE,,,,, FORREAL?????

“i know you probably still hate me but please... if you at least gave me a chance for still being friends...”

“hyunjin”

GO AHEAD GURL

“what?” he stopped sobbing

“hyunjin, i like you too”

you didn’t even know what was happening, but you knew your mouth kept talking

“wait, you do???”

“hyunjin, i- i was avoiding you because i didn’t want to fall harder”

you were still malfunctioning

then you saw him getting closer to you

“can i,, like,,, kiss you?”

WHAT THE FUCK Y/N YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT

but his lips looked so soft HHHHHHhHhhhhhhHHhHHHHHhhhHH

he didn’t answer you

well at least not verbally

boi just WENT FOR IT

you thought you wouldn’t mind if you died there

his lips were even softer than they looked

was that like paradise felt?

but then,,,

“WELL GUYS I GUESS YOU TWO MADE UP HAHA COOL”

you two separated immediatly

“RYUJIN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU”

you, alias, tomato 1 said

“well i guess you two have to look for some clothes for the ball because there are only three days left, so go make out in another place but not in the porch. i don’t want to see hyunjin eating your face when i get home”

hyunjin, alias, tomato 2 intensified

“just,,, leave okay?”

you two lovebirds went for a walk, without a specific direction

you couldn’t be any more embarrassed

“can i call you my girlfriend?” he said

“i- yes”

THEN HE HELD YOUR HAND (ㄒoㄒ)

can you two get any cuter omg

“let’s go to the mall to look for some fancy clothes for my cute girlfriend and me and then make out when we get back”

“ ?????? HYUNJIN HHHHHHHHH STOP”

“n e v e r”

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12-am-username · 4 years

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(If you have time,) imma save the angst for another day— but just, imagine Nene quietly singing "say so" by doja cat while cleaning the bathroom (lol there's an animatic about it too) and then Hanako hears it and teases her LOTS and heck calls her "babe" X'D

say so

(hanako x yashiro nene | oneshot | fluff and crack ish | 1.4k words | SPOILER FREE)

— requested by @aliarosella —

i’m going crasy and HIGHKEY PISSED THAT THIS IS MY THIRD TIME WRITING THE SAME AUTHOR’S NOTE BECAUSE THE WIFI SUCKS HHHHHHH i am okay now. but damn non angst AND spoiler free??? never thought i’d live to see the day HAHA. sorry for the delay since sOMETHING IS ACTING UP. ALSO PLEASE STICK AROUND TO THE END TO READ AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT which is like,,, my third time making the announcement 🤪🤪. (unedited)

“Day to night to morning, keep with me in the moment. I'd let you had I known it, why don't you say so?” Yashiro didn’t think he’d hear it. She wasn’t singing loudly, the song just came to her unprompted as she cleaned the girls’ bathroom. At least, to her it wasn’t loud. From the corner of her eye, she could see the mokke having a small dance party, jumping from sink to sink. She supposed that the mokke didn’t mind her singing. Unbeknownst to her, neither did the apparition of the bathroom.

“Didn't even notice, no punches left to roll with. You got to keep me focused, you want it, say so.” Hanako came from the rooftop when he heard someone sing in the bathroom. It sounded like Yashiro, but his ears couldn’t believe it. Once he saw though, there was no denying it. She had her eyes closed as she mopped the floors. He quietly rested atop the door to the third stall, almost cat-like. He rested his head in his hand as he watched her dance with the mop as a smirk formed on his face.

“It's been a long time since you fell in love. You ain't coming out your shell, you really ain't been yourself.” Yashiro continued to dance her heart away while mopping the floor. Hanako’s eyes softened as he watched her give her soul into the song. The smirk on his face slowly turned into a smile, his eyes never leaving her figure. She’s really cute like this, he thought, especially when she’s not yelling. He quietly snickered to himself before resting his head in between his arms. “Tell me what must I do—do tell, my love—'Cause luckily I'm good at reading.”

“I wouldn't bug him, but he won't stop cheesin’. And we can dance all day around it.” Yashiro spun around, a smile on her face but never looking up. She danced with the mokke, who seemed to be repeating the phrases like background singers. They jumped around, occasionally sliding across the floor. She let out a giggle as she set down the mop. The floor seemed clean and shiny, all that’s left to do is to let it dry. She removed her gloves and set them to the side. “If you front then I'll be bouncing. If you want it scream and shout it, babe. Before I leave you dry—“

Perhaps she mopped the floor too much. Maybe she didn’t pay attention to where she cleaned. She figured that she was lost in the song that one part of the floor was clearer than the rest and didn’t notice. Or maybe it was all in her head and that she was naturally not thinking at that moment and really thought it was a good idea to step on the recently cleaned tiles. It was definitely the last one that caused her downfall. Literally. She barely had time to react as she found herself getting closer to the ground. She let out a shriek as she raised her arms to her face.

“Gotcha!” Yashiro opened her eyes, mere inches away from the floor. Arms wrapped securely around her waist, she turned to face a smiling apparition. His face was closer to hers than the floor as his grin only grew. His teasing smile did not make her cheeks flush. No, that’s not what happened, it certainly didn’t make her breath hitch. It definitely didn’t make her want to hide her face. It undoubtedly didn’t make her stomach fill with butterflies. It certainly, unquestionably, definitely, did not make her heart race.

“Ha-Hanako-kun!” She stammered. Yashiro liked to believe that she wasn’t fast. When running, she found herself at the average level. Not an impressive feat, but she found herself moving faster than the beating of her heart as she tried to stand up. However, Hanako didn’t let her escape from his grasp, only tightening his hold on her. His smile softened, something Yashiro was grateful for until she found his hand inching closer to her face. Instinctively, she closed her eyes. She wasn’t sure if she was trying to hide from him. However she was, undeniably, not closing her eyes for a kiss.

“You never told me you could sing.” Huh? Yashiro opened her eyes. His hand brushed a stray lock of her hair from her face. His touch was so gentle. Maybe it was because he was an apparition, or maybe it was affection. Her train of thought stopped as she recalled his words. Her cheeks flushed a bright red as Hanako smiled at her. He wasn’t teasing her, at least, she thought he wasn’t. Did he hear her sing? That’s a stupid question, he probably did. How long? Why didn’t he say anything? Did she sound bad? Did he like it? Why should she care if he liked it? Why is she not asking these questions out loud?

“You’re a good singer, Yashiro. I could listen for hours.” Her blush worsened as her eyes grew wide. She stuttered out incoherent words, her mind raced as she tried to find something to say. Hanako let out a giggle as her eyes refused to look at him. What should she say? She could thank him, but she found her self esteem dropping exponentially. She could ask any of her questions, but she couldn’t find the right one to start with. Her mind came up with a blank as she stopped speaking, even though she knew that the jumbled up words were nonsense. Hanako snickered. “Not a bad voice for a daikon.”

She lunged at him. She hit him in the chest with her elbow, grunting as it made its impact on him. She didn’t expect to fall down with him. Clearly she forgot that he had an iron grip on her waist to prevent them from falling. Except now she fell. She fell on top of him. She unmistakably didn’t fall in love with him. There is no falling in love, just falling. Hanako let out a grunt while Yashiro was debating on whether or not to apologize. On one hand, it probably hurt a lot. On the other, he called her a daikon. A decision was made.

“Don’t ever call me a daikon.” Hanako watched as her expression changed from flustered to pouting. It was cute how her expressions can melt his heart. He let a smirk form on his face as she looked away, blushing slightly. Hanako saw a scale appear on her cheek. When did she get it? Almost like it was second nature for him, he reached out and dried it off. For a moment, they stood still, not moving. They supposed that Akane literally stopped time, but the small movement of her eyes as she stared into his denied it. He must have been staring for a long time, before he let out a laugh.

“Whatever you say, babe.” Nothing stopped Yashiro from backing away. She may have knocked a few mokkes out of the way. Her back met the third stall door as her face flushed pink. Hanako tipped his hat as he walked away from the bathroom, Yashiro screaming out incoherent words. Perhaps it was because he was too far away. He could admit that seeing her annoyed face made his heart leap. Her blushing expression did not keep the butterflies ar bay. While all of that is true, there is no denying one thing: he felt something deeper than butterflies and faster heartbeats when he watched her dance and sing. It was a good feeling. He liked it.

BONUS:

“Day to night to morning, keep with me in the moment. I'd let you had I known it, why don't you say so?” A few days passed as Hanako found himself singing the song too. He sat on the rooftop with Yashiro and Kou as he quietly hummed to himself while they ate their lunch. Yashiro didn’t know whether to feel happy that he liked the song or annoyed that he was probably mocking her. Her thoughts were interrupted by a groan coming from the young exorcist.

“That’s the fourth time I heard that song today!” He exclaimed. His outburst shocked the two, Hanako immediately stopping. They looked at each other, not knowing what to do. Instantly regretting it, Kou slumped down and ran a hand through his hair. Embarrassed, he muttered an apology to them.

“Fourth time?” Yashiro tilted her head in confusion. They spent a fair amount of time together before lunch. How could he have heard that song three times before now? Kou sighed. He didn’t want to tell them, but he supposed it was good to let it out.

“Mitsuba kept singing that while class was ongoing.”

ANNOUNCEMENT TIME:

there’s no doubting that i’m not as active as i was before, and for those who stick around to read my fics i cannot thank you enough for being there. i might not be as active as before since i’m focusing on my studies to prepare for college entrance exams which would be a lot stressful since my wifi is acting up so i sincerely apologize for any delay and thank you all for liking my little fics 🥺🥺 STAY SAFE AND WASH UR HANDS

#jibaku shounen hanako kun #jshk #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #hanako #hanako x yashiro #yashiro nene #yashiro #nene #dear god this is my third time #PLEASE #some mitsukou #a lil bit of koumitsu #small amount of other mitsuba x kou ship names

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feuilleszuyu · 5 years

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Be my world | Son Chaeyoung

a/n: this took wayyy too long to finish because I’m lazy and don’t know how human relationships work lol AND YEAH, THE ART TEACHER’S DESCRIPTION IS JUST ME EXPOSING MY OWN TEACHER AND I HAVE A TOTAL OF 0 SHAME ON THAT

you loved arts class

just like everyone else who took that class

AND THERE WAS A REASON FOR THAT

your teacher was simply nuts

T H A T M A N

that man was amazing

you had warnings about him being weird but you thought it wouldn’t be a problem because ????? aren’t all artists weird????

but then you step in class just to listen to some weird ass dutch music

AND THE MAN HAD THE AUDACITY TO SAY IT WAS A PART OF THE SUBJECT SJDJDJ

also he had a chicken

not a real one ofc

but a chicken that makes all decisions for him

if you can convince him that the chicken liked your work

then you were the most powerful person in the room

ONCE A GUY CONVINCED HIM THE CHICKEN WANTED Y’ALL TO GET SOME REST SO THE TEACHER LET Y’ALL GET OUT OF CLASS EARLIER—

“ok, we get it, the man ain’t normal but that’s what makes the class cool, right? so.... what’s the deal with arts class???”

WELL I’M GLAD YOU ASKED

son chaeyoung was the deal with arts class

the girl wasn’t mean or anything don’t get me wrong

she was just.......... as weird as the teacher

ok maybe not so much BUT YOU GET THE IDEA

you haven’t talked much with her cuz she doesn’t talk much in general

BUT THEN MR I-LET-THE-CHICKEN-MAKE-MY-LIFE-DECISIONS PARTNERED Y’ALL TOGETHER

and tbh it wouldn’t be that bad because yk

she’s a cute gal

and she has some good work

and even if it was...... original...... her fashion sense was still fucking bomb

BUT THE GIRL DOESN’T SAY SHIT TO YOU

LIKE ???????? BITCH WE HAVE WORK TO DO EVEN IF YOU HATE ME WE GOTTA HAVE DIALOGUE

but she just...... stays there....... doodling

and it feels so awkward for you like HHHHHHH JUST SAY SOMETHING

sometimes you try to ask questions but her replies are always short like :(((( you’re rlly trying why can’t she help you

so you decided you have to do something and try to talk to her more directly

“chaeyoung look,,, I know you’re shy and I understand you don’t particularly like me...... but we have work to do and we can’t stay like this :((“

she looks up from her doodles sorta shocked which makes you confused???

was it that bad that you wanted to work with her????

“What do you mean I don’t particularly like you?”

“I mean you don’t,,, why else would you not say a word to me at all???”

“Oh, I’m so sorry it came off that way.... I didn’t want to bother you since you didn’t say much to me either :(”

•0•

she,,,,

her,,,,,,,,,,

that cute little sad face,,,,,

she,,,,,

you,,,,,,,

“Omgdon’tbesorrypleaseomgIdidn’tmeantomakeyoufeelbadomgpleaseIjustwantedtotalktoyoubecauseworkbutyouneversaidanythingandomgpleasedon’tfeelbad :((“

ALRIGHT EMINEM THAT WAS TOO MUCH

YOU WERE TALKING SO FAST AND STUMBLING IN ALL YOUR WORDS SJDJDJ

“I thought you wouldn’t want to talk to me and I’m bad at starting conversations”

“I’m so sorry :((( but ig we can start our work now right??”

“Right!” she gave you a small smile before continuing “what is our work about again?”

“Hmm something about drawing our partner but without it being a portrait??? the way we view them without it being their human form or sumn”

“oh!!! I get it!!! like the teacher and his chicken fursona!!!”

“WAIT THE TEACHER AND WHAT?”

“his,,,,, chicken fursona?? I mean that man rlly loves some chicken and the amount of times he draws chickens,,,, followed by this project,,,,, he’s a furry confirmed”

“BUT CHICKENS DON’T EVEN HAVE FUR HOW IS IT A FURSONA”

“WHO ARE YOU TO DOUBT THE CHICKEN’S VALIDITY AS A FURSONA?”

“I MEAN—“

“ENOUGH OF THIS, THE TEACHER IS A CHICKEN FURRY AND YOU CAN’T CHANGE MY MIND SO LET’S CONTINUE,,,,,,”

“alright how do we do it?? do we found our own fursonas or sumn??”

“I mean we can try to go on a quest to find out our identity as furries or,,,,, we could just get to know each other better and see what we associate to each other?? ofc you don’t have to do that like I totally understand if you—“

“no!! it’s alright I’ve wanted to get to know you better for some time because you’re so cute!!”

“omg really? I never thought anyone would want to talk to me because everyone just seems to run away from me???”

“no!!!!!! it’s just,, you’re intimidating”

“wdym intimidating I’m so small people don’t ask how tall I am, they ask how short I am”

“ok touché,, but are you going to give me your number or??”

“oh sure, just give me your phone”

and that’s how you got a cute gal’s number

and since then you and chaeyoung have been texting but for some reason you didn’t talk at school and you only had arts class with her

but oNe dAy ThAt cHanGed

so,,, wednesday you didn’t have afternoon classes

and neither did any of your friends

but you needed to study and you were broke so you decide to get lunch in the school canteen

but you were living the high-school loser reality where you have no one to sit with at lunch

uNTIL

“Y/N!!!”

you turn around to see chaeyoung all smiley and giggling with her food

“omg Chae!!!!!!”

“where are your friends?? you’re so popular I only ever find you surrounded by others”

“oh,,, they don’t eat here today”

“I see..... do you want to sit with me? :D you can meet my friends!!!”

“seriously??”

“yes!!!! seriously!!!! just come with me!!!”

you followed chae to her table where a bunch of people were already sited

she slammed her tray on the table before saying

“EVERYONE!!! be quiet I have someone to introduce to y’all >:C this is y/n, she’s the girl from my arts class, be nice to her or fight me >:(“

“oh so this is the girl you’ve been texting?? I imagined her with cat ears tbh,,, anyways I’m nayeon!! chae’s best looking friend”

“nice to meet you but,,, what do you mean cat ears??”

“aren’t you a furry??”

“wha— SON CHAEYOUNG WHAT HAVE YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS”

“nothing!!!!! it’s just,,,”

“IT’S JUST???”

“your contact name, it’s saved on her phone as “fursona to be found” so we thought you’d be a furry” another one of her friends says “Jisung btw, nice to meet you”

“MY CONTACT IS WHAT—“

“I thought it’d be funny— what is my contact name in your phone?”

“CHAE FROM ARTS CLASS?????”

“AND YOU THINK YOU’RE ABLE TO JUDGE ME??? MY CONTACT NAME IS LITERALLY THE MOST BORING EVER—“

“I THOUGHT IT’D BE APPROPRIATE???”

“hey old couple, can y’all stop arguing?? I’m trying to eat my fucking fries”

“YUNA ISN’T IT PAST YOUR BEDTIME??”

“bitch it’s 1pm”

besides a whole lot of screaming,,,

you had a great time with chae’s friends

they were whole crackheads but very nice and welcoming

as it seems they all have a passion for art, specially music and dance

three of them were even a soundcloud rap trio JSJDJ

it was amazing how besides being over 20 people they all were so close,,,

and you felt like two worlds had just collapsed yk??

you were very close with chae but she never met any of your friends, it felt like you only knew each other by text and in arts class and whatever life you had outside it was a completely different world

and seeing her surrounded by her friends was a completely different thing

and you liked seeing that side of her tbh

so you started having lunch with her more often

and you really liked it

you were getting closer with her and her friends who were amazing people

and you also grew used to the burn that would burst into your chest every now and then when you hang out with them

even though sometimes it was too strong

when chaeyoung smiled it was too strong

when she’d hug you or hold your hand it was too strong

it made you feel like you going in a strawberry field with her and just shower her face with kisses

but then she’d get close to another friend of yours and you’d feel,,, empty

like you weren’t enough

literally wtf did this girl do to you—

time went by and it was time to present your projects in art class

you drew two planets smiling to each other to represent your friendship with chae and were very curious to know what she had drawn

“Alright class, it’s time to let your partner know what you’ve drawn, I’ll give you sometime to talk to each other before giving me the drawings”

you turned to chae and you could feel your whole body shaking

“I’ll go first!” she says excitedly, calming you down

she shows you her drawing of an angel with a dress covered in painting

“I drew you as an angel because you’re always so nice and never judge anyone and always try to do good, the painting on the dress symbolizes how you are different from others and how you are creative and out of the box in contradiction to the image of the angel all perfect and dressed in white! I thought it’d be a good way to represent you since you came into my life sorta like a blessing or an angel and we got together through art...”

you were blushing at this point

did she just—

she just??

yes she just!!!!

“that’s so sweet of you omg thank you!”

you smiled whole heartedly

this made a blush make its way into her face too

“o-ok, your turn!!!”

“oh yes!!! uhm,, I drew two planets to represent our friendship since we seem to be so different and be from completely different worlds, but they are smiling at each to show how we got together and love each other besides the distance”

“that’s so sweet omg” she gave you a small smile “b-but, do you actually think we’re that different and distant?”

“what do you mean?”

“ the planets, you said they represent us because we’re from completely different worlds but... I never found us that different you know? and the planets.... they’re smiling at each other but still have so much space separating them, do you think we’re that far from each other...?”

“I... never thought of it that way..... I 100% didn’t mean it that way... I don’t think we’re distant, I actually feel like you’ve got to a place in me that no one else ever did.... but I always saw your reality as something so different from my own and meeting your friends, for example, made me realize it you know??”

“you... you d-don’t like them?”

she looked so sad as she said it, her eyes on the table and not on you and her stutter just made it all more obvious

“of course I do! but I’ve never been with someone like you and them, you are so unique and different from anything I’ve seen before... and I’m glad I got the chance to meet you and see your way of viewing things, but I still somehow feel like I don’t belong with you and them you know?”

“I see......”

she was still looking down, and she kept herself that way until the bell rung

when you were already heading to the exit of the class you hear her

“Y/n!!”

you turn around to see chaeyoung, this time facing you

“you said you felt like you didn’t belong with us, but.... I want to show you you do!”

“what do you mean?”

“would you mind coming with me after lunch tomorrow?”

“sure, but where?”

“you’ll understand better later! I promise!”

so the next day you couldn’t stop thinking about what was going to happen

you were nervous alright! you didn’t even know if anyone else was coming or if it was going to be just the two of you

you didn’t even know where you were going

so when chaeyoung meets you at the door of the canteen aLONE and takes your hand you’re just—

shaking

you’re shaking a lot

and she noticed it, but didn’t say anything to not make you uncomfortable

instead she just smiled your way and kept walking somewhere

you crossed streets and walked a lot to the point when your legs even hurt

and then she stops on start of a random narrow street

“we’re here!!” she says proudly

“where are we exactly?”

“well,,, I don’t know exactly but I usually come here with the dudes”

she starts walking through the street

“and as you can see, we like to leave marks of our presence”

you start following her and looking at the walls

you were shocked

they were covered in some random phrases (inside jokes within the group you suppose) and paintings

and when you start getting to the end of the street you see it

it’s a big drawing of you, with cat ears

damn they really couldn’t let the furry thing go away could they?

chaeyoung caught you staring at it and stands next to you

“that one... is my painting, I did it and if I’m being honest I never even thought you’d see it”

“it’s amazing! you’re so talented chae!!!”

she looked down and smiled to herself

“it’s easy to do a beautiful piece when the model is as beautiful as one can be”

you blush, it was already something usual when you were around her

chaeyoung was amazing in so many ways, she was talented and nice and pretty and funny and oh god

“Y/N”

you turn to her to face a more serious chae

“be a part of my world, please”

“w-what do you mean with that?”

“whatever it may mean, just be a part of me, see every side of my life you could see, let our planets collide and become one, let me hold you into my harms and never let go, let me give you my heart and give me yours”

you’re unsure of what to say

you knew damn well how you felt about chaeyoung, but having her stare so directly into your eyes and saying those words

“I’d love to be a part of your world chaeyoung”

with those words chaeyoung’s seriousness breaks into a warm smile before taking you in a tight hug

she looks you in the face for one second, admiring every detail of you, before getting closer and leaning for a kiss

you wanted to kiss her for so long, and so did her

you waited so long for your lips to finally meet and now? now you’re sure she’s a part of your world

in fact, you’d say she is your world

and you couldn’t be happier with that

#son chaeyoung #twice chaeyoung #chaeyoung #twice #twice imagine #chaeyoung imagine #twice scenario #chaeyoung scenario #twice au #chaeyoung au #twice reaction #kpop #ggs #girlgroups

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sparkelingspectres · 2 years

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ooh please do tell more about languages and their origins and about the manuscripts that sound cool

HHHHHHHHH okay so I mainly gravitate towards studying abrahamic Faith's and Germanic/Latin/arabic languages so yea. But full disclosure Im a meat brain who accidentally made this all about religion on accident but dw I'll do a part 2 sometime focussing more on languages. Also I dont even know where to begin because just *brain fizzes like a soda can* so i guess I'll just go down the same rabbit hole I did earlier but if you have any more questions or specific topics feel free to hmu!! Also I'm writing this in between customers so sorry if my responce is hella late and kinda uncoordinated (scroll down to bottom for footnotes)

So today i got to talking about different translations of the bible and one of the things we discussed was the partial removal of gods name in the king james translation* and the few scriptures where gods name, in this case translated as Jehovah, was kept in (mostly in the hebrew scriptures but a few in the Greek)

Then we started discussing what the meaning of the name jehovah is, which can be partially explained in exodus 3:14 where god himself speaks to moses and says the phrase אֶהְיֶה אֲשֶׁר אֶהְיֶה

Which is most commonly translated as "I am that I am"* but I also wanted to include translations of the original hebrew spelling as well which is יהוה‎ * which directly translates as "to be".However scholars have also translated yhwh to mean He Who Makes That Which Has Been Made” or “He Brings into Existence Whatever Exists” which led me to researching alternative titles used for god such as elohim/eloah/allah all of which directly translate to "god"

And just thinking about all the different translations of gods name sent me into a total rabbit hole of different understandings of scriptures bc overall christianity/Judaism/and Islam share core beliefs, a lot of the differences is just alternative understandings of the same texts as well as different primary focuses (first thought was how both muslims and Christian's believe in jesus but only muslims talk about Muhammad. as well as in Islam jesus is one of the prophets but in christianity hes gods son and also how Judaism uses the first 5 hebrew scriptures while some sects of christianity use both the hebrew and christian greek scriptures) and just hhhhhhh I could go on and on and on about comparisons, contrasts, understandings, and beliefs are unique to each core religion but I've already typed a bunch and have kinda dug myself into a conversational rut here lmao sorry I didnt mean this whole thing to be about abrahamic religions but I'm at work rn and ran out of spoons to write any more so I'll have to do a part 2 or something focusing on languages and alphabets!! Thank you for allowing me to pontificate a bit :D

*the reason for the name removal was most likely a misunderstanding of one of the 10 commandments "thou shalt not take the name of the lord thy god thy god in vain". Basically his understanding of that was that gods name it too holy to be spoken among humans however there are about 7 scriptures I think where he did keep the name Jehovah it the verses instead of removing it

*other translations of this verse include "I will become what I choose to become" and "I am the existing one"

* the direct letter translation of יהוה‎ is YHWH pronounced phonetically as yah-weh, which when translated into english is commonly spoken as Jehovah or Yehovah

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we-all-fall-underground · 4 years

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Mutual Bond

After a long day of aggravating peers and surprise quizzes, Gen was making her way towards the school library to do a group study session that someone had invited her too. Her grades weren't looking very sharp in her sciences classes, so she figured she'd need the help. But on god if there was no one there-

And as soon as she entered the library, she found it to be quite empty, and her stomach tied up into knots. Oh god, oh god did she get the time wrong? The day wrong? Was she being pranked? Where was everyone? Maybe they meant an actual library to study at? Oh god, should she just turn back around???

Her anxiety was becoming so overwhelming that Gen just about turned around and headed back out, before she saw a familiar face sitting alone at a table: Dante. She paused for a moment, the knot still holding her back. She could... always just talk to him. She was already here anyways, wasting time. Or maybe he didn't want to be bothered, and then she'd feel even worse if he ignored her. Hhhhhhh...

Oh. Oh god. Dante looked over. His eyes settled on Gen and gave a small wave to her; Gen waving back. Whelp, too late. Now she gotta interact. Dante spotted her! She can't very well just leave! Gen took a deep breath to try and calm her nerves, and begrudgingly walked on over to him and sat across the table.

"H-hey Dante. Fancy seeing you here, heh. I hardly ever see you out of your room," Gen laughed. God, what if he could hear the panic in her voice.

"Hah. Good one."

Aw man. Aw he didn't actually laugh. That didn't sound like a real laugh... Did she accidentally offend him? Oh god, she sure hope she didn't. Gen grimaced. "Hehe, yeah." Gen silently looked around, now feeling obligated to look busy. Well, maybe she should try to get her homework done if she was just gonna stay here with Dante. So, with her shaky hands, she took out her stuff and set it out on the table.

Dante looked up briefly from his own studies, noticing how stiff she was and frowned. Gen was always so jumpy around him. Well, she was like that around everyone. He figured pretty quickly that she maybe just had social anxiety, so he's been tryna take it easy on her.

Then he noticed the confused faces she was making at her science homework. "Need help?" He asked, causing her to flinch.

"Oh! Uh, um," Gen chuckled, nodding her head. "Yeah. I was supposed to be with a study group that Jolene invited me to but um, I think I got the date wrong..."

Dante raised his eyebrows. "Oh, no yeah. We were supposed to all be here today, but then they all got like sports or left early or whatever," he sighed, waving his hand. "Unreliable jerks."

Gen tilted her head. "Y- are you part of the study group?" When Dante nodded and smiled, instantly Gen relaxed. "Oh cool. What a small world, haha. Then yeah, I really could use some help catching up with science. I'm... kinda falling behind," she said.

Sitting up, Dante's eyes seemed to gleam with excitement as he leaned over to look at what she was studying, going over the topics a few times to make sure she got it, and as time passed Gen became more and more relaxed. It was kinda funny, seeing him so energetic and passionate, when back at home she'd always see him so sluggish and bored. Well, he even gets this way when working on those potions of his. Made Gen wonder whether his being a witch had anything to do with how smart he was with this... Naaaah.

"Gen?" Dante waved his hand in her face, forcing her back to attention. "Did you get that?"

Oops. "Uh, oh, sorry. I kinda just..." Disassociated, "spaced out."

Dante smirked at her, then leaned back and crossed his arms behind his head. "It's alright. We can take a quick break; give you some time to wander until you feel ready to tackle the subject again."

Gen opened her mouth, then closed it again. Ah, was he being serious? But, wouldn't she just be wasting his time? Aw man, now Gen was starting to feel bad about drifting off in the first place, how can she possibly try to refocus?!

"I'm serious," Dante spoke, as though reading her mind. "I get it. I've seen you shift focus before. I know you'll find your way back." Gen stared at Dante blankly, making him laugh.

'... Dante laughs?'

He figured he should try to get to know Gen better... but here was where his skills kinda failed. Small talk. "So... hobbies?"

Gen shrugged. Small talk wasn't her forte either. "Um... I draw. Sometimes. Not too good at it." She subconsciously patted at a lone notebook laid out, tucking her hair back nervously. 'Please don't ask to look at it, pleeease dont ask to look at it-'

"Oh cool! Can i see?"

'Fuck.'

Dante dug around in his backpack for a moment and pulled out a notebook. "When I have time, I actually write a little bit- oh wait-" he quickly placed that notebook away and grabbed a different one. "I write. Trade?" Dante slid his notebook over, like a shady deals man.

Biting the inside of her cheek, Gen gripped tightly to her notebook and stared at Dante's. This was her chance: a chance to peer into the mysterious hobbies and inner workings of Dante's mind. He was always so reclusive... and yet he's willingly opening up to her. Perhaps it wouldn't be so bad...

Gen placed her notebook on the table and slid it over as well, the two taking the others' and immediately looking in them. Dante the whole time was silently in awe, waiting to share his admiration for her sketches since he wanted Gen to read through his stuff undisturbed and get her feedback as well. Though seeing her eyes quickly scan over and watching her reactions was telling enough. She loved it.

"Dante! This is so cool! Your writing is impeccable!" Gen smiled, looking from the notebook to him.

"Ack I wouldn't know about that," Dante chuckled. "But i appreciate such high praise from such an amazing artist."

Gen blinked at him, then buried her blushing face into his notebook. "Myart'snotthatgood-"

"Aw come on," Dante splayed her notebook out, showing Gen's self portrait doodles. "The detail on this is amazing. It really looks like you!"

"Geemanidunno-"

"And, and this-!" He flipped back some pages to a lone girl in summer apparel: yellow shorts and stripped tank top; sitting on a window with a little plotted plant. "This is enough to give me ideas on what she could be looking at. Perhaps she's gazing out on a field of butterflies fluttering around the field, reminiscing on her childhood where she'd chase butterflies on end and enjoying the good times. Or perhaps she's looking out into a busy city street, desperately missing the suburban life and she watches the cars trample on barely peeking out grass that has grown through the cracks!"

Dante paused, looking back up to see Gen's shocked and impressed face, and he shrunk back, chuckling. "Ehh, just... the thoughts of a writer."

Gen blinked at him a few more times, before covering her mouth to fight off the urge to snort. "Big SAME though!" She smiled, pointing at his first page. "I can see this clear as day! I actually wanted to draw it! Your protag sounds so cute!"

Dante rolled his eyes, but he could not hide his smile. "Well then, it appears that we may got some business going on here that we should take the opportunity of." Very quickly, the two swapped back notebooks and got to work drawing and writing... before realizing they needed each other's works to reference, and they laughed. They quickly took care of that, got back to it, and all thoughts of science and school work faded away as the two got more and more involved with each other's stories and ideas.

#my writing #oc chat #dante healy #gen palmeiro #mutual bond

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