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christopher-bangnaldoskzz · 6 months

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Soft Dom Bangchan x Female Reader Sub!

Genre: 🌶️🌶️🌶️

Word count: 2.8k

Warnings: IMPACT PLAY, Edging, Over Stimulation, Squirting, Gagging, Paddling, Rope Play, Pet names, Cream Pie. sexual content included I am going to say this is strictly 18+ MDNI fan fiction.

Summary: A sub needs a dom, a dom wants a sub but what happens when feelings overlap with contracts and love creeps in? Will a contract remain only a contract? Or are emotions like love too hard to keep in check?

A/N: would also like to dedicate this story to @daceydeath , thank you for always putting up with my deluluness, also thank you for putting up with my drama fill life honestly. I wouldn’t be still writing if it wasn’t for you encouraging me. Also thank you so much for writing my summary xx

Y/N POV

Seeing you kneel in the spot he likes, you couldn't help but glance over at the table. "A ball gag….I can't wait." You gathered by the items on the table tonight the master was hungry for some impact play.

Your thoughts were brought to a halt once you heard the door open. "Hmmmm, you remembered how I like you… that in itself deserves a reward", he hummed. He smirked and walked towards you before kneeling down beside you. His eyes met yours, and he ran his fingers along your face before grabbing your chin. "You are a good submissive," he said, admiring you.

He leaned in and pressed his lips against yours. He pulled away and looked into your eyes with a look of satisfaction. "Up you get," he said, offering you a hand.

"Tonight", he breathes in your ear while his fingertips brush your sides. "If you're a good girl…. You'll get a reward." He kisses just behind your ear, sending a shiver down your back.

"Lay face down over the edge of the bed for me." You can feel his cock press against your ass as he helps you get into possession

"Stay there", he grunts as you hear him walk over to the table.

Suddenly, he uses the paddle to tap your inner thighs apart. "Wider", he commands you to widen your legs. "Perfect." You can almost hear the grin. He drags the paddle up your inner thighs. "Are you ready, princess?" He growls.

You bit your lower lip as you moaned, "Yes, sir."

Chan slaps your ass with the paddle, pushing your body slightly up the bed. "Fuck!" he moans. You can tell the impact play is a real turn-on for your master. He continues to slap your other cheek, sending goosebumps up your back.

"Is that okay?" He's heavily breathing.

"Yes sir" you whine.

This time, Chan used the paddle to gently slide between your folds. The sensation of the leather along your sensitive area was pure bliss, causing you to gasp.

He quickly slaps your left thigh, causing you to let out a gentle whimper. "You know what your whimpers do to me, princess?" he hums, slapping your right thigh this time.

Again he uses the paddle to spread your folds, tapping your clit with the paddle. You jolt from the pleasure.

Chan removes the paddle, and you can feel his body now resting lightly on top of yours. "You make me so proud", he breathes into your ear.

His hand grabs onto your ponytail as he pulls your body up. Your wet core now rests against his clothes, hard on. "Do you like it when I pull your hair out, huh?"

"Very much", you say, starting to play with your nipples.

"Stop that", he snarled. "Did I give you permission to touch yourself?" he continued.

"No sir", you said, letting go immediately.

"Did my baby not want to be rewarded?" He cooed.

"Yes sir" was all you could get out.

"Then do exactly what I say. Understand."

"Understood." As that word comes out of your mouth, Chan pulls your hair back further, causing your neck to be exposed to him. He starts to kiss you down your neck and to your shoulders.

"Because I really want to give you this reward," he says softly.

"Turn around."

Turning your body around to face him. His eyes flick down to your breasts, then back to yours. "Undo my pants," he says, getting closer, his lips just an inch away from yours.

As you slowly untie his pants, you gulp and run your fingers along the brim. "Can I please?" was all you could manage to get out before his lips were pressed to yours.

"Take them off," he said out of breath. Sliding them down his legs, he stepped out of them. "I was supposed to do a hell of a lot more than just spank you….but it can wait", he added, pushing your body down on the bed.

"Are you okay if I don't use a condom?" His body hovers over yours as you nod.

"You are so perfect," he says, pressing his body on top of yours.

His fingers spread your folds as he starts to tap on your clit; using his other hand, he grabs Squeezing your throat just enough that you begin to feel lightheaded, he lets go, allowing you to breathe.

You gasp as he leans in, connecting his lips to yours. "So perfect….all for me", he moans as his cock slides open your folds.

"Turn around" as he crawled off the bed. You turn around, so you are now on your stomach.

He lifts your hips so you are now arching your body perfectly, and Chan uses his tongue to spread your folds.

"You always taste so good." His compliments flutter your heart. Chan suddenly bites your ass cheek before kissing you up your spine.

Biting your shoulder blades before whispering into your ear, "I want to fill you up", giving you goosebumps.

"Please, sir", you groan as he slaps your ass, causing it to sting just how you like it. Chan's newfound breeding kink was one of the hottest kinks you've seen. He could fuck you senseless bareback any day.

You feel his cock tapping on your entrance before he slides inside you, his body pressed against your back, pressing your ass down so you're lying flat on the bed. "Oh god…you are so tight" he mutters.

His lower half is pressed against yours as he kisses along your shoulder blades. He stops as I start to thrust in and out of you. "Shit princess…you are so fucking tight", he mewls.

He changes possession as he again lifts your hips sliding his hand down to stimulate your clit “uh" you call biting into the sheets.

His fingers circled your clit as he continued to thrust into you. "Sir, I'm really close" you whimper. Chan suddenly stopped and pulled out.

Laying there confused, you thought, "Did I do something wrong?" But Chan kissed back down your back before biting your other cheek.

Grabbing your ass, he squeezes before saying, "Hop off the bed." Still confused as to why you both didn't finish in the position you were in first, you turned your body around to get off the bed.

Chan pulls you over to his restraint section, placing you in front of his full-length mirror. "Wait right here." He kneels down, attaching the shackle to your ankle.

Once shackled to both ankles, he traced his fingers up your legs, kissing your inner thighs. "Hold out for me a little longer baby….I promise the reward is worth it."

Shackling your wrists, you are now unable to move. "One more thing" he smiles.

He walks over with the ball gag you saw earlier. You are trying to hold back your excitement as he places it in your mouth before tying it to the back.

He traces his fingers along your stomach and brings himself to face you. "They're not too tight, are they?" He smirks.

You shake your head as I kiss your stomach and your pelvic bones.

His breath brushes against your skin as he looks up into your eyes. "Good," he smirks now, just inches from your lips.

You can see in the mirror that Master Chan walks back over to his stand and pulls his flogger out of the draw. He lightly taps the flogger in his hand and smiles at himself.

He brushes the flogger along your breasts as he moves to stand in front of you. Tapping on your nipples as he traces your body.

You flick your head back as he kisses the sensitive part of your neck. "I love your little hums so much", he mumbles into your skin.

Your heart flutters at the word love. It was hard to believe that there was anything to love about you.

Before you knew it, he was right back at your core.

CHAN POV

I couldn't help myself. I always find myself right back here. In this exact position too, her pussy was wet with arousal. I couldn't resist the urge to taste her sweetness, my tongue exploring her pussy. She moaned in response, her body trembling with pleasure.

I wanted to make this moment last, so I teased her with my tongue, edging her closer to an orgasm as I licked and sucked. Her breathing grew faster, her moans were louder, and I knew I had her right where I wanted her.

So I stopped. "Just a little longer, baby." I kissed up her stomach.

"Mmmmm." She's starting to moan for it. This is precisely where I wanted her.

"But I'm not finished yet, baby girl", I say, lifting her chin to look at me. Making my way behind her, I run my fingers across her stomach while kissing her shoulder blades. "This might sting a little," I say before stepping back to take all of her in.

Y/n pov

You stare at him through the mirror. "This might sting a little," he whispered into your ear before stepping back.

Flogging your left ass cheek, you instantly feel the sting, only being able to groan due to the ball gag in your mouth.

"Are you ready for a second one?" He waits for you to confirm before flogging your ass again.

"That's it, baby…. doesn't it feel so good?"

You hum as you nod your head. "I want to mark you," he whispers into your ear. This was something you really wanted. He lightly grazed his teeth along your neck before saying, "But I won't."

He runs his fingers down your throbbing pussy. You gasp as you feel the gag being pulled from your mouth. You feel his breath on your neck as his words fill you with anticipation. He whispers in your ear again, this time with more intensity, "I want to hear you scream my name".

You shiver with excitement as you push back against his body, feeling his hardness against your body. You gasp as he slides two fingers into you, and you moan in pleasure. He moves faster, and you start to moan louder. Your hips move with the motion of his fingers.

"I think it's time for your reward." He brushed your neck with his lips. Pulling his fingers out, he unshackled you from the chains and carried you to bed.

"I want you inside me please" you beg as he hovers over your body.

"Keep begging, baby", he says, kissing your stomach and placing his lips over your core.

"Please", you whine; you want him to stop edging you; you want to feel the pleasure of him pounding his cock instead of you.

Without another thought, Chan starts to tongue fuck your pussy causing you to grip the bed sheets.

Using his tongue to hit that soft spot you like so much. "F-fuck Channie", you call; you can feel his chuckle as he starts to pop and suck on your clit.

"Come for me", he grunts as you can feel the orgasm in your stomach.

You had only felt this sensation one other time: "Channie… I'm about to" letting go of your orgasm; you feel the pressure in your body reduce as you squirt.

Chan continues to stimulate your clit as you ride through your orgasm.

"Good job, baby," he says, placing a kiss on your lips while still tapping your clit.

"I'm sorry sir….I didn't mean to," you say before he connects his lips to yours.

"That was perfect….nothing to be sorry about", he smiled as he kissed down your neck.

"Does my perfect princess still want my cock?"

"Please, sir", you moan as his cock teases your entrance.

"Mmm", he hums into your neck, "so perfect." He kisses your jawline.

Guiding his cock into you, "Oh my god", you whimper as the feeling of his dick filling you up was terrific.

Master Chan starts to roll his hips as he connects again to your lips, his tongue entering your mouth. "Mmmm", he moans. It wasn't like Master Chan to be this vocal with his pleasure, and it was such a turn-on.

"Master Chan", you say, placing your hands on his chest, lighting and looking away to make eye contact.

"I'm sorry, princess… I'll stop….you just feel so good," he says, his eyes softening.

"No, please, sir…I like it when you moan," you say, kissing his nose and causing him to blush.

Chan pov

"Shit, I've fucked it…..stupid Channie, you always wreck everything….why did I have to give in….why did I moan?" I think to myself. "Vanessa was right fuck”

"I'm sorry, princess… I'll stop….you just feel so good." I'm ashamed; I should just keep my mouth shut like I should.

"No, please, sir…I like it when you moan".

"She what?" In shock, Vanessa used to say girls think it's a turn off when men are vocal during sex.

I gulp as she places the softest kiss on my nose.

"You like it when I moan?" I'm confirming that I heard her right.

"I think it's so sexy", she says, her hands roaming my body, making my cock twitch.

"Oh, you don't find it a turn-off?"

"No sir….I find it the opposite." She moved her hips, and I closed my eyes in enjoyment.

"I a-ah…" Before I could finish the sentence, y/n leaned up and whispered in my ear " Are you going to fuck me or what?" I gulped as I tried to get my head back into the game.

Using my hand, I grab her wrists and place them above her head. "Tell me how badly you want me."

"I want you so badly, sir", she whimpered. Her body started to squirm to make any sort of friction she could.

"Now, now….we talked about this; Squirming gets you nothing" I had to do something; I was so close to exploding that if she moved anymore, I might cum prematurely.

She lies still and nods her head. "I'm sorry, master." I pull entirely out of her, and she pouts. "I said I was sorry, sir."

"I know, baby girl….keep your hand here for just a second", I saw, letting go of her wrists. I slid my cock between her slits, sending shivers down my spine. "Mmm", I saw her biting my lower lip, her hips starting to roll.

"Baby", I growled, causing her to stay still as I had requested earlier.

"Good girl", praising your sub is very important; as my old master used to say, knowing when to punish and when to praise is the most essential thing a dom can learn.

She lets out a soft squeak, letting me know she is growing impatient. I decide I've teased her enough and circle her entrance, slowly sliding back in; the walls are clenching around my throbbing dick.

Pressing my pelvis down onto hers, I start to roll my hips; this helps me stimulate her clit as I thrust in and out. She starts bucking her hips as her walls clamp down on my dick.

"I'm so close" she screamed.

"Come for me, baby", I say, locking my lips to hers.

Her body shakes as she experiences high, my cum filling her up.

Y/N POV

"Wow" is all you could think. You haven't experienced an orgasm like that in forever.

The stars circled the room as he rode you through your orgasm. "You okay?" He says to you, placing a kiss down your neck.

"I think so," you say, breathing heavily.

He giggles as he slowly pulls out. "You go and have a bath; I'll join you once I clean up."

You slowly hop off the bed, still trying to find your feet, as you go to walk out the door. "WAIT!" he shouts.

Walking over to you, he smiled, making you blush. "You did so well tonight, baby," he said, pecking your lips.

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Thursday

knock knock

“Y/N….I made breakfast" shit, you hadn't even had a shower or anything yet.

"Just a minute", you said, flying out of bed and to the cupboard.

You grab the silk robe off the coat hanger and open the bedroom door. There he was, arms folded, just leaning against the hallway wall.

His eyes flick down to check you out. "I like this on you." You roll your eyes; that man would say he liked a potato sake on you.

"Hey…watch your eyes rolling", he growled. "Or there will be no breakfast." You giggle as you make your way to the kitchen.

Chan spanks your ass playfully as he follows behind. Sitting on the table are bacon and eggs. You go to pick up the plate to serve yourself when Chan stops you.

"Wait... where's my kiss first?" he asks as he pulls you in with a peck on the lips. "One more", he smiles softly; this time, you take the lead and kiss him.

"Can I eat now?" You laugh as you pull back.

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herarcadewasteland · 9 months

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suengmi · 1 year

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context: seungmin x afab!reader (will make it amab/gn on request!) genre: romance, some smut, humour warnings: heavy mentions of periods, period sex(?), fingering, cussing, mostly proofread word count: 1.8k -- part 1 -- part 3 a/n: this is a part 2 to the fic i originally posted, but i'm working on part 3 now! just a lil humour teaser with some nasty smut... not writing this for my own satisfaction nuh uh. i tagged some of yall who wanted a part two/mentioned it. hope that's okay!! tags: @binnies-minsung-fanclub, @daceydeath, @krishastumblernow, @daddyjoonchuaua, @blankdyean ╌╌╌╌ “so, that happened.”

here you are, just sitting seungmin's car.

just sitting, awkwardly listening to the sound of the car turning off, not wanting to make a sound. no music, nothing.

neither of you dare to look at each other. you immediately feel exposed, remembering your bra flung over the back seat, probably lost in the rubbish pile in the boot he always forgets to throw out.

"so, that happened."

seungmin swallows, eyes wide, "yeah."

it was a mess, a horrible train wreck of a mess of sex. it was awkward the moment you got too heated, everything seeming to be against you.

you're not sure when you realised, it could have been when you felt his long fingers dancing along the plush flesh of your hips or when he was telling you he was going to fuck you until you cried in a gentle but commanding tone, that you realised the front window had been left open. a pool of water soaking into the seat the more heated you got. rain still pouring down, heavy as ever.

"oh shit!" you exclaimed noticing, sitting upright, still straddling seungmin.

"fuck!" his hands had left your hips, pushing you back making you bang the back of your head against the door frame.

"ow." you had groaned, rubbing the back of your head.

seungmin did his best to clean it up, using one of his old jumpers to soak up the excess water while frantically rolling the window up. it was an old car, so no electric windows here.

"you didn't have to push me so hard."

seungmin came back to the you, placing himself slowly back between your legs almost automatically like you had been doing it for years. you admire his slim frame, blotches of red dancing along his taught skin, collarbones red and covered in hickies.

he looks down, as if noticing your stare on his naked body, "sorry, i panicked."

a pause of silence hits the air, neither of you know how to continue.

you bite the bullet, "do you still want to-?"

seungmin nods, almost giddy when he speaks, "yes, fuck, yes."

within seconds he's back on you, open mouthed kisses littering along your whole body. you feel like you're floating, your mind going white, feeling pressure build in your chest, moans slipping out every time he bites down ever so gently on one of your nipples, red and swollen.

"you sound cute when you whine," he chuckles, kissing the flesh of your chest once more. he looks up at you, his tongue running up the centre of your chest, not breaking eye contact for a second. "i didn't expect you to sound like that."

you feel your whole body go red, your hands coming to your mouth to hide any indication the effect he has on you. "stop..."

but you liked it, like it how he teased you because it was what you two were, sugar and spice, give and take, remember?

he presses a gentle kiss to the back of your hand that was covering your mouth, puppy eyes looking up at you. "can i?"

"huh?" you say in a daze, hands lowering themselves to hold the side of seungmins cheeks. he looks so beautiful like this, sweaty hair sticking to his forehead and messy, lips parted and light pink with over use. you never imagined you'd see him like this. not after seven years, it feels too surreal and oddly vulnerable.

there was a few times seungmin had caught you off guard over the years. you remember back to the night when he broke it off with his ex, your hips nestled in his crotch, cold air hitting the tip of your nose as you melded into your best friend. thinking nothing of it at the time, you faintly remember his arms linking around your belly, kneading the soft supple flesh. you had cuddled before, hundreds of times, always ending up sprawled on his bed one night a week at the least. generally seungmin was a still quiet sleeper, almost dracula like in his coffin style slumber. but you being you, your legs would be sprawled across him, mouth open and on your tummy. leg's wrapped over his own. he didn't mind though, he always like the touch and admired how you looked absolutely horrible when you woke up, he loved it. he always did.

but that time was different, the way his hands travelled up and down your body sleepily, gently nuzzling his chin into the back of your neck. telling you you're all he needed, and that with you there everything felt like it was going to be okay.

it takes you a second to snap back to the present, finally realising where he's going with this. oh, oh.

you feel his fingers gently tugging at the sides of your underwear, asking permission to explore.

seungmin looks so desperate, bottom lip between his teeth.

you just nod at him, pulling him in for another kiss. the kiss is softer this time. his mouth is hanging open against yours, lips barely touching, his fingers pushing their way beneath the side seam of your panties. you feel your legs raised around his sides, a mind of their own. you want more, you needed more. his body pushes your hips further open, repositioning himself for a better angle.

"fuck, so wet for me." he grins in satisfaction, lips tracing their way back to your jaw, leaving wet trails behind.

a jolt of pleasure snaps in your lower belly, one of his fingers barely deep in you yet. "seu-ng-" you struggle to get out his name, a high moan hitting the walls of the car.

"finish it," he commands, already slipping two fingers into your cunt easily, admiring the way your face contorts with every motion of his fingers, your legs tightening around his body.

"seun-ng-hng-min." you struggle between his thrusts, trying to get any resemblance of sense to leave your throat.

you feel empty as he suddenly removes his fingers, whining at the loss.

"suck." he says, placing two of his wet fingers in front of your lips.

ready to oblige, you look down at his fingers, stained red and glistening.

"oh."

"shit."

"fuck."

you bite a the side of your cheek, hands fiddling with the keys to your house. "so, you looking forward to going away this weekend?"

"yeah," seungmin clears his throat. "changbin said he'd drive us."

"cool, yeah, cool."

"yeah."

shit. it was your friends weekend 'birthday bonanza' (as he coined it), he did this ever year on his birthday. the older you all got you always made sure to do this. tradition five years still going strong.

said friend had planned a whole get away to his family's holiday house in the hills. and as always you shared room with seungmin, which was never an issue. until your period blood had stained his fingers the first time seungmin was finger fucking you.

it's not like he was a stranger to it, or your period. the amount of times he had been at your house, mcdonalds burger in hand while he massaged your lower back with the other. he had even helped you get out a diva cup at one point, besties and all that.

but that was then, this is now.

"well, i have extra shifts this week so i'll be busy, since i took the weekend off, hospo things"

seungmin nods, lips curling to the side.

again, silence.

he turns his attention to you, face confused and hands flailing in front of him, he always stimmed in moments like this. "so like, why was that so fucking awkward?"

you let out a breath of relief, half yelling in disbelief at the situation. "oh my god i know right?!"

"i've had my hands in your vagina before, remember that diva cup incident?"

"jeez," you groan, "it was really stuck in there. god. your fingers were in there, up there so high. jesus. spelunking vibes.

he laughs, making a gesture in the air. "i was so in there, like, no light at the end of the tunnel."

you let out a low chuckle shaking your head, sinking back into your seat dramatically.

the car is full of laughter for a bit, until you come to a slow halt. you know you have to bring it up.

"maybe we just... rushed this? i mean i still really wanna-"

seugmin cuts you off, speaking fast, "oh trust me i do too."

"i just think it's been a day, and honestly, my ass is getting soaked from the seat still being wet." you say to him, laughing once more.

"yeah good idea." he nods in agreeance.

"look i know we still need to talk, but i think we just both need to sleep. and rest on it." you say as you notice his gaze is trained on you, "but trust me, i still want this. call me on your way to work, yeah?"

"okay." he smiles gently. "i will."

you get out of the car without a word, completely forgetting about your bra in the back seat. seungmin looks sad for a moment until he realises you're making your way to his window. he rolls it down, looking up at you as you approach. he looks innocent almost, his usual stern concentrated face now soft and puffy, hair still messy from the prior events.

you place your hand on the car door, leaning down to match your face with his. he looks like he's about to kiss you, his eyes darting to your lips as he leans forwards but he pauses. "i didn't realise you'd be so whiney."

you push his face back into the car with the palm of your hand, ignoring the stupid grin slapped across his face. "good night, seungmin."

"se-ung-min!" he mocks your tone out the window, nearly waking the neighbours.

you give him the finger as you walk to your house.

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a/n: part 3 is currently on the way!!!!!!! and will absolutely be disgustingly smutty and slutty we stan

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clonecyare · 3 years

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Hi!

I’ve been having a rough week, and it only gonna get worse. Could you please write a comfort fic where Rex tells the reader he’s proud of them? I really need it this week. Thank you

Hello! I'm really sorry you've been having a rough week, I hope this softness with our favourite captain brightens your day a little! 😊

I’m Proud Of You

Summary: Sometimes all it takes to reassure you are a few soft words from your Captain.

Pairing: Captain Rex x reader

Tags: fluff, comfort, soft Rex, insecure reader, descriptions of minor training injuries, feelings,

Word count: 560

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You sighed, tossing your training blaster on the ground. Everything in your body was aching - your muscles were sore from overuse; your once soft and supple skin was bashed and bruised with various shades of purple, each telling their own story; your hands marked with a litany of minuscule cuts and grazes that stung with every touch.

You tensed your jaw and pushed a wrapped hand through your sweat-slicked hair and grimacing. You really could use a trip to the fresher soon. But not yet. Perhaps just a few rounds more.

You have Jesse a kind smile, leaning on his shoulder to keep your balance as you got your breath back.

“Don’t beat yourself up, you're getting there.”

He smiled kindly, patting your back then falling into a relaxed salute.

“Captain.”

You looked up to see Rex approaching. The gentle hiss of his helmet releasing blended into the background, swept up in the much appreciated evening breeze that passed over the outdoor training grounds of the GAR’s Coruscant base.

“I'll take it from here Jesse, go on, eat.”

Jesse nodded and gave you one last parting smile as he jogged off.

You offered a weak smile to the Captain, who gestured in front of you. “Walk with me?” You nodded and grabbed your water canteen, falling in line with him as you walked.

“You did well out there.”

He said after a moment, his tone gentle; encouraging. You just frowned, shaking your head in your disagreement.

“Not good enough. Jesse beat me 11 rounds to 6. I can do better.”

You sighed, disheartened. Rex stopped at your side as you approached the edge of the grounds, looking out over the hangar below. One large hand came up to cup your cheek, his thumb rubbing over the soft skin. For a moment, he just smiled.

“You're too hard on yourself, cyare. You've already done so much more than most to get to this point. Only a few civilian recruits ever make it into a field position, never mind assigned active duty. Anakin believes in you. So do I.”

You leaned into his gentle touch, closing your eyes for a few seconds before sighing softly.

“I don't want to let anyone down. I don't want to let you down.”

Rex sat his helmet down and cupped your other cheek, making you look up at him properly.

“Cyar’ika, you could never let me down. You have fought for your chance to make a difference, to serve the Galaxy and a greater purpose no matter the cost. Us clones, we have no choice. But you?” He swiped his thumb softly over the warm skin of your cheek, “You choose to. Because you’re smart; resilient; brave; headstrong; selfless.”

He pressed a soft kiss to your face with each small praise.

“And I am so, so proud of you.”

His large hazel eyes conveyed as much as he gazed down into your own, which were currently watering just a little.

You lightly cupped your hands around his own cheeks and brought your forehead up to press against his firmly, but adoringly. Your eyes fell closed, and you let out a breath; finally, your mind began to calm a little.

“Ni kar'tayl gar darasuum.”

He closed his own eyes, pressing his head forward just enough for you to feel his answer.

“Ni kar'tayl gar darasuum, ner cyare.”

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A Work Proposal (Part 16)

Pairing: Jeongin x reader

Word Count: 1.1k

Genre: Smut 🔞

Warnings: 18+, Minors DNI, swearing, exhibitionism, unprotected sex (don't), oral sex (F receiving), pet names, spanking, marking (biting)

You have been working with Stray Kids for a while now and after a long day at work turns into a very unexpected but intriguing proposal. Will this change your world or end your career?

It only took a week for you to get the hang of the touring schedule, it wasn't all that different to your regular life of trying to corral the kids to where they needed to be and when with the added bonus of planes, passports and swathes of Stay everywhere you went. The kids had tried their best to look after you and you were eternally grateful Chan constantly checked in, Changbin made sure that when you went anywhere you were always in the middle of the group to keep you feeling safe and Felix and Han spent hours making you laugh. As you expected there was absolutely no way they would be able to juggle spending time with you every night but after spending the night with Changbin and Felix you figured it was going to be less of when they needed you and more of when they could avoid scrutiny long enough to spend the time with you.

You were standing backstage at the arena in Newark waiting for the kids to arrive as the doors were going to open to the VIP ticket holders for soundcheck in just under an hour. The set was perfect, everything was working correctly and all the lighting and sound crew members had a good understanding of what you needed from them before the first rehearsal so to speak. With the lights dimmed you had buried your nose in your tablet to make sure that you had everything set for the kids arrival. A tap on your shoulder made you jump slightly which made Jeongin laugh quietly at you.

"What are you doing here so early" you asked confused as to why he was spending his short time off at the arena instead of sightseeing or resting.

"I wanted to see you" he grinned playfully stepping closer and placing his hands on your hips to pull you the rest of the way until you were pressed against his chest before claiming your lips roughly his tongue finding yours as you allowed him to deepen the kiss melting into his touch.

"What if the crew sees us?" you whispered, panic setting in as soon as your lips parted from his urgently looking around to see if you could find any crew members nearby.

"They have all gone for their break before the show don't you remember your own schedule Angel?" he chuckled cheekily taking your hand and leading you out beside the stage "I need you and I need to fuck you on that fucking stage Angel, I want to remember how your tight little pussy felt around my cock when I'm performing tonight" he purred sexily.

"Jeongin" you whined softly his words going straight to your cunt making it throb with arousal.

"That a yes Angel?" he whispered against your neck between languid kisses sliding the neck of your top to the side and lightly biting your shoulder to leave another mark on you.

"Yes please" you whimpered already enjoying the way his hands massaged your breasts and he kissed you. He smirked against your skin taking your hand in his and leading you again up and onto the front section of the dimly lit stage.

"As much as I want you naked I think it might be better if you just pull that cute little skirt up" he murmured helping you to shimmy it up to around your hips before helping you pull you underwear off. "kneel down Angel I want you from behind".

Without a word you complied and sank to your knees placing your hands on the stage and shaking your bare arse at Jeongin you heard him undo and drop his jeans the dull thud of his belt buckle hitting the stage made you very aware how easily you could be found. Excitement burned through your veins as you could faintly hear the fans outside the stadium making noise and the faint noise of singing, you could understand why Jeongin liked to take risks.

"You look so pretty like this Angel, all ready and glistening for me fuck" he groaned lowering himself to the stage behind you but instead of his cock you moaned as you felt his tongue slide between your folds.

"Jeongin" you gasped swallowing hard as he slurped and sucked on your entrance and clit burring his face into you.

"So delicious Angel" he growled against your lips slowly pushing his tongue into you to taste you better.

"Shit" you groaned quietly your arms beginning to shake the wet sounds of him feasting on you seemed to echo around you.

"God this is going to be so good" you heard him pant sliding the tip of his cock through your folds to saturate his length grinding the tip against your clit a few times making your walls clench around nothing "ready Angel?".

He didn't wait for your answer before he guided himself inside you bottoming out and groaning loudly. His hips pulling himself from you slowly before snapping back into you roughly setting a bruising pace. You keened loudly as he pounded into you with desperation after a few thrusts his hand came down on your right cheek with a sharp slap making you jolt and him moan.

"Fuck such a good girl Angel letting me fuck you like this, like a little slut where anyone could see us, Fuck" he babbled with pleasure his hand coming down again to spank you slightly harder this time the noise harsher against the quiet of the arena. You shook before your arms finally caved in leaving you resting on your elbows, Jeongin grunted loudly and fucked himself even deeper into you your pleasure building steadily a this new angle.

"Fuck Jeongin" you sobbed the knot in your belly getting tighter and tighter as he continued to thrust roughly his cock hitting the perfect spat within your velvet walls. You could almost feel the smirk on his face as he reached one arm around you to pull you up against his chest the other hand finding your clit to begin circling it rapidly causing a spike of ecstasy that made you cry out.

"Cum for me Angel" he begged desperately his thrusts becoming sloppy as he got closer to reaching his peak.

"Jeongin" you yelped your walls clamping down on him as your high hit you trembling as he folded himself around you and painted your insides with thick ropes of white cum.

"You are perfect Angel" he panted slightly pulling himself from you and redressing quickly before helping you to your feet and sliding your underwear back up your legs. He paused to kiss your temple softly taking in your slightly dazed expression before tugging your skirt back into position. Slipping your hand into his he walked you both to the greenroom that they boys had been given and grabbed you a bottle of water from the fridges.

"That was a first" you admitted swallowing a mouthful of water.

"Lets have another first then" he grinned wickedly "lets get you cleaned up so it doesn't look like you have been thoroughly fucked".

"Do we have time to go back to the hotel then?" you mused checking the time.

"Nah round two in the showers Angel" he smirked kissing you again "I want you naked this time".

AN: It's a shorter one this time but thank you for reading your support is hugely appreciated at this point in my life and it keeps me going so know every like, reblog or comment gives me a little push to fight on xx

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That Fine Line Between

Pairing: Seungmin x reader Word Count: 2.6K Genre: Smut, Angst 🔞 Warnings: 18+, minors DNI, swearing, sex (both protected and not), degradation, breath play (choking), oral sex (f receiving), fingering.

They say there is a fine line between pleasure and pain but there is also a line between having feelings for someone and those feelings driving you insane.

For my beloved @krishastumblernow

"Such a fucking bitch all the time what would everyone think watching you fall apart on my cock huh?" Seungmin growled snapping his hips into you even harder making you whine.

"God how did such a perfect cunt end up in such a fucking useless bitch" he continued to degrade you harshly as his fingers came up to wrap around your throat and pin you to the large mirror behind the bathroom counter.

This is how it always went you would show up to a party hoping he wouldn't be there, hoping he wouldn't give you the best sex of your life served alongside his hateful vitriol. He was quiet and sweet to everyone but you, he hated you and he had made that clear to you, he wanted to fuck you full then not see or speak to you again until the next time him he pushed you against a wall and fucked you stupid all over again. You didn't hate Seungmin it was the opposite really you thought he was stupidly handsome and funny and to begin with the harsh words and names helped to work you up but they got more hateful and colder as your hook ups increased to the point that you didn't even want to go to parties unless you thought he might not be there or you were with your friends.

"Seung...min" you gasped tears forming in your eyes as he roughly pushed his face into your shoulder mouthing at the fabric to quieten himself.

"Aww does the little dirty whore need more?" his eyes were closed as he squeezed the sides of your throat slightly his panting getting louder in your ear. You sniffed softly your voice failing you making him stop his movements instantly and slide himself from you carefully.

"Shit did I hurt you" he whispered cupping your face gently and checking your throat for finger marks.

"I need to stop, I can't do this" you sobbed out covering your face as tears fell down your cheeks.

"Alright, that's totally fine, are you sure I didn't hurt you? I can take you to the hospital if you need me to" He swallowed hard pulling the condom off his rapidly softening dick and yanking his jeans back up before helping you pull your dress back into place so that you were covered.

"Why are you being nice to me now?" you sniffed again looking down so he couldn't see your face as the tears kept falling from your eyes.

"Why wouldn't I be nice to you? You let me have you like this every time we see each other, I don't understand" He mumbled helping you from the counter to stand on your slightly wobbly legs.

"You hate me, you have made that pretty clear" you wiped your nose and dabbed your eyes with the tissue he had handed to you.

"I absolutely do not hate you" He starred at you wide eyed before taking you hand in his large one and dragging you from the bathroom, through the party and out to his car ignoring the cat calls that followed you both "get in I'll take you home and we can talk".

"Why so you can tell me I'm useless, that you would have loved it if I was someone else, that I'm just a whore" you mumbled but still going along with him as he held the door open for you. You couldn't see his face but the silence that followed your words was louder than you expected.

"For a start I don't hate you, I mean do you really think I would hook up with you every chance I get if I hated you?" He asked sounding sad "and the things I say while we are together, I don't mean them, surely you know I don't mean them. You liked it the first time so I kept it up I thought it was just a thing you were into" his face was flushed pink in embarrassment as he started the car.

"If you don't hate me why do you never acknowledge me outside of pulling me into bathrooms and spare rooms? We have two lectures together and you have never once even looked at me" you looked out the windscreen waiting for him to take off so you could go home.

"I didn't think you would want me to, you don't let me kiss your mouth, you just leave as soon as were done there isn't a goodbye or anything. I thought you just wanted the sex" he sighed defeated "Where do you want me to take you?" you turned back to see the sorrow on his face, it looked so genuine and he looked so much like a lost little boy you couldn't stop yourself from cupping his face in your hand.

"My apartment is on 6th Street" you mumbled pulling at the hem off your dress. It only took another five minutes to get to your apartment but the silence between you was so loud it felt like it might deafen you. Pulling his car in a few cars down from your place he got out of the car to open your door for you carefully taking your hand in his to do so.

"Please I want to talk about this, I can't deal with the idea I'm leaving you here in pain. I need to try to fix this feeling between us" he whispered you nodded blindly as he locked his car and followed you inside, staying quiet while he followed you up the first flight of stairs and into your home.

"Did you want some water or anything?" you swallowed hard watching him take his shoes off and step into your sanctuary, the one place in your world until now he hadn't tainted.

"No, I'm fine" he nodded as you went and sat on the couch waiting for him to tell you whatever it was he wanted before he left and you could go to bed and cry yourself to sleep.

"I don't hate you, I would never have touched you if I hated you, I thought you liked it when I was rough with you and called you names" he sighed looking at the floor.

"I liked it when what you said wasn't so cruel, no one wants to be told they are useless and a disgusting whore or that its a shame that it's me your fucking" you felt the tears stinging your eyes again so you looked to the hands in your lap.

"I'm sorry baby, I thought that I had to make it bigger and bigger each time so you wouldn't get bored. I fucked it all up didn't I?" he groaned sadly "You are already too good for me and the fact that you even let me near you was more than I deserved and now all I've done was hurt you and I never wanted that, I swear. Fuck I am so in love with you and I've hurt you". He hung his head before turning to leave "I'm so sorry".

"You love me?" you blurted out as he reached the entry way to put his shoes back on.

"Fuck, I didn't mean to tell you that either, I'm an idiot just ignore me" he mumbled still going to put his shoes on.

"I like you too Seungmin, a lot, that's why I'm upset" you babbled quickly "I thought I couldn't keep doing this knowing that my feelings were growing for you and thinking you hated me". He turned towards you his eyes wide as you fiddled with one of the rings on your finger not brave enough to keep looking at him. Walking fast across the room he pulled you to your feet and wrapped his arms around you tightly, holding you to his chest like his life depended on it.

"Be mine, please, I'll treat you so well, so much better than I have" he whispered against your hair as his fingers dug into your skin slightly.

"Seung" you breathed unsure if this was all now just a fever dream.

"I'll show you how much I love you then" he continued his hands sliding up your sides to cup your face slowly pressing his lips to your softly and sighing as you wound your fingers into the fabric of his shirt "Decide after I have shown you how much I love you".

He let his hands trail back down to your sides moving them slowly to touch and feel every inch of you he could pausing only when he came to you breasts which he squeezed gently teasing your now hardening nipples through the fabric of your dress.

"If you want me to stop I will, I don't want to hurt you" he murmured against your lips pressing them back to yours when you didn't move to stop him, his tongue ran across the seam of your lips silently asking for permission which you gave him opening your lips for his tongue to slide against yours sensually as your hands mapped his chest and shoulders. You whimpered softly against his lips making him squeeze your hips slightly pulling you even closer to his body.

"I want to make you feel so good baby" he mumbled against your jaw as he kissed his way to your throat "Will you let me make it up to you?" you nodded your head before letting it fall back exposing more of your throat to him.

"Where's your bedroom baby?" he whispered kissing his way along your collarbone.

"That door" you gasped as he nipped your skin softly teeth grazing lightly across your exposed flesh. Seungmin let you move the pair of you to your room his hands never leaving your body his lips pressed to the side of your throat until he paused beside your bed his fingers on the zipper that held your dress up. You didn't immediately understand then it dawned out you although he had fucked you a dozen times he had never undressed you, never seen you totally bare for him it was always just removed underwear and hiked up skirts.

"Can I? Will you let me see all of you this time?" he whispered reverently his eyes gazing at you adoringly, your heart melted as you saw how soft his eyes had grown looking at you. You smiled helping him to start pulling down your dress zipper and slide the straps down your shoulders allowing it to eventually fall to the floor and pool at your feet.

"You are so beautiful" Seungmin breathed taking in your body now clad only in your underwear.

"You really think that?" you murmured pulling him back in to kiss him again making him nod into the kiss his hands moving to undo the buttons on his shirts and tug off his pants to leave him as undressed as you.

"You're gorgeous, incredible and so fucking sexy" groaned softly punctuating each word with a kiss as he kissed his way down your neck to your chest his large hands cupping and massaging your breasts his thumbs dragging slowly across your nipples. You hummed with pleasure your own hands mapping his chest the muscles tensing beneath your fingertips as you dragged them down from his shoulders across his pecs and down to his abs.

He moved slowly to lower you to your bed hovering above you he unlatched your bra as he went so he could finally taste some of the skin you had always kept hidden from him, his tongue tracing around the pink bud before sucking it between his lips. Your gasps and soft noises only moved to spur him on one of his hands snaking down your abdomen to slide inside your underwear teasingly running a finger up and down your slit.

"Seungmin" you sighed your breath increasing at his ministrations his lips moving from one of your nipples to the other before kissing and nibbling his way down to your hips sucking a mark into the soft flesh there. Hooking his fingers under your underwear he helped to shimmy them down your legs leaving you completely bare to him for the first time since you started hooking up. Seungmin grinned roguishly at you before leaning in and licking a long teasing stripe between your folds making you moan softly. He began his agonizingly slow pace of flicking and sucking on your clit then lapping at your entrance his tongue pressing inside you to taste the essence from your plush walls. You could feel the warmth in your belly starting to spread as he slipped the first finger into you hooking it slightly to find the perfect spongy spot within you making you whine as he brushed against it again and again eventually adding another finger.

"Let go for me baby I promise I will give you another one" He whispered huskily his voice making you feel like your body was on fire. He went back you teasing your clit with his tongue before you fell over the edge of your orgasm calling his name loudly.

"Seungmin, please I need you" you gasped your legs still shaking from the intensity of how hard you had just cum on his face. He wiped his chin with the back of his hand and moved away from you to pull his boxers down his legs.

"Baby, you sure?" He almost growled watching you panting on the bed legs still spread for him your perfect wet pussy on full display for him, you whined nodding holding your arms out to him to pull him towards you "I don't want to hurt you".

"You wont hurt me Seung" you begged as you watched him give in and crawl back between your thighs his cock rock hard and leaking precum making you more desperate for him.

Seungmin slowly slid himself inside you filling you until it was almost too much but you still felt like it was not enough you needed all of him. Cupping your face he kissed you tenderly gently rocking his hips against yours grinding his pelvic bone again you sending sparks through your clit again.

"You feel so fucking tight baby" he groaned deeply taking your hand in his to intertwine your fingers together against the mattress as he continued to love you.

"Seungmin" you mewled rolling your hips against him trying to chase the second high that was already building in your core.

"I got you baby, my pretty baby, let me make you feel good" he moaned picking up his pace to snap his hips against you a little faster as you voice grew breathier.

"Fuck you look so pretty like this" he panted into your ear pushing you over the edge again and letting out an almost pornographic moan as your vision went white. Seungmin followed you unable to hold out with how perfectly your walls were squeezing him, he painted your walls with hot ropes of cum.

"I'm sorry I was hoping to give you three" he breathed hard slipping himself out of you and reaching for the tissues on your bedside table to help you clean yourself up a bit.

"Maybe we could try that in the morning?" you whispered biting your lip as you looked up at him "You could always stay".

"Does this mean I'm forgiven for being an absolute fuckwit?" he smiled brilliantly laying beside you and pulling you into his arms.

"Maybe" you yawned your head laying on his naked chest as he pulled the blankets around you.

"I will never hurt you again I swear it" he whispered into the crown of your head and your eyes grew heavy and sleep took you.

a/n: Thank you again for reading and all your support you mean the world to me you wonderful humans, and just like always all your comments, reblogs and likes are appreciated and cherished xx

Taglist (open): @christopher-bangnaldoskzz, @armystay89, @damnyouficc, @roamingpolar, @tara-skyhold, @bakedlilgoonie, @krishastumblernow, @mrsseals16, @fawnpeaks, @leeknowinggg, @uno7, @tanzen-ist-gold

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Stray Kids Masterlist

All works are categorized by what they contain some works are not suitable for minors to interact with these are marked as 🔞. Please heed all warnings at the start of each piece and do not interact with any post you are not comfortable with.

Genres: Fluff: 🧁 Angst: 🥀 Suggestive: 🍑 Smut:💦 Comedy: 🎪 Romance: ❤️ Supernatural: 🌙 Mafia: 💣 Strictly 18+: 🔞

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[12:02am] - Payback

Pairing: Chan x reader Word Count: 0.3k Genre: Smut 🔞 Warnings: 18+, Minors DNI, swearing, unprotected sex (don't be a tool), fingering, breeding kink, dacryphilia (sight), pet names,

a/n: There were a few requests for a follow up to [6:02am] so here it is.

"Who is needy now babygirl?" Chan chuckles darkly as he continues to tease you with his fingers lazily giving you just enough for you to get dripping wet but nowhere near enough to make you cum.

"Channie, please, need you so so bad" you whined your voice coming out higher than you would like it to making him laugh again.

"It's not fun is it?" he pouted playfully leaning down to kiss your reddened lips, he had been playing with you for over an hour now bringing you slowly closer with his fingers as you went mad.

"Channie, please, please I need your cock inside me, please" your begging was getting to him but nothing prepared you for what the lone tear falling from your eyelashes would do to him.

"Fuck, are you crying baby" he groaned pulling his fingers from you and dragging you down the bed by your spread thighs his large hands gripping you hard enough to leave marks.

"Please" you whimpered one last time before he sheathed his whole length inside your core.

"I'm going to fuck you so full baby" he growled slamming his hips against you pushing his cock as deep inside you as he could "I'm going to fuck you til this pretty little cunt is full". You wailed with every thrust his dick stretching you perfectly and his words pushing your high closer and closer.

"Fuck Chan" you moaned lewdly as you started to cum hard around him whimpering when he kept up his intense pace pounding into you harshly.

"Good girl" he groaned shooting his load into you but not slowing down "I told you I was going to fuck you full babygirl, you're going to be knock up when I'm done with you".

a/n: Thank you for taking the time to read this any likes, reblogs and comments are loved and appreciated you wonderful reader you xx

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Cigarettes and Cliches (Part 7)

Pairing: Lee Felix x Reader

Word Count: 4.9k

Genre: Collage AU, Slow Burn Romance

Warnings: 18+, Minors DNI, swearing

He was the most impractical guy for you to be interested in the incredibly handsome cliché bad boy who collected girls like trophies. As hard as you wanted to stay away you couldn't even if it might cost you everything and leave you heartbroken you couldn't ignore him

There was no way you could ask for Innie's input on what to wear on your date, since you weren't even sure where you were going or what you would be doing and especially since he was not going to approve of you going on said date with Felix. Now would have been a good time to ask Nali's opinion or advice if she hadn't turned out to be the worst friend you could have ever made. So your next logical idea was to go through your socials to see what other girls wore on their dates with their boyfriends to give you an idea of what you should look like or how much effort you needed to put in without overdoing it.

You went to sit in the lounge so that you didn't look like you were hiding yourself away as Jeongin eventually surfaced from his room looking sheepish and he and Seungmin started planning their night out.

"Did you want to come with us again tonight? We will make sure one of us will be with you all the time" Jeongin asked, still looking dusty from the night before.

"No I think one party everyday is a little too much for me" you sighed looking at him "Maybe one next week".

"Ok we can live with a maybe for now" he grinned as Seungmin rolled his eyes as you phone beeped.

Ok how does a movie and a walk down by the river sound baby? You read the message twice before you slowly typed a reply so you didn't look too excited in front of Seungmin and Jeongin so you thought for a moment before sending it.

That sounds great Felix what time and where should I meet you?. Movies and walks were mostly casual so you didn't need to dress up and have too many questions asked about where you were going.

I'm going to pick you up baby, If the others have a problem with it they can just deal with it.

They can just deal with it, you read the words again and again before you realized that you should probably answer him so you quickly agreed and went back to thinking about what you would wear and what you would tell the boys when Felix showed up to take you out on a date out of the blue. Seungmin and Jeongin were still talking about the party when your brain tuned you back into the conversation.

"Next party we will need to dress you in less attractive clothing too to keep you a little more hidden from drunk idiots" Jeongin nodded seriously

"Or I could come and find one of you or the others to help me get a ride home, surely no one is going to bother me with one of you with me" you smiled unsure if that was the right response to keep them happy.

"Actually that would be better" Seungmin grinned "find either me or Innie or any of the others even if it's Felix or Hyunjin they will always try to keep you safe and will wait for you to get in a taxi or something before they go back to partying".

"So are we cooking before you go or ordering in?" you asked cheekily hoping you wouldn't need to cook before you go out.

"We were going to meet Han and Changbin for dinner before we hit the party so you can have whatever you like" Jeongin winked as though you would get up to all sorts of mischief being left alone to make your own dinner. You chuckled thinking that he had no idea what you were going to get up to once they left even though to be honest you were slightly nervous about that yourself if you were being honest.

You had picked out an outfit while you pretended you were cleaning up and Seungmin and Jeongin were getting ready so that they had no clue you were up to something. It made you feel like you were in a TV drama sneaking out of the house to meet the star crossed lover who would whisk you away to his castle as opposed to just meeting Felix but it made your heart race the same way his smile did. You were still lost in your head when you heard Seungmin calling your name loudly, shaking the romantic fantasizing from your mind, you opened your door confused as to why he was yelling.

"Sorry Seung, what's wrong?" you smiled tilting your head.

"You ok? you didn't answer when I called out to you" he furrowed his brow slightly scrutinizing you.

"I was in the bathroom" you lied instantly hoping he would drop it.

"Sorry" he scratched his head as he backed away from your bedroom door "we're going now just wanted to let you know"

"Well I will try to survive without you both" you teased smiling as he walked towards to door "don't bring any psychos home with you".

"Oh, fuck off" Seungmin grinned as Jeongin laughed from the hall before you heard them both putting on their shoes and the door opening and closing. You smiled to yourself suddenly feeling a weight fall away from your shoulders about how exactly you would have explained dating Felix to the pair of them so suddenly.

Getting yourself ready you sat fiddling with your jeans as you tried to distract yourself from your nerves but flicking TV channels and eventually settling on an episode of a drama that you couldn't pay attention to. After what felt like a lifetime the door buzzer rang sending a spike of nervous excitement straight through your heart as Felix appeared on the small screen looking as dangerously handsome as always. Pressing the buzzer to let him in you told yourself to not wait at the door for him to know instead bouncing on the balls of your feet at the opposite end of the hall staring at the door instead. When Felix did knock on the door your heart skipped a beat, his eyes soft as he stepped into the apartment cupping your jaw and kissing you softly.

"You look gorgeous baby" he smiled reaching for your hand to intertwine your fingers "are you ready to go?".

"Yes Lix" you smiled back feeling your cheeks heating up as he looked you up and down.

"Do you need to say goodbye or anything?" he whispered cheekily looking past you up the hallway.

"No the boy left early to meet the others" you grinned letting him lead you from the apartment and towards the elevator. You traveled down to the ground floor with Felix's arm wrapped around your waist holding you to his side gently which continued until you got down the several blocks it took to get to the movie complex only letting you go to buy your tickets and popcorn which he insisted on carrying until you were both seated in the back of the cinema.

"You know you didn't even tell me what we were seeing, Lix" you teased softly taking a few pieces of popcorn and popping one into your mouth.

"Well I remembered that you liked actions and thrillers but there aren't any good thrillers so it is going to be John Wick" he admitted the corners of his lips quirking up hen your mouth formed a silent o.

"You remembered that?" you whispered as the lights dimmed around you for the previews to begin.

"I try to remember everything you say" he admitted sultrily leaning in to whisper in your ear, the feeling of his breath on you skin making your skin erupt on a wave of goosebumps as he moved the armrest that sat between you and wrapped his arm around your shoulders.

You sat in silence for the film enjoying as much as you could of both what was happening on the screen and the warmth and feeling of Felix breathing beside you for the almost three hours it took for the movie to end. But even then you only managed to focus on half of the plot as you spent the other half having to focus on how to remain acting natural. Once the lights came back on and the credits rolled Felix his you with another one of his dazzling smiles.

"Do you still want to go for that walk by the river or would you like me to take you back home?" He asked genuinely, seeming happy to do either option depending on how comfortable you were.

"I think I would like to go for that walk Lix" you bit your lip slightly hoping that this was the answer he was wanting to hear.

"If my baby wants to go for a walk then we will go for a walk" he teased holding out his hand for you to take as he began leading you from the cinema. You noticed a few girls stare at Felix as you walked past them and back out onto the street their faces turning into a frown when they saw him holding your hand. He seemed oblivious but it dimmed your smile slightly. You knew they were wondering how someone like him could have any interest in someone like you and that hurt you a little but when Felix squeezed your hand gently as you began to walk towards the river you couldn't help the little flutter that erupted in your chest.

Walking hand in hand for the next few blocks that would take you to the riverfront you decided that making conversation would prevent you being too awkward about this being a first date with anyone let alone Felix.

"So what exactly did you plan on telling Seung and Innie when you picked me up tonight?" you asked bashfully looking up at him.

"Well" he paused for a moment still smiling "I was thinking that I was just going to say that I wanted to make sure you were alright after the party, but honestly I hadn't really thought about it" he admitted meeting your eyes briefly before looking ahead once more.

"Well at least you're honest" you sighed thankful that the boys had been out when you left the apartment.

"In truth I figured they would be in too much shock to actually say anything and that we would have escaped before they snapped out of it" he chuckled making you smile in relief.

"I mean they probably would have been shocked for ages that you wanted to take me on a date" you shrugged smirking at the thought of them standing in the hallway with their mouths agape

"And why wouldn't I want to take my smart and beautiful girlfriend on a date?" he teased nudging your shoulder playfully as you entered the park walking between the large gates that separated the gardened area from the street

"I didn't mean it like that Lix I meant they would have been shocked that I had a date" you back peddled quickly looking up at him with wide eyes "I didn't mean they would be shocked at you going on a date"

"I know baby I was teasing" he soothed pulling you closer to wrap his arm around your shoulders and you let the movement lull the conversation for a while

You had made sure you wore a light sweater so that you wouldn't be too cold on the waterfront and you were glad you had as the wind picked up to a chilly breeze as you walked together under the fairy lights that were strung through the trees on the riverwalk. You hadn't really checked the weather but you knew at this time of year the breeze was always cool at night obviously Felix hadn't either as you realized the clouds were gathering overhead much quicker than normal. Looking up at the sky frowning Felix muttered something under his breath before turning to you

"Looks like we're running out of time baby" he sighed wrinkling his nose slightly as you nodded feeling disappointed as the clouds had finally blocked out all of the stars.

"I guess we will save this for the next date?" you smiled softly which made his eyes light up.

"Yes we will absolutely save this for the next date or maybe the third date?" he smirked as you tried to hide your excited smile. Walking back towards the park gate you thought you felt the first spot of rain but you weren't sure, however, this changed when the skies suddenly opened up above you and rain began pouring down on you both.

"Fuck" Felix swore loudly tucking you into his side and wrapping his jacket around you as he guided you under a large tree "We can go back to my place its only a block from here and when it stops I'll get you a cab home". You looked at him blankly for a moment unsure of what to say to not sound like a fool or ungrateful.

"This isn't some kind of ploy I promise" he reassured you quickly noticing how your expression had changed "I just don't want either of us to catch a cold and it's quite a walk to your place from here and if we try to get a cab we will get even more drenched than walking to my place" he reasoned.

"It's ok Lix I know you won't do anything I don't want you to" you smiled gently your brain catching up with what he was saying.

"We can dry off there and wait out the rain and most of the way there is covered so we won't get too wet" he gestured to his already soaking wet hair.

"Lets go Lix, lead the way" you urged, letting him continue to hold you as close to you as he could to try to keep you dry and warm as the pair of you darted your way from cover to cover for the 5 minutes it took to get to his place. Quickly making your way through the lobby and into the elevator you were surprised when a doorman appeared as the door to the lift opened on the 15th floor who Felix waved at before leading you to his front door and letting you in helping you to slip off your shoes before going to find you some towels for your hair and clothes.

You had known that Felix, Hyunjin and Minho shared an apartment, Seungmin had mentioned it to you ages ago, but you didn't realize how nice of an apartment it would be. They lived in the river district that was considered one of the highest valued areas in the city and their apartment overlooked not only the river but parks that you had just been walking in. Standing on the tiles of the kitchen floor to avoid dripping water on the carpet you could see the lights of the city through the massive lounge room windows as you waited for Felix to return carrying towels and something that looked like clothing.

"I'll show you to the bathroom and you can change into these before we get your clothes in the dryer" Felix suggested handing you the pile of fabric and leading you into the bathroom while he cleaned up the drips on the tiled floor.

Closing the door behind you, you took in your surroundings. It was a much nicer bathroom than yours. The tile looked like actual marble and it was large enough to have an actual tub and a double sink. Slowly you put the towel down on the cabinet before you realized that Felix had given you a pile of his clothes, sweatpants, t shirt and the hoodie you had seen him in the morning you spoke to him in the gardens. Shaking the memory from your mind you peeled your wet sweater over your head grateful that you hadn't gotten soaked to the bone so at least your bra was still mostly dry, you wrapped your hair in the towel and squeezed as much water as you could from it before changing into the pants and t shirt before opening the door and finding Felix waiting for you his eyes glazing over slightly when he saw you.

"I'll just need you to put these in the machine hopefully they won't take too long to dry out" you smiled shyly holding up the towel and your sweater and jeans but Felix didn't react " Lix?" you asked, tilting your head to watch him and shaking your clothes in front of him.

"Sorry, just got a bit lost in how good you look in my shirt" he replied, clearing his throat slightly and reaching out to grab the wet items as your cheeks burned. "Did you want to hang in the lounge and watch another movie or get some food?" he continued his signature smile returning.

"Yeah sounds good" you nodded trying to play it cool and walking yourself into the lounge to wait for him to return. You sat on the large plush couch and began fiddling with the bottom of the shirt, the soft dark fabric making you feel incredibly comforted despite your awkwardness.

"Did you want me to order us any particular food?" Felix questioned as he walked back into the room as you realized for the first time that he too was in sweatpants and a white t shirt and looking like he should be in a magazine pictorial.

"Whatever you want Lix" you smiled as he sat down beside you "I'm not fussy". He chuckled softly in response and ordered you something quickly before throwing his arm around your shoulders and pulling you into him and causing you to yelp in surprise. The action seemed slightly less practiced to his usual moves, making you pause.

"Sorry baby" he laughed musically "just wanted you close to me" he grinned turning the TV on and selecting one of the streaming services they had to find something to watch. He settled on a drama that you hadn't seen but you didn't care you knew you were not going to be paying much attention to it anyway just like the movie from earlier in the evening.

"Lix?" you asked tentatively tilting your head back to lean against his chest and look at him studying his facial expression.

"Hmm" he hummed in response, his eyes on the screen in front of you.

"You know I don't think this is a ploy to get me to sleep with you right?" you almost mumbled feeling a little embarrassed that he still might think that after your hesitation earlier "So you don't need to be extra careful with me".

"You sure baby?" he smiled sweetly finally looking at you his eyes searching your own to be sure you meant what you said "I don't want to make you uncomfortable and also I've um... how do I actually put this?..." he trailed off his brown creasing slightly and making your anxiety spike "I've never brought anyone here before".

"I'm sorry what?" you almost spluttered your anxious feeling turning to confusion as to how one of the members of the man whore trio hadn't brought any women to his apartment before.

"Well this is where we live I always said I would only bring girls I was really serious about here" he admitted a pretty pink dusting of blush appearing on his freckled cheeks. Your heart was pounding so hard you were sure he would be able to hear it, trying to process that he insinuated that you were special to him and that you were the only one to be special to him in all his time sleeping around. All you could manage was to open your mouth to say something but nothing came out which Felix took as his moment to gently place his lips on yours kissing you sweetly his plush lips feeling perfect against your own. The moment however, was short lived as the door buzzer chimed to let you know that the food order had arrived. Untangling himself from you he went to collect the food from the lobby of the building leaving you to contemplate what he had just told you.

Felix had ordered from your favorite bakery and you were very happy to tuck into one of their chocolate filled croissants as he watched you smiling enjoying the look of bliss on your face. After eating and drinking everything he had ordered you found yourself still held captive by the sound of the rain still pattering against the large windows and it was well past midnight by this point which made you a little uneasy again.

"What's wrong baby?" Felix asked you tucking a piece of hair behind your ear, while you sat with your legs across his lap

"It's still raining" you sighed before looking at him and giving him a shy smile "do you think my clothes will be dry by now? I should probably get home"

"I'll check for you" he nodded, moving your legs carefully before making his way to the laundry room while you packed up the food containers and took them into the kitchen to sort.

"Fuck" you heard him curse loudly before you walked back around to the lounge to find him walking back in his hand running though his hair.

"What's happened?" you blinked unsure of what the problem was.

"I'm sorry baby, really I put your clothes in the dryer with mine and I didn't start the machine, I'm so sorry" Felix apologized quickly looking annoyed with himself "But I can get you home in my clothes or you could stay for a little while longer they should only take like an hour to dry"

"Lix I can't go home in your clothes if Seung or Innie see me I'll never be able to explain it" you sighed, worrying your lower lip nervously.

"Then stay here, we can watch another movie in my room so that if either of the guys come back they won't drunkenly annoy us or become a pair of menaces" he smiled tentatively a ghost of his smile gracing his lips.

"One more movie can't hurt Seung and Innie are probably both too smashed to even know I'm not home yet" you nodded making a smile bloom on Felix's face.

"Come on then, I'll put another action movie on as long as you let me cuddle you" he waggled his eyebrows suggestively at you making you giggle. Felix was being incredibly patient with you and you knew it but you appreciated that he wasn't going to push you into anything you weren't ready for so it was an easy decision to follow him to his room you trusted him.

You stood in his bedroom looking from the desk that you could tell was used purely for gaming judging from the custom keyboard and multiple monitors, to the stupidly large TV attached to the far wall, the shelves that contained random figures and gaming consoles and finally his bed which he was now sitting on looking at you curiously.

"Is this the first time you have had someone like me in your room?" you asked, feeling suddenly shy at the idea of being the first girl in this room.

"You mean are you the first girlfriend I've had in my bedroom?" he chuckled teasingly, you couldn't help but preen at the term girlfriend even though he had called you that before. "Yeah you are, first one in this room and first one in my bed" he smiled softly making you swallow loudly.

"So what did you want to watch?" you asked changing the subject as smoothly as you could not failing to notice the slight smirk gracing his lips as you made your way to sit next to him on the bed.

"I don't know I figured we could get comfy then decide" he shrugged pulling you further onto the bed and making you laugh. After a few awkward moments of figuring out where each of you would fit you settled on his left side sitting against the headboard leaning against him as he scrolled through some movies and randomly pressed play. The opening scene was a bank robbery with the villains in ski masks brandishing shot guns and police cars racing to the bank but you were already distracted by Felix drawing patterns on the inside of the wrist he was holding in his lap. The trace of his fingers sending small electric shocks through your skin and straight to your heart after a few minutes he lifted your hand to his lips kissing your wrist lightly and making you gasp.

"I know I said watch a movie but I would prefer to kiss you" he whispered "if that's ok". Instead of answering him you turned your head to face him almost brushing his lips with yours silently giving him permission.

"You're so beautiful" he murmured, closing the gap between you and gently pressing his lips to yours, the softness against your own making you melt into him slightly. Felix quickly but gently maneuvered you so you were now straddling his lap, his hands cupped your jaw as he deepened the kiss, his tongue tracing the seam of your lips seeking entrance to your mouth which you gave him enthusiastically. Felix's kisses were less intense and more sensual than the last time he kissed you, making you moan softly into his mouth.

"God I love the noises you make, so pretty" he breathed against your lips as you parted for air.

"Lix" you panted, feeling like your head was spinning.

"I've got you baby" he mumbled, connecting his lips back to yours, your hands moving on their own, one threaded its way into his hair and the other grasping his shirt to anchor yourself to him, your hips pressing against his crotch as you desperately tried to get closer to him. You had no idea how much time passed from when he first kissed you to when he finally pulled back from you pushing a stray strand of hair behind your ear.

"We need to stop now baby" he panted quietly, his chest rising and falling rapidly against your own "I won't be able to behave myself if we keep going". You flushed with embarrassment quickly moving to get out of his lap and sit back on the bed beside him.

"I'm sorry" you groaned, covering your hands with your face making him laugh.

"So cute" he chuckled, pulling your hands slowly away from your face and leaning in to kiss the tip of your nose. "You did nothing wrong baby, I just need to make sure I don"t cross any lines".

"Thank you Lix" you smiled shyly, looking up at him through your lashes.

"The things you do to me baby" he shook his head taking a deep breath wrapping you back up in his arms but in a much less compromising position before he started the movie again.

You didn't remember falling asleep but you must have because when you opened your eyes you were still in Felix's bed but you were alone and the morning light was filtering into the room between the gaps in the curtains. Sitting up you realized that you were still dressed in his clothes but that your clothes sat on his computer desk folded neatly and waiting for you shifting yourself out of the bed you stretched and padded your way across the carpeted floor to his bathroom knocking but finding it empty you went inside to change and clean yourself up a little before you would have to make your way home and hopefully be able to play off your being absent as going for an early morning walk. Making your way towards the lounge you were made aware it was no longer just you and Felix in the apartment as several voices were talking all at once. Pausing you waited to see if you should show yourself or hide yourself back in the bedroom.

"You were the one that suggested the rule mate" Minho complained, his voice rough from the night before but still obviously annoyed.

"We agreed there were no random girls in the apartment so what makes this one different?" Hyunjin added blandly.

"This isn't like that" Felix defended his voice exasperated as he tried protecting you in your absence.

"Then what is it like? There is no way it's her in your room right now" Minho continued his voice getting louder as he teased.

"Thanks for the boost in confidence" Felix groaned, sounding particularly done with what must have been an ongoing joke.

"I swear if you don't get your shit together and get together I'm going to steal her" Hyunjin declared cackling as he sounded like he moved quickly from the room.

"You're both arsehole you know that" Felix called after them as he walked towards where you were standing. Moving yourself further down towards his bedroom door you decided to make it look like you had just stepped out of his room

"Morning baby" Felix beamed as he saw you in his doorway pulling you into a cuddle.

"I'm sorry I fell asleep Lix" you mumbled nuzzling into him softly.

"It's alright baby but let's get you home while the idiots here are showering" He raised his eyebrows to indicate behind him.

"Lets but can I borrow a hoodie weather app says it's going to be cold this morning?" you ask watching his eyes light up.

A/N: I'm Sorry this has taken so long but I lost my steam for a while but I'm back now :) Once again thank you for reading my work and your likes, reblogs and comments are amazing xx

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Blog Update

Hello my lovelies,

As you guys know I went on hiatus from writing to try to get my health on track. I have had a few answers now about why I've been unwell and it turns out I have cancer, bowel cancer to be exact, and it has the potential to kill me. I'm going to put my writing on the back burner until I have gone through chemo and the major surgeries that I still have ahead of me.

I'm sorry to let you guys down and anything that I have floating around in my drafts I will try to post since they are mostly finished but all my series will be on indefinite hiatus until I am in the right head space to actually create again.

I know this post is terribly depressing but I am hopeful that I will beat this, I am not that old after all, I just need more time than I thought to get healthy and heal. I hope that I'll get back to posting on a regular basis before the end of the year and I hope you will still be here when I do. Please look after yourselves my loves I will be back eventually.

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Cigarettes and Cliches (Part 5)

Pairing: Lee Felix x Reader Word Count: 6.0k Genre: Collage AU, Slow Burn Romance Warnings: 18+, Minors DNI, swearing, drinking, smoking, mentions of bullying.

Felix had sent you his number over your social before he left to allow you to make a decision if you wanted to text him or not, giving you an out if you didn't want to continue what had happened or allowing you to get to know him better. You waited until that night when you had gone back into your room before you actually saved his number and texted him not really sure what or how to proceed, no one had ever kissed you like that before in fact you had only been kissed four times in your life and you were worried that he could tell how inexperienced you were. In the summer between your fourth and fifth year of high school you had decided that you needed to have a little experience before you arrived into university life, that wouldn't interrupt your grades, but two messy make outs and the first time you had sex had left you pretty well sworn off men so you had never show any interest in getting a boyfriend or hooking up again.

Hi Felix, still don't regret it? you typed the same words out at least ten times before you actually pressed send and threw your phone on the bed and changed yourself into your pajamas. Unsure if you were hoping that he would either see it and reply or be too busy to even see it, the universe decided that it would be the former as your screen lit up only a minute later.

Hey, was wondering if you would msg me. I still don't regret it, do you?

Shit, you didn't know what to say to him usually you guessed you could have asked a friend but there was absolutely no way you were asking either Seungmin or Jeongin about how to flirt with a guy they had told you to stay away from. Pulling your hoodie over the tank top you were wearing to bed you went out to the kitchen to get some water to hopefully make you calm down.

Is no answer your way of saying you do? because I won't ever do it again if you don't want me to or are you just shy and overthinking?

Double shit you panicked when you saw your screen lit up when you returned to your room. Taking a deep breath you picked up your phone and just typed hoping he would get how nervous you were about everything "I liked it, I just don't know what happens now, I'm not very experienced with any of this" you were totally sure that he would laugh at you now and tell you that you should just be friends.

I want to get to know you, nothing has to happen if you don't want it to

His sweet words made your heart calm down he wasn't pushing you, he wasn't going to just ask for a hookup and he seemed to still be genuine I would like that Felix, I need to get some sleep I will talk to you tomorrow? you watched as he saw the message and instantly replied.

Night, I will talk to you tomorrow then

You held your phone to your chest feeling happy but also scared, you knew after everything that happened you shouldn't get involved with Felix but you couldn't help it. He was gorgeous, sure but it was the side of him that he seemed to hide from the others the soft sweet Felix that you were attracted to and unfortunately you were already too far gone now to save yourself. He wasn't going to hurt you more than Nali already had so you were willing to give it a chance at least for now.

Waking up to the sounds of Seung and Innie making too much noise was not unusual for you but the third and fourth voice were different, getting up you quickly washed up and changed into sweats so that you were not in your pajamas and made your way out. Surprised was a little bit of an understatement when you found all eight of them sitting at the dining table or lounging on the couches trying there hardest to be quiet by texting each other instead of speaking.

"You're up" Seungmin ginned from the kitchen pulling your mug from the cupboard to fill with coffee.

"Thank fuck texting while in the same room is stupid" Minho groaned his head falling back on the couch to see you with lopsided smile on his lips.

"Sorry about that I didn't know were were having some early morning get together today?" you furrowed your eyebrows as you made your way over to get you coffee your phone beeping as you went. You pulled it out and saw a text from Felix you look cute this morning while you tried your hardest not to look at him or blush.

"Well we have some good new we heard through the grapevine and we wanted to see your face if it was true" Chan smiled at you affectionately.

"Good news?" you repeated still looking confused while you sipped your coffee.

"Check your school email" Jeongin pushed you softly towards your laptop that was still sitting on the table from the night before.

"Alright, alright Innie" you sighed dramatically pulling the device over to you and opening it to allow it to boot up, trying also to not blush as the way Felix's hand happen you brush against your leg then rest on top of your knee from where he was already sitting at the table. After the few moments it took to wake up you logged into your email account to see what Jeongin was on about. At the top of your inbox sat an email from the university administrators account marked with a reg flag to show it's urgency, clicking on it it opened and you saw several attachments including the minutes from the meeting you had with the head of the university. You clicked the first letter that was attached and read through it twice before you smiled slightly.

"Well?" Han whined "The suspense is killing me".

"The university have finished their investigation and decided that it was in fact an act of bullying against me and an act of defamation against all of your characters" You smiled looking up at them as the all as they watched you read the letter intently "Nali has been found to be the main perpetrator of this and five of her friends have also found to be 'lacking in the correct character', whatever that means, all six will be expelled immediately and will be required to leave campus by no later than the end of the week".

"Yes! you did it" Changbin grinned at you pumping his fist in the air.

"They are also forwarding a copy of the findings to the police should I want to pursue this further" you finished smiling wider "So it's over then?"

"See you were so brave and it paid off" Seungmin patted your shoulder.

"So we should go get food to celebrate" Changbin suggested.

"You always want to get food" Han rolled his eyes teasing him effortlessly.

"Of course because food is delicious" you added winking at Changbin who laughed loudly.

"Did you want to change or go now?" Jeongin asked quickly putting his hand out to stop you getting out of the chair.

"Seung says I'm cute in sweats I'll have you know Innie" you stuck yout tongue out at him "but I can change so I don't embarrass you" you pouted as he let you stand going to your room again to change.

"Innie that was a dick thing to say" Chan chastised quietly.

"She knows I didn't mean it Chan it's fine" Jeongin laughed making you roll your eyes from your room. It's true you knew he wouldn't make you change and normally you would have told him to get stuffed but Felix was there and it wouldn't hurt to look a little nicer. You slipped into dark blue jeans and a cute little shirt before throwing a cardigan over the top.

"Innie, are pink sweats acceptable?" You yelled through the wall hearing Seungmin laugh which meant Jeongin was rolling his eyes.

"I swear you spend your whole life in sweats except when you go to work no wonder you never get guys attention" Jeongin began rambling as you picked up a purse and opened the door to watch him continue his little rant "you look like one of the guys I'm surprised people don't think we have a male room mate....and you look so pretty right now" he finished quickly as he saw you.

"Aw thanks Innie" you giggled as he flushed "Now can we get food I'm starving" the guys all nodded before beginning to discuss where to go leaving you able to steal a little glance at Felix who was trying to not stare at you which made heat flood your cheeks.

You followed them down the hallway when your phone beeped again Now you look extra cute his message read making you swallow hard and slip your phone into your pocket so the others wouldn't see what he had sent. After pulling the door shut after everyone you made your way to the elevator leaning with your back against the wall you decided to be brave and text him back.

Flirt, but you look cuter you typed quickly pressing send before Hyunjin pulled you into a conversation.

"So now that the mean girls are gone will you give going out a shot? We would make sure you had fun" Hyunjin smirked.

"Maybe" you shrugged watching as Felix pulled his phone from his pocket to check the text he had just received, you saw him smile his eyes flicking you yours for a moment before he put it quickly back in his pocket "who knows maybe I should have a more normal uni experience since that is what Seung and Innie have been going on about for the last two hundred years" you chuckled as both of them groaned in unison.

"We will never live that down will we?" Seungmin sighed looking at you.

"No, not until you say something else that royally annoys me to take its place" you smile sweetly.

The announcement of the expulsions and the reminder of the correct behavior and etiquette towards fellow students was made later that afternoon in a detailed email that was sent to every enrolled students email address as well as their official website and as a press release. The need to show that they had indeed taken action after an investigation and that the students who had broken the university's tenants were swiftly punished was needed to show the city and the rest of the academic world throughout the country that it was indeed a first class school to be trusted. You weren't surprised by that at all in fact you were sure that would happen regardless of the outcome but you were surprised when people sent you messages of support through your socials and email. You knew that the police case would need to happen but until then at least you could attend your lectures again without the worry of what people would say or do.

By the time you got back to the apartment with Seungmin and Jeongin you were still floating on your own little happiness cloud. Felix had flirted with you over text a dozen more times before you all split ways and you felt like you heart was going to skip a beat every time his eyes met yours. He seemed to be so different to how you had seen him before, just another hot fuck boy, but he was genuinely a good guy and so were Minho and Hyunjin. It surprised you how your feelings on them had done a total 180 since meeting them but you were glad that they did.

"You seem actually happy, it looks good on you" Seungmin patted your head as he made his way further into the apartment.

"I am happy but I'm still a little torn that Nali has ruined her education over a guy who had no interest in her in the first place" you admitted softly.

"It's not sad its fucked up" Jeongin rolled his eyes "who goes after their own friend instead of just talking to them about it?".

"She did talk to me about it, she was just too far gone on Felix to think that I was a threat to her being with him" you shrugged "As if I was the reason they weren't a thing".

"It's stupid and insane really, you are too good for Felix anyway why would she even think he would be interested in you?" Seungmin chucked looking at you while you tried to keep your face neutral.

"I guess because I was the one who answered the door bell camera" you furrowed your brows together "she wouldn't have know about me otherwise".

"I'm sorry you lost friends over this" Jeongin smiled at you sympathetically "but you still have us".

"I would say I gained friends actually" you smiled looking at him fondly. "I didn't know I was going to end up with six more friends who treat me better than the few I lost".

"Yeah I'm pretty sure any of us would look after you now which is a little annoying that we have to share you" Seungmin teased dramatically.

"Uhuh and Hyunjin's the dramatic one" you laughed enjoying that it was back to somewhat normal now.

"Were going out tonight if you want to come?" Jeongin added hopefully.

"Where are you going because that will decide my answer Innie" you teased knowing full well that you would probably still say no.

"Its a house party" Seungmin laughed going into the kitchen as you flopped down on the couch.

"Right, no thanks I don't like drunk frat boys" you rolled your eyes.

"House parties aren't frat parties you know" Jeongin defended "this one is a guy in my faculty he's not a frat guy it will be more low key than that".

"How about I think about it. If its really going to be that small I'll go" you humored him knowing you still didn't want to go but if you were ever going to attend a university party a smaller tamer one was your best option to not get too overwhelmed. Your phone ringing ended the conversation there as you looked to see your mother's picture flash up on your screen.

"Hi mama" you answered still smiling at Jeongin who was disappointed he couldn't keep trying to convince you to go with him.

"You are coming home next week for your semester break" your mother's strict voice loudly announced into your ear making you wince.

"Oh I will need to check my schedule" you blinked opening your laptop.

"Your schedule is empty you will be free to come home you are well aware of the rules we have young lady" she continued loudly her voice changing to a meaner tone.

"I mean my school schedule mama, I can't spend any time with you if I have to study for a test or essay that is in the first week back" you explained swallowing hard.

"Oh, of course your school schedule. That is acceptable" she replied curtly waiting for you to check your calendar. You really didn't want Seungmin or Jeongin to meet your parents in person, you didn't want anyone meeting your parents if you were being honest they could be exceedingly harsh if they weren't happy with something and you didn't want them forcing you to move out or forcing you home again which is why before even starting university you told them you would return for all breaks that you could to ensure a safe separation between them and the rest of your life.

"I have three tests in the first week, a essay worth 25% the following week that I am submitting my second draft tomorrow and then a half year exam so I will need to study full time over the next few weeks mama" you rattled off hoping that would be a good enough excuse to stop them coming.

"I will discuss this with your father than" she snipped "but we did not raise you to be so lazy, you should be ready to submit your final essay by now not a second draft what have you been wasting your time on? Have you gotten a boyfriend? your father will drag you home if you have"

"No mama, I may have let one subject slip slightly but I am currently at the top of three other classes" you defended softly not wanting to upset her further, looking up you saw both Seung and Innie frowning deeply at the conversation you were having making you feel even more ashamed of how lazy you must seem to them.

"Hmm, I guess that will have to do I want you to send your test results through for us to be sure you are working hard enough" she finally huffed hanging up without another word.

"Is that seriously how she speaks to you? like all the time?" Seungmin asked softly his eyes turning sad.

"Yeah but she isn't as harsh as my dad can be, hopefully my test scores will be enough to make them happy again" you smiled weakly fiddling with the cuff of your sweater.

"They shouldn't speak to you like that, they should be proud of you and supportive" Jeongin frowned harder.

"They have always been like this Innie. It is totally fine I'm used to it" you swallowed getting up to go hide in your room for a while. You could almost sense that they were going to start whispering about it and maybe even tell the others and you were a little torn they were your parents, you knew they loved you in their own way even if it was perhaps harder than how other parents love their children.

Sighing you flopped down on your bed and blinked back the tears that almost always came to your eyes when you spoke to your mother. Taking your phone out of your pocket and staring at it you texted the one person who currently made you feel good about yourself.

Felix, are you busy? you typed quickly hoping you weren't interrupting him.

For you I'm always free his reply almost instantly appeared on your screen making you feel a little lighter.

Are you going to the party with Seung and Innie? you typed trying to think up something to talk about with him with so you could have at least a little of his time.

I'm thinking about it, Hyunjin wants to go and Minho has been hooking up with a chick that will be there so probably you weren't sure if that was a good thing or not since you really didn't want to think about Felix with someone else. Are you going?

You weren't going and you already know that but maybe if you did you could spend some more time with him you were mulling over when his next message popped onto the screen I'm not pressuring you promise, you don't have to if you don't want to.

Innie asked me to go but I'm not sure that I should you typed back honestly you didn't want to ruin anyone else's night with your awkwardness.

If you change your mind we can hang out just let me know when you get here. No pressure baby your eyes widened he had never called you baby before, he had never used anything other than your name, you felt a jolt of excitement run through you. If he was wanting more you could at least give him a little more than secret conversations and that one kiss that you had shared that you couldn't stop thinking about.

Rolling off your bed you looked through your closet quickly not having any idea what you should be even wearing to something like a house party, would jean do? were you supposed to dress up? would you need to start on your makeup now so it looked good? With too many questions and not enough experience you decided to bit the bullet and ask Innie what you should wear and let him get stupidly excited that you were going with them. Opening your bedroom door you stuck your head out and saw Seungmin pulling ingredients for dinner out of the fridge and Jeongin sitting on the couch on his phone.

"Hey Innie are you busy?" you smiled hopefully as he turned his head towards you.

"What can't you reach now?" he laughed at you getting up slowly.

"Oh it's not something I can't reach it's just I need a little bit of help with something" you explained quickly while confusion bloomed on his face "I need some help with an outfit".

"You what?" his face lit up as you heard the distinct sound of crashing from the kitchen as you ducked back into your bedroom with Jeongin hot on your heels.

"That means you are coming with us right? Because we are going to have so much fun and the other guys will be there so you have nothing to worry about" Jeongin started rambling throwing open your closet door to look at your options.

"Look this isn't some scene from a drama where you give me a make over I just need some advice that's all" you groaned realizing that this was perhaps a terrible idea.

"So wear your ripped jeans, this cropped shirt and your sneakers" Jeongin instructed looking like he was still in thought "you can wear softer make up to make it look less casual if you want then just a long necklace and maybe some rings".

"Not going for a lot of attention after all" Seungmin laughed from your doorway no doubt finding what you were sure was a dumbfounded expression on your face funny "Can't actually believe you would come with us".

"Well I wasn't going to but then after my mother called I thought maybe it would be a good idea since the semester is over tomorrow and I just lied to her to get out of going home for the break" you admitted softly.

"She really shouldn't talk to you like that and we are both sorry she does" Jeongin patted your hair carefully "You are a far harder worker than either of us and we are still doing well in our classes so you shouldn't feel bad".

"Thank you, when are you going to be leaving?" you asked looking at the clothes on the bed that Innie had chucked there.

"You have pleanty of time we will eat first then go about 9" Seungmin smiled broadly at you.

"I'll tell the other's you are coming so that they are slightly less disgusting than usual" Jeongin joked moving to leave you to get changed.

"No let them have fun I have seen them drunk anyway" you laughed feeling bad for impinging on their night out.

You had eaten and then gotten ready, still feeling a little out of place with the whole idea that you were actually on your way to a party that would have made your parents furious with you after lying about your workload, but the other part of you felt rebellious and free doing something that you knew was so forbidden to you. You hadn't messaged Felix knowing that either Seung or Innie will have told all of them you were coming too so you hope he wouldn't be unhappy to see you. Walking inside a random open front door that had music pumping away was a odd sensation like ignoring all the times you were told not to get into strangers cars but also slightly alarming considering how drunk some people already were making Seung chuckle as he guided you back towards the lounge where the others probably were.

"Woah, so the message was real" Han crowed loudly making Chan and Changbin turn your way as the three of you made your way through the crowd to them.

"Well I couldn't say no forever could I?" you teased easily falling into the comfort of them surrounding you.

"That's true couldn't have you breaking Innie's little heart now could we" Chan laughed easily his dimples on full display and Changbin moved over and patted the arm of the couch he was sitting on.

"Sit, Innie can go get you a drink and we will look after you" Changbin grinned widely making you giggle as you sat on the arm of the couch and Seung sat on the one opposite you next to Han.

"So what quintessential experience is this supposed to be exactly?" you asked sarcastically as Innie handed you a plastic cup filled with soda.

"Well usually it would be getting drunk and hooking up but you aren't going to do either of those things are you?" Seungmin shrugged "So I guess it's laughing at other drunks and making fun of these guys when they strike out"

"Achievable I say" you smirked taking a sip of your drink while Han protested loudly. You hadn't seen Felix, Hyunjin or Minho since you arrived and you thought about texting Felix but decided that you would just wait to see how things went.

"What are you doing for semester break?" Changbin asked bumping his shoulder against your hip.

"I have nothing planned yet" you smiled putting your cup down next to theirs as you turned to look at Changbin while you spoke to him.

"So you aren't going home then?" he tilted his head watching you closely as he spoke.

"No, my parents wanted me to but I told them I need to study for tests that I have first week back" you bit your lip nervously admitting to acting so childishly.

"Then you can spend more time hanging with us! It would be nice to hang out without always having your little bodyguards around" he winked cheekily.

"My bodyguards?" you chuckled confused.

"He means your room mates" Chan grinned raising gesturing to where Seungmin and Jeongin were talking to a couple of girls without moving too far away from you and the others.

"I thought they were your mates?" you raised your eyebrows at them both.

"They are but we thought maybe we could hang out a bit without them get to know you better" Changbin shrugged casually.

"Sure I guess I have to go back to work next week but I'll have free time" you smiled again before you moved to pick your drink up again, you sat sipping at it as you listed to Chan, Changbin and Han talk about random things you saw a familiar face make his way through the people filling up the kitchen, Hyunjin looked like he had come from outside so you pulled out your phone to see if Felix had sent you anything, you started writing the message that you were at the party when you saw Minho getting dragged though the lounge and up the stairs followed by the wolf whistles and cheers of most of the boys in the crowd making you scrunch up your nose in disgust.

"It's only sex" Hyunjin purred as he snuck in beside you.

"Hyunjin!" you squeaked almost dropping your half full cup on Changbin "fuck don't sneak up on people"

"Sorry princess" he laughed heartily at your still scandalized expression and the looks of amusement on the others.

"And its the whole gross cheer squad thing that's ick" you continued glaring at him slightly.

"Oh so if no one cheered you wouldn't care?" his voice was still low and close to your ear.

"I'm sorry to disappoint but I am never going to care where you stick your dick as long as what happened with Nali never happens to me again" you rolled your eyes making Changbin snicker beside you.

"Aw that stings just a little" Hyunjin continued teasing you.

"Sorry I'm just not that into man whores" you shrugged as nonchalantly as you could.

"You tell him tiger" Han cheered laughing at how Hyunjin's eyes widened at your use of their nickname for him Minho and Felix. With all the teasing you almost forgot about Felix not being with them until Hyunjin left to get another drink.

I decided to come to the party if you still want to hang out you sent the message and kept your phone in your hand so you would feel it go off when he answered back but after twenty minutes without an answer you slipped in back into your pocket and excused yourself to find the bathroom.

The bathroom was unfortunately across the hall from the room Minho had found himself in and his lady friend was obviously having a good time from the volume of her voice bouncing off he walls even louder than the music. Rolling your eyes you stepped into the bathroom to find it thankfully empty so you could at least pee without being interrupted, checking your make up you were beginning to feel a little disappointed that Felix hadn't answered you and perhaps didn't want to waste his time with you, straightening you hair you unlocked the door to find yourself watching Felix's figure emerging from a room a pretty brunette leading the way down the stairs making you realize why he hadn't seen your message. Gulping down the pain that began radiating from your chest you made your way down the stairs slowly as to avoid as many people as possible before heading back towards the others.

"You alright?" Chan instantly asked him and Changbin the ones who had obviously drawn the short straws and were your designated babysitters.

"Actually I'm going to head home, I still don't like parties" you smiled tightly as Chan stood up to step round the table towards you "I can get myself home Chan stay, have fun and I'll see you guys around" you quickly turned walking back out the front door passed Seung and Innie who didn't notice you go.

You walked into the front terrace and saw Felix cigarette dangling from his fingers as he talked to Hyunjin and the collection of girls who were hanging around them, watching as Minho returned looking triumphant but alone to join them taking the cigarette from Felix and putting it to him lips. You closed your eyes for a moment and continued your walk out of the apartment block alone wrapping your arms around yourself to keep yourself warm and cursing yourself for not bringing a jumper but also for going in the first place, yes it had been nice to talk to the boys but you could have done that anywhere and it would have been easier then knowing that although he said he wanted to know you he was still happy to fuck whoever came his way while pretending you held his interest. You were angry at yourself for letting your heart think for you when you logically knew that as a fuck boy he was never going to care about you.

You were so lost in your head you completely missed the collection of drunk guys that were leaning against the wall of the outside of the terrace, looking like they had had at least four too many each until you were just passed them and too close to avoid them.

"Hey pretty baby where you going?" he slurred grabbing your arm and swinging you back to look at him, he was taller than you but the way he leaned over you made you feel even smaller in that moment.

"Please let go of me" you asked voice shaking trying to stay assertive and failing as he cracked a twisted grin.

"I don't think I will pretty girl" he got even closer, his breath reeked of cheap beer and his clothes stank with body odor.

"I think you will if you want to keep that hand" Felix growled making the guy flinch and let go of you "That's what I thought tough when you think its easy for you a coward when you will lose" you began rubbing your forearm to try to make the pain go away.

"Preying on girls half your size...tsk" Hyunjin smirked as Minho flanked Felix's other side

"Should we teach him a lesson?" Minho drawled lazily his face expressionless "I think it's an arm for an arm don't you darling" the guy paled further realizing that you did know them and you weren't scared of them.

"Felix don't' you whispered as he took you arm gently in his hands to look over any injury you had.

"You sure? any of us could take him by ourselves you don't have to worry about it" he muttered not wanting to alert the idiot in front of you.

"He isn't worth it" you mumbled "I just want to go home".

"I'll get you back to your place" he smiled before switching back to his normal self "I'm getting her home take care of the trash for me boys" he smirked at the guy before wrapping his arm around your shoulder and walking you away. Once you got to the end of the block Felix let you go so that you were no longer sandwiched to his side.

"Thank you" you smiled shyly shivering slightly from the cold now that he wasn't as close to you.

"Shit are you cold?" he asked quickly shrugging out of his leather jacket and helping you put it on even though it was far too big for you.

"I'm alright, but shouldn't you go back to the party before someone misses you" You almost winced suddenly remembering what you had seen earlier.

"No ones going to miss me" he grinned staying close to your side as you continued walking.

"Not even that girl you were with upstairs?" you weren't meaning to ask him at all let alone blurt it out like that but your mouth had acted faster than your brain had.

"Huh?" he stopped walking grabbing your had to stop you to as he pulled you gently to face him "What are you talking about?".

"I saw you when I was coming out of the bathroom leaving a bedroom with a pretty dark haired girl, I'm not judging I swear, I just thought you would probably be more interested in going home with her than me" you swallowed hard trying to not let any emotion cross your face.

"Oh her! we weren't doing anything together I swear she wants Hyunjin not me and I told her I was taken anyway" He explained his eyes not leaving yours "I told her that although I would love to help her make Hyunjin jealous I have a girlfriend now and I couldn't but that Minho probably would".

You nodded swallowing hard before turning back towards the direction you were walking so not only were you wrong about him hooking up you were wasting your time on him while he was actively seeing someone else.

"Maybe you should get back to your girlfriend then Felix" You sighed tugging your wrist free from his grip and starting to walk again.

"For someone so damn smart you are pretty dense" he groaned catching up with you instantly and grabbing your hand intertwining his fingers with yours "I was talking about you".

"What?" You stuttered out looking at him wide eyed.

"It's easier for me to say I've got a girlfriend then tell them no so they don't get upset, but it also means that while we get to know each other you know I'm serious" he continued smiling "because I want to get to know you".

"But what about when people ask you about your girlfriend?" you asked surprise still coloring your voice.

"Then I will tell them she is beautiful, kind and the sweetest girl you could ever hope to meet" he hummed softly raising your hand to his lips and placing a kiss on your knuckles.

"Felix" you bit your lip as he lowered your hand but kept it in his grasp.

"Besides maybe you will want to give me a chance once you decide if I'm more than just a man whore" he smirked playfully.

a/n: Thank you for reading and your continued support of my work I cannot tell you how much it means to me. As always I cherish your comments, reblogs and likes and love you eternally xx

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Hiatus Notice

Hello my loves, I am going on hiatus for a little while to try to get myself back into a good place. I've been having a lot more health issues lately and I can't keep up with writing and deal with them at the same time. I will still be floating around just not posting my own work.

But I will be back after I have rested with more smut, hopeless romantic fluffs and heartbreaking angsts.

Love you guys eternally and see you soon, DaceyDeath xxx

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Hierarchy (Part 13 - Finale)

Heirachy: a system, especially in a society or organization, in which people are organized into different levels of importance from highest to lowest.

Pairing: Mafia Changbin x Reader

Word Count: 9.2k

Genre: Mafia Au, slow burn romance, friends to lovers

Warnings: 18+, minors DNI, swearing, violence, guns, kidnapping, torture, murder, death, blood, gore, medical terms, drinking, unprotected sex (don't be dumb), oral sex (f receiving), fingering, creampie,

You have always been utterly uninteresting, safely boring as close. You had a normal job, normal friends and the sweetest bestie on the planet but now everything is upside down and that best friend of yours is far more dangerous than you could have ever imagined.

You stopped in the open doorway feeling like your feet were stuck in wet cement, no matter how much you wanted to move in either direction you couldn't, intense fear fell over you again and it felt like it was an hour before Binnie noticed your hesitation and closed the door quickly engulfing you in a hug.

"I told you you don't need to prove a thing to any of us" he spoke soothingly into the crown of your head his words muffled by the blood rushing to your ears as your mind replayed the last time you were in a room with the man who used to be your boss "We all know how brave you are you have proved it again and again, you don't have to do this". Tears were making your vision blurry as you began gasping for breathe the world disappearing to be replaced with the memories of the gut wrenching fear that they would hurt you, that Mingi would catch you, that Changbin wouldn't be fast enough to save you.

"Alright baby we're going and Hannie is going to make sure he hurts no one again" he continued his fingers rubbing small circles into your back as your knees almost gave way. Bin swallowed hard and moved to bring your arms around his neck which you allowed even though you couldn't really register his words. "I'm going to carry you baby I need you to hold on to me, can you do that".

When nothing but a whimper crossed your lips Bin held your back and swung your legs up his arms holding you safely against his chest as he turned back towards the other two who looked agonizingly at how terrified and pained you looked.

"I'm going to destroy him for you princess" Han almost snarled his eyes going cold as a switch flick inside his head, you heard him speak but could only blink continual fat tears down your face.

"You go with Bin princess" Hyunjin smiled softly his hand reaching out and petting your heair "we will do the rest".

"As long as it's drawn out" Bin muttered to them both above your head "I don't need to finish it".

"You sure?" Hyunjin asked slightly suspicious but aware that it could be a whole day before you were alright again.

"Yeah let Han do his thing, he will get it done" he nodded moving you back up the corridor and out of the vault without a word to anyone.

"'Sorry" you mumbled as he sat finally sat you on his bed your eyes a tear falling from you eyes as you looked up at him, he wiped it away with his thumb looking at you softly. You opened your mouth to say more but only a strangled noise emitted from your throat, making him sigh heavily.

"You never need to apologize for not being able to do something I should have fought harder against you doing in the first place" he whispered gently leaning down to kiss your forehead as he continued to hold you tightly against him.

"I let you down" you hiccupped trying to calm your breathing down but you were still to freaked out to make your body cooperate.

"You have never and will never let me, Lix, Han or the others down doll" he gently rocked you back and forth loosening your grip around his neck as he started to slide you onto the bed beside him.

"Now I'm going to lay you right here and then I will lock the door and comeback to hold you" he told you carefully as you nodded through the tears still running down your face. Binnie got up and moved across the room to lock the door while you laid on your side in the fetal position watching him, undoing his belt and letting his pants fall to the floor with a soft thud he pulled the covers down and picked you up again laying you facing him as he covered the both of you with his quilt and pulled you to his chest. He rubbed his hands up and down your back not saying a word, just waiting for you to go through the emotions you needed to until you were either able to speak to him properly or you fell asleep from emotional exhaustion. When your sniffling and tears finally stopped you were still clinging to his shirt with a strong grip, he carefully opened each finger massaging your hands and forearms before pulling you tighter against him your nose nuzzled in against his throat so you could feel his heartbeat under your cheek and hear his breathing.

"You still with me baby doll" he murmured buy your eyes were too heavy to answer your whole body felt like lead but you knew you were safe so you just sighed softly as he hummed quietly to help you fall properly to sleep feeling you relax into his arms.

Stepping back into the vault Changbin's blood was colder than ice he wanted nothing more than to make both of them suffer even more for how broken you had looked in the moment he met your eyes back at your office and again when he had opened that door for you to enter behind him. He was also furious at himself he had let you get in that position and he would take that anger out on them as well, stalking down the hallway even Chan gave him a wide birth as he passed towards the room where he know Han wouldn't have killed Kim yet since he was so set on making him suffer for as long as phyically possible. Knocking the screams because cries of pain as Hyunjin opened the door blood dripping from his safety goggles before he instantly stepped aside for him to enter Han stopping mid cut with his scalpel as he caught sight of him.

"Hey big guy" Han grinned his eyes sparkling "Where's your pretty little wifey?"

"Upstairs she needs rest" he growled back terrifyingly, with even Han's eyes widening slightly at the sight of how dangerous he must have looked.

"m' pet still here" Kim gurgled faintly blood dripping from his lips from the injuries that he had already suffered.

"My wife" he snarled ferally pulling Kim's head back viciously by the hair to show him the venom that he put into his words "is not your fucking anything".

Circling round the front on the chair Kim was still strapped to he could see the damage that Han had inflicted in all it's glory, eyes held open with wire speculums, shirt cut away but still blood soaked and his abdomen sliced open in several places, organs dangling from the large wounds clipped with surgical clamps to stop the possibility of him bleeding on before they wanted him too.

"What do you think?" Hyunjin asked proudly "Think Hannie's really outdone himself here"

"He has, but are you done? because I can wait until you have finished up whatever you have decided to do" Changbin smirked taking in the surprisingly small pool of blood and surgical tools littering the floor.

"Oh the only thing left is to let the clamps out for him to bleed out? but I was waiting for the morphine to wear off so he can feel everything" Han cackled his eyes truly deranged.

"We didn't want him dying halfway through so he's had enough to make it painful but bearable, letting him watch up cut him open" Hyunjin smiled wickedly gesturing to the large blood splattered mirror behind them.

"Well then I guess we have some time to kill" Changbin laughed darkly watching Kim closely his expression growing even darker as Kim tried to speak.

"I was thinking maybe we could actually remove the organs and see how long it takes for him to die?" Han suggested suddenly "your goddess of a wife did say eyeballs, skin and spleens after all". Hyunjin laughed darkly as he watched the two of them continue to torture Kim until his phone vibrated, pulling it from his pocket he saw a text from Felix letting him know that he was distracting you by taking you out with most of the others.

You woke up wrapped tightly in a quilt the late afternoon sun streaming through the windows and no Changbin, blinking you lifted your head a little shuffling the quilt down to your shoulders you found yourself looking at Felix sitting on the couch across the room playing on his phone quietly when he looked up at your puffy face he frowned sympathetically and stood beginning to make his way over to you before he stopped.

"Am I allowed to come sit with you bubs? I know you have been through so much today" he asked sounding and looking worried.

"Can I have a cuddle" you croaked your throat dry from crying.

"Of course you can bubs" Felix breathed looking relieved as he slipped under the covers with you and snuggled into you. "I was so worried when Bin appeared downstairs looking like he was going to burn the whole city to the ground".

"I'm sorry, I disappointed him" you sighed sadly.

"Absolutely not bubs, you would never let him down" Felix soothed stroking your hair "He was angry with himself".

"I don't want him to be angry Lix" you pouted feeling stupid that you caused such a scene and had taken Binnie away from his work.

"It's good he angry now bubs he's down with Han and Hyunjin working so anger is helpful there" Felix tried to lift your mood slightly.

"I disappointed all of you" you sighed continuing to pout.

"You didn't do that either, how about you go take a nice hot shower and I will take you somewhere nice to take your mind off everything?" Felix smiled hopefully squeezing you slightly to make you look up at him. He gave you his normal dazzlingly sweet smile that he knew would make you agree to just about anything.

"Would that be safe Lix?" you asked slowly mulling the idea over.

"Of course bubs, you would be with me and also nearly all of the Ateez crew are either dead or downstairs waiting to get extra dead" Felix squeezed you again.

"Alright" you smiled softly thinking it would be nice to go out even if it was only for a little while, you were dreading the first time you would leave the company since the last time had been traumatic and horrendous but if Felix was beside you the whole time you would definitely be safe.

"I can see those cogs spinning, we can ask Jeongin and Seungmin to come too if you like or Chan and Minho or all of them" Felix beamed "but first shower and outfit, you need to look like a billion dollars". He pulled you up out of the bed and led you into the bathroom turning on the water and then turning to leave with a mumble about if they had anything in your size. Felix had reappeared as you were brushing your hair out, still dressed in Binnie's robe, his arms holding two different garment bags and a plain white gift bag.

"Lixie, what are those?" you almost laughed as he laid them on Binnie's bed.

"What would you rather floor length or mini? You will look incredible in both but it's up to is you want to show your arms or your legs" he explained.

"I guess it would be better not to show my arms since my wrists are still bruised" you mumbled.

"Fucking cunts" Felix growled lowly before he handed you one of the bags "put that on and I will find you some shoes then I will be back".

"Lix I have shoes!" you yelled after him as he made a speedy exit from the room allowing you to unzip the garment bag and reveal a navy blue mini dress with long sleeves which would cover your wrists so no one would be the wiser but you were a little concerned about the length of the skirt. You decided to put it on anyway slipping the dress over your head and doing up the zipper as best you could knowing that Lix could help you get it done up for you.

"You decent?" he called through the door knocking against it.

"Yes, but I need help with the zipper" you called back as he came in holding a shoe box, his eyes widening with joy as he took in how you looked. You turned to let him finish zipping you up before you turned back to give him an inquisitive look "Why do you have garment bags full of dresses and women's shoes in sizes that none of you could wear?"

"Well sometimes we have guests that need a change of clothes and sometimes they need replacements... you know what you can ask Chan why I'm sure he would love to explain it" Lix blushed pink before opening the shoebox to give you a pair of silver crystal covered high heels.

"Lee Felix, these shoes cost a fortune I can't wear these!" you balked at the designer shoes he had placed in your hands.

"Well unless you are going shoe less I would say you are bubs" he replied cheekily looking you over "You look amazing bubs, truly beautiful".

"Is it just us going to this mystery place? you asked softly the compliment making your heart flutter while he picked up the gift bag he dropped onto the bed earlier.

"No I have roped in Chan, Minho and Seungmin. Jeongin still has some work he needs to get done for Han and Hyunjin so there will be the four of us to keep you safe, including the biggest scariest boss of them all" he teased to keep you smiling.

"Channie isn't scary" you laughed as he offered you his arm to led you from the room.

"Channie isn't scary to you but fucking Bang Chan is bubs" he laughed loudly leading you down to the meeting room where the others were sitting around and Jeongin was hunched over his laptop until the door opened and he saw you walk in.

"Woah noona" Jeongin whooped making the others turn to you, they had seen you in plenty of dresses in the time that you had casually seen them over the last few years so you weren't sure what the big deal was.

"Noona? when did that happen?" Seungmin waggled his eyebrows playfully at Jeongin who just shrugged.

"Wow you look incredible kitten" Minho whistled making your face heat up.

"You have all seen me in dresses before" you sassed trying to not show the effect the compliments were having on you.

"True but none have looked that good" Chan smiled "Bin was smart to keep you hidden from the rest of us".

"Stop, stop, stop" you mumbled waved your hands "too much, I'll get all shy and stuff".

"Last thing is jewelry bubs" Lix grinned sitting you on the end of the couch beside Seungmin as he began pulling boxed from the gift bag. You hadn't noticed that they were all dressed in nicer suits than they normally wore which made you feel even more shy about how you looked since they all looked gorgeous.

"Let me guess this another of those we keep spares like the clothes thing?" you raised your eyebrows at him.

"No this is a money is easier to hide in jewels than in banks kind of thing" he smirked as you rolled your eyes "Here put this on your ring finger and let me put this necklace on you". Lix handed you a stupidly big diamond ring to wear that when you slid it onto your ring finger was a little loose before he stood to clasp the fine chain around your neck.

"This ring is too loose Felix, I'll lose it" you carefully took it from your finger to give it back.

"Oh yeah I'll give you a smaller one then" he said casually digging through boxes until he found another diamond solitaire that fit you better.

"Lix this ring is ridiculous" you stared at it dumbfounded.

"That's the point bubs have to make it look like you really are a mafia wife" Lix snickered.

"Where are we going anyway?" Seungmin asked looking between the guys.

"I was thinking of the rooftop at Victory but I will take suggestions" Felix shrugged putting his hand out for you to help you stand.

"How about Novel?" Minho asked "None of us have been there for a while, its smack bang in the middle of our territory and its elite so none of the people that we don't want to see will be there"

"Sounds good" Felix smiled "I'm going to text Changbin to tell him where we're going so he doesn't worry".

"Come on little one" Chan offered his arm as he led the way to the garage letting you slip your shoes on before you made your way into the stairwell.

"You sure Binnie won't mind Lix?" you asked one last time feeling a little nervous.

"Nope he won't mind at all, we will take good care of you" he assured you happily.

"I know Lix that's not the bit he will get mad about" you rolled your eyes again as Chan helped you get into one of the black sedans watching as Felix ignored your statement completely.

"Why don't you just call him" Chan suggested softly making you feel stupid for not thinking of that yourself.

"I'm not sure why I didn't think of that Channie" you frowned pulling your phone from your bag

"Because it has been a hard day for you" Chan smiled at fondly.

"This is why we are taking you out to get you completely shitfaced and have fun" Minho chuckled slipping in the other side of the car from you. Pulling your phone out you dialed Binnie not sure he would even be able to answer if he was working.

Changbin smirked as your name popped up on his screen interrupting the discussion of which organs have the least use in the body and could be pulled out first which was getting narrowed down to spleen, stomach, liver, intestines and kidneys.

"Hey baby doll, are you feeling better?" he smiled into the phone as he watched Kim try his hardest to listen in as you told him where you were going.

"Yes Lix is taking me out somewhere, well Lix, Channie, Mino and Minnie are taking me somewhere" you clarified "I just wanted you to know where I was"

"You are allowed to do anything in the world you want to baby?" He purred almost suggestively as Han and Hyunjin both smiled sadistically as their victim.

"Binnie!" you giggled trying not to get embarrassed.

"I have a little more work with Han and Hyunjin to get done but let me know when you get back alright" He turned to watch Kim through the mirror as though he was not trying to add to his mental torture.

"Oh you're with them now?" you nervously asked making him know you were happy to play along if he wanted you too while Han waved at the phone.

"I am, Han is waving" he chuckled dangerously "Did you want me to put you on speaker?". You hummed in a way he knew you weren't totally alright before he let you speak again.

"Say hi to Hannie for me" you mumbled "I don't want him to hear me".

"That is absolutely fine baby, you have already been so brave, you deserves to go out and have fun" he smirked again watching Kim try desperately to make any sort of noise loud enough for you to acknowledge.

"Love you Binnie" you smiled hearing his breath hitch as her heard your words

"I love you baby" he grinned watching Kim's face fall looking even more destroyed than before pressing the call end button his eyes meeting Han's in the mirror who looked so pleased with himself he might combust.

"I think he's feeling it now" Hyunjin snarked lifting Kim's head to watch his expression.

"Give him another half an hour I reckon" Han's eyes glinted manically just to be sure.

You really did feel like a mafia queen as Chan opened the car door for you and helped you to step out of the car offering you his arm, as the security and people outside the bar noticed them and therefore you instantly. You seemed to be grabbing attention with every step you took from the car, the staff ushered the group of you inside and towards the VIP elevator to take you to the top floor, when the elevator doors opened the whole bar seemed to stop as Chan stepped out with you holding his arm and Minho, Felix and Seungmin behind you. Felix helped you into the booth making sure you were in the middle of all of them so you would feel safe and Minho ordered a round of drinks and a bottle of champagne as soon as a waiter appeared as you looked around the room at the beautiful art that decorated the walls.

"This place isn't owned by any of the crews, its neutral ground you could say" Seungmin smiled as you looked in awe at the view that was behind you.

"Well it's beautiful regardless" you smiled brightly.

"We thank you sincerely for the compliment Mrs Bang" a plump man who you hadn't noticed before said making you almost flinch as Felix squeezed your knee under the table.

"Not Mrs Bang" Chan corrected easily "Mrs Seo".

"My deepest apologies Mrs Seo, I would not seek to cause any offence to you or your husband" he bowed his head.

"None taken" you smiled softly as the waiter returned with a bottle of champagne and five glasses.

"As you know Mr Bang, we are grateful for your patronage as always and hope that tonight will be enjoyed without any unnecessary distractions" he murmured quietly.

"We are here to enjoy ourselves and keep Mrs Seo entertained there is nothing to be concerned about" Chan chuckled as he bowed again and scuttled away.

"Like I said neutral, we all behave while we are here since its owned by several politicians who could make our lives harder if they wanted to" Seungmin finished his explanation to you as Lix handed you a glass of champagne.

"So when should we start planning the wedding" Minho joked just about making you drop the glass.

"Mino" you snapped softly "We haven't even been whatever we are for a month yet".

"Yeah, Minho it's more likely she's going to get knocked up first" Seungmin drawled.

"Well they have been going at it like rabbits" Minho teased you further making you flustered at the memory that they had all heard you earlier.

"You two are just jealous" Lix laughed as you squirmed in your seat.

"No way I couldn't think of anything worse that fucking Changbin" Seungmin shot back making a face as you dissolved into a fit of laughter.

"No but Minho here is deffinatly annoyed it's not him getting laid" Chan shrugged his dimples showing as he picked on his second.

"We are all are pissed about that, fucking hell how irritating is it that Seo is the one who got a wife first" Minho dramatically sighed making you laugh even harder.

"I'm sure you guys struggle so much in the getting laid department" you sassed between giggles "Seeing how you are so wildly unattractive".

"Hey, it is a struggle sometimes" Seungmin countered his smile telling you the exact opposite of his words.

"Yeah it must be hard for you to have to turn down women all the damn time" you smirked as they laughed "is that why you have stashes of women's clothes at the company?.

"Um, sort of" Chan chuckled not elaborating further than that.

"So now this is all over, I guess we need to find you another job huh?" Lix asked bumping his shoulder against yours.

"Yeah I almost forgot about that" you paused sipping your drink.

"Jeongin and I have found a few options for you that are similar to what you already did" Seungmin grinned as you looked at him fondly.

"Is each of those outside of the... um company?" you questioned hoping that you would be able to go back to some sort of routine fairly quickly.

"Yeah each of them is offsite" Seungmin winked playfully making you giggle again as the wine began going straight to your head.

"Good, I can be a useful person again" you continued smiling brightly.

"Right we are going to need to order some food or she is going to be drunk in five minutes flat" Felix laughed gesturing for the waiter who was beside him instantly to provide whatever he asked for.

"Shut up will not" you pouted proving his point as they all laughed at you.

"But on a serious note you will stay with Bin now that this is over" Minho asked looking at you with more intensity "we need to know if we need to prepare"

"I want to be with him regardless of anything that you guys do, I don't think I could ever be without him" you replied honestly.

"Well fuck there goes your shot up in flames" Chan smirked making Minho narrow his eyes at him.

"Well a toast is in order then" Felix smiled happily "To our queen who will stay with us until the end" their glasses all clinked against yours as you took another mouthful of wine, your eyes brightening as food started making its way towards the table.

While waiting for the morphine to wear off enough for Han's liking Hyunjin had brought Changbin in to finish up Mingi, both Han and Hyunjin had agreed very early on that although they were the ones who would make them suffer he was the one to finish it. Mingi was being kept in of of the smaller 'medical' rooms which they had in the vault in case people needed proper patching up between rounds of questioning, he hadn't asked why because he didn't care why but when Hyunjin lead him in he was thrilled with their work.

"Just kill me already" Mingi groaned from the gurney he was partially strapped to, tubes and drip lines hooked up all over his body.

"That's why Changbin's here Mingi, you get to die now just like the rest of your crew" Hyunjin replied a little too happily for it to appear natural.

"Where's my uncle, my cousin?" he demanded albeit weakly.

"Cousin is dead" Hyunjin shrugged "Your uncle is currently bleeding to death very very slowly".

"You're a bunch of psycho cunts to you know that. All this for one little cunt, and not even a pretty cunt at that?" he grimaced as he tried to sit up a bit.

"Stop moving you should know you cant by now" Hyunjin rolled his eyes exasperatedly "You are up Changbin".

Mingi was strapped across his shoulders not to keep his from causing problems but to keep him upright, Han had done an excellent job in removing both of Mingi's hands and forearms, amputating them through his elbow joint, an procedure that was obviously related to the bruising you had shown them on your wrists. Smirking to himself he pulled the hand gun he always carried out and flicked the safety off.

"Any last words not that any one will give a fuck" he growled aiming between his eyes, trying not to show how angry Mingi's words made him.

"Fuck you and that cunt of a wife" Mingi spat glaring up at him.

"Well I am going to fuck her after this but thanks for your concern about my wife's pretty little cunt" Changbin smirked pulling the trigger and putting Mingi down like a rabid animal.

"One down, one to go" Hyunjin sang amused as his associates came in to get rid of Mingi's corpse.

"What did you do with his arms?" he asked as the pair walked back to the observation room.

"Oh we kept them, were going to use them when we put the bodies out Han took great pleasure in totally skinning them while Mingi watched" Hyunjin replied "I think they are in the freezer".

"I love that you don't really know where we are keeping random body parts" he chuckled as Hyunjin scratched the back of his neck looking sheepish. Opening the door they found Han once again spewing bullshit to make Kim's end a little bit worse.

"So I understand the appeal believe me she is beautiful and so sweet but the thing that I like the best is how fucking hot she sounds when she cums. This morning the big guys was railing her into the mattress and she made the sweetest noises" Han babbled holding up Kim's head so he could see his mutilated body in the mirror.

"What are you blabbering about now?" Hyunjin sighed pretending he was bored as the pair of them walked back into the room.

"Just telling our guest about how good the big guy's wife sounds when she cums on his cock" He giggled letting Kim's head fall as he let go of the grip he had on his hair. "How's Mingi, happy as ever?"

"Dead" Hyunjin shrugged "Changbin put him down like the piece of shit he was, but not before he insulted our princess again".

"Fucking maggot, whole bloodline has no manners then" Han spat looking at Kim's barely conscious form "I say we do it now before he goes into shock. I want him to see himself die".

"How do you want to do this then?" He asked still watching Kim as his head lolled almost lifelessly against his chest.

"I'm thinking spleen, intestines, liver then we just start taking off the clamps? I don't want to have to get the bolt cutters to crack open his rib cage It's too much work for too little fun" Han explained as though dissecting a live person was a totally normal and mundane thing to do.

"Sure Han, you do you" he shrugged still looking at Kim before turning back to Hyunjin "any objections?"

"Nah, but let me get some buckets before Minho loses his shit again about the cleaning up" Hyunjin smiled grabbing buckets from the corner of the room and placing them under the chair. "If you could at least pretend to aim for the buckets Han"

"I can do that" He smiled toothily picking up his scalpel again before making a few fast cuts and holding up Kim's spleen triumphantly before chucking it unceremoniously into one of the buckets.

The painful wheezes and whimpers that were starting to cease escaping Kim's mouth as him blood ran freely into the buckets that Hyunjin had placed under the chair. He had been watching Kim for the past almost hour but as soon as the surgical clamps were released properly he knew it was going to be a short but painful show. Han had already called his guys about getting the other corpses off ice and back into the fridge unit so they could prepare their little spectacle for that night.

"I thought it would be done in like thirty seconds" Han frowned impressed.

"Same but I guess you did miss the femoral for a reason" Hyunjin nodded sagely.

'I think he will be gone in another fifteen max" He chuckled watching Kim finally go limp the blood still draining out of him just slower now that his heart had stopped.

"So between this and what we did to Mingi for you it should show the whole fucking planet not to fuck with you and princess" Han snickered poking Kim in the eye to test if he was really dead for good measure.

"Dude" Hyunjin laughed "This is why people think your a psycho"

"I gotta say I think all the murder doesn't really help" he added watching Han and Hyunjin release the bindings on Kim and let him slump to the floor with a heavy wet thud. "I'm going back up to see if Chan and the others are back yet you guys have fun".

"Oh we fucking will" Hyunjin grinned helping Han drag Kim towards the the edge of the tarp to roll him up for transport.

When you returned to the company you were feeling lighter than you had since the whole mess had begun, you were going to be safe and you were going to be with Changbin it was everything you could have wanted. Well it was everything you could have wanted aside from the murder, mayhem, crime syndicate, potential complications of said crime syndicate an the fact that the love language of the whole group seemed to be loyalty and taking the piss out of each other. But it made you feel strangely at home although you weren't entirely sure that wasn't the alcohol buzzing through your system. Heading back into the meeting room you made a bee line for one of the couches plopping yourself down while Felix and Seungmin went back to work.

"I'm going to make you a coffee kitten" Minho sighed looking at your lounged figure on the couch.

"Thank you Minooo" you sang back to him.

"Noona's tipsy or actually drunk" Jeongin asked quietly leaning towards Felix.

"Tipsy if she was drunk she would be telling you how cute you are and that she loves you" Felix smirked as you sat back up to pull the large ring off and the necklace that Felix had put on you earlier and dropping them onto the table with a clatter.

"I'm not even that tipsy" you pouted as Felix rolled his eyes.

"Did you or did you not say that out of the rest of us me and Chan are the most fuckable?" Felix teased.

"No comment" you sighed tucking your legs under you so you could lean against the arm of the couch making Chan strip out of his jacket and drape it across your lower half.

"Here drink think and lets get you a little more sober before Changbin gets made at us" Minho sighed with faux annoyance.

"Well that's no fun" you teased sticking your tongue out at him while he tried to hide his smile.

Changbin returned to the meeting room to find Felix and the others looking into police routes and officers they could pay to not be in the dump site location at the time that Han and Hyunjin's guys would need to be there and for at least and hour to get all of the bodies off loaded and dealt with. Felix was looking into street camera locations so he could successfully have them all disabled when he needed to and Seungmin was looking into ways to have disturbances cause in other parts of the city to divert man power towards further away locations. You however were laying on your side on the couch Chan's jacket draped over your legs as he and Minho discussed the job opportunities that you could have both within the syndicate and outside.

"Did you have fun baby?" he interrupted enjoying the excited look on you face when you turned to him.

"Binnie" you got up immediately and threw your arms around him.

"Where did this dress come from?" he chuckled as you let him spin you around.

"Felix" you grinned "do you like it?".

"I like anything you wear, I prefer taking off what you are wearing" He smirked as you smacked his arm and glared "Can you give us a minute baby, I don't want you hearing the details this time? Give us maybe 10 minutes".

"Sure, I'll be in the kitchen then" you nodded leaving the room quickly.

"Everything tied up down stairs? no loose ends" Chan turned to him expectantly.

"I dealt with Mingi, Han had created his own masterpiece with Kim" he answered darkly "Have to admit this is probably his most vicious work yet".

"How do you mean?" Minho queried a small smirk on his face.

"He cut Mingi's arms off" he shrugged as the entire room just stopped to stare at him "I'm not sure Felix wants to know what he did to Kim but it was like I said a masterpiece".

"Holy fucking shit" Minho barked in surprise.

"Fucker deserved it" Jeongin shrugged "I treated and bandaged her arms when you guys were out and they looked terrible".

"Should have cut his dick off while they were at it" Felix muttered bitterly making Chan laugh loudly.

"What's funny?" Han announced walking in behind Hyunjin both cleaned up and in sweats.

"Bin was telling us one of our guest lost an arm or two" Chan sniggered.

"Oh yeah fucker was lucky I didn't skin him instead of just his arms but I knew the big guy needed to end it" Han grinned flopping himself down beside Minho as Hyunjin say himself beside Seungmin.

"Mingi was excellent but Kim, that was a level of pain I have never seen you do" Hyunjin smiled proudly.

"Oh yeah so what I did was..." Han started excitedly gesturing to his own face.

"Nope, nope, nope where are my headphones" Felix yelped loudly as Jeongin chucked them across the table while Han whined, sliding them him place on his head Felix went back to work allowing Han to proceed.

"I got some of those eye clamps from the doctor and I pinned his eyes open while I made him watch me pull his organs out!" Han's toothy grin was a stark contrast to the words he had just uttered making even Chan look concerned.

"You pulled his organs out?" Seungmin clarified.

"Well not totally to begin with I didn't want him dying until I was sure that Bin was going to be happy about his level of suffering but after that I cut out his spleen, liver and part of his intestines they are all in buckets so clean up won't be too hard" He explained looking at them happily "Where is princess?".

"She is in the kitchen and how do you go from organs to noona in a single breath?" Jeongin asked looking concerned still.

"It's not important they are dead and my princess is safe and in a couple of hours were done and dusted" Han shrugged.

"You didn't want her knowing the gory details?" Hyunjin asked tilting his head

"We took her out and she is happy and you want her to hear about organs and amputations" Minho laughed.

"That is true, it would be better to keep her happy this morning she looked almost as scared as when I found her" Hyunjin frowned as Felix slowly lowered his headphones to check if it was safe.

"The declarations of love worked a treat though" Han joked "Kim looked shattered".

"She thought she had let us all down and was scared of what had happened and also that we were disappointed" Felix chimed seeing that they were past the gore and back into the normal.

"She is never going to disappoint us, she's too loyal for that" Seungmin added.

"I'm glad you all seem to trust her because I need to clear something with you all" he cleared his throat "I asked her to stay".

"We all pretty much knew that mate" Chan chuckled.

"I know but I still want you to have a say over it, we always do everything by vote and this isn't different" he sighed.

"I'm not even guessing when I say all of us are happy for her to move in, stay for as long as she wants and if things change we can just add another wing" Chan shrugged easily.

"Is this because she calls you Channie now" Minho waggled his eyebrows at Chan.

"No you fucking twat it's not" Chan replied deadpanned.

"Oh it so is! better add our fearless leader to the list of replacements" Han chirped.

"Fuck off you psycho what did I say about telling me what order you guys want to fuck her in?" he groaned.

Having played around on your phone and looked through your socials you figured it was safe to head back into the meeting room now so you headed back towards the room opening the large doors without even knocking and walking in. You smiled seeing all of them there laughing at something Binnie was being dramatic over, but you noticed Innie was still working and so was Lix as the others sat around.

"Hold up there is an order?" Hyunjin laughed while Han pouted about whatever had just been said.

"Yeah Lix first, then I still reckon Minho, me, you, Seungmin, Chan and finally Jeongin" Han cackled not even noticing you in the room let alone that you had wandered over beside Jeongin to check out what he was doing.

"Nope, Hannie your on the end of that list not the middle, sorry" you shrugged making Jeongin snort as Han whipped his head towards your voice.

"What? Why? You love me!" Han protested pouting cutely.

"I love you to little bits and pieces but that doesn't mean I would ever fuck you" you smirked not looking up at him which set of a chorus of loud laughter. Jeongin had scribbled a bunch of haphazard, times, names and streets on a piece of paper which you could clearly see was meant to be plans for tonight so without making a sound you reached over to grab the note book you had been working in earlier and flipped it open writing the notes in a clearer to understand way.

"Innie is this a three or a five?" you pointed to the paper sitting in the chair beside him.

"Hmm? a five" he nodded flicking his eyes between his laptop and the paper.

"The you are missing a window of 20 minutes between 2:40 and 3:00" you frowned looking over the times again to make sure you had written them all correctly "See if there is a patrol on the Southern side at 2:30 then there should be an overlapping one on the Eastern side since all the others do". You pointed to the map he was looking at and put the times beside him.

"Are you totally sure you want an outside job?" Seungmin asked smiling widely "You potentially saved our arses there and you don't even realize it".

"Innie would have seen it" you clicked your tongue as Jeongin looked back at his laptop calculating quickly.

"I mean yeah but you saw it first and you are a natural" Seungmin continued.

"No offence but I would prefer not to work for you" you sighed "it's easier to feel like I have a tiny semblance of normal if I work in a normal office doing just normal office things".

"You don't need to justify yourself little one" Chan reassured you as your eyes flicked down to the notepad again as Jeongin scribbled times again.

"Thanks noona" Jeongin murmured making you smile and make your way over to Binnie who was more than happy to pull you into his side his fingers marking the velvet as he gripped your hips.

"Binnie, be careful of your arm" you whispered.

"It's fine, but you can play nurse later and check it if that will make you happy" he groaned playfully.

"Changbin says he has asked you to stay" Chan interrupted looking to you as you whipped your head to look at him wide eyed. You knew Binnie would mention it to the rest of them but you didn't think it would be quite that fast.

"Yeah he did" you confirmed as nerves erupted in your stomach.

"Have you agreed? Because we will need to organize getting all of the non-damaged stuff from your apartment and severing your lease if you are" Chan smiled making you let go of the breathe you were unaware you were holding.

"If none of you mind I would like to stay" you smiled hopefully.

"At this point I would be worried that certain people wouldn't let you leave" Chan chuckled gesturing towards Han and Felix . You smiled fondly at the guys who had so quickly gone from strangers to total family, their frightening outer layers that they displayed to the rest of the world completely shed in front of you.

"Next step would be picking which job you want, if you want one that is" Bin sighed kissing your earlobe.

"What do you mean if? I need a job Binnie" you scoffed.

"Well you don't really, not if you don't want one" he shrugged his non injured arm trailing up and down your side.

"Because that is practical how would I buy the things I need?" you sighed looking at the ceiling.

"I'll buy everything you could ever want or need, that's my job now anyway providing for you" he chuckled the others watching you curiously.

"I'm sorry I thought you were my boyfriend not my father or my husband" you sarcastically shot back moving from his lap to stand up.

"Well not your father, but marry me and then I would be your husband and I could give you everything you wanted" he smirked as your eyes widened and the noise in the room stopped completely.

"Binnie I was being serious" you sighed rolling your eyes.

"So was I baby" his smirk grew as you realized he was being serious before you pursed your lips your eyes narrowing.

"Hmm no" you smiled sarcastically before you turned walking from the room to go and find coffee and perhaps Mrs Choi so you could have an actual conversation without any sort of stupidity.

"Nice job big guy!" Han garbled through his mouthful of snack that he had found somewhere.

"You're an idiot" Felix rolled his eyes looking between the two of them.

Back in Changbin's room you started going through the things that you would need to bring from your old apartment, obvious things like your clothes were easy but your furniture and other things were harder. There was nothing you actually needed to bring, you had been given a room that was fully furnished and you spent a huge amount of time in Binnie's room anyway. You also had full use of the kitchen and although there were staff that they guys employed and you still cleaned up after yourself there was nothing in your apartment that you needed to bring for the kitchen either. The whole thing was feeling more stressful than you thought it would be moving into a place that you couldn't actually contribute to. When Binnie finally returned it was late and you were still writing lists of things you would need to replace, donate or throw away.

"What are you doing that has you frowning so much?" he asked as he paused in the doorway.

"I just realized how little I actually need to bring with me and it feels like I am taking advantage" you mutter as you squint at the words you just wrote.

"How are you taking advantage? Is this because I said I would buy everything because I won't if that makes you feel bad" you walked to the desk where you were sitting still wearing the dress you had borrowed from Felix. You felt him lean on the back of the chair tipping you slightly backwards as he looked at the various lists you had written.

"All I actually need to bring is my wardrobe and my personal stuff, all my furniture and other stuff is already here and I didn't even think about how I am going to get rid of it all or anything like that" you began to babble making him slide his hands to your shoulders to squeeze them softly to try to soothe your tensed up muscles.

"Is this actually about your stuff or is this about you thinking things are changing too fast?" He murmured kissing the top of your head.

"I agreed to live here with you, but maybe not for the right reasons" you whispered hoping he wouldn't take it the wrong way.

"What do you mean doll?" he kissed your hair again continuing his hands squeezing and massaging your shoulders.

"I want to stay because I'm safe here with you" you admitted swallowing hard "I am pretty sure now that I have fallen in love with you, no I'm sure I have. I think I fell for you ages ago and just never realized. But this, us, we have only been a thing for a few weeks and I'm moving in with you, doesn't that scare you?" once you started you couldn't stop yourself from telling him what you were feeling it was as though the need for honesty between you had smashed away any sort of filter that had once been in place.

"Honestly? no it doesn't scare me because I have been waiting for it for so long but if you don't really want this I'm not going to make you baby" he soothed his voice soft and low as he moved to bring his lips to your ear. "I only want you baby, I don't mind waiting a bit longer if that is what you want". You shivered as his breath caressed your ear and neck his lips almost brushing your earlobe.

"I want this Binnie" you almost gasped your voice breathy.

"What 'this' is it you want baby?" he continued to cause goosebumps to erupt across your body his lips moving lower to almost brush against your jawbone.

"I want you Changbin, I want to be with you" you cleared your throat trying to get your mind to clear from the desire that was beginning to build inside you.

"Do you want to just go back to being what we were before all of this?" his lips grazing the skin of your jaw and his hands sliding down your arms.

"No, I don't want that" you blurted quickly "I want us together, I want you to love me exactly like you do".

"So you want me to worship and love you forever then?" he teased sensually his hands moving to carefully cup your breasts his thumbs brushing across your nipples through the plush fabric.

"Yes, I want that. I want that so much" you whimpered as his fingers moved to pinch and tug at your sensitive buds.

"Then you want to stay with me?" he retracted his hands from your chest moving to place them back on the back on the chair spinning it so you were now facing him.

"Yes Binnie I want to stay with you" you nodded trying to not rub your thighs together under his intensity of his gaze.

"Then stay" he whispered lowering himself to his knees in front of you, pushing your knees apart easily he pulled you slightly down the chair before rolling it closer to him.

"Binnie" you whimpered softly his hands sliding up your thighs pushing the fabric of the mini shirt higher up your legs until it circled your hips.

"It's ok baby, I'm going to take care of you" he smirked slowly tugging your underwear down your legs "I'm going to take the best care of you baby".

Spreading your thighs further apart he kept eye contact with you until the moment he licked a fast hard stripe through your folds making you cry out, your fingers sliding into his hair and grasping at his roots to ground yourself from the intense pleasure his tongue was giving you.

"Binnie" you moaned lewdly as his tongue circled your clit roughly repeating the action each time you tugged on his hair. His fingers moving to push your folds apart so he could thrust his tongue inside you tasting you fully and groaning against you, your head fell back when he pushed those fingers into teasingly slowly compared to how his tongue was ravaging your clit. Feeling you getting closer as you began clenching around his fingers he pulled away from you kissing his way along your inner thighs giving you time to come down before nipping and sucking at the skin leaving a trail of marks that only he could ever leave on you.

"Lets get you undressed before I ruin that pretty little dress" he smirked pulling you to your feet and moving behind you to pull the zipper down kissing his way down your back as the fabric fell away from your skin.

"Need you so bad Bin" you whined you hands blindly grabbing behind you to touch him anyway you could, but he just continued undressing you slipping the dress off your shoulders to let it fall to the floor.

"Patience baby" he smirked kissing his way along your shoulders as he slipped your bra straps from them to let it too fall from you, guiding you towards the bed you let him position you so you were sitting facing him as he began to undress, when he let his pants and boxes fall you leaned forward to take the tip of his cock between your lips swirling your tongue around him as he let you pull him closer to you sliding himself between your waiting lips until he hit the back of your throat.

"Fuck you are too good to be true baby" he groaned letting you suck him off exactly how you wanted to you hummed as you let the praise make you work harder to please him until he pulled himself from your mouth with a lewd wet pop.

"Turn around baby" he smirked helping you get on your hands and knees.

"Please Binnie I need you inside me" you whimpered wiggling your arse at him as he lined himself up and pushed himself into you slowly stretching your plush walls until he bottomed out making you whine.

"Show me how much you want it baby, fuck yourself on my cock like a good girl" he growled through clenched teeth. Mewling softly you rocked yourself up and down his length feeling every ridge and vein of his cock as he held your hips to steady you.

"Feels so good Binnie, feel so full" you gasped moving yourself faster chasing your own pleasure as sparks of your orgasm set fire to heat in your belly.

"Fuck look at you being such a good girl" he groaned as you started tightening around him as you continued to do just as he told you, his hands caressing your hips and he helped you keep the rhythm you needed to reach your high.

"Changbin, fuck, Changbin" you cried out your walls convulsing around him as your orgasm hit you hard your arms collapsing under you.

"Shit so good baby" he groaned taking over from you to fuck himself even further into your fluttering walls making you moan pornographically as he began pounding into you with enough force that you would have collapsed under him if he hadn't been holding you "let them all hear you baby, let them hear that only I get to knock you up".

"Changbin" you cried again as a second far harsher orgasm crashed over you your voice strained from all your moans and cries.

"Fuck that's my good girl" he grunted filling you with ropes of his thick cum continuing to shallowly thrust to fuck it further into you. Letting you slowly crumple to the bed he went to grab a wet cloth to clean you both up the rough fabric making you shiver in sensitivity even though he was trying his hardest to be gentle with you.

"That's the second time you have said that Binnie" you softly panted as he scooped you up to cuddle up to his chest.

"That I've said what baby?" he he licked his lips.

"That you want to get me pregnant" you murmured looking up at him "Is that because you want that or because you like the idea of it?"

"Ah you noticed that" he blushed slightly looking sheepish "I know it's fast, I know that normally couples don't talk about moving in, getting married and having kids before the month mark but I want that. I want that with you" he slowly admitted.

"You really want that?" you whispered.

"I've never been more sure of what I want when it comes to you baby" he smiled his fingers trailing up and down your bare skin.

"I guess we better practice then" you bit your lip looking up at him through your lashes.

"Fuck I love you" he beamed capturing your lips in a tender kiss.

"I love you too Changbin" you breathed against his lips.

FIN

a/n: So that is the end of Hierarchy thank you so much to everyone who read, reblogged, commented or even just liked this story. You all mean the world to me and I adore you xx

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