masculine urge to change my rdroc's outfit again

Gotta say the hyperpop is pretty Gamzee. I listened to bloodstain and the switch in voice between the two singers of the song is such a Gamzee thing and that little kinda mathy guitar riff in the back is so great. Haunted is also very him and a good song.

thank u anon, im so glad to hear you share my vision and also that you have excellent taste. i rlly love the whole song i love the switch between frantic and laid back vocals. i love the guitar riff. i looooooove when it just devolves into static and screaming. not enough songs w jumpscares these days thats what i always say

i like all my homestuck character playlists but my gamzee one is probably the objectively best one. in general finding Clown Songs tm is sooooo fun for me i have spent a legitimately wild amount of time picking stuff for that playlist

everybody go listen to my gamzee hyperpop playlist

Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.

Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).

Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.

Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.

Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).

AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.

But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s

At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.

nothing I hate more than waking up early for no reason

I’m seeing a weird uptick in people commenting nasty stuff on people’s non-cat/dog pet stuff again and not so gentle reminder:

Your phobia or dislike of certain animals does not give you the right to harass and bully people who love and share them.

Use the blacklist tag like a normal human being, and leave people who love rats or snakes or bugs etc. the fuck alone.

getting the attention of the humanoid typhoon

SO THEY JUST FUCKING DROPPED THE MONONOKE MOVIE TRAILER?!??!

HEAVEN IS NOT FIT TO HOUSE A LOVE LIKE YOU AND I

Francesca by Hozier // Doctor Who S9 "Heaven Sent" + "Hell Bent"

callout post: andre the ice cream man writes rpf about local children, makes them cry by refusing them service if they don't adhere to his ships, and then gets self-righteously upset about it enough to terrorize the city about it

Me; Blah blah it’s fiction so they’re just going to do things for the drama and handwave logistics it’s not that deep don’t overthink it I know I know

Also me: assuming this lasts longer than the summer how is Christopher going to transfer schools to another state without his legal guardian? How frequently does Chris have check-ups or physical therapy or other medical care, and is Eddie’s health insurance going to cover non-emergency care his dependent receives in another state? Helena and Ramon don’t have custody and aren’t Christopher’s parents, they have limited-to-no rights to make certain decisions regarding Christopher’s medical care, education, or welfare, or to even receive confidential information about him—what happens if something comes up? Did they even consider any of these things before taking Christopher to live with them in another state indefinitely? Considering that they were in LA for maybe 48 hours and Eddie was only aware they planned to take Chris for maybe half of that time, I can’t imagine they talked through and put contingencies in place for any/all of these things so like…

kinktober 12 - somnophilia, costumes

john price x reader

(18+/mdni, consensual somnophilia, intoxicated sex)

john had been reluctant to celebrate halloween with your friends--them being younger and wilder than him, and far more into the holiday than he has ever been. now he realises the golden opportunity in front of him. 

not only had you dressed the two of you up in complementing outfits, (which he initially resisted, but changed his mind on when men would back off after seeing you together in a couples costume) but you'd gotten sloppy drunk. 

drunk to the point of throwing yourself at him whenever you could, messily making out with him and tugging on his fake horns, shamelessly grinding on him as you danced--even trying to get him to sneak off so the two of you could fuck. it's not often he gets to see you let loose, and he'd found himself rather enjoying it (if all the blood flow to his dick was any indication).

you'd come home from the party, dressed in your gorgeous little angel outfit, only tossing off your halo and your strappy high heels before collapsing into the bed and passing out. leaving you entirely at the mercy of your devilish counterpart as john remained awake and alert.

you had flopped onto the bed face first, eyes fluttering shut as you snuggled into the sheets that smelled like john, leg hiked up, pulling your dress with it and baring your little white thong to john's roving eyes. you're the picture of temptation and innocence, pulling him in and making him live up to the costume he'd donned tonight.

perhaps he wasn't the only devil though. you'd mentioned on numerous occasions for you desire to wake up with john already inside you, had discussed your desire for him to get you drunk and take advantage of you. you'd done all the work on the alcohol consumption part, it's only fair upholds his end of the bargain and defiles you in your sleep. 

his hands start to trace up your bare legs, caressing your delicate skin and admiring every inch. in your sleep, you sigh contentedly, already reacting to your lovers touch even if the contact is mild. john's mind starts to race as he anticipates how reactive you'll be once he finally gets to ravishing you. 

his fingers crawl higher, stroking over the plush of your thighs and closer and closer to where he wants to touch most. he takes the time to gently push the dress up all the way, exposing your gorgeous ass and the pretty little thong that barely covers anything at all. his thoughts are invaded with the most perverted ideas, little devils compelling him to just bury his face and eat both your holes, or to just cum over your tiny thong and exposed flesh and leave you sticky and covered all night. 

instead he brushes a knuckle against your clothed cunt, watching your face for any reaction at all as he continues to tease. the silk is molded to you perfectly, just a little damp already likely due to how needy you've been all night. john slowly peels off the thong, exposing your glistening folds to him and his exploring fingers. 

it's doesn't take long for him to unbuckle his belt, free his cock from the confines of his trousers and boxers, and start to stroke the thick pre down his shaft. he hitches your leg up carefully, revealing more of you to him so he'll have perfect access.

he doesn't know if you'll wake the second he fucks into you, or if you'll stay blissfully unaware as he uses you in your sleep. lining himself up at your entrance, he's not sure what he wants more-- for you to startle awake already overwhelmed with pleasure, or to come to hours later with his cum leaking out of your hole.

as he finally shoves himself inside you, his pretty angel, he knows he's the closest to heaven he's ever gonna get.

I love the QSMP. Not only has it introduced me to many amazing international creators, it's also introduced me to the French and Brazilian community, who are so sweet, funny, and chaotic in their own unique ways. I love seeing fans sharing their culture and learning from one another, and I myself have learned a lot this past year. I think it's incredible how QSMP brings so many different people together – all of us united in our love and passion for this project and its goals.

But passion can often evoke strong emotions, and these strong emotions aren't always positive.

The past few months, I have seen multiple waves of hate, bad-faith generalizations of communities, and racist remarks directed at fellow fans – especially those who are part of the French / Brazilian community. This kind of behavior is inexcusable, and is in direct conflict with the mission of QSMP, which is to break language barriers and unite communities.

We are a global community with a variety of people from different backgrounds. Miscommunications may occasionally occur because of cultural differences and/or language barriers, but we should use these moments as opportunities to learn and engage with other people rather than assuming the worst about them and starting fights.

Although certain issues can be resolved with communication, sometimes it’s better to block and move on. Avoid spreading negativity or hate, and save yourself the headache of interacting with people who are just looking for someone to argue with.

No matter what community we're a part of or what languages we speak, we're all here to have fun. Please remember to be kind to each other. We have more in common than we have in conflict.

THIS thing ^ says hewwo. UNIRONICALLY.

Could you explain your position on Shallura? Since Allura was established as a teenager when she started dating Lance and Shiro was very clearly an adult. I can understand the bi shiro headcannon but the shallura thing worries me

i am going to remind yall that i have been in this fandom since 2016. and in the early seasons, allura was not established as a teenager. in fact she was coded as older, as closer to shiro's age -- there was a specific divide between her and the younger paladins that she did not have with shiro. they made her younger (both explicitly and in mannerisms) as the show went on. and i do not give a fuck about voltron like...post s4 and i didn't even watch s7-8. so like. especially with older fics, im going to enjoy shallura.

i know it’s 3am but i was like… what if i had a lil treat

day 126

like if u think she did nothing wrong

rb if u would take her 2 the mall for boba